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Chapters: 9/? Fandom: Avatar: The Last Airbender Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Sokka/Zuko (Avatar), Aang/Katara (Avatar), others to be tagged later - Relationship Characters: Sokka (Avatar), Zuko (Avatar), Aang (Avatar), Katara (Avatar), Toph Beifong, Jet (Avatar), Suki (Avatar), Kyoshi Warriors (Avatar), Iroh (Avatar), Jee (Avatar), Hakoda (Avatar), Bato (Avatar), A bunch of OCs, Long Feng, Joo Dee (Avatar), Azula (Avatar), Mai (Avatar), Ty Lee (Avatar), Ozai (Avatar), General Fong (Avatar) Additional Tags: Violence, Blood and Injury, War, Minor Character Death, Rape/Non-con Elements, Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault, Attempted Sexual Assault, Major Character Injury, Amputation, Implied/Referenced Suicide, possible major character death, themes similar to the first two books, Sexism, Racism (like has already been written in first two books), dark themes, Human Trafficking, Slavery, Just a lot of dark war-like themes, there will be a battle, Torture, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Injury Recovery, Healing, Underage Sex, Underage Drinking, Animal Death, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Warnings each chapter, Hopefully some healing for Zuko finally, no promises, but that’s the goal, Reunions, hopefully a happy ending, Sokka gets some healing too, Non-Consensual Drug Use Series: Part 3 of Leaving It All Behind Summary:
-This is the last book of the series LIAB, please go read the other two books before this, or you will be very confused-
Zuko has been taken by the Earth Kingdom army to who-knows-where, and Sokka is determined to get him back.
But he can’t do it alone.
With Suki and the Kyoshi Warriors by his side, Sokka is headed to Ba Sing Se to find Katara and Aang so they can go rescue his fire bender.
Things aren’t as easy as he had hoped. Corruption, lies, and unknown horrors await them inside the city’s walls. None of this is helping Sokka’s mental well-being.
Hakoda and his men face a problem of their own as Azula approaches with the intentions of making it rain fire.
Sokka and Zuko will both find themselves having to reintegrate back into a life they thought they left behind, with people they hardly remember. It isn’t easy for anyone, especially when they don’t recognize the person standing in front of them.
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skrunksthatwunk · 1 year
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been wringing my hands about the concept of family therapy. scary stuff. like maybe it could help and we sure as hell need SOMETHING to change but i think it would be like taking a potato peeler to the soles of my feet
#look it probably works for a lot of ppl but every time i think about it as a solution for my Definitely Needs It family it's like. god no#it probably only works when everyone's willing to change and actually listen to each other#if i did it with my folks im worries they'd quit if they were challenged or talk shit about the therapist/methods afterwards#like im so worried the therapist would take their side and we'd be stuck giving in to them#only now with assurance from an expert that they're always right and we're wrong and ungrateful. not helpful!! negative progress#and if we tried to switch therapists my parents would be like oh you just can't accept responsibility 🙄🙄#you just wanted someone to tell you you didn't have to try or to coddle you or make us do what you want or whatever#aghhh it's so scary and it's not even on the table. no one wants this but i also think trying to mediate it myself would suck so fuckin bad#aughh. sorry i wanna write about it as like. a tags rant. here goes#my parents don't apologize for shit. ive legit seen it happen once. they justify and backpedal but they never acknowledge their bs#they treat the harm that comes from their methods with a sort of 'well what do you expect me to do about it?! (rhetorical)' vibe#like there is no way to improve. like the ability for parents to fail and be flawed means those things must be accepted uncritically#because they're trying and they have good intentions. but if they really wanted to help as they claim they would be willing to change#if you're trying to help someone and they tell you your actions didn't help or are hurting them you should change your methods so theyre#helped. but they operate on this assumption that their methods should always work and thud if they don't that we're too sensitive#'youre asking for too much' was kind of a major theme in my childhood is what im realizing#instead they justify and focus on intent or their kids' flaws (real or imagined). they want to change the reaction rather than the action#they dont want to help they just want the problem to go away. and quiet kids look like happy kids i guess#thing is i cant even cite that many manipulative things theyve said bc we all go quiet as soon as they use a disapproving tone#like they'll just be like 'skrunks >:/.' and that's it. i cant say anything. i know i wont be listened to and they fucking do it on purpose#theyre kinda shit at defending themselves but i can barely follow their lines of reasoning so it's so fucking hard to argue with them#it's also so unnurturing. why is us being unhappy or uncomfortable smth to blame on our failure n not smth you want to help with? wth#yk the thing about the Shut Down Tone is i recognize and resent it sometimes but it still makes me feel like im not giving them a fair shot#bc i dont even slightly challenge them much (& they dont have to say what they mean for us to cower) i feel like im misreading their tone#that im being too sensitive and thinking theyre being controlling for no reason. like im reading into it too hard and hating them when if i#pushed back they'd freely be good to me and change and be reasonable. but now it's becoming clearer that that's not the case bc they Do Not#and if i mention The Tone theyll just say im overreacting and that it's my fault for not sticking up for myself AGAIN!!!!!!#and it's so frustrating knowing what's going on and still having these doubts. i can't trust my gut or what i hear bc they might be right#they'll straight up lie or change their arguments or their story to get me to submit. am i being gaslit??? wtf#but i trust my (treated worse) brothers' accounts which helps. my parents brag about their parenting skills to us btw ✌️✌️
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wolfiesmoon · 4 months
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What a fate
Ran x good girl! reader
this is a part 2 to my fic "i can't sleep", dont worry i'm feeding ur families they will no longer starve. apparently people are really into ran considering how many notes that fic of mine got (and who can blame them honestly)
unrelated but i cant believe it took me this long to get into housewife radio by ghost i love the horror vibes because of course i do
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You've had a turbulent few days recently. Ever since you agreed to do that stupid dare Ran hasn't left you alone.
He did promise to do so but you didn't think he was actually serious about "making you his". How could you let this happen?
Things turned out completely opposite to what you expected, though. Instead of dragging you to his gang meeting to beat the crap out of you, he's taking you there to threaten his lackeys that if they even so much as lay a finger on his girl (you), they'd feel hell on earth.
You suppose that it's nice that he wants to protect you but you feel extremely out of place and uncomfortable at a gang meeting of all places.
Your parents think you're studying at a library right now. Somehow, you feel like you're commiting a crime.
You also met his brother at that meeting.
It seems being a good-for-nothing delinquent runs in their family. You feel sorry for their parents. If they even have them.
"Wow, I would've never thought the nerd would be your type." Rindou teased Ran. Actually, maybe it was both of you he was teasing.
"She's the one that kissed me first." Ran smirked at you.
"You're the worst. Both of you." you furrowed your brows, not finding either of them amusing in the slightest.
"Your girlfriend hates you, man. Personally I would not put up with that." Rindou seemed disinterested, checking his nails as he said that.
"I am not his girlfriend, either!" you defended yourself but Ran just looked at you like he pitied you and Rindou looked like he didn't believe you.
"Right, okay, if you say so. You two have your lover's quarrel on your own. I'm going elsewhere." Rindou just casually left, leaving you all alone with Ran in an abandoned storage unit. Oh boy.
"Umm, I should get going- ack!" you felt your wrist getting grabbed, preventing you from leaving. There's your only exit up in smoke.
"Leaving so soon? But we haven't even had our fun yet." Ran smiled at you and you honestly felt scared at that moment. Oh no, you shouldn't have yelled back at him so daringly just now. Now he's going to beat the crap out of you and drop you off in front of your parents doorstep as a warning to never mess with his gang again.
He leaned in closer and you braced yourself for the pain, but instead of that you felt his lips on yours.
Kissing...?! Again?! Well, atleast it's better than a punch to the face... You can't believe it's come to a point where you're glad to get kissed by Ran.
But still, does he have to kiss you in the least romantic place possible? Even if you did have feelings for him you'd totally find this moment cringy.
"You suck at kissing." He comments heartily, pulling away.
"I'm not the one who kisses a new girl every day. Maybe I actually have some self-respect." You crossed your arms. He was your first kiss after all.
"Every night is an exaggeration. It's like, every week." You couldn't tell if he was joking or being serious, even if you saw his expression.
"Oh, wow. Glad to know that I'll get cheated on in about 3 days. Way to make your 'girlfriend' hate you less."
"I'll stop for you." He smiled.
"Uh huh, whatever." You rolled your eyes.
Though, his kisses are actually kind of making you.... No, no! Don't fall for that! You can't believe you almost admitted that you'd fall for him if he kissed you more.
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"How's it going with your new boyfriend, girl?"
"God, do not call him that." You held your forehead in frustration.
"I think he's taken a liking to you." Your friend nudged you, pointing at Ran who was sitting on the other side of the cafeteria and smiling at you as he ate.
"Great." You said sarcastically, immediately looking away when your eyes met.
"See? It ended up well. Now you have a hot bad boy boyfriend." Your friend kinda wished she'd done it instead of daring you.
"Didn't I just... ugh! I don't think my parents would agree with you." You placed your forehead on the table, groaning. "You date him if you want a bad boy so bad. But I hate you for dragging me into this." Your voice was slightly muffled.
"Yeah, we'll see. You'll be the happiest couple ever in like, two months."
You raised your head, looking back at Ran once again. You're in quite the pickle, aren't you? The next thing you know, you'll fall for Haitani Ran.
How scarily exciting.
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"Hop on." Ran stopped on his bike in front of the library. How he knew you had a study session there today? Don't worry about the details.
Another motorcycle ride... You feel like you barely survived the last one.
"My parents expect me to be home in 10 minutes." You crossed your arms. You weren't lying, either.
"Who cares? Live a little." Ran rolled his eyes playfully. Clearly he isn't going to let you back down.
"I'll do it, but only if you keep it to ten minutes." He was right, backing down isn't your thing. You wonder how much resisting him you could get away with if you weren't special to him.
Special to him... huh.
"Killjoy." He insulted you lightly as you sat down in front of him. Again, neither of you are wearing a helmet. This is the last time you'll let it slide.
"I prefer to not get scolded endlessly." You held onto him tightly because you knew what was coming and didn't want to almost fall off the bike again. He felt proud when you held onto him like that.
Like you're finally his. To be honest, he didn't really care much for you until you kissed him out of nowhere like that. How bold of you, the top-of-the-class rule stickler. But he likes that. And that's why he decided to make you his.
Isn't the fact that he lets you ride on his motorcycle enough to see that?
You felt the wind blowing against your face as you set off. Now that you feel it again, it doesnt feel too bad. It's kind of nice, actually. And Ran is warm, too.
The scenery moves past the two of you and strangely, you feel really calm and at peace. It feels like your parents don't exist in this moment and that you can just... live, and feel the adrenaline of the high speed.
This is so scarily exciting.
"You look relaxed." He said, looking down at you.
"I am. And look at the road, will you?" You scolded him but your voice was still relaxed. You look up at him again.
He actually isn't that bad looking. You kind of understand why some girls would fall for him. You, on the other hand...
Are unfortunately befalling the same fate.
He didn't say anything but you had a feeling he knew you were staring.
"You look like you're in love."
"What?! How would you even know?!" You looked back at the road, hiding your face from him. You can't help but get defensive of such a thing.
God, you hate that he's right.
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jellyluvr · 11 months
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hi omg this is my first request im sorry if dont make sense 😭
could you do a fluff Kyle x female reader story where the reader plays Lana Del Rey in her headphones (the ones where zoe puts those headphones on kyle ifykwim) and Kyle is curious and tries it on himself and loves it (can be any song if yk her) And like kyle becomes a huge fan of Lanas music after listening to her music for weeks lol
(also I love ur work)
Dark tonight
- Kyle spencer x gn!reader ⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚
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Alright Lolita is a bop so I'm gonna use that even though it might not fit the vibe. Also ty!!
Slow burn!!
Tw: none, just fluff
S: Kyle has a fit and he like ur headphones and wants to put them on
(Idk how to do summaries clearly)
And the title has nothing to do with the story btw. I'm just too lazy to add like 900 words about them sleeping or something idk.
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You sat down in your bed, reaching down under it for your headphones. You pulled out the spikey pair, grabbing your ipod and plugging them in before scrolling through your songs. You clicked your tongue to the beat you preferred, one part of you expecting for it to pull up the exact song you wanted.
Eventually after clicking the button at least 100 times you found Lolita- Lana del ray. You played the song, placing on your clunky headphones before placing them on your head. You leaned back on your bed, grabbing a note book while you wrote some stuff down that needed to be done.
Everyone was quite pushy if you didn't do something, and since Madison was on your ass all the time you had to do it. And speaking of which (Or witch cuz she's a witch 😉), she walked down the hallway, peeking her head through your door with her fuzzy hat and slutty dress.
"Can you go out or something? It's embarrassing seeing you so lonely." She stared at you for a moment, rolling her eyes as she realized you were just ignoring her. She then went back out, her heels clicking and growing deaf as she got farther.
You knew you weren't the most popular.. you were just there. Nothing special.. just a girl. You knew it wasn't the best look for the coven either, but you weren't able to change yourself. The whole point was to be unique. And, you had quite the fan base outside the coven house so you weren't too worried about it.
Soon, as you wrote, you began to doodle. Your favorite thing to write was little sun's and moons. It was a therapeutic thing to do. Sometimes you even put sunglasses on the sun like a child. But, it was still very enjoyable.
So, while you doodled and drew, your door creaked open some, the big bad man standing in it. Or kyle.. it was just kyle.
Little to your knowledge, he had been watching you for a few minutes. He had originally been following Madison for her.. needs.. but he was drawn to the yellow light coming from your room. The white in the coven house was intoxicating.. even kyle knew that, but you had always seemed to make it look good.
As kyle watched, he took note to your headphones in his zombie brain. He couldn't think much, all that was floating around in there was mostly words. Words like big ones.. he still had trouble saying two. Or though.. and the way they were spelled was so much more confusing. Kyle grunted at the thought, closing his eyes with frustration. He couldn't control his body well, and he obviously hadn't caught on to not close your eyes.
But, the grunt caught your attention regardless. Even with the headphones and Lana's wonderful vocals, you still heard the grunt he made. Although, you knew immediately who it was. You looked over, seeing Kyle's hands in his hair as he tugged at it some, trying to somehow calm himself.
You jumped out of bed, taking off your headphones in a flash before running over and stopping him. It was a rule. You couldn't let him hurt himself.. even if it was the most subtle. You weren't allowed to let him. Everyone knew.
