#and i wasn't going to put up with it
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
listen i need you to know that you can have the most ridiculous reasons to perform self care if it gets you to actually do it. i just became the owner of a beautiful floral floor length satin robe and if that's really all it's going to take for me to shower every day and do my skincare and brush my teeth then so be it
#ramble#when your brain doesn't work you HAVE to hack it and it can be stupid and it's ok i promise#same energy as listening to medieval tavern music while you clean the kitchen#it wasn't even intentional btw i bought it just to glide around my house like a rich widow#but now it's become 'i wake up in the morning and put on the robe to go and do coffee#and now i don't have clothes on so i might as well get in the shower#and in the evening i have to wait for my moisturiser to set so i might as well brush my teeth while i'm here'#if femme fatale roleplay is keeping you clean then just let it happen
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
Welcome home
#artists on tumblr#cw blood#i really like drawing wings if it wasn't obvious#drawing has been rough lately though#all the A-I trash going around is so depressing to see#please pick up literally any tool in your hand and create#shape something with your own hands#breathe life into something#it doesn't need to look perfect and polished and photorealistic#literally anything any person has ever drawn with their own hands#has more value than every algorithm generated garbage put together#a vent doodle drawn in the math notebook of a 13 yo girl has infinitely more value#than any stolen blendered together soulless algorithm “creation”#we're humans we create#so just#create#with your own hands and your own ideas
9K notes
·
View notes
Note
Gen obsessed with how.. *dead* your Jason's color pallete is. Like, that's corpse pale right there. Not a spec of blood left flowing in there (also father Todd's skin being full of color in comparison is a nice touch)

THANK YOU I love making him look a bit ghoulish. Guy who's not supposed to be alive but yes he is. no he isn't <3
#DC#DC Comics#Jason Todd#Red Hood#Jaybin#Robin ii#Art by me#Asks#I know vitamin D doesn't affect your skin colour BUT the easiest way to get it is sunlight which does ik nobody is bothered by this but me#But I have OCD. so you're getting clarification anyways 👍#Jason's way of saying if you spend too much time underground it's going to start wanting to keep you there 😁#I do think he bleeds normally and has a heartbeat and all that because he's not Dead. Alive? Well no also. He's likeboth at once and neithe#I think his physical state should be full of inconsistencies. you can't see his breath in cold weather but you can if he smokes etc.#There's also appeal to him coming back looking completely normal I do love mundane horror but#His death was important both in and out of universe and it altered things irreversibly so I think he can be a little Off as a treat#Also it adds to the misery that he's the same person like he died and came back the same person internally he's himself but#to others he looks and acts and is offputting he's Jason but Wrongg. Except not really#Because yeah he changed but that's just getting older and being affected by your experiences like everyone else ever#unfortunately for him he popped back to life Like That so everyone is just going eughh what thebfcuk#But that's a little off topic ANYWAYS one thing I really liked about Countdown was Jason being described as a siren in the dark#Like yea he's unsettling even if there's no clear reason as to why yet. He wasn't even doing anything his vibes are just rancid#My ideal Jason is one who looks like he wouldn't be out of place eating someone. He wouldn't. but you know. looming threat#I think he'd have fun indulging in the undead aspect in his more dramatic moments#Also the environment matters like during the day at the store he just seems a bit strange but at night in an alleyway it's uncanny valley#I have more to say on this topic but I'm writing a novel in the tags so I'll wrap it up#To summarize it's basically YOU CAN'T GO BACK YOU CAN NEVER GO BACK TO THE WAY THINGS WERE AND EVERYONE WHO LOOKS AT YOU CAN SEE IT#Thank you again for this ask I love when people bring up details they like to me because I like putting them in and talking about them#And just talking in general clearly lmao post-crisis really had so much going for it. lots of interesting characters
504 notes
·
View notes
Text
tarpit site.
#personal#delete later#for context a tweet i made in the middle of the night blew the fuck up and brought the attention of anime fans who've been#harassing and hassling me about my big factual blunder for an entire day straight#“ok i'll apologize” “bro it's not that serious.”#“you're right it's not that serious“ ”why won't you just admit that you're wrong and apologize!“#i'm not going crazy right. i feel like i'm getting manipulated into thinking i must've been wrong#it's crazy how twitter hate will trick you into believing saying something someone else disagrees with is a moral failing#sorry i haven't seen frieren i guess but what's it to you. i wasn't making a claim or statement#also because nobody has gotten this in the original post i wasn't talking about the quality of animation i'm talking about solid drawing#which is a very specific principle of animation. dandandan has really good solid drawing wherein all the characters are animated#with realistic and proportional 3d depth. newsflash but trigger doesn't prioritize solid drawing in their animation and that's fine#it's an aesthetic choice and has ties to production limits. none of this is a big deal. this is all so stupid lol#i've dealt with worse and more annoying weebs though it's fine i'll put on my clown nose twitter needs their stupid guy for the day#oh btw at the end of the day this doesn't matter. it'll be over by tomorrow. all that's happening is petty angry emotions.#so please don't involve yourself by jumping into the argument and prolonging this shit#i'm about to go on a date with tulli after being apart for a month this is the furtherest thing from my mind rn
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
Horrible Valentine's cards, have a lovely time!
