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A wee bit late but 💯!!!!
💯 HUNDRED POINTS SYMBOL — share three random facts about your oc that others may not know.
OKAY…. OKAY I HAD TO THINK ABOUT THIS ONE SINCE IM SUCH AN OPEN BOOK WITH YOU GUYS…
VANIDA
before the town stomped on her hopes & dreams, vanida’s dream job isn’t actually like fame or power - she always wanted to be a botanist!! she loves flowers and nature a lot!!! she really loved running her stall ( even if it didn’t make much money all the time ) but oh well! dreams are dreams
i was gonna explain it in the future with some art, but vanida’s demon tf wasn’t really a traditional, canonical one - cause hers, i wanted to lean more towards distortion & uncanny! its why her power leaned more towards glamour, and why she is so popular, because people would perceive the qualities they find most desirable in “her”. the idea that almost no one would have an accurate description of how she actually looked & sounded like because everyone would see something different. ( and also the fact her image would be distorted in mirrors, cameras, the dark, etc. very much horror-y aspects )
i feel like some might have gotten the general idea from an earlier comic i made of them, but before the baton of obsession fell upon harper / dr williams, it originally was gonna be remy that was obsessed over vanida LMAOO due to vanida’s… assets…. and the fact that people did often try to kidnap her ( & failed ) in game, i was originally gonna have remy obsessed with vanida but idk… the lack of remy content and lore….. and then harper itched my medical kink mixed with smart, yet obsessed loser
CODY
I think I’ve only mentioned this to wreck, but Cody actually gets a lil 🤏 queasy if around dead bodies for too long. he’s seen too many bodies ( & of loved ones ) when he was young that being around dead people too long, he starts to feel nauseous
due to how many traumatic events cody witnessed when he was young, he was actually a very anxious and depressed teen!! it’s why he became a pothead during highschool to mellow it out ( he’s fine now as an adult though!! in terms of his anxiousness & depression; he just has mania )
the only person that makes cody legitimately want to shit his pants is vanida’s dad, jamie. that was a guy who willingly let cody see traumatic events & even threatened to beat the shit out of him as a child to teach him lessons if it weren’t for others intervening. tbh, jamie is responsible for a lot of the horrific shit cody witnessed as a kid LMAOO
NOEL
noel originally was meant to be a lesbian, because in her narrative, the only people she romantically had / has interest in was her childhood friend who is heavily implied to be a girl, and wren / leo ( butch lesbian ). but idk, wanted to spice it up. have fun, so she became bisexual
before i changed noel / riley’s design ( & ultimately remy / linden’s design when i get to it ) i unintentionally made noel & remy’s designs look very similar because i hadn’t drawn remy in a long while HAHA to salvage it without ruining riley’s design, i WAS toying with the idea that mayhaps riley’s mom was assaulted by remy’s dad. ( which also would’ve made her half cousins with kylar / oliver too due to my interpretation of kylar / oliver being cousins with remy / linden ) but with the new setting that idea’s been scrapped. maybe. idk. we’ll see.
originally, before my oc update, noel’s sacrificed route was gonna be expanded upon!! i talked about it on my twitter, but after sacrificing noel to the cult, it would actually “corrupt” your game into turning into a horror survival, with red moon haunts being split 50/50 into being either IW or Noel, herself. But, her haunting could happen outside the red moon depending on your haunting meter, because the cult redistributed some of her body parts, some of the items you can buy in shops having a piece of her in it, which would raise the meter & haunting. the PC would have to navigate on who to trust, since certain NPCs ( coughwrencough ) would try to get you for Noel, or even kill you.
#. // ♡ 🌱 txt#ask#TO TALK MORE IN DETAIL ABOUT NOEL’S THING#i was also gonna have wren be the one who was trying to collect noel’s body parts back#to ‘make her coffin seem whole again’ since he would only have certain parts#and it would lowkey be a TOUCH necro because of how much wren would take care of the corpse#very shauna jackie style from yj without the cannibalism#i know i know#im booed off stage#as for vanida’s demon tf it was gonna be that almost every LI saw different versions of her#the only two LIs who had the closest image of how she actually looked like being whitney and harper of course#with whitney seeing the closest thing#and harper’s being a mix of her past vs current version#which was to also work narratively as to why vanida wasn’t as attached to other LIs#because they never really SAW her#its why her relationship with bailey / eden was also a bit strange#cause eden only sees her mom when they looked at vanida#and bailey would switch between seeing jamie or kyle#but yknow#leans back#doomed romance & horrors ya feel#im a gothic horror lover at heart 🫶
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I recently discovered some photos my older sister took when she saw One Direction in 2013. I'm sure you can imagine how devastatingly envious I am of her, and seeing these actually made me feel kind of sick to my stomach at first. But, I have to give it to her, she took some pretty decent photos. So, I figured I'd share some of them with my 1D tumblr girlies, because we deserve a treat after the exhausting few months we've had. Also, I just really love that picture of Zayn. He's so cutie.
