#can u have baby fever but for someone else

[blahblahbih]

I don’t know what my brain is on or what’s gotten into me but lately……

I want, nay, NEED, Carlos Sainz to be a father

Like I just feel it in my bones that he will be the most gentle, sweet, soft person in the world with his children

I need it to happen, I just……….. I need it

[nanaslutt]

welcome to my smau list!! ૮꒰ྀི∩´ ᵕ `∩꒱ྀིა

౨ৎ feel free to send an ask to my inbox if u have an idea for a smau (no suggestive prompts for under 18 characters) ౨ৎ

jjk smaus

✿ asking jjk men if you can hold their 🍆 while they pee

✿ showing the jjk men ur new piercings

✿ asking the jjk men if you can peg them

✿ changing “babe” to autocorrect to “whore” in their phone

✿ “shes busy rn”

✿ leaving without telling the jjk guys

✿ “he’s busy rn”

✿ getting ur nails the color of their tip

✿ forbidden relationships

✿ drawing a heart with their tip

✿ baby fever

✿ drunk texting the jjk men

✿ jjk men having a wet dream about you

✿ asking them for a hand pic

✿ jjk mean reacting to their contact name

✿ asking jjk characters what their fav sex act is

✿ telling the jjk guys you spent $200 on tire air

✿ “wrong person” nudes prank

✿ jjk characters reactions to you getting harassed/ hit in

✿ jjk characters finding out you got injured

✿ ass or tits

✿ giving them suprise flowers

✿ asking the jjk characters to take your virginity

✿ telling the jjk characters you want to get them pregnant

✿ getting flowers from someone else and thinking it was from them

✿ getting jealous of you hanging out with someone else

✿ stealing your panties

✿ cuddles after sex

✿ innapropreate package mixup

✿ wax my 😽

✿ sending them porn you wanna recreate

✿ when they drunk text you

✿ them asking you on a date for the first time

✿ sending nudes in the middle of an argument

✿ getting a necklace with their initial

✿ being a woman/man for a day question

✿ controlling your bluetooth vibe

✿ when you leave a kiss mark on them

✿ asking you to stay the night for the first time

✿ the call ending after you fall

✿ “they just left you can come over now”

✿“if i gave you a pass to call me a bitch how would you use it”

✿ “i didn’t finish last night“ prank

✿“i got arrested”

✿ when they find ur smut

✿ editing them to look bad in a photo

✿ accidentally sending them nudes (pre relationship)

✿ the jjk characters sending you gym pics

✿ getting scared watching a scary movie

✿ finding out they punched ur stuffed animals

✿ when they see you in someone else’s jacket

✿ asking them their fav pet name is in bed

✿ when you start your period unprepared

✿ when you see them with another girls belongings

✿ asking them if they like having sex with you

✿ asking them for happy trail pics

✿ when they ask for nudes and you send an unsuggestive pic

✿ asking them if they have a crush on you

✿ when they find ur toy

✿ anxious before ur wedding

✿ taking pics of you when you fall asleep

✿ asking them for a whimper audio

✿ when they cheat on you

✿ having a dream they cheated on you

✿ when they get hit on/harassed

✿ the morning after ur first time having sex

✿ accidentally saying i love you for the first time before ending the call

✿ asking them if they only like you for sex

✿ offering them head to relax them

✿ asking them to kill a spider for you

✿ their reactions to a sexy picture you posted

✿ pregnancy scary

✿ ”sex has been boring” prank

✿ their card declined prank

✿ getting lost in public

✿ asking them if you can stack donuts on it

✿ asking them to pick out a new toy for you

✿ waking up in their body

✿ them reacting to you crying over a dumb video

✿ catching them masturbating

✿ getting a noise complaint

✿ when they catch you masturbating

✿ when they catch you singing

✿ finding a hair that isn’t urs

✿ telling them their nut tastes bad

✿ trying anal

✿ comforting you when you’re burnt out

✿ when they take an aphrodisiac

✿ asking them to find ur 😽 in a lineup

✿ asking them how much money they have

✿ asking about a threesome

✿ what’s their sexual fantasy?

✿ asking them if they’ll put it in soft

✿ slapping their ass and running away

✿ asking them for their friends number

✿ selling their stuff online prank

✿ asking if they’d get a genital piercing

✿ making them sleep on the couch

✿ asking what their body count is

✿ asking them to give you a hickey

[chocotonez]

skz reaction to their s/o feeling nauseous

a/n: I think this is months late so I’m so incredibly sorry and I hope you’re not still feeling nauseous anon!!

warnings/genre: mentions of throwing up, sickness, no reason stated for feeling sick, g/n reader, lmk if anything else should be tagged!

chan

-so incredibly worried immediately

-if you’re outside he’ll immediately be like “need to go home?? Should we go home?”

-calls you his “poor baby” while cradling you dramatically

-“food? water? cold?? hot??? fever??? chills?!?!?”

-strokes your hair while trying to ease it in anyway he knows possible, even looks up quick ways to help you

-he’s more of a healer and fixer, so he wouldn’t just want to distract you but fix the problem entirely

-lots of kisses until you feel better!!

lee know

-immediately has you in bed with a damp towel over your forehead and fanning you while also making chicken noodle soup and giving you the best of the best treatment

-probably the type to drop “is it because you’re on your phone all the time?” and scold you even if that’s not the reason at all 😭

-he’s devoted to taking care of you but also he hates seeing you in pain, which is why he can seem like he’s scolding u or smth like that

-babies you a bit to make you laugh, pinches your cheeks but his giggles are softer and he tries to relax so he doesn’t make you feel even more sick LOL

-“I’ll always be here to take care of you”

changbin

-notices but he doesn’t want you to feel super duper scrutinized especially if it’s something you can handle yourself

-like dizzy spells and whatnot, but once it hits that your head is spinning and your vision is getting spotty he panics

-“hey let’s get you some water? do you wanna go home? wanna go lay down?” and is dropping a lot of suggestions because you know ur body best!

-but he’ll obviously swoop into take care of you if you’re alright with it, kissing your cheek and trying to comfort you and smother u with love because love is the best medicine

-brushes your hair out of your face and lets you lay on his chest, he wants to remind you that he’s here for you always

hyunjin

-very relaxed about it, not in the way he doesn’t care but in the way he’s confident that he can take care of you !

-he makes sure to ask what you’d like to do though, he’s not really the type to be insistent on getting you to rest but he’ll gladly carry you to bed and get you some water and an advil

-cuddles you non stop and tries to take your mind off of it by telling stories about his day, tries to get you to doze off

-respects your space a lot and understands how it can get overbearing to have someone huddling you when you feel sick

-but no matter if you want him a thousand feet away or holding onto you like a koala bear he’ll be there for you with warm soup and a damp cloth

han

-has a flare for dramatics

-it’s a dizzy spell and you’re nauseous, and obviously he loves you and cares for you but unless there’s a more prominent issue he’ll just take care of you as per usual but with some theatrics to make you smile

-he’s a big distractor unlike Chan, he knows you can get over a nausea episode but he wants to help you get through it through methods other than painkillers and gallon bottles of water

-“oh woe is me, the love of my life has fallen ill to some treacherous curse! fortunately their handsome prince is here to save them with true love’s kiss…” “please just give me the Tylenol”

-pokes your cheek to make sure you’re still alive if you start dozing off because it makes him nervous

-takes funny photos to commemorate the occasion (you don’t think it’s that funny)

felix

-I think he’s much more insistent on you getting rest and taking it easy

-I think that he takes your health very seriously, as he knows personally that it’s best to take care of yourself and he just doesn’t ever want you to be hurt/in pain/uncomfortable

-he might seem a little panicky and rushed with trying to get you feel better but that’s because he really does but want to see you happy and okay again!

-you know those big water bottles that have little inspirational messages encouraging you to drink water?? he gets those for you while you rest up

-if it’s just a short dizzy spell he’ll immediately sit you down with a damp cloth and get you some food

-honestly he’s just the sweetest ever and very attentive to you no matter how minor or fleeting your nausea is

seungmin

-“I’m gonna throw up on you” “don’t you dare”

-has fun with it LOL, but not because he doesn’t care but entirely because he wants to see you smile and distract you from your head spinning

-“heeeeyyyy i brought you some noddle soup but if you throw up I’m gonna call my mom to take care of you because that’s really gross and I don’t wanna deal with that!! xoxo love you so much!”

