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dukeofthomas · 16 days

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I can't find it now but there's a post about suspension of disbelief and how it's broken when the story starts trying to excuse it. "character gets knocked unconscious for hours but there's no further issues from this" okay 👍 "and actually this makes perfect sense because of this and that" um no it doesn't why are you lying to me. like i am willing to ignore the holes and the discrepancies!! all you need to do is let me and not bring unnecessary attention to it!!!

and all that is my issue with the whole robin child soldier argument. like i am willing to ignore it i am willing to engage with the fantasy literally all you need to do is NOT try to convince me that Actually It's Fine Because They Want To Do It or whatever. like literally just shut up about it and i can engage with the fantasy!!

#my dc posting #dc #robin #batman #like. if you want to tell a story and not worry abt the child endangerement thing just DONT BRING IT UP ???#all you're doing when you bring it up is telling me this is something i'm allowed to think abt when it comes to the story #and then you tell me Um Actually It's Fine ?? no! what the fuck are you talking about!!#i am tryinggggg to just have fun n read fics your lil “isnt that child endangerement and kinda fucked up?” “no actually they wouldve done i #anyways bla bla bla batman couldnt have stopped them bla bla bla''#is COUNTERPRODUCTIVEEE #dick grayson #jason todd #tim drake #damian wayne #<- tagging the robins sorry #sorry this just. this topic annoys me so much #...also ''batman couldnt have stopped them/they wouldve done it with or without him'' are literally #just factually incorrect in jason's case. he did not in fact start on his own and the only thing batman wouldve #needed to do to stop him is literally just NOT make him robin BUT- at this point im just beating a dead horse on that topic #w how many times i bring it up lmao #like. in real life you cant just knock a person unconscious for hours with no consequences on them.#but i dont care when it happens in fiction despite being not realistic!! bc its fiction!!!#unless of course the characters out of nowhere do a lil sidequest PSA abt how actually doing that is fine #and completely safe with no risks #yknow??#like if that happened id be annoyed and like no its fucking not fine why are you trying to convince me. just move on and dont bring it up #and I wont bring it up #anyway. yeah these are just some thoughts im having rn sorry its not more coherent and put-together i cant be assed rn lmao

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boarloved-art · 23 days

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i like the car movies a lot.......

#cars #pixar cars #lightning mcqueen #sally carrera #my art #art #drawing #fanart #sketch #these r SOOOOOOOO messy dont worry abt jt #i love sally n mcqueen so muhcnman #sally the love of my LIFEEEE #also his pyjamas in the court sketch r. bc i asked my pals what we think he was wearing when he got separated from mack. bc its SO funny to #imagine him in his pjs in court trying to seduce sally #like realisitclally hes probably not. they peobably gave him a change of clothes he did in fact make a mess #but man.....the idea of him stood there in his own branded pjs . .....it enamours me #temporary wheelchair user mcqueen after his crash is reel to me <3 #he doesnt even need it for that long but by god he decks it out #note that they have rings on in the cars 3 ones...theyre married...#the second one is all sally when she arrived at radiator sprrriiings i rhink of her too much #ft flo & sheriff #ur sheriff. ur watching the road leading into town (even the towns basically dead anyway noones fucking coming in so ur legit just sat ther #eating lunch and thinking abt ur husband). a blue porsche rolls in and ur like huh. a visitor. thats new. the porsche suddenly just gives #out in the middle of the road and ur like. oh shit lemme call mater. before u get the chance to do that u r cut off by the LONGEST BEEP #IN HISTORY as sally carrera #burnt out from lawyering #slams her head on the wheel and yells FUCKKKKKKKKKK. this is MY canon now.#sheriff watching a stressed 20 smth in a business suit repeatedly knock her head against her steering wheel while muttering about #how this Has to be her annoying bosses fault somehow #wondering if he should offer her some help or just let her get it out of her system

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faunandfloraas · 25 days

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"Seungmin would be SO hot if he got muscle like, can you imagine?" You would be hotter if you shut your mouth but we can't always get what we want so <3

