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If you’re writing college age Fiddauthor and you get secondhand embarrassment, you’re doing it right
#ESPECIALLY FIDDLEFORD#the suave experienced partner/sweaty virgin trope doesn’t work for this one#they were awkward fucking dorks#and they found solace in each other#Fiddleford got laughed out of class when he presented his theory MOST LIKELY UNPROMPTED and I did get secondhand embarrassment writing that#scene in a fic#and while everyone laughed you know who sympathized? who related? who knew the pain of ridicule despite displays of brilliance?#stanford fucking pines#they are designed for each other in so many beautiful ways that speaks to my soul#I feel assigning him this charismatic experienced make-the-first-move-and-show-him-the-roles personality strips the pair of one of their#vital similarities: knowing how it felt to be alone and discovering together the wonders of someone who gets you#they understand each other in a way others have never seemed to#they’re made for each other#I could keep going forever on the topic of how awkward both of them are BUT NOT TO EACH OTHER#one of the most essential aspects of their dynamic#gravity falls#fiddauthor#stanford pines#fiddleford mcgucket#grunkle ford#ford pines#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#old man yaoi#fiddlesix#fordsquared#fordford
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oh my god i think i just read the best jinwoo fic ever
#holy hell the writing is so fire?????#my jaw literally dropped bro#it's about jinwoo who is a devil sent from hell#and reader who is an angel sent from heaven#they're both assigned to this kid who's just starting college#jinwoo is there to make his life fun and full of sin#reader is there to guard him and stop him from straying away from his path#so she and jinwoo work against each other#and jinwoo is SO sexy yow like he's so calm and chill and just so naturally sexy (he's still evil but in a soft baby girl way 🥰)#despite being a devil he's soft spoken and gentle and it just works so well#reader on the other hand is an angel who throws tantrums and swears like a sailor LMFAOSIFJOSADF#there's this scene where the boy was at a frat party and jinwoo 'whispered' to a random girl to dance with him#and the girl approached the boy and they started grinding and reader was like “you did NOT just do that”#and jinwoo just shrugged “i did”#“oh you son of a-”#“language angel”#IT'S SO FUCKING FUNNYYYY LMFAOOO cause reader is literally like 🤬🤬🤬 all the time and jinwoo is just 😌 THEIR DYNAMICS IS 10/10#but then obviously they are attracted to each other so you have this TENSION#hold up maybe i should show you a scene or two
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Very interesting to me that Abigail preferred Hannibal over Will, but Will had an emotional connection to her that Hannibal didn't - or at least not to the same extent.
I think maybe one day he could've found a stronger bond considering she had also killed and eaten people, but during the series she's really just a tool. Hannibal uses her to like... babytrap Will. And tbf it worked, Will didn't tell Jack what he knew when he discovered Abigail murdered that guy - if he was willing to cover for her, maybe eventually he'd cover for Hannibal too, the 3 of them too intrinsically tied for him to separate, I mean that's the trapping part. But she was just a means to an end, a relationship Hannibal nurtured for his own gain with Will....whereas Will really did view her as his daughter.
Very interesting to me...off-put by Will (especially towards the end of s1), but he had the most vested interest in her well-being out of the pair...
#Thinking abt in s2 when Will still thinks she's dead and asks Freddie not to write about her#And also in s3 when his subconscious takes the form of her#I'm not saying he would have been great or that he's the superior parent or that he's without flaw no no no#(although will graham IS without flaw <33)#But just that he did have a genuine affection for her that Hannibal didnt#Which makes it so much more intriguing that she was always going to Hannibal for things...#Which obviously a lot of that makes sense within the context of him knowing she killed that guy#And her knowing he helped get rid of the body#Like yeah ur both bound by secrets but even THAT was a ploy by Hannibal#But anyway of course you'd go to that person bc that automatically assigns a modicum of trust between you#But she did also just seem to enjoy his company#And listen Will can't be blamed for the end of s1 when he was freaking her out#His brain was literally being boiled in its own juices#He was Not Well#But he was trying#Anyway#Me attempting not to start every post with 'thinking about...'#Several of my drafts start like that and idk what to do#I'm a thinker!! I'm thinking!!#hannibal#hannibal lecter#will graham#hannigram#murder husbands#hannibal nbc
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Character relations/opinions!
Alright before I post any more Battle Addict stuff I should probably explain what a League Council is. Here's a summarized diagram:
A Pokemon League is a region's network of specialized skilled trainers. It is run by the League Council, which includes finance, HR, marketing, PR, and other managing departments which are divided into different branches depending on who they work with.
