#ahhh it feels nice to FINALLY do art again!!

[sunrizef1]

Heart Eyes

Pairing: Carlos Sainz x Reader

Authors note: today i discovered that I can fully just screenshot Instagram posts so that was really helpful 🤦‍♀️ | another quick one | opening my Carlos Sainz list then 🌶️

Warnings: one curse word

Face Claim: Joanna Pincerato

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user1 omg 🤩

user2 too hot to get cold

user3 my fav

user4 I love her so much

user5 Carlos Sainz in the likes again

user6 someone tell him to shoot his shot lmao

user7 it’s been months 😭

user8 ahhhhh she looks so pretty

user9 🫶

user10 lovely

user11 ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

user12 I need that swimsuit

user13 I could never 🥶

carlossainz 😍

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user14 omg Carlos finally commented

user15 about time

user16 her hair is so nice

user17 ❄️❄️❄️

user18 y/n just liking Carlos’ comment is so funny to me

user19 prettyyyy

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Beautiful querida 😍

yourusername

Thank you Carlos 🤭 🫶

carlossainz

Of course ángel ❤️

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user20 queen

user21 so pretty

user22 my fav

user23 🎨🎨🎨

user24 Carlos back in the likes

user25 lmao my man’s always lurking I can’t

user26 artsy vibes 👩‍🎨

carlossainz you’re the most beautiful art 😍

yourusername ahhh thank you carlito 🫶

user27 CARLOSSSSSS

user28 my man went from heart eye emojis to full sentences, they grow up so fast

user29 oh trust he still included the heart eyes

user28 can’t change him lmao

user30 and she replied!!! 🥹

user31 they’re already so cute I can’t

user32 ❤️❤️❤️

user33 the fit eats

user34 the prettiest painting is you 🫶

user35 Carlos already pulled that one

user35 good try though queen 🫶

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user36

SMOOTH OPERATORRRRR

user37

Carlos????

user38

Is that my bbg Carlos Sainz

user39

HE DID IT

user40

That better be car boy or so help me god

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carlossainz mi sol ☀️😍

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user41 “my sun” 🥹

user42 Carlos don’t simp on main challenge: impossible

user43 IS THAT BBG Y/N!!!!???

user44 y/n? 🥹

user45 I hope that’s y/n

user46 wait yall know who that is???

user47 we think it’s this girl that Carlos has been interacting with for months now

user46 what’s her @

user47 @/yourusername

user46 omg I just checked and this man has been down bad for months hasn’t he?? 😭

user47 he has been 😭

user48 loml

user49 😍🤩

user50 heart eye emojis, my man is consistent fr

user51 stop with the woke soft launch madness

user52 show it to me Rachel

user53 just tag her bro 😩

user54 y/n liked!!! 😍😍😍😍

user55 ☀️☀️☀️

user56 my fav couple

user57 they’ve been together 3 seconds and he hasn’t even confirmed that that’s y/n

user56 idc I feel it in my nuggets

user58 BAE 🤭

user59 @/yourusername is this u queen???

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user60 Carlos crumbs

user61 I’m sure everyone will be completely normal and calm about this

user62 CARLOSSSSSSSSS 🏎️🏎️🏎️🏎️

user63 YEAHHH CARLITO

user64 that’s the smooth operator I know it is

user65 my down bad king Carlos Sainz

user66 LANDO LIKEDDDD

user67 that’s how we know it’s real, he’s involved his friends 🤭

user68 idc that buff ass arm is car number 55

user69 do we know that’s Carlos???

user70 it has to be

user71 if its not I might jump off a high building

user72 woah, bit dramatic

user71 🤷🏽‍♀️

user73 my two favs 🤩

user74 I think I’m in love with her not even kidding

user75 me too queen

user75 she’s genuinely so pretty 😭

user76 they’re such pretty people, I need couple photos NEOW

user77 hard-launch 🔜 pls

user78 why are they pretending like we don’t know who their launching 😭

carlossainz 😍

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user79 alright so now we definitely know who that is 😭

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mi amore

I sent you that in confidence 😩

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Sorry baby

You just look so cute 🤭

carlossainz

Ah I cant be mad at you querida

But that definitely feels like a “hard-launch”

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I guess it is 😅

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at least I get to post you now 🫶

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carlossainz amor de me vida 😍

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user80 YAYYYYYY

user81 finally 😭

user82 love of my life 🥹

user83 my favorite couple

charles_leclerc ah congratulations!

carlossainz Gracias Charles!

user84 ❤️❤️❤️

user85 THEYVE LAUNCHED

user86 smooth operatorrrrr

user87 beautiful couple ❤️

user88 awwww 🥹

user89 HES DONE IT

user90 y/n posted that story and he was quick with the relationship post 😭😐

user91 he needed us to know lmao

user92 endgame fr

user93 they're so pretty together 🫶

user94 Carlos has been working for this for months, proud of him

user95 can't stop the grind

user96 smooth operator on and off the track

user97 🌶️🌶️🌶️

user98 wait they feel so real like they actually like eachother

user99 “like”? That man is in love with her idc

user100 lmao he definitely acts like it

landonorris smooth operatorrrr

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user101 lmao even Landos using the joke

user102 I can’t they’re so perfect 😭

yourusername love youuu 🥹🫶

carlossainz te amo mi sol ❤️

user103 THE HEART EYES IN THE CAPTION!!! 😭😭😭😭 I LOVE THEM!!!

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@casperlikej @evie-119

[twptwp]

Please share

Hello, I contemplated it a lot, I decided it would be best. I will be sharing this beware on a rather big artist here who hurt me personally.

I will write more at the end. Please take care. Warning: the post is very big

Pestkitty is also known as Nopperabou if I remember the name correctly on other platforms such as Artfight and Youtube

*It should be noted this is very blatant lying on that guys part, I was keeping to myself for this entire time and harassed nobody, on the contrary his friends had been harassing me. I regret not writing that more clearly

I don't think I mentioned it in the original post images but I would also like to note at the time I was not an adult yet and it was my first time going on a plane... 11 hour flight completely alone is scary, no family, nobody in my family has ever travelled so far. It was a very big deal

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Description from original post on Instagram (it's a lot so I'll make it small):

HI HI PAWB! Lots and lots of people wanted me to put this together, please do share, even if you do not know the people it would be great help. The more people who know the more people who can stay safe. This post is a little overdue but I was gaslit by them into thinking these were not big issues and that I was the one being strange so it took a while for me to gain the stability to put this together, I ended up downplaying my feelings a lot and it wasn't untill somewhat recent when I realised I may be developing a new disorder from their abuse that oh... I was not wrong for my concerns and feelings; these people really are harmful. I do not condone harassment so please do not go messaging these people. Block, share, and move on. Stay safe. That is my internet mission for you🚀

I make this post because they are rather gross and dangerous and have considerably big audiences, people have told me their opinions that they should not have the platforms that they have because their behaviours are dangerous. There is more things they've done that I have not included because I would like some of my own privacy even after my private information was leaked in a comic haha... I've displayed enough behaviour from them to show who they are and what they do though, so this is enough!

This is quite intimidating for me, so, I will be going offline off of this account for a few days and just let this post simmer... Not for too long because I have some awesome art cooking HEHE but YA! If there are questions in the comments my friends will answer for me! Though, I think I've been rather transparent so I don't think there would be any.

I will also be providing more proof in my story, specifically proof that slide 10 IS that guy because quite frankly anybody could be "Instagram user" and they have fabricated stuff against me in the past so I think it would be good to prove it is that account.