#truly you cannot imagine my envy#she not only saw them during their peak but she also saw them with 5sos as the opener#and I hadn't even realized before seeing these pictures but she was CLOSE to the stage like ridiculously so#the little girl in me who was mad I was never invited to the concerts is still raging ngl#and it's even worse because my sister doesn't really care about them anymore 😭#like that should have been me#was I only ten years old in 2013? yes. irrelevant.#my sister had crazy connections through her best friend and got to see such good concerts...#one direction#niall horan#liam payne#louis tomlinson#harry styles#zayn malik
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A while ago there was going around an art challenge where you draw your favourite Fire Emblem character of each letter of the alphabet. Figured I'd give it a shot, let's see if I can finish this. Here's ABC.
#fire emblem#fire emblem fates#fire emblem: three houses#Fire Emblem Awakening#FE Arthur#Alois Rangeld#FE Brady#Claude von Riegan#FE Charlotte#Alois is overall a super lovable character#but on top of that I also really appreciate the fact that he is a platonic S support option#9 times out of 10 video game romances involving the player character don't really do anything for me#but usually I still end up romancing someone anyway because mid content is better than than no content#so thank you IS for giving me the bromance option I always wanted#when I first saw Arthur I expected him to be one of those joke characters that get really obnoxious really quick.#Instead he turned out to be such a genuinely good dude and a cinnamon roll that he was impossible not to like#what really pushed him to the fave territory though#was the way every once in a while you could see cracks in his cheery exterior#revealing the unexpected melancholia underneath#being the unluckiest person on earth is getting to him despite his best efforts to not let it#or at least that was what i saw in him. you know how it is with blorbos#you never know how much of what you see is really there and how much you just made up. it's all part of the fun#On my first playthough I paired him with azura because their supports were cute#what I didn't see coming was the way azura disappears without a trace in the ending#and none of the in-game characters ever find out what happened to her#and so I couldn't help wondering#would arthur blame his own bad luck for azura's disappearance?#Would he spend the rest of his life terrified of something similar happening to percy and shigure too?#Would he become overprotective or would he isolate himself in an attempt to protect his loved ones from his bad luck?
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mama..........
#nezha#nezha 2025#nezha 2#an oldie but i don't think i'll be working on it anymore... clearing the trunk.. the cache.. so i can draw more new stuff hopefully...#cried harder the second time i saw this scene because the first time i really thought she would be back ;-;#every iteration of yin-furen is so unbelievably heartbreaking to me#everything from the fsyy novel where she tries her best for her family but sometimes isn't equipped to understand or deal with#the Situations her son and husband create because she's not really part of their world#to this version of her where she is also - in her words :') - 堂堂武将#but is also still just trying to do the best for her son in impossible circumstances#NOT TO MENTION SHE ALSO HAS TWO OTHER SONS#AND SHE NEVER GETS ENOUGH TIME WITH ANY OF THEM#ESPECIALLY IN ITERATIONS WHERE SHE'S NOT A MARTIAL ANYTHING SO SHE'S JUST GIVING HER SONS UP TO A WORLD SHE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND#AND ISN'T PART OF#bruh and the '03 iteration of her whose quote i have as my header... she had more courage in her pinky than li jing did in his whole body#MAMA. AUGOUH.#art tag
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@mcyt-yuri-week Day 5, Rose/Thorns I never stop thinking about SL episode 8 never ever
#gempearl#pearlgem#shinyduo#shiny duo#trafficshipping#I tried to word it a few different ways but I feel like its still so easy to interpret this as negative but noo its positive#because the thorns here are referencing the scarlet persona that Pearl's embraced. being left with nothing but it - the thorns#But it's not that Gem likes her just for her scarlet persona. She likes her for her. Pearl's not just thorns#Gem doesnt really care about the “thorns” or the petalless rose stem. she cares about Pearl. She thinks Pearl's cool (thumbs up emoji)#Pearl changes into her scarlet fit like she has many times before with the purpose of scaring people & leaning into her feared witch thing#but Gem's just like “omg slayyy” and its the best. And to Pearl it's like whoag#Gem never saw how she changed. Never saw her be ostracized and the aftermath#But she thought that the Pearl she did see in SL was cool and so easily accepted her when Pearl herself though herself so unacceptable#she got love from the Mounders and BigB and that warms my heart but Gem being a newcomer immediately embracing Pearl is just#it hits different#whoa jimbo way too many tags hghghgh#mcytyuriweekvalentines#at first I thought about smth like “where the others saw thorns you saw a rose” but I thought it was more fitting this way#I guess you guys be the judge of that haha idk what Im saying#tubby art
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"industry plant" is literally just the new way of saying "this female artist is having a lot of success and I don't like her for it".... like ok well personally I just don't find it that hard to believe that young women can be talented and work hard and achieve things
#like i have never seen a male artist be accused of being an industry plant 🤔🤨#also it's just funny because more often than not they've literally being working and releasing music for years before their breakthrough#like obviously i've followed sabrina but even chappel who i'm not a follower of i've been aware of her gradual rise for ages#if they were planted then whoever did it was slacking at growing them for years i guess!#(i also saw one of these comments say that sabrina being pushed by 'the industry' is unfair to smaller artists like gracie abrams#and i have to laugh like no shade at all to gracie but do we really think miss ABRAMS is the best example of disadvantage in the industry)#talking
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A Panic in Time (DP x DC)
This is all thanks to the awesome @tkiesai for basically being the foundation of this idea! This is probably going to be long, and probably won't delve that deep into my ideas about this idea. Largely so it's not insanely long. But here I go!
