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ultramarine-spirit · 2 years
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I was reading the novel and this time something caught my attention that I don't know why I had overlooked it before, and that is how Athy talks about her life in the orphanage. Athy says that the children in the orphanage knew things that the children should not know, that she had to fight for what she wanted and that when she left that place she felt a kind of freedom.
To me, that screams abuse.
It bothers me that the fandom so overlooked the fact that Athy was abused not only in her first life (neglect) but also in her second life and I'm sure it must have been hell. I wish the manhwa had put more emphasis on this because many fans overlook Athy's trauma when she is literally the character who suffered the most.
Yes, to me it's canon that Athy was heavily abused in her second life. Adding to what you said, I remember her mentioning having to literally fight for food (a bowl of rice), or how they got a single sad birthday celebration per month. That's also where her initial fixiations with candy, money and her genuine love for studying come from, as Athy herself admits, she never had those kinds of luxuries (she mentions having to eat expired food in a "haha funny" way, but if you think about it for two seconds, it's just tragic. Like, she died from overdosing on sleeping pills to deal with the cold). I know a thing or two about how orphanages operate from my field of work and acquaintances, and kids in those institutions suffer from abuse in all sorts of ways while being completely ignored by society. I'm not from Korea, but going by what Plutus wrote and reading about the subject, the situation seems to be similar or even worse.
If I want to get overanalytical, part of her depression while living alone could be a consequence of the treatment she received at the orphanage. It's super common for kids in those situations to end up with depression, PTSD, having issues forming emotional connections, facing prejudice, etc. It's also canon that she was verbally and physically abused at her workplace. Athy treats her death as an accident, but in my opinion it's implied that it was a suicide, perhaps not in an "active way", but her behavior was edging the line. Which is again, common for people with that background. I think this plot point is interesting, as to my knowledge suicide is a taboo subject in East Asia. Most manhwas don't have their FL reincarnate after that.
I get what you mean, that part of Athy's trauma is often overlooked, but it probably has to do with most people not reading the novel and with Athy herself not really acknowledging it. She mentions her life as Lee Jihye at the beginning of the story, and then very rarely brings it up. But if anything, that's pretty consistent with how Athy deals with her trauma and negative emotions, refusing to acknowledge they exist until their weight is too heavy for her to endure. I like this piece of characterization a lot, but it leaves us with many questions that are hard to answer when Athy herself doesn't remember or actively tries to forget the trauma from her past lives. You could draw some parallels with Lucas and Claude's respective ways of dealing with trauma, loss and trying to forget (but Athy's mindset is more healthy and not so self-destructive lol).
Also yes, to me Athy is the character that has suffered the most by far. Not like this is a competition, but *gestures at LP* and the fact that she was a working class woman in Korea while the other characters (sans Lucas and Diana, I guess) are and always have been rich aristocrats in pseudo-France says enough /hj.
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Along w his main scar Hans actually has a few other extra ones across his forehead from botched attempts of his to try just ... Rip it clean off I guess. At least 2 attempts were made.
One of which actually happened while he was dating his gf (her name is Elena btw) which meant he had to go to his apartment and lock her out bc he doesn't want her to know about his past.
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black-lake · 2 years
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astro observations 2
more observations today for ya? this time both signs and aspects. 🦊 
Should I call it the Aquarius post? 🤔 I mentioned Aquarius too many times, sorry I relate too hard, bear with me. 
Highlights: aquarius, MC, IC, sun, virgo, capricorn, gemini, sagittarius, jupiter, mercury, moon, scorpio, aries, uranus
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🦋 Aquarius placements especially sun, moon, mercury, mars, MC and ascendant are PROS at ignoring your texts until they want to answer. It's like they either consciously ignore your text to rebel against what others expect them to do and do exactly what they want at that time, or unconsciously rebel in the same way desiring complete "freedom". My bestie is aquarius sun and I'm aquarius MC, we answer each other's texts days or weeks later and are okay with it 💀 oh, the answer is also too irrelevant it makes you want to throw your phone at a wall yay 😻
🦋 Fire moon + fire/air mars and anger issues 🤝
🦋 Virgo moons, you had a critical mom or parental figure, you internalized her voice, you criticize without knowing. Your words can make someone self conscious even if you think it's innocent judgment 🥺 Your words can also make some's day because you are trusted! (applies to gemini moons and mercury too). Don’t take it for granted. Until you know how to use your judgment for good, with balance and kindness you become the warmest most looked up to friend.
