#akiis thoughts

[akiiame-blog]

Since you are aroace do you like garlic bread?

You know it

[akiiame-blog]

Oh.

Oh I've always felt this way about my gender.

I've never given my gender identity much thought. I just kinda accepted that I was a cis woman and that was that, but I never really felt like a cis woman.

Maybe I should give this more thought.

Source | Day 23

[euphoricbi]

glad to know you missed me!! so. i've been playing lots of p3re lately and i got the perfect ask in mind. akihiko going to the command room to see if there's any new recordings and he stumbles upon a recent one where reader is touching themselves and moaning his name <3 nsfw please

-🍪 anon

༘⋆♡⸝⸝💌⊹。 °˖ You have the prettiest eyes ,,

a/n

aki is my favorite in all of p3 ngl, wanna marry him n give him these babies.

Sum mary ! — ♡

Akihiko just wanted to check the recordings in the Command Room, he didn't know he was going to find what he did,,, —

He didn't know what to do , or even how to react. Had she forgotten there was cameras? He gripped onto the desk in front of him, now standing from the shock. Your fingers were stuffed into your cunt on your bed, the recording was clear— almost perfect enough for him to see just how your pussy sucked in your own fingers.

He gasped for a second, hand covering his mouth— his cock was so hard that it hurt, he's never even been this hard before.

"Auh, fuck— f-fuhh— Akiiii— Aki, m-more!— G'nna cummm,,,"

"Huh?!" he audibly exclaimed, realizing you had said, well whined out his name. God, he couldn't stop himself from rubbing his cock through his pants, eyes locked on you in the recording. You roughly rubbed your own clit, back arching off your bed— he could tell you were trying not to wet your sheets. He heard it all, the squelching of your pussy, your moans, you saying his name— it made his head spin.

"Akiii, please, please— make me cum!—"

He never thought he'd find himself in this situation, locking himself in the command room, unbuckling his belt and releasing his cock from his boxers— removing his gloves and laying them messily on the chair.

His hand grabbed at his already leaking cock, making his legs twitch as he leaned closer to the screen, watching the pace you touched your pussy at, and doing the same to himself.

His whole body was on fire, listening to you— he imagined he was the one touching you like that, that he was actually making you cum. He whispered your name as he hunched over, using the desk for support as he felt himself close already.

"Mnnhh, fuck! Akii, Aki, fuck— 'm cummin',, 'm cumminng!!"

"Fuck! Me too, fuck, c-cum for me—" he was a bit embarrassed, but everything was too hot for him, he let out soft moans as he fucked his own cock with his fist, watching your body writhe as you desperately tried to pleasure yourself throughout your orgasm— his eyes settling on your face, your pretty lips in an 'o' shape.

He fisted his cock faster, sweat bulding up on his temple as he crouched down, spreading his legs— he let out a loud moan as he came, his cum splattering against the base of the desk, drippling down his hand—.

He took a few seconds to relax before cleaning everything up, wondering how he was ever going to face you again— but then he remembered that he should delete that recording. He sat in the chair, watching it for a few seconds more, before saving the recording— sending it to his own phone, then deleting it off the computer completely.

"You're not a pervert, Akihiko, you're not." He places his hands on his face, tapping his foot on the ground with anxiety—

He wants to fuck you so bad.

[wakaposting]

r they each other's usual type ? or r they each other's life altering exception ?

ohhhh it is Definitely more of 'life altering exception' to me. which i think is soooo sweet tbh...

i think waka has a huge preference for men over women, if he even likes women at all tbh - if we look at all the times he's gotten frisky over a person vs just danger itself, it's always been a man. and Granted this is probably partially because there aren't a lot of female warriors he's fighting, but still. if we look at the shokan fight, the 'shibukawa's huge sword' comment, the way he acted when he got degraded by akiie... these are all really aggressive, assertive men who had him on the ropes, and i think That is what excites him, plain and simple. compare that sort of thing vs., for example, mima plainly and sweetly trying to seduce him, which does Nothing for him LOL.

so I don't think being attracted to/excited by a man is an issue for him. but the fact that it's... yorishige. annoying and overbearing, no sense of personal space, too good with his words, quiet and reserved and handsome yorishige. he can't make sense of it. he probably rejects the feelings by himself for quite a while, and then when he does hesitantly admit he might have some sort of interest in shige, he's suddenly dealing with confusing frustrating feelings. he can't just fantasize about shige doing horrible stuff to him because he wouldn't. so WHY is he so enchanted by him!!!!!!!!! he's confused and annoyed by it. but the more he tries to figure out why he feels this way, the more urgent and strange his needs gets, until he finally just goes a little crazy over it.

shige, meanwhile, (to me) has only ever been with one woman, tokitsugu's mother. maaaaaybe one or two other slight trysts if you want to give him a little bit more experience. i don't think he'd ever have a 'gasp, oh no, gay awakening panic' sort of experience, like, worried about himself having feelings for a man. 1.) because who cares 2.) source material is homoerotic already 3.) i genuinely don't think it would concern him. but MOST of all because he's too busy worrying about 4.) THAT IS TOKIYUKI-SAMA!!!!! he's making himself sick with worry about the age difference, the status difference, his conflicting and desperately strong feelings. he has no time to worry that his lord is a boy. more serious issues are at hand here.

so you have "i like when men rough me up and verbally/physically attack me" waka lying awake at night with his face flushed thinking about a man who treats him so kind and gently wondering what the hell is wrong with himself. and "i had sex One time with One woman twenty five years ago" shige having an anxiety attack because he thought about the young lord smiling and his heart beat so fast he thought he was going to die. there is NO reason that they should be excited by each other or in any form of relationship at all. and yet their crazy stupid love is unbreakable

[akiiame-blog]

THIS. I THINK ABOUT THIS SO MUCH.

He's gotten to a point now where he doesn't even flinch at Bowser roaring at him. This towering turtle demon monster that can terrify and kill any other human.

But when it comes to being completely vulnerable towards the one person his heart yearns for? That terrifies him. He finds that so much harder to do than fight off an entire army and their leader alone.

