"we're all neurodivergent here!" yes okay but are you actually normal about mental disorders and disabilities. do you understand that just because we both have the adhd/autism combo, that we are still two different people with different needs. do you realise that just because you are neurodivergent doesnt mean you dont have to give anyone else accommodations
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so after a bunch of reflection and breakdowns (more on the breakdowns LOL) ive decided that after i finish my current prior fanfic commitments (1 ficathon fic, 1 zine fic, 1 gift fic i wanna make for a friend), im gonna stop writing full ao3 fanfic for.....a Good Long While
which wont rlly change much from how ive usually been operating publicly LMAO but it's the internal chnge yknow. instead of constantly agonizing and trying and failing to Write More Again like. nah nevermind. im gonna stop. im tired. and quite unhappy. writing fic hasnt made me happy for a long time, and forcing it to when it's not hasnt been working....Believe Me, I've Tried orz
so....3 more fics from me b4 a lengthy fic hiatus woo! KJAHVFKJHSFA
(hiatus doesnt include hc rambles on here and analyses and whatnot, only the fully fledged fics. hilariously, right after i made this decision in my head, my brain immediately bloomed with an idea for an analysis i want to write on main story 9 luke. I THINK AGONIZING OVER FIC WRITING HAS BEEN ACTIVELY KILLING MY BRAIN AHAHAHAHAHAA SOON I'LL BE SET FREE)
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everyday i sit in wonderment at just how lucky i got 2 get the chance to share experiences w my bf, both theirs n mine,, whenever anything happens i get 2 run n tell them n it makes life all that more meaningful .... woa
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Last night my mom was like okay tomorrow let's spend the day looking into the state health insurance stuff together and I was like okay great! I'll enroll in the work one and we will see if the state options are any good. I Can dream about doing The Artist Thing and not just continue to try to do the Normal (aka Neurotypical) Thing of a normal Job when my brain isn't good at that and it leads to embarrassing meltdowns and lots of stress for me.
And today.... she apparently asked dad to start working on it with me but I didn't come down for breakfast till 11 at which pt he started working on the easel he's actually decided to Make me for my birthday gift (crazy man! Looks at the ones in stores and looks at plans and decides he can do better and just goes and starts!), and he didn't mention anything to me before that, and she was at services this morning and then got some groceries and got home at like almost 1, had a snack? Lunch? And was like I'm gonna just sit down for a bit and then we can do that, but I started reading and just realized it's almost 2 so went to talk to her and she's napping. So. Idefk. I'm disappointed.
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