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Bruce's head felt like it had been shoved through a straw and spit out on the other side. The throbbing was annoying, but it wasn't anything the man couldn't handle.
His mind was muddled, memories of what happened prior to him awaking was blurry and unsure. Bruce knew it wasn't something good.
He vaguely remembered a league meeting, a threat, something looming. It wasn't world ending, or at least that's what Bruce remembered. It should have been something they could handle.
But now, here was Bruce. Waking up in the grass of some random park. He was dressed in casual attire, something he'd wear in public as Bruce. Although last he remembered he was in the Batsuit.
The sun felt too bright in the sky. The sound of families filled the air and children's laughter. No one seemed to blink twice at Bruce as he pulled himself together.
It took a moment to steel himself, to gain composer again. It took a few sweet lines, and a charming smile for a nice mother to slide him a few painkillers. The lies rolling off his tongue like second nature.
To his luck there was a newspaper at the top of the trashcan. He was in some town called Amity Park, and the year... the year was the problem.
It was 1996. Whatever had happened had sent Bruce back in time. There was a few suspects Bruce can think were the cause of this. But something in his gut kept drawing his train of thought to the Flash.
It seemed like each time the League had any time related problems, Barry was in the center of it. Which also leaves Bruce with the question if he was the only one sent back in time.
God, he could only imagine the nightmare if the others were sent back in time. Yes, they can be professional. They understand the risk of changing things in the past.
But Bruce also understands that his team can be less than... intelligent at times.
Despite that, Bruce needed to find a way to get back to Gotham. He might not know for sure where everyone was right now, but he knew Alfred was the safest bet.
A plan laid out in Bruce's mind, a list of people he knew wouldn't be a risk to approach. He just needed to find a way to get to them. He had barely made it to the gates of the park before a shrill cry pierced the air.
There was just one loud outcry, before it quieted down. Bruce glance around the space, spotting a young boy curled on the ground. Tears streamed down the boy's chubby cheeks.
And no one even moved to the boy's aid. Not a single mother spared more than one glance in the kid's directions. No parents came rushing over to the boy's side.
Bruce almost walked away, he really did. This wasn't his time, anything he does can cause immense damage to the timeline. But when Bruce caught sight of blood bubbling from a scrape on the boy's knee, Bruce couldn't ignore him.
Maybe it's just the father in him, but Bruce barely even notices when he's crossing the small distance. His mind zeroing in on a hurt child that needed help. Kneeling before the small boy with a gentle smile, and pulling his handkerchief free from his pocket.
"You're alright there, buddy. It looks like you took a bit of a tumble there." Bruce slipped into the same tone he used to use when his kids were young. Gentle and understanding, as he pressed the handkerchief to the small scrape.
The boy sniffled, tears slipping from his eyes. Bruce was more focused on the way the kid was looking at him. Like he couldn't fathom someone coming to his aid.
That look had Bruce's heart breaking slightly. He's seen a similar look before. The few times he's come to the aid of a hurt child that wasn't used to getting help.
Something no child should ever feel or experience.
"Where's your parents, kiddo?" Bruce asked after a moment of silence from the boy. He had waited until the kid's breathing settled down when the boy's chest stopped pumping so quickly.
Except his question only seemed to bring a new wave of tears to the boy's eyes. The small child just seemed to curl into himself further, ducking his gaze away from Bruce.
And as much as Bruce didn't want it to be true, it was clear the kid didn't have the support he needed. It might not as be as far as some of Bruce's kids have had in the past.
But it was clearly not good.
"That's okay, it's alright. What's your name?" Bruce tried again. The boy's silence was leaving an uncomfortable pit in Bruce's stomach.
"D-Danny..." The boy spoke out his name between sniffles, and Bruce felt a wave of relief hearing the boy speak.
In hindsight, Bruce can see how strange the scene might look. A slightly disheveled man comforting a lone young boy in a park. It wasn't exactly perfect.
But with the lack of reactions from the parents around, Bruce had a feeling the town had an idea who this boy was. The whole situation just didn't feel that right for him.
It took a few more comments before Bruce managed to get the boy to crack a smile. A laugh had felt like breaking a massive wall.
Before long, Bruce had Danny actually like any other boy he's known. Carefree and happy, just like a child should be.
"You didn't tell me your name, mister." Danny had suddenly cut down the relaxed moment they were in. A pout laced the boy's lips as he looked up at Bruce, almost accusatory.
"I'm Bruce. Bruce Wayne." Bruce responded without missing a beat. He knew this might cause problems in the future. He wasn't supposed to be here.
But when his gut is telling him something, he can't just ignore it. He checked his pockets, finding no business cards anywhere. So, Bruce fell back in plan B.
"No matter how long it's been from now, you can come to me for help. Just look for Bruce Wayne in Gotham City, and when you find me... just say Fairbanks sent you."
Bruce wasn't sure if he'll ever see Danny again when he goes back to his own time. Wasn't even sure if this was the same universe as his own. But he couldn't walk away without at least offering the boy help in some way.
