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codexxgigas · 1 year

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Started cleaning my desk and JEEEZ this person (me) has a lot of stuff

#i got like #5 watercolor sets and i only use 2 tones from the oldest one 🤡#also found an unopened graphite pencil set #oil paint?? which ive never used and am not planning to but i still need it #so many pencils. pencils everywhere #and dont get me started on paper #and notebooks #i hoard art supplies #like for some reason i have mixtion?????? which is a mixture used to affix leaf gold on wood and shit like when am i EVER going to use that #girl..#let me into a hobby store and i'll buy more stuff tho

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linkedin-offficial · 3 months

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youll never guess where ive been

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daily-amber · 6 months

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day 147: i never want to animate her ever again

#amber genshin #genshin impact #mod 🫥#paper’s art #paper’s genshin art #Hhhhhhhhhhh #I know ambers model has her hair split into two things but uhhh i didnt want to draw that so now we have poofy hair #Idk what made me think it would be fun to make her spin but i started it so i had to finish #Ignore any mistakes you see i dont wanna fix them #Also i dont wanna watch her spin anymore get this thing away from me #YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I STRUGGLED WITH THE HAIR #Usually i only draw her from the front.. so. erm

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nexo-nex · 4 months

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If we ever get an eah reboot i want more diversity ill die on this hill, cause the blatant racism and colorism eah has in it really throws me off a lot. And also they will get torn to shreds if they dont fix their diversity problem in the dolls in this current era

#b.txt #eah #ever after high #the way both the show and the books and the merch treat non white characters is disgusting #all of the main boys are white #and the most prominent character (briar) gets tossed aside from the main cast and has the least screentime out of the 4 #and dont even get me started on the whitewashing #when rh released it was being eaten alive by how trash the series1 diversity was w the skin tones #im just saying #fun fact did you know that in concept art all of the 4 main girls were all gonna be paper white like raven and apple are? the more you know

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faaun · 9 months

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Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship

#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it #it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper #provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the #interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after #50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked #his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it #he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from #when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has #his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever #but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how #we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe #cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna #back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed #practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence #we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one #who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted #to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say #goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art.#you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea?#if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa #the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding #his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.

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whimsicmimic · 5 months

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cant wait to roll up into class with my presentation on radfem theory like hiiiiiii yaaaalllllllllll do not assume i subscribe to Any of these beliefs. as a matter of fact we’re actually gonna dedicate half of the allotted time talking about how normalization of radfem ideology in mainstream dialogue regarding gender has lead to So Much Hate Speech. Just So Much Hate Speech.

#dont even get me fucking started on what the normalization of radfem ideology in fandom has done #the entirety of pro/anti ship discourse is built on the back of this normalized radfem ideology #i also get to talk about sex workers which thank GOD.#if i dont get to write a paper about how we need to decriminalize sex work and how the nordic model of legalization isnt enough at least #once every few months i start to get Sad :( like what do u mean……what do u mean i have to talk about something Else…………..

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cathalbravecog · 1 year

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QUACK QUACK QUACK QUACK

#my brain treats these things the same as it does spamton. almost. i want to see them dead i want to chew on them. i want to kiss them gentl #y and tuck them in bed and sign up adoption papers for them. i want to hit them with a baseball bat. i will take a bullet for them #yknow?#you get me.#again an experimental fun quick drawing #that i ended up ... popping off on. oops.#i have... 0 self control in art #fun fact originally this was gonna be a painting but i went hmm what if i do the thing #ive been doing with sketch lineart on paper but... digitally? angular and sketchy and sharper #aw yea #guz art #toontown corporate clash #low baller #also i had to post this on clashcord and bail instantly because the second i see angst for stuff i like that i havent made myself #i lowkey start breaking down oops #i dont do well with other fans of things that im not familiar with.... my brain works in mysterious ways !#i say this as my next drawing i plan is literally oc angst ... oops !#something i aint done in a while....i only ever do vent stuff i never post if anything. i try not to be like.... venty edgy like that it #just. aint for me. well i say while i ramble on and vent constantly. oops. but yknow what i mean - not let my art reflect that? be goofy #with the stuff i do? but like yeah either way. lore gettin angsty. have we gotten to the point in our lore / rp yet? no. is it kinda an #inescapeable point? yes. i loooooove making my characters suffer the consequences of their actions #WHY AM I TALKING SO ELABORATELY ABOUT THIS. THIS IS A LOW BALLER DRAWING.#BY TALOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY BRAIN!! OH WELL if you like these. thanks for reading you are swag. you probably went thru #like. 5465465341564 thomas 'fights' now havent you #oh well gotta have a place to dump my thoughts somewhere!

