#altho i still lowkey hate u

[vampirealpaca]

My thoughts on the pjo show (now that the season is over) (this is going to run long) Overall Rating: 8/10 :

Ok first of all, I actually LOVED the show and the cast is literally awesome; I do have some thoughts and feelings tho.

The GOOD :D

The visuals were eating ngl

THE CAST!!!! they literally were amazing cannot stress this enough

I think a lot of the changes were handled super well, especially Medusa (although I don't love all of the changes...see below in the next section lol)

I LOVED the set design for pretty much all of the scenes!!! Like the set & costuming was literally so good; sometimes it looked a little Volume-y but I think it's ok since they also clearly did a bunch of on-location stuff

Driving scene was literally so funny like no notes on that + the acting was On Point pretty much All of the Time.

I actually think they slayed with the special effects

Pretty accurate! (overall a waaaaaay better adaptation than the movies)

BLUE FOOD!!!!

More Sally content was awesome!! And I cannot stress this enough the ACTORS WERE SO GOOD in their roles!! Like I think they were the perfect choices ngl and I hope to see more of them in season 2 (if we get one, idk if its greenlit yet)

I also liked how they focused on Grover's character more (lowkey my fav now)

Genuinely had a great time watching the scenes from the books I've loved since Forever come to life onscreen!

The character dynamics were GIVING

Loved getting more info about Percy's backstory

The way they showed the Mist was honestly so cool!! This might be filed under Visuals but still...it was so cool

Fight choreo fluctuated, but I liked the Percy vs Luke fight (altho the scorpion erasure ;-;)

Again the chemistry with the actors like adkjhfdkjdfkjhdfjkhk I think the acting may have been my fav part honestly lol

All of the easter eggs for the fans!!

Rick's subtle rewriting of the story was sometimes very cool! (Like with the water grabbing Percy etc) --- you can definitely tell that he's thinking about how he'd change the story if he were to write it today

...HOWEVER i have gripes :(

THE LIGHTING WAS TOO DARK IN NIGHT SCENES!!!! HATE THAT TROPE WHY CANT I SEEEEEEEE (looking at u medusa scene)

I feel like they should've fallen into like…at least one trap without Knowing Everything about it. Like, I get the Medusa change and am pretty on board with it, but I feel like a few of the other changes weren't really necessary & messed with the stakes. A lot of the time it felt like I was watching them explain "Oh you're THIS person so you will do THIS so I will do THIS" instead of like...showing me.

Not enough blood (this is prob a Disney problem, not the show creators fault but like...cmon Disney...they have swords, let the children get More Injured...they are Fighting for their Lives)

Felt kinda...dryer than the books? idk how to explain it...like it felt like there wasn't the same Vibes in some parts if that makes sense, like they switched out a lot of funny moments (esp with how they changed Charon and the Crusty scenes lowkey im bitter)

the tone was definitely sometimes waaay different from the books (like it was way more serious I think, which is good sometimes and less good other times)

Idk if this is 100% true bc my last reread was a few months ago, but I think they separated the main trio more than in the book (?), it felt like they were duo-ed with diff members for a lot rather than building off of their main dynamic -- they had some trio moments but ig i just wanted more (again, I could be wrong on this one tho)

Lotus Casino not really being as Fun (the pumping lotus flowers in the air was a cool detail tho!)

It generally felt like they took a lot of the funny parts in favor of talking more about how messed up the gods are (which I liked sometimes!! but the kids are 12 let them have more funny moments too yaknow) (Rip the Died in the Bathtub line...gone but not forgotten)

I really didn't love the changes that made the story feel more Cliche and Basic (the ones that annoyed me were changing the entire DOA to just Some Standard Death Eater Looking Fellow & Annabeth's interactions with Cerebus being completely changed)

Mixed feelings on Gabe...I wanted him to be more evil at the beginning but I get why they changed it ig. Plus he was literally so funny when he (spoilers?) got murdered by opening someone else's mail. That's what happens when you commit a federal crime ig.

General Character Thoughts:

PERCY: Walker Scobell was such a good casting call... like you can tell he really cares about the books & getting the character right. Acting was on point, sass was on point (but I do wish he got to be sassy a bit More); Really gives off the energy of Percy Jackson and definitely was AMAZING in this role!

ANNABETH: She was spectacular in this role!! Leah got literally all of Annabeth down to a T --- her kindness, her pride, her wisdom, etc etc without resorting to any kind of "stock smart girl" vibe. She was literally SO GOOD! I loved seeing her talk about her dad, and the detail about her not having seen a movie is such a mood and so in-character lowkey. Leah really nailed Annabeth's dry humor and general vibe like dfajkhfdjhkfdhjk

GROVER: He was my favorite! Like, his acting was AMAZING fr!!! They brought a lot of newer things into his character that I think worked really well & it definitely strengthened his characterization --- he was also really funny & so sincere I just loved his portrayal of Grover!

HOWEVER I think some of the arcs are shakier since the characters didn't struggle as much, since they were figuring out a Lot of things

Overall, I took 2 points from the rating because the Spirit and Humor weren't fully there and I felt some of the changes made it feel less like the OG and more cliche (looking at u Charon). However, the great acting, pretty slay writing (except for the tone stuff), Vibes, and all the other stuff I think they did right pulled through to get it ranked a little higher lol. Plus, I liked it, even if I didn't like all of it.

No hate if u loved the show adaptation tho!! Feel free to disagree, these are just my thoughts lol. I really genuinely hope there's going to be a season 2, although I would like if they fix a few of these problems in that potential season (please...let me see what's happening in the dark scenes...please...)

[rrxnjun]

this is yet again going to be a long one maybe but i'm not going to say sorry😎 AND I LOVE U FOR TEXTING ME!! and coming off anon just so i can add the screenie lmao so another liebestraum anon reveal

the first one i just screenshoted cuz what in the world about the cookies and cream‼️ and the second one is just so☹️ i just really love it spoke to me on a personal level☹️☹️

TO STAY ON BRAND LMAO no but fruity ice creams slap and not going to lie to u i dont like chocolate ice cream .-.

I LOVE FALL BUT IM SCARED OF SEPTEMBER SO IM CHILLING WITH SUMMER RN EVEN THOUGH ITS MY LEAST FAV SEASON ITS FALL WEATHER RN ANYWAYS HAHA and thank u thank u again ur fics kept me sane so couldn't have done it without u ily💘💖 I WILL NEVER STOP BEING SAPPY!!!

i finished reading it around 3-3:30 am lmao i looked at the clock at like one am and i jjst said okay one more part and i just kept doing that till i finished the fic💀 but it was worth it kept thinking about the whole day!! i went to the park with my neighbors and somehow we talked about learning to drive and the whole time my brain just went oh haechan of the fic oh it was amazing lmao

GOT A WHOLE SPREADSHEET READY FOR COUNTING I TOOK IT AS A SERIOUS MATTER!! and i can't believe i was right crazy i thought i definitely missed some THANK U FOR THE PRIZE I LOVE IT SO MUCH THAT SUNWOO PIC THO SCREAMING CRYING STILL !BEST PRIZE THANK U!

that happening irl some people have pretty interesting lives🫡 UR HAIR WONT GET MESSED UP IT WONT BE U DONT MANIFEST THE BAD VIBES DUDE!! i read hon and i just knew i had to mention it BUT I THOUGHT U USED IT INTENTIONALLY LMAO and can't argue with that it was deserved but can't let my man have false accusations going around even if he is crazy delusional and did what he did i have to protect his name🫡

OMG OMG WE GET A CSENKE REVEAL ON HERE AS WELL !!!! THE GROWTH !!!!!!! i was about to text u like hey girlie u forgot the anon button again but then i saw it was intentional and went :,)

i am with yn on this one cookies and cream needs to die like i HATE that flavor with a burning passion TT and the second one- ☹ see i wrote that for myself. u can see the jump from me being fine to being depressed to being fine again in that fic and HAHA and that part was just me reminding myself and assuring myself hhh i am glad it spoke to you <33

YOU DONT LIKE CJOCOLATE ICE CRWAM ???? BUT ITS A CLASSIC ???????!?!!! Our friendship might be ending right here and now ngl......

