#Wanda deserves her lil happy family

[taschamonnii]

Enchanted

You x Wanda Maximoff (MCU WandaVision - Elizabeth Olsen) 

Angst/Smut

Summary: Enchanted strap because Wanda wants babies. There is still a plot and big sad energy because I have many issues. You get a back story so that things matter more and hit harder. Yes I am ridiculously adding feelings to some weird smut. 

TW: SMUT, 18+, Enchanted Strap, Impregnating, GP!

Here is the title song: Enchanted By Taylor Swift 

AN: I don’t want to talk about it. We are all going to hell and I am just dragging you all along with me lol I just have been seeing a lot of GP! With Wanda but most of the time it is Wanda with the GP! & I thought about how much she craves a family and got a weird idea. What can I say? My brain is a strange place. I really hope you all like it I surprised myself and really enjoyed writing it. I may want to write more of it but I just don't know if anyone else wants to see it.

Before you say anything just look at her and tell me you wouldn't do anything she asked!

Word Count: 2,632 

Imagine This:

You are married to Wanda Maximoff. You both escaped the hero and villain scene after a close call. Wanda refused to lose you like she had lost everyone else she loved. You live in a cabin in the woods that is at the edge of a small town. You live a normal life. Well as normal as you can be with a witch as a wife and your own powers of hypersensitivity and mind reading. You both were part of the Avengers for a while. You were there after she had already lost Pietro. But you witnessed first hand losing Vision. 

You were friends, all the avengers cared for each other that is what made you a team. However, you had a crush on Wanda the instant you saw her but you were always on different missions and Natasha told you her and Vision were a thing so you pushed your crush aside. You didn’t have time for it anyway Natasha was training you on basically everything and she consumed most of your time. Nevertheless, you became close friends with Wanda and Vision because Nat really cared for Wanda.

You may or may not have had a fling with Nat but it was supposed to be strictly physical even though half the time it ended up being cuddling. Things all changed when that ugly purple asshole came to earth and fucked everything. You had arrived with Nat to try and help even though your powers are practically useless in the battle scenarios. You end up trapped with Nat as Thanos surrounds you both by the earth with a stone. You watch helplessly as everyone tries to fight the Barney looking bastard. Until there is no one left except Wanda who is falling apart as she slowly destroys Vision's mind stone and in turn Vision. You can feel her pain even from where you are trapped. Her thoughts are so loud, it is as if her soul is screaming and crying and it shatters your heart. You watch on as she has to fight off Thanos as she continues to destroy the stone. The flash and force of her destroying the stone blinds you for a moment and when you look again she is on the ground and Thanos is touching her head. You have to watch as he turns back the time and throws her aside as he takes Visions stone. Wanda’s soul only screams louder to you. You watch as people start to turn to dust all around you and you grab Natasha’s hand squeezing it for dear life. You watch Wanda fade into dust into nothing and hear her soul's last strangled cry; it sounds like relief. 

Natascha squeezes your hand harder. You look at her and both fight to escape and manage to get free running right to where Wanda just was. Nat gasps and folds in on herself grabbing at her sister's vest. You catch her before she falls to the ground. You know her sister and all the lives just lost weigh heavy on her. Her soul cries and you hold her thankful you still have her. She is your best friend and honestly all you really have. Especially now. 

You work with Nat and the others that remain to figure out a plan to fix this, to bring everyone back. The plan was good. The plan worked but not without great sacrifice. You didn’t get to time travel, you had your own part to play. You hugged Natasha before she left and you wish you had never let her go, not that you could have stopped her. 

Your mission was to retrieve people who come back if it worked. You went and waited in Wakanda. You brought Wanda and the others back and you consoled her the best you could. You understood the grief you’d lost all your family long ago and this whole thing just brought all that pain back to the surface. Wanda’s grief was the most painful thing you’d ever felt. Well except for the pain and grief you both feel when you return and learn Natasha sacrificed herself.

 You both fell to the floor in a pile holding each other like your lives depended on it because well they did. You stayed practically hooked together barely ever letting go of some kind of physical contact. You share Nats bed and fall asleep crying wrapped up in each other. The team builds on the original plan to destroy Thanos for good. You and Wanda are on autopilot. You both have no one left. Sure there is Clint and the others who care about you both but no one else understands. The night before the epic end-all fight you confess your fears even though you know Wanda can hear them and you can hear hers and they are the same. You are afraid you will lose each other. You decide to voice your locked away feelings and kiss her. 

The kiss is everything, it is life altering and she feels it too. It slows down time. It makes you both gasp for air and cling to each other harder. Like finding the last piece of a puzzle everything suddenly fits and makes sense and you can see a future with her something you’ve both never had the chance to dream of let alone have. 

The battle is epic. Wanda almost kills Thanos all on her own. You think she would have if he hadn’t sabotaged his own soldiers to escape her wrath. You’ve never seen her so angry. You were stationed on a ship with others that didn’t have battle powers. Unfortunately the ship wasn’t a safer place and it got hit. Wanda barely got to you in time as it went down. When she did get to you she didn’t let you go. The way her soul spoke to you refusing to lose you. You locked your gaze on hers and had to fight tears getting lost in her tear filled emerald eyes. A silent promise was made between you. Your souls promise to never let go and never leave the other. 

The battle ended soon after. Tony’s self sacrifice overshadowed everyone else especially Natasha’s and it was the extra solidification for you and Wanda to finally leave this life to go live a peaceful one alone. 

That is how you ended up here in this little cozy cabin in the woods on the outskirts of a precious small town you call home. Happily married to Wanda. It’s been a few years and you both have never known peace like this. She is so happy and you are determined to keep her as happy as possible for the rest of your lives. So when she starts to talk about this aching feeling of missing something you try your hardest to understand. 

She wants a family, a real family with you. She wants babies. More specifically, she wants to be pregnant. Even more specifically she wants you to get her pregnant and that you thought was pretty impossible but you have learned not to underestimate her powers. She wants everything her comforting sitcoms have and she is determined to have it all with you. 

And that is how you have found yourself in this situation. 

You are laying on your shared bed naked and flat on your back. She is naked on her knees in-between your legs. Her gaze is focused and intense; her green eyes map out every inch of you. 

She nibbles on her bottom lip, a nervous habit. "I trust you, Wanda." 

She glances up and meets your gaze, you're confident in her and trust her with your life. She moves to lean over you and lowers her lips to yours, capturing them in a searing kiss. A promise shared to be cautious as you both proceed. She leans back and smiles down at you. "I love you, y/n."

"I love you too, Wanda." 

Her gaze falls between your legs and red illuminates the room as she begins to manipulate reality. You hold yourself up on your elbows to watch completely in awe as a penis forms between your legs. You never thought this would be something you'd want. You admit you'd thought about what it would be like to be a man but never pictured you'd ever be like this. 

Her magic fades and she slowly takes it in her soft hands and fuck her hands are softer than ever as she gently touches it. Touches you. You can feel everything. You can't help the soft sigh that leaves your lips and her gaze shoots up to your face. 

"y/n, are you okay, my sweet girl?" 

You nod "MMMM mmm hmm"

"Can you feel it?"

She runs her slender fingers up to the tip and slides her thumb softly over the slit there. 

"Yes fuck Wanda that feels way too good. I don't know if I will be able to handle being inside you like this. It's so sensitive." 

"I'll go slow." 

You can feel it twitch and move on its own in her hands and as her deep raspy voice surrounds you. God you love her! 

She leans down and you watch in awe as she just ghosts her lips against the tip. It feels like when she teases your clit with soft kisses only 100 times stronger! You can't help the whimper that leaves your lips. 

She smirks and you can hear her thoughts. "I can't wait to taste you!"

"Fuck Wanda!"

She softly licks the tip and you throw your head back with a moan. 

It feels so hard it's almost like it's pulsing like when your clit throbs begging for friction. She reads you and wraps her lips around the tip bringing it into her warm mouth. 

"Fuck Wanda I can't! I'm gonna ah!" 

She sucks gently and flicks her tongue and holds the rest of the shaft in her long slender fingers that you usually love inside of you. It's overwhelming, it's too much and you can't stop your hips from gently bucking. Your hands fist the sheets. 

She sucks harder and squeezes you in her hands and that's it you erupt tumbling over the edge. A sort of plus runs up the shaft as you feel yourself cum and it's intense and weird to feel it shoot out the tip. It's short squirts pulsating. She moans and the vibrations have you whimpering. She sucks the tip dry with a pop and licks her lips. "You taste the same. Absolutely delicious!" 

The way she talks and looks at you while she licks her lips has you twitching for more. You want her more than anything else. You run your hands through her hair and tug her up. You kiss her lips nipping softly at her lower lip. "Sit on my face. I need to taste you." 

She whimpers as she kisses you harder. She moves effortlessly to hover over you and you can see how wet she is. You hold her hips and guide her closer. You latch onto her sucking and flicking your tongue. She moans breathlessly and you can feel yourself getting hard again. You can't get enough of her. You suck harder and she pulls your hair as she rocks her hips. Her legs squeeze around your head and you moan into her, sending her over the edge and making her crumple forward. She pulls away far too quickly but you can see it in her gaze as she slides her wet core against your abs. She leaves a trail down your body and you feel yourself twitch hard. 

You groan as she lowers herself. She runs her slick heat against you and you twitch even more, getting harder she slicks your entire member and lifts herself up. Her gaze is locked on it so she can line herself up and your gaze is locked on her. 

She glances up to check in and you nod before you both glance back down to watch her slick wet heat surround you. She goes slowly. She squeezes you tightly as she lowers herself all the way. You both sigh with relief. 

She lifts back up halfway and slowly goes back down and you have to throw your head back as a moan escapes your throat. She's so wet and as she slowly moves she feels hotter. She bottoms out and just gyrates her hips for a bit and you can feel that you fit perfectly inside her fully. “You hit every spot baby. AH! You feel so good!” 

She leans over you slowly coming down to kiss your lips. The position has you only half inside her and your body reacts needing to be inside her more. You bend your legs and move your hips sliding all the way in. You both moan into the kiss being able to feel so much pleasure with her whole body on top of you breasts pressed together and lips locked is fucking phenomenal! The angle also allows her to match your hips and soon you both find a rhythm that feels far too good. “I can’t do this for long. Wanda your so tigh-FUCK! You feel so GOOD!”

She hums happily against your neck and bites down sucking hard to leave her mark on your neck and it’s too much to have her all over you to feel her blazing skin and sweet sweat and hard nipples. Her hot breath against your skin, her tongue on your pulse all while being inside her tight soaking wet heat. 

You buck your hips out of rhythm and she sits up putting her hands on your breasts as she looks down at you. She smirks and then you feel her tighten around you. You can’t stop the whimper that leaves your lips as she continues to purposely contract around you. You grab her hips hard. She sighs and moans and squeezes your boobs hard as she constricts you and slightly moves her hips up like she is trying to milk you and it works. You erupt even harder than before. Hot strings of your cum shoot inside her and have her coming hard pulsing and contracting around you even harder. She presses her hips down hard holding onto you making sure you fill her up as much as possible. It is a sight to see. Your hands grip her sides harder and she squeezes your breasts harder. Her own nipples are so hard you want them in your mouth desperately. 

Her gaze finally meets yours after you both catch your breath “fuck that was so good baby I feel so full.” 

She leans down and presses her lips to yours and moves her hands to tug your hair. Her hard nipples graze yours and you are so overwhelmingly sensitive that your body jolts and she bites your bottom lip. You whimper as she releases your lip from between her teeth. “Next time will be even better I want to fuck you so many different ways like this Wanda.”

“Mmm you have no idea baby girl I have so many ideas. I love coming with you!”

She sat up and bit her bottom lip before fidgeting with her fingers. You know she wants to ask something but she is blocking you from hearing her thoughts and she is hesitating. You sit up and suppress a groan at the feel of moving at all while still deep inside her. You  caress her cheek softly with concern written on your face. “What is it, love?”

