#angry caps lock

[ashtraysystem]

I'm so freaking frustrated.

I wanted to enjoy my dinner in peace, play a little sims, watch some tv, relax!! Because I've been working on homework and trying to get stuff done!!!

and then my dad starts badgering me about the cats litter box even though I'm the only one who does it consistently. I do what I'm asked to do!!! and then we get on this whole convo about how our cat might need to go to the vet and being accused of wrongfully giving him wetfood after hes gotten sick even though thats actually the right thing to do because it keeps his liquids up because thats a cats preferred source of hydration!!!

and then after all that and after very clearly hearing that I am upset and stressed he asked me to do the dishes!! as if that would help????? yes i know the dishes need to get done but there are what, 4 other very capable individuals in the house who can do it???

If others can say no to doing chores when they are grumpy or tired or sad or mad or whatever then I get to too!!

I just wanted a solid 20 minutes to watch an episode and relax before having to do homework again and now im pissed the hell off and would much rather break a dish than clean any.

My dad doesn't understand that doing the dishes in this household takes so much of my energy that I'd much rather run a fucking marathon than do them. Dishes hurts my legs, back, feet, hands, and wrists, like hell do I want to stand there doing them! If there was a more accessible way to do them, then sure, I'd do it, but in this household it feels like anything any of us try to do that's considered accessible is deemed either laziness or selfishness by him.

He doesn't understand any of us when it comes to our disabilities. He doesn't understand that even though I don't complain all the time like my sibling does, I have chronic fatigue, chronic pain, and I live through it while my doctor just says "oh its probably just bc ur fat" or some bullshit like that. I'm so done. So done!!!

I want it to be the future already. The future where I live in my own little space and can do whatever the fuck I please, where I dont have to constantly clean up after 6 people who don't know how to pick up after themselves and 2 cats.

I got in fucking trouble TWICE earlier for leaving a fucking can out. A. CAN. specifically a can of wet food for the cats bc I had fed them and accidentally left it on the counter. Meanwhile everyone else leaves bowls of cereal and cups of milk to go rancid on the table. Crumbs left all over the floor. Drop some food? Oh no worries it'll just stay on the floor for the next however many months until parents decide to have adult company over. I'm jiust so extremely frustrated about it all and trying to teach myself that I can say no, that its literally okay for me to say "no im not going to do that" is okay because fuck it, theres no consequences! what are they gonna do, kick me out? stop paying for my phone bill? Stop paying for my college? No, they would never, they care too much. And so do I. So I do whatever the fuck I can to survive. Surviving college, surviving this damned house, surviving surviving surviving.

[perplexingluciddreams]

it makes me so fucking angry that my primary school teachers never did anything about my autism. i wasn't diagnosed until 15 but they so clearly knew WAY before then.

i was always seated next to the kids who needed extra support (so that i could get help when i needed it even though i wasn't officially an "extra help" kid), i would cry so often and teachers would just ignore me or roll their eyes.

i was sometimes removed from sex ed lessons to do other tasks (colouring or tidying the classrooms), or even from class discussions about safety and stranger danger (i was there a few times but there was a lot i missed, i got pulled out of class more and more as i got older).

which is so fucking ridiculous because i was MORE vulnerable than most of the other kids in that class or school, and they were denying me that crucial education.

more than that, it shows that they really DID know i was more than just "weird" or "different", they knew i was disabled.

and NOBODY EVER DID ANYTHING. fuck them all.

[furbearingbrick]

IM SCREAMING I TYPED A FROWNY FACE EMOTICON AND PLAYED AROUND WITH THE COLORS AND IT LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE JOSEPH HELP

>:o(

[flippedorbit]

WHY IS YOUR BANNER JOSH HUTCHERSON WHISTLE. JUMPSCARE ‼️‼️‼️

FOR THAT EXACT PURPOSE HEHEHE >:3c

[mariaofdoranelle]

How's cp 23 proceeding?

NONNIE ITS READY IM LITERALLY MAKING THE POST AS WE SPEAK

[mattzerella-sticks]

The idea of 'The Sovereign' and this storyline in Wonder Woman by Tom King reminds me of Hydra Captain America and the Secret Empire by Nick Spencer.

[teacup-captor]

HOW THE FUCK DO YOU MANAGE TO GET THE FUCKING COPS ON YOUR TRAIL WHEN YOU'RE USING A LITERALLY UNKNOWN FUCKING MAGIC RELIC???? YOU ARE USING MAGIC. AND YOU STILL MANAGE TO GET CAUGHT. WTF.

[klqrambles]

I WROTE THE WHOLE THING FOR THE FRANKENSTEIN ADAPTATION THINGY FOR THE KOREAN MUSICAL AND TUMBLR DELETED IT BEFORE I COULD POST IT ASKDJFHASKLJDAKLSJDD

[nofr1lls]

I love getting so so angry about poll tournaments you should tryyyy itttt

[typicalopposite]

EEEEEEEEP!! Y’all my Fandom/Phone/and at this point one of my IRL Besties done me a solid! She wrote me a ST Fic 🤧😭

Go do the thing and show it all the love!

[ashtraysystem]

I would like to shake my professor and ask him how the fuck my paper is "too long". Like. HOW THE FUCK IS TWO PAGES TOO LONG FOR AN ESSAY. WHAT. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO. FUCKIN DROP A WHOLE SECTION OF EXPLANATION???

also "no scholarly source" my ASS. its right fuckin there mate.

I just. am so done with him and his bullshit unspecific yet hyper specific grading rubric (in that theres specific expectations, but its not displayed anywhere what the criteria actually is other than vague "too long"). Like. he's a good person, a fun person and a decently entertaining professor which is important for a histiry class, but by GOD he grades so harshly that i havent gotten higher than a C+ on my assignments with him.

Honestly as long as i pass i really dont give a fuck bc history has never been my strong suit, but its just ridiculous!!

[healersadjust]

LOATHING RAGE HATRED ANGER FURY

i liked my sketch better.

[furbearingbrick]

I WAS JUST SEARCHING FOR FANART OF HUMAN JURGEN AND SOMEONE DREW HIM CONVENTIONALLY ATTRACTIVE WITH A BUTTON NOSE AND NO BUCK TEETH

>:( >:( >:( >:(

[corneille-moisie]

STOP JUST LIKING STUFF. REBLOG IT TOO. FUCK YOUR EMPTY BLOG. FANDOMS ARE DYING BECAUSE OF PEOPLE LIKE YOU. R E B L O G. 😤

[frostbite-the-bat]

ever scream so loud at toontown funnies that your own father has to come into the room to make sure the window is shut and not broken because everyone in the area can hear your gay ass

[cavecry]

Bramblebitch had some nerve to be pissed at Squilf for hiding the Three’s heritage considering that he never told her about training in the DF OR conspiring with Hawkfrost OR TRYING TO KILL HER FUCKING DAD