-but that’s entirely a joke because the second you’re seriously discomforted and hurt he’s on the verge of tears and tending to you

-he’s gonna make it fun so you don’t just…feel nasty and gross and bad, because if you’re stuck with a dizzy spell then he’s gonna make you smile somehow

-sings “you make me feel…better!” to the tune of twice’s feel special while getting you some painkillers

jeongin

-takes it very seriously because he wants to be a good boyfriend for you

-I think that every time he faces a boyfriend scenario (you’re upset, nauseous, you need a ride somewhere…) he really pushes himself to be the best he can be for you

-but also it’s embarrassing if he gets all cheesy on you and he gets flustered if he has to take your temperature or if you start leaning on him because you’re still his super pretty significant other and you always make his heart beat fast

-doesnt really know how to approach on comforting you so he’ll just try to find a solution (i.e nearly calls emergency services)

-“it’s okay! everything’s a-okay!!” and he’s more worried than you are (mainly because the world is spinning and you are this close to leaning over the nearest trash can, so you don’t really have the energy to be as anxious about this as he is)

-“jeongin, babe, can we just go home?? I don’t think you need to take me to the hospital…” “but like…are you sure??”

[lxmbr]

so ive written out a crap ton of fanfic ideas..for you to try

i genuinely don't know if I'm okay. wtf is wrong with me omg lmao

ALL OF THESE PEOPLE ARE BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL WRITERS GO LOOK AT THEIR BLOGS!!

these are all Nijisanji En, mainly the boys. If it has the checkmark it doesnt mean u cant do it! if you really like it i'd still love to see it.

‼️🩷THE LINKS OF THE FANFICS I PUT ARE NOT MINE. I TAKE ZERO CREDIT. THEYRE JUST THE VERSIONS AND FICS OTHER PEOPLE HAVE DONE. IF THEYRE YOUR FANFICS, PLEASE DM FOR REMOVAL I WILL 100% TAKE THEM DOWN!! 🩷‼️

I AM NOT WRITING SMUT!! im sorry i do not feel comfortable writing smut in detail, thats just me..of course i will write suggestive things but i will not be writing smut! please refrain from requesting the smutty stuff..understand that i will ignore it.

hear me out on a lot of these okay 🥹. ive been saving them up for like a month or so now. not all of these are for everyone. if you see one you dont like, ignore it. someone else will probably do it

TAKE CREATIVE LIBERTYY!!

🔞: nsfw/smut

☁️: sfw/fluff

⭐: crack/silly

💔: angst/sad

💭: headcannons/reactions

💌: one shots

✔️: been done/I've seen one like it 

‼️: in progress/im writing this!!

all gn reader and most are established relationship! and you can keep mysta, yugo, and nina in there! (although there won't be much NijiEn Girls)

⚠️IF YOU USE ANY OF THESE IDEAS, PLEASE TAG ME⚠️ not all of these are ones ive requested, again some ive just seen that happen to be similar to the idea

🔞💭Luxiem/Iluna/Noctyx seeing you in a cosplay of a character they really like/a sexy costume

☁️💭Luxiem hcs treating you on your period

 fanfix - not mine!

fanfic - not mine!

☁️🔞💭Luxiem reactions(?) to you dancing competitively (for ex: kpop dances) 

⭐💌☁️💭ike eveland reacting to you using some Swedish words he taught you in a sentence. (could be a curse word, a color, or a simple word to point out something. ex: balloon! or in Swedish, ballong!)

⭐☁️💌💭Noctyx hcs you crying over something silly (for ex: you lost your keys or the cat looked at you in a weird way)

☁️⭐💭💌NijiEn foreign: them reacting to you learning their native language! ‼️

☁️🔞💭Luxiems reaction to you proposing to them before they could to you

janes fanfic!

🔞💌Sitting on Vox's lap while he does his asmr steam

⭐☁️ 💌You and Ike eveland as geese (inspired by the untitled goose game stream)

☁️🔞💌When you meet meixul for the first time‼️

🔞💌💭Luxiem reacting to you touching yourself in their clothes 

🔞💭💌 NijiEn boys reacting to you dry humping them

💭💌☁️ Luxiem when you fall asleep on them

🔞💭☁️ Luxiem when you have baby fever ✔️

fanfic - not mine!

fanfic - not mine!

💌☁️⭐ Luxiem when you want to do their hair

💭🔞💌☁️ NijiEn Boys/Merryweather/Shxtou with their puppygirl ✔️

fanfic - not mine!

fanfic - not mine!

☁️💭💔 Luxiem comforting you after a fight with your parents/gaurdians

🔞💌 Luxiem's favorite dirty talk

🔞💌☁️💭 Luxiems wedding night with you ✔️

fanfic - not mine!

💌☁️⭐💭 Luxiem when shu accidentally turns you into a baby for a day ✔️

fanfic - not mine!

💭💌🔞 Luxiem when you wear lingerie for them

🔞💌☁️💭⭐ NijiEn (whoever) getting high🍃 with them!

💭☁️💌🔞 Luxiem/Noctyx when they're jealous

💌🔞☁️💭 Ike eveland, feeding into his yandere tendencies (for ex: offering him to put a tracking device on you. basically just a super willing reader that encourages his unhealthy actions and urges)

🔞💌💭 The names you call Luxiem/Noctyx/iluna in bed‼️

💭☁️💌⭐ When you're luxiems oshi/vtuber crush and you guys collab for the first time‼️

💌💭☁️🔞 Luxiem when the other members purposely flirt with you to piss the other member off (for ex: ike likes u/ur dating ike, and the other members purposefully flirt with you to make him mad. and so on for the other members) ‼️

⭐☁️💭💌🔞 Luxiem coming home to you and your child (or your young cousin or little sibling. like 5 yrs old or smn) to you listening/singing/rapping to their part in hope in the dark or jazz on the clock

☁️💭⭐💌🔞 Luxiem reacting to a partner loud in bed ✔️

fanfic - not mine!

💌☁️💭🔞 Luxiem reacting to the cliche porn situation - u getting stuck in something (for ex...the washing machine lmfao) ✔️

🔞💭☁️💌⭐ Luxiem reacting to calling them senpai

🔞💭☁️💌 Luxiem when their cat!girl purrs at their affection

💭💌☁️⭐ Luxiem reacting to you having lepidoptraphobia (self insert oop)

☁️⭐💭💌 when Luxiem tells you the latest gossip

🔞💭💌 Luxiem getting aroused at the sight of your blood

I'll be adding more just try to keep up! pls post your questions ill answer them, again pretty please tag me..id LOVE to see your takes on these. ill try to update as much as possible :)

do you guys think i should write some of my own? I'd be down to write a couple..pls let me know 🥹

[fbfh]

hey would u be into writing logan huntzberger? i desperately want to see 40 year old x 29 year old pregnant rory (or reader) and him getting all possessive and territorial and glaring at anyone who comes near them

yo yo YOOOOOO HELL YES I WOULD

no bc as SOON as Logan meets you he knows that you're literally perfect. you are THE one he absolutely has to end up with. if he doesn't cuff you immediately he's going to lose his goddamn shit. he does, bc of course he does, and he knows that he will barely be able to hold back. your relationship moves so fast and between that and the age gap if it were anyone else it would be a huge red flag. but it's not anyone else, it's Logan. he overheard you on the phone with one of your friends talking about how bad your baby fever is, and how you wish you could talk to Logan about it but you don't want to make it weird since you haven't technically been together super long. but you don't need to. as soon as you're off the phone he throws your birth control in the trash and tells you he doesn't want you taking it anymore. you try to protest but he sits you on the edge of the bathroom counter and kisses you in that way he does that turns your brain to tingly mush.

"What if what?" more kissing. "'f you get pregnant?"

he mumbles it against your lips in that intimate way of his before he starts kissing you more and more and your head is already spinning as you feel his cock getting all chubby and hard faster than ever.