This is all to say that everything gets messy very quickly when news of the diagnosis spreads through the network. Originally the diagnosis was supposed to be private information for only the Battle and League departments, however certain higher ups felt it was a safety risk and notified gym leaders as well in the event of future collaborations.
The network is mostly divided into people who are positive/neutral about the news, and people who feel negatively about the twins as a result. Coworkers who were already familiar/close with the two tend to be positive, or at least supportive, whereas those who didn't know them got another reason to avoid them. Some people think they should go on leave for "recovery", but some are more forward and want them terminated.
If you're wondering where Cynthia falls in this, she's a foreign top league worker (Sinnoh Champion) who is hosted in Unova. Basically she has dept. employees assigned to help her connect to people around the region and get different services if requested. She's basically watching everything unfold from the sidelines, with every interview about her opinion boiling down to "lol if you're scared of people stronger than you then get good". She does also bring up historic accounts of CM/HCCM though, mostly to clarify that CM is not a new or scary thing. She's not for or against the twins, rather just hoping to use this as an opportunity to teach others.
I didn't end up drawing her because I got tired but Elesa got the news too!! She actually got it before everyone else since the twins decided to go tell her beforehand. The general scene basically had Ingo and Emmet deliberating in the car, Ingo telling Emmet it's not too late to turn around and go home while Emmet was hesitant but adamant that they needed to tell her first. She probably took it the worst out of everyone but that's mostly just cause it caught her off guard that her friends would just randomly drop in to deliver the news. She's still rooting for them though, mostly trying to support the Subway with more collaborative events to make the twins look better after the hit from the media. She also tries to rework Emmet's restraints where possible, usually trying to make them look more cohesive with the rest of an outfit or trying to make them less visible (cause as much as Emmet says it's not a big deal it's still the first thing he looks at in his reflection).
Here's them in alt clothes :7
Man is cuffed under there (T_T)
Can't really think of too much to say so hope you guys like the art and see you later!
#submas#submas au#au#ingo#subway master ingo#ingo pokemon#nobori#emmet#subway master emmet#emmet pokemon#kudari#pokemon shauntal#caitlin pokemon#marshal pokemon#champion cynthia#grimsley#Elesa will use these two to model clothing lines without mentioning Emmet's are technically modified to match his work requirement#“His hands are just cold dw about it”#I wonder if Emmet's version of the clothes would be sold seperately#surely there must be a market for thick clothes with long sleeves and a compression fit#hell Emmet's league restraint is like half leather by volume there's gotta be an audience for that#also for those wondering‚ BFOs are considered auxilliary to the formal league and are considered as extra members for special events#They're generally not included unless an event is being planned or they need the extra marketing bait#Also the General Department handles other tasks!! it's just that most people are assigned/categorized for a specific dept. anyway#so the GD is for people coming in from out of the region or people ranking below gym leaders since they aren't assigned#All this writing is kinda making my head hurt‚ see you guys later
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I cannot imagine being a Damian stan right now. You've got both Zdarsky's bullshit (where he clearly doesn't give a shit about your boy) and The Boy Wonder (where Juni Ba clearly gives so many shits about your boy) coming out on the same day. The whiplash must be insane. I hope y'all get some nice warm soup for your efforts jfc
#damian wayne#damian al ghul#damian al ghul wayne#batman#batfamily#for all of the issues that come with having Steph as your fave having too much wild shit happening at once is never one of them#btw I quite like The Boy Wonder Issue 1. wow shocker an artist and writer who I have liked everything they've ever done#has once again written something that I am enjoying with art that makes me want to be part of its world.#it's almost like Juni Ba is really freaking talented or something#like I have some problems with it but it seems like many of those are part of the point. Damian is learning that his siblings are more#three-dimensional than he realized and that is part of this 'coming of age' story merged with fairytale#so I can't be mad at the oversimplistic defining of Dick and Jason and Tim until the conclusion of the series. that might be the point.#I hope that the series will address Steph as a Robin but if not then frankly it's not an issue unique to this series.#I'll be annoyed and disappointed but ultimately roll with it like I am with Babsgirl being here. There's too much good stuff here to get#hung up on shit that seems to be almost an editorial mandate at this point. at least that's where I'm at.