Her gaze locks on to you and your gaze softens. Her emerald eyes are so full of love.

“Would you let me get you pregnant? We could be pregnant together. We could create our family faster.”

AN: Who wants to see Wanda get the reader pregnant in the same way? Should I continue this or was this a horrible idea? 

[ill-say-this-fast]

Hi! Idk if you're still taking scarletsilver/maxicest asks but I'll just shoot my shot I guess.

Idk if I'm alone in this or not but one of my biggest maxicest headcanons is that if Wanda didn't magically create her twin babies... she still would have had them... with Pietro. (Ya know what I mean).

I know, I know, I know. There's plenty of reasons why it sounds illogical. BUT! I feel like if Wanda never loved Vision (or just said "frick it" and just elopes with her brother) or if she really really REALLY wanted to have babies (the 'traditional' way) and asked Pietro... you know that man is 1000% gonna go with whatever his beloved sister wants whether he likes it or not.

Another reason why is because I want them to raise my boys Thomas/Tommy and William/Billy. Especially our lil speed. Baby boy deserves all the nice things. We already see how Wanda interacts with her boys as their mother-not-mother. But imagine if Pietro was their actual dad and how he would interact with the boys?? So many possibilitiessss

And if Wanda and Pietro did raise them, they would also train/mentor Billy and Tommy with their powers early on which would probably make them more powerful or at least more in control in their powers.

Anyways, sorry for the rant! Just wanna know what you'd think of this headcanon of mine and anything you'd like to add really! :)))

I'm never not taking asks, thanks for sending this!

i love having them all as a family. for tommy especially. the kaplans are good parents, but tommy never got to have that and that sucks because wanda loved him so much the whole time and ughh they could have been happy. i would love more wanda and tommy stuff in canon or otherwise. but i also love pietro being more a part of tommys life. not sure if pietro is more competitive or concilliatory with him? bit of both probably. seeing himself in tommy and whether that creates friction or pride or pity.

like in 616 i feel like they have major old cat vs new hyperactive kitten energy and idk if that would be the same if pietro helped raise him from birth but i do love it. pietro's slightly put-on long suffering exasperation and tommy's overwhelming need to annoy this one guy in particular but underneath pietro's really fond of him and tommy's looking for attention and for someone to appreciate him and care that he exists. but they should also get to have stupid fun at high speeds (and together cause i imagine its usually pretty isolating).

in 616 i go with the headcanon that billy and tommy are pietros genetically, like wanda made them as if they were his, but it was still done magically and he just had to see it from afar. theyre the children she always imagined having, the ones she really wanted. so i have no qualms about just making them fully biologically his in AUs, its the way the rebirths and subsequent life experiences affect their personalities that i have to work around.

im working on (slowly) a 616 post childrens crusade fic where the two of them sort of readopt tommy. and they form this kind of nuclear family but dont talk to each other about it really because theyre all afraid the others will reject it. 100% happy ending they get the family they were supposed to have eventually.

also something i probably wont write but have as an idea. a very lighthearted fox xmen au where billy and tommy exist and theyre like 12-14 and pietro (peter i guess) has to keep juggling his job of Saving the World(tm) with dealing with whatever bullshit the boys have done. like the phoenix force is out of control and we need to do something to stop jean from destroying the world, but billy really wanted to see a dinosaur and now theres a time rift in the garden and pietro cannot let his coworkers find out about his children and their godlike powers, so he's bouncing between some really deep placatory conversation with jean and trying to find enough cages to put all the velociraptors in before wanda gets home and finds the house in a mess.

[californiannostalgia]

it is 4am or maybe it's 5 who fucking knows but I was sifting through some cool toa posts (and today's song fixation happened to be Arcade bc I watched some really cool vid edits) (you know the one that goes "loving you is a losing game") and I got a galaxy brain idea

what if: a Wandavision AU for Apollo

it's a sitcom thing(?) starring Lester! the single dad(?), his tiny girl-child-bestie(?), and his weird-ass relatives who barge into his life being all "you haven't come to thanksgiving dinner" except they all seem be calling him by the nickname of a greek god?? wut??

old-fashioned laugh track comedy with annoying cousins, an annoying sister, the mother who lives far away, a creepy stepmother and a deadbeat bio dad plus the really weird aunts and uncles (it's a whole extended family extravaganza)

obviously the fic would be 9 chapters long (imitating Wandavision), and the Big Bad would be revealed as the lil garden snake (it's Python, the dick) who turned out to have trapped a god in an illusion world and was feeding him the fantasy that he wasn't a god who had colossally messed up with people he loved

(HOLY SHIT APOLLO IS PROBABLY DATING HYACINTHUS IN THIS HYPOTHETICAL SHOW) (tv show logic says he got divorced w/Daphne?) (of course they're both illusions with whom Apollo gets to have some heartfelt conversations and closure)

this is where the question of Who Is Real in this Dreamscape World arises: is Meg real? is Will? the other kids? (I think the gods might be fake, except for Artemis, who may have come to check on him when he went incognito?)

(FUCK JASON IS PROBABLY HERE FUCK FUCK THAT ACTUALLY DRAWS IN A LOT MORE CHARACTERS THAN I ANTICIPATED) (fuck are the other gods actually here, in tiny parts of themselves? do they also enjoy forgetting that they're gods too?)

basically Lester has to make peace with himself and his past, tell specific members of his illusion-godly-family to fuck off, have some heartwrenching conversations with the dead people in the illusions, then drop-kick Python into oblivion because Apollo is Ready to Live in the Real World and What Is Grief If Not Love Persevering, He Has People Left to Love (Wanda deserved better)

this is an incomprehensible post and I apologize to anyone who has to read this but *gestures* A Potential WIP for my procrastinating, multi-WIP self? (I need to finish my WIPs man)

in summary: LESTERVISION

EDIT: I just realized that if this is an illusion world where you can hypothetically live with the dead, there are multiple pjo/hoo characters who will be signing themselves the fuck up (but that makes things so much more Complicated ahhh)

(Nico is definitely getting Bianca) (Leo would have his mother and best friend back) (I dunno is Annabeth hanging out with Luke? is Thalia inseparable from Jason? are they a posse? are we doing full opposite land? Percy and Annabeth have got a big friend named Bob) (does Meg have her father and does it weird her out enough that she realizes this world is an illusion)

(maybe everyone except for Meg are just happy illusions that Lester dreamed up--his desire to allow happy moments for his friends) (yeah that feels accurate)

[lokisprettygirl]

I’m so sorry it took me so long! 😭 I fell asleep then lost the ask, I had someone to take care of so I would stop and lose the ask again, and now I finally can type it all out 🤣. You wanted a update and I need to talk about chapter 26 so here we go!

Since I made you wait here is the update first… I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl! She is a tall baby and weighed 6.13 lbs! There were a few things that happened during birth (I tore a bit and also had to be put on oxygen) and resulted me being on bed rest. So that’s what I’m doing and taking care of me and my lovely daughter who loves sleep! I have so many marvel onsies that I put her in and now I’m waiting for all her Loki stuff to come in! 🥰 I may or may not have gone a lil crazy on the Loki stuff 😅 and the baby Groot stuff!!!! Omg the baby Groot stuff for babies is soooooooooo cute! I also really love bats so all her swaddles are bat related. 😅 Her nursery is pastel green and completely marvel related! 🥰🥰🥰 Loki, Wanda, Natasha, Captain Marvel, Iron Man, Peggy Carter, these are the things in her nursery. She also loves the Avengers movie, I have it playing on a loop. It keeps her calm. Thor the dark world she reacts positively whenever Loki starts talking. She also reacts positively whenever the hulk roars or Banner talks so I am pretty happy with her choice in marvel characters so far!

Now Chapter 26, I feel bad that Steve just used Bucky (not that I am surprised or anything) but he made his bed and deserved what he got. Go Loki for protecting her, especially with everything that they have done to her. They kept terrorizing her and that’s major trauma that is going to take a very long time for her to get over. And Katlyn being next really makes me happy because that girl roofied her and sent someone else up to take advantage of her! That spoiled brat deserves the worst kind of punishment and I hope she ends up totally humiliated and her career is ruined. I also love how on their side Peter is. It sucks to lose love but proud that he realized his mistake and the recordings Loki has now on the family is definitely enough to ruin them but not enough to put people like Steve and Katlyn in jail. How did their parents raise them to think that rape and SA was ok to get what they want? This has to be more than their dad cheating on their mother. Maybe something in her mother’s will about her share of the money? Idk. And Rocky being confused irks me like why are you confused that they were in her room when you don’t pay attention to your daughter to begin with? Rocky is nothing but a terrible sperm donor and I also cannot wait to see him fall apart. Steve especially!

Anyways you are amazing as always darling! Hope you are taking care of yourself and ignoring the haters! You got this and cannot wait to see what you write next! I may have a request but I have been debating on it 😅🤣

First of all my heartiest congratulations to you darling, in so glad you had a safe birth and oh my 6lbs? That's a healthy baby right there *touchwood* I can imagine her being surrounded by marvel themed clothes, especially the onesies 😭😭💚

That's so cute of her reacting to Loki's voice like 😊😊 her taste in Marvel characters is already impeccable. That being said this is such a beautiful time for you and I'm so happy that you both are safe and I also hope that you have people around you who are supporting you. I'd ask for the choices of names but I don't want to overstep. Also baby Groot stuff is always so cute, I bought a lunch box once for my nephew and it was so cute I wanted to keep it 🤣

Now to the bodyguard,

The whole thing about the fucked up family dynamic will be revealed later 👀 Rocky is a terrible sperm donor and nothing he does in the future will change that.

There are misogynistic abusive assholes like him, Mason and Steve that exists in the world and it's the people like y/n and her mother who end up suffering their whole lives. Good thing her saviour is there.

Thank you for sharing the beautiful news dear and never apologise for sleeping. Sending all the love to you and babygirl ❤️😍😍

Also do send me the request, don't hesitate. It might just inspire me to create something beautiful ❤️

[frostedfaves]

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Pairing: civilian!Wanda Maximoff x fem!reader

Summary: You want to move forward with Wanda, but something (or someone) is holding you back.

Warnings: angst, car crash, alcohol and blood mentions, severe injuries, a lil spooky stuff

A/N: I appreciate everyone using the link in the masterlist post for the taglist, because it’s much easier for me to keep track of everyone that way :) please tell me what you think here!

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“I’ve been thinking about it, too.”

It was a terrifying confession made simpler when she was the first to blurt out the words, and suddenly fear didn’t exist. It was just her lips on yours, her hands on your neck and waist and either her shampoo or perfume that was flooding your senses right now. Breathing seemed optional with her fingers inching their way under your hoodie and you thought that just maybe you’d get to kiss a beautiful woman for once without consequences. You should’ve known better than that.

Stuck. Dead. High. Speak.

The bubble popped when you practically threw yourself on the opposite end on the couch, and all that time you spent evading your need for oxygen caught up with you. Fear was present in your mind again, as much as you despised it. But for the moment, none of that mattered more than the woman beside you.

“Is everything okay? Did I go too far?”

Is everything okay? If only she knew how heavy a question that was. Is anything okay when you’ve been haunted since you were eighteen by a person that used to be your everything, and has been isolating you since the moment she left your life? It isn’t, but that’s the worst possible thing to say on what seems to be your first date in years. So you say--

“No, you didn’t. That was all me.”

Because it’s true, it’s always been you. Sure, she’s in your ear every second of every day, but you react every time. And you probably will for the rest of your life, which is why you insist on Wanda promising not to grow attached to you. Nothing seems to be permanent with you anymore, and sadly, whatever you have with her will be included in that. If you weren’t certain of that before, the whispered chants on the walk home made it clearer than ever.

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You made it through an entire week without worrying Wanda, and it helped you make an impressive amount of progress in whatever it was that you were currently building together. She invited you over for dinner a few times during the week, and when you weren’t eating together, you were joining her for walks with Alexei that turned into hour long talks on her porch. Something about spending so much time with a Sokovian teacher with a golden hour halo over her hair made it easy to fall fast, and you hoped you’d never land.