"That's kind of the point, ace..."

my god if you thought he spoiled you before????? holy shit just wait until you're pregnant. this man will move mountains for you. he will move heaven and earth in ways you never thought possible to make sure your and your baby's every conceivable need are always met. he will ensure that y9ou are more stress free than ever. he will ensure that your pregnancy is as wonderful and magical as a unicorn leading a parade of rainbows and puppies. And he is SO MOTHERFUCKING PROUD and SO MOTHERFUCKING PROTECTIVE! He can’t keep his hands off your fuckin belly. He looks at you with such overwhelming fondness and the sweetest smiles. One of his love languages is touch and he will be so so so affectionate with you. He literally LOVES shopping for maternity clothes with you, loves getting you cute little dresses and supportive belly bands, he seriously cannot keep his hands off you. You are GLOWING and everyone can see it. If anyone so much as looks at you for too long, Logan clocks it in an instant. He loves showing off your wedding rings, the huge ass diamond practically as big as your head. He loves how clingy you are with him, how much you rely on him. He loves seeing other guys stomachs drop when he catches them sizing you up. Logan has a huge ass powerful aura, people know he’s not someone you wanna fuck with, and he sleeps so well at night cuddled up next to you, KNOWING that he can and will and does protect you and your baby. Your little family. He knows his 20something year old self would be shocked, and he can’t believe it’s all real. That he has you, that you’re having his baby. That he gets to be a better dad than his, and he gets to do it with you.

[maxverstepponme]

Steppy’s thoughts on Drive To Survive Season 5:

Please take into account that some of the things might not be corresponding to the actual episode, but I forget things so bare with me 💀 also I’ll try to make this as short as I can because I talk too much 😭

- The way Guenther and Gene got rid of Mazepin… they were waiting for that 💀

- Mazepin getting called “Mazapan” 😭

- The way Guenther and Gene spoke about Mick was just not it. You can be mad that your driver isn’t performing the way you want him to in a shitty car, but human decency shoukd always come first. Fuck them. Fuck Haas and fuck everyone except Kevin. Fuck Nico just in case.

Episode 2: Mercedes principal Toto Wolff works to combat the team's unexpected struggles, while Lewis Hamilton navigates a bumpy ride in the team's redesigned car.

- BUMPY RIDE LMFAO

- Horny telling Toto to change his fucking car? My favorite moment of this whole season.

- Toto really went all psycho on them because they didn’t want to help him 😭 like bro, if everyone else but you was able to somehow fix their proposing issues, that’s your problem only.

- When he tried to use the “safety” speech and Mattia wasn’t having it? Hilarious. Mattia lowkey said “your team’s safety is not my problem”.

- Whenever George opened his mouth: 😐

Episode 3: Ferrari drivers and decision-makers feel the pressure of high expectations at a star-studded new event in Miami and a game-changing race at Silverstone.

- Whenever Charles spoke I felt a pain in my heart. I’m a Max fan and all, but I like Charles and I feel that his team failed him miserably. He deserves better so I hope Ferrari doesn’t fuck him up again. I don’t want him to win but yeah 😭

- I forgot about the Monaco “stay out, stay out”, if I was Charles I would’ve yelled at them. I don’t care.

Episode 4: Crashes and costs mount for Haas as driver Mick Schumacher fights to live up to his father's racing legacy and proves his worth to the team.

- When I tell you I cried almost the whole episode I’m not even joking.

- Y’all know how much I love and adore Mick, and you know that I’ve said that his performance wasn’t the best, but the way the team treated him? That’s fucking disgusting. How do you expect someone to be motivated when all you do is break him down? The fact that Kevin was the only person who believed in him is so sad and tells us all we need to know about Haas as a team.

- Guenther’s comments were just not it. I don’t care if you wanted him out, but no one deserves to be treated this way.

- When Max started talking about him I BAWLED my eyes out, and when they showed baby Max with Michael, tears kept falling and they didn’t stop. Plus he gave me baby fever LMAO.

- Max can’t even leave me alone on an episode that’s not about him.

- When Mick said his last name is a blessing and not a curse like many said? He said fuck you in every single language possible.

- Love Mick. Fuck Haas.

Episode 5: Otmar Szafnauer's efforts to overhaul Alpine bear fruit, until a new round of driver musical chairs throws his plans for the future into question.

Episode 6: Daniel Ricciardo's future starts to look uncertain when McLaren team managers set their sights on new talent, while Alpine weighs the best way forward.

- THESE TWO EPISODES 😮

- Fucking Nando making me laugh the whole thing. Man couldn’t give less of a fuck.

- The DRAMA was insane, and Bear became my new favorite DTS member.

- I feel like Mclaren is a good opportunity for Oscar but I totally understand Otmar being pissed. They spent 4M on the guy for him to just zayn like that.

- Pierre being chosen over Daniel by Alpine wasn’t because they think he was better but because he was most affordable. Daniel might not be delivering as expected but man is expensive af.

Episode 7: As the Red Bull team pushes to build on its lead against Ferrari, all eyes are on Sergio "Checo" Pérez during a dramatic Monaco Grand Prix.

- Dramatic Monaco Grand Prix? More like Ferrari being Ferrari and fucking up another Grand Prix.

- Checo reacting the same way I did when Seb decided to be funny.

- My theory about Carlos ALWAYS being on the podium whenever something crazy happens was proven right AGAIN.

- Checo saying his family is the most important thing and talking about his wife after cheating on her 💀 + the damage control made with scenes from their wedding, funny af. No one will forget it, but good try Checo.

- Max talking about the pressure of being a Red Bull driver when he’s the pressure 😭

Episode 8: When Pierre Gasly announces he's leaving Alpha Tauri, Yuki Tsunoda faces losing a teammate and a friend.

- Yuki farting next to Pierre at any chance he got 😭

- You know I’m not Pierre’s biggest fan but the way he talked about Yuki made my heart melt. You can see he actually cares about him. After all, he did say he was like a little brother to him.

- Yuki saying that he’s not a rookie anymore and that he’s ready to lead the team 👀 I hope he does though, I’d love to see that and I’d love to see him prove us all wrong.

- Nyck saying he’s going to bring maturity to the sport and me wheezing because I FUCKING FORGOT HE’S ALMOST 30 😭

- Yuki almost crying when Pierre was giving him a motivational talk.

Episode 9: With both championships within reach, Red Bull's team faces incendiary accusations that they've cheated by violating a league-wide spending cap.

- “We didn’t cheat” - Horny.

- “Turns out we exceeded the limit” - Horny, 5 seconds later.

- Toto going one by one trying to stir shit up and the only one who ended up doing something about it was Zak.

- Mattia going all “it wasn’t me” on Horny and gaslighting him into thinking that if he thought he did something was because he was guilty.

- Max saying that those things basically don’t concern him. King behavior.

- Zak laughing about his letter but then going silent and pissed when Max won again and Red Bull became champions 😭

- Helmut going “okay” when Horny told him to go and get the trophy.

- Fucking Jos ignoring Miss Racist in Austin 💀

- Max saying the team deserves it and then hugging the team 🥹

Episode 10: The 2022 season hurtles toward a conclusion in Abu Dhabi, where Ferrari fights to hold off Mercedes and McLaren hopes for a miracle to overtake Alpine.

- Not much to say here.

- Mercedes being Mercedes. I felt bad for Lewis though.

- Turns out I was half asleep when I watched Abu Dhabi because I didn’t remember shit from that race.

- Fucking Alonso saying bye again and saying he’s happy to leave 😭

- Seb saying he doesn’t know what it feels like to be away from the sport. Cried again.

- Daniel’s little tribute 🥹😭 I’m going to miss that idiot so so much.