When Danny's eyes filled up with tears again, Bruce thought he said something wrong at first. That was until the boy was suddenly clinging to his shoulders in a tight embrace, muttering 'thank you' over and over again.
Bruce felt himself almost close to tears just from that alone. His heart was aching for the small boy. Even if Bruce couldn't help Danny anymore than this, he was hoping the boy would have a better life.
One where he wasn't clinging to a stranger for comfort that family should be providing him.
THWAMP
It didn't hurt, but it did cut their hug short as Bruce suddenly pulled away. Turning his head to see a young girl wielding a wiffle bat, and another young boy standing behind her.
Her purple eyes glared at Bruce like he had done the worst thing in the world. Her grip on the bat was threatening and ready to swing again. Her knuckles white from the tight grip alone.
Maybe leaving this time era might not be as easy as Bruce thought as the young girl probbed him with angry and scolding questions. Not that Bruce could blame her.
He just hoped this hiccup didn't get back to the league. They'd have a field day hearing about how Batman got scolded by a child with a wiffle bat.
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Danny wasn't sure if this was the best idea. It's been years since he met Bruce Wayne. So many years. Danny had just been a kid, not even ten, when Bruce had introduced himself.
When he had an adult, actually check in on him. Yet, it was a memory Danny couldn't forget. Maybe it was just the kindness that Bruce radiated.
Or maybe it was when Sam came to his "rescue" near the end. Regardless, it was cemented in his mind. A core memory that Danny cared with him through the years.
Now, here he was, roughly seven years later. Standing in front of a manor that put even Sam's place to shame.
It took a lot of courage for Danny to knock. Barely a second later, an old man answered the door, an accent Danny was certain Bruce hadn't had.
A stuttered explaination of being here to see Bruce Wayne, that the man knew him, barely left Danny's mouth before the old man ushered him inside.
The man, Alfred, told Danny to wait by the door before vanishing further into the manor. It took a lot for Danny to not just vanish.
Being half ghost nowadays had its quirks, Danny could just vanish, and no one but Alfred would know. But he couldn't.
It had taken a lot for Danny to make the journey to Gotham City. He hadn't even thought to look up a current picture of Bruce either. Which was probably a big mistake on his end.
Danny didn't even know if Bruce was offering this kind of help. But Danny didn't have many allies to turn to. He needed help.
Not just for himself but for his family. For Amity Park. He couldn't be afforded the ability to run away. Not now.
Danny felt all the air leave his lungs when Bruce entered the area. The man didn't look a day older than what Danny remembered. Bruce looked a bit more put together, not like he had just jumped out of a moving car, but it was Bruce.
"Uhm... I don't know if you remember me. But my name's Danny... we met when I was a kid." Danny started trying to explain himself before Bruce could speak. He recognized that confused look anywhere, and Danny didn't have the guts to go through with this if Bruce asked any questions.
"You told me if I ever needed help, to come find you. Bruce Wayne in Gotham City... you, uh, told me to tell you Fairbanks sent me?"
That came out more like a question than Danny would have liked. But it did ease his nerves a bit as he watched Bruce's slightly confused expression turn to alarm and surprise.
Danny wasn't sure what this would do. If Bruce could truly help him. But he was out of options. Just seeing Bruce recognize something he said was enough to calm the teen's anxiety slightly.
"I'm sorry, Danny... I don't remember you. But I believe you and I want to help you. Come inside, have a seat, and tell me what's going on."
That response was enough to have Danny's eyes fill with tears. His chest filling with a sense of hope he hadn't felt in weeks now.
Maybe, just maybe, everything would be okay.
#dc x dp#batman#dp x dc#phandom#bruce wayne#danny fenton#child danny fenton#sam manson#tucker foley#ofc Sam saw a stranger hugging her crying friend and wasn't going to just stand by#is it really dpxdc without angst?#for whatever reason when Bruce went back to his time he had forgotten the memories of what happened during his trip#he didn't remember meeting Danny but he couldn't just ignore a teen who knows one of the few codewords he has#besides how could Bruce not believe a kid who has his codeword and looks exactly like a child Bruce would adopt#Bruce will never live this down#just because he doesn't remember doesn't mean Danny and everyone else doesn't#they know so Bruce get's to learn a second time about being battered with a wiffle bat by child Sam#no current plans to turn this into a full fic cause I'm trying to keep my list of active fics short#but if anyone wants to take this idea and run with it all I require is a link drop!!!#I partly wanted to write more#but my brain is only coming up with certain scenes and not how it all ties into the main plot#basically Justice League stuff happens that sends Bruce (and maybe others) back in time where Bruce meets child Danny#what exactly well don't ask me#Danny be crying a bit in this one#but come on he was just a baby at the start#by the end he's just an overwhelmed teenager who is just happy to have someone who might be able to help on his side
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i've been relistening to the magnus archives (by that i mean i just listen to it constantly. more than music at this point i think.) and i really really really really love jon & daisy's dynamic and every time i thnk about it i just get hit with this new "oh my god...."
