#and hisoka's makes me sob

[ginjithewanderer]

A3! Home Screen Lines - Kazunari's Birthday 2023

[mayxo-hxh]

Im about to get controversial.

Out of chrollo, illumi and hisoka, hisoka is canonically the least likely to flirt to get anything he wants, if at all.

A lot of people think he's a natural flirt but I fear I couldn't have disagreed more. He only "flirted" a single time and that was solely to piss off machi, knowing she'd never agree. Hot take? He would've never asked if he knew she'd agree.

Also, bro's the biggest humanphobe in the anime. He keeps his distance from everyone. The only human physical contact he ever made was through fighting people. (If you're a person thats interested in seeing more evidence, I have an entire long thread about it on twitter that I do plan on posting here soon)

so u cannot give me 1 reason for hisoka to flirt with someone at a random bar but chrollo and illumi? i can think of a few.

chrollo, he already canonically flirts to get what he wants. straight up goes on dates gets a suit and shit. he has no reputation among the general public that hes concerned of that isnt the spider. Illumi? He's a manipulator. I HIGHLY doubt he never flirted to get something in his life from people who are too easy to win over. He's someone that wouldn't care what people think of him. He's also anonymous. People have no idea who tf he is anyways. If it affected the zoldyck reputation? Thats a different story.

Hisoka? he would fucking NEVER. Him specifically? HE HAS A REPUTATION. And whats that reputation? That hes an absolute disgusting freak that no one should dare to approach. He kills people. He fights live and makes sure the audience is always disgusted and weirded out by his actions and performances. You look at him and you should immediately look away and pray he hasn't seen you.

So riddle me this. If his entire shtick is making sure everyones afraid of him and avoids him, then why the hell would he get himself a reputation that makes him approachable????

Why would he get himself a reputation that makes you, as a person who only ever heard of him picking people up, want to approach him.

On top of that, I just.. don't see him picking random people up..??? random weaklings that dont even know nen????? he literally treats them like trash that inconveniences his time. You're saying he'd EVER give them the privilege of sleeping with him???

And then you'd say, oh so he'd sleep with strong people! HERES THE THING. Why would he sleep with them..... when he can fight them. Him getting off from fighting comes NOWHERE to actual sex. What people don't understand is that he gets off to killing people and seeing them crumble in front of him when they realize theyre going to die. Torturing people to death. What's... that got to do with like. yknow. actual sex bro 😭😭😭😭😭😭

this turned into a huge rant probably but do you know how genuinely depressing it is seeing a unique character like hisoka that gains lust through FIGHTING and KILLING reduced to. sex addict in fics. Like. be so fucking serious right now. He called himself a FIGHT ADDICT in the manga. Can I see more of him actually spending his time killing and fighting people instead of whatever the hell bros doing with a random npc.

Anyways this is also why I hc him as asexual/demisexual NEXTTTT

[icharchivist]

Just saw a post about hxh hisoka and genuinely forgot he existed for a blissful minute and thought the post was about a3 Hisoka (the objectively better Hisoka)

my curse and my burden. I still follow quite a few of my hxh mutuals from the way back and once in a while i am forced to remember the clown exist and i get to cry.

Sometimes i see textposts about Hisoka on my dash, and i find the words used in it to be very weird and not at all appropriated to OUR Hisoka and then suddenly i see who posted it and i react like a cat who had a huge buck of cold water dumped on.

I'll never forgive the clown for it. Hisoka Mikage only Hisoka to matter. The better, bestest of all the Hisoka. Loving him for ever. Unlike the other one. Where's my banner.

Here goes. The one and only.

[headcansxfanfictions]

FANFICTION Its 1:30 am so i wrote this out of no where

PG-13: talk of sexual themes but no sexual acts

TW: character worries about SA

Plot: Asexual Illumi finds himself having a heat unexpectedly after taking suppressants for too long. The closest safe place is Hisoka’s penthouse. Illumi just makes it in time.

PART 1

Hisoka was alarmed when Illumi Zoldyck showed up at his penthouse in full heat.

“Hisoka Im sorry I needed somewhere safe.” Illumi pants holding on to the door frame and shaking from trying to not to collapse.

Hisoka isn’t alarmed easily but right know Illumi seems 10 times more vulnerable then he has ever seen the man.

Illumi stumbles forward and Hisoka catches him. Illumi’s scent is amazing and Hisoka has to mentally slap himself.

Hisoka half caries Illumi to his bedroom. “I almost didn’t make it here,” Illumi starts to cry.

The sobs send chills through Hisoka, Illumi never cries he hardly ever shows emotion. That being said he has never seen Illumi in heat before so maybe this is normal for him?

Illumi is laid down on the bed and Hisoka sits next to him waiting for Illumi to say more.

“I-I almost didn’t make it. I could have died or worse, raped and left pregnant. Hisoka I was so scared. I almost didn’t get away.“ Hisoka hears Illumi’s deep voice break for the first time.

“Illumi you did make it though, you just stay here. You’ll be safe.” Maybe its his alpha instincts but Hisoka has a sudden strong urge to protect Illumi at all cost while he is in heat.

Despite his reputation for being promiscuous and constantly horny, at the age of 26 Hisoka is actually able to control his alpha very well. Yes, Illumi’s heat is effecting him but he respects Illumi enough to push that aside as much as he can.

“Illumi, I’ll be back in a moment I just need to go get some things. Is there anything medicine you usually take?”

“I don’t know,” Illumi’s breathing is ragged, “haven’t had a heat in years… suppressants.”

“You’re on suppressants? Was this heat expected?”

“No,” Illumi writhes struggle for words.

“Never mind we can talk later let me go get you somethings. I’ll be back as fast as I can.” With that Hisoka leaves the bedroom and heads swiftly for the kitchen. He takes two pill bottles from the cabinet and takes a pill from the first one; a suppressant of his own. He doesn’t usually take them but has them for emergencies like this to prevent him from going into rut. Then he gets a glass of water and a thermometer and heads back to Illumi.

Illumi looks worse than when he left. He is read hot and writhing trying desperately to hold himself back and maintain some dignity.

“Illumi here, something for the pain.” Hisoka helps Illumi take the pain medicine and drink some water.

“Thank you,” Illumi whispers through his ragged breathing.

Hisoka then used the forehead thermometer to check Illumi, 101.3F, he’ll be okay, Hisoka will watch it.

“Do you need anything else?” Hisoka asks then hesitantly adds, “I can help you if you want me to… I’m an alpha you know.”

“No,“ Illumi whispers immediately. “I-I dont like doing that.” Illumi cries harder.

