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tbh not usually a big fan of aus n whatever where characters just die. but ive been thinking abt what if the illness kaorus mom had was genetic...hmm been on my mind...hmmmmm
#been meaning to do more stuff w kaoru and her family... ive been thinkin bout them#some of the first drawings i did of kaoru was her and her sister LOL! i like his sister a lot...shes cool...#atleast to me in my head...
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THE OTHER WEAPON AND MEISRER PAIRS
HERO [MEISTER] AND PARANOID [WEAPON]
HUNTED [MEISTER], STUBBORN [WEAPON] AND CONTRARIAN [WEAPON]
COLD [MEISTER] AND SMITTEN [WEAPON]
SOUL EATER AU MADE BY @pink-november
BONUS SILLY DOODLES
#stp#slay the princess#stp voices#stp hero#stp paranoid#stp stubborn#stp hunted#stp contrarian#stp cold#stp smitten#THIS SILLY GUYS#IVE BEEN ROTATING THIS AU IN MY HEAD FOR ATLEAST ONE WEEK GOOD GOD#GET ME OUT OF HEREEEE#SCREAMINGGG#i need them all exploded#All up in the air EBFEKENJRFNFJR GOD#owlart
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it's all edd all the way down!!
he's fun 2 draw that MUST be why it's his world..surely
been really into drowning stuff in effects recently can't wait for THAT to get annoying
#eddsworld#eddsworld edd#ew edd#edd ew#omg edd and the eddettes...#I'm serious about the au thing btw what if he was just evil#what do you MEAN you vapprozed the garbage truck just to avoid rolling yhe trashcan to the curb?!!!??!!?#i didnt actually doodle him cause uhh the PARASITES but his stupid head is there so...hi cat hat edd...hii#cathat edd#couldnt be assed to doodle him so sorry#femtanyl lyric yahoo wahooooooo#Other contenders were katamari and LOVESICK CANIBAL!!!!#sighhh i love drawing him#the background is red but trust it's not about that red fellow i hate him it just contrasted well#OR JS IT???idk#i shouldn't be left to type my own tags i start thinking about the fact my only significant Internet artist presence is only drawing some l#-ttle web cartoon...well soon tv cartoon but ykwim.GOD HELP THOSE WITH FIXATIONS!!!! i suppse there are worse things to be .. like yea#bjg whoop im obssed with some yhing but atleast im not like DEAD..idk#you get me????????? anywyas ignore#he would so listen to femtanyl
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human settings person go
#my art#art of chel#sketches#character design#fan art#tsp#the stanley parable#yeah couldn't resist (atleast it's accurate to the lore now lol)#this guy's name would of been eric (me searching the most common asian american male names)#also him next to stanley and mariella for comparison !#also for the names i had ones from the top of my head but they just didn't seem to fit lol (i have experience as an asian-european i swear)
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Continuation of the AU in my head
#my art#art#maybe I'll explain the AU in my head one day. but not today#its basically just the original Viktors story beats with Viktor characterization from arcane#and also the classism that was straight up horribly tackled in s2 that left me wondering if they fired all the writers who understood it#fanart#digital art#viktor arcane#viktor lol#prototype viktor#atleast inspired by prototype Viktor#jayvik#blitzcrank#brief jayce mention
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wtf gordon thats so mean and inconsiderate of his feelings .. how would u feel if someone said thst to you
#for my frenrey loving population of followers#my art#hlvrai#hlvrai fanart#fanart#hlvrai gordon#gordon feetman#hlvrai benrey#hlvrai benry#benrey#benry#half life vr ai but the ai is self aware#hlvrbtaiisa#in my honest opinion (in the original post the one with u wanna kiss me so bad it makes u look stupid) he would not fucking say that#atleast i think so. in my head benrey doesn’t know how to flirt#his way of flirting is beating gordon over the head with a lead pipe probably#frenrey#gordon x benrey
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on gilded cages -> charles leclerc x themes of religious devotion | sinner get ready album by lingua ignota \ king henry vi, pt. i by william shakespeare \ the handmaid's tale by margaret atwood \ letter to his father by franz kafka \ other assorted quotes
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this is a moot-entines gift for the lovely @28ms28 <3 forever grateful for you and our conversations.
#yeah .. remember what i said about these being belated valentines gifts. pushed to get atleast one out today#ENJOY lou and others#this made me so. ill. that cage quote literally lives in my head rent free#eat up lecfosi tifosi etc etc#religious tragedy and devotion ouuuu you love charles leclerc so bad#charles leclerc#cl16#scuderia ferrari#f1#formula 1#formula one#f1 web weaving
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Sam talks about Jacob being 'an exceptional person' and answers what would have happened if Dale interviewed Lestat and whether or not Dale and Louis would be "friends" in The Emsolation Podcast Extras!