like they're the two i think of when i see the "there's only one person who's ever truly understood me, unfortunately i fucking hate the guy" (i think i'm quoting it wrong but ykwim)
one of my favorite moments in the show is when they're following daisy after the change and jon is like "i never forgave daisy for what she did to me, but she never asked me to either. she knew she had no right"
also it's like they both died twice (kind of) the first time during the unknowing after trying to protect the others (daisy giving into the hunt to kill breekon or hope i forget & jon trying to stop tim from blowing himself/everyone up) and the second time when they gave up the last of their humanity for the people they love the most & those people had to kill them
they also doomed themselves for each other if you think about it. like jon went into the buried (technically he didn't know about the marks but he still knew he might not come back) and daisy gave into the hunt for the final time to protect him from trevor & julia. they don't even really know each other but at the same time they know each other like the way they know themselves??????
like WHAT those are the same person but also they aren't but they are???? sorry i'm actually incoherent but i really love their dynamic and i just keep putting together more pieces the more i'm thinking about it/listening to the show.
i think there's more i wanted to say but i forgot
#i'm writing this platonically but like open to interpretation i suppose#i never saw them romantically because i think they're too similar#and also jon has way too much trauma surrounding her#he scared her the most and i think that's because he understood her the most#name another avatar that he knew on this level#i honestly don't think he even understood martin the way he understands daisy#but that might be a good thing#unclear what this all means i just really love them so much#the magnus archives#magnus archives#tma#tma spoilers#magnus archives spoilers#daisy tonner#alice daisy tonner#jonathan sims#jon sims#jon archivist#jon tma#daisy tma#jondaisy#platonic jondaisy
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That feeling when he can't stand to see you that way, no matter what you do, no matter what you say😩😭💔
#scott pilgrims precious little life#scott pilgrim vs the world#spvtw#spto#scott pilgrim#wallace wells#lisa miller#scollace#kim pine#natalie adams#envy adams#don't rlly know if I like how this turned out but oh well;;;#hope its obvious that this is based on the song “Scott Pilgrim” which the creation the comics were inspired from#the lyrics always make me think of Wallace and Lisa's feelings for Scott every time I hear it#ofc you could also relate it to Kim especially since the singers voice kind of reminds me of her#but overall the lyrics fit these two much better since Scott never truly “saw them that way” despite how long they've liked him#and they always seem happier to see him compared to Kim#Im surprised tho that I havent yet seen anyone draw these two together now that their dialogue parallels have been acknowledged more lately#also tho I wish more people pointed out that they both got cucked by red heads LOL#and Kim and Envy actually do look really similar when scott first meets them#makes me wonder if Scott subconsciously went for Envy since she reminded him of Kim (which would be fitting given that you could argue that#Envy dated Scott because he reminded her of Todd. Since he and Scott are confirmed to be meant to be seen as similar to one another#so much so that even their first and last names rhyme#last thing I'll add tho is that while Wallace and Lisa are very similar even personality wise#the one big difference is that despite that whole conclusion on vol4 of Scott not cheating on Ramona with Lisa because he loves her#the writers apparently think it would be “organically correct” for him to have an affair with wallace LMAO#but I guess we shouldn't be surprised since Wallace and Ramona are both in the front of the official valentines art which is clearly#a deptiction of Scotts wet dream or smth (oh and you could also argue that Wallace and Lisa parallel on that art since they're both#shirtless with white socks.. which could be a reference to how lisa wears skimpy clothes for Scott and Wallace often only wears boxers#to like sexually frustrate Scott for fun or smth
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You ever think that Mizi regretted not being able to hold Sua so closely the last time she had a chance to?
And this isn't about blaming anyone or saying anyone had it better. I'm just saying that Sua and Ivan died on that cold stage, while Till and Hyuna died in arms of the people they loved and were able to feel their warmth in their last moments.
The way I think about it is that Mizi completely lost the strength in her body when Sua died and held Till when he died because she couldn't do it for Sua.
BUT ANYWAYS, I was reminded of this from the Mizi comics and the KARMA Mizisua picture for the next episode (looking forward to that)
#maybe she did hold her after the round ended#and she couldn't be dragged off the stage#maybe she really didn't process it#she couldn't#and she couldn't process her feeling's towards the situation#because she thought she wanted the feeling of crushing someone#and she watched Sua being taken off the stage#and felt completely powerless#you ever think about how she'll never have her senses consumed by that warmth and that heartbeat and that shallow breath-#by Sua's very being- ever again?#And I see Mizi clinging to her mother#uh you ever think that she was afraid#because she knew what a dead body felt in her arms?#alnst mizi#alien stage#mizisua#alnst sua#once again I yap in the tags#OK I HAVE MORE#She could have thought of Sua as 'untouchable' since she saw her as her god her universe#or it could have been her perception of the fragility of Sua's body#She had a sense that if she touched Sua#her body would fall apart#anyway I just say whatever#ignore the last few things I said
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"are you asking me or making me?" is soooooo interesting to me because i think armand only asks it when he can't gauge whether he's letting louis down. it's barely even sexual - it's a hail mary. it's a show of trust, indirectly admitting that he wants to do something other than what louis expects of him, but that he's willing to obey louis anyway, for the sake of their relationship. it's sort of heartbreaking watching them at the sacré-cœur, because if louis had said "i'm making you" armand would've done it in a heartbeat. he would've taken it as a show of committment on louis' part, and he wouldn't have betrayed him. but louis takes the question just as an expression of disagreement, and so he doesn't play the game. ironically, he respects armand's independence too much to make him turn madeleine if he doesn't want to. and so armand isn't convinced of louis' commitment to him, and he betrays him.
