#and want to sleep forver

[satoruhour]

dont stay up until 5 doing work guys

[cvnt4him]

Ohhhh my goooooshhh sht the fuck uuuuup

[friedhands]

Another year has gone by of dealing with it all

I'm tired, far too tired. Everyone I care for says they'll miss me, that I should think about how much I mean to them. But I'm tired of that pressure.

[shanieveh]

crying in the genshin men's arms !

KAVEH who immediately thought it was his fault the moment he saw tears in your eyes. Who says sorry repeatedly, over and over again and ends up crying with you. He lets you cry, he lets you be be heard. He knows the endless pain bottling it up has, and he makes sure to hear everything you rant. You were worth more than that. You were worth more to be treated like him.

CYNO who doesn't know what to do when you cry. It was no time for jokes. But he still said one, and as your crying face burst into a fit of laughter. As he said more jokes, they became less funnier, but the memory of the general mahamatra trying all his hardest to think of a joke just to cheer you up remains a place in your heart. And the thought of you cheering up will forver rest in his mind.

SCARAMOUCHE who prepares you a warm meal and loving cuddles as he caresses your head, listening intently to the situation. He made sure you weren't cold, and even if you teased him of his out of character behavior when all of it was over it didn't matter. For your gleeful teasing was better than your sad one.

KAEYA instantly pulls you in his chest when a single tear came out your eyes. The way he touch you, and felt you, and loved in that very moment poured out the tears even more. He wanted for you to let it all out. For you to tell your thoughts, your feelings, for you to do the privilege he never had. He would never let you be like him, you will be free. To choose, to love, to live.

NEUVILLETTE was touched by how you show your emotions to him, your weakness, and the vulnerability it held. To be enough for you to see that. He hushes you gently as if the whole world stops and the rain starts pouring. You feel like all will be alrigh as he lulls you into sleep singing a childhood lullaby. After all, the hydro dragon is at peace once his beloved is here.

ALHAITHAM was one to frame emotion as the primary suspect for failure. But it was the reason why he loved you so much. Why do you look so pretty when you cry? He asks only inside his head. And as he ultimately finds out the reason it's a promise it will be quelled. Your crying can kill him and it is only your smile that can make him feel alive.

[reareaotakubackup]

Since Shadow has been overtaking my feed- unsure why- here’s some Headcanons

You found Shadow in an Alley, muddy and soaked. You thought he was some kind of dog and picked him up, taking him to your car and heading home

As you open your door, you quickly take him to your bathroom and fill the tub with warm water. You him to yourself as you slowly put him in. He wakes up and starts freaking out

You scream when he talks and he freaks out cause he doesn’t know where he is. It takes a while before you both calm down and he’s just sitting in the tub like

He explains to you that he’s a hedgehog from outer space. You’re a little lost, but you try to understand…

He’s really cute, so you keep him around. He’s so fluffy and you love cuddling him

At first he hates it and tries to fight you, but soon succumbs to the cuddling

He’s just so furry and cute, you want to squeeze his cute little cheeks

He has a constant grouchy face, but secretly he enjoys the attention

He sleeps in his own bed, saying he needs some space, since you coddle him, but sometimes he’ll sneak into your bed and cuddle into you

You’d think for a hedgehog that wants to destroy the world, he wouldn’t be so attached

But as long as your on this planet, he won’t destroy it

He does ‘Upsies’ when he doesn’t want to walk anymore

Don’t let his cuteness fool you, because he will use it to get what he wants

He wants dessert for dinner? You say no? He gives you puppy dog look and you can’t help but give him what he wants

He’s very protective of you. He doesn’t want to lose you like he’s lost others

He doesn’t like when you leave for work. He just wants you to stay with him forver

He likes when you read to him. The human imagination is something he never expected

You live to hear his stories as well

And he can’t help but think you’re perfect

He likes laying in your laundry and smell your clothes. Loves rubbing himself in your scent

[hyukasmiles]

Helloooo, how are you doing?

I just discovered your blog, and omg, you are soooo talented, and your brain is super sexy and delicious as hell!

I really wanted to send you an ask for a drable of sweet, soft, service top husband Taehyun (let's be for real, Terry is such a hubby material), breeding kink and strength kink (?.

Just the fact that he is so down on his knees if it's about you, he doesn't see a future without you, wants to make you part of his life forver.

Sweet love making with your perfect husband, him whispering lovely nothings in your ear, manhandling you into any posision he wants, caresing your body with a firm but soft touch, holding all the love he feels for you and all the stars in his eyes, as he breeds you to the brim, you kissing his forehead while he purrs into your neck

ILSKDODL yeah, that man is making me go fereal

That's all babe, thank youuu

—TAEHYUN—

(nsfw & not proofread)

This is kind of all over the place and i’m sorry about that 😭

—

“Hey!” Yeonjun cheers from the table, waving Taehyun over. “We didn’t know if you were coming or not! The rest of the guys should be here soon.”

“Yeah I’m sorry it was so up in the air, we closed on a house today.” Taehyun hugs his friend, settling down next to him.

“Hey, you came!” Kai smiles down at him, the other two guys behind him echoing similar sentiments. “Broke away from your bride just for us!”

“He must really love us.” Beomgyu laughs. “Let’s get drunk!”

Taehyun misses you, it’s a deep gnawing feeling in his gut that grows with every sip of beer. You haven’t texted him all night and he's slowly convincing himself it’s because you’re angry with him and the gnawing grows bigger as he does.

His friends are laughing, playing rock paper scissors over something as he pouts, staring at his phone. If he was sober he’d realize you’re just asleep but right now panic claws at his throat with the idea you’re leaving him. “I have to go, guys.” Taehyun mumbles, grabbing his coat and stumbling out of the restaurant.