Your roommate, Mia, was making dinner today and inviting Pietro, and you felt it was only right to invite Wanda. In reality, you wanted to spend another night alone with her, but the logical part of you knew that you needed to see her twin brother (and your friend’s boyfriend) face-to-face at least once.

“Once dinner is over, Piet and I are heading back to his place,” Mia told you as you help her set the table, rolling her eyes when you simply nod. “I’m telling you this so you can invite Wanda to stay the night!”

“Mia, I’m not--”

“Why though? You’re both adults and it’s Friday night! Have some fun.”

“We haven’t even known each other a full week yet and we still haven’t figured out what we are to each other.”

“Use the time to talk about it, then!” She walks around the table to stand in front of you, placing both hands on either side of your face. “I’m saying this because I care about you. Don’t let your past ruin your future.”

Wanda and Pietro arrived before you could decide whether or not you’d call and ask her to bring an overnight bag, but the quick kiss she gave you at the door eased your mind a bit. It was easy to see through all the teasing that the twins cared for each other, and you couldn’t help but smile when you noticed Wanda trying to get a read on Mia in the same way that you were keeping your eye on Pietro. The pair was nearly out of the door by the time you loaded the dishwasher, and the words were out of your mouth before you could over analyze them.

“Do you want to stay the night?”

You walked in from the kitchen and watched her eyes widen as she faced you, forcing yourself not to think the worst immediately, and to stick with your decision. Part of you knows you want this, whatever it is, and seeing Mia and Pietro together only confirmed that.

“I bought some of that ice cream you like, and I have a TV in my room. I was thinking that we could eat some while we talk about what we both want from each other and then watch that cartoon you were telling me about.”

“Okay.”

She followed you into the kitchen and watched you scoop ice cream into bowls, thanking you with a gentle kiss as you gave her the first one and waiting for you to lead her to your bedroom. You turned on the television as the two of you sat side by side on your bed, needing to stare at the moving screensaver for a bit to calm your nerves.

“Is it completely insane to say that I want a real relationship with you after only knowing you for seven days?”

“No,” you assured her as you turned your head to meet her gaze. “Because I kind of want the same thing. I didn’t want to want that because you’re easily one of the best people to come into my life in a long time, and I’d hate to scare you off before I can even really enjoy time with you. But I just--”

“Why do you think you’ll scare me away?”

“Because I--I have a past that affects how I’m able to share myself emotionally in relationships, and I just think you deserve someone who doesn’t hesitate before they jump in with you.”

“I had someone who jumped in headfirst with me, and I thought it was the greatest thing to have someone that was so sure of me all the time, but it turned out to be the worst relationship I’d ever been in.” She shifted her bowl to one hand and placed the other on your knee. “In the process of healing from it, I learned that I was taking chances because of the confidence of my ex instead of actually believing in a situation myself. So I’m actually grateful to meet someone like you that takes time to think things through, because it makes me feel understood in a way.”

“So what I’m hearing is that you’ve thought about this, too?” you ask while grabbing her hand, and she laughs a bit.

“You haven’t left my mind since the moment you literally ran into me.” Her laugh increased in volume when you put down your bowl to cover your face as she squeezed your fingers. “No, don’t hide! That’s the only time a stranger bumping into me has ever made me happy.”

“Then I’m honored to be the first.”

“And hopefully the last,” she joked as you pulled away from your hand to meet her eyes again. “So I have a question. Did Pietro pass your test for Mia? Because she passed mine.”

“He did pass and I knew it!” you shouted as you poked an accusatory finger in her chest.

“You didn’t know!”

“I did, because I was literally doing the same thing.”

“I guess great minds think alike,” she teased as she lifted your hands to place a kiss on your knuckles.

-

Her hands were on your hips, digging into your side with an intensity that you’d never felt from her before, and you weren’t sure you liked it. Of course you knew by now that you were into girls, but the way she pulled you against her felt wrong in a way that you couldn’t figure out until her lips pressed against yours, and you tasted her last drink.

“Stop.” You pulled away until her arms fell by her side and you avoided her eyes. “I don’t want to do this, and I don’t think you do either.”

“You don’t get to decide that for me,” she argued as she reached for you again, and you slapped her hands away as you looked into her eyes.

“You’re drunk!”

“So? I want to kiss you even more when I’m sober.”

“Okay, let’s get you home.” You grabbed her arm and tightened your grip when she tried to pull away. “I’m not leaving here until you get in the car.”

“You’re such a fucking mom,” she grumbled as she reluctantly followed you to the old Dodge Durango you used for transportation. “I can’t believe I kissed your old ass.”

You simply closed the car door behind her with a sigh and used the time it took to walk around the car to gather your thoughts. Now that you had time to process it, she’d been hinting for a while that she had a crush on you, but you thought it was just another thing she was joking about. But she was a sister to you, someone who was there for you when your family wasn’t, and now you might lose her friendship too.

“What took you so long? Were you sick? Maybe you should let someone else drive so you’ll be free to kiss me before we go home. Or you could sleep at my house and we--”

“I didn’t drink because I knew you would,” you explained as you pulled away from the curb and started driving toward her house. “And I’d rather sleep in my own bed tonight.”

“Fine, I guess we can fuck there, too.”

“I’m not fucking you!” you snapped as you faced her at a stop sign. “I wanted to wait until you were sober to have a mature conversation about this, but I’m not into you in that--”

“What the fuck do you know about a mature conversation? Y/N, I don’t care that you don’t like me. The problem is that I don’t think you ever did!”

“What are you talking about?” you hesitantly ask, knowing you shouldn’t get into this now, but curiosity got the better of you. “You’ve been my best friend since I learned how to write my own name.”

“Was I? Or was I just some project you’ve been working on to put on your college applications?”

“You’ve helped me more than I helped you! Whatever, I don’t want to talk about this right now.”

“You never want to talk about anything, that’s your problem.”

“I’m not doing this with you,” you told her as you turned back to the road, and she groaned loudly.

“Of course you’re not. Why don’t I save both of us the trouble and just d--”

Her sentence was cut short when another truck slammed into you as you passed through the intersection, luckily hitting the door behind yours instead of you and unluckily sending you sideways toward a pole. The force of the crash caused the window to break, and you tried not to panic for her sake when you noticed the blood beginning to pour from the tiny gashes caused by shards of glass. Your heartbeat seemed to block out any other sound as it pounded loudly in your ears, and you rushed to take off your seatbelt and rip off your shirt to hand to her.

“I can’t hold it, Y/N. My arm is stuck,” she whimpered and you helped her guide her left arm to hold the shirt to the right side of her face.

“Just hold it there as long as you can, okay? I’m going to call for help.” You grabbed your phone from your pocket and cursed quietly when it wouldn’t turn on. “My battery’s dead. Where’s yours?”

“I don’t know,” she choked out as she began sobbing. “I think I dropped it at the party, or something...I’m sorry--”

“It’s okay, just breathe. Um…” You turned to see the other car not far from you, flinching slightly when you noticed the driver was passed out. “I’m going to see if that guy has a phone.”

“Wait, no! Y/N, don’t leave me! I don’t want to die alone!”

“You’re not going to die, but your injuries could get worse the longer we wait!”

“No, Y/N, please!”

Her sobs and calls of your name followed you as you got out of the car and made your way to the other car with slightly blurry vision, and you thanked whoever was listening that the window was down. You were just about to reach for his phone in the cupholder when he grabbed your wrist, causing you to scream and try to yank your hand away as he turned his head and opened his eyes.

“Stuck. Dead. High. Speak.”

You opened your eyes with a gasp, fighting to catch your breath as you sat up and stopping yourself from jumping out of bed when Wanda placed her hand on your back.

“Hey, it’s just me.”

“Sorry, I just...sorry,” you apologized breathlessly as you closed your eyes again and attempted to surrender to the gentle touch of slow circles she rubbed against your shirt.

“It’s okay, babe. It was just a dream,” she assured you and you almost laughed, because you really wish it was that simple.

-

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[yourmcu]

Wish You Were Here (i)

Pairings: Tony Stark x daughter!reader, Avengers x Stark!reader

Summary:

an Infinity War/Endgame AU where Tony Stark’s daughter (you) is one of half the population that vanishes in the snap, Tony finds out later on when he arrives back to Earth, devastated, then you come back like the others to help fight Thanos.

Word count: 2,030

A/n: (moved to the end of the fic!)

Warnings: angst, death, swearing, a lil soft!Nat in the beginning bc I love her, mentions of anxiety/anxiety

read on ao3!

Part 2

gif not mine! credits to the owner^^

You wanted to help in whatever was happening, you weren’t quite sure still, but it had something to do with the infinity stones and how you guys needed to find them before some guy named Thanos does.

It took a lot of convincing for Steve, Natasha and Rhodey (they were the ones more protective over you) to let you come, especially with Tony not around to scold you since he was in space.

“I’m coming with you guys whether you like it or not - no, I know what you’re gonna say, I can handle myself. I’m sixteen! Did you know Peter’s in space right now with Dad? Outer freaking space. You’re not the only one who has a suit, Rhodey-”

The argument ended with, “if something happens and I-” you dragged your thumb across your neck, “then it’s on me. None of you are to blame. Can we go now?”

So they didn’t have any other choice. You went to Wakanda with them to get the mind stone out of Vision and intend to destroy it afterwards.

Things got a *bit* out of hand though, there was an army of creatures - they’re from space, you assumed, working for Thanos - trying to get the stone. You fought alongside Sam and Rhodey, sometimes even fighting with Bruce who was using the Hulkbuster. You also helped the Wakanda tribes when they got overpowered by the creatures.

Even Thor came back to fight and he brought a raccoon and a tree with him.

The battle was going really messy, until - “Everyone on my position. We got incoming.”

You fly to where Cap and the team are, and there he is coming out of what appears to be a cloudy, blue grayish portal, Thanos himself.

“Cap, that’s him.” Bruce says as he hides you behind the Hulkbuster to shield you. He slowly walks over to the purple titan before saying, “stay down, [Y/N], alright?”

Did all of them suddenly forget that you, if not more, are stubborn like your father?

Because when all of them attack, you fly behind Thanos when he's distracted and wrap both your metal covered arms around his neck in stupid attempts to strangle him. He effortlessly uses his gauntlet to throw you back to the ground, knocking you out.

He eventually got all the stones, snapped his fingers when Thor failed to kill him, and left.

“What did you do?!”

“Where did he go? Thor, where did he go?”

“What’s happening?” You get off the ground as Bucky turns to dust. You look around and saw the air filled with the same dust, just from different people.

What the hell did that snap do?

People are vanishing, disappearing, are they dying? Why are they dying? You’re pretty sure you're panicking. Your lips start to quiver and you feel your chest tighten, making it hard for you to breathe.

Natasha notices right away. She's the one who could help you with your anxiety attacks besides Tony. She comes to you and places her hands on your shoulders, looking you in the eye. “Hey, it’s going to be okay, you’re fine, just breathe with me,”

You watch Wanda, one of  your best friends, turn to dust too which did not help in the slightest. What’s worse is when Natasha holds your hands to calm you down,

They start turning into dust particles.

“No no no no no no,” you grow weak, holding onto her. “Nat, I’m scared - I don’t - I don’t know what to-”

“Y/N, just breathe like we practiced, okay?”

You try copying her breathing but it’s no use. It doesn’t change the fact that you’re still fading away. You look at her, tears threatening to fall out of your eyes, “I’m so sorry.” She has no choice but to hug you tightly until you get dusted completely.

The Avengers just lost a kid. Not just any kid, for them you were special. You always supported the team no matter what. They couldn’t even imagine what Tony’s reaction would be.

When Natasha told Pepper of course she didn’t take it well.