Okay bla bla that is all, apologies this is such a scary and serious post especially as I like to keep my account a friendly nice place but ahhh it really has been burning at me. So, thank you for reading so very much. Bye bye pawb!

End of description^

That was a lot! So here is why I'm sharing it to Tumblr:

☆Awareness! NOBODY should have to risk getting close to these people. NOBODY.

☆Better circulation! My Instagram post got over 3000 likes, lots of shares, 100s of comment and many saves so it did very well however after a while things leave the light and become something "of the past". I notice this does not happen so much on Tumblr and things continue to be shared

☆This still effects me. The original Beware is from 3 months ago however I am currently doing this because I was restless from lastnight nightmare (I had a nightmare about these people) and now I'm all nauseous and shaky again! It's 3am and I was panicking a lot so I put this together, I'm yet to rest

And finally....

☆TAGS

I notice that if an image in a tag becomes popular enough it shows up on things like Google! Isn't that cwl! So, if a fan of these people searches for them on the internet the beware could show up which may deter them from the artist. This is great, which is why I also need your help in making this popular!

Thank you sincerely for your time, it is greatly appreciated. I feel calmer now that I have made this post, I regret not making it earlier but it is better now than never. Nos da ac breuddwydion melys pawb♡

[hydn-jpg]

HELLO!!!

i am back!! sorry for dropping off the face of the earth again :'0 i was dealing with mental health stuff but i am okay now. the horrors persist but so do i and all that haha

anyway! i spent the past few months focusing (as much as my adhd allowed me to ,, ) on school and writing my thesis, and also spent some time in canada for my research project!! it was a really nice experience and i met some rly cool people too :D

as of writing this it's been a week since my exams finished and almost a month since i submitted my final thesis so that's great! i really feel like i can finally breathe again haha. i poured my blood, sweat, tears and probably other bodily fluids into it too so i hope everything goes well! (emphasis on blood bc my nose literally started bleeding while i was doing my exam ;; lmao)

it's good to be back! does this mean i will be back to posting art? YES absolutely!!! (will be posting one in a few hours :^) ) i'll need to read the new books and recent chapters to get material to draw more relevant stuff but i do have a few pieces that i drew before/during my hiatus that i'll post in the meantime! i have a lot to catch up on but i'll get there haha (especially id2!! idec if it's bad i just wanna see cas and gabe my beloveds :'0 i couldn't stop thinking abt them lately and i've only been doodling them,, ahhh)

i will be more active from now! i really miss posting and interacting with y'all :'D i have reserve forces training to attend next week but other than that i shouldn't have any other pressing matters so i'll be able to spend more time on tumblr!

to everyone i owe something to, i will send a message soon!! and by soon i mean literally after i post this lol. thank you for all your patience!!

[omegaremix]

Fourth Dimension Records, 2024.

Around the time I made an order to Artoffact, another label posted their sale on industrial social media. Fourth Dimension was having a sale on their own titles. Buy them in pairs for a low price; quantities are limited. I was curious as to what they offered; a short list but I found plenty to pick from. I had nothing of Broken Flag. No Ramleh, No JFK, no Kleistwahr, nothing. I have some familarity with Broken Flag because of its connections to Whitehouse and then delved into their material through on-and-off member Philip Best.

As with Artoffact, once I seen Fourth Dimension post their sale, I glossed over their list, made a list of what I want, and sent that payment without a second thought. Order confirmed. I noticed that there was no estimated date of arrival, but trusted that my goods would be here shortly.

I heard nothing about my order. So, I sent out an e-mail to Fourth Dimension just to see what’s up. One of their label-runners was on vacation and wouldn’t be back at home base in a few days. No problem. I can wait and respect this man’s time. I haven’t heard from him in a few weeks, and even thought this was a scam operation. Not so. I e-mailed him again and was told it’s been already sent it out, he could be wrong. If not, he would. Ahhh! It’s on the way.

What a coincidence that things arrive three days after e-mailing the labels as to where the fuck my package is. My six year-old nephew comes dowstairs to deliver it to me. It…feels kind of light? I open the package up and…it’s not what I ordered? Instead of eight CDs, it’s a fresh new unopened triple-vinyl copy of Hunting Lodge’s three-album compilation. I’m stunned.

Did Fourth Dimension pull an accidental switcheroo and mail my package to someone else? I figured that someone would receive mine and kindly return it to the label, said no European ever. Industrial and noise afficionados who know what these bands are worth would never hand them back. They’d hush-hush and keep it. What would any label do? Track them down, show up at their doorstep, and arrest them? That reminded me when I purchased some titles from the Subconscious ‘From The Vault’ series and cEvin Key sent out instead Tear Garden’s Eye Spy With My Little Eye. I let cEvin know I’d mail it back to him and he kindly obliged. I couldn’t keep it. It’s cEvin. Of Skinny Puppy. I wouldn’t live with myself if I did him dirty.

That’s what I offered to Fourth Dimension. Return it to the label so that someone else can enjoy the Hunting Lodge album. No need to, Fourth Dimension said. Keep it, and we’ll send you the right order. Within a few days, I have in my hands seven Broken Flag albums and one from Justin Broadrock to make it eight. At least I can do simple math. It’s becoming a lost art from where I’m from, so I hear.

You see, you need to realize that these are independent / underground labels without much staffing. Some may be volunteers. I lay off and let them take their time correcting orders and fix mistakes. It’s human. It happens. I’m nice enough to say “something’s wrong here, let’s sort it out.” I’m not some selfish demanding c*nt (hi, Philip!) who expects everything done perfectly and right now. I have respect for these labels. What’s the point of having such an entitled attitude? It’s not what these labels are about. After so many years and personal experiences, it makes you. You appreciate the artists and the labels. You appreciate the aesthetic and artistic taste of the world they create, build upon, and live in. That’s what called having love for the culture. It’s all I have for it.

Final: I Am the Dirt Under Your Fingernails

JFK: Weapon Design

JFK: Nganga

JFK: Avalanche Zone

Kleistwahr: In the Reign of Dying Embers

Kleistwahr: Acceptance Is Not Respect

Kleistwahr: Common Values

Kleistwahr: Don’t Let Go

[nitewrighter]

Just wanna say, after reading that last person's ask about following ye for a long time, that time sure does fly, Mun! Haha! I followed ye when I first started college and now Ive graduated, got two years in a small art studio under my belt and now about to take my 2nd year of my master's degree! Although I havent been active all throughout those years Im still glad I followed you then! :Dc

And I will admit I was never into the OW fanfics, I was completely bought in to your fankids' lore and stories! And Ive been meaning to do a reread of your Wake Star Wars fic again!!! Hope you have a great day, Mun!! :]c

Awwww I remember back when you were sending me cool WIPs for your art finals!! It feels like barely a blink of an eye since then, but then again the pandemic's kind of made a time warp of everything.

I still have your Aedan/Rei/Rajeev/Akasha ask in my inbox! I still love my kids and honestly I'm glad even though I write more DC fics these days that people still send me asks about my kids. The kids really wouldn't be who they were without you and your input, though, so thank you for everything and thank you for all the time gushing together, haha. I still have that "Akasha joins the team" wip in my drafts as well...

Ahhh oh my gosh I've actually been thinking about Val and Aria a lot for the past few days because I miss them!!! It would be nice to revisit them... especially since I've been writing more short-form fics recently just out of sheer hyperfixation.

