#but whatever im happyyyy

[freesomebodybyluna]

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[1990jeevas]

so grunk lied about not going to creator clash...

[pogueswrld]

hey yall remember my EPT test that I took a few days ago?? I got my results back <3 I GOT 96 OUT OF 100 THIS IS SO COOL

[sourle]

OMGG PHIGHTING X READER???? CRYING OUT OF HAPPINESS!!!!!! IM SO HAPPYYYY!!!

can u write medkit x reader from blackrock plz.. Basically the reader is also Subspace's co-worker beside Hyperlaser..

I gotchu'

And u never mentioned what type of it, one shot or HeadCanon but since I can do whatever I want, I'm making it a HeadCanon...

Medkit x Reader

Genre: fluff

Type: HeadCanon

Never you would've thought you would fallen for an Ex-Blackrock civilian, not to mention one who's wanted even.

You kept your feelings secret, especially from Subspace, knowing him.. he will definitely threw a tantrum about it.

You knew about Medkit, but not much. You just knew he's an oldie back at the blackrock.

You both first met at a Phighting match, being the new Phighter you are, you definitely gave your best and did a number on the opposing team.

One of your teammates who happens to be Medkit was a bit shocked, your skill definitely has its use.

The second time you met is in another phighting match, but this time you both are on the opposite team.

You defeated him and this time you really caught his attention by your skill.

After the match you were approached by another phighter, introducing themselves and a friend! Medkit!

And from then on you both started to talk to each other, he didn't trust you at first due to you being from blackrock (note that you haven't told him your alliance with subspace yet).

But slowly he warms up to you, he likes your chill and quiet nature, calmer than most people he friended as a Phighter.

I could say he does enjoy your company, and how calm you usually is.

The moment you told him you're working with Subspace, put a bit of trust broken in Medkit.

"Hey Medkit?" You spoke in a whisper, leaning against a box next to him. "Hmm?" He hummed, turning to look at you with narrowed eyes.

"I... Wanna tell you something, promise you won't get mad..." Your voice softens a bit, giving trust in Medkit knowing he'll keep the promise.

"what's it?" You look up from the ground, taking a deep breath as you cross your arms.

"I'm.. working with Subspace.."

Silence

Even so he unexpectedly accepted that, as long as you're not annoying.

He kept quiet about it for months before speaking out his concern, about you being a spy. You reassured him you're not and only there to be friends with him.

Though the trust is hard to regain back after it, DON'T WORRY DEAR READER!-

Slowly but surely you regain his trust by always having his back in battles... When you are both in the same team that is.

[transitioningpirate]

today - 03/11 - dates exactly one month since i've started t!!!!! i'm so happy and honestly so pleased with everything. i had a bit of a bad month (got sick, had a bit of a falling out with someone and then i got sick again) but seeing the effects it's had on me already makes me honestly so happy. and thinking about what's to come makes me so much happier!! it's been a while since i realized i actually was feeling excited for the long term future. it's amazing.

here's some of the changes i noticed:

same as the last list - hunger and thirst have increased a lot. the doctor says it's because of my metabolism, it's much faster now. this is good but also bad because i keep forgetting to drink water. this is something that i've always struggled with. before this week, i've already ended up in a hospital because of dehydration like three times. anyways, i used to live in an island, very used to humidity, and this year, for college, i moved to a town that's, like, over an hour away from the nearest beach. it's very very dry. and like i said before, in november we were hit by a terrible heat wave, and it all piled up: fast metabolism, heat wave, dry place, me forgetting to drink water frequently, and you guessed it: i ended up at the hospital yesterday :(. had to take some pain meds and some saline, but im totally fine now, and ill make sure it doesn't happen again!

so much more energy. i know i said this already, but it's crazy, seriously, i have so much more energy just in general, for everything. it's amazing. ive been sleeping better, eating better, working harder, studying more, it's crazy. my mood has increased a lot, too, actually, especially after my second t shot.

irritability, but i think this has more to do with my personal life. a bit of tmi here: i was seeing someone until not long ago but some not-very-nice stuff happened, and i asked for a break (with no intention of returning, mind you, despite what he so confidently claimed) and immediately after realized i very likely had an sdt for the first time in my whole life. for the record, this is the only person ive slept with this whole year, basically. so. yeah, i was stressed, you can say that. spent a bit of money on meds, and im already feeling much much better, but it definitely took me down for a couple days, emotionally and physically, and i honestly think my irritability came from that, but maybe t had a hand on it too? who knows

two friends of mine claimed im growing a moustache, but i dont think so yet. i already had a very thin very small moustache before, and maybe it's getting a bit thicker? i haven't noticed it personally except in one (01) picture i took with a weird lightning. im not sure... but i like to think so! maybe it's just starting to get thicker and it'll actually grow eventually!