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That was basically it. I hope you enjoyed this masterpiece ❤️

[littlepadika]

What about daddy joel taking care of a sick little? Fever, chills and everything. When I'm sick I get very clingy. The idea of being wrapped in his arms or having him stroke my hair or face while I'm laying in bed just sounds divine

gif credit @a7estrellas

omgggg hear me out i think Joel would be very stressed out. if you were sick Like I love him and he's a good daddy but i think you being sick even with a little cold would trigger bad memories. I'm taking this in an angsty direction but ends happy ♥️ i wuv u joely pwomise :)

Warnings: DDLG, fem little, sick little, angst

He tries to stop it getting worse by giving you vitamin c and lots of fluids but the next day you're croaky and feverish. He's smothering you with blankets in his bed and holding you against his warm body. He spoon feeds you honey for your throat, broth, and places a cool compress over your forehead. He listens for every one of your breaths and overanalyzes every little temperature change. He'd have to head into town for medicine if your fever didn't break soon but he hated leaving you alone.

"Stay with me, petal. Stay with me." He's muttering into your hair.

"I am daddy." You hold him tightly not really sure what else to say as he kept muttering things under his breath.

"You'll be okay. We'll be okay. I won't let anything happen to you."

You try to sleep but you can feel Joel's stress radiating off him.

"Daddy's so sorry for lettin' this happen to you." He hung his head, pinching his brow together. That made you worried. Doesn't he know you never had to be scared with him taking care of you?

"Not daddy's fault." You stick up for him, though you're not able to give a good reason because your head feels foggy. He doesn't say anything, just strokes your head and checks your temperature with the back of his hand.

"Daddy?" you peer up at him, scanning his worried face. "I's gonna be okay." You say simply trying to put him at ease.

"Hm?" He frowns, not understanding.

"I's gonna be okay p'cause you're taking care of me." You said it like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

"P-petal..." He blinks back sudden tears. Because you depended and he felt like he failed to protect you by letting you get sick. He didn't know how it happened. He couldn't bare to lose someone else especially when your faith in him, shinning through despite the fog of your cold, reminded him that this time was different.

"Daddy cry?" You sniffle, lifting a hand up to touch his cheek.

"Yes, petal." Joel doesn't deny it. "You know i love you so much, right?" He says feeling the urge to remind you again.

"Mhm." You rub your chin against his sternum.

He turns to get your sippy cup from the bedside table, allowing him to try and compose himself. "Here, drink."

"Don't wanna." You complain, not liking the feeling going down your sore throat.

"I know." Joel softens, taking a deep breath. "But like you said- daddy is takin' care of you. Please take a drink... for daddy?"

"kay..." You relent, taking a nice big gulp.

"good girl, petal." Joel kisses your forehead. "I love you somethin' mighty, you know that right?"

"Mhm." Your eyes are drooping shut now.

"I got you, baby girl. I got you." He says this more to himself, allowing his muscles to relax. "Drift off to sleep, pretty girl."

"You s'eep too daddy." You hum, closing your eyes. "wuv u too..."

There was nothing he could do right now except be here for you and hold you and he had no problem with that. In the morning the fever had broken and the worst had past. Except for the next few days Joel insisted you stay in bed until the croak in your voice went away and he was right in bed with you. You thought it made you sound more cute because he caved and gave you whatever you wanted.

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[kylejsugarman]

do au squared jesse's feelings of inadequacy or self hatred mean he ever neglects baby, physically or emotionally?

yeah :( i know im number one conflict avoider but giving a 24 year old drug addict who experiences The horrors a literal infant to take care of is not going to go perfectly. he makes a lot of mistakes early on due to ignorance and sometimes due to being high or just not paying the right attention, but thats part of the learning curve and theyre more like direct concrete mistakes that he can be like "oh shit" and try to fix. as the show goes on and things just continually Get So Much Worse though, jesse understandably feels Tormented and like hes the source of the evil thats slowly poisoning his life and that really exacerbates his ongoing inner conflict of "wanting to be the sole provider for baby and not trusting anyone else to take care of her, but also feeling disgustingly inadequate and like his poison is eventually going to destroy baby too". when hes in his really low pizza sonic crackhouse place, he struggles the most with this conflict and does emotionally neglect baby because he Thinks this is the correct course of action. he's a murderer and the bad guy and baby shouldn't even be close to him. he leaves her with demi whenever he possibly can and is distant and sad when she's around, feeling even worse every time he looks at her. obviously, baby doesnt understand wtf his damage is and gets upset as they spend more time apart both physically and emotionally, which just reinforces his notion that he's bad for her.

jesse's on the verge of straight up handing over baby to demi despite the absolute agony that would cause him when a night comes that throws everything back into perspective for him. it's shortly after the "gus decides to invest in jesse and keep him from killing himself" arc begins where the Party is beginning to wind down, but theres still some people around and hes still using intermittently. hes coming down from a high downstairs when he hears baby crying upstairs in her room, which he always keeps closed and locked with one of those child proof (and meth head proof) locks so no "guests" can never enter her room. her crying doesnt just trigger that parent, "let me go see what they need" reflex: it Hurts him. terrified that someone got in and is hurting her, he hurries up the stairs and fumbles with the lock for a long moment before finally managing to let himself in. there's no one else there, thank god, just baby wailing in her crib. he picks her up, automatically checking to see if she's wet (nope), then notices that she feels a little warm. he knows by now that babies get sick all the time—"u look away for five minutes and they'll start running a fever," mike will say to him later on during a drop—but that realization still feels awful. jesse's about to have the "i did this and baby needs to be away from me" thought and call demi when baby makes her grabby hands. desperate for a hold. desperate for Him. he obliges, holding her close and feeling her little body wiggle around to eliminate any possible space between them. she wants him. in spite of Everything, she wants him specifically. he ends up sitting there in her room for a long while, just cuddling her as she cries and eventually calms down and nuzzles his neck even though his scruff is probably all scratchy. there's stuff to do (the baby thermometer is downstairs and he should still have some infant tylenol around), but he just sits and cuddles her first. baby still loves him. he hasn't poisoned her and the distance has just been hurting the both of them instead of protecting her. he loves his baby so, so much and he promises her in his head that he's going to be better for both of them. they both deserve it.

[viviloveschilde]

Can i request childe and thoma (seperate ofc) taking care of sick reader..?

Sure, sure anon! I'm sorry for the late response as I have been rlly tired lately and wanted to take a rest, I hope u enjoy this! And it's my first time writing for someone else other than Childe so I hope it's fine :)

-Vi

𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒇 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅

~𝙚𝙣𝙟𝙤𝙮~

𝘾𝙃𝙄𝙇𝘿𝙀-----------------------------------------

" Achoo! "

Your sneezing echoed across the room. The weather in Snezhnaya, your boyfriends hometown, was hard to get used to. The cold weather was not really common from where you were from in Liyue.

"Now now, dear...let me get you a cup of tea I got as a gift from Mr. Zhongli and Miss. Hutao..."

Childe fumbled about in the cabinets of the kitchen trying to find the packet of tea. After much fumbling, he had finally found it and he let out a satisfied sigh.

Pouring some lukewarm water into a dainty little cup, he placed the tea bag in the water, allowing the water to absorb all the flavour and goodness of the herbal tea.

He gently carried it up the stairs back to your shared bedroom and placed it on the bedside table.

He planted a tiny kiss on your lips.

"Baby, I'm sick, you can't kiss me on the lips for now..."

You reminded him gently.

He nodded unwillingly, but he knew you meant the best for him. You held the dainty cup up to your rosy lips and took a small sip.

It was surprisingly sweet, you had expected it to be bitter, like the tea that your fellow Adeptus friend, Xiao, had let you try.

"Thanks, Childe..."

You managed to muster up a small weak smile. He took your hand and kissed it gently.

"No problem, sweetheart. "

~END~

𝙏𝙃𝙊𝙈𝘼-----------------------------------------

You had a high fever. Inazuma was beautiful and all but when the cold weather hit you during winter, you fell sick and had a high fever.

Thoma had taken a leave from his usual work at the Kamisato family's estate and decided to spend some time with you.

" Do you want soup, darling? You know I'm a good cook..."

He suggested thoughtfully, caressing your cheek.

You nodded weakly, only managing a small smile to thank him.

He went down quickly, eager for you to get well soon. He took out all the ingredients and cooked the soup.

He did not need the recipe, he remembered it by heart as when Ayaka got sick, he would make this for her.

After cooking the soup, he brought it up the stairs, careful not to spill it, and set it down on the bedside table.

You meekly took the spoon and took a small sip. It warmed up your body but Thoma warmed up your heart.

