#anyway. sorry. I hate him really /lie
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Do you ever think abt the fact that geara was vitusâ last child. because I do
#he might have another one still I donât know help. but this gets me#not even allowed to take his last name. do you think geara ever wondered what he was trying to measure up to?#heâs so unlike the other five and it really makes me wonder about kanonâs hair turning black#what does it say when every other kid was something special and youâre just you. just you#so mundane that your father attaches (I believe) a spectre of hatred to you. because youâre not enough.#you can take the boy out of the void but you canât take the void out of him I guess#I donât think he even knows. he doesnât even know. imagine being measured against something and you donât even understand that itâs there#I still havenât finished rejuv but im gearastuck forever. he kind of serves. I mean he serves daddy issues specifically but .#westalk#anyway. sorry. I hate him really /lie
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Erm!! I did more art!!!!!! My art style is so inconsistent I want to draw more realistically but I'm goofy goober at my core....... Gehahahaha
Also???? Pony Error under cut??????? (and a few error sketches!) Hidden slightly because I'm still a bit unsure about the design RAHH
I think it'd be cool if he had strings all over his body like he was some mangled stupid hasbro official pony plushie...... but the strings were like insanely last minute LMAO so I want to redo it again with that in mind.... when the pony takes me over again.
Transcript for Pony Info (because my handwriting is a bit messy)
PONY INFO!
Strings run along entire body
Used to have a cutie mark, but the file is "lost"
Horn sparks & glitches dangerously when using magic
-> Not harmful to him, but strong emotions can cause it to flare up (basically when the horn starts fuzzing a lot you know he's close to a full-on reboot)
Whatever the hell this thing is core -> (pic of very stupid looking Hasbro official Princess Twilight Sparkle plushie with brushable hair!!!! Batteries not included)
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#utmv#swapdream#swad sans#swapdream dream#swan sans#swapdream nightmare#error sans#gamers err.... they're really stupid!!!#I hate them so much!!!! (LIE LIE LIE LIE LIE i love them actually with all my being)#I have no idea what I'm doing I'm not used to tumblr editor#I want to make my page look cooler..... maybe 2010s theme..... can i do that perhaps?#Stupid idiots!!!! Sorry my demons#I should probably make an intro post too but idk what to say.... other than âhelo i like erm. Undertale! I like..... pretty much only UTMV!#This is mostly a lie I like other things but I'm only going to be posting UTMV mainly#Sigh getting off track anyways!!!!! Idiots!!! I hate them!#Swad he's so prim and proper and completely obnoxious#I feel like with him being completely manic 24/7 he wouldn't take care of himself very well#Like if it weren't for the self healing thing he would look absolutely terrible. Rotting teeth cracked bones etc etc and he would not care#He would still prance around in fields of daisies tho he is literally too hyped up#I feel like he would chase Swan like until his body physically could take no more#One sec he's approaching at full speed and the next he shuts down completely & collapses just because his body literally ran out of juice#Error is striving for that hobocore aesthetic he will not change his clothes ever he constantly repairs the same ones#I also feel like Error would be like. insanely stinky (PEE-YEW!)#Water doesn't interact well with his body so he avoids it best he can#he can only take sponge baths for hygiene and even that is like insanely prickly for him.... Feels like pins and needles sizzling on his bo#Sighs that's it for me gamers!!!!!! Ramble in the tags over#Swad OUTTT!!!! *bursts through ceiling leaving swad shaped hole in your roof*
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happy jungle sunday everynyan treating myself for this one by sharing one of my fave headcanons for him ever . remember when i infodumped about him in that one post? yeah this was what i was implying in that first paragraph below the cut. anyway consider age regressor jungle ? smile?
#my art#this is the flag i saw most often used for agere but if there's any other flags/symbols commonly used i would love to know :D /gen#anyway hiii i have had this headcanon basically ever since i joined the mo4 fandom back in may 2024#i just havent talked about it outside friends because i hate seeing the way people make fun of it or compare it to gross things. grips head#i've had a really good time with mo4 tumblr though so YOU ALL GET TO KNOW NOW HI!!!#it just makes sense to me.. jungle not wanting to wear the formal mdcr uniform for whatever reason and referring to his robot as âmomâ#i get that it could have just been a joke on axez's part but EVEN IN HIS PHONE THE ROBOT'S CONTACT NAME IS LISTED AS OKAASAN!!! FUCK#i will never get over the contrast of jeraldy coping by taking on way too much maturity and responsibility in order to feel strength#vs jungle clinging to the remaining scraps of what wasn't torn away from him. growing up way too fast vs refusing to grow up. ugh#axez let jungle express his pain and let him be a kid and MY LIFE IS YOURS!!!#<- this goes for jeraldy too btw. stop acting like the adult you aren't and go play toys with your best friend this will save you both.#sorry i'm insane. no i'm not sorry that's a lie. jungle they could never make me hate you#marikinonline4#mo4#marikin online 4#jungle takahashi#agere#age regression#jungle sunday
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anyway my embarrassing storytime of how I genuinely think discovering frimomen changed the trajectory of my life is. crazy. because it's less to do with frimomen it's moreso that he was one of the puzzle pieces that made things click. tw below for mentions of emotional abuse ig but not really indepth
not going into too much detail because idk if people here are still friends/mutuals with my most recent ex if you remember who he was (which is fine. I don't care if you are all I care about is never contacting him again), but he was emotionally abusive through the whole time I knew him, and it really started ramping up in the last 12 months of being together. we were together for technically over three years, I say technically because we broke up for about a year but it was a weird situationship where he was manipulating me into not moving on even though he said he didn't like me that way. it was a weird scene.
anyway it started getting SUPER bad at the beginning of last year tho it had always been bad ngl. I think since I was just more stressed with other life stuff going on I started to not be able to take it. but anyway I had been for a while trying really really hard to "escape" into a better/"ideal" version of our relationships through my ocs and I think it just wasn't working well; this is something I've done my whole life that's helped keep me in touch with my emotions bc I have a weird way of processing stuff that happens to me. for another bit of context, I have... mental health issues (bipolar) and I have some very odd signs of when I enter mania, and one of them is when I genuinely start kinning fictional characters I'm not kidding.
well apparently through the release of frimomen and my eventual obsession with him I discovered that yumeshipping is like the same warning sign but that I'm in a bad relationship which is REALLY funny. and I didn't really make that connection until my last trip to see him last year that lasted a month and I found myself thinking more and more about yumeing and I was like. okay no this is NOT normal for me. for context this was my first bad relationship I'm damn lucky it wasn't until I was an adult, so it was much harder for me to put together the red flags. but I'm someone who is personally very uncomfortable with inserting direct representations of myself into something as a fulfillment thing and so I realized that if I did that with fictional characters it means something is very wrong and I need to step back.
so yeah funnily enough along with frimomen sparking back my creativity/desire to work with music again, he helped me realize that I was in a very dangerous position, especially since I was supposed to have been moving internationally with my ex by the end of last year because he had convinced me my family was evil pretty much. he's definitely not the sole thing that made me realize, because there were a LOT of pieces that made me realize, he's actually much smaller in the grand scheme of things but the timing + the fact that he's my fave vocal synth of all time I think makes it funnier to say it like he made me realize I was in danger.
I've been um. debating on whether or not I should tell this story because it feels ridiculous and also I don't want to dump #trauma on people, plus again I don't want anyone in contact with him to see this and tell him that I consider him to have been abusive (though he's good at respecting requests to stay out of contact so I'm not worried about me. as much as I hate him I'm worried about his own mental health regarding it lol I hope he gets better I just don't ever want to be in the picture again), but since it's been long enough and I don't spiral at the mere site of my ex's name/username/art/etc anymore I thought it'd be a funny story to tell. the trajectory of life thing has way less to do with escaping abuse and moreso to do with the fact that because I got back into making vsynth content due to frimomen, I've connected with some wonderful people that I'm glad to have met
I'm... fine now. I have too much shit going on with disability/employment to really be caught up in it anymore. I still have my bad moments but at the end of the day I'm surrounded by a really good support system who ik was frustrated that I ignored their warnings about how they didn't like how he treated me, yet still stuck with me and supports me to this day. I feel very loved and lucky to have the friends and family in my life that I do <3
#text#I don't want this to pop up in the sy/nth v tag#nor the frimo tag but I think I'd have to censor the mentions of him in the text and for anyone using screen readers#I don't want to do that...#anyway again this is VERY light hearted when I say âfrimomen saved me from a horrible relationshipâ I'm HEAVILY exaggerating#he was just a small piece#also part of what made me realize my ex fucking hated me was the way he teased me about it was like genuinely really mean#tho he was like that with a lot of things#maybe I'll delete this later but idk yet#sorry again if this was like a Lot to read :sob: but if you did thanks#rn I'm ballin idc about relationships (slight lie) I'm just trying to solve my medical issues#(that being said if there are any women over the age of 21 who think it's sexy for a man to still have his wii fit board from 2008)#(please dm me)#(no men right now I'm bi but I think I need to lay off men)#(/j for the last three tags don't flirt with me lol)
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One New Voicemail
your relationship with lando through voicemails.
(no warnings, just pure fluff. i'm kind of obsessed with writing these. would anyone want to see different drivers??? 1.2k words.)
First Date âHey you. I know I just dropped you off and youâre probably not back up to your apartment yet but I just wanted to tell you that I had the best time tonightâŚâ Lando winces at how lame that sounds, dragging in a breath before letting it loose. âIâve never been axe throwing on a first date before but uhâŚIâm glad you still have all ten fingers.â He laughs softly, shaking his head.
âAnyway. I know I said it already, likeâŚ5 times but I had a really fun night. Like, best first date ever. So, I was hoping that maybe we could do it again. Soon? YeahâŚsoon.â He pauses, the butterflies in his stomach taking flight at the thought of seeing you again. âIâm in town for another week before the next race. Maybe tomorrow? Too soon? I donât know, I just canât get you off my mind and Iâve just dropped you off.â Shit. He was down bad, wasnât he? âText me?â Another pause. âOkay. Bye.â Click.Â
First Kiss âHi. Um. So, that just happened, didnât it?â
His voice is breathless, like he just ran up several flights of stairs before hitting your contact in his phone.
âIâve been wanting to do that ever since I saw you in that bookstore. I nearly chickened out that day, almost walked right past the shop window butâŚâÂ
Lando shakes his head, smile tugging at his mouth.Â
âFuck, I am so glad I didnât. Because that was the best first kiss Iâve ever had. And then you gave me the best second kiss. And thirdâŚâÂ
The words hang in the air, silence stretching out as he grins stupidly out at the London traffic in front of him.Â
âOkay. Anyway. I just wanted to make sure you knew how much I canât wait to kiss you again. Bye.âÂ
Click.
