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(Soaking) Wet and Wild (Cat) [Ft. StayC's Isa]

Author notes: this taken too long for how short it ended up being 🙃🙃, hope you enjoy this because that Isa picture went insane in waterbomb
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“Nyangghhh~, you finger me so fucking good…” Chaeyoung moans happily, it’s impressive how even with your digits impaling her lower entrance that is getting tighter by each pump, your other hand gropes one of her buttcocks, giving it a loving squeeze. And her mouth that speaks sinful words directly to your ear, she still keeps her adorable smile that makes fans around the world adore her.
A lot of people say Isa is made for spotlight, you would probably say she is made to be fucked into the mattress
“I bet you love it when i fuck you like that, right kitten?” you say, a smug smile is on your face, keeping your pace steady.
“Nghh… i am not a cat, asshole”
“You moan like one…” you counter her argument, get another moan from her to show your proof by giving her ass a loud smack. “Especially when it comes from this dick, your favourite toy…” you add, now taking one of her hands to wrap around your now fully hard length, no words needed to be said for her to take the memo as she starts to move her hand up and down your length.
“You don't even know how much i waited to feel that cock, how wet i have been that entire performance” she comments, her entire focus shifts to her hand pleasuring you from base to tip while looking at you with sultry eyes
“I thought cats hate water”.
“I guess being filled with water so much had me wanting to be filled with something else~” she replies while her thumb rubs your tip, getting a bit of your precum for her tongue to taste, humming in approval of your taste. “No idea why this cock isnt already splitting me in half”.
“Bold of you to assume you deserve my cum” you respond, now lifting her off your lap and pushing her into the mattress with you on top of her. “You have been a very bad kitten tonight, haven't you?” You ask her, your hand goes to her bra covered chest, pinching her right nipple through the black cloth as Chaeyoung tries her hardest to hold her moan.
“That outfit you came with, those oh-so innocent smiles you gave to the fans, those thighs you flaunt around like you are asking, begging to get fucked” you continue while your hands vetnure all around her body, highlighting every curve of hers with a firm squeeze.
“I know…I've been such a bad kitten…a really bad kitten that needs to be punished, dont i?~” She giggles below you while her eyes lock directly into yours, hoping that her words and gaze help you get the obvious message she sends
“And the worst of all: those pictures you posted” your right hand now takes your phone and shows to her the latest post on her Instagram, the one she posted one hour ago.
“You don't feel shame, do you?” You ask, not letting her answer as you get the tip of your cock grazing her inner thighs. “showing those panties around like that? I bet so many guys have been stroking themselves during the performance to you, imagining how a slutty pussy like yours need to get fucked”
“Nyaghh…” is the only thing Isa can mutter out of her mouth, looking at you with glitter in her eyes and a tremble in her thighs, its not hard to decipher that she wants this as much as you do.
“But they don't know that you are mine, this tight pussy is made only for this cock” you say, at the same time you finally give her long awaited reward, pushing your dick straight into her pussy.
“Only for me”
“fuck, yes” she hissed, trying to hold a moan, nails scratching on your back while you are pounding her mercilessly. "My tight pussy is all yours daddy" the way she says those sinful words makes your brain rewire all of your logic, but it doesn't matter to you anymore, hesitation is thrown out of the window and lust is overtaking your body.
You need her, immediately.
Her responses are everything and beyond what you wished for, as expected from an idol. From tiny, delightful moans in between thrusts, gasps of surprise after your mouth finds itself on one of her naked nipples, giving it the attention it needs with your tongue, Breathy, Needy pleads for more as your palms smack the skin of her buttcheeks.
It all comes together in a symphony of pleasure that sounds like heaven, but with inspiration straight from the sinful places from the depths of hell. Some may say its an out of body experience with how you don't even notice the shift in the positions now with her ass being the receiving end of your dick while you are behind her.
“I'm getting close” you manage to say in between grunts while you grab her hips with all your might, fearing this wild cat would run away at the first chance she has, but no way a cat would ever be alone without its catnip.
“Just cum in my ass daddy! I need it so ba- AHhhh” Her attempts to muffle herself are no more, she knows what she wants and the fear of the outside world hearing her pleas is no more in her thoughts, her mind is filled with your cock, splitting her in half.
Luckily for her (and you), its not hard to let loose after hearing that nickname she gives you as cum quickly begins to burst in a row of strings that make her scram in pleasure, painting her entire lower area from the Plump cheeks of her ass to the inside of her thighs, some of it even gets inside her pussy.
Each pump into her ass gets you groaning louder each string of cum you release gets you drained more and more, as if she is a succubus, leeching your life force through your white liquid (maybe she is a succubus in fact and her cat like behaviour is to not be suspicious, Eh logic be damned, let your cock do the thinking for now).
Eventually, she finally manages to drain you fully as the last drop of cum gets her falling face down into the bed, exhausted from your pumps, breathing heavily. Meanwhile you somehow have enough strength to not fall with her, giving you a clear view of your artwork: white liquid covered all over her ass with some of it getting on her lower back and waist, its sinful for the eyes but still oh so pretty to look at.
Without thinking much, you take two fingers, swiping them on her ass to grab some of your leftovers to drip on your fingers. “Here” you say in a tired but satisfied voice, taking your two fingers in front of her mouth and without any words needed she inches forward, taking the two fingers into her mouth, letting her taste the hard work you did to her.