"Don't do that! You know that's bad, Kyle." You scolded him, pulling his hands out of his hair as he made a low growl in response. He opened his eyes, closing them quickly again as he tugged his hands from yours covering his face. Great.
"Hey! Hey.. no.. no kyle." You sighed, realizing he was having one of his fits. You stared down at him as he slid down the wall, beginning to cry. He overreacted too much, but he couldn't help it. And either way, his cries were heartbreaking.
You walked over to him, his head peeking out from his hands some, his body flinching in response. You got down to his level, your hands on his as you slowly pulled his hands down, trying your best to comfort him. "It's okay. It's okay kyle. Don't be sad." Kyle's face still had that bruise from the crash, and your heart ached knowing what he had been through. You had to help him in some way, and you bit down on your lip thinking of what to do.
He needed a hug maybe? But he probably wouldn't like that.. good things? Like compliments possibly? Or just talk to him.. help him with words?
"Kyle, c'mon." You stood up, holding his hand while he got up as well, you leading him into your room. Kyle's mind was mostly blank. I mean, there wasn't much to think about for him. When he was angry he'd only be angry because he wasn't able to respond correctly. He knew his reactions were stupid.. or dumb.. or just unnecessary, but he simply couldn't control it.
Kyle walked into your room, noticing the headphones again. He found interest in those.. the spikes enticed him and he felt an urge to poke his hand with them. So, he walked over and did just that, yelping in response. "Hurt!" He pulled his hand back, looking at the headphones as if they had done it to him.
"Kyle! Oh my god.. you can't do that-" Kyle picked up the headphones, being very sure to not touch the spikes as he looked as if he was about to smash them. You snatched the headphones, watching your ipod fall to the floor from the headphones still being connected.
"You can't do that either.." you sighed, picking up the items, setting them on your bed before putting yourself on it as well. You looked at Kyle's face, his tears gone and his eyebrows furrowed. He seemed angry? Jesus.. what was it now?
"Why?" He asked, sitting down on the bed, almost making you leap up from his weight. He was a big guy.. Definitely not the one to get in a fight with. But he was a sweet little guy.. despite his anger issues and fits he was the equivalent to a lost puppy. A cute puppy.
But, besides the point he was obviously confused. Maybe he just didn't understand you..
"It's bad. If you break the headphones then they'll break. And I'll never be able to use them again." You smiled slightly, kind of irritated by him. You never really interacted with him so you never really knew what to do. But, you did know not to let him throw a fit. One thing you were told to do was be happy. Or look smaller.. less threatening. Even though he was fucking humongous, it was better to seem like a bug rather than a bigger threat.
Kyle really wasn't a big bad man. He was really just misunderstood. Poor guy never even got to experience life. And he died trying to protect Madison. Only if he knew what she'd do to him. Kyle was just a sweet guy trapped in some zombie body. That's why it was important for you to make him learn how to talk. So he could express himself correctly.
"Why don't we watch something? Like uhm.." you weren't too sure what was appropriate for him. Dora? That was so childish though.. but maybe that'd help him. "Dora?" You suggested, Kyle seeming even more confused. "Doooooor...ahh.." he sounded it out, but he clearly had no idea what that was. Without even being able to think of something, Kyle snatched your ipod, holding it in his large hand. Hot pink... classy. Kyle looked at the song playing, it being well.. a very attractive woman in his opinion. He stared for a moment looking. "Who is?" He looked up at you, his hand barely clutching the ipod. He would've crushed it, and he knew it was dear to you. Especially the headphones.. he didn't like when people got mad at him. He tried to prevent it the best he could.
"Lana del ray.. but let's do something else. Do you know your abc's?" Kyle shut that idea down immediately. "No." He moved his hand away from yours, still holding the iPod as you tried to take it from him. He wouldn't let go.. "come on kyle.. give it back." You said sternly, holding out your hand as his empty eyes stared back. "No.. who is?" He asked once more. You sighed, looking back at the ipod before shifting back up to his face.
"She's a singer. She's like really popular.. now give it back." You thought for a moment, but then realized being nicer was better. "Please?" You added, looking up at him with a smile. Kyle looked down at the ipod, then at the headphones connected to them before picking them up and looking. He was also very careful not to touch the spikes. He wanted to do what you had been doing earlier. He wanted them on his ears.. but he wasn't sure on how to put them on his ears.
"H-help." He was still learning that word, so he stuttered a little but the point still came across. You looked down at the headphones, then back up at Kyle. Letting him listen to one song wouldn't hurt. "Okay, but just one." Kyle's eye brows furrowed. "One song... sorry." Kyle was still very confused. He had no idea what a song was but it seemed really hard to spell.
You picked up the headphones, Kyle growing a little smile as his dimples peeked out. It really was adorable.. he was so cute effortlessly. You couldn't disappoint his adorable face. That would be a crime, so you placed the headphones on him, Kyle trying to get used to the feeling. You looked at the song that was playing and paused it, thinking of what to play. Lolita..? Maybe he'd like that? I mean, it was catchy. He'd probably get accustomed to it, so you went to your library and looked, the little click of the button ringing in your ears.
You found it, clicking on it before it began to play. Kyle's face still had the slight smile, but then his brows furrowed some, his mouth opening slightly. "Ooo.." he mumbled, his eyes traveling the room as he listened to her. He was clearly beginning to like it because he started to clench his fists to the beat. It was a little weird to watch.. you couldn't lie, but it was adorable seeing him enjoy something.
You giggled some, seeing his face turn into a smile as the song got even better. "Like." Your heart almost collapsed. He was so cute.. so adorable. Like a little kitten. Or a puppy.. your heart was healing just watching him listen to the song. But, soon it came to an end, but thankfully another song was to the rescue. Another Lana song played, and Kyle was quick to like her.
He grew more excited, but everyday would end. End with him going to your room and listening to songs. You wondered how he'd freak out if there was speakers. Or if you got a picture of her. Mainly you thought he had maybe a little crush, but that was his business. Either way, he looked like an adorable little man listening to Lana del ray. Honestly, he was slowly turning into the perfect boyfriend.
When you'd be his, of course.
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Alright here's the kyle fluff finally!! Also one paragraph got moved somewhere and I basically just did a puzzle trying to find the right placement and I think i got it right but if there's a mistake sorry! I did proofread tho so that's good! 👍
Taglist: @kaismanwich @tatelangdonsgirll @daylas-life @hyperharlz @kaiju-superstar @howtobesasha @luttic
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ssadumba55 · 11 months
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Luigi, Flynn Rider, Nick Wilde & Naveen react to Bisexual!Reader
Request: Okay, so I like, just recently came out to you! I know that I'm anonymous for the request but I have some homophobic friends that are on here and I dont want them to know that it was me. :( I have a specific headcanon request since I came out today! Could you please write me a how Luigi, Flynn Rider, Nick Wilde, and Prince Naveen would react to you coming out as bi? Thank you in advance!
Special request that I got asked to do by someone. I know things are hard now, but trust me they won't always be and soon you'll find amazing people who support and love you for who you are! For now, hopefully this brings you a little joy! Wanted to get this done for pride month.
Luigi
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Luigi doesn't have a mean bone in his body, if you came to him and confessed you were bisexual he'd be overjoyed he was the first one you told
And he'd do all the research he could, he's on the job don't worry
He will absolutely be your number one biggest fan, he is now an LGBT ally (he probably was one before but now doubly so), he is taking you to pride whether you like it or not
He would definitely help you plan out how to come out to other people in your life, yes it would be many steps, and yes he will support you the whole way
And he'd also support you in more subtle ways, like wearing pins or even just like comforting you if the whole sexuality thing is stressing you out
He is just really happy that you're choosing to be your authentic self
Flynn Rider
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If this man isn't at least bisexual himself, he has good gaydar, so he might already have an inkling before you come to him
He's genuinely happy for you
Might make bi jokes, might ask you if you're into every person you pass on the street
He will try to turn this into a "so you're into me" thing, like it or not, he's going to assume you're into him (if you're not he will be very annoyed)
Will ask you dumb questions at all hours of the day, just to get a reaction
Probably has a little bi flag to wave around and annoy you
He is your biggest supporter though and he will gladly threaten anyone who doesn't respect your sexuality
Nick Wilde
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Nick is the kind of guy who when you first tell him, he's already looking up pride events to go with you to
He knows what it's like to not feel like everyone else, to have something about you that you can't change that makes a lot of people iffy and he will spend a lot of time just reminding you that you're not valued any less because of your sexuality
He has so many bisexual stickers, pins, things just to show he supports you. Even has one for his police officer uniform.
Will play smash or pass with you if you ask him
I don't know why I just get the vibe that Nick like- buys pride stuff just because he thinks you'll like it. Every time he sees something bisexual or with the rainbow he's like "don't mind if I do."
Probably forgets you're bisexual every time you say you're into someone
Naveen
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He doesn't really get the idea at first, but his first reaction would definitely be "as long as you're happy that's all that matters".
Once he wraps his head around it though, he absolutely is a huge supporter
Definitely an ally, and has definitely learned some queer songs to play on his ukulele
He loves a big event so he will absolutely attend pride with you and he will bring his ukulele. And he'll joke about upstaging you at your own event (but you don't care as long as he's having fun!)
If someone maybe isn't supportive, he definitely gets very upset on your behalf but he will also comfort you very well.
He truly believes that everyone should be who they want to/are capable of being and he thinks you're very brave to be who you are
And you can't tell me he wouldn't buy you pride related things just to see you smile!
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athena-swords · 1 year
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Pick a pile reading
The main character energy you are coming in.what your friends think of you.what is your charm(intutive)
Disclaimer:It is the believer of the craft which knows what is to be taken and what to not so be mindful of it.
Here are the piles...
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Pile 1
Hey pile 1 hope so you all are doing good.ohh this pile definitely have got the vibes so we can see a very confident and firey person in this pile those who are the 'popular' person in high school.Takes stand for what feels right and is loud about their thoughts. Some of you can be migrants or just love traveling the person you look in the streets and be like wish it could me one day. Winning and lots of small victories.
What your friends think of you?
Most of them think you are above average in your craft.The friends which gives great advice they may think you very much like to live in your own fairytale and sometimes will have to remind you of that.A competition they have to keep up with in carrer or school take what fits. Someone who have a balance lifestyle and don't have to dwell on management of their finances much.
What is your charm(intuitive)
Could smell expensive, femme vibes ,intense eye contact,lol I heard taste so idk take how you want,mysterious understanding of things (I hope u understand what I mean).
Pile 2
Hiii  pile 2 hope so the winters are giving you not so much of trouble  maybe people is you as a helper or more of a saver I am  Getting such a BAD BITCH energy from you but not that bitchy kind its more like if you mess with me or my people you are gone. you are kind at the same time you and pile 1 are a bit similar so you can check out that too if you want. life of the party or just someone who lives the  moment .a competitive person who like to WIN like its gives them the kick,validation, self confidence  what ever you would like to take it as . if you are seeing number 9 repeatedly you need to do a self introspection -message from your guides.....
What your friends think of you?
okay right of the bet your friends  konw how much efforts you put on the things you desire for (maybe you dont get the results soon though) they see your cute bratty side and love it as many of ur friends dont mind pampering you.ur love language could be gifting or just being there comforting them.all of ur friends are glad that you just know that they feel and what to say.BTW one of your friends might be missing  now as you are busy these days and not get to connect much they would like to go on outings again.
ok see from the energies I am getting I can say that your friends group genuinely care for you like all of them but just be careful of those whom you dont trust
What is your charm(intuitive)
bad bitch ,warm hugs in winter ,tired ,not sassy but can be...  at times, manifesting clear skin,2022 taught you about____
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heyy my babies I hope you have learned your lessons like life been so hard on you like sooo fucking hard you are like the warrior who becomes more strong after each wounds yaa like I was not getting the right words for you  all my love goes to you like you know the character who goes through every shit but comes victorious at the end you are that bitch and never let yourself think anything less than that  you have overcome the worst so just hold on a bit and you will see that there is a happy journey written for you too and people who made you feel like you are nothing are gonna get there fruits dont worry YOU DO YOU .see maybe you dont had those happy memories or teen life hack I would even say childhood life but belive me when I say everything you imagined yourself doing you will be soon pursuing it your guides are telling you to just wait for a little bit until then remember they are there for you.maybe something or someone who you thought as your saviour left you or were not what you thought they were but dont worry the universe sees what you dont they were not someone you needed in your life they would have done more bad than good 
What your friends think of you?
you hardly have friends dont you or whom you can truly call your friend so been betrayed by a friend haa they left you out or were keeping you in the dark but dont take the blame they are just a ill moral and maniplative person but there is surly a childhood friend or a friend who is romantically interested in you darling I am just so sorry that I am not getting what they think but more about the situation IG you need these messages more as your guides are strongly giving these messages as last this friend or lover  admires the strength you have shown and are happy that you are trying to move on and not repeat the patterns within 4 to 6 months you will be meeting people who not only match your vibes but will understand you and guide you there they all will be probably more mature or eolder than you.hoping the best for you.
What is your charm(intuitive)
lo lita, my bag -song, counting starts-song, pitch dark, ghilbi studio character vibes, grand launch, muffins.