When You Make It Official âHi baby. I uhâŚjust needed to say goodnight to my girlfriend one more time.âÂ
Lando giggles.Â
Giggles.Â
âSoâŚyouâre my girlfriend now, huh?â You can almost hear the smile slide across his face in the way he sounds. âJesus, I was so nervous. Felt like I was 15 years old again. Iâm so glad you said yes. Never a doubt in my mindâŚâÂ
He snorts, rolling his eyes.Â
You both know thatâs a lie.Â
âI wish I didnât have to go to Spain so early tomorrow. Fucking media duties. Do you think maybe you could get Friday off? I want you by my side this weekend. Iâm going to buy you a ticket as soon as I get back to my flat, okay? Okay. Bye.âÂ
Click.Â
When He Wins âFuck. I didnât even check to see what time it was back home. Iâm so sorry, I hope I didnât wake you.â A pause. âProbably not because you didnât answer. Thatâs good.âÂ
Lando sounds flustered. Like he canât quite gather his thoughts into a coherent string.Â
âI won!âÂ
Laughter.Â
âI won and the first thing I thought when I saw that checkered flag was âGod, I wish she was here to see this.â I hate being on opposite sides of the world from you. I havenât heard your voice all fucking day. Is that pathetic? How much I love hearing your voice? You know what? I donât care. Hearing you say my name is my favorite sound. Sue me.âÂ
Someone shouts Landoâs name off in the distance, just loud enough for you to hear. They tell him itâs time to celebrate and take a team photo. His response is muffled and then louder, directed back at your voicemail.Â
âI wish you were here. I need you here for my next win, okay? Promise me? Okay, call me when you get up, I donât care what time it is.âÂ
A pause. Almost like thereâs something else he wants to say. Something heavier.Â
âOkay. Gânight.âÂ
Click.Â
When He Misses You âHi, baby.â He coos, voice tired. Sheets rustle in the background and heâs silent for a few moments. âIâm sorry I missed your call earlier. Youâre probably out with the girls now, yeah? I hope youâre having a good time.âÂ
Silverware clinks in the background. The hiss of a can opening.Â
âItâs beenâŚfourteen days, six hours, and twenty-nine minutes since I kissed you and itâs really fucking annoying. I miss you so much. Triple headers suck. Can you come to Brazil next week? Iâll fly you out here. Please?âÂ
A sigh that borders on a groan.Â
âI really fucking miss you.â
Deep breath.Â
âOkay. I hope youâre having fun. Call me when you get in, no matter what time it is, okay?âÂ
Click.Â
When He Realizes He Loves You âHi.âÂ
Itâs a breathless whisper.Â
âI uhhhhâŚâÂ
Lando scrubs his hand over his face as he walks down the sidewalk.Â
âI know it hasnât been very long and fuck, I hope this doesnât scare you off. I probably shouldnât be doing this on voicemail. I was going to say it when I kissed you goodnight but I lost my nerve.âÂ
His feet whisper over the pavement, filling the silence.Â
âIThinkImFallingInLoveWithYou.âÂ
The words are quick. Jumbled. And then heâs muttering something under his breath.Â
âNo. Wait. Fuck. Not think. Baby, I know Iâm in love with you.âÂ
Silence.Â
âIâm so head over heels in love with you I canât even think straight.âÂ
His footfalls get louder, as if heâs running.Â
âAnd Iâm a fucking idiot for not saying it to your face. Iâll be at your door in thirty secondsâŚâÂ
Click.Â
When He Gets Down On One Knee âI canât believe you actually said yes.âÂ
Lando huffs a laugh.Â
âI thought I blew it, when you didnât say anything after I asked. I genuinely thought you were about to turn me down. Scariest ten seconds of my life. And then you were crying and yelling and hugging meâŚThe poor cat was terrified.âÂ
The Ferrariâs engine purrs to life in the background.Â
âI just ran out to get some champagne for us but I wanted to hear your voice. I canât believe I get to marry you. Holy fuck, youâre going to be my wife.â
A beat.
âIâm going to be your husband.â Â
He sounds overwhelmed. Like he canât quite wrap his mind around the sentence.Â
âIâm so glad I went into that bookstore that dayâŚI love you so much. I canât wait to call you Mrs. Norris.âÂ
Click. Â
The Night Before You Marry Him âI donât know how youâre asleep right now. I feel like Iâm going to vibrate right out of my skin.âÂ
The sheets rustle softly in the background.Â
âYou looked so pretty tonight in that dress. Every time I looked at you, I thought my heart was going to explode. I canât ever get enough of seeing you with my ring on your finger. The wedding band I put on you tomorrow is going to look so fucking good next to it.âÂ
Lando draws in a deep breath, settling deeper in the sheets.Â
âItâs weird sleeping without you. These traditions are stupid.âÂ
You can almost hear the pout on his face.Â
âWhat am I going to do without your ice cold feet to jolt me awake at 3 in the morning?âÂ
A laugh.Â
âI still canât believe I got you to agree to marry me. Iâm the luckiest guy on this planet, you know that? I canât wait to see you tomorrow.âÂ
A pause.Â
âCan we have babies soon?âÂ
Another pause. Longer now.Â
âI canât wait for you to have my babies. Lets get to work on that tomorrow night.âÂ
He says it like itâs final. Like heâs been waiting to say that to you for as long as heâs known you.Â
âOkay. Love you, soon-to-be wife. Bye.âÂ
Click.Â
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Part 1
Gotham New Rogue 2
It's been a few weeks since Danny started to become the Trickster. To be honest, it is working very well. His core is expanding fast as ectoplasm is regenerating faster than ever before. He is also slowly developing new abilities and gaining more control and powers to his already established abilities.
For instance, Danny used to struggle making clones, but now he can easily create dozens of them with just a thought. He can also change his clothes to whatever he imagines using ectoplasm now. His ice power is also stronger and easier to control. His superhuman body is developing and slowly getting stronger and faster.
Overall, Danny will say that make a smart decision to become a rogue especially since no one has caught him yet. Danny is currently laying on top of a building watching the sun slowly set in the horizon. His stomach suddenly grumbles and he decides to hit the shack before he gets to "work" tonight.
Jumping off the roof, Danny lands and walks to the nearest Batburger while still wearing his rogue suit. He has a totally funny idea today and it involves him being seen in public. Entering the Batburger is like entering a library for some reason. As soon as he enters, everyone goes deathly quiet.
Danny slowly walks towards the cashier and orders his food.
Danny: 5 sets of set C please.
Cashier: Ermm, that will be 60 bucks.
Danny: Here.
After paying for the food, Danny gets his food and sits at one of the tables alone. It's only after he is through his 3rd set that reality is set in for the people. They begin to move and contrary to Danny's expectations, approach him to ask for pictures. Danny allows them some pictures and unknowingly raises his status as Gotham's friendliest rogue.
Suddenly, a white man that screams rich guy, a woman with blonde hair and a black guy wearing Signal's merch approach him. Danny has learned a lot of things from his 14 years of life and 2 years of half life and Danny knows when a rich guy approaches you, it's never good (Sam doesn't have the rich vibe).
Rich guy: Hello Trickster! May we have a meal with you?
Danny: Sure.
Rich guy: Ah, how rude of me. My name is Timothy Jackson Drake-Wayne. These two are my friends, Stephanie Brown and Duke Thomas. You can call me Tim by the way.
Danny: Sure, Tim.
They sit opposite him with their meals and try to make small talks with him while eating. The trio realize that Danny seems to respond a lot better when Steph or Duke is the one to ask the question.
Steph: So, Trickster. Why don't you like my friend here?
Duke: Way to go in being subtle, Steph. Why not ask who is he really next?
Steph: Hey, I can't help it you know. He seems so snarky whenever Tim asks questions. I wanna know if Tim pissed him off or something.
Danny: He is rich, right?
Duke: Err, yes?
Steph: Let's say he is. Why does that matter?
Danny: I hate rich people. And government. But who doesn't hate the government?
Duke: So, eat the rich?
Danny: Yes.
Steph: Cool cool. We are also here just so we could leech him off anyway. We're not really friends.
Tim: Ow, you hurt me by saying that. What happened to our vow of eternal friendships?
Steph: I cross my fingers.
Duke: I lie.
Danny: Hahahaha. You're like my friends.
Tim: You have friends?
Danny: Of course I have friends. And unlike you I don't need money to have friends.
Tim: Sorry sorry. Are your friends also rouges?
Danny: Wouldn't you like to know? Last I need is Batman investigating my friends. I'm sure Batman is part of you rich people group chat or something.
Steph and Duke: *Snickers*
Tim: *Glares at the two* Why would you think Batman is in contact with the rich people?
Danny: Isn't it obvious? Batman has all these high tech gadgets and is always there fast whenever a Wayne is kidnapped. I would even say Batman is being sponsored by the Wayne.
Danny: I also don't like most heroes in general. They are just the government lapdog doing whatever the government wants.
Tim, Steph and Duke frowned at that statement. From the way Danny speaks, it is clear that he has some history against the government. Him being here also means he is at least confident enough to run away if any of the bats are here. Is it just blind confidence or a truly competent ability will remain to be seen.
Tim is just about to refute him when Danny suddenly stands up. All of them tensed up and ready for battle when Danny turns towards one side of the window, waves and disappears right in front of them. They are very confused and when they turn towards the direction Danny was just looking at, they see Batman and Black Bat right on the rooftop across the building.
Batman and Tim nod to each other and they all return to the caves.
-Batcave-
Tim: So you all hear the conversation right?
Dick: Except at the end where the sound becomes blurred for a moment, we hear everything.
Tim: Good. So what are your thoughts on this?
Damian: It is pretty self explanatory Drake. He has a personal hatred towards the government and that extends to all bodies of government or people he thought is connected to the government.
Tim: But why though? Is the hatred towards the government something as simple because he is a criminal? Or is there something else towards it?
Bruce: There is nothing to find about him currently with our limited resources about him. Return to the manor for today and take some rest. We will investigate it later.
All of them return to the manor and rest for the night.
-2 weeks later-
The Trickster is standing in front of an unconscious and tied up Batman. He is giggling loudly that evolves into full blown laughter.
He takes off Batman's belt and starts to pull out stuff one after another. Soon, he found the item that he needed.
Trickster: Hahahahahahaha. I have finally got it. The strongest weapon in the world!
The batfam that is watching the live broadcast shiver as they watch Trickster holds out the black object high in the sky.
Part 3
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thunderbolts bob is a cutie patootie and we all love him but my body and soul yearn for pre!thunderbolts bob. like, give me that meth addicted, minimum waged loser of a man right now
(tw: do not romanticize this shit, sex while under the influence)
a relationship with pre-thunderbolts bob would be awful. i donât think people really sit with that long enough when they fantasize about it. it wouldnât be âdamaged boy needs loveâ it would be ugly, it would be sharp-edged and heavy and uncomfortable in your chest all the time. itâd hurt you, and youâd hurt him, and somewhere along the way neither of you would know who started it, because it was always gonna end like this anyway.
thereâd be nights youâd have to physically shake him awake. not in some cute oh babe you overslept, time for work kind of way, but in that panicked, stomach-twisting way where youâre not sure if heâs breathing right. sometimes heâd wake up swinging, teeth bared and pupils blown so wide they ate up whatever color used to be in his eyes. sometimes he wouldnât wake up at all, not really â just mumble something about a guy named rick or i swear i paid him, i did and then roll over, leaving you sitting there in the dark, staring at the ceiling, counting how long his breath stuttered between inhales.
and youâd stay. like a goddamn idiot, youâd stay.
youâd clean him up when he came home reeking of chemical sweat and bar bathroom mildew, eyes too shiny, jaw working like he was chewing something invisible. you learned real quick how to tell when it was a good high and when it was the kind where his skin itched too much for him to sit still, pacing holes in the floor, muttering to himself about things you couldnât see.
and when he got mean â because he always did, sooner or later â you told yourself it wasnât really him. you told yourself it was the pipe, it was the lack of sleep, it was the impossible weight of existing with a head like his. even when his voice got sharp, slicing clean through you like it was nothing, even when he knocked over a chair or punched the drywall so close to your head you felt the plaster dust in your hair. you still reached for him.