“Good kitty sure likes her milk”
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Thank you for reading and see you next time
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an angels guide: my ideal summer morning routine ˚ʚɞ。⋆
hi angels! it’s finally starting to feel like summer, my exams are almost done and the suns shining practically everyday. summer is the perfect time of year to work on yourself, the days are longer, it’s easier to be outside and everything feels so much brighter and more optimistic. with that in mind here is my ideal summer routine! for me this is perfect when i have the time and energy - not every day looks like this but i try and incorporate aspects of this routine as much as possible when time doesn’t permit me to do the entire thing. hopefully it gives you some inspiration and guidance for your own routine!


wake up and open the curtains and my windows. let as much natural light in and feel the warmth of the day on my skin.
drink a glass of water as i sit and look outside, do some deep breathing and feel the possibilities in this new day.
do five to ten minutes of yoga and stretching (id be happy to do a list of my favourite youtubers/routines!).
do ten minutes of gentle pilates, just to help me feel more awake and ready for the day. getting my body moving first thing helps me feel so alive.
make my bed and tidy anything in my room that’s messy or needs sorting. dress in something cute and summery that helps me feel prepared for the day ahead. i love to wear jewellery or little accessories even when i dont have much planned just to remind myself that every day is special.
brush my teeth and gently wash my face with some cool water to help depuff it and wake me up.
pick my book of the day - especially in the summer when i have more time for pleasure reading i like to read a book a day!
make a delicious summer breakfast. my favourites tend to be a yogurt bowl with fruits, coconut and almond flakes and puffed oats, chia seed pudding/overnight oats or a beautiful smoothie bowl. i aim for at least five different fruits/veggies in summer, i want my breakfasts to be as varied and colourful as possible while being wonderfully nutritious! if possible i eat my meals outside in the summer especially first thing.
fill up my water bottle and make a cup of herbal tea. i always drink tea after eating to help me digest and for all the other benefits. my favourites in the summer tend to be either a green tea, a raspberry hibiscus and strawberry tea (my current fave) or a peach tea!
clean teeth again, mouthwash and use my water flosser to help my mouth feel as clean as possible.
do skincare and bodycare. i use a thick lotion on my body twice a day, wait a little then spray perfume as well as applying suncream on my face always and on my body depending on the UV/my activities for the day.
spend fifteen or twenty minutes journalling and using my hands to write down my feelings, mood or any other journal prompt.
read a little of my book, try and be as thoughtful as possible and really absorb the meaning. treasure what a gift literature is.
go on a little walk! i like to aim for twenty minutes, just something short and brief but allows me to spend some time outside and really moving my body.
do something with my hands. bake something, write something, craft something, anything that requires me to focus and engage in a hobby. im always in the process of creating something and im guilty of having hundreds of half finished projects - hoping to finish some this summer!
prepare and plan for the day ahead. write my to do list, organise things with friends or for myself and get ready to enjoy the rest of my day having spent a delightful summer morning caring for my body and soul.


thank you for reading angels! hope you enjoyed, summer is such a brilliant time of year to prioritise yourself, your needs and develop new hobbies and skills. this routine reminds me to treasure it and take the time to appreciate it before it slips away for the rest of the year. hopefully this time of year is treating you all wonderfully! to anyone who has exams, take a deep breath, drink some water and remind yourself that you can and will get through this.
from, m.
#girlhood#girlblogging#becoming that girl#just girly things#it girl#glow up#it girl energy#clean girl#pink pilates princess#that girl#summertime#summer#self care routine#wellness routine#daily routine#morning routine#thoughtful
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Welp, I need to stay off this app so late at night. I literally saw this idea & stopped writing to quickly write this.
modern day smoke x annie
tw: they just fuckin in this so if that's not your vibe then.. idk please dont read it?
as always,
ENJOY.
"Babe, I'm not taking that. You are crazy as hell," he always came up with dumbass ideas.
They were getting ready to go to a wedding.
Annie doing her makeup.
Smoke fucking up his hair in the mirror trying to copy Stack's exact instructions. He ain't give a fuck about his hair.
"You keep saying you wanna enjoy your night and how we never get to go out and shit. I offered you a solution," Smoke replied.
He walked over to his dresser and pulled out weed, some papers and a lighter. He took the weed between his fingers and crushed it up into the paper. With a quick swipe of the tongue he rolled it to perfection.
Pulling the lighter out of his shirt pocket, he sparked the blunt. Taking a pull, he enhaled through his nose, he held it in for a few seconds.
He extended his arm offering the 'devils lettuce', as she called it. She didn't like smoking since that one back experience that we are NOT going to discuss. But since she got with Elijah, he kind of mellowed her out and gave her good experiences. So every once in a while, she indulged.
"If I have to be carried out tonight, this is on you," she said accepting.
They continued to get ready. Laughing, listening to their favorite songs and just enjoying getting ready together.
When Annie stood up, the high hit her like a truck.
Putting on her shoes.
Smoke offering her, her coat.
Getting into the car.
Putting on her seat belt.
All in slow motion.
She giggled to herself, she knew she was tripping out. 'Thats why he never offered to smoke often' she thought to herself. Which made her giggle even more.
"You high as hell," he fucked with her.
He was talking to her, but she was no longer laughing while she was looking at her man. The way his left hand gripped the stearing wheel. The way his arm sat on the arm rest. Muscles flexing involuntarily. 'Goddamn this nigga look so good.'
She had a heartbeat between her legs.
"How long until we get there?"
He reached over taking her hand into his. "We're about 30 minutes out, so just sit back and relax."
How the fuck could she relax? He smoked 3 blunts with her. And now, she was so relaxed that she wanted to fuck. And she wanted to do it now.
