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i can Feel myself getting to a point with my art where i want things to improve but i think for the first time in a long time i don't know how to teach myself the skills i want
bellyaching in the tags
#i want more control over the colors bc right now the great color work compliments#i feel are entirely owed to the gradient map adjustment layers i use at the end#which are great! they do create a nice sense of cohesion without the pieces feeling monochrome#but there's very little control in that it's a Lot of throwing shit at a wall to see what sticks#i don't know how people shade digitally without using multiply layers#and have things Not come out looking muddy#and i feel like ''oh use color theory'' isn't enough bc i've looked up a lot of color theory#but i'm still missing something#i also. don't know how people do digital Paintings that look like oil paintings#that shit is so impressive to me#and maybe i should understand and accept where my skills lie#and lean into my dependency on ink layers etc and lean into art nouveau styles even more#but i'm just not that kind of person#i want to be able to do more
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When you're just casually writing, far enough along that you're not encountering any major issues, and then you come across the kind of plot hole where you have to close the doc and stare at a wall as you rework the entire plot
#writing#writeblr#writers on tumblr#I just had to switch the climax with an entire arc so the timeline worked out#Now Jack and Jill will be living with the Emerald family for the duration of Mary's “the sheep are missing” arc#Which is cool because it's by far the most magical and hopeful storyline and would end the story on a much brighter note#Unlike what I originally had planed#Which was war and civillian death and Child abuse#I'm still mad I had to change something this late into the process tho#Oh well#The tapestry is starting to look like something now so I can't complain#writing memes#writing funny#writing jokes#writers#writer#writing things
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do you too look at your travel companion with silent longing or you're normal
i have this urge to crop my image this particulare way and leave it as it is. but I feel bad so here is a full image
anyway sifdile stay winning and I actually did normal drawing of these two wow
#this one's inspired by fic that was recommended to me#the name is “trying something new”#very literally trying smth new with this actually#of everyone I've drawn so far I'm still unsatisfied with odile but only because i want her to be in her best form too#*sighs* but it's hard#*on my knees* how to draw my other fav ship if I can't draw one of the characters#it's very painful actually#so i overcompensate by making siffrin yearning and bashful for now#in stars and time#isat#isat siffrin#isat odile#sifdile#siffrin with dyed hair here since it's precanon (the fic setting)#and *breathes out* now I actually have sifdile work 🥹#yippeeeeee#in stars and time spoilers#isat spoilers#anyway this fic tho........ crazy good please read it#it's in odile/siffrin tag on ao3 i think you won't miss it#fifty art
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2024 Brazilian GP | x
#franco colapinto#autumn posts#I'm so conflicted about all the rumors!!#I want him to have a spot for 2025!! but rbr is kinda falling apart!! and we've seen how especially callous they can be 😢#I miss Daniel so much 🥺 I've been on my usual insta dives and everytime I see vcarb I still pause out of habit#still I agree with so many folks that its good he got away from rbr who never were going to give him the respect and opportunities!!#so I worry for Franco!!!#and poor Max gosh this FiA balogna and the car just not performing 🥲#tbh I've been hiding in like 2017 posts just soaking up content I missed from bygone days!#I spam my sideblog verstappen100 if anyone wants like mostly Daniel throwback yearning hehe 🙂↕️#idk the vibes feel off this GP especially so like...idk how to explain it!!#but anyways I think I'm just new and I'm sick irl so just kinda stewing in the feels#nothing some gifs can't fix 🙂↕️#and I have to work tomorrow 🥲 but then!!! freedom!!!#anyways just rambling...#I like to hide in the tags and the side blog but I know that#hiding how I feel is blocking me from making true connections in fandom!!#I worry I'll say something silly or something#but maybe I should be more brave instead of hiding#oh anyways!!!#if you're reading all this!! thank you! hehe nothing huge just feeling dumping before slumber 😴#I hope all is well!!#sending good energy out to Franco on such a hard weekend#and to Daniel hopefully chilling and dreaming up something excellent 💞#and to y'all!! have a good night morning and afternoon!! 🌙☀️☁️#going to add a few more photos before I go!!