A faint smile could be seen on his face as he looked at you drinking his homemade soup.

"It's good, isn't it-"

His words were interrupted by you, hugging him tightly as a way to thank him.

He smiled warmly, he knew his soup was good anyway.

~END~

Wow, so sweet! Hehe~ I hoped I wrote Thoma's part well. It was my first time writing for someone else other than Childe anyway. Leaving a small like and follow would really help! Thank youuu~

-Vi

●𝑻𝑨𝑮𝑺 𝑩𝑬𝑳𝑶𝑾●

[gingerpeachtea]

20 questions for 20 writers !!

ty for the tag @aaronstveit :D <3

1. How many works do you have on AO3? 13 so far

2. What’s your total AO3 word count? 19,163

3. What fandoms do you write for? graceland, braindead, and whatever musicals have crawled into my brain like a parasite and won't leave. i used to write a lot more for aos but i've been slacking </3 daisy johnson i miss u!!!!!

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos? i already know exactly what these are gonna be lmao

sweet words and fevers (143 kudos, aos, quakerider) lose your faith in me (67 kudos, aos, staticquake) somewhere in the haze (43 kudos, graceland, mike sickfic) wrap it in gauze and light the way home (29 kudos, graceland, mike whump, 10 year anniversary fic :3) if i make it to the morning (28 kudos, graceland, mike/charlie/briggs ot3, mike whump)

5. Do you respond to comments? yes!!!! i looove comments i love talking to people about my fics!!! i love fandom i love community!!! peace and love on planet earth!!!!!!

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? out of what i've posted so far, definitely trial by fire, because the point of conflict between mike and paige/their guilt doesn't really get resolved so much as just...they go on with their lives. almost all my fics are hurt/comfort but tbf leans more towards hurt/no comfort. HOWEVERRRRR i do think that once i post something's in your eyes then that will be the angstiest bc i just find the last scene to be really sad

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? not an option for me NEXT! jk it's pillow

8. Do you get hate on fics? naur <3 yay

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind? yes. gay👍. if the characters are a man and a woman no they aren't. not to me. also it has to involve some kind of deep psychological issue or else i get bored LMFAO

10. Do you write crossovers? naur

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen? not that i'm aware of !

12. Have you ever had a fic translated? nope, but i would absolutely be open to it if someone offered

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before? no BUT there is a doc titled MIKEJOHNNY FOREVER where reese (@cemeteryklaus) and i planned out a co-written mikejohnny fic and even started it but she is lost to the depths of my google docs </3

14. What’s your all-time favorite ship? you absolutely cannot make me do this. if there was a gun to my head and u asked me this question i think id just let you shoot me

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will? OH GOD. UM. to be so honest........ bus kids existence of all time :( just because SOOO much of it has to be rewritten since i started it YEARS ago and have changed soo much as a writer. i love her so much like that's my BABY that's my actual physical tangible child in a bassinet but....... goddd it's just sm longer than my fics usually are so there's so much to do and so little time </3 and even if i finish it the sequel is definitely not seeing the light of day just bc there's like three missing scenes i still have to write and have 0 ideas for lmao

16. What are your writing strengths? LOOOOOOVE a good metaphor. so sexy so fun to write etc shes my best friend. my silly rabbit. i also think i've gotten really good at showing and not telling :)

17. What are your writing weaknesses? keeping dialogue in character!!! the way i speak irl is so specific and strange and i usually tend to default to my own voice and then i have to go He Would Not Fucking Say That and fix it. also i am so violently indecisive, i usually have 9238642879845 versions of the exact same paragraph or phrase and i can never choose which one i like the most. 70% of the editing process for me is choosing between different versions of something

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic? i don't know any other languages so i can't rly do this lmao. i like it tho!!

19. First fandom you wrote for? h*rry p*tter WE DONT HAVE TO TALK ABOUT IT!!!!!

20. Favorite fic you’ve written? FUCK um. okay so like. let me do one per fandom because i am so violently indecisive.

for braindead it's a no-brainer (hehe) it HAS to be when memories snow bc i LOOOOOVE giving characters my very specific issues and writing laurel's recollection of her finding abby's body and writing the last two paragraphs literally felt like unlocking something in my soul it was so much fun!!!

for aos, bkeoat (bus kids existence of all time) is so self-indulgent and every time i read it it's like OGH OGH OGH OGH OOGA BOOGA AWOOGA many consecutive shots to the chest etc etc and so on and so forth. bc i cooked it specifically to have that effect <3 but out of currently posted fics it has to be lyfim <3333 for the same reasons.

for graceland TRIAL BY FIRE!!! i'm so proud of it and it turned out basically exactly how i wanted it to and i just!!! aaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!! HOWEVER something's in your eyes will in fact be tied with it when i post it so. get scared

i don't know 20 writers so i'm just gonna tag a random number of mutuals: @emeraldelysium @dandelion-writes @the-sparkling-diamond-satine @jortspheus @wheelsup-sevenup @acerobbiereyes @cemeteryklaus @saint-ossifrage <3 and anyone else who wants to do this!! :D feel free to tag me if u do!

[ghostdrinkssoup]

hello I’m here again with my hannibal notes/reactions (s1 ep10) except it’s just the silly goofy ones 🫶

nothing good ever happens in an isolated cabin at night

wolf imagery 😳😳 okay then

canary imagery 😳😳 OKAY THEN

NOTHING GOOD EVER HAPPENS IN THE ATTIC

WILL SOUNDS LIKE HE’S ABOUT TO LOSE IT SAME KING

the real question is why is will gutting a fish right on his tabletop without a chopping board. or even wiping down the surfaces first. mans lives with dogs that’s so unhygienic. freak

jack should’ve forcibly removed will the moment he started showing signs of distress 😭 shit dude

“I just got disoriented, I can go back in” baby boy you were covered in blood like two minutes ago calm down

“you don’t think of yourself as the killer” jack what do you think empathising is he literally puts himself into someone else’s shoes 😭

the more distressed he is the more babygirl he looks what’s up with that

will’s dialogue is SOOO edgy like I know he’s in distress but also I’m giggling “as if I were 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 a ＳＴＲＡＮＧＥＲ…” LMAO ily strange man

“and how it affects you 👀😏😮‍💨”

“you need to accept that what you’re struggling with *dramatic pause* is mental illness” I’M SORRY I LAUGHED OFC YOU’RE MENTALLY ILL WILL LMAOOOO

dw will we’re alllll mentally ill around here

not hannibal taking will to the doctors like he’s his husband 😭 hannibal doesn’t need to be there, he could’ve just recommended the doctor and sent a referral but noooo he’s there next to him. two seconds away from reaching out to hold will’s hand and stroke his knuckles with him thumb or some shit

hannibal and the doctor are giving each other the “it’s the mental illness innit?” look

NOT HANNIBAL BEING LIKE OH YA I ALREADY KNOW WHAT’S UP I SMELLED IT LMAOOOOO 🤭

he’s so silly goofy and evil </333

“it has heat, a fevered sweetness” why would u say it like that </33 ah yeah will? my platonic bestie and patient? he has a fevered sweetness to him

even the doctor is like wtf ??? 😭

they need to stop studying will like a bug </333

will is like my empath powers are going stupid crazy nuts bro

“the symptoms are only going to get worse” “I know… it’s unfortunate for will 😊” HANNIBAL IS SAUR SICK LIKE I SQUEAKED OUT LOUD WHY IS IT FUNNY AND UPSETTING AT THE SAME TIME

the doctor is like wtf ??? 😭 part 2 electric boogaloo

“what do you smell on me?” “opportunity :D” WHY WAS THAT SO FRIGHTENING SIR SIT UR ASS DOWN U CREEP *sprays his face with a squirt bottle*

NOT THE SMILE WILL IS SO CREEPY

THIS SHOW IS SO TWISTY

NOT WILL COMING CLOSER AND BEV STEPPING BACK LIKE DW QUEEN I’D BE NERVOUS TOO

he is so babygirl in that sweater wtf

“I feel like I’m seeing a ghost” ME???