#the amount of times ive seen this exact comment or sentiment over the past 6ish months in particular #truly pissing me off <3 #like first things first- hes already handsome so if you dont see that... its fine. we all have different tastes but also be quiet <3 #but like we know first hand from him that he isnt particularly interested in the gym and working out #hes not a changbin. its not his thing- he goes to keep up stamina for live shows #and the fact hes been very specific in saying so any time anyone mentions him working out and going to the gym is so like......#its kinda obvious that hes doing a polite 'please dont hassle me about getting bigger' so he makes sure to always go Its For Endurance #and yet i still see this and also. um theres other members who are muscley so why does seungmin also have to follow that route?#like if you want muscle theres people you can go look at... but also half these people cant even identify actual healthy muscle #vs. someone being so skinny that they have no fat on them and somehow think thats real muscle so like lol #its been so specifically the past half a year tho like whats that about why #its really one of those be quiet im so tired #well on the otherhand i was so stressed about my doctors appointment but now annoyance took the worries place so 🤷‍♀️#like its funny how X should lose weight comments are recognised for being shitty but the 'x should totally change his physique' is chill tho #like if seungmin organically of his own accord ever becomes a muscle bro bc /he/ wants that than for sure i'll be like Woo go seungmin !!#but only if he wants it. not the fans being annoying not bc of staff or beauty standards not bc of the other guys

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taiyami · 4 months

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I just wanted to reach out to folks and say thanks for not scrutinizing me for interacting with a little more selfship content than usual lately. I know it's not everyone's cup of tea, and I just hope I'm not being overbearing with that kind of content ?

#I'm going through a rough patch in my life and so it's bringing me a lot of comfort to be in that community space right now ^_^#tai talks #i know people probably dont mind but im just ?? idk i get worried people will get tired of me when i go through a content dry spell #and i have a lot of friends who kind of have a distaste for the s/ship community or are just very impartial to it #ive always been a s/ship safe space and i dont think that will ever change but im also trying to unlearn shame and have a little fun with it #its just been heavy on my mind.#especially whenever i want to rb a fun s/ship question with my own answers but choose not to because ... idk?#im afraid people will become annoyed or frustrated with my presence instead of positive things #i dont think that feeling will ever go away but idk. i love my friends who are s/ship blogs and i love seeing peoples content for that!#it brings me a lot of joy recently #anyways if you read all that .... thank you ^_^ <33

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carcarrot · 4 months

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do i really want to make individual drinks again

#reaching back into the file cabinets of my mind to remember how i made certain drinks when i worked at the cafe #in preparation for the possibility of this new job #it would certainly mean far less goofing off time than i have at my current job. and i value my goofing off time dearly #but the people here are so fucking annoying lmao. i hate them soooo much #not that the people at this new job would be any better. we're still dealing with investment bankers #godddddd. what i really would want (which would be impossible)#would be to go back to working at the cafe but like. still have paid time off and insurance lmao #but the cafe was a small business and he was not offering paid time off and insurance. and the pay was way less #but i did get to play whatever music i wanted. unfortunately you cant live on that #like i can always say no to this new job if its offered to me. but is my goofing off time worth:#2 dollars less in pay and a half hour to an hour's more commute. well i dont know #a shorter commute would mean i could sleep more. and have more time at home .#i mean i probably don't Need all this goofing off time. but its nice #i dont knowwwwwww #like even though im a bit nervous abt doing it again i know that i would easily fall back into the routine of making drinks #which i was fairly good at. my one drawback is that i cant do latte art but i dont know that theyd really care here #and (because i found the menu of where id work) theres not a ton of drink options?? just the standard stuff #its being called a starbucks cafe but 1) its not managed by them and 2) it does not have their 5 billion drink options #so thats good. less to worry about #doesnt look like i even have to make anything foodwise which i had to at the cafe #here it looks like people can just buy a pastry and thats it #the hours are like. the same i work now. also good #sorry im like using this post to think through my thoughts.#uhhhh oh i looked up the manager who looks like a weenie so im not keen on the prospect of interviewing with him #but i probably would have thought that about my current manager if id seen a pic of him prior to interviewing. i guess???#and with these kind of catering units it seems you dont often deal directly with the manager that much anyway #i just gotta see if i get good vibes #rn i have unsure vibes. but i need a sign to see if this could be good for me #oh id also save money on transportation. and taxes! bc i wouldnt be working in ny anymore #lol oops tag limit. well i hope you enjoyed my job thoughts you probably didnt i know i didnt

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learn-and-accept · 2 months

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I can't be depressed, I ate vegetables two days in a row

