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toxooz · 6 months

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finished a page early so im allowed to finish one (1) Ollie wip as a treat

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bludpudding · 5 months

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everytime I see someone describe corinthian as self centered or egotistical I get war flashbacks to this page and go haha fuck dude yeah (tears in my eyes)

#the first corinthian and second have differences here BUT STILL #GODDAMN #this isn’t even the only example of this he’s fucking miserable #he’s such a complex character there’s so many things to pick apart #the sandman #the corinthian #dc comics #my posts

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an-intermission-of-sorts · 4 months

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*grabbing javert with my bare fuckin hands and chomping down on him while I thrash my head wildly back and forth*

#les mis #les miserables #javert #inspector javert #i need to peel off my skin like the skin of an orange #the bugs are crawling around in my skin #and the only way to get them out is to #is to rip javert apart with just my teeth #i am so coke-quette

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theloveinc · 2 years

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Was thinking about it a bit more and I realized… if it were to happen, I don’t think you and Kirishima actually get divorced, I think you’d just… “separate” for a while.

Probably at his insistence, too. Not that anything is wrong, really… but having a kid as a hero is super difficult, and I think Kiri probably gets caught up in the loop of not feeling like you guys are lovers anymore, just parents, and every other hero without a partner is doing so much better than him. On the charts, emotionally, etc... so he suggests taking a break in thinking that not being worried about you would make it easier to prioritize what he really thinks matters (your son and his career)…

Not realizing that things’ll go even more to shit after he sees you without your ring on when you drop off son for his first-ever custody weekend.

#kirishima #he’s like ‘let’s just take a break and see if we’re better off’#and then the first night alone at his dumb*ss bachelor pad he’s crying all night #and when son gets dropped off and acts out the whole weekend and is so mad at kiri #kiri can barely wave goodbye to you from the balcony and #literally bakugo has to peel him off the floor that Monday #after #lmaoooooo and then kiri instantly realizes he made up all his problems in his mind #he’s the most miserable he’s ever been EVER and actually feeling like parents and not lovers was a problem HE caused #and isn’t even bad it’s just something that ppl w kids go thru sometimes #but there u are. living apart because he wanted to be an *ss #and he had to spend the next year trying to win u back #but it works lmaooo #and your son never really forgives him but it’s cool it just makes him super funny #and bakugo is mad too actually LOL like 🤦🏼‍♂️the entire time #anyway bye #I’m watching mha season 5 and it’s good!!! I forgot it was good!!!#gen #kids tw #caitie post #divorced kiri

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katzenkarussell · 1 year

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Better luck next time

Its barely visible but its a negative pregnancy test

#lakehouseshipping #turo/sada #professor turo #professor sada #professor turo/professor sada #difficulty conceiving #idek how to tag that appropriately i am trying #lakehouseshipping angst #angst #a pregnancy test can hold so much hope #This was originally going to have a short blurb about how they have been trying for a child for a while #and how doubt has started to fester that they even can conveive #and that they cant exactly afford alternative methods so they both kinda grow miserable #basically the beginning of the end :')#I really like to headcanon that arv/en was 100% wanted but everything fell apart thanks to the crater obsession #ask to tag

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bunnihearted · 2 months

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🐰🌧️

#so on my way home..#i walked by a school and besides the fact that i felt so depressed bc just looking at these kids and adults i have NO hope for the future #i saw two boys on a bench as i walked by... and i just thought they were talking. and too late i realized that no one of the boys were #bullying the other boy. the bully walked away and the other boy just sat there looking so lifeless and dejected #a teacher came and sat down w that boy and i just kept walking. even if i wanted to say smth it's like what would i even do abt that situati #that made me so sad both bc that boy.. he looked so dejected and used to it. that anxiety going to school knowing you're bullied is awful #and like i imagined talking to him and saying heyyy if you're lucky you'll grow up to be 25yrs old #live like a parasite off your mom and be on wellfare and never have had a job :)#you'll have no education or highschool diploma :) you will still struggle to finish hs even at an easier level :)#you will also not have had friends in 10yrs and you'll be terrified of ppl and getting close to anyone and even going outside!!#you'll have no interests and hobbies and skills! you'll simply be a waste of space loser being a burden on everyone around u!#whoop whoop stay alive buddy it will only get worse ❤️#god i just wanna cry. how did i let my life turn out this way??? i used to be full of dreams and life and passion and HOPE #i used to believe in things and in people. i had so many dreams and i wanted to try and do so many things #now all i can think is 'i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die'. im miserable wherever i go lmao #there's this bridge over the highway i have to cross when i walk to school and every time i look down at the trafic and when a truck drives #by i feel my entire body vibrate. i just wanna jump and get mauled by it.#or i dont *want* to but i feel so deeply and desperately that it's the only way for me #only way to make it stop hurting. and i am weak. i dont know how to just 'stop' or take control of my life. thats why i wanna die #bc i know that i wont be able to. that my life will never amount to anything #for fuck's sake my dream now is just to have my own 1bedroom apartment and have a shitty job - like in a grocery store or whatever!!!!!#not even that can i make happen! bc im so worthless i cant do anything. im also stupid so i wouldnt be able to do my job right #i dont know... i dont know... these feelings and thoughts are too much i just wanna relax #but i cant bc my ribs hurt and idk if it's heartburn or an ulcer 💀 why am i even alive???? what am i doing all this for? 😭#my thoughts ran away but i meant like seeing that reminded me of how much of a failure i became #bc of my circumstances and all the shitty ppl around me thru out my life