acne. i bought a soap for my face specifically, and i use it everyday, sometimes twice a day, so it's not as bad as it could be, but it's definitely present. mostly in my forehead and my chin. it's easily taken care of, though, and doesn't hurt and barely shows, so it's whatever

my voice has definitely gotten deeper! not significantly so, but it definitely has, it's noticeable, and i love it so much. i love listening my own voice. i love listening to myself talk. i love it, love it love it love it so much. i record so much more audios on wpp now, i like hearing them back, i like hearing myself!!!!! it's the best. ive never felt this way about my voice before. im so happyyyy <3<3

it's so hooooot god i feel hot almost all of the time, everywhere it's warm and i sweat sooooo much. doubled my deodorant use and i have no regrets. it's not a bad thing, but it is mildly inconvenient sometimes, ngl. living in this hot as all hell town definitely doesn't help. ive wore more light and freeing clothes and it actually helps a lot, though. plus, my baby cousin's birthday this month will be a pool party, so im hella excited for that!!!!!!

if i can think of anything else, ill add onto this. thank you so much :3

[capnhanbers]

Do you have a character sheet of your ocs??? Or the main cast of joat??? Im really enjoying the fanfic! Im not much a of reader but man does this have me hook

oh fuuuck lol i 🙈🙈🙈🙈 i definitely don't have official character sheets!!!!!!! just whatever maddening collage you can pull together from the "my art" tag lol

and EEEEEE THANK YOU THAT MAKES ME HAPPYYYY

[homicidal-rage]

AGHH WORK WAS SO GOOD TODAY IM SO HAPPYYYY :))))

I made some genuine actual friends that i could just talk about whatever with!! We talked about literally anything, like. MBTI. Books <3 (yes that includes my deep orv obsession). I DONT REMEMBER BUT UAAAAAAA

One of the friends i made drove me home because it was raining :)) and we all exchanged instagrams. And there was a new person today that we all helped!

My manager also offered for me to work more shifts (i declined though, cant handle that with school lol) but that was also good news.

Was a good day. Very chill vibes the entire evening.

[lineofdance]

ok so back on my shit and some of these shirts are SO GOOD like literally I want to spend so much money on them. I am weirdly obsessed with the mambo time shirt, and I could literally only find ONE VIE SHIRT??? tragic. many cha cha shirts. very many. also im obsessed with the WTF shirt, it makes me happyyyy! ok and also WHY ARE THE LAST TWO NOT IN ORDER??? the standard shirt I understand, putting vie where it belongs would mess stuff up, switch vie and quick, its fine, whatever. im not happy about it but I get it. LATIN?? girl what are you doing why are you such a mess. nothing is where its supposed to be! not a single dance! teeeechnically samba rumba are right but literally why is cha 4th. what are you doing. dying. this is killing me. ANYWAY if anyone has any fun shirts or similar PLEASE send them to me I will look at them and cry that I can't have them because I am broke <3

[myloveforhergoeson]

look even after not showing up to the party, his weird possessiveness and shit impersonal apologies, every time he comes up im still like hehe dakkk <3 tucks some hair behind my ear. also whats the deal with him creeping around the palm woods? is it that he doesnt wanna get caught by paparazzi or mobbed by fans like in the pop tiger saga? if thats the case, and may be why he avoided the party, he seriously needs to communicate this to roxy goddammit !!! <- shaking dak by the shoulders

and ! why is he, successful movie star generally agreed by the public to be the heartthrob of the month, so threatened by essentially a bunch of nobodies?!?!? dak pull yourself together man!!!!

i know this dak relationship will eventually lead nowhere, but i just want roxy to be happyyyy to have one positive experience with him without him being all weird about her friends. i get youre laying the groundwork that dak isnt The One but aghhh im so frustrated for roxy!! love the fact that she stood her ground and didnt take his shit !

ajbkajbjksbvr i feel the same way about this version of him loll that's why he's so much of a character in tasw :)) he's literally zac efron for crying out loud what am i supposed to do??? not have him be involved with my wonderful, special, perfect oc??? as a plot device to help continue my slow burn???? and idk i thought she had a really positive experience with him when they first met and on their first date...