He can’t lose you. He’d be nothing without you.

Your shared apartment is dark when he gets home, pitch black with the absence of you. It’s just him, the couch, and the gentle hum of the air conditioner. Your name breaks the silence, Taehyun’s voice shaking as he maneuvers through the house.

Most of your apartment is in boxes, you must have spent the night packing. He remembers the house you picked out, the one you fell in love with. Taehyun couldn’t have cared less about where you guys end up but the way you lit up as he followed you through the property changed his mind. You were right, you were always right, especially when you grabbed his hand and whispered about how it was perfect for starting a family with him.

The memory makes him smile. You make him smile.

Relief washes over him when he opens the bedroom door, your body a lump in your shared bed. “I’m home.” He whispers, letting his coat fall to the ground. You don’t move, still asleep as he sits on the edge of the bed. “I missed you.”

You accept Taehyun even in your sleep, wrapping him in your arms as he settles into the bed. “I love you.” He’s on the verge of tears, pressing a kiss against your forehead. “So much.” Another kiss on your nose. “Too much.” A third kiss on your cheek. “Never leave me.” A final kiss lands against your lips.

Your face scrunches up as you rouse, trying to hide your face in his neck. “Sorry love, I didn’t mean to wake you up.” Taehyun kisses his words into your shoulder.

You’re so warm in his hold, soothing his panic with a hand against his chest. “Did you have fun?” Your lips graze his skin as you talk, each movement resulting in a tiny kiss.

“No, I spent my whole night missing you.” Your hair is slightly damp, you’ve always been too lazy to fully dry it, relying on Taehyun to do it for you. “I should have stayed home and dried your hair.”

Your laugh is heavy with sleep. “Yeah, you should have.” Taehyun knows you’re just joking but his anxieties from earlier surge forward, stinging like bile in his throat.

“Please forgive me, I can’t live without you.” You’re more asleep than awake, it’s obvious from the way you hum at him. “Don’t leave me.”

“What?” You push back on him a little, your pretty fingers caging his face as you look at him. “Hyun, you’re crying.” Your lips feel like rose petals against your cheek as you kiss his tears away.

His head hangs as you soothe him. You follow the same order he did; forehead, nose, cheeks, and then lips- it shouldn’t surprise him, he learned it from you. You taste like toothpaste, like waking up to love and falling asleep with it, like the simple life Taehyun has always wanted. “Don’t leave me.” His arms wrap around your shoulders. He’s determined to pull you closer to him, close enough your atoms fuse with his.

“I’d rather die.” Another kiss against his nose. “You’re my better half.” Your eyes crinkle in a tired smile.

“Will you sing for me?” Taehyun’s request makes him feel childish, the way you cradle his face makes him feel like a baby. “Just a little.”

“Really? You’re the singer.” Your words tickle his hair as he curls up, nestling his head into your chest. “Ok.” Your lips are against his head as you hum.

It’s a slow sweet melody that takes Taehyun a while to place, it’s just as he’s drifting off that it clicks. “Why this one?”

“I love it, it reminds me of our wedding. How you cried while we danced to it.”

“Cause I love you so much.” His hands rest on your hips, gently rubbing up your side and back down. “You looked so pretty in your dress.”

—

Taehyun wakes up to an empty bed, a frown taking over his face as he reaches for his phone. His only notification is a text from you, explaining that you’re cleaning the new house and you wanted him to get some sleep.

He’s in the car in minutes, barely remembering shoes as he rushes out of the apartment. His anxieties are back with his hangover, hand reaching to rest on a thigh that isn’t there as he drives.

You’re right where you told him you would be, doing exactly what you said you would be doing, humming as you wipe down the kitchen counters. You must have your headphones in, completely unaware of him as he approaches, jumping a little when he wraps you up in a hug, chest pressed against your back. “Hey, beautiful.”

“Sleep good?” The smell of shampoo eases his headache as he hums out a yes. “I’m glad, you were so upset last night.”

“That's why I don’t drink. I get all sappy.” Taehyun kisses you as you turn around, hands still wrapped around you as press closer to him. His tongue swipes over your lips, quickly accepted by your own.

Your breath shakes as you speak. “Hold…” You grab onto his shoulder, gently pushing at it. “Hold on, I wanted to show you something.”

“Can’t it wait?” Taehyun nips at your bottom lip as he talks, sliding his fingers under your top. “I’d really like to fuck you.”

You laugh like he’s joking, hitting at his chest as you wheeze. “Stop- come look.”

You lead him to one of the rooms, smiling as you open the door. A small crib is waiting for him. “Took me all morning to build it, but I decided this is the best room for a nursery.” Taehyun nods along with your words, a deep need blooming in his chest as he stares at the wooden furniture. “You ok? Hungry?”

“Yeah.” He mumbles. “I wanna eat you.” You laugh again, it’s an awkward puff of confusion that he cuts off with another kiss. “I’m serious, I wanna devour you with my love.”

You let him split open your mouth with his messy kisses, his hands exploring the skin under your t-shirt as he sucks on your tongue. “Should we go home?” You're a mess, voice pitched, legs shaky, eyes watery, the idea of stopping to go home almost makes him laugh.

“No.” Your skin is on fire under Taehyun’s lips, the warmth from it spreading from them throughout his whole body. “I’ll have you right here.” Contrary to you, the door is cold against Taehyun’s palms but it serves well to cage you in and ground him.

“Standing up?”

Taehyun shakes his head. “No, it won’t stick that way, I just want to kiss you some more.” He can hear you repeat the word stick, your pretty eyebrows scrunching as you look at him. “Yeah, gotta get you pregnant, love, so this crib has a purpose.” You open your mouth to speak but the words don’t come out, leaving you wide open for another kiss. “You taste sweet.” Taehyun groans, tongue pressing against yours. “Like honey.”