You were Tony’s own flesh and blood (and some one night stand chic that we won’t mention anymore starting now), but Pepper helped raised you when Tony first took you in and treated you like her own. Sometimes you even called her ‘mom’.

She was so relieved when a spaceship came by the compound to drop Tony off - he looked weak and skinny - she didn’t know how to break the awful news to him while he was in that condition.

“I lost the kid,” he meant Peter. What he doesn’t know was that he actually lost two.

“It’s been twenty-three days since Thanos came to Earth.”

Bruce and Natasha keep looking over one another as images of the people they lost in the snap took turns popping up as holograms. Rhodey feels tense and keeps tapping his foot - nervous of what his best friend’s gonna do once he sees-

Tony abruptly stands up from his wheelchair. “Stop. Stop there.” (“Tony, you need to sit down,”) “No.” He stumbles over to a particular hologram, the one with his daughter’s face.

Y/N Stark.

The room is awfully quiet. Despite you telling them that it isn’t going to be any of their faults if something happens to you, they still feel responsible for you.

“Was anyone going to tell me?” He speaks softly. Too soft and calm for all of them that they remain glued to where they're standing, avoiding eye contact. He clenches his fists and sends a look to  everyone in the room. “You better not be shitting me I already lost Parker and I - I can’t - I can’t lose her. I can’t.”

“Tony,” Natasha says. “We couldn’t do anything to stop it.”

It's like being stabbed with his own blade all over again. She tells him everything that happened, how you got dusted like Peter, and Tony just stares blankly at your photo, looking very pale.

Tony takes a deep breath and pushes his glasses further up his nose, holding in  tears. Good thing his glasses cover it up. He mutters ‘okay’ over and over as he takes a seat back in his wheelchair. Steve hesitates to continue the discussion but Tony encourages him to go on, even though he feels like he was literally dying inside.

His mood definitely went downhill from there - Tony's furious with himself. Furious with them, with Steve, that he takes it out on the super soldier. By the end of it he's on the floor, passed out.

“Dad, come in, it’s [Y/N]. Everything alright out there?”

“Oh y’know, typical day in the city - pair of aliens came to visit again.” Tony sounded breathless.

You paused briefly. “...what? W-well, do you need help? I can help, and Peter’s probably on his way there - he just made a lame excuse and hung up on me so, I figured he sensed something was wrong.”

“Yeah. Stay where you are and when things get worse, find Pepper and get to safety.”

“You’ve gotta be kidding me.”

“Nope. Deadass serious. Stay out of this one.”

Tony opens his eyes and takes in his surroundings. He's transferred to a bed with the same wires poking his arm. He dreamt of his last conversation with you - before and while he was dragged to space.

“Hey, I’m still here, you know,” you cut him off while he was arguing with Strange.

“[Y/N]? How is this still connected?”

“I made the earpiece set myself - I guess it has really long range, huh?”

“You’re a nerd.” Tony cracked a small smile.

“Hi [Y/N]!” Peter shouted from a distance.

“Peter? You’re in space too? I’m so jeal-”

The line completely went out, guess the range wasn’t that long.

“Tony?” Pepper says gently. “You shouldn’t be up - it’s only been an hour since you passed out.”

He looks at her for a moment then returns his attention to the wall, eyes bloodshot. “Have I been a good father to her? ‘Cause I feel like she deserved more. Way more.”

“Of course, she loved you! Tony, [Y/N] loved you as much as you love her,” Pepper reassures, running a hand through his hair. “I know you’re upset but you really should be getting bed rest right now.”

He sniffles and gave a small nod, “okay.”

He closes his eyes again when she left the room and sigh, mumbling “goddammit kid,” before letting the tears flow down. Tony rarely cries. Barely cries. He usually keeps those stupid emotions in but this - the fact that his little girl is gone, it's too much for him. He realized never fully showed how much you meant to him and he regrets it.

Can't help but think that it should've been me Either way, I still wish you were here.

Fast forward to five years later: Tony now lived at a lakeside cabin with Pepper and their daughter, Morgan.

Moving on was better than to be sad and depressed for the rest of his life. That’s what you wanted for him anyway, to be happy.

So that’s exactly what Tony did.

He spent time with his family, made new suits which he enjoyed to do, living his life peacefully. That doesn’t mean he forgot about you. Sure the last few years were hard, he missed you every single day, but he had to face and accept it.

Tony moved your stuff from the compound and into a vacant room in the cabin. Sometimes he’d look through your crazy inventions, your journals that were filled with ideas for future gadgets and he hung up framed photos of you and him (some with Pepper) on the walls.

He told Morgan all about you. How awesome you were, how you were energetic and enthusiastic in everything you do, and how the both of you would be best friends if you two met.

“I wanna meet her,” Morgan says, looking at pictures of you.

Tony smiles sadly and looks at the photo of you and him. It was at your school’s science fair and your invention won first place (he remembered laughing at all the science teachers’ shocked faces because of your advanced gadget, way advanced than the grade you were in). Both of you looked really happy.

If a picture is all that I have, I can picture the times that we won't get back If I picture it now it don't seem so bad Either way, I still wish you were here.

“Someday, maybe.” He replies, giving her a warm smile.

Steve, Natasha and a new guy Scott visited him one day. They basically told him bringing back everyone who died in the snap was possible, hinting time travel.

Tony was torn. He didn’t want to risk losing what he had now, but bringing everyone back... that was something. Everyone in the universe that vanished, the other Avengers, the guardians he met in space, Strange, Peter, you.

That same night he thought about you, and Peter when he stumbled upon a picture of both of them. That same night, he figured out time travel.

“Hey legacy,” he chuckles a bit, remembering how you always frowned or pouted whenever he called you that. He likes that nickname on you though. “I... uh, this is just a little video. For you. Sure you won’t see this but... I like to pretend I could still talk to you. I miss you, a lot.”

“It’s been five years, hun. Morgan, your sister... you have no idea how much she talks about you. She wants to meet you someday,” he looks at the camera. “I know I can’t tell her the real reason why you’re not here with us, not yet, but anyway, ‘couple of old pals came to visit me. They want to try to get everyone back, that includes you.”

Tony sighs, looking away. “As of now I don’t know if we’re ever gonna pull off something like this. I figured it out, just a couple minutes ago actually. Time travel. It’s dangerous, very risky...”

“But we’ll see. We’ll figure something out. I hope to see you soon, [Y/N]. I love you.”

----

so I’ve cut this lil idea into two parts - I’ll probs post part 2 soon right after this one - if everyone likes it of course :)

oh, and I listened to this song by Neck Deep while writing this, which is where I got the title too, you can listen here. (I also put in some lyrics from the song to the story, just because it fits well hehe)

[ironxkid]

why don't you like endgame or civil war

((hoo buddy, idk what brought this up but salt under the cut!! Like... a lot of salt - specifically regarding Endgame lmao

I’m gonna start off with CACW because it’s a short response lol

I don’t like it simply because I was done with the infighting between the Avengers. The found family crumbs we were given in Endgame was something I really wanted to see, and them just... ripping them apart frustrated me lol

honestly, the movie was... fine? Idk, I found it to be a lil slow for my taste (it felt like it just dragged on when I watched it in theaters), and I just don’t care for it in general  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Also, ngl, I’m really bummed that Captain America: Serpent Society was a joke announcement because that sounds dope as hell and I really wanted to see that before I realized it’d been a joke dfgjhdsfhj

but, yeah, literally just because CACW is specifically an infighting movie annoys me to no end so I just won’t watch it again dgsfjhsfdhj

now, Endgame?

fuck Endgame

I. have a lot of issues with it, all of which are major grievances throughout the fandom. I’m pissed they killed Natasha and didn’t even bother giving her a fucking funeral because, I quote from Joe Russo, “Well, Tony does not have another movie. Tony is done. And Natasha has another film. And Marvel Universe obviously does not have to move forward linearly anymore. But that character still has more screen time coming.” (see here) and that annoys the hell out of me. She’s getting another movie - great! So you killed one of the few characters doing her fucking best to keep everything together at the compound, the one who was taking charge, give her a big role, and then murk her and... give her nothing but a brief mention at the end. Like... what the fuck? Natasha deserved so much better than what she was given. Tony’s funeral could’ve (and, frankly, should’ve) been a funeral for him, Natasha, and Vision because god forbid we see anyone mourn Vision other than Wanda

(actually this post covers how Endgame fucked over the MCU women perfectly, though Wanda’s not mentioned :c )

plus... Tony’s not done lol - he’s still a massive figure in the films/shows despite RDJ not acting in them, so his character has left shockwaves that aren’t dying any time soon. Natasha... basically disappeared, and I believe she would’ve been dropped completely if it wasn’t for the fact she does have a film coming out soon. Which, frankly, seems awesome and all, but it’s a film that goes back to post-CACW pre-IW and... frankly doesn’t give me any reason to understand why that means she didn’t get a funeral. She’s not coming back in future movies/shows that are in present MCU timeline - her movie is set in the past. She could’ve gotten a decent sendoff 

now, Clint’s arc as Ronin rubs me the wrong way. I know it’s a huge thing in the comics, and it’s not him taking a different mantle that I have an issue with. It’s the fact he, a white man, went around murdering people and got off scot-free. Yes, he was targeting genuinely bad people, but... to show that, they specifically singled out Mexican cartels and the yakuza (Japanese mafia, essentially) - so, in other words, the bad guys were people of color! I feel like I don’t need to explain how fucked up that is. And, to clarify, I love Clint! Clint is honestly one of my favorite characters, and the whole thing was just handled... poorly in the film

Tony’s arc genuinely hurts. This is a man who has suffered for years and has tried to make things right, and finally got a chance to settle down. He finally retired from the Avengers, finally settled down, and had a fucking life he could enjoy despite his ghosts, and yet... His arc ends with a message of “tortured soul finally gets rest by dying”. Because, y’know, it’s great seeing yet another long-suffering character only reaching peace through death, because god forbid they let characters heal! He could’ve still caused the second Snap, and he could’ve survived. He could’ve finally been able to step away for good and focus on his family, focus on recovering, and be truly happy. What’s so wrong with letting him stay alive so he can rest and be with his family? What’s so wrong with letting a long-suffering character finally find peace after one last bang? 

plus it pisses me off that they’re now using him as a reasoning as to why bad things are still happening. Why is this person the bad guy? Because Tony Stark somehow may or may not have done something that hurt them! Even though most of that really stems from Howard or Obadiah. Tony just ends up getting the blame in their place. He’s just an easy target to use, much like the tesseract seems to be the go-to answer for why things go wrong. But this is a different train of thought

Steve’s ending pisses me off just as much as the next person lmao. You take a character who has acknowledged he no longer belongs in the past (which, funnily enough, was written by the Russos), aaaaaaand have him go back to the past while ignoring two important people in his life that were still right there. He got Bucky and Sam back, and he leaves them. His arc is ruined within a matter of minutes, and it paints a hella bad picture of him in the process. He goes back in time to stay with Peggy (which ultimately destroys her own arc, and the fact she’s a person outside of her relationship (or lack thereof) with him because, y’know, why have her be able to move on and be her own person?), and we’re supposed to believe he’s fine with everything he knows from the future? Fine with knowing Bucky’s trapped with HYDRA and is suffering as the Winter Soldier? Fine with knowing HYDRA has infested SHIELD from day one? Fine with knowing Howard and Maria are going to die? Fine with royally fucking up the timelines? We’re supposed to believe he sat back and did nothing with all of that? They could’ve had him still hand the shield over to Sam - they could’ve let Steve stay an Avenger without the mantle

also the fact the Russos said he didn’t recognize Red Skull when he returned to Vormir to return the soul stone? Like... what the fuck?? Not to mention he literally returns the stone to Vormir, which “soul for a soul”, and they didn’t bring Nat back that way??