Note: Unf this is not the complete video where he answears that question(s). I had to edit it with a few excerpts i found so it might not make much sense. if someone put the whole segment of this question(s) i will edit this with that video
Source: The Emsolation Podcast - Sam Reid talks the FINAL season of The Newsreader, urvampiregirls, loustatsoup, comeappraiseme and pixielayer
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Him saying that he can't imagine Louis giving two f*cks about Dale 😞 Well the fanfics says otherwise 🙃 i am really surprised they didn't told im about the Louis x Dale fanfics on AO3 🤣
i cant find the tweet now but i swear that i saw someone one twitter saying that Michael Lucas and the lady in the video talked about it a few weeks ago in one of The Emsolation podcast eps.
Anyway, it's funny that Lestat possessed him both times: one (where Sam clearly was able to control him) where he was totally down to the idea of f*cking Dale and in the other where he cant stand the idea of Louis f*cking Dale (Lestat you fake poly. A cheater is what you are) I didn't believed 100% in the Lestat possession allegations until i watch this 🤯
#jam reiderson#sam reid#jacob anderson#quoting tweets#sam saying Louis wouldn’t give two fucks about dale… he clearly hasn’t spent enough time on ao3#this means sam is on the “louis would get bored in two minutes with a nice guy” train btw#The Lestat JUMPED out over the idea that Louis would be attracted to Dale 😂#lestat possessed him for a second here girl calm down that newsreader is not stealing your man😭#He rlly said no ones getting that man but me…even if its me in a wig 😭#if Lestat saw what Louis & Dale have been doing in the AO3 he would quickly become Anne Rice & ban the fanfics from the face of the earth 🤣#Louis totally will f and eat Dale in the 80's. Nervous wreck reporter is his favourite type of snack back then.#he wouldve been atleast a one of the guys in san francisco cmon dont break his heart like that#Lestat will f Dale just to f with him😩#Lestat would f*ck himself if he could so ofc he would f*ck his doppelganger#i’m crying he was down w it until he remembered they were both him 😭#Pausing to picture Lestat fucking Dale (himself fucking himself)#I cant get over him getting weirded out by his own thoughts alsksk#I’m convinced Lestat was bringing up p0rnographic visions of dalestat into his head 🤭#THE PAUSE?? he was imagining that shit in 4K LMAO#he was thinking abt selfcest#“who’s that man who plays l-” “JACOB” oh he got in there so fast 😌#sam’s immediate “JACOBBBB”. he could not WAITTT to gush about him#Jacob Anderson hype contest and Sam gets first place every time 🙂↔️#“he’s exceptional. exceptional person. yeah” oh i am sure#“your energy together is delicious” well yes!#the way his face softens my goddddddd. you can tell he gets so excited talking about him like his whole face lights up. he can't hide it 🤭#Michael nearly beating him to the punch#does sam talk about him or is he also a jacob lover or both…thoughts
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I’m sending you this to let you rant about mixtape coz the ship is starting to grow on me and I want to know more about it + I don’t see people talk about this ship✌️
(I’m a hard core Spicynoodles shipper)
-bye <3
:D!! im glad for the chance to ramble and i love seeing interest in my mixtape thoughts <3
first, i just think they're neat <3 and they love each other very much

But even beyond that, I think their relationship is a form of exploration for them both. Red Son doesnt get out much, but when he has a reason to, then he tends to enjoy it. Porty gives Red every chance to dress up and go have fun outside of expectations of his parents and everyone else around him.
Porty is aware of his existance as a clone, but he's also an expression of MK's desire to do nothing but party and goof off with friends. The more Porty appears, the more stable and secure he becomes in himself.
Porty and Red didn't quite get along well at first, but when Red realizes that Porty doesnt have the same expectaions the MK does for him, then when he's dragged out to party, he lets himself have fun. Porty becomes someone Red can relax and have fun around. They spend a lot time together in party-like environments which also leads to them seeing incredibly vulnerable sides of each other; Red's insecurites about not living up to everyone's expecations as well as the thoughts and feelings he holds for MK, and in turn, Porty as well; Porty speaks about how he's aware he's a clone, but even MK thinks of them as seperate enough that he's left alone to live his own life as long as it helps MK keep his own mind off wanting to let go of his responsibilites and just let loose.