“just do me a favour and publish it posthumously” “after your death or mine?” why was this romantic am I insane

will is like oh shit she’s just like me fr why are all these killers just like me ??

someone get will OUTTTT

SO TRUE JACK TAKE RESPONSIBILITY

DON’T LISTEN TO WILL HE’S IN A SILLY GOOFY MOOD

everyone needs to stop gaslighting will fr but also will needs to stop gaslighting everyone too LMAOOO

jack and will’s whole relationship is gaslight on gaslight violence

“I am bedrock!” minecraft ??? sorry NNBDHHD

hannibal and sutcliffe totally slept together at one point I’m calling it now true and real

SUTCLIFFE DID NOT JUST CALL WILL A PIG

sutcliffe is totally thinking there’s something else going on between them he’s sitting there like you know what my sense of smell ain’t half bad either because it definitely smells fruity in here

“will is my friend” THE WAY HE SAYS IT FUCKKK

hannibal you’re so STUPID

he’s so self-unaware,,, seek help 💖🚩

hannibal is like one of those boys who fail to flirt with their crush by passing notes under the table saying they’re ugly and should get out of his school </333

WILL IS ON THE LOOSE

rip sutcliffe </33 shouldn’t have called will a pig to hannibal’s face

“I have a habit of collecting strays” *sobs*

[beef-bakery]

I'm thirsty for fluff&angst and if i can ask for young!SilcoXreader something like their own newborn daughter died after birth, but Silco finds a newborn (baby Jinx) next to her dead parents (and toddle Vi if you want <3) and reader with Silco are just in love with their baby girl (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)

Thank you! thank you

Um wow I love this idea?? I had so much fun w this?? Muah kisses 4 u ;)

Square One

Rating: pre-act one!Silco x gn!Reader - SFW - 2.2k words

Warnings: death of a baby, not graphic, canonical type violence, no pronouns used for reader but gave birth so take that as you will

Silco really needed fresh air. Obviously he couldn't get much down where he had hidden himself, so going against his morals, he headed East. Everyone, even Zaunties, knew the air was better in Piltover.

Silco’s heart ached at that. If only he could've done something, provided more, done more, it wouldn't have ended up this way.

Silco tried to push that line of thinking out of his mind but, much like the air in Zaun, it was suffocating. He couldn't think of anything else but what had happened.

You were closing in on the end of your pregnancy, belly nearly big enough to burst. He had done all he could to provide you comfort, delegating as many jobs to his associates as possible, trying to spend as much time with you as he could.

He still hadn’t been there at the most important time, when your daughter was born. It wasn't pleasant, coming home to your sobbing body wrapped around a lifeless lump.

A stillbirth, the doctor said. Most likely a side effect of the poor quality of life in Zaun. It wasn't uncommon.

Silco hadn’t seen the body. He zeroed in on you, having someone take your child away. He held you as you fought against him, screaming to let you go. He held you as you beat against his chest, crying tears into his shirt. He held you as you went limp in his arms, eyes dry and lifeless, staring at nothing.

You didn't have energy anymore. It had been taken like the baby’s first breath, gone like it was never there in the first place.

And yet Silco stayed by your side, feeding you what little you’d accept, tending to you when you wouldn't move.

Silco felt the cabin fever setting in after the sixth day. He had spent all his time with you, neglecting his own needs. He didn’t mind, but he needed to recharge his own battery.

Saying goodbye to you was hard, and Silco pressed a kiss to your forehead as he left Sevika to tend to you.

Silco realized he wasn't experiencing the same kind of grief as you. He’d formed a bond with the baby, of course, but he hadn't carried her, hadn't felt all of her movements until they stopped. Perhaps he was overcompensating with you, suffocating you with every action to make up for the lack of grief he felt.

His footsteps echoed through the empty streets. Although it was night, which tended to bring out the partiers, the rain had driven them all away. It had stopped a few moments ago, leaving Silco only slightly damp.

As he approached the bridge connecting Zaun and Piltover, Silco stopped smelling fresh air, instead inhaling smoke and ash.

Against his better judgment, Silco continued forward, curious. The bridge was alight, most likely a mission gone wrong from what was left of the Children of Zaun. The rain had done nothing to quell the fire; it must have been gas.

Silco neared closer to the bridge, observing it with keen eyes. Several enforcers worked to put out the fire, siphoning water from below. Silco snorted. If there was one thing he had learned from living in Zaun, it was that the water wasn’t good for anything; not even putting out fires, gas or other.

Silco observed, amused, leaning on a pillar as he watched the men work.

They should really use something to smother the fire, he thought. They would get nowhere with water.

Silco turned back around, deciding he had enough, when suddenly he heard the sound of sniffling to his right. Silco turned around, eyes searching for the source of the noise, only to be pulled down to the floor.

A couple feet away from him on the bridge was a little girl, no more than three. She crouched in front of a limp body, hands rocking it side to side. Silco was about to leave again - orphans were no rarity in Zaun - when he heard a small whine.

Turning back around, Silco noticed a small bundle at the little girl’s feet. It began to stir, small arms emerging from the blanket it was wrapped in. The little girl picked up the bundle in one hand, using her other to push against the body.

“Shh,” she shushed the baby, a tearful sound. “Mama, come on, wake up, Mama.”

Silco found himself moving unconsciously, crossing over to the girl in a few swift steps. He gently took the bundle from the girl, soothing it with a few sways. Surprisingly the girl allowed him, giving up quickly. She rested her head on top of the body, her own wracked with silent sobs.

Once again, Silco found himself reaching down to soothe the girl, running a hand along her back. She soothed almost instantly at the touch, her body openly relaxing. She calmed ever so slightly before coming back to her senses.

She looked up at him with wide eyes before attaching herself to his leg. Snot and tears dripped onto his pants as she gripped onto him with such force that Silco thought she was trying to stop the blood from traveling through his leg.

He gently pried her from him, but she latched onto his arm next, looking at him with such desperation that he could see himself in her watery eyes.

“Please,” she begged, her voice raspy from crying. It was a cadence he was familiar with, having spent his past few days with you. “Don't leave me.”

“I won't,” Silco promised, pulling his arm out of her grip to take her hand.

She held onto him as if he were a lifeline, following him as they headed back West.

The trip was longer than it would've taken had he come back solo. The little girl didn't say anything the whole way, not even when she tripped into a puddle. She only gathered herself quickly, running back to his side like if he left she’d never see him again. She never seemed to grow tired, only more resilient as they trekked farther.

It seemed to have taken ages to get back to the house when he finally nodded to one of his underlings. The door opened and no one was as eager to get into the house as the little girl.

She rushed in, immediately stepping in front of him, arms out. Silco cocked his head to the side, confused.

“Powder,” she said, indicating to the baby in his arms. Silco leaned down, placing the baby, Powder, into her outstretched arms. Silco hadn't realized it before, too preoccupied with the girl in front of him, but the baby was uncharacteristically good.

From what you had read to him from the baby books, babies were often fussy over anything, needing to be changed, lack of sleep, hunger, or even uncomfortability. The baby - Powder - was good, sleeping through the whole journey back, her chest rising with deep breaths.

Only when Silco moved the baby did she finally fuss. She turned over in the blanket, reaching for something, settling the cloth of the girl’s shirt when the girl cradled her tenderly. Powder gripped onto it with tight fists, breathing in her sister’s scent. She relaxed again, gurgling quietly.

Silco found himself smiling. He hadn't thought he’d like children, sans his own, but the scene in front of him was so sweet that he couldn't help it. He wiped the smile from his face as soon as he noticed, schooling his features into a neutral expression.

The little girl bounced the baby when she fussed again, looking up at Silco with wide eyes.

“Sorry sir, but do you have food for her? She's hungry.”

Silco stilled for a moment before nodding. He walked over to the fridge, pulling out a bottle of water. He mixed powdered baby formula in before heating it up. After testing the temperature on the back of his hand, Silco transferred the formula into a bottle. He turned around to give the bottle to the little girl, but found that she had fallen asleep on the floor, the baby still in her arms.

Silco set the bottle on the counter, gathering the girl into his arms, depositing her on the couch. He pulled a blanket over her and gathered Powder in one arm, bottle in the other. He sat at the kitchen table, being able to see both the girl and the front door.