🦋 Capricorn moons are such complex individuals, their trauma is unique to them, they can endure and have endured a LOT. They are extremely caring or deadly careless no in between. Keeping it professional is what they're good at. Each one I met is so much different than the other, they have similar but different stories, but they all have this grounded energy that can make them even seem heavy energetically. Once evolved, they can be the wisest people to talk to.
🦋 Aquarius MC individuals might have been too emotionally attached to their family at a young age, especially their mom (with leo 4th). They had so much passion and love for their mom and realized it wasn't equally reciprocated, they were manipulated (hits home). They also might have been jealous and needed the love and attention all on them, but they dgaf anymore. 😎 At a certain age, their family broke their trust and they became completely detached. They learned to be emotionally secure and set strong boundaries with people which shocked everyone. They stopped giving energy to their family or anyone else. They ran out of f*cks to give so soon.
🦋 Aquarius MC/IC they were and always will be seen as weird and different from their family and everyone else (hell I'm seen as controversial and questionable even when I sit still and do nothing). love that.
🦋 Also if you have Aquarius MC, IC or Ascendant check when saturn transits 4th or 10th or aspects the nodes/mc. This indicates the end of karmic cycles with your family related to your self concept and self expression. You will have a chance to break cycles and be more individualistic. It may be painful but hold on. 🥺
🦋 Gemini and Virgo ascendants can be introverted or extroverted, mostly introverted, unless they have planets in the 1st, much air or fire energy. They always have a way with words tho no matter what, and they always are nervous, their minds never shut down, they keep thinking and rethinking lol. These individuals break social norms, research and discuss topics much more profoundly than what has been done before. They have topics to talk about that were forgotten or not discussed enough.
🦋 Sagittarius moons and placements, feeling the need to laugh at the wrong, very wrong time. LOUD laughs . Laughs that make others stare with a look of concern. Making jokes when it's time to get serious. Repeating jokes as it gets more serious. Making more jokes when someone tells them to stop. Laughs at people not laughing at their jokes. Laughs at their own joke before they say it. plz I admire. 
🦋 Gemini, Virgo, Aquarius, Capricorn, Aries, Leo, Scorpio mercuries intrigue me the most, they got something impressive about them, the way they talk and their words are powerful, can equally be destructive and toxic. People can take them the wrong way. What they have to say should be heard period. Watch your speech if you have these signs, you don’t want to hurt people or yourself.
🦋 Now I don’t like to talk about how Scorpio and Aries mars are seen as "sexy" because it's been said trillions of times (even tho I like to read them because I'm a scorpio mars 💀). But hear me out, the most prominent thing about all scorpio mars individuals is that they like to move in complete silence, like they don't exist, like you will never catch them. Every decision they take in life is private, because that's the only way they can shock you with their big success and revenge on all people that didn't believe in them. They want to keep you guessing and never give you answers but will show actions and accomplishments only. Their biggest dream is to come out on top once everyone has forgotten about them (or not), but to see your jaw droppin is their wet dream loool.  
🦋 Mercury conjunct Uranus? and all aspects for that matter, but especially the conjunction. You cannot convince me that these individuals are not geniuses, no matter how dumb they act. Take care of your mind, it's something special gorg. Also your voice must be so unique, it stays on someone's mind and is so vivid when they think of you. 
🦋 Mercury conjunct Jupiter, the philosopher. You just like to talk about abstract and broad topics. Spiritualist at heart, rational to deny it often tho. You have sooo many interests it's insane. You are the jack of all trades. People expect you to know things? You come off as a know it all, even if you don't mean it (yea I have it I relate). You have lessons to learn and teach those around you especially about their concept of life and beliefs. Any compliment you give can mean a lot to people. Your positivity is infectious. 