He kisses you until you turn impatient, pulling at his hair and whining for more. “I’m sorry, love. Let me make it up to you.” His knees hit the floor with a thud. The button of your shorts pops so easy, the jean material pooling around your ankles.

“That tickles.” You whine as he liters your stomach with kisses. Taehyun almost can't believe how wet you are, underwear sticking to your sweet, honeyed cunt as he slips them down.

“Come here.” Taehyun grabs the back of your thighs, supporting you in full as he spreads them apart. “Hold onto me, baby, I’ve got you.” The first taste of you has his eyes rolling into his head, grip tightening as he licks at your folds. “Fuck-“

Your only point of contact to the door is the middle of your back, your body hunched over, hands pulling at his shirt and hair as he works your clit with his tongue. “Hyun-“ He hums, sending shivers up your spine as he lifts you off the ground, trying to force himself further into your cunt. “I want you in me, hurry.”

“Fuck. Fuck, ok.” Taehyun sets you down against the floor, pulling your shirt over your head. “I love your tits.” The flesh distracts him, thumb swiping over your red nipples. He can hear you whine for him to hurry, your hands trying to strip him of his shirt. “This little bit of skin…” Taehyun licks at the valley in between your boobs. “…is so sexy.” He sucks a hickey against the skin, then another, then a third, and more and more until your chest and neck is covered in the little red marks.

You’re whining at him still, begging him to hurry. “You’re a tease.” Taehyun kisses you again, swallowing your whimpers, fingers slipping through your soaked cunt.

“Want me to fuck you so bad but I can barely get my fingers in you.” The back of your head hits the door making it bump into the wall with a soft thud. “Careful.” Taehyun’s hand tangles in your hair, big hand cradling your head. “Don’t want you getting hurt.”

“Hyun,” Your hands claw at his clothed shoulder. “I need you to take this shit off and fuck me. Now.” He tries to coo out something about taking his time but you’re quick to cut him off, “Now!”

When Taehyun pulls away from you to strip he’s stunned by the image of you in all your prettiness. The way you’re slouched against the door, face flushed and smeared with the mixture or your and his saliva, hair a mess, eyes droopy, shorts hanging from your ankle, it almost reminds him of a painting. “You’re so beautiful.”

“Oh, shut up.” You groan, wrapping one of your legs around his waist. “You can tell me about it after you fuck me.”

You’re delusional if you think Taehyun can wait, sweet whispers of your beauty filling the air as he pulls down his sweats. He tells you how lucky he is as he grinds his erection against your slippery cunt. Mumbles about his love for you as he slowly spreads you open on his cock.

“So perfect for me.” Taehyun’s lips press into your hair, his hand coming back to hold your head. “You’ll get a headache if you keep hitting your head.”

“It’s your fault, you chose right here.” Your words are choppy, clipping off every time his hips hit yours. Your cunt is so warm and gooey, melting his brain.

Taehyun can’t shut up, his forehead resting against your shoulder as he rambles. “…N’ your laugh is so pretty, n’ the way you blush…” More and more as he bullies his hips against your own. “I love you, so much, so fucking much.”

Your legs shake under his hold, hand under your knee as he pushes it out. “The stretch hurts, Hyun.” It comes out more as whines than words as he pushes you more. “So deep.”

“That’s good, it’s gotta stick.” Taehyun groans at your pitchy cries, softly begging for more. “Will you rub your clit for me baby? My hands are full.” You do as he asks, fingers trailing down his stomach before pressing into your puffy clit.

He can just barely see your fingers moving in circles against the bud, his neck bent so he can stare. “I feel so good.” You confess, head fighting his hand as you try to rest it against the door. “I’m gonna-“

Your voice cuts off as you squirt, cunt tightening even harder against Taehyun’s cock as you spray against his stomach. “So perfect.” Taehyun groans, pistoning into you harder. “Give me an orgasm now, ok? I wanna feel you cum around my cock, love, I need to feel it.” He’s babbling again, hips bruising as he fucks you.

It doesn’t take too long, your back arching as your orgasm builds up. “C’mon baby, please.” He pleads with you, trying to force himself deeper. “Need it, please, I need-“ You cum with a broken groan, clamping down so hard Taehyun struggles to push in as his own orgasm sparks.

White hot spurts of cum fill you to the brim, his eyes watering as you wring him out. “Fuck- thank you, love, you’re so perfect for me.”

[manmuncher777]

Mornings|John Price Smut

a/n - once again i want to say a huge thankyou for all of the love on my posts. it means a lot. i’m surprised i’ve been able to produce so much work at the moment, and it might slow down within the coming days. but PLEASE feel free to send me ideas. i love writing someone else’s thoughts.

Warnings - smut, oral fem receiving, pet names, v light overstimulation, fem reader

You hated mornings, you honestly couldn't stand them, if it were possible you would sleep all day and be awake at night. Mornings always made you feel shit, that was until you met John Price, to say he made them a little bit better would be an understatement.

So there he was. 8:37 in the morning, eating you out like a starved man. Head under your white linnen covers as he gets to work. His tongue twisted and turned through your folds as your hands had a grip on his short tufts of hair. His huge hands on either sides of your hips, keeping you still in the position of his liking so he could really get his job done. See John didn't mind mornings, he didn't see anything wrong with them, his time the military always caused him to be awake super early and he didn't always sleep easy, he would often find himself staring at you in the morining, admiring you for hours while you slept, he would watch your chest raise and fall with every breath, always checking you were real, and that you were ok.

soemtimes he didn't want to take his eyes off of you incase you might dissapear and leave his grasp forver

He knew how much you hated mornings, so sometimes John liked to give you something nice to wake up to. The fact that he enjoyed it as well was just a bonus.

