To Him.
i hated that i was always the poet and never the poem.
but whenever i hear your name from across the room,
my gut wrenches with emotions I've never known.
i tell myself you don't feel that way, but oh that look in your eyes..
tired of being the poet, but you make my heart fill with melodies, imprinting
like ink on paper, your gaze on me,
my heart, oh painted with a color redder than art.
oh dear dear lord, if this is love, then in it im lost all apart.
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I think Dazai would like mess around with your makeup stuffs and pretends he’s you doing your makeup and he’s like HUH how tf do you use this??
you definitely yell at him for wasting products!!! what i know about makeup is that it is Not Cheap.
dazai stares at you like a deer in headlights, your favorite eyeshadow pigment decorating the tips of his fingers. did he have to try and swatch all of them..?
you’d gently sit on the edge of your vanity, telling dazai what each product does, how to properly apply it, and helping him to doll himself up like you do.
he’s all giggly the whole time, not immune to the excitement that comes from making yourself look pretty! but he’s mainly giggly because the one helping him is you ❤️
when it finally comes time for lipstick, you help him pick out a nice shade that works well with the rest of the colors he’s since applied, and he excitedly stops you before you can put it on!
“i know how to do this one, i know!” he’ll say animatedly, swiping the tube from your hand and uncapping it.
you watch in amusement as he lathers his lips, deciding not to mention that sometimes less is more. he looks too cute, who are you to stop him?
Legs swinging back and forth, you watch him from your position on the vanity’s surface. Your hands gripped the edge of the piece, keeping yourself stable as he finally recaps the lipstick tube and sets it on the now messy table, all of your properly organized pieces in disarray from Dazai’s attempt at playing dress-up.
Even though it was applied haphazardly, he looked very pretty with his big brown eyes and now full lips, eyes showcasing an impish glint and lips accompanied by a mischievous smirk. You knew Dazai well enough to know he was planning something, but it was hard to decipher just what.
“You’re gorgeous,” you smirk back, still amused even while silently noting his coy expression. Teasing, you add, “I can’t believe I was able to land such a pretty girl.”
Dazai’s grin doesn’t falter. “Not done! Next you’re supposed to blot, right?”
His words make you smile. “If you want to, yes.” And he definitely should, judging by how much of the tube he just used up. $30 well spent, you suppose.
A yelp escapes your lips before his are pressed to yours, arms wrapped around your neck from yanking you down towards the vanity chair he sat in. Dazai couldn’t help the small smile on his face as he held you close, eyes fluttered shut as he enjoyed the kiss.
Your hands moved from the edge of the vanity to his shoulders, not wanting to topple forward as you kissed back. Yeah, $30 well spent.
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hi babes! may I request theo + party 💋
party | theo nott ☆
yes you may mwah <3 ive also never written headcanons before so i prolly got it wrong lmao i was also supposed to post this yesterday but i have shit memory :((
• theo HATES parties, but he still goes when you ask him to bc he'd do anything for you (and soft spot)
• "another party? what's the point of these parties?" he'd question shocked at you telling him (and practically forcing him) to come to the 3rd party of the week with you.
• "the point is to loosen up and have fun theo! come on, dont be boring!"
• "okay fine, but this is the last time" he'd lie.
• another reason he'd go to parties is because you'd look absolutely stunning + he'd get to see you more.
• and it makes you happy.
• he always makes sure to tell you how good you look.
• he drinks at the party but only 1 or 2 bc he needs to be sober enough to take care of you if you get too drunk.
• if you get too drunk he takes you up to your dorm and tucks you in.
• if he sees someone trying to flirt with you/take advantage of you when your wasted he drags you away.
• he's probably the 'mom' of the group when it comes to parties.
• he usually just stays in the corner of the room away from the dancing floor.
• as much as he wants to leave, he never does if you're still there bc he takes care of you.
• he's even more overprotective than he usually is at parties bc he knows the dangers.
• whenever you have more than a set amount of drink he usually tries to stop you so you don't have a hangover the next day and bc if he doesn't he'd never hear the end of it.
• "theo" you'd whine "why didn't you stop me from having all those drinks"
• he'd sigh and shake his head.
• "i tried to"
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