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maryse maryse any brainrot you’ve been having abt bachira? i know you like him now <33
YEAH! a lil bit! so sorry for the late reply, but hmm to think of it I like to see bachira as that boyfriend who is willing to listen to you and willing to know your boundaries when it comes to him, there’s just this special piece in my mind that constantly likes to believe that bachira would be a good partner, he’s a little silly but that’s fine! (A shame i’m not finished some of my drafts, so other anons i’ll be finishing them up soon! maybe 😭 I will though, so think of this as a little filler!)
pure pure fluff so no warnings or content warnings! <33
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✦ MEGURU . BACHIRA
m. bachira. bachira as your boyfriend is what i’ve been thinking of the most! so so supportive of you the same amount you’re supportive to him! from you come up with the stupidest ideas ever and him agreeing and nodding his head with the sweetest smile ever to you doing what you love and him staying by your side the whole time! what an absolute cutie (」・ω・)」
m. bachira. he’s so so cheesy sometimes it makes you giggle, top tier fashion sense so expect him wanting to match with you, matching clothes in public sometimes whenever you both decide to go out together or even matching pjs together, SO SO CUTE OF HIM! WOOO HES ALSO WILLING TO BUY YOU PLUSHIES! i’m sure he’d buy two dolphins for the both of you! he loves dolphins so he’ll probably buy two plushies of it, two dolphins different colours, it’s like you guys are matching again (SO CUTE MATCHING DOLPHIN PLUSHIES) (」・ω・)」
m. bachira. absolutely the best boyfriend to you, he tries his best and that’s what matters most <33 he cherishes you a lot, yk? sometimes even reassuring you daily he loves you, during your little naps he would whisper to you how much he’s proud of you for getting through another year, he’s always so proud it’s so cute of him to just be there with a huge dumb smile on his face
m. bachira. WAHA I DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN BUT perfect pair by beabadoobee (beabadoobee liker omg) is the whole embodiment of your relationship with bachira, it’s just so gentle sounding and sweet! I DON’T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN but the whole vibe of the song just radiates it!
m. bachira. like i’ve stated beforehand, bachira is patient and reassuring with you, if an argument or problems occurs between the both of you, he will try his best to understand your side and try n fix things with you, poor thing doesn’t want you to go to sleep angry or go to sleep with a huge burden and worry on your shoulders, he just doesn’t. even if times are tough for you he’s willing to be patient and wait for you, he would never give up on you! he loves you so much
m. bachira. to him, you’re always the star that shines brighter than others in his eyes. you would be the speck of light he will always try and catch in the deep sea of stars in the sky, admiring you on end like he always does, lucky to have someone like you as his partner. whatever it may be, he wants you to be the star he always lays his eyes on, the star he’s willing to love until the end of time, cherish the most and shower with love. the prettiest star he loves the most is you. the answer is always you (/・ω・)/
— buuuwwep !! ૮꒰ྀི >⸝⸝⸝< ꒱ྀིა
tears streamed down your cheeks, hands keeping a firm grip on bachira’s arms as you sobbed our apologies for being such a burden to him, always being so difficult and hard to handle.. you felt lost and you didn’t know what to do. you felt like such a burden to your boyfriend, always needing constant reassurance from him, always worried he’d get irritated with you. but he isn’t, he almost understands you twice as much as you understand yourself.
“don’t cry, ‘s okay sweetheart i’m here for you. i’m not mad at ya for anything.” his hands reached for your cheeks, wiping the tears with his thumb before planting a kiss on the temple of your forehead, melting in his touch as your arms wrapped around his figure. he wrapped his arms around yours, at last.. you felt protected in his embrace. your sobs died down as the minutes go by, feeling soft pats on your back from your boyfriend
what a sweetheart he is.. always willing to reassure you any time he gets, he just wants you to know he’s always there for you even if something tells you he isn’t, he’s so patient with you and you don’t understand how he can handle someone like you. bachira deeply cares for you and your well-being, he knows human life is special. he knows that in this once in a life time experience he will meet someone special and that special someone is you, it will always be you. he will always be there for you, willing to wait and be patient, willing to help you realize how much he really does love you with all his heart
“i’m always here for you, ‘kay? remember that sweetheart. cmon, do you wanna go out somewhere to take your mind off of this? or do ya want to stay like this for a bit?”
“stay.. stay like this for a bit please.”
he grinned as he gently ran his fingers through your hair, kissing your lips. “mm. we can stay like this as long as you want, as long as you feel better sweetheart. from now on, i’ll show you how much i love you, kay?”
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tis the damn season part 4 - rafe cameron
part 3 | masterlist | part 5
a/n: okay so. first of all im so so SO sorry that it has literally been a year since the last part. i said it wasnt going to take a month for this to come out and i guess i was right because a year isn't a month lmao. it's not even christmas season anymore but i just could not stop thinking about this all of a sudden so here we are again. i hope you guys still want this lmao.
it was just really hard for me to get through the cameron family part, i love writing sarah but for some reason i just could not get a handle on ward and rose. not a surprise that yn and rafe meeting in the library was the part that i flew through
anyways enjoy. sorry for it being a year since the last part and it not being christmas anymore<3 im a great and responsible writer. also because it has been so long i completely understand if you dont want to be on the taglist anymore, so just lmk and ill take you off!
wc: 7k
warning(s): the dreaded parent dinner. rose and ward being judgmental and yn being insecure ya know the vibes. but also a lot of fluff too
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“How drunk are you?” 
“Sober enough to get through this night,” Rafe said. “How high is your bullshit tolerance?” 
“High enough to get through this night,” you repeated, and he smiled. 
“Alright.” Rafe took a deep breath then nodded, and the two of you got out of his car. You handed him his keys and he, after putting them in his pocket, slipped his hand into yours as you started walking towards the house. The motion was starting to feel more natural than it should. “Rose’ll probably want my help setting up for dinner as an excuse to talk to me about you, but my dad will most likely be in his office until we’re done, so you don’t have to worry about another one-on-one thing.” 
“I can handle that,” you said. “It’ll be easier in front of the rest of your family. But before we go in—” you turned to look at him, a slightly teasing smile on your lips. “I think we should talk about all that stuff your friends said back there.”
Rafe sighed and shook his head. “I’m sorry about that. I promise, they were just exaggerating to embarrass me.” 
“No, it’s fine,” you chuckled. “I like your friends; they were a lot different than I was expecting, but they were actually really cool. I just… well, I wanted to make sure it wouldn’t change anything with this.”
“No, no—” Rafe laughed a little as well and brushed it off with his hand. “Okay — all cards on the table, I did have a crush on you freshman year. But that was just freshman year, and now it’s gone! We’re— we’re just friends. I feel nothing for you anymore.” 
You gave him a look. “Nothing?” 
Rafe rolled his eyes playfully. “You know what I mean.” 
“Just teasing you,” you agreed with a smile. “But it’s good to know that there is absolutely nothing between us. I mean, you did promise not to fall in love with me.” 
Rafe nodded seriously. “Of course. And you promised not to fall in love with me, so you can’t falter either.” 
You placed your fist over your heart. “Hope to die.” 
He snorted a laugh and tugged on your hand to get you walking again. “You’re so lame.” 
“And you had a crush on me when I was even lamer,” you teased. But before you could do anymore, Rafe was saved by the bell as he opened the door and pulled you inside with a wink back at you. 
“Rose, we’re home!” he called as he shut the door behind you. You heard the clatter of silverware in the distance followed by clicking heels on the tiled floor, and soon enough a blonde woman with an unnaturally bright smile came around the corner.
Her eyes lit up when she saw you and she said your name. “You must be the girlfriend!”
You offered a smile of your own and nodded. “In the flesh. It’s so nice to— oh!“
You didn’t get the chance to finish your sentence as she pulled you into a hug, and Rafe just gave you a knowing smile in response to your widened eyes. 
“It‘s so nice to meet you too,” she gushed, and when she finally let go she kept her hands on your shoulders. “We’ve all tried to drill Rafe for information about you these past couple days, but he refused to open up — you can imagine how happy I am to finally get to meet ‘the girlfriend’.”
You laughed a bit at her mimed quotation, nodding along to her words. If only she knew how right she really was. 
“I feel the same about meeting you all.” To drive home the point you reached for Rafe’s hand, and without hesitation he took it. “Rafe and I are really happy together, so I thought— we thought that it would be a good time for this to happen.”
Rose grinned and as she started walking, the two of you followed her. “Well, it is an absolute pleasure to have you here for the holidays. I’m sure Rafe has hardly been able to hold himself back from showing you everything Kildare has to offer.”
“Uh, yeah,” he piped in. “We just went to the country club and met up with Kelce and Topper, and we took the scenic route back. You liked it, right?”
You nodded. “It was great. Everything here is, really — your house, the beaches, the nature, the Outer Banks as a whole, it’s all beautiful. I can’t believe this is my first time visiting.” 
Her eyebrows shot up as you all finally reached the kitchen, a mess of measuring cups, bowls, and a myriad of other kitchen supplies scattered around the island table. All it took was a gesture of her head for Rafe to let go of your hand and get to work with tidying up the area. You made a mental note to ask her how to acquire that kind of power. 
“You’ve never been here?” she asked, and you shook your head. You didn’t know why that was so surprising to both his parents. “Well, that just means you have the chance to see everything with fresh eyes.” 
“I’m looking forward to it,” you smiled. 
Rafe gave you a warning look, one you knew very well that was telling you to stop talking, before he focused back on his stepmom with a smile. “We can handle the rest of this, right? Y/N can go relax a little in my room before dinner — uh, she didn’t sleep very well.” 
Rose rolled her eyes, but the amusement was clear in her expression. “Fine. I’ll save the grilling for dinner.” 
You gave her a polite nod as you turned to go, but when Rose wasn’t looking you mouthed a ‘thank you’ to Rafe that he answered with a smug smile. She was nicer than you had imagined, but you didn’t think you could handle all of her questions in addition to a family dinner. You had a feeling you were going to need every advantage you could get for tonight. 
It just so happened though, that as soon as you turned the corner, you ran into Rafe’s younger sisters. You wondered if they always traveled as a pair. 
“You guys are back already,” Sarah said with a pleasant smile, and you chuckled. 
“Uh, yeah,” you nodded. “We just went out for lunch with his friends at the country club.” 
Wheezie groaned as she leaned against the wall. “Kelce and Topper? God, they’re the worst.” 
You frowned a bit. “I actually thought they were pretty nice. They like teasing Rafe just as much as I do, so it’s a plus.” 
She shrugged. “I’m surprised they were so nice to you. A lot of people on this side of the island wouldn’t be that way towards you.” 
“Wheezie!” Sarah scolded with a jab to her shoulder, but that only knit your brows further. 
“What are you talking about?” you asked, and Sarah sighed. 
“I’m guessing Rafe hasn’t really told you about the inner workings of the Outer Banks,” she said dryly, and you nodded. “Well…” she trailed off, and then shook her head. “It’s not the right time, and I don’t really think it should come from us. I don’t really want you to get all in your head right before the big dinner interrogation.” 
“Are you always this mysterious with your brother’s girlfriends?” you asked after a beat of silence.
Sarah smiled as she started to back up. “How else am I supposed to keep my younger sister allure?”
“It’s not allure if you’re so open about it,” Wheezie said as she rolled her eyes. “I’m gonna go get some lemonade, want any?”
Sarah shook her head, and then she looked to you.
“Oh— uh, no. Thank you.”
Wheezie chuckled a bit. “Don’t act so surprised that we wanna get to know you. You’re pretty cool in terms of Rafe girlfriends.” 
As she walked off, you turned to Sarah with an amused look. “Is she always like that?”
“It just means she likes you,” Sarah said with a smile. “And for the record, I do too.”
You stood there smiling at the ground for far too long after Sarah had already gone off on her own. They were charming in a very likable way, even if they did have their quirks. 
At least your fake boyfriend’s sisters liked you — now, you just had to get his parents on your side.
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“So…” Rose glanced over at Rafe with a smile as he mashed potatoes. “Are you gonna give me anything, or do I have to wait for dinner?” 
He chuckled. “I think we can wait for dinner. She’ll be happy to tell you all about herself then.” 
“You’ve been together for almost three years and we barely know anything about her!” she exclaimed. “What’s the reason for that kind of secrecy?” 
Rafe bit the inside of his cheek, suddenly very interested in the potato masher. “We just wanted to make sure that we were solid before we started telling people outside of our friend group,” he said. “I… I really like her, so I wanted it all to go well.” 
She raised her eyebrows. “You both wanted to keep it a secret, or just she did?” 
He frowned. “We both did. Why does it matter?” 
“She’s not like us,” Rose said after a moment of hesitation, and Rafe’s grip tightened against the handle. “How do you know she’s not just using you for your money?”
“Excuse me?” He turned to her with an incredulous expression, the thought so ridiculous to him that he could hardly even deal with it. “You’re not seriously calling my girlfriend a gold digger, are you?” 
“It is a valid concern!” she defended, her voice becoming slightly higher from his reaction. “You’ve seen the way she looks at the house, the way she marvels at everything down here — for god’s sake Rafe, she’s never even been to the Outer Banks and she lives a couple hours away. Why else would she want to keep the two of you a secret?” 
“Okay,” he said with a dry laugh, setting down the masher and walking over to the sink to wash his hands off. “You have no idea what you’re talking about. Just because she’s not crazy rich like every other person on Figure Eight doesn’t mean she’s after me for money. We’ve been friends even longer than we’ve been dating— I was the one who asked her out first. She’s actually a good person, Rose—and no matter what, you can’t insult her like that. She’s,” he swallowed and turned away for a second, “she’s my girlfriend. So you can’t say this kinda stuff about her.” 
Rose stared at him for a moment before she sighed. “Okay. At least you actually care about her.”
“Of course I do,” he scoffed.
“I just want to make sure you know what you’re getting into,” she said, once again on the defensive. “You’ve always been hasty—”
“Do you want my help with this or do you just want to keep talking shit about her?” Rafe interrupted, his voice rising out of frustration. “Because if you keep this up you’re gonna be doing it alone.”
“Watch your mouth, Rafe,” she said, though mostly for virtue’s sake. “You just can’t say I didn’t warn you.”
“There’s nothing to warn me about,” he said sharply. “She’s a great person, and she’s one of my best friends. So lay off.”
She raised her hands, finally conceding. “Okay. You win.” 
Rafe rolled his eyes, but he still moved onto his next job. That didn’t change the fact that the rest of their preparations were done in silence. 
-
You spent your time alone in Rafe’s room very valuably — after relaxing for a little, you found Topper and Kelce’s instagrams and immediately started stalking them. 
It was valuable, to be fair — you got to see pictures of Rafe when he was in high school, and some videos of him being the idiot he’d warned you about when you went through their pinned stories. They made you smile, seeing him like that — just from the pictures you could tell that he was a frat boy in training, but he was charming in a boyish sort of way. You also knew you would’ve completely fallen for high school Rafe if the two of you met at that age.
You cleared your throat as you shut off your phone and put it face down on the bed. Thank god for the distance between you then, because thoughts like that were definitely off limits. 
It was just in time, because you heard a knock on the door and Rafe saying your name. 
“Uh, come in!” you responded, and he came in the door as you sat up. 
“Dinner’s all ready, if you’re ready.” 
“Yeah,” you nodded, and you stood up from his bed as you smoothed out your dress. “This is fine for the first dinner with your family, right? How do I look?” 
Rafe looked you up and down, his eyes raking across your body in the most exaggerated way possible as he whistled. “Babe, you look great. Super hot.” 