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perilegs · 29 days

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being homesick and changing as a person so much the place you grew up in isn't your home anymore is such a core part of ati and upon further inspection i think i was projecting a little

#like yea that is a very common basic thing that happens to a lot if not most adults #but also i think i get homesick a bit too easy #when i moved away from home i moved to the closest big city that's only an hour away and i was already deeply familiar with it #but i was so sad despite knowing i personally could never thrive in my hometown #i wanted to experience the big city but it was so scary and it still is and i miss the comforts of my hometown but it's not just me that #has changed #dont get me wrong i wouldnt move back bc i have hobbies and friends and a job and most likely a career in the city i live in #and this truly is a place i don't think i could ever move away from. unless it is to a neighboring city #it's so hard for me to imagine there are people who move not just across the country but a completely different country and they just. adap #i could never. i was visiting my hometown every week for like the first year i lived here #i eventually want to move to a bigger apartment and ive been looking at places already even tho i need to graduate before doing that #and i'm. getting homesick just thinking about moving to a different part of the city.#i like the area i live in. i like the cornerstore and the distance to the closest grocery stores and parks #i like how my grandma used to live in this area when she was around my age #i'm not good with change and i know it but there are several things about moving that make me miserable #like yeah obviously i will move out from my single bedroom apartment when i can and i'll be so happy and it'll be good for me #but despite having lived here for only a bit more than 4 years i'll miss this apartment. i have so many good memories from here and i'll #never be able to visit it again and have it feel the same #but that's the least sad thing imo. i dread being in a different area more lmao #but it's fine i know i'll adapt as long as i don't have to move to a different city ever again gfsahgak #idk ive had a long day and im feeling a bit melancholic #i'll sleep in tomorrow >:3c #leevi talks

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lesbiansanemi · 1 month

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New low. Sobbing in the floor of a dark empty apartment

#well. he’s gone.#it’s definitely relieving in a lot of ways #but….#my apartment is empty #when I moved to this city I had two of my best friends here with me #now I have no one #I will probably never talk to either one of them again #I lived with him for five years. we made our college plans together #and now my apartment is empty and I’m all alone and there’s no one to hear me cry #I feel so pathetic and miserable #and empty but overwhelmed all at once #I almost wish it was all my fault you know #cuz then at least I could pinpoint it I could figure it out #like oh… I’m a shitty person and I treated my friends badly and that’s why I lose them #but I’ve been the one who’s been used and tossed aside and discarded #and I’m alone in a dark empty apartment crying #and I know my old roommate and my old best friend don’t care #they’re both happy and having a good time and have not thought twice about me #and yeah. I feel pathetic #that even after everything I’m wasting grief on this #growing up my family always told me friends never amounted to anything #you had your family and your significant others and that was it you didn’t put everything you had into your friends #and I always thought that was stupid #and I loved my friends so much and I feel like I gave them so much I gave so many of them everything I had #and all I get is being alone and crying in an empty apartment #maybe my family was right I’m so tired of this I’m so so so tired #kaz rambles

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gaydri · 10 months

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I know that everyone's saying kotoko isn't going down without a fight but... who exactly is she going to fight with? She's knows that it's literally impossible for her to harm Es, so I doubt she'd lash out like Amane. Like... do people think she's going to attack the innocent prisoners? The other guilty prisoners? Fuckin.. jackalope? Bc I'm ngl I'd pay to see her punt that creature

#She's shown that she really does care about other people validating what she does.#She wants to be drowning in the knowledge that she's right and all that. I genuinely don't think she's gonna b like “nuh uh you're wrong”#and then beat everyone up or something #I really don't know how she'll react tho. I feel like she wouldn't want to appear as disheveled and miserable as the guilty prisoners have #Like she wants to seem strong even tho she's falling apart inside.#She acts unbothered and rational while harrow shows us that she really isn't enjoying it at all #so I don't know what she'll do. I dont think she'll exactly accept it but I don't think she'll disregard what people are saying about her.#I don't think she's going to fall apart as visibly as the previous guilty prisoners. But I don't think she'll pretend nothing's wrong.#kotoko yuzuriha #milgram