“Hisoka I hate this.” Illumi feels scared and small, like being 17 again locked in his room having his first heat. Illumi doesn’t like to talk about it but he hates the idea of sex or anything sexual. It disgusts him. Heats are the only time he ever has sexual feeling and it is hell for him. This is why he always takes suppressants. He has only had 3 heats prior to this; once that first time at 17 again at 19 and again at 21. He was supposed to let himself have one every other year but last year it had been too difficult to make himself do it so against the advice of his doctor he had stayed on the pill illegally. He had been fine up until a couple hours ago when it had hit him like a freight train and he found himself far from home unable to protect himself.

“Okay okay, it was just an offer.” Hisoka watches Illumi curly up on his side, slick is wetting throw his pants.

“Wanna put something more comfortable on? Im gonna go grab some towels to put under you so you can stay clean.” Its unlike Hisoka to be this serious, especially about something that could warrant many sex jokes however the vulnerability Illumi is showing is enough of a shock to make him grow up for the time being.

Illumi hums is appreciation as Hisoka lays the bed with fresh towels and helps illumi into a nightgown. He leaves Illumi’s underwear on not wanting to make him feel unsafe.

Illumi finally falls asleep and Hisoka takes this opportunity to braid the man’s long raven hair so that it won’t be tangled with all the writhing and thrashing that will occur once he wakes.

[soft-mafia]

The Other Woman

Warnings: fem y/n, oc insert, angst, soft Hisoka, Hisoka using someone else to get over someone, ooc probably

I’ve realized I’ve been making too much smut lately, so I decided to make something heart wrenching and sweet. :3 Buttttt I feel like this is going to flop hard😬

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“It’s either her or me, you can’t pick both.” Y/n stated firmly. That was 3 weeks ago, Hisoka had left her text on read, there was no witty comeback, not even his silly emoticon. Usually he would tease her when it came to jealousy but now he just went cold. Y/n hasn’t seen or spoken to him ever since.

It was common that they went through periods where they needed space, sure, but they would always make sure to communicate through call and text, or schedule a meet up in the area the other was in if there was any free time. Hisoka and Y/n weren’t lovers, but they sure behaved like it sometimes. It was very odd for them to have this strange attachment to each other, yet alone for Y/n to give him a choice over herself, and a woman Hisoka supposedly was in love with. The Phantom Troupe’s medic, a woman with pink hair, slightly taller than Y/n. She was unimportant to Y/n in all areas except her relationship with Hisoka.

Across the tall Heaven’s Arena tower, Y/n stood on the ledge of a building, looking through the large window of Hisoka’s suite. It was a view into the main room, Hisoka was standing there, across from the other woman. It suddenly dawned on Y/n, That’s why he stopped talking to me.. he made his choice. She was one of the few people who knew Hisoka’s true intentions with the troupe, but has he changed? Because of his love for that woman?

Y/n watched with watery eyes as Hisoka slowly wrapped her hands around the woman, bringing her in for a hug. Y/n grimaced internally, chewing on the inside of her lip as she couldn’t get herself to look away. Her index finger picked at her thumb anxiously at her side. She always imagined she would get unbelievably angry if she had ever caught the two like this. Imagining that she would waste no time with the barbarics, but this wasn’t a false scenario anymore, it was real life and she was.. broken, confused, angry but too distraught to do anything.

All of the playful flirting, the hugging, squeezing, the time spent together. Y/n knew that Hisoka was a terrible person, a liar, an overall evil man and maybe he was just stringing her along but it all felt real to her. Why? What did Hisoka get from her? The only reason he ever played with somebody was if he got something out of it, she didn’t know what Hisoka was using her for.. if he was using her he did an amazing job at hiding it.

Y/n’s eyes suddenly widened when Hisoka turned his head, looking out of the window, still holding the woman in his arms as he looked in Y/n’s direction. Y/n felt sick as she expected an evil grin from Hisoka to add salt to the wound but.. something on his face. His eyes were slightly widened as well as if he didn’t expect to see her, his gaze softened somberly, an unknown emotion hidden in his gaze that didn’t sense like it held any malice or trickery.

The red headed man closed his eyes, putting his hand on the back of the woman’s pink hair, holding her close to his chest while the tears started to stream down Y/n’s cheeks, a soft sob escaping her lips finally after holding it in for so long.

Once Hisoka looked back up to look at her one last time, Y/n was gone.

That was two months ago. And now, Y/n was in Hisoka’s suite, sitting comfortably under his arm on the couch, a throw blanket splayed over their bodies. “He’s not using gyo. And he’s exposing himself too much.” Hisoka sighed, commenting on the armature arena fight they were watching on TV, “Sometimes I wonder how these people even make it to the 200th floor..” with his other hand, he put a hand over his forehead, sighing before brushing his bangs back only for a few strands of hair to fall back down again.

“Paid actors.” Y/n joked, her legs were hooked around Hisoka’s thigh as she snuggled into his side, she then looked up at the large magician, looking at him for a moment, admiring how attractive he looked in the lamp light, truly a beautiful man. “Can I ask you something?” She asked.

Hisoka turned his head, tilting it downwards, meeting Y/n’s gaze. There was always a softness in his eyes when he looked at her, combined with a hint of lust and desire, he smiled at her, “Mm, you know you can ask me anything.” He whispered, Y/n’s eyes flickered down to his lips for a moment, her mouth watered when she looked at his sharp cupid’s bow. She quickly returned her gaze to his eyes, “Remember that girl you liked? From the Phantom Troupe?” Hisoka’s smile dropped slightly, “Feeling insecure again?” He assumed, there was a small pout in his voice, not being condescending; just feeling pity. Y/n scoffed and gently nudged him, “No!! I just- I just wanna know why you ignored me then.. got with her.”

After a brief moment of silence, Hisoka looked down, then turned his head back in the direction of the television. Y/n nudged him again, “Can you answer me?”

Hisoka just hummed in a response, and after a few more minutes of silence he spoke up, “I don’t see why it matters, we’re together now aren’t we?” He looked down at her, “I won’t ignore you again, promise.” He smiled at her. “I just wanna know why? Like, you ignore me, get with her then just suddenly show back up in my life?”

Y/n sat up, the blanket fell off of her as she looked at Hisoka, brows furrowed. Hisoka put a hand over his forehead and screwed his eyes shut, sighing, “You still resent me over that?”

“I don’t!! Just tell me why!!” Y/n growled at him, god she hated how difficult he was sometimes. Hisoka sighed and tilted his head back, “I’m going to be honest I-..” he started, then cleared his throat after covering his mouth with a knuckle, “I.. stopped liking her after a while. Every time I was with her I-.. it felt wrong.” He sighed again, sounding annoyed, kind of angry. He shook his head, “It doesn’t matter.”

“Ok you stopped liking her, so you’re using me as a rebound-”

“No!!” Hisoka snapped and put his elbow down on the armrest, “No. Damnit..”

Y/n fell silent, it was rare he actually yelled like that; honestly she never remembered a time where she saw him this upset. She looked at him, not knowing if he was going to continue or not. Hisoka glanced at her from the side, then looked away, “Ok, I thought that.. maybe if I started something with Machi and cut you out. I would, forget about you. Because I thought.. the way things were going, if I got too attached.” Hisoka furrowed his brows and put a hand on his chin, trying to collect his words, “I would hurt you.”