🦋 Mercury aspecting Jupiter, especially conjunctions can give a lot of optimism, this applies to neptune positively aspecting chiron as well. I see it in charts of people that have heavy saturn, pluto or chiron energy, to balance the darkness, their ability to think positively is healing to them and others because likely other things are destroying them in life and they already have many wounds. Your optimism is not an illusion, it's a gift from the universe. Life gets better as you spiritually evolve. 
🦋 Moon opposite/square mercury, such a hard aspect. A constant mental and emotional conflict. You don't know whether to trust your thoughts or emotions. You don't know when you're trusting either. There is a direct and strong influence of thoughts on emotions. Now that means your thought can hurt you or elevate you so be careful. Especially at a young age your thoughts and others' thoughts have hurt you deeply, as you grow you learn how to balance it out, to not give a f*ck. The good thing about this aspect is that these people pick up on their thought patterns easily and have potential to manipulate their minds to their benefit. Mental health is important to these individuals. Don't let your mind run wild especially in a negative direction. It's also important to surround yourselves with positive people. Music might be important for you to process emotions. 
🦋 Conjunctions are far from being "neutral" aspects imo. They are powerful natural talents and gifts in perspective, confidence, expression and skills. These aspects are always positive, even to challenging planets, if they act negatively then there are likely other challenging aspects to the same planets, the native might have not learned yet how to work with this energy or hasn’t realized their potential. Conjunctions are the highest and strongest potential any two planets can reach. The planets don't become "one", they rather meet eye to eye, acknowledge their qualities fully and work out their differences beautifully which manifests in the form of talents and potential. Yes like all aspects they got their negatives too but their positives enormously surpass the negatives. Conjunctions are highly positive aspects, it's unfair to call them neutral.
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Am I the asshole for telling my mom and best friend something my partner doesn’t want shared?
I (24M) and my partner (23F) have recently started dating, and we were having a conversation about boundaries and what stays between us vs what we share with others. I’m very open with my mom and my best friend, talking to my mom every night on the phone where we discuss everything that happened that day. My best friend is similar, tho we usually only call on the weekend, texting during the week. For any sex related stuff we agreed to keep it between us, and that’s something I don’t want to discuss with my mom anyways lol.
For other stuff, like more personal conversations where it’s things she’s never shared with someone outside of me, that’s where we disagree. Sometimes those can be heavy topics, and I like to process that with my best friend or mom. Also, if it’s weighing on my mind, my mom will be able to tell, and I hate having to keep stuff from her. I understand that my partner will need to create a relationship with my family, and she doesn’t want it too colored by personal stuff that I share, but it’s still my family.
Am I the asshole for not wanting to talk to my mom and best friend about those topics?
What are these acronyms?
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rizzrizzriki · 1 year
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always - a ni-ki short fic
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word count: >700 genre: angst?? warnings: hateful comments (not explicitly said), lmk if there are any more!