âitâs okay, baby. iâm here. itâs alright.â
he hated it. hated the way you tried to soothe him, hated the way you wouldnât leave like everyone else did. made him feel small, made him feel weak. you could see it twist in his face, that war between craving your touch and wanting to shove you away so hard you never came back.
and heâd disappear. because of course he would.
for days sometimes. no calls, no texts, not even that half-lucid voicemail he usually left at 3 a.m. the ones where he sounded like he was underwater, like he was already halfway to dead. there were nights you sat at the kitchen table with your phone in your lap, screen dim, thinking about filing a missing personâs report. you never did. because he always came back.
a little more broken than before. a little more frayed around the edges. sometimes limping, sometimes bleeding. once with a bandage on his neck he refused to talk about.
and every goddamn time, you let him crawl into your arms like nothing happened.
maybe you told yourself it was about love. maybe you told yourself it was loyalty. but deep down, it was survival. because no one else knew how to handle him when he was like this. no one else could get him to lie still long enough to remember he was human.
the worst, lowest, filthiest part was the way heâd fuck you after.
not hard. not rough. not some tender, making-up-for-it kind of thing either. he wouldnât even move half the time. just be inside you, soft sounds shaking loose from his throat like it hurt to talk, lips pressed to your neck or your chest, sometimes just mouthing there like he could crawl inside you and stay.
ââm sorry for yellinâ,â heâd mumble. voice small. a little slurred. ââm sorry, baby. promise i wonât leave again.â
liar. but youâd forgive him anyway. because in those moments, with his cum leaking out of you, with his heartbeat stuttering against your ribs, you could almost believe it too.
and then heâd be gone again.
because thatâs who pre-thunderbolts bob was. a thousand contradictions in a body that barely held itself together. a ghost you kept chasing even when you knew he was dragging you down with him.
and you wouldnât leave.
you never would.
#.á.á#lowkey poured my heart and soul into this#hit too close to home#thunderbolts*#⤡ robert reynolds#robert reynolds#bob reynolds fanfic#bob thunderbolts#robert reynolds x reader#bob reynolds smut#bob reynolds x reader#marvel#robert reynolds smut#thunderbolts#thunderbolts fanfic#new avengers#afab reader#female reader
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NOBODYâS BUSINESS âš luke castellan
part one
( summary ) social media au where lukeâs sudden spike in confidence turns a few heads, including the head of your ex who just loves to jump in other peopleâs business
( pairing ) luke castellan x fem aphrodite counsellor!reader , mentions of ex bf! hephaestus camper x reader
( notes ) this feels a bit rushed bcs iâm sick rn but i hope you guys enjoy anyway!!
⍠American Teenager by Ethel Cain


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yourusername proof that percy doesnât actually hate luke
seaweedbrain hey girlie!!! can you take this down like immediately?? not to sound to mean or anything but i can and will find you đ
yourusername youâre such a cutie perce
seaweedbrain kys
sarahdawson totally wasnât held at gunpoint for that last pic guys no need to worry
connorstroll we werenât worrying but thanks anyway ig
sarahdawson sleep with one eye open.
lukecastellan 2/10 post
yourusername sorry for messing with your tough guy image đ
lukecastellan actually it only loses points bcs thereâs no pics of you
chrisrodriguez WOAHHHHHHH
sarahdawson HIS BALLS FINALLY DROPPED
clarisselarue bit sad to know they werenât completely crushed after the red team kicked their ass icl
yourusername oh trust they were all whining about it the second i put away the camera
clarisselarue good.
GROUPCHAT â chbâs finest
clarisselarue: y/n what is max doing in your likesâŚ
sarahdawson: HES WHAT
sarahdawson: oh heâs brave
yourusername: IDK HE JUST APPEARED
yourusername: like a bug
seaweedbrain: or a rat
yourusername: that too
lukecastellan: heâs on his way for training with me rn so iâll go extra hard on him
silenabeauregard: homoerotic subtext goes crazy
yourusername: thanks luke but really you donât need to do that
yourusername: like iâm over him now and i just want to forget about him altogether
lukecastellan: he deserves a hard time for what he did to you anyway
lukecastellan: you deserve way better than that
lukecastellan: i mean anyone would
seaweedbrain: great save bro
lukecastellan removed seaweedbrain.
sarahdawson: oh you took that one personally
DIRECT MESSAGES
clarisselarue: ok when did you get game
lukecastellan: idk what youâre talking about
clarisselarue: oh please spare me iâve had to watch you make googoo eyes for the past two years you canât lie youâre way out of this one
lukecastellan: seriously idk what youâre talking about clarisse
clairsselarue: ok fine whatever but HYPOTHETICALLY if you were to try anything with my girl i want you to know that i approve but trust if you go a toe out of line then you will be dealt with
read.
⍠My Love Mine All Mine by Mitski


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yourusername youâre the only thing iâll ever thank a man for
yourusername thanks max
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sarahdawson I SAW THAT COMMENT GIRL THAT WAS BRAVE
drewtanaka surprised sar isnât screaming for photo creds for the second slide
sarahdawson bcs i didnât take itâŚâŚ..
silenabeauregard WOAH WHAT
pipermclean yourusername hey sis can we have a chat please
yourusername nope iâm doing cabin checks rn #counsellorissues
wisegirll iâm doing cabin checks rn though???
silenabeauregard the plot thickens
lukecastellan glad to see you listened to my advice
yourusername felt bad keeping my beauty from everyone
lukecastellan it was a rough time without it
groverunderwood chrisrodriguez now THESE are moves
chrisrodriguez LOOK AT MY BOY GO gods is this what normal parents feel when their kids go to college
maxwalsh nice earrings
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seaweedbrain we all saw that comment rightâŚ
clarisselarue yes.
DIRECT MESSAGES
maxwalsh: hey can we please talk
yourusername: no
maxwalsh: please babe cmon you didnât even hear me out
yourusername: because you tried to kiss sarah you fucking asshole
maxwalsh: no it wasnât like that you donât get it
maxwalsh: look can you just meet me by our old spot and i can explain everything
yourusername: no
maxwalsh: babe youâre not acting like yourself
yourusername: bcs itâs not her, sheâs asleep rn and sheâs not your âbabeâ
maxwalsh: who tf is this???
yourusername: doesnât matter
yourusername blocked maxwalsh.
lukecastellan posted to their story!

SARAHDAWSON replied to your story
sarahdawson: WOAHWOAHWOAHWOAH SLOW YOUR ROLL WHAT
CLAIRSSELARUE replied to your story
clairsselarue: âidk what youâre talking abt clarisseâ oh i hate you so bad
SILENABEAUREGARD replied to your story
silenabeauregard: iâd know that silhouette anywhereâŚ
CHRISRODRIGUEZ replied to your story
chrisrodriguez: iâm a bit hurt i wasnât told in depth about this before but iâm too proud to pay attention to it GOOD FOR YOU MAN
MAXWALSH replied to your story
maxwalsh: so it was you who had her phone the other day
maxwalsh: wtf man
lukecastellan: womp womp
lukecastellan: you snooze you lose and you lost big time
⍠Nobodyâs Business by Rihanna, Chris Brown



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lukecastellan and it ainât what??
yourusername AND IT AINâT NOBODYâS BUSINESS
clarisselarue ok edward cullen why are you eating her neck like that
silenabeauregard everyone i took the hammock pic thank me please đđ
yourusername thank you beautiful angel
seaweedbrain cute i guessâŚâŚ.
chrisrodriguez I ALWAYS HAD FAITH IN YOU BRO EVEN WHEN EVERYONE ELSE THOUGHT YOU WERE A LOSER WITH NO GAME, I STAYED ROOTING FOR YOU
lukecastellan appreciate you bro
lukecastellan wait people said that about me???
wisegirll my favs đđŤś
yourusername AWE ILY ANNIE
seaweedbrain oh iâm just dirt to you then? chill.
wisegirll youâre so dramatic percy
seaweedbrain oh so mental health matters until IâM the one hurt? cool.
lukecastellan and yâall were saying i had no game
seaweedbrain okay luke see thatâs just not funny because your dad literally dances on a revolving stage for a living
lukecastellan had to bring out the dad jokes because you know iâm right?
seaweedbrain why is your old age pension ass beefing with me instead of talking to ur girlfriend⌠weird behaviour
sarahdawson too cute i fear
sarahdawson but you i must remind you mr castellan, i made it onto her feed first. you will ALWAYS be second to me. always.
drewtanaka anyone else hear weeping from the hephaestus cabinâŚ
leovaldez itâs really depressing
leovaldez i think he just punched a hole in the wall
cbeckendorf he did
pipermclean LMAO WHAT A FUCKING LOSER đđâ ď¸â ď¸
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â party favors, jake sim
cw nsfw, public sex, unprotected sex
âhow much did you drink, baby?â you ask jake, whose breath carried the sharp, reeking scent of beer and shots he had takenâ cheeks flushed red with a wide smile on his face. the warmness in his chest intensifies when he hears your voice.
he tries to sober up for a split-second when he hears the concern in your tone. âa bit.â jake answers. "i'm not drunk." he adds with a boyish grin, but it's clearly a drunken lie.
it was nice to know that he was having fun. but it was the complete opposite for you. as the party dragged on, you slowly started to hate the overwhelming hot atmosphere and head-splitting musicâ drunk, sweaty men bumping into you and tipsy girls trying to talk your ears off over the blaring music.
you grab jake's wrist and pull him out of the crowded house, walking through the drunk, dancing bodies until the fresh, cool air found you and suddenly you can breathe again.
once you make it outside, jake wraps his arms around your waist swiftly, pulling you against his chest and rests his chin on your shoulder. "don't tell me you wanna leave." he pouts. you put your hands on top of his, letting out a sigh. "well.." you started to hesitate.
you felt bad. you didn't wanna be a party pooper. but the environment was entirely too much. jake turns you to face him, "let's get away from here, yeah?" he grins, eyes darting over to the wooded area, not far from the house party.
the music slowly fades as you're pulled towards the area, leaves crunching under each step and crickets chirping on the shaking trees. he laughs when he stumbles over his feet for the millionth time. "be careful." you giggle. but he ends up stumbling again anyway, and you drag him towards a tree.
"m' sorry baby.. kinda fucked up right now." jake chuckles again and lets out a shaky breath while he pushes his hair back. his body is hovering over yours.
your hand rests on his waist while you look up at him, a small smile on your face. you could hardly see him due to the darkness, but you could see his smile and how it hasn't left his face yet. "you look really good right now." you say.
jake lets out a small, shy laugh and shakes his head lightly. "don't start.." he warns, briefly looking away. the grip you had on his waist turns into a playful tug on his shirt. "why? i can't compliment my man anymore?" you tease, feeling your own desire growing at his reaction.
his smile widens and he takes a long slow deep breath, dropping his head and letting some of his hair fall over. "you can. but it'll just get me hard." he says.
laughing softly, you tug at his shirt again. "c'mere."
he leans in, his body pressing flush against yours while he kisses you. it's soft at first, and then it deepens.. becoming more sloppy and desperate. you can feel the rough bark poking your spine, but it didn't bother you. the warmth and faint taste of alcohol on his tongue made your heart race with excitement.
he breaks the kiss but not for longâ peppering wet kisses on your neck and collarbone. it's sloppy and quick, but it feels so good. you bite back your bottom lip, sliding your fingers through his hair while he sucks marks on you, the other hand reaching between your bodies to grope his crotch, lips close to his ear. "let me suck your dick," you tell him, "right here."
you can feel jake's breath shutter at your words. he leans into your touch, slowly grinding into your hand. he gives you a hum of approval and you're quick to fall down on your knees.
you unbuckle his jeans and pull down his boxers, pulling out his half-hard cock. you fit him into your mouth entirely, looking up at him through your eyelashes. jake lets out a low groan, putting his hand on the tree to find his balance.
you keep sucking until he's fully hard. and when you pull away, he smiles down at you, grabbing his cock and tapping the head on your plush lips. "m' not gonna last long." he says. hearing his words, you smile to yourself. gathering salvia in your mouth, you spat on his shaft, using the profound wetness to stroke him.
a sharp inhale of breath leaves jake's throat when you swirl your tongue around his tip, finally pushing it past your lips and sucking on the head, then more of him while you try to make out his facial expressions. he furrows his eyebrows, lifting his shirt to get a better view of you with your mouth full of him.
when you pull away to lick a long, fat strip of the side of his cock, he lets out another ragged breath and licks his lips. he puts his hand on your head and thrusts into your mouth as you gag and gargle on his cock while he moans.