Y/n’s gaze softened, “Really?” She scooted closer to him, then put a hand on his back. “When you sent me that offer.. telling me to choose between the both of you, I felt conflicted for the first time.” Hisoka shook his head, “I don’t want to talk about this anymore.”

“Ok..” Y/n leaned back into his side, and he wrapped his arm back around her, his hand rubbed up and down her body in a soft motion, rubbing up to her rib then back down to her upper thigh. Y/n pulled the blanket back over herself, kissing Hisoka on the cheek. She knew he was a bad man, she could feel it in his aura because it was naturally so disturbing and uncanny to be around. But he wasn’t a bad lover. She looked back up at him and without saying anything, she kissed him on the cheek, watching as his expression remained unchanged, eyes locked to the television, but a small hue of pink dusted over his pale cheeks.

“You’re blushing.” Y/n smiled and poked him.

Hisoka cracked a smirk, “Your fault.” He turned his head and leaned into her, stealing a kiss on the lips.

[uselessheretic]

one thing that i feel like is annoying with villain discourse is this weird insistence that if you like villains then you MUST like then exclusively because they suck and want nothing more than that and for them to be evil. like? not all villains are flat out evil! sometimes villains can have nuances! it's weird when people say they hate when villains are given backstories or made sympathetic because i love it when they are? an evil villain whos evil for no reason can hit p hard esp if they have the cunt aesthetics to back it up, but the ones that stick with me are often the ones with detailed characterization who are sympathetic.

like i love killmonger! i love that he does bad things! i dont think hes evil though. i empathize with his struggles. i can understand how he got to where he is and i feel mournful that he never got to have a happy ending.

i think hisoka hxh is a fun villain, but mereum, when he was given human emotion and changed from pure evil to a person with the capacity for love, that's what made me sob in hxh! is he evil? whos to really say hes just an animal doing what his nature tells him to. thats not an important thing to dwell on for me though when im more impacted by being able to see his character show compassion and receive it in return.

"if youre going to like izzy like him because he sucks dont make him sympathetic" okay but i dont want to. i love that ofmd challenges our perspective, that stede himself is a morally ambiguous character that occupies the role of the villain in another persons story. izzy to me is more interesting and a better written character when hes given complexity. being mean to ed for no reason is dull. trying to hold on to someone you love so hard it hurts you both though? thats the good shit.

i like when villains are given redemption arcs. i like when heroes look at someone that hurt them and can still feel compassion. i love any story where the love for another person compels a person to make bad decisions. its more fun for me this way at least partially bc if i wanted black and white morality at all times i would turn on PBS!

[jujumin-translates]

Event | 5th Anniversary: The Way Back Home | Chapter 3 - Winter Planet Story

*Contains spoilers for Act 12 - eternal moment*

Hisoka: The kotatsu’s so warm…

Tasuku: Oi, wake up. We can eat now.

Guy: Yukishiro, the vegetables, and meat are ready to be eaten.

Azuma: Thank you, I’ll have some.

Tsumugi: Fufu, having hot pot at the kotatsu around this time of year has really become a regular thing, hasn’t it?

Homare: Oho, well there is no truer feature of a Japanese winter than--.

Guy: A hot pot party at the kotatsu?

Homare: Hmph. Guy-san, please refrain from stealing my lines!

Hisoka: Not like it really matters.

Azuma: Mmh, it’s delicious.

Tasuku: It was good before, but I think your skills have improved even more, Guy-san.

Guy: Thank you, I appreciate you saying that. I received some advice from Fushimi and the Director today and added some different ingredients than last time.

Tsumugi: The sake you prepared for us is also really good and goes well with the hot pot, Azuma-san.

Azuma: I’m glad it was to your liking.

Azuma: By the way, Tsumugi, did you really just want to have a drink with all of us today?

Tsumugi: Ahaha, you got me.

Guy: Perhaps we’re discussing where to go for the training camp?

Tsumugi: That’s right. I was thinking we could discuss where to go over hot pot.

Hisoka: Knew it.

Tasuku: I figured it out easy enough.

Hisoka: That said, we better discuss it before Arisu starts crying.

Homare: Hmph, I don’t get drunk that easily.

Tasuku: Is that so? Weren’t you completely sobbing at Guy-san’s bar the other day?

Tsumugi: Ahaha… let’s get started then.

Tsumugi: We need to decide where we, as Winter Troupe, want to go for our training camp. If you have any wishes or opinions, please let me know.

Azuma: I see… I wonder what sort of place would be good.

Tasuku: We have to consider the contents of our spin-off too.

Homare: Hmm, so we can’t just go to wherever we please.

Guy: A place where ideas for the spin-off may come to mind…

Hisoka: …Space center.

Azuma: Space center?

Guy: The performance is a story set in space, after all.

Hisoka: I heard something about a space center overseas once.

Hisoka: If there’s something like that in Japan too, maybe we could come up with content for the spin-off there.

Tasuku: That’s true. It’s a little simple, but it could be a surprisingly good place to come up with ideas.

Homare: I see. That would be a good candidate for a training camp.

Tsumugi: There must be one in Japan. But where… Umm, maybe we could go by boat or plane.

Tasuku: If you look it up, you should be able to find something. …Oh, isn’t this it?

Tsumugi: Yeah, yeah, there!

Homare: Ooh, how nice! It seems quite interesting. It looks like a fantastic source of poetic inspiration, as well.

Azuma: I think it’d be nice too. I’m sure it’d make us feel even closer to space.

Tsumugi: I’m sure we’d learn a lot, so I’m all for it too.

Guy: I as well. I’m quite interested in the exhibits.

Guy: However… that location is quite far from here. I’m afraid we’d likely exceed the budget that Furuichi said we could spend.

Azuma: But we could pay for what goes over ourselves.

Homare: That is true. There should be no problem with that.

Hisoka: I’ve got some money from my part-time job, so I could do that.

Tasuku: Don’t forget, we’re not going out to have fun. This is for a training camp.

Tsumugi: I’m sure you’re actually really excited about this, aren’t you, Tasuku?

Tasuku: …Well, I won’t deny it.

Tsumugi: Ahaha, I knew it.

Azuma: Does that work for you too, Guy?

Guy: If it works for everyone else, it works for me as well.

Tasuku: Then it’s settled. Winter Troupe’s training camp will be a trip to the space center.

Tsumugi: Sounds good. I’ll also look for a good place to stay.

Tasuku: You’re technologically challenged, so maybe you shouldn’t.

Hisoka: You’d probably accidentally make a reservation at some weird place.

Homare: You’d likely fail to even make the search in the first place.

Tsumugi: Uuh… I think I could at least manage that part.

Azuma: If you’d like, I could make the reservation for you.

