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tulsa24 · 10 months

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oh i love waitress so much

#there is just nothing like it #it’s like the seventeen of musicals for me #in the way that i could not have listened to it (or watched a slime tutorial 👀) in a while #but it will always feel like an old friend #waitress was far from the first musical i ever loved #but it’s the one that made me fall in love with theatre #as a lyricist who writes songs for theatre i have a lot to thank waitress for #in about 1.5 weeks i’m seeing the proshot with my mom and i am so excited #i saw waitress 5 years ago next month so to get to see it with my mom again is so exciting #and i get a proper goodbye this time #both times waitress closed i cried to the entire cast recording #(which if you’ve never heard it before has a number of songs that most people wouldn’t cry at & that i usually don’t)#but i just love waitress that much #i will probably cry again while watching it bc i know that this is the last time i’ll get to see this story that means so much to me #(at least for a while)#but regardless #im still so excited and thankful for this opportunity #not kpop #theatre 🎭#love & pie : the musical 🥧🩷🩵

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godofstupidsentences · 12 days

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Just me listening to Epic the Musical

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thecoppersoulbox · 2 years

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The thing that strikes me most about Team Rancher is that they haven’t changed a bit. Three months have passed and their dynamic is still the same as it was back then. What would have devolved into a bitter argument with anyone else instead turned into healthy communication, which was just as delightful to watch as it was back in Double Life. Love, respect, joy and ranchin’ really was what Team Rancher was all about and it’s lovely to see that that’s still the case!

#yes over three months have passed since the end of double life I checked #also this time they’ll actually get to say goodbye…they’ll finally get proper closure…#team rancher #solidaritygaming #tangotek #double life smp #life smp series #hc x empires #hc x esmp

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dirtytransmasc · 9 months

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thinking about how Spider was neteyam's big brother. losing my mind. ripping out my hair.

was 'teyam scared of storms or the dark? did he confide these "childish" fears to his big brother? did he get shy with all the attention he got in the village? did he hold Spi's hand when he got nervous?

did Spi have habits with 'teyam like 'teyam had with lo'ak? did Spi mess with his hair or reach for his shoulder or cuff his neck?

did Spi ever worry for 'teyam after he "stepped up" and became the Big Brother when the humans returned? did he worry something would happen to him? did he want to protect him despite being a human? was he proud? did his pride outweigh his fear?

did he think about 'teyam after he was taken? did he wonder where he was and if he was safe?

what was Spi thinking when he saw the bullet hole in his baby brother's back? did he freeze when he saw the blood, when he realized he failed to protect him?

what was 'teyam thinking? when he looked to Spi, did he want him to be the big brother again, did he want to stop being brave and let Spi do it? did he want to say something?

I have so many questions. I don't think my heart could take the answers.

#I'm probably being delusional. feel free to write this off as fanon bs. idc. it's canon in my mind.#all I can think about is the fact 'teyam died for him. he watched him die. he watched his little brother die.#did he say goodbye to him?#did he sneak into the mauri they kept his body in before they returned him to eywa and say goodbye to his baby brother #properly y'know. not the way he'd say goodbye in front of the kids or at a time where neytiri could see him.#did he stroke his hair and hold his hand and tell him he was sorry?#did he tell him he wished he could switch their places?#did he kiss his forehead one last time? did he look at his face and try and memorize every feature only to find it left wrong by death?#did he worry about him being alone in that mauri at night? did he worry he was scared to be alone in the dark of the pod?#he had to say goodbye to his baby brother for the rest of his life. what did he do? I need to know.#or at least. what did he want to do?#ignoring his grief and guilt and fear of upsetting the others or being caught by neytiri #if he could openly grieve. what would he do?#what would he wish he'd done?#It pains me to say I can't see canon!spider actually getting to give 'teyam a proper goodbye cause of everything #but if he did #what would he have done?#neteyam sully #neteyam #neteyam te suli tsyeyk'itan #spider socorro #miles spider socorro #miles socorro #avatar the way of water #avatar #crying actually #I call them Spi and 'teyam cause it feels right

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nightfayre · 11 months

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if he tian ends up leaving before jian yi i will genuinely be so surprised

#19 days #jian yi is supposed to leave the second day of high school but they haven’t even graduated middle school or had summer break #you’re telling me that he tian is gonna leave sometime soon and all we’ll see is a depressed guan shan for months and months and months?#also the tone of this recent chapter is too lighthearted to think cheng will actually take he tian imo #imagine how fucking traumatizing it would be for ALL the boys to watch he tian getting restrained and dragged away from them #i have a deep rooted feeling that 1) he tian will have to make some grand ultimatum w/ cheng to buy himself more time until high school #2) he tian will not be able to have a proper goodbye with any of the group #i hope i’m wrong but i also hope i’m right for the drama of it all #fay talks