#I am also very sorry that Chip Zdarsky is massacring your boy. he has 'X (Tim for him) is the best Robin so everyone else must suck' diseas#where a writer really likes one specific Robin and in trying to uplift them demeans all of the other Robins. instead of like...just writing#for that one character only or alternatively not demeaning the other characters in order to make his blorbo look good#it's wild because I actually think his writing for Tim is pretty solid. but he's not writing a Tim series. he's writing a Batman series.#and if you are going to write a Batman series and include other Batfamily members you need to actually write them well.#instead of assigning them like 2 personality traits while Tim gets to be a whole character#I accept that behavior in fanfic where I have lesser standards because it's fucking free. not a comic run that wants me to pay#tens of dollars in order to understand what the fuck is going on. he's been going for a while now it's gotta be a lot of money.#I can buy Steelworks with that money. I can see John Henry and Natasha Irons in a trade. Fuck you Chip.#it's why it takes such a special person to write a good ensemble story/a good Batfamily story. you have to be good at writing a LOT#of different characters. which I don't think most people are. I sure as hell am not. I can write maybe 3 at a time confidently well.#and you also have to give all of them at least SOME love or else people will be upset that you aren't focusing on their fave#and also the writing as a whole will suffer. Chip Zdarsky is a pretty good Tim writer. I'd maybe read a Tim solo written by him.#I would not read a story focusing on multiple characters that I like written by Chip Zdarsky. because every character who isn't Tim#is at least a bit weak/inconsistent/out of character INCLUDING FUCKING BATMAN. THE NO. 1 GUY MOST ARE HERE FOR
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I had the sudden urge to write about Ronny crying so 👁️👁️
Putting it under the cut because I'm not used to sharing my writing so 😅 (it is also >850 words and I want to prevent clutter lol)
By anyways, pov you have been captured by Ronny and have gained enough affection with him that you're able to prevent another torture session 🤪 spdjfspd
He was taunting you with the knife, twirling it in his hand as he slowly lurked towards you. It was the same song and dance, and he loved it – you squirming against the cuffs around your wrists, arms bound to the pole behind you, as Ronny crept forward with that snarky grin on his face.
“Ronny, please. You don’t have to do this-”
“Oh really? And why not?”
He crept closer, relishing your fear. You could see the excitement in his eyes, the malicious intent. But even despite the situation, a part of you wanted to believe that he could change, that he could be talked out of this. You’ve seen the softer sides of him by this point, there’s clearly something there worth exploring. You weren’t sure whether you were being quite honest with your words either, but if you could just get him to listen, maybe you could at least stop him. It was worth a shot anyways.
“Because deep down, you’re a good person.”
He stalls for a moment, looking at you with disbelief as the smile on his face cracks a bit.
“You… you think I’m a good person?”
He looks almost offended, then hesitant. He stalls again, his eyes turning away from you as he lets out a small laugh.
“Y-you can’t-! Haha…. fuck…!”
A strained smile creeps onto his face again as he stumbles slightly. Another laugh slips from his throat as he lets his arms fall to his side, his eyes traveling elsewhere. He doesn’t seem to know what to do, you’ve never really seen him like this before. He just continues to laugh, his face changing from disbelief to thinking, to amusement and… guilt? He runs a hand through his hair as he almost curls in on himself, the knife still hanging loosely in his hand. His face suddenly twists to anger as he spins around, chucking the knife with all of his might as it clangs across the room.
“FUCK!!!”
His hands are back to his head, clutching his face as he lets in a sharp inhale, a scowl peeking through. His arms are trembling.
He roughly swings them back down to his sides, finally turning back to face you. He falters as he takes a step forward.
“W-why-! Ugh-! Why do you always-?!”
He’s struggling to find the words, you can see that clearly in his eyes. You always knew that it was difficult for him to control his temperament. The same applies now. He catches himself, his eyes darting around uncertainly before landing back onto your bound form.
“Fuck, why do you always make me… feel this way?!”
His voice is strained, as if it was difficult for him to even say those words in the first place. He turns away from you again, almost embarrassed as he paces back and forth. You can practically see the tension in his body as his mouth continues to move, the words failing to come out at first.
“I-I don’t… Fuck- I don’t get you! What can you possibly see in me?! I’m not a good person! I never fucking was!”
He spins back around to look at you, with almost desperation behind his eyes. You can tell he’s holding himself back.
“So why the fuck do you keep-…! Gah- why do you care so much?!”
His hands are shaking, he doesn’t know what to do with them.
“Because who else will?”
