#day zero project

[p0stcardsfromnowhere]

It seems fitting to write this on the last day of March at the end of the first quarter of the year.

So much of what I have previously shared has been about shifting perspectives as I integrate my neurodivergent self and stop playing the role of neuronormative or internalised ableism.

As I’ve often posted about going more analogue, as I have challenged myself to reduce my screen time, I think that must also include reduction of social media and other styled platforms of that nature.

I have so little energy, so little capacity, I need to refocus that and realign my priorities.

For now I will continue with my goals, but I won’t be sharing their progress. I need to measure my self success by personal value not clicks or likes.

The danger of online is the goals shift to the pressure social media creates by the frequency of content you create to be consumed versus the original motivation for the goals to begin with: personal value.

Whilst I don’t think that’s what I am doing or have done, I don’t want to slip into that place if I can avoid it.

I still think there is value in sharing our experiences but my ADHD and ASD brain don’t do well with this medium right now and if I want to walk the talk of being more analogue I need to walk the walk.

[therealbobatea]

Top 8 Things Calvin Has Put In His Mouth

Those 25 Cent Bouncy Balls- He thought they looked like gummies so he popped one in his mouth and chewed on it. He said it felt like a harder gummy and even insisted it had a fruity taste to it. (It did not. It was all in his head).

Andres Pencil- Sometimes Cal forgets to bring a pencil or loses his so he asks to borrow one from Andre. He always ends up chewing on it and it annoys Andre so much. He just let's Cal keep it because he doesn't want his "Cooties"

The liner of a cupcake- Whenever Cal gets a cupcake he ends up stuffing the wrapper in his mouth because of the leftover cupcake stuck to the wrapper. It's a 50/50 whether he'll spit it out of swallow it.

A Plastic Fork-He just kind of chews on plastic forks. He likes to either bite the prongs off or just chew on the fork.

Barbie Hands- While he's playing dolls with his sister and he just finds a stray hand in his room and he just chews on it. He just does it without thinking. He just loves chewing plastic

Perler Beads- Whenever Cal would make perler bead art he would chew on one because it felt like he was chewing on gum with no flavor. One time when he was with Andre he was chewing on one (even though Andre warned him not to) and started choking on it. He ended up swallowing it and Andre made fun of him because he told him so.

Plastic Straws- He likes folding up the straw in his mouth and he just kind of likes chewing on it and using his tongue to tie it into a knot

Andre- Do with this what you will.

THANK YOU GUYS MAKE SURE TO LIKE AND SUBSCRIBE FOR MORE CALDRE CONTENT🗣🔥🎀

[psi-hate]

Super Sanae 64

Oh no! Tsukasa has been captured by the grumpy Reimu Hakurei. Sanae! Embark on a journey to save your favorite freeloader! Made in Godot 4.x for Touhou Pride Game Jam #6!

It's finally complete! Huge thanks to @maidthings for the soundtrack and @umbrablooms for the writing! Couldn't have done it without your help <3

[this-is-z-art-blog]

[ID: digital drawing of Sam Manson sitting cross-legged on the grass in front of a headstone. The stone is inscribed, partially cut off by Sam, 'Isaac Manson', a name in Hebrew ending in 'Ben David', a Star of David insignia, and 'Inventor, Father, Friend', and has a large scattering of smaller pebbles left on its base, top, and surrounding. Sam is wearing scuffed black boots, torn dark purple pants, and a black sweater with purple sleeves that reads 'OY.' across the chest. Additionally she has a number of silver earrings and a black choker necklace with a silver Star of David charm. Her expression is pensive as she leans her cheek slightly against the face of the grave and says 'Oh, Granpa Izzy, we're really in it now.']

Iiiiiiit's been three days in a row I've seen this canonically Jewish character depicted with a cross

[genericpuff]

gonna be a bitch on main for a sec but i always find it really funny when folks say "why does this puff person waste their time and energy and skills making spite fic, they could be making original projects instead of tying themselves down to LO"

and i'm over here like

[operationandre]

cal listens to nirvana while andre listens to the smiths.