You burst out into laughter at that, and he even cracked a smile. “You are completely ridiculous, Rafe. You cannot act this way in front of your parents.” 
He brushed his hand through the air. “They can deal with it. My fake girlfriend’s only getting the best.” 
You shook your head, a smile of your own growing. “Like I said: completely ridiculous.” 
“I try.” Rafe’s grin faded a bit as he looked back at the door, and after a moment he shut it. He then turned back to you, his expression completely sobered. “I’m gonna be completely honest with you. This might be rough.” 
You frowned a bit. “Rough in what kind of way?” 
“Rough in a ‘making you doubt everything about yourself’ kinda way,” he said, and he sighed as shook his head. “Rose and I—we talked while we were setting everything up, and she thinks you’re some kind of golddigger. And,” Rafe huffed a dry laugh, “my dad’ll probably think the same thing. He’ll be a lot more covert with it, though.” 
“Great,” you muttered, and you suddenly felt very self-conscious as you wrapped your arms around yourself. A part of you itched to put Rafe’s sweatshirt back on, the familiarity of it a comfort you were suddenly aching for. But you remained in place, letting out a deep sigh instead. “I thought you said that both of them were from blue collars before they ended up with all this.” 
“They were,” Rafe confirmed, “but they’ve gone full kook over the years. They look down on the very same people they used to be, and… they’re probably gonna look down on you too.” 
“Great!” you repeated, and you felt the heat rush to your cheeks. You and Rafe weren’t together so it shouldn’t have bothered you, the thought of not having his parents’ approval, but it was just the opposite. “That’s— that’s just great, Rafe.” 
“Hey,” he said, his voice softer, “hey, it’s okay. I don’t want you to worry about them. Just— just be yourself, and we will make them like you. And if they say any out of pocket shit, don’t just take it, call them out on it. And if you don’t want to, I will.” Rafe gave you a genuine look. “I won’t let them do what they do to everyone else.” 
You recalled your conversation with Ward earlier in the morning, when he, out of nowhere, told you that he didn’t think you were a good fit in Rafe’s life. The man barely knew you and he was already trying to scare you out of it. 
And for some reason, just the thought of that brought your resolve back. If there was one thing you had in spades, it was spite.
You swallowed the lump in your throat and nodded, offering a smile that you hoped was convincing. “Right. We got this.” 
“We got this,” he agreed, and he offered his hand. “You ready, fake girlfriend?” 
You nodded again and took his hand, reveling in the warmth it provided as he squeezed your hand. “Ready, fake boyfriend.” 
-
“There you two are,” Rose joked as you and Rafe entered the dining room together. “I was beginning to think you decided to abandon us.” 
“I wouldn’t let him do that,” you said with a smile. “I’m just sorry we didn’t get to do this last night.” 
“Oh, I am too,” she agreed, and she finished setting the last platter on the table. “I’m sorry that it’s taken us three years to finally have a family dinner.” 
“Me too,” Wheezie said, looking up at you as she finished setting down the silverware. “I still don’t know what you see in him, but whatever.” 
“Louisa, be nice.” You instinctively tensed up as Ward walked in, and you returned the gesture when he smiled at you. “We’re all happy to have you here, and we’re all sorry it took so long.” He looked at Rafe pointedly. “You should’ve brought her down sooner, Rafe.” 
“We’ve already talked about this, Dad,” Rafe said. “We weren’t ready before, but now we are. You guys have to deal with that.” 
“He just didn’t want to scare her off with his crazy family,” Sarah said dryly as she walked in, a stack of plates in her hands that she placed on the table.  “Probably a good decision with all this interrogating.” 
“I don’t mind,” you said, and it wasn’t completely a lie. You and Rafe might not have been together, but you were best friends. It was probably a good thing you were meeting his family, even if it was under this sort of guise. You laughed a bit. “I’d want to know about my son’s secret girlfriend too if I were you.” 
“Well, you’re welcome here anytime you want, sweetie,” Rose said. “We have a lot of lost time to make up for.” She set the final dish on the table and held her hands out. “Feel free to help yourself.” 
“It all looks wonderful, honey,” Ward said, pecking his wife on the cheek as he took his seat at the head of the table. 
Your nerves evaporated slightly as you sat down, reveling in the silence you probably wouldn’t get much of as everyone served themselves. You were immediately proven right as Rose looked at you with a smile. 
“So,” she said your name, “Rafe tells me you’re looking to become a doctor?” 
You nodded. “I’ve been working towards it since middle school. It’s hard to believe that I’m getting so close to med school.” 
“Are you applying?” Ward asked. 
“Not yet, but I’m looking,” you said, and you chuckled. “I thought I would get a break from all the medical stuff after I took the MCAT, but between school hunting and classes, I think it’s gotten even busier.” 
“She’s amazing,” Rafe said, “seriously. She and Melanie are both on pre-med tracks, and I swear, all they do is study.” 
“Mel parties sometimes,” you joked, “but… yeah. I’ve become really well acquainted with the library.” 
“That was actually how we met,” he said, glancing at you, and a smile immediately broke out on your lips. “Freshman year, remember?” 
“How could I ever forget?” 
You let out a haggard sigh as you held your head in your hands, staring at the textbook beneath you. You had an entire spread around you—laptop and charger, nearly empty water bottle, a bag of goldfish, a whole mess of highlighters and pens, and your bio 252 textbook open in front of you. You had been trying to read the same sentence for the past ten minutes, and your brain was not cooperating. 
You screwed your eyes shut as you leaned back in your chair, pressing your hands against your forehead. At this point, you wondered if you were losing brain cells.
“Hey, uh— is this seat open?” 
You cracked your eyes open to see a guy in sweatpants and a UNC tee standing, a backpack slung over one shoulder and very pretty eyes. 
“It’s 2:35 in the morning,” you said. “Half the library is open.” 
“I know, but,” he chuckled, “you look smart. I feel like being around you will make me do my work.” 
That got a dry laugh out of you, and you just shrugged. “Sit away, I guess. As long as you’re quiet.” 
He nodded and took a seat on the other end of the table, leaving enough space to be polite. “I’m Rafe, by the way.” 
You nodded as well. “Cool.” 
“What,” he said, setting his backpack on the ground, “I don’t get a name?” 
“If I survive these midterms, you can get my name,” you said wryly, and your focus fell back to your textbook. 
Though you couldn’t see him, you heard the smile in his words, could feel his eyes on you. “Deal.” 
/
“Never thought that you would be living the rom-com life, Rafe,” Sarah said, very tongue-in-cheek. “Makes sense that she was annoyed by you at first.” 
“To be fair, I was kind of losing my mind,” you said with a laugh. “Word of advice for your freshman year, Sarah, learn the meaning of school-life balance, and learn it before you’re knee deep in midterms.” 
She chuckled, nodding sagely. “You don’t have to worry about that. I won’t be in the library that late no matter what time of year it is.” 
“Very studious of you, Rafe,” Rose said, and she smiled. “What were you doing in there anyways?” 
He shrugged. “Couldn’t sleep, so I went to the library. Maybe it was fate.”
“I think it was just persistence,” you said dryly. “Because you came in every single night after that.” 
/
“This seat open?” 
You blinked at the voice, the words from your laptop screen swimming in the air as you looked back up. To your surprise, it was the same guy from the other day, with the same words. Rafe, if you remembered.
“Why are you here again?” 
“Because I took my econ midterm yesterday afternoon and killed it,” he said, “and I think it’s because you’re good luck.” 
You raised your eyebrows. “I’m good luck?” 
Rafe nodded. “My hypothesis is that being around you is giving me good luck, so I’m testing it by hanging around you before each of my midterms.” 
That actually got a laugh out of you. “That’s the stupidest thing I’ve ever heard.” 
“It’s not stupid if it works, is it?” He set down his bag and shot you a grin. “Besides— I gotta make sure you get through the season alive so I can get your name.” 
You just shook your head, though you were unable to hide your own smile. “Fine. House rules still apply.” 
Rafe held up his hands. “Absolute silence. You got it.” 
Ten minutes passed in keyboard clacks and page turns before you couldn’t help yourself, and you looked back up at Rafe. 
“Are you really going to come here every night?” 
“As long as you’re here,” Rafe said, “I’m here.” 
“And he did,” you said. “He came back every night that week, sat in the same spot in complete silence, and we did our work together. At 2AM, no less.” 
“And I passed every single one of my midterms with flying colors,” he said. “I still think it’s because of you.” 
“That is so sweet,” Rose crooned. “Who knew our Rafe was such a charmer?” 
“Rose—” he started, his cheeks flushing, but you chuckled. 
“He certainly was,” you said. “Anyone else, and I think I might’ve kicked them out. But I couldn’t say no to those eyes.” 
And it’s not like you were lying—that really was how you met. It just wasn’t the love story that you were making it out to be. It was a week of the library, and then you didn’t see each other again until Melanie dragged you out to an end of the semester party—the party that Kelce mentioned, the party that you ran into Rafe again. 
That was certainly a night. And not one you could really detail at a family dinner. 
“If we have you to thank for Rafe’s performance in his freshman midterms, then I’m certainly in your debt,” Ward said with a slight smile. 
“I don’t think it was because of me,” you said. “I think it’s because he actually sat down and studied for once in his life.” 
Rafe rolled his eyes. “Say that all you want, but you’re my good luck charm. I know it.” 
“I assume that you’ve always done well in school?” Ward asked. 
“I have to,” you said honestly. “I’m on a huge scholarship at Chapel Hill, and if my grades drop below a certain point, it gets taken away. I literally can’t afford for that to happen,” you chuckled nervously, “not to mention the hit my career prospects would take.” 
“You seem really serious about all of this,” Ward said, and he clasped his hands together. “Why do you want to be a doctor so badly?” 
“It’s the only thing I can imagine myself doing,” you responded. “I’ve always loved science, and the human body has fascinated me even when I was a kid. Growing up, I’ve seen a lot of bad things happen to a lot of good people, and it’s… it’s just not fair. So I guess becoming a doctor would be my way of helping those people and putting some good back in the world.” 
“Oh, that is so sweet,” Rose said, her eyes softening. “Rafe, honey, you really picked a good one.”
Wheezie snorted a laugh. “Yeah. Now I know for a fact she’s too good for you.” 
“Louisa,” Ward admonished, and he looked back at you. “That’s a very noble goal. I can only imagine the hard work you’ve described is but a fraction of the full picture. I mean, my senior year was busy as all get-out, don’t get me wrong, but I was in business. Pre-med is a whole different thing to navigate.” 
“It is,” you agreed. “Right now I’m juggling classes and labs, an internship, a part time job, and trying to have a social life all at the same time.” You laughed a bit. “It’s a lot, and sometimes it gets overwhelming. But when that happens, I take a step back and try to remember what I’m doing all this for, and that almost always gets me back on track. And when it doesn’t—” you glanced at Rafe with a smile— “he’s always there for me.” 
Rafe returned your smile and took your hand under the table, and it filled you with some confidence. You certainly weren’t lying about the last part. 
“She’s amazing all on her own,” Rafe said. “I’m only her cheerleader.” 
“Maybe it wasn’t a good idea for you and Rafe to get together,” Sarah said, frowning. “You’re setting the bar way too high.” She looked at her parents. “I hope you don’t expect me to do all that when I get to college.” 
“You’ll do whatever you have to do, sweetie,” Rose said with a smile. “I’m sure you had to work up to all of this.��� 
“Oh, definitely,” you nodded. “I applied to get into my high school’s health science specialty center in eighth grade, and it all went from there. It’s always busy, but it’s the most fulfilling work someone can do.” 
“Are you sure you can handle it?” Ward asked. His tone was noncommittal, but you knew what he was after. You weren’t going to give it to him. 
“Dad—” Rafe started, glancing at you for a second, but you spoke up. 
“I’ve been working towards this since my freshman year of high school. Everything’s gone to plan up until now, and I don’t plan for that to change.” Both your smile and your grip on Rafe’s hand tightened. “I know I can handle it.” 
“Well,” he said, his eyes far too calculating as he looked right at you, “I wish you all the best.” 
“Thank you,” you said smoothly. 
The tension at the table had been steadily rising ever since Ward looked in your direction, and it was starting to get to you. Rafe, as attentive as ever, immediately took over. 
“Dad,” he said, drawing the attention back to him, “we did an investment project in my 407 course for the final. It was actually really interesting, and my professor said that my group had one of the best projects she’s seen in her career. Do you wanna hear about it?” 
“Sure.” The smile he offered to his son was the same you’d seen since the moment of your arrival, and some of the pressure dissolved from your shoulders. You made a mental note to thank Rafe profusely at the end of the night. “Your professor was Dr. Waters, right?” 
He nodded. “She said you know each other.” 
“We do,” he said, and you felt like you could breathe again as he looked away from you. “I’d love to hear it, son.” 
Rafe wasn’t lying when he said he was skilled at navigating the waters of his family, because he kept the limelight off of you for the entire rest of the dinner. He talked about his own classes and directed it towards his sisters, and though you chimed in to answer the occasional question or add to one of his stories, you didn’t feel like your entire life was on blast. 
You and Rafe ended up helping Rose clean up, and she smiled at you as you handed her a plate. 
“Tonight was lovely, sweetie,” she said. “I can’t wait to hear about everything you accomplish in the future.” 
“You’re too kind,” you said, biting back a smile that was actually genuine. “I really enjoyed tonight.” 
“I’m glad.” She started the dishwasher and sighed as she looked at you. “I know my husband can be heavy-handed sometimes, but it’s not personal, trust me. We want the best for Rafe—Ward just has his own way of showing it.” 
“C’mon, Rose,” Rafe grumbled. “You saw what he was doing, and you went along with it. That’s not okay.” 
“He wasn’t doing anything,” she said pointedly. “He wanted to know more about Y/N, so he asked her. That’s all.” 
“You know that’s not—” 
“Rafe,” you interrupted, and you held up your phone, “Mel’s calling. C’mon, let’s go catch her up on everything.” 
He hesitated as he looked at you, but you just raised your eyebrows a little bit and gestured towards the hallway. Rafe sighed and nodded, glancing back at his step-mother. 
“Rose—” 
“You two enjoy yourself,” she said. “Cleanup’s already almost done—thank you for your help.” 
“Of course,” you said. “Have a good night, Mrs. C— Rose.” 
She smiled and nodded, waving the two of you off as you practically dragged Rafe into the hallway. 