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#Still not in a resource and place but missed to draw something silly#animation tag#cass fanart tag#Don't mind me I'm still dead
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“And you never asked about the—place with the door?” said Mr. Utterson. “No, sir; I had a delicacy,” was the reply. “I feel very strongly about putting questions; it partakes too much of the style of the day of judgment. You start a question, and it’s like starting a stone. You sit quietly on the top of a hill; and away the stone goes, starting others; and presently some bland old bird (the last you would have thought of) is knocked on the head in his own back garden and the family have to change their name. No sir, I make it a rule of mine: the more it looks like Queer Street, the less I ask.” “A very good rule, too,” said the lawyer. “But I have studied the place for myself,” continued Mr. Enfield. “It seems scarcely a house. There is no other door, and nobody goes in or out of that one but, once in a great while, the gentleman of my adventure. There are three windows looking on the court on the first floor; none below; the windows are always shut but they’re clean. And then there is a chimney which is generally smoking; so somebody must live there. And yet it’s not so sure; for the buildings are so packed together about the court, that it’s hard to say where one ends and another begins.” The pair walked on again for a while in silence; and then “Enfield,” said Mr. Utterson, “that’s a good rule of yours.” “Yes, I think it is,” returned Enfield. “But for all that,” continued the lawyer, “there’s one point I want to ask. I want to ask the name of that man who walked over the child.”
so! a page! this was a revisiting (for me) of an old old old. OLD. page I drew over ten years ago immediately after seeing a local production of the musical. usually when I revisit and edit ancient drafts, I gut a lot of it in the process of re arranging the insides, but this was one where I was like: AH. I see your vision, past self, now I can articulate it and draw shoes.
someday I'm going to find the time to get the whole thing on paper (this was also a color palette test page! I still want a noir-ish influence, but I'm debating sticking to a classic black and white only or leaning into something like this. much to think about........) until then though! a confrontation inside a house goes wrong! takes place moments after this scene.
#it took awhile to figure out how to articulate any of the nebulous thoughts i had about j&h lol#it's like. well. i was a teenager. i had a lot of feelings. i'm now almost thirty and we still have feelings but i have spent a lot of#time between then and now writing stuff and it's much easier to convey#not that im waiting around to do it 'perfectly' j&h is a dream project but dream projects are 'do it imperfectly-just get it done'#(IF THERE WAS MORE TIME. TO DRAW COMICS. EHRHGHGHHH)#kind of things. that said. the missing piece WAS the ballard re read of 2024. everything snapped into place then haha#idk. sometimes in life you experience things that make you understand something more fully. or like. with more immersion#and in turn you realize that things in the abstract are no longer abstract. it's all HD 4K volume at maximum etc#that aside. i gotta put together a comparison post between utterson + carraway + a ballard narrator. the dots. they connect#i SWEAR they connect.#j&h tag#komiks tag
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Thinking about how Telemachus has heard "You are just like your father" by so many people for most of his life. How different yet refreshing it is to hear said father tell him warmly "You're so much like your mother".
#Idk something about how he's just as much Penelope's son as he is Odysseus'. And how people just focus on his missing father#And Odysseus. the dad he's often compared to. says something entirely differnt.#Mad rambles#shot by odysseus#my headcanons#penelope of ithaca#telemachus#odysseus#idk I'm fightin a fever right now :') I'm very sure this isn't even grammatically correct but yahoo!#epic the musical#odyssey#the odyssey#tagamemnon#I don't plan to write Penelope comparing him much to his dad often. She only does so when Tele wants/needs to hear it.#She realizes “okay. you're trying too hard to be in your dad's shadow. you're Telemachus first. you're our legacy second.”#he's still affected by others' talk though ;~; (grandparents used to call him the wrong name and such
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"cordelia could you please drive me home?" "of course" OF COURSE she replies to buffy, softly, without hesitation. even if she goes right back to harping on about the world ending, of course she'll help buffy. head in my fucking hands
#HELLO THIS IS SUCH A NOTHING POST SORRY ??#I just rewatched helpless and I'm just having Feelings over these two again#she's still going on about the world ending but helping buffy is. like. duh#buffy needs help? well of course she'll be there. but she's still gonna complain about it#and the way cordy totally starts wailing (well as best she can I suppose) on that guy when he pushed buffy aside#like ew annoying guy whatever. WOAH don't touch buffy??? also buffy jeez at least do something next time. but also dw I got you#my first ship in this show was cordy and buffy and idc what anyone else thinks I was sooo real for that#cordy my queen she was my like second favourite character for s1 and in my top 5 for s2-3#oh. oh I wish she was still around#cordy I miss u terribly#coffy#cordelia chase#buffy summers#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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Red
#fen'harel#solas#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#my art#I missed drawing with textures#I'm playing something completely different now#but I still can't stop thinking about dragon age#even though we still don't know when new game will finally come out#but hey i can still draw fanart at least
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Foolish: What's– what's with all the ass shoving going on here? 😰
Bagi: Are you going to shovel Fit in your ass?