AAAH i get you !! especially since youre starting uni so it can get very scary but i promise u its gonna be all okay and exciting !! (Like if i ignore the homesickness and stress i felt last year, starting uni felt very new and exciting and i enjoyed it)). i cant wait for school to start ngl im so bored rn i need the routine 😭😭😭😭😭 also its so weird how this summer was summer for like.... a month....? and then it got cold again ??? like im not complaining since i like the colder weather but i didnt have a chance to go swimming this year so im ☹ and ily ily ily you keep me sane every day so im glad i was able to do the same

3??? AS IN THREEEEE AM ???? girl youre crazy no person should stay up so late to read my fic. but thats such an honor i- ☹☹ thank you <33 AHAHA i am glad u got reminded of my fic SHSJSJ but also same sometimes i drive and i get reminded of my own fic its crazy

A SPREADSHEET IM CRYING i kept a tally for each member. I lowkey forgot i mentioned them this much at the start i got surprised at seeing their names there 😭😭 but i am happy u enjoyed your prize ❤ special just for you

WE MANIFESTED WELL ALTHO NOT QUITE ENOUGH :((( i mean- it slipped out by itself THE PETNAME IS ROTTING MY BRAIN. its like sweetie? baby? babe? no. hon. why? my man uses it 🥰🥰🥰 also i cant believe u can still defend your man after all of that....unbelievable

[rawrmeansilyindinosawr]

THE L GOT YASSIFIED N GHANDI IS AT 14TH ST UNION SQUARE!!!!!!?!??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the L stawped being a cunt on the weekendz w it’s fuckin delays n got individual seats that don’t clap back when u sit down ! Altho i am a “clap back “ advocate (Let ur cheekz Speak if they must ) i do wonder why

why is it always so awkward to hit on someone on public transit ?

we sit across each other staring each other down n i wish u were clumsy enough.

to leave a bag or your phone or wallet on the seat so i could say something to you but nothing is scripted here on this island of a city. there are only real moments. and this includes the pain in the people watching cuz sometimes we just end up watching them live their lives so much so in admiration we watch them leave.

I wrote dat ab some rly long white person with a maroon jumpsuit. N i don’t hav the energy to post a misc connection on Queer craigslist /LEX soooooo. Whut eve.

Dis week i hav been severely depressed n isolative besides for the day that the pilgrims decided to say it wuz the day that wuz gonna b ab slaying n giving . i ate sum dead bird n made sure even their bone marrow life mattered n cartilage cuz post veganism n peta rites advocate type beat a life is a mf life . Hoe .

Mi boss at union square Market s@id she saw her nekked neighbur whilst walkin around the duck truck. whut wuld u do if ur nekkid neighbor came to ur place of werk n every1 sais he is a rly nice person but he had a big SSHLONG. Now i kno whut ima wish 4 on my wishlist. No this isn’t 4 other bitchez . Nor is it for sshlong reveal. I wish some1 wuld notice meh as the nekkid neighbur at the union Square holidey market.

I whuhz almost in luv w a gurl who luved big patty wattyz n raised awareness for autism via tiK tok last yr n also i hate lex now!!!!!!!!!!! 2 many ppl wanting to give out their used sheets n Service tops who dont wanna Host . But i do thoroughly enjoy when Ppl wanna give their free concert tickets out . So lex gonna b the new ticketmaster to me but anarchist - community fridge version Without the food . Smfh . Y it gotta take watching perks of being a wallflower to realize we regret picking the boy w the eyebrow piercing when we culdve picked the 1 who got hit by a car butt still ended up pullin up to bossa limpin .

Im in luv with club E n gave them my tiara cuz they r a tucking princess and cuz their music reminds meh of myspace era sheit. Also they name is ren like me TWOOOOOO. twinnem:-] <3

As car seat headrest sayz in its only seggs i think bc of his demisexual cusp of asexual self .

“

OK, so I've been reading all the sex blogs

And they all talk about how OK it is to be gay

And straight and bisexual and asexual

And have sex however you like

But I don't care about hundreds of hypothetical people

And their hypothetical sex deals

I care about me, and my sex deal!

What about my problems?

Baby, my body

Constantly betrays me

I try to betray it

I only hurt myself

Yeah, yeah

I can't tell you if I like it, I like it

What happens if I don't like it? I like it

I can't tell you if I like it, I like it

What happens if I don't like it? It's only-

It's only sex

It's only

It's only sex

C'mon, sexual desire, speak! “

My brain is too fried from vyvanze dependence to decipher n explain it all right meow . I jus kno i luv those lyrics n i luv when post club - post party we all come back to mi lil floor mattress in mi tiny room n we kuddle puddle!!!!!!

Saw a Zyn nicotine ad omw to my lobotomy apt at callen lourde this mornin n i miss the dude who gav tht to meh while me werkin this japanese restaurant once n holy sheit i wuz shaking n shitting n crying my entire shift . I miss werking there cuz i made $400 a shift n lowkey I could get any vacation hours i wanted. Now im like a finance bro who goes to reggae bars in the city N gets pussy on hinge . v_v RIP!!!!!

i havnt been to saint vitus penus yet but thts Ok cuz i heard someone saw pee pee juice n eyeball juice on the bathroom mirror once n ill just stick to duffz if i wanna find a punk goth giorl to destroy my Third hole . Im crying a lot these days super fragile as well as today being a significant date for me N i missh ketamine so damn much butt i refuse to sniff anymore cuz i nvr kno how to dose w the diff german strainz n i always get sickie or khole n see myself on a train n being someone’s mutha . Weird!!!!!!!!!!’

Idek if i givin up on life or life givin up on meh but im just mf done . N i kno dis cuz im in my candle era yall . Where i lie n say i’m “running errands “ but sniffin diff candles at target n burglington ALONE . all dis for some mf seratonin biotch ????!!!????? Alsoo last randomo thot but i luv one of my good friendz from nyu n they were ganged up on bc of some DUMB RUMORS n i gots to say i kant stand a fucking bully or ppl who kant extend grace to others cuz it just feels v cliquey n stupid . Lik if we rly gonna believ rumors n gossip n not see someone’s character or try to understand i don’t see how ppl can b ok wit the ppl they hav to be with when they r alone with themselvez at nite . We r constantly evolving and it’s wrong to hold things against people esp in this age and this goes for me as well. I hope to receive the grace and love and empathy that I extend .

Soooooo many more fuckin thots n ramblingz like how i wish there was a poll i could start somewhere outside of instagram ab who wuld fuck G Eazy post halsey (Cmon , “tumblr girls”was an AMAZING song!!!!!!) N how much i luv egg by the garden but. Til nxt wk Babez.

Xx , ketaminechic NOT CHICK who doesn’t do ketamine anymore but kant put the energy into changing it then changing it on all platforms cuz omfGGGGGGGggg who cares that deeply ab this social media Bullsheit anywayzzz , Renny baby <3 :-] visit me at union square market Booth c20til Xmas eve !!!

[cristinarosales-archive]

1 - 25 they all better be gay

1) describe the plot in 1 sentence.

girl with healing powers gets coerced into being the princesses bodyguard and falls in love with her while saving the country.

2) pick one sight, smell, sound, feel, and taste to describe the aesthetic of your novel.

sight — an empty throne room at night

smell — the smell just after a fire is doused

sound — a body hitting the floor

feel — scraping your palms on concrete

taste — salt on your tongue

3) which 3+ songs would make up a playlist for the novel?

already answered!

4) what’s the time period and location in which the novel takes place?

already answered!

5) is this a standalone or a part in a series?

it’s part of a trilogy!!

6) are there any former titles you’ve considered but discarded?

uh originally there was a but in it, and i considered girl of steel but i thought it was too close to man of steel so, healed not whole was the obvious choice

7) how many times does the word ____ appear in the novel?

i can’t answer this cause u didn’t send me a damn word cameron

8) what’s the first line that comes up when you search _____?