and now onto Thor. Thor... holy fuck is this hitting something personal for me. Thor was ridden with guilt - he was furious with himself, hated himself, and blamed himself for failing to stop the Snap. He fell into a massive depression, and... was promptly danced around as laughing stock. Like, “oh! look at Thor! he’s fat and drunk because he’s depressed haha!” - like fuck off. It’s not funny in any form. His suffering was made into a joke and it pisses me off because I suffer from depression. A lot of people suffer from depression. It’s not funny. It’s fucking terrifying at times. I wasted a shit ton of money on a stupid online sim game because it was a distraction - it gave me... god, I wouldn’t even say temporary happiness, but it gave me something to temporarily help, and I still hate myself for doing it. It was a poor decision on my part, and I wish I could change it. And, during that time, I was scared because I couldn’t see myself pulling out of it. I thought I was gonna feel that way forever. I called out of work multiple times because there were days I couldn’t stop crying (something I still feel horrible for doing), I couldn’t get myself to contact any of my friends for months, and it was all because the medication I was on at the time... stopped working. Thankfully, my depression doesn’t work in a way that makes me a danger to myself, so that wasn’t an issue, but it still fucking sucked. And to see a character that I could relate to on such a personal level treated as laughing stock fucking hurt. I’m not sharing this for sympathy - I’m sharing this because it Thor’s arc hit home and it’s literally the main reason why I will not watch Endgame again

this is more of a nitpick than anything else, but... I didn’t really care for Carol in it tbh? Which is unfortunately because Captain Marvel is one of my absolute favorite movies! And I’m well aware she was introduced in Endgame while CM was being drafted, but that in itself is annoying?? Because Carol was originally going to be introduced in AoU, but was cut because it wasn’t going to introduce her character properly. And yet they decide to introduce her character in a clusterfuck of a movie before her movie is in the final stages, and proceed to release her movie first and then give a complete different characterization in her following appearance

honestly I just wanna cover this now to clarify some things regarding Carter and her backstory: the only reason I keep Endgame as is is because it felt easier for me to do so for the purpose of bending canon for specific threads. I wanted to stay as true to the given plots as possible to help with fudging of both the movies and her background, and also because I didn’t want anyone to feel like I was trying to force my own headcanons onto them, y’know? 

I’m just gonna plug this here because fuck it lol, but I did start a fix-it fic regarding Endgame that you can read here! I... probably won’t finish it tbh, and I haven’t gone over it in a hot minute so it might be riddled with errors ahah - plus I’m not sure about how I wrote the characters! I get nervous when writing canon characters because I feel like I’ll miss their characterization completely, which is actually why I,,, rarely rp canon characters dgfjhgsfdhj

also the image in the doc was created by @/archervale!! 

[doyelikehaggis]

10 Favourite Female Characters From 10 Different Fandoms

(List your 10 favorite female characters from 10 fandoms, then tag 10 people)

Thank you so much for the tag @a-lil-bi-furious !! ❤️

1. Malia Tate from Teen Wolf

Starting off strong — literally, she has the strength of, like, a bear and the temper of one! My angry girl!! I just loved her from the very first second we were introduced to her after turning back. She went through so much, and it clearly had a big impact on her, and we got to see her grow through most of it (but not all of it because the writers suck a bit) and work to become a pack member instead of the lone coyote she had gotten used to being. Also, she insanely pretty and cute so she’s allowed to growl at people every so often!

2. Liv Parker from The Vampire Diaries

My angry and extra sassy girl — witch edition! There’s just something about her that I love. I really understand Tyler; she could insult me and blast me across a room with magic and I would fall in love with her. But we know that a lot of her mean-girl attitude comes from her family issues, and it’s more of a defense mechanism than anything. So, it was nice to see a softer side of her around both Luke and Tyler — and Jo, on occasion. She knew she was the “weaker” twin and as much as the thought of dying scared her, she still stood strong and tried to find a way to save Luke from having to live with that guilt by finding another way — just as she saved Tyler from triggering his curse by killing someone (who was already dying because of him) for him. And then in the end, knowing she was going to die anyway, she saved him again. She deserved a way better ending and more of a chance to grow since we definitely were not done with her story, so I will be forever bitter but I love and appreciate the time we had her for!

3. Hope Mikaelson from Legacies

Is it cheating if they’re from the same universe but not the same show? I just love this little Tribrid so much. She’s gone through a lot her entire life — literally, she had people trying to kill her before she was even born. She lost her mum, and then her dad, and her uncle. Not to mention the, uh, killing a bunch of people in between and also finding out your first boyfriend helped kidnapped your mum in a plot to kill her and you (that he didn’t know about, given, but still). And having virtually no friends at school. But she still tried to be so strong all the time, to a point where she really should let more people in it and see that soft, vulnerable part that’s still in there. Her anger is justified, and sometimes out of her control due to her family, and I wish they’d let her get real help for it. She shouldn’t have to be the “hero” or the “saviour” all the time and I wish they would just cut her a break, let her rest, and have a moment of happiness that doesn’t end with her feeling like she didn’t deserve it.

4. Wanda Maximoff from MCU

(First of all, you don’t know how painful it was having to wade through a bunch of Pietro gifs in the process of finding this one.) The version of Wanda in the MCU is very... complex. Obviously there’s a lot of issues With the character, but if I’m focusing solely on who she is in the MCU, then I love her so much. And she definitely has some issues in her life. She starts off as the bad guy, angry and seeking “justice” (and revenge) for what happened to her parents, and in the same movie, we see her realize that the side she was working for wasn’t any better. We see her character develop quite a bit in just her first movie, and then over the course of the next ones, we see more sides to her; her guilt over hurting innocent people through a quickly-made decision, her compassion for Vision and for those other people, her grief over losing Pietro and Vision. And she herself is so powerful! She tries to live with the pain she’s endured but it takes over without her control, because both her grief and her magic are all-consuming. And I add this because I still refuse WandaVision’s change to the timeline: she went through all of this before she was eighteen. She’s so young, and in pain, but she still tries so hard to push through because other people need her, and she doesn’t want them to suffer like she has. Also, I just think it’s pretty when she does those little hand movements to possess people and her eyes turn red.

5. Nymphadora Tonks from Harry Potter

She deserved the absolute world. Her death was unnecessary, and I hate it, because she should have gotten to live the rest of her life raising her son, happy with her husband, and just generally being alive. She was so full of life and joy, and she tried to be the source of those things in the middle of a literal war when everyone was at their lowest and felt hopeless or angry. Also would’ve loved more scenes of her and her favourite cousin, Sirius, because they would be chaotic and they both deserved that. ALSO also, she’s very pretty, can change her appearance and chose to have pink/purple hair and dresses like how tiny me wanted to dress, so I immediately fell in love, of course.

6. Kara Danvers from Supergirl

She’s just so kind and compassionate despite everything the world has put her through — but she’s also angry deep down, and she’s hurt and in pain, and some of my favourite moments of hers are when she’s allowed to express that. When she’s allowed to really just lose it and lash out at the people who hurt her because she pushes it down for so long so that she can help everyone else that it finally just explodes.

7. Jody Jackson from The Dumping Ground

TW: mentions of different forms of child abuse. This girl deserves the whole world but I promise you that the world does not deserve her. The same can be said for pretty much all of the characters in The Dumping Ground, to be honest, but god she has just been through so much. Neglected by her mum from a very young age, abused physically and verbally by her and (presumably) both of her brothers, and it’s implied she’s abused sexually by one of her brothers as well. Of course when we first meet her she is angry and terrified. She still is because the trauma developed and was never fully dealt with, so she still carries it all around in her mouth and fists, until one little thing happens to make her lash out. And she knows she has a problem — she is terrified of becoming her brother, and sometimes her mum, and all she wants is to not hurt the people she loves. Because she loves so much, it’s just hard for her to know how to show it sometimes because sometimes all she can remember is how her family “loved” her. But she’s grown so much since she went into care and she’s getting help at last, and I just have so much hope for her happiness in the next series to come.

8. Annie Marks from Good Girls

She’s short, fiesty, will make jokes at the worst possible time, won’t stop calling a literal gang leader who has threatened her life on more than one occasion “gang friend”, was incredibly supportive and accepting of her son when he came out as trans, will punch someone when necessary (probably also when not), has a semi-friendly co-parenting thing going on with her ex, and is just all around adorably ridiculous.

9. Casey McDonald from Life With Derek

Ignoring Derek in the gif — Casey usually does, too. Casey is a perfectionist, and frankly, sometimes quite annoying about it and some other things, and yes, she definitey initiates a lot of the arguments between her and Derek. And that is why I love her. She is in no way perfect, and her striving to be comes from anxiety and insecurities that are partially the result of the instability in her life. I love how, no matter how much she may despise Derek, when there’s a real problem, she tries to help. She cares about the people in her life, and I can’t wait for her to return to as a mum of four!

10. Ashley Garcia from The Expanding Universe of Ashley Garcia

Someone give the world TO her, please?? It’s a shame this fandom is so small because she deserves so much love and appreciation. She’s a literal genius but lacks... a lot of social skills at the start of the show. But she learns from her friends, and gets to experience new things, including having a crush for the time (and the second!) and she’s just generally living life as a fairly normal teenager. While still being an absolute genius. I just love this smiley little dork so much!

Tagging: @pad-foots @donnas-troia @childofsquidward @multifandomlover121 @superarrowverse @dance-is-life27 to participate if you want to, but as always, no pressure! And anyone who wants to do this but wasn’t tagged — you have been now! Go do it!

[starbuckie]

What are your top 3 favorite things you've written and why?

What is something you are currently writing that you're excited about?

What is a plot, character, or au that you would like to try writing about in the future?

And lastly, who is someone you've written about but would like to do more of?

my favorite fics i’ve written-

sweetest devotion - something about giving sirius a happy marriage for someone who promises to love him until the end… i don’t know, i feel like that’s reason enough :)) but on another note, i’m proud of this one because it was the first fic where i found myself doing more descriptory work rather than just dialogue or straight up smut(not that those are bad, i’ve just struggled with this in all my writing). a happy lil ceremony with their makeshift family really just made everything better

three flags up - as a campcounselor myself i feel like this has to be one of my favorite fics. i mean, this was completely self indulgent and it did not get as much appreciation as i believe it should because i just love this one so much. i put all my dreams and aspirations and old crushes on my coworkers into this fic, and i would drag my bare coochie across burning hot cement if that’s what it takes for people to read it

in two years - best friends brother trope. there’s no way you can’t not love that. i think i just got sick of seeing steve’s sister x bucky because even though i try not to judge with that one, it just kind of hurts because i can’t be steve’s sister because i am asian and steve is not. so i think that just having the best friends brother trope is really nice because it’s sweet and you can still have like that childhood familiarity i think. this is also the fic with the most notes of mine.

something i’m working on-

i’m currently working on two of my evermore series oneshots that i’m super excited to share. it’s been almost seven months (yikes) since i updated it, so you can see why i am urgently trying to get it done. I ALSO HAVE MOB!SAM ALMOST READY SO THATLL BE OUT SOON. ALSO, after much spamming bea with ideas, i decided to make a carter baizen series but here me out: it’s DILF!carter baizen. i know. my mind is superior.

something i’m excited to write about-

mmm id really like to write more campcounselor!bucky. like no one appreciated it. but i’m obsessed with the idea. also, firefighter!steve, sam, and bucky. all of them. they are so hota so many ideas.

someone id like to write more about-

WANDA. i’ve written her once for a challenge, but i need more. she is the first female character i EVER had a crush on, and i’m not giving her the love she deserves. please hold while i think of more fall scenarios with wan

[kaneshiroflms]

Endgame things and thoughts

Nebula and Tony hanging out was so adorable they have my heart :<

Carol singlehandingly bringing a wholeass ship back to earth ?ugh her mind

Thanos just chilling and cooking and Carol just fucking going for him is poetic cinema

Thor saying “I went for the head”

5 FUCKINF YEARS?!

Scott being saved by a rat? Iconic.