#my mental health is in shambles lol #I haven't left my house in 4 days #i slept in until 1pm today which I haven't done in a while #the earliest i fall asleep is 2am #im fucking exhausted #it's so fucking hard to get myself to do anything #my brain won't even let me watch the Olympics even though ive been looking forward to the skateboarding competition #this shit is annoying #and it's annoying because i was so confused why this bout of depression happened #but i just got my first normal period after stopping birth control and that shit always fucks me up mentally #and my grandma just fucking died #so yeah not that surprising lol #also my girlfriend is out of town and i was supposed to go with her and it didn't work out so im sure that's not helping my brain feel okay #its just so fucking annoying because i just want to be okay with everything and not break #at least it's not the 'my brain is telling me to kill myself at all hours of the day' type of depression #but this shit still sucks and i hate it #and i don't want to talk with my girlfriend about it because i don't want her worrying about me and i want her to enjoy her time away #and i dont want to talk to my mom about it because actually i dont really know why i dont want to talk to her about it #im gonna be going back to therapy soon so hopefully that shit helps but who knows #anyway brains sucks and grief is weird and hormones are dumb and i miss my girlfriend #but hey at least my brain is letting me eat vegetables again lol #personal

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cleromancy · 9 months

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dick stans who feel threatened by like. literally any other dc character than bruce are so goofy like... you dont need to. i promise you dont need to. youre biting your nails anxious defensive staring at the 2nd-3rd horses lagging halfway down the track in a race your guy's *already won*. like please be serious

#''like sure my guy has more merch appearances history adaptations and is overall treated by canon with more consistency and respect''#''but what if the 40 year head start vanished overnight bc everyone started liking the other guy more''#i dont think you gotta worry about that man.#and my condolences about the ric arc bruce stealing his robin tts everything etc but it could b worse:#ur fav could be practically any other dc character.#however. its also pretty funny of me to say this as a jason todd guy who was originally a dick grayson guy so #maybe you should feel threatened actually 🤷#anyway dickie ilu im kissimg your little forehead. dont listen to ur stans all ur friends and family love u #i always just wind up pretending the person was actually channeling dicks insecurities like #😱😱 what if donna DID start loving jason more what if tim DID replace me what if roy HATES ME now bc jason was telling him LIES #and then whatever annoying thing i saw circles back around to being funny.#like even in the cases of roy and tim briefly liking jason more in canon that. is already getting phased out and also at least for *roy* if+#that makes you madder than any of the other ways his character got slamdunked in the trash i dont wanna fuckin hear it from u

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baffledapple · 16 days

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once again i am being subjected to "educational courses on generative AI" (lengthy advertisements that the higher ups want us to watch so they can say that we are trained in AI)

#it's a contact year we need to show that we spend a lot of tiem not only maintaining this stuff but also learning and improving the produc #we provide #they never define what they mean by AI or how the AI actually works its driving me insane #whoah this adobe ai can generate an image for you and insert it into the image you have have without learning photoshop #yeah but HOW. where are these images being pulled from? what methods are used to produce this shit #HOLY SHIT: most programmers dont actually spend that much time programming. they actually spend a lot of time in meetings. helping coworker #reading emails. reading documentation. HELLO???? YES??? THOSE ARE NORMAL THINGS TO DO???#yes attending meetings is annoying but the solution is to fucking reduce the amount of meetings and ensuring that meetings are efficient #NOT TO ADD AI????#the stupid fucking AI building half ur code isnt gonna reduce the time spent looking at documentation!!!! u can't trust the AI to be accura #to be accurate so ur gonna have to go to the documentation anyway!!!#“u can just code not worrying about syntax blah blah” so writing psuedocode??? doing a top down approach to get the big idea #and then write the little stuff later???#im so fucking livid this is SO DUMB #literally all the shit they mentioned in passing sounds actually useful instead of the generative AI bs #no i dont need a little guy to write my code for me #but a guy who checks my syntax? that suggests i look at a particular function from the library? that sounds useful!!!#“if i ask this thing how to do X it will tell me how with steps!”#Okay so will the documentation???? hello????#omfg this guy conviently skipped over the part where the AI gave a WRONG ANSWER #bro i can read the screen it did NOT accurately describe the game #“have it generate the game for you” the point of the little shit is to learn how to do stuff so you can apply it to the big shit #god im just so enraged #mr supervisor is this a good use of company resources?#you are billing t he client for ME learning ai bullshit #sir you having me sit through hours of learning the newest buzzword concepts. is this a good use of 8 hrs the client pays for me to be here #chit chat

