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novelconcepts · 1 year ago
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🧡 Taivan if it hasn’t already been done
🧡 kissing in bed / lazy kiss / cuddling
"I have class."
"And charm, and wit," Van agrees. Her face is buried in Taissa's throat, her lips searching out the steady beat of Tai's pulse. It's just the kind of kiss that jettisons all thought from Taissa's head, and Van knows it.
"No," she laughs, "I literally have class. Philosophy."
"You wanna hear my philosophy?" Van continues spreading kisses along Taissa's throat, slow and lazy and not the least bit worried about the clock. "One shall not run from a warm bed. Particularly not when one has invited someone to share that warmth."
Taissa combs a hand through Van's hair. She's experimenting with an undercut, the longer portion barely skimming her shoulders. It runs through Tai's fingers like liquid fire, softer than it has any right to be.
"I invited you to share it last night," Tai tells her. Van nuzzles under her chin, and she obediently lets her head tip back against the pillow to grant access to the space just beneath her ear. Van's tongue flicks against the lobe, and she sighs. "I didn't think that decision would tank my flawless GPA."
"Drama queen," Van scoffs. "A nuclear bomb couldn't tank your GPA."
God, Taissa has missed her. Their on-again, off-again relationship has had more than its share of lows, but in the end, they always seem to find themselves back here. Sometimes literally, in Taissa's dorm room. Van looks good in her bed. Van looked good in her doorway, too, a flannel jacket and an overnight bag the only signs that she didn't belong there full-time.
Van looks good, and feels even better. Even now, her muscles still sore from last night's marathon, Taissa can feel herself gearing up to let go of the day's routine. She runs some mental calculations, knowing one missed class--even a whole day's worth of them--won't really make that much of a difference.
Van isn't asking if she's going. Her hand cups Taissa's jaw, her thumb tracing the skin in absent revolutions. Her lips close around Tai's earlobe, sucking gently, her body rolling to press Tai into the sheets.
No, Van isn't asking. Like she didn't ask what Tai wanted from her when Tai rang her up. Like she didn't ask what they'd be come morning light, stripping the t-shirt over her head and catching Tai's kiss with comfortable ease. Van doesn't need to ask these days. She casts the bones, reads the signs.
Taissa rolls her head clear, lifts it off the pillow. Van gazes back, contented.
"Mornin'," she says. Tai shakes her head, skimming a hand up Van's bare back.
"You're bad for me."
"So's pizza." Van shrugs. She's leaning down, her nose brushing softly against the tip of Taissa's. Her kiss is long, slow, the act of someone who has already seen the end of the world and isn't much impressed by petty concerns.
Bad for her, Van may be--but she's still the best thing Taissa's ever had. She lets herself linger in this kiss, and the next. Fuck it. She'll catch up on the reading in her own time.
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my-castles-crumbling · 10 months ago
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hi cas! so I'm in my freshman year of high school and I'm in the middle of my midterms (I have four left) and its fine honestly but recently I've been more concerned about meeting all criterias for college.
so I've always been really into psychology and maybe want to get into criminal psychology in the future? and I come from a country where, while there are a few well known universities but I don't really want to stay in this country? i mean i'm fine with the country but I definitely don't want to stay in my state because well the political party that leads our state is a bit corrupt to be frank. but I don't really want to stay in the country? I come from a country which has a HUGE diverse culture and i'm not that into the culture? im into the culture of the place I come from but not of the whole country iykwim? I don't really watch movies that are the country's generalized genre although I plan to soon. we don't have A SINGULAR official language, due to the country's diversity but we do have a national language. but according to people I sound very white washed when I speak that language (my state speaks a different language) so yeah i'm worried I wont fit in at a college in my country? but I know I will fit into colleges in like the USA or the UK because I'm into western culture more so yeah.
so I kind of want to go to NYU? but i'd be an international student right. and I'm just recently kind of stressing out about meeting their criteria, the grades, the ecs and because I study the national curriculum I have no idea how I'm gonna calculate my GPA or something and whether my accomplishments in this country are even gonna be relevant in the US or the UK.
I know I could go to a college here and then do a masters degree in USA or something but i've always imagined going away to the USA immediately after I graduate school and having the time of my life there like prime time acc to me is 18 to 22 which is the time of my undergrad course. I just wanna live there and do all the things I cant do in my country while I'm still close to being a teenager. I think a masters course along with the fact I'll be 22+ means I wont really want to do the things and accomplish the dreams I had as a kid? things I could do at 18 - 22 while I'm still relatively close to being a teenager? I don't know if I make sense but it feels like 22+ just gets a bit too old and I'm scared I wont find people who want to do those things with me.
so yeah. any tips on how I can improve myself so I get to accomplish my dreams?
Oooooo watch yourself on saying 22 is old 😜
But as far as accomplishing those dreams, I honestly think the best thing to do is to research! Most universities (at least in the US) are very transparent about their requirements online and if they aren’t you could call or email and ask them what you would need to do to get in. I’m guessing you’re not the first person to want to go to NYU from your country, so there’s probably a system in place.
Remember though, you shouldn’t change yourself to fit in. There’s a difference between meeting requirements and like..changing yourself. Please be yourself!
Naming you NYU anon!
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jinxquickfoot · 2 years ago
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@badthingshappenbingo: Knife to the Throat
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“There she is. Took you long enough, Bishop.”
Kate figures that walking into her apartment with all the lights turned out isn’t a good sign. When Clint goes to bed early, he usually does it by just passing out on her couch, New York light and noise pollution be damned.
An ominous voice calling her last name from the darkness isn’t a great omen either. Already calculating just how quickly she can get from the front door to her bow, Kate flicks on the lights.
First the darkness, then the ominous voice, and now her partner pinned to the couch he likes to nap on so much with a knife at his throat. Three signs Kate's pretty sure mean danger.
“Don’t,” Madame Masque warns her as Kate prepares to dive for her bow, still hanging up next to her impromptu archery range. Damn, she really needs to take Harley Quinn’s advice and put a baseball bat by the front door or something. “Put down your bag and lock the door.”
Kate does neither, dropping her gaze to meet Clint’s eyes. There’s a trickle of blood drying on one cheek, a split lip, and even from his seated position Kate can see he’s favoring one leg. He winces as he takes in her expression, exasperation and resignation in his next words. “If I tell you to run, you’re not going to listen, are you?”
“Of course not.” Masque leans further over the back of the couch so she can press the knife even closer against Clint’s neck. “The baby hawk is going to do everything I tell her to do, or I’m going to ruin her couch.”
“Sorry, Boss.” Kate drops the bag and locks the door, before turning back to face Masque. “I’m really fond of my furniture.”
“Cute. Shed the coat,” Masque orders.
Kate does as she’s told, raising her hands to show she’s unarmed. Unfortunately. “You know, it’s usually polite to call ahead before you visit someone’s home.”
“And usually it’s impolite to steal what isn’t yours,” Masque snaps back. “Come here. Now.”
Slowly, Kate makes her way across the room, taking in the rest of the apartment. It’s far too quiet. “Where’s Lucky?”
Kate can’t see Masque’s face behind the golden mask, but she can hear the satisfaction in her voice as she says, “Your idiot predecessor decided it was more important to get the mutt out the door than defend himself.”
Of course he had. Well, that’s one less factor to worry about.
Clint shifts slightly under the knife, but that just gets his head yanked back by his hair. Kate starts forward in alarm, only to slam to a halt as Masque presses down, cutting skin. “Stay right where you are. Next time it goes deep.”
Clint tips his head back to meet Masque’s gaze. “If you're looking for the tape, it’s already with Hill,” he says, far too calmly for someone being held at knifepoint. “It’s over.”
“It’s over when I say it’s over,” Masque snaps back. “And this isn’t about the tape. This isn’t even about you, Barton.” She lifts her golden face to glare at Kate. “It’s about her.”
Well, Kate has always wanted an arch-nemesis. She’s not a fan of the part where the villain threatens her loved ones though.
Clint sends her a look, suddenly far more worried than before, knife be damned. “She didn’t do anything,” he insists. “Hill and I set the whole thing up, not Kate.”
“She embarrassed me,” Masque hisses, actually hisses, Kate didn’t even know that people did that. “You think I care about some lost tape? No—I care about putting some dumb brat back in her place.”
“Hurtful,” Kate mutters. “I actually have a GPA of 3.8, so…”
“You will lose something tonight,” Masque cuts across her, and Kate feels her heart pound a little faster. Not Clint. Anything but Clint. She’s already lost her father, her mother, she can’t lose him too. She won’t lose him too. “It will be your choice what it is.”
“My choice?” Choices are good. Choices mean that there’s an option other than watching Clint get his throat slit right in front of her. “How generous of you.”
“Kate,” Clint warns, but he’s cut off when Masque angles the blade right under his Adam’s apple.
Kate can hear the unconfined satisfaction in Masque’s voice as she says, “Go get a knife. The sharpest one you have.”
“The sharpest one I…” Kate trails off, doing a mental scan of the apartment. “You want me to get a knife?”
“I thought Barton was the deaf one.”
“Okay, if you say so.” Kate backs into her kitchenette, careful to not take her eyes off Masque. She slaps her hand along the cabinets until she finds the cutlery drawer.
Masque cocks her head to one side. “What are you doing?”
Kate locates what she’s looking for, pulling out the plastic knife she keeps mostly for spreading peanut butter on toast, and grimaces. It’s still a little sticky.
The reveal is met with twin sounds of incredulity from the couch.
Masque winds her hand tighter in Clint’s hair. “Do you really want to be making jokes right now?”
“You said the sharpest knife!” Kate protests. “This is it! It’s kind of the, um, the only knife?”
There’s a beat of dumbfounded silence before Masque says, “Why do you only have one knife?”
“I’m one person! Why is this such a hard concept for home invaders to understand?”
There’s a flash of silver, and then blood is streaking down Clint’s face.
Kate starts forward with a shout, only to freeze when the knife is shoved back against her partner’s throat.
Blood continues to spill from the fresh cut, far deeper than the one on his neck, and way too close to one of Clint’s eyes.
“No more games,” Masque says, slowly and clearly. “You fight with a sword. I’ve seen it. So go get the sharpest one.”
Swallowing back the horror that she’s just gotten Clint unnecessarily hurt, Kate pads over to the archery range, locating the katana she never uses. It’s more ceremonial than practical—a gift from her mother on her eighteenth birthday. Even after everything that had gone down on Christmas, Kate hadn’t been able to part with it.
There’s a sharp intake of breath behind the gold mask as Kate brings the katana closer. “You own a Master Yoshihara blade?”
“It was a birthday present.”
“That’s sweet. Take it out.”
“Kate, don’t,” Clint starts, but breaks off again when the blade bites into the already existing cut.
Kate slides the katana out of its sheath. “What, are you challenging me to a duel or something?”