in due time we will learn about his strange habits and feelings, hang in there anon... it's not for nothing i promise!

im truly about to go full literary analysis mode on my story for you because roxy and dak's relationship is so important to me and all the things i've built up in my head that aren't evident in the story because roxy is bad at dealing with her emotions (as we know, she loves to push aside her own when it gets too much to bear... i just love to use "she pushed the thought out of her mind" as a scene turning point and then it turned into a fact about her on her silly character trait list🙄) and because some things will be present we haven't got there in the plot yet

please find my thoughts under the cut... there are lots and i cannot wait to further incorporate it into my writing once this ball really gets rolling

first off, roxy has never been in a relationship before, which is something she is pretty insecure about, especially as someone who primarily deals in writing love songs. while this isn't really an issue now, seeing as she's currently on the path to one, we haven't really seen this as something that bothers her. because of this, she really doesn't know how a healthy one works outside of the romance books she reads and rom-coms she loves. in those, everything just happens organically, the two people involved work though everything together and it looks completely effortless. she sees this with her friends as well, kendall and jo almost immediately fell for each other, and now all jo is waiting for is for them to make it official that they're together. she doesn't have to deal with strange teen jealousy or the guy she likes standing her up. camille and logan, while still working though their own thing, at their core gravitate to each other. from the way they interact, talk about each other, whatever, roxy knows that they'll find their way to each other eventually. because of this, she's terrified to bring up her own troubles - partly because it's embarrassing and partly because she doesn't want to be a bother about it to people who "so clearly" get it. if she can't bring up her worries to her best friends, she sure as hell isn't gonna bring it up to dak... and heaven forbid she brings it up to the guys because at this point, they all hate him.

perhaps... this will make roxy realize some things shes looking for in a partner... and perhaps... it will give her an image of what its like to date a famous person...

second off, dak is there to establish her type LMAOOO. we know he's pretty, we know james is pretty, all the posters in her room are of pretty people, and once we learn more about mag, we will learn he is pretty. roxy loves a pretty, pretty, PRETTY person! she's like a crow attracted to shiny things. this is also a byproduct of the books, movies, and other media she regularly consumes. she was supposed to love boy bands and not come out a changed woman? okay...

third off, for someone who thinks she's so in tune with her emotions because she's a songwriter she sure is freaking oblivious to those of the people around her. not only that, she's built some pretty solid schemas of her friends and their pasts based on very little information, considering they don't share all that much since they know literally everything about each other. so MAYBE if someone just TOLD HER many chapters ago that they FELT some type of WAY for her she might not even be in this situation to begin with... if only there were a major turning point in their lives that was about to occur that would not only bring them closer together, but would also let their journey occur for many months throughout the united states without any internet access so they have to like actually talk and hang out and do things unrelated to work and the palm woods... hmmm

anyway... dak and roxy's relationship is important and not just because i wanted to write a long story. thanks for reading :) i love to talk and talk and talk

[mfk-archived]

strong girls 💪 & good boys 💝

[ourlastkiss]

SECURED

[silverview]

i have seen what the darkness does – say goodbye to who i was i ain’t never been away so long – don’t look back, those days are gone follow me into the endless night – i can bring your fears to life show me yours and i’ll show you mine – meet me in the woods tonight

[its-tortle]

Luisaaaaaaa, I'm still reeling 😩 I can't believe Sebastian did that. Not only did he make a birthday post for Chris but he said, AND I QUOTE:

"I’m in. Whatever it takes. Till the end of the line. This is the guy, I’ll always follow."

I mean 😭😭😭😭

minnie how did you know im literally jumping around my room to some jams right now because i'm so fucking giddy about it. i am JUMPING and SCREAM SINGING and I DONT EVEN CARE THAT I HAVE THREE INTERVIEWS TO CONDUCT LATER TODAY. I'M SO FUCKING HAPPYYYY ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤✨

the message is so damn sweet and heartfelt and full of stucky parallels and i've just about died and gone to heaven. i am feeling things.

i wasn't free last night no i didnt have time to fully get excited about it and now i am AHHHHHHHHH