Tsumugi: Are you sure?

Azuma: Of course. I travel from time to time, so I’m used to booking places to stay.

Homare: Ooh, I’m certain Azuma-san would know of a good place to stay.

Guy: We’ll leave it in your hands.

Azuma: Yes, leave it to me.

Tasuku: I looked it up and found that they also have tours of the space center.

Tsumugi: Ooh, it’s near the ocean and has a fairly large plaza too.

Hisoka: Looks like it’d be nice to be at when it’s sunny.

Homare: We should rent a car for transportation.

Guy: Let’s look up what other things are around the area as well.

Azuma: It’s nice to have a hot pot party and discuss things in such a friendly manner.

Hisoka: Makes the sake taste even better… I think.

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Izumi: (It’s almost time for the Winter Troupe guys to leave. I still think the time they picked to leave is too early though…)

Izumi: …Huh? Isn’t it already time for you guys to leave?

Izumi: (Only Tsumugi-san, Tasuku-san, and Guy-san are here.)

Tsumugi: It’s supposed to be, but…

Tasuku: Haah… Mikage wouldn’t have gotten up in time regardless.

Tasuku: We told him way beforehand that we’d be leaving early because we’d be taking a plane and boat, and now we’re here.

Guy: Yukishiro is going to wake him now.

Izumi: I see.

Homare: Oho, sorry to have kept you waiting!

Azuma: I’ve got him.

Hisoka: Mnhn, yawn…

Tasuku: Oi, we’re not going by car, so if we’re late, we’re not going at all.

Tsumugi: Hey, hey, we’re still good. We just need to leave as soon as possible.

Tsumugi: Well then, we’re off, Director.

Izumi: Right!

Azuma: We’ll bring you back souvenirs, so look forward to them.

Hisoka: I’ll try to look for tasty marshmallows, local sweets, and other stuff like that.

Homare: And please look forward to my training camp poems.

Guy: We’ll be sure to practice hard and make this a fulfilling training camp.

Tasuku: We’re off.

Izumi: Bye, guys!

· • —– ٠ ✤ ٠ —– • ·

Homare: Ooh, so this is the room that we’ll all be staying in.

Azuma: It would’ve been nice if we could’ve gotten individual rooms, but since we decided to go so last minute, there weren’t any other rooms available. Sorry.

Tsumugi: At least with this much space, we should have enough room for six people to sleep.

Guy: And it appears that they’ve prepared enough bedding for six people as well.

Tasuku: Well, it’s not the worst thing that could’ve happened. Sometimes it’s not so bad having the six of us sleeping so close together.

Hisoka: It’s got more space for hot pot parties than our room does.

Tsumugi: This really is like a training camp. I’m getting a little excited.

Homare: Yes, I also understand that feeling.

Hisoka: …Traveling is exhausting…

*Thud*

Tasuku: Oi, don’t just suddenly collapse to the floor.

Azuma: It’s true, it is a bit tiring, isn’t it?

Tsumugi: The main part of our trip is tomorrow, so today might be a good day to just relax and do as we please.

Homare: Yes, I agree. By the way, I did some research in advance on this place…

Homare: And the guest house here is quite spacious and seems to be equipped with various facilities. Therefore, I’ll be taking a stroll around.

Azuma: I think I’ll rest for a little bit.

Hisoka: Zzz…

Tsumugi: Right, I have to let the Director know that we arrived safely.

Tasuku: We’re not in elementary school, y’know…

Tsumugi: Well, yeah, but, just in case she was wondering.

Tsumugi: Umm… we’re at… the guest house… Ah, not guess house!

Tsumugi: Which stamp should I use?

Tasuku: …That didn’t take long for him to fall apart…

Guy: A very typical Winter Troupe sight, is it not?

Guy: What are you planning to do after this, Takato?

Tasuku: I was thinking of driving to the space center to get an idea of where we’re going tomorrow.

Tasuku: If you don’t have any other plans, do you want to come along, Guy-san?

Guy: Yes, if you’re willing, I will accompany you, Takato. …There is a place I would like to stop by as well.

Tasuku: No problem. We can stop by on our way. Well then, ready to go?

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[imagineanime2022]

Shadow *Part 4*

Hisoka Morrow X Fem!Reader (Platonic)

Word Count: 633

Requested: Anon

Request: Hello, I hope you're doing well. I read your platonic Hisoka x Teen vampire reader story and was wondering if you could do a oneshot where the reader just has a breakdown and sobs. And being the only person Hisoka considers as a sister, he hugs and comforts the reader?

*Part 3*

It had been a couple of weeks since you had seen Chrollo, you had been with Hisoka the whole time and while you were with him, you were able to ignore the conversation that you had, the confirmation that your brother had given you, he wanted you dead, you were worth less to him then the people he had surrounded himself with.

Hisoka had noticed the difference in you, you were slower to start, having trouble focusing, feeding less. He knew it had everything to do with you seeing your brother but he wasn’t sure how to get you to talk about it. Hisoka had always been good at goading people but he knew that wasn’t what he wanted from you so he was careful as he approached you.

This was another night that Hisoka had brought you blood, he placed the bottle in front of you, you glanced at it for a second and reached for it, he could see the moment that you put it to your lips that you were forcing yourself to drink it. “What’s going on?” He asked. “Hm?” You asked not actually looking at him, but at the wall behind him he realised. “You’ve been acting weird, you haven’t been eating well, you're quiet and you hardly leave this room.” Hisoka listed as he waited for you to get angry but instead he watched as you seemed to sink into defeat, you had only looked like this once before and that was when you were still part of the troupe, it made him angry. “I just… I didn’t think that he hated me.” You said softly “I thought that if we brought him the cure to his little problem that we’d be able to go our separate ways but he just said that he hates me and that he’s looking for a way to kill me. I don’t know why it hurts so much, I…” The tears that welled in your eyes caused him to lean forward gently, wiping them as they fell. “They don’t know what they have lost.” Hisoka said as his other hand wrapped around yours “your strength and abilities are unparalleled.” “I’m weak.” You said through gritted teeth and harsh breaths. “I crawled back to them hoping that they would see me for something more, when you and Illumi have been here the whole time, you’ve both taught me how to be everything that I am and I still wanted them… Him.” “There was always going to be a part of you that was hurt by them, no matter how strong you are because you still feel something… Being a vampire hasn’t stopped you from having feelings and honestly I think that you might be more in tune with them then you ever have been. When you woke you were angry and you focused on that feeling but since then you’ve calmed down and you even gave them the chance to make it up. They were stupid not to take it but I promise you that they will never get close enough to hurt you and I know that you feel sad now but it will get better.” He explained. “It will?” You asked. “Hmm, it seems like vampires feel everything 100x more than us humans do, I know that you will get through it.” Hisoka promised and you smiled at him as you pushed forward, wrapping your arms around him and burying your face in his clothes. “Thank you, your better family than they ever could have been, I’m so glad that you found me.” You said softly and he gave a soft chuckle “As am I.” He said, wrapping his arms around you, making a note to tell Illumi about Chrollo’s plans to get rid of you, and to plan accordingly.