"John, Fuck!" you moaned out as your back arched off of the bed, your voice strained as it was the first time it was being used that morning. The goosebumps rising on your skin caused you whole body to shiver, the pleasure tingling all the way up your spine

he was completely under the covers, his hands on either sides of your hips using them as anchors to pull himself further into your pussy, his nose bumping your clit with each movement. Everything was so intense, feeling all of this at once as soon as you had woken up had tears already springing in your eyes.

John had you sprawled out on the bed, legs draped over his shoulders as your hair is all over place and your hands searching for something to grip, the bedding beside your head wasn’t cutting it. That was the only negative of John being under the s was that could couldn’t pull on his hair, something you enjoyed. And so did he.

You also didn’t get to have his gorgeous eyes staring up at you while he ate you like he was your last meal, it made the moment that much better

You take all your concentration into sitting up far enough to push the covers onto the floor, deciding you much preferred it when you would actually see your husband.

“happy to see me sweetheart?” he mocks, smirking as you feel relieved to be able to see his face

He didn’t even give you a second to respond before diving straight back in, his tongue eagerly lapping at your folds, before moving slightly further down the fuck your with his tongue and let his nose do the work on your clit, after all he knew how much you liked that. John knew everything that just made your body tick in the right way, he knew you inside out.

Your hands now happy with their new found home tugged in his dark hair causing him to groan into you, the vibrations only making the feeling more intense.

“oh God”

“not God, just John sweetheart”

If he wasn’t making you feel like your body was on fire in the best way possible, you would’ve slapped him on the back of the head for being a smart ass. But seeing as the only thing you could say was his name and a string of curses, you weren’t exactly in a position to be talking back

Your hips were grinding into his face as you could feel yourself getting closer to that point of release and he could tell too. his focussed on your clit, his tongue flicking over the bundle of never as he sucked on it. he knew it was working but the squeals you were letting out

”John- i’m so close’

“i know, i know sweetheart. cmon now, give it to me”

he needed it, he needed it just as much as you did. that thought sent you over the edge

the only thing coming from you mouth was John’s name as you sung his praise. only he could make you feel this good.

he didn’t stop, he helped you ride out your high, he wasn’t finished until he had drunk you all in and you were pushing his head from overstimulation.

“well good morning to you too” you said, after finally catching your breath

[eternitas]

"From Varia with Love"

Squad 4 - Valentines day SR Cards Flat Colors

This took me forver to do and I am not even finished! Anyway have the first part of the belated V-Day Art. As per usual as soon as I am done I dont even know what to say anymore... I guess that I am not too happy about the result, but also i am glad I finished it (so far at least)? The boys all got a bit of a different hairdo, though I had no idea how to draw Avas hair slicked back. Maybe when i do the full colours it will be easier to see. Leo as per usual remains best boy, what is new. Drawing hands and ears is a ffffriggin pain and I hate it but hey it looks decent.

Anyway.... Its been... Tough... For me. Especially mentally. Feel like I need a 5million year long vacation in a cryo sleep chamber or something. Idk it's 4am and I am tired.

But if you want, to tell me which "gaccha card" of the quartet you'd be interested in pulling.

[arthurfoxy]

Unraveled Review (spoilers!!!)

Why was I sobbing by the end??? Nothing happened??? Am I okay???

the kiss scene was soooooo cute ah I dead I’m going to make a whole post on this tmrw

what did Ethan find out omg I need to know

I can’t believe Eleanor is alive I never thought about her before

ALVAR

yeah so I didn’t really want a redemption arc for Alvar but I guess I got it and it was like… eh

I don’t like him, but appreciated the whole thing by the end

switching gears the little 5 sentence convo about gay people made me really happy and I started crying (I’m sleep deprived give me a break)

the pancake thing was kind of weird

also whyyyy did Shannon use the “foster feels” quote there were so many good things he said

i really hope Keefe doesnt hide the Alvar thing too long because that would absolutely decimate his and Fitz’s friendship

also lolllllll freaking Cass Lordeman help that’s hilarious

something something Keefe and his father really aren’t that different but Keefe was able to be his own person and rebel against injustice instead of hiding your head in the sand

TEAM FOSTER KEEFE FORVER

overall I really liked it and think it accomplished a good amount of backstory; it was probably necessary for the overall story. I do however wish she had gone deeper into his backstory instead of the present

[sunflowers4boo]

(Translation under cut)

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I whojlr probqboy go to sleep befire i thinnkroo kuch. Thinkijg too kuch lears to badnthhinhs epaeically wuen imntoisy lije this.

Goodnuyht!!

He's asleep right now, so i can't love on him right now :((((((

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My cariad is so pretty and awesome and cool and awesome, and i wanna stay with him forever and forever and forever. Sometimes i feel like i dont deserve him, but then he shows up and is like "bam i love you," and I'm so happy. I wonder if he knows i love him too :((((((

He's so tiny, and i love his silly little arms, and i love holding all his hands, and i love him. i love him i love him i love him. i love him. i love him. i love him. He makes me feel like i'm not drowning, and for once, i'm okay with them. I no longer want to chuck myself off the cliffside with him, by my side now!

Do you think he knows i love him? I do my best to show him, but sometimes I don't think i do enough for him. He's the best, and sometimes I'm just not. I get too complicated in the head and have always been too complicated in the head, and sometimes I worry that he's tired of me. Do you think he is? Maybe he is...

I should probably go to sleep before i think too much. Thinking too much leads to bad things, especially when I'm tipsy like this.

Goodnight!!