Powder took the bottle well, latching on and sucking heartily. It made Silco’s heart flutter ever so slightly, watching the baby, so content with so little. Once she finished the bottle, Silco set it in the sink, taking her to the nursery.

It had become a graveyard over the past six days. Anything that reminded you of your lost child had been condemned to the nursery. The bassinet stood tall, something he had built for your baby, who was now gone.

He placed Powder inside and she almost instantly fell asleep. Silco stood there for a moment, admiring her vulnerability. She was content with so little, just like you.

You hadn't asked for anything more once you had him back. Once he came to you, limp, body unforgiving from the cool water of the River Pilt. You hadn't asked for anything even when he healed, when he gained enough awareness to know what he wanted and finally take it with no regard for the wellbeing of others.

It was a peaceful sight, the baby in the bassinet. He could almost delude himself into thinking Powder was your baby. He pulled himself from the sight, walking back through the living room to get to his bedroom.

The girl was in a deep sleep, her arm thrown over her head carelessly as she snored, quietly, but enough for him to huff a small chuckle.

He walked back into your shared bedroom.You hadn't moved from the bed, an unmoving lump surrounded by an array of tissues. He approached quietly, his footsteps padded by the carpet. He leaned over and smoothed back your hair, seeing that you were asleep. Sleep seemed to be the only peace you’d had since your daughter had passed.

He pulled back the covers and slid between them, his arms coming to rest on your waist. Unconsciously, you leaned into his touch, your back slotting against his front; a perfect fit.

Perhaps he would’ve been more inclined to observe your tranquility, especially since it was so rare nowadays, but he found sleep overtaking him sooner than he’d pleased.

The stale air woke him gradually. Silco’s sleep-addled mind reached out for some semblance of warmth, only to be met with empty bed sheets.

Alarms went off in his mind as his fingertips touched the slightly warm area where you had lain. Silco’s eyes snapped open as he sat up in bed, his head swimming with sleep.

The door to your bedroom was slightly ajar and movement could be heard from outside. Silco got to his feet, pushing open the door wider.

As he stepped into the main threshold, he saw that the girl was gone, no longer asleep on the couch. Silco approached the nursery, where the noises seemed to originate from.

He opened the door slowly, praying that the girl’s disappearance didn't have any heinous ties to yours. Silco was pleasantly surprised when he saw you in the middle of the room, bouncing the baby on your hip, the little girl running circles around your feet.

The little girl smiled a toothy grin, giggles escaping breathlessly as she ran faster. You turned quickly, keeping the baby from her. You turned to your right and Silco caught a glimpse of you.

You were smiling - a genuine, large smile, one that took up your entire face. You looked refreshed, not nearly the same person who had been bedridden the past couple of days.

“Uh-uh, Vi,” you chided playfully, pulling the baby higher up on your hip. “You have to calm down if you want to hold your sister.”

The girl - Vi - was breathless as she spoke. “I will!” She held out her arms, her chest heaving. “Now can I have her?”

You leaned down carefully, placing Powder in her arms. With the baby in Vi’s arms, it was shocking to realize how little she was. By herself, Vi looked capable, despite her small size. But the comparison once she held the bundle was alarming, Silco became acutely aware that she herself was only a child as well.

Your eyes met his as you straightened, your smile widening further. “Hi,” you said softly, reaching out for him.

He pressed a soft kiss to the corner of your mouth and pulled away slowly, looking deep into your eyes. The shine was back, almost as if it had never left.

“Hi,” he replied tenderly, and although the two of you held each other as if you were the only two people in the world, both of you were keenly aware of the children a few feet away. With them there, it almost made your world whole.

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[wooahaes]

What about a Mingyu single!parent AU ? 👀

ooo... single dad gyu is. clutches chest. it rly doesnt help i've been having baby fever recently for reasons that it admittedly took me a hot minute to realize what they were. but thats not important lol

i feel like theres a lot i can do with single parent aus since i've talked abt a jeonghan one w my moots (holly and livvie if u see this... mwah <3) once (which i'm also happy to talk abt if anyone's curious). for creativity's sake, i'll go with a different plot for single dad gyu <3

gyu is a single dad who has sole custody of his kid for probably undescribed reasons unless i wanna get into it if i write it. he's happy, tho: he loves his daughter more than anything else and is completely happy just working to support her. he usually hires a sitter or asks his friends to watch her if they aren't working that day (some of them like... adore her to the point where gyu whines if they're Too doting bc thats his baby!!! he should be her number 1 person!!! not uncle wonu!!!). hes got stuff figured out. sometimes ppl ask abt him dating again since he's not exactly happy single, but he kinda just insists that he'll be good for now--he'd rather wait until his daughter is a little older.

and then enter you: a new server at the restaurant he works in. his coworker, junhui, immediately realizes that mingyu's a smidge bit smitten within the first few weeks of you working there bc u do ur job well and you're a kind person?? just something abt the combination makes him a lil flustered when interacting with you. mingyu just kinda chalks it up to you being new, but you're the one who helps him wash and bandage a cut when he wasn't watching his fingers once. you end up giving him ur number to talk more, mingyu is painfully oblivious that ur trying to flirt a lil w him since the two of u get along, and he goes home to spend time with his daughter before he has to put her to bed for the night.

about a month or so of very obvious flirting (to everyone But gyu), his daughter gets sick. hes stuck at work, so are pretty much all of his friends, but you're about to leave for the day when mingyu asks you for a huge favor. he'll call the preschool and get everything arranged for you to pick her up (probs by showing ID and confirming ur the person mingyu gave permission to), plus he'll tell you where the spare key is, he just needs you to take her home and watch her for about an hour until his friend can get there. so you agree to it, and he's relieved.

and then he goes home to see you and wonwoo sitting on the couch, talking. you apologize bc you meant to leave waaay earlier but wonwoo was telling u abt college shenanigans (mingyu is like Oh No) and showing you baby pictures (bc wonu is best uncle for a reason) and the two of u just kinda help talking. mingyu panics for a moment, wondering if this means ur into wonu, but wonu kinda pushes him straight into walking you out and making sure u get a cab home and u kinda just. ask him out for coffee, but not explicitly calling it a date.

idk more plot of u and mingyu p much dating and growing closer before mingyu has to recognize he's falling for you. straight up would have a lil convo with his daughter, whos old enough to understand, abt him bringing someone into their lives (maybe w the 'but if they treat you badly, you can tell me' bc they're a package deal and he's not going to be w someone who treats either of them horribly). happy ending of u and gyu in love <3 maybe w a timeskip of you moving in with him and loving the lil family the three of you have become

[sardonic-sprite]

*evil cackling* I present to you: Fanfic ask game

B: Any of your stories inspired by personal experience?

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N: Is there a fic you wish someone else would write (or finish) for you?

Hmmm ok. So for B, I guess "Adopt A Rescue" was inspired by my seeing rescue cats at a pet store, and reading how some needed to be kept together and I immediately thought of bby Jay and bby Timmy. Welcome to Gotham U came to me as a fever dream in lab one day, but nothing in it has ever actually happened to me, it's just... *flails hands around* lab

But OH

OH

I fucking forgot

Alright buckle up babies lemme tell you about Deliver Us From Evil

This bitch.

so last summer we took a family trip to a bunch of national parks in america. hiking, sightseeing, wildlife tours, photo tours... and white water rafting (wwr)

Now, I'm not adventurous, but i LOVE wwr, and it brings out my daring side like its my last day on earth. it's my family, plus i think 2 other parties, and one of those parties has these two middle school boys.

our guide and the boys are having fun messing with each other, and the guide offers everyone chances to like, go up to the front of the boat, sit on the edge, hold on for dear life, and the boys do it, and i won't be outdone by two infants who probably still think excrement-based humor is the pinnacle of comedy, so i also do it and love it. adrenaline is PUMPING i have never felt more alive, i have the biggest, wildest grin.

we reach a calm spot in the water, and the guide, who's been teasing/threatening the boys with teaching them about rapids classes the whole time, offers to do it now. he gets permission from them and their parents, and then one at a time, gets them out of the boat, holds tight to their life jackets, and starts dunking them underwater and pulling them back up, same number of dunks as class of rapids.

we're all a little shocked, but i was clamoring the whole time to also learn rapid classes, and, like i said, i am NOT going to be outdone by self-righteous munchkins. the guide really did not want to do it, lol, but i insisted, bc my absolutely BONKERS writer brain was going RESEARCH!!!!

my poor mother thought i was clinically insane, and she's probably right, but like, i'm fine, so.

anyway, that, folks, is the story of how i got myself consensually waterboarded so i could write about torture :)

Seriously, never, never, ever do that at home, though, people, like, do not. I'm giving y'all the notes I wrote the second I got my hands on my phone, so if you want to write about waterboarding or drowning, USE MY FIRSTHAND ACCOUNT NOT YOUR OWN!!