She unbuckled her seat belt.
"Babe, put you seatbelt on," he chastised her.
He hated when she rode in the car without her seatbelt on.
"Smoke , the seatbelt feels soo tight around me," she was trying to hint at what she wanted.
"Annie, put the damn seatbelt on," he wasn't catching on.
"I need you to help me do something really quick."
As quickly and quietly as she could, she pulled her dress up to her waist. She spread her legs as far as the door and middle console would allow.
"Give me your hand please," she said.
He offered his hand, she took it into hers. She guided him to her saturated panties.
"I knew it, you always become a horn dog when you smoke more than one blunt," he laughed.
"Your hand feels soo good on me baby," she whined. He was playing around and she was getting herself off on his huge fingers.
He didn't even have to directly touch her, she was wet with anticipation.
Rocking back and forth she rubbed her hardened clit against his fingers.
"Smoke- I- Daddy don't move," she cried out. Annie was sunken into the chair now, with her leg on the dash and one in his lap.
Rubbing her pussy through her saturated underwear. They were soaked. He wanted to be in her.
"Cum on Daddy's hand baby, get that nut," he grunted.
He was trying to focus on the road and on her. But if he didn't choose soon, they would crash.
"Oh baby, you bout to make me cum! I wanna cum on your dick baby," whimpering under his hand.
Yanking his hand away. He pulled into a, thankfully, vacant and dark parking lot.
Leaning over he ripped the panties off her body. Feeling how wet they were had his dick pressing up against his pants painfully.
He rubbed his fingers over her pussy. Spreading her juices all over. Groaning at how he was slipping all over her.
"Pussy so wet, cum on my hand," he was talking and walking her through it. She couldn't control the sounds coming out of her.
"K-k-keep fingering my pus- Daddy, you gon make me cu-" her breath caught at the back of her throat. Struggling to get the words out.
"Give it to me baby."
"Look at you beautiful."
"I love playing with you."
"Elijah- oh my fucking god! I'm cumming daddy," her body was convulsing. Feet clenched, finger nails digging into his arm, trying to steady herself and catch her breath while she came undone.
"Good girl. I got a surprise for you," he said.
He reached into the glove compartment and pulled out a pouch. In it held a lighter and a blunt.
"4!? YOU WANT ME TO SMOKE AGAIN?"
He had plans for her and this blunt.
"Get in the back."
She didn't ask any questions, she just did it.
He joined her in the backseat and pulled her into his lap. Their sex aligned. Her pussy lips planted directly onto his now exposed and hard dick.
Trying to focus on the task, he sparked it. Ghost inhaling. She put her lips to his as he exhaled. Slight movement of her waist. She was grinding on his dick slow. It was intoxicating.
Annie was wetting him up. Pussy leaking at the friction. His dick was dripping wet from her.
"Daddy please, just put the tip in me," she whispered.
He was still smoking, enjoying watching her try and get herself onto him.
Smoke grabbed himself, teasing her entrance with the head. She was tight, it was always a fight trying to get in her.
"Arch it up for me baby," he groaned.
Lifting her hips, he slipped right in. Both howling from the swift entry.
"Fuck," they both moaned.
Annie started riding him slow. Hands pinned to his chest. She felt like she was suspended in air. He was filling her up to the brim.
"Ride that dick baby," he kissed her neck. Sucking and licking deep into her spot. He placed his hand on the back of her neck to help guide her.
What was once and slow ride, turned rapid.
He was meeting her thrust for thrust. Pounding into her pussy from the bottom. She was squirting all over him, ruining his pants.
"You so deep in me, " she was floating. It feel like a deep hug, she could feel him from the top of her head, to the bottom of her feet.
"You sooo deep in me Smoke," she wailed. She lifted her body up, to get away from the overwhelming feeling at the bottom of her stomach.
"Sit on this fucking dick baby, let me put my nut in you," he demanded. Smoke grabbed her waist and yanked her back onto him, "Don't run from me."
She folding right into him, throwing her arms around him, clinging to his chest and his continued his assault on her pussy. She couldn't do nothing but take it.
Feeling like she was going to explode she clawed at the seats, the back of his head, his suit jacket. Trying to find something to grab.
"I'm bout to cum in you Mama, open that pussy up for me," he grunted.
"Elijah, I'm bout to cum all over your dick. You fuckin me so good. Keep fucking me just like that," she was begging.
Orgasm crashing over them both. Heavy panting. Foggy windows. Smoke in the air.
They stared into eachothers eyes, sharing a quiet moment between them.
And then,
"I should get you high more often."
the end.
yeah, i saw it and i took it. enjoy. thanks for the idea!!🩵 hope i did it some justice!
thanks for reading!!!
#annie x smoke#sinners 2025#smoke moore#annie moore#black woman appreciation#fanfic#annie stack fanfiction#sinners annie smoke fanfiction
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Petnames w/ Male toons
ignoring the mains. the mains will get their own part hold your horses/lh but i did have some people complaining about it in the pocky line so im repeating it here- these are going to be in groups
notes: gn toon reader, gn names will be offered if needed/available, short and sweet, no like these are going to be REALLY short because its literally just what you call each other, prepare for some repeats, blot isnt here hes going to get his own solo post once his wiki is filled because his dialogue is near impossible to read fast enough in game cws: none
BOXTEN
They call you: honestly he feels too awkward calling you anything that isnt your name. any cute endearments feel weird coming out of his mouth and thats enough to make him... not use them... poor guy
You call them: oh he melts under a lot of the stuff you call him- sure a lot of them are more like passing compliments but god damn it if you turn it into a name hes going to be wrapped around your finger; sweetie, sweet boy, smarty, things like that
COSMO
They call you: he likes calling you a shortened version of your name, if your name can be shortened! he did try to call you something baking related but hes yet to find something that sounds nice... cupcake feels silly, sweetie is too generic, honey pie.... is nice...