^ see above

9) what’s the first line of your novel?

the very first line is:

“From my spot four stories up on the roof of an abandoned building I had a clear view of the street below.“

10) what’s a line of dialogue you’re particularly proud of?

already answered!

11) which line from the novel most represents it as a whole?

tbh the same as the one i’m most proud of!!

12) who are your character faceclaims?

none of them really have exact faceclaims but zan is a mix of douglas booth and young harrison ford

13) sort your characters into harry potter houses!

already answered!

14) which character’s name do you like the most?

honestly,,, probably safren’s?? like none of the characters in this universe have a middle name so its mostly based on first name. I also love zan’s name because their name is actually alekzander.

15) describe each character’s daily outfit.

i’m only gonna do this for the trio bc i’m #lazy

safren — safren wears literally the exact same thing everyday and it’s a snug fitting long-sleeved black top, snug black pants, lace up knee high boots and fingerless gloves

zan — zan shares safren’s tight pants fetish but they prefer looser tshirt like tops. they also wear shorter boots and when they wear gloves they cover their fingers, since they’re u kno a thief

alyssah — alyssah goes through about 3 outfits a day, starting with a dress for morning meetings in the throne room, followed by a pair of snug pants and a blouse with some knee high boots for the afternoon, and another gown for dinner.

16) do any characters have distinctive birthmarks/scars?

well safren doesn’t scar and none of the other characters engage in activites that lead them into danger regularly 

17) pick a color to represent each character.

already answered!

18) pick a font to represent each character.

ok here goes nothin

safren — parabola

zan — impact

alyssah — beautylove

aedan — cornia script

ean — nella sue

cevyn — beastform

19) which character most fits a character trope? which trope?

aedan is literally the idealist thats his whole thing he’s blind and naive

20) which character is the best writer? worst?

none of them really bother but best would be alyssah and worst would probably be aedan

21) which character is the best liar? worst?

best liar is definitely cevyn,,,, like no spoilers but hes Great at lying

22) which character swears the most? least?

SAFREN SWEARS SO MUCH ITS NOT EVENT FUNNY, like the girl needs to fuckin chill. and least would be aedan

23) which character has the best handwriting? worst?

ean’s handwriting is so pretty its like the definitely of perfect cursive but zan’s?? fucking horrid

24) which character is most like you? least like you?

most like me,,, maybe zan?? and least like me is aedan

25) which character would you most like to be?

the guy that dies in the first scene tbqh

[twopoppies]

Firstly No pressure to read any of the below it’s just a lil rant after I ended up on the wrong side of tumblr!! ( + I have ADHD and i forgot my meds lol so its a bit disoriented and all over the place) and no response necessary unless you want to!

Oh god I accidentally ended up on the wrong side of tumblr....never ever ever ever again, I went back so fastttt lol im laughing at myself rn for how quickly i clicked away from disgust

i ended up on a blog that stalks u and some other larries and says absolutely atrocious things abt louis (I can send u their @ if u'd like so u can block them) and fully bought the stunt bs happening rn and it was horrible obvs but like i just do not understand like it was so creepy gina and im just so disgusted bc why? yk?

like u were not joking abt anti's actually being obsessed with larries - like half this person's blog was talking abt you and amy and i was just so shocked cause why??? like mate come on what the actual f? get a life please?? (im quite new so im like just now realising how insanely weird and obsessed these anti's are)

Also it was just an overall eye opener for multiple things:

Starting with that 1. the way 1DHQ and 1D Management managed to alienate larries actually worked and i like knew but truly doing a proper deep dive and seeing multiple blogs hate on larries and like obsessively stalk us was insane?? Like they truly believe everything they’re being fed???

Side Note: Lowkey feeling very lucky to have had the education i have because even before i even joined this fandom i believed partially none of the relationships in the news bc like i knew abt this industry and how it worked yk? i mean its logic? i have so many mates that arent even in the fandom that know i am in the fandom and texted me when the articles started rolling out calling it out for what it was: A PR stunt

Hell someone i know whom i had never even talked abt fandom stuff/stunt stuff fully texted me making a joke out of it!!! like people who aren’t even in our fandom can see it and its just insanely surprising that if they can why cant the antis?? im just a bit shocked rn

both from 1. finding someone who actually believes in this stunt and 2. multiple blogs that fully commit their time to stalking u and other larries and once again i knew but fully seeing it

YK AT FIRST I WAS LIKE IS THIS A JOKE I DIDNT BELIEVE IT GINA I THOUGHT SOMEONE WAS PULLING MY LEG OR THIS PERSON WAS IDK BEING SARCASTIC AND HAD A MESSED UP SENSE OF HUMOUR but ye anyway

It made me realise that 1DHQ knew what the fuck they were doing when they were trying to alienate larries from the rest of the fandom, once again i am feeling extraordinarily grateful to have grown up with an education where i was literally taught to never trust anything and to always think things thru using logic - “does it makes sense to you? if not find out why, there usually a reason behind everything” my yr 9 english teacher used to say smth like that all the time and it just never left me bc she was always teaching us to judge everything and to take every piece of news we read entertainment or otherwise with a grain of salt and to always if we’re gonna give someone else our opinion or spread this information do our research (its what i am when i say i feel lucky to have had the education i have had)

Eye Opener 2: Anti’s are fully standing y’all u were 100% correct this is some next level stan behaviour if i’ve ever seen some, you’re famous gina!!

It is while surprisingly to realise that anti’s fully believe these things, more surprising to see how they treat larries bc why on earth would u treat any other human being this way??? like dont get me wrong they’re horrible ppl and i fully felt like sending them a message telling them exactly that but i would never bc i just dont want to make another person feel bad abt themselves even if they are that shitty of a person and it was very tempting

I just would like to understand why they feel the need to do this? like why hate on a whole other person? for what believing smth diff to u? having a difference of opinion? how tf are they gonna make it when they get a job??? like??? do u know how often i run into a person with a different opinion then me? it shouldn’t be that big of a deal! we should still be able to be friends with antis! but we’re not - not for lack of trying btw!! they’re just so mean and rude??? when i was in other fandoms when someone believed different things there was never this much hatred at someone for it!! hell there was barely any bc it was understood that it was normal to have diff opinions abt things and i just am truly fascinated by these ppl i swear they remind how stupid the human race can sometimes be not for what they believe (altho ngl a lil of that too) but for how they treat other ACTUAL human beings with different opinions to them

Eye Opener 2.5: Some people need lives, man like they proper do need lives and something to do maybe a hobby or smth? just like a life they need to get one of those and actual live it

and Eye Opener 3: I already felt this way but like even god damn stronger now you deserve a formal apology from both 1DHQ and the universe

and until we get that u deserve amazing things coming from the boys on your bdays to make up for it

Lastly Gina I hope you didn't read thru all that bc I couldn’t even read it over and thus sorry for any grammar/spelling mistakes and I would also like to say that I love your blog and everything about you! you’re an absolute angel and one of the kindest ppl I have ever had the pleasure of well not meeting but stumbling across, you truly make this fandom a much much much better place with your presence (I shudder to think of it without u) that said if you ever need to take breaks or leave Im sure you already know but you should 100%

You first!!! Always! :)

Have a good day Gina, I hope its an absolutely amazing one!

Hi darling. LOL! Reading this was like talking with my kids when they don't take their ADHD meds. Lots of excited thoughts!! I loved it.

And yeah, that blog and their 4 followers are really... not well. But you're very right. 1DHQ made this fandom a breeding ground for people to hate larries and to think it's something Harry and Louis would both approve of. It's gross.

The gaslighting here is powerful, so thank goodness for fans like you who know to question what they're told and to look at things with logic and to do their best to see through their own biases.

Thank you for all the sweet words and your offer to kick butt (in your other message). I really appreciate it!

