#The View From Down Here
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The View From Down Here - Chapter 28
Of Patience
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Charlotte figures out how to keep going.
#sdv shane#shane fanfic#sv shane#stardew valley#stardew valley shane#stardew valley fanfic#sdv#stardew farmer#sdv shane fanfic#shane fan fic#stardew valley shane fan fic#sdv fanfic#sdv fan fic#archive of our own#The View From Down Here#my fic
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there was a third picture from that one shoot apparently
rest of my redraws can be found here!
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#fanart#jjk fanart#jjk megumi#megumi#if i find more photos from this shoot i s2g......#like ill DO it if there are more i'll do yuuji voice as many as it takes but i s2g........#anyway this one was fun !!!!#i dont know if i like it more than the original 2 ghjfjgfd i think theres a reason it wasn't included in the twt post#but i Did have fun getting 2 zoom in more on his scrunchy face#gave me a bit of trouble bc his hair covers some pretty key parts tht catch the light in the og#i couldnt have them catch the light here which was Awkward#head in hands god his hair#his hair is my enemy . stylized megu hair i have down 2 a science but realistically rendered megu hair i think wants me dead#the combination of needing 2 have a semi-realistic cut + front view + slightly lookdown angle....#suffering and agony and 2hrs on the skew tool#but we got there!!!!!#ws checking values which i like. never do . but i realized i rly like the monochrome ver also so i made a copy :')))#tb to my graphite portrait era lmao ur welcome 15 y/o hina
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#i promised you his crotch in your face and here you shall have it#the view from down there#looking up at him?? 🥵#with the way he looks down on you PLEASE#SOMEONE CALL AN AMBULANCE#tobias forge#ghost#ghost band#copia#papa emeritus#myedit#the band ghost#ghesties#ghost sweden#papa emeritus iv
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my favorite part of the Voynich Manuscript is this little nymph bathing in a pitcher plant and making a rainbow with the water spray
#i feel like that word could be rainbow who knows#i love the voynich manuscript its so fun to think about#i love the aqueducts or waterfall plumbing going on#my not real but funny theory is that this is tolkiens first attempt at cryptography#jkjk#its interesting because ancient greeks and romans had those public baths but they never had the layered waterfall pipes with draining basins#like built into the side of waterfalls#which is how i see it#i think the guy was trying to draw a top down view of some ladies bathing but he was really far away#you can see an inkling of perspective in somw of the pages not here but online of someone looking down at a waterfall from the top#in my. opinikn#the voynich manuscript
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Cutty Sark <3
#Just a few random wee details and highlights#I took SO MANY pictures it's hard to narrow them down#I'm definitely going to post more#I haven't even included any here of the view from BENEATH her#Having all 2100 tons of her directly overhead of me was an experience I'll not forget any time soon I can tell you!#Cutty Sark#Personal#History#Tall ships#Royal Museums Greenwich#I am low-key annoyed that the light wasn't better on the day but hey ho such is life
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what indeed…!
#cw blood#arcaea#my art#saya#insight#mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm blood#put saya in the Pain cycle AAAAAAA#WAAAAAAAAAAGH insight bending down to touch the flower…#g gay tension do you get it#because on one hand lethe is over there Watching#and… since saya is significant in her life… she’s curious… oh so very curious Oh and totally not because she’s gay#and has thought saya to be pretty oh No totally doesnt want to see what saya’s expression looks like#(from lethe’s view… ehhh doesnt it look like insight is being on top right now Woah wait what that’s not happening here)#(even though she says she didnt care for whatever is dancing behind that flower… she Did… was just a little curious..)#(Very curious now.)#and when insight tugs at a petal and saya grunts (softly and trying to hold back) in pain lethe’s ears pick it up obviously and uHHHHH#… i’ll stop#the ppl on twitter dont know about my delusions#edit omg i forgot to link the fic bc of my delusions
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having the hc that minato is ace is incredibly funny sometimes when you think about how ryoji is oh so very bi because it's like. "ah. death stole my ability to be attracted to people," in the same way that ryoji stole minato's eye color and energy level. like wow, thanks ryoji, you just keep finding things to steal from minato!