He freezes as your words hit him. He doesn’t say anything, his eyes slowly turning to the ground as he takes it in. It’s hard to tell just what he’s thinking, he’s not showing it on his face at all. You finally see his mouth twitch slightly, the muscles in his face slowly turning into a frown as his shoulders tremble. He’s clearly caught off guard as the first tear falls down his cheek, shaking his head he finally brings his hands up to try to hide his face. The tears keep coming, it starts becoming difficult for him to catch it all as he incessantly wipes his eyes. This is the first time you’ve ever seen him so distraught before, it’s the first time you’ve ever seen him cry.
A strained hiccup slips through as his body starts to tremble. It soon becomes more difficult for him to hold back his sobs. Silent curses spew from his lips, clearly embarrassed as he cries in front of you. You can’t tell whether he’s happy or despaired. Maybe it’s a mix of both.
Your eyes snap back up to his form as he starts to move towards you, unsure if he’s about to lash out. Instead, he stops next to you, plopping down to your side as he buries his face in his hands.
The two of you continue to sit like this for the next couple of minutes, with Ronny crying by your side as you remain tied to the pole. He fully keeps to himself, refusing to lift his head. It’s an almost awkward silence, with neither of you choosing to acknowledge the other. His strained hiccups and sniffles fill the room, unable to fully compose himself.
He’s an ugly crier.
#my oc#oberon ronny vernon#writing#i have. no idea what to tag this its been so long 🧍#i was supposed to be working on a coding assignment but had to write this down 👁️👁️ spdfjs#anyways i had no idea how to write mc 😭#when i was imagining it in my head#the mc i was thinking of does genuinely care about ronny and recognizes that hes got no one else in his life#but also i feel if you play your cards right and DONT really believe hes a good person. this would still work on him lol#he just needs to believe that you do care about him 😌#stab him in the back >:) spdjfps#ngl i kinda BSed the intro because i realized i forgot to write one. so that was written last 😅#also also i did NOT know what color to make mc spfjsdp. i just like how the blue looks lol
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I wrote for the first time in so long and it was so freeing holy feck
#i know it's april's fools but it's not a joke I did write KCNSJCN#came super late from school and so i was eating dinner#normally I'd have hurried so i could do some work (or try to) bc we have a lot of assignments#but my friend and I decided to meet tomorrow to do assigments bc we focus better with each other in the room#makes it a study n assignment mood fkndjd#so since i had been rly craving the keyboard and feeling light abt writing i decided to set up at the table while eating dinner#cuz yknow since i won't have to fight executive dysfunction that hard tomorrow bc of our System™ I thought I might cave in#last semester writing while eating dinner was so productive and I had missed it#so yeah I got my writing buddy Steve out (thats my keyboard i love him) and decided to grab a story and just see what would happen#400 words and most of those went to semi-editing bc the last sentence i wrote last time made a rly good chapter end imo#so wanted to work around that and then i started the next one a lil so I'd know where to go next#that might be just 400 which isn't much compared to what I used to do but also this was such a light 400#my fingers tippy tapping were light as a featger it was amazing#anyway im crossing them fingies that i get lots of progress done with assignments tomorrow bc I'd be glad to get to write again rly soon#also hi been so long since I opened tumblr JFBSJCB#tried to post the new Narrows chalter but the link wouldn't do the preview and it got me >:[ and so i ended up never doing it oops#Narrows chapter 15 is out in case you didn't know my bad KFNJD
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😇- What's their best trait?
👿- What's their worst trait?
for Tuesday and Chuu
“Miss Chuu’s best trait? Mmm… You said this is an interview for your retelling of the Warriors of Light and their journey, right? I’d say it’s her unshakeable resolve. She decides she’s going to do something, and she doesn’t give up until it’s done. Ah… I’m not allowed to speak more on Miss Chuu without her presence, my apologies, mister Levraut.”
“You broke into my house,”
“Your lovely wife let me in actually,”
“To wake me up from my nap and interrogate me on my assistant,”
“Interview, Mademoiselle, not interrogate. Though I am sorry for waking you, your eyes were open so I assumed-”
“Ah-ta-ta. You wanted to know Two’s best trait right? Adaptability. Any environment, any obstacle… he’s got brains enough to figure the way through most anything. And failing that? He knows a top notch engineer in Magitek to kit him with the right tools to overcome his few shortcomings. Hey wait did you fucking call me a mad gazelle, you lop-eared scab?!”
“Thank you for your time, both of you. I have just one more question before I consider this interview complete and I let you both go back to your.. erm, busy schedules. What would you say is each others weakest trait?”
“I knew it! This IS an interrogation! Two, don’t-”
“Ah, that would be Miss Chuu’s paranoia, mister Levraut. Most of her other traits net positive gain,”
“Watch your mouth, Two.”