You call them: honestly you probably stole the cupcake thing from him after he tried it on you. sure hes a roll cake but its still cute! sweet based names are a given too!
FINN
They call you: oh he definitely calls you sugar, alongside any fish related things he can work in. if youre fem hes going to call you his gill, and if youre masc hes going to find something else for sure!
You call them: you try to match him with the fish puns but... youre kind of beat in that department but hes going to adore whatever attempt you give him! dork is used affectionately and he loves it
GLISTEN
They call you: gorgeous, babe, and a variant of your name is its possible! he kind of... stops using your actual name in favor of an endearment
You call them: pretty boy, handsome or really anything that uplifts him is going to generally have a positive effect on him
GOOB
They call you: he calls you a little bit of everything but of course hes going to focus on the ones that he knows give a positive reaction from you! he likes calling your purdy sometimes- pretty is nice but purdy is unique
You call them: goofball makes him feel silly and he likes it- its similar to his name but different in a good way... and he knows he can be a little goofy sometimes! sweetie and sweetiepie also make him feel a certain way
LOOEY
They call you: your name. hes... not very good at coming up with pet names and if theres anything in specific you want him to call you hes going to use it in an instant- i may say this a few times but theres a certain closeness and intimacy in using someones name in softer moments
You call them: looloo sometimes makes him turn his head at you- and you dont miss the slight wag of his tail when you call him that. pretty boy makes him splutter on his words but he likes it
RAZZLE
They call you: sunshine is his go to, even if you dont quiiiiiiiite have a sunshine personality- he thinks its cute! love is another one he uses, dear, dearest. its a little more on the dramatic side when he uses it but hes a fan of theatre, its a given!
You call them: sunny to match his name for you makes him giggle, but he might lightly tease you to think outside the box... not that he hates the name! lover does make him melt on the spot though
DAZZLE
They call you: for similar reasons as looey, he tends to call you by your name... but hes more open in expressing that he finds simply calling you by your name feels more intimate
You call them: hon makes him melt, he cant explain it but it makes him feel nice.... its simple short and its not too out there, draws less attention... not that he feels ashamed of your love of course, he just doesnt like names that might turn heads
RODGER
They call you: love, lovely, and dear are his top three names for you- but hes another "he just calls you by your name" person especially when in the presence of others. he likes to keep a professional look to the other toons
You call them: lover makes his glass fog up a little thats how you know he likes it! handsome also makes him feel a little proud of himself too, might catch him puffing out his chest too
SHRIMPO
They call you: he doesnt like using names. he thinks theyre stupid. okay well thats a lie he does use name but theyre not cute petnames theyre like. name calling names. dating him is going to call for baby steps but at least theres.... less rage... volume... harshness... when he calls you something
You call them: he doesnt like getting names in return.... so its probably a good idea to hold off on them until the whole petname thing is figured out and worked through... baby steps!
#boxten x reader#cosmo x reader#finn x reader#glisten x reader#goob x reader#looey x reader#razzle x reader#dazzle x reader#rnd x reader#razzle and dazzle x reader#rodger x reader#shrimpo x reader#dw x reader#dandy's world x reader#dandys world x reader#dandy's x reader#dandys x reader#canon x reader#canon x you#x reader
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hey I wanna make a character with narcolepsy and I've been doing my own research but I also felt like maybe asking someone who has it and stuff and since you made that comic headcannoning SM with it (really neat btw <3) I thought that you may be comfortable sharing some experience with it (as much as you feel comfortable ofc!) so I could better understand it so I may fit it into a character myself. OBVIOUSLY YOU DONT NEED TO ACCEPT IF YOU DONT WANT TO! this is coming out of nowhere and stuff so apologies if you feel uncomfortable!
[LONG POST] Yeah! Let's talk narcolepsy! Some things that might help (ft. Shadow Milk)
First and foremost, I want to say that my experience with narcolepsy is going to be very different from other people's, and I'm mostly just going to yap about my own details. Everyone experiences their symptoms in a unique way, kinda like how every bag of fruit snacks is different. You anticipate the same stuff inside (symptoms), but one bag will have all of the colors and another might have all orange ones.
I think my biggest advice here is to not dogpile all the symptoms, just focus on what heavily affects a character the most. Sometimes that's going to be nightmarish hallucinations, sometimes their sleep attacks; for Shadow Milk, I fixate a lot on cataplexy! (Weakness is a huge thing that I struggle with personally.) Regardless of additional symptoms, excessive daytime sleepiness will always be present :p
This one might be hard, but do something that you resonate with the most. Most people have experienced sleep paralysis at least once; a lot of people with narcolepsy get sleep paralysis very often, usually accompanied by visual/audio/tactile hallucinations. Then, it becomes a matter of changing the frequency and intensity rather than making something up.
When it comes to hallucinations, they can sometimes be horrifying (and are exacerbated by sickness, lack of sleep, and general unwellness). I find that a lot of people with nightmares and frightening hallucinations tend to have those in excess; I personally almost never get those. My hallucinations are usually very minor, like seeing the lights flicker when I close my eyes, or feeling like my body is surrounded by water or gently rocking back and forth. My most frequent one (and by far the most annoying) is that coming out of sleep I hear my alarm going off or my name being called. Neither of which are actually happening.