Ko-Fi Bluesky
#I wasn't originally going to do a third character. It was between Bruce and Dick. Harley was also possible.#Dick is the easiest to draw of those three for me so Dick it was.#I'm sure he's very happy that I've put him beside his thot ass rogue brother and said brother's unhinged controversial father. To me.#But today's all about love!#harvey dent#two face#jason todd#red hood#fanart#dick grayson#nightwing#dc comics#valentines day#pick up lines#tw: suggestive#reginalususart
470 notes
·
View notes
Text
jared padalecki and jensen ackles minneapolis con 2025 - main panel
supernatural in 150 words or less
+bonus
#j2#j2 cons#minncon#minncon 2025#jared padalecki#jensen ackles#supernatural#j2 gifs#j2gifs#mygifs#sam winchester#dean winchester#you know i love any and all john winchester shade so 😂#totally got what the fan was trying to ask but they were so lost lol#the question that started this was related to how the characters evolved their ethics in determining who to kill and who not to kill#the whole veggie vampires- letting the werewolf go that's not killing people etc etc#so i found anther upload of the stream (which i linked here) and it has less of the interlacing artifact#but there is still some of it so it must have been something weird at the stream setup#at least the lighting wasn't as bad as it was on the boston stream so it's a little easier to make look decent#i tried to match the coloring changes i made to the other sets up but since that source had been color corrected first by amy and then mine#i couldn't quite figure out the right balance. ah well. fully aware i'm the only person that might care about that :P#reposting with cropped down view. didn't notice how much empty space there was#i wish they'd put the camera in a different spot for filming these streams. just not good for seeing their faces
249 notes
·
View notes
Text






hm. going insane over @teethmongerrr's freaking MTTV on Air au. I'm plagued. can someone put me down. they're objectkins.
#I was gonna do like. a small comic or something. but I don't like drawing comics#<- guy who wants to be a comic artist. like a maniac.#also I get scared about characterization. I still need to literally play any of the toby games all the way through. scary#spenxer lou art#oh . oh NO. oh no. I need to tag now. tagging in new fandoms is so scary what the FUCK#MTTV on Air#MTTV#<- MTTV is the correctest version of their ship name btw. it's true and real. use it NAOWWW#Mettatenna#Tennaton#Mettaton#mr ant tenna#tenna deltarune#ant tenna#mettaton undertale#undertale#deltarune#deltarune spoilers#<- I don't know what to tag as spoilers. but I'm putting it here just in case#I'll probably draw up some other stuff later. shrug. me have been busy#might I also just mention. I got so annoyed at first because I wasn't able to channel artstyle enough. at some point I got there though.#at leasdt to a point where I didn't want to tear out my eyes. now I can draw them to an extent. smile.#okay thats all. go my scarab
171 notes
·
View notes
Text
tried really hard to capture some of his whimsy
#this truly is a practice piece i wanted to try practicing both capturing likeness and drawing a smile#and honestly got so frustrated and kind of gave up and did whatever after strugling with the face so much like i didn't even try with the#clothes anymore and just simplified but they ended up looking better than the face maybe bc i wasn't trying so hard lmao#but i had fun he's occupying so much of my brainspace rn unfortunately#and i really tried to capture xiao zhan's likeness and his beautiful smile :) and i think in the end it worked out ok? like wei wuxian's#whimsy is there i think. like still need to refine and all that to better capture all that but first attempt!#long tags but i really was going through something#he's my bestie my beloved <3 silly little guy <3#wei wuxian#wei ying#mdzs#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#the untamed#wei wuxian fanart#mdzs fanart#the untamed fanart#my art#digital art#<- i always feel weird putting so many tags but also feel the need to try to accurately categorise#in a bewitched state currently. like it really is dire for me#posted and immediately deleted and posted again. tumblr fucked up my colours </3 it still turns green when i upload </3 can't fix it </3
361 notes
·
View notes
Text
so uhhh happy valentine's day i suppose !!