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[fathomlesscrazy]

Fic Masterlist

bc I haven’t used this platform in ages and I promise my personality has broadened beyond hunter x hunter in my time away. All of these are rated T or under except the hunger games & twissy one which are rated M.

⭐️ = one of my favorites

DOCTOR WHO:

twelve talks about jamie

twissy: we’re sick!! Sick and twissy (users only)

clara confronts twelve about missy

Brian & Anthony Williams

tenjackrose goodbye

journey’s end tenrose

DOCTOR STONE:

senku struggles with sleep fth gift

probably the worst thing I’ve written but one shots I don’t claim the person I was when these were posted.

ATTACK ON TITAN:

reiner & porco fth gift

⭐️ ymir & historia make me sob fun one to write

discontinued eremin trash they were in the pandemic. I had some detailed plot building for this but I got bored of aot 😍

INUYASHA:

largely abandoned (???) summer school au where Kagome & company failed 10th grade and fight off their evil math teacher (Naraku) and I promise the premise is very entertaining I just fell out of love with the show

HUNTER X HUNTER:

(We gonna be here for a while thanks to my greed island ficlets; will sort by characters/relations as well) ⚡️= (potential) manga spoilers

Long fics:

abandoned atla crossover

⭐️ (hiatus) hunger games crossover

Alluka:

alluka & nanika study

time spent locked up

Killua and/or Gon:

scars

promises (ca arc bs)

more ca arc bs - Gon keeps reliving the fight

Killua & Gon r besties

Killua & Gon fix their friendship after 10k of being bitter one of my worse ones it’s very back and forth

⭐️ rain

Abandoned/rotting 5-parter about Gon facing his lack of Nen as told through the 5 stages of grief

11:11 after nen & election arc. Ignores manga.

⭐️ Probably my favorite KG fic ever that I’ve written: Gon wants to go to space; Killua plays the cello, unnecessary angst

Freecs Family:

⚡️they get bored - very fun to write

mito through the years

Daedalus & Icarus: Ging & Gon

Miscellaneous

morel & knov & learning Nen

killua takes care of a sick leorio

au: nurse leorio observes patients melody & kurapika

melody & kurapika & nightmares

9k zepile/leorio art theft trash

canon divergence: netero tells meruem his name

⭐️ au: gungi tournament merukomu

⚡️pre Hisoka v Chrollo

tonpa straight trash

⭐️ zushi-centric magic au one shot which may get its own series if I get back into hxh

Pokkle (ca arc bs)

main 4, Rick and morty if you squint

kalluto study

projecting by writing bisky - yay

ging & razor

[gojoest]

ai 💞💞💞 i love you so much and i’m off anon because i stand by my questions!!! <3

1. who is your favorite character aside from go** and shanks?

2. what is your ultimate comfort food/meal?

3. if you could live anywhere in the world (pretend you have the financial means to live wherever you want), where would you live and why?

kae you are literally my dearest and i love you so SO very much <3

1. i’m going to completely leave jjk out of this btw and list some characters i don’t talk about much or not at all (at least here) but love so dearly, so here we go !

one piece: i have so many fave op characters but my tops (aside from shanks that is) are : ace, zoro, doflamingo, luffy, law & robin

haikyuu: i love them all but my heart belongs to iwaizumi hajime forever and always

hunter x hunter: killua (my child), hisoka, chrollo, illumi, feitan, meruem, pakunoda, palm

bleach: AIZEN, UNOHANA, ichigo, zaraki, urahara, byakuya, grimmjow, shunsui, yoruichi, ulquiorra

vagabond: sasaki kojiro!!!!!!!!!!!! (i am obsessed with him)

k project: suoh mikoto

kuroko no basket: akashi, aomine, kise, kiyoshi

aria: alice, alicia, akari

samurai champloo: mugen

puella magi madoka magica: homura

i can keep going but i’ll stop here or else

2. pizza! pasta! sushi! rice! anything with rice I LOVE RICE SO MUCH! my favorite rice dish is sarma (rice stuffed in grape leaves) and i can eat my weight in it :3

3. hmmm this is a tough one but i’d choose barcelona! i was there years ago but think i left part of myself there. idk i was just so impressed like it’s truly one of the most beautiful cities i’ve ever been to, not only architecture wise but like the ppl there, too — they were all so warm and welcoming, it all made me fall in love so deeply with the place. during my whole stay there i felt like i was at home and was pretty homesick when i left :( missing it so so much i want to go back again one day. also fun fact, growing up i was a huge football fan (not anymore tho) and maybe it has something to do with my dad being a retired football player lmao but yea, my favorite team has always been barca which maybe makes me a bit biased about the city itself and why it’s my dream place to live in. i remember how i was in literal tears when i first entered camp nou (it’s fc barcelona’s stadium/home). i literally cried LIKE ACTUAL TEARS and had goosebumps that just wouldn’t go away even after returning to my hotel room like i thought there was something wrong with my skin but it was just me being overwhelmed by emotions. it was such an experience.. like football to me back then was what jjk is to me rn and barca was like gojo to me… do you understand how obsessed i was kajshdsskala

ANYWAY sry i rambled so much sob T—T and thank you for dropping by with such lovely questions <3

[bootlickerhawks]

HxH right back at ya x)

the first character i ever fell in love with:

the second Killua showed up with a skateboard I knew I was fucked

a character that i used to love/like, but now do not:

Uuuuuh I don't have one? I like most of the characters one way or another

a ship that i used to love/like, but now do not:

i'm new to the fandom so I haven't had a chance to lose interest in any ship I have lol

my ultimate favorite character™:

It's a tie between Gon and Killua. Killua started off as my blorbo but what CAA did with Gon still blows me away! I've been craving to see a character arc like Gon's for years and it was executed beautifully! *starts sobbing*

prettiest character:

Chimera Ant!Palm and Machi are gorgeous! And Chrollo with his hair down is unfairly cute

and not to sound like a furry but Welfin is cute too

my most hated character:

Genthru. He had a cool ability and his fight with Gon did a great job showcasing Gon's personality flaws but other than that he was boring (which everyone knows is the biggest crime a character can commit lmao)

my OTP:

I'm predictable as hell, ofc my otp is killugon

my NOTP:

merukomu cuz HOW DARE THEY MAKE ME CRY SM ;A;

favorite episode:

131! I'd even go so far as to say it's my favorite anime episode of all time! Hell, I even bought a poster of it today!

saddest death:

Merukomu CUZ TOGASHI HAS NO REGARD FOR MY FEELINGS ;A; (I'm still reeling from the audacity of giving us a glimpse of their cold dead hands in the final episode)

favorite season:

Chimera Ant Arc cuz, once again, I'm predictable as hell

least favorite season:

Greed Island is very important for Gon and Killua's growth and the dogeball game was fantastic but the rest was just ok imo

character that everyone else in the fandom loves, but i hate:

Again, I don't hate any of the characters in hxh but.... compared to the rest of the fandom I don't really care abt Kurapika that much 😔 Kurapika is the kind of character where I need to see how his story plays out before I get emotionally invested (similar to Aki from CSM)

my ‘you’re piece of trash, but you’re still a fave’ fave:

Hisoka!!!

my ‘beautiful cinnamon roll who deserves better than this’ fave:

Alluka! I really hope she gets more development 🥺 (idk if this is a popular theory in the fandom but I really like the idea of her being the one to save Kalluto from the Zoldycks)

my ‘this ship is wrong, nasty, and makes me want to cleanse my soul, but i still love it’ ship:

....