I'm so glad we're mutuals still after all this time. :D :D :D

[leeha225]

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾PINK TINT☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ (2)

Hyunjin×Fem reader

⚠genre⚠: fluff, college scenario, teacher student relationship, maybe forbidden love, red strings attached, very very veryyyy sugar sweet, yet smut says Hi😈

Synopsis: Final year of art school and you still don't know what to do in life. Everything takes a turn when he stepped in, for better or worst. Worst is interesting sometimes. Make my rules sounds nice but feelings never lie.

(a/n: it's all fiction people no hate!!!!)

Warm cup of tea for the day, wrapping her hands around it for heat radiate through her skin, she looked out her apartment window. Evening sun set painting the sky with an array of colors. Wind blew fluttering her art material set for her now due assignment. Since it was the last year attending class everyday wasn't necessary and y/n being the best student never needed so.

Taking a sip of her tea, y/n sat over at her table and took a sheet of paper out. To warm up her hands, she quickly did a rough sketch of anything she thought of. Her pencil like it were possessed drew her pulsing emotions... A boy... No a man.... No... Hwang Hyunjin.

Y/n drew the very view she admired, his gentle smile with the cute crescent curve of his eyes. Looking at it made her flush up again, putting away the drawing quickly, y/n went over to start yer assignment.

Half way through her assignment with the base sketch, her phone vibrated on the table with a low buzz. It was Chungha.

C:Heeyyyyyyyy🤩

Y/n: ola amigo~✋

C: The university is hosting an Art exhibition and Mr K asked if you want to donate any of your paintings!!!

Y/n: I don't have anything exhibition-able

C: Then make one... You have time till next month. He asked you to come tomorrow.

Y/n: okay 😪

C: Seeeeya😎 Good luck 🤗

Y/n had to know the details about the exhibition, rushing up to the office, she couldn't help but feel excited. This was an amazing opportunity for her chance to Paris. Maybe she could even earn money if anyone bought her piece.

"Mr K?" Y/n knocked softly at his cabin door.

"Come in" Inside were decorated with old and new paintings, several paintings stacked in boxes at the side, well yes the place was rubbish but... Colorful.

"Ahhh Y/n, I was expecting you... Come with me" Y/n followed Mr K out to another cabin, to find a junior staff going through few sketches.

"Ms U this is y/n one of my best students" Brief greetings. "She wants to participate in the art exhibition donating some of her artworks"

"Do have anything that you would like to present?" The young woman maybe in her 20s spoke softly with a smile.

"Um... I was thinking since I have one month time, could paint a new one?" Fiddling with the hem of her blouse, y/n felt a sudden break of cold sweat.

"Well the thing is that we have to put up the artworks on the brochure and that has to be sent everywhere"

"O-oh... But I don't have any-"

"Let it be a mystery piece" Y/n jolted at the voice from behind, it was Mr Hwang right behind her that she could feel his presence towering over her.

"A mystery piece is only done with recognized artists to attract visitors" Mr K said while Y/n couldn't think straight. Too close was all she could think holding her breathe.

"It's fine I'll try next-"

"Use my name, I'll be her mentor and I'll produce a piece too with her" All three eyes went wide. Y/n finally turned to look at him, he looked straight at her with a smile. His hair was tied this time, and his usual casual hoodie was replaced with a white cardigan button that hung loose over his body, exposing ample of his collarbone. Paired with formal pants... Classic. Y/n quickly turned away to hide her naughty gaze.

"Great then, you both can use the art room as much as you want. I need to see the progress every week. Two paintings soon"

"Yes Mr K. Thank you Ms U" Y/n still blank slowly processing. Hyunjin walked away with a low chuckle to himself... Is he enjoying this?!

"Y/n a word" Mr K called for her to his cabin. To his dusty cabin again, how does he even survive here without a wheeze. "Sit down, I really need you to take this opportunity seriously, because your paired with one of the best renowned artist. I'm genuinely thankful because he denied my offer in presenting a piece, but now because of you he reconsidered. So, just go with the flow, any problems you can approach me. Okay?"

"He's famous?"

"That's a secret but yeah it's a golden opportunity, not to worry. Also don't ask him personal questions because he doesn't like being...talked about. Good luck then" Something felt off, because y/n felt like she was getting ready to babysit a grumpy kid.

"Thank you Mr K" Y/n walked out of the dust and opened the staff room door to find Mr Hwang leaning against the wall waiting for her.

"Mr H-Hwang" Y/n softly greeted and he came over to her.

"Ms y/n, Let's talk" Instantly he turned away and walked to the nearest empty classroom. Screeching two chairs to the middle face to face for them. Y/n sat down awkwardly adjusting herself as the man sat down casually legs crossed. "What is your art style?" He asked taking out his phone.

"Um...Minimalism? both impressionism and post-impressionism, aesthetics pastel colors and emotions" He peeked from his phone at her, inhaling sharply.

"You know what is my style?" He leaned forward, exposing his chest a bit. Y/n shook her head flushed every moment with the man "Realism, Baroque, expressionism, and emotions. What do you think we have in common?" She looked up at him and wondered, how their thoughts were completely different, he was more of beige guy while hers a more pink. But one thing sure did coincide.

"Emotions" His face lit up.

"Exactly. We are going portray our emotions...Romanticism" The last word was soft as a whisper. Hyunjin stood up to walk towards the board. Playing with the marker lid he leaned back against the board with his gaze fixed at the student up front. "What do you think is romanticism y/n?"

"Expression of emotions of an individual towards anything, like nature, music, art forms and-"

"People yes, very good. But I think it's felony. It isn't real romanticism" Hyunjin tried pushing y/n to the edge to get it out of her.

"Why do you think so Mr Hwang?" Y/n feigned innocence to bring him to the edge too.

"Because if you could love it then why should we learn to let it go" Hyunjin came over and bent to align his gaze with hers.

"W-well they say when person losses someone or something, they are given the most powerful strength of endurance. Love and loss are proportional to one another. Cannot be balanced because everyone will come across feelings of grief once in a while" Y/n bit make a tear as Hyunjin sharp gaze wavered as he was of loss of words.

"Well said" He clapped. "That will be our theme then" Brushing back his hair, Hyunjin went over to write that one the board. 'Love and Loss'. "We are supposed to produce two works, so one is Love and other Loss. Which do you choose?"

"Um, I don't know... Loss?"

"You do Love" Y/n nibbled on her lip because she wasn't familiar with it... Much... Maybe but maybe not. "Have you not witnessed love y/n?"

"No, just a crush but got over it" Hyunjin narrowed his gaze, inhaling deeply as he sat across from her again and whispered.

"Don't worry. I'll help you with that" He smirked to himself toying with her like he was with the marker in Hand.

"Y-yes?" Her questioning gaze was cut off by the bell. Y/n jumped up at the sudden siren, adjusting herself. "I have to get home. Thank you for the insight"

"Right, Thank you too. Tomorrow bring a normal scribble pad, pencil and eraser" Hyunjin stood up and followed her out.

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On her way home Y/n thought of... Love. Foreign as it sounds but she did get a taste of the feeling. Kai, a dance major, senior from school and friend who once helped through embarrassing times. Both first met when Y/n clumsy almost pushed all the bicycles, But Kai caught her in time. Since then she would always find him. Slowly they both started with Hi's, small sentences, exchange of numbers. But after a while, she found that her classmate Jenny made her move on him. Chungha guessed maybe he got close to y/n to just get to see Jenny. Trash, Chungha once exclaimed for them to hear and hid while Y/n was caught. Kai called her over and asked how she was doing and boasted about her girlfriend. Y/n herself said trash bluntly and left. Chungha felt super proud of her friend.