[your-mommy-ems]

@art-of-fools

one i apologise for the lateness (this took me forver to get around to) and two sorry if this is crap i was running off like 5hrs of sleep and just wanted to get you ur edit <3

[so-long-soldier-writes]

Author about the body swap thing I wanted to ask for headcannons but I accidentally wrote fic lmaoo. Please do whatever u are comfortable with. Yoh know everyones gonna eat it up everything and anything u write coz u are such a godsend and so good at writing it

Awwhhh, you're so sweet!! Thank you! 🩷🩷 I have taken literally FORVER to type this up, and to be honest, I've been brainstorming it, and then in the last hour, FINALLY found my words! I'm no good at body swap, so I hope this is kinda what you were looking for, but if not, I can take another stab at it 😅

SO i have two thoughts in mind about this - a body swap where you're just friends-ish / mutuals, but also one where you're in an established relationship

also, this post is kinda all over the place, and i'm so sorry for that, lmao, idk what happened

i'll try to organize my thoughts

~ FRIENDS / MUTUALS ~

admittedly, i read some body swap fics on ao3 prior to writing this, just to get the idea, but my brain will always go back to the episode of supernatural where some kid switched bodies with Sam

can you imagine a spell going wrong and one day you wake up ~biologically~ where you're not supposed to be?? like wtf

like imagine kai was doing a spell - maybe a complicated gemini spell he didn't understand, or a love attracting spell (bc he has a crush on you) type spell, or maybe he's just fucking around, or maybe he's not to blame and someone else cursed him, OR, maybe, YOU fucked around

either way, you wake up the next day to a huge problem, bc you know him, but not that well, and now you gotta fix it

[a bit of heretic!kai]

ooh ooh imagine one of the heretics, or even lily, did the spell to get back at you both

or maybe mary louise knows you have a crush on him so she takes matters into her own hands

or lily's just stale that kai won't listen to her and stay in the house, so she did it to fuck with him

~ back to the main thoughts ~

no matter how it happened, it happened

you wake up totally not in your body and it takes you a minute to determine who's you have

and the horror / excitement / confusion you feel when you realize kai is in yours is unmatched

i mean… he's cute… the urge is explore is STRONG, but you can't do that without consent

and kai is facing the same issue

but you do have to look at each other?? yourselves?? to get dressed, so you both allow a little sneak peak as you do that, but that's IT

then, as soon as you're ready and build a bit of confidence to confront the situation, you're both out to find each other

if kai did the spell bc of a love spell gone wrong, he's gonna be a hot mess

trying not to stutter, no eye contact, shuffling feet, biting his lip

if he did it on accident trying another spell, he'll be nervous, but more capable of explaining the mess; "it was a 2 person spell; i thought with luke i could; i'm looking for a solution"

if someone else cursed you both, you'd meet up with ???'s dancing in your heads

aware you're definitely in each other's bodies but having no clue what to do about it

[switched by someone else / swapped as a curse or payback]

can you imagine?? if you're cursed, and it becomes a multi-day thing as you try to figure out whodunnit??

you spend all day together narrowing down your list of vengeful enemies, trying out reversal spells, siphoning magic from yours to his, but never finding a solution

and then by the end of the day, you get this really weird feeling and you don't want to be separated from your own damn body, so kai sleeps on your couch and you take to your bed

but even that distance feels weird, so he ends up in your bed and your hands are touching, and maybe your legs are tangled just a bit

and when you wake up, you're still in each other's bodies, so it's upsetting, but also a relief that you have each other's, and your body didn't do a second jump overnight??

at some point, you tried calling your old friend, kol, who had been body swapped before, but his situation was very different

he kept dying and that's why he jumped twice, but his mother might have some answers if they read her grimoire

so you borrow the big old dusty ass book and kai eventually manages to undo the spell

but after that, kol is very adamant about the dangerous gemini not having any access to his family's magic, to which you can agree is valid, and kai thinks is "fair"

besides, covens are very particular about grimoires being in their own families, so kai can understand his concern

so the book is dutifully returned without kai having anymore access to it

when your curser learns you reversed the spell, they're not happy, but don't try again

kai is already gemini, and now you're working with mikaelsons, and you're already close with kol, and now kai, too, by working so close to him and sharing his literal body and sleeping with him bc it feels weird to not sleep with your own body, so the curser doesn't try again

but they are stale af for the rest of their life

but not stupid enough to try again

[plain, old, experimentative, backfired spell]

if kai's own dumb spell backfired and switched you, he'll come clean about it quickly

he'd probably be so nonchalant about it, but secretly screaming inside

and then you ofc don't know a reversal, so you spend all day with him looking for one

maybe you can't find one, so you're forced to call his dad

his dad berates him over the phone so strongly, and gives you a little insight to what his childhood may have been like

you feel some sympathy for the kid, and get why he felt the need to become the leader so bad // to feel some control over his domineering father

once you get unswitched, you force him into a conversation about how you want to be friends with him; how the situation helped you understand him better; how you've actually really liked spending time with him... but would like to do that in your own body

after some hesitation, bc he doesn't trust easily, he agrees

explaining to your friends that an unexpected body swap led to your friendship raises some eyebrows, but you're confident in your decision to befriend kai

you both could use a friend, and hey, maybe it'll help to have him in the long-run with MF drama