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kkst0904 · 2 years

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#i’m too sad to put my effort into something #i can’t smile and say thank you and goodbye yet #i just wanna bury myself deep in my aus and not think about the future yet #but i know as he goes on his own journey without me it’s time for me to go on my own too #next year is going to be a big change in my life and even though i’m so heartbroken about this #something about satoshi leaving is comforting in a way?#it just inspires me to do my best #sorry for getting sappy #i know i mostly just draw my ship but satoshi means the world to me #he got me through so so much the past few years #so give me some time and i’ll be able to make a proper goodbye drawing for him #i hope i can end the final mini series with a smile (as well as all my tears haha)#satoshi #my sunshine #fr just been crying playing mezase pkmn master on replay LOL help #but i’ll get there ❤️

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xx-helliswheretheheartis-xx · 16 days

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i know i basically disappeared from tumblr and have a ton of asks i’ll eventually get to, but i wanted to come on here and say how proud i am of nick. he’s come so far and i can’t wait to see what he does with his music going forward

#i’m just gonna put my feelings in the tags #the instagram post he made tonight honestly feels like proper closure #it’s really sad that get scared is gone for good but it’s honestly for the best #but the music will always be there and we can be glad that it happened #not to get really personal #but #even after all these years get scared means a lot to me #their music helped me through a really dark time when i was a teenager #they brought me towards my first internet friends and i still talk to one of them to this day #and those are moments i’ll always cherish despite how bad some things ended #while it will be hard to let go because letting go means saying goodbye and sometimes growing #but knowing that chapter is over brings overwhelming peace #i’m really proud of nick i feel like i grew up with him and i hope he continues to flourish #he deserves the fucking world and all its stars after what he’s been through #sending nick all of my love and well wishes

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imjustexistingtbh · 8 months

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i hate crying in the dorm. i don’t like not having anywhere i can be alone and cry

#i’m so stressed. i have so much homework and i’ve got two midterms this week and another one next week. and two essays due in the next two w #two weeks #and i miss home. and i miss my grandpa. and i hate remembering this time last year. i hate parkinson’s. i hate dementia.#i hate that i didn’t get to say a proper goodbye.#i just want to go home. i just want to hug my parents. im so tired.#just jupiter #vent

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eileenguy · 2 years

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#man what the fuck #they've decided that the hathras gang rape was not in fact a gang rape. almost all of the men involved are acquitted of all charges #rape tw #casteism tw #id encourage anyone who isnt from india to read about the hathras case but it is very. very horrible.#a lot of times when the victim is upper caste and urban people (rightfully) support them and organise and get shit done #but what happens when the victim is dalit. and the police burn her dead body without proper rites before her family can even say goodbye #i hate this country i hope we all die #vent #delete

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arnumdrusk · 2 years

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My DnD party, The Ise of Dawn, are getting towards the end of our Tomb of Annihilation campaign. When Lyra fell in battle, and they were forced to resurrect her, suddenly they all had a personal stake in ending Acererak's death curse. The clock is ticking, and Lyra's very soul is on the line, will they be able to save her in time?

#tomb of annihilation #acererak #lich #dnd party #illustration #vector #arnumdrusk #andromino #ise of dawn #this illustration was a long time coming #been working on it in my tiny windows of free time for months now #I really hope we're able to get the good ending #caught feelings for some of these characters #want to give them a proper goodbye before I leave them behind for good

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boyfeminism · 2 years

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if i am the only one in the house with covid then like sure thats great and lovely and im glad but also like. my heart is just breaking bc my gf is downstairs and if im positive i dont even get to touch them again before they leave and im trying to be brave about it but it isnt working

#and im supposed to go see them for their graduation in like less than 3 weeks and i already was going to be hurting over plane ticket #but like to miss an Entire paycheck AND have covered shifts on my fucking vacation #im being angry to distract from being deeply fucking sad #there is nothing good there is nothing happy i thought i had one more night to hold them and i dont #on the bright side we have started looking at apartments. i'll be with them by april forever.#we'll have a place thats ours and we'll never have to leave each other again #saying goodbye gets harder for me every time but i might not even get a proper goodbye #and im really really relieved they tested negative im just miserable everything abt this is miserable #whatever i hope i explode every day until april #and like i dont even have anything comforting right now bc it all just feels so deeply fucking hollow n miserable bc jackie is Right There #negative #sickly victorian posting #speaking

