#a complete nuisance

[hop3wrlds]

shameless vent time bc i’m not in therapy nymore when i should be: but i am so sick of hearing ppl say i hav sm potential n that i’m "gnna do great things" when clearly i am absolutely incapable of that . what good does ~having ideas~ or ~being well spoken~ do if i can’t be successful where it counts ? "you’re gnna do big things seriously" … HOW if i can’t get through the day w out having a panic attack ? if i still can’t get my academic life together ? i’m nineteen & horrified of asking for help — i can’t break out of the self sabotage cycle . so TELL ME why any of that "you have sm potential" bs matters . being mediocre is eating me alive . i cant amount to anything . i should’ve never had dreams or ambitions .. pathetic .

[thebibliosphere]

Not to be an unbearable plot tease, but I'm editing/rewriting a chapter from Hunger Pangs book 2, and while I adore all of my characters equally, Vlad and Ursula getting to know each other properly might actually be some of my favorite moments.

His realization that he can pester Ursula to tell him more about random historical events as they actually happened, not how they are portrayed in history books, is so, so sweet. He's like an excited labrador who just found a dinosaur bone.

Ursula's very much not used to this kind of attention.

She's used to people only being interested in her power. And here's a werewolf who couldn't give less of a fuck about exploiting her magic for his own gain, and a vampire who wants to ask her what textile production was like circa the fall of the Ecrecian Empire.

[unnonexistence]

hermann thoughts: if i discredit newton and his approach enough, the martial won't give him the equipment for his kaiju drift, and i can protect him from himself. if he despises me for it, so be it. there is little i wouldn't sacrifice to see him safe.

newt thoughts: this is a Best Science competition and i have to Win

[m4ndysk4nkovich]

do you think we were supposed to take ian’s comment about hating debbie seriously? cause it just seemed like him being an annoying sibling but i’ve seen people scold him on twitter. I just think it’s weird that almost everyone else that szn was being aggressive or fighting with her but it’s ian that gets singled out and criticised again. I hate when people pit them against eo cause they are my favourites 🥲

no, i didn’t. and i’ve said this before. it wasn’t ian’s words THERE i took seriously, it was the intent john wells had, and the fact that it was a common pattern in s11 to have her be the punchline of every joke when before, it was nothing like that.

[wingsofhcpe]

to the older Western European tourist lady that almost bodyslammed me to next week while running across the train station at full tilt with her massive-ass suitcase: I hope you step on a sea urchin. I hope you get sunburned even when you put on 50 tons of sunscreen. I hope you get charged 40€ for one (1) plate of kalamarakia. And most of all, I hope you never visit this place again.

You're welcome <3

[fractalkiss]

catching up on c-ent news I missed out on ever since I stopped paying attention to that sphere and it is so fun... when I catch up on k-ent news it gets sad real quick but in c-ent it is all good fun as an onlooker

[tallymali]

Actually "gal" is the woman version of guy, girl is the woman version of boy. Stick to referring to us as women instead of participating in the infantilization of women please 🙃

lmaaoooo you clown

[lewkwoodnco]

girl interacts with real life tumblr users instead of the demons in her head and finds out life IS actually worth living, more at 6

[lunapwrites]

If you have a friend who goes out of their way to make you feel shittier while you're down:

1) that person is not your friend

2) they should be carefully and completely excised from your life, starting ASAP. (Not necessarily immediately, but when you can.)

[i-love-tony-stark]

I wanted to reiterate that I don’t think there’s anything wrong with liking a morally dubious or straight up evil character but for the love of god do not try to pretend that they’ve done nothing wrong. Like if ur blorbo committed war crimes fucking own it, don’t hit me with “but it wasn’t really their fault because they were sad uwu”

[starpeace]

Who's the lady with braids & fancy jewelry/earrings that you drew?? She's gorgeous, I need to know more about her <3

this one? she’s my jedi oc sirilla charn! :D one of my main ocs. she’s an older padawan during the clone wars, thoughtful and anxious and plagued with visions.

she’s from naboo, and she got her headpiece from a merchant on coruscant who claimed it was a genuine naboo antique. she’s so attached to it now that she doesn’t dare to find out if it really is from there, but she wears it a lot and she always fiddles with it when she’s nervous (which is 80% of the time)

[randomloverofmusic]

Sigh........

[marklikely]

sorry ive tried to avoid being a hater for no reason like . hating on stuff just bc i resent its popularity rather than actually genuinely disliking it. i try to avoid doing that now. but can the eras tour please just end already so i never ever have to hear about it again ever.

[cosmoskye]

hello once again pokepasta nation

[phoenixisnthere]

(Rich) white people really think being inconvenienced is basically the same as harassment or assault.

[calluna-of-the-grey]

my friend just described Regill's test with the hellknight outpost where him and my commander Kiki first actually teamed up as "the worlds craziest job interview" and this has spawned the need to shove these silly little guys into a supermarket au because oh the shenanigans that could be had and the metaphor continued as I was describing what happens right before the abyss arc, with the Queen