“A duel is carried out to defend your reputation. You’ve already cost me mine. And now, that same action is going to cost you, Bishop. Completely your choice. Barton’s neck, or one of your hands.”
Kate blinks, sure she’s misheard. “I’m sorry, what was the second choice?”
“One of your hands,” Masque repeats, as though that’s a perfectly reasonable request. “It was going to be just a finger or two, but I’d hate you to use a blade that masterful on something so small.”
“She’s not doing that.” Clint’s words open up his wound a little deeper, but he doesn't stop. “Kate, just go.”
“Then you’re going to die, Barton. Which is perfectly fine by me.”
Kate lifts the sword so it’s pointed straight at Masque’s face. “If you kill him, you have nothing left to stop me from fighting you.”
Masque huffs. “Please. You are not going to kill me. The best you could do is get someone up here to arrest me and I assure you, if you do that I will be free and clear within the hour and your precious partner will be rotting in a morgue somewhere. So make a choice, Bishop. Chop, chop—pun intended.”
“Of course it’s intended.” Kate forces herself to breathe, meeting Clint’s eyes again, trying to ignore the blood still dripping down his face. Her fault. She’s not going to let this get any worse. I have a plan, she tries to project at him.
Clint’s shoulders stiffen in the way that means he definitely understood her, and he definitely wishes he hadn’t. Still, he gives her the slightest nod, showing her he’s ready.
Kate flips the sword over in her hand, rallying herself. “Okay, I can’t just…” She makes a vague swing at her wrist. “I need a hard surface.”
“Then get on the floor.”
“Right, yeah that’s…. that’s a big surface.”
“Stop stalling. Or I’m making the choice for you and it’s Barton’s neck.”
Kate sinks to the floor, holding her free hand out in front of her. “Don’t. I’m doing the hand one, alright? I’m doing it.” She makes a show of psyching herself up. “Rand Enterprises still makes cybernetics, right? I think my not-stepdad might actually have some contacts there he could—”
She throws the sword.
If it had been anyone else, it would have sliced right through their face. The sword pings off the golden mask just as Clint wrenches on Masque’s wrist, disarming her a second before he dives out of the way of the ricochet.
He needn’t have bothered. Kate’s aim is true. The sword pings off the mask at an extreme right angle, embedding itself in the far wall and far away from where it might have hit Clint.
Masque stumbles, trying to right herself, but Clint’s faster. He drives across the couch, tackling her out of sight. There’s a thunk that sounds suspiciously like a knife handle hitting a skull, and then— “Kate? You alright?”
“Still got two hands.”
Clint’s head pops up from behind the couch, taking her in before he slumps over the cushions in relief. “I can see that. Anything else we need to worry about?”
“You’re the one who’s bleeding all over my furniture.”
“And you’re a superhero now, you should get used to bloodstains.”
“Gross.” Kate clambers to her feet, making her way over to where she can see the unconscious Madame Masque for herself. “Think she meant what she said about getting off scot-free?”
“Probably,” Clint admits. “That’s rich people for you, Miss I own a Master Yoshihara sword.” He dabs at the cut under his eye, wincing. “Find the first aid kit, I’m going to call Hill. Maybe she can stick Masque somewhere she can’t buy her way out of. And Kate?”
Kate pauses, waiting for the speech. God knows her mother gave it to her enough times. You’re reckless. You’re irresponsible. You need to do better.
Clint offers her a crooked grin. “Nice shot.”
Kate’s shoulders drop in relief, a warmth spreading through her chest. “Yeah, well, I have a somewhat decent mentor.”
“That you do.” Masque stirs with a groan, causing Clint to kick her in the head, knocking her out again. “First aid kit. Phone Hill. Then go get Lucky back and call it a night?”
Kate smiles back at him. “Sounds perfect, Boss.”
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720creditscore · 2 months ago
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What Is My Credit Score and Why It Actually Matters
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Hey there! Ever wondered what that mysterious three-digit number trailing your financial life really means? Whether you’re applying for a loan, renting an apartment, or even shopping for car insurance, your credit score plays a starring role. But what is a credit score, and why does it matter so much? Let’s break it down in plain English—no jargon, no stress—just the facts you need to take control of your financial future.
What Is a Credit Score?
Your credit score is like a financial GPA—a number between 300 and 850 that sums up how reliable you are with borrowing and repaying money. Lenders, landlords, and even employers use it to gauge your trustworthiness. Think of it as a shortcut for answering the question: “Will this person pay me back on time?”
This score isn’t pulled out of thin air. It’s calculated using data from your credit reports, which track your history with loans, credit cards, and other debts. The big players here are FICO and VantageScore, the two main scoring models. While they crunch the numbers slightly differently (more on that later), both focus on the same core factors: your payment habits, debt levels, and how long you’ve been using credit.
One myth to bust upfront: You don’t have just one credit score. Depending on the scoring model and which credit bureau (Equifax, Experian, or TransUnion) provides the data, your score might vary by a few points. But don’t sweat minor differences—it’s the big picture that counts.
Understanding Credit Score Ranges
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Credit scores fall into categories that help lenders quickly assess risk. Here’s how it typically shakes out:
Excellent (750–850): You’re a lender’s dream. Expect low interest rates, premium credit cards, and smooth approvals.
Good (670–749): You’ll qualify for most loans and cards, though you might miss out on the absolute best rates.
Fair (580–669): Approval isn’t guaranteed, and if you get a “yes,” prepare for higher interest costs.
Poor (300–579): Rebuilding is key here. Options are limited, and loans often come with steep terms.
Keep in mind that lenders set their own standards. One bank’s “good” might be another’s “fair.” For example, a 680 score could snag you an auto loan at one dealership but get sidelined at another. Always ask about a lender’s specific criteria before applying.
And if you’re still wondering, What is my credit score and how do I check it?—you can access it through various free tools offered by banks, credit card providers, and financial apps. Knowing your number is the first step toward building strong financial health
Key Factors That Shape Your Credit Score
Your score isn’t random—it’s a reflection of specific financial behaviors. Here’s what matters most, starting with the heavyweight champion:
1. Payment History (35% of your score)This is the biggie. Late payments, defaults, or accounts sent to collections can tank your score. Consistency matters: Paying every bill on time, every time, builds trust. Even a single 30-day late payment can linger on your report for seven years, though its impact fades over time.
2. Credit Utilization (30%)This measures how much of your available credit you’re using. For example, if you have a total credit limit of $10,000 and owe $3,000, your utilization is 30%. Experts recommend keeping this below 30%, but aiming for 10% or lower can give your score an extra boost. High utilization screams “overextended!” to lenders.
3. Credit History Length (15%)Old accounts are gold. They show you’ve handled credit responsibly over time. Closing your first credit card might shorten your average account age and ding your score. Pro tip: Keep older accounts open (even if you rarely use them) to preserve this history.
4. New Credit (10%)Every time you apply for credit, lenders do a “hard inquiry,” which can temporarily lower your score by a few points. Applying for multiple loans or cards in a short period? That’s a red flag. Space out applications by at least six months to minimize damage.
5. Credit Mix (10%)Having a blend of credit types—like a mortgage, auto loan, and credit card—shows you can manage diverse responsibilities. But don’t open accounts just for variety. Focus on smart borrowing, not checking boxes.
How to Improve Your Credit Score
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Boosting your score isn’t rocket science, but it does require patience and strategy. Here’s how to make progress, step by step:
Start With On-Time PaymentsSet up autopay for at least the minimum payment on all accounts. If cash flow is tight, contact lenders to negotiate due dates or payment plans. One missed payment can undo months of progress.
Tame Your Credit UtilizationPay down balances aggressively, starting with high-interest debt. If you can’t pay in full, ask for a credit limit increase (without spending more!). This lowers your utilization ratio instantly.
Become a Credit History GuruIf you’re new to credit, consider becoming an authorized user on a family member’s card. Services like Experian Boost can also add utility and phone bills to your credit report, thickening your file.
Pause New Credit ApplicationsEach hard inquiry stays on your report for two years (though it only affects your score for one). If you’re rate-shopping for a mortgage or car loan, do it within a focused 14–45-day window to limit the impact.
Audit Your Credit ReportsErrors happen—a lot. One in five reports contains mistakes! Pull your free annual reports at AnnualCreditReport.com and dispute inaccuracies with the bureaus. It’s a quick win that can lift your score fast.
Wrapping It Up
Your credit score isn’t just a number—it’s a tool that unlocks (or blocks) financial opportunities. Whether you’re eyeing a new apartment, a lower insurance rate, or a dream vacation funded by travel rewards, a strong score puts you in the driver’s seat.
Improvement won’t happen overnight, but small, consistent steps add up. Pay on time, keep balances low, and stay informed. Remember, your credit score is a marathon, not a sprint. Stay patient, stay smart, and watch those three digits climb!
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iifls · 2 months ago
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This guide walks you through top job sectors, salaries, visa details, and tips for Indian students planning to work in Germany after graduation.
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eliteprepsat · 6 months ago
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📆💪 16 New Year’s Resolutions for High School Students
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1. Improve your grades 
Whether it’s resolving to score higher on your weekly reading quizzes or to go from a B to an A in math, try taking actionable steps to reach your goal. What is necessary to better succeed on those reading quizzes? Taking better notes? Going over assigned chapters twice? And what do you need to achieve that A? Staying after class to ask your teacher about the problems you missed? Visiting your school’s tutoring center? Improved grades don’t magically happen to us. Instead, we need to take the initiative to make them happen. So, go the extra step, and see how your grades improve.
2. Become a better student 
The best students aren’t simply those with the best GPA. Beyond improving your grades, you can also resolve to become a better overall student this year. Participating more in class, asking teachers about extra credit opportunities, assisting classmates who could use extra help in a strong subject of yours. These are just a few ways that you can become a better student. What other ways come to mind?
Becoming a better student has many benefits. For example, voicing your thoughts by participating more in class can aid in developing your critical thinking skills. It also displays to teachers your interest in their course and your ability to lead. This likely won’t be forgotten when teachers calculate your final course grades, and it will also come in handy when you hope to receive a favorable letter of recommendation from them for college. 
3. Focus on actual learning 
Grades are important. Even more important, though, is actual learning. This means not just memorizing a vocabulary list for a quiz only to instantly forget it. It means internalizing lessons for greater purpose. 
How do you go about this? Build a course schedule that will assist in a career you could imagine yourself pursuing. This might mean taking classes at your local trade school or taking AP classes so that you can test out of required courses in college to focus more on your major. Regardless, in all of your classes, always consider how the material can help you in practical, real-world applications. 
4. Expand your mind
Don’t forget that there is also so much to learn beyond the subjects offered in high school. What new things would you like to try to learn or do this year? Learn how to code? How to tap dance? Or throw a pot on a ceramics wheel? The possibilities are literally endless, and so are the resources available to you. Research what kinds of classes are offered to high schoolers at your local community college. Perhaps your own school even offers enriching clubs you don’t yet know about. And, of course, there is no shortage of books, documentaries, and podcasts out there (many of them often free) to assist you in expanding your knowledge, too.