Scott panicking when looking for Cassie’s name then seeing her all grown up and ok was heartbreaking specially knowing he didn’t get to see her grow up

Scott giving all he could to get the others back and trying his best not to breakdown when mentioning Hope

“She’s my.. she was my..”

Scott saying he lost someone very important to him :((

I dont rlly ship them but the Carol and Rhodey interaction was cool of them to reference

Carol and Nat’s hair is sending me

Tony as a father is so adorable and i love morgan already

I’ve read posts saying that Tony rejecting helping them with the time heist was sefish, but he just didn’t want to risk losing the people he loves again. He didn’t want his daughter to lose a father or lose Pepper since him being back was already a second chance for him

Peter being his motivation :((

Morgan is so much like his dad uwu Tony is such a great dad

Valkyrie in midgaurdian clothes

KORG

Thor having a beer belly made the entire theatre gasp lmao

I also think they did him dirty. Specially since he clearly had ptsd and it seemed like they just turned it to a joke

Scott turning into a baby and Tony knowing he turned to a baby lmao

Bruce giving Scott tacos after his first one fell

Scott being friendly to Nebula :<

Scott giving 2012 Tony a cardiac arrest and 2023 Tony shouting for help lmao

“I could do this all day” “I know”

“That’s America’s ass”

Loki mocking steve

Loki’s lil wave at hulk in the elevator :< i miss my bitch

I really thought they’d make the elevator scene a parallel to the one in tws and we’d see a fight again

2012 Steve letting go of 2023 Steve when he told him that Bucky was alive

Steve and Tony in the 70s!

they should’ve had Dominic Cooper play Howard again.

Tony talking to his dad about his daughter

Peggy still having Steve’s photograph just like he has her’s :((

Steve seeing Peggy :((

JARVIS MY MAN

Nat and Clint being happy and giddy in space makes me cry now knowing whats gonna happen next

Peter singing without music lmao

Fuck thanos for hurting both nebulas

When Clint and Nat’s foreheads were together:( i love their friendship

“Please let me go” :(( Natasha deserved better

The fact that this film values family is so sweet

Thor and Frigga’s interaction and Thor saying his last goodbye to Frigga :((

Thor wanting to be the one to hold the gauntlet so he could do something right :<

Clint’s reaction when his wife called

Why does thanos always let the others do his work smh

Cap wielding mjolnir lemme tell u everyone in the theatre sCREAMED

The shot where Steve was ready to fight thanos and his army alone even before he knew the others would come is just-

“On your left”

Everyone who were gone appearing was so powerful

When peter appeared everyone cHEERED

The fact that everyone was there, Wakandans, Wong, the guardians etc iCONIC

“Avengers, assemble.” C h i l l s

Peter telling Tony what happened and tony hugging him

“Oh this is nice”

T’challa finally saying Clint’s name lmao

Captain Marvel’s entrance

Carol really just flew through a fucking battleship and managed to come out without a single scratch

“Hi im peter parker” “hey peter parker, you got something for me?”

HOPE VAN DYNE

“Is that everyone?” “Like you wanted more?”

“I don’t even know who you are” “you will” Amen sister

And the fact that Wanda singlehandedly nearly killed thanos and thanos had to recruit his army cos he got threatened by a woman

When Peter met Gamora and said “I thought I lost you”

Gamora kicking his balls HAHA

The all women scene was so powerful the entire theatre cheered

It upsets me tho that Natasha who brought them together wasn’t there

Hope and scott teaming up again oh god we dont deserve them

Captain marvel going for thanos the second time and when he tried punching her and she didnt flinch

Tony looking at Stephen was the time he knew what was supposed to be done

When tony had the gauntlet

“I’m inevitable” “i am iron man”

Peter going for tony “mr stark, can you hear me? It’s me peter.” “We won Mr. Stark. We won. You did it”

Pepper gently putting peter aside :((

The fact that pepper said “but will u be able to rest” back in their home when tony told her about the time travel thing and while he was slowly dying she told him “it’s okay, you can rest now”

Also when pepper was trying so hard to pull herself together and even said “we’re going to be okay.” And when she gave him a final kiss in the cheek but breaking down when Tony finally died

Tony’s last message while we see Clint reuniting with his family, T’challa, Shuri and Ramonda watching over the city, Hope, Cassie and Scott watching the sky and being happy

When hologram Tony looked at Morgan and said “I love you 3000” :((

the fact that Morgan lost his father at such a young age and that she wouldn’t get to grow up with a father. She probably doesn’t even understand what was going on

Morgan hugging her mom,, she must be so confused

When everyone was there for the funeral :( even Harley

Carol in those pants? G a y

Bucky in that jacket and jeans? Also gay

VALKYRIE AS THE QUEEN OF ASGARD? Iconic

Peter still searching for Gamora :((

“Don’t do anything stupid while I’m gone” “ur bringing all the stupid with u” THAT REFERENCE

“I’ll miss you” “it’s gonna be alright buck” Bucky knew what Steve was gonna do and that he wouldn’t come back

IM LIVING FOR SAM AS THE NEW CAP

“Wanna tell me about her?” *looks to the view and slowly smiles* “no, i dont think i will” HE CLEARLY HAD A HAPPY LIFE AND HE DESERVES IT

Steve and Peggy looked so happy and content and they deserve it

I still didn’t get why some didn’t like Steve’s arc,, Steve created a different timeline in which he comes back to Peggy and they both chose to get married and live together. So there is a different timeline where Peggy moved on, but in this timeline Steve and Peggy gets to be happy and grow old together. Steve is happy and he deserves to be :)

Also do u guys ever wonder if steve came back to the same date and place Peggy told him when he was about to crash the plane :((

The way the movie ended tho,, when right after we see Steve and Peggy dancing and kissing it cuts to black and the lyrics of the song start as the credits start rolling too. It’s such a beautiful way to conclude the phase :”( they ended it with Steve in the 40s, the very first avenger and the decade it all began.

Also the credits where they had their signatures :((

Anyway thats all thanks for coming to my tedtalk,, also feel free to add some more of ur thoughts from the film :)

[vivxwrites]

101 Candles

*not my gif*

Word Count: 2507 (holy shit)

Summary: You reunite with the avengers after a year of being away for Steve’s birthday party. While there, you reconnect with Natasha.

Pairing: Natasha Romanoff x Reader

A/N: This is the longest fic I’ve ever written but I think I like how it turned out. I wrote it for 4th of July/Steve’s Birthday, I hope you enjoy it :)

“Happy Birthday Steve! My god, you’re 101 years old today, aren't you?” Steve looked like he hadn’t aged a day since you last saw him. The only difference that you spotted was the beard that sat on his once clean face. You thought it suited him.

“(Y/N)! Holy crap is that you? It’s been so long!” Steve exclaimed. He swept you up in a bear hug and squeezed you tightly. You felt bad that you didn’t visit with the avengers but you couldn’t bare facing them after your breakup with Nat. They were her family first and she deserved to have them. The last thing you wanted to do was hurt Nat, even after the breakup. 

“Language.” You wheezed. “I missed you too Stevie.” He pulled back from the hug and laughed jovially. The fact that he was still the same old Steve, even after all the challenges the team faced, warmed your heart.

“You’re still going to tease me about that, are you? Even after all these years?” Steve asked with a grin on his face. 

A smirk grew on your face. “You know it, Cap.” you quipped back. He shook his head and laughed again. The two of you chatted amicably and it felt like you had never left. The conversation flowed easily and it only stopped when Sam called Steve over to the grill.

“Get over here and flip some burgers slacker.” Sam hollered across the lawn. You and Steve traded goodbyes and he walked over to the grill. Your eyes scanned the party, seeing groups of your old friends chatting and your chest ached with emotion. You pushed it away and made your way over to the drink table to pour yourself some punch. You finished pouring your punch and turned to find somewhere to sit when you saw that Tony was approaching you fast. You collected your emotions and put on a smile.

“Well, well well. Who do we have here?” Tony asked. He took your drink from your hand and before you could protest poured alcohol from his flask into the cup. You rolled your eyes good naturedly and accepted the cup back from him.

“Just lil ol’ me, Tones. Were you expecting someone else?” He pulled you into a hug and the two of you stayed like that for a couple of minutes. Before you left the avengers you and Tony were best friends and supported each other through everything. You helped him through his separation with Pepper and he helped you sort out your feelings for Nat. Tears sprang to your eyes as you realized how much you had missed him. “I’m sorry for leaving Tony. I should have never left.”

Tony pulled back from the embrace just enough to make eye contact with you. He wiped the tears that fell from your eyes and cupped both of your cheeks. “They’ll be none of that now.  You’re here now and we don’t have to dwell on it. We can discuss that another time. Let’s just enjoy today. I missed you, (Y/N).” Tony’s kind words caused more tears to roll down your face and he wiped those away too. “Romanoff is here, you know.” he spoke those words gently.

You felt yourself flinch. “I know.” you said with a small voice. You knew that your ex-girlfriend Natasha would be here but you weren’t sure if you were ready to face her. You could tell that the second you laid eyes on her all of your past feelings would come back and that scared you. You took a few deep breaths and put your mask back on. “I know.” you repeated.

Tony gave you a sympathetic look. You knew that he understood all too well the pain of seeing an ex lover. “Take a sip of that drink. You have 15 seconds to enjoy it until I drag you over to talk to the rest of your friends.” You did as Tony said and composed yourself once more. He wrapped an arm over your shoulders and led you to a group of chatting avengers. 

Among the group you spotted Thor, Bucky, Rhodey, Bruce, and two women you didn’t recognize. One was blond with short hair and bright, brown eyes and the other was a tan brunette with braided hair and the same eye color as the former. The latter was perched on the former’s lap, though not due to a lack of chairs. You thought they looked cute together. 

Thor’s booming voice calling out your name startled you a little. You looked up and noticed that the whole group was looking at you. You tried not to squirm at all the attention and fought back the blush you felt creeping up your neck. Thor hopped up, embraced you and swung you around in his arms. “Thor! Put me down!” you giggled and once both of your feet were back on the ground you smiled brightly at Thor. 

“Lady (Y/N), I’m glad to see you have returned. You look as dashing as ever.” Thor smiled back at you. 

“Why you look mighty dashing yourself, Thor.” you responded. You turned to the rest of the boys present and gave them a wave and a smile for a greeting, which they returned. Next you turned to the two women, “Hello, I don’t think we’ve met. I’m (Y/N).” You gave them both a kind smile and extended your hand for a handshake. 

They both shook your hand and the blond one spoke first. “It’s a pleasure to meet you, especially after hearing so much about you. I’m Carol.” Your smile turned into a warm one at Carol’s introduction.

“All good things, I hope.” You responded. You really had no clue what she had heard about you and you hoped that it wasn’t anything bad, given the circumstances that you had left in. 

Carol’s companion spoke up next, “Oh rest assured, they were all good things. I’m Valkyrie by the way” she teased. You tensed at that and your mind began to race. What the hell was that supposed to mean?

Carol swatted Valkyrie and gave her a look. “She’s only teasing. Tell us more about yourself, (Y/N).” You felt relief flood your system. You proceeded to talk to Carol and Valkyrie, you told them stories about your time with the avengers and the guys chimed in with some stories of their own too. You learned that Valkyrie was Asgardian, like Thor and that she and Carol had been dating for six months now. Carol was human but she had been kidnapped by aliens and absorbed the powers of the Tesseract. They met through Thor, who had introduced them hoping to cheer up Valkyrie regarding her past and you decided not to prod on exactly what her past entailed. You enjoyed talking with Carol and Valkyrie, they were new and refreshing and made you feel like you belonged. 

When your stomach started grumbling you bid the group goodbye and made your way over to the grill. Sam was tending to it and he looked up as you approached. “Now that’s a face I haven’t seen in a while. Come give me some sugar.” Sam greeted warmly.

You laughed at his antics but wrapped him up in a hug anyways. He gave you a wet kiss on the cheek. “Hello to you too, Sam. What’s new with you, Falcon?” You and Sam were never super close but you still considered him a friend. You loved his sense of humor and how charming he could be. Watching him pull pranks on the other avengers never failed to make you laugh.