Excessive daytime sleepiness (EDS), like everything else, presents differently in everyone. Sleep attacks are only one aspect of it---which gives a person the nearly irresistible need to sleep for seconds to sometimes hours. Some people thug them out (often they can be resisted) because they find themselves losing way more time succumbing to it. Some people fall asleep very quickly, and can be in the middle of an important thing while doing so. I've personally fallen asleep mid-lecture while writing notes, and looking back at them is... interesting (there's a thing called "automatic behaviors" you might want to look into). Personally, I don't get sleep attacks often, but they are exhausting to deal with, and make me pretty much appear and act drunk without the fun part.
My normal experience with EDS is just a general level of sleepiness following me throughout the day, like that same feeling you get while working on an essay late in the night. It's manageable, but sucks. This isn't to say I never feel alert, there are good days and bad days, but most are in this sleepy middle ground that forces me to nap twice a day (noon and afternoon) lest I get all grouchy and my speech starts to slur.
From the outside perspective, sometimes people can guess that I'm having a sleep attack or just generally sleepy before I even know. I'll be told, "you sound tired," which is almost followed up with an, "...I do???" I crash within the next ten minutes almost every time.
Cataplexy is a symptom specific to N1 (which is actually an autoimmune disease, fun fact), and also happens to be what I struggle with frequently. It has strong emotional triggers (think anxiety, anger, surprise, laughter [doesn't have to be all of those, just pick a few]) and causes a degree of weakness. This can be anything from eye twitches and difficulty holding up the neck to full body collapses. For the most part, I feel it in my hands. When I laugh, I can't write or clench my hands any more. They become useless floppy limbs until a few minutes pass and they're back to normal. I am (unfortunately) a very giggly person. Personally, my slightest attacks make my head fall forward. My most severe one had me collapsing 6 times in the course of 15 minutes, hitting my head each time. Cataplexy attacks can cause subsequent attacks to come easier, and it's difficult to break the cycle. I avoid stairs for this reason.
If you've ever experienced morning weakness, or a few minutes in the morning where its slightly more difficult to hold things and get around, that's a lot like what minor cataplexy feels like, except condensed into a short, spontaneous episode. Oh! And it's often accompanied with blurred vision (look up ptosis) and speech difficulties as well!
I don't fear any of my symptoms because that's just how I experience the world. I've always felt weakness with laughter, so I thought that was always normal. I've been frequently sleepy and assumed that I was somehow lazier than everyone else. Now, I try to listen to my body. It takes a lot of effort to stop a conversation and go to sleep because my body needs it, and it sometimes sucks to forewarn my lab partners not to tell jokes around me. Sometimes I lay down in the middle of nowhere and have random people asking if I'm okay (hate this, I'm usually too weak to respond).
All in all, just try to make it a set of circumstances that someone else lives with rather than a set of symptoms that constantly put a character into crisis mode. People with narcolepsy don't need to be babied (I sincerely hope my comics don't come off that way because they're rooted in personal experience), they can manage their symptoms just fine on their own. Self-accommodations can come off as strange or funny (bringing a blanket everywhere, wearing sunglasses to manage minor cataplexy, wrist strap on the phone so as not to drop it), but they're there for a reason.
Sorry for the tangent, I've actually been on a heavy uptick educating myself. A good place to go for life experiences would be, of course, the narcolepsy subreddit. It's a good resource for people talk rather than medical jargon. If you need any examples for how to write or depict certain symptoms, though, I would be more than happy to do that on request! (I loove writing drabbles, and I know there's almost 0 narcolepsy fics, much less any written by people who care about accuracy. I'm begging to be asked here [will probably cookie run-ify everything though])
Thank you for reading if you got this far, and I hope this helped!
#narcolepsy#actually narcoleptic#putting this in just for anyone who enjoys the sketches but#shadow milk cookie#crk#PLEASE ASK ME I will write a snippet pleassee
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HALF MY TAGS DISAPPEARED i dont trust those tags anymore.... but basicallyyyy group dynamics oml. obviously in big groups, youre not gonna know everyone. ive been friends with people since 7th grade (im going to 11th in 8 days) and i havent talked to them one-on-one until this year. big friendgroups work SO different than normal friendships or even trios/quads AND I CAN WRITE AN ENTIRE ESSAY ON THIS AND HOW IT COULD APPLY TO HoO buttt thats a tangent i will not go on rnn (unless ofc you wanted-)
i would focus House of Hades on the new group dynamic and how its changed without the oldest two. whos going to lead now?? jason?? the practically 15 year old?? (he turned 16 like the day they fell, hes not 16, hes considered 15) he doesnt even have his full memories back! nico?? he has the most experience with being a demigod?? coach hedge stepping up?? how do they grapple with the loss of such big figures!! and id keep this going in blood of olympus because dude, percabeth is too traumatized to function after tarturus, let alone lead-
AND I WOULD FOCUS MORE ON FRANK AND HAZEL OML theyre so slept on?? aND THEIR TRAUMA?? hazel has MAJOR abandonment and trust issues. also roaming the fields of asphodel?? i feel like it would affect her a tad bit... AND FRANK- OH MY GOD broski lost his entire family in the last book and lost any sense of familiartity or normal he ever had in the time span. of one year. hes not even in the same country anymore!! and he has to naivagte it all himself?? AND NO ONE MENTIOSN THAT HES AN ORPHAN?? hes so repressed and he needs to adress his emotions.
i would love to have frank now turn to jason as his mentor without annabeth there and learn to lead from jason (which would also explain him becoming praetor) and even more!! i want him to realize that jason isnt some cold distant myth or legend like he was led to believe his entire stay at camp jupiter. jason was just a confused 16 year old...