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spittinwatches · 2 months

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wip on project #500 that I am praying will see to the end

#PLEASE APPRECIATE THE FIRST 8 SECONDS BECAUSE I DID ALL THAT SHIT ON BLENDER #I HAVE NEVER USED BLENDER IN MY LIFE!!! THAT TOOK 2 DAYS #And then i did everything else after the walk animation on my beloved krita #i literally only needed blender for the walk cycle and the background movement #it felt like walking through hot coals and then being greeted by heaven thats what switching felt like #my other side tmh animatic is all drafted out i just dont have the energy to digitize it 😓#then theres my babel plagues vid which is literally FINISHED but in sketch form only so its messy asf #oh girl dont get me started on my kingdoms monte cristo animatic #that exists on a scrap paper somewhere buried underneath the piles of paper on my desk 😭😭😭#its ROUGH out here #the mars house #my art #fanart #art #natasha pulley #animatic

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cloudcountry · 10 months

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i think i may have created way to much pressure on myself when i tell people to send stuff that theyve tagged me in that i've missed. like yes i'd love to be able to read everything you guys send me but im gone most of the day now and its just not possible anymore. it kinda makes me sad because ive probably missed out on so much because of the sheer amount of things in my mentions.

#auburn's rambles <3 #i dont know uhhh i think i just had an epiphany #all of my posts have been downers lately I AM SO SORRY #but also i think. it stems from people using me too #like people send me asks telling me about stuff i missed instead of talking to me to talk to me #and its not their fault because i told them to do that but it makes the mean part of my brain tell me that theyre just using me #to make their own audiences bigger like what happened in the past #its jus t kinda tiring idk #but everything has been a little tiring lately #on the bright side i finished my exam!!! so now i just need to work on chemistry stuff and my art paper ^^#and since the event starts tomorrow hopefully i'll be able to get a few letters in hehe

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opens-up-4-nobody · 9 days

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#ay. tomorrow might b the day i face the music #which is to say. i tell my advisor how fucked i am. i mean. ill spin it so it doesn't sound so bad #its just that ive told him like 2 weeks in a row that id send him my edited preproposal and i have not bc im too afraid to start reading #papers related to my project. which is frustrating. and like the thing is. and i kno ive said it before and i kno im not a fucking idiot #i can read papers and i can even understand what theyre broadly saying. but thats it.#zero critical thinking. zero insight. i use all my tiny fucking brain space to try to understand the words on the pages #and even then it only forms this broken fucking image of whats being said. like u dont understand. i used to struggle with writing papers bc #i couldnt fucking connect what i was saying from one paragraph to the next when i was the one doing the fucking writing.#what the fuck am i doing here? and again. im not stupid. i can follow the information if its fucking said out loud but thats not how this #works. and it just feels like sometimes there's a limit to what you're capable of and im at that fucking limit. the undergrads in my lab #have more ability to comment on papers than i do. its so fucking frustrating and i just have to live with knowing itll never get any easier #so what the fuck can i do other than drop out? theres no god damn way im gonna pass a comprehensive exam. not unless i buckel down and break #myself in half to try to retain all the information i need to. which requires that i read so many god damn papers that i cant fucking read.#just. why tf did i pick a career path where my suffering is inherent to a huge part of my job? i feel like ive consistently chosen to take #the hard path in life and ive finally stumbled too far from what is possible for me #so well see what comes out of my mouth tomorrow when i have my weekly meeting. i just feel like its my last semester #i feel like this is it. i just need someone to fucking hire me. bc everytime my lab mate mentions something abt #my project down the line or talks abt future conferences i should attend. im just like. its a nice idea but that's not happening. im just #at the end of the line and it sucks #unrelated

