Image description: drawing of a nondescript person with a tired/unimpressed expression on their face right next to a drawing of someone vibrating with excitement
Caption:
Me: "I must be faking my illness. I went on a walk yesterday."
Also me: "MY WALKER AND SHOWER CHAIR ARE ON THEIR WAY"
Im not feeling myself right now. My heart rate was around 130-150 (that’s what her blood pressure cup said). I felt really weird and I started to cry. I could feel my heart racing. I was feeling like I was going to die…
For those wondering, a normal heartbeat is 60-100. My epilepsy causes my heart to race. I felt strange, and I was panicking. I entire body felt as if it were trying to be separated from my soul and consciousness.
Maybe it was the 🍃🌿 (Mary Jane) (I vaped. But I’ve never felt like this vaping before. I hope it completely passes).
I’ll update in a bit. I apologize for the inconvenience. I appreciate you all.
I felt really scared to do it before, and I just didn't want to try again because of the pain I had felt in previous attempts BUT I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF!!!
It felt sooo good and smooth, not painful at all. My heartbeat was totally racing right after, I guess she was also proud of me ;)
I'll keep on exploring and finding more ways I can get my heart to beat higher as I reach to better orgasms... I'm excited!
I'm a bit lost. I leave you an old video, one of my favorites.
My heart shaking and losing control while I squeeze it and force it to beat
At one point I could hear the blood passing through the chambers of my heart and through my veins. In the end each beat was a jolt inside my chest and my heart couldn't take it anymore and started racing...
today I dreamed about my girl, holding a yellow stethoscope against me while she whispered sweet nothings into my ear, listening to every little spot on my chest, every beat, every catch of breath... Her soft hands touching my skin. Her lips tracing paths around my neck. The way I would never stop smiling at her during the whole interaction.
She looked at me with her sparkling blue eyes and gave me kisses on my sweetest spots. My god, she looked so hot grinning at me after noticing my heartbeat speeding up at her sight. She's all I want, all I've ever dreamed of.
I'm starting to feel aroused just thinking about how fucking hot that stethoscope looked on her... I miss her so much.
These cardio dreams always make me feel heavenly 🥹
Hello disabled friends, drop your disability amazon/online finds here - I'm talking anything that helps you with your disabilities, even if it just comforts you. I know it's hard to find things, and I figured we can all help each other out.
I'll go first - the pulse oximeter I have is currently on sale for 60% off ($32 - I got it for $60, USD). It's approved to be medical grade. Also, even though it's by Apple, you don't need an Apple device to use it or the app.