AND LEO AND NICO INTERACTIONS OH PLEASE i wouldnt have them interact until the second half of the book and keep leo picking on nico to fit in but then i want just a moment of recognition. i want them to see how similar they are. i want them to see themselves in each other. i want a quiet understanding. and they wouldnt trauma dump or anything, thats not who they are but theyd become close. small silent gestures. maybe standing up for each other during a random argument and then just leaving and everyone else is shocked cuz they never realized they were close?? but more leo and nico friendship please
AND JASPER. like i really enjoy that they broke up. i think it makes sense and it really does advance their characters. ToA jason was always my favorite, hes so real and representative of so many people ik and i have a whole other essay on that but ever after the general fandom decided to rally behind valgrace, many people have wrote that essay for me (and im so happy that people finally get jasons character!!) but oh gosh, i would love to focus more on jasper and their dynamic and relationship
and obviously (like majority of the fandom) i would have never sent leo to ogygia i cant remember if this was HoH or BoO but oh well lets go with it maybe if he does end up there, his and calypsos relationship is purely platonic and they bond over their loneliness but i really dont see romantic aspects here. I WOULD ALSO CHANGE HOW CALYPSO WAS WRITTEN?? like she was painted so horribly in ToA and like i think i get why he tried to write her liek that?? but he did not do it well.... and in general i think that leo should get some help and improve his self-worth before getting into any relationship. if he doesnt improve his self esteem, any relationship he has with any person will turn toxic.
and i have so many more ideas but just for HoH i think these are the main points (without adressing the earlier changes i would make)- and its also rather long of a yap-
anyways... im sure youre real happy you asked juliett LOLOL
never forgetting the time someone said "the seven are not a found family, they are parents that should've been divorced long ago but are staying together for the kids and it's not going well", not only hillarious but also true, those guys are not eachother's bffs and it SHOWS
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Yknow that pic where that drunk lady kissed lipstick marks all over her cat? All I can imagine is doing this to the clones each time I get home
POINTS AT MY PET AU
[the pic in question!]
#null rot#cloaked cult member#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#null kny pet au#demon slayer#yandere kimetsu no yaiba#yandere demon slayer#yandere kny#yandere hantengu#Hantengu#hantengu clones#sekido#karaku#urogi#aizetsu#can you tell whos the more annoying of the guys#CATS. AN AU WHERE THEYRE CATS UNDER YOUR CARE AND THEY CARE ABT YOU A BIT TOO MUCH.#ALSO YES THEIR HAIR IS MESSY AS HELL CAUSE YOU HAVE TO GO ALL IN. THATS WHY THE KISS MARKS ARE SMUDGED TOO#theyre less violent in this au since theyre usually at home w you.. theyre just like. super clingy and spoiled#them as annoying ass cats.... the type to call (meow) out for you REALLY LOUDLY if you go behind a door cause youre their owner#what the hell are you doing leaving them alone?????#or the type to like lap over your lap obnoxiously if youre clearly busy. and purposely brush their tail over your face so you focus on them#i can see them being so spoiled and entitled to your attention but antagonize any guests that come by. they want to scratch at them SO BAD#but so they wont get in trouble w you. they listen for now#bro if they get smooches like this whenever you come home theyre THRIVING. what do you MEAN you need to go to bed. HURRY UP.#they just kinda hang around the house or leave for a stroll (to find you) then come back cause they cant miss their daily smoochies#if they miss out? punching the ground. annoying you. waking you up. telling you that you that he's late. dont leave him out or he'll DIE#(he wont)#annoying ass entitled cat boys...... spits
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i'm tattooing a reschedule again today from october (!!) but she asked if she could get some extra flash while we're in the shop today and she just wants black linework and i'm literally going to kiss her for being a gift from the universe to meeeeeeeee
#mentor said my linework is getting worse and i need more practice. i have a mental breakdown about it.#immediately i get a client who wants only black linework flash that ive already done so i can just practice my lines on skin more#and we have no time limit so i dont need to rush and i can really focus on doing a good job#and i will do so good that my mentor will apologize and i can go back to feeling okay and like life is worth living bc i have a future#yayyy yippeeee
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She's one gene away from being complete
#flight rising#flight rising dragon share#flight rising dragons#i got enough items to sell to afford her skin today!! was super happy#tho the eclipse drained my gems. rip to those#all i need is that dag blasted constellation......wguarg#while considering doing an art trade for one. I am really trying to focus on bouncing from burnout#plus i got commissions to work on already so. would rather not#we will see down the line tho if i dont have it by then#i also dont mind too much on getting con immediately because#1 its expensive and 2 her skin covers up a good portion of her wing#so its more of a nice to have than necessity
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i'll give you a piece of your favourite candy if you can tell what happens next ! ! 🍬

um 🥹 . what happens next is that . we . um . we kiss . um and . and when we pull away from each other, i cradle his face in my hands and look at him in distress, “yao, i think we need to kill femi.” he nods slowly, a bit concerned, but still takes me in his organic arm and uses his bionic one to propel us out of his house and to femi's location (yes he breaks the roof in the process) (yes we are still half naked) (yes we time-skipped into your plane of existence). he sets me on my feet and i run and break down the door to your house and hold you at gunpoint. <- gun that shoots out heart-shaped bubbles (they will kill you from how cute they are). you grovel at my feet, tears in your eyes. “coco, it had to be done, there was no other way!” i don’t care anymore. i hold the barrel to your forehead and then... the scene cuts to black before anyone knows what happens next. christopher nolan style ambiguous ending. period exclamation mark justify paragraph save as pdf upload file. aaand submit.