"f-fuck.." his cheeks burn in embarrassment when he realizes how close he is already. it's intense, just for a moment before you pull away to catch your breath. "i don't think i'll last long." he says with a small laugh, yanking you to your feet by your arm and guides you to turn around.
"it's okay, baby.." you're quick to unzip your shorts and let them pool down at your ankles. jake puts his hand on the curve of your back and bends you over, the swollen head of his cock pushing at your snug entrance.. dripping in anticipation and arousal.
he fixates his eyes all what he could see of your body. his fingers digs into your waist, hard enough to bruise. he pushes his hips forward, slowly pushing himself into you. a small gasp leaves your mouth and your fingers tightens on the tree.
the warmth of his cock against your walls when he pumps his cock in and out of you had you seeing stars, mouth agape and almost salivating at how good he dick felt in you.
like muscle memory, you reach behind yourself and push at his clothed chest when he slides on the way in, unintentionally trying to pull away from him and the pleasure. âwhere you going?â jake teases, accent thick while he pulls you back in place.
jake could barely hold on himself from how wet and warm you were around his cock. he grips the flesh of your ass and slowly pumps in and out of you, his soft lips agape while he makes pretty noises and faint grunts.
"you're fucking me so good, baby." you moan, head pounding with arousal.
"mhm." his small hum was shaky as he grabs your neck and pulls you against his chest. he buries himself into you, swallowing hard and clenches his eyes shut. "you feel so good.." he whimpers.
he's trying so hard to hold on and not cum. but it's so difficult, it's always so difficult with you. everything about you turns him on. especially in this moment. the way your legs shook every time he pushed himself into you. or the thought of having you bent over for him outside, for anyone to creep around and see.
when he thrusts into you again, your mouth hangs open in awe. your hands flies up to grip the ones on your neck, eyes fluttering and struggling to stay open.
you can look up at jake in this position, staring back at his dark eyes lovingly. despite everything being so dark, you still get wet looking at him. he looks back at you, wetting his lips with his tongue, "you look so pretty taking my dick.â his voice is shaky, words almost slurred.
he lets go of your neck and you whine loudly, throwing your hands on the tree again, bending over seductively. "keep fucking me." you whine. jake lets out a soft moans and grips your ass and starts pounding into you again, grabbing your arms while he punches breathless moans out of your lungs.
a loud, dreaded whine leaves your throat when you feel his tip in the deepest part of you, reaching parts nothing could reach. you're clenching hard around him. his cock is drenched in your wetness, creating wet, squelching sounds. it was all too fucking good.
"this your pussy, shit, don't stop.." that familiar knot in the pit of your stomach began to form and you could tell that jake was close from his shakier and heavier moans.
âah fuuuk.. i'm gonna cum.â his hips stutter, voice shivery as he whimpers and fills your womb full with his thick load, riding out his orgasm while you cum hard around him. as everything around you went dark, you could feel him rocking into you, riding out his own orgasm. "fuck.. i came so fast."
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Prologue
Before You read I'm letting you know again this is the first time I've ever written fan fiction so if it sucks I'm sorry. :( This does have swearing and mentions of death and blood. Also I think I'm just going to make batsis just a mix of Nami and Uraraka b/c idk how to incorporate Mitsuri into her. And if you watch mha or one piece I'm sorry if I don't make batsis accurate to both characters, even though I've watched both shows I feel like I'll mess it up somehow.
By the time you were born Bruce Wayne and his wife, your mother, had adopted Richard Grayson also known as the first robin or Dick. Your mother was heavily pregnant at the time and about to pop. But when the birth happened about a month later something went wrong, she lost too much blood and did make it. Overcome with grief Bruce nor Dick could look at you, because they couldnât see a daughter/sister all they would see was the thing that killed somebody whom they loved.Â
This caused Alfred to be the one who had named you because no one else would, so Alfred picked the name (y/n). He can remember how much your mom loved the name. But let's interrupt the sadness if you had to talk about your run in with your so called âfamilyâ it would be like thisâŚ
Dick would talk to you but itâs not like he enjoyed or wanted to so he made excuse after excuse to get out of talking with you. Like how heâd said â Iâm sorry (y/n) but Damian asked me to help him study you know how it is.â you knew he really meant training with Damian. another lie he'd say was âoh Iâm busy at the moment i'll catch you next time.â which was never.
Jason was a great brother. keyword was, when he first joined he loved to hang out with you even if you couldnât do much because you were a toddler. When he died no one told you well Alfred tried to explain that Jason would never come back but all it did was confuse you and made you start looking all around the manor for him hoping he would appear. When he did return you were 10 and wow was he an ass. When you tried to talk or bond with him like you used to heâd yell things like âgo the fuck awayâ or âstop being such a whiny princessâ God that man got irritated easily.
Tim, well you didnât really talk to him. I mean you tried to, he seemed to like similar things to you, like building and inventing gadgets. But all he did when you tried to talk to him was just look at you with disgust in his eyes. Well screw him too.Â
Now Damian what to say about this demon you're related to. The first time you met him was when you were 16, you were 2 years older than him. And kinda excited to meet someone other than Bruce you're related to by blood. God how blind you were. Damian had walked into the library while trying to find his way around the Wayne manor.
âOh hello Iâm (y/n) you must be Damian, Alfred had said you were to arrive some time today.â you had happily said to him. But he took one look at you and had the impression of who you were. âTch.â Was all that was said but you knew instantly he thought you were some weak defenseless bimbo.
Bruce, god how you hate being related to this man. As you could tell he practically seemed to blame you for your mothers death. Like how is it your fault, you couldn't control if she was going to live or die. Anyways the man seemed to not care for what you do and where you are. The media doesn't even know about you so why bother acting like he cares. But why do you care about what he thinks you can practically have done everything on your own. Some father he is.
Lastly Alfred. He's the man that practically raised you. He was there for you when you were younger but the older you got the more you pulled away from him. You love him but anytime you bad mouth any of you âfamilyâ he instantly defends them. You also have to remember he serves the whole family, not just you.
YIPPIE I FINALLY FINISHED IT (â§ââŚ) hopefully you guys liked it. Well thats it for rn buy :)
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babydaddy!rafe was doing one of his weekly visits.
he was on the phone when he walked in like he owned the place, because well â technically he did. heâd practically handed you one of his families properties the second you got pregnant and refused to live at the ever dysfunctional tanny hill. he figured it was an investment, he was certain it wouldnât be long before he was living there with you too anyway. you however, was making that plan very hard to come to light.
âjust have my shit, alright? youâ you know i could have someone else do your job in a second alright so, prove your worth to me⌠okay listen i gotta goâ at my girâ uh, at my fuckinâ⌠the mother of my daughters house. so i gotta go. email me.â heâs got the phone pressed to his ear between his cheek and shoulder as he counts a wad of money, almost in a caricature of himself. you bite your lip, awaiting him to finish up as you lead him to your room where your baby had just fallen asleep.
âhey.â he drawls with a small smile as he addresses you, pressing the cash into your hand. he did this every week, and at first you refused it â but heâd just transfer it to you on your bank app, not taking no for an answer, so you gave up fighting.
âhi.â your fingers brush his as you take it from him. âi tried to keep her awake to see you, im sorry. she had a late night.â you inform apologetically in a hushed tone, watching her father scroll over with a shrug, brushing a gentle hand over her tiny head, bending over to press a kiss to her cheek. she stirs but doesnât awaken, the familiar touch and smell of her father not disturbing enough to remove her from her sleep, at peace. this makes your heart ache. your little girl knew her dad too well.
âyeah, thatâs alright.â he stands back up, stuffing his hands in his pockets as he looks around the bedroom. you were always doing something new with the way you decorated, so he glances around â looking for something to use to converse with you. his face falls as his eyes land on something. now this, wasnât the type of conversation he was looking for.
âwhoâs uh, whoâs jacket is that?â he scratches his cheek, already holding that accusatory look in his gaze as he nods towards your vanity chair.
you turn, staring at the jacket, and at first your mind blanks. there was a few seconds where you did actually have no idea. all you knew, was that it was obviously a manâs jacket, hung almost domestically on the back of your chair like it was apart of the decor. rafe had already decided it looked too comfortable there.
âuhâŚâ you frown, and when he walks over and plucks it up between his fingers â tossing it demonstratively onto the bed without a word. when you get a good look at it, your face suddenly lights up in recognition. like you said, the baby didnât sleep too well last night â meaning you didnât sleep too well. you were a little slower than usual.
âoh! its the electricians. yeah, it was hot so i took his jacket for him. he mustâve left⌠it.â your voice trails off when you see the look on rafeâs face. heâs squinting out a glare of disbelief, releasing a scoff when you finish talking.
âyou really expect me to buy that line of shit? the electrician?â he drawls, stepping towards you.
âwhy would i lie? plus we â we arenât even togetherââ
âhey.â he interrupts and your eyes skip towards your sleeping baby in the cot and your breath hitches.
ârafe not here, câmon sheâs asleep i donât want her to hear us like this.â you plead and he licks his lips, glancing round at the cot before nodding towards the door, lugging his big body into the hallway. you sigh, checking on your girl before following him out, crossing your arms. ârafe.â
âso i pay for this house, i bring you money every week, and you got the nerve to have other guys in here? around my little girl? around you?â he tilts his head, crowding your space, voice more hushed now. you hate how your body reacts to him, instantly heating a little. as toxic as it was, hearing him act territorial told you that he still cared immensely and wouldnât suddenly get bored and leave you to your own devices. your lashes flutter a little as you exhale and it doesnât go unnoticed. âyou do it to make me jealous? huh? âcos i canât â i canât imagine that thereâs anyone out there thatâs lookinâ after you like i amâ alright, whoâs gonna pay those fuckinâ bills for you hm?â he takes a step closer and your eyes practically glaze over when your bodies brush one another. he takes the incentive to reach forward and put his hand up your silky night gown, cupping your cunt. of course, no panties. âwhos gonna fuck that needy lilâ pussy if itâs not me? huh? nah really, tell me?â he tilts his head, talking all low right in your ear making you mewl.
âit really was the electricians jacket!â you squeak, gripping his shirt in your clenched fists. you were so pent up.
âyou swear?â he licks his lips, eyes wide as they stare into your own.
âon my life, rafe.â you breathe desperately, and he knew you wouldnât ever swear on your life if you didnât mean it. it was just the kind of person you were. he takes his hands off you, holding them up as he licks his lips, eyeing you over.
âalright⌠aâight iâm sorry. just had a long day.â he apologises, seeming like heâs taking a moment to catch his breath. you continue to stare, thighs subtly shifting together. âyou got that baby monitor?â he blinks.
you nod frantically, knowing it was turned on most times. rafe rubs at his jawline, looking around before nodding in the direction of the living room. âright. okay⌠go lay down on that couch. sâclear you need something from me.â he commands with no room for argument before sauntering off ahead, adjusting himself in his pants.

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shelter


⥠jason todd x reader
⥠fluffy angst. Jason Todd questions his ability to love and be loved.
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There was a time when you could sleep through the night sounds without stirring - every siren, every shout from the sidewalk, every blaring alarm rolled off your body without so much as a toe twitch.