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cozzyplace · 5 months

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It hasn't even been a day and I miss my dog already :(

#i kinda hate how she took him when she left #like yeah it was her idea and i didnt want a dog at the time but i was the one who took care of him #i wish i got to actually say goodbye to him proper but i was called into work and when i came back she had already took him #im also still pissed that i didnt even get to spend the last few nights with my dog #because my ex started bribing him with treats to sleep in her room #like wow ok but im the petty one i see #she also kept trying to steal my stuff while she was packing it was a whole thing #i just am so tired

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bpdamandayoung · 6 months

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and in the end i'm gonna be fine bc i'll force myself to be fine and then it's gonna get worse and i'll force myself to be fine again until probably one day it will get so bad i won't see another sunset but it's okay bc i have some force in me for now and it's not really worth it to think about the future

#what i hate about this ending is probably it would be an impulsive decision so i won't say proper goodbyes #so i just hope i'll never be important enough to someone to leave them suffering for long and they'll get over this thing #kinda weird to know the most probable ending of your life but that's okay i've known this for a long time #lol idk why am i even posting this shit i don't want to worry anyone but there's no one i can tell this to #i want to just stop being. i hope nothing waits for me after death and i'll just stop existing all together #depression and stuff

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fazcinatingblog · 11 months

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When my boss listed the people coming to the Christmas lunch, she's like "there's five downstairs, two upstairs, Simon (IT guy), Simon's wife...." and I just had a thought that if Colleen was repeating that list, she'd add the dog and the cat as well plus anyone walking past

#no but like two of those people only start on Monday and one is starting mid November #like colleen would say they've 'only been here two seconds'#colleen has also joked that you don't need to do much to get hired by Sophia #like she's said that anyone could just show up and they've got the job #godddd i miss colleen so much #I'm just laughing by myself on a Friday night thinking of all the things colleen said #when she'd forget someone's name (usually one of the ever changing bookkeepers) and call them 'oozy bob whatsit' or something #just wave in the general direction of their desk #or how Sophia always talks about hiring more people to 'get more work out' so colleen jokes that they'll be sitting on each other's laps #when the client and Sophia wanted to use the cute Pakistani boy's computer and he had to get up and colleen joked he could sit on my lap #she also told him at one point that if accounting doesn't work out he should become a model (because he's hot)#aw man #I'm so annoyed colleen never got a proper goodbye #never got an actual retirement gift #if i had my time again I'd do more to organise it #i don't know what i was thinking at the time????? i was just torn up that she left and that Sophia paid her out for the notice period that i #just forgot to do anything #Colleen deserved more

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life-of-a-nervous-wreck · 1 year

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I think I'm finally letting myself move on, and I hope I'll eventually be happy.

#It's taken so many tears #But the person has come back into my life and I'm realising I don't need them any more #I'll always love them because they were the most important person in my life for such a long time #But I can't keep this up anymore #I think I just need to find a way to say a proper goodbye and then maybe finally I can get some fucking closure #10/07/2023

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lucreziaces · 1 year

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So, late October 2010 my older brothers brought home this kitten they’d found on the streets, right? (Literally 3 days before Speak Now’s release-- 12 year old me was unaware, though, because I’m silly and missed the announcement and didn’t discover it’s existence until the following fall but that’s beside the point) And then, in 2014 we lost our house and my neighbor (Now ex-neighbor) took him in as if he was their own. Anyway, so today I found out that one of the neighbors on that block thought that the cat was theirs for some reason and had him put down?? (With only five days until Speak Now (TV)’s release)

Rest in Peace, Lucky, you were such a little sweetie boy. I miss you, and you deserved better, baby love. 💔🥺

#text #taylor swift #kitty #mel talks #i'm deeply disturbed #that was my 12 year baby kitty that was stolen from me (not really they had my mother's permission)#and i just saw him the other week #and he was alive and i held him #but i didn't know it would be the last time i ever saw him/held him #(we only moved two blocks but that's another story lol)#and now he's just dead....#and the people that took him didn't even get a proper goodbye #because he was put down without their knowledge/consent #and it was their kitty!!#and what the fuck #who does that #and it's not like he was a collarless kitty either #he was shaven (due to having matted fur) once a year #and wore a flea collar during the warm months #which are the only months he was outside #so how could any of the neighbors thought he was theirs??#when he was just randomly appearing in like may freshly groomed and with a flea collar!!#and there's no other kitties over there that even resemble him in the slightest #i'm sad #and like what are the fucking chances that both his entrance into my life and his exit #revolve around speak now's release??#whyyyyyy #i hate the universe #this is so fucked up #and he was the sweetest little boy

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