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5. Expand your sphere 
In addition to expanding your mind, you may also wish to expand your sphere in the new year. “Networking” can be very important for success—in school and beyond. So, whenever you can, reach out to teachers, counselors, tutors, and even friends to build up your network. You never know when you might need to call upon those you know for help.
6. Focus on your school-life balance
Education is extremely important, especially as a young person hoping to succeed in high school, college, and into the working world. But it is also extremely important to experience fulfillment outside of school. For more on improving your school-life balance, see our previous articles “4 Tips For Finding Balance: How to Study and Still Have a Life” and “A Guide to Achieving a Healthier School-Life Balance”.
7. Focus on self-care
After 2020, we could all stand to focus more on our personal self-care. Self-care involves nourishing all facets of one’s mental and physical health. What requires tending to in your self-care routine? Getting more fresh air or exercise throughout the day? Drinking more water or sticking to a regular sleep schedule? Stretching, meditating, or even just committing to flossing every day are all good goals that will add to your mental and physical wellbeing.
8. “Unplug”
While social media keeps us connected, helps us learn, and supports our creativity, it also has damaging effects. Studies have shown that too much scrolling on our phones increases feelings of isolation, inadequacy, depression, and anxiety. This likely isn’t news to you. But how do you break the cycle? If you think that you may spend too much time on social media, resolve to limit your use in the new year. A few tips include disabling notifications, leaving your phone behind when you go to bed for the night, and even removing one or more social media apps from your phone altogether. You can also redirect your attentions from social media to your offline friends and interests.
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9. Break a bad habit 
Excessive social media use can be quite a bad habit. What other bad habits might you benefit from axing in the new year? Biting your nails? Eating too many sweets? What about gossiping or even cursing? Write your intention on a piece of paper or share it with a family member or friend who can support you in your quitting efforts. And feel free to reward yourself when you’ve made strides toward achieving your goal.
10. Kick procrastination to the curb
But what if your bad habit is putting things off? Kick procrastination to the curb this year by trying to identify the cause of your procrastination. Are you easily distracted? Do your best to eliminate distractions at the outset of tasks. Are you simply overwhelmed by the task at hand? Break it down into more manageable parts on a to-do list. And again, don’t forget to reward yourself—both as you cross steps off of your to-do list and when you finally complete an entire task. 
11. Get organized
Can you never seem to find your favorite pen? Your comfiest sweater? Does it take you ten minutes just to locate that history report on your laptop because your home screen is loaded with so many files? Perhaps your New Year’s resolution could be to focus on your organizational skills. Work to declutter your desk, your closet, your computer, or any other area in your life that always seems to be in the most disarray. Clear your space, and you will also clear your mind.
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12. Become a better citizen
Once you’ve decluttered your closet, why not donate your unwanted clothes to a local shelter or thrift store? This is just one way that you can resolve to be a better citizen, giving back to your community in the new year. Other ways to help make the world a better place include assisting with food drives, collecting blankets and other necessities for animal shelters, and becoming a reading buddy for young learners. There should be no shortage of volunteer opportunities in your area. And with a simple Google search, you can discover them all.
13. Reach out to old friends and/or family
Miss your best pal from seventh grade? Only talk to your favorite cousin on holidays? Give them a call or shoot them an email to initiate a closer relationship this year. Don’t be afraid to take the first step. It’s amazing how quickly and seamlessly true friends and/or family can pick up where they left off when they reconnect.
14. Make a new friend
Alternately, you can always add to your roster of exiting friends. No number of friends is too many—especially when the friends are quality. Is there someone you know as more of an acquaintance who seems like a potential pal? Ask to sit with them in class or at lunch. Invite them to an event. Though it may be awkward at first, you’ll find that most people appreciate being reached out to as a friend. After all, don’t you?
15. Be a better friend
Although it’s true that no number of friends is too many, it’s also true that—as the dictum holds—quality is more important than quantity when it comes to relationships. So, how can you be a better friend? Practicing being a better listener is a great place to start. These articles from The New York Times and Psychology Today provide great tips on how to be a better listener.
16. Practice gratitude 
This can take many forms. For example, you can practice gratitude by more regularly writing “thank you” cards to loved ones. Or you can begin each day by naming out loud three things that make you happy. You could also keep a gratitude journal, board or jar (on/in which you regularly write down things for which you’re thankful). Practicing gratitude can help to make you feel more outwardly compassionate and more inwardly positive and satisfied. According to a Harvard medical study, it can even improve your physical health. So, try one or a few of these practices in the new year, and see how it makes you feel.
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A few final thoughts and recommendations
Remember that your resolutions can be as small or as big as you like. Often, setting smaller, more manageable goals is best, since you can more readily and frequently see your progress along the way. But don’t be afraid to set “shoot for the moon” goals, as well. Indeed, the old adage is true that you can accomplish just about anything you set your mind to. But also remember the wise words of Ralph Waldo Emerson, who said that the greatest accomplishment is “To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you into something else.” So, whatever your resolutions for 2021, just be sure that they are right for you.
Serious about keeping your New Year’s resolutions? Check out Day by Day, Habitify, or Habitica—just three of many apps  that allow you to keep visual track of your goals and your progress in achieving them. Such apps can help you to stay better focused and motivated on resolutions, and each is unique—from the more analytics-driven Habitify to the RPG-style Habitica.
And if you would prefer an app that is more tailored to a specific resolution, check out this list from PCMag, which includes apps for working on better eating, exercising, budgeting, and more.
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gpacalculator26 · 8 months ago
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Why a GPA Calculator is Essential for High School Students
High school is a crucial time for academic growth, and tracking progress is key to achieving educational goals. For high school students aiming to get into college or qualify for scholarships, understanding their Grade Point Average (GPA) is critical. This is where a GPA calculator becomes invaluable. An online GPA calculator can help students stay on top of their academic standing, set realistic goals, and make informed decisions about their future.
What Is a GPA Calculator?
A GPA calculator is a tool that helps students calculate their GPA based on their grades and credit hours. It allows students to quickly assess their semester or cumulative GPA, giving them a clear picture of their academic performance. Many online GPA calculators also support weighted GPAs, which include the extra points awarded for advanced courses like honors or AP classes.
Why High School Students Need a GPA Calculator
Here’s why a GPA calculator is essential for high school students:
1. Setting Academic Goals
A GPA calculator helps students see where they currently stand and where they need to go. By calculating their GPA each semester, students can identify their academic strengths and weaknesses, setting specific GPA goals to improve or maintain their grades. For students aiming for selective colleges or merit-based scholarships, understanding GPA requirements early on can help shape their academic plan.
Example: If a student’s target college requires a 3.5 GPA, using a GPA calculator allows them to monitor progress and stay on track to meet that goal.
2. Tracking Progress Over Time
Academic progress can be hard to gauge without consistent tracking. With an online GPA calculator, students can calculate their GPA after each term and compare it to previous terms. This gives them a better sense of whether they are improving, maintaining, or declining in their performance.
Tip: Keeping a record of each semester’s GPA using a calculator can show trends, which can be helpful for college applications, especially when explaining academic growth.
3. Evaluating the Impact of Each Course
Some courses have a bigger impact on GPA than others, depending on their credit hours. For example, a 4-credit science course will affect the GPA more than a 2-credit elective. By using a GPA calculator, students can see how each course impacts their GPA, helping them make informed decisions about course selection and focus.
Example: If a student knows that their English course carries more weight than other classes, they may decide to put extra effort into achieving a high grade in that class.
4. Understanding Weighted GPA
Weighted GPAs add additional points for honors, AP, or IB courses, rewarding students who take on academic challenges. An online GPA calculator that supports weighted GPAs can show students how these advanced courses impact their overall GPA, providing a more accurate reflection of their academic rigor.
Tip: Using a weighted GPA calculator can help students see the benefits of taking advanced courses, helping them balance challenging classes with maintaining a strong GPA.
5. Preparing for College Applications
For high school students planning to apply to college, GPA is one of the most critical factors in the application process. Colleges use GPA to assess a student’s academic potential and readiness for rigorous coursework. A GPA calculator can help students ensure they are meeting the required GPA for their target colleges.
Example: If a student’s GPA falls just below a college’s average, the calculator can show what grades they need in future semesters to meet or exceed that requirement.
6. Meeting Scholarship Requirements
Many scholarships are GPA-dependent, requiring students to maintain a minimum GPA to qualify. With a GPA calculator, students can easily track their eligibility for scholarships and monitor their standing each semester.
Tip: For renewable scholarships, a GPA calculator helps students ensure they continue to meet the academic requirements needed to retain their scholarship.
7. Motivating Academic Improvement
Knowing how each grade impacts the overall GPA can be a great motivator. Seeing the impact of even slight grade improvements can encourage students to focus on their studies and work towards higher grades.
Example: If a student sees that earning a B instead of a C in a certain class can improve their GPA, they may be more inclined to put in the extra effort.
How to Use a GPA Calculator Effectively
To get the most out of a GPA calculator, students should follow these steps:
Calculate GPA Each Semester: After each semester, input grades and credit hours to see the latest GPA. This helps students stay aware of their progress and make adjustments if needed.
Use Both Weighted and Unweighted Options: If your school uses weighted GPAs, be sure to calculate both weighted and unweighted GPAs for a complete picture.
Set Goals and Track Improvements: Use the calculator to set achievable goals and track your progress toward them. Regularly checking GPA allows for more strategic planning.
Choosing the Right Online GPA Calculator
Not all GPA calculators are the same, so it’s important to find one that meets your needs. Look for an online GPA calculator that supports both unweighted and weighted GPAs, allows for customization of grading scales, and offers an easy-to-use interface. GPA Calculators US and similar tools provide students with accurate, user-friendly options for tracking their grades.
Conclusion
A GPA calculator is an essential tool for high school students who want to stay on top of their academic performance. From setting realistic goals to preparing for college applications, a GPA calculator helps students make informed decisions that align with their future aspirations. By using an online GPA calculator regularly, high school students can gain control over their academic journey and set themselves up for success.
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cgpa-to-percentage · 10 months ago
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Mastering Your CGPA: Tips and Tools for Academic Success!
Hey students! 📚
Are you finding it challenging to keep track of your CGPA (Cumulative Grade Point Average)? Whether you're aiming for a top-notch CGPA or just trying to keep tabs on your academic progress, we’ve got you covered!
What is CGPA? CGPA stands for Cumulative Grade Point Average. It’s a measure of your overall academic performance, calculated by averaging the grade points earned in all your courses. It’s crucial for your academic standing and future opportunities, including college admissions and job placements.
Why It Matters:
Academic Goals: A high CGPA can open doors to scholarships and academic honors.
Career Prospects: Many employers look at your CGPA to gauge your diligence and academic performance.
Self-Assessment: Regularly checking your CGPA helps you assess your progress and make necessary adjustments.