Chrollo/Kurapika...

IM SORRY 😭 ITS NOT MY FAULT THEY HAVE A FASCINATING DYNAMIC

my ‘they’re kind of cute, and i lowkey ship them, but i’m not too invested’ ship:

Melody-Senritsu/Kurapika. They're cute af and it makes me sad people don't ship them more.

Alluka/Zushi is cute af too

[icharchivist]

trying to make some winter selection and confronted with my “i have ways too many hisoso textposts to chose from” crimes

[mitrashdontfollow]

my hunter x hunter review!<3

first of all, i would love to rank all the arcs that i've watched so far. it will contains spoilers(!!!) so read this if you already watched them or didn't mind the spoilers hehe! this is 100% my opinions.

my list of the arcs.;

yorknew city arc.

hunter exam arc.

chimera ant arc.

greed island arc.

heavens area arc.

first of all, this is 100% biased, so yes my number one on the list would be yorknew city arc. since its revolved around kurapika most of the times. plus i'm getting more interested in the phantom troupe because of those 2 episodes on chimera ant arc. and luckily we get to see them a lot of time on this arc. too (rip pakunoda)! the plot and everything is really intense and interesting for me so it's kinda hard (in a good way) to finish one episode. i love this arc. even more after knowing the fact that kurapika didn't appear on other arcs. after this one so its quite sad for me :( oooh and i was quite disappointed (just a little!) by the fact that the shadow hunter(?) and the other strong ones are no match to the troupe. i mean...they're supposed to be so strong right..?:O at least make the troupe hurt a little lol.

second arc. is the hunter exam because of course its like the OG one here and i watched hunter x hunter before they remake(?) it on 2011 so yes it should be on my top 2 at least^^ all of these episodes are so light to enjoy as an 'action' anime and it makes hunter x hunter so interesting and suitable to watch since i was a little. really love to see the story of their first meet with each other and how they literally did an exams to become a hunter (which basically THE story of this anime). also love the episodes when they went to get killua back, whats wrong with his mom tho i really wished to see the background story of the zoldyck family.

can't believe i'm saying this but the chimera ant arc. is on my top three(!!!) when it should be on the bottom of my list when i first watched it haha. i remember searching 'chimera ant arc. review' in the middle of watching them just to see if its 'worth' to watch and thank God i finished it! every review that i read saying that they love the 'character development' and as i finished this arc. i totally get it (and cried too!). i really love how killua handle things too. it shattered my heart to see him talking with sobbing and crying while explaining the situation to palm :( oh! and i wish pitou would face a more painful death because of what she did to gon!!! (although she's my number one in the three guard and i keep saying 'nyaruhodo' for everything sorry mom).

the greed island is actually good and really light too, as it didn't really include an 'intense' battle. i mean, yes there's these episodes of the ball thingy, but still it's not a 'battle' in my opinion. anyway, the arc. is so fun to watch as gon and killua were also having fun with all of these collecting cards and doing some mission to get some. and bisky is funny too! oh and that one scene of hisoka lol its quite surprising tho i didn't expected them to meet him like that haha.

the last on the list, it's not because the arc. is boring or anything but it's just umm a constant plot for the characters to learn nen and all of these things. it's still good tho! but like the part when gon and killua just pushing (literally) their opponents to get their win is so funny and like whatttt okay they're strong but at least make it a little complicated to reach higher levels (but its still fine and not a bother at all hehe!:)). i guess its the last on my list because it circles around one place so its a bit too constant comparing to other arcs. and all.

[cat3ch1sm]

🐸| hello everyone! i made the mistake of staying up until 3am and came up with these cracked hxh headcanons. yes i know i write for hxh way too much which is why i need u guys to send requests for other fandoms😀 not that i don't love hxh hcs and ur totally welcome to send those in, but if u have any thoughts for the fandoms i write for send them in<33

🥝| also my birthday is in three weeks omg. stg i still feel like a little kid

🌱| anyways enjoy these hcs<33 they're definitely not canon but it is funny 2 imagine😭💀 ily guys

part 2 with the butlers??? let me know🤭

part 3 with the phantom troupe??? LMFAOO

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ maybe some homophobia?

how would the Zoldyck family react if they find out that hisoka and illumi are an item?

silva

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ bro is still kinda trying to get the "illumi likes men" thing. silva can kill hundreds of people at once and is the most feared assassin ever, but when it comes to his kids actually having... like... lives... his mind just empties.

・❥・so when illumi just pulls up with "hisoka and i are dating" in the most unemotional tone known to man, silva's brain doesn't really process it right off. he sits there for like ten seconds straight in silence with an intimidatingly blank stare. imagine the little "loading..." thing over his head

・❥・and then he gets it. he blinks. looks at hisoka and illumi awkwardly, with a brow arched or something. then looks down at kikyo, who is sobbing on his shoulder into his shirt.

・❥・he stares at his wife for a few more very long seconds before looking back up at his son and his maniac pedophile clown bf, rolling his eyes as he gestures with his head for them to just go.

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

kikyo

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ she was never on board with hisoka and illumi's whole thing to begin with. she does not understand why Illumi wants to spend all his time with hisoka, who she thinks is creepy and overly eccentric, when he could be spending time with a lovely woman who also kills people to carry on the Zoldyck name.

・❥・and she really wasn't with the gay thing anyway. she would have lots of perfectly eligible murdery women meet illumi in hopes that they would get together and bear a Zoldyck child. but here he is. kikyo just cannot understand it.

・❥・although, it's a tiny bit less about the gay stuff than it is about the fact that it's hisoka. hisoka. him of all people. why? his aura is repulsive, he runs around in crop tops, heels, waist trainers, makeup, and pink hair. illumi had already been poisoned, kikyo could tell, when he started with the crop tops as well. but it had been worse than she had thought. now here they were, the disgusting clown and her perfect illumi saying they were dating.

・❥・it was enough to make her burst into tears- and cry she did. the second illumi finished his sentence, the waterworks began. now it was too late.

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

zeno

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ "Like I care. Just don't have sex in the house."