[shiningloki]

aww, i really appreciate that u took the time to ask first. i havent seen the movie bc our country is one of the few countries rn that are still on lockdown. [altho at this point, there are some high-class theatres that are starting to open and have announced they will view the film onthe first week of december - so ig that's a good thing !! :P]

anw, URE REALLY SWEET FOR ASKING !! i mean, i lowkey feel like u didnt even have to ask in thefirst place since this is ur account and ure free to post almost anything u want to but still, that was rlly sweet and i personally appreci8 it !! anw, idrk just put a warning ig(?) 😅🤷‍♀️ up to you..!!

(ok that's it. ive been oversharing again im sorry 😅)

Thanks hun!! I hope you get to see it soon, it was pretty good!

I know I hate having movies spoiled for me, so the last thing I wanted was to spoil this film for someone else. And considering the main premise of this fic would contain something, well, top tier spoiler-y, I wanted to be considerate of others. I’m not sure when it will be up, perhaps in two weeks, maybe slightly sooner, but that all depends on when I actually write and finish it lol!

[grizztheexplorer]

Ep 6 Love Victor live reaction:

- IS THAT ALI WONG??? HOW DO THEY GET ALL THIS BIG FEMALE COMEDIANS WHATS THE BUDGET OF THIS SHOW????

- i’m stressed over the physical stuff i already feel some shit gonna happen this ep about it and he’s gonna backtrack💀

- omg Mia def ain’t happy about something rip. Once the water is clear with them they are gonna be fucking best friends i know it. She’s like Simon’s Leah.

-ik i don’t like Andrew and I don’t mean to be biased but??? Isn’t Andre making off color comments about Mia’s sexual life... harassment!????? They are fucking sophomores in high school anyways can everyone on this episode take a chill pill christ.

- okayokay i feel like they are babies bc i’m in my 20s but i had friends sexually active at 16 (altho they also in part had trauma). So.... teens have sex and i’m not gonna be weirded out about all these babies talking about sex I promise 😭

- to any high schooler reading this: being sexually active as long as it is 1) safe 2) consensual 3) and with someone YOUR AGE and not creepy out of high school people is absolutely fine!!! But TALK ABOUT IT before doing it. Don’t invite your partners over expecting shit. TALK ABOUT IT. TALK. ABOUT. IT. AND BE HONEST IN THOSE CONVERSATIONS AND RESPECT IF YOUR PARTNER ISN’T READY THE SAME WAY THEY SHOULD RESPECT IF YOU AREN’T READY. TRYING TO CONVINCE SOMEONE AND NAGGING UNTIL THEY AGREE ISN’T CONSENT EITHER!!!!!!

- back to Love Victor lmao. BITCH WHAT DO YOU MEAN BACK WHEN I WAS FIGURING THINGS OUT AND YOU SAID GIRLS PLURAL??? YOU A SOPHOMORE AJDJDJDJDJD these babies BE having sex omg i feel like such a grandma im shocked😭😭😭😭 i feel like im so used to watching sexually active seniors or juniors even in HS shows. This is good tho. Teens be having sex and is good a show that has actors with according age (same age as the characters and not 25 year olds) discussion sex in a healthy manner and their sexualities. Im shocked but also happy. I never get weirded out in other shows bc the actors are so grown.

- MIA TOTALLY HAD SEX WITH ANDREW DIDN’T SHE

- Benji’s bf looked so disappointed 😤😤 baby Benji deserves better smh he even put lights all over 🥺

- Mia girl u can’t be angry u guys hadn’t even talked about it!!! COMMUNICATE WITH UR PARTNERS BEFORE EXPECTING SEX

- everyone can say what they want about Felix but he’s def the most mature one. He’s right, I don’t think Victor has anything to apologize for. Sex shouldn’t be expexted at all if there have no been any conversations about it beforehand. ESPECIALLY if they haven’t even french kissed yet.

- omg Benji fuck this guy😭 gays overDO anniversaries what do u mean he won’t even care!??? At least do it bc ur bf clearly cares im crying fuck this guyyyyy

-omg this guy 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 bitch i get ur point but go feel joy hold ur bf’s hand and celebrate damn. Also.... lowkey how come these topics didn’t come up before?? Like at least on Valentines day or something???

- omg lake wtf?? He can like her without wanting sex jesus christ this is a conversation they never had and if he isn’t ready that’s valid. Christ.

- nah imma repeat for any young person who might read this: is NOT cruel if you aren’t ready. You SHOULDN’T expext sex without a conversation first (no matter the age or whether or nor u are a virgin), and not being ready has NOTHING to do with whether they like you or not. These things are complex and everyone should be on the same page period. No one has the right to be mad at another person if they aren’t ready.

- now im uncomfortable by them kissing bc he’s doing it out of guilt💀 i hate it here

- Felix is so cute🥺 i want a 21 year old Felix who respects everyone🥺🥺🥺🥺

- yes felix! But also no felix! U deserve better than to be a secret!!!

- the ep ending with him and Benji?? Amazing writing and foreshadowing damn

-ik this was supposed to be a suprise but i think it was obvious. Is a lil annoying to me she realizes she might still be into Andrew bc Victor won’t have sex with her. On one had is like, she feels the sexual chemistry isn’t there (and thats bc he gay) and she’s right. On another, Victor could totally be into her like that and simply not ready and is unfair she gets angry or nostalgic for past relationships simply bc her current partner isn’t ready for physical shit yet. But again, her not feeling the chemistry is important and valid too. She’s ultimately gonna end up with Andrew that feels obvious to me too even if its not this season. What makes me wonder is, after her and victor become friends once he is out and the fix their shit, and she gets with Andrew, how is Andrew and Victor’s relationship gonna look like?? Bc they aren’t even close to being friends lmao

[astrologysvt]

🐯 i’m not against a trade either 👁 i tried to not screw them together too tightly but it’s still a weird experience bhhsf HARD WORKERS WHERE MERCURY PLEASE I BEG U MAKE ME A HARD WORKER 😭🤲🏻 i relate more to the restlessness and it preventing me from getting shit done 🥴 why does virgo stress u out? it’s a sign i always need to think about hard cause i got one really annoying example of a virgo but my friend has virgo energies too so i def don’t hate it 🧐 did u know? i actually have (1/2)

🐯 (2/2) a libra stellium, taurus venus and ig like moon/rising the usual but yes, i am full on venus dom 🥰 UR PLUSHIE LOOKS LIKE MINE!!! but mine has a bit bigger eyes and it’s fairly big like it has perfect sleep-hug size 🐙 weird stuffed animals are the only way to go 😔✊🏻 altho i do have the absolute softest shiba inu ever which isn’t exactly weird but 10/10 would recommend 🐶 (not @ me seriously considering getting a tiger plushie tho cause of reasons unbeknownst to humanity 🐯😒)

tbh we gotta figure out the logistics of a trade if ur on anon but i’m always open! LMFAO i feel that so hard i’m so lazy but then randomly my virgo mercury is just like DO EVERYTHING NOW. lol honestly draconic charts stress me out either way they really be telling me i’m an aqua sun with a virgo moon 😂 and since i haven’t really dedicated a lot of time to learning how to read those alternative charts my brain just starts hurting 😭 omg yes that is the spirit i’ll tell everyone you’re a venus dom hope ur ready for ur new life 😍 ugh i love him i got him in a white elephant i fought for him SO HARD. omg yessss get a tiger stuffed animal that’d be so cute i’m sure hoshi has like 90. also lowkey jellycat has the best plushies my fave is the snails and then they have an egg and toast pairing 😭

[tbhstudying]

what are ur favorite glossier products

oh ho ho ho, i got you covered!! also, if u wanna purchase anything, u can use my referral link to get 10% off :”) dw it’s not an affiliate code, it’s just that friend link thingy that glossier has set up

things i love

milky jelly cleanser

it’s rose-scented so some ppl might not like it, but god it’s one of the few cleansers that doesn’t break me out and doesn’t leave my skin feeling stripped

it’s like my luxury version of cetaphil lol i use this to make myself feel rly good and pampered, i love it

balm dot com

mango, rose, and birthday are my favs

didn’t like coconut but i just don’t like coconut in general (but my mom wanted it lol) + i hate cherry flavored / scented things so i didn’t bother getting that flavor

boy brow

super natural, love the way it applies and i just repurchased another one! can’t go without it :”)

lash slick

definitely lengthens ur lashes and doesn’t give u raccoon eyes which !! i love !! 