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 months

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#my dads back in ohio again so im back on my own. i still feel terrible but at least i have a plan #i have 2 weeks of this semester left. so i have to not fail my genomics exam and work on a group project plus grade a bunch #shouldnt be too hard but everything makes me so tired rn and i just feel this barrier between myself and everything else #even when my dad was here. i just dont kno how to feel happy. just varied levels of stress #but after the semester is over ill have to find a job for the summer. which super stresses me out bc i havent really had a real job outside #academia and im worried about how stressful ill find it bc im sure its gonna suck but at least i wont have to work on my project #i just think if i had a normal job that doesnt dominate every aspect of my life id feel a little less terrible. or at least i wouldnt send #myself spiralling so much. if i stay here i might not survive it #but what if ill just make myself miserable wherever i am? i dunno. but im gonna try to find a non academic job this summer with the epa or #maybe the usgs. i mean ive gota a bachelor's and a masters in environmental topics. that's gotta count for something #just get a government job. pray for a not terrible set of coworkers. and build something from there #it just sucks bc i feel like everythings falling apart and like i kno if i gave it my all i could pull thru and get my phd but im just so #tired of struggling against something everyone else can do. i just cant read at a level appropriate for what im doing #ugh. i dont wanna study for genomics. i just wanna sleep. i just wish i wasn't in this position #and now i a baby about it. i mean my sisters r in similar positions bc the youngest is currently looking for a teaching job. and my middle #sister is looking to move to new york city in the next 6 months and she'd be quitting her job for that. so we're all sorta in flux #i just wanna not be flailing. not watch my hopes and dreams collapse. be excited about anything. im just sad bc i have to make hard choices #even if i know theyre the right ones to make if i want to continue to exist. sometimes u cant have the things u wany.#and that sucks and i hate it. theme of the year: sometimes life sucks and theres nothing u can do abt it #unrelated

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gendzl · 8 months

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so guess who's moving house again (me! it's me.)

#same building just up on the top floor and waaaaaay on the opposite end #a chainsmoker moved in near us and the smoke BILLOWS into the apartment so we can't have the door or windows open. it's been miserable.#anyway today is day 4 of moving. my feet hurt but I've got like 98% of my stuff upstairs now!#all that's left is things I'm still using for the next few days until the movers come for the heaviest furniture #because naturally the heaviest furniture is also the comfiest furniture so we're hanging out downstairs without all our stuff lmao #i just spent 2 hours disassembling my bed. moving my bed. and reassembling my bed.#I'm exhausted #¶

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theloveinc · 10 months

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this is me reminding you bc is shinso also a pro BC IMAGINEEEEE

No because he's already spinning around in my microwave brain like a frozen lasagna and YES HE ABSOLUTELY IS A PRO!!! Showing up at your house all raggedly looking at 6am to get your daughter when he said he'd be able to pick her up before 5pm the damn night previous.

He knows you're not... seriously mad at him when you answer the door with a glare, but you're definitely peeved at his usual excuse of "something came up, the commission ended up needing me all night."

"Yeah, well," is what you want to say, "your daughter with insomnia needed you, too."

Except before you can scald him with the words, the little girl is waddling outside from behind you still in her nighty and straight into his arms, and it truly is hard to be mad at him when he scoops her right up into his arms (have they gotten beefier?) and apologizes to her with a kiss.

(And then you have to invite him in for breakfast because it was already on the stove, and then you have to wait with him because she needs to repack her bag, and then he's standing there awkwardly in your living room, his old place, like he's not currently staying in an almost-dumpster of an apartment, save for your daughter's little room, AND HE'S RUBBING THE BACK OF HIS NECK AND TRYING NOT TO LOOK YOU IN THE EYE because it's not only a reminder of what he lost but also you'll be able to tell, you can always tell, that he hasn't really been sleeping much because... he constantly feels like he needs to justify the fact that he chose work over you and his little girl and, and, and, and then she's finally appearing with her plastic backpack ready to go and he can't bring himself to properly say goodbye as he leaves as if to pretend he'll be back soon, good riddance!!!!!)

But that's how it always goes between you, and hurts even worse because neither of you are sure if your three year old actually knows (realizes?) that you aren't together anymore. I mean, his hours as a hero were weird even when she was first born and things were still good, so it's not like this is unusual to her.

(Shinso anticipates losing himself when she finally starts noticing that you only kiss her goodbye, when she starts registering who isn't home, when she starts asking questions about it, and when the answers finally start to make her cry.)

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He relates to the notion. The thought of losing his family makes him want to cry, too... hence why he lets you make the majority of the decisions about her well-being and tries to stay out of your way (he figures you might need him again if she inherits his quirk)...

(You'd never know it, at least... he hopes, but he does appreciate his job for allowing him to take his frustrations out on the underground criminals he's tasked with catching, but. That's for another time).

...even if the whole thing hurts him more than he could ever begin to say.