Dark and crushing it is... Love.. Scoff*

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A scribble pad, stationary, water, purse, snacks... All set. Rummaging through her bag one last time before walking to class... No one. Hyunjin isn't here yet, y/n sat down continuing her playlist for a while. Slowly she turned to the nearby window and leaned on the sil. One hand pillowed for her face, while the other dangled outside trying to catch the falling leaves and petals off the nearby tree. In a distance people were playing and cheering for a basketball match. The crowd mingling with the breeze made y/n sleepy. Slowly her eyes fluttered shut as she drifted off to dreamland.

Soft weather continues, but it was night, the moon shone bright illuminating her path. Y/n was walking through her hometown streets, an unfamiliar tree stood in the distance, swaying to the wind and shining under the moonlight. A single petal from a flower on the tree brushed past her cheek warm. The warmth made her smile in peace.

Slowly she got up rubbing her cheek as though the dream were real she realised. Hyunjin! Looking around she found the man right next to her leaning against the wall. His hair all messy but cute, a simple smile looking down at her. Y/n stood up to greet the man, stumbling a little clumsy from the sleep.

"G-good morning"

"Good afternoon" He emphasised for her to check the time and yes it was 1:07pm. "Have you eaten?"

"No I haven't" Correcting herself averting her gaze to her back for her makeup. One side of her cheek had a soft pink touch to it, was it because of the rubbing?

"Me too, so let's go out for lunch, we can start our discussions their" Y/n eyes widened did he just ask her out for lunch. But who would deny the man.

"O-okay" Grabbing her stuff real quick both left out to have lunch at a local restaurant, quickly finding seats, Hyunjin the gentleman he his helped her to be seated. Y/n flushed distracting every brain cell to the menu card. Quickly ordering anything she thought was interesting and took out her scribble pad. Looking up to see the man was staring directly into her soul, running his finger on his lips softly. Gulp*

This is going to take a while...

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A rough sketch on what to be done was complete and so was lunch, both just about to leave.

"I'll pay" Y/n offered but Hyunjin chuckled walking to the counter.

"Another time. Let me be a gentleman today" Fishing out his wallet.

"And tomorrow?" Y/n blurted without thought. He thought for a while and smirked.

"You tell me" Y/n couldn't think straight and went out to find kids playing, giggles and care free vibe. Quickly capturing the moment when one kid came over to her.

"Unnie (elder sister) your pretty like a flower" She said tugging her dress, y/n in awe quickly picked her up and started laughing and asked her name. The little girl answered with her pinching Y/n cheek with a tiny fingers, to see if she were real. Just how contagious kids were with their happiness, quickly turning around to see Hyunjin smiling at his phone.

"I have to go now bye" Putting her down softly and adjusting her dress the little kid ran away waving shy. " Isn't she cute?" Y/n asked to the man who now stood closer. His hair brushing over his face effortlessly.

"Yeah. You like kids?"

"Yeah, How can one not?" Completely in love with the little one.

"Okay" Hyunjin said and walked away, eh...

"Um... Why don't you like kids? " Y/n catching on.

"Yeah I very much do" He said looking at her sideways to observe her reaction.

"Er... Thank you for the lunch" Y/n stammered

"Anything for my student"

Rest of the way they discussed on the later specifics like size, type of paint etc, to place the order.

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The discussion went on for thre days, Mr K confirming and placing order for the materials, Y/n spent the rest of her time with her own assignments. Music, painting, Tea, cake... Regular routine.

Following week the materials arrived. Checking and setting things up, sometimes Hyunjin and Y/n would have that tension moment but eased out as the first priority was the exhibition. The site was set and going around to a get gist was mandatory. Y/n suggested painting a little on the wall to show a connection between the paintings. Hyunjin was pleased and so was Mr K seeing how they got along just fine.

Weeks went by as both sometimes both continued at home and got back to show progress. Yet both didn't dare to make a mistake. Finally as 80% of the art now finished Y/n stretched out, pulling out her headphones to look outside. It was raining and that dimmed out the room. Looking over her board to see Hyunjin full focused painting, studying his features to see his forehead scrunched cutely showing he's concentrating hard. His long slender fingers holding the brush and strokes all elegant. Wow he was an Art himself. Y/n stood up to get a closer look and my God it was amazing. How defined each stroke was representing loss. What made him portray it perfectly?

"It's amazing?" She mumbled, Hyunjin turned and oops he wasn't wearing headphones in one ear. "It looks amazing, love the blend and definition" She said bending over to get a closer look. "How do you bring to color blend without disturbing the base?" Y/n shot a few questions as a student.

"Here sit" She sat next to him as Hyunjin explained his tricks in a very detailed way and yes her intention to learn were genuine.

"How can you portray loss so well?" She whispered but the man again heard her. Leaning back, he loosened his hair tie and looked at the painting.

"What do you mean by that?"

"I-I mean it's perfect like you have really gone through that emotion-"

"Yes I have, I did lose someone dear to me" Y/n wanted to ask more but Mr K words echoed.

"I'm sorry to have asked"

"No it's alright, you were right though, one who experiences loss are given the most powerful strength of endurance" He looked at her, both were close leaned in. Just an effort and the space between could just disappear. He looked down at her lips then back at her but turned away. Silence as Y/n very well understood his emotion. Suddenly a romantic OST played out loud complementing the rain and the atmosphere. Y/n quickly got to her feet to see that her headphones went off and phone started playing out loud. Shoot

"Y/n" A low call as her name seemed to echo through her. Hyunjin was now on his feet too, one hand extended out. The room now super dark because it was after university hours, not many people in the building, is that why everything seemed to be heard like an echo? The pattering loud and clear. She went over and stood in front like she were possessed by the man, he softly pulled her close. Shiver ran down her spine like the room had got 5 times cooler. But the warmth from him eased. One hand on her hip lightly and other held her hand warm and firm. Both hands covered in paint looked beautiful to them. (Artists you see) Slowly both swayed to the music, starting with simple steps and slowly they twirled causing them to giggle. The sad atmosphere now better, Hyunjin looked beautiful smiling like a kid. His crescent eyes curved to complement his beauty mark. Like a moon and star. The tempo increased and steps became fast too, twirling about when both finally laughed out their hearts looking at each other and...

Peck~

Hyunjin softly brushed his soft lips over Y/n's making both flushed with a mild pink tint.

a/n: Just finished my exams, super sorry for delays people😘Love you guys for the support. ❤it 🔁it... ~

[crownonacat]

List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! Get to know your mutuals and followers (ू•‧̫•ू⑅)♡

Ahhh hi hello ❤️!!!! Hm let's see:

1. Books/Stories/Reading

Always!! I'm normally reading something or the other, whether it's fanfic, a webnovel, a novella, manhwa, manga, or something. I enjoy DnD a lot for that same reason, and my favorite type of game is an RPG of some sort shjdndjwmdks. I'm honestly more of a reader than a writer, but the only reason why I even began to start writing anything was because I like reading and wanted more to read but about my own characters ^^;

2. Art

Both drawing and actually viewing! I like going out to museums and galleries just to look around when I have time (which is not often ;-; unfortunately). Landscape paintings of water or bodies of water will continue to drive me insane they're always lovely. I like art a Normal Amount and I won't lie when another con comes I may be down more money buying prints again sjsjdhdjs. I also like to do art for myself and friends when the art block lets me and atm its currently cooperating, so fingers crossed it stays that way.