Have you all considered that Super Mario is a coward when it comes to one specific thing. Confessing his love to Princess Peach. IT'S BEEN YEARS DUDE WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU HAVEN'T ASKED HER OUT YET???! GET THAT WOMAN A RING

[akiipockii]

hi everyone!!

i am akii, they/any. I am asexual, agender, aromantic, anxious and autistic. AAAAA type vibe.

I’m a medium/low support needs autistic and I grew up gifted. I can’t walk very well (I am dizzy and unstable when I walk.), and have disabilities that connect with my autism (very few are visible). I have many difficulties communicating my emotions and typically communicating in general!! so I write. that’s why this blog is here!!

this blog is mostly me spouting random ideas I have, posting art, random thoughts or random prose I write. Maybe even some comic updates one day. Don’t get your hopes up.

My interests areeee

Minecraft !!

Reading random books (yes, such as, dictionaries, encyclopedias, whole Wikipedia rabbit holes)

the sims 4

FNAF

poppy playtime (why idk)

Smosh

pikmin

grounded (the video game it is so silly !!)

music !! (PLEASE SUGGEST ME MUSIC IT IS HOW I CONNECT WITH PEOPLE)

history

atla :D

art!! I love doing art.

within this category:

-comic creation, WRITING, animation, digital art, traditional art, painting, watercolor, PHOTOGRAPHY, gouache, yadayada the list goes on.

I used to stream but now I just occasionally watch them.

social justice. (And by extension, leftism). strong sense of justice and moral compass. (the autism, insert tbh creature)

PLANTS AND PLANT INFO!! GOD LOOKING FOR GOOD PDFS AND SHIT IS SOOO ANNOYING

Victorian Flower Language!! (writing a comic based on it with @bivving as my editor)

AND SO MUCH SO MUCH MORE!! I will edit this post as I gain more LMAO

thanks for reading!!

[fayeelikefairie]

♫⋆｡♪ ₊˚♬ ﾟ.The start of brightst☆r,episode 4:♫⋆｡♪ ₊˚♬ ﾟ

𝗡𝗼𝘄 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴:

"Untilted?!.."

01:57 ━━━━●───── 02:55

ㅤ◁ㅤ ❚❚ ㅤ▷ ㅤㅤ↻

After that,before sora left ami gently grabbed her hand,making sora tense up "what the fuck!?- oh,sorry.. and thank you.. I guess..,what is it?" She didn't smile but she didn't frown either,ami stepped back a little,letting go "sorry,didn't mean to scare you,I just wanted to know your number,so we can keep contact!.." she smiled at the blonde,who blinked. "Uhh sure.." she Said awkwardly. Giving the peach pink haired girl a slip of paper,"thank you.." she said softly,stuttering after she finished,holding her hands together "mhm.." Sora nodded,dreading her home.

"Uh.." Sora turned,her hand in the doorway. "N..nevermind,sorry,you can go.." ami said,sora nodded "okay.. see you tomorrow,. See you all tomorrow.." she said,holding back a smile. Akira nodded "see you tomorrow!" Rei spoke in a barley hearable tone "see you tomorrow.." Akira gasped,turning "awww! Your voice is so cute!!" She squealed,making ami giggle, "akii,you can't just!-" Akira sighed "sorryy,her voice is just so cutee!" Rei couldn't help but smile,"oh.. thanks." She said,"aa!! I can't wait even more to see you tomorrow!!" Akira said brightly,and they cleaned up,leaving.

♫₊˚⋆｡♪₊°♬˚.⁺Ami was setting up a music playlist,but she got stuck. She felt scared,what if they didn't like it. She then,with shaky hands made a group chat sending a message...

Ami - "hey,sorry to make a groupchat without your permission. But what music do you want me to add to our playlist? :)

Sora - "it's fine. Leoneed or some other band,I don't mind much."

Rei-"soft songs if that's not to much"

Akira-"I don't really know rn,:(( I can't thinkkk,give me timeee!"

Ami-"haha,okay<3 send it wheneverr!"

Ami felt herself smile. Someone knew leo/need? That was nice her friends band was getting recognized,and they seemed trustworthy. They were just scared,maybe.. she didn't wanna draw conclusions. She started to make it,and messaged shiho for the best of Leo/needs songs. And then added those,and other songs they liked.

♫₊˚⋆｡♪₊°♬˚.⁺ Ami played the music softly on her phone as she helped them,humming to the song playing,the songs they chose were good. As the playlist was coming to an end the music stopped.. or so she thought. "Hey,what was that about?" Sora asked with a rough,caught off guard tone,"don't know,I'll check,sorry for the problem.." she said,going to her phone,reading the song title, Untitled. "...untitled?.." she asked,clicking on it. She dropped her phone as she heard the others gasp,as the world went white.

(HAHAHHA,I'll work on ep 5 cuz I have motivationnn!)

[akiiame-blog]

Always rubs me the wrong way seeing certain people being extremely critical and hateful towards Kevin Afghani. Just because he doesn't sound exactly like Charles Martinet.

As if the only criteria to a good Mario voice is that it needs to sound like Charles Martinet.

Look, I adore Charles like the next Mario fan, and of course his voice is incredibly iconic. So yeah, of course people aren't gonna react well to any kind of change whatsoever.

But I think people need to be more open minded. I think capturing the spirit of the character is a lot more important than just sounding like this one guy. And based on what I've heard playing through Brothership and Wonder, Kevin nails that spirit of Mario.

[akiiame-blog]

Oooh.. now this is interesting to think about.

So I've personally interpreted it as this: Mario was just 21/22 years old when he had his first adventure in the Mushroom Kingdom. Miyamoto never stated specifically that he was 24 at the beginning, so I say it's fair game to say that he'd be a bit younger when he was first starting out.

I generally think he's 25/26 in modern day, so I've always seen these adventures taking place in the span of 4/5 years. Which would still be a fairly chaotic lifestyle, but I think it's a bit more plausible this way.