“Same old, same old. Just saved the world a couple times, no biggy.” Sam shrugged as if it were no big deal. Your body shook with laughter. Sam always knew how to make you laugh. “What can I get you to eat?” 

You chose a meal and sat down by yourself to eat it while collecting your thoughts. You hadn’t caught a glimpse of Nat yet but you knew you couldn’t avoid her forever. You thought about what you would say to her. The two of you were together for two years before your relationship ended and those two years were the best years of your life. Coming home to her after missions and having someone to clean and kiss all of your cuts better filled your heart with love. She made you better and you had thought you did the same for her until one night you found out the truth. You had told her that you loved her and she froze. Something in her eyes didn’t look right and she turned to you and told you that love was for children. She told you that she didn’t love you in the same way and that she had thought the two of you were just fooling around. Your heart broke and you stared at her in shock. You remember how much of a fool you felt like and how you ran to your room, packed a suitcase, jumped in your car, and never looked back. You squeeze your eyes shut and willed the tears climbing to the surface away. Even after everything with Nat, you still loved her. You hated that you loved her, even after a year had gone by and you cursed your stupid heart.

Your wallowing in self pity was interrupted by the announcement that it was time for cake. You stood up, brushed off your pants, and made your way over to the cake table. Once Tony finished lighting all 101 candles, because of course there were 101 separate candles, he walked over and stood next to you. Everyone gathered around the table and you snuck glances at the guests you had yet to talk to. Clint, Wanda, and Nat. You sucked in a breath and reached over to hold Tony’s hand. He let you squeeze his hand and gave you a squeeze of understanding in return. 

Steve, who was now wearing a birthday hat, stood in front of the cake. With a countdown of 3, 2, 1, the group sang happy birthday to Steve with a few “cha cha cha’s” thrown in there by Sam. Everyone cheered after Steve blew out the candles with a contagious grin on his face. He thanked everyone and began to cut the cake, which you now noticed nearly took up the entire table. Tony grabbed a slice for the two of you when you felt eyes on your back. You tensed up and waited a few seconds, already anticipating who the eyes belonged to. You prepared yourself for the highly anticipated moment and turned around to face Nat. 

Woah, you thought. She looked gorgeous. She still had her signature red hair and her twinkling green eyes. You discreetly glanced at her body and noticed that somehow her muscles seemed more defined than the last time you saw her, something that you thought was impossible. You met her eyes and were hit with all the emotions you still felt for Natasha. They swirled around your head as you and Nat just stared at each other. Her eyes had a question in them and you weren’t sure what to think about the fact that you knew what it was, how to communicate with her sans words, after a year of being apart. You answered the unspoken question by walking towards a more private area.

She followed you silently and you looked out into the distance, taking notice of how the tree line met the horizon. You swallowed your emotions and looked at Nat once more. She met your eyes and you finally found the courage to speak. “Did you mean what you said?” For a whole year now you wished you knew the answer. You’ve analyzed that day at least a billion times now and tried to make sense of why she said what she did. 

Nat seemed to expect your question. She thought out her reply and then spoke, “No.” A one word reply that shook you to the core. Nat always did have a way of flipping your world upside down and she practically made your mind do a 540 with her answer. You heart thudded against your ribcage and your mind was overwhelmed with thoughts. “I didn’t think about what I was saying. Those words have been drilled into my brain since I was a child and they always seem to ruin everything, even now.” You were silent as you processed Natasha’s sentence. She continued, “As soon as you ran out of the room I realized what I had said to you. I realized that I ruined everything just because I was too scared to admit to myself that I loved you. I wanted to tell you, (Y/N), but when I went to find you, you were gone and I was too late. I don’t know what you’ve been doing this past year but now that you’re in front of me, I have to tell you. I have to tell you before I’m too late. I love you, I loved you then and I still love you now.” She shed a few tears but quickly wiped them away, not wanting to seem weak.

Red Room, you cursed that wretched place. You cursed yourself too, for being a coward. If you hadn’t fled the scene Nat might have had a chance to explain herself. Stupid (Y/N), stupid. You looked up at Natasha, “This whole year I thought that my running away was justified. I got too swept up in my emotions and I didn’t process your words as much as I should’ve.” You gently grasped Natasha’s hand in both of yours. “It was incredibly unfair of me to leave so suddenly and I’m so incredibly sorry to have been such a coward.”

Nat cut you off before you could finish. “But you weren’t being a coward. What I said hurt you and you did what you had to do to recover.” You gave Natasha a watery smile and shook your head.

“I’m still guilty, Nat. Don’t put all of the blame on yourself when this situation is just as much my fault.” You took a breath and collected your thoughts once more. “I still love you Natasha. Being here today, talking with everyone, and talking with you has made me realize that I want to come back. I want to be an avenger again, and I want to be with you, if you’ll have me.” When you met Nat’s eyes, yours were riddled with hope. She blinked back at you and smiled.

“Of course I’ll have you. Everyone’s missed you so much. I’ve missed you so much.” You and Nat gazed into each other’s eyes and you felt your body leaning in on its own accord. Natasha leaned in and you saw her eyes flicking from yours to your lips. She leaned in and the last thing you saw before your lips met hers were the fireworks exploding in the distance. 

A/N: Hi again, I hope you liked the fic. Don’t be afraid to let me know what you think, feedback is appreciated. Feel free to check out my other fics too :)

[shieldedsouls]

tag dump ten ft. isms, verses, and aesthetic tags !!

[oflcvers]

can i get some uh... dating wanda maximoff headcanons please?

DATING WANDA MAXIMOFF INCLUDES:

i cannot stress how incredibly delicate and careful you are around her in the beginning stages. not because you’re afraid of her, but because you don’t want to make her feel uncomfortable

wanda’s been through so much shit that it’s honestly ridiculous. being with her means you are 110% in, ready to be faithful, loving, and compassionate to her

it takes so long for wanda to open up to you. after losing pietro, she’s horrified to make intimate connections with anyone, fearing she won’t be able to protect the ones she loved like how she couldn’t protect her brother

but once wanda feels comfortable around you and assured in herself to date you, she is always with you, almost as if she’s shadowing behind you most of the time. it could be two in the morning and you’re out of bed microwaving something bc hey, you’re hungry

and she’ll just be trotting along behind you

leaning against the counter nearby

and she’s so fucking quiet so you turn around nearly shit your pants bc ‘when the fuCK did u get there baby what??’

you two talk to each other about literally everything. there are no secrets between you two; your relationship is strongly founded on trust and respect

any time she needs to vent or anything you are there ready to listen and you will not move from your spot until you know wanda’s finished talking

she offers great advice too, if you’re ever in a rut she always knows what to say. and not because she can get into your head whenever she wants; it’s solely on how well she knows you and how much she wants for you to be the best person you can be

OH ALSO she will never read your mind or invade your privacy. she refuses to, thinking it’s completely unfair to you. wanda is way too respectful to tap into your head like that. the only time she would is on pure accident or if she’s too out of control with her abilities at that given moment

wanda is always adamant on cooking all the time. she loves dabbling into the old sokovian recipes she learned from her parents and always cooks something incredibly tasty for the two of you. cooking is a coping mechanism in a way; it keeps wanda grounded, helps her feel close to her heritage, and keeps the memories of her family alive

sweet dinner nights where you drink wine, gorge yourself on wanda’s cooking, and just talk about your days yes please wanda deserves the sweet domesticity

she tells you about her avenger duties and all the shenanigans the heroes get into while saving the world time and time again

you talk about school/work and how you yearn for something exciting like being an avenger

wanda immediately shoots that shit down, not wanting to lose another loved one to events and forces too erratic and beyond her control

and you understand where she’s coming from so you drop that conversation, segueing into something nicer

you do get to meet the avengers though and it’s literally like meeting celebrities in real life

you kinda panic a lil like ‘holy fuck is that captain america’

you literally turn into scott lang meeting team cap it’s actually hysterical half of the avengers can’t help but laugh at you being all starstruck and shit

wanda makes fun of you the whole way home too

‘oh my god! you’re captain america wow i’m talking to the captain america wow that’s steve rogers oh boy!’ she mocks in a teasing voice, smirking as you fume next to her

‘i did not sound like that!’

‘yes you did!’ she remarks before she dissolves into the cutest giggles you’ve ever heard your heart literally melts at the sound

the happier wanda is the happier you feel because she deserves the entire world to you plus more so fine baby, make fun of me more as long as it keeps you happy and laughing

so!! much!! snuggling!! i love it??? you two don’t even have to say it. some nights you two get home from so much shit that you kinda just look at each other and collapse onto the mattress together, immediately intertwining your bodies together

wanda always craves body heat and comfort 24/7 and you are eager to supply it bc hello??? this is your girlfriend and you love her goddammit

sometimes wanda will speak in sokovian to herself, whether it be from frustration, confusion, or joy she just throws some phrases every once in a while

and you’re immediately just like ‘hello?? how hot??’ like you will stop what you’re doing just to peek in and try to figure out what she’s saying and why she’s saying it bc it sounds so pretty

wanda doesn’t teach you sokovian, thinking you’d be uninterested in learning when it’s really the opposite. but you still pick up on some phrases and simple sentences

y’all get a cat too dammit. a rescued senior calico cat that you two love dearly named mose

he’s a good baby you two dote on him like a child, literally the ‘i wanna see my little boy’ vine

nsfw headcanons??? sure

wanda is supER NERVOUS the first time you have sex like no lie. being vulnerable emotionally and physically makes her get incredibly skittish and wanna vomit tbh; it takes a long time to build up to sexual trust for her

she more often than not wants to follow your lead, just so she knows what she’s doing is correct and something you like

you console her with sweet kisses and dote on her nonstop. like you compliment every part of her body and jesus she just melts underneath you

you love eating her out, she quakes against your mouth and whimpers in a way that strikes a chord in you. she yanks at your hair for dear life and just ruts desperately against your face when you start teasing her while she close, cursing you with every word under the sun until the chord in her belly snaps and she’s exhausted and spent

having you say filthy things to her while you’re getting her off makes wanda so pathetically horny. she absolutely loves hearing every single vile thing you want to do to her and welcomes it with open arms

tbh her powers help her get you off while being able to concentrate on something else, such as making out with you

she literally just flick her fingers and turns you into a cumming, shaking mess in minutes while she’s busying sucking on your neck like the little minx she is

yeah as she feels more comfortable with sex the tables turn sometimes bc she’s just so devIOUS MAN but you love this spicing up to your sex life??? so even tho it’s surprising ur just like ‘okay baby i’m down let’s go’

snuggles after sex is mandatory; it’s both of your personal aftercare. just laying with each other, limbs all wrapped up comforts you both so much. it’s just such a fulfilling way to end off something so intimate and private

aaaaand there u go some wanda hcs i honestly could keep going but for my own sanity i will stop

send me more hcs for wanda tho i’m a slut for her

[ohsnapitzmarvel]

Plz add more post IW headcanons !!!! Can we talk about some potential post infinity war headcanons plz n thank u???? Like I want a Tony Stark who SURVIVES and STAYS STRONG™ during and after the fight against Thanos! A Tony who seeks out PROFESSIONAL help after everything is cleaned up– i.e a therapist, social worker literally anybody who is willing to LISTEN and HELP HIM work through his potential PTSD and grief!!

I want a Pepper who DOESN’T get upset/scared when her loved one has a PTSD/grieving episode!!! I want Tony to have support from her– knowing that even if his actions scare her, she will stay with him and hold him when it’s dark

I want a Peter Parker who SURVIVES and SUCCEEDS after infinity war (plz god plz). I want him to be able to rely/trust his new avenger friends– BUT still have a normal life (plz don’t spoil his secret identity it is so marvel-y pure™)

!!!! infinity war side note: PLEASE DONT KILL HIS IRON MAN DAD PLZ PLZ PLZ HE DOESNT NEED TO SEE ALL THIS DESTRUCTION AND LOSE ANOTHER FATHER/MENTOR FIGURE !!!