Nothing was the same anymore. Not since Jason had entered, since you discovered what he did at night, who he was. Now you heard the mice in the walls and the wind on the glass. Always hanging off some precipice, always wondering, asking. Tonight?
Was it worth it? Mostly.
So it's a restless sleep you're pulled from when your phone rings. It jerks you into a sitting position and has your heart punching bruises against your rib cage, your hand reaching to the nightstand to answer before it stops.
One deep breath, to calm your heart, though it doesn't have the desired effect. Your voice still trembles. "Hello?"
"Hey. Did I wake you up?"
Jason sounds the same. His voice is always rougher behind the mask, but the image of him in your head has him without it. Somewhere alone in the darkness of Gotham. You imagine an alley; you don't really know where he goes on these nighttime patrols.
"No," you lie. Your eyes dart to the television, asking if you're still watching? "I was a watching a movie. Where are you?"
He grunts, a noncommittal noise meant to be the answer you're looking for. "I didn't mean to. Sorry."
"It's fine anyway, Jay. I don't mind you waking me." You settle back against the pillows. Habit keeps the spot on the side of the window open for him. "Are you coming over tonight?"
"I don't know."
His words, their tone, wash over you like ice water. Fixing the blanket over your shoulders does nothing. But you don't ask, don't overstep the boundaries he keeps around himself. Don't know how yet.
You're not imagining him right.
Not an alley. He's in an apartment. It's trashed, holes in the fabric of the couch, mold on the walls, trash scattered across the floor. Aside from him, there are two others, a woman and a child. He doesn't know them, but he hurts for them: she's blissed out on some new drug, and the kid's asleep without a care or the knowledge of where the night had taken Jason, or why that even matters to a kid like him. He doesn't know the mistakes that have been made. Not until the sun rises.
He wants to believe it's everything that's happened to him, that's why he's so angry, why he sometimes feels like a million pieces of broken glass trying to fit together again. Why control feels like such a far-off thing, always out of reach. His hands react before the rest of him catch up, and he wants to act like it's everything else - his mother, his father, dying and coming back, Bruce - to blame.
Because if it's on him, then that means he has to be the one to admit it. He has to be the one to fix it.
"Jason." Your voice is soft, like a pillow against his ear. He's woken you up, he knows, and he hates himself for that. He shouldn't have called. Didn't want to talk anyway, but hearing you is fixing something inside him.
"Go back to bed," he says. "I have to take care of some things. You have work tomorrow?"
A little noise, hmm, from your pursed lips. He knows it, makes him smile. The woman nearby moans softly. "Maybe," you say. "Feeling like I might be getting sick, though. Maybe I should skip, just in case."
He's ruining you. Upending your life and throwing it off course, and how undeserving he was of that privilege. This needed an end. It would only get worse from here, and you would end up hating him, or dead.
That thought cuts like a light through the fog. Blinding. Consumes him, swirls in his skull. He looks up at the woman again, and how deserving he is of this scene - of this particular mess he's made, not even considering the kid in the other room who no longer has a father, soon won't have a family at all. Another life destroyed.
Can't destroy yours. This has to end and it has to be now. Better to be hated than speaking at your funeral.
Jason swallows. "I...we need to talk."
"Then come over," you say. "I miss you. I'm worried. You don't sound good."
The words don't come. He's not sure what to say.
"If something happened, you can tell me. Or not, if you're not feeling up to it. I'm not going to act like I understand or I know, like, the shit you do, but you need a space to talk, I'd like to be that space."
Again, he can't answer. He listens not just to your voice but to the sounds you make on the line: the bed complaining as you shift, the rustle of the blanket. And he decides, maybe not yet. Maybe a little longer.
Cruel, that. You deserve more. He can't give it.
"How much longer will you be?" You ask, as if this is the most normal thing.
"Might be morning before I get to you," Jason says. "Don't wait up."
You laugh, and he can't help but smile. "You're not the boss of me. Besides, I don't think I can fall back to sleep. Your fault. I'm not complaining though."
Just a little longer, then he'd figure out a clean break. "Alright. I'll try to be quick."
"Careful over quick, okay?"
"Yeah. Sure." His fingers tighten on his phone. There's words he wants to say but he knows he shouldn't, if only because it will make things worse in the end. "I'll see you soon."
"I'll be waiting. Be careful, Jay. I want you home."
Home. Was that you?
"I will. Go back to sleep," he says, again, for no reason. Bids you goodbye and hangs up finally to deal with the situation in front of him. More lives he's about to ruin.
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The sun is shaking sleep from her eyes by the time Jason makes it to you, appearing on your fire escape with a soft thud. The sound pulls you from your show, and you watch his grand entrance: prying open your window and slipping inside, still in uniform, mask and hood concealing his face. You leave the warmth of the bed to help him undress wordlessly, and retrieve from your closet clothes he's left here.
"Sorry I'm late." He tugs on a pair of sweatpants while you catefully arrange his uniform on the armchair by the window.
"Better late than never." You close the distance between the two of you, wrapping your arms around his waist before standing on tiptoes to kiss him. "Tired?"
He nods. "Long night."
That's all he'll tell you, and for now you have no option but to accept it. It's fine.
You wonder what he thinks, as he slips into bed with your, pulls the covers up and you into his arms. What goes through his head. Tonight, he smells like iron and gunpowder, like he does so many nights. Maybe that's part of it; there's things he's done he doesn't want forgiveness for. How do you deal with a man like that? One who sees himself in the most undeserving light?
It's confusing, and there were times to give it up, but those have long passed. Now his future is mapped on yours.
You brush your fingers lightly over the scar that cuts down the center of his abdomen. "I love you, Jason," you whisper, words light kisses to his neck.
He hugs you tighter. He won't say it, and that, too, is fine for now. There is always tomorrow, and there always will be.
In time, sleep will come for you both: you first, then Jason. But for now he lays awake, holding you as your lips part and eyes close, your body relaxing into exhaustion again. He thinks about too many things. Can't calm his thoughts.
But maybe there is tomorrow. Maybe for now, you can be his home.
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DON'T LIE, I'M PERFECT AND YOU LOVE ME luka
Luka really wants to take a nap after a long day of being exploited and being a pain in the ass to every human around him, but your priorities (pissing him off) come first!
WC: ~600
Your boyfriend, visibly exhausted, miserably slumps his upper body onto his bed and his knees collapse. Bundled under mounds of thick blankets, you reach an arm out to ruffle Lukaâs blond hair, brushing through his wavy locks and petting his head like a dog. You snicker at the sight of his face contorting after realizing what youâre doing, lazily swiping your hand away and grunting before coughing into his arm.Â
It takes you a few moments to inch over to where Luka lays. You didnât want to sacrifice the comfort of being suffocated and melting into your bed until youâre a pile of sweat and nasty mulch. His eyes slowly flutter shut and his breathing slows but the uncomfortable position heâs in acts as a barrier between him and falling into a deep sleep. However, it takes too much energy to try to pull Luka fully onto the mattress, but what doesnât take much energy is disrupting the rest he needs. You arenât planning on getting the title of âNumber One Lover of a Superstarâ and you hadnât seen him the entire day since you both had woken up; you deserve this, you reason to yourself.Â
Under your fingertips, you switch between prodding and poking his pale cheeks until they warm and bloom into a faint pink. Luka tries his best to make you stop, puffing his cheeks and intertwining your fingers together but you retaliate by grabbing his face and watching him deflate. It gives you a slight ego boost when he gives up and chooses to throw his lanky limbs over you, adding his heavy bodyweight over the mass of your blankets.
âHow was your day of terrorizing the music industry?â you ask, immediately returning to pinching his cheeks.Â
âI donât need to terrorize anyone. Everyone already knows that Iâm a fan favorite.â
âYeah because I totally hallucinated you having at least ten different tabs about Mizi and you werenât writing in a notebook titled âEvil and Devious Masterplanâ. Youâre embarrassing when you beef with people eight years younger than you.â
âGod forbid a man has hobbies.â
âYeah I really hate it. Stick to singing and looking cute. Only I deserve to see your evil. It makes me feel special when you arenât exposing yourself to everyone.â
âYou make it sound like Iâm flashing the public.â
âYou pretty much are. Your dick and bad personality are the same thing.â
âYouâre so mean to me,â Luka whines in which you stick your tongue out at him in response. âIâm an innocent man who can do nothing bad. Ever. And here I am, being mistreated by the one who is supposed to love me until and beyond death. What did I do to deserve this?â
âOkay, okay, Iâm sorry Luka,â you press a kiss to his sore, red cheek, letting your lips linger on his skin before hugging him tighter. At the same time, you ignore the fact that he is a thirty year old man throwing a minor tantrum over you having fun being insufferable the same way he does on a daily basis. âAnyways, can I bite your face? I have a really bad urge to do that right now. Actually, I donât need your permission.â
âHey! I have a show tomorrow, you know? My fans are going to be disappointed if I appear with teeth marks on my face. What will the public thinkâow!â
âHehe, youâre so cute like this.â
âAt least bite the other side to even it out,â Luka sighs and turns his head.Â
âI knew you loved me.â
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guilty as sin

18+. mdni. smut, mentions of alcohol and drugs. harrington!reader x eddie;)
eddie shouldnât even be entertaining his best friends sister, but when one thing leads to another.. he canât help himself.
um hello! i hope you all had a good christmas and new year!!! iâm terribly sorry for not posting but christmas is always a crazy time and writing becomes the least of my worries.. but iâm back (hopefully)!!! got some steddie x reader brewing that i genuinely really like
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eddie fucking hates these parties.Â
he hates the smug girls that only look at him when they want something. he hates the boys and their fake leather jackets.Â
but he doesnât hate coming out of said parties a couple hundred dollars richer.Â
he skirted around the edges, taking their cash and leaving before things ever got too much. everyone had heard what happens at a billy hargrove party and eddie wasnât keen on sticking around long enough to witness it.Â
he lurks in the hall, a line of supercilious kids await his party favours, girls that would definitely fuck him for half a gram of his finest white powder.Â
eddie wasnât like that, he preferred a flush of president jacksonâs in his pocket instead.Â
he glances up at the empty hall and thatâs when he spots a familiar skulking face.Â
steve would kill you for ever stepping foot in this hellscape, eddieâs astounded youâd even try.Â
billy didnât like steve, or eddie really, for that matter. he just tolerated his presence for his assets. thereâs no telling how heâd react to steveâs younger sister floating around his party.Â
âwhatâre you doing here?â he steps over, deciding to take over the overprotective position for steve tonight.Â
your eyes look guilty, and then narrow, as if to question his audacity to even ask.Â
âiâm partying, whatâre you doing here?â
âselling weed to schmucks like billy hargrove,â nodding towards the testosterone filled man, hovering around like he was something special, âyou should go home.â
âyou should fuck off,â scoffing at his efforts, as pitiful they were. âiâm not a kid anymore eddie,â taking an elongated sip from the red cup your grasped.Â
âyeah i can see that,â glancing at your rather revealing outfit, letting his gaze slip to your cleavage just once.Â
he wasnât going to pretend you werenât attractive, heâd made enough lewd, only half-joking comments about you to steve before.Â
âyou should get a life eddie,â snide and weirdly endearing, slipping past him to filter into the party, and away from his prying eyes.