Brothership is the only game in the entire franchise that we can get an idea of how long it took. I believe it took at least a month or longer, based on the main villain's dialogue. And I like to think that was generally one of Mario's longer adventures.

sometimes i wonder if the mario universe is just kinda stuck in time or something with how most characters (for the most part) have stayed the same age for a while now

like i get keeping the main cast (mario, luigi, peach, etc.) looking the same for the purpose of just being recognizable and such, but i'm referring to the consequences of it story/canon wise

because mario and luigi have both been like 24-25 (as stated by miyamoto in an interview) for basically ever since they've first debuted as adults, but at the same time they've gone through so much during their adult lives to the point where sometimes i wonder when exactly this all takes place? because i feel like some of these adventures take weeks to months to accomplish, but if that's the case there's absolutely no way all these adventures would take place under the span of a year

so like....did time just pause for them or something once the bros hit 24-25 or does time work differently in their world and years are way longer/slower

would love to get other moots' thoughts on this 👀

[ssplague]

🥇Chapter 4 🏆

Rated M

Warnings🚯 Abandonment, manipulation, mind games, mental breakdown, hallucinations, manic episodes, toxic relationship, SEX, sprinkles of ddlg (incorrectly portrayed), gas lighting, mentioned child abuse (in the form of NEGLECT)

Honorable mentions: @angie-1306 @wolfunderthetree@marifujioka @im1nobody @atmyhet@elaineplayz @girlwithnokatsuki @rainstorm22 @bi-polar-pandas @itadakimasu @ss-akii @@winchescumberholland @po3ticb3auty @lizethecookie01 @maggiecc @lordmypantsaresocool @shoslutt @presidentmonica

You guys are so thoughtful to take time out of your day and leave me a comment! I appreciate it more than you could ever imagine❤️‍🔥

🕯 🧳 🧸 🚪

Things between you and Katsuki are different ever since coming back from his parents place. It wasn’t so much of a fight to make yourself fall in line anymore, he didn’t have as many harsh words, or snide comments for you as he used to. The displeasure was still there, but you figured out how to mask it well.

The worried looks from your piers had stopped, no more little scraps of paper saying “Blink three times if you need help” were dropped on your desk.

The year had flown by so fast, you could hardly believe summer vacation was only one week away.

Maybe you’d have spent that week differently if you knew of the upcoming collapse your psyche was about to have.

You were in the common area, curled up in the same large chair that you and Katsuki always share.

“Dunce face you Fuckin’ idiot!” Katsuki shouts, nearly tossing his switch at the other blonde boy.

Apparently Denki had earned their team yet another losing match. Kirishima and Sero watched Bakugou flip out with bemused smiles. Before you could attempt to calm your pissed off lover, your phone began to ring.

Call from Mom

This was odd, it had probably been over a month since you’d last spoke to your mother, and here she was calling you at 9:30 at night.

“I‘ll be right back Suki, I need to answer this” you mumbled, pressing a kiss to his temple as you stood and quickly went outside.

Katsuki watches you exit the building before putting both airpods in, and pulling his phone out of his pocket. To anyone watching him, it would just seem like he was turning music on. What he was really doing was opening the spyware app he uses to connect your phone to his.

So now he was listening in on your phone call with your mother, and you had no idea.

“Start the next match”

“-So we’re going to be gone for the entirety of summer vacation, and need you to watch the house while we are away”.

Your brother had been invited to a summer program at some prestigious American university, and your parents would be accompanying him. This bombshell was dropped on you literally the night before the three of them left.

“We’ll transfer some money to your card so you can eat and for whatever else you may need while we’re gone”

“Okay”

You don’t know how to feel about your family basically abandoning you for three months. It’s not as though you are all that close to them to begin with…It wasn’t unusual for them to not include you in things.

Getting into bed with Katsuki that night you debated with yourself on not telling him about being left alone. Then you remembered what happens when you try and hide things from him.

It’s for the best…

“My family is taking off for three months…” you blurt out into the dark bedroom.

“You didn’t want to go with them?”

He kept his tone of voice neutral, staring at the ceiling instead of you.

“I wasn’t asked to”

He only responds with a “hmmm”.

You wait for him to tell you what your plans are for the summer, more than likely he’d be occupying all of your time.

He doesn’t.

“Are you mad at me?” You ask, suddenly anxious.

“No, why would I be?”

“Just wondering…”

That marked the first night you’d ever clung to Katsuki while you slept.

The following day just as the two of you were about to head your separate ways home, Katsuki says;

“I’ll be a bit busy for the first week of vacation, but you can call or text me if you want” he was so lax in saying this, it made you sick.

Katsuki Bakugou forced himself into your life and had quite literally taken over it; You’d had to accept stalking, harassment, isolation, threats, and intimidation all to adjust to his constant overbearing presence.

He’d made you believe you were an essential part of his life…Now he was abandoning you too?! All of this was just too much to take.

You blink back tears and as he turns to leave you grab his sleeve.

He isn’t able to say anything, because as soon as he’s facing you again, you press your lips against his.

It had been hard for him to pretend not to give a shit that you would be alone, he wanted to drag you home with him right then and there!

Katsuki wants you to come to him; He’s tired of always feeling like he constantly has to force you (Though he would if he had to, for the sake of keeping you).

So to have you clinging to him, all the while enjoying a passionate make out that YOU initiated, had him on cloud 9.

He could feel your hesitance to pull away, but oxygen is a necessity.

You stare at each other silently, both of you catching your breath. You hope that made some sort of difference in his mind, that maybe now he wouldn’t leave you behind.

“See you later”

He starts walking away.

“Katsuki!”

He smiles hearing the panic in your voice, but turns to look at you with a straight face.

Before you can really think about what you are about to say it just slips out;

“I love you”

You hate how absolutely fucking vulnerable you felt, the pathetically hopeful sound of your voice, the seemingly last ditch effort behind the action. Now the tears you held back are falling freely, you couldn’t stop them if you tried.

Save me…

Bakugou couldn’t hide the initial surprise on his face at your words, but it’s soon replaced with a cocky smirk.

“You too princess”

It’s hard for him to turn and walk away, because as soon as his back is to you he hears you sob.

It’s hilarious to think that at one point In time you really believed you were a strong, or capable person.

It’s been two days since you’d come home.

No one has texted or called you, including him.

You finally decided to text Katsuki, it takes almost two hours to get a half assed response.

You weren’t sure how long you’d been walking by the time your destination finally comes into sight.