a/n: i was gonna write something for jake but i was recently thinking about all the odd and unnecessary hate towards riki, so i wrote a short drabble, i guess! makes me feel horrible that he gets this much hate tho :((
nonetheless, enjoy! <3
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for the whole day, the mood had been sour, the outside seeming grey and gloomier than usual. there was barely a sound in the house, the atmosphere heavy with dread, as you sat across the table from your best friend. it was unusual, to say the least, for both of you. the absence of sound was threatening. it was like the room was holding its breath. "so, um, what are you doing?" you asked, trying to spark up some conversation. his eyes darted up from his phone to yours, looking down almost instantly after. "nothing." you resisted from rolling your eyes at his mumbling, trying to be patient with whatever was obviously bothering him. "riki, what's going on?" his lips formed a line as he shook his head, not saying anything. you could tell that this topic wasn't one he wanted to discuss. you reached over, placing your hand on top of his. you looked at him, pleading with him not to shut you out. but the stubborn look on his face told you all you needed to know about how this conversation would go. he didn't respond to you, so you decided to give him some space, sitting back into your chair. the two of you remained silent, not really knowing what to do or say anymore. you couldn’t understand why he wouldn't talk, he'd never seemed to be like this, especially around you. when he’d been stressed, you could always cheer him up; but now, it was as though something had gotten stuck inside of his brain and wouldn't let it go. it worried you. it worried you a lot. but hours passed, and he didn't say anything, his eyes glued to his device. at first, you thought that he was using the electronic to distract himself from whatever he was feeling. now, it seemed that it was what was causing his misery, which you derived from how his eyebrows crinkled every time he scrolled on his phone. while he was sitting on the edge sofa, you stole a glance of the screen, your eyes widening as soon as the sight met your gaze. an abundance of some of the most horrible comments you'd ever seen were littered across the screen, a few in bold text. you looked back at him, seeing how he still hadn't noticed you. "riki," you said. "what's this?" he turned around lightning fast, turning his phone off in the midst of the action. "y/n…" "have you been reading these all day?" you questioned. he hesitated for a minute before sighing, nodding after his head fell into his hands. the rage you felt was immeasurable, as the images flashed through your mind again. you felt sick to your stomach. you hated the fact that people were treating someone who cared so much so harshly. you also hated the fact that this person in front of you was such a nice boy, you knew he was, and you wished everyone else could know that, too. "aw, riki. you know they're all liars." he merely sat there, staring off into the distance, looking absolutely miserable. "i know y/n… it's just… i don't know what to feel," he whispered, his voice shaking. you took a deep breath, putting your hands on the sides of his face and forcing him to look at you. "i'm here for you no matter what, always remember that. if you want to talk about it, i'm always free to listen." he smiled softly at you, wiping away a tear that had escaped his eye without his realizing it. he leaned his head against your shoulder, closing his eyes. "thank you.." "always," you responded, pulling him closer. "now, lets do something else, something fun." "what did you have in mind?" you smiled. "a movie?" "a movie sounds amazing," he said with a laugh. it was a laugh you'd been waiting to hear all day.
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dreamsofminnie · 1 year
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“Ethereal Paintings”
20~ Corkscrew board of emotions☔️
Scaramouche x Reader Smau | Word count: 1.1k
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It’s been hours sitting on the ground of your art studio, and all you’ve done is stare at those words last said.
‘A ruffian like you wouldn’t get the ways of art now anyways.’
She is talking about A.I art. Of course, she is.
What really was she plotting? What was the connection between her topic and the question followed with agreeance. Stretching your legs out, the makeshift corkboard you made from your canvas had your maniacal scribbles. Those are stuff from insane asylums— mostly cause your brain overthinks something then out-reasons it and crosses it out.
The investigation has only made its first large clue. The rest is so deeply uncovered in facades. You can’t even question anyone of them.
You lost that chance in your flurry of anger.
That thought made you frown deeply. They definitely know something. And they are deliberately hiding it from you. You don’t want that, even if it will hurt you, you would want to know the full story. Hiding a painful fact will only hurt you longer.
So you can only rely on yourself to dig this truth up.
—yourself and Layla’s cat that she delivered over at your studio door, plus some cat needs. She thought I would be lonely and go insane so she placed her cat in a box at the door and texted me that a gift was sent. You sent her a barrage of hugs and kisses in digital sticker form for the sweet gesture.
Illumi— the name Layla gave her cat from the word illuminate, was sitting in your lap while your hands raises and falls in gentle strokes to pat the cat. Something an evil villain would do– except you’re not the evil one here.
Maybe a little mean when you kicked your close friends out of your priv. But it was slightly deserved– for a girl on their period, not even half as mean.
“Aaaahgguu, illumi, you wouldn’t have some secret magic detection skills, would you?? I could really use some right now.” You boop the cat’s nose as she wiggled around in your lap.
“Think think. The class leader…bro..I already forgot her name. Tho it’s not like I’ll ever use it.” You snorted at yourself in an attempt to lighten your mood.
“Shitty class leader was discussing A.I art the whole time I would assume.. Then the topic of question was prob the same. Ignoring the reactions of people I saw, what kind of question would she ask?” Jotting down the words you spoke, your handwriting was much neater compared to your previous overthinking jumbles.