might not be for u if ur into the volume rather than the length thing

lowkey wish it was more?? thickening and more volumizing if that makes any sense? but it’s a v v nice natural look and im satisfied

gen g lipstick

hm maybe this doesn’t belong in this category but im sticking it here anyways

love the way it applies and wears (altho i do put lip balm on before applying) but the shade i have (like) is exactly the same color as my regular lips so i can’t say much abt color payoff

im saving up to buy a different shade + im gonna see how that shakes out

things that aren’t worth it

solution 

god i have such a beef abt this one

“all skin types” is such a lie

gave me a chemical burn + rashes + worsened skin texture

also i found strange white thread-ish things and when i asked glossier abt it, they were like?? super private abt it and were like “sorry we can’t disclose anything” and i was like ?? just tell me if it’s still ok to use or if smth went bad or ??? 

lidstar

super patchy, harder to apply, rubs off with ur finger easily when u try to apply w/o the doefoot applicator, and not worth the price :(

regular priming moisturizer

it’s fine but it’s not worth the price

priming moisturizer rich is more worth it imo but even then, you can still find cheaper alternatives, u know?

skin tint

shouldn’t even be called a tint. more like,, A Ghost of bb cream

also very slick imo? i have normal to dry skin, but this still made my face feel and look very slippery and sweaty

i guess that’s the Dew (tm) but im not here for that

things i’m ambivalent on

haloscope

definitely better to rub ur finger on the stick and then apply with ur finger vs rubbing the stick on ur face

oil core has coconut oil in it which may make some ppl break out

idk, it’s nice but i feel like it’s overhyped

cloud paint

wow if haloscope was overhyped, then this one is ultra-hyped

ok maybe im not the target audience here bc im not a blush person (although i love buying blush lmao, i love me some paradoxical idiosyncrasy)

the packaging is cute but it’s impossible to get a tiny amt. it just,,, Globs Out :( feel like i waste more than i use

nice to blend, ok, ok, but,,, idk,,,, miss beam doesn’t look as good on me :(((( miss dusk tho! that color’s probably my fav

but ya i just feel like i had way too many expectations for this one

wowder

i mean, it’s powder. it’s not mind-blowing

i’ve only used powder compacts, but wowder has taught me that i have little patience for loose powders

stretch concealer

very balmy, almost oily? you gotta set this baby or it will slip and slide :( folks with oily skin might not like this as much, idk

lip gloss

i feel like im committing a cardinal sin by sticking this one here, but i gotta face the truth... it’s Clear Lip Gloss. you can find Clear Lip Gloss anywhere else for a cheaper price, and that’s that

it’s a much more stickier and tackier gloss that stays put on ur lips vs a more slippery one, so if ur into that, then this might be a good choice. if ur not, stay away from it

but ya,,,,,, it’s Clear and also i feel like im running thru it so quickly even tho i only use it for Special Occasions (tm)

[sarasfm]

Sarauniya “ Sara ” Davies, 24, pansexual, cisfemale, ISFP Enneagram 9w1; Pisces sun, Sagittarius moon, Pisces rising 1st year Advanced Encryption Major; did not go to a spy prep hs

Imma keep it real with you, chief, I have absolutely no idea what’s going on. I mean, obviously, I know what espionage is ; I’ve read books and articles, and I’ve seen Spy Kids and all the Charlies Angels and James Bond movies, but I genuinely think I need a minute to wrap my head around everything. Make that two weeks, because what’s this I hear about two murders ?  I literally just got sent here to be safe, I — I’m sorry, I’m freaking out. Give me five seconds, and we can start again, because I promise I can totally pretend this is all normal. @gallagherintro​

full name: sarauniya “ sara ” davies

dormitory room: 105

birthday: 20 march 1995

soundtrack: “ go gina ” by sza

favorite dish: efo riro

aesthetic:  when i see them walking around in the halls, i usually see a flash of light reflecting from her earrings, eyeglasses perched on top of her head, and a caviar iphone always in her hands

Bio Points

her mom’s a nigerian baddie billionaire & her dad’s a soft academic brit

she grew up between london and abuja where their family’s business is based. it’s a trading enterprise, the largest industrial conglomerate in sub-saharan africa

she’s the eldest of three siblings, was raised to be prim & proper and groomed to run their family’s business. her family’s not pushy though and they’re really cool. very healthy dynamic so she doesn’t mind ; she loves her fam and would do it w a smile !

Coding is her Passion though. total dork. stayed up all the time just sleuthing and being an internet geek since she was a youngin’

loves education and is the type who would willingly stay in school to learn. has a degree in economics from harvard and was almost done with her mba when her littlest sister got abducted !  was it about business ? money ? who knows ! the sister’s fine now but her family sure is Scared especially since sara’s alone in the big bad united states

her mom made some calls and went “ gimbiya, look, u aint safe n we sorry. we’ll work something out to make sure u get ur mba degree somehow but shit is wild so we gotta get u somewhere near that’s safe asap. u like studying & ur a geek with computers right ? cool beans, go back to school & welcome to gallagher, babe ”

she enters gallagher in the middle of the spring semester very overwhelmed & inwardly ignoring how unhappy she is about having to be here bc she is not & does not want to be a spy. she just tryna distract herself by looking at this entire thing as a weird vacation where she can do stuff she wasn’t able to before because it’s literally detached from the world. she is mostly probably in way over her head, but let’s see ! 

Other Information

Nicknames: Sara (to everyone), gimbiya (to family, means princess in Hausa)

Languages: English (native), Hausa (native), Arabic (C1), French (B2)

Strengths: is money a strength ? also coding. and being the sweetest. and a general smartypants but that’s in a university setting & gallagher probably doesnt give a fuck

Relationship History: only has one (1) experience. ( well,,, 2 if a three-second drunken kiss w kass counts ) his name’s royce and they’ve known each other since their bougie secondary school back in britain. started dating at sixteen and went to harvard together. they’re long term as fuck. he’s like her best friend and their families adore the couple & each other. got engaged last september and sara broke it off before leaving for gallagher, oof. she deadass milked the opportunity but lbr she wasnt rlly Feeling It so she’s kinda glad for the ‘valid reason’ to appear bc it rlly wasn’t Love for sara so boy bye

Physical appearance: 1.76m, 55kg, long black hair, slim and toned build

Classes: GEN 105, GEN 206, AE 101, AT 101, PE 101

Personality

the sweetest. v charming & sensitive to others & curious about things. enthusiastic too ! loves adventures & is very passionate. queen of empathy. 

she’s not stuck up even tho she loaded. she doesnt rlly talk abt her family having 12B or the fact that she’s an ivy league girl, bc she’s just generally very uwu 

easily stressed and flustered and overwhelmed ! man, gallagher’s gonna shook this goddamn academic dork to her core for the love of god someone pls get the aed ready

rlly fun !!! can be a lil unpredictable bc it b lyk dat for rich girls. loves her independence which she hasn’t maximized bc of her ex fiancé & responsibilities but it’s chill so chill totally chill, no ounce of further longing exists in the crevices of this girl’s heart

she is so not good with confrontation and is so allergic to conflict ok. she will sweep discomfort under a rug and lie on it ‘til it’s flat which makes her a queen of repression & conforming

is she easily overwhelmed & stressed ? yes, but she’ll try not to show it so much. it’s all mostly an internal monologue so don’t underestimate her pls. she’s v smart and competent. can be so competitive ( albeit mostly inwardly ) and a boss ass business bitch like her business momma bc that’s what she’s been training for altho she is still generally a soft bab so ... yeah, if u would be so kind as to Estimate her, that’d be grand

she needs to always be on top of her game. maybe not the best in the class, but definitely pushes herself to be her best, so a lot of late nights studying & won’t settle for bad grades ever. gonna be rough in gallagher bc she is not spy material ok, she’s just a pretty rich geek behind a computer

just imagine her as the nice girl in ur ap classes who’s a lil awkward & just so happens to be super hot & stinking rich