Fit: JESUS.
Pac: No–! I'm just gonna- AAAAA– [He runs into the pond to drown himself] I'm done, I'm done! I'm done!
Foolish: [Squeaky laugh]
Pac: It doesn't fit! Fit doesn't fit! Ok?! Doesn't fit!
Fit: Oh no... Oh no... Oh no... You know, I'm just- I'm just gonna– [He walks] I'm just gonna clear my mind, I'm gonna clear my head.
Today is, unfortunately, the one year anniversary of this cursed conversation (which spawned more cursed conversations) 💀
[ Full Transcript ↓ ]
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Fit: This isn't me! This is not "FitMC" it's "Fit... MC." This is not me.
Pac: Fit McDonalds! :O
Bagi: "Fit MC'' [Laughs]
Fit: It's Fit McDonalds, this is NOT me, this is an imposter! This is a fcking imposter! I can't believe it.
Pac: Fit Mac! Or Mac Fit? 🤔
Bagi: [Laughing] Fit Mac... Ok Pac, I think you should go to the McDonalds and order FitMac!
Pac: No, yeah yeah! I want to order. And also, I can shovel it in my ass so that I can bring McDonald's to the prison.
Foolish: What's– what's with all the ass shoving going on here? 😰
Bagi: Are you going to shovel Fit in your ass?
[They all laugh]
Fit: [Laughs] JESUS.
Pac: No–! I'm just gonna- AAAAA– [He runs into the pond to drown himself] I'm done, I'm done! I'm done!
Foolish: [Squeaky laugh]
Pac: It doesn't fit! Fit doesn't fit!
Fit: [Cracks up]
Pac: Ok?! Doesn't fit!
Fit: Oh no... Oh no... Oh no...
[Bagi and Foolish continue laughing]
Fit: You know, I'm just- I'm just gonna– [He walks away and does the "meditate" emoji, facing away from everyone] I'm just gonna–
Bagi: [To Foolish] Why are you laughing???
Pac: [Laughs]
Fit: I'm just gonna... clear my mind, I'm gonna clear my head.
Bagi: [Out of breath] Just stop laughing!
Fit: I'm gonna clear my fckin' mind right now.
[Everyone continues laughing]
Fit: Yeah yeah yeah, this is- this is fine. This is fine.
[Ramon warps back]
Bagi: Oh Ramon, it's a really nice hole you made here!
Foolish: That was just a wild- a wild sequence right there.
[Everyone laughs, and Empanada lies face-down on the ground]
Foolish: Oh boy... Man, prison's gonna be fun, prison's gonna be fun.
Fit: Yeah... It's gonna be real fun.
Pac: It's gonna be real fun.