[love spell gone wrong]

poor guy just wanted a perfume-equivalent spell, or a little extra added charm, or something like that, but instead he swapped your fucking bodies

the process of working out this accident occur much like the previous backfired spell, except kai doesn't know how to admit his original intent, and therefore, doesn't

it isn't until you actually ask what he was trying to do, once you're already unswitched, that he blurts it out without meaning to

but all is well, as you admit a little crush of your own on the siphon, but had no clue how to admit it

from there, you kind of start as friends that kiss each other, but as trust grows, so does your relationship

his confidence grows, too, and he gets less shy

one morning that you've covered ~many bases~, he stands proud in your kitchen and finally admits, "yeah, that body swap was bc i had a crush on you; it didn't go as planned, but worked out just the same"

and just maybe it's that moment that you realize you love his dorky ass self

[YOU had the backfired spell]

if you fucked around, that would be even crazier than anything he did, because no one, i feel, would be expecting it

like everyone can see kai doing some weird shit where bodies end up swapped, but if witch!reader is fucking around and manages to get into his body (lmao), questions WILL be asked

but imagine doing the walk of shame to wherever he lives, and having to explain to him the reason he feels all weird inside is because of a spell you did

and then you have to go through the whole ordeal of finding out what exactly happened, what to do about it, and where tf to go from there

because honestly, you can't live a day in someone else's body and then just ... move on ...

like no, he's attached after that, whether for better or for worse (it's for better, you know it)

but in a situation where you fucked around (and certainly found out), kai would find it so fucking funny

the whole town would manage to find out bc that's just your luck, and anyone who's not incredibly worried for you (jo, bonnie, liv, stefan), is laughing their ass off (damon, caroline, enzo) but none of them are helping bc wtf are they supposed to do??

so you debate calling a mikaelson or a far-away parker father, but kai doesn't like either of those options and votes instead to check gemini grimoires or, y'know, play the guessing game

maybe in his guessing game, siphoning the magic out of both of you does work (and then you take a three day nap [together] out of exhaustion)

or maybe he happens to have a spell that works and you're so grateful for the effort that you propose dinner or cocktails or something, but kai decides instead that he'd rather have you as someone he can trust, since now you REALLY KNOW EACH OTHER and he doesn't think you'll betray him after that

maybe you then admit that the reason you think you got swapped is because your crush-clouded mind had been thinking of him all day, and at the time of the spell

so now, with this new information, he's certainly not letting you walk off and pretend this never happened

nope, you're stuck with him for life now

~ ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP ~

ever since he became coven leader, you've been helping kai learn new spells & adapt to all his new magic and all that

lots of gemini spells require 2 people, but even tho you're not gem witch, you're trying your best to help him

and that's when, this time, it backfired, and switched your bodies

it's like polyjuice potion on steroids, how you look like him but feel like yourself, and he looks like you but feels like himself immediately, you tried to reverse it, but efforts were futile

after wondering for a moment about wtf to do, eventually you decide you'd have to go to jo or his father to get help

you both picked jo, buuuut she's at the hospital on a shift until late so you gotta get through the day as each other

you had made plans for lunch with your friends, but they hate kai, so not wanting to tell them about the swap (they're hesitant about you dating already), nor being allowed to cancel (per caroline), kai has to manage being you throughout the hour

and when kai usually goes to chill with damon for that hour, you have to pretend to be him, but mostly because explaining the situation to damon seems like a headache you can't handle

ofc, when you get into your right bodies, this might be a fun story to tell someday, but right now, it's not

now, you both have to handle each others' lunch dates, and it is not something you're looking forward to doing

in kai's situation, caroline immediately noticed something was up, but kai's a good liar. elena was none the wiser and rambled on and on for twenty minutes about med school, but in that meantime, bon picked up on kai-ish and certainly not y/n-ish habits, too

granted, the two of you have grown so close you're beginning to share habits, but some things are so recognizable to the individual that bonnie has doubts

through the solid skill of gaslighting, kai makes his way through lunch, but you're struggling through your lunch

unfortunately, you do not share your bf's ability to down three cocktails and not trip over your bar stool when you get up for the bathroom, nor do you have the same habit of rolling up every paper straw wrapper you have and flicking it across the table, and nor are you able to lie as well as he is, when damon and ric ask, "wtf is wrong with you"

and after a moment of staring and prodding, and the realization that ric will find out anyway, then tell damon, you cave and tell them both what happened

damon, ofc, begins to study you like a bug

ric is apprehensive and scoots back in his seat

eventually, you get away from their grasp and meet up back with kai

the girls go one way and you and him go the other

you manage to avoid them for much of the rest of the day by returning home and studying spells

you try a couple that might be able to reverse the one, but you refrain from doing too much; both of you are afraid of making it worse

kai tries to siphon it out of you, but that doesn't work, either

finally, in the evening, jo and ric show up and try to help

jo finds a spell that could work, but… she needs another witch

liv refuses

ric refuses to involve bonnie

so jo calls their father to handle it

over the phone, after chiding kai for fooling around, he helps jo with a spell that will unswap you

the switch itself is rather visceral and a bit painful

but it works

he hangs up after one more chiding, then jo and ric scold you as well, then they finally leave

you and kai don't practice spells for some time after that

or, at least, you stick to anything with latin that you can for sure translate

the next time he goes to portland, he'll take a grimoire that'll help him understand some of the more difficult spells -- and their reversals

because while the whole ordeal wasn't bad, it was just weird

and certainly something you'd like to avoid

~ now, for a smidge of nsfw ~ mostly for established relationship kai, but can be for friends that turn into relationships, too

despite the whole ordeal being a lowkey mess, if you were to find a solution that didn't involve his dad, kai would be hella tempted into talking you in to trying it again just for ~fun~

one, bc he had some fun messing with care and bon

but even more so, bc he wonders what sex is like in that situation

i think we can all agree, kai has a little NPD mixed in with his ASPD, so sex with the self is something that would be at least a bit intriguing

plus he's just so curious about everything

and being able to feel what you're feeling is so motivating for him

he's both curious and wants to make sure he's doing a good job

it'll be half cheat sheet, half check mark that he's giving you what you need / deserve, and half straight up curiosity

so if the opportunity presented itself, he'd totally body swap again

but he needs to know there's a spell to undo it, too, bc he quite likes his own self

[exoticalmonde]

Christmas Presents I Have Been Crying About Since Last Night (27.12.23)

I got a belated christmas present from my best friend in the shape of a LOT of money for steam games, so as the sensible person that I am I immediately latched onto the games that have been sitting in my wishlist for forver.

