I know Phu did the wrong the thing by just disappearing for 10 years but even though the reason differs from the mini series. I think for Phu that kiss was his confession because he can't speak the words to Nan. It was like that kiss was a way to open the door to his feelings. But Nan was drunk and passed out so Phu was like I'm a coward. That was my last chance. I can't keep living like this in all this pain...seeing him everyday and unable to be honest. Phu feels if he tells Nan he'll lose him. He said it. He dreamed it. He said I love you, but I'm not brave enough to tell you. And his dream he tells Nan he likes him more than a friend. Nan reacts badly saying they can't be friends if Phu has those feelings. Phu is devastated.
Let's be serious. Could Nan have really been that drunk that he doesn't remember that kiss with Phu? Or is he just sweeping something uncomfortable under the rug? Or is he feeling the same way but like Phu he just can't say it?
I'm frustrated with this series...but I can't...no I won't let go. Those two mini series locked me into this series.
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the snails but I turned them into giant mounts!!!! for funsies
mail mounts!!!!!
I usually hate spending more than 3 hours on a piece, but I had a lot of fun doing these
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“I hate the script, the vault dwellers sound so cheesy—“ my Brother in Steel you realize that’s the point, right? They were bred to act like the physical embodiment of an HR e-mail. Did you not catch the memo that Vault-Tec put out regarding their experiment facilities?
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carry yourself through the frozen desert,
empty your thoughts into the well of pressure (x)
finally tried my hand at some 3L desert duo designs (ft. matching back scars) !!
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IS HE RECORDING A FUCKING TIKTOK DANCE LMFAOO
I cannot wait for Shadow to beat his ass and make him question absolutely everything😭
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ik i have exams next week and i should be studying but,,,,robot cool,,,,brother sad,,,,,,new art tablet,,,,,,,can you blame me?
also idk how exactly the robot was hooked up in his little room, but i kind of wanted it to resemble Raphbot with all his wires and plugs during the whole "battery thing"
@somerandomdudelmao
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the biggest problem with tos’ episodic format is that the episode usually ends pretty quickly after the conflict resolves and then they never really talk about it again - no matter how intense or harrowing it was
which means that we don’t get to actually *see* the interpersonal fallout of bones being diagnosed with and cured from a previously-incurable terminal illness (that he didn’t even want to tell jim and spock he had), and then just four episodes later drugging them so that he can go be tortured (and likely die) instead of spock, and so jim doesn’t have to make the choice between them.
did they talk about it? beyond just a standard debrief and a “never fucking do that again bones i swear to god i mean it this time”? did they make it the captains’ quarters for the debrief, only for mccoy to be pulled into a crushing, trembling hug as soon as the door shut while jim tried to assure himself that bones was still here, was still breathing? spock hovering nearby - a hand gently coming to rest on his shoulder?
why didn’t mccoy want to tell them about the xenopolycythemia, anyways? to try and hold onto a few more normal-ish months before every time they looked at him their eyes would be filled with grief - mourning a man they hadn’t yet lost? the same reason he ran away; to spare them what he went through with his father?
only for him to immediately turn around and throw himself back to the wolves to (almost) die right in front of them anyways
i don’t really know how they handled it. whether they talked about it and attempted to soothe the hurt, or just resolutely tried to bottle it up.
but i do know this: spock eventually came back from gol because jim simply (though accidentally) called out for him in a moment of need. bones only came back because jim personally drafted him back into starfleet
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