[crowrrupt]

What if X felt human emotions more intensely than most? (And maybe have more mental breakdowns than most aswell)

[dream-piper]

A mom is a person that helps you up when you fall down, holds you close when you feel scared and alone, and hurrahs and hurrays when you accomplish something. They can be a family member, a grandparent, a sibling, a friend…anyone who gave you what you love and care without asking for anything in return and celebrates your true self and raises you up. A mom is a special role that doesn’t have to be one of blood…but one of gentle, compassionate love.

Happy Mother’s Day!

[diss-track]

Not once have I seen anyone mention/bring up that Arthur Fleck is one of the few fictional men we have had that is not racist, misogynistic, sexist, feels his emotions, and is kind and respectful to women in his fantasies and in his reality

[crdlephrm]

🐍○.° SNAKE EYES!! he's playing left right center .. a game where you're usually risking it all.. LMAO . he gets to keep his chips!! hooray!!

or maybe not .. LOL

[zerodaytesttape]

andre’s eating habits are chaotic at best. he will sometimes try to limit what he eats, sometimes going all day on just an apple, but by the evening, he’s shoveling down whatever he can find because he knows damn well that he'll fail in track if he doesn't eat. it’s not like he cares about his body in that way, it’s more control than anything. but he always gives up halfway through and just eats whatever he wants. he’ll work out until he’s dizzy, push himself on runs with the track team until he can’t stand anymore. it’s not about staying in shape, he just likes the feeling of exhaustion, the way it makes everything else disappear for a bit, and how it makes him feel like he's good at something. he joined the track team just for something to do, not because he cares about winning. most days, he shows up late, barely focused. but when he does care, he’s all in, running like he’s trying to outrun something that no one else can see except for him. some days he’ll eat like he hasn’t seen food in days, piling up whatever’s around, and other days, the sight of food makes him sick. it’s unpredictable. cal never knows what to expect when they hang out after school, sometimes andre’s raiding his fridge and other times he’s staring blankly at his plate rolling his eyes if cal offers anything. he just has a weird relationship with food. sometimes, he tries to convince himself he doesn’t need it, that he’s above it or something, that he needs to focus on other things, to feel sick and dedicated to something. but at the same time, he’s got this frustration with himself when he can’t stick to it. by the time the day’s over, he just doesn’t care anymore. he’ll eat a ton and then feel gross about it later. hes german, hes in track, hes a teenage boy, hes got a good weight on him. it makes him totally forget about the indent in his chest when hes in the changing rooms with his team. after practice, he always grabs something small, like a granola bar or an energy drink. he’s always dehydrated but won’t admit it because he knows it's not good. cal’s the one who has to remind him to drink water half the time. he’s obsessed with control, but his eating habits are the one thing that constantly slip through his fingers. he tells himself he’ll start tomorrow, but tomorrow never comes, and deep down, he knows it. when cal notices he hasn’t eaten all day, he’ll try to say something, but andre just shrugs it off. he’ll grab something small and pretend it’s enough, then go right back to ignoring it. sometimes, on bad days, andre will just not eat at all, not because he’s trying to starve himself, but because food just seems pointless. other days, he’s eating fast food with cal, not caring about anything but the instant satisfaction. he is constantly yapping and yapping about track, like "oh I shouldn't eat that stuff, I have track", he needs to feel like he's dedicated to something big. andre’s strength isn’t from lifting weights or anything, it’s from pushing his body to the limit every single day. he runs until he’s practically collapsing, works out until his muscles ache, and then does it all over again. it’s like he’s chasing something, but even he doesn’t know what. mostly he eats good without care because he's a teenager and why should he care if he isn't horribly skinny and athletic, other days he dedicates every meal to his school-sport, like a ballet dancer.

[this-is-z-art-blog]

[ID: digital drawing of Sam Manson sitting in a black and purple desk chair at a pale purple desk with a black monitor displaying purple text reading 'Chaos Wins!' She's holding a purple game controller and wearing purple headphones with a large Star of David on the ear covers. She's wearing light purple tights, a green and black plaid skirt, gray belt, chunky black bracelets, a black Star of David choker necklace, and a black tank top with purple text reading 'Gamer 4 Chai'. Her expression is fiercely focused, sticking her tongue out a bit in concentration.]