“Who likes Art? Who still pursues art? Who has seen the A.I art that won the blah award? Mmmh.. Who uses A.I art?” Lining up the questions, you column them and begin to bullet point if the questions would be possible.
Who likes art?
•So bland.
•Everyone did in your class
Who still pursues art?
•Half of the reunion did but the raised hands were less than half
•Ayaka did but she avoided her hand being raised
Who has seen the A.I art that won the Art award?
•Pretty interesting question and is very possible
•Except Ayato would most likely have seen that but he didn’t have his hand raised either
•Could be this question but a tad different
Who uses A.I art?
•Possib—
“What!! Why did I write this?!?? Even if less than half the reunion raised their hand, that's still one handful of people who then supposedly uses A.i art!! Absurd!!” You cross out the question hastily with a thumping heart while your brain pumps out more insecurities.
“Scaramouche… why has your hand raised.. Can you please send my brainwaves an answer? Please..” Giving up your body to gravity you fall to your side and curl up with illumi tucked in your arms.
Haven’t been resting much ever since you ran away from the shared dorm—which was in the evening at 5 pm, it is now the next day at 6 am–fatigue caressed your body into a deep slumber. The much-needed sleep from the heavy thinking all the night.
[☂️]
The sky dipped in a golden sunset with your energy refueled and filled with a meal from your small studio kitchen, you are ready to accept any truth at this point.
Rereading the bullet points you trace your finger over each point as if touching the words will give you a hint. Your digit stopped at the aggressively crossed-out question.
You let out a somber exhale and rewrote it underneath. “Who uses A.I art…”
Logically, many people do. You can’t stop them from being curious and testing it out.
Maybe that’s what Scaramouche did.
Or maybe that’s what you would like to believe.
‘Uses’ is hardly a term for ‘testing/tried using’
Before you assume he is too above using that– in your own delusioned vision of him, you needed evidence. And you hoped you can keep your illusion of his art purity.
Taking out your phone you knew a proper aspect of digging this up. Through Twitter right? Yes, though the method of stalking follows and following in an account.
“His account follows both of mine..”
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@Scaramouche follows @Pecaeartist & @Ynnotanartmajr
“Wait. I- I felt a sense of deja vu when I first got Scara’s Twitter. He commissioned me many times!” Rapidly scrolling through your dm’s on your art account, you see Scaramouche’s account glaring right at you. Nervously you open it up and see the past messages he has sent.
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“He commissioned me 4 separate times….” Your body wasn't sure if your heart should be fluttering or wringing itself in despair.
“I’ll feel terrible if I use this as my proof..” The beart you held took the sad route and exited the messages.
“My loyal commissioner…huh” You chose to ponder over this and got up from the chair you were lounging in. Walking over to the glass wall that was your large window in the loft-like studio, you sat on the carpet and stared outside to the darkening sky.
“Scara commissioned me the most… If. If he, used. My kindness to– Does he have an A.I art account. Only assuming, haa, that would be the only reason to have one at his study level. Many A.I users take the fame in posting such atrocities. Right. I need to find it. And if I can’t…he is pure from that taint.” The insanity couldn’t be withheld anymore, you were losing it.
“Scara…I want to trust you. I believe that you wouldn’t do this to me.”
Getting up from the floor, you looked at your own conflicted reflection–one last time–before you descended into unwithdrawaled grief.
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Synopsis{2}-> Many study dates and flirting over weeks drew you both close. Awkwardness still drew a line between you both but it was enough for a start. Admiring him from the sidelines wasn't enough, however, pieces of the false facade start to shred; and fate has ways of twisting your heartstrings — Is he really– …
• Annnnnddd!! That’s a wrap for the 2nd season of the Smau!!! Vacation time🤩
• Thank you for staying all this time💜🥺
• Next season will be juisy
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ageless-soul-au · 5 months
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HIHIHI OKAY. i absolutely love flicker. do you accept fanart (might be a silly question but im 16 and want to make sure before i actually draw/send in anything. im here for my boy /lighthearted)
but besides that. ive never seen anyone else actually hc that downfall hero of time DIED AS A KID and i am SO GLAD other people feel the same. like dont get me wrong everyone has their own opinions and none are wrong but. I LOVE FLICKER. i love that the gods didnt quite catch him in time to put him to sleep and he took the sword to ganon and held his own until beast ganon. it makes me do a little happy wiggle.
he was not a "valiant, noble man, tragically lost to evil" he was a misguided child told the world rested on his shoulders and because of that, he was killed. and i LOVE that kind of tragedy
so. flicker supremacy, thank you very much.
