Pet (18+) pt. 4 of 4
Ascended Astarion x f!reader
Chapter Four: Pink
I suggest reading the first three of the series before this, there is a bit of a plot in the porn. Just a little.
Summary: Master Astarion takes away your hurt and allows you to enjoy the sweet nothing of enthrallment.
WARNINGS: Smut, Extremely dubious consent, Mind control/manipulation, Orgasm control, Abusive relationship, Stockholm Syndrome, Physical Abuse
I do not say this lightly- Astarion is evil in this. This is an extremely toxic relationship. You have been warned!
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When he goes to lift your hips from him, you flinch and groan. So overwhelmed with sensitivity from both of your earth shattering orgasms.
He notices this and tuts, “Darling, I do expect you know I am not finished with you yet. Are you feeling…” he moves his hand down, pushing two fingers inside and allowing his wrist to graze your clit, drawing a scream from your lips. “...Sensitive?”
“Y-yes master I- Ah” he begins to massage inside you while you talk to him. He loves to see you struggle. “I-I don't think I can manage any more master… I-It- it hurts.”
“My poor child,” he coos while still massaging winces and hisses from your lips. “What are we meant to do about that, hm?”
You are struggling to think through the assault on your senses, rendering your brain struggling to focus on anything the pain he is bringing onto you “I-I don’t know…” you stutter pathetically, “C-can you make it stop hurting? Maybe I- You- M-Make it feel good.”
Astarion stops in his conquest to destroy your senses and places a hand on his cheek, feigning surprise. “Darling, are you asking me to compel you to enjoy it?”
“Y-yes. No, I-I don’t know. I only want to make you feel good, that is my purpose. Would that be bad? ” you inquired, genuinely confused.
“Absolutely not my dearest!” he chuckles as he reaches to caress your cheeks, as if you were a child embarrassed that she said something wrong. “I would be happy to oblige.”
You settle yourself into position ready for your master to take the wheel. Gods, you loved when he did this. You love having him in your mind, controlling your every move, your every reaction. When thinking is all you ever do, it’s blissful to not have a thought in your head.
The feeling of him entering your mind is akin to laying in a fresh set of silk sheets. Fog drapes over your thoughts and everything seems far away. Wrapping your brain in a warm, silky coating. You are no longer in your body, you are elsewhere. Here, everything is quiet.
Everything except him, and he is all that matters.
“Okay, Pet.” you hear his voice ring in your mind amidst the fog. You tilt your head inquisitively, awaiting your command. You can’t wait, you are so very eager to serve. “All I want you to do is feel good for me. Can you do that? Nod if you can do that.”
You nod.
The fog suddenly lifts slightly and you are back in your body with Astarion. Everything has a slight tint of pink to it, but that’s ok. Pink is a very good color. It makes you feel very good.
“Sigh, Look at what has become of you dear.” he reaches his hand to caress your cheek. “So utterly pathetic.”
You smile at him, the fog makes words jumble in your mind but you can hear your master’s voice. Master’s voice is so beautiful. You reach your hand to grip his on your face, nuzzling your face into it. It makes you feel very good.
He flips you onto your back, your giddiness is palpable. You giggle as he caresses you. Everything tickles a little, it feels good.
“Gods, you’re giggling like a gods-damned child.” he scoffs, “You’re a shell of the powerful woman you once were. Do you know why, love?”
You don’t quite understand what he’s saying to you but you get the impression he is expecting a response. You tilt your head with an inquisitive expression, replaying what he said to try to understand. All you can do is think about how good his voice makes you feel.
A more prominent voice comes into your mind. He has a command for you.
“Say, ‘Why, Master?’ for me, love” it echoes in your brain until it is fulfilled.
“Why, master?” you say with no thought or intention behind it. You look at him with the deepest form of affection known to man; enthrallment.
He grabs you and pulls your ear to his lips. “Because I took it from you.” he hisses, hand moving down to your clit to massage it. “I stole your strength, your talent, your mind from you.” he smiles at you.
He’s so pretty when he smiles.
“You put up quite the fight for a bit but in the end, I won. I always do.”
His fingering in your cunt gets more aggressive, he loves making you feel good. He feels so good inside you, and his voice is like music in your clouded mind.
“I beat you, fucked you, isolated you until you were exactly the way I want you.” He scoffs, “Proof that my power is strong enough to turn the strongest heroes into whores that only exist to be my cumslut. The hero of Baldur’s Gate, locked in a bedroom in my palace for me to fuck when I please.”
He starts to laugh, he must have told a joke. Master is so funny. You laugh along with him.
He lifts your hips onto his cock once more. You feel a rush of pleasure drawing a languid moan from your lips. This is what hurt before? No no- it must have been something else that was hurting. This- this is too profound to hurt.