Tips to Improve and Maintain a High CGPA:
Stay Organized: Keep track of your assignments, exams, and grades. Use planners or digital tools to stay on top of deadlines.
Effective Study Habits: Focus on understanding concepts rather than rote learning. Regularly review your notes and practice past papers.
Seek Help: Don’t hesitate to ask for help from teachers or classmates if you’re struggling with a topic.
Healthy Routine: Maintain a balanced study schedule with breaks and a healthy lifestyle to keep your mind sharp.
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Stay Motivated and Keep Achieving! Remember, consistency is key. Keep pushing towards your goals, and use the tools and strategies available to make your academic journey smoother.
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peterparkerr06 · 2 years ago
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Understanding your Grade Point Average (GPA) is crucial for tracking your academic progress, regardless of whether you are a high school or college student. It is a numerical representation of your overall academic achievements and is calculated by dividing the total grade points earned by the total credit hours attempted.
To help you calculate your GPA, we have created a step-by-step guide that will walk you through the process using a simple formula. In this guide, you will learn how to convert your letter grades into numerical values, which is necessary for calculating your GPA. You will also learn how to calculate your credit hours, which are the number of hours you spend in class each week, and how to use this information to find your GPA for each semester.
By following this guide, you will have a better understanding of your academic performance and be able to monitor your progress over time. Additionally, knowing how to calculate your GPA can help you make informed decisions about your academic goals and aspirations, and can also provide insights into areas where you may need to improve.
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captainhowtocollege-blog · 6 years ago
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How to Calculate your GPA
Have you ever wondered how your friends KNOW they’re going to get good grades in a semester? They plan. Below is my GPA plan for the semester. This is really good info to have so you know just how far you can fail and still come out strong. Which, depending on the type of person you are, is either a good thing or a bad thing. For me, it’s a good thing. 
The chart below is calculated grades. Notice how I don’t do specifics like A- or B+, that’s because most of the time, you’ll land in the middle and it gives you some wiggle room. 
The chart below is for a 16 credit semester. This means four classes at 3 credits each and one class at four credits. Also, I’ve estimated that I will get an A in the four credit class because it’s an easy class for me, this may be different for you. So one A in each ranking is a four credit class. Remember, the more credits you take the better your GPA will look if you fail a class. Taking 12 credits and getting a D in one class can potentially drop you below a 2.2! That’s not an option for me so I always take 16 credits. 
I recommend you do this for every semester and then highlight your goals. The ones circled in yellow are my goals and notice how I have three. It’s easier to hit a goal if it has variation in it. So essentially my goal is between a 3.25 and a 3.63 but even if I don’t hit my goals and I land at a 2.88, my cumulative GPA will still be above a 3.0 because I use this method! 
You can calculate your GPA here: https://gpacalculator.net/college-gpa-calculator/
That’t my favorite one because it’s easier. I hope this helps ease the stress for your semester! 
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thechronicmasochist · 3 years ago
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yesterday I finally put all my grades into a gpa calculator to see how realistic it is for me to even hope to get my gpa up before next fall and get into a university (currently at a community college) and it turns out I'm uh. already pretty much there. because gpa is a bullshit system, and even with four semesters of trauma failing in my early years just four credits of A's can tip that scale. I fucking hate academia so much but I love having an excuse to go through research and I also wanna be able to wave my paper in front of people's (family's) face so like what can u do
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qvid-pro-qvo · 5 years ago
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a southern education
rafael barba x female!reader. a series of moments during cases leads barba to learn a common turn of phrase from you, a detective on the squad.
word count: 4559
rating: teen, for endless teasing and the kind of contempt only the south can offer (canon-typical mentions of rape and violence, but frankly a whole lot of fluff, too, as well as an additional warning for the author knowing nothing about how law work besides what law and order tells me). 
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It was like a different world, when you and Rollins got to chatting.
It was the way your accents got thicker, the way your laughter seemed to echo. There was always an inside joke, always a tease before you got paired off with Fin and Rollins inevitably found Sonny once again, words dripping with something sugary sweet as the two of you parted ways. The others didn’t get it, what you two would get so riled up about, but with you and her, it was like two peas in a pod.
It was just the South in the two of you. And yes, the capital ‘S’ was justified.
The South. Muggy nights and wretched summers and air thick with humidity and the mosquitoes that didn’t even give you a chance. Cicadas yelling as soon as the sun set and sitting out on porches drinking your beer or tooth-achingly sweet tea. Tipping hats and holding doors open and taking your sweet time. It made New York feel that much smaller, just two Southern girls trying to make it.
There were the shitty parts, too. There were the parts that make you and Rollins come to New York in the first place – the realization that women would never make it like men do, the suffocation of trying to fit into a box not made for you. So New York was far from home, but for good reason, and sometimes all of the South you need was hearing Rollins say y’all just as much as you.
Like now, for instance.
The newest case was a weird one, for sure, but at the center of it all was a young boy in the crossfire. Caught between his adoptive parents and the criminal enterprises his biological father was involved with. The squad was waiting for some food, and you, Barba, Carisi, and Amanda were all sitting around the wooden table, using the chairs to move from section of evidence to section of evidence.
“Poor guy just wanted a good home,” you said, looking at one of the pictures of him. It was a sweet photo, and you sighed before pushing the folder away from you. You moved to stand from the table. “Bless his heart.”
It came out of you without thinking, your voice somber, solemn. Rollins just nodded, because she got the gist, but Carisi just turned to look at you like you just grew devil’s horns.
“What does that mean?”
You looked up from the picture and met Carisi’s eyes. His brows were furrowed, and there seemed to be something tense in his shoulders.
“What do you mean?” you asked, looking amongst them. Barba was raising his brow, but his gaze was fixated on his notepad, his pen in his fingers as he scribbled something. “It’s just a saying.”
“Well, because Amanda says it to me sometimes,” Carisi said, and there was a twist to his lips, one you wanted to chuckle at. He looked so… solemn. “And usually she’s being sarcastic. I just don’t think what they did to this little boy is funny, that’s all.”
You glanced back at Amanda, and the two of you shared a look, smiling in that way you shared. She was hiding it behind her hand, and you turned back to the two men, ready to placate.
“Neither do I.” When I was saying that, I meant… that’s really sad, for him, and… y’know. Poor thing. Poor guy.” You lifted your hands, pointing to the picture. “I wasn’t being sarcastic, this kid is… he’s in a shitty situation. It’s kind of a catch-all. It’s about the intention behind it.”
“It’s a Southern thing,” Amanda finished, shrugging a bit. “It just means what you want it to mean.”
That seemed to soothe Carisi’s troubled soul enough, and you smiled at him before lifting completely from your chair, moving to get some more coffee. You asked the table if they wanted anything, and the only response was Barba lifting with you, and the two of you walked towards the coffee maker.
You didn’t mind the lawyer. Sure, the ADA wasn’t always your thing – after all, working with him could feel like you just ran a marathon – but Barba was good at his job and treated you all well.
Plus, if you happened to know your favorite combination of suit, tie, and pocket square that he wore, that was between you and God.
“I could’ve just gotten you something if you wanted, Barba,” you told him. “I know you like your coffee, even the bad stuff here.”
His smile was small, but it felt real enough, and you gave him a returning one, trying to ignore the thrill you got from the way he looked at you.
“You always add too much sugar,” he admitted, and you just rolled your eyes, smirking.
“And you always add too little, so. Maybe one day we’ll meet in the middle.” His little chuckle was cute, and you leaned against the little bar, glancing out the breakroom to where Carisi and Rollins were. “Today I won’t touch it, how ‘bout that?”
“I appreciate it.” He too glanced over to the other room, and you watched as Amanda seemed to explain something to Sonny, her hands circling a little as Sonny just shook his head at her. “So, blessing your heart? A common thing?”
“Oh, you have no idea,” you laughed, pouring a couple of cups and sliding one over to him to do as he wished. He just picked it up and sipped at it, the monster, but you added three sugars and stirred it plenty. “Trust me, sympathy isn’t always its message, but like I said. It can mean a little bit of everything.”
Barba just laughed again, shaking his head. “It seems innocuous enough. You’re telling me old women can weaponize blessing someone?”
That made your mouth twitch up, and you finished stirring your coffee with a flick of the plastic straw. With a little smile at him, you reached forward, turning him, getting close. You narrowed your eyes, pursing your lips a little. A once-over, eyes calculating, and he just stared, wide-eyed and brows creeping towards his hairline as you let out a little sound, putting all the condescension into it. And if your accent was a bit strong, well. You let it play.
“Oh, bless your heart. You just don’t understand. The South doesn’t pull punches.”
Your eyes didn’t break from his for a moment, and then you let out a little snort, shaking your head, moving past him. He seemed more than a little confused, and when you looked back he was just watching you, watching the way you walked toward the roundtable once more. You chuckled a little again, gesturing with your head towards Amanda and Carisi. 
“Oh, Northerners. Come on, Mr. Barba. No more blessing hearts today. I have a feeling this’ll be continuing education.”
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You stood in Liv’s office a few weeks later, the two interrogation rooms on either side of you. In one, the victim, the other, the perp. A classic he-said, she-said, and you found yourself lingering on the perp’s side, watching as Carisi and Fin interrogated him. Their voices came through a little staticky, but you caught every word, your mouth twisting into disgust as you watched him spin a tale of woe.
“I did not do it,” he cried out, and his entire being reeked privilege. It was so easy to watch him pull every card out of the book, and watch the two detectives stand by, unimpressed. If he thought his charm and his smile would woo them, he was sorely mistaken.
“Look, you wanna know the truth, kid?” Carisi said, leaning back in his seat as Fin leaned against the window. Almost as if he knew you were standing by, watching. “We don’t give a rat’s ass who your father is, we don’t give a damn about your GPA. All we care about is what happened that night. So tell us what really happened now, and we won’t have to drag you out of your classes with our lights going.”
You huffed out a laugh at Carisi’s statement, which earned you a fellow lurker. Barba, there next to you. He normally didn’t get the cases this early, but with something like this he liked to hear everything from the beginning.
“Anything of value from him?” he asked, and you shook your head, turning to face him, one eye still on the interrogation.
“Nah, he’s just spinning his wheels. He thinks Daddy’s money can get him out of this bind, like every other one. Hasn’t caught the memo that we’re not that easy.”
Barba smirked, shaking his head. He turned to you, and his gaze lingered on your face, making you straighten a bit as he glanced back to the glass. “We certainly aren’t, detective. You’ll let me know the details later?”
Your brow raised. “Yeah, I can come by, if this isn’t something you’re gonna pass off to Callier. Course, I can fill her in, too.” It’d become an unofficial part of your job description, relaying the updates of the investigations to the D.A.s office when needed, trading off with Carisi. Mainly because the two of you liked going to see the counselor the most, for… different reasons.
Barba’s nod was short, and then he started migrating to the other side, where Liv and Rollins were in talking with the girl.