3. Tea

I'm kinda indifferent about coffee?? It's never really done anything for me caffeine wise and the taste is alright (I don't know if I'm doing it right tbh dhsjsnj). But I adore tea specifically jasmine green and black tea. I do take mine with what I like to say is a decent amount of sugar but I have a friend with a bigger sweet tooth so I don't think the amount I put is bad? I hope? Milk tea is really good too :D

4. Night time/ Evening

Mainly cause I like looking at the sky around this time and it's peaceful. Especially summer evenings when it's been really hot all day and the only time it starts to get like a reasonable level of heat is right before the sun sets; its nice to sit outside and just relax during this time. Also cause the sky turns color going pink and purple before the stars come out and those are another treat to see.

5. Cats

Every day I mourn the fact that I don't own one of my own but I adore them and their little faces and horrible/fantastic attitudes. Watching videos of them doing dumb things brings me joy like nothing else, and the few times I've met one that deigned to let me pat it made me feel like king of the earth. One of these days, I'm finally gonna give in and adopt one. One day T^T

[vynnysvalley]

My Favorite Upgraded Card Art for Every PJSekai Character

I’m bored 

Uhhh spoilers for pjsekai trained card art below

VIRTUAL SINGERS

Hatsune Miku

Nightcord Miku has the prettiest cards 

Idk I like anything winter-themed 

Very cozy with a pretty color scheme 

Kagamine Rin 

Ahhh the sunflowers suit her so well 

Flower girl Rin real 

Her outfit is adorable 

Kagamine Len 

I used to listen to Servant of Evil on repeat 

Angsty art is always a W 

The yellow roses are a really nice touch 

Megurine Luka

You know how hard it was to pick a favorite all of her cards are gorgeous 

I didn’t know I needed gothic Luka until now

I want this aesthetic 

MEIKO 

MEIKO FINALLY GETTING THE JUSTICE SHE DESERVES 

God this card, idk how to describe how it makes me feel other than “warm”?? 

 She knows she’s killing it 

KAITO 

It’s giving angel 

God the lighting /pos 

He looks so ethereal here and it’s so pretty sdfljk I love KAITO 

Leo/need 

Hoshino Ichika 

Serious Ichika >>> 

I’m loving the outfit 

Idk what else to say other than I love this card and Ichika supremacy 

Tenma Saki

I’m gonna be honest I just really like cards with desserts idk why 

I love the little stars on the chair and umbrella 

Saki looks so cute awee 

Mochizuki Honami

HONAMI UNDERRATED 

I love the frame(?) of this card it’s just a really cool touch 

Very pleasing on the eye 

Mochizuki Honami

The megaphone and loudspeakers are so good

The color scheme is very Shiho 

All the instruments around her lsdf genius 

MORE MORE JUMP!

Hanasato Minori 

VERY Minori 

This card feels like it’s telling a story and I love it 

Super addicting to look at 

Kiritani Haruka 

She rlly said “aesthetic Pinterest board” 

I like how it’s tilted a little I think that looks neat 

Her outfit is pretty 

Momoi Airi 

HER HAIR IN THIS CARD AAA

Super cute and def suits Airi 

Again, desserts 

Hinomori Shizuku 

Who gave her the right to have some of the prettiest cards in the game

This card is kinda bright ngl but idc it’s perfect I love the ballroom theme

This outfit >>> 

Vivid BAD SQUAD

Azusawa Kohane 

Kohane cottagecore lesbian real???

Like Rin she looks so pretty with all the sunflowers 

Look at her she’s just taking a stroll and having a good time 

Shiraishi An 

I actually screamed when I saw this card 

Like what the fuck it is so pretty and that DRESS???? 

The angle too everything about this card is [chefs kiss] 

Shinonome Akito 

God the art for this one is amazing 

Idk is he doing a fucking backflip or something I mean go off 

That ribbon thing on his mic makes him look cooler 

Aoyagi Touya

ANGSTTT AHA

Gosh the lighting on this one is perfect 

It’s simple but beautiful 

Wonderland x Showtime!

Tenma Tsukasa 

This event man :(( 

I love him sm the skrunkly he looks so pretty here 

I like how he’s on top of a book and the book is like coming to life 

Otori Emu 

Look at her she’s so silly 

Emu with a giant paint roller is horrifying /lh 

The silly drawings and animal friends aaa cute 

Kusanagi Nene 

It’s giving Mary Poppins 

Her outfit suits her so well sldfkj 

Again I like the tilted angle it’s cool 

Kamishiro Rui 

Steampunk alchemist Rui underrated 

He’s so gender wtf like hand it over 

Cool hat 

Nightcord @ 25:00

Yoisaki Kanade 

It reminds me of Tangled and that’s one of my favorite Disney movies 

Kanade’s dress looks gorgeous also her bangs 

I liked how it’s zoomed out 

Asahina Mafuyu

I LOVE MAFUYU MY #1 KIN 

I have a soft spot for black and white or like discolored(?) cards 

I care her,,, 

Shinonome Ena 

THE COLORING??? /pos 

I love how they tried to make this card look like a painting 

Who needs the Mona Lisa when there’s Ena /j

Akiyama Mizuki 

Idk if there will ever be another Mizuki card that beats this one

This card is just so,,, Mizuki, I mean the aesthetic, the pose, the outfit 

I love them 

[tathrin]

🎨 + 🤲

From this ask meme. (I know you asked these last night, I'm sorry for running out of time to answer them before. I hope you didn't worry that you'd been forgotten!)

These are the last asks in my inbox so if I haven't answered yours yet, then they have been lost/forgotten sorry please resend.

🎨 How do you feel about fan art of your stories?

I WOULD ASCEND BODILY INTO A HEAVEN I DON'T EVEN BELIEVE IN IF SOMEONE DREW FANART BASED ON ONE OF MY STORIES OH MY GODS. Ahem I'm fine, very chill, nbd. Fanart is awesome.

🤲 Would you please share a snippet of a wip?

I'm going to combine this with another ask and answer them both together since they touch on the same topic:

So @katajainen has gotten me thinking about zombies in Middle-earth courtesy these amazingly awful fics here, and now I find myself lost deep down a world building rabbit hole (inspired also by @roselightfairy and @deheerkonijn's incredible Modern LotR AU) for a Modernized High Fantasy Zombie Apocalypse story and setting. Here's a bit of it.

The sound of the engine, which has been their steady accompaniment for so many hours now that it feels like the rumble of it must be baked all the way into their bones, finally fades. The silence that follows is so strong that it almost rings, feeling somehow louder than the engine for a moment.

Then it is broken by two car doors opening and closing, and the heavy stomp of dwarven boots across rough ground.

"Ahhh!" Gimli says, holding his arms up over his head and stretching all the way up onto his toes before bending over and grabbing for his ankles. His spine crackles in relief. "That feels good!"

"Don't go tumbling head-over-heels and rolling back down the mountain, now," Glóin chides him teasingly.

Gimli rolls his eyes and stomps off into the brush that lines the overgrown road for a few moments of very specific privacy. Behind him, his father snorts into his beard and then goes groping for a handkerchief. Dwarves are not people of sunlight and trees, and the pollen of so many plants is making his nose drip.

That doesn't mean that Glóin can't appreciate the view a little, as he turns to look back down over the land behind them. From this point of the High Pass, he can see great fields of green and brown stretching out behind him. Sunlight sparkles off the curve of distant rivers, and birds that he cannot name twitter in the sparse trees that dot the steep mountain earth around him. This is not a place for dwarves, outside in the sun with nothing around but green plants and feathered, flying things; but it is still a mountain, even if they stand on the outside of it rather than within. It is still a good place, in its own way, even if it is not a dwarven one, and Glóin takes a few minutes to appreciate the sights around him.