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he should go home. heâs made enough money for tonight, and this is all due to start getting weird any minute now.Â
and yet, he just canât, in good conscience leave you here. especially not after watching billy sneak his arm around your shoulder, his lips dangerously close to your soft cheek.Â
eddie couldâve sworn he only looked away for a minute, dealing with some bonehead looking to short him, but it had all erupted in the millisecond he wasnât watching you.Â
âdonât fucking touch me!â a piercing shriek comes from behind him, alerting the entire party to the altercation.Â
itâs you, billy trailing behind not long after. heâd say heâs never seen you so furious but that would be a lie, he had, many a times seen you like this. mostly when steve ate something youâd wanted or that time heâd told your dad about you sneaking out of your window.Â
âoh câmon,â billy squawks, tommy hagan peering out of the door like the loser he was, âi wasnât even touching you, not yet anyway,â his smug grin taking over his face.Â
âand you never will!â disgust rippling through your voice, arms crossed tight over your chest.Â
âdonât be so frigid,â sneering his upper lip, âfrom what iâve heard, it doesnât seem to run in the family,â a wisecrack about steveâs community dick no doubt.Â
âoh yeah, iâm sure you know all about my brother, freak.â
âyeah yeah, get the fuck out of here, dumb bitch,â storming back inside the house and past eddie who had carefully positioned himself just beside the doorway.Â
eddie feels he has some moral duty to fulfil, traipsing outside after billy had pushed his way back past, âwhatâd i tell you?â
âoh great!â you exclaim, ânot you too, didnât i tell you to fuck off?â
he takes it on the chin, your words meant very little, after all heâd become accustomed to them having been caught in the crossfire of yours and steveâs arguments plenty of times.Â
âcâmon,â practically ordering you around, âiâll take you home,â walking backwards while beckoning for you to follow him to his van.Â
you stare stern faced for a second, realising that eddie was your best bet to get back across town.Â
âfine,â huffing as you oblige, glaring back at the roaring party one last time before slipping inside.Â
itâs no doubt that someone will feed all of tonightâs happenings back to steve, especially where billy hargrove and his little sister were involved.Â
âwhyâd you even go?â eddie starts when youâre on the road, deciding that you canât jump out while heâs driving. Â
âbecause i wanted to party, is that okay with you?â scooting as far away as possible, pressed against the door.Â
âright.. sure,â deciding to no longer entertain the conversation. he wasnât steve and he had no intention of ever becoming him either.Â
the rest of the drive is mostly on silence, up until he reaches the end of your street; âdo you wanna come in?â
he risks a glance over, your features settled and friendly once more.Â
âwhat?â
steve was out, presumably all night, with christina, his new plaything. eddie had helped him pick out a shirt, only for his choice to go completely ignored.Â
âdo you want to come inside? itâs pretty simple,â staring back expectantly, like he was the one suddenly trying to form a friendship after youâd shunned him.Â
âisnât anyone home?â
âno, no oneâs home, theyâre never home,â pouting slightly. eddie knew all too well how often you and steve were left to fend for yourselves, theyâd taken advantage of your empty house enough as teenagers.Â
he hesitates for far too long, â-or donât, iâm just being polite eddie,â getting out of his van in a huff. you were just like steve, a real child when things didnât go your way. the signature harrington move, and it exhausted him no end.Â
âjesus fucking christ,â he exclaims to the empty van, ambling up the long drive right beside you, âyou canât tell steve about any of this,âÂ
your eyes roll back, glaring into the cracked window, âas if.âÂ
ouch.Â
he exhales, cruising into the empty parking space before hopping out. he has this rumbling gut feeling that something bad is about to happen and yet, he canât help but follow you into the house.Â
flicking the light on to illuminate the sad, lonely building, heading straight for upstairs. you had invited him to just leave him here, questioning his life choices.Â
âhelp yourself, i know you know where everything is,â striding up the stairs to your bedroom, reminding him of many nights he and steve helped themselves to your dadâs whiskey, throwing the empty bottles over the fence in a bid to hide the evidence.Â
what else do you know about? you and steve were close but surely not that close. but he knows his friend and he knows how much of a gossip he is.Â
you probably knew everything, how he fumbled chrissy and have been sorely single ever since, how his band are taking time apart to figure things out, steve was just the type of guy to tell you it all.Â
eddie does help himself, getting two glasses from the shelf and whatever bottle he reckons your dad wonât miss too much before walking over to the gigantic, and honestly, uncomfortable couch.Â
this felt wrong, like he was doing something naughty and deceitful. maybe he was, come to think of it. steve wouldnât exactly be thrilled to walk into whatever this is, heâs sure.Â
you reemerge, changing from your revealing outfit into some equally as revealing pajamas. huh.Â
he canât figure you out. maybe you were just tricking him, a stupid joke steve had put you up to.Â
âhow much did you make?â coming to sit on the far side of the couch, grabbing the other glass heâd carefully poured.Â
eddie buffers, debating whether telling you was the right or worst thing he could do. he supposes youâve got enough money, so you wouldnât want that. steve too.Â
âcouple hundred,â shrugging nonchalantly, as if it wasnât some of the best heâs had in months, âtrick is to always undersell them,â tapping his temple, âtheyâre too stupid to tell the difference.âÂ
âso, what youâre trying to say is that youâre a scam artist?â sipping haughtily on the bitter whiskey, crossing your leg in some sort of power play.Â
âno- no, i mean, itâs billy-,â stopping only when you reach over and place your hand on his arm.Â
âiâm joking eddie.âÂ
his eyes fall to your hand, he canât recall if youâve ever touched him before. why does it feel like that? like he wants your hand to shift further over and grab his thigh instead.Â
âyeah, i know that,â opting to clear his throat instead of letting his thoughts tumble out of his mouth.Â
âgood,â smiling with the corner of your mouth, giving his arm a squeeze for good measure.Â
âso.. what were you doing with billy anyway?â tipping his head back to allow the rest of the liquor to slip easily down his throat, âdidnât think you were into guys like that?âÂ
keep it fucking cool eddie.Â
jesus christ.Â
heâs trying, and subsequently failing, to keep his head straight.Â
youâre unrelenting, keeping your eyes trained on his and the your fingers wrapped around the glass.Â
cruel.Â
inexplicably cruel.Â
âbillyâs not really my type,â sliding your finger around the rim of your glass, âi like them to be friends with my brother at least,â shrugging, completely smug behind your glass.Â
eddieâs eyebrows knit together, he thinks heâs picking up what youâre putting down but he canât be sure.Â
you look up from your half-drunk whisky, eyes low and hooded, charged with a little something that definitely shouldnât be there right now.Â
âoh,â his lips curating the perfect âoâ.Â
this was a cruel prank, a master plan youâd thought up from the minute youâd seen him earlier.Â
exhaling softly when he doesnât immediately make a move, back to the petulant child act he despised so much.
the couch dips, eddieâs eyes watch your legs march past him, displeased that he hadnât leapt at the chance to ruin his friendship.
âare you gonna come with me or are you just gonna sit there all night?â poised on the bottom step, knowing full well that youâd already won.Â
eddie looks up, hoping for some guidance from whoever it was that resided up there, only to be met with the stark white ceiling. itâs grounding almost, only almost, because he swears he can make out the faintest yes in the cascading shadows. if there were ever a sign from above, this must be it.Â
ah fuck.Â
his feet make the decision for him, climbing up the staircase with far too much enthusiasm. this was a bad, horrendously stupid decision.Â
he knows which room is yours, the door ajar, inviting him in, tempting him to waters he definitely shouldnât even ponder treading in.Â
eddie takes a moment to really consider whether this was the right choice, whether being balls deep in steveâs younger sister was truly worth the shit that would inevitably follow.Â
yes, yes it was.Â
he pushes the door open, you stand on the other side, no longer fully clothed, your silhouette projected onto the wall behind. thereâs an attempt to move forward but his knees fail him, turning to jelly at the sight of you.Â
âjesus christ,â exhaling deep into his palm, flashing images of steveâs fist pummelling into his face flash before his eyes, only for a brief second. not long enough to have any consequence on what heâs about to do.Â
âstop staring and do something.â
he takes his time, stepping closer and closer until heâs about to touch you, a force or maybe his own self-doubt stopping him in his tracks.Â
âam i gonna regret this?â
âprobably,â nodding innocently.Â
eddie nudges his forehead against yours, letting a sigh slip past his lips. this would go one of two ways; steve would never find out and youâd all live in blissful ignorance for the rest of your lives or, steve would find out and heâd bury eddie in the woods behind your house.Â
fuck it.Â
eddieâs prepared to take that risk, barrelling forward to connect your lips, almost knocking you off of your feet.Â
your arms interlock around his neck almost immediately, closing the distance between your bodies as you press against his torso. stumbling over one anotherâs feet to get to the bed, a rushed, hungry ordeal.Â
because now heâs done it, now heâs done the one thing he shouldâve never have done, heâs raring to go. hard as fuck with a guilty conscience which feels anything but right.Â
youâre sprawled back onto the mattress, pulling him down over your body before he can even think to pull away.Â
youâre intoxicating, moving carefully against him, every next move more calculated than the last. like when your lips move from his to graze against his ear, sucking and nibbling your way down the length of his neck. itâs masterful, and slightly evil.Â
god fucking damn it.Â
heâs not supposed to like this. heâs not supposed to think about this for the rest of his pathetic little life but he knows he will be, certain heâll be craving this forever.Â
your fingers work at the button on his jeans, grazing purposefully over his erection, drawing obscenities from his gasping lips.Â
his jeans are off and onto the floor alongside your panties in a hasty rush, the feel of your pillowy thighs slide over his ribcage, allowing him in closer, much closer.Â
âsteveâs definitely not coming back tonight, right?â just needing to make sure one last time. even if you said yes, heâs not sure heâs be able to pull himself away at this point.Â
âcan you stop talking about my brother while youâre about to fuck me?âÂ
immediately understood. pressing another fiery kiss to your wetted lips, to both shut you and himself up.Â
you sigh into his mouth, intertwining your hands at the nape of his neck, thighs hugging his waist as your head lols back against the pillow.Â
eddie slides his hand from your waist to your hip, he wants to say it feels unnatural and weird but it really doesnât. it feels as if his calloused fingers were made to hold you against the mattress, like his lips slotted perfectly against yours.Â
you shudder when he places his tip at your glistening entrance, keening your hips to ensure he really couldnât go back.Â
âjesusfuckingchrist,â heaving all of his words out in one as slides inside, fingernails using your skin as leverage, keeping him on this earth.Â
âohh.. wow,â you breathe, pulling on the roots of his wild hair, your thighs squeezing him in closer.Â
if this was so wrong, why did it feel so good?
heâs not exactly the playboy your brother is but heâs got some idea about how otherworldly this felt.Â
the gentle slap of his balls against your soaked cunt feel criminal to hear in this room, a whirlwind of gasps and mutterings of expletives fill his ears.Â
your hair frames your face like some sort of halo, though you were the furthest thing from an angel. your gaze keeping him in this realm, heavy though your eyes flutter with every thrust, every nudge of his cock against your cervix.Â
âfuck- sl-slower eddie,â panting softly into his ear, delicate fingers tracing his scalp.Â
his strokes grow weary, slowing down as you ask, though much too close to climax to really notice.Â
leaving behind fingerprint shaped bruises on your hip from his ironclad grip, cock stretching your pretty cunt. eddie canât decide between looking at your face or the space between you, enamoured by the slight buck of your hips, the ways your lips mime unintelligible babble.Â
âl-like this?â he asks, flickering back to your face. your nod of approval was all he needed to keep going, placing a hasty, messy kiss to the side of your mouth, making out with your puffy bottom lip as you whine against him.Â
âfeel so good.. shit- âm gonna cum sweet girl,â stumbling through his words, a mess of bleary eyes and nonsensical thoughts.Â
your mewls grow louder, echoing around the empty house, no long meeting his gaze, too overwhelmed with your own climax to care.Â
âwhe- where?â losing his train of thought as you come undone around him, husky growls that deaden his pathetic pleas.Â
you donât respond with words, only shaking your head to indicate anywhere but inside. having sex with you was one thing, getting you pregnant would be an entirely different feat.Â
eddie pulls out, thankfully, painting your heaving stomach with his release, only to collapse in a heap beside you. the weight of what he had just done had not yet hit him but knows itâs about to.Â
your breathing slows, turning your head in his direction, without a single word spoken you sit up, leaving him to recover.Â
âsh-should i go?â eddie proceeds with caution, this was already too far, he didnât want to overstep and assume youâd like to spend the night with him too.Â
âno eddie, you should sleep here,â you sigh, swinging your legs from the bed, âsteve wonât be back before iâm awake,â padding over to the door, flashing him a smile before disappearing.Â
he lays there, staring at the shadows on the ceiling, making shapes out of the illumination of your fairy lights. he canât get over the stark contrast between your room and steveâs, and how damn clean your bed smelt.Â
you come back, smelling vaguely of mint as you slip back under the covers, twisting your body to face him.Â
âi can trust you, canât i?â lashes cascading over your cheeks with every blink.Â
eddie can only nod, held captive by your glossy gaze and slight pout, a puppet really. he wouldnât tell steve, not ever.Â
he falls asleep with one hand on your hip, tracing vague patterns onto the skin, dreaming of a future where this wouldnât ultimately get him killed, one where he could have this, have you whenever he wanted.