#persona 3 spoilers#minato arisato#hc and au nonsense#lizzy speaks#happy international asexuality day to my fellow aces out there i hope you know that you are loved!!! 🎊🎉🥳#i like viewing minato with the lens of him being gay / ace. esp bc it stems from my own experiences so it's fun to look at-#him from that perspective even if that's not what was intended by atlus y'know?#and im sure others have other hcs from me that are informed by their own life experiences and i think that's great ^_^#something that i found interesting while playing FES was how. stilted? minato's animations felt when hugging the girls#you could definitely go with the perspective that it's a graphical limitation or they didn't have time to polish the animations#and that's def true!! but sometimes i see the hug @ yakushima beach + the other hugs and then i compare it to the sou/yo hug in p4#and there's like... a noticeable difference to me with how intimate and close together the hugs are...#that said i do know that the animations for reload are updated and the hugs are much more natural (good on them tbh!)#the other thing is (pensive sigh). the way you couldn't reject any of the girls when doing their social links in FES#objectively speaking i'm glad that they did away with that and i like how the rejections were handled in reload. it feels naturally written#but also a part of me enjoyed looking at the “hey atlus what the FUCK” moment and thought of how to interpret it differently#specifically with the idea of minato having like.. little to no autonomy and kind of going along with the relationship#it kind of reminded me of myself tbh with like going along with the rship without considering what you want bc#it's what others want or expect out of you... LOL. i dont think atlus intended for someone to interpret it this way but#eh i think that's the fun part of hcs and looking at characters with certain lenses!#regardless of how you perceive minato i do think there's something to be said about him being the kind of guy who molds himself-#into someone that is needed. not wanted. but needed. important distinction here.#the one caveat my brain runs into when im like “minato is ace!” is when i remember thanatos exists and i go#“you know what these ideas can exist simultaneously” GKLHFHDFHD when in doubt schrodinger's headcanons#anyway that's all i've had this thought in my brain in awhile and haven't sat down to share it properly until now 👍#have an excellent weekend everyone !!! lizzy loves you all lets all nurture our inner yippee!!! 🥺💙
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On my walk home from the cafe I was thinking about Sanji (as one does) and how every influence in his life for 19 years screamed at him to hunker down, stay silent, and never appear weak.
As much as I love Zeff and know he loved Sanji, it's clear he has such a straight-laced and unflinching view of masculinity and what it means to be a man. The environment on the Baratie was an extension of that.
It was a machismo world where affection was hidden behind kicks to the head and insults. The kind of environment where cutting your hand or something gets a response of "what? You call that an injury? Don't cry over nothing". Where outright kindness has to be dragged out of people, and then immediately covered up with a half-baked insult.
Throw into that environmemt a little boy who is desperate to prove he's not the failure he was told he was, and out pops a man who wears his heart on his sleeve for "acceptable manly emotions" but who hides real emotions behind anger, and hides pain (physical or emotional) altogether so as not to seem weak.
Tack onto that the idea that the only surefire way to show love is through self sacrifice (his mom + Zeff), then of course Sanji will be all sorts of jacked up.
We see throughout the series how Sanji is so unwilling to be vulnerable or to even admit he's feeling hurt at all. Plaster a smile on, make some comment about loving women, and voila! He's the man's man everyone expects. No need to worry about him. After all: he's strong.
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#op meta#the news coo latest#sanji#i have like 10 different sanji-centric fics rolling around in the ol' noggin#but every single one of them features at least one scene where someone (Zoro) sees through his hyper-masculine bullshit#what really interests me is when sanji is forced to confront that fucked up view of the self he has#like for example: Zoro gets hurt and allows himself to rest or something and is unapologetically fine with being 'weak'#sanji so desperately wants to rib him for it but zoro is so stoic about it that he starts to realize 'oh...its ok...to not be ok? publicly?'#imma sit here and stew on this for awhile#Anyway the coffee from the cafe is good but now I need to go read as much Sanji trauma dump fic I can get my hands on lol#to be clear btw: i dont doubt zeff cared for sanji when he was down but i feel sanji had to be in a bad way to get the 'real emotions'