“What was that for?” he complained once you were in the safety of his room, door shut. 
“You were about to get into a completely unnecessary argument.” 
“I was defending your honor, babe,” he said austerely. 
You laughed a bit, shaking your head as you sat down on the side of his bed, and Rafe leaned against the wall. “And I appreciate it, Sir Cameron, but I want this to be as drama-free as possible. Don’t get into arguments with your parents for me.” 
“I get into arguments with my parents all the time,” he said. “Doing it for you makes it better.” 
“Rafe.” 
He sighed and shrugged. “Fine. Drama-free break.” 
“Thank you.” 
“But not if my dad starts coming for you like that again,” he added with a pointed finger. 
You chuckled and nodded. “Fine.” 
You then looked at the clock on his bedside table and blew out a loose sigh. “God, it’s way later than I thought. You, get on my phone and call Mel. I lied about her calling, but I actually do want to talk to her tonight, and she definitely wants to catch up with you. I’m showering and getting ready for the night.” 
“Aye aye, captain,” he said, catching your phone as you tossed it to him. “But you know you don’t have to change in private. I have a very big room.” 
You gave him a look as you grabbed your bag. “Very subtle, Rafe. Behave.” 
He laughed and went back to your phone as you shut the door. 
You went through your routine as usual, the warm water helping to relieve the tension that had built up in your muscles. It was nice to have some alone time after the rollercoaster that the day had been, from Kelce’s bombshell conversation to the choppy waters of Ward Cameron—you had no idea the Outer Banks were going to be so complicated. 
It was only two weeks. Two weeks, and then you and Rafe were back to being nothing more than roommates and friends. Easy. 
You dried yourself off when you were done and slipped into a pair of shorts and an old Raleigh tee. After finishing the rest of your night routine, you opened the door again, smiling a bit to see Rafe laying upside down on his bed on the phone. 
His eyes flickered over to you and he smiled as well as he sat up. “You can ask her that yourself, actually—she just got out. You’re goin’ on speaker, Mel.” 
She cheered your name and you laughed as you settled on the bed with Rafe, picking up the phone so you could look at the little Mel on your screen. “You already look great. The OBX air is good for you, I swear.” 
“Better than city air,” you chuckled. “How have you been? Are you devastatingly bored without Rafe and I?” 
“You know I am,” she said with mock austerity. “Ayden’s already gone back to Richmond, so I’m all on my lonesome. You guys are all the worst for leaving me.” 
“Sorry,” Rafe said. “Should’ve asked you to be my girlfriend too—then we all could’ve had a great time with my parents.” 
She snorted and shook her head. “I love you Rafe, but I prefer the empty apartment.” 
He shook his head with a sigh. “So mean to me.” 
“It’s for your own good,” she chided, and she looked back at you. “How’s he treating you? Like a queen, I hope.” 
You laughed. “Mel, I am seriously living the life of luxury here. His room is the size of our freshman dorm. Honestly, it’s probably the size of my apartment back home. I would be Rafe’s permanent fake girlfriend if it meant a house like this.” 
Rafe shrugged. “We do have a couple more holidays coming up.” 
“Joking,” you said, and you sighed. “His family is… something.” 
“I told you I would fight them for you!” he defended. “I am fully ready to argue with my dad for you, but someone said she doesn’t want me to defend her honor.” 
Mel laughed, her eyes twinkling. “You beautiful knight. At least you’re trying to protect my girl.” 
“Always,” Rafe said, and then he stood up from his bed. “I’m gonna get ready—don’t gossip about me.” 
You gasped, scandalized. “We would never.” 
“Perish the thought,” Mel said simultaneously. 
Rafe rolled his eyes with a smile as he left, and you picked up the phone. “He sure is something.” 
“Yeah,” Mel said, something in her voice, “he is. And now that we’re alone, we can gossip about him.” 
You chuckled and shook your head. “There’s nothing to gossip about. What did he even talk to you about?” 
“Just basic stuff,” she said. “Told me about Kelce and Topper, and said some very choice words about his dad. But he mostly just talked about you, which is why we get to talk about him.” 
You frowned a bit—you couldn’t help but wonder what that entailed. “What did he say?” 
“Nothing important,” she said, brushing it off. “So, how’s the gig? How’re you liking the Banks?”
“This honestly isn’t as bad as I thought it would be,” you admitted. “Sure, his dad can be a lot, but Rafe is great. He’s always making sure that I’m okay, and it’s really sweet. I think that I can maybe see what all those girls see in him.” 
“Oh, wow,” she said. “You’re already in the falling in love with him stage?” 
“No!” you exclaimed, maybe a little too hastily. “No, god— where did you get that from?” 
“Someone’s a little defensive—” 
“Mel,” you said, staring at the bathroom door hoping Rafe couldn’t hear the conversation, “I’m not in love with him. We’re friends that are fake-dating each other. There’s a very big difference.” 
“If you say so,” she mused. 
“You’ve been watching too many rom-coms,” you said dryly. “Enough about me—how’s holding down the fort?” 
“I already told you that it’s boring,” Mel said. “I’m going back to Charlotte in a couple days, but that is also boring, which is why I want to talk about you!” 
“And I already told you, there’s nothing to talk about!” you defended. “We had a chill night yesterday, I hung out with his friends this morning, and we had dinner tonight. Standard girlfriend stuff—nothing to worry about.” 
“Fine,” she relented, and she laid back on the sofa. “But you have to keep me updated on everything.” 
“Of course. Now, I know you were talking to some guy in November. How’s that going?” 
Mel went on for a while about the guy—his name is Paolo, he’s an engineering major, he’s the hottest man she’s ever seen, but she’s definitely not interested in him, along with a lot of other things—and while you were about to ask something else in a rare pause, you lost your chance when Rafe came out of the bathroom. 
Wearing nothing but a pair of sweatpants with his hair still wet and messy in just the right way, you just stared at him. It was embarrassing how speechless you were.
“You good?” Mel asked, and that snapped you out of your reverie, but not before Rafe noticed you looking. 
He just shook his head. “Can’t compliment you but you can objectify me. Your hypocrisy is insulting, babe.” 
“I’m so sorry Rafe,” you said austerely. “I can hardly control myself around you, you’ve got to understand.” 
He sighed as he pulled a shirt on. “It’s a burden I’ve got to bear, unfortunately. But I’m strong enough to do it.” 
“Okay, you two are gross,” Mel said. “I would say get a room, but you have one, and I’m clearly overstaying my welcome. So I’m just gonna hang up. Have fun, lovebirds!” 
“Mel—” you started, but she was gone before you could continue. You laughed as you turned your phone off, glancing at Rafe. “Uh, sorry. You didn’t miss much, just her talking about some guy.” 
“Oh, Paolo!” Rafe nodded. “I introduced those two, actually. He was in my finance class last semester, and he talked about her a lot. I hope they work out.” He smiled a bit as he sat down next to you. “Mel and her dream guy aside, what d’you wanna do for the rest of the night? After the dinner you sat through, I think you deserve a break.” 
“How do you feel about watching TV and doing nothing?” you asked. 
“Sounds perfect.” Rafe leaned over and picked up the remote from the side table, flipping it over in his hands as he talked. “What are you feeling? Grey’s Anatomy?” 
“God, no. It’s not accurate, and I need at least one second where I’m not thinking about school.” 
He chuckled. “Then what d’you suggest?” 
“Law and Order,” you said, “but we pick a random season and start halfway through it.” 
“You know that’s not accurate either?” 
“I haven’t spent years going over the law,” you said, “therefore it’s accurate to me.” 
Rafe laughed and handed you the remote, shaking his head. “Sounds perfect. Want some popcorn?” 
“Nothing I love more than lawyers and popcorn,” you said. “Except for you, fake boyfriend.” 
Rafe pressed his hand to his heart as he went over to the door. “I feel the same way, fake girlfriend.” 
You started cracking up, and Rafe’s small smile sent heat rushing to your cheeks. “Oh, and the second drawer on my dresser has a bunch of sweatshirts in case you want one.” 
You frowned. “Why would I need one of your hoodies?” 
He shrugged. “You’ve been shivering this whole time.”
And he walked off, wholly nonchalant, but you couldn’t tear your eyes away. 
Apparently, Rafe paid more attention than you thought. Even when there wasn’t an audience. 
You snapped yourself out of your reverie, wandering over to said drawer, and you rifled through until you found a suitable one. Nothing like being a walking advertisement for the Kenan-Flagler school. 
You pulled it on then settled against the pillows as you picked up the remote again. After a bit of scrolling you decided on season 13, episode 11, and Rafe came back in with a big bowl of popcorn right when the title card played. 
“Perfect timing,” you smiled. 
“I try,” he said, and he shut the door behind him as he sat down next to you. His gaze moved to your sweatshirt and he grinned. “Nice choice. I’ll make a business major of you yet.” 
“God, no,” you muttered, and he just laughed. 
The two of you settled in and got comfortable for a night of lawyers and detectives and murder and popcorn, fought over through swatted hands and playful shoves, and maybe it was something about the day that just had you not thinking clearly. 
Because you didn’t mind when your hands touched in the popcorn bowl, and you didn’t mind when he slung his arm over your shoulder, and you didn’t mind when you fell asleep on Rafe’s shoulder 23 minutes into episode 15. 
And Rafe didn’t really mind either.  
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rafe does mind that it took a year for him to be seen again though. sorry man
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hyponautica · 6 months
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im kinda new to lifesteal and i havent really thought about other members bsides clown and branz but school is gonna enter a break so my brain has finally been alloted time to hone in on this. and i have some design ideas for a few members.
also feel free to tell me anything about anyone if u wanna give info cuz i would also rly appreciate it. im dead srs, i will read bible length text. anyway-
ash is so emo to me. he has that angsty teen in him. long sideswept hair with a bit of it brought over his left eye. im also gonna do that thing i saw a lot of ppl do of that glitchy thing over his eye but on the hair as well cause, it just fits with his skin. i dont wanna leave em too independent to what they actually look like in game
minutes skin is good enough for what i think he would look like! but he definitely has a bow motif on his skin that i wanna add a teensy bit more to! also his hair. not fire, just like, smoky. also a trenchcoat would be good i think. and ive heard some members call him a walking base so i ran with that idea and i wanna give him a suitcase with like infinite space inside.
i think redd is good being left nice and simple! i think the simplicity adds a lot in his case. but i wanna give him slicked back hair, kinda like crocodile from one piece but a bit messier and mb a lil curly to add a bit more uniqueness?? also small demon horns cause the red motif goes hard with that idea + the suit he wears. i also dont know if i wanna keep his face featureless or give him a mask thats a rly similar red to his skin
zam is such a creature. just some sleep paralysis demon creature thing. i like to imagine his head is nothing but an eerily smooth and perfect circle and he just sharpies that signature smile on his face and it really shows when it starts to fade away. also to add to the creature vibe i wanna make him rly skinny and bony, and he hides it with oversized clothes. tho his hands definitely give way to that fact
leo, i also wanna leave him simple but i wanna make him a cyborg. the details would probably be in his cyborg parts (mainly head to draw attention to it). his channel name is on his skin as if theyre initials so i wanna make it like the initials on the side of a helmet? in this case i thought why not make the theme like how ppl imaged robots in the 80s? i dont think i can explain my idea well thru text so i guess ill show ppl when it comes down to me drawing it. i just think the cyborg idea fits when hes basically a walking moai statue from what ive seen in his videos lmao
thats kinda all i have for now which are actual solid ideas in my head! im currently walking home from school rn so its hard for me to focus as much as id like. if i remember anyone else or think of em ill post it later :33 i just havent watched enough of the members currently, itll come to me soon enough dont worry
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plushipaws · 2 months
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I don't think im meant to host. Once our system found alastor (and kinda rebuilt him from the three alters he split into) he has been fronting most of the time and it felt natrual. I became his advisor the way other alters are usually mine. A lot of childhood memories are his. Sometimes hosts do just change over time but as soon as he started doing it again it was like. Oh thank god this is how it was meant to be.
I do think I have existed a long time and fronted even as a child but I think it was mostly him and I would advise him from the back seat the way many alters have done to me later. I think I was created for the advisor role and just had to become the host bc Alastor has very strong NPD and BPD traits (so i beleive whole system is NPD and BPD) that I was good at masking and we had to mask it. I think thats why plushi especially is kinda entirely preoccupied with being cute, non threatening, friendly, and not having needs of its own and existing to always be happy. Creature is focused on being a empathetic listener, helpful and solve peoples problems, and holding depression. We always felt like... kind of empty like, something missing, we should have more personality. I think we are smaller fragments and more specific role focused than we thought, oriented to survive abuse situations. We felt missing a person who we should be, and I think that was us subconsciously missing Alastor hosting.
Trauma caused Alastor him to split into more alters (he still is not a fusion of everyone he was but I think the others are ok being seperate and he likes how he is now) so we couldnt really find him until healing allow him to come together again, and the situation is safe enough I dont need to protect him anymore. We also accept our NPD and BPD and know how to cope with it enough to let him out and allow him to express symptoms in healthy ways.
Im still an active alter and will be around, though the two alters I am (i am a subsystem) switch who is awake more and my personality shifts depending on that, and its not been super plushi lately so it feels weird having this be our main, lol. But plushi will definitely be back, it was a lot of fun being paw and I know paw is still here. Just weird to go from plushi hosting to. There hasnt been a plushi around these parts in 30 days :0
We hope our friends and mutuals will like Alastor too since he will be fronting mostly and we will be around less as we switch to him hosting. He doesn't act quite like me though since I exist basically to hide him so if you don't we understand; he is a lot more openly narcissistic and low empathy which we know not everyone vibes with. (Hes also very openly flirty and kinky which may also put folks off but he understands boundaries and is Normal about them). Though we think we will be a prominent alter and still avalible often, but we don't want to host anymore. We did it for years and we weren't supposed to have to.
Don't worry we aren't going anywhere! We still front often but it used to be like... us usually and then maybe for 3 days tops another alter comes before defaulting to us, and now we may come for three days tops and default to Alastor. And my system members can post and talk online when awake even if not fronting. But Alastor's blog is definitely the most active hub for us rn.