“That is.. ah, her paranoid trait has served to pull her out of many situations she would have landed in had they not afforded her foresight and caution to approach most situations.”
“Two’s worst trait is how I just can’t seem to keep mad at him when he finds and exploits loopholes in whatever rules I’ve set for him. And last week I asked him to bring me lunch, and he was nowhere to be seen for nearly six bells.”
“… Miss Chuu, if I may, you were in Azys La, and you called me via Linkpearl to bring you specifically egg sandwiches from the Bismark, even utilizing the Aethernet it takes time… and when I arrived at your last marked location you were nowhere to be found.”
[Duo Oc Ask Meme !]
#I’ve been rotating this ALL day but I think this is relatively acceptable#id misunderstood the assignment right at first but my husband is v smart and cleared it up for me ahdbfcjdjcjddna#if I wrote non-dialogue with this it would take me a lot longer and way more words because I’d get caught up in the. all of it.#I have another one from this to chew on still but I’m trying to figure out the best pair up for the question cbdbfbdndns#And I also have a big lore question I’m still working on 🫣🫢 I took some screens for it today and I’m resisting doing a bunch of fiddly edits#because if I did I’d have to ask my friend to borrow one of the written alphabets he made up#and then I’d have to learn to write it and I just can’t make myself do that actually I’m just a wee frog#ffxiv Chuu#ffxiv Tuesday#ffxiv levraut#ffxiv Gears Duo#ffxiv Viera#ffxiv elezen#Levraut Manseauguel#Chuusday Gears#Tuesday Gears#please appreciate their faces in the last panel I was trying very hard to convey a particular vibe#and I only just realized I forgot to fix Chuu’s skirt#poor Lev is just trying to compile information for his novel about the adventure’s of the Warriors of Light and how they saved the world#as we know it like 15 times or something.#spawn speece#writing this was silly and fun ;v;’#ty for the ask 🫣💖 I hope I got this right in the end of it all#also sorry for the Christmas Colors my mental jury is out on if I enjoy it or not-#I gave Tuesday Blue finally in situations where it’s Chuu and Tue so it’s not green on green.#🤦 can you tell I played Mario Odyssey repeatedly#ask game
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So many projects I want to work on, so much planning to do for fun trips, so much holiday fun imminent, and not enough time
#definitely was spooky#like. i have all of the things to do that i was putting off bc deadlines but now that i have time it's just been a lot of decision paralysi#is that the name for it? idk.#but like. wanna rewrite the dragon's tears for totkau wanna finish the last ones wanna finish my notes for the story wanna write the END#wanna make a post about my splatoon saf cast properly so i can start just making posts whenever i think about their rehearsals#wanna finish my midi arrangement.#< that's a big one and i'm really feeling that rn.#seeing smy doing such cool stuff learning to draw is making me want to keep learning that skill and finish that arrangement#gonna have to move it to different software probably for the better string samples#just kinda daunting. perhaps my first midi project in five years shouldn't have also been my first orchestral arrangement#especially when i did little to no music making in that time#i wasn't gonna talk abt it on tumblr but sack it if you read this far i'm telling you#it's tricky because it's an arrangement of melodies from saf in the style of a very specific piece of music from the end of totk#so trying to make those styles go together is probably a task better suited to someone with FAR more experience.#not to someone doing his first arrangement of someone else's music.#also need/want to plan a lot of stuff for cosplays which is also daunting bc i have done cosplay in public a grand total of two (2) times#only one of which was meant to be seen by other fans. so.#i wanna start making bracelets for icbiballtay too. need more s beads though lol#and i haven't even mentioned getting started on my next assignments gfkgshkgsk#anyway i should stop running my mouth online but also hi
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Sigma overwatch is sexy
god
#snap chats#alright hang on tho i gotta admit i do not wanna fuck sigma overwatch and that usually determines my sexy factor#I DO LOVE HIM THOUGH i love him very much i especially love his face... i think he's very handsome and very shaped#and THATS the most important thing to me but would i fuck sigma overwatch probably not. probably. havent thought about it#i do miss looking at him tho..... demons whisper to me to hop on the game just for him but nay....#wait double Hang On 'sexy' is such a. that word is not used correctly by me jvLEAKJA#i describe everything as sexy.. shit just a regular adjective to me atp.... so many sexy things in the world if you look hard enough#what the fuck am i talking about. im gonna go do my homework i dont KNOW#i have old man thinking to do and this stupid assignments getting in the way of that#ngl ive just been sitting here for the past like idk thirty minutes thinking of charlers and erik fuckin nasty in the savage lands#but thats for me to ponder and draw for myself later i have to write about how im going to do my research assignment or whatever#WAIT WHILE IM HERE who wants to do a survey...... i might abuse my platform to make people take a survey...#but thats up for future me to determine anyway BYE these tags are a mess