#FitMC#Pactw#QSMP#Hideduo#FitPac#I GUESS.#oiBagi#Foolish Gamers#Foolish#Bagi#Pac#Fit#Happy 1 year anniversary to this... Unfortunately...#Me: I miss QSMP so much#Me: *remembers the cheeseburger and ass shoving bit*#Me: I still miss QSMP but I am no longer Overwhelmed by grief in this immediate moment#Man I was just planning on re-posting / reblogging the original clip I made of this#but insomnia is kicking my ass so bad so I just stayed up and did this instead#Did something a bit different with the POV outlines. I think it looks nice#a lot more uniform even if I do like the individual colors for each CC#That works better when it's just one or two CCs#when it's more it gets too messy and distracting I think#Timestamps:#3h 41m - Fit's POV#48m Foolish's POV#1h 1m Bagi's POV#3h 33m Pac's POV#''I'm gonna clear my head I'm gonna clear my mind'' Me Frickin Too Man#Never Ask Me For Anything Again#Edited
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soren taking care of his bf
#hie i'm still here#tired of always drawing their armor and uniform?#💥💥 BOOOM 💥💥 PAJAMAS#I wanted to do something quick because I missed drawing them#funny because the only thing I was focusing on was their mini comic#but that doesn't count bc it's lowkey a bit boring and tiring to stay at the same thing for hours#maybe I'll do the opposite? (corvus carrying soren) maybe. but that's for another time#soren tdp#corvus tdp#sorvus#the dragon prince#tdp#art
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a murder and a thousand bad omens
#another version because i felt like it's missing something#oh right symbolism :DDDDD#i'm still keeping the other one up because i like how i did the background#project sekai#pjsk fanart#pjsk#prsk fa#prsk#mizuki akiyama#niigo mizuki#25ji mizuki#n25 mizuki#lunrall art
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Is it inaccurate to call Caitlyn a nepo baby?
I'd say season 1 Caitlyn is the opposite of a nepo baby, since she's trying to succeed as an Enforcer against her parents' wishes. Her mother is actively using her connections to keep her away from any real work.
Season 2 "I am a decorated officer, leader of House Kirmman" Caitlyn however? Yeah, that's nepo baby behavior. Because when exactly did she become decorated? Did she receive an award off-screen, or something? And even if she did, that doesn't exactly give her the authority to burst into a Council meeting. Even Marcus, the Sheriff, with all his corruption, addresses the Council somewhat respectfully, so it seems like she using her mother's position more than her own, which she is wildly unqualified for. It's a little unclear how the Council seats are inherited, it seems like they go to other members of the same House, but even then she's still unqualified because she was an Enforcer. Then she proceeds to make herself a leader of an operation she is also not qualified for.
Sounds like a nepo baby to me 🤷♂️
#I'm still cofused how she went from being fired to becoming a decorated officer#did everyone just conveniently forget that?#who even promoted her the Sherrif is dead#am i missing something?#arcane critical#anti caitlyn kiramman#arcane
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Finished Dual Destinies!! Simon Blackquill and some other stuff
#apollo justice#dual destinies#ace attorney#ace attorney fanart#athena cykes#simon blackquill#GOD I LOVE ATHENA (AND SIMON!)#I heard a lot of bad about DD so I was skeptical#but in the end I had a lot of fun with it!#even though I'm a big aa4 fan#still kind of mad that they decided to just ignore most of the stuff from it and never mention them again#beanix you will be missed#you were too powerful for this world#the kristoph line was... something#ALSO I FORGOT TO MENTION THE PHANTOM STUFF??????????? DUDE#ace attorney spoilers
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How do you sleep at night? No one to hide behind Betrayed every alibi you had You had every chance to make amends instead you got drunk on bitterness And you still claim that you're innocent, it's sad
#daniel ricciardo#dr3#christian horner#for the blacklists#I recognize that christian horner in a gifset is NOT the kind of content people in ricnation are looking for rn#debated posting this but fuck it#me 🤝🏼 daniel: two bitches that love a depressing song lyric#it's about breaking free from a toxic relationship and the importance of prioritizing one's own needs#and that it can take a long time to recognize the dynamics at play in those relationships#and removing yourself from that situation can be just as hard and that just kind of epitomizes daniel with christian for me#in the return to rbr I think daniel trusted that CH would at the very least be straight forward and upfront with him#even if the end result wasn't what daniel wanted or hoped for#daniel could handle not getting the rbr seat#but something he couldn't handle was the truth that the one person he believed he could trust was gaslighting him and using him#and daniel had a light bulb moment - the point where you realize that sometimes the best thing you can do for yourself is to walk away#and so he got out#also this is obviously my interpretation of a relationship that I have zero insider info on and maybe they are chill now#as always…thinking too deeply about people I don’t know in the tags#also i recognize that this song is actually about a tiktok hype house but whatever rbr are that immature so it fits#this is my first go with this type of editing in PS so if you have any tips on style and execution i'm all ears#Apparently i also owe CH an apology bc i was so sure he didn't shake daniel's hand pre-race in singapore but he actually did and i missed i#during the breakdown i was having anyway fuck him still
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Details in Stan's letter that still haunt me
(how long will I continue thinking about a two page letter that's technically not even that long because Stan's handwriting is fricking large? .....you don't need to worry about that.)