Also it is nice simply to be out of the car for a little. Glóin always thought the seats of the [DWARVEN CAR MAKE] to be the epitome of comfort, but after three days of being crammed into one as the car jolts and bounces its way up an unpaved mountain road, he is beginning to revise that opinion. Like Gimli, Glóin stretches out his stiff muscles a little, but he does not have his son's enthusiasm—nor his youthful flexibility. He contents himself with smaller motions, working the bones and joints as much as anything. Even dwarven bodies, which are stiff and stony by nature, can become uncomfortably rigid after too long confined in one tight space, and it feels good to ease that stillness and get the blood flowing again.

Glóin groans happily as he sinks down onto the warm bumper of the car, luxuriating in the feeling of stretching his legs out before him without pedals to interfere or the press of a belt across his chest to draw him back. He listens to the crackling sounds of Gimli stomping through the brush, at this point finished with his moment of privacy and now just giving his blood a chance to wake up too. Glóin glances over and sees his son shooting glances over the edge of the mountain, clearly also taking a moment to enjoy the view, and he smiles and ducks his head before Gimli sees him watching and accuses him of getting sappy.

Gimli is too young to understand, but he will someday. Sappiness is an inevitable side-effect of fatherhood, and not something that any dwarf stands much chance of resisting in the end.

He scratches absently at the bandage that sticks out past the end of his rolled-up sleeve and lets himself wonder what being a grandfather will be like. The day is many years away of course, if it should come at all; but out here in the warm sun with the air blowing past crisp and clean on the side of a high mountain, it is a nice thing to contemplate. Certainly better than the ugly plague they left behind in Erebor, the grim knowledge that cannot be forgotten and which drives the urgency of their travel.

Glóin catches himself scratching harder and makes a face into his beard. The itching is a good sign, he knows, a sign that the wound below is healing; still, that knowledge does not make the itching pleasant. With a sigh, he pulls his hand away before he can dislodge the soft white cotton or do some damage to the oozing scabs that lie concealed beneath.

He still can't believe Kili bit him when he went to hug his poor, feverish nephew goodbye.

Glóin sniffles and curses the pollen all around them. He wipes his nose again as he hears Gimli laugh. "You all right, da?" his son calls from the other side of the car.

Glóin looks down at the handkerchief in his hand and feels a chill run up his bones suddenly, despite the warmth of the sun overhead. "Fine," Glóin barks, staring at the spots of blood on the pale cloth. "Just a bit stuffy from all this damned greenery."

Gimli chuckles and returns to whatever he was doing before—more stretching, Glóin thinks absently, from the sounds of soft grunting and shifting cloth—and Glóin shoves the bloody handkerchief deep into the pocket of his jacket. He shivers, despite the warmth of the day.

"All right, time's wasting," he declares, taking care to make his voice as cheery and boisterous as though he were calling a crowd in for a feast. He shoves himself to his feet and unrolls the sleeves of his jacket against the sudden chill. "We aren't out here to sight-see, after all," Glóin says, and is abruptly reminded of the sight of Dori coughing into that bloody handkerchief of his back in the dim and empty council chambers. Is he well again by now, or has he succumbed like so many have to the disease, to be lying even now in a feverish stupor in a bed lined with chains in the increasingly-crowded hospital rooms? Are the dwarves they have left behind getting better on their own, or are they still getting worse?

Has anyone died yet?

Glóin shivers again and pulls his jacket tighter, buttoning it up high beneath his beard. As anxious as their hurried trip has been so far, he feels more than ever now that they are running out of time. "Back in the car," he orders.

Gimli grumbles good-naturedly, but he doesn't hesitate. He understands the urgency of their journey too, after all. He walks back to the car, taking the chance to stretch his arms up over his head and tug at them one last time before climbing back inside. His shoulders protest the movement but they revel in it, too, and some of the ache of travel lifts from his muscles.

Glóin's aches do not lessen. The stone of his bones is too old, the boulder of his heart too heavy. "In fact," he says slowly, "why don't you take the wheel for a while."

Gimli freezes with his hand on the door. "Da," he says, "are you talking pyrite?"

"No." Glóin shakes his head. He tosses the keys to Gimli. "Go on, if you're going to."

"But you hate my driving," Gimli says, even as he hurries to the other side of the car and slides into the driver's seat before his father can change his mind.

"Eh, well," Glóin shrugs. "Nobody else on the road all the way out here, is there? What better time for you to drive."

"Da," Gimli groans, "that was one time and I was barely sixty. I'm not going to hit anything now."

"Certainly not if you don't get moving," Glóin says mildly.

Gimli curses him affectionately and starts the engine. As the car rumbles off up the mountain pass, Glóin turns his face to the window and discreetly wipes his nose again.

His hand comes away bloody.

[stinkbrat]

hello stinkbrat i heart your art 😔💛 a lot of the time I'm not familiar with the source material but I always love seeing how you draw or interpret a character and I especially love your compositions i love when it's two or more characters and how you sometimes squish them together and it makes this beautiful shape, and the characters become this, like, tableu of so much tenderness and intimacy 😔💞 i remember a few years back (sorry to bring this up if you've moved on from this) but you drew some witcher stuff and I always felt so much love in each piece I wasn't really knowledgeable of those characters at the time but they were my favorite thing and inspired so much warm feelings and made me happy because they looked so in love in your pieces ahhh anyway I've just been meaning to send this ask for years now and I'm finally doing it I hope your day is going well hope you have a lovely week and month and rest of the year and new year and i just wanted to tell you how much I appreciate you and your art and your vision for everything :')

This is such a nice message and such a nice boost during the season that likes to kick ppls asses. Thank you so much!! I'm not a huge artist by any means so it's always really nice to be told that ppl still see what I make and also like it!!

Also! It's so nice to be complimented on my favorite part of my art too! The big gelatinous negative space shapes are very personal to me so again it's nice to know it lands with others too ;v;

[bonesandthebees]

BEE IM SO EXCITED LETS GO OKAY GLASS FIRST WOOO THIS IS ALSO GREAT BECAUSE IM GETTING MY HAIR DONE RN AND NEEDED SOMETHING TO DO

ahhh thats the palace hes there in there in that yep

he might as well be dead i mean the pythia that he once knew is dead

flashback wooooo

your descriptions are alwasy SOOOOO

GOOD LIKE IDK THEY JUST AHHHHH

omg theyre at nikis right probably

“my pythia” why dont you go crawl up you own a— anyways. this is a pg zone (i just dont curse)

i want to slap him around a bit, just a tiny bit just like hang him from the ceiling and wack him like he’s a piñata at a five year olds birthday

THEY ARE AT NIKIS

TATTOO

HES DOING IT ISIRJSF ANDOQLFNWIF

tommy is so baby brother

NOTNIN THE PHYSICAL SENSE *spins around very quickly like a tornado*

WHO HE IS OH MY GOD BEE

why is schlatt

i think schlatt would look nice with a black eue it would bring out how much kf a d— anyqays

TAKE THAT SCHLATT

i need more people to draw this tattoo because every singly one is so ahhhhh like i have no clue how this is supposed to look bjt every design peiple make makes sense and i need more im so curious to see how people see

i love the way wilbur thinks i want to take his brain and poke around in it like its so intriguing

also like idk as a person feeling your pulse is always so… intimate? i do it a lot, like just feeling my pulse reminding myself that im human, we all have a pulse. idk its comforting in a way just feeling the way the blood pumps through your body regardless of the world, that youre alive no matter what as long as that blood keeps pumping. like even when everything feels out of place, youre still human.

sorry anyways

anywho thats why hes fiddling with the cuff then hes nervous aboht them seeing

UGH HES SO ANNOYING I WANT TO CHUCK HIM ONTO LIKE I-5 OR SOMETHING

im gonna send a prayer your way schlatt.

