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echthr0s · 4 months
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tagged by @longeyelashedtragedy in a "10 songs you've listened to recently" meme
here are 10 from the last time I listened to MY playlist as opposed to the car playlist
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sneeping with his legs up over his head for some reason... weird boye
#cats#love the second picture... skrungly sleepy well rested boye face...#since he's an elderly boy now sometimes when he wakes up from a nap he looks a bit scruffy and squinty eyed#Hard to beleive he's like 15 though.. he still looks like a kitten to me.. due to his giant round creature eyes and childlike demeanor#I think it's interesting that like... baby cats are babies. kittens are kittens. and you can tell a cat is like 'young adult' phase#looking from like a few months to maybe 1yr or 2yrs.. but after that they just always look the same to me#a 5 yr old cat is a 10 yr old cat is a 15 year old cat. unless the cat in question is particulalry aged or youthful#I still have so so little energy... it's been icy here this week. like not even FUN but just scary icy even thoguh i lOOOVE the cold#and its my favorite weather. I think it'd be okay actually if I had a woodburning stove/fireplace/hearth thing. literally thats my only#concern with the power going out. I genuinely don't mind stuff like having to go to the bathroom in buckets or cook over a fire or do other#less conveninet things. Its just that if eveyrhtng is electric then you have no way to cook and all of that. well.. and I literally need#background noise to go to sleep lest my ocd sprials become so loud I am slowly driven into maddness.. but a few battery packs or something#and a phone with one downloaded video I could play on repeat is fine for that. I dont need internet. ANYWAY.. so so sad that my fav#orite season ever (winter) is here. and the first cold of the winter is like... just an ice storm that you cant even walk in. I#love like 4 feet of snow where you can play in it and stuff. But just a thin flat sheet of a few inches of ice over every imaginable surfac#is not really playable. the wind speeds are so high and so many trees fall it's actually not that safe to go hang out outside anyway unless#you were in a totally clear open field. which is SAD also because i love ice and high winds. i love to stand out there and get whipped in t#he face with ice crystals and feel like I'm in some dramatic movie or something. but alas.. the threat of being attacked by a falling tree.#I did go out some but again it's like. literallyyou cant walk on it. so I just squatted and dragged myself along the ground lol#One of my stories has a whole section where the main characters are trapped in a deadly cold environment for a week and have to use magic#to survive and etc. etc. so I'm always like.. ouuu.. I should go in the ice.. it's Writing Research actually.. *foolishly gets frostbite*#THOUGH yesterday I went on a harrowing evil journey down a bunch of icy hilly roads to go check on some person's cat because the cat#had been left in the house for like 5 days at that point with nobody to check on them and nobody else seemed to want to do anything#about it (like call all of the neighbors or try to get someone out there) so I just went myself with a roommate who agreed to drive me.#It seemed acting totally normal and I gave it more food and water but.. I am still worried about it.. Apparently the person will be able#to get back to their house tomorrow but.. I dont trust them. But I couldnt take the cat with me because it's like.. a stranger's cat#basically and also no carrier + very skittish.. so I feared if I just tried to carry them bare handed they'd definitely leap from my grasp#and then it'd be like.. sliding on a sheet of ice chasing a cat and so on.. I still think they need to be watched for health issues tho >:|#ANYWAY.... many cat adventures lately... and strange weather... I wish for a normal week without always so many Things Happening.. augh
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arielluva · 1 year
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on my knees begging mattel to use different makeup for draculaura than just this
she has so many dolls and yet not a lot of variation in terms of her face 😭
i think this also goes for the other g3 dolls as well but i’ve mostly noticed it on draculaura (probably bc there’s just. so many of her)
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ectoplasmer · 5 months
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world decided to be nice to me and let me dream of bakura and let me interact with him but now i’m yearning So Bad
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kirbyddd · 28 days
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one thing that's just one of my weird little personal wishes, i really wish gandalf used more of his Hobbit style alchemical "magic" in LoTR, he really only uses it for fireworks at the very beginning then he mainly just uses his ring and divine authority
#which it makes sense thematically that he doesn't wield much of his true divine power during the Hobbit but does during LotR#because it's not just a magical “power” to be used.. it's divine autonomy that only has potency in his realm of authority#which his only authority in the mundane realm is as a single man#but in LoTR he is granted high authority over the non-native spirits of middle earth. able to strip saruman of his own and turn wraiths#and even directly contest sauron's influence over the ringbearer granting frodo a moment of free will on amon hen#but in the Hobbit when dealing with goblins and dragons all he can do is wield alchemical tricks accented by his ring's command over flame#thought i expect he commanded far greater power against the necromancer in dol guldur. particularly when following saruman's command#who did already have White authority#standing tall in the spiritual realm.. naught but an old man in the mundane realm. it lends a deeper layer to the imagery of him sitting#alongside aragorn and glorfindel at elrond's banquet... appearing even more kingly to frodo's eyes than the elfstone himself.#because at that table it was the spiritual form that was seated with highest majesty.. rather than worldly influence#though aragorn possessed a spiritual nature approaching even that of elves.. he still appeared a prince next to elders of the First Age#and beyond the First Age even to the timeless dawn of creation itself#even shrouded in Grey.. gandalf dwarfed him#LoTR is a monolith. what a truly rich tapestry of life#tolkien you have far surpassed the anglo saxon chronicler poets you so revered... and woven something that will endure even longer#rest well#oh yeah i was gonna write something about why he didnt use his ring much in the Hobbit too but that'll max out tags#oh yeah i was gonna say something about why he didnt use his ring much in the hobbit but i guess i said enough#I'll max out tags