[caruliaa]

ojhhhhgdgdhdg i have work tomrorrw so i might not be able to talk that much but i will i think be thinking of you if i get tired and stuff!!! because thinking of you alays makes me happier just to know youre always here for me and such a good friend :’’]]!!!! you litcherally make me soo happyyyy omggg youre just so amazing and sososo kind and good and thoughtful and also just make me feel so warm and safe and supported!!! and i hope i can make you feel the same way because uou deserve it so much!!! and. i justtt love youuyy 💕💕❤️❤️💕 (HUGS AND KITHES IF U LIKE!! xoxoxo)

!! dw abt work my dearest obvs thts rly annoying but ofc i understnad if u cant talk for whatever reason my love !!! and ouough my dearestt ;; im so so glad so so glad that i can help make you happier my dearest i rly rly am bc i want to i want to so so muchh my dearest so so much bc you deserve so much love and happiness my dearest u rly rly do nd bc i love you so so so muchh my bleoved so so much !!! youre so so incredible j such a wonderful lovely loveable perosn and such a supportive caring friend i hope u know u do make me feel like that too my dearest you really really do and i hope u know tht im so so so greatful 4 tht nd 4 u every single day my dearest i rly trully am !!! *hugs u back smm so so so much my dearest * 💕💕💕

[dotsayers]

20 Questions: Writer’s Edition

tagged by the beloved @myrmidryad 

this is a LONG one so here’s a cut to avoid do you love the colour of the sky syndrome

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

101 after a recent purge... no one may know about my Past

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

329004! used to be about 350k but again... purge

3. How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?

on ao3 i’ve written for (chronologically) doctor who, skyfall, discworld, les mis, star trek, lord peter wimsey, marvel (various), in the flesh, red vs blue, roosterteeth rpf, check please, hockey rpf, star wars, daredevil, rivers of london, dishonored, emmerdale, dirk gently, holby city, hot fuzz, kj charles, guardian, the covert captain, taskmaster rpf, good omens, ghosts, roswell new mexico, leverage, schitt’s creek, the magicians, 9-1-1, it chapter two, the magnus archives, the old guard, the mandalorian, the ritual, the locked tomb

way back on the pit of voles i wrote for twilight, harry potter, hetalia and xmen first class. and on the newsround chatrooms i wrote exclusively harry potter fic about my oc neville and luna’s daughter

as you can tell i am not prone to staying in one fandom writing wise, i tend to end up with one complete fic and seven abandoned wips concealed deep in my google drive

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

finally see what it means to be living (captain marvel, carol/maria, i really hit the zeitgeist with this one i think i was something like the fifth fic in the ship tag)

do whatever you think (the magnus archives, this series is actually #2-7, then #8 #9 and #11 for me so i’m going to cheat a bit)

standing in a world of my own (daredevil, matt/foggy/karen, another zeitgeist hit! really miss writing for daredevil actually... it’s a perennial fave)

a winding road that stretches towards the truth (iron man, tony/rhodey, i STILL don’t know when this got so many kudos. i swear i looked away when it was at 100 and suddenly it ended up here)

where the long shadows grow (star trek aos, kirk prime/spock prime, thank god some people are checking the prime kirkspock tag is all i’m saying!)

5. What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?

i don’t really Do angsty endings... possibly a blanket of stars just because i ended it on something of a cliffhanger and then completely zoned out of rnm for long enough that i forgot where i was going with it. there was definitely the intention of fixing things but then i just... did not do that. and now the show is on s3 and i’m over a season behind! life comes at you fast

6. What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending?

where the long shadows grow, because it reunited kirk prime and spock prime and they DESERVE TO BE HAPPYYYY. i’m a complete sucker for presumed dead/back from the dead stories, actually, so on a similar theme i have two (TWO) daredevil fics which follow the trope, one about ray coming back post-s2 (might never be normal again) and one about foggy and matt reuniting post-endgame (in the corner, taking up space). this is the only time i will ever acknowledge endgame ever again

7. Do you write crossovers? If so, what is the craziest one you’ve written?

i do write crossovers! in fact i am often roundly mocked by my friends for the increasingly esoteric nature of my crossovers. way back in secondary i wrote a twilight/labyrinth crossover where angela was sarah and jareth’s daughter  because i had a massive crush on a girl who liked both twilight and labyrinth. however, since that has been comprehensively scrubbed from the internet, i think my craziest crossover is probably part three of ‘traced upon the skies’, already an esoteric crossover of rivers of london and hot fuzz, when i added in a crossover with the horror movie ‘the ritual’ just because i wanted rafe spall’s character to be happy 

8. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

EXTREMELY rarely and only with extreme embarrassment. i will not be any more specific than that

9. Do you respond to comments, why or why not?

i used to really struggle with doing this, to the point that i had over 300 comments just. lingering in my inbox unanswered. so i decided to give those up and just commit to answering them from then on, which has been working fairly well for about a year and a half now. i love getting comments but i get overwhelmed really easily and struggle with replying in a way which feels meaningful without getting in my head about it! 