“If you go in there, you won’t come out”

The sudden sound of someone’s voice terrified you; At first you’d jumped, but then you raise your fists and turn towards them preparing for a fight.

“Who the hell are you?”

This person is familiar to a point that it’s frightening, you don’t understand why.

“Don’t go In there”

If she won’t even answer your question then why should you waste another second on this mysterious female? You walked all this way, you’ll be dammed if you go back home now.

That sense of overpowering urgency you felt on your walk here returns to the forefront of your mind, impatient as ever.

It’s right there, mere feet away

Why are you still standing here?!

You hear the footsteps behind you, the girl is following you all the way up to the front door.

“I’m all that you have left and you can’t even see it!”

Anger surges through you as you turn towards her again.

“I don’t even fucking know who-“

You stop shouting once you realize you are staring at your reflection, or what seems to be anyway.

Your brain is overworking itself in attempts to make sense of the current situation, eventually coming to such a ridiculously simple conclusion; This can’t be my reflection because I’m not making that face right now.

The “other Y/N” now looks afraid, terrified even, as she seemingly stares straight through you.

Your shouting had covered up the creak of the door hinges as it opened up, and you failed to realize this until your arms are both restrained In a grip so tight, it’s painful. Then you feel your body being dragged backwards.

The scream you tried emitting is swallowed up along with you into the darkness.

Waking up at 3:30 am you realized this is the fourth night you must of cried yourself to sleep.

You knew you were alone, but it felt like the darkness surrounding you was alive. The silence in your house might as well be a deafening roar from the beast pacing about in the dark. The shadow creature growing frustrated with Intent to devour you as soon as the opportunity presented itself.

Without warning you turn your bedside lamp on, a dull yellow glow lighting up your bedroom floor as the shadows retreat to their respective corners.

You needed to get out of here.

Katsuki had just about reached his breaking point.

He was ashamed of himself for most importantly hurting/purposefully neglecting you, but also for how pathetic he was when it came to being without you.

For the last four days his morning run always brought him past your house (Which had to be intentional because on foot it took him about 28 minutes, 10 if he used his quirk to get there).

Each time he’d stop and hide himself some where out of sight, just so he could feel near you, and make sure no one else was in there with you.

There was no denying his fiend like tendencies anymore; You were a drug and he was the addict. Always in pursuit of his next y/n fix, which he’s been without for four fucking days, and the withdrawal symptoms are starting to show…

He was irritable (way more than usual), couldn’t sit still, and unless occupied his hand would be reaching for his phone to see if you hit him up at all. Your desperation for his attention was obvious, and he hated that he couldn’t reward it.

Placing his dumbbells back on the rack he ended his morning workout with only one thought; Today would be the day he finally made you come home.

Two large bags sat on the floor in the middle of your room.

Adding in bra’s and underwear meant you had finished packing your clothes away now. You didn’t care that you were leaving a fair amount behind, besides the things bought for you by Mitsuki, you packed only three additional outfits (All of which Katsuki had mentioned he liked seeing you in).

Your room didn’t have much in it, everything of importantance was back at your dorm. Still, what little personal effects that had remained were now stashed away inside the second bag (along with all your toiletries).

You picked up both bags and left what used to be your childhood bedroom.

You didn’t stop and pick up the house key you’d originally set in the bowl beside the front door. Locking the handle, you yanked it shut with a finality.

You really weren’t going to return here.

Just as the angry blonde was about to head out, the damn doorbell rang. He didn’t have the time, nor the patience, to deal with whatever stupid fucker had decided to bother him today.

Wrenching open the door, the sparks coming off his palms ceased immediately.

You were standing at his front door.

You had two large bags in both hands and you looked like you’d went through something terrible.

“Please don’t turn me away” you croak, your voice is raspy from its lack of use.

���Are you fucking stupid? I would never do that, C’mere damn you…been worrying me n’ shit” he grumbled while pulling you into a hug so tight your bones creaked.

You came home without him even asking! His plan had worked and he couldn’t be happier. Now surely you would let him baby you all he wanted, be as affectionate as he needed, and you wouldn’t just accept it, but be GRATEFUL, & DESPERATE for it!

“Parents won’t be home for awhile still…thank god, but I know they’re going to be fine with you staying here so don’t even worry about that princess”

You didnt reply as you follow him up the staircase and then into his bedroom. You quietly pulled the door shut behind you, engaging the lock silently.

You pulled your hoodie off in one fluid motion, tossing it aside and doing the same thing with your sweatpants.

Now clad in just a burnt orange matching bra and panty set, this was sure to get you the attention you desperately desire, and the red hot affection you craved.

“Katsuki” you called from where you stood confidently behind him.

“Yeah pri-….n..cess…” his mouth had gone dry after setting eyes on you.

You reached out towards him, adorable grabby hands eager to touch and please him.

Of course he obliged you.

“Whaddaya need hah?” his fingertips ghosting over the exposed flesh of your sides “….Fuckin’ look at ya”.

You shamelessly press your body against his, Invading his personal space to the fullest. Maintaining eye contact as you singlehandedly unbuttoned his pants.

As soon as your lips made contact you parted your’s, eager for his tounge to invade your mouth. Your adventuring hand dips beneath his waist band and you whine as his cock hardened in your grip. You feel his chest rumble from the wanton groan he emitted at your touch.

Separating from him you let yourself fall backwards onto his bed, quickly scooting towards the headboard. After ridding himself of his pants he’s quick to follow after you.

You try sitting up and reaching towards his dick but he pushes you down and grabs hold of your wrist. You cock your head to the side, obviously not understanding.

“I love you being eager like this princess, but I want you to just lay back and relax right now….can you do that for me?”

“Yes Katsuki”

“That’s my good girl”

The kisses he trails down your body are like tiny embers assembling to create an inferno.

A soft sigh escapes you as his tounge slips between your lower set of lips.

The setting sun casts an orange glow around the room, out of the corner of your eye you see the shadows continuously growing. Your palms begin to sweat, your heart starts to race as your chest tightens.

You’re back in your bed room; Alone in that big silent house, the darkness extends out towards you, something stirs within the inky blackness, silently approaching.

Ready to devour you whole.