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duckduckngoose · 28 days

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Everyone wants to take the train to go to every province in the Netherlands in one day, until I pull out the maps and travel plans and they realize I'm actually 100% serious 😔

#the duck quacks #THEY THINK IM JOKING BUT IM NOT #I HAVE THE ROUTE MAPPED OUT AND ITS POSSIBLE TO HIT EVERY PROVINCE!!!!!!#I NEED TO LOOK FOR A QUICKER ROUTE AS APPARENTLY #travelling from 7:00 to 23:45 is 'unreasobable'#amd 'what if we miss a train and end up home after 12' and 'i dont wanna wake up that early' snd 'why the actual fuck would i spend 16 hours #inside a train duck' AND I CALL THEM COWARDS *i am dragged of stage'#anyways i once again should perfect my route coz 17 hours is fun but a lil. just a lil long. and it has many bits where you nwed to switch #trains which i wanna decrease as much as possibls bc constantly worrying ab which stop and which track and which train #can be a bjt tok annoying #also NS doesnt have a proper map for all their stations (they have railways but not full country stations (only local(?)) so finding the #right ones is so annoying bht also weirldy fun! i like puzzling and planning witb trains #the hardest part is just getting a companion bc it isnt as fun to do shenanigans alone sigh

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fadeintoyou1993 · 1 month

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well the family has officially put me on an unofficial suicide watch 🤙🏽

#txt #my parents are hovering and usually id be annoyed but rn honestly. i kinda welcome it i dont really trust me w myself rn #they think theyre being subtle about it which is kind of funny but its also like well. i would be worried too if my daughter had a panic >#attack at the gym 2w ago and has been either completely silent or crying about small things or talking about how the church views suicide #and not 2 mention Has talked about ending it all like. maybe everyday for the past month.#like i would be subtly asking Are you okay have you eaten today did you take any medication do you need to walk outside over breakfast #but you know. glad they care 👍🏽 just kind of embarrassed and dont see myself snapping out of it anytime soon #at least not until i have my new prescription which might take another month so. lets hope i dont do anythinf stupid innthe meantime 👍🏽

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talkorsomething · 1 month

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I can't sleep again.

#100% секретный дневник левы НЕ ЧИТАЙ #лёва паспрабуе АДК #it's not about that. i'm just tired.#(stayed up too late for the first time in a while)#well... it compounded the issues.#i look like some guy with my blurry vision and yet its not enough and i dont know WHY #i do know why. have you ever not been seen?#flipped the coin from independence within my grasp to nothing is ever going to get me out of here #not even 'getting out of there' got me out #i can't wait for guard season again but i'm worried it's only going to put me right back into the depression mines #... seasonal depression notwithstanding #i need to make a choice at auditions and its whether i will be out; as me - and hopefully have a better season because of it #or just... stay like this. forever.#... my consult is right before second auditions pretty much. schedule that month is looking full..#anyways its not fair of me to expect anyone to check in on me #especially when one of my housemates seems to ... Also be going through it #and i can tell you now which of us is actually likely to talk about it and its NOT me #i'm not built for this idk. i never should have taken her up on that job offer.#...... i'm thinking about relapsing again. more seriously considering it.#i KNOW it's not good i KNOW it won't help but i dont know what fucking else will!!!!#remember when it felt like i was getting hobbies again?? so much for that..#.. i need to pull life into my *own* control but i need help to get there #and i can't even imagine being fully independent #... even if i'm taking all the right steps to get there #the MOST annoying revelation was that i could Maybe Actually benefit from therapy and the second most was that if i tell her this there is #almost no way any therapist she finds will be queer friendly #going to dig myself out of it. as always. mostly just not pushing myself right now but GOD does it suck.

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toytulini · 3 months

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Thank you for your tags on the baeddalism post. As someone who is aroace (formerly biace) and a nb transmasc I've literally watched every identity I have be dragged into discourse time and time again and it's always the exact same rhetoric to a nauseating degree. People are so terminally online that they constantly invent new nonexistent stereotypes of other queer identities to get mad at or just pick a queer identity to be the monster of the week, and it's excruciating to see it repeat the same way everytime.