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eddie wakes to an empty bed, surrounded by decorative cushions and stuffies. heâd only ever seen the inside of your room a handful of times and now heâd slept here.
heâs terrified to get up, too afraid heâll bump into steve in the hallway and have to awkwardly explain why heâs coming out of your room. or why heâs even here at all, come to think of it.Â
itâs a slow, groaning descent out of bed and down to the kitchen where he thinks he can hear you tinkering around, getting redressed in the process, petrified that it was steve or even your dad instead.Â
he peaks around the corner, holding his breath just in case, only to find you at the island, coffee and toast laid out in front.Â
âoh.. steveâs still not back?â proceeding with great caution. youâd cleared the glasses from the table and replaced the whiskey, making sure there were no signs of any foul play.Â
ânope,â looking from your book, same glint in your eye, âyou can relax.. you stayed in the guest room, you were too fucked up to drive and i said you could crash here⌠remember?âÂ
eddie nods instinctively, heâd do anything you asked, he fears.Â
as if on cue, the front door swings open and you share one last glance before steve inevitably steam rolls into the kitchen and demands to know why eddieâs van is parked in his drive.Â
your brother looks.. disheveled, peaking around into the kitchen with the same shirt he had worn last night and his jacket over his shoulder.Â
ânow what the fuck are you doing here?â immediately pointing fingers, walking into the kitchen with the air of a man who had just gotten laid.Â
and well, he wasnât the only one with a bounce in his step this morning.Â
eddie seizes up, staring at steve with widened eyes. heâd fallen at the first, measly hurdle.Â
â-i said he could stay,â you interject, saving the day, âhe showed up thinking youâd be back, way way too fucked up to drive,â rolling your eyes, the final nail in the coffin to really sell this shit.Â
a professional.
touchĂŠ.Â
âoh,â steve nods, still floating on his high to pay too much attention, âwhatâve i told you about smoking on your own supply?â clapping his hand on eddieâs shoulder, jolting him out of his frozen state.Â
eddie chuckles along, he could keep up with this lie easily, it wasnât exactly a rare occurrence for him.Â
âwhere were you last night anyway?â expertly changing the subject, using a snide sip of coffee to hide your smirk.Â
âif you must know,â clicking his tongue against the backs of his teeth, âi was with christina,â a twinkle in his eye and a tone that only came after getting his dick wet.Â
eddieâd sure heâd be the same if he could even muster the courage to speak, too terrified of the truth to even dare usher a word.Â
âyou stay in my room?â nudging eddieâs elbow, âdonât tell me i gotta change my sheets too,â much too jokey to have any inclination of the truth.Â
âi set him up in the guest room, no fucking way would i step foot in your room,â snarling your upper lip, putting on a real performance.Â
âwow,â steve remarks, taking the other slice of toast from your plate to immediately shove into his mouth, âyou did all that for eddie?â spraying his crumbs over the counter.Â
âyeah, i take care of him steve, donât worry,â and you do, or did. because it can never happen again, there was no way heâd allow himself to commit such sins again.Â
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can i request a fic where, after the reader's girlfriend breaks up with him, his elder sister jiwoo (tripleS) comforts him and they end up fucking đđťđđť
STILL THINKING ABOUT HER?
TripleS Jiwoo x Male Reader

AN: Surprise! Finished this super fast! Hope you guys could still wait for the others!
It started with the sound of your bedroom door creaking openâslow, careful, like whoever was on the other side wasnât sure if they should be walking in at all.
You didnât move.
The room was dark, but the faint hallway light outlined her silhouette perfectly: soft curves in an oversized hoodie, one hand clutching the doorframe, the other holding what looked like a can of Coke.
âHey,â Jiwooâs voice was low, casual, but laced with concern. âYou good?â
You scoffed quietly, buried in your pillow. âWhat do you think?â
She stepped in anyway. No knock, no permission. Just Jiwoo being Jiwooâyour dadâs new wifeâs daughter. Technically your step-sister, but you barely saw each other as family. You hadnât grown up together. She moved in only a year ago.
And now she was in your room, sitting on your bed like it was hers.
âI heard about Seoyun,â she said after a pause. âShe really broke up with you by text?â
You rolled onto your back, arm flung across your forehead. âYeah. Just⌠three sentences. âItâs not working. Iâm sorry. Donât text me again.ââ
Jiwoo made a soundâhalf laugh, half snort. âWow. Cold bitch move.â
âSheâs not a bitch,â you muttered defensively.
Jiwoo raised an eyebrow. âYouâre defending her after that? Wow. You really were in deep.â
You didnât reply. You hated how easily she got under your skin, but⌠you hated even more how right she usually was.
She kicked off her slippers and folded her legs, sitting cross-legged next to you. You could smell her perfumeâlight, citrusy, familiar from passing her in the hallway or brushing past her in the kitchen. She reached out and ran her fingers through your hair like sheâd done it a thousand times.
You froze.
âYou know,â she murmured, ânot to make it about me, but⌠I always thought Seoyun was kind of boring. Pretty, sure. But zero personality. Like⌠if tofu were a person.â
You rolled your eyes. âThanks for the comfort.â
âI am comforting you,â Jiwoo said innocently. âJust⌠in my own way.â
Her hand didnât stop movingâfingertips tracing your scalp, a gentle scratch at the nape of your neck. You hated how good it felt.
âWhy do you care, anyway?â you asked, not looking at her.
She clicked her tongue. âBecause youâre moping. And I live here. And itâs annoying.â
You huffed.
âAnd maybe,â she added with a smirk, âI like you better when youâre not acting like a kicked puppy.â
You finally glanced at herâand she was already staring. Her eyes locked with yours, and for the first time, you realized how close she was sitting. Her thigh was brushing yours, the hoodie slipping off one shoulder, exposing soft skin and the strap of her tank top underneath.
âWhatâre you looking at?â she teased, tilting her head.
You looked away quickly. âNothing.â
âOhhh, donât lie,â she grinned. âWere you staring at my shoulder? Thatâs so scandalous.â
âJiwooâŚâ
âOr was it the bra strap?â she whispered, leaning closer, lips inches from your ear. âYou do know Iâm not wearing pants, right?â
You swallowed hard. She wasnât. Just a long hoodie. Maybe underwear under there, maybe not.
âI thought you came to comfort me,â you said stiffly, trying to control your breathing.
âI am comforting you,â she purred. âDonât you feel better already?â
Your heart was racing. You sat up a little, leaning on your elbows, but Jiwoo didnât move. If anything, she leaned in moreânose brushing your cheek.
âYou donât have to do this,â you said softly. âYouâre just teasing, right?â
Jiwoo smiled. A slow, knowing, wicked smile. âMaybe I started teasing. But maybeâŚâ Her hand slid down your chest, over your shirt, then lower, trailing along your stomach. âMaybe I got curious.â
You caught her wrist. âJiwoo.â
She paused, but didnât pull away. âJust say the word,â she whispered. âAnd Iâll stop.â
You hesitated.
Then let go of her wrist.
ââŚDonât stop.â
She was on top of you in seconds.
Lips crashing into yours, warm and soft, her hands sliding under your shirt like sheâd been dying to touch you for years. You kissed her backâhard. Months of frustration, heartbreak, lonelinessâall pouring into the heat between your mouths.
Jiwoo moaned into the kiss, grinding against you. âMmm. There he is. Thatâs the real you.â
Your hands found her thighs, bare and warm under the hoodie, and pulled her closer. She gasped when you pushed up against her.
âYouâre already hard?â she grinned. âGod, your ex was such a waste. Bet she didnât even suck you properly.â
You groaned. âWhy are you so dirty?â
She bit your neck playfully. âBecause I know you like it.â
Then her hand was slipping under your waistbandâfingers wrapping around you. You gasped, hips bucking into her palm.
âFuck, Jiwooââ
She licked her lips. âShh. Let your big sister take care of you.â
That shouldnât have turned you on more. But it did.
She slid down your body, tugging your pants down with one hand, her eyes never leaving yours. âLet me see how heartbroken you really are, baby.â
She went down on you slowly, deliberatelyâtongue teasing, lips curling into a smirk every time you gasped or cursed her name. She loved the control. Loved the way your hands tangled in her hair, the way your thighs tensed with every motion.
When you finally couldnât take it anymore and pulled her up, kissing her hard, she only laughed breathlessly against your lips.
âYou gonna fuck your big sister now, huh?â she teased. âGonna cry on my shoulder and cum in me all in the same night?â
âYouâre insane,â you muttered.
Jiwoo winked. âYou love it.â
You did. God help you, you did.
Your hands gripped her hips like a lifeline as she slid down on you, inch by inch. Jiwoo gasped when you bottomed out inside her, eyes fluttering shut for a moment as her body trembled slightly from the stretch.
âF-fuckâJiwooââ you groaned, barely able to breathe. She was tight, hot, soaking wet. Every part of her clenched around you like she was made for thisâfor you.
Jiwoo opened her eyes again slowly, lips curled into that same smug, wicked smile. âYeah?â she breathed, grinding her hips in a slow, devastating circle. âThat good already?â
Your head tipped back into the pillow as a guttural moan left your throat. âYou feel⌠so fucking good.â
Her nails scratched lightly down your chest. âYou think your little high school girlfriend could take you this deep?â She sank down again deliberately, drawing another strangled moan from you. âHuh, baby?â
âDonât talk about herââ
âWhy not?â she whispered, leaning forward, her hands on your chest for balance. âYouâre inside me now. Not her. She didnât deserve this cockâI do.â
She started moving faster, hips lifting and dropping in a rhythm that sent lightning through your spine. The slapping sound of skin meeting skin filled the roomâwet, filthy, intimate.
Your fingers dug into the soft flesh of her ass, guiding her movements now. She let you take over for a moment, panting, flushed, letting you thrust up into her. Her hoodie slid up, exposing her stomach, then her bare chest. She wasnât wearing anything underneath.
You reached up to cup her breasts, fingers brushing her nipples, and she gaspedâthen laughed breathlessly.
âGod, youâre desperate,â she teased, biting her lip as she rode you harder. âYou gonna cry again? Or are you just gonna fill me up like a good little brother?â
You pulled her down into a kissâsloppy, deep, tongues clashing. She moaned into your mouth as you rolled your hips up, fucking her deeper, harder.
Her rhythm started to break. Her body trembled again, this time not from teasing, but from the steady build toward release.