“Katsuki!”

“Feeling good beautiful? Your legs are shaking” he smiles at you as you reach out to him again.

“Please…I need…I-“ he silences you with a kiss, your manic stuttering swallowed up by his probing tounge.

“Tell me what’s going on in that pretty little head baby”

“I feel so empty-“

So alone…even with you right here..

“You want daddy to fill you up princess? Fill you up so much you’ll never be empty again” he says while aligning his lower half with your’s.

“You promise?” Your eyes are shining with hope; Hope that Katsuki will save you from the shadows, that he’ll fill the void in your soul.

“I promise” he vowed before forcing himself inside of you.

That small gasp you emit inevitably following his entry inside of you will never get old, wether it was from pleasure, pain, or surprise he may never know.

It was such a relief to not be alone anymore, it felt so good to know you were wanted, needed by someone.

“I thought that you’d gotten sick of me…that you didn’t care about me anymore”

Why were you telling him this?

“That will never happen, for as long as I

live I’ll always want you to be with me, you will always be with me”

Obviously you have no say in this matter, but that doesn’t register inside your pretty, messed up little head.

Just barely coming off the cusp of being abandoned by your family, you weren’t exactly right in the head at the moment.

So as long as you have Katsuki your abandonment issues can take a backseat.

You have plenty of other issues that need attention

“I thought you needed space….So I was giving it to you” the lie comes out easily “I’m sorry princess”.

Sorry he spent almost a week away from you.

“I don’t want what happened last time to happen again…. I didn’t want to uh…how’d you put it? Smother you”

You don’t notice the grip he has on you tighten for a split second, nor did you see the angry flash in his blood red gaze.

“You didn’t deserve that…and I’m sorry for how I acted…I let people get in my ear and I shouldn’t have” your voice wavers and you pause before getting choked up.

“I forgive you…I knew you didn’t mean it…Just don’t be such a dumbass next time okay?” He gave your forehead a flick before repostioning himself above you. The pace of his thrusts picked back up (as they had slowed to a stop while he’d spoken to you) and his hips were meeting your’s with each one.

“We fit together so fuckin’ perfectly dont we baby?” Katsuki groans as the entirety of his shaft is sunk into your depths “Always do such a good job taking me, my perfect girl”.

“Give me everything Suki, you feel so good inside me…making me feel so full of you, it’s all I want…all I need is you”

You don’t understand the depth of your words, nor the effect they’re having on the hot head above you. All you know is that you aren’t alone, and you don’t feel that empty void in your soul right now. You’re so grateful to him, looking up at him with stars in your eyes as he pounds away at your pussy.

“Sh-Shit baby you can’t say things like that and start clamping down on me!” Katsuki hates that he’s actually whining at you right now. He’s never felt so conflicted in all of his life; As a Bakugou he never does anything half assed, even when it comes to sex, he always makes you cum before he does.

Right now in this moment though, he’s hanging on by a single thread.

His stomach muscles are flexed to the max as his balls tighten up, he’s trying real hard for you, surely you can see that right?

“It’s okay…You can let go now”

His eyes snap open and he stares down at you, brows furrowed together in confusion.

“N-No baby, you need to-“

“I want you to feel good so I can feel good…So fill me up like you promised!”

“Y/N don’t say that right-“

“Cum inside me daddy, pleaseeee? I’ll feel so good once you do”

Goddammit you did him in with those beautiful doe eyes and pouty lips.

The moan you emitted after feeling the first spurt of his cum inside you put any porn star to absolute shame.

“Y/n, Y/N, Y/N!” He repeated your name to further cement this moment inside his memory.

“God yes that’s what I need, so full of you Suki I love it!” Your affections go uncensored as all rationale fades away.

“You’re incredible, Fucking kiss me you beautiful fucking bitch”

It’s not at all the most romantic thing to say in this moment but it’s Bakugou…what did you expect?

He rams into you once more as he empties both nuts into your tight cunt and it continues to try milking him for more. You are the one swallowing down his desperate, pleasure fueled moans and growls as you curl your tounge around his.

Unsure how much time has passed, neither one of you seemed to care. At some point as you lay together in a blissed out state, Katsuki pulled your body on top of his. So you lay on top of him, occasionally cooing praises and promises as he holds you close.

“Did you mean what you said?”

You silently observed him through half open eyes, “When we separated the other day…you uh…what ya yelled after me” he explained.

You thought for a minute, replaying the events of that evening. That was the start of your deteriorating mental state, you just remember panicking as you watched him walk away.

Katsuki nervously shifted around beneath you, you felt his heart rate increase and noticed the sweat lining his brow. He needed you to say something, anything to put his fears to rest.

You were silent, trying not to get caught up in the sea of overwhelming and negative emotions that dominated your most recent memories.

“So you didn’t then?” His normally loud voice now suddenly a whisper “You just say that to anybody? Throw that word around like it’s nothing?”.

You shook your head, sitting up in attempts to extinguish his growing ire.

“Katsuki I-“

He pushes you off of him, taking advantage of your surprise and caging you in beneath him. This is how he likes to address you when you make him unhappy, to display your relationship’s dynamic and solidify your place.

Which is always beneath him.

“I’ve loved you since I first got to know you, you know that you’ve broken my heart before right? You hurt me so bad when you had them tell me to stay away from you” he sighs heavily.

“I’m sorry…I told you that earlier Suki…I’ll make it up to you as long as you’ll let me” you reach up and cup his cheek “You just have to let me…please let me”.

Don’t leave me alone…

Opening his mouth to respond, you brazenly talk over him; “I do love you, that’s why I said it”.

It’s a lie, but it works.

“Say it again”

“I love you”

C’mon y/n, gotta give his ego some strokes too.

“Again”

Gotta lay it on thicker apparently.

“I love you Katsuki Bakugou and no one else in the world could ever take your place in my heart”

“Damn straight princess”

Insecurity now at ease, the blonde flops back down beside you. Instinctively you cuddle into his side, he puts your head on his chest. The sound of his strong and steady heart beat beneath your ear is oddly comforting, the hand stroking your hair keeps you grounded in the moment. He breaks the silence;

“You were afraid weren’t you?”