Headcanons continued: I want a peter Parker who has grown from his new experiences when working with the avengers, I hope he has new SUPER FRIENDS™ but keeps his regular friends (luv u Ned n Michelle) – Idk I also wish this lil bean doesn’t get any srs PTSD he doesn’t need that in his life.

I ALSO WANT A RHODES WHO STAYS IN TONY’S LIFE AND WHO IS GETTING THE TREATMENT HE DESERVES BC I WANT HIM TO WALK AGAIN PLZ. I want this manz to have the world and the moon. Give this man his legs and more bc Tony needs him and he needs Tony (plz give me a pepperony wedding w/ him as best man????)

I want a Thor (beautiful n wonderful Space Labrador) who is HAPPPPPPYYYYY who is able to live a normal life in Asgard and be a part time avenger still (only when the world is in grave danger) I want him to be friends w/ Peter Quill, just kicking intergalactic ass together.

I want a Peter Quill who is finally reunited with his grandfather plz n thank u- his grandfather needs to know that his daughter was not ‘crazy’ when she was always talking about the stars. I also want a Peter Quill w/ a fricking IPod with music picked from every avenger / Marvel superhero (you betcha Tony would pick some AC/DC for his new pal)

I also didn’t realize I really needed a Peter Quill x Thor friendship until now plz lord help me tooooo cute!! (This is my new favourite headcanon)

I want a Rocket and Groot duo finally taking a break plz just doing easy work after infinity war – also keeping in contact with their new friends!

I want a Gamora who is independent now because she has no more evil power hungry purple lard-ass dad to worry about. I also want her to let Peter more into her life plz marvel be nice to her she deserves the world n more –> plz note I also want an actual SIBLING RELATIONSHIP WITH HER AND NEBULA. I NEED THESE TWO GIRLS TO BE STRONG TOGETHER AND JUST KICK ASS!! I WANT THEM TO DO SISTER STUFF

I want a Steve Rogers WHO CAN FINALLY TAKE A BREAK BRUH IDC IF U GIVE UP THE SHIELD AND CAP FOR GOOD BUT Plz plZ PLZ LET THIS BB BOY JUST CATCH A BREAK – I also want him and Tony to talk things out after IW (@marvel plz don’t kill either of these angels)!!! (Somebody plz add more I am too emotional to think of anything else for this precious sun n light of America)

???I maybe want a Bucky Barnes(yah I just want Bucky tBH)?? Jk jk I want a Bucky Barnes who is working on himself now (mAYBE EVEN IN WAKANDA he can eat all the plums he wants, read all the books he wants, catch up on all the history that he missed out on whilst being a badass hydra assassin – maybe I also want him to be the new cap but we can talk bout that another time.

I WANT A SAM WILSON AS A FRICKING FULL TIME AVENGER WHO HAS HAPPINESS AND GOES ONTO ROAD TRIPS TO SEE BUCKY N STEVE PLZ N THANK YOU. I want this bb to just be amazing and still work as a social worker (bless this boy honestly) with soldiers n maybe even SHIELD agents who are suffering w/ PTSD

I want a Natasha who is taking some time by herself, plz let this role model of a icon (English plz) maybe teach girls of all ages how to defend themselves against the evils of the world (plz not Clint would host the male equivalent of this bc the world is a scary place for everybody). Maybe let nat even let her guard down for a bit— let her live her life she deserves– have girl nights with her friends– visit Clint n his beautiful family– keep in contact with Steve n Bucky n Sam n Tony n everybody tBH but let her live

I want a Clint Barton who stays sarcastic as always but is finally with his family, maybe teaching archery to his kids??? I’m so glad he has a lil farm plz don’t blow up his lil farm

I want a Wanda WHO FINALLY GETS THE COUNSELLING SHE DESERVES AFTER LOSING HER BROTHER AND GETTING BLAMED !!!! I want her to have a normal teenager years/ early adulthood– maybe let her be friends with peter they can gossip bout everybody. I want her to be happy and not scared. I also want her to be w/ Vision plz

I WANT A VISION WHO DOESNT DIE THANKS MARVEL

[the-omni-princess]

hey i was wondering if i could get a rundown of chapter 11

SO clearly spoilers below the cut and I’ll be giving you the basics plus little tidbits you should know. Cursing, mentions of bad things but hella toned down I promise. Let’s begin

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To basically skip over the torture scene, the reader wakes up and is found to be surrounded by Rumlow, King Peirce, and Zola. If you remember (or if you don't), Zola was specifically the one who hurt Bucky during the War. NOW, basically, the reader said that they were underestimating her family, to which they were pretty much laughing at.

Scene changes to the Northern Kingdom

Bucky’s a mess. Like a “this is my fault” sorta mess. he interrogated the guards after it was clear they lost your trail, and he had killed a guard when his anger got the best of him. He feels he deserves all the guilt that he is currently drowning in as he clutches onto the broken constellation necklace.

Steve shows up and is hella mad but he quickly tosses that shit away because Bucky is a hot mess and clearly needs some help. Steve tries to comfort Bucky, but all he can keep saying is that he broke his promise. Natasha realizes that the slip of paper Bucky has been clinging to (along with the necklace) was the courtship promise he had written down. Steve quotes it (having been the only other person to know what Bucky wrote that day) : ’I promise to protect you, love you, and never let anyone harm you. Until the end of the line, until the day my soul no longer exists.’

Shuri tells them to stop moping, citing that there are four kings in the room, and they need to band together before Hydra kills the reader. Steve, T’Challa, and even Loki all contribute parts of the plan in trying to find reader, and thats when Peter runs in holding up a flashdrive with a Hydra symbol on it that the guards found outside the gate. The entire room is hella tense since the last time they saw a flashdrive like that, it came attached with Buck’s left arm. 

The video plays out the beginning of the chapter, but continues past where it scene changes. The basic of the villian plan is quotes to be: “despite ruining our original plan, you still fit perfectly into our new plan. We want the power you hold. One accident and you're suddenly Queen of the South, and even if you're not crowned, that baby inside you is the future ruler of the North. Your Lil ole Brother, and your good fuck buddy Bucky, will both be abdicating their thrones, handing them over to Hydra.” both men in question are thinking how if it came down to it, they would probably do it. 

Despite the small cuts and stabs reader is on the end of, she’s staying strong and basically telling Hydra to go fuck themselves. The sexual mention is here (where Rumlow makes an off-handed comment about having their way with her). 

Quote: "This is only the beginning Barnes. We'll break her, just like we broke you." The screen went black, the room quiet. The wood splintered around Bucky's hand, shattered as his anger got the best of him. He had a growl building in the back of his throat, deep in his chest. Every knife flick, every word uttered, every second they had you, he felt his fury grow. He knew, without a doubt, he would kill them for even thinking they could touch you.

Then we time skip a week (whoops). Hydra barley is keeping reader alive, and is pumping her with an IV to keep her alive, but also a blue liquid to keep her weak. (Funfact, it was going to be super soldier serum until I remembered this au never mentions serum because I’m an idiot.)

Every time the reader is tortured, she is being recorded. Now for the ending of the chapter I’m ligit just going to quote the last paragraph:

You only clung to the thought of Bucky one day coming through that door, ending the misery you were in. You clung to your family, your parents who always had the best intentions yet we're a little confused as to how to act upon it. Natasha, Wanda, Sam, even Tony and Clint. Your brother, who was probably getting ready to fight all of Hydra by himself. And then, Bucky. Your Bucky. That's the thought that made you smile. How angelic he looked in the early morning, hair mused, body calm, peaceful. His giddy smile when you accepted the conch shell from him, you smiling back when you placed it on his desk. His dorky smile when Aurora and Rainecurled up against you one night by the fire. His groans as you tugged on his hair playfully. The charming smile you could see in the mirror as he learned how to braid your hair with the metal hand. Lounging and naming stars with your own goofy nicknames just to hear him laugh. Yeah, you thought. Him. You'd cling onto him. Your own Northern Star.

So yep, thats a basic summary of the entire chapter. If you have any specific questions, please direct message me and I’d be happy to answer.

[thegaygorgon]

MAJOR ENDGAME SPOILERS

if u haven’t seen the movie, keep reading at ur own peril

no one attack me but i’m actually really upset with endgame. i have a few points of contention:

1. tony fucking stark: not gonna lie, i’m mad at endgame partly because i’m devastated tony is dead, but like, also, how DARE they??? does tony not get a break??? yeah he has a kid but does he get to see her grow up?? does he get to chill with his friends that he’s finally made up with?? does he get to actually rebuilt his friendship with steve?? does he get to spend time with peter, who he obviously had enormous guilt over?? NO, BECAUSE HE’S DEAD!!!! i feel like there wasn’t a lot of closure, which is even more upsetting because we’ve had tony for eleven years and we deserve to see him happy and to know his happiness will last.

2. speaking of closure, NAT: no words. no words. if i said how dare they at tony’s death, double all that emotion at nat’s. what the fuck. where’s the closure what was the point. (okay i understand the point, but not to be mean, i’d rather clint be sacrificed than nat because he had a better life (an amazing family, he literally retired okay, he wasn’t very affected by civil war) and sHE DESERVES TO BE HAPPY sorry i can’t say anything else or i’ll cry)

3. steve (and bucky): listen i love peggy and i love peggy/steve and i love that steve got his dance with her (so no one say that i’m only saying this cos i ship stucky). but like,, gotta say i lowkey can’t stand that steve got old in a different time line okay. not to sound whiny, but i feel like it’s not fair to bucky??? who’s had his back since they were small children??? who literally got his memories back because of steve??? listen i’m not saying i want a full scale stucky-rebuilding-themselves-together-in-wakanda fic (ok maybe i am but shh) (listen i’m not saying it even needs to be romantic) but i feel like they haven’t had a lot of screentime of them Being Friends after the events of civil war. and they deserve that. BUCKY DESERVES THAT- sorry i have a lot of feels about bucky. also i love sam he’s one of my favorite characters (HE’S CAPTAIN AMERICA YISS) but i’m a lil salty that some Friend lines were given to him instead of bucky ack.

4. this is picky but i feel like there wasn’t enough focus on the impact of losing everyone / gaining them back: for example (i’m stuck on steve sorry mates), yes steve did his whole Sad Boi speech and his Sad Boi look, but i feel like there wasn’t a part in the movie where he actually said, “i miss bucky and sam,” you know? they literally only focused on peggy?? and also, why was literally no one who got dusted mentioned besides like, peter and hope (let me know if i’m wrong; those are the people i remember being mentioned) which was RUDE to like, bucky and sam and wanda and t’challa and shuri and yknow EVERYONE ELSE. no offence but less angsting over people who died & you can’t bring back the focus on the movie was how they lost the dusted people. 

(oh also why did thor barely mention loki i’m upset) (YO LOKI DIDN’T GET A GOOD ENDING EITHER)

4. not as big a complaint but like, where the hell was carol: where was she. why was she in space the whole time. she’s supposed to be kicking ass with the avengers, not for the avengers. (but still like damn step on me)

( also, i’m confused, how does wandavision happen if vision is dead? someone explain. ALSO i’m mad wtf were the russos on about “having an openly gay character” that’s cool and all that they did a weird self insert but like, why are you proud about having one (1) minor gay character. cowards. give carol a gf )

other than that i thought endgame was really good. i’m psyched about sam being captain america, and i absolutely loved that part where all the women jOINED TOGETHER AND WERE AMAZING AND BADASS and i loved the part where tony met howard, and literally the whole captain america-captain america fight scene was gold. also i screamed when cap picked up mjonroalifajs however you spell it and also “i am iron man?” also wanda what a QUEEn

it’s just, damn man it really is the end of an era? the avengers can’t bounce back from this? i can’t deal with this so i’m gonna just binge watch the mcu movies bye