10. Have you ever received hate on a fic?

yes lmao it was for a harry potter fic on ff.net where harry got sorted into hufflepuff instead of gryffindor. it wasn’t a very good fic but i think the fact it was clearly written by an 11 year old should have scared off at least some of the less flattering comments.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

i don’t... think so? i don’t know how i’d find out to be honest, my vanity googling is rarely very effective

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

yes! as bronze may be much beautified (skyfall, mallory/bond) got translated into chinese, i was extremely pleased. i think it’s mandarin but the ao3 page for the translation doesn’t say and my mandarin is.................. extremely poor

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

also yes! me and jess little-smartass have written a lot together, although only our star trek/les mis series has been published, more’s the pity. we spent a lot of les mis fandom time workshopping aus and we were always extremely correct about all of it, imo

14. What’s your all time favourite ship to write for?

oh god. i think probably kirk/spock, although there’s some recency bias to that since i reread space manhattans recently and was reminded of my love for them. i really like writing jon/martin but i’ve mostly done that from outsider pov which is a bit different to writing shipfic, i think. joe/nicky from tog was also something i really liked writing but i struggle with plotting longer fic with them

15. What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?

i recently went through my abandoned fic folder so i actually have a few options for this. the obvious choice would be ‘any of the hockey ones’ but i did delete most of those just for my sanity. more recently i started writing a vaguely smutty pre-the thing mac/fuchs fic for alex @milkdrinker5000 which i really WANT to finish but am struggling with. most obscure answer (even beyond the thing) and most likely to remain unfinished is the insanely in depth post-tog booker/copley fic i had planned out back in about october. i wrote a good 6-7k of that one and then i realised it was going to be, like, difficult, and decided if i was going to put that much work into something it may as well be the novel im meant to be writing

16. What are your writing strengths?

once a friend told me i had an excellent facility for dialogue and ive thought about it every time i write ever since. i love writing dialogue and i think i’m good at knowing what sounds ic and what is right out. 

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

one of the things i struggled with for a really long time, and honestly still have trouble with, is depicting action in words. once i wrote a hockey fic which featured multiple hockey games and i spent probably four times as much effort editing those to make sense and be interesting that i’ve ever done on a talkier scene.

18. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?

i’ve done it but only when i knew more or less what i was talking about - i did italian at school so i felt confident using it for nicky in something particular and real. i try not to italicise when i drop in words from other languages, which is what i usually do when i’m using a language i haven’t studied in depth (for example, joe’s use of arabic in some of my fic), and to only use words which i’ve heard used by native speakers in that context. i think if you don’t feel confident using another language, generally speaking, you shouldn’t do it. and for god’s sake don’t use google translate for a full sentence

19. What was the first fandom you wrote for?

harry potter on the newsround chatboards. ariana lovegood-longbottom my sweet child

20. What’s your favourite fic you’ve written?

this used to be an easy question because hands down the fic i was proudest of on posting it was i’ll be seeing you. i spent a year and a half on research and writing! but these days i do cringe a little at my hockey fic, and i think i’m prouder of some of my shorter works. let’s do a curveball and say layer on layer, down on down, which is my favourite of my rnm fics and the one i like most from a narrative voice perspective. getting michael right was stressful and i’m still proud i got it down for a TIME LOOP FIC, my absolute favourite trope

tagging @little-smartass and @leescoresbies just in case they want to try this

[dog-teeth]

hey! i go to school a little north of denver and the winter storm or whatever was really. not bad at all for us. how was it there? are u all good??

yeah it was just a couple inches and then melted the next day so all fine but its still crazy that it snowed that much this early in the year esp considering it was completely summer weather up until now!!!! :O world in shambles ! on the bright side, the mountains look really really beautiful with the fresh snow on them! was enamored yesterday driving on a road where i could see them ! 🤲 give me more fall weather i live for it 🤲🤲🤲 thanks for asking ! i love the snow so im really happyyyy so so happy summer is fucking over *dropkicks it*