“Yes”

“Do you see it now? What our life could be like if you’ll let it? How awful and frightening it could become if you don’t?”

Somehow you miss the threat hidden behind his faux sincere words.

“Yes, I understand now Katsuki”

“I love you princess”

“I love you too K-“

His noise of displeasure startling you, resulting with you correcting yourself immediately.

“I love you…daddy”

“C’mon pretty girl lets get cleaned up and then you can sit with me while I make dinner…Gotta start before the old bat gets home” he says before sliding out of bed.

You move intending to do the same, but before you can protest, he sweeps you up off the mattress and into his arms.

“Daddy’s going to take good care of you from now on baby…I promise, you’ll be much happier here then you ever were there…” he explains while setting you down on the counter. You can’t help but shiver while waiting for the water to warm itself to a Katsuki approved temperature.

Once beckoning you over to him, his smirk returns when you keep your arms wrapped around yourself. You obviously must feel the need to preserve what is left of your modesty. Motioning for you to enter the shower before him, you do so without a second thought. Only for a too hot hand to strike directly across your bare ass.

THWACK!

The sound reverberates around the glass of the shower stall. Followed by a loud squeal of pain and then a frightened yelp, as you feel yourself slip on the slick tiled floor. Katsuki grabs you before you could smack your head on the wall.

“Watch it Princess…fuckin’ klutz” he snickers at this, it was his fault but he’s waiting to see if you’ll take the bait.

Your ass is stinging from the hit and the hot water pouring down on your marked skin is worsening the pain each minute. You try to pull away from him but he’s not letting up.

“Oh stop being such a bitch I was just messing around with you” he turns your face back towards him “You are gonna have to grow a thicker skin now that you’re part of this family princess”.

Part of this family…

“KATSUKI WE’RE HOME!” the sudden shout made you jump and try to push the aforementioned male off of you.

You had been watching him cook after he refused to let you assist him; “You’re helping me by just sitting there and looking so good pretty girl”.

Once everything was simmering on the stove and there was time to kill, he’d stalked over towards the counter he’d placed you on and pounced!

All he’d really done was kiss and mark you up a bit, nothing too serious but at the same time nothing you’d want his parents walking in on! Finally he relented, menacingly smiling down at you before snapping at your lips one last time. You quickly sat back up, barely able to readjust your top and fix your hair a bit before his mother enters the kitchen.

Katsuki is first in her direct line of sight and she’s quick to start in on him; “It’s a fuckin’ miracle you finally did something I asked-“ she pauses upon seeing you. You nervously hop off the countertop, offering a small wave and quiet “Hello”.

“What kind of fucked up people leave a teenage girl by herself for three months? When they’re across and ocean for Christ sake!”

You hung your head, Mitsuki was right but it still hurt to hear it said out loud.

“Dear, maybe we could talk more about this later…it’s gotta be painful for her to be dealing with such a traumatic situation, we need to be supportive”Masaru tries to reason with his wife but she brushes him off. Snapping back only slightly; “Of course I’m being supportive! You know that we are happy to have you here with us right y/n? You don’t need to be uncomfortable or scared”

Your head snaps up and you look the older woman in the eye, sheepishly nodding your head in agreement. Nervously saying; “I just don’t ever want to make you guys feel put out or forced to deal with me…I’m sorry f-“

“No more apologizing babe…told you that earlier” Katsuki interjects from beside you, boredom evident as he scrolls on his phone.

Mitsuki narrows her eyes in Katsuki’s direction, Masaru notices you cringe before sinking down further in your seat. Both adults turn towards each other and nod in an unspoken agreement before Mitsuki speaks again.

“Y/N you’re part of this family now, so consider this your home okay? We’re just glad that you made it here safe and sound, instead of alone in that house with the risk of someone breaking in and hurting you, it’s no hassle or burden on us-“

“Can I give you a hug?” You interrupt nervously. All three Bakugou’s are momentarily surprised at this request, but the matriarch recovers fairly quickly.

“C’mere sweet heart”

She wraps her arms around you as you being to cry once more.

“I-I-mm s-sorry I j-just-“

“Shhh it’s okay, you’ve been through a lot haven’t you? Poor thing”

You have been through a lot, haven’t you? The realization hits hard.

Standing here sobbing in Mitsuki’s motherly embrace made you feel like a frightened little girl again. The comfort and warmth wasn’t something you were used to, but it was welcomed and appreciated.

We want you here

You were so glad to not only hear that but to really believe it.

[projectilestardust]

Japanese names

Not exactly sure who this is relevant to but it always gets to me when I read fics for anime and people get the name order wrong. This is all coming from a Japanese person btw.

So unlike English where its “first name” “last name” its the opposite, so your family name comes first. So it tends to be more formal to call people by their family name but that doesn’t mean that thats always the case. Until the end of middle school, basically no one refers to you as your family name unless its during role call or someone's personal preference. When you get to high school, it becomes slightly more normal but most people stick to second name basis.

In a fic I’m reading rn (its a bsd fic) - every time the characters have an angsty moment, they call each other their last name (i’m sure its coz the author thought it was the other way around and got it mixed up) but if using the name Osamu Dazai as an example- Dazai is his personal name- therefore calling him Osamu is less personal, and much more on the formal interaction side.

As for anime such as haikyuu, I still wonder why they have people in the same age category calling each other by their family name but I suppose its plausible. But how the third years talk to each other, for example Suga referring to Daichi as his family name in front of younger members then his second name when its just the three of them (Suga, Daichi and Asahi), which is what our senior vb members are like.

As for people who want to use terms suffixes  end thingys like “chan” (which is pronounced ch-u-n btw) and “Kun” (k-n).....just don’t-. It comes off as kinda cringe especially when used wrong but if u rlly must- here’s how u should use it.

Stereotypically chan is for little girls and kun is for boys. Chan can still be used for girls when they’re older but boys typically dislike being called X-Kun past the age of like 10. Chan can also be used for boys and I’m sure if you’ve watched anime before you’ve heard the term “onii-chan” which means older brother in a cutesy, childish sort of way but isn’t exclusive to your actual older brother. For example you can use it for any male figure a couple years older than you who is close to you, older siblings of friends, and cousins. When attaching chan onto someone's name, the actual name typically gets shortened, like in Haikyuu when Hinata’s middle school friends greet him they call him “Sho-chan” instead of “Shouyo-Chan” another example is my older cousin; his name goes from Akihito to Akii-nii-chan. Same with one-chan, but names tend to get shortened less.