Hi hello!!!! Omg you had so many great points, thank you for the enthusiasm!!
Mostly for the 18+ warning, we're trying to keep minors away from the main fics bc there are heavy, potentially triggering topics and NSFW-ish things there. As long as you have your community labels set up right on the blog tho, it should be safe to browse/interact with (though main blogs are different, Kio's is strictly 18+). I'm not your dad etc etc, practice caution online, we really only ask that minors don't read the fic or view the NSFW. We'll still probably be writing ASAU by the time you turn 18 tho so maybe see u on ao3 then?? XD
TLDR, it's up to you if you wanna make art of the lil guy. We appreciate everything that comes our way!
The decision to keep Flicker 9 years old came from a discussion on why the hero failed in the downfall timeline. Bc if things progressed like they had in OoT, then Link would have still won! So what needed to change in order for him not to win? It wasn't bc the player just went out to play basketball instead of beating the game /ref
The sages put Link to sleep bc he wasn't ready to wield the sword. But nothing changed except his size. He was in a 17 year old's body, but his mind hadn't matured any. Somehow he was able to pull it off tho, and everything turned out fine (or... It depends on your definition of fine).
So the sword didn't put Flicker to sleep. He didn't get stronger. And he's a tough kid, but that only goes so far. He also rushed to get to the final boss, which Time didn't do, so Flicker got there underprepared in his haste. He died, then the goddesses went "oh shit, that shouldn't have happened!!" and reset the timeline. And as we know, a reset doesn't mean that the original timeline goes away, now there's just two versions of the story.
Poor lil guy... His Zelda (Aria) and the sages managed to pull it together, but the timeline was still pretty fucked. I can't wait for when we get to what happened to it in the fics, but that won't be for a while. Flicker is still out there tho... In the forest... Doing his little guy things....
Thank u for ur interest! Maybe we'll have gotten to Flicker's point in the story by the time you're 18 hchdhdj
-Kio & Mizu
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suguru-getos · 3 months
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Oh. INTRESTING. I just realised I should think about self ships more 😭 but okay here we go 😎
my self ship would be with Suguru. Definitely. Not the cult leader tho 😭 just a little rewind right there. You see the high school Suguru? Yeah cool. I only claim him.
>>> How would be better like when I'm off?
It'd definitely hurt him too with me. (because that's what I've seen with people around me, you know when that loud and bubbly one goes silent ?! Even though you know they'd be fine it's just so ouch. As if something's missing. Yeah, my personality is more or less like Satoru, he's ENTP I'm ENFP. which by the way, did you know? Fits INTJ in compatibility better hehe yeah I see him as a threat so what? 😤) and since his rationality is something I"d value, he'd have to do the tougher job of being my backbone rather than getting away with just sympathizing and giving me rational and "harsh truth" perspectives when I come to him with the problem that's bothering me. He knows if tries to be soft with me or bullshit me with sympathy I'd see it right away. So that.
>>> I HC our relationship to be such that it makes everyone jealous because he's definitely smiling and laughing around me more (not because he's smitten or sth, because I'm his personal clown ✨). That's what I am about most of the times. Hyped up over the smallest things. Hehe.
>>> Jealous. Huh. Interesting. I'm a women in stem, and you must know how the ratio is always so heavy on men"s side. So naturally I have a lot of them hitting on me at all the points of time. 😂
>>>And another thing is, I'm an extrovert socialising with people all the time so he might be annoyed on how to get my attention on him out of all the other people i hangout with (Again, not my words 😂😭) little does he know he has all of it since day 1. But that'd be only an issue before we get together, because he'd never know if I view him differently/romantically or not 😭 because "you're this energetic with everyone. How am I to know?"