shoves this in your face and runs away
so. uh. yyyyyeah. when i said i liked all interpretations of their dynamic equally i uh. i lied. and to be totally and completely and 100% honest with you it speaks volumes to the state of the internet that i have been legitimately afraid to say that like i've genuinely been debating and turning it over in my head and arguing with myself about it for days because i don't want people frickin' YELLING at me and telling me to off myself because i like a dadgum fictional ship but it's valentine's and my friend has been hyping up the crap outta me so i'm past the point of having a reasonable excuse to chicken out (and i know myself and if i don't do it today then i likely won't do it at all)
anyway words actually cannot express how obsessed i am with post-o66 aus in which they stay together (largely because i so completely refuse to believe they'd be willing to split up after THAT, ESPECIALLY that soon) so yeah shoutout to the softest fluffiest gut-punch-iest pair in the galaxy to whom everything bad has happened but who stay silly despite the horrors
#star wars#clone wars#star wars the clone wars#rexsoka#ahsoka tano#captain rex#clone wars ahsoka#clone wars rex#my art#crying screaming throwing up etc.#LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN WATCHING THE SIEGE OF MANDALORE FOR THE FIRST TIME CHANGES A PERSON OKAY I AM A SIMPLE GIRL#uploading both versions cause y'all seem to really like the simple gradient coloring apparently#i am such a sucker for these two it's actually kind of pathetic haha! i've been into them for years now ever since i first watched s7#but i am only recently devolving into like. neuvia levels of unhealthily obsessed. ouegh.#i'd just like for them to have the freedom to sit in a grassy field with a nice breeze and just Exist for a little while#iiiii've actually been working on an extensive post-o66 au of my own and i reaaaaaaaaaally wanna draw some stuff related to it. hehehe#if you don't like the ship that's totally fine but please just be nice about it or don't say anything at all#i do not have the energy to deal with people screaming at me and it's also just kind of insanely offensive so#i am so scared to put this up actually whoaa haha#also unrelated but looking at the cover for the ahsoka novel... how did y'all arrive at the conclusion that her shirt is blue#that. that looks brown to me. i am relatively sure that is brown#ALTERNATIVELY COME TO THINK OF IT IF THAT IS BLUE THEN HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY MORE 501ST COLORS I LIKE IT#i drew this like two weeks ago but wanted to save it for today so i could finally get out of this rut of being too nervous to say anything#ughhh.#do y'all even still like them here...? seems like a lot of the rxsk-centric blogs just disappeared in recent years for some reason#hope it wasn't antis but it would not surprise me in the slightest#PUT THIS IN THE QUEUE AND GO TO BED YOU COWARD (<- talking to myself)
213 notes
·
View notes
Text
Morning on the path to Liyue Harbor - A study with original additions
#genshin fanart#genshin impact#genshin impact fanart#genshin#genshin statue with offerings#genshin zhongli#zhongli#liyue harbor#genshin liyue#I was thinking about what to put as garland on the statue#I ended up going for a very hmm chinese wedding look#i wish i could think of something that is not that#but like i did not hate the look#the rocks were so much fun to color#the whole project started because I was thinking about how funny it is that zhongli getting soap from the people#there wasn't actually enough space for this piece for me to draw more objects#i want all of the different statue to have different looks and colors#I am trying not to draw the statues all at sunset because how pretty the colors are then
335 notes
·
View notes
Text
The thing that gets to me with Old Man E-Soul is just how badly Mighty Glory screwed him over every step of the way.
Like, first you've got their shit show of a marketing strategy: They take this dude who's entire image comes from accessibility and heroism- he's the man who's on the ground working and anyone could be him so long as they're brave and do the right thing- and lock him away from crime fighting and make all his products completely unaffordable for most people. Then they stick him in press tours and advertising exclusively despite him being bad at public speaking and having no interest in doing it in the first place.
So then a new guy comes along and fills all the niches E-Soul used to while also being a young, pretty boy and takes some of that audience, and what do they do? A) Adjust their own marketing strategy in order to actually play to E-Soul’s strengths or B) try and work with the new guy? Nah, they go for C) dox the new guy, try and frame him for crimes that their own fucking boss was responsible for (covering up for him), hit him with a copyright strike (even though it goes against the spirit of "anyone can be E-Soul") against E-Soul’s wishes, and put the new guy in position where if he budges on any of their demands, it will look like he's admitting to the crime and the dude who actually did it will get away. And then when they lose the legal case- cuz of course they would, the new guy actually had recites- they just end up making E-Soul look like a jackass.