there, i told you what happens next … MAY I PRETTY PLEASE HAVE MY CANDY NOW 😒 /SILLY
#bisous!#yaoco ⊹ ˚ ✦#chérir!#— 🐰🍙#your scheming Was funny femi 😕 . until you got to ME 😔 /j !!!!#looks at nick fren comm i placed where we are bashfully holding hands . looks at femi bomb . I THINK WE SKIPPED A FEW CHAPTERS HERE 🥹🥹🥹🥹#OH MY GOSH FEMI !!! ☹️☹️💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝 I AM SO !!!! you know what !! i need to thank you not only for this but also for#startling me so bad /pos/ with this in my mailbox that i got a strong enough adrenaline rush to run my fastest 5k time ever . LOOL($*(KE(*8#WAIT UM .. OH MY GOODNESS (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄ THIS IS SO GREAT FEMI !!! 👍👍👍👍👍👍 I AM NOT AFFECTED BY THIS AT ALL . 👍👍👍👍👍👍 MAMMAMI#this is the 🥺 !!! THIS LOOKS LIKE THE NIGHTIE THAT AWEA GAVE ME FOR HER BOUTIQUE GAME 🥺🥺🥺 IS IT ?! THAT IS . 🥹 REALLY REALLY CUTE 💗💗#THAT MAKES ME REALLY REALLY HAPPY 🥹 I AM SO NORMAL BY THE WAY . i deffies was not crying so hard on the ground and clutching at my chest#a handful of minutes ago . HEEHEE I AM SOOOOO OKAY 🙆♀️🙆♀️🙆♀️🙆♀️🙆♀️🙆♀️🙆♀️😽😽😽😽 . awesome . this is so AWESOME . 🥹🥹🥹#definitely NOT looking at how he is cradling my face so freaking gently (knees give out) definitely NOT looking at how his eyes are only#slightly lidded (chokes on air) definitely NOT looking at how my one hand is on his chest (turns blue from lack of oxygen) definitely NOT !#DEFINITELY NOT LOOKING AT HOW HE IS SHIRTLESS AND HIS BODY IS FRAMED BY MY SPREAD LEGS (DIES . SOUL ASCENDS TO HEAVEN) 😵😵🤯😟😟😄😵😄🤯😟#FEMI ASDFGHJKL THIS IS SO TENDER I CANT DO THIS I FEEL DIZZY /GEN .. I AM SO DIZZY PLEASE I NEE#okay im here again after 6 minutes LOL i took a break to lie down and focus my breathing 😄👍 EVERYTHING IS OKAY !!!!!!#YOU DREW THE TACET MARKS ON HIS KNUCKLES (BITING MY FIST) AND THE TWINKLIES ✨ IN HIS HAIR (BITES THROUGH BONE) THAT KILLED ME ...#AND *I* 🥺🥺🥺 I LOOK SO SWEET AND SOFT ... I HOPE I DIE FOR MCFREAKING REALSIES . THE WAY MY EYES ARE CLOSED NOOOOOO#THE WAY IM BLUSHING NOOOOOOOOO PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE I HOPE I . I DONT KNOW WHAT I HOPE FOR BUT I HOPE .#hi femi !!! 😁💖 <- i dont know who wrote those tags that was NOT me 😁😁😁 um !! can you tell me your kofi please 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁#LET ME SEND YOU MY MONEY PLEASEEE WHAT IS THIS . FOR FREE . THATS NOT FAIR YOU DONT PLAY A FAIR GAME ☹️☹️#i am such a wreck right now i have BEEN such a wreck ever since i saw this i just . ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ MRS FEMIVI CAPITANO I HATE (LOVE) YOU#you are always so mean (kind & thoughtful) and i cant believe you would try to assassinate me (make me cry) like this .#whatever mission you were trying to see through is clearly accomplished LOL ☹️💖☹️💖 . WAS THE BOMB *I* DROPPED IN YOUR MAILBOX#ALREADY NOT ENOUGH ??? shall i surprise you with another one ?!?!?!? shall i ??? SHALL I ???#okay well i will take your silence as a yes 😇 . gosh . FEMIVI STOP THIS RIGHT NOW . TT ♥︎#FEMI YOU DRAW EXPRESSIONS SO WELL ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ / POS . JOKE BEAR SOUL LEAVING BODY . YOU ARE SO CRIMINAL FOR DOING THIS#TO YOUR MUTUALS /J ...
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im sure thinking very detailed and long about answering a text or an ask and then forgetting i didnt actually do it or somehow having my brain check it as done when i know i didnt but its 'done' now so i dont have the focus to get to it is a very normal problem to have that im sure only i have an actual problem dealing with uwu
#ganondoodles talks#personal#i have gotten some and alot of nice asks#recently one oc question i really want to get to#but it requires drawing and i dont think i can come up with the needed focus for that today#but i HAVE thought about a long and detailed anwser#i WILL get to it- manifesting it >-<
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a beta reader left a comment on my manuscript that was basically:
"this story is a waste of my time."
and it's like....
i have thick skin and all, since i've been working with beta readers for a long time, but...
ouch.
thanks, i guess. helpful.