>>> I and Satoru would definitely always be bickering over how he lets me get away with spam texting but not him. Hehe. Suguru's reasoning? "You're annoying, she's not *shrug*"
I say I don't think any self ships but then I go on full on spam mode (I hope you don't mind it, if you do please be honest about it and lmk like "I just asked for headcanons not a ONESHOT you idiot🔪) somehow wow😭 but yeah. That's how I see it, sunshine x grumpy (kind of?) Trope.
(Which made me think, neither of us actually like yapping about ourselves too much so we'd just be having hours and hours of discussions about different topics. The quality time discussion is a love language kinda couple. )
Now YOUR TURN. *hands over the pen*
lmfaoooo why not the cult leader sugu? he has such a dominant rizzly energy my self ship revolves around him and i’d bark like an animal for cult leader sugs 🙇🏻‍♀️🥹
-> also that’s so cute omg?? i am an intj/entj hybrid so i love myself enfps 🫵🏻 they bring such a lovely vibe around. (my irl best friend is an enfp) & i’d die for her. <33 suguru would love you so much, you’d be his breath of fresh air & when you go down, so does his existence. i hc him as super empathetic to people he cares about, so if you’re down, he’s rock bottom. :33 hello 👋 another stem major here’s your crown 👑 gorgeous ‼️ i’ve graduated in 2022 from stem so i know how the life’s like. 😉 suguru would be disgustingly jealous fr fr you attract everyone with your positivity.
-> suguru would definitely appreciate your bickering with satoru & blabbering. it would make him feel good that two of the people he loves the most are talking/being together 💋
grumpy x sunshine is my favorite troupe so this post made me intensely happy. 🪷🥰 also, that’s alright for the long post, only made fun of how people can see a character so similarly yet so differently!!
-> as of my own self ship headcanons, i’ll post them cus i’d yap more than you istg 😭 he’d love when i wear a saree tho ‼️🙇🏻‍♀️
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# 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐅𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 , an independent , selective   &   crossover friendly RP blog for original companion  𝗕𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐃  —   a Cleric of Helm  — Domain of Life from Baldur's Gate 3 , Mun   &   Muse +25 , healed by Fungi [ she/her; they/them ]  , heavy topics, gore, potential nsfw warning  ,  personals DNI
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𝐑𝘂𝐥𝐞𝘀  &  𝐀𝐛𝐨𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐨𝗿𝐚𝗿𝐢𝐥𝘆 𝘂𝐧𝐝𝐞𝗿 𝘁𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝘂𝘁.
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[ Hey, I'm Fungi [she/her], 25 years old and living in Germany. [GMT+1] ]
⛉ Mun ≠ Muse ; I think that much is clear. Any statements that come up ic are not specifically my own. ⛉ No God modding ; Small liberties like change of scene and such are totally fine and do not have to be discussed. You can hurt him, shove him or whatever, just keep in mind that my muse will react accordingly. Do not assume reactions and write my muses actions. ⛉ Feel free to continue asks! I will be the last one turning one down. ♥ ⛉ You can always message me for plotting or headcanons if we are mutuals. ; However, I prefer if things play out naturally. We do not necesarrily have to plot out every thread till the end. I am more than happy writing and see how things develop. ⛉ You can always send a starter, no need to ask! ; Again, if we are mutuals. Same goes for sending me rp prompts to my inbox, memes or whatnot. You are also free to tag me in dashgames! ⛉ OC - and Tav friendly of course. Just be sure to have a little bit of information ready and visible on your blog so I can look it up before we interact. We stan OCs in this household. ⛉ Post trimming. ; I use XKit Rewritten to trim my posts. It is not a MUST but I would be thankful if you have a way to trim your posts. Just to keep it nice and clean on the dash. Other than that, I use the usual small text, cursive and bold text edits. You do not have to match my writing or editing style, as soon as everything is nicely readable. ⛉ I won’t write NSFW with minors. Mun or muse. Please make sure to have the age somewhere on your blog before interacting. If smut happens, it will be tagged and under 'keep reading'. ⛉ Shipping: I am a huge sucker for ships. If said thing happens, keep in mind Bernard is multiship, means that every ship takes place in its own universe. I do have to see chemistry between muses tho, let it be through rp or just nerding about them. ⛉ No racism, homophobia, transphobia and so on. Don’t be an ass. I can definitely tolerate ic biased opinions on that in threads, just don't bring it into the real world.