GO WILBUR GO

god hes so idk his brain man and the way you write and god i love this fic so much

WHY DOESNT IT FEEL LIKE MINE AHEOHEIFJWO SO WOROWKK OK DA P WAS HEQID

im cool and chill

the vessel.

yep.

cool.

thats cool.

HES WILBUR

i just like god this fic man

ah yes tommys tattoo

just saying on… july 28th i said it was from wilburs murder attempt!! im so smart sometimes

HE DOENST WANT TO BE EMPTY AGAIN WHAT RHE FUEFUVJ

anyways im so normal aboht this fic

oh me too wil lets fist bump over our shared fear of failure and disappointment

me when he realizes that they werent empty he jsut didnt know they were allowed to not be empty

THEYRW FMAKILTLY OU YK EGOD THEY MEHM

BROTHERISHD OH MY GODHD I LOVE RJEM

BOOM AH

GUNSHOTS AH

HIS UBER DRIVER IS HERE YAY!!!!

TOMMY!!!!!!

HIS HROTHERUWIDHS IM NEVER GOING TO HE OKAY WHEN THEY SAY THAT

i loveddddd the way you formatted it it was super neat and idk im just a sucker for interesting formats of swifching between past and present and like idk yeah it was cool

AND NOW OFF TO READ THE ROYALTY AU!!!

- 🪿

hi goose this is a few days old now but finally getting around to answering this!

aaa thank you I'm so glad you like my descriptions :D it was definitely a bit tough getting back into the glass writing groove with the style I use for the descriptions and stuff so I'm glad it turned out ok

"my pythia" made my skin crawl to write

YEAHHH TATTOO TIME. every single time I see fanart of the tattoo I freak out (/pos) so much because all the interpretations are SO cool. I love seeing what people come up with because I myself have no artistic ability, I can only describe what's in my head through words, so when people are able to actually put that into art form it just makes me so happy

yes exactly that's why I wanted it on his pulse!! I wanted it to sit right over the reminder that he's human! that he has blood pumping through his veins! everyone has that blood and that heartbeat and I wanted the tattoo to sit right above that both because of the connection to his heartbeat, but also because it's the place other people can feel your pulse. it's the connection point almost between your pulse and others, if that makes sense.

(random fun fact, I can't feel my own pulse on my wrist. doctors and nurses can't get a pulse from my wrist either. like there have been many times I've gone to the doctor and the nurse has tried to take my pulse and they frown and readjust their hand and then they try the other wrist and no matter what it doesn't work and I'm just sitting there. the only place you can get a pulse off of me besides straight up feeling my heartbeat is on my carotid artery on my throat)

aa thank you I had a lot of fun describing wilbur's thought processes in this chapter, especially with the alternating format

you were RIGHT about the vine tattoo you got it and it was so funny I had to just not say shit but i was like yup, several people have already figured it out :)

HIS UBER DRIVER IS HEREEEEE

aaa I'm so glad you enjoyed!! I had so much fun with the format of this chapter. I plotted it out a bit before my trip, and I specifically wanted to finish ch 25 before my trip because I knew ch 26 was going to be the one I'd most want to write after I got back. I needed a REALLY good exciting chapter to come back to and the alternating format was going to be the way I sucked myself back into the story after being out of that headspace for 3 weeks straight, and it worked. it was just so cinematic in my head y'know? I can perfectly picture the flipping between past and present with like different color grading and lighting and music and all that

[ask-these-fantrolls]

[Every once in a while I have the immense urge to come back to RPing on tumblr, especially when I talk with my friends and they say how much nicer the community has been lately and how nice it is to see so many new people! Maybe I'll open some characters for asks again sometime, if any of yall still following me want to play with my characters again QwQ

Also I'll do a little life update under the cut I guess?]

A lot has happened ahhh! I left because some things that happened on here really left me disgusted and heartbroken, but I've always read the messages you sent while I was away and looked at yalls blogs from time to time when I missed our convos.

Off the net, I've been doing really well lately and finally got real answers for my medical issues. Who knew finding a dr who actually does Real Tests instead of just making an assumption and telling me to take supplements would actually help? I don't wanna go too much into detail, but I've been officially diagnosed with a chronic illness that (as goes with chronic illnesses) can't really be cured. I do have Actual medication for when it flares up now (yay! No more fucking supplements to Slightly Help one of the symptoms as opposed to finding the source xD) and it's been really helpful with my blackouts, hypotension, and somewhat with my anxiety. There are some nasty side effects, but hey at least I know when I'm having an actual medical flare up instead of feeling like a loser when I sometimes just can't do the things I want to.

I've made a tiny bit of fantroll art in the past 2 years so maybe I'll post that on here? Idk, haha!

In any case, I hope you've all been doing super well! It would be rad if yall told me how you've been, I've missed you QwQ

[jihyocentric]

the drabble.....the art......puppy!hyo enjoyers (me) are being FED

nonono but i wanted to say abt the pup!hyo drawing, i used to have a german shepherd when i was younger (kinda where i got the idea that jihyo was a german shepherd to begin with) and he always had one ear up and one ear down. thats how i always think abt him and now to see jihyo like that really hit me...made me tear up fr ty l4zylurker it was a good drawing and i also love ur art!! u did fantastic!!

and then i read the drabble and i did cry. just a little bit. nayeon came back!!! they're together again!!!! but im so glad jihyo told jeongyeon how she actually feels. and her being super chatty was tooooo cute poor jeongyeon but hey those are the things you for the people you care abt right? and she was so attached to her too ough the things jeonghyo does to me

it was the reunion scene that got me IM SO SOFT AND IT WAS SO SWEET jihyos entire world revolves around nayeon they are so so perfect i love them too much

AND THEN IT WAS BREEDING TIME DLKJSLDKFL GOOD FOR THEM...until jihyo gets in trouble, the whole moment where she just goes "please dont be mad" while cumming on nayeon I GIGGLED A BIT POOR JIHYO IS GONNA GET IT BADDDDD

ahhh but the confession was cute!! 3mix is moving along real nicely good for them!!

it was a great fill, ty for it lumi!! and incredible art too this blog really has it all

keep doing great things!!

-🐶

STOP MAKING FUN OF THE BREEDING TIME let me liveee 😭

yeah their ears are so cute 🥺 the part where hyo is chatty was something i kept thinking about, i think she's super talkative with jeongyeon bc they talk about things nayeon won't understand,, like nayeon doesn't care about sports, she doesn't play games and stuff and jihyo finally found someone to talk to when it comes to those things so yup it's adorable!! she's a little too much but jeongyeon will listen

idk if you noticed but i was planning to make 2yeon have a past together,,, it's what jeongyeon was about to tell jihyo when they were having breakfast: 2yeon had a thing for a couple of months when they first got into uni and they didn't end up together because 1) they were just trying out new things and they didn't really fall in love back then and 2) jeong found someone else (and they obv didn't work out together), so yeah they became besties over the time and then nayeon got jihyo and the rest we all know

[myreactionvibe]

There Will Be Blood

I had to get on my tumblr for this.

If you like Paul Dano and his face and acting...

There Will Be Blood will... challenge you.

So homie is praying with the elder lady right?

WHY DOES HE HAVE BEAUTIFUL HANDS?

AND WHY IS HE... PRAYING LIKE THAT.

WHY AM I SO UNCOMFORTABLE ABOUT THIS...

Side note: I'm trying to understand if.. like there is twins or just one person lying...

OH NO.... Why do I have a bad feeling about the kid..