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heyitslapis · 5 months
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I don't have time for people who don't have time for me
I don't have time for people who don't have time for me
I don't have time for people who don't have time for me
#yes yes i know adult life leaves little room for spending time with people who you care about & even if we have time we're burnt out#but my whole adult life has been white-knuckled clinging to relationships or people that barely if ever send that energy back#as soon as theyre onto the next person that will entertain them. as soon as theyve found something to fill the time that i usually take up#as soon as theyve gotten all they wanted from me emotionally. as soon as its inconvient to see me. almost as soon as theyre bored#then suddenly its me waiting for a text. waiting for a day to hang out. hearing over and over again that yet another thing is more importan#than me. and i get it. life happens. schools important. work is important. rest is important. but at the point im at in my life#im looking for people who actually make an effort not just give months and months of excuses as to why they suddenly cant hang out#im a pushover. im easy-going. im a very understanding person. i get it bc theres also very few days per week that im free to socialize#but i cant keep letting myself act subservient to everyone else in my life. i always put my friends & potential friends so high on pedestal#i treat them & their time as precious. now i refuse to let someone do anything but the same for me. my time/energy/love is just as precious#i dont deserve only a text when you need something from me or just to act as a treat to tide me over until the next transgression#and i certainly am NOT going to be the person that you can stand-up and then expect to still answer your text. not anymore.#in prioritizing my mental health lately ive realized that this pattern HAS TO STOP. i cant allow myself to continue the same harmful cycles#i deserve better. i need better. i WANT BETTER#emma vents#vent tag#healing tag
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rosicheeks · 1 year
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What was your favourite band or album through high school and do you still listen to/like it now? 🤔
✨ Galantis ✨
(In XOXO and let me tell you this part always makes me cry)
#this is a good question cause it took me a HOT second to remember who I listened to in high school hahahah#I had to go to Spotify and scroll through my playlists#and then I saw a playlist that said ‘trip’ and I’m like OH FUCK YEAH I went on a road trip to see galantis#XOXO started my fucking obsession#dude you have no clue#I was OBSESSED with that movie#and I still am…. it’s one of my feel good movies 🥰#it’s also SO trippy#but anyway I found galantis through that movie and then I looked up the rest of their music and I fell in love#I’m not a huge EDM fan tbh and I still don’t fully think of galantis as edm#but there are some parts where it’s electronic dance#but i don’t mind it at all tbh#some of that type of music I actually can’t stand - the beat or melody just gives me a headache#but fuck galantis?#GALANTIS#is a different ballpark I love galantis so much#so to answer your question yes I still listen to them#but definitely not as much as I used to#I feel like their music kinda changed a year or so ago they turned into more of a remixy type (which isn’t bad!! just not my thing)#but some of the galantis songs I grew up with just gives me so much hope#idk the word it gives me ngl#I just listen to it and I feel like life will be ok#I’ll add a few of my fav songs cause I love them so much and now I wanna listen to them#sooooooo much nostalgia 🥰🥰🥰🥰#omg I’m listening to all of these songs and I can sing them word for word#they’re making me cryyyyyy I wanna go back to when I first found them#I miss high school 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#these songs will always have a place in my heart 🥹#thank you for asking lovely 🥰#ask
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hotgluegunflower · 1 year
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The urge to hug every person in my graduating class is strange and unexplainable. all the side characters with incomplete arcs are leaving the show
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paradoxgavel · 2 years
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i always find it a lil bit funny how many y/ns in the dca fandom are written as insomniacs, meanwhile my chronic fatigued ass is over here ready to fall asleep at anytime, any place, for any reason
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ricetunamayo · 2 years
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childe's character is such a sweet thing to think about when you allow yourself to go into heavy detail about all the little things that complete him. from the exterior we meet a man that prides himself on being his archontess' weapon, so much so that even his outfit is inspired by this motivation. he is a bloody, combact knife. with all the red fabric, and jewels that complete it, that adorn it? this is a loyal man, loyal to being someone's weapon.