Suddenly, the whiny voice of the perp caught your attention.
“You can’t do this! My father won’t stand for it, do you hear me?”
Your nose wrinkled, and your little scoff was sharp enough to make Barba turn back, stop in his tracks. “Oh, bless his heart. He just doesn’t get it, does he?”
There was a warm chuckle from the other side of the room that made it your turn to look over, and you watched as Rafael Barba ducked his head, a hand lifting to cover his mouth as he did his best to look innocent.
“What’s so funny, Barba?”
When he glanced your way, the hand on his mouth lifted in surrender, the other sliding into his pocket. “Nothing. I just… think this is part of that continuing education you were talking about, detective.”
Your previous conversation came back to you, all of a sudden, and you watched as he chuckled again and pushed towards the interview room to watch Amanda and Liv.
“Trust me, you haven’t heard the last of it, yet,” you told him, and when he glanced over his shoulder he was smirking.
“I hope not.”
It was your eyes on him now, and you found yourself grinning and ducking your head before it became full-on staring, a warm feeling on your cheeks as Carisi and Fin came back into Liv’s office. You found yourself chuckling to yourself for the rest of the day, thinking about the way he looked while he smiled, at the way he laughed.
You wouldn’t mind seeing that smile more often, you decided.
Wouldn’t mind one bit.
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The SVU squad room didn’t always leave you with smiles, of course. It was a lot of heartbreak, a lot of pain that circulated through interrogation rooms and interview sessions. A lot of sorrow, sitting in courtrooms and watching strong, powerful victims testify against their assailants.
A lot of pain. But… friends were a bright spot.
And slowly, Barba was becoming that, too.
Your role as the inbetweener was essentially official. More often than not you were accompanying Liv to One Hogan Place, the two of you in his office and trying to talk him into something (and him usually trying to talk the two of you out). A lot of times, you went on your own, making it just you and him standing on either side of his desk, discussing what could and could not be done in the eyes of the law.
It was still work, at that point, too. Because you could give him the details without skipping the important facts, could give it to him straight without hemming and hawing. You could defend your fellow detectives without taking it personally, knowing when wrongs were wrong and when to push.
And if those conversations started stretching longer, and if you found yourself lingering in his offices more and more, well. Amanda had permission to tease you about it in private.
But only in private.
In public, she could only send sly looks, looks you stubbornly avoided by meeting others’ gazes or looking down at your laptop.
Like in that moment, when Barba’s gaze met yours in his office, and the little nod he offered seemed enough to make your heart pound. A glance at Amanda, with her laugh behind her hand and head shaking, told you all you needed to know about how gone you were.
“Detective?”
Your gaze shot back to Rafael. This time his gaze wasn’t one of equals, but one of concern, his head tilted almost a little. And in that moment, you realized that he was asking you a question, that he had been nodding at you to answer…
“Sorry, sorry,” you scrambled, blinking a few times, trying to ignore the way Amanda kicked you under the small round table. “What was the question?”
“You’re the one who visited Miss Stevens last,” he said, pushing from his desk to stand up tall, walk towards you and your friend. “What’s your take?”
The interaction with your witness came back to you, and you grimaced a little at the thought of her taking the stand.
“Bless her heart,” you said, on instinct, shaking your head as you thought about her answers to the simple questions you asked her.
“That bad, huh?” the blonde said with a wince, and you nodded, sighing.
“Unfortunately.”
“What?” Barba’s brow raised with his question, and you realized that while Amanda got the gist, you were leaving the counselor in the dust for once.
Well. How to explain… politely…
You bit your lower lip a moment before speaking. “Miss Stevens is very… kind,” you offered, shrugging, “but her attention span is not the… greatest. A little… naïve, is the word I’d use, I guess.”
After a moment, Barba looked to Amanda, who just smiled sweetly. “I think what Y/N is implying is that, after talking with her, she realized that… uh.”
Nothing from Barba, who just looked between the two of you.
“Is what?”
It wasn’t worth the games anymore, even though the confusion on Barba’s face was hilarious. You turned to nod at Amanda, before leaning back in your chair, sighing.
“She’s, frankly, as dumb as a doornail.” When Southern politeness didn’t work, the next step was brutal honesty. “Which shouldn’t matter, but you put her up there –”
“And any defense attorney worth their salt would have her saying whatever they wanted her to,” Amanda finished. You reached over to pat her hand in thanks, and she just grinned at you, the two of you turning to the lawyer simultaneously. He didn’t answer immediately, eyes flicking back and forth between the two of you. 
“If you prep her really well,” you offered to him, “there’s a chance. But it has to be… really well.” You and your fellow detective stood, and as she moved to the door you just shrugged at the attorney.
“And you have doubt in my abilities to prep well?” Barba shot back, and you grinned at him. For the moment, Amanda was gone, just you and him and some verbal flirting to finish off the day.
You lingered in the doorway, and ignored the sound of Amanda’s foot tapping on the carpet. “I have doubt in her abilities to listen well.”
He just chuckled, shaking his head and letting out a breath. Whatever it took to finish a case. “All right. Well. I’ll figure it out. Thank you, for the extra lesson today. Three ways to use a phrase is… more than I was expecting.”
You chuckled, shaking your head at him, before an idea sprung to mind that made you pause before you turned out of the room.  
“Want me to call her in tomorrow? Bring her down to the precinct?” When he seemed to hestitate, you pushed a little. “She might be more comfortable with me there, and she’s already been to the precinct in one of our interview rooms. Might be best to introduce you at someplace she’s… familiar?”
Maybe you were hallucinating, but Amanda might as well have been on Mars. Because the smile Barba gave? It had to be all for you.
The case ended up finishing strong. Or, almost finishing. The tail end of the case found the two of you jogging out of the courthouse into a rush of cool fall winds, your noses going numb at the feeling as the sun started to set over the skyline.
“She did well,” you praised, hunching your shoulders against the cold. “Should never have doubted you.”
“Couldn’t have done it without New York’s finest,” he admitted, and when you glanced at him the only way to describe it was… mirth.
“Damn straight, counselor.”
Your steps were in time. No other detectives, no other lawyers, just the two of you making your way down to the street and relishing in the feeling of a well-fought battle.
“All that’s left is the jury,” you hummed. “Waiting’s always the hardest part.” 
“We could go grab a drink,” he offered with a little shrug. “Kill some of that time?” 
It was sudden, out of the blue. A moment that you were sure you imagined. “What?” you asked, turning to face him. You expected him to be staring out to the street, or up at the sky, but he was just staring at you, smirk ever-present and adding some sweet seduction to the offer.
“A drink. You, and me.”  
You tried to ignore that butterflies that suddenly took roost in your stomach, and the way your hand hastily went to your hair to make sure the wind wasn’t messing with it too much. “The case isn’t over yet, Barba. Are you sure you want to risk it?”
After a glance around the front steps, he stepped closer to you, smiling. He was wearing that bronze-colored wool coat, and you resisted the urge to reach a hand out, brush off imaginary lint. When he smiled, it was like his eyes lit up, the browns in the coat making the greens shine bright. 
“Then after the case,” he amended. “Once it’s over. Nothing to risk.”
He was serious. He wanted a drink. With you. You had to blink a few times, ducking your gaze to laugh. Amanda would get a kick out of this. Would probably also say that she told you so. “Hope you didn’t just push our luck saying that out loud,” you teased, but his smile didn’t waver when you met his eyes once more. 
“I mean it.”
It was that moment, you supposed. That moment when you looked at him and realized the counselor was looking at you the same way you knew you looked at him.
He was looking at you, and he was smiling, and you couldn’t get enough.
When you nodded, it was short, a little shy, your head ducking again as you pulled your own coat tighter around yourself, your hand tucking your scarf in to keep out the chill.
“Yeah, counselor,” you said. “I’d like that a lot, actually.” 
Then, because you couldn’t help it, you reached forward anyway, let your hand brush something off of his shoulder, flattened out the collar and let your fingers catch on the material. Smiled, as you looked at him.
“It’s a date.” 
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You loved watching your boyfriend in his element. Because before almost anything else, Rafael Barba was a lawyer. And a damn good one.
The victims, plural, shared some vicious horror stories when they came into the squad room, some stories that they were brave enough to repeat on the stand. Rafael walked them through it, led them to places where they could share all of the details, and prepped them well for the defense’s return volley.
And considering that it was Buchanan, the victory was all the sweeter, especially since the perp was a scumbag who hadn’t wiped the smug look off of his face the whole trial.
Until today, of course. Rafael did his job, and you got the joy of catching his wink as he moved back to his seat, the perp’s words fumbling in his throat as Rafael trapped him in one lie after another. It was like music to your ears, and the sight of Buchanan putting his head in one had was visually just as sweet. 
“It isn’t over yet,” Rafael told you, meeting you at the doors once the jurors filed away, but you just shook your head.
“Not like you to be humble,” you laughed. “Come on, handsome. You know it was a good day.”
You relished in the way his eyes scanned you, the sight of the smirk on his face, the relaxed set of his shoulders.
“Let’s not jinx it. Just. Enjoy it while it lasts.”
You just chuckled, offered a brush of your shoulders to tide the two of you over, and together you started moving out of the courtroom. Only to be stopped by Buchanan, of course, whose voice made your spine stiffen.
“Just a moment, counselor.”
The two of you turned in sync, Buchanan meeting up with you right outside before the hallway. As the three of you stepped out of court, the tension you always felt between the two lawyers seemed heightened. Buchanan’s usual relaxed attitude was gone, replaced by a furrowed brow hestitation as he stepped towards the representative of the people.
“Well, that was quick,” Rafael sighed, and you bit your lip to keep from laughing.
“I want to discuss your offer. Rape Three, on both counts.” 
Rafael’s scoff was sharp.
“After what happened in that courtroom, I think we both know the deal has changed,” Barba shot back, raising a brow at the man in front of him. You couldn’t help the smirk on your face, glancing down to your shoes as Rafael talked to him. “Both counts of Rape Two, served consecutively, and I’ll consider only adding sexual misconduct for the Queens cases if he pleads guilty.”
“You call that a deal?” Buchanan scoffed, and your man just shrugged. “That’s barely a discount.”
Rafael didn’t back down, though, glancing towards the empty pews. “It’s better than two counts of Rape One, which we both know that jury is going to heavily consider. You had your chance for a better deal. It’s my final offer.”
The aghast look on Buchanan’s face was priceless. “Kicking me while I’m down,” Buchanan sneered, and you glanced up in time to see him direct his words at you. “Can you believe this guy? Punishing me for having an off day once in a while.”
It made your skin crawl. You hated the way he looked at you, and you found yourself lifting your chin to meet his gaze head-on.
“Well, bless your heart, Mr. Buchanan,” you told him, oozing fake saccharine from every pore. “Lord knows we all have bad days.” Your smile was tight, and he had the gall to return it.