and by the time we see them in san fransisco, louis knows what the question means now, and answers "no, arun, i'm not asking" without question. and armand accepts it without complaint, even as it pains him. companionship really is the most important thing in the world to armand, just like it is for lestat, and he's willing to do any number of horrible things to louis and himself just to keep him as a companion, just like lestat. louis' biggest mistake is not realising how to use that to his advantage sooner.
edit: HELP people are reblogging this again. i misremembered the context of the scene - louis is asking armand to witness the turning, not do it himself. still, if armand had gone along to witness, that would have 100% been taken as implicit permission for louis to turn madeleine (thereby adhering to the first of the great laws) and, in essence, "agreeing" with her turning where before he ordered claudia to drive madeleine out of town. this hypocrisy, and the further bending of the rules for louis' sake (he's given permission to turn a mortal despite neither of them being in the coven), would have been seen by the coven as betrayal. armand knows this; he doesn't think madeleiene should be turned for these reasons; that's why he asks, "are you asking me or making me?"
still. if louis had said "i'm making you" i think armand would've gone along to witness, implicitly giving his permission for madeleine to be turned and functionally changing his allegiance from the coven to louis once and for all. so the core point of the post still stands.
#iwtv#loumand#thunder rambles#it really makes me hysterical because louis just wants to fuck around and find himself now here come exclusivity and#amatanormativity to ruin it all. move‼‼#i havent known peace since i saw that reddit post calling lestat's behaviour in s1 'jobless behaviour'. all the vampires really hate louis#for having friends and hobbies and theyre gonna make it his problem if it kills them#anyway yeah. i really really believe this. armand knew he had a loose grip on louis at best#and i think he never wouldve sold louis out if louis had made him turn madeleine. ironically#louis' biggest crime is uhhh respecting armand's disagreement with him. and having a life outside of him (claudia and madeleine)#that he wants to flourish#its so sad though because its all in service of ruining the family dynamic anyway#louis is feeling the walls closing in on him and claudia and so he elects to let her go n for claudia to have her trad 1-on-1 companionship#with madeleine#and after this he intends to commit to armand in much the same way.#its sad because how are the only two options 'monogamous partnership' and 'coven cult'.#louis should be able to have his sister-daughter-throw pillow AND his daughter-creation-in-law#AND fuck anyone and everyone he wants AND maintain very sincere connections to other vampires without it necessiatating#a companionship#the true villain of iwtv is the lack of relationship anarchy you heard it here first folks#interview with the vampire
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love's shadow will surround - 6k T orufrey fic about a witch and a silverleaf
He's left the lights of his small house on, his tiny atelier, waiting - he likes to see the glint of it on the leaves, his light reach the tree here. Give him what he can. It's always a comfort.
But when his physical senses are dulled, it brings it all back like fog, the flashes of memory. Of that day, all of them around the twisted body. He cups a few straggling branches, letting the hurt filter through him, almost as if keen to. They called him the Witch of Light in those days, eulogise his work still - but that was his masterpiece.
#witch hat tag#orufrey#witch hat atelier spoilers#wha spoilers#placeholder illustration until i draw something good..proper..i can never draw something adequate right after writing#i suddenly wrote a fic? HUH?? i had the idea yesterday and just. wrote it. yesterday and today. Ok. it's REALLY sad. to me.#i saw an image of a blackboard with a message written by a japanese teacher that made me feel highly emotional thinking of qifrey#and it just tied together my silverleaf feelings in a way that i guess it just felt would be best actually written. Suddenly.#i cried a LOT while doing it bc it's SO heavy. Sigh. it's set in the future - oru is in his 40s. tired now...it's there to read#i don't know if even in this version of the future of wha it would even possibly work out like it does in this fic..i mean..i don't.#i don't normally like to write about things that are still up in the air =.= but shirahama just..she keeps it all too close to her chest#so i just kept things vague because who bloody knows. i just know that oru will be the one to save him. i just know this. and coco.#i want to know what will really happen. shirahama kamome... please tell me. i love qifrey so much. i love oru so much#i'm actually in the slow midst of writing a modern au orufrey tying so much together that might end up being VERY long. lol#wait why didn't i draw him with haggard long hair. *edits the image to make him more haggard* Hmmm..yes.
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I left tags on a post saying something like this but I wanted to talk about it some more….
If only Danielle had lived to see Sayid’s fate. To see him become ‘sick’. ‘Infected’. How poetic it is that the first person she saw and confided in in 16 years ultimately befell the same fate as her loved ones whom she had to kill for her own survival, the last people she had talked in those 16 years before she captured Sayid.
Do you think she would have been able to shoot him? I think she would, but would she hesitate? The way she hesitated with Robert? Or would she entirely give up fighting, seeing that her first sign of pure life and hope in 16 years had, too, succumbed?