Fun Facts

has a six-month old rescue pup named sooty ! who kinda looks like a sheparnese

has a tendency to ramble if she’s comfy w u enough or mayhaps if it’s too much man 

is v diligent w keeping a journal & does it everyday 

likes to dance ! not super good but she likes it. hits da clubs for dat shit 

is a lil instagram famous bc she’s a gorgeous rich harvard girl & all that jazz. queen of selfies & of looking hot but doesn’t actually get to play around rip ffff 

doesn’t drink much bc she is an extreme lightweight and 2 is her tap out limit

if she’s had more than 2 drinks, she is Very Honest but still very ramble-y 

she is physically active but mostly just runs and does yoga. knows very basic self-defense. is not sporty, definitely not a fighter, may god have mercy on her soul

isnt a virgin but is not sexually experienced lmao lbr she kinda Itching to get out there 

don’t ask me what her accent is because i have no clue it’s all over the place

Established Connections — just bc i think y’all would like to know

kassandra sutton — internet friends ! loves kass to bits. have known each other since sara was 14. when kass was 18, sara took her on a grad trip to montreal and became a lil lowkey into her. doesn’t help that kass drunk kissed her & doesn’t remember lmfao. poor sara told her then-bf & they had a lil fight but they made up bc sara didn’t talk to kass for months. eventually they became friends again & now sara’s in gallagher w no idea that kass is a mf sutton & honestly, my girl is just very shook w everything 

Possible Connections

crushes — she does not know how to flirt. she is ,,,, p pathetic tbh but a real heckin cutie. will be super nice to ur bab ok  

flirtationships — sara and i r gonna continue to keep it real w u chieves, her ex fiancé royce was vanilla and bland as fuck. can u believe she has not been single in a decade ? ? someone give her love & attention & fluster this soft innocent child. get her Experienced but also dont hurt her

enemies/angst !!! —  or maybe do ! maybe hurt her. maybe obliterate her. maybe smash her poor heart to pieces, because tbh i would love that.  so someone pls for the love all things holy and divine, someone hurt her !!!!

fwb — probably just one (1) bc she’s still a romantic ? and she’s probably gonna want something exclusive even if it’s no strings attached and will surely want to ,.,. get to know them a little bit more first ,,, at least ideally , idk , maybe impulse & thirst gets the better of her one of these days who knows lets find out !

friends !!! — sara will love u ok. she may be a lil easily flustered but she’s doesn’t rlly give up on ppl quickly. as i’ve said, queen of empathy. probs feels v sorry for majority of the gallagher & georgetown kids bc, .,.,., this environment just screams highkey Trauma to her and she’s valid bc she’s right

mentors !!! — she hates feeling dumb ok she Always has to be on top of her game, so u can bet ur ass after her first meetings in her classes she goes to ppl going “ hey could u help me out w working out ? boxing ? firing a gun ? literally everything & anything ? ”   

anything & everything — meaning just come @ me & let’s talk about it uwu 

( did i just create georgina’s antithesis ? fuck yes, and i am sooo excited to have a child that’s not always plotting & scheming & being mean like y’all have no idea ;_; nywy, that was long bc shutting up and brevity are things i do not possess. whats up it’s ur og flower garden girl rose here aka bugleweed aka fiancée of many and lover of all, and i am open to anything and everything ! just drop an IM or hit dat like & ill slide in ur dmz w love, plots & sanitized hands x )

[many-gay-magpies]

mags mags i am abt to scream and i figured i’d tell you bc why not I JUST DYED MY HAIR RED LIKE FUCKING R E D AND IM LOSING MY MIND. i love it but also sO much of my hair fell out during the process which is a MASSIVE YIKES and i will be monitoring/caring for it

anyways i also have to add traveling the world and writing some books to my vampire list. i actually thought about it and . is it weird that if i were immortal and stuff i would just want to buy a maple tree/maple syrup farm up in vermont and live peacefully there? just tend a nice flower garden and see to the syrup production there and be calm? idk i think that would be a lovely way to pass an eternity

i can see that Exact scenario with jaan and heli KDNSJDBDV JUST JAAN VIBRATING IN DISTRESS

levanter does absolutely HIT i will admit, but as a girl who never left her emo phase and also adores noise music i cannot say it’s my personal favorite. i love the louder, more hard-hitting stuff- like thunderous really scratched my brain itch. ofc not everyone’s gonna like that 😅😅 but i’m vibing with skz’s new stuff a lot

uhhh idk what else to say hope u have a nice day and minho loves u too

- vrvr anon

OH NO-- but also oh YES hgsjfhfj i bet it looks great!! i love red hsjffjfbg, take care of it well!! (i cld lowkey never dye my hair hsjdhjfbf im way to attached to how it is now and id be scared of ruining my scalp-- but dyed hair is so cool tho id probably do it in like. an alternate universe where i had bad hair lol)

ahhh the vampire list!! yeah theres literally so much that could go on there. and no yeah that totally makes sense like... in THEORY id want to travel the world but in reality (presuming theres ever a "reality" where i become an immortal in the first place) . id probably just start a savings account or something, fuck off and sleep for a few centuries, then wake up to a bunch of accumulated savings with which i would buy a nice lil plot of land, maybe start my own farm (nothing giant, just a few chickens and maybe a horse) and chill there for the rest of my infinite life. i could have a little cottage! i could write books in the little cottage! i could go sit by a lake and read! i could watch the sun rise! i could make friends with the local townspeople and become known as the mysterious but kind specter that lives in the farm up the hill and only comes into town every other month or so to check in, and also mysteriously has appeared to live on the farm for ages despite not visibly aging whatsoever!

NO JAAN AND HELI. im just thinking about jakah thrown into the scenario too, because he's another one with an actual sense of responsibility and braincells, but hes ALSO not nearly as anxious about it as jaan probably. so while jaan's busy freaking out hes like "man chill out, we're immortal anyway, we cant die until we get stabbed through the heart with a wooden stake. the worst that could happen is the helicopter crashes but WELL still be fine" and jaan just looks at him incredulously and goes. "fucking hell jakah being immortal doesnt mean crashing in an on-fire helicopter wont HURT."

i can admit as far as skz (and also kpop in general) goes that i am not the biggest noise music fan. like i dont hate it or anything and there are a lot of more noisy songs that i love, but its just not my Thing like it is some peoples' (and thats fine! peoples tastes are different! no hard feelings have been had). so a lot of skz's newer music doesnt appeal to me as much HDJFBFJJF (altho maniac was amazing like that shit slapped. no joke). i tend to like more vocal stuff, which is why levanter was It to me and also why i like vrvr's stuff so much-- even some of the "noisier" tracks have almost entirely vocal choruses and it just makes my vocal brain go brrr!!! so yeah :>

i hope u have a nice day/night as well!! and i hope your hair looks nice and stays (relatively at least) healthy :3

[ollieplimsolls]

the league for the ask bbyyyy

the first character i ever fell in love with: probably benjamin??? altho i used to quote lazarou as a kid so?? who knows

a character that i used to love/like, but now do not: idk really?

a ship that i used to love/like, but now do not: hfjkga again none??

my ultimate favorite character™: i want u to take one wild fucking guess :/

prettiest character: ollie (also i’ll give val a little bonus ‘cause i like her hair with the braid)

my most hated character: pop babey!

my OTP: caonn?? stella x charlie,, otherwise um pauline and bernice plus That Ultimate Shit,, *griffin voice* you know

my NOTP: ross and pauline. fear!

favorite episode: HAKGH umm probably the beast of royston vasey or anarchy in royston vasey

saddest death: burn babey burn,,

favorite season: i know it seems to get a lot of flack but probably s3 cause i like the overall story,, it’s v simple really but done fantastically :/

least favorite season: none uh!!!! they’re all rlly strong .