You start to bounce on his cock, pulling him in and out fully the way your body knows he likes. It feels so good.
“You’re a fucking idiot do you know that?” he through pants as he ferociously fucks you. “Thinking you would ever be my ‘Dark Consort’, thinking I would let you in on the glory? Please.”
His voice sounds like a symphony.
“I knew from the moment I met you, you were just a desperate, stupid slut. Just needed some coaxing out by my hand.” he continues, “Say you’re nothing but a desperate slut and nothing without me inside you.”
Again, you have the feeling he is expecting a response from you but you don’t quite know what to say. You feel so good wrapped around his cock. Everything is so perfect.
He slaps you across the face and puts his hand around your neck.
The heat of the hit goes straight to your cunt. Waves of pleasure rush over your mind. It feels. So. Damn. Good. You’re on the cusp of the biggest orgasm of your undead life.
He enters your mind with a command, “I said, say you’re nothing but a desperate slut and nothing without me inside you.”
“Ah- I-I’m a desperate slut!” you try to use your voice between moans, “a-and I’m n-nothing without you i-inside me-e!”
You don’t even know what you’re saying, you’re so fucking close.
“Gods…“ Astarion is on the edge of coming inside you. “Fucking-“
He enters your mind. “Come when I say. I need to feel you clench around my cock as I have you spilling with me.”
“Three…”
Your body starts to prepare for the hit of chemicals your brain is about to receive.
“Two…”
You’re so fucking close, you’re under his thumb. He just needs to lift it ever so slightly and you’re riding this wave together.
“One. Come for me”
Your body obeys. Your scream could easily be mistaken for him killing you if this routine wasn’t so practiced. You convulse and clench around his member inside of you, milking his spend for all you can. You lay in a pleasurable bliss. A numbness like no other, with your master’s spend leaking from your cunt. Fucked beyond measure.
***
The pink fog of your vision lifts for the most part. The fog is still clouding your thoughts, it usually does until master is gone for a long while.
After a brief respite, Astarion begins to put his clothes back on. Gazing at his reflection to ensure there’s no imperfections in his appearance.
He turns on his heels to face you and clasps his hands together. “Well my love, I’m afraid I need to head out.” he explained with an exaggerated frown. “I have a very very important meeting out of town I need to attend.”
“Again? But you just came back from a trip…” you pout.
“Darling,” his eyes glow slightly in your gaze, “that was 2 weeks ago!”
You scrunch your face. Has it been that long? You concentrate on remembering the past two weeks.
He places a hand on your forehead to check for a fever. “Are you feeling unwell?”
Think… Oh! How could you have forgotten? You helped to decide the warpath of where to expand the empire you two have built. Yes, yes. How could you forget? Time does fly when you have fun.
You lay naked on the bed, watching as your master makes his way to leave your shared chambers to go on yet another important trip. You love that your master is such an important man, that is what he always wanted and what he deserves. But, selfishly, you hate that he always needs to go away. Oh well. You should be grateful you had such an eventful two weeks with him.
He knocks 3 times on the chamber door with no handles. Did that always have no door knob? You can’t bring yourself to recall, your mind and body spent beyond their limit.
Master’s assistant- whose name is lost on you- opens the door for him. As he is beginning to make his way out the door, you call out to him.
“Wait master!”
He turns to you. “Hm? Yes, pet?”
“Where is your business trip located? I forgot to ask, I like to know so I can imagine us going there together one day.”
He tilts his head in endearment and smiles at you.
“Neverwinter, my lovely. I must be going, the carriage is waiting. Now, you know the routine by now? Think of me while I’m gone.”
The images he wants you to imagine flow into your mind like a tidal wave. You hear him in your mind telling you not to touch yourself and that you can’t climax without permission.
“Of course, master. I will behave myself”
“Good girl. I will see you before you know it, my pet”
“I love you, master”
“Yes, I know. And I you.” he says as the door is shut
***
“Sire, just to ensure I’m not mistaken,” Astarion’s assistant asks shortly after the door to the vault is locked shut as she walks beside him down the hall, “your soonest business meeting is six months from now? In Waterdeep?”
“You would be correct. If you need me, I’ll be in my office.”
“Of course, sire.”
***
You are sitting in the lavish master chamber of the ornate palace you call home. Gazing into your reflection in the vanity mirror combing your unnaturally long black hair, getting lost in thought. It’s really all there is to do when Master Astarion is away on extended business trips like this.
It does help, too, that before he left he told you to think of him while he was gone. It was a command. So you obey. And you think.
The End
I hope you enjoyed my very first time writing fanfiction!! If you like my style and have any ideas or suggestions, let me know! This was so much fun to write and I can't wait to write more!
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