・❥・enough said

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

alluka

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ i don't know how she'd find out, really. maybe killua told her? but despite the fact that Illumi doesn't even consider alluka a family member or even a human being, she'd be thrilled for him <\3

・❥・"Big big brother has a boyfriend? Really?!"

・❥・she'll want to know everything about hisoka- what he looks like, how he behaves, what about him attracted her brother. romance thrills her, no matter who it's between or if the people involved are trying to kill her☹️

・❥・"Will I get to meet him? :D"

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

kalluto

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ he'd been collecting clues for a while. he noticed when illumi stopped cutting his hair, when his clothing style changed, how much more often Illumi was going to hisoka for assistance in missions and such rather than his family- whether he actually needed the help or not.

・❥・and when illumi joined the phantom troupe "per hisoka's request," and when he spoke of an "engagement ring" and "prenup" despite there being other less fruity terms he could have used to describe the contract- kalluto was almost 100 percent sure.

・❥・ the kicker, though, was when kalluto found out that they had contracted each other to kill... each other. they both shared the same twisted idea of "romance" and "friendship," and this basically set kalluto's suspicions in stone.

・❥・so kalluto half-heartedly played dumb when Illumi announced their official status as a couple- but long story short, he wasn't surprised. he isn't really fond of hisoka, but he sees no point in messing with the relationship, so he doesn't care much overall.

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

milluki

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ this mf doesn't look up from his computer screen and potato chips and weird dolls long enough to even notice that hisoka existed, let alone how much time he and his brother spent together. so he's wayyy out of the loop when illumi makes his announcement.

・❥・bro almost chokes to death on his snack when illumi's done. when he finally pulls himself together, he gives Illumi a look and is basically like "ew, weirdos"

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

killua

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ *screaming intensifies*

・❥・illumi. his psychopath brother. hisoka. the pedophile clown man who has a crush on his twelve year old best friend. dating. illumi. gay. with. hisoka. what the fuck what the duck what the fuck

・❥・this could go two ways. one, illumi makes his announcement, and killua immediately starts dramatically falling to the floor and screaming hysterically while pretending to vomit. may or may not ask if he can put a hit on himself. hell, he'll demand someone put a hit on him- he'll be waiting with open arms for them to come and end his misery

・❥・or, killua takes matters into his own hands. he doesn't react at all before calmly exiting the room, walking through the halls, entering mike's domain, and simply climbing up the dog's fur into his mouth. perhaps he'll take a stroll up to the roof of the house and throw himself off?? either way, he's ending this shit

[hisokaisdaddyz]

Hello my little fairies, I missed you guys 💓

Innocent vampire S/O

Hisoka

Contains blood, use of the words 'princess, dear and darling, Virgin s/o.

I should stop cutting it off at the best part 😿.

If I made any mistakes please do tell me! </3

"Don't you want it?", Hisoka gazed at Y/N, You nodded, " Come take it then~", You wasted no time impaling your fangs in his neck, He caressed your hair, and picked you up, You let a moan as his blood Coated your tongue, the metallic taste only made you want more, after a few minutes you pulled away and licked his wound, his eyes lazily trailed down your body, "Are you, satisfied princess~", You shook your head, his stared deep into yours, bending down his tongue trailed down your neck down to your belly button where he kissed your belly piercing, You had just recently got Nipple Piercings, which he enjoyed tugging at, he pushed your legs open and ripped your panties off, " You have a pretty pussy, the way it only gets this wet for me makes me want to fuck you senseless right now~"

"what's stopping you?", Your eyes trailed down his beautifully structured face, " I can't possibly ravage it before savoring it~" He grabbed your thighs and pulled you towards him, You release a whimper feeling his tongue flick your clit, he kissed it , "H-Hisoka, please", " Hm? What is that you want~", You covered your face blushing, "I-I want you to..." you mumbled the rest making him tug at you nipple piercing, you flinched, "I can't hear you, dear~", "I want you to fuck me, Please fill me with your semen" you felt embarrassed saying such filthy words out loud, he chuckled "Good girl~" he cooed.

His tongue made contact with your gaping hole, you gasped feeling this euphoria feeling for the first time, your hands immediately reached down and gripped his hair, his tongue brushed against your walls, and he slurped up your juices, he hummed, and pressed his thumb against your clit, your juices trailed down his chin, he replaced his tongue with his index finger, He placed his wrist in front of your mouth, "Go on dear~", you grabbed his wrist and your fangs extracted, you licked your lips before puncturing his wrist with your fangs, your pussy fluttered around his fingers as he abused your g-spot, your eyes watered feeling a knot form in your stomach, You trembled as you pulled away and licked his wound, "Cum for me princess~" He grabbed your face and stared into your eyes, "Come on~", You squirmed as he entered another finger, your lip trembled as you coated his finger, he widened his fingers stretching your hole, and towered over you and put his cock at your entrance, " I-I can't do it, It's too big, that things going to kill me!", he chuckled.

"You can do it, princess, I know you can~", His tongue licked your bottom lip, you sobbed feeling his tip push into your hole painfully slow, " Hey, focus up here~" he bit his tongue drawing blood, you sucked on his tongue completely distracted, he takes the opportunity to fully thrust into you, You moaned feeling him in your stomach, you looked down and saw a bulge, "You took it so well darling~" he began moving your nails stabbed into his back, he groaned, he pushed your legs apart and pulled out before slamming back into you, "You're so tight", "H-Hisoka!", he grazed you breast sending through your body, your nipples hardened he whispered in your ear, " I'm here, my love~", You yelp as he flips you over on your side and tosses your leg over his shoulder, he thrusted back in.

This new position sent you to cloud 9, you could feel him deeper, your stomach felt full, you trembled trying to crawl away, "Come back and take it like a good girl~" you gripped your waist preventing you from moving, he thrusts his hips forward driving his dick into you again, he slapped your thighs, "Mm, c-close!" he tugged at your piercing and wrapped his hand around your throat, you breast bounced with every harsh thrust, "Cum, cum with me~" He made eye contact with you and groaned as he released his load in you, your vision blurred as you released, he thrusted hastily pushing his seeds in your womb. "Good girl, rest now~"

[softmafia]

Hey bestie 💕Adult trio seeeing a ex that they loved on a date 3 months after breaking up and how they would ruin it

Sounds Of A Broken Heart(Stiff As A Board)

Warnings: angst, possessive behavior, threats, choking, death, violence, toxic relationships, probably an inaccurate description of death but don’t attack me for it lmao

A/n: Oooh this was a fun one!!! I’m so sorry if this isn’t what you expected aaaahh!!! I took a semi-dark turn with this lolllllll Chrollo is the more tame one, but he still doesn’t hold back lamaisjsajjs