Alastor is @radiostaticsmile
Thanks for reading
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joshy-tomato · 5 months
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If you get two versions of this ask, my apologies. Wifi is being wonky
Some folk really do not deserve kids. Case in point, Furina's parents. Hopefully, Freminet's mom joins in on the court case, she did have her child more or less taken from her. Arlecchino investigating good and hard on everyone these two harmed or messed. They are not leaving jail anytime soon, preferably ever once Neuvillette wins the case.
Ah, yes, the best ways to bond: mutual suffering. Makes me wonder how long the war against Celestia lasted, poor Neuvi had to live with his failure to save not just Focalors, but Furina as well.
Can't really fault the Knave for being too intense, it's amusing to imagine and I think she deserves some unhealthy possessiveness. It does translate into Furina getting lots of love and affection, and just affirming the stance that Arle is the best person for Furina. But, that's also because a certain someone has been getting rid of any prospective lovers.
I almost want a coworker of Furina and Arlecchino to remember and just side eye this "friendship". Hmmm, not sure who would fit that. None of the Harbingers give off entertainment industry vibes and the image of Scara or Childe finding out via a movie and choking on their food and drink is just too funny to let go of. Maybe Clorinde manages to work her way into being a minor character on a set or two? Or, someone else...
And awwwh, that's.. nice? Cute doesn't fit because the situation is pretty screwed up, but hey, Furina is learning that Arlecchino is plenty reliable and especially angry for Furina and Freminet's sake. Arle sticking to Furina's side whenever she can in the courtroom, always positioning herself in front of Furina when the parents try to talk to her. Definitely glaring at the parents, who quickly back down or maybe they don't, 'cause some people don't deserve survival instincts.
Also! Furina introducing Arlecchino to her little brother since he's been taken out of their dad's custody with the court case on. Arle speaking super softly to Freminet.
(Dont worry, I totally relate to having a horrible internet)
Indeed, Furi and Fremi parents are Foster Child of such sentiment. Arlecchino collecting every person they fucked over will be pretty cathartic, the start of the most unhiged era of the Stan account.
Reading that I totally imagined Childe, either as an actor or stunt double, maybe both, coming across Arlefuri and simply noping out. Nope, he never liked Arlecchino to begin with, he is not getting involved om her messy love life, not again.
Arlecchino reaction totally changes the way Furina sees her like, yeah they are friends but Furina does think that she is sometimes weird and is afraid that because since Arle was her fan the weird behavior is because Arlecchino has her in a pedestal. But Arle behavior during the trial shows her not only Arlecchino is reliable, but that she will not look down on Furina just because she is vulnerable and not the perfect star she pretends to be.
Freminet meeting with Arlecchino, I kinda have this idea that, due being raised along with Furina, his memories of the past life were unlocked very early and sadly childhood amnesia is a thing. He does remember more than Furina of course, but is a lot less clear and reliable than those who unlocked their memories as teens and adults, he probably assumed that those memories where dreams and the people he meet where imaginary friends.
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tatakaetime07 · 2 years
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hey! so this is kind of long winded and probably doesn’t make sense. but could u plz do an eddie X reader where eddie doesn’t want the reader to get hurt,
they’re all getting ready to go through watergate (in volume 1) but eddie doesn’t want the reader to come because he’s worried they’ll get hurt,
long story short; somehow, eddie handcuffs the reader to something, somewhere (maybe reefer ricks?) so that she doesn’t come with them, and reader is cursing eddie,
but jason and his friends end up finding the reader while on their search for the eddie,
idk what should happen after that. if that’s too confusing or long winded, u don’t have to do it!!! love your writing <3
˚ ༘✶ ⋆。For your own good Pt.1 e.m
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A/n:Omg my heart akskskks,thank u sm dear reader it means a lot!!💖and dont worry it wasn't confusing at all :),p.s I got slight yandere vibes lol
Pairing: Eddie Munson x Female!Reader!
Summary:Your close friend Eddie had always been protective,but as more and more things start happening around you the more worried he becomes.What will you do when there's consequences for his actions?
Warnings:Cursing,violence,suggestive themes,a bit ooc Eddie(cus hes a sweetheart😭)
Word count-855
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You were currently leaning on tree,blocking out the sounds of your friends talking about Lovers Lake or something.You ignored it,even though it was probably important,you were to fixated on someone much more interesting;the alleged murderer Eddie Munson.Or more precisely,your best friend who you may or may not have had feelings for.
His gaze briefly flickered to yours as you made eye contact,to which you quicky redirected your stare at Steve,feeling your cheeks heat up at being caught ogling at your friend.What you didn't see however was the worried look in his eyes as he stared at you.
You hadn't seen him for a few days,and when a kid you watched,Dustin Henderson,told you about how he strived to prove his friend was innocent,you immediately told him him you would come with,not just as his caretaker but as Eddie's friend,you knew he could never do anything like that.
So that had led you to where you were now,surrounded by a bunch of kids and others who were close enough to be counted as one themselves.Dustin had sat down days before and explained everything that had happened over the years that had somehow flown over your head.
It would get dark soon so the longer you sat around the easier you could get around,at least that what the supposed 'leader' Steve said.You had all agreed that somehow there were gates opening up after every murder,and due to Dustin's compass being messed up or something he suggested to go to the lake.'I always knew that kid was smart..'
It had taken an hour or two to reach the lake and be in a place no one could see them,but luckily enough you had spotted a boat that was good enough but could only hold so many people.
Although you suggested you would go Eddie interrupted you and volunteered himself.You narrowed your eyes confusingly.
“No,no,its fine Eds I can go.You stay.”You pushed as you approached Steve who was holding the boat steady.
Aside from Dustin and Steve's bickering over who was going no one was really paying attention to you and Eddie's interaction.
“No,really it's fine.”Eddie laughed with a clenched jaw.You had stared at him with a deadpan expression before grabbing him by his shoulder and shoved him by the trees where the others couldn't hear.
“What's up with you?Why do you want to go so bad,huh?”
“Why can't you just let me do this!?”He angrily burst out as he furrowed his eyebrows.Your eyes widened,there was something he wasn't telling you.
While distracted with what he was saying you hadn't notice the way he slowly reached for something in his pant pocket.Well,that was before he grabbed your wrist,making you step backwards.
“Eddie what are you doing-”
“Looking out for you,this is whats best for you,ok?I can't have anything happen to you I just can't.”
You then felt the cold metal around your wrist making you gasp.
“You can't tell me what you think is good for me!!-”You tried thrashing around in Eddie's grasp but to no avail as he had the upper hand of being taller and stronger than you.He attached the other cuff to a branch just barely above you.
He turned to walk away before coming back and holding you by your shoulders,a desperate look etched on his face.
“I'm so sorry (n/n) I really am,but after seeing what happened to Chrissy..”You heard his voice slightly waver as he caressed your cheek gently.”No one's safe anymore.But I'll keep you safe no matter what I promise,I won't let what happened to Chrissy happen to you,I'll be back and then we can talk about it.”
You were stunned as you then heard the crunch of the leaves underneath him as he walked back to the group.Not once looking back at you.
“Eddie!Eddie you son of a b*tch,get back here!You cant just say that then walk away!”
It was to know use though as Eddie was dead determined leaving you there till’ he came back.And you knew no one would ever hear you in the middle of the woods.
“That peice of shit..”
You sat there for an hour not wasting your breath trying to call for anyone.So that just left you alone in your thoughts.So many questions you wanted to bombard him with,like why the actual fuck was he just carrying around those cuffs?Although a bit of you didn't even want to know.But also why he was acting this way,you could have just stayed back he didn't even need to go this far.So what the f*ck man.He was your best friend,yet you had never seen him act this way before,actual he sort of did when you first met,but it wasn't the best circumstance since he was helping you fight a bully.
Even after all that though there was some dark part of you that secretly enjoyed the thought that he cared about you so much,and you understood where he was coming from to a certain extent,but uh,this was a bit too far,and you didn't need to be taken care of like a child.
After passing out while waiting you were surprised to wake up to a flash light being shone in you face.
“Huh..?”You regretted looking up the second you did,because you made eye contact with the very person who was hunting your friend down,Jason.
"Oh shit."
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Congratulations, @shuuuuush, for getting over 100 followers I'm so proud of you!!🥳
This fic honestly gives me enchanted by taylor Swift vibes😭😅
This is a special fic jst for you and i hope you like it!🥰
Word count: i honestly dont know💀
Paragraphs:31?
Warnings:Strong language, detailed kissing(is that even a thing?😭)
(Not using Y/N)!
Marly and Kenny met in New york, and they instantly caught feelings for each other,but what troubles will they have to face? Will they end up together? Or will someone try to get in between them?
Taylor-your best friend
Kenny- Stranger
to lover
Aj- your friend
Niko-your friend
Chunkz-Your friend
Sharky-your friend
The first time i laid eyes on you-Kenny
Chapter 1 out of 5🫶🏻
I felt the warm water hitting my body as i washed my hair. I truly needed a warm shower after a long day. I grabbed a dry towel and stepped out of the shower. I dried my hair and body and put on my clothes. Just before i could lay down, i got a call from taylor."Marly? Where the hell are you? I asked you to come over 20 minutes ago. Did you seriously forget?" Said taylor. "Oh shit im so sorry. I'll be there soon!"i said. "Yeah.. okay." taylor said. I grabbed my keys and unlocked my front door.
Kennys POV:
"Hey guys! Today we'll see who can make the most money in New york in just 24 hours!" Said niko. I honestly hated these challenges. We had to do stupid things for money. But this time it wasn't as bad since New york was absolutely beautiful! I was looking forward to spending time here. "Kenny?Bro?You good?" I heard aj say. "What? Oh yeah, im good." I said. "Yeah, if you say so." Said aj. There we're 2 teams, me,Aj and niko. Chunkz and sharky. Since we had more people, Chunkz and sharky got a headstart. As i walked through the streets of New York, i could hear chatter and laughter all around me. Most of it was from my friends. I didn't like to get involved in many conversations,im more of a quiet person. Dont get me wrong,i love hanging out with my friends, of course, but sometimes i prefer to be lost in my own thoughts.
Marlys POV:
I was in a hurry. i didn't want Taylor to get even more mad at me..well, that's what i thought. I was about to cross the road when i saw 3 extremely familiar boys. "No fucking way..." i whispered to myself. It was no other than the beta squad! And kenny was there.. he was my BIGGEST crush, and i was his #1 fan...well, that's what i think, at least. I just stopped and stared at Kenny, and i couldn't help but blush. Just before i was going to talk to them, i saw kenny looking at me, and we made eye contact. My stomach was filled with butterflies. i gave an awkward smile and waved as he did the same. I felt like a complete idiot. I digged my face into my hands in embarrassment.
Kennys POV:
I could feel a pair of eyes looking at me, i looked to my left to see the most beautiful girl ever,my heart was beating like crazy. I smiled at her, and we made eye contact. She was gorgeous.. We instantly clicked.
Marlys POV:
I saw them crossing the road, so i thought it was a perfect opportunity to go talk to them. They were getting closer and closer,multiple thoughts ran threw my head. i stood there, not knowing what to do as he approached me.
Kennys POV:
i got closer and closer towards her as she just stood there. "Hey, my name is kenny. What about yours?" That was so stupid of me..i said under my breath. "Huh? What did you say?" She said. "Oh! Nothing, dont worry."i said. "Okay! Uhm, well, my name is marly. Well, im a huge fan of you three and the rest, by the way!" said Marly.
It was even better that she was a fan.The rest of the beta squad introduced themselves to her,im so glad that she at least knows me."Ay Kennys got a gyal," i heard aj say. I gave him an annoyed look. "She's not my "gyal, " i said. There was awkward silence for a few seconds,i could feel the tension between us. "So, uhm, could i get ur number or something?" I asked her. "Yeah, sure, of course!" I gave her a smile, and we exchanged numbers. "I'll call you later today?" I said. I honestly was so happy on the inside that she actually gave me her number. Most girls dont. "Sure! I'll see you around, " I heard her say. "This is great content," said niko. "Bro, cut it out," i told him.
Time skip
Marlys POV:
I just came back from taylors house, i told her everything that happened on the way there. I was honestly shocked that Kenny wanted my number! I flopped onto my bed and put on my headphones.Maybe i was wrong.. What if he doesn't actually like me?What if he's just joking? I thought to myself. I sighed and picked up my phone. Just then, i got a message from kenny.
Kenny:Hey, Marly! Do you maybe wanna hang out tomorrow if you're free?
Marly: sure!❤️
Kenny:Great! I'll pick you up tomorrow at 5pm? We can go watch a movie together if you'd like?
Marly: Okay, sounds amazing!
Kenny: i have to go, but I'll talk to you later, marly! :)
Marly: alright no worrys!
I squeeled in excitement. i couldn't believe what just happened. i was so excited! I called up taylor to tell her what happened. "Omg girl, you won't believe who i was texting!" I said. "OMG! who??" I hear taylor say. "Kenny!! He asked if he wanted to hang out, and i obviously said yes!" I said in an over excited voice. "EEKK, im so happy for you!"i heard her say. "Thank you!!! I'll keep you updated!" I said before hanging up the phone.
Time skip:
Kennys POV:
I woke up to the sound of my phone buzzing." Why the fuck is someone calling me at 11am."i said to myself. I groaned and sat up and picked up my phone,it was niko. "Bro you better have a good fucking reason for waking me up."i said. "Jeez.. someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed... It's not my fault you wake up at 11 a.m. Anyways, our latest video went viral because of you and marly. Everyone says that you guys should be together. "So? Who cares? It's not like we are together." I said. "Yeah, i know, but it's kinda obvious that you like her..." said niko. "Yeah, okay, maybe i do like her, but it has nothing to do with you, does it?" I said slightly, embarrassed.
"Yeah okay chill its just a question. There's no need to get so worked up about it.." niko said. "Yeah, sorry..im not in a good mood." I told him. "It's all good,I'll call you back later," niko said. "Alright." I told him. I put my phone back on my desk and tried going back to sleep, but i just couldn't. "Maybe i should tell Marly how i feel.." i said to myself . Part of me wanted to tell her, but part of me didn't. i wasn't sure if she liked me back. I sighed and got out of bed.
Marlys POV:
I woke up to the sunlight shining threw my window, i lifted my head from my pillow and rubbed my eyes. I slowly got up from my bed and made my way to the kitchen. I made breakfast.
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I was still over the moon that kenny wanted to hang out. I wasn't sure what to wear. i never really went out on many dates, but i had a few ideas in mind.
Time skip-
it was almost 5, i was kinda panicking since I wasn't sure where kenny was. Lucky i already picked out an outfit..