#Danielle and that sickness….#it’s so interesting how the infection/sickness is up for interpretation#because the show kind of implies that they were never sick and Danielle killed them#out of paranoia or something#but you can’t deny that Robert tried to shoot his pregnant wife#sayid’s transformation at the end of his life kind of proves at least to me that the ‘sickness’ she saw in her colleagues was real#being willing to kill without feeling#like Robert tried to#idk#I believe something did happen and her colleagues were actually ‘sick’ in some way#but it’s also beautifully tragic if they really were not and she just was so paranoid she deluded herself into killing them#lost#ABC lost#lost abc#lost show#lost tv show#Danielle Rousseau#sayid jarrah#Robert Rousseau
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nyo liet!! Yay!!!
#hetalia#nyotalia#hws lithuania#aph lithuania#nyo lithuania#not really important since I’ve never seen it used as a tag#but in case anyone was wondering my headcanon name for her is#viltė laurinaitytė#because I saw it in a fanfic once and really liked it#my art
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☆ de fontaine
{☆} characters furina {☆} notes cult au, imposter au, drabble, gender neutral reader {☆} warnings angst, suicidal thoughts, hurt / no comfort {☆} word count 1.4k
This wasn't fair. This wasn't fair. This wasn't fair!
She thought, for one moment, she could put the mask down and breathe – for one moment of daydreaming, she thought she could just be Furina. She thought she would finally get to live the live she should've had in the first place, the life she threw away to play God to an audience who saw her as nothing but a circus animal, dancing to their whims. Furina just wanted to be selfish for one brief and fleeting moment..and it was gone before she could even grasp it in her hand. A comet soaring past far out of her reach.
She can barely keep her hands from violently shaking as she looks down at them – broken and bloody and more a corpse then a person – and she feels so numb she can't even feel the rain pelting against her back. None of this is fair, she wants to scream, why is it always me? But her voice is silent beneath the torrent of rain. She wonders if the ocean would take her if she sank into it's depths – just for a moment, she wonders how it would feel to finally be able to sleep at ease.
Furina is tired.
But Furina is nothing if not useful, isn't she?
So she forces her feet to move, dragging against the stone beneath her heels, and drags their bloodied body into the nearest empty building, letting the rain do the work of washing away the smeared blood following her path. The smell makes her feel sick, the feeling of it sticking to her hands and gloves makes her lightheaded, but she persists. Because Furina is useful, because Furina won't let them die out in the rain, because Furina won't stand by and just let them rot on the streets like some..pest.
Furina wants to go home. She wants to sleep and she isn't she if she wants to wake up, this time. But she keeps going anyway.
Because it's all she's ever done, and the habit sticks.
An Archon she may not be, not anymore, but the expectations of five hundred years still linger like eyes on the inside of her skull. They watch her, pry and prod at her thoughts, mocking laughter and judging eyes following her as she forces herself to dance to the song they weave with glee. Furina never stepped off that stage – she's still there, she thinks, watching the crowd stare at her in disdain as the curtain call looms above her like a guillotine. She still hears Neuvillette deliver her damnation and salvation with a trembling voice, still feels her hair stand on end when electro crackled like the crack of the whip, Clorinde's blade aimed at her like a loaded gun.
She's trapped on that stage and she never left, not really.
She hates it. She thinks she hates them, but it's not their fault. They didn't ask for this, didn't ask for everyone to turn against them, didn't ask for her to save them. Neither did she..yet here they are, she thinks.
She tries to tell herself she's in control this time, though. She can stop performing her part in this horrible, bloody play any time she wants. It makes her feel better, just for a little while, if she convinces herself she's still Furina, painfully human.
And Furina has always been good at lying.
It's the believing that's the hard part.
There isn't time for her to wallow in her own self pity, though. They're still bleeding out onto the dusty, creaky floorboards of some random, broken down house and she's just standing there as the blood stains the wood. She can fix it – she's good at fixing things. She's done nothing but fix things – try to, anyway – for five hundred years. She can fix a little wound, how hard could it be? Her hands are clenched so tight they ache as she kneels down, wincing at the creak of the floorboards beneath her heels– she hesitates just long enough to wonder if she's making a mistake before she peels away just enough of the outer layer of their clothes to see the deep, bloody gash across their chest. She tries not to think about it – it's deep, too deep, and she feels dizzy just looking at it, but she's handled worse, right?
Furina can fix it. That's what she's good at.
She doesn't feel so confident when she tries to wrack her brain for..something. Five hundred years, and a little wound stumps her? No, she had to have learned something, right? She's decidedly not trying to buy time because she's panicking, parsing through hundreds of years of memories like flipping through a book. Furina isn't made for this, not really – she's running on nothing but adrenaline and she's really not sure what she's doing, but she's trying. And just like before, it won't be enough, will it?
She'll fall short again – she'll be too late to fix it before she's alone again.
Furina was an Archon..used to be. What use would she have for that sort of knowledge? Which makes her predicament all the more harrowing and bleak. What was she supposed to do?
Furina had heard it first hand, that vitriol in Neuvillette's voice. She isn't sure she's ever heard him that..angry before. She's not sure he would listen to her if she tried, either. And that scares her more then anything. All of Fontaine was up in arms about this..imposter, yet here she was, staring down at them bleeding out in front of her, and she was trying to save them.
Why? Why is she throwing away her only chance at normalcy for a fraud? Why didn't she just turn them in?
They were dying – that should've been a good thing, shouldn't it? So why didn't it feel like it?