The bro code only shows up in the Lost Journal pages, and to me Stan's message feels like it purposely echoes Ford's "miss you" in the college photo (and for some reason the message doesn't appear in the website version of the photo?) ....or alternatively Stan simply noticed how distressed Ford was about this entire thing and wanted to support him in a way so he can be sappy but without the kids knowing, or both!


Stan's claim about the Oregon lottery contradicts what the Lost Legends website said about Tate McGucket's ability to predict the winning numbers!! ...but also breaking into the Lottery HQ is definitely a very Stan thing to do and it's not the first time small gags have been retconned


Despite spending most of his letter nonchalantly destroying him, the taunt about ripping a dollar bill in half is the only part where Stan is directly responding to Bill. Maybe it's the two of them having similar ways of thinking but it's rather specific considering Bill taunts the reader about it...
And after Bill spends an entire book calling Ford Sixer despite normally using a pretty wide range of nicknames for him, Stan then spends his letter mainly referring to Ford as Sixer, even though post-Weirdmageddon he tends to use a mix of nicknames. And it's not like he'd gotten to see Bill himself for long, let alone see him steal that childhood nickname (that is only used twice in the actual show btw!). Did Ford tell him what happened or...?
With all this and the website's "still on your mind" message, what I'm getting at is my tinfoil hat theory of Stan somehow seeing some of the pages the irl readers saw, even when it should be personalised to the specific reader, and he's been lying about it for some reason. Considering that the book flat out doesn't make an attempt at convincing Soos, I find it a stretch that whatever Bill was telling Stan via the book was an attempt to convince him either.
Wouldn't be the first time Stan's skimmed through a book and lied about what it meant to him.


(...Now I kinda wanna see a story about the family reading their versions of the book and making fun of it while Stan is improvising every single one of his pages and blatantly ignoring Bill's attempts to mock and taunt him)
But also I'm fascinated by the letters that only showed up on the website (aka the Soos+Wendy+McGucket+Pacifica ones). I'm assuming that Mabel had stuck them on after Stan's letter... but they were basically eaten by the book itself because seeing Stan's letter kick-started Bill's breakdown which takes up the rest of the book
#im wearing this tinfoil hat with pride i know something is up!!!!#like three things in one letter??? ...i mean the handwriting is another thing but for another reason that i already mentioned elsewhere#(of course i also love the idea of same coin theory being flat out the reason why stan's perceiving the book differently)#gf meta#stanley pines#stan pines#ford pines#book of bill#bill cipher#also i'm still kinda annoyed that pacifica got a letter over candy and grenda cos like.... she didn't really do anything in w3 lmao#meanwhile grenda literally ripped bill's eye out and the girls were the main ones holding him off!!! give them respect hirsch!!!!#they helped with the unicorn spell!!!! they're an extended part of the group!!!! they saved stan before!! give my girls respect!!!!!!#also some folks are assuming that the 'miss you' message was directed at mcgucket but if it was for him#i feel like it'd be scribbled on the page itself and not be part of college ford notes in the bg (and ford would use a different cipher)#mind you the photo itself is a day after he met mcgucket so there's no reason why ford would direct it at him#they literally just became besties!!!#and this is a ford recently estranged from his brother and is still trying to convince himself he only feels anger towards him#(i saw some saying that ford shared the bro code with mcgucket too and im ??? theres an entire page about him hiding his childhood stuff#i get there's the 'oh disney!!!' easter egg now but ford at that time was pretty touchy about anything regarding stan#(alex saying that if mcgucket had found his stan o war photo ford wouldve lied and#brushed it off as an inspiration to his career in science instead admitting that he's holding onto it cos he misses his twin)#plus he'd show another recent code that wasn't made by literally kids if he really wanted to share one imo#but also j3 is him using them to hide info from mcgucket!!!)#two sides of the same dollar bill#thisisnotawebsitedotcom
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