#bulimia meme

[festering-clump]

[justanotherstardrop]

:,)

[imfartooobsessedwithkpop]

*sighs* gets vibrator to pass them time while restricting

[loversintheighttime]

You say “oh, it’ll be so easy to fast when I live alone/without family/etc!” and you think you mean it but take it from me, you don’t at all, noT EVEN A LITTLE BIT DON’T FOOL YOURSELF IT’S A FUCKING LIE! SURPRISE SURPRISE, IT’S ACTUALLY EASIER TO BINGE WITHOUT JUDGEMENT BABY!

You have your own room to hide food? FUCKED You have your own bathroom to hide purging? FUCKED God forbid you don’t have a roommate to see the levels of food in the fridge going up then down? You guessed it FUCKED

[fatgoth7]

'I dont want you to starve' 'eat for me' it doesnt work, they said. They are wrong.

Someone noticed my ed and gave a fuck about it and it impacted me SOO much, i cannot describe.

It didnt cure my ed but i'll forever remember this person as someone who gave a fuck instead of my friends who assumed i was fatphobic.

Thats the first thing they assume and care about. I bet 'fatphobic' is the thing theyll have on my grave when i die if ana.

[trying4everr]

[stupidanaangeltrash]

When I say I scream internally I don’t mean a loud “ahhhhhhh”.

I mean the most gut wrenching, angry, loud, bitter, demonic scream my body could produce.

I mean a scream that would make Jason Voorhees shit himself, a scream that makes the neighbors call an exorcist, a scream that is the sound of unleashed insanity.

You know?

[fionna-cookie]

What's up my guys? ヾ(^ω^*)

Long time no see. Still alive but did put all my energy into changing my life.

So I'm practically in the middle of moving to my new partner. Away from the city.

So I'm doing pretty ok with my ed at the moment. I'm at a really good weight keep going even though there are still this shitty thoughts. Guess that will hunt me forever.

But I try to ignore it.

I also got a job today. I'm just a temporary helper at the moment but this is still amazing after 2 ½ year being sick and not working.

Fotos are from Halloween but that's the latest I got... :3

Also my love for my pet snails grew and now I have 5 with a sixth one on the way.

I got still a lot financially issues... which is pretty bad for someone with an ed... but when the moving is over and I finally live here on the countryside I can relax a bit.

Also I apply for a new apprenticeship. So I have a lot of talking with different people to do. I hope I get a good one here.

Anyway. I hope you all doing fine.

[questshunself]

Having an eating disorder & trying to decide what to eat:

[festering-clump]

*after dinner*

me: ok mum i’m just gonna go on a walk

mum: yeahh burn off those calories

me: from dinner🤨🤨which we’re meant to eat 🤨🤨🤨⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️

mum: oh uhm *mumbles*

me (who puked the entire thing 5 minutes ago): yeah 😠

[disorderduck]

Literally my life, but I don’t even have Keanu Reeves

[imfartooobsessedwithkpop]

I want to exercise but I hate my skin toughing itself and feeling heavy and sweat - I like exercise but that was when I was 15kg lighter (oof) and I hate tight clothing, but if I don't exercise I won't get skinny but to exercise I need to be at least smaller than I am 😭😭 ahhhhhhhhhhhhrghhhhh

And when I don't exercise Im at more risk of binging so I can't even be like okay, this week I just eat right and lose some weight and then exercise next week, NEXT WEEK NEVER COMES 😭😭😭

[relapseaccountlol]

THIS

[cantdoana]

I REALLY NEED TO KNOW where can I find rice cakes with 12 cals??? Or like is it a special brand bcz I've looked EVERYWHERE and the lowest ive found is 30 cals... Need.

[mondeadbebe]

My ed is nothing but the bastard child of ana and bed

FML

[maryk32zu]

My mind when my mom makes jokes about my weight and then buys me high calorie food