#like#alright?#tbh beta readers have been driving me nuts lately#finding good ones has been a real headache#bc i specifically tell people im not looking for line edits#and all they do is line edits#i ask them to focus on the plot#and they say yeah ok#but then they do like grammar checks#and its like#this story is in an early draft form#i do not need grammar checks#and i told them that#but no ones listening to that lol#well at least people are kinda trying to be friendly tho#this one particular beta reader#christ#i cant remember where i got her#i doubt its tumblr#the people ive dragged from here have been friendly if not helpful#she feels like#someone i found on reddit methinks#also i dont think her criticisms make sense#like im open to criticisms i really am#ive already changed a lot of my opening stuff#but this particular beta reader man#shes constantly complaining that shes confused but#no one else whos read that section has been confused#i wonder if perhaps#our intelligence is not equivalent
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i know JUST yesterday i posted a snippit of the Ossuary fic madness i'm currently going through which is around 2800 words now. but at 4am the insanity REALLY took hold and i wrote 1500 More words of later game Spite POV on my notes app in bed because I Can Make Him So Much Weirder. unfortunately making it weirder also means its 75% unintelligible to anyone else so the Ossuary lucanis fic does need to happen first for there to be any Hope of this being comprehendible later but. man i did miss writing something more out there. i know the Weird Shit gets the least attention of the things i write but for the like 9 people who enjoyed my fics like teeth against his heart & the people you love become ghosts inside of you. the spite one will be even more so...
#i do actually have like. a full 6000 word thing i already wrote thats way more normal for rook/lucanis lighthouse reunion#but the thing is its not Weird enough and so i simply havent felt the desire to share it. even tho i think its good smut#but it needs more build up but i dont have Long Fic energy in me so. idk. hm#i have done this whole process very backwards really with all these endings before the start#but the ossuary one is a start AND weird so i must focus on that. first.#ramblings#my writing#jade plays dav#datv spoilers#da4 spoilers
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Pet store clerk gives Charles a bag of free treats for his ""dog"" all while Charles can feel Erik Looming in the BG
the real mortifying day is after months of getting small bags of dog treats one day the bag of dog treats has like. perfectly normal human candies/pastries or something inside
Of Course charles is confused and impulsively asks what it is/how it's different from the usual only for the clerk to reply theyre Whatever Erik's Favorite Treat Is and its that day forward erik is adamant they just do their shopping online
#snap chats#clerk fully provides this information straight faced. by the way. and still pointing out those are for “”“”“The Dog”“”“”“”“#inviting all of you to assume the three of them became Vaguely Acquainted while charles and erik were fran shopping#like you know how you just happen to do small talk while at the store. at least five months of accidental small talk has led to this moment#'oh yeah i know these are his favorite- [Insert Food Here] right' and charles doesnt have to turn around or probe eriks mind#to know he's itching to leave the store but he cant just do that lest he validate this clerks suspicions#charles absolutely wants to try to laugh it off and tell the clerk he cant give these to his dog but the clerk Just Stares#they dont gotta say anything else ... charles dont gotta read their mind ... he wont argue he'll just swallow his shame and take the goods#anyways ... if anyone needs me ... im gonna succumd to the 3PM nap#i almost made it to 4 but alas ... i am sleepy ... then im gonna work SO im done answering asks for the evening#maybe ill answer some more tonight but i really have to focus. after my nap BYYYYEEEE#im gonna giggle about this new scenario tho ... Cherik Pet Shenanigans Somehow Getting Goofier Than Previously Thought#will have to do more thinkings of that down the line .... for now nap time 😴 cause i repeat i am five years old 😴
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#ok finally making a post about meds#I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset#so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but#it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways#so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone#like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus#my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night#sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired#it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted#but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too#but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared#so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow#anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING#that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up#I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world#and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on#and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!
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Knowing what I know now makes the pilot hit so much worse. And this is a small bit, but it makes me v 🥺
When Coulson is trying to discuss solutions to Mike Peterson blowing up from the Centipede serum he tells FitzSimmons, "We need to come up with a third option – one that doesn't involve Mike's son losing a father." He starts to walk away, and Simmons basically puts a seed of doubt out in the open that it may not be achievable. Coulson whips back around.
"Don't ever tell me there's no way! It's on you!" He quiets his voice. "Get it done."
And later at the train station, he gets Ace escorted to law enforcement to get him out of harms ways. Ace says, "I want my Daddy." Coulson tells him, "I promise," and he's escorted away.
Yes, Coulson has a big heart. Of course he wants to make sure Ace grows up with a father. But... Coulson lost both his parents. The way he reacted to Simmons seemed personal...
Makes me wonder if whatever happened to his parents was something that was preventable...
#its such a small thing but im looking at my blorbo and going “dawg. youve had it *rough*” 😭#im not saying the others characters havent bc they damn sure have but...#coulson be my blorbo so my focus is on him🫶🏻#im just thinkin out loud tho. it will happen again and im not sorry 🫠#agents of shield#phil coulson#if this turns into me pulling apart the plot for the blorbo like what im doing with alias for jack bristow on main...#i will be legit mad. i dont have time for this rn 💀💀💀#and for alias i only got to eppy 13 or 14 of the 1st season so.... 💀💀💀💀💀#*i do really need to go through alias for the 37475949 time now that im a lil more literate with media tho...#ANYWAYS DONT MIND ME IN THE TAGS 💀💀💀#original post
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