And then the final nail in the coffin is how they handled Shang Chao's murder. Child of a former manager of their own company/ current manager of a rival company, and known friend of the new guy gets shot and what do they say/do? Absolutely fucking nothing. No public announcement, no investigation, doesn't even try and de-escalate the conflict with the new guy after he accuses E-Soul of murder. Also, pretty weird of blonde manager to insist that showing up to the death fight was absolutely mandatory for clearing E-Soul’s name 🤨🤨🤨. You'd think a guy as publicly known as E-Soul would have an alibi 🤨🤨🤨
But ya, tldr- Rock can eat shit and die, idk if the manager was directly in leagues with Rock or not but fuck him either way, and I think OG E-Soul would've been better off and happier if he did community service work when he wasn't fighting crime. Free my man- he was a real ass hero, not an idol.
#to be hero x#tbhx#e soul#yang cheng#<-him too I guess but this is still mostly about the og#both him and Yang Cheng had their fuck ups along the way and things they could've done better but it's hard for me to care#MG screwed them both so badly I'm sure things still would've gone terribly even if they were perfect#The amusement park stuff is the only advertising E-Soul’s team did that I think was actually good#some context for maybe some of my wilder claims I guess:#we know Rock was already high up in MG while he was grooming Yang Cheng cuz he was the one making the final calls for the E-Soul performers#I'm pretty convinced Rock has always been MG's CEO but just wasn't public about it so he could get his hands in other companies#and screw them over. I dont have proof for that though#yang cheng had not made his name public so MG putting it on the news is infact doxing#yang cheng just accepting the copyright strike would screw him over because of the “accept it and we'll stop accusing you of a crime” thing#it'd make the public think he needed to get the accusation to go away quietly (making him look guilty)#we know Treeman had already been established at this point because Firm Man's statue is outside the building during Yang Cheng’s “trial”#I wanna be so clear that the side eye emojis are directed at management and management alone#fuck Rock- all my homies hate Rock
138 notes
·
View notes
Text
Honestly it always makes me a little upset when people say Near is a copy of L/too similar to him, because as much as that's the point of his character, I also don't even think it's that accurate?? Visually he's similar, but in personality, there are a lot of key differences that get overlooked in favour of the cosmetics. Their treatment of Light/Kira is a major one that comes to mind, with regards to the notable respect L shows towards Light and his methods. Near is also quite a bit more expressive than L; L mostly alternates between "deep in thought" and "mildly annoyed", with some minor flexibility outside of that, whereas Near has a distinct look of excitement when things are going his way, looks distraught when his team members die, and gets angry several times to the point of physically breaking things. Near's manner is more blunt, and he's a much bigger nuisance to Light on the basis that he's more inclined towards brutal honesty, whereas L is a notorious liar with a habit of deception. Near also focuses more on morality in his approach to the Kira case, and doesn't have the same ego or personal investment in detective work that L does. L is a lot more physically active than Near too, with his record as a tennis champion and occasional tendency to pace while speaking. The move to enrol in college, for example, is not something I could ever see Near doing. Near was specifically groomed to be L's successor, so there's definite overlap in their attitudes and methods, but they're actually quite different characters if you look beyond the surface, and I think it's important to treat Near as a unique character who takes on L's role rather than an outright clone.
#analyses#nate river#l lawliet#<- i wasn't going to put this in the tags but it ended up way longer than i intended#it's just SUCH an important topic to me#like. Mello is also one of L's successors and was designed to be 'L-like' as well#but he doesn't get the same treatment because he's so much more extreme
247 notes
·
View notes
Text
WolShtola Week 2025 - Day Five - Intimacy
Everybody has an off day once and a while, even these two. What's important is that make sure to take care of each other when they do 😌
#ffxiv#ffxiv gpose#wolshtola#wolshtola2025#wolshtolaweek#y'shtola x wol#y'shtola rhul#arsay nun#arshtola#wolnpc#wolship#I know yshtola is slightly more animated in this one but thats the whole point#the intimacy is not just the making out its the fact that neither of them are putting up of a front for each other#Arsay gets to look and feel tired. Y'shtola can be frustrated and emotional. etc.#see you can tell arsay wasnt really planning to go out again cause she took her ribbon off and she only does that when her day is over#and you can tell y'shtola wasn't really focusing on work cause she had sauntered over to their personal bookshelf and not the one in#in her and g'raha's study which would be where all the real research material is#I know in my heart Arsay has used the “papers can wait” type line on G'raha too and it HAS worked#it always works#if you can believe it I had to remodel the graharshtola baldesion annex loft (aka arsays apt) for the 3rd time for this gpose. constant wip
114 notes
·
View notes
Text

Happy WIP Wednesday! It's been Quite a few months since I've had the energy to do any knitting, but today is a good day!