It has been twenty or, more accurately, zero days since I last saw this canonically Jewish character depicted with a cross

[busterbby]

— little acts of love.

fluff. gn!reader. hcs. ichiro, jiro.

note: i swear i love my boy sabu, and i love writing for him, trust. he’ll come soon enough!! (also if you can tell my bias, no you can't)

Ichiro . . . is always doing the most for you. the little things you wont realize at first

letting you have a bite of his food out on dates, having you taste test dinner to make sure it’s to your liking. he drapes a blanket over you too, each time he sees you’ve knocked out on the couch after a long day. he won’t disturb you, but when you wake up, you see that there’s already food for you on the table

(or draping you with his jacket.. omg)

he seems to have a ‘sixth sense.’ always making your favorite dinners on the days you just so happen to have it rough or doing the certain chores you absolutely despise

“it’s cold outside. make sure to wear a jacket.”

and he’d even button it up for you! helps you put on your jacket and zips it all the way up so that you’re all warm and cozy. sometimes he’d lend you his coat too, if your jacket ever wasn’t warm enough for you

(he brushes the hair out of your face too, and there’s just.. the loveliest smile. softest eyes. and his callused fingers are so delicate with you too, as if you’d break at the slightest wrong touch)

he gives you his gloves too so that your hands don’t freeze, and don’t worry about him! ichiro would grin; he’s got another pair he’ll use when doing his odd jobs. but you can see the frostbites and cracks that mark up him hands from all the previous days’ work

(he’s always working so hard, for you and his bros)

they’re so big on you — don’t fit perfect like a glove should. but they’re just so warm. and of course, they’re gloves after all, but it’s just so.. reminiscent of Ichiro. the exact same warmth when he gently holds your hands, the exact same butterflies in your chest. it’s that reassuring sort of warmth that eases your heart and lets you know that everything will be ok

ruffles your hair, a lot,,

it’s just a small habit he’s picked up after doing it to jiro and saburo for so long.

but every time he’ll ruffle your hair, because he’s just so proud of you, whether it’s because you did well on a test or you got that promotion or anything.

sure, he messes up your hair, and his hands are so heavy albeit in a good way. there’s just butterflies in your stomach and nice comforting warmth..

“good job babe! i knew you could do it!” he’d beam so confidently because ichi always did have the utmost faith in you, even if you didn’t

and when he shoots you that adoring smile.. badump.

it’s like another cupid’s shot right through the heart, another time you’ve fallen in love; you just want to continue making him proud right then and there (though you always do, no matter what)

honestly honestly, you see why Jiro and Saburo are always (not so) discreetly asking for head ruffles for even the tiniest job well done

he always will peel a small plate of fruit for you,,

whenever you’re busy studying or perhaps working on projects that never seem to end, Ichiro will always come on with a plate of your favorite fruits. he sets it down, gives you a warm, tiny smile and the sweetest “good luck” oozes from his lips. sweeter than the fruits

it’s the brotherly instinct in him, really. he loves looking after you and his bros; it’s nothing, really.

gahh he’s too cute

a plate of perfectly peeled oranges and pears, heart strawberries, and apple rabbits. they’re so juicy and ripe and perfect for snacking, sweeter because ichiro peeled them for you

(rabbit apples always did taste better than regular slices)

and the scent of citrus lingers from his fingertips, when Ichiro cups your cheeks and leans down to kiss you sweet. you can smell the oranges and clementines when he’s this close, taste them from his lips

and perhaps they’re sweetest right from ichiro himself..