I wanted to try to respond to this more eloquently after i had some caffeine, but if we wait for eloquence itll go unanswered for years. but lmao yea of course. Im also aroace and enby. I was here since like 2014, I suffered through reading all these same stupid arguments about a-specs and my tolerance for it is so fried. The queer infighting and gatekeeping bullshit is so rotting. I hope we learn one of these days. My disillusion that this keeps fucking happening is at least tempered by the fact that all the blogs who I followed for good takes on inclusionism and queer solidarity during the acecourse are also not tolerating this shit, and they are recognizing it as the same old bullshit its been the whole time.

#asks #tiredtief #i am so bad at actually Arguing w ppl so i try to avoid engaging directly as usual but i continue my tradition of #steaming in the fucking tags lmao #anyway hi. welcome. ill follow back. u seem nice #also i wish it was just terminally online brainrot but unfortunately i think this shit predates the internet #and this shit = ppl being stupid bitchy assholes to each other. i have an unfortunate feeling that it is merely an extension of the old.#call yourself a community organizer but youre not on speaking terms with your ex roommates thing. and its annoying ppl #applying like toxic friend group drama dynamics to a marginalized community cos they cant help but pick fucking fights i guess #my point is ppl have probably been being stupid toxic assholes about community since we started being people and having community #and it sucks and its always sucked but we made it this far. so hopefully we can keep going to go be stupid assholes to each other in the #future. i worry this is coming across as misanthropic. its only a little misanthropic. humans is humans. not good or bad but also i think #as social animals we are fundamentally fucking Annoying. i want to believe that we can like. get to a point where we stop arguing about #peoples identities like this. and maybe we will. but we will almost certainly be arguing about some other dumb shit. hopefully like some #low stakes fandom discourse or sports teams. discourse is brainrot but getting into meaningless arguments with fans of a different sports #team does fundamentally feel like a healthier expression of toxicity than starting queer separatist movements in the name #of protecting vulnerable ppl while not realizing that seperatism is just Isolating vulnerable ppl making them more susceptible to all the #harms you claim to want to prevent. dont ever fall for the reactionary exclusionist kool aid folks. even if they frame it as #reactionary seperatism. thats bad for you and your whole community youre cutting yourself off from and we cant be doing that shit #with fucking fascism impending everywhere and shit that targets and harms all of us up on the chopping block. goddddd #anyway. i need to go to the store.

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skunkes · 11 months

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Answering dis ask chopped up too

thank u, but my situation isnt that dire! Thats where half the problem comes from, i struggle because its really not that bad here, i just would like to leave for the regular reasons anyone would wanna leave home (+ being trans), that joke about what you dont pay in rent by living with your parents, you pay with your mental health etc etc

#talkys #anonymous #skunk mail #i wldnt call it abusive by any means...just annoying #like today's Last Straw is ive gone years without frequent human contact bc i dont make online friends #and all my irl friends are busy or have moved. ive hung out with a new online buddy like 3 times this month #told my dad im busy today watching movie with them so i cant go to target with him and now him and my mom are #getting into my business about who this is and why theyre more important and how I cant be doing this or w.e #its just Annoying. i just want to be able to do whatever i want without worrying i want privacy etc #not sure thats worth a job i hate and struggling to make rent but it is annoying and Toll Taking #oh also we're watching the saw movies and i mentioned this bc he interrogated me on what im doing with this friend #and then he made comments about how i shldnt be doing that bc those movies are awful #this is the same man who introduced me to the beatles as a child then banned me from listening to them as a teen #bc theyd have demonic brainwashing influences or some shit #im just tired im simply tired #i found out recently even the favorite child (my brother) has issues with them and thats whats made me want to leave more like #im not strong enough to withstand it if even the favorite cant. im jst tired i want to leave

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lesbiangiratina · 3 months

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112/80 blood pressure i wasnt Fully careful with salt intake today and only took like 1/8 of a beta blocker. We’re so back. Hopefully.