I've been slowly chipping away at Oak Leaves for thereabouts ten months, the rows are Very long now, and I still have 20 ish left. But it was time to put her on longer needles, and the cord I needed was on the back of my aggressively pink cardigan. Which prompted me to actually check how far that project got just to realize I had stopped knitting at 174 rows, out of 176.
I did knit those last two rows and remembered just how much fun this cardigan is to knit, and also how fucking hot it is to knit. I miss her but not in 90 degree weather. T-T
#knitting#knitblr#wip#wip wednesday#lace rot#i have an absolute Unit of a pile of yarn i haven't properly put up#and sooooo many wips that i have half started and then abandoned#unfortunately my health has Not been great :/#i do have some things i want to active watch tho. aka not watch while playing video games#so hopefully i'll have the energy/lack of joint pain to knit during that#instead of just Not watching things and playing bg3/balatro like i have the past months lmao#i did get some yarn for my birthday tho that got me interested in knitting again! yippee! more wips for the wip god!!#but one is a striped stockinette shawl (in lace weight yarn admittedly). tho the other one is a double knit tapestry...#we'll see how things go. If i can get more than like 4 rows done i'll post about it and if not i'll frog in shame#i just wish it wasn't 100000000 degrees even with the ac blaring. why do i always want to make blankets in summer :')
61 notes
·
View notes
Text
modern au; nonbinary steve
dustin bullies steve into playing their favorite MMO with them. to Dustin's disgust, Steve's favorite part is collecting all the different cosmetic items and making cool fantasy outfits for his avatar. unbeknownst to the party, steve creates an alt account where he can collect the female outfits and wigs, because there's a bigger selection and they're much prettier.
as Steve interacts w people on his new account, he realizes he likes it better-- for one, people pay attention to women in a way he isn't used to. not all of it is good attention, but steve relishes in it. also, he likes that people see him as a woman. he likes that they don't even think about it. quickly he joins a guild and actually starts playing the game in earnest, just so that he has these relationships with people who view and treat him as a woman.
he meets Eddie there. Eddie is charming and flirtatious with everyone, men and women, but it's clear that Steve is his favorite. Very carefully, Steve becomes closer and closer to Eddie-- close enough that Steve is full of guilt.
He feels like he's lying to Eddie about who he is, even though he's told the truth about everything but his gender. Even worse is the realization that he doesn't ever want Eddie to think of him as man-- which is confusing, because steve isn't exactly comfortable with someone he's falling in love with thinking of him as a woman.
Things get even worse when, after Steve drunk texts Eddie after a night out with Robin, they start sexting. Its fun, casual flirtation, nothing too serious, but Strve realizes he likes the idea of sex better as his alternate self. He likes pretending to have tits, he likes imagining what it would be like to have a cunt, he likes talking about wearing lingerie and being Eddie's good girl.
He thinks he can't come clean without losing the best thing he's ever had, so Steve pushes his guilt down and pretends he's not in love.
Of course he gets caught out, eventually. Dustin and Eddie become friends in real life and Eddie isn't an idiot. Steve is mortified and distraught, but once Eddie is sure that this wasn't all a cruel prank, he's quick to assure Steve that nothing has to change-- Knowing that in real life Steve has broad shoulders and a square jaw doesn't make him any more of a "man" than his online avatar makes him a "woman". Not if that's not what Steve wants.
So Steve doesn't have to give anything up. He gets to keep his amazing, supportive boyfriend. He gets to keep his pretty clothes and avatar. He gets to keep experimenting in the bedroom, finding out what makes him happy instead of what he thinks he should be doing.
And he gets more, things Steve never even dreamed of having: He gets to start buying pretty clothes in real life, too, and they hang next to his polos like they belong. He gets to grow out his hair. He gets to slowly find out what he likes, how he wants people to think of him, how he wants to think of himself.
#shut up az#steddie#catfishing in MMOs is a v common premise in East Asian m/m fiction#and I was reading like. The 12th one this year and thinking about what a narrative would look like if the catfishing wasn't done out of#Idk maliciousness or awkwardness but instead out of like a n exploration of gender#obviously someone in China isn't going to be allowed to write that but maybe one day I'll get a Japanese novel about it#however steddie seemed like a good conduit to get the thoughts put of my head
270 notes
·
View notes
Text
busy with school here's a random swimsuit annabeth
#wasn't even going to put her in a swimsuit but then I ended up liking how her arms turned out :/#I draw annabeth in a couple different ways but my usual one is a biracial girly (black/white) just so the people know#also she's like 25 here#all for queue#heroes of olympus#annabeth chase#pjo fanart#bayearts#percy jackson
92 notes
·
View notes