“Look at that, Barba,” Buchanan said, nodding at you like your words actually meant something. “I think you should take a lesson from the detective here. No one likes a sore winner. Show a little courtesy, for me and my client.”
“My offer is final. Take it or leave it.”
Buchanan’s smile was tight, and he shook his head at the A.D.A. before turning away. “We’ll discuss it later today.”
“Is that a yes?” Barba called after him, and Buchanan visibly sighed, dropping his chin.
“I need to confer with my client,” he called back, and he turned a corner, vanishing in the maze that was the courthouse.
You shivered as he turned the corner, hating that you even thought about smiling at him.
“Suddenly decide to play nice with defense attorneys, cariño?” Rafael asked, his tone light as he watched all of your hatred finally show. You could tell he was teasing, that he knew the taste of your tone as well as any other.
“That, darlin’, was a good ol’ Southern fuck you,” you ground out, and Rafael’s hand lifted to rest on your back, turning you towards the elevator. You glanced toward him, as the two of you walked, and there was something like admiration on his face, a little smile that nowadays made you warm because you knew it was all for you.
“I don’t think anyone else gets you this riled up,” he teased lightly, and your eyes rolled even as your chin lifted. The doors opened, and the two of you were the only ones who got on. “And believe it or not, I could tell just what sentiment you were trying to get across.” When the elevator door closed his hands went to your shoulders, squeezing a little, fingers rubbing into the junction at your neck to work the muscle there.
“But I don’t think Buchanan did,” you laughed, the tension Buchanan always put in your shoulders leaking away as he continued to touch you, pulling you close for a kiss on your cheek before the doors slid open again.
“Eres una bendición,” he whispered to you, walking behind you as the two of you got off, and you turned to smile at him, raising a brow when he used a word you didn’t recognize. He just shook his head, threw a wink your way. “Meet me at my office?”
You chuckled a little, waving your hand, already missing the feeling of his fingers on your skin. “After work, of course.”
“Of course, counselor.”
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(The sign of a good education was always that the student could put the lessons into practice. And Rafael was nothing but a good student. So in the end, it was meant to happen, and you were just lucky enough to witness it.
A night late night in his office, different paperwork wars being waged. An occasional tease from his desk thrown to your position on his couch, where you had set up shop.
Eventually though, the night wound down as it always did. The two of you sharing the couch, shoes off and feet tangled in the middle as he scribbled where he needed you, and your fingers typed away on your laptop.
The exhaustion was starting to get to you both though, and after your eyes crossed and blurred for the third time, you had to click save and close your laptop.
“I think I’m tapping out,” you groaned, leaning back against the arm of the couch. “Any longer and I’ll go blind from the blue light.”
“Not even midnight, cariño. Don’t tell me you’re giving up now,” Rafael teased, and you kicked his calf at the comment, eyes closing as you settled in, feeling the warmth of him on your legs.
“Unlike someone, I was sitting in a car to watch an apartment at dawn, so I think I have a good excuse.”
“Well, bless your heart,” he returned with a little verve, and your eyes shot open. Widened, as you sat up to stare.
It didn’t sound right in his mouth. His own New Yorker tone, his quick lawyer beat, it made it feel all jumbled up. Not enough oomph to really get the point across. But even as painfully wrong as it was, he said it, and that was what made your mouth stretch into a grin, made you scoot a little closer to him as he flipped through his own file, your laptop set (perhaps a little precariously) on the arm.
“What did you just say, counselor?”
It hit him the moment after you asked. Confusion washing over his features, and then realization, followed by something that looked a little like astonishment.
Maybe horror, but you didn’t hold that against him.
“Rafael,” you laughed. “I think your lessons in the South have ended, and I am the best teacher.”)
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razberrybi · 4 years ago
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hello! this isn’t the most timely of postings, but I want to make a series with stuff I wish I knew before applying for/getting into college. the series will be most helpful to lower-income american students, because that’s my experience!  eventually I’ll have more stuff regarding STEM courses & tips for when you do start college.  everything will be tagged #college help by raz.  I’ll get a link for it up and running on my blog.
first off, probably the ugliest part of the process for me: filing the FAFSA, aka the Free Application for Federal Student Aid.  I wouldn’t be able to go to college without it but the process literally brought me to tears.
if I save just one student some unnecessary frustration, then my job here is done! kal @promethes was my inspiration to do this, she’s running something with a similar purpose in a couple months so if you’re interested keep an eye out for that.
finally, if you’re trying to get into college/are just getting in and have any questions, don’t hesitate to send me an ask! 
if you don’t want to open up the link above to a google doc, the text is available under the cut.
Things to know about the FAFSA:
It opens on October 1st every year.  Be prepared to file it right when it opens, the aid is first come, first served.
If you’re going right into college after high school, that means you should apply on October 1st of your senior year.  
If you missed the deadline, it’s open till June 30th the next year, but do not procrastinate this. Please trust me. Mark October 1st on your calendar, know it like your birthday.  This is free money from the gov, don’t miss out.
You need to file for the FAFSA every year you’re in college, it’s not a one-and-done thing. 
To file, you will need an FSA ID for you AND one of your parents (unless you’re not a dependent.  If you’re living with a parent/legal guardian and they provide more than 50% of your financial support, you’re probably their dependent.  That means they claim you on their taxes & get money back on their return). Make those FSA IDs here. Remember the passwords.
These are separate accounts that you’ll need to actually file the FAFSA.  Also, if you have loans taken out they’ll show up here.
When you’re ready to do the FAFSA, use this official website.  Other websites can charge you.  They might not be secure and definitely won’t be any easier. 
Sometimes, income is complicated or parents aren’t always on top of their taxes.  Thankfully FAFSA wants documents from two years prior, i.e., for the 2020-21 school year they’re asking for 2018 taxes.
Try to check that those are filed away somewhere you can access before the Oct. 1 deadline.  Make sure your parents know the government will pay for your schooling if you do this, and you usually won’t have to give that money back.
If your situation changed and you make a lot less than you did 2 years ago, contact your school’s financial aid office. Sometimes they can help with extra aid.
What documents will you need?
Your social security number
Your driver’s license, if you have one
W-2 forms from 2 years prior, and other records of money earned 
Your (and/or your parents’) Federal income tax return from 2 years prior (form 1040, will be different if you’re in an American territory and not one of the states)
Any untaxed income records form 2 years prior, like payments to deferred pension & savings plans, tax exempt interest & child support
Records of taxable earnings from federal work-study from 2 years ago
Record of grants, scholarships, or fellowship aid that was included in you or your parent’s 2018 adjusted gross income
Any current bank statements
Any current business and investment mortgage info, business/farm records, stocks/bonds info
Documentation that you’re a permanent US resident or other eligible noncitizen
If you’re lucky, all these records will be filed in one spot or easily accessible.  Try to access them early just in case.
If you have an idea what colleges you’re applying to, add them to the FAFSA when prompted.  This will help you know exactly how much money they’re giving you sooner.
Because of the whole “parents not being on top of taxes” thing, I’ve always had to manually put things in instead of clicking the button that lets you manually import the info.
It’s frustrating and takes a while, but you will be able to do it.  Thankfully the FAFSA has been getting better with the help available on the page (you can click an info button and it explains most things). 
Still unsure what something means? Open a new tab on your browser and google it.  You need to answer everything honestly, don’t take chances and take your time.
If you do get to auto-import, I suggest you go through the information manually to double check things if it lets you!  I’ve used a similar tool with a tax-filing service and they can get some things wrong.
There are a couple “optional” sections.  I fill them all out except for the section about assets, which I’ve consistently skipped.  I always get max aid doing this, your mileage may vary.
When you finish, you’ll get a number for your EFC, or expected family contribution--how much they predict your family will have to pay for college.  For example, if that number is 000, you’ll hopefully get maximum aid and your tuition will be paid for.
Sometimes, they can’t give it all in grants (money you don’t have to pay back), so some of the money will be made out to you as subsidized or unsubsidized loans.  If you need them, take out the subsidized loans first, these will not gain interest until your grace period ends, typically 6 months after graduation.
I’ve literally never had success applying for random online scholarships and I applied to a lot of them.  The FAFSA is so important if your family is low-income, those grants cover my entire tuition.  The rest of my college, including room/board and a shitton of fees, is covered by merit scholarships directly from my school.  I go to a large, in-state school, and suggest you stay in state if you can’t get into an out of state college that will 100% pay everything for you.  Those colleges, not coincidentally, are also extremely hard to get into especially if you don’t have connections--think the Ivies, MIT, etc.
I recommend in-state because it’s almost always much cheaper than out of state tuition.  Sometimes colleges have programs that will let you go to another state and pay in-state tuition at their partner school, if you’re desperate to move far look for those programs OR find a farther college in your state keeping in mind how good their program is for the major you’re looking at.
Also, fancy private schools might get you some connections or more famous speakers at events but the quality of your education won’t be much better, if at all. 
Look for scholarships that come directly from the school you like.
Merit scholarships are money your school will give you for having good grades/test scores.  How much money 100% depends on the school. Mine had a program where they had different levels of aid, and they calculated which level you fell into based on your high school GPA, ACT, and SAT scores. It’s worth trying to improve your scores on one of those tests if you know it’ll get you more money.  These scholarships tend to renew every year/semester if you keep your GPA up in college. 
For school-specific questions, contact the school’s financial aid office.  For general questions, contact me! Send an ask to @razberrybi on tumblr.
Finally--if you manage to complete the FAFSA wholly or partially on your own, congratulations!! It’s not an easy feat.  In my experience the FAFSA is literally harder and more frustrating than filing your taxes.  Treat yourself for getting it done!  
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Congrats on raising your gpa!! I'm currently in the same boat with a 2.8 gpa do you have any advice on getting it up?
Thank you, and yes of course I do
Tips for Raising your GPA:
- enjoy what you study: if you enjoy your major, studying and doing assignments will become much easier. If you do not enjoy what you are studying and it's already your junior year, try to find one aspect of it that you do enjoy and focus on that. 
- become “friends” with your professors: get to know your professors, have small talk with them. If the professor knows you like that it will be difficult for them to give you a bad grade (most of them), especially if they remember how hard you worked.
- go to tutoring: go to tutoring if you need it. Even if you feel like you understand the course but not really, go to tutoring to get the extra knowledge.
- talk to your professor after class: ask questions to make it seem like you are passionate about the course, and to have them explain concepts to you.
- study at least 3X a week: studying is something you can not run from. If you want to be the best, you have to be willing to work hard. Make yourself enjoy studying.
- take good notes: take notes that are well organized and understandable during every course to help you focus and retain information better.
- take social media breaks when you have a big exam coming up: this has helped me a lot. You need to have your priorities in order, and your #1 priority should be school because that dictates your future. Before the week of an exam, delete your social apps, and focus on studying
- have a study routine: know what times you want to study and before studying write down exactly what you want to study
- keep track of your grades and use GPA calculators: know what grade you need in a class to raise your GPA. Honestly, in college, an A should always be the goal. Always aim for an A.