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Name: Bernard [ Ifrit ] Ulin Nickname/Alias: Benny, Berny Age: 30 years Date of Birth: 13th July Gender & Pronouns: cis male [ he/him ] Orientation: pansexual/romantic Race: tiefling Nationality: elturian Class: cleric [ life domain ]
    Appearance:
Height: 183 cm / 6' Hair: red Skin: yellow-ish / ochre Eyes: black sclera, red pupils Scars: various scars across arms and back Other: two sets of short horns, tiefling tail, pointy canine and back teeth
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Positive Traits: • vigilant (:D) • caring • humorous • charming Negative Traits: • overly-confident  • jealous • snide • boastful
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bloodyarn · 3 months
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❝ You might want someone on your travels who knows their way around a needle , no  ?  . . . . . . I fear the only thing I will be able to stitch up is your clothing. A rather . . . sorry excuse, is it not  ? ❞
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@sleetkissed [Durge]
@yourfavoritetiefling [Companion]
♥ or ⭯ if you'd like to interact
  Rules shortcut under the cut ✂ - - -
[ Hey, I'm Fungi [she/her], 25 years old and living in Germany. [GMT+1] ]
⟡ Mun ≠ Muse ; I think that much is clear. Any statements that come up ic are not specifically my own.
⟡ No God modding ; Small liberties like change of scene and such are totally fine and do not have to be discussed. You can hurt her, shove her or whatever, just keep in mind that my muse will react accordingly. Do not assume reactions and write my muses actions.
⟡ You can always message me for plotting or headcanons if we are mutuals. ; However, I prefer if things play out naturally. We do not necesarrily have to plot out every thread till the end. I am more than happy writing and see how things develop.
⟡ You can always send a starter, no need to ask! ; Again, if we are mutuals. Same goes for sending me rp prompts to my inbox, memes or whatnot. You are also free to tag me in dashgames!
⟡ OC - and Tav friendly of course. Just be sure to have a little bit of information ready and visible on your blog so I can look it up before we interact. We stan OCs in this household.
⟡ Post trimming. ; I use XKit Rewritten to trim my posts. It is not a MUST but I would be thankful if you have a way to trim your posts. Just to keep it nice and clean on the dash. Other than that, I use the usual small text, cursive and bold text edits. Rarely colored text. You do not have to match my writing or editing style, as soon as everything is nicely readable.
⟡ I won’t write NSFW with minors. Mun or muse. Please make sure to have the age somewhere on your blog before interacting. If smut happens, it will be tagged and under 'keep reading'.
  ⟡ Shipping: I am a huge sucker for ships. If said thing happens, keep in mind Babsi is multiship, means that every ship takes place in its own universe. I do have to see chemistry between muses tho, let it be through rp or just nerding about them.
⟡ No racism, homophobia, transphobia and so on. Don’t be an ass. I can definitely tolerate ic biased opinions on that in threads, just don't bring it into the real world.
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dirtbra1n · 2 months
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hello hello! tashiro anon here hope you don't mind me coming here again
tashiro #gender gonzaburou is on my mind today,, especially the horrors of the said genderism. hope the ramble below makes sense!
we already know tashiro is very easy going on queer themes, for him its just another tuesday when one of his friends tells him he has a boyfriend. we also know tashiro is open to discuss gender related topics and crossdressing (which, i really was hoping to see a bit of in their third year,, kuresawa killed it tho)
but you see, being open to these stuff and actually expreriencing it are two completely seperate situations and when tashiro actually goes with it, put on a wig and makeup and stare at gon-chan in mirror, and it being so familiar to him,, well that's a bit scary isnt it?
but how do you even cope with this when you cant understand whats wrong? because tashiro doesnt hate it! its just a wig and some makeup, its almost like a costume in a way so theres really