character that everyone else in the fandom loves, but i hate: none rlly. like i don’t find chinnery funny, just sad (esp ‘cause he’s probably the nicest/most well meaning character)

my ‘you’re piece of trash, but you’re still a fave’ fave: AGAIN. take a fucking guess

my ‘beautiful cinnamon roll who deserves better than this’ fave: pam,,

my ‘this ship is wrong, nasty, and makes me want to cleanse my soul, but i still love it’ ship: [ REDACTED ]

my ‘they’re kind of cute, and i lowkey ship them, but i’m not too invested’ ship: DUNNO ahgfjkah

[solcheeky]

AW U REMEMBER THE LAKE OMG I AM ABOUT TO CRY:((( i'm doing well tho!! hating school so far but it's ok i'm used to it ;) also still stressing ab graduation and who i wanna be when i get out of here but it's also ok i guess ?? currently having lil autumn holidays so finally can take a breather. honestly i haven't been to the lake that much, should go there soon! instead tho recently i went to the coolest museum of ukrainian history and i really loved it <3 oh and dad came back home after being absent for like a whole year which traumatized me yet again but like this is not even new hehe. well yeah life has been kinda like this, not complaining tho ahahdhka

OMG ALSO WHAT ARE OUR TJOUGHTS ON THE REPACKAGE BRO FAVORITE IS LIKE THE BEST SONG EVER !!!!

mind sharing something recent? haven't heard from u in a while bub i really missed u :( have a great day/night ahead ok? love u a bunch as always（≧∇≦）

YES! the lake🥺🥺

but ugh I feel you, so much stress when I think about what the hell I’m gonna do when I get out of this hell hole, but it’s okay—can’t cross a bridge until you get there¯\_(ツ)_/¯

omg! love museums!!! pls let’s go on a lil date out past the lake then to a gallery<3 extra plus is the fact that it’s autumn

altho ngl,,,, it’s been hitting 2 degrees where I am in the uk (since I’m currently away from london) and MAN ITS SO COLD ALREADY ??!??? its not even february ????

sorry to hear about your dad though :( even tho it lowkey sounds like you’re sort of over it?? lmao love that chill energy

ALSO I HAVEN’T HEARD IT YET ??????? I HAVE HAD NO TIME DWNDLWNDLDD but I saw the twilight memes and thought…. what will I get myself into

but something recent🤔🤔 tbf all I’ve been doing lately is studying my ass off💀 so I don’t really have time for shenanigans,,, oh!!! but uh LMAO UM

I was running in the morning, and got stopped by some guy a little older than me,, at first I was like 🏃‍♀️uh gotta go cause I’m lowkey timing this run but he was trying to pick me up lmfao asking for my instagram and stuff ha ha very interesting ..

[haepipillbud]

5/14/21 3:25pm

I showed you the Twitter account.

I only deleted the one abt the bracelet cause that was such an impulse tweet it was funny.

But the conversation after, I wasn't ready for. Idek why I told u but something in me wanted to. 

Ofc the response wasn’t what I expected.. I told you how I was so weary before and after the breakup because we didn’t spend our time together wisely. It sucks.

+ Everything good that happened between us has no… memorabilia. Just memories and I’m lowkey sad about that. I bet everything I gave you is hidden somewhere in ur room and altho it hurts a bit, I understand. I wish I had a picture or a stronger reminder of the day we became official, valentines, our first morning walk, the nights we walked together, the first time you said you loved me... everything doesn’t seem real anymore... 

You said you thought that I’d do anything for you but you couldn’t do the same and I expected you to. You have NO idea how wrong and stupid you are for thinking that!!

From the very beginning one of the reasons I was so hesitant to tell you how I feel and date you was because I knew at some point you’d be insecure about your current situation. Junior in high school, not working, not driving, don’t have your own money, still young and figuring things out even college. I guess I didn’t voice it out to you enough but yes I thought of all this and how it will affect our relationship. What I also failed to show/tell you was that I didn’t care and that’s what I liked about us.

Nothings fancy, extravagant or planned or… too much. It’s just between us. Everything was simple and sweet and small. Everything I wanted in a relationship. You tried tho and that meant the world to me! Most guys my age wouldn’t have treated me the way you did. 

I hate that people give me so much value that I seem perfect to them when I feel like the complete opposite. I’m not perfect. Never was never will be. I’m very easy to please and the smallest things means so much to me. The first ILY voice message meant SO much to me it made my whole MONTH. And all you did was speak!!! Record and send!! If you think I need a candlelit dinner with live classical music playing then take me home in your fancy car, bro… then you didn’t know me after all. It DOES sound nice if it’ll happen to us but rn… simple is everything I could ask for. 

My point of wanting to date you before was that I was also still figuring things out so with you, on the same boat, we could’ve grown together. Figured things out by helping each other even not as a couple. I hate the mentality of “you deserve better” because people are who they are. Only YOU can change yourself and if you have to for another person? What's the point? I’d prefer if you show your real self so I’ll learn to love you the way you are and we’ll grow stronger together. Learn more together. 

I even had hope that maybe not anytime soon or in the next few years but maybe in the faaar future. We could try again but now… I don't know. 

One things for sure I still like you. Not as much as before tho. I still care and I also want you to be happy. I also.. Stil love you but I’m learning to love you in a different way… 

I’m hurt again. Just when I thought I figured things out… this happened. 

[redriivers]

          what’s up demons it’s ya girl kit, back at it again with a second trash baby, new and worse than ever ! you’ll find some information about lysander under the cut ! um just as a fair warning this shit ended up getting a lot longer than i anticipated, pls forgive me and also hmu for a brief tl;dr if you’re not feeling like reading this monstrosity ..

*.:｡ ✧( jamie dornan , 33 , he / him ) a little bird told me that they have seen lysander rivers roaming the capital, the knight from harrenhal, and loyal to house blackwood. there have been whispers that they’re candid & disciplined. however, some would say that they’re resentful & duplicitous. may the old gods and the new gods be watching over them !

           --- tw for ; murder, death, violence, all kinds of bad things .. sorry. 

ok first off some history headcanons, because technically no one ( show- )canonically holds harrenhal: after the battle for the dawn and the big bad fighting that happens at the end of asoiaf, ser bronn of the blackwater survives and finally gets his damned castle and lordship, making him lord bronn blackwater of harrenhal, which is how ( after a few generations ) lysander ends up here

as you can probably tell by his name, lysander is a bastard from the riverlands, the natural son of lord tion blackwater, fathered on the wife of his kennelmaster, an honestly dimwitted young girl renowned more for her beauty than ... anything else

anyway when she found out she was pregnant she pretty much mcLost it and raised some hell because neither lord blackwater nor her husband were gonna want to be doing shit to make sure she and her baby were safe, so she basically tapped into westerosi call-out culture n guilt-tripped/aggressively pressured lord blackwater into ensuring lysander’s safety

of course she didn’t bargain for her own safety because like i said she ain’t that smart and pretty much figured tion would take care of her but ... once she gave birth to lysander she was ‘given back’ to her husband who, obviously enraged by her infidelity, beat her to an early grave

meanwhile lysander’s father was young, had recently come into his lordship, and was as of yet unmarried, so for a few of the early years he kinda played dad to lysander ? of course he wasn’t a great dude and mostly just had lysander taught to ride and read and fight and all that, things all young boys should know etc. but then he got married and started having real life legitimate children ?