- give yourself no other option: at the end of the day, this is how you are going to make a living in the future. You need to aim for the best and only the best. Believe in yourself, and envision your goal is a reality. You need to do whatever it takes. Sleep the late nights, stay late in the library, cancel plans. This is your future.
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Tips for SAT:
-bring a jacket bc you’re going to get cold even if you think you aren’t
-make sure your calculator is charged/you bring batteries bc they sometimes don’t have any or have shitty ones
-bring water/snacks bc on break time you’re going to want a reason to be alive
-math you need to know? Rip bc I’m in college and I still don’t know. A lot of the math is algebra and geometry, there might be a few stats questions so just know how to calculate mean/median cuz those are easy points. Look at the formula sheet now to see what’s on there and what you won’t have to memorize
-for the love of god DONT watch those shitty yt videos by kids that got a perfect score. They’re gonna make you depressed and aren’t helpful.
-for reading Ik there’s multiple strategies but just go with whatever you think will be most useful just don’t get stuck on a passage or on rereading something you don’t understand bc chances are they won’t ask you about it/it’s not THAT important
-numbers ain’t shit and cant define you. That said try your hardest cuz a lot of merit scholarships are based on your GPA/SAT score so if you need money this CAN be your saving grace.
Good luck!!
THANK YOU AH
everybody always talks about watching those videos but they are just a source of pain <3 i cannot hear from kids who studied for over 300 hours for this test it simply not worth it !! but yes ty 🤩���
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samingtonwilson · 5 years ago
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Apartment 8C - Chapter 3
Getting Back in the Game
SERIES MASTERLIST // PREVIOUS PART
Summary: college au. you and bucky are the closest of friends, the most functional of roommates, and… exes. but just because it didn’t work out romantically doesn’t mean he has to move out! it’s not like he’s so deeply in love that he can barely breathe. totally not in love. at all. not even a little. maybe.
Pairing: bucky x reader
Warnings: language, lil bit angsty
A/N: this isn’t the best thing i’ve ever written by a long shot but i promised i’d upload it soon and i’m sorry it’s been so long since the last chapter.
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He stumbles over his own feet. The toe of his sneaker smashes into the first stair. He very nearly drops the floral thermos he's filled with coffee. 
All because of the smile you offer him as he walks through the door. Warm in the chilly lecture hall, bright but surrounded by dusty seats with fraying upholstery. 
You pay no attention to what Wanda says— a nod every few seconds, a smile when words sound vaguely positive. She gesticulates animatedly, the water in her glass bottle resembles a cyclone held between electric green nails, and you laugh when she does. 
Your eyes follow Bucky as he climbs the steps, so he walks slowly. Carefully. With attempted grace. He thinks he might hear the slither of a snail as it overtakes him. 
Grinning at his almost calculated approach, you nod to his hand once Wanda finishes her story. “S’a nice thermos you’ve got there.” 
“Very pretty,” Wanda, taking a peach slice from the Ziploc bag you hold, agrees. As she gives Bucky a thorough once-over, she presses a finger to her lips in supposed thought. “Extremely contradictory aesthetic, though.” 
You hum. You lean back when he stands beside you in the aisle, your own gaze tracing the length of him. There’s humor and exhaustion in your eyes, a joke and hours of lost sleep in a light pink tint. “I don’t know. I like the Greaser look with a touch of innocent Sandra Dee.” 
The roll of his eyes is long-suffering. “I couldn’t get on the subway with any of my mugs. I made that mistake once and won’t make it again.” 
Wanda looks between the two of you as you laugh and Bucky scowls, her dark brows furrowed. “What? Did you spill or something?” 
Still laughing despite a soft wince, you take hold of Bucky’s hand when he pinches your side in retaliation. You struggle as he tries to break from your grasp. “We were on the Q train and some guy threw his cigarette butt—” you’re cut off by your loud squeak when Bucky manages to slip his hand out of yours and pinches your side again. He then takes your bag of peaches for himself. “Bucky!” 
He takes a slice out in a pointed fashion, his bite purposefully obnoxious. Mouth full, he continues for you. “He threw his cigarette butt into my coffee.” 
Giggling at the way Bucky holds the bag above his head when you attempt to reach for it, Wanda asks, “Like on purpose?” 
You jump twice only for Bucky to swing the bag to the left then the right, just out of reach. He smiles at the effort deepening your frown, the warmth of your frustration welcome against the blasting air conditioning. 
You pout and cross your arms over your chest after one last attempt.
He groans preemptively. 
He knows that look. He hates that look. 
“You could’ve just asked for the peaches. I would’ve given them to you,” you— your voice breaking and lilting in sadness as you look at him through your eyelashes— say. You try not to smile at Wanda’s exasperated laughter and Bucky’s arm slowly lowering, and instead continue pouting. “I guess it’s okay.” 
Bucky blinks. He looks to Wanda, his eyes wide, then back at you. With the knowledge of a two-year friendship and four month romantic relationship, he knows you’re fucking with him. But it’s the look— pouty glossed lips, gazing through mascaraed lashes, eyes puppy-wide. It tightens and tears something in his chest. Every single goddamn time. 
He fights the urge to take you in his arms and immediately thrusts the plastic bag in your direction. His voice is almost a whimper as he says, “Please just take it. Never look at me like that again.”
“He’s so easy, isn’t he?” you ask Wanda, grinning as you take a bite of a slice and pat Bucky’s cheek with your free hand. You ignore his frown. “Also, yes, the Q train guy did it on purpose. He said, ‘Got a little something for you, pretty boy’ and threw it in. Then he winked at me and Bucky almost decked him right there at Canal Street station.”
Though he’s still focused on quelling what his ego has deemed sympathy heartache, Bucky nods in confirmation. “Yeah, he fucked up my coffee then tried to hit on my girlfriend right in front of me.” 
“You were a protective boyfriend so I’m surprised he made it out alive,” Wanda comments as she checks her phone and your attention drifts when the door opens so more students from the upcoming lecture can slowly trickle in. 
Wanda shrugs when she looks up to see Bucky’s slightly confused expression. “Not overly. Nicely. Concerned for her safety, always looking out for her, having her back.” 
“She’s right,” you add absentmindedly as you look at the analog clock bolted to the wall behind her. “When does your lecture start?” 
“Two or three minutes,” he replies after glancing at the clock himself. “See you at home?” 
“Actually,” your voice trails, teeth worrying at your bottom lip, in thought. “I’m gonna stay.” 
“For my econ lecture?” 
“I want to talk to you and Wanda’s going to the library, right?” When Wanda nods, you continue, “I also don’t want to deal with the subway alone at rush hour.”
With a wave to Wanda, you turn back to Bucky and wag your eyebrows playfully. “Show me where you sit.”
In the three weeks that he has been attending economics lecture, it has never been Bucky’s favorite class. The subject matter is dense and dull, half of the students are over-eager freshmen, and the professor assigns far too much reading for a class he’s taking as a G.E.. 
But, as you fall into a chair toward the center of the hall beside his aisle seat, it’s brighter. Today, he doesn’t mind the group of girls that giggle about sorority gossip and the water polo jock whining about his GPA requirement. 
He snorts when you pull your laptop from your bag and set it on the collapsable desk. “You gonna take notes?” 
“I need to look the part. Can’t let the professor think I’m just here to talk to you.”
“I’m not being evicted, am I?”
“Not quite yet.” You open the bookmark folder in your browser labeled CLOTHES FOR FALL. “Forget the words as soon as they leave my mouth, okay? I just miss you. We’re never at the apartment at the same time.”
He smiles. “Wow, you? Admitting that you miss me? Am I dying?”
“Didn’t I tell you to forget the words?” despite your tone, your lips are struggling against a smile. “But, no, you aren’t dying. I might be, though. Explains why I’d admit something like that.”
As the professor— a short man with thinning brown hair and a matching sweater— steps behind his podium, you look over the room. You’re visibly dissatisfied with what you see. “Is everyone here, like, twelve years old?” 
“It’s mostly underclassmen.” 
“See? This is what happens when you don’t listen to your beautiful roommate slash ex-girlfriend when she tells you to finish your G.E.’s over the summer.” 
“I was too busy with you this summer.” 
“Yeah? Am I that much of a handful?” 
“Sweetheart, you’d be surprised how much more I get done these days.” 
Your laughter inspires a bit of his own, the two of you pulling your feet toward yourselves as one of Bucky’s classmates— the only other upperclassman who he usually sits beside— attempts to pass through. He sends you a smile as he takes the seat at your other side. 
He leans in when the professor begins lecturing, PowerPoint presentation projected over the canvas screen, but not so close that you feel uncomfortable— just enough to whisper audibly.  “You took my seat.”
“Don’t make me say ‘I don’t see your name on it’ like some bad 90’s bully.” 
A bright smile wrinkles otherwise incredibly smooth mahogany skin. He holds his hand out for you to take. “T’Challa. You just add this class?” 
You tell him your name and cock an eyebrow, giving his large hand a single shake. “Do you know everyone who’s been in this class from the start?” 
“No, but I think I’d remember you.”
Bucky holds his breath when you pause and the tip of his pen slips to carve a stray mark into his notebook when you laugh. He narrows his eyes at the screen as you whisper-yell, “You didn’t just say that! Oh, that’s so bad. I thought you’d be better than that.” 
“It wasn’t so bad,” T’Challa grins. He has yet to type any notes onto his Word document while Bucky has copied every word on each slide verbatim. Both have retained absolutely no information. “It’ll grow on you.” 
“Doubt it. But I appreciate the confidence.” 
He leans over again, elbows on your shared armrest to look at your laptop screen. He sighs playfully. “Are you shopping? Come on now. You gotta pay attention.” 
“What about you, huh?” You shove T’Challa back onto his side, laughing hard enough to earn a glare from the bespeckled freshman seated in front of you— Bucky offers the kid a shrug. “Get outta here. You’re actually enrolled in this class.”
“What, you’re not? Who chooses to sit in on an econ class?” 
You giggle and Bucky misspells “achievement.” “I wanted to spend time with someone.” 
“But we just met.” 
“Jesus, you’re terrible. You must be a student athlete.” 
A dark eyebrow lifts. “How’d you guess that?” 
“Well, for one, I’m incredibly intuitive.” You, without turning to face him, pinch Bucky’s arm when he snorts. “Secondly, all student athletes are full of themselves. And, third, you’re wearing your soccer team hoodie.” 
T’Challa looks down at his deep purple sweatshirt and laughs. “Not sure if I should be offended or embarrassed.” 
“I’d be both if I were in your place.”
Bucky wants to drown out the giggles and whispers to his left, the rumbles of T’Challa’s deep voice and the soft lilt of yours. But the professor is too monotone and the material is too dry. 
And it isn’t like he’s jealous. He truly isn’t. 