Senpai is also a term that gets used way less than you’d think, so don’t over use that one either. The most I’ve ever heard it get used is teachers referring to older students who may be able to help us with something.

“See if your senpai can help you with this”.

Anyways, hope this helped!

[akiiame-blog]

Mario was my world as a kid (still is). He was my first big fictional crush; something about him just spoke to me.

So it came as a shock when I had Internet access later on and found out just how unpopular he really was. And how much I had gotten berated online for even preferring the little guy over more popular characters.

His reputation does seem to be a bit better nowadays. It really makes me happy meeting other people who appreciate him like I do; I remember feeling so alone as a kid.

He is underrated, but he always has fans :)

Mario is underrated.

And by that I mean the character. The lead of one of the most famous video game series of all time.

Think about it. Who ever plays Mario in Spin-Offs? Or games where there's multiple playable characters? You may think it's cause he has no personality, which couldn't be further from the truth. Just because he doesn't have a deep personality doesn't mean he doesn't have one. He's just a nice dude accepting of all. And that's cool in my book.

And if needed, he will step into action to help people, no matter what or who it is. Yeah, it's nothing deep, it's generic good guy stuff. But some people could use being a bit more of a generic good guy.

[aastarions]

I posted 3,962 times in 2022

That's 2,827 more posts than 2021!

1,105 posts created (28%)

2,857 posts reblogged (72%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

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@/akiis

@/cyancherub

I tagged 2,692 of my posts in 2022

Only 32% of my posts had no tags

#c shut up - 643 posts

#leave a message after the queue - 280 posts

#c.asks - 177 posts

#c.friends - 157 posts

#c plays genshin - 114 posts

#zhongli :( 💕 - 51 posts

#c.recs - 48 posts

#n.games - 39 posts

#aot spoilers - 30 posts

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Longest Tag: 104 characters

#i also think zhongli would do it when ur being a brat 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

today’s mood

315 notes - Posted February 18, 2022

#4

thinking about zhongli (who else) who, much to your surprise, enjoys showing subtle public displays of affection. he loves holding your hand as the two of you wander through the harbor, feeling your smaller fingers lace through his own gloved digits. 

325 notes - Posted June 26, 2022

#3

cw: smut (18+ only), breeding kink, mentions of face-fucking

Zhongli, who after learning how to use that nifty invention from Fontaine, the Kamera, loves to photograph the two of you during your most intimate moments…with your consent of course.

417 notes - Posted July 5, 2022

#2

on that topic of reader inserts i find it endearing when you can see vague bits of the writer's own personality bleed into the reader tbh

like we give a little bit of ourselves into the things we write and share ourselves with others and i think that's pretty neat

1,243 notes - Posted February 5, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

me sitting here having the foulest degenerate thoughts about my favorite characters

2,289 notes - Posted April 26, 2022

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[nalia-tsukino]

CHARACTER GAME

Fill in the below categories with 3-5 things that your character can be identified by.

Repost & tag away~

Tagged by: @yuriko-tsukino-rp @maria--bride

Tagging: @yuuto-tsukino @afi-mukami @cutelih @best-mukami @ask-akii-mukami and anyone else who wants to do it. No pressure, of course.

Nalia's character

EMOTIONS / FEELINGS

Embarrassment — Due to her past, Nalia finds it difficult to talk about certain things. She is embarrassed and uncomfortable to speak her thoughts out loud. For the same reason, she does not handle praise or compliments well.

Empathy — Nalia cares a lot about others, especially the people who are very close to her. She is willing to make sacrifices and put them before herself.

Trust issues — On the surface, Nalia appears friendly and nice to the outside world. But inside, she finds it hard to face strangers. Betrayed and deceived, she has lost her trust in people. Therefore, she seems very closed and shy in the first conversations. It takes a long time until she trusts someone. But when she opens up, she gives you her whole heart.

Fear of loss — Fate did not always mean well with Nalia. She has lost many loved ones and was left alone. Therefore, she is very afraid of losing someone beloved again.

Love — When Nalia loves, she loves unconditionally.

GREETINGS / LANGUAGE PATTERNS

"Oh my..." / "Damn..." — Reaction to something sudden, mistakes or surprising.

"Hmph!" — Pouting.

"Did you eat?" / "I'm worried about you." / "Take care of yourself." / "I'm so sorry." — She cares a lot about others.

"I'm proud of you." — Praising others is important to her.

"My fox..." / "I love him so much." — When she is talking about her boyfriend Yuuto (@yuuto-tsukino).

COLORS

Black — Nalia's favorite color for clothes and many other things.

Teal — Second favorite color for clothes and other things.

White — Her favorite hair color.

Amber–yellow — The color of Yuuto's eyes.

Blue — The color of Yuuto's flames.

SCENTS

Lavender — Nalia loves the scent and the look of it. She could walk for hours through a field of lavender. Her wish is to plant many of them in her own garden someday.

Jasmine — One of the main notes of her perfume.

Musk — Her favorite smell on men.

Mint — The scent of her shampoo.

Woods — She loves nature and so the smells there. Her favorite is the scent of the woods after rain.

CLOTHING

Jeans — Nalia prefers to wear dark jeans. She thinks they look better on her than skirts.

Off–shoulder shirts — In summer, she prefers to wear off–shoulder. Here she also thinks they look good on her.

Scarf — In winter, in any case, a scarf. It is a necessary accessory for her for when it is cold.

Fake leather jacket / blazer — She actually always wears either a fake leather jacket or blazer over her shirt when she leaves the house.

Sneaker / boots — Unfortunately, she cannot walk in high heels at all. Besides, she prefers comfortable shoes.

OBJECTS

Ring with moon-shaped ornament — Nalia got this ring from her mother. It is a very important memento to her that she cherishs a lot.

Fox necklace — The first gift that she got from Yuuto. She loves the necklace very much. Now, she can wear something close to her heart that reminds her on him when he is not around.