but in the same breath, in a shocking contrast to his life motivations... childe is a man of comunity, and a family oriented one at that. sure, all of the harbingers are idolized in their country, and all of them represent different things that they must carry out in their duty. but childe....despite being a weapon, indulges in domestic things. so much so that, it even gives the impression of him living for his community, to the fullest, to make up for all the things he wont reach to be in the future. when his duty finally claims him as another weapon fallen in battle.
#dont you DARE even tell me about how his favorite thing is fishing#have you thought about it? truly?#fishing is... about patience.#you sit there in a boat... or stand in a ledge near a body of water and you study the manu things around you. the air the weather the noise#and you deduct whether this is a good time to fish or if its better to go elsewhere otherwise#but its also a hobby of consistency... because it takes patience and love for something to learn the patterns of it. specially when it is#so exposed to nature#childe loves to fish and to cook and to care for his siblings and jump into shows when he feels like it!#but hes also loyal to his royal highness the tsaritsa to his duty as a harbinger and ready to lose his life on the field for those he deems#worthy#hes so cool and he is so sweet and his character is really so complex#im so sad that with all his appearances... no.. that despite all his appearances he still gets mischaracterized to hell n back#ive been thinking of picking up writing again just to do a character study fic of him and rest in peace#phmygosh and diluc too#im so happy to see the progress fandom diluc has made wuth this event but my god... as an og diluc man#diluc main 😭 yall ... the mischaracterizations of him are insane#anyways i have so much love for childe in my heart i really do#if he asked me to feed him id make him a meal and i hate cooking for ppl and serving them i rly do#😭😭 if he asked me to sit down and stay still i think i could do it#and if he asked me to join the field w him i would im so sorry 😔#genshin impact#childe#tuna. thoughts#anyways... childe enjoyers... im single#ignore ghe typos^@*@* its 2 am im just having insane brainrot im so sorry
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britneyshakespeare · 2 years
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It has been 0 days since I (almost) fainted
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utvarpcity · 2 years
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was SO stoked about seeing mcr again i queued for 7 hours (which was very little compared to the hc fans in front of me), secured a spot fairly close to the stage, then like 20 minutes before the show started everything went black and i had to wobble out of there, get into an ambulance and spend the night at the hospital :))
#i was SO sick and i hadn’t even noticed...#high fever and irregular heartbeat and all#which i hadn’t felt at all before that - just a lil tired which i thought was explainable since i had queued for so long#i left the audience and stood at the very back for a few of the first songs then i HAD to go get help i wanna die#i saw them back in 2011 and stood all the way at the back and was a literal child still so i saw nothing#and this time... saw nothing and had to leave a few songs in#what a disaster... me and mcr just werent meant to be#though the staff did take me to this backstage area to speak to the medical team so ig that’s as close as i’d get#two others were dizzy but were fine but as for me... they were like ‘ok heres an actual serious case lets get her to the hospital asap’#ive had a weird problem with tiredness and irregular heartbeat this whole year and i’m trying to get it looked into but#the queues in our healthcare system are not to be played with#and i’ve been to the ER two times before but they’ve concluded it’s nothing life threatening so#might be post-covid? bc ive heard of similar things happening to others and it did start after i was sick one time in january#anyway it got really bad for me today because i was really ill on top of everything#i’ve never been that close to fainting before which was just about the scariest thing ever#like ur eyes are open but everything is still black... and u lose all ur sense of balance#but i’m home now and resting after a long night at the hospital lol#funny thing is i went to a festival in may... and a concert last saturday... and was standing up queueing and jumping around for hours#and was fine#so i didn’t expect this to happen at all but i have a pretty bad fever after all (was so surprised when they told me so though)#but yeah my disappointment is beyond fucking words. i was so close to the stage and finally seeing them again after 10 years...#i hope i’ll be able to see them another time#shoutout to the theme park staff for handling things well though#oh yeah also gerard kept telling ppl to stay hydrated and literally told ppl to get out of the audience if they felt shitty#so i was just following his orders...