It’s a different emotion entirely. A confusing one. One which, while outlined in an altruistic happiness at the sight of your any joy, feels achingly close to heartbreak all over again.
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The glow from dim overhead bulbs and icicle string lights bounces off the bottle cap rendition of Starry Night and illuminates tin ceiling tiles, the reflected flecks cast against the dark brick walls and slowly filling walnut hued wood tables like glitter. One wall is covered entirely with napkin self-portraits and landscapes, still life and crayon impressionist renditions of Raju behind the bar. 
You’re sure it’ll take some sifting to reach the last drawing you took your time to add to the cluttered gallery and you’re sure Bucky is thankful for that fact. He hadn’t enjoyed your interpretation of his flushed drunken features done entirely in the firetruck red lipstick you’d found at the bottom of your bag. 
But that hadn’t stopped you from smearing a bit of the gaudy color onto your lips and pressing a kiss to the drawing and the subject himself, giggling when he’d mumbled something about telling his girlfriend that you’d just attempted to defile him. 
You pass the wall without an attempt at excavation and follow the sound of Sam’s voice pitched lower than usual. He emparts what seems like instructions and encouragement, his head downturned as he stands beside a seated Bucky. Steve sits on Bucky’s other side but stops listening and periodically nodding as you grow closer. 
“Why does it look like the three of you are scheming?” 
Sam’s head snaps up. His brown eyes are wide. Caught in the headlights of your curious smile and cocked eyebrow. 
He allows silence to pass through for an awkward beat, punctuated by the release of a breath he’d been holding, his eyes on you again after he’d glanced at Bucky and Steve helplessly. “Fuck, I’m not sure what to say here.” 
“You can tell her,” Bucky says with a roll of his eyes, more storm grey than blue in the limited lighting. He smiles at you in greeting as you take the stool beside Steve’s. “We agreed we wouldn’t mind.” 
You nod instantly. “Yeah, we did.”
Steve snorts into his beer bottle as he takes a long sip. “You don’t even know what he’s referring to.”
“Well, whatever it is, if Bucky says we agreed we wouldn’t mind then we agreed we wouldn’t mind.” A bottle matching Steve’s is placed before you. You nod your thanks to Raju as he pops the cap with a soft metallic clink. “Besides, I can put two and two together. At the bar. Giving Bucky what looks like an inspirational speech. He’s wearing his ‘look at me’ jeans.” 
“I’ll ask,” Sam says when Steve casts him a bemused look. He looks at you then, lips curved a barely contained smile even as he peers at Bucky. “His ‘look at me’ jeans?” 
“The jeans that make his ass look like a ripe peach.” Your giggles, in response to the incredulous looks you receive, is laced through the cracking of a peanut shell between your fingertips. You toss the unshelled peanut into your mouth and snort. “Don’t look at me like that just for appreciating a nice ass. Not when I was told someone wanted to bounce a quarter off mine.”
A tense pause before Steve smacks a fist against Bucky’s shoulder. His outraged expression doesn’t falter even as Bucky winces. All the while Sam roars in laughter. “What the hell, man? You told her?” 
“I tell her everything,” is Bucky’s mumbled reply. He drains what’s left of his beer. “You said that freshman year and I told her a month ago. The statute of limitations had run out.”
Steve scoffs, shakes his head. Thoroughly unimpressed with the two of you as you exchange chuckles and small smiles. “Whatever, jerk. See if I keep your secrets next time.” 
“Who you gonna tell?” Sam asks as he smashes an empty shell under his quarter-empty bottle of beer. “Your left hand when you’re pretending it’s someone else?” 
The tips of Steve’s ears turn red almost immediately, the sip he’d just taken a choking hazard. He narrows icy blue eyes at a smirking Sam and a laughing Bucky, excusing you from the bulk of his frustration even as you hide your laughter miserably. “Dead to me, both of you.” 
A snort from Bucky. “Okay, drama queen.” 
Steve turns to you. More annoyed than scandalized now. “I see why you dumped him.” 
“Didn’t dump him.” You set your elbow on the bar, ignoring the way your sweater sticks to the counter, and rest your chin on your palm. “You know, I never thought I’d see the day when Bucky needs help getting laid.” 
“I’m reformed,” Bucky mumbles, fingernails picking at the paper label on his bottle as he smiles to himself. “Not really lookin’ to just get laid.” 
“Yeah? What are you looking to do?” 
He shrugs. “Maybe go on a date or something. Meet someone nice I can actually talk to.”
You pause, peanut shell halfway cracked under the heel of your palm. You feel your playful smile grow a bit tight. “That’s new. What brought that on?” 
“Well, you did.” 
You crush the shell so the crumbled pieces litter the wooden counter. Using your fingernail, you split a peanut into equal halves, then jagged quarters. You resist the urge to scoff at the reflection in your bottle and lift an eyebrow at Bucky when you look up again. “What’d I do?”
He shrugs. His smile is small. “I liked what we had. It wasn’t what I’m used to. I liked being able to have a conversation and a closeness in addition to… everything else.” 
Sam looks between the two of you and you’re afraid he might read too much into the way your lips have fallen into a frown, the way the grip on your drink has tightened. Instead, he asks as he takes a sip, “In addition to the sex?” 
“Obviously in addition to the sex,” Bucky says as he fixes Sam with a plain expression, eyes narrowed. “I was trying to keep this conversation ‘safe for work.’” 
“Yeah, that went out the window when Sam made the masturbation joke,” Steve notes. He asks Raju for another drink and chubby fingers place a matching bottle before him. “I think the change is nice. No more of this nonsense hook-up culture today’s generation is so overtaken by.” 
Your brow furrows. “Uh, Gramps?” You only wait until Steve meets your gaze to continue. He’s already scowling. “You’re a part of today’s generation.” 
“Steve is one of those people,” Sam begins. “You know, the ‘I’m not like other girls’ kinda people.” 
Bucky nods. “He’s just waiting to grow into his personality.” 
You hum in agreement next. “Until it’s socially acceptable to be the way he is.” 
“I’m sorry.” Steve holds his hands up. “No one informed me today was going to be devoted to roasting me.”
There’s laughter and the insults none of you really mean ensue even as Natasha walks in, the bar now slightly fuller, nearly an hour later. She joins in seamlessly, picking up on the latest thing about Steve you’ve all targeted with just a minute of silent observation. She picks up on something else, though— something she doesn’t bring up until the two of you have retired to a corner booth away from the new crowd of patrons screaming drink orders at a never-flustered, ever-calm Raju. 
She stares first. Green eyes set in a contemplative glare, lips in a neutral line. Her fingers lay casually over the rim of her tall, narrow glass. You pay her no mind, however. Your gaze is fixed on Bucky as he walks toward a small group of girls you think you might have seen on campus. “This is killing you.” 
“What, drinking?” you ask without so much as a glance in her direction. You’d switched out beer for something a bit stronger but have yet to take a sip of it, a rum and coke watered down now by melting ice. You tear your eyes from Bucky, with noticeable hesitation and dissatisfaction, when a short brunette with springy curls giggles at what he’s just said to her. “You’re drinking, too.” 
The glare becomes disbelieving. She watches as your stare returns to Bucky and you absentmindedly stir your straw through your drink. “We both know I’m not talking about drinking.” 
A questioning hum. You avert your eyes when the brunette and Bucky begin to laugh again.
“How are you doing with Bucky?” 
“Like, as roommates? Fine. He could check the mail every so often.” 
Natasha sighs your name. There’s an undercurrent of frustration cutting through her tone. “Are we going to spend this night acting oblivious?” 
“Oblivious to what?” you laugh in a bit of surprise. You withhold a shudder of disgust as you take a sip of your drink. 
She rolls her eyes, enunciating her words carefully as she asks, “How are you doing with Bucky flirting with that sorority girl over there?” 
You follow her nod and only let your eyes linger on them for a second. The straw bends in between your fingers and you shrug. “I’m doing okay with it.” 
“You’re okay with him flirting with her right in front of you?” 
“Yes, Nat.” 
She watches as you twist the straw, but nods. “Okay.” 
Snorting with an eye roll of your own, you shake your head. “You couldn’t sound less convinced if you tried.” 
“Because I’m not convinced.” She sits back against the booth. “It has to bother you a little that Barnes is trying to get laid fifty feet away from you.” 
“Didn’t you hear? He isn’t trying to get laid. He wants someone he can talk to, and date, and have closeness with.”
“Wow. Looks like someone’s maturing,” her voice remains utterly unimpressed. 
There’s a silent beat as you look at them again. Bucky’s smile seems to reflect and brighten every light in the bar, slate blue eyes meeting yours for just a moment. “I think I’m happy for him.” 
“You think you’re happy for him?” 
It’s quiet again as you sit back as well. Teeth worrying at your bottom lip, you nod. “I kind of owe it to him, don’t I? To let him flirt with people in front of me and tell me how he’s looking for a relationship rather than just sex.” 
“Why would you owe that to him?” 
“You know that guy from the soccer team I’ve been talking to?” You wait until she nods to continue. “He asked for my number when Bucky was, like, ten feet away.”
“Yikes. But you didn’t actively seek him out.”
“No, I didn’t. But even if T’Challa hadn’t asked for my number, I’d still owe him. I mean, I was the shittiest girlfriend you can imagine,” you tell her with a sad smile. “I did everything wrong.”
Her eyes widen ever so slightly. “You didn’t… You didn’t che—” 
“No! God, no. I didn’t cheat on him. I could never even entertain the idea,” you say quickly, hands held up in innocence. “I just— I was detached, and aloof, and I didn’t value him at all. I made jokes about us dating but platonically, I would leave his room in the middle of the night to go back to mine. I thought kissing him each time I left the apartment was too mushy and telling him how much I fucking adored him would make me too sappy.” 
“There’s nothing wrong with being a little sappy.” 
Your nose wrinkles. “I know. But he’s my best friend. I can’t lose my best friend because I’m too emotionally constipated to be in a functional romantic relationship and too selfish to end it all before someone gets too hurt.” 
She sets her hand on yours when your voice breaks and offers you a playful smile when you look at her. “And here I thought I was your best friend.”
Wet laughter, and your head lolls back against the booth cushion. “Best friend is not a person. It’s a tier.” You hear his laughter over the commotion of the bar and sigh. “I’m over it and I’m happy for him. He should be happy. Even if it’s with fucking Connie from freshman year sociology.” 
Natasha’s hand comes down on the table and rattles her glass and yours, smiling to herself when you jump. “That’s how I know her! Fuckin’ Connie with the stink eye.” 
“She’s been into him since then, you know?” You laugh when Natasha offers you an incredulous expression. “Yeah, she got hammered at one of Sam’s parties and told me. I lived in fear of her wrath after Bucky and I got together.”
“She’d destroy you. The smaller ones go for the eyes and you’re all talk.” 
“Oh, I’m fully aware of that.” 
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CHAPTER 4: THE FIRST, FIRST DATE
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