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diteach · 1 month

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FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HAVE BEEN SUBJUGATED BY THE CHARMS OF ANOTHER NICHE MANGA THAT WAS NEVER EVEN TRANSLATED IN MY OWN LANGUAGE

#teach says #this is getting out of hand #why are all the volumes i want to read so niche that not even japanese people know about them #there are movies about it but i want THE PAPER #ill watch the movies but i still want to own a copy of the manga i dont care #i start foaming when i think about adding such a peculiar work to my library #kerberos panzer cop #that is the title that is currently keeping me awake at night

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bmpmp3 · 4 months

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new lia ref!

#art #traditional art #watercolour #oc art #ocs #oc group: lia crystal darling #oc: lia #basically the same except now theres slight tweaks to her design #and i emphasized more of her vaguely neurodivergent aspects of her character #SHE is a woman who will look at u with an intense gaze but she is not thinking about you #she is thinking about lasers. and if u let her talk about the lasers thats when you get the :D #and you gotta love someone like that. you gotta love it #i dont know if i'll redraw any other refs. a certain fight of art is coming up. i might do like rough redraws.#most oc refs i drew were like a year or two ago before i started using better quality watercolour paints #so theres a bit of a disparity there along with me improving over time #but also my usual sketchbook paper got slightly worse quality in their manufacturing lately so maybe that makes up for the disparity LOL

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skunkes · 4 months

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ended up splurging on good watercolors when i went out of town and like whyyyyy did i do that lol this is still just as impossible as it was with the cheap supplies

#I RLY DONT GET IT....it turns out hot press paper just does not make it look like anything at all but cold press is #too textured to get lines on #i see videos where ppl use a rly good amt of water (obvs) to the point where it sits on the page until it dries but both papers i have #(baohong and arches) either suck it all up immediately OR immediately buckle and warp as if i was painting on printer paper jesus christ #dont even get me started on um blending colors on paper bc that just does not happen #igts so crazy. + if i finally do get the paint onto the page after fighting then it doesn't even look like watercolor 😭#i want it to look like watercolor thats why i got them....#talkys #anyway i was abt to justify it with ''oh well if i didnt buy them i would have continued thinking about them forever so #that must mean something'' untrue 🫶 i got more lino supplies like a year ago and never used them.#i got gouache a few months ago and have not touched it.#although thats because I lack a creative nature bc i do like gouache...i jst dk what to make. in any medium

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faaun · 7 months

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idk how to live so im going to talk to myself out loud until i do

#listen. take a deep breath. i know your bpm is high but you need to think with me for a second.#remember that you are paper thin. all your facets are sheets of paper and what you gave her is just another one.#make a new one. you dont need it. you dont need her to see you. i know you think you need her but you will be okay. i know its hard.#you wish you could have shown her how you loved her. listen to yourself. you are made of paper.#she might be concrete or maybe wood or maybe gold. you need to start laying your roots elsewhere. shut that thought down #and blink and listen. the parts you keep thinking of arent lost. they still happened and they are yours to keep.#there is beauty in this loss. tell me about the beauty in this loss. its okay to think about it. you got to see it all and nothing more #and this is great because it would have been bad. you know it would be violent in a way you dont need. you know this to be true.#you are going to look at that empty space in her shape and youre going to fill it with everything that happened when you knew her.#the memories with her but then also the the way your friends talked you through it. the game with the clovers.#your first allergic reaction you almost died and you couldnt stop laughing and you were held so close to their hearts.#learning the names for all the floursecent gene tracking dyes that everyone else knows already. about the exam - listen again.#i know you think if you fail your life is over but you need to try your best. youre not going to get a good grade in a uni test for the fir #youre going to make up for it. youre going to make sure you make up for it. do you understand? i love you. you have to do this.#right now you need to sit up. breathe. i know your heart hurts. go to the living room. grab something to eat. i dont care if you feel full.#youre going to clean your mattress heater. youre going to study a bit longer and then youre going to sleep. youre going to tell your mother #im sorry and i might genuinely fail a test. shes going to tell you its okay. if you do badly in this course you can just become a neurosurg #just agree. dont argue right now. its okay. youre okay. you are paper thin. i know any puncture hurts.#breathe. think of your friends. think of their hands in yours. it isnt eternal.youve lived through worse. the empty sky is still beautiful.#the lack of her is still beautiful