THOSE BEING

Bustafellows, a game I played half an episode of once upon a time, and which has been murdering my heart at the spicy price of 40 euro. Not that it's not worth all the money, turst me if I could get it any earlier I would have loved to throw my money in sign of love and support for this game.

Alas, we have to take advantage when our brethren have fallen and I got it 65% off (CHRISTMAS SALE, GO AND GET IT IF YOU LOVE MURDER MYSTERY, FANTASY AND THE COREST ANIME BOYS EVER) to satiate my josei-enjoying brain. It's 14 euro now, which made it much more available.

Also, as a student of the arts, it would have been a pity to graduate never having played Ace Attourney! I got the Trilogy, though I have really been wanting to play the other one due to its historical base.

In any case, this bad boy is also on sale.

Having been left with a little more to spare, I realized that Hakuoki has been on my mind for a very very long while. While searching far and wide for which one to buy (since there are two), I found out there was an anime.

After further research it says that the games came out first in 2008, then the animation was made in 2010. As old as this might sound, it's actually impressive the creativity and the 'work with that you have' sensation that's been the basis of the games. I tried watching Yona of the Dawn which came out 2014 and its opening was underwhelming in energy in comparison.

No shade for it, mind you, I got to E3 a couple days ago.

But like... look at the comparison okay and tell me for yourself. (NB: The animation opening for Hakuoki resembles any other visual novel turned anime openings where they HAVE to show off all of the cast that would be potentially romanticizable, regardless of which route is being taken, so I suppose there's that advantage in comparison to making an opening for an anime that is a black and white manga.)

I got interested in the games due to my adoration for 'My Vow For My Liege', something I stumbled upon when searching for something to scratch that long-haired prettyboy itch I had last Spring, before all went to hell and my laptop exploded.

Second bestest friend got me Dawnbringer Vex and I need to tell you how both of them were egging me on to play League when it was 4am for me. I did indeed fold and played two games.

I love Vex so much, she's the bane of my existence.

I'm off to watch the Hakuoki anime now. I watched it... like... MANY years ago on Youtube when it was still semi-legal for it to exist and I remember watching the first 3 episodes and then somehow it got to the ending and it was bad, I cried myself to sleep.

We live with the illusion it's going to be different and my following posts will absolutely be full of spoilers.

[letterbombbreakdown]

i hate everythin. i dont want to go to therapy. i want to sleep forever. why cant humans hibernate. if i had any mates left i would block them rn. i want my bf to do smt to piss me off so i can block them. i feel like shit i hte everthin i hate myself i just want to sleep forver i dont even wanna die i just dont wanan dal with this rn

[mrsfrecklesmarauders]

Moon Wishes

Sirius remembered about the Moon wishes. It had been Remus' mother who taught them about the Moon legends. She didn't believe in any God, she said. But she certainly believed in the power of the moon. According to her, the moon used to be some sort of deity before science and astrology.

"When I was younger, I used to ask the Moon for favors or wishes" Hope used to say. She used to explain how back then people offered the moon some blood or sacrifice under the light of the full moon.

"But I obviously offered her other things" Hope added "Like my last piece of chocolate or a chunk of my hair" she smiled. "And then I asked her for anything I wanted with all the faith in the world"

"Did it work?" Sirius asked eagerly.

Hope smiled "Lots of time, the Moon granted my wish"

Sirius' family believed in God. Basically, Sirius' family went to mass, prayed and that sort of stuff because they were afraid to go to hell. That was it. Well, his parents actually didn't care. But when his grandparents were around, The Blacks were forced to be devotee. But Sirius didn't think that God would help him or grant him wishes. God was just a punishing figure.

But the Moon was different. The Moon was cooler.

Sirius and Rosie made a wish to the Moon after they heard those stories. They didn't offer the moon their blood. Because they were kids. But they shook hands with their saliva. And they asked the Moon to never break them apart. To always be friends.

"Oh mighty Moon... We are gathered here to ask you a favor. Just like you had helped my mum before... She is Hope Howell in case you don't remember"

Sirius remembered how Roise looked under the moonlight. And he how couldn't stop watching. He couldn't stop smiling.

"It won't work if you don't close your eyes, Sirius"

Sirius blushed when he was caught.

"Sorry" So he did close his eyes.

"Please Moon..." Rosie continued "We ask you to stay friends forever. No matter if we are adults and have to worry about bills and stuff. We wish not to be like the rest of them. We want to be cool adults, please. For a life full of adventures and mischief... Sirius and Rosie, forever"

"Amen"

When Sirius opened his eyes he saw Rosie with a confused expression.

"It is what my family says after praying" he shrugged.

Rosie smiled "Amen"

Sirius spit on his palm and offered it to his friend. Rosie made a disgusted expression.

"Disgusting" she said before doing the same.

They shook hands like that mixing their saliva. Then Sirius laughed when Rosie cleaned her palm on her clothes shivering a little.

"I am going to call you Moony now" Sirius smiled.

"Moony?"

"You're practically a child of the moon" Sirius explained. And there was something about Roise that reminded him of the Moon "And if we are going to be friends forverer we are going to need nicknames. Cool ones"

Rosie smiled "How should I call you?"

"Mr. Fabulous Starman!"

Rosie giggled "Starman?"

"Like the Bowie song you showed me"

Rosie smiled.

"Moony and Starman till the end of times"

Rosie shook her head. But she was still smiling.