With Porty's influence, Red explores more of the desires he'd ignored for most of his life. Including gender, appearance, and even sex. Porty and MK's memories are seperate until Porty is dispelled, but MK is fine letting Porty exist, so Red has time to collect himself to eventually talk to MK directly about his feelings.
Mixtape aren't always the healthiest relationship, but they do genuinley care for each other. They definately improve over time and MK is aware that Porty and Red spend a lot of time together, though he doesn't pry. Porty also wants to help Red talk to MK, but he's also willing to indulge in many forms of procrastination. Genuinley, though, after a while, I don't know if I imagine them having a romantic relationship (that being formed between MK and Red later on), but they're very close. Friends with benefits, but more like Queer Platontic Partners with benfits, if that makes sense? Really close friends with benefits? Labels are hard ;-;
A little doodle I made the other night as a treat <3

After this I like to think Porty gets Red to lay down and talk about his frustrations. Maybe even brushing through his hair. If Red is feeling good enough, Porty will dress him up and they'll go to a club, but if not, they just stay in Red's room and put on a show or a game depending on energy levels.
Also semi-related queer headcanons I have for these guys:
Red Son: - Demi-romantic, Pansexual, Genderqueer - Despite all the time he and Porty spend together, the only person he ever feels romantic connection with is MK. And that's only after years of being around him and MK's unconditional, unstoppable force that is his love for the people in his life - Red doesn't think of gender often. And definately not when it comes to people he wants to be close with. MK appeals to him because of his actions as someone who will protect his family at all cost. Porty appeals to him because he listens and indulges Red, but doesn't set any suffocating expectations. - Gender is not something Red Son likes to use to define himself. He doesn't really are what labels are applies to him, but he'd rather not be referred to as trans, because he doesn't feel disconnected from his gender. He prefers Genderqueer, but he wouldn't complain about Cis, Genderfluid, or Agender as labels.
Porty: - Aromantic, Homosexual - It's partially due to being a clone, he doesn't want to necessarily get romantically involved with anyone. I also headcanon MK as being on the Aro spectrum, so its not something Porty thinks about as odd. When he and Red talk about boundaries, it's a mutual agreement that while they can kiss and have sex, romantic intention is not and will never be there. - His sexual orientation also comes from MK. Its something he doesn't question, nor does Red Son's genderqueer identity make him question.
TLDR: Mixtape is a way for both Red and Porty to explore their own identites with each other. It's not always a healthy dynamic, but over time they get better about it. Even outside partying, they come to feel comfortable around each other due to Porty's lack of expectations for Red Son and Red's willingness to indulge and listen to Porty (and seeing him as a person, even if he's unable to be compeltely seperated from MK). Even after Mixtape gets really close, Porty encourages Red Son and MK to properly talk, so Spicynoodles is the distant goal.
thank you for encouraging to yap about these guys <3
i hope atleast part of this is coherant and im willing to yap about these guys more :3
i wanna make more art of them as well as a pride-focused thing involving them, but this month is a bit hectic for me irl
#leons.art#lmk#lego monkie kid#red son#lmk red son#lmk porty clone#lmk mixtape#mixtapeshipping#spicynoodlesshipping#these guys have taken over my brain#in the most positive way#i know couch crasher is like the mixtape fic? or atleast its a long one but i have yet to get around to it so this is just my brain worms#i really should read that when i get the chance <33#that first art was when i was trying to make some pride art but my head was empty#so i defaulted to meme redraw#thank you again for letting me ramble <3
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heard it was kiribaku month ..i miss them
#some memes from my warmups while working on this dumb krbk comic i Finally finished..but boy do i love drawing them#like 10/10 best boys to put In Situations for Fun.. mostly bc i think bein around kiri makes bakus iq drop like atleast 5pts -classic comed#kiribaku#bakugou katsuki#kirishima eijirou#bnha fanart#mha fanart#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#bnha art#mha art#for as much as my friend says i hate bakugou i sure do draw him alot.. working on a mini animatic with mostly him rn too..#whats happening to me....#olly art#krbk#bnha#the version of bnha that lives in my head
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TWST fic writers stop reducing Silver’s entire personality to just “sleepy boy who falls asleep all the time and is sooooo sleepy and tired and did i mention he sleeps a lot and also he loves his dad” challenge (impossible) (gone wrong)
#also if u portray him as LIKING sleep i will personally bite you#and before u say ‘oh but he really doesnt have a personality besides those traits’ that is incorrect#he’s blunt and honest to the point where he can come off as rude#he’s calm and collected and keeps a cool head even during an emergency#he’s a drama queen and often takes things too seriously#he’s not stupid exactly but can be very naive and doesn’t understand relationships very well#he’s extremely passive and rarely stands up for himself#he finds ways to blame himself for things that arent his own fault#he deeply admires and respects people who are strong and protective of their loved ones#he’s selfless and always tries to do what he considers to be the ‘right’ thing#he has a lot of trouble expressing his emotions and is insecure abt others not taking him seriously#he is so much more than just ‘precious sleepy boi uwu’#or atleast thats my interpretation of him idk u guys can do whatever you want#it just bugs me when ppl misinterpret his character so badly#this is what 2 years of hyperfixation will do to a person#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twst silver#twst analysis#diasomnia#character analysis
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Okay heres the hermitcraft- horror podcast pipeline
Hermitcraft-> Hermit Archives/From the Archives-> The Magnus archives-> Malevolent
#Im primarily a Grian fan but I also watch gem and Joel#This is all based of of both me a post I saw 8 weeks ago or smth and the fact I just saw a really cool malevolent artist with gtws as their#Banner thingy#This is how it all works in my head atleast#from the archives#hermit archives#tma podcast#the magnus pod#the magnus archives#malevolent#malevolent podcast#*that one pronoun pipeline meme*#please dont flop#im sorry#Also#Someone in the red valley discord posted the please hold song saying to play it if ur procrastinating#So shout out to them
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"Are you a lifeforce?"