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#good grief im gettin a lil tired of seeing 'DONT DO THIS' kinda art videos#i very much understand its a youtube thing and that clickbait names and thumbs get the views and attention needed#but it doesnt mean it doesnt annoy me or that I cant be annoyed by it#sometimes i just see it in tutorial pictures too#but the large DONTS with red Xs near the supposed ''wrong'' way of drawing is so demotivating#people start and draw in many ways than one#its what makes art their own#but when videos or tutorial posts are made and show the ''WRONG'' way to go about it#its like scolding the new artist or long time artist with that style that they're doing it wrong and that its bad#no matter the intention its not the way to go about helping artists learn to draw#and in my personal opinion#the click bait ''DONT DO THIS WHEN DRAWING'' thing is what keeps me from actually watching the vids#i get theyre probably helpful but i don't like that I have to feel some NEED or DESIRE to click on a vid cause I feel like I did a thing#wrong or that i never should have done it at all#i wish i could see more 'here are some tips that helped me#kinda vids cause yes i would love to learn what helped you rather than being or feeling wronged for drawing in a way that isn't theirs#im rambling but i have been seeing a lot of 'DONT DO THIS' NEVER DO THIS' 'IF YOURE DOING THIS STOP NOW' kinda art vids#im speakin for myself here#but im an artist sifting through art youtube or spaces always willing to learn new ways of improving my art#i dont need to feel click baited like the next 3am don't this kid to learn how to improve my inking skills#if it was more a 'this is my personal preference and I wanna share it with my audience and maybe teach some things' kinda vid#id watch that too#but im just so tired of seeing art youtube going down this need to tell folks 'YOURE DOING IT ALL WRONG. THIS IS THE RIGHT WAY"
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questioning sexuality is so exhausting
#(edit: sorry for the rant in the tags and i just. i want someone to talk to me)#i keep on doing it for no apparent reason#someone was talking about lust yesterday and i realised today that.#even tho id thought i don't experience it. i possibly do. but exclusively towards women.#i hate it here!#for a multitude of reasons i will never have a relationship with a woman but! i may be incapable of having a relationship with a man!#at some point in the last few months i have abruptly pivoted from definitely wanting marriage and kids to being ambivalent on marriage#and not wanting kids. that's such an outlier in my life that it might just be a mental health thing tho idk#but at the same time i. want to be loved.#i don't know what i want anymore and im tired of questioning myself#i definitely overthink it but idk how to stop it#and i hate hate hate how the moral obsessions have bee lately#this isn't entirely related but it kind of is#like Am i a terrible morally bankrupt person for having certain thoughts or is it just religious ocd go brrrr?? am i overthinking it?#i don't know. i don't know!#for a while labelling myself as arospec ace kinda calmed that down but. i don't know#i do't want to be attracted to women. i don't want to have to look away so often. i don't want any of that.#but i don't know how to stop it.#i don't even know if i'm attracted to men at all.#this is a cry for help and encouragement and prayers no matter what your views on these matters are#queer stuff tag#i nearly fessed up to my friend yesterday about same sex attraction and i might've except that it would have probably outed me as#the person who anonymously sent in a question several months ago about the side b movement to a church thing#ive only told one person at church about any of that sort of stuff and it was very vaguely worded#also see: this friend is the mother of the boy i?? i don't even know how i feel about him#i increasingly think it wasn't romantic at all. but i don't know#i would love any encouragement you got. anything at all.#i don't know how much this stuff is affected by the fact that i consider myself unloveable and think it highly unlikely any boy will ever#care for me#now im rambling. sorry
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The View From Down Here - Chapter 21
Control
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Charlotte makes up forgetting Harvey's birthday to him.
tw: smut
#smut#sdv shane#shane fanfic#sv shane#stardew valley#stardew valley shane#stardew valley fanfic#sdv#stardew farmer#sdv shane fanfic#shane fan fic#stardew valley shane fan fic#sdv fanfic#sdv fan fic#archive of our own#The View From Down Here#my fic
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Listening to Notre Dame by Paloma Paris and thinking some intense Tanguish thoughts
#spazzcat barks#redstone and skulk#tanguish#i rarely go down there#the views just so beautiful from here#and i can see everybody at their worst points#(at their worst points)#im not a sadist#i enjoy just being able to be witness#of the loneliness and be a higher power#in case there isnt one#im not a higher power i just live in the ceiling#cause im lonely on the fringes and it gives myself some meaning in the exile#(...) some only turn towards the heavens#when the end is feeling desperate#have the overwhelming feeling#that theres nobody looking down#at least im looking down
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Really wish Tumblr had an actual mute function.
Like a full block is excessive in this scenario (no one's done anything wrong, I'm just annoyed) but the block tag function is not doing it for me rn because I can still see the posts and my annoyance is slowly morphing into rage. And the envy monster is not a good look for me.
I enjoy hyping people up, I really do, but it's really fucking hard to keep doing it when they don't do it for you too.