âAhâfuckâyouâre hitting so deepââ Jiwoo choked out, head falling to your shoulder. âShit, baby, youâre gonna make meââ
You flipped her before she could finish the sentenceârolling her onto her back, still buried inside her. Jiwoo let out a surprised laugh, then moaned when you slammed back in.
âWhoaâsomeoneâs getting bold,â she breathed, wrapping her legs around your waist. âSo rough all of a sudden⌠is this how you fuck your ex in your head?â
You stared down at her, breath ragged. âNo. This is all for you.â
That shut her upâfor a second.
Her voice was breathless, high-pitched, whiny now. âThen donât stop. Donât you dare fucking stop.â
You didnât.
You kept thrusting, harder now, the bed creaking beneath you, her nails clawing into your back as she got louder, more desperate.
âJiwooâfuckâIâm closeââ
âInside,â she gasped. âDonât pull outâI want it. I want all of it.â
You slammed into her faster, your rhythm turning frantic as your climax approached.
âJiwooâ!â
âCum for me, babyâfill your big sister up, fuckââ
You exploded inside her with a growl, hips jerking as your release overtook you. Jiwoo cried out beneath you, arching her back, body shuddering as she came tooâlegs locked around you, holding you in as deep as possible.
You collapsed onto her, both of you soaked in sweat and panting, your heart pounding in your ears.
She ran a hand through your hair, laughing softly.
âWell,â she whispered, kissing your cheek, âI think I win Best Comforter of the Year.â
You kissed her again, dazed.
ââŚYouâre insane.â
Jiwoo grinned.
âBut I made you forget her, didnât I?â
The smell of eggs woke you before the sun did.
You blinked, barely registering the mess of clothes scattered across your floor. Jiwooâs hoodie was hanging off the corner of your bed, your boxers were inside out on the floor, and the faint soreness in your thighs reminded you that last night hadnât been a dream.
Holy shit.
You really fucked your step-sister.
And she really enjoyed it.
You dragged yourself out of bed, tossing on sweats and a shirt, and padded barefoot to the kitchen.
Jiwoo was already at the stove. She was wearing your hoodie now â sleeves too long, hem barely covering the curve of her ass, and absolutely nothing else. She flipped eggs with one hand and sipped orange juice with the other.
She glanced at you with a lazy smile. âMorning, loverboy.â
You froze. âJiwooâdonât say stuff like that.â
âWhat? Too soon?â she smirked. âShould I have waited till after breakfast to call you that?â
You sat at the counter, rubbing your face. âThis is insane. What if someone finds out?â
âRelax,â she said, sliding a plate in front of you. âDad's on a business trip and Momâs doing yoga in Jeju. Weâve got the house to ourselves for a whole weekend.â
âThatâs not the point,â you muttered.
Jiwoo leaned in, lips brushing your ear. âYou didnât seem so worried about that when you were balls deep in me last night.â
You nearly choked on your orange juice.
âJesusâJiwoo.â
She giggled and pulled back. âYouâre cute when youâre flustered.â
You glared at her. âYouâre seriously not weirded out?â
She took a slow bite of egg, chewing with a thoughtful hum. âWe're not blood-related. Youâre hot. Iâm bored. You needed to forget your ex. And I like making you squirm.â She licked her fork. âSo no. Iâm not weirded out.â
You said nothing. Just stared at your food.
âStill thinking about her?â Jiwoo asked softly.
You glanced up.
She wasnât smirking anymore. Her eyes were darker nowâwatching you carefully.
ââŚNot really,â you admitted.
She smiled. âGood.â
You escaped to the bathroom after breakfast, needing to wash off the confusionâand the scent of sex still lingering on your skin.
You peeled off your clothes and turned the shower on, stepping under the spray. The hot water felt like absolution.
Until the door creaked open.
You turned fast. âJiwoo?!â
She was leaning against the frame, arms crossed under her chest, wearing the same damn hoodie.
âWhat the hellâcanât I get ten minutes alone?â
Jiwoo walked in slowly, shutting the door behind her with a quiet click.
âYou sure you wanna be alone?â she asked, voice low. âYou looked like you were about to cry again.â
You stepped back as she approached the fogged-up glass.
âJiwoo. Iâm literally naked.â
She raised an eyebrow. âSo? You think I didnât see all of you last night?â Her fingers hooked under the hoodie and peeled it off slowly, dropping it to the tile.
She wasnât wearing anything.
You swallowed hard. âJiwooâwhat are you doing?â
She stepped into the shower with you, not even blinking as the water soaked her hair and skin. She was glistening nowâwet and beautiful and way too close.
âIâm helping you forget,â she whispered. âClearly, one round wasnât enough.â
You backed up until your back hit the tile. Jiwoo didnât stop.
Her hand wrapped around your shaft before you even realized you were getting hard again.
âYou say her name once,â Jiwoo murmured, âand I stop.â
You looked at herâcompletely soaked, lips parted, eyes burning into yoursâand said nothing.
ââŚThatâs what I thought.â
Jiwoo sank to her knees in the shower, water streaming down her face and breasts. Her lips wrapped around the tip of your cock and you nearly lost balance. The heat of her mouth, the suction, the way her tongue curled under youâ
âF-fuckâJiwooââ
She moaned around you, fingers curling around the base as she took you deeper, slower, more purposeful this time. Her eyes never left yours. She was proving somethingâand you were losing the argument.
Your hands braced against the wall as your hips twitched. âIâm gonnaâJiwoo, Iâm gonnaââ
She pulled off with a wet pop and looked up at you, face soaked in water and spit. âNot yet.â
She stood and turned around, pressing her palms against the glass wall of the shower, her ass arching toward you.
âYouâre not done making me forget, are you?â she asked sweetly.
You didnât answer.
You grabbed her hips and slid inside in one thrust. Jiwoo let out a long, desperate moan.
âOh fuck, thatâs itâyesâjust like thatââ
You pounded into her, harder now, water splashing with every thrust, steam rising between your bodies. Her ass bounced against your hips with every movement, and the way she clenched around you made your head spin.
âYouâre gonna wreck me,â she whimpered, voice trembling. âGod, youâre gonna fucking ruin me.â
You leaned in close, grabbing her hair, whispering against her ear. âGood. Maybe then youâll stop acting like this doesnât mean anything.â
That silenced her.
For one second.
Then she looked over her shoulder with a wild grin. âBaby,â she gasped, âI want it to mean something.â
That was it. You grabbed her tighter, fucked her deeper, until the shower walls shook and Jiwoo was moaning your name like a prayer.
When you came inside her againâloud, breathless, bodies slick and shakingâshe collapsed into your arms, dragging both of you to the floor of the shower.
You sat there, holding her, heartbeat against heartbeat, both of you panting under the rain of water.
After a long pause, she finally whispered:
ââŚStill thinking about her?â
You shook your head slowly.
âGood,â she smiled, nuzzling your chest.
âBecause if you ever do, Iâll just have to fuck the memory out of you all over again.â
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so american ; CL16
pairing(s) ; charles leclerc x american!reader
summary ; in which a trip to monaco turns permenant because of one ferrari racing driver
warnings ; fast paced relationship, smau, google translated french (pls correct anything thatâs wrong) & FLUFFF
note ; lol sorry i lowkey disappeared. anyways. hereâs charles and leo (aka everyoneâs fav duo)
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youruser leo & i might never leave đĽ°đ˛đ¨
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friend1 monaco is so so beautiful
yourbff you canât leave me here alone in the us
youruser butâŚ
charles_leclerc im stealing her
yourbff youâve know her for 3 weeks
charles_leclerc whats your point ??
friend2 the states miss you come home
friend3 leo has a new lap to sit in????
yourbff i feel cheated on
charles_leclerc iâll make sure you donât leave âşď¸â¤ď¸
youruser having the best time of my life with youđŤś
yourbff saying youâre not gonna let her leave is kinda creepy not gonna lieâŚ
charles_leclerc youâre just jealous coz she doesnât wanna go back to the us and wants to stay with me
friend4 you look so happyđ
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cl16updating recent pictures of charles with a puppy, fans who asked him about the dog say his name is leo and he is not charles dog but he is staying with him for a while!! we are also unsure who the girl in his car in the last picture is, if anyone has any idea please share her instagram @ with us!!!!!!!!
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fan1 omg heâs not his dog??? iâm devastated now i wanted leo paddock appearances
fan2 idk maybe if you guys find her instagram @ donât share it,, if charles wanted us to know about her heâd share with us
fan3 if she doesnât want us to know about her maybe she shouldnât hang out with the prince of monaco
fan4 she should be able to hang with whoever she wants. some of yâall are so weird
fan5 imma steal that dog
fan6 that means we probs wonât get leo in the paddockđ
fan7 maybe leo is the girlsâ dog and sheâs a friend of charles visiting him or something idk
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translation 1: âiâll miss you so muchâ
translation 2: âwe can be crazy together, my loveâ
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âł you always do baby
âł god youâre so cheesy
âł i hate you
âł can we go back home i miss leo
âł charlie babe leo will be fine by himself for 3 hours
âł i know i know
âł i just love him so much
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âł CHARLIE DELETE
âł THE DOGS ARE OUTđđđ
âł LEO GOT OUT??????????????? WHERE IS HE ??? IS HE SAFE??? DID SOMEONE FIND HIM??:??;??/??
âł omg baby no leoâs fine iâm sorry for worrying you
âł why would you joke about that
âł i think i nearly had a heart attack
âł youâre more obsessed with leo than me
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f1wagupdates charles and his girlfriend (leoâs mum â we donât know her name) this saturday. the owner of the first pic said that they were out for dinner with pascale, arthur, lorenzo, and their girlfriends.
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user1 she so beautiful oh my god
user2 whereâs leo
user3 girl she doesnât have to take him everywhere
user4 i think her name is y/n⌠my cousin in america said that she looks like someone she used to go to school with
user5 i looked through charlesâ following and he follows a private account with that name @youruser
user6 ooo that could be her fs
user7 did she really leave leo alone.. sheâs a bad owner wtf
user8 leo is a dog heâll be ok by himself for a few hours omg you just want a reason to hate her go touch grass
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charles_leclerc happy gorgeous amazing month âşď¸â¤ď¸
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user1 CHARLES who is THAT
user2 Y/N CONTENT ON THE MAIN âźď¸âźď¸âźď¸
carlossainz55 whipped
user3 omg is she playing his piano
user4 yes with her feet
youruser love love love you
charles_leclerc chĂŠrieđđ
user4 anyone else think theyâre moving REALLY quicklyâŚ. like i heard theyâre living together already
user5 who CAREEESSSSS
user6 itâs none of our business
yourbff youâre all she talks about oh my GOD
charles_leclerc are you jealous
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youruser âtoo much, too soonâ iâm living with him lol
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yourbff remember when we had conversations that werenât about him
youruser wdym
yourbff i hate him
yourbff youâre OBSESSED with him
yourbff you guys are DISGUSTING
youruser you sound jealous
yourbff i AM. that little french driving man STOLE my best friend
charles_leclerc FRENCH????????
friend1 miss you đŤśđŤś
joris__trouche â¤ď¸
friend2 come visit soon we miss youuuu
friend3 youâre so so so gorgeous
charles_leclerc MON AMOURRR
charles_leclerc YOURE SO BEAUTIFUL I WANNA KISS YOUR FACE
yourbff can you get me a ticket to the miami gp so i can see my wife pls
charles_leclerc no youâre gonna try steal her back
yourbff @youruser ur boyfriend is being mean to me
youruser charlie i lost my miami paddock pass can you get me another one pls but like could you put it under the name y/bff/n y/bff/ln please, for no reasonâşď¸
charles_leclerc okay babyđđ
youruser stop it i love you so so much youâre so adorableđ
leclerc_pascale Leo â¤ď¸
youruser he misses you đĽ°
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