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Please god, can someone give me the strength to write ANOTHER 900 word essay in German, I DON'T WANNA I DONT WANNA PLEASE NO
#disliking this course more than i thought i would#oh yes german linguistics!!! okay!!! sure i love that!!!#and then my grade is dependent on literally only writing assignments#i actually want to die. this brings me soooooooo much fucking pain#i just really despise the whole idea of it#you put a bunch of people in one class with differing skill level#and then make them all write 900 word essays in a language theyre not 100% on yet#and the content is soooo much just him rambling in class IN GERMAN !#and not all of it is on the slides so fuck if i remember#and even if i did remember its so much me trying to focus on catching what hes saying than actually absorbing it#and the topic even if i was writing in english would make me struggle#and you guys know!! im great at rambling!! BUT NOT AUF DEUTSCH#and then. when you finally finish slaving over this fucking disaster of a paper#you submit it. and his only comment is just: sehr gur gemacht.#yeah why the fuck would i feel the need to burn myself like this +#only to get feedback that feels like he only looked at the word count and nothing else#like not even going to correct my grammer or???? what am i learning other than writing the same kind of bs sentences over and over#i despise word count essays btw#youre not really writing for quality youre writing for quantity#bcs if the only real outline you get is that you hit the word count then why do i give any shit about the quality of it#like i submitted a paper for my other class and she gave like 100+ edits on it#not only comments but also grammer correction#and like????? why do i not get that from the class that is teaching me a foreign fucking language#yeah sure its not bad to correct the grammar of your first language but cmon my god please help me a bit or smth#but yeah its due on Wednesday and i just think im going to fucking die before then#choking on my stress tears or smth#as i said it would be fine if it felt like he was actually checking them in depth#but i hate assignments where im only doing it for the grade. like i actually want to uhhh learn yknow???????#but yes i need someone to cheerlead me on or smth bcs itll take so much resolve to not just give up#and i wont give up bcs i want to keep my gpa but thats exactly thr issue isnt it? that i dont care about the content?
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I loved NewWave and it's nominated for my top reads 2023, BUT THE JASON FICLET??? I thought it was going to be a light read but it hit me full force in the face because I didn't expect to identify so much with Jason! When I read your Jason it was like I was reading myself and I want you to know that I started reading it early at night and finished it at dawn because I constantly had to stop and cry because of how much my heart resonated with his! loved it
HI THANK YOU <3
I'm glad you identified with him! Jason is very much a character who's a little like me too. He's a born writer, and his way of using fiction to put the world in a framework that he can understand is very relatable. It leaves him a little out of touch with the reality of situations, but that's a feature and not a bug.
I can't relate as much to the racial undercurrent in the story, but I don't want to understate it. It has to suck for Jason to feel constantly compared to the blonde haired blue eyed 'perfect sidekick'. She provides something seen as valuable and ideal that Jason never could. Coming from Steph's viewpoint (and considering canon) the idea of her being unattainable perfection is deeply funny, but it's very real to Jason. Adding in Tim - who's identical to Bruce and comes from the same social strata - makes Jason feel like it's every man for himself.
That's what makes his connection with Bruce even more important, though. He's the polar opposite of Bruce in every way, but although Tim and Bruce are similar in a lot of ways, Jason and Bruce have a deep connection and understanding that Tim and Steph don't. They're both dreamers who make the world a stage, their need for justice comes from a place of great pain, and they love in quiet ways.
Jason's a special kid. Like Steph, he has so much value that he doesn't see. Unlike her, he wants more - he's hungry for it, that life with meaning and kindness. He's finally attained something good, and he's scared of losing it. He has so much to offer that he can't see, and the happiness of the story is when he's seen.
New Wave was my way of giving a character who's been routinely fucked over by canon and sidelined by fandom the spotlight. She's special and perfect and loved and recognized and important because...she's none of those things 'in real life'. I wanted to give that to her. Steph's a character I related to when I was her age, and I wanted to give that to myself too.
Jason came from a similar place. I do think canon & fanon are like...overly obsessed with him lmfao. There's a billion 'Jason joins the manor' stories and it's why I almost didn't write the story lol. But he's rarely given the chance to be a kid, one who exists in his own right - to join the Batfam out of his own choice, which is something bizarrely rare in fic. And kids like Jason are the forgotten ones, and it will always be Jason's dream to show the forgotten children that they're as much Robin as he is.