═*.·:·.✧ ✦ ✧.·:·.*═

♥️𝕳𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖐𝖆 𝕸𝖔𝖗𝖗𝖔𝖜♥️

Hisoka was angered when Y/n left him, as soon as the words of a breakup popped out of their mouth he sent them away; at the time he didn’t want to deal with that nonsense, to him it was like they just needed time to “get some sense”. Although it was months since Hisoka last saw Y/n.. people came and left all of the time, he wasn’t going to let it bother him and truthfully, he had started to forget about them until he was strolling through town one afternoon and saw them. The magician stopped in his place and looked in their direction, they were sitting at a table across from a well dressed individual. He frowned, surely Y/n wasn’t on a date with this lowly, unsuitable individual. They still loved him, and he wasn’t going to accept the fact they were done. Hisoka began to walk over with a bright smile that masked sinister intentions, “Hello there~” he said, his smile dropping when he noticed Y/n’s happy expression slowly shift into one of nervousness and fear. Hisoka knew who he was of course, and he expected people to be afraid of his presence, but Y/n. Surely they knew better. Hisoka pulled up a chair and sat in it backwards, “So.. what are you and my partner doing here this lovely evening~” Hisoka hummed, both Y/n and their date stammered, they spoke up on behalf of their date, “Hiso.. we’re not dating anymore, I thought I told you-” before they could even finish, Hisoka held them by the throat, choking them and pulling their face close to his, “Listen here,” he growled, “We’re not over until I say we are.” He let go of them, a quiet chuckle escaped his snarl as they gasped for air. “Hey, you can’t treat Y/n like that!!” Their date stood up, looking as if they were about to pummel Hisoka; what a joke. Standing up, the red haired man held a card, pushing it into the date’s throat, “I’m afraid you don’t have any authority on how I should treat my pets~” he growled, “Now run along before you get hurt~”. He pulled his card away, watching as fear washed over Y/n’s failed date, but as they began running off, Hisoka threw multiple of his cards, puncturing them in the back and simply killing them. Y/n screamed in horror, about to run over to comfort the dead body, but Hisoka grabbed them and held them close no matter how hard they struggled to escape, “You are mine, do you hear me~? I don’t ever want to see you doing this again~ now let’s go home~” His words were venomous, and his cold breath hit Y/n’s skin harshly, giving them chills. They were sobbing and squirming around, but Hisoka’s grip just wouldn’t let up, the slow realization that they couldn’t get away from Hisoka settled in, no matter how hard; this man is always going to want a toy he could play with whenever he felt like it, however he felt like. Y/n slowly ceased their struggling, crying softly against Hisoka’s chest, “Ok.. let’s go home..” Y/n said, choked and defeated.

📍𝕴𝖑𝖑𝖚𝖒𝖎 𝖅𝖔𝖑𝖉𝖞𝖈𝖐📍

Y/n smiled as they looked at themself in the mirror, straightening their clothing and making sure everything about them looked perfect. They had broken up with their ex, Illumi about three months ago.. it’s not like they didn’t love Illu, but the pressure from his family, his obsessiveness for them to be the “perfect partner” just so he could please his mother and father, it became too much for them. “Illumi.. I can’t be what you want me to be..” Y/n said, tears welling in her eyes, “I’m not that person you have in your head!” Illumi just shook his head and grabbed Y/n’s shoulders, “Please.. you can try, it’s not that hard to be quiet.” Y/n shook away from him and shook their head, “I don’t want to sit and look pretty, Illu!! I’m sorry it’s over!!” They didn’t know what he said after they ran off, or what had happened, but for weeks they lived in fear of being hunted down or even killed. Y/n knew Illumi was an assassin, and they knew how intense his parents were, but it had been a long time from then so they were sure they were in the clear. Only in reality; Illumi had been keeping a close eye on them for a long while, hoping that they stayed in line enough for him to take them back again, his heart yearned for him and he ached ever since they left. He was sure he had done everything right to be a perfect man for Y/n, but he would just have to show them again, but why were they leaving their house dressed up all fancy? Illumi followed them in a discreet black car until Y/n parked in a restaurant, as they walked towards the entrance somebody came up to them, they both shared an embrace. It’s probably a friend.. but I’ll show them there’s no need for those.. The assassin hummed in thought, getting a bit closer so he could look through the window and see what they were doing from the inside, and slowly; his dark eyes began to widen, it was a date. Anger took over him, his face went dark and his hair flowed due to the sheer force of his aura. He stuck a pin into the man at the door when he was asked for a reservation, killing the innocent person as he let himself inside. He walked until he got to Y/n’s table, killing their date, and then knocked Y/n unconscious, they couldn’t comprehend what was happening at first, it just happened so fast they didn’t know what to do. But once they woke up, everything was a blur, Y/n let out a loud gasp, looking around and adjusting their eyes so they could see where they had been taken too. By the bed side, Illumi was sitting there with a tray, there was Y/n’s favorite tea, and some food, “That was very foolish of you.” Illumi started, “It was foolish enough for you to see another person.. but it was also funny how you thought you could escape.” He said, handing the cup of tea to Y/n, examining their blank, heartbroken expression as they apathetically held the teacup in their hands.

🕷𝕮𝖍𝖗𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖔 𝕷𝖚𝖈𝖎𝖑𝖋𝖊𝖗🕷

Y/n placed their hands over their dates hands on the table they were sat at, smiling lovingly, “Before either of us decide to make this official.. I wanted to tell you something quite serious.” They started, trying not to tremble. Their date had a happy smile on their face, feeling the warmth of Y/n’s hands on theirs, “You can tell me anything, I think you’re very nice! I wouldn’t judge you at all!” Their voice was like music to Y/n’s ears, so comforting and genuine, it eased their nerves so much.. “Well.. My ex.. he’s the leader of the Phantom Troupe.” They said, only to be met with oblivious laughter. Y/n frowned, and their date gently cupped their cheek, “That’s so funny!!” Y/n was rightfully upset that they weren’t taking them seriously.. they had lived in fear for months, always getting threats on their doorstep, either a threatening note or animal skeletons of some sorts. But Y/n’s eyes widened when they saw the figure coming around the corner, looking right at them. “Hey.. why the face-” they started, but before they could even finish, Chrollo was behind them, his hands on their face as he quickly snapped their neck. “I’m so sorry to ruin your date, Y/n.. but you’re spreading personal information, I can’t have you doing that.” He said with a soft smile, but he was sinister, and very evil. Y/n’s breathing picked up, they got up quickly but they weren’t quick enough, he brought his hand up and chopped the back of his ex lover’s neck, breaking their neck and leaving them dead on the ground. Chrollo’s heart clenched inside of him, he didn’t want to do that.. he hoped that they could just move on like normal people, but that couldn’t work out apparently, he had spent those three lonely months sobbing, reminiscing about good times he had with Y/n, but those dreams of marriage and domestic bliss couldn’t possibly come true.. never with a man like him. A tear couldn’t help but drag down his cheek as he walked away, dawning a somber expression on his face.