#rambling into the void#i get it we're all here to have a good time but sometimes someone just rubs you the wrong way#and you just need to spend less time around them#there needs to be a toggle for that “view post” button#uneven social dynamics in a circle are irksome#it's a circle for a reason kids#you gotta cheer for everyone in the jam circle or the energy of the circle dies#i guess i just get really frustrated with this because i always feel like i'm the last person picked on the dodgeball teams#i have trust issues with people i don't know well and it takes me fucking forever to make friends#seeing everyone frolicking and holding hands when i'm still trying to unlurk from the corner is hard man#sorry sometimes you just need a weird vague vent post#and i am grumpy because i have not had time to art#and when i do have five minutes to sit down and do it it's suddenly like pulling teeth
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hello friendz !! i am packing my bags and moving to @tetzoro !!! please come join me if ya want ^_^
back to navi.
#i’ve been so annoying about this all week to my buddies but i have made the decision to archive this blog !#i’ve had so many good memories here and have met so many amazing people that i get to call my friends 🥹#i’ll forever be thankful for this blog for giving me a safe space to be myself and fully indulge (aka go delulu) in anime men#a large part of me does not want to make the move but tbh it comes down to organization#when i made this blog i never thought i’d meet mutuals and find a community here#if i knew then what i knew now i would’ve just made a new blog from the start#but managing a main blog and side blog sucks !!! (for me) bc i view this as my main blog#and tbh a fresh start sounds really nice#so !! if u read all this im giving you a pat on the head and a freshly baked cookie#i hope to see u guys at my new blog !!!#i am going to try to follow a lot of u from it but also !!!#no pressure to become moots again if ya don’t wanna <33#love y’all sm#ALSO ! i will be keeping this blog up#forever my shrine to kuroo tetsuro#(my new blog is still v kuroo - centric .. don’t get me wrong. he is still the man™️)#okay im nervous !! laterz !!! <3#⁺. ʚ aims lore ɞ ⋆˙
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Alexis can I just say u are the GOAT for doing that oc talk at ur table. Iconique
Let me encourage anyone running a table to feel more confident, that is your space and you can bulldoze over anyone and everyone being a clown in your space. To be honest you likely won't even end up being rude about it, you'll probably just sound like a confident salesperson.
#I really do enjoy talking to folks at cons though#It's very selfish because everyone is wearing their fandoms on their sleeves and most of time time I get to soak up their excitement#And I get to soak up compliments from passersby#So it's kind of the safest softest setting XDD#I used to be really bad at taking compliments but now I've learned that I can turn them into teachable moments#It's easier when I can view a compliment as an opportunity to share whatever skill I've learned#THAT BEING SAID#If you compare my OCs to another character to my face#The rule is that HAHA you mentioned my OCs#Time to tell you all about Harold and Hawley!#Would YOU like to play a murder mystery that takes place in a fantasy setting with demons?#I know you were talking about Good Omens and HEY if you like historical cringefail gay men you should DEFINITELY play this game!#It's free on Steam here's a card!#(The card is their cue to leave if they want to escape but if they're actually listening then I turn down the energy#and actually talk about the game)
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you ever think about how bill is who the pines could have been if they didn't have any kind of support from anyone in their lives
#godsrambles#im thinking about the thing on the website where he goes on an angry jealous rant about stan#bill turns away from the chance to be better over and over and over and over again#but what couldve happened if he had some kind of support at 30? at 60? instead of at over 1 trillion?#he turns himself into a monster. he sets everything up to try and lead someone down the path of becoming a monster with him.#not consciously. but subconsciously he is so ready to commiserate with someone else about being monsters together. and be less alone in it#and then bill finds out that this person actually has a family member willing to risk the apocalypse just to bring him back.#and other family members willing to do whatever it takes to rescue him During the Apocalypse Itself#and friends who forgive him. and then even the brother he thought he hated for so long gets a happy ending#and here bill is. in a pit dug by his own endless atrocities. but the very first few shovelfuls of dirt that started digging the pit#were caused by him having no one. no support network. no family member willing to cause the apocalypse just to bring him back#and then he gets fucking institutionalized.#one of the kinds of places where people unwanted by anyone in society get sent to so no one has to think about them again.#^greatly reductive descriptor that isnt always true im just talking about the way society views this topic + depicts it in media#like ok. ok i guess. sure. whatever. fine. im exploding everything in the universe with my mind 👍
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