I'm glad it meant something to you ;-;. This story meant a lot to me too, which is why I can go onnnn about it lol. Thanks for reading and enjoying! <3
#tbh the only reason why the jason story was written besides my demons was the fact that#ive read a ton of jason joins the manor stories and its kinda nuts how in none of them#jason and bruce are like. friends#jason is always downright kidnapped to the manor and he's terrified of bruce until bruce Dad Proposes and theyre happy#its always 'jason realizes bruce is a good dad' and not#jason likes bruce as a person and wants to be around him and decides that this is where he wants to live his life#same on bruce's end. i never feel like there's an actual reason for why he shares his ID with a random street kid#it's always written with an element of soulmates if that makes sense#what makes jason so special? well he's jason todd the second robin#theres no actual in unverse reason why bruce picks jason#and i dont like a kid being someone you 'picked'#anyway similar to how i didnt want bruce to be a straight up father figure to steph and tim#this story was meant to show how bruce is now ready to be an actual father#and how thats shown by him forming a genuine connection born from friendship and resonance#i feel like bruce is chronically assigned Good Dad and not rly given an internal life#he wasnt ready to legitimately parent tim it was something he had to learn#idk the minute a nonPOV character is parent coded they lose all inner life and motivation#which i feel like says something about how fic writers view parents lmofa#that's another rant though#my writing#my asks
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Hey crazy thought but maybe Kairi wouldn’t seem like such a ‘wasted character’ if this fandom would quit taking everything of narrative and thematic significance about her and assigning it to Riku constantly all the time.
(The evaluation of the ways in which Kairi and Riku are important and vital foils for each other got kind of long so it’s under a read more; to be clear, I love Riku so much, and it makes me super mad to see his narrative also being undermined by this trend, this is not a hate post.)
Kairi and Riku serve opposing but complementary purposes in the narrative. Kairi represents light, but she also represents the stagnation of the light. Many characters who are associated with just light are also associated with stagnation and a resistance to change. Hoder and Eraqus are particularly extreme examples, but Aqua exemplifies this as well. They want a predictable world where things stay as they ‘should’ be and they are threatened by changes to the status quo. Eraqus in particular refuses to change anything about himself for 60 years, only taking on students at the last minute because he’s running out of time. Kairi, like Eraqus and Hoder and Aqua, stands as the bold, sharp light that casts others into shadow.
However, the other side of “resistance to change” means that Kairi represents restoration. She is able to restore Sora in KH1, pull them home in KH2, and hold Sora back from death itself in KH3, because her power is one of restoration. She holds so tightly to their old way of being that she can stop death itself in the interest of not changing too drastically. But she is unable to move forward on her own, because she fears change too much. She wants to chase after the boys when they keep leaving her behind…but she isn’t able to keep up, because what she actually wants is for them not to run at all.
She wants to go home, and restore their previous status quo. This desire is consistent in her for the entire series; this is also why she is unable to let go of her childhood crush for Sora, even though he’s obviously not the person she wants him to be anymore. For Sora, Kairi is the rock, she is the home that will always be there, he feels that she is the secure dock he can always return to after the storm. He relies on her not changing, which reinforces her fear of change. Lea is similar, and they can bond in KH3 over both their mutual desires to restore a prior, idealized status quo where their friends were reliably there and not at risk of disappearing on them or running away from them or changing.
Riku on the other hand embodies transformation. He represents change to the status quo, growth and development and a new way to be. Too much change is as much of a problem as too little; Kairi in KH1 sees Riku wants change, and it scares her, and he does in fact go too far. At the same time, she’s the catalyst for Riku’s desire to change their circumstances. Kairi’s arrival at the islands in the meteor shower incites Riku to dream of going to the outside world. This too is a tension that creates an anxiety in Kairi - in a way, she can see herself as to blame for Riku’s desire to change. But Riku was always going to change, because that’s who he is. He is radical change, the change that cuts away restrictive dogma so that the world can advance. Riku drives Sora to also want to grow and change, to excel and challenge himself. Sora wants to be like Riku, whose strength and internal drive he admires.