well we all know how that goes --- this new wife was concerned lysander, as the eldest son ( although still a bastard ) might present a threat to the inheritance of her own, legitimate children and tried to talk her husband into ousting him. when that didn’t work ( listen, lysander’s a strapping young lad with an obvious talent for fighting and her own children are weak lil babies which one would you rather hang out with ) she even tried to have him killed 

tbh that was fair, he was a lowkey murderous creep even as a child, but like .. he was still blossoming ok. but he definitely did kill a stableboy for taunting him and calling him a bastard, it was a pretty ... messy affair and all, and definitely didn’t help convince his father’s wife that he wasn’t gonna murder her children to claim their birthright

lmao bad shit happens at harrenhal don’t come for me ok

so after that, for everyone’s safety but also just for his own convenience, tion sends lysander off to be a squire in the service of lord blackwood

ok so this ! is where lysander turns from smol child to Evil Man .. tbh the older her gets, the more cognizant he becomes of how shitty his situation really is, and learning about all the laws of inheritance that preclude him from the lordship he believes should be his pisses him the fuck off

especially after being not so ceremoniously kicked out of his own home where he had pretty much free reign to a place where he was a squire and beholden to some other lord’s commands, he was Not Happy

but mostly he just put that anger into his training like my dude practically came out of the womb with a sword and is damned skilled with it, but also trained in most other common weapons found in the known world. that’s just what happens when you’re a lil dude with a lot of anger and some not so savory tendencies

honestly lives to fight. was knighted by brynjolf blackwood at age sixteen, one of the youngest in the realm at the time, and having grown rather close to lord blackwood’s daughter frida, became her unofficial guard / sworn sword. honestly they were pals ok he definitely felt some loyalty towards her and her father and longs to be accepted and just

doesn’t rly know how to go about that so instead of doing what a normal person does my boy just is a reckless endangerment to most of the surrounding area. he’s furious and resentful of his position and idk just there’s a lot of anger and sadness there but it aint healthy 

so he runs off and picks fights, wants to always be the one leading the charge against outlaws or brigands. even then, he’s garnering a bloody reputation, earning him some unpleasant ( but lbr badass ) nicknames idk. some ppl call him lysander the red --- he doesn’t hate that tbh. loves the ghost of harrenhal makes him feel ~*~special~*~

 other ppl call him the blackwater bastard. he’s less happy abt that. 

definitely stabhappy. will fight a bitch.. this gets him into some trouble ok like for a while the blackwoods mind their own business and turn a blind eye to the increasingly shitty stuff he gets up to. really, they’re all too happy to have someone skilled doing the dirty work they’d rather not ( listn ok it’s good to have a mad dog on a leash ) but eventually when he seriously wounds a visiting lordling while sparring --- the wound festers, costs the young lord an arm, and rumors abound that lysander’s blade was poisoned --- there’s really no more excuses or second chances

despite an obvious bond with frida, brynjolf still sends lysander away after that ( bc he’s a lil shitstain tbh ) but what he doesn’t know is ... ooooooh it was rly frida who had him sent away, her dad just did the sending

i tbh still need to figure out exactly how old he was when this happened, but idk since then i imagine he’s mostly been making a fucking nuisance of himself in and around the seven kingdoms ? sleeping around, killing dudes, having fun. he’s a big fan of the killing dudes bit idk .. been creeping around the rainwood, the dornish marches, and more recently the kingswood. killin’ outlaws . “protecting people from outlaws” is a great way to cover up just havin fun fighting n stealing from ppl i guess. he makes a few ‘friends’ doing this too, a brotherhood of unsavory, selfish little fucks tbh but oh well, a friends’ a friend

since this everyone and half their damned household came to king’s landing, all the major roadways and passages to the capital have been teeming with outlaws and brigands hoping to steal from these lords and ladies, and right there behind them is lysander and his merry band of murderers ready to kill these thieves, then steal what they had stolen, and then lie through their damned teeth and pretend they never found shit

so yeah this whole big celebration thing is pretty lucrative for him idk he’s having fun, doing his thing, ready to either kill or die at any minute i Guess

anyway like his app says he’s loyal to house blackwood and altho he lowkey maybe still is in some ways, he’s mostly loyal to himself. he’s like a videogame character idk ready to do any kind of sidequest if u pay him enough, but he is Not a good person at all and loves him some torture tbh. can be charming when he wants to be, and goal-oriented and disciplined enough that he can easily come across as the good dutiful soldier but bish he ain’t

highkey wants harrenhal. that’s his #lifegoal but ofc that’s not super easy to achieve. pretty much impossible tbh but hey a boy can dream

so that’s lysander .. honestly if u made it to the end of this fucking thing i applaud u. what a monstrosity smh...

[skycmontgomery]

SCREECHES at the top of my lungs as i barge onto the dash w my second chara. hlo. clears throat. it is i.....nai. i wnt ramble on too long bc u already kno me so! u know the drill like this or hmu for plots and u can find more abt skye underneath the cut. OH and p.s. here’s her pinterest board so u can get an idea of her Vibe

( lily collins / cis-female / she/her ). skye montgomery is a twenty two year old undergrad student studying art history. they are known for being charismatic and ambitious, but also being manipulative and domineering. it didn’t take long before everyone started to call them the sovereign. ( ooc: nai/ 21/ gmt/ she/her) she’s also!! the undergrad president of sigma epsilon chi, an attacker in women’s lacrosse, member of the student government and undergrad member of the elites social club

ok SO this is a rly old chara of mine tht i honestly lov to death. a true icon of her time.... tht im reviving from the great beyond

in terms of inspirations she’s loosely inspired by: blair waldorf, bree van de kamp, selina meyer, kathryn merteuil, lucille bluth and monica geller. honestly jst....a whole bunch of ppl tbh. all u rly need to kno is she thinks shes queen of the world n most of the time ppl treat her like it

her mum is HIDEOUS like jst... the most critical woman ull ever meet. whatever skye does isn’t good enough for her n no matter how hard she tries she never ever ever gets her approval. it’s probably most of the reason why she feels the need to try n b the best at everything bc she’s hoping somehow it’ll make her mum love her bt NEWS FLASH, LADIES! she won’t

their family is v v v wealthy. her mum’s an old money socialite / did a few campaigns way back when n her father is the heir to a rly wealthy real estate business tht caters all kinds of million dollar mansions to the stars. any old hollywood starlet w a big house u can almost guarantee skye’s dad/grandfather’s real estate company were the name on the transaction documents

grew up on the upper east side, v much living in that gossip girl culture where the kids all grow up way too fast n think they kno everything

skye was always.... p ruthless to say the least. she’ll do anything to get what she wants / to climb to the top of the social chain n she’s made herself a throne there p much since high school now

she was at the movies w her best friend indiana one time n she saw her dad getting into a car w a strange woman she’d never seen before. she ended up telling her mum n being like who the FACK was that n her mum said it ws nothing bt skye heard her crying later tht night locked in the bathroom. basically her father’s just....a completely chauvinistic pig tht has multiple affairs n her mum pretends not to notice / know anything abt it n drinks to cope w the heartbreak over it

bc of this skye pretty much.... hates romance. like she jst thinks love is disgusting n awful n destroys a person n tries to avoid it at all costs

she also!! had like a 3 yr long relationship w a guy called ethan kingsley who ended up cheating on her w one of her minions n it was just a whole Mess so she just. HATES men even tho she still loves them it’s all very Complex

models sporadically!!! listen. i kno lily is small irl but for the sake of Letting Me Live i’m saying she’s kind of taller so it makes sense bc models can b 5′6 smallest bt anyway. she’s done some runway work n tends to do that in fw season bt she predominantly does campaigns when she can schedule them in between schoolwork and other commitments (she has a rly full plate what with presidential duties n student government n women’s lacrosse)

she struggles w bulimia altho it only rly flairs up in times of extreme stress. she kind of has it under control fr the time being bt it’s never been something she’s been able to be rid of for good. she’s currently discharged from her treatment program for it n fingers crossed itll stay that way bc she lowkey Hates therapy n just... being vulnerable w anyone never mind a complete stranger

ull always catch her wearing some form of prada or balenciaga piece. she luvs her designer clothes n is a true Heaux for fashion. also adores red / dark red / plum lipstick n wears it like it’s war paint

ummmmMmmmmMMMM honestly i. cld go on forever bt ill save u reading it all.

in terms of connections!!!!! skye is the sort to hav.... like... not Minions per say bt i mean.... looks at the camera. minions. theyre mre jst. friends she bosses around a lot. id also like the connection of her ex bf!! obviously names r interchangeable n he doesnt hav to b called ethan kingsley or w.e bt basically he just ended up cheating on her n he was p big into coke n their relationship just.... went from something rly sweet to something rly Not. for other plots honestly just... anything u name it friends enemies i want it all go Wildt