Jiro . . . is thinking of you, always

telling his friends about how amazing you were or maybe playing the guitar, wondering if you’d like this melody he’d just made (though if he thinks of you too much, he’d strike a wrong chord. with the prettiest blush too and flustered heart..)

he’s always sending you crude memes he thinks you’d find funny or songs he listens to and thinks of you, almost immediately

not that jiro is trying to. his heart is just so big and full, and you’re always on the back of his instinctively. did you eat today, you’ve probably got the math homework all figured out by now ; he doesn’t realize just how sweet he can be

but when you see that text from your boyfriend and the little ‘reminds me of you’, well.. your heart can’t help but skip a beat. and you think you might have the greatest boyfriend, ever

also lots of little touches too

loves to rest his chin on your shoulder. arms lazily wrapped around your waist, lazy lopsided grin as he watches you scroll through your phone or mayhaps just watching tv

it’s lazy, it’s cute. Jiro is happy as long as he has you

just.. lazy cuddling. lots and lots of it, especially when the two of you have an at-home date or are just lounging in his room (his favorite way to cuddle maybe?)

and he’ll nestle himself into the crook of your neck, hum absentmindedly; his feathered hair grazes your skin, hot breaths tickle. just very.. intimate — a nice slow date

( imagine,, sometimes he’ll turn his cheek and give your neck a sweet little kiss. really soft, really light — it’s almost ticklish )

he’s a bit too touch-affectionate ; it’s his love language! whether it’s loosely holding hands or just having you close. it’s how he connects his heart to yours..

and he always makes it a habit to follow the sidewalk rule. to hold your hand and keep you close, away from traffic and sprinting across crossroads. he just cannot allow you to walk near the side of the road, ever. it’s too dangerous!

(note: irumi probably jokingly told him about it one day, teasing that she sure hopes jiro wasn’t making you walk on the same side of the road. oh poor jiro, she tuts shaking her head at a cutely, hopelessly lost jiro. hasn’t he heard? you’re not supposed to make the one you love walk on the same side as the cars!

unfortunately, he didn’t pick up on the sarcasm, and from then on, he’s never let you walk on that side of the road ever again. )

if you were, he gets on his nerves; shit, what if a car suddenly swerves and hits you? what if the dirty rainwater from the other day splashes all over you?? the thoughts make him jolt and get all antsy

and before you know it, he grabs your wrist and switches places with you. which is strange, when you eventually notice that he’s always trying to walk on the side of the road

but it’s so.. cute, when you first realize why. yes, it’s not real, and yes, saburo has probably made called him a dumbass, a idiot, all sorts of names in the book, for even believing in that shit, but he doesn’t care. because what if. It’s just so sweet.

it’s.. it’s the little things, ok? even if, hypothetically, a car were to swerve onto the sidewalk, the both of you would get hit. but it’s the thought, really. Jiro wouldn’t hesitate to sacrifice himself for you

he always always always gives you an extra kiss or two, or five, before he drops you off after a date

standing at your door, he gets a bit of frozen feet and a thick gulp in his throat because he doesn’t want to leave just yet. his hands are still in yours, loose, but he can’t let go..

he’d lean over and give you a ‘goodbye’ kiss just before you open your door. and he’d give your hands one last tight squeeze, pulling back with those

buttt he goes back in for another one, and then one more too, because it’s just so addictive.

(I also like to think that he’d just love kisses)

“one more!!” he says, before grabbing your shoulders and giving you another sloppy, sweet kiss. but it’s been six ‘one more’s, and your lips are starting to go numb. he doesn’t want to go back home just yet

because that would mean the date would end, and jiro can’t leave you yet!!

(he will probably text you again back home though, as if he hadn’t already been with you for so long. But he can never get enough of you)

stands outside the door and makes sure you got into your house safe and sound before he leaves!! he’ll even wave at you when you peek through the window, with the warmest grin,,

honestly honestly, he’s just a very kind and sweet boyfriend!! with the biggest heart that he wears on his sleeve.

[fuzzydefiance]

02/100 Static by Sleep Theory

[s0nasup3rst4r]

♡ INTRO ♡

Hiii, I'm Sona!!! I'm 15 years old (May 5, 2010). I'm South Asian, cis female, bisexual with a preference of women, and I use she/her pronouns. I speak English well; Bengali is my native language, and I’m learning German and Spanish! I post whatever I want. I like making new friends!!!! If you're one of my mutuals, don’t hesitate DM me! :D

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