Ultimately Kairi and Riku are in BALANCE with each other. Ironically, while Kairi is themed as ‘the sea,’ her narrative purpose is to be steady as the earth. Riku’s name is ‘the earth,’ but he is changing and dangerous as the sea. They are one another’s reflections in the narrative. Kairi’s arc is about learning to let go and move forward, even though it scares her. Riku’s entire arc is about finding balance, not throwing away the comfort of the past, that inoculates him from falling too far the way Baldr and Xehanort do. Riku can drive Kairi to join them by giving her a Keyblade too. Kairi can pull Riku back from fleeing from them by seeing him even under Ansem’s face. He is able to be in contrast with Kairi in a healthy way, in a way that honors her fears while also refusing stagnation. They have to work TOGETHER to find Sora, because they are one another’s narrative and thematic opposites. Kairi is too stagnant on her own, and Riku too volatile. Sora is the healthy middle between them, the center-point that can bind the light and the dark TOGETHER for one purpose.
Kairi is narratively and thematically important to Kingdom Hearts. She represents something, and trying to take the things that reinforce her narrative importance to the story (her representation of the light, her narrative purpose of ‘disruption’ in her arrival via the meteor shower, her position as the one who grounds Sora in opposition to Riku’s position as the one who drives Sora to push himself and achieve more) not only undermines her story, it undermines Riku’s.
#Time to swing the bat at the hornet's nest I guess#God forbid women do anything smh#This thing of writing Kairi off as 'wasted potential' while assigning her importance to Riku is honestly just the same shit as like#the 2002 habit of making her evil in fanfic so she's not a threat with a progressive little hat on it but it's literally just the same shit#Kairi is important to the themes!! She and Riku share an equal and opposite narrative importance!!#It's undermining RIKU ALSO to give Kairi's shit to him!! Riku worked hard on his arc can you fucking let him just be who he is#He doesn't want to be the perfect guy better than everybody else that was the whole point of his story!!#He had to take a level in humility!#PLEASE for the love of god look at a story holistically and not just 'everything here must be about my ship'#Which I also like that ship!! Kairi is too stagnant for Sora#There is already plenty in the narrative for Riku to be a good match for Sora#You don't need to take Kairi's shit too!! Goddamn.#Isan0rt meta
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oh mmy ggod
#eyelashes long enough I could make a broom out of them#side profile NEVER declines#fyodor you are so beautiful and stupid#bungou stray dogs#bsd 120.5 spoilers#it’s like a few times a year Asagiri wakes up and remembers what his plot is#then he writes with his eyes clothes the majority of the rest of the time#i have ten mjllion assignments due and reading this chapter was truly the last straw for me#fyodor dostoevsky
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so has anyone else experienced Thoughts about this blurb in dùrians desc or do i just need to be neutered
#eprocto#fell back into stupid cookie game and goddamnit. God damnit man#how dare you write this shit about fuckin junkřat cookie#like. okay Image for your mind#hes into it. like he feels good hes doing his horrible little giggle#literally hotboxing the train car hes in and he Loves it#i want to assign someone to be w him in this kinda scenario but like. Who#i need him to be shamelessly into it in front of somebody who plays along#especially if it can be like. them commenting on him in a top way and hes just a shameless bottom abt it#like riding their thigh with a smile while making it reek and being sorta praised for it#im so im So fucking normal. theres like fifteen characters rn and none feel Right#maybe i just need more story bullshit n ill see him and get ideas or sumn#anyways. Yeah i want that thing to start rippin ass#and i Need. to at least inflict this concept onto others for consideration
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thinking about john constantine, personification of a black hole, VS manny, personification of the sun.
a creature who by nature is lightless, whose assigned guardian is a creature who by nature is brilliant. an annihilator, an insatiable eater, a freezing thing that drags you closer, VS an eternal creator, an essential provider, a burning thing that can only nurture from a distance. collapse VS equilibrium.
like?? no wonder manny's fucking evil, god hitched him to a dying star and expected that to bring him peace.
#OOC.#MANNY HC. ( my love are you the devil? )#he very much gives me gabriel 2005 constantine vibes. 'if sweet sweet god loves you so then i will make you worthy of his love'#of course this is assuming manny IS an angel#and not nergal in disguise/imprisoned and tricking constantine into setting him free (my personal pet theory)#idk that is my theory on who he really is but it is SO fun to write him as a genuine angel specifically because of this polarization#an angel who was at peace with being wrath - now forced to be protector#already lost his faith in humanity and then got assigned to tail around the Worst Possible Person to help him regain that#no wonder this mf started running the brujeria he's sick of this shit!!! fuck this!!!! fuck all of you!!!!#anyway i'm still working on my paper but black hole sun by soundgarden hit me like a fucking train. don't perceive me
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