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docomoo · 2 years
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After watching kinnporsche, most of the other BL don’t cut it for me anymore help 🥲
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foldingfittedsheets · 1 month
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I always forget this wasn’t a thing everywhere but my high school had a fun and innovative way to torment us in PE. They got heart rate monitors. It was this awful strap that went under the bra line and paired to a watch. The first day was great cause we got to set our resting heart rate. We did this by laying in a dark room and napping.
But then once a week we’d have to strap on these monitors and go running. The monitors were old tech and didn’t always pick up your heartbeat, so you’d have to use cold water between it and your skin to get a better connection, gods know why. Warm water never worked. After the day our watches would be collected and our efforts recorded.
The idea was that if your heart beat too fast you were supposed to stop, and if it was too slow you’d speed up. In practice this was ridiculous, staying in the green zone all class was ridiculously difficult.
Even people like me who were stubbornly resistant to running the mile couldn’t stand the horrific constant beeping and made attempts to placate the reviled machine. It was always fairly miserable. I had PE first thing in the chilly morning, dashing cold water on my skin before running around half awake was the low point of my week.
But for some unknown reason, the teacher insisted that no play could happen on these days. We were given the freedom to run all over campus but woe betide us if we tried to make a game that actually made this enjoyable.
We’d initiate games of tag only to get yelled at for not just… running. Any kind of play was forbidden. On one memorable occasion someone got a kickball and we started an impromptu soccer game with it.
If someone’s heart rate got too high they’d drop to their knees to wait out the shrieking of their watch so an extra element was added to the game of trying to win without going too hard. I remember being absolutely delighted, the thrill of that game still lives in my heart, hoping I could score a goal before my heartbeat betrayed me to the hated watch.
When the PE teacher found us we were soundly scolded and the ball was confiscated. Our happiness burst like a soap bubble and we turned our back to the enchantment of the green field and resumed slogging along in a grey haze as expected.
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onrainynights · 6 months
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I wish I was 21 already then I wouldn't be dealing with any of this
#the one service job I think I could do without accommodations (which I can't get because they require a doctor to fill out forms and I don't#have health insurance so I can't get a doctor) is no longer hiring.#and because I'm under 21 (literally by 2 months) and I don't have a degree I'm not eligible to be a substitute teacher yet#but once I'm 21 the requirement lowers to just a high school diploma. which is just. like. what. why.#but that's what I want to do it's what I've wanted to do for a while#but like I said I don't have health insurance so any service job I get would require me to stand for long periods of time#without access to a seat#which is just a recipe for extreme pain and dizziness for me#on top of that I can't drive and don't have a car so I'm reliant on others for transportation#which I wouldn't be as much if I was a sub bc I live really close to 3 of the 5 schools in the district. like 5 minutes or less by bike#plus substitutes can sit!! without accommodations!!!!#god I just#I don't know how to survive 2 months in this situation#I can't tell you how many times I've thought of purposely blinding myself so I can never worry about insurance again#which is. really worrying that I've considered that#pretty sure my mom is gonna threaten to kick me out again today but I literally don't know what to do#my rent is only $200 a month and I still can't afford it I hate this country I hate being disabled but not enough to qualify for aid I hate#that accommodations are stuck behind a fucking PAYWALL#I hate that I can't even kill myself because if I survived I would put myself in debt for the rest of my life I hate it I hate it I hate it#and there's no solution. nothing will help. nothing.
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goforglory · 6 months
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cursed lore for my proton: has been hospitalized too many times to count for illness alone. He's never once been discharged normally, this guy had a 104 fever and fought his way out looking like he was infected with cabin fever shit on multiple occasions because he had a job to do or he just starts feeling slightly better and leaves because he has more important things to be doing than laying in a hospital bed. Getting him to rest is near impossible unless he's actually dying. Which has happened and no one was having a good time.
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