Blanket in bed — A blanket in bed should never be missing. Without it Nalia simply cannot sleep. She loves it cozy and warm.

Yuuto's hoodie — Not so long ago, she was freezing because the heating did not work. Yuuto gave her his hoodie without further ado. Since then, she has not returned the piece of clothing and wears it regularly.

Phone — Nalia uses her phone for everything. It is an important companion in her everyday life. She collects all her photos and music on it. Of course, she also knows when to put it aside and pay attention to other things, work or especially people.

VICES / BAD HABITS

Putting others before herself — Nalia cares more about others than herself. It is kinda sacrificing and giving up her own needs. She is happy with it, but she also knows that it is actually not good / healthy.

Forgetting to eat under stress — When she is under stress or engrossed in an important task, she simply forgets to eat.

Lack of sleep — She loves the night and likes to be up late. Also, she finds peace only in the evening to do certain things. Here she forgets the time and goes to bed late. However, due to her job she has to get up early. Therefore, she suffers from lack of sleep.

Quickly disappointed — In Nalia's everyday life everything has a fixed schedule and regular times. If something comes up and does not go according to her plan, she is very quickly disappointed. She can hardly handle such situations and shuts down then.

Overthinking — Because of her trust issue and fear of loss, Nalia tends to overthink everything and reads between the lines. Sometimes, she sees things that are not there. Furthermore, she analyzes heard words down to the smallest detail. She gets extremely carried away with the possible meaning and just overthinks way too much.

BODY LANGUAGE

Blushing — This woman is a blushing mess. Use the right words or do the right thing and her face is all red. Yuuto knows exactly what to do or say to make her cheeks glow. But it is fine for Nalia. That is her way to react to certain words / things and she accepted it.

Dancing around — When she is happy and in a good mood, she dances around.

Chewing lower lip — She chews her lower lip when she is nervous or excited.

Playing with ring — Sometimes, she plays with her ring instead of chewing her lower lip when she is nervous or excited.

Averting gaze — Nalia averts her gaze when she is disappointed and wants to hide it. And every now and then she does it when embarrassment becomes too much for her.

AESTHETICS

Winter aesthetics — Nalia loves winter and snow.

Vintage aesthetics — She has a liking for old things.

Moon aesthetics — The night is her favorite time of day. Sometimes she stares at the night sky for hours, looking at the moon and the stars.

Fire aesthetics — Fire is dangerous and should be used with caution. But Nalia likes to sit in front of an open fire and enjoy the soothing warmth. She also thinks the flames are beautiful. Especially Yuuto's blue ones.

Dark academia aesthetics — Dark tones, elegant decorations and emphasizes things like books.

SONGS

Kazuki Kato — Tell me Why

Kazuki Kato — Instinctive Love

John Legend — All of Me

Babymetal — Megitsune

Nightwish — Sleeping Sun

[mermaid--bride]

CHARACTER GAME

Fill in the below categories with 3-5 things that your character can be identified by.

Repost and tag away!

~ ° 💙 ° ~

Tagged by: @bluebird-dolly-bride (Sorry for taking so long)

Tagging: @fruit-of-infidelity @mukami-kuron-mrsadisticcat @nalia-wagner-rp and @ask-akii-mukami

Emotions /Feelings

🌊 Hope: Maria is a dreamer after all. Having hopes that her dreams will someday come true is a important part to her character.

🌊 Fear/anxiety: As an introverted girl, she has the habit of overthinking, which often makes her self-doubt and fear she will never accomplish what she wants.

🌊 Joy: Maria is very simple and will be happy with the smallest things. Beaming when it's raining or doing a happy dance while eating something she likes are good examples of this.

🌊 Compassion: She can hardly ignore the needs of others as she like to be taken care of as well. So if someones sad, she'll try to brighten her day and if someone is hungry she'll ponder if she really needs the snack in her bag before giving it away.

🌊 Envy: This is mostly triggered by her anxiety when she sees others with things she wants or people she wants. It makes her have thoughts like "What am I doing wrong?" or "I'm just never gonna have that like they have, will I?"

Greetings/ Language patterns

🌊 "Oh my..."

🌊 "Hello~"

🌊 "Gosh"

🌊 "I love you"

Colors

🌊 Maya blue

🌊 Pear green

🌊 Amethyst purple

🌊 Taffy pink

🌊 Black

Scents

🌊 New book pages

🌊 Orange flower essence (Her favorite perfume)

🌊 Wet dirt and grass

🌊 Fresh bread with coffee

Clothing

🌊 Boot cut pants

🌊 Long skirts/dresses

🌊 Fedora (Yes, she has one)

🌊 Heels

🌊 Necklaces

Objects

🌊 Blue ocean pendant

🌊 Laptop

🌊 Books

🌊 Seashells

🌊 Notebooks

Vices / Bad habits

🌊 Perfectionism

🌊 Overthinking

🌊 Self-doubting

🌊 Isolating

Body language

🌊 Corner smile

🌊 Fixing her hair

🌊 Touching the ring on her thumb

🌊 Blush

🌊 Chewing on lower lip

Aesthetics

🌊 Art academia

🌊 Christian girl

🌊 Selkiecore

Songs

🌊 A million dreams by Pink

🌊 Not gonna die by Skillet

🌊 Jolly Sailor Bold by Ashley Serena

🌊 Rewrite the stars by Zac Efron and Zendaya

Tell me if you want to see this for Kazemi too ^^

[akiiame-blog]

I just finished it today and I'd say pretty high up there

It's both fun to play and also engaging. The humor is pretty great too; doesn't always hit with me but when it hits, it hits

I understand some complaints about there being a slow beginning, but when you get to mid and end-game, oooohhhhh my god...💕💕💕

I grew up with the OG Bowser's Inside Story, so that's always been my #1 favorite M&L. I think Brothership has to be just below that or right beside it

It's such a wonderful and charming game, and I'm so glad it turned out the way it did

YOU THERE, MARIO & LUIGI FANS WHO HAVE FINISHED BROTHERSHIP.

HOW WOULD YOU RANK BROTHERSHIP AMONG THE REST OF THE M&L GAMES?