OH NO.

KID'S DEAD.

SOMEONE'S GONNA DIE.

THIS ISN'T GOOD.

dang.

OH NO.

Not good.

Poor kid.

The one thing I like about this movie so far is like the lead character knows people. Like he smells out the good the bad and the sneaky sneaky. I wish I had that.

THERE HE GOES, GETTING BEATEN UP AGAIN.

OH SO THERE ARE TWINS!

Dang... what an abusive son.

People wanting that moneyyyyyyyyyy.

Still giving that baby alcohol...

How come I don't trust this... "new" brother...

Everybody wants his money and his hardwork... Anyway to make him sensitive.

Daniel is pretty smart.

Business man smart.

DANG LITTLE KID... JUST STARTS A FIRE.

HECK!

But he's trying to protect his dad but his dad doesn't see that.

Sigh

This little boy reminds me Eric something from the band called The Animals.

ARE YOU... YOU ARE DITCHING YOUR KID?

WHAT

WHAT A DICK MOVE.

THAT'S JACKED!

He's a very smart business man.

OKAY. WHY YOU THREATEN BRUH.

OH NO. HE IS PISSSSSSSSSED.

Dang... Wait is he a orphan?! Or a boy's school...

Dang everyone is getting on his bad side...

He's just pissed. Just mad.

THIS MAN JUST... OWNING EVERYTHING.

He's finally working with the Union huh...

Man did it.

I think he realizes... that his brother isn't what he says he is...

HE'S A FAKE.

I think homie just enjoys the simple things in life as his brother is... materialtic.

DANG. MAN PULLS OUT A GUN.

OH NO. POP QUIZ TIMEEEEE~

OH NO. YOU GONNA UNALIVE. OH WHAT.

DID HE JUST.. HE DID!

OMG.

Wait... what just happened...

Daniel has no patience for... the Church.

BE PART OF THE CHURCH.

HAHAH this man is like "anything but that... but i have money... you want that?"

"No.. church."

OH NO BACK TO ELI.

ELI IS SUCH A BUTT.

Daniel is so... realistic like this is a waste of my time.

I can feel this vibe from him.

OH! HOMIE JUST GOT SMACKED... OMG

WHY IS HE SMAKCING HIM LIKE THAT.

such oh.....

SO HE'S THE ABUSIVE ONE! NOT THE DAD.

Cult vibes....

HE'S WITH HIS SON.

Poor dude... everyone is beating him at his game by using his son.

OH. SON JUST STRAIGHT BEATS HIS DAD.

Well... it's deserved.

His hearing may be gone but... he's a good observer.

And he did it. He's a man of his word.

AND WHERE YOU GOING ELI?

Such a weirdo, smiling like that. (Sorry, I have a crush on Paul Dano. Leave me be.)

1927... so him and and her are married. Very nice.

Daniel's an old man.

That's a huge lonely house.

Why you going to Mexico? Ah. Making his own drilling. I gotchu.

His dad is very competitive and yes, very stubborn.

OH NO. HE'S TELLING HIM THAT'S NOT HIS SON. I MEAN THAT'S THE TRUTH BUT... IT'S SO MEAN.

whoAAAA.... "you're lower than a bastard."

That's stings. Heck.

As I'm watching this... I'm glad Daniel is very much a rich man. Like he doesn't need women or drugs but alcohol and his money.

AND CUE IN ELI SUNDAY.

He's just...like a fish that bottle.

OH...

false prophet huh...

Daniel just sees through people huh?

Dang... Daniel is getting everything... EVERY

THING....

Oh.. so he needs money.

this is 1927...

Great Depression... ahhh.. I see.

Paul was the one who was smarter than his twin brother.

Eli just beaten around the bush for money.

DANG HE'S GONE.

WE NEED A CLEAN UP ON LANE ONE.

OH NO. HIS ASSISTANT.

Pfft! "Mr. Daniel?"

"I'm finished."

DANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

GOOD FILM! It was uncomfortable but that's art right?

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Ahhh, Faye, how have you been? I was going through the "For You" thingy on Tumblr and came across your post.

My January has been alright, actually! Some meh stuff here and there. I'm currently sick but I'm getting better, thankfully.

School has been quite rough, I can't focus on studies at all but I'm trying my best to do at least SOMETHING 😭✋✋ I honestly can't wait to finish and do some things I planned!

I think I should be able to pass the exams, at least enough. In my art school, they even reward you with an okay grade if you are QUIET because boys there are so loud and ruin the class for everyone SMSMSK so that gives me an advantage, I get to draw and be quiet during class and I will probably get an okay grade. I'm getting them officially the next month and then some more months until final exams msms

My plans for the future are probably: me getting a blood test to check if I have anything.

Me doing an English test to see where my English level is. If I'm very good at English, they'd be willing to hire me since in my country, it is REQUIRED to have it learned since we have so many people from other countries visiting or even living here! I believe I'm very good at it and I'm hoping to get the highest rank or at least something like that! I'm still not sure how it works here yet but I know you're supposed to give a test and see where you are.

I'm actually planning on becoming a barista as well, I love making coffee for my mom and some drinks for my family or even for myself (chocolate milk) and it low-key calms me down soo!! I'm going to aim to start drinking coffee as well (God knows I'll need it in the future probably) and my best friend told me I should try it with coffee and as time goes on, I should lower it, when I get materials or be able to go out on my own officially, I can't wait! I also heard you need to take lessons but I'm willing to learn!!! I found out it's one of the jobs that makes me feel actually excited for.

The fact it's also a job that is in the morning hours (at least from what I've read) i think it's awesome! I think I'm a morning person and I think I'd just be too afraid when it starts to get dark.

I have some more plans but they will need time before I actually go through with them! Like getting a house and having a good income as well. So I'm planning on also buying a digital drawing tablet to start practicing more my art, which has improved a little bit I think!

I also got some emulators and I've been playing Pokemon a lot, I'm able to pet a Charizard now!! No, I'm totally not obsessed what are you talking about-

I wanna get back to writing but I'm not sure yet T_T

But man, it's been a rollercoaster, I've been years on this app and I'm becoming 18 soon AHAHAHAH-

Have a nice day, Faye! Happy hearing from you again!!^^

Hey! It's so nice to hear from you again ☺ this month has started off feeling like a rollercoaster but my god am I hanging in there.

I feel the same way about writing at the moment! Trying to find something that really captures my attention but is small enough for me to ease back into writing with. Though, this break I've (accidentally) taken has been really nice.

I'm sorry to hear that school is hard to focus on at the moment but it's very exciting that you don't have little of it left! That behavioural grade sounds nice too - I used to love getting rewarded just for being quiet (read: shy) in class. Also, judging by your fics and messages, I have full faith that you'll ace the English exam! I'm rooting for you 💕

I'm so happy you've found a job that excites you! Being a barista sounds like it could be so rewarding, especially if it's something you've been interested in for a while. And it's even better that the hours line up with what works for you.

I'm currently in the process of applying for a teaching license. It has taken me a course and two exams to get here and I'm relieved to be through it. Now I have a feeling all that waits for me is annoying paperwork.

Despite the chaos of these first few days of February, I'm so grateful for the people around me who make me feel cared for and supported even when I'm struggling.

I hope you have a wonderful rest of your day /week/month! It was so nice to hear from you again! 💕

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In which Opal is turned into a mutant bilby due to a freak experiment gone wrong. She initially appears to take the drastic change well, far better than her time wielding spouses. However, it suddenly hits that their disdain for bandicoots/the order Peramelemorphia is... immense, to say the least. A moment of panic ensues.