"I like that"

They were bound to be friends forever. And Sirius was so happy about it. Because he couldn't imagine a life without Rosie Lupin.

***********

Sirius needed a wish right now. It was one of those nights when he couldn't sleep. Everytime he closed his eyes, images of that night appeared in his brain. The worst parts. All the screaming, the pain, the crying. His father's rage. His mother's cold indifference and harsh words. And the worst of all, Regulus' face.

The nightmares used to be about Regulus being tortured the same way he was. And as Sirius cried and cried holding his bleeding brother, Regulus would repeat the words: "It's your fault. It's your fault, Sirius. You left me! You fucking left me!"

"I'm sorry!" Sirius sobbed.

And other times it was Regulus who did all the punching and hitting to Sirius. With all the hate Orion and Walburga had given him. That made their parents proud.

"Well done, Regulus" They would say with a smile "Hit him harder!"

Sirius woke up sweating like a pig, gasping for air. With hot thick tears on his eyes. Sometimes he woke up James.

Sirius hated when James saw him with those eyes of pity. Sirius hated himself for being so vulnerable.

But this night, luckily, James was fast asleep next to him. So Sirius thought the best would be to walk outside.

The sight of the full moon, big and bright, made Sirius remember about Remus and their wish to the Moon.

Why did it become so complicated to be friends? Why everything was so messed up?

Sirius had probably hurt Remus. Or Remus was just confused. Sirius thought perhaps the kiss they shared last term might've ended up their relationship. And he panicked. So he had been ignoring Remus. But he didn't care about that anymore. He just missed Remus. So much.

Sirius took out the knife he had stolen from the Potter's kitchen. And he made a little cut on his palm that made him hiss. Nothing compared to what he had suffered that summer.

He made a fist that squeezed his blood onto the grass and closed his eyes.

"Dear Moon..." Sirius whispered "If you are listening, I want to ask you for a favor.... I want you...." he sighed feeling the hot tears in his eyes "I want you to protect my brother.... His name is Regulus.... Regulus Black... You probably know that" he sniffed "Please, protect him from them. Don't let them hurt him like they did with me" Sirius was silently crying now "And don't let them turn him into one of them" he made a pause while he sobbed and wiped his tears "Make him realize that I love him. And didn't want to abandon him.... Or make him be brave and dare to come with me... So I can take care of him"

Sirius cried a little more, begging to the Moon for the favor. And missing his own little Moony.

"Please Moon... I hope you can answer my pray.... Amen".

Sirius didn't tell anyone about this. He told James and his parents he had cut himself opening a can during the night because he had been hungry.

"You should have woken me up or eaten something else, love" Effie reprimanded him but in the most sweetest way that made Sirius love her. She cleaned and healed the wound.

Sirius couldn't tell them the truth. He would have sounded mental. And it was ridiculous, really. Like the Moon would grant him a wish. He wasn't a kid anymore. The world was a bit crueler than that.

When Remus came along later that summer, Sirius found himself telling him the truth.

"What happened to your hand?"

Remus had been extra careful with him. And Sirius hated that. He had practically ignored him all summer. Remus should be angry. But he was really kind. As always.

They had asked the Moon to be friends forever. A stupid kiss couldn't break them apart.

Sirius gave him a soft smile.

"You're gonna think it's ridiculous" Sirius covered his face embarrassed.

Remus smiled too.

"What?" he asked amused.

"I asked the Moon for a favor"

Remus was really surprised. He couldn't find the words. He probably thought Sirius was ridiculous and childish.

"Do you remember?"

Remus' face lit up.

"Of course I do!" Remus said "I didn't think you would"

"How could I forget?"

Remus was trying to contain his joy. Sirius remembered he loved observing happy Remus. Even as a kid. It was the best Remus. He was so attractive like that.... For girls who would be interested, that was.

"I offered her blood this time" Sirius snorted "I think ours didn't work because we just used saliva"

"Sirius!" Remus tutted in a reprimanding way, grabbing Sirius' hand and examinating it "We are still friends aren't we?"

"But we were apart for five fucking years"

"That's the way the Moon works" Remus smirked. Then he became nostalgic "I haven't... I stopped believing in the Moon when my mum died"

Sirius didn't know what to say. So he just touched Remus' shoulder gently. Hope was one of the coolest adults Sirius knew as a kid. Besides his Uncle Alphard. It was such a pity she just died. Remus loved her more than anything.

"I asked the Moon... Over and over again.... To save her. To keep alive..." Remus looked sad "And when it didn't happen, I was so angry. So I stopped with that bullshit...."

"I am sorry, Moony"

Remus wiped the tears before they came. And gave Sirius a smile.

"So what did you ask her?"

"You said it was stupid" Sirius looked down.

"Maybe... But that was what brought us together again, isn't it?"

Sirius smiled.

"What was your wish?"

Sirius couldn't share it. That was between The Moon and him. The love for his brother. The worry he still had over him.

So he smiled mischievously.

"That is a secret" he said "Moon wishes cannot be revealed"

Remus nodded amused.

"I see, Mr. Starman" Remus teased

"Oh shut up!" Sirius said. Then he added more seriously "Promise not to tell anyone about this?"

"Moon wishes are our thing" Remus smiled *No one else's"

Sirius was relieved.

"And please don't cut yourself again" Remus added "Next time we can offer something else to the bloody Moon"

Sirius smiled "Okay, promise"

Sirius was so glad that he and Remus were okay again. He couldn't see a life without him.

Before Remus left, he gave a quick kiss to Sirius' forehead, leaving mixed feelings inside his heart.

[ilovemagicbeans]

i finished defining the words btw

my fingies hurt and so does my neck

i want to sleep forver

but i have to wake up at 645 for band tmr :(

really mean of the band to do this to me :[