#supine. so yeah diastolic still kinda high but like im not scared to sleep Lol #it was more around 120/90 earlier but i was sitting up and hanging out. high but like. not ER worthy lmao #idk why diastolic is taking a little longer to chill out but its a little annoying. i dont wanna overdo it on the beta blocker #and send systolic too low #it wont. go too low. but im not used to Normal. im usually a Little high in the 120s/80s lol.#wellbutrin i hate your pussyyyyyy. whyd you have to make me crazy and then trigger the thing im crazy about. ugh #i guess it couldve been worse. ill take high bp over low bp. I GUESS? like as long as im not in Crisis range lol #I GOT. KINDA CLOSE THE FIRST COUPLE NIGHTS. BUT STILL.#easier to manage with a lil medication. instead of. idk. drinking salty soup all day and worrying about passing out.#which is also something im insane about.#im supposed to be journaling more my mom got really pissed at me about that cuz ive. never committed to it. in my decade+ of therapy #idk i just blog. i have a blog. i journal on my blog.#still journaling a little but yeah -_-#the kat goes meow

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carcarrot · 4 months

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i guess im being offered the job lol

#i didnt even have to interview????? here i was worrying about oh god going for an interview #but i guess not???#manager called me just now and was like hey i spoke w the people they want to know if you can start on these dates #like. okay???????#theres a week of training for me to do and then the following week id start at thee job #like an idiot as i was saying bye on the phone i only remembered then that i should have asked if it was PAID training ugh.#im assuming so . but maybe not. idk #im gonna call him back on monday to give my answer #this is it.... i may finally be free of the annoying people....#but like anything i have my trepidations. bc who know if itll work out #well thats life. as the song goes #fortunately im still within the timeframe to change the amount for my commuter benefits pretax card thing #bc the monthly pass id need for the new job #costs like less than half of what i pay now for the bus to ny #crazyyyyy. anyway i gotta do that if i decide to take the job #its more money (a little. but still more. ok its like a dollar and 4 cents more. which not a lot but still)#i get more sleepytime (always good) and im saving on commuting #plus ill only have to pay nj (and federal) taxes. instead of also paying ny yay. thats good #sorry again weighing the pros and cons onstage here #UH. what else #well a shorter commute is good but it means less reading/music listening time #although ive only resumed reading recently lol #idk. well then i could read at home and not worry about my books getting messed up #these past couple weeks ive been :( that the like 70-something year old paperback ive been taking is getting a bit rougher #only a little. but yesterday it got a bit wet bc my bag got soaked in the rain #why am i taking a super old book to work well i dont know what to tell you we have some old books #ok getting off topic. everything seems good about the new job so fuck dude i guess ill go for it #finally free of the stupid people here.... on to new stupid people (undoubtedly)#well it's probably all good then but unfortunately i always worry what if it isnt. hm

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hearties-circus · 8 months

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Oh g-d I've been withdrawing

#gamer txt.#i keep typong up posts and tags and delstinv them withoit thinking too much about it recentlu but k never usually dp that #theyve all been needy and attention seeking and thats why i was eriting them in the first place but thats ehy i keep deleting them #because i want attention #and that scares tge hell out of me #how bad do i have to be to be this desperate for some sort of contact yet this scared of losing everyone eho moght give it to me #why am u rhis scared of people thinking im annoying ive been feleting needy posts for months thats not . like me #even when im bad im usually better than that i dont. i dont understand ahy this is different #hell i relapsed a few months ago and i couldnt bring myself to even say i cut myself again outright bc i didnt want to be bother #since when the hell have i put up the illusion of being ok on this blog why am i so comcerned #are my trust issues really that bad? am i really that worried everyone who cares about me will fold the second i inconveniene them?#g-d thats. yeah fuck no wonder my friends were insulted when i gave them a 6/10 for 'ppl i would talk to if i had issues'#that is insulting #and whats worse is that its a lie #6/10 should be over half i should tell them my problems about half of the time #i dont do it. ever #and usually thats not too bad because i unload wverything here anyways but now ive stsrted stopping kyself frkm doi g thst #i want help and attention and to stop being so svared but im too scared to ask for those #i had to drag myself out of bed to make rhis post bc if i left it till morning i wouldnt do kt #also thats why all the typos btw no glssses its dark and i stsrted crying at some point #i dont know if its just how ive been feeling lateky or if theres some truth to it but i feel like my text posts have been getting seen less #im honestly kinda really twrrified im gonna wake up and no one will have seen this post and im just gonna pretend to be ok #bevause i would i think i would really just give up #i dont know what gl do #ive never been this scaredwithout a discernable cause before #ive stsrted cryung way harder andb u dont even know why #i think i think thats more or lees everything off my chest #im gonna try to sleep

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