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sinclairstarz · 11 months

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hot take i dont think will or mike would be swifties at all but this does not mean i dont think every taylor swift song ever made is about them. hope this helps

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triglycercule · 5 days

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i love doodling swapinverse like hello drawing characters aside from the normal mtt is lowkey therapeutic 🧡🧡🧡 anyways i FINALLY FINALLY finished crash's lore!!!! and vice.SER is connected to him,,,, theyre interconnected!!! i forgot how much i liked crash's design (not the design but all the little gimmicks in the design. figuring out all the hanging ribbon bits is annoying but hey it looks good)

#outertale does not exist in swapinverse anymore. how quaint #dude thalia and melpomene are th only ones that r like. 100% good #I NEED TO MAKE MORE GOOD AND NICE CHARACTERS😭😭😭😭#mst..... recreators (qip name 4 siphon n crash?) and vice.SER........ theyre all EVIL (or have evil goals)#i WAS thinking doing something with reaper because i adore his design and aesthetic and i wanna combine it with SOMETHING idk what #anyways if core frisk error which is supposed to be vice.SER exists then should normal core frisk exist too?????#i mean i dont think that just because a core frisk role esque person exists doesnt mean the role is instantly filled up #the mst and mtt co exist in swapinverse but those 3 are like.... NORMAL aus. not outcodss n stuff #i love the giant lance thing i gave crash. i mean the ribbons can form any weapon and take any shape (kinda like puella magi mami's guns)#but like..... it just is so cool i love characters that use multiple weapons #i LOVE (haha) every single little gimmick thing i give swapinverse characters. the tiny details is what i adore giving them #if you catch me not posting 4 a bit its probably just bc im working on swapinverse or jk fashion au. or maybe ive seriously just lost motiva #anyways i have a few banger rants in my drafts ive yet to elaborate om but just like....... i dont feel like it #someon needs to wrangle those posts out of my tired lazy arms #lowkey why do siphon and crash remind me of kanade and mafuyu. idk i cant explain #if you cut vice.ser in half it would be like jelly with binary in it. i wanna eat him #he would tingle on my tongue but thats just the static. eating yhe glasses would be difficult bit they dont have lenses so its ok #i drew them both looking at us but i think that vice.ser is the only true one always looking at US.looking out from inside #god i love swapinverse sooo much i wish i could get it done faster and be goatedly good with motivation. a shame #but i do think that i may be finishing up the character descriptions 500% ish sure #SO THEN THAT MEANS I CAN WORK ON THE ACTUAL STORY!!!! WOOOOO #ive already decided that theres gonna be mentions of me myself and i in it. i love meta storytelling #im cursed with perpetually sweaty hands i hate having to draw on slighty damp paper. nobody understands me #UGH im getting too happy in life im starting to act weird in public and offering to help people. i need to stop #anyways just school doodles!!! because in the period where they take our phones i have naught to do but draw #i need to get back (start) my english reading. and then help my friend with a few questions on her homework. how joyous #and then i can get back to my BETTER homework (working on swapinverse :3)#crash managed to destroy outertale in his lore i wonder how many worlds vice.SER will destroy #actually if hes supposed to be core frisk error then i should make him NOT destroy worlds right???? right #tricule rant

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