#i listen to music and come up with little animatics in my head and ive had this song on loop and decided i atleast needed to doodle this#i have skk on the brain 24/7 so every song is a soukoku song to me#bcuz i imagine them being silly to it#i actually really like this doodle#i tried making chuuya have a bunch of bright colors in contrast to dazais black and white#and the red string goes behind dazais neck#originally it was gonna randomly loop atound but i thought it was fitting#dazais wish to die#how normally a rope might be depicted around his neck#but the red thread delicately maybe even comfortingly going by#idk i have thoughts#i like this one#bungou stray dogs#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#chuuya nakahara#dazai osamu#bsd fanart#dazai fanart#chuuya fanart#skk#soukoku#double black#soukoku fanart#my art
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Idk if you've already done this or not before- (or if it's just not that interesting 2 u which is also fine-) but pirate skk? Specifically Yuri pirate skk lol-, if you want smth to draw still-
I'd do it, but I'm not sure I understand what yuri pirate is, or if yuri is a separate category to pirates 😭
#bsd#bungo stray dogs#chuuya nakahara#bungou stray dogs#soukoku#dazai osamu#dazai x chuuya#au#skk au#digital art#clip studio paint#clip studio ex#thanks for asking!#ask me stuff#asks#ask me anything#ask#send asks#pirates#pirate#looks like pirates of the carribean#I did model Chuuya after jack sparrow#atleast off the top of my head
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My savior, galyeonhan yeoin-iyeo
Make me your God, I can give you everything
#RULER OF MY HEART#RULER OF MY HEART RULER OF MY HEART RULER OF MY HEART#sorry fack i got possessed#for a few days atleast#this song is stuck in my head help me#hyperfixation and putting rw chars in not rw settings part 1#AHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA RULER OF MY HEART#rain world#gijinka#my art#no significant harassment#alien stage#rw crossover#crossover#lyss art
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OH ALSO LAST UPLOAD FROM ME FOR THE NIGHT

If Ur ever feeling down about your art, take the character of your choosing that you've drawn a crazy amount, and just--- make a collage LOL
I did this earlier for funsies (was originally literally just going to compare 3 images) but just decided to make a collage of (not all) my Marluxia/Lauriam art from over the course of 6 whole ass years.
Didn't know my art style was as inconsistent as Marluxia's hair colour 💀 bro I literally watched my art style make faces go from super long to squashed to normal 💀💀💀💀💀💀
#I will say#doing this was really therapeutic in a way?#being so caught up in my own head about the standards of my art#has been weighing me down BIG TIME.#and I've just been feeling stagnant with the growth of my art#but putting my progress like this- with a character I#MAY LIKE ALOT-- But admittedly i strugged to draw immensely#slowly gain a shape in my artstyle I love#even if it's taken 6 years#its... really cheered me up.#there's no other character- oc or canon that I've strugged to draw so much yet I HAVE drawn so much#like Marluxia/Lauriam that I couldn't do this with any other character.#the only other character i can think of is my oc fuyu but atleast I never really struggled with her??#but seeing the fact I've gotten to a point where I REALLY fuckin' love drawing Marluxia/Lauriam#is making me so much more happier with my progress >:3#just like how I see my art progress on art fight each year --- it's filling me with alot of serotonin#my art
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