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Just before i could say another word, i heard a loud knock on the door. A huge smile emerged on my face as i went to unlock the front door.
There stood kenny, i was so excited to see him. "Hey Kenny! You look great." I said. "Same goes for you Marly you look gorgeous." He said. His words were enough to make me blush. He handed me a bouquet of red roses.
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"There, beautiful! Thank you so much, " i said. "Glad you like them. Shall we?" Said kenny. I nodded and gave him a kiss on the cheek.He opened the front door of his car as i got in. I gave him a smile as he started the car. I looked out the window and enjoyed the view.
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Most of the car ride was slient,but it wasn't awkward at all...it was surprisingly comforting. I didn't want anything more than to be in Kennys presence. I liked him, but i didn't know how to tell him. I felt stupid for liking someone like him...afterall, he was basically a celebrity, and i was just an ordinary girl. I turned my head to face him,his beautiful brown eyes shining in the sun. "We're here, marly," he said, smiling. He got out of his car and offered me a hand. I smiled back and held onto his hand.
Time skip
The movie was finished, and we made our way back to the car. "If you like, i could take you home?" He said, not making eye contact. "That would be great," i told him. Before i knew it, we were already half way threw the journey back home. I hadn't had this much fun with someone in a long time..and i was happy that i got to spend it with Kenny.
We were almost home, i wasn't sure if i should tell kenny how i felt yet. Right then, i heard the car stop. "We're here," said kenny. "Thank you again, im looking forward to hanging out with you again, Kenny!" I said. Just before i could open the car door. I felt kennys hand on mine. "I had a lot of fun with you as well
.." he said. There was a few seconds of complete silence before he pulled me into a kiss. His hand carresed my cheek as he pulled me in closer into his grip. I was shocked,my eyes widened as he pulled away. "Im so sorry, i dont know what got into me i shouldn't have done that. im sorry." Said kenny. "nono, it's not that...its just i didn't expect it, that's all.." i told him. "Right..ill be on my way, then I'll talk to you later once again. im sorry." Kenny said.
I exited the car as i watched him drive off. I felt like a complete fool. The guy i had a crush on just kissed me, and i didn't kiss back. I felt guitly, but i wasn't sure how to react. I unlocked the front door and went inside. I sighed and sat down on the sofa and picked up the bouquet of roses. I didn't feel like doing anything and headed straight to bed.
Time skip
I woke up later than usual, i rubbed my eyes and lifted my head up from my pillow. I got dressed and headed downstairs to make breakfast. I was still in shock from yesterday, but i had to move on. I picked up my phone to see several messages from Kenny.
Kenny:
Hello Marly? 9:50 pm
Are you awake? 9:50 pm
I need to talk to you. 10:00 pm
Text me when you're awake.10:20 pm
Marly:
Sorry, i was sleeping! 10:48pm
Kenny:
It's all good, i was wondering if you could come over to my place? I was hoping we could talk. 10:50 pm
Marly:
Sure, what time? 10:52pm
Kenny:
I was thinking maybe you could come over in 30 minutes?10:52 pm
Marly:
Sure, see you soon!10:52 pm
I was a bit nervous since i wasn't sure why he wanted to talk to me so badly..i didnt question it too much and got ready.
Time skip:
I arrived outside his house as i knocked on the front door. I was anxiously waiting for him to unlock the door. "Hey, marly, come in!" He told me. "So i needed to tell you something that has been on my mind for a while." Kenny said. "Sure, go ahead. You can tell me anything." I told him.
"Well, ever since i met you, I knew there was something about you that was different..in a good way, of course. I wanted to tell you this for such a long time, but i wasn't sure if you liked me back. After yesterday, i was sure how you felt about me, but i figured I'd tell you anyway." Said kenny. I was waiting forever for those words. I was too stunned to speak. "Say something, please," he said. "I never thought you felt the same way i did! Im sorry for yesterday as well.
i didn't know how to react!" I said. "So i can kiss you again..for real this time?" He said with a smirk on his face. I nodded and blushed at the same time. He pulled me in closer, putting his cold hands on my waist as he carresed my cheek, his soft lips pressed onto mine, pulling our bodies closer together.
I put my hands around his neck and pulled away for a second for a gasp of air. Our lips once again pressed against each other, this time more passionate and longer. We both pulled away,"So does this make me your boyfriend?" He said. "Of course idiot" i said playfully as i let out a chuckle. "It's getting late, i think I'll head home now, but we can finish this later," i said as i winked at him. "Okay, darling, whatever you say,"he said. His words were enough to make my heart flutter. I was so excited to tell Taylor the good news, i know she'll be just as happy as i am.
Taylors POV:
I was just about to head out when i received a text from marly
Marly:
Me and kenny are dating now! There's so much you need to catch up on!12:55pm
I was fuming in rage. I've liked marly for longer than i can remember, and just before i could tell her, she suddenly gets a boyfriend.
Taylor:
Wow, that's great! 12:57pm
I want marly to be happy, of course, but with me. I just dont get what she sees in him. For the longest time, i had to pretend that i was happy that she met Kenny when all i wanted was to be with her. I'll make sure that I'll we'll be together no matter what it takes....
Ahh! FINALLYY CHAPTER 1 IS DONE!! I hope you like it, marly!
Chapter 2 coming soon!
@vctrvn-ls @shuuuuush @b4tasquad @allygatcr
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hey guys! i dont know if you’re taking requests for jake, but i had this thought in my head that mc surprises him by dining at the restaurant he works at, after not having seen him since love island. i’m sorry if this is too vague or short. it’s okay if you don’t vibe with it, no worries at all. take care <3
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BLACK FOREST GÂTEAU
S1 | 2800+ words | @mrsbsmooth | Read on Ao3
Jake's in the kitchen, and in his own head. Ali's got alternate plans for both.
DNI if you're hungry. Many mentions of delicious food.
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“One veal, and Jess, one gnocchi no parsley,” he called back, as he nodded his thanks at Sam, the waitress. 
“Yes, chef!” Jess called back.
Michelle followed soon after, she had a big table. 
“Five lamb, two veal, one cod” he called, making sure Mikhail had heard him. It was still only eight, and they had an hour and a half of dinner service left. He’d need to put more lamb on straight away if he was going to last the night.
“Yes, chef!” Mikhail called, immediately reaching for the marinades he’d already prepared. Good. He watched Naomi slide more tarte shells for dessert into the oven, and go to help Mikhail with the lamb. 
He smiled.
His staff knew what they were doing. They were like a sports team, or dancers, wordlessly coordinated and perfectly in sync. 
This was home.  
He was just chef here. He wasn’t oh-my-god-it’s-Jake-Wilson, oh-is-it-really?, my-days-I-feel-so-sorry-for-him, imagine-getting-rejected-like-that-and…
He sighed, tasting the mussels mouclade, and adding the tiniest dash of extra brandy, but frowned. It wasn’t the brandy it needed. What was it?
“Uhh… chef?” His Sommelier called, stepping around to approach him. 
Jake frowned. He shouldn’t be in the kitchen during service hours. 
“What is it, Andre?”
“Office?”
“I’ll watch the mussels,” Naomi called. 
Jake nodded, and stepped into the office. He felt like he was going to be sick as Andre pointed at the camera monitor. 
Right there, on Table 6. 
Ali. 
“What is she doing here?” Jake gulped. “Why… why would she come here? I’m almost certain she knows that this is where I…”
Ali knew. He was almost certain she knew. He hadn’t given his restaurant’s name on TV, but it wasn’t exactly a secret. It was all over the papers, all over the internet, in fact, it was one of the main reasons he didn’t go out front much any more. 
There was no way she didn’t know. 
“People were already talking as soon as she walked in. A few of them were taking pictures. I…”
Jake cursed under his breath. “Did she say anything?”
Andre nodded. “Only that she couldn’t wait to try the food.”
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Jake stepped back into the kitchen, feeling more than a little shaken. By that time, the news had well and truly spread around the kitchen, but his staff maintained their diligent, coordinated cooking, not letting it distract them. 
God, he loved his team. 
He moved back to the mussels mouclade, tasting the sauce, and finding that whatever Naomi had done to them had been exactly what he’d wanted. 
“Naomi, what’d you add? It’s perfect.”
“More saffron,” she called back, and he shot her a thumbs up. 
He checked the stations, pushing Ali from his mind, as he realised that quail legs were running low. He set up, and pulled a pan down from the shelf, only to realise that Mikhail was already halfway through a batch. 
He sighed. He didn’t usually get too involved in the minutiae for dinner service, most of his focus being on the more delicate aspects such as the sauces and remoulades. But today, he just needed something to do. Anything to do. 
Naomi nudged him with her elbow, and pointed him toward a pile of portobello mushrooms which needed to be stuffed. He shot her a grateful look, and silently got to work, grateful that absolutely no one was saying a word about why he was suddenly interested in the most basic busywork he could find. 
Sam arrived with a small ticket, and Jess approached, taking it from her.
“Table 6, one tuna…”
Jake’s head snapped up. “What? No, she hates coriander.”
Jess raised an eyebrow at him. Jake flushed fifteen shades of red, and groaned loudly. 
Naomi arrived at his side. “Why is it bothering you so much? It’s not as if she won’t like the food.”
Jake shook his head. “No, you’re right. The food’s amazing, and we all know it.”
“Then what?” Naomi asked. “You worried about social media?”
He shook his head again. 
“Or is it that you know she’s come here as a last resort, because if she corners you at work you’ll have to talk to her?”
Jake closed his eyes, placing the half-stuffed mushroom back down onto the tray. “I’m going to start being a lot meaner to all of you so you stop seeing me as a human being with feelings.”
“Nuh-uh,” Jess scolded. “You can’t joke your way out of this one. Either talk to her, or sneak out the back door like a coward.”
“Is it unlocked?” he smiled, prompting a laugh from the whole kitchen.
“Jake,” she frowned, coming just shy of tutting him. 
“I think you mean chef?” he scolded. “We’re still in dinner service.”
“Alright, chef. Stop being a fucking pussy, and get ready to talk to the girl who broke your heart on national TV.”
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The next 90 minutes were the longest of his life. He stuffed portobellos. Shaved fennell. De-boned chicken wings. Battered tempura prawns. Toasted sesame seeds. Anything and everything to get his mind off what was out there in the dining room. 
Every time a ticket came back, he tried to block it out, but she was ordering all of his favourites. Sam must’ve recommended them, because it was certainly an eclectic mix. To start, the raw tuna with ponzu dressing, chilli, ginger, sesame seeds, and avocado purée, hold the coriander. Then the white onion velouté with boneless chicken wings, king oyster mushrooms and aged Comté gougères. The Roast rose veal with piedmontese pepper and tempura courgette flowers for the main. 
Jake wondered if Andre was recommending the wines to go alongside her choices. He hoped he’d suggested the Beyer. Ali didn’t like reds, and she didn’t know much about wine. 
God, he hoped she liked it. 
He didn’t know why it was so bloody important to him that she did, but it was. He’d never been this nervous about someone eating his food before, not even his Michelin reviewer. He just needed her to like it. Because it was important to him. 
And so was she. 
The sting of her rejection was still far too fresh. But she hadn’t rejected him, really. She’d just said… nothing. 
He’d pulled her aside, up to the roof terrace, and poured out his heart to her. 
“I didn’t want to say anything, but I can’t hold it any longer. I’ve fallen for you. And I don’t want to go the rest of my life pretending that I haven’t. Call it shooting my shot, whatever you want to call it. I just know I’ll never forgive myself if I stood by and said nothing.”
And she’d just… frozen. Ali stood there, her mouth open, completely speechless, and staring at him. 
So he'd left. 
There wasn’t much point going all the way through to the finale with Talia, when he knew. He knew he was in love with someone else. He may as well go home, and get back to work. 
So that’s what he did. He packed his bags, and left the villa without so much as a goodbye. 
Ali picked Levi that night. And they’d won. Though, he supposed compared to Tim and Jen, anyone looked compatible.
Almost every night for the past two months, he’d lain in bed, staring at the ceiling, wondering what he’d say to her if he ever saw her again. He’d apologise, first and foremost. It must’ve been just as humiliating and embarrassing for her as it was for him. But after that… he had no idea. 
So as the last orders came in, he overheard Jess call it out. 
“Table 6… black forest gâteau”
It was a dish for two. That was his cue.
Sam made her way over, and cleared her throat. “Chef… it’s pretty quiet out there now. Just so you know.”
He nodded, and the kitchen went silent as he washed his hands. He was sweaty, only partly from the hot ovens, but there wasn’t much he could do about that. 
Naomi plated the black forest for him, and he took it himself, Sam holding the door open for him as he took a step into the dining room. 
Even though he knew full well where Table 6 was, he spotted her instantly. From the very first day they’d met, she’d always had a way of drawing his attention in every room they’d shared. Tonight, dressed in a dazzling black dress, was no different.
Her face fell a little as she saw him, her innocent eyes widening as she immediately tucked her hair behind her ear, a nervous quirk he’d seen so many times it almost hurt to remember. As he approached her table, though, she smiled a little, even moreso as he placed the beautifully formed black forest cake in the centre of her table.
“Didn’t think you liked cherries?”
“Wasn’t that big on raw tuna, either, until I tried yours,” she smiled. “Besides, it says it’s for two, and I knew you’d be smart enough to know to get your ass out here.”
He sat down opposite her, his hands practically shaking, as he noticed the bottle of Beyer sitting off to the side. He turned it, reading the label, nodding his approval.
Ali smiled. “Hi, Jake.”
He sighed. “Hi, Ali.”
“You look well,” she said, her voice quiet. He could feel her looking at him, but he couldn’t meet her eye. 
“Why are you here?”
“I wanted to try your food,” she said, cutting the black forest cake in half, and placing a plate in front of him. “Which is fucking incredible, by the way.”
The two elderly ladies at the next table scoffed a little, and Jake couldn’t help but smile softly to himself.
“Come on. Why are you really here?”
Ali sighed. “I’ve forgiven you.”
He furrowed his brow. “I’m sorry, what?”
“I’ve forgiven you, Jake. For what you did.”
Jake felt the words from every late night staring at the ceiling about to tumble out of him. “I’m so sorry, Ali. I humiliated you. I shouldn’t have said anything, and I put you in a really awkward position.”