Dunked many times right in a row. Throat hurts, stomach hurts, nose runs, can't breathe, coughing, might feel like you wanna throw up. a few seconds of a break didn't help, you'll beg to stop. Barely any time to take in a breath, doesn't even help much. Frightening even when you are in control of situation. Water blinds you for a few seconds even if your eyes were closed. Disoriented and clumsy for a minute. All this was with someone going easy on me. Shivering and teeth chattering in even with water at 65ish degrees. Could maybe lead to hypothermia or get water in lungs. Being hauled into the boat scrapes you up a lil, especially if the person isn't being careful Going out of the boat you go under for a second, even with a life jacket. Hauled out/shoved down by shoulders of life jacket See water droplets in the corner of your eyes Might warm up a lil but you can get back to shivering even out of the water Hair still wet for a good while if longish Hands and knuckles start to hurt from holding onto the rope Might grit your teeth for a while Blasted heat makes it better but can also be hard to breath through your nose Chest might feel a lil sore

Q, you probably got SO much fucking more than you bargained for lmao, all I can hope is that I may have *inspired* you ;)

And as for N, yes. I desperately wish some writer fairy would just poof The Light Isn't Fadin' into completion, bc it was a hugely ambitious and nebulous project that I genuinely don't know what to do with, but that so many people have asked me about/told me they want to see continued that I kinda feel obligated now.

[augment-techs]

song lyric prompts (3)

Love is the reason, yeah, love is the light//So keep on believing all through the night--The sun’s always shining bright, just above the rain//Your dreams will have wings and they'll fly~ Love is the Reason, by Irene Cara.

Rewind, induce amnesia // Deny the truth, that's easier--”You're just confused.”~ Little Miss Perfect, by Joriah Fleming.

So pull me up from down below//'Cause I'm underneath the undertow; Come dry me off and hold me close//I need you now, I need you most~ Head Above Water, by Avril Lavigne.

Instead of hide, instead of staying stuck inside//Instead of building your wall~ Gonna Be My Day, by Vanessa Hudgens.

Don't wanna wake up on a Monday morning; The thought of work's gettin' my skin crawlin'--I can't fear you, I don't hear you now~ Could Have Been Me, by Halsey.

Well, I think that I've been true to everybody else but me//And the way I feel about you makes my heart long to be free//Every time I look into your eyes I'm helplessly aware--That the someone I've been searching for is right there~ Hold on to the Nights, by Richard Marx.

Sometimes the ones you love the most, have the worst things to hide//Sometimes the monsters turn out to be those who stood there by your side~ Nothing Good, from Centaurworld.

Yes, he’s witty//So disarming//And I really like the way he holds a room//Clever, cunning--Ever charming//How do I make him see I’m special?~ A Girl Like Her; Rogers and Hammerstein’s Cinderella.

Stuck it out this far together//Put our dreams through the shredder//Let's toast 'cause things got better~ Here’s to Us, by Halestorm.

But I remember you//And I will relay to you//How our histories interweave~ The Mariner’s Revenge Song, by The Decemberists.

Forever in my heart (Forever in my heart)//You’re all the love I’ve known (You’re all the love I’ve known)//And even though you’re gone, as long as I hold on--I’ll never be alone~ Forever in My Heart, Swan Princess (deleted song).

If you wanna be my lover--You have got to give (You've got to give)//Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is~ Wannabe, by the Spice Girls.

Blow me a kiss from across the room//Say I look nice when I'm not//Touch my hair as you pass my chair~ Little Things Mean a Lot, by Kitty Kallen.

And the fever began to spread--From my heart down to my legs//But the room was so quiet (oh)//And although I wasn't losing my mind, it was a chorus so sublime--But the room is too quiet~ Breath of Life, by Florence + The Machine.

There's nothing else to lose//There's nothing else to find//There's nothing in the world//That can change my mind//There is nothing else~ Hanging By a Moment, by Lifehouse.

Some day somebody's gonna make you want to turn around and say goodbye//Until then, baby, are you going to let 'em hold you down and make you cry?~ Hold On, by Wilson Phillips.

What am I supposed to do? Sit around and wait for you?//Well, I can't do that//And there's no turning back~ Believe, by Cher.

How can I put it? You put me on//I even fell for that stupid love song~ Since U Been Gone, by Kelly Clarkson.

It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me//At tea time, everybody agrees//I'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror--It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero~ Anti-Hero, by Taylor Swift.

Oh, who's the hunter, who's the game; I feel the beat call your name//I hold you close in victory//I don't want to tame your animal style//You won't be caged--In the call of the wild~ The Warrior, by Scandal.

[jamesbuckybarnes19174]

*nods softly* i’ll be okay… just… worried about you… i do feel better knowing someone else will be here but… *chuckles softly* i will cuddle you as soon as i come back jamie… i promise… *kisses u back each time, smiling softly* i love you so much jamie… i love you so much… i’ll send you a message when i can yeah? you’re always on my mind, you know that? i’m always finding ways to bring you up into conversation with bruce… *chuckles* i love you jamie… you’re the only man i ever wanna be with… ‘m in love with you… deeply deeply in love with you… *giggles at ur kiss, kissing u again after* i love you

*gets up and changes, kissing u before i leave, packing pasta and texting sam and calling steve on my way*

message to sam: hey, bucky’s not feeling well, can you stay with him tonight? thank you!!!!!

steve? hey, y— i know, i know i heard all about it and we can talk about it more but… bucky’s not feeling well right now… can you just… shove it all aside and take care of him tonight? be there for him? thank you, thank you i appreciate it a lot

*sam and Steve come over and I move downstairs with them, napping for a little, eating with them then goes up to the bedroom after Sam leaves*

message from steve: think bucky has a fever, he’s feeling a little better now, but im gonna bring over medicine tomorrow and I’m staying until you come back.

voice message to kitten: hey doll…I miss you…I hope uh…you’re feelin’ well baby…and that you ate…I know your tummy was hurtin’…*clears my throat* I took a shower and…’m all comfortable in bed now just…waitin’ for you but I think ‘m gonna fall asleep before you get here *chuckles* Sam left earlier…steve said he was leavin’ but I don’t think he did…you both don’t like me bein’ alone…I don’t know what you said to him but he was…he was really nice to me…although I’d just much rather have you with me too…*sighs softly* I miss you so much, baby…need to…hug you and kiss you…lay in bed for hours *chuckles* that would be…perfect I think…I can uh…I can give your tummy kisses tomorrow baby…if you’d want them….I’d spend hours kissin’ you baby…hours…I love you…I love bein’ with you and I love that you’re mine, honey…*clears my throat then coughs slightly* ‘m fine by the way…’m strong…’m all…yeah….*clears my throat* I love you so much baby, yeah? You know that? I love you so fuckin’ much and I’ll keep lovin’ you until…forever….*chuckles and then coughs slightly* come cuddle with me when you come back yeah? Can cuddle with me however you want, I don’t care as long as you’re close and touchin’ me…I’ll be all warm, baby…you gotta get warm with me okay? *stays quiet for a moment* I love you….how many times have I told you already? *chuckles softly* god I don’t know….I just fuckin’ love you so much…you’re the best baby…the absolute best…I-I love you…I need you…*sniffles* n-need you to be here in bed with me soon okay? I love you….I’ll keep you warm and safe baby I love you so much…I love you…

*falls asleep*