"Why you?" Her voice breaks as she speaks in harsh tones, grabbing the front of their shirt in trembling, bloodied hands. "Why now?" She wants to scream, to demand answers they can't give, to claw back the reprieve she was promised after five hundred years of agony..and all she can do is sob into their chest, pleading for an answer that will not come. "Why me?"
Silence is their answer, and it hangs heavy on her trembling shoulders as she cries.
Of course they don't, she thinks bitterly, no one has ever answered her pleas spoken in hushed sobs. Not her other self and certainly not them.
Furina has always been alone. Furina will always be alone.
Because Furina never left that stage, never left that moment when she looked at herself in the mirror and took up a mantle too heavy for her to bear. She always finds her way back eventually. There's no one on the other side anymore – she stands alone on a stage, waiting for an inevitable end she isn't sure will come.
"Please," She pleads through tears and choked sobs, clinging to them like they are all that keeps her from sinking. "Please don't leave me, too." The words burn on her tongue – how pathetic is she that she craves companionship from the bloodied body of the imposter? Perhaps she's truly lost her mind after all these years..perhaps she's finally gone mad. She must have.
But their presence is like the first feeling of gentle warmth upon her skin as the sun crests the horizon, like the gentle lap of tides along her heels, the sway of branches and leaves as the wind blows through them like an instrument all it's own. They are the soothing sound of rain against the window as she watches the dreary skies in fond longing, the first bloom of spring as color blooms upon the landscape like paint had been spilled across the hills and valleys.
They are like the faint spark she carefully nurtures and stokes, so fragile even the smallest wind could blow it out like a candle. She cradles it within her palms, pleads with whoever will listen – prays that someone finally listens, because if not for her, then for them.
She's failed to protect too much already, let too many people with so much trust in her fall between the cracks of her fingers like grains of sand. She won't let them go – she can't.
If nothing else, if she couldn't be saved when she begged for salvation from that five hundred year long agony, even if she never got that chance..
Furina will make sure they do.
#sagau#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#genshin impact sagau#self aware genshin impact#genshin cult au#genshin impact cult au#fic tag#furina#so um. looks around. okay look. i know im like THE ts@r1ts@ dealer (censored so it doesnt show in tags. hopefully)#but the moment i saw furi in fontaine the day it released she became my fav even more then the tsaritsa SORRY SHES SO..#this is my love letter 2 furi (making her suffer unimaginable horrors)#open ended kinda in case i decide on making a sequel maybe#furi makes me feel cuteness aggression so bad i start acting like a rabid animal#furina the woman that you are. thats my girlprince meow meow id kill someone for her#playing her part as archon so well but being so horribly irrefutably human in every way..#five hundred years not even knowing what the real plan was. when it would end. knowing if she slipped up it was over.#and in the end almost no one knew what really happened. a select few people know the real weight of her sacrifice.#furina's story was always a tragedy. it was never going to be anything but a tragedy.#and thats one of the most tragic parts of it isnt it? she didnt know how itd end. she didnt know her story was always going to be a tragedy#furina never knew a thing. and still she did it for the people of fontaine and succeeded.#how do you define “yourself” when you havent existed for 500 years?#to be so selflessly human you give up “yourself” to save people who will never know of your sacrifice.#sometimes i think about the confrontation on the stage and have a week long mental breakdown#sacrificing EVERYTHING for fontaine and still. still! the people closest to you turn on you.#heavy on clorinde. she was as close 2 furi as neuvi fight me on this. i bite.#her bodyguard and friend and she ends up staring down her blade wondering if this is it. she failed. she failed them all#because even when faced with the trial. with losing everything. she still thought only about fontaine. oh furina.#do you think she has nightmares. wonders if she was never meant to win this game of g-ds. that her story was always meant to be a tragedy?#do you think she still wonders if she was ever meant to have a chance at a happy ending? a doomed tragedy from beginning to end
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hamilton × mcd au where the guard trio are the schuyler sisters
#you can decide for yourselves who is who#but personally i see dante as peggy (forgotten)/laurance as eliza (took himself out of the narrative)/garroth as angelica (lived in england)#and yes this implies aphmau is hamilton just because i think that's funny as fuck#idk who maria would be. saying aaron feels like downplaying their relationship. maybe zoey#<- theoretically this story lines up well with brian as maria but NOT in the way that aph sleeps with him. bcos james r. wld be zane#(but not really)#anyway. helpless is a laurmau song. from the moment he was her he was helplesssss. look into HER EYES and the sky's the limit#satisfied as garroth fits well into zvahlne's laurmau endgame au#'she's after me 'cause i'm a ro'meave brother' <- one of garroth's like 500 reasons why he can't be with aphmau#'if i tell him that i love her he'd be silently resigned she'd be mine. he would say “i'm fine” he'd be lying'#<- can be both a garroth OR a laurance line rlly depends how you see it#'but aphmau i'll never forget the first time i saw your face' <- sorry i'm done with the garmau now i just. yeah#on a side note i think malachi as philip makes me wanna die. laurance screaming as he dies is so fucked#other people yap about hamilton x mcd with me pleaseeeeeee#can you guys tell i like musicals a little#james is losing it#aphblr#minecraft diaries#aphverse#aphmau
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