Ali’s face screwed up, as if she couldn’t believe what she was hearing. “Wha… Jake, I’m not mad you told me, I was furious you didn’t do it sooner!”
Jake’s heart skipped a beat. “What?”
“I was chasing you from Day. One. I was throwing myself at you. For fuck’s sake, Jake, when we coupled up, I practically jumped you with how quickly I tried to stick my tongue down your throat. And when you finally kissed me, I was over the moon, I thought you’d finally figured it out. That night, in bed, and you were kissing me like it meant something.”
Jake’s eyes widened, his heart beating so fast he could feel it in his ears. 
Ali continued. “Time after time after time, I told you I wanted to be with you, and you told me you were happy to just be my friend, or that I should explore other connections. I wanted you from the second I saw you, and you just kept turning me down. And just as I’d begun to let go, and made my peace with settling for Levi, you came and shoved the grenade down my throat that you’d liked me the whole bloody time. The fuck, Jake?”
What?
“But Ali, I didn’t think you felt–”
“No. Nuh-uh. I know for a fact you’re bloody brilliant, so you don’t get to play dumb. You were hiding your feelings on purpose because you didn’t want to get hurt, and all it did was mess with my head. Whatever the opposite of leading me on is, that’s what you did. That’s what I was mad at you for. And I’m bloody glad I didn’t say anything to you before you left, because the way I was feeling in that moment, you would’ve left with two new arseholes.”
Jake couldn’t think straight enough to laugh, but Ali didn’t seem to mind, groaning softly as she took her first taste of the black forest cake in front of her. 
“Urgh, I wish I could have just stayed mad at you. Especially because you just left. You just said your piece, and fucked off. You didn’t even give me a chance to reply, let alone leave me your number, or tell me that you were leaving. Even if I had turned you down, that was harsh.”
“You did turn me down,” Jake frowned. “Well, at least, you didn’t tell me you felt the same. Which is practically the same thing.”
Ali glared at him, and shook her head. “No. It’s not the same thing. I never turned you down. I was too busy trying not to strangle you. And by the time I’d calmed down enough to tell you I’d been in love with you since the first time you read me one of those shitty poems, you’d already left. Now, what I want to know, is why you didn’t tell me earlier.”
Jake tried to force some words into his mouth, but none would form. 
Had he heard her right?
“You… you what?”
Ali rolled her eyes. “Yes, Jake. Your feelings were very much reciprocated. Which you would’ve known, had you not immediately run off.”
“Ali… I…”
“Why didn’t you tell me earlier?”
Jake swallowed, hard. “I just… I never thought you’d see me like that. You’re like, the brightest star in the sky, and I’m like… a black hole. I’m terribly shy, I’m a horrid perfectionist, I’m sappy, I’m stubborn, I probably drink a little too much, and once I get in my own head, I find it impossible to get out of it. Why on earth would a girl like you even look twice at me?”
Ali’s lips were parted, staring at him as if she’d just heard something truly unbelievable. “Is that really how you see yourself?”
Jake frowned, and nodded, his gesture full of uncertainty. 
“Jake… you are creative. You are romantic. You’re an absolute fucking gentleman, and you go out of your comfort zone if it means standing up for someone you care about. You’re open, you’re honest, you’re unbelievably gentle, and you’re so bloody thoughtful. Don’t think I didn’t notice that you held back the coriander from my tuna.”
The blood rushed to Jake’s cheeks before he could stop it. “That’s very kind of you to say all that.”
Ali groaned in frustration, as one of the two old ladies leaned over. “Will you stop being so bloody polite, and just tell the girl you were an idiot, please? She’s come all the way here, and you’re ruining our chocolate mousse. Which is delicious, by the way.”
Ali beamed at them. “Thank you, Ladies. And yes, I agree. Just admit you were a fucking idiot, and we can get on with it and be together like we should’ve been for months.”
Jake almost fell off his chair. He was completely dumbstruck, just for a moment, before taking Ali’s hand in his. 
“Ali, I’m so sorry. I wanted you from the minute I saw you. I never should have pretended I didn’t. And I promise, I never will again.”
“Good. Now let me eat this stupidly delicious black forest cake that made me love cherries.”
She didn’t let go of his hand, using the side of her fork to cut into her gâteau, but Jake’s stomach was already completely full with butterflies.
He was completely speechless, completely beside himself, he… just… what?
Jake stood, the cutlery and glasses clattering as his chair scraped against the floor. Ali looked up at him with amusement, but her face quickly fell in surprise as he pulled her to her feet. Restaurant be damned, customers be damned, he wasn’t going to let anything get in his way ever again. 
He took her face in his hands, and he kissed her. 
Hard.
She was cherries and chocolate and wine and cream, she was light and excitement and a summer breeze and fresh bread, she was every single thing he’d ever wanted, and she was his. 
He heard quite a few gasps, but he couldn’t care less. They could take photos. Put things on the internet, God, he hoped they did. He wanted to world to know. Ali was his, she loved him back, and she always had.
She pushed him away, and looked up at him, disapprovingly. 
“Mr. Wilson, you are interrupting my dessert,” she scolded.
He beamed at her, the mischief sparkling in her eyes as she tried to keep a straight face. 
And as he leaned down to her again, he pulled her even closer, whispering into her ear. 
“I don’t fucking care.”
And as he kissed her again, he could’ve sworn he felt her lips curl into a soft smile. 
Nothing was going to stop him from kissing her ever again.
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tagged by @ribcagelikepiano for the get to know you game!! thx friend !!!!!
questions: last song you listened to, currently watching, currently reading, current obsession
last song: Come Hang Out by AJR off the top of my head by my tabs say Providence by Poor Mans Poison . Come Hang Out feels so nostalgic to me even if i only listened to it recently reminds me of a graduation song (it came out 5 yrs ago so it makes sense. I just really love Poor Mans Poison's vibes generally great fuel for daydream and also matches well with the feeling of revolution (and seeing everything collapse i guess.) (ish) mentally listening to Your Love is All I Need by Sami Yusuf tho at all times lately, probs because i have been trying to wean myself off listening to music for like the 50th time. (its slow going but IM GONNA TRY inshaallah ill be able to do it) (he also took the old nasheed music video off his channel? sad its so good)
currently watching: does d20 mentopolis count? only watched one ep but its good. i havent watched anything regularly besides like school vids for a bit. tried watching the dragon prince s5 when it came out but buffering (the video player i mean) and dissatisfaction at the pacing and characterization kinda stopped me. ill back on it at the end of the yr when everything is settled. if we are talking about podcasts started relistening to wolf 359 and keeping up with the greater gatsby (the latter has SUBLIME noir vibes as it is a noir i bloody love shipwreck's work it scratches that itch in my brain so well) . i may have seen spoilers for wolf 359 so i am anxiously waiting to see if i am proved wrong but im on s4 so its soon prepare for a barrage of reblogs for it. watched s4 of malory towers it was very nice i cant wait for s5 - the pantomime hopefully we get new members for the older years next season i miss the larger cast
currently reading: not much really. fanfic alot. i guess. caught up to the end of the To Make a Legend series on ao3 (pjo) and other fics for a couple of other fandoms (in one false move by Kalidium is really good if your into murder most unladylike - spoilers for A Spoonful of Murder though) also been reading barbie 2023 fanfic? was bored and started hunting for good ones (slim picking at the moments but if you want character study and grief and some bloody good writing def read something in me in you by telm_393 i cant explain it its that good) also reread My Memories Came Back in the Form of Someone Else by Lucy_Luna yes its that really good spiderverse fanfic do check it out
BESIDES THAT THO in terms of actual books. have the audiobook saved for The Valley and The Flood so gonna listen to that later. Have to read The Hate Race for class (not my fave but i need for analysis ive read it like 3 times but I STILL DONT REMEMBER ANYTHING) .
started rereading The Ballad Of Songbirds and Snakes a couple of weeks ago ahead of the movie coming out at the end of this year but never got the chance to finish it so ill have to get on that too.
also dracula ive been reading as well but more on that the next section.
current obsession: re:dracula is the first that comes to mind im so bloody invested in jonathan's wellbeing and his relationship wiht mina and the whole story its insane . i should read more older books its good . re;dracula DOES SUCH A GOOD JOB AT SUCKING YOU INTO THE STORY THE VOICE ACTORS REALLY MADE IT FOR ME i just cant with ti it makes me so bloody happy!! Renfield's voice actor is a standout for me everytime he's there i just have to pause and stare at a wall. also jonathan's actor as well hes SO GOOD i was geniunly worried about jonathan not sending me voicemails into my phone i was THAT endeared to him
besides that PLAY IT BY EAR the musical improv show by dropout is also a obsession of mine i cannot with their talent. the MUSIC so good i want to play it all the bloody time . i am in absolute awe in the performers ability to create a story and TIE IT ALL TOGHETER SO WELL like every piece of information is used whether you expect it or not . DN THE BAND OH GOD I DONT KNOW HOW THEY SO IT THE MUSIC IS SO FUN AND CREATIVE AND FITS THE MOOD AND MADE UP ON THE SPOT???!!! HOW I DONT KNOW (if u ask me who my favourite guest star is at the moment its ross byant hes an absolute delight whenever he is on a d20 show- the improvised shakespear episode blew my mind)
anway THIS SI LONGGGGGGGG soz
no pressure tags: @filmloser04 @mistichallow @charlies-a-thief
@literallymahir @quotidian-oblivion @monochrome-anomaly @suksiili @miseria-fortes-viros and anyone else that wants to join!!!! (you dont have to do a brain dump like me i always go overboard)
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ari!! i am dropping by to give some good vibes & good weather for the weekend!! 🥹🌤️ & am also curious!! what song reminds you of any of your blorbos? 🥺
sel !!!! tysm ur so sweet, im sending u sunlight and flowers n treats :3 ☀️☀️☀️🌻🌻🍰🍰🍪🍪 i hope ur weekend is full of rest n the fluffiest vibes !! <3
aaaa thats such a good question too !!!!! i have a lot for gojo n geto, and then some for megumi n shoko too i think … im just gonna put it all under the cut in case it gets long i !!!! love love love assigning songs to my blorbos <333
FIRST OF ALL …. sel. u know how i am w gojo….. phshdhs i have a bunchhh of different songs i associate w him but !! here r a couple :>
ok so first !! i firmly believe that gojo is a swiftie so i legally have to assign him a taylor swift song n this is basic but ’cruel summer’ is just so HIM. i especially think of hs gojo when i hear it !!
so cut the headlights, summer’s a knife // i’m always waiting for you just to cut to the bone // devils roll the dice, angels roll their eyes // and if i bleed, you’ll be the last to know
also ….. pinkpantheress ….. i dont know WHY i just get big gojo vibes when i listen to her songs 😭😭😭 … i firmly believe he’d listen to her too. i esp associate him w ’break it off’, ’capable of love’ and ’close to you’!!! the lyrics remind me sm of him too :’) i !! love our lonely babyboy !!!!
you can’t even sleep when you turn the lights off // white noise in your head makes it harder to breathe // but easier to tell me when it’s time for me to leave
this happened at the start, everytime we try we fall apart // you can’t seem to hold my heart // close to you // and i know that you make it clear that you want me out of here // though it’s loneliness you fear // close to you
and i think i need a picture ’cause it’s never enough // to see you smilin’ in my mind when i lay still in the dark // it starts with you
i’m obsessed with the idea that one day it breaks up // ’cause after that, i know i’ll never be as capable of love // after you
and then !! and then !!! ’be nice to me’ by the front bottoms is my favorite ever n its !! so so gojo !!!! reminds me sm of him and sugu ;(
if we all left it alone // i’m sure it’d work itself out fine // we keep playing with the numbers // we are running out of time
but you’re a killer // and i’m your best friend // think it’s unfair, your situation // you say i’m changing // sorry, i didn’t know i had to stay the same
and you’re a werewolf and i’m a full moon // and all your very worst enemies will be gone soon // i think you’re changing // don’t worry, you don’t gotta stay the same
(also …. ’fighter’ by jack stauber …. yeaaa. gojocoded)
call me fighter, i’ll mop the floor with you // call me lover, i’ll take you for a drink or two // you’ll get older, and maybe then you’ll feel some control
now as for geto …………. i think i have a billion angsty geto songs but tbh above all else hes so mitski coded. he IS mitski. ’last words of a shooting star’ and ’why didnt you stop me?’ were literally written for geto idc . this is just sooo …. T_T my doomed boy
all of this turbulance wasn’t forecasted // apologies from the intercom // and i am relieved that i’d left my room tidy // they’ll think of me kindly when they come for my things
they’ll never know how i’d stared at the dark in that room // with no thoughts // like a blood-sniffing shark
i always wanted to die clean and pretty // but i’d be too busy on working days // so i am relieved that the turbulance wasn’t forecasted // i couldn’t have changed anyways
i know that i ended it, but // why won’t you chase after me? // you know me better than i do // so why didn’t you stop me?
and then shoko !! hhh for some reason i associate her a lot w penelope scott … i think ’moonsickness’ especially !! and and and … ’ribs’ by lorde :( i think of her when i listen to it n then i cry. ’cigarettes out the window’ by tv girl is another one !!
blood clots, death camps, glitz and depressions // the business cycle and the tides // you fuckers know it’s all built on lies // but the beast refuses to die // and so i guess, well, neither can i
this dream isn’t feeling sweet // we’re reeling through the midnight streets // and i’ve never felt more alone // it feels so scary, getting old
and finally !!!! gumi !!!! :D ok so sel i know we both agree when i say hes the neighbourhood coded. like pretty boy, cry baby, softcore etc etc hes just sooo… yeah.
but !! for some reason i also rly rly associate him w beabadoobee ….. maybe just cuz i think he would like her music. ’apple cider’ makes me think of him everytime i listen to it, im not sure why it just feels so gumi to me ?? esp college gumi !! ’care’ is another beabadoobee song that reminds me of him
and i don’t even like you that much // wait, i do, fuck
you said you liked my hair // so go ahead and touch it // you said you liked the jumper i wore // and so i always wore it
so call me at midnight // ask you if it’s alright // to have a sleepover // to drink some apple cider // or maybe some fruit punch // and we can talk about how we don’t like each other that much
and then theres another one i cant really explain bc its just vibe based pahshhdh BUT … ’cool with you’ by newjeans is so gumi to me .
THIS WAS SO FUN ty for the question sel !!!! makes me wanna make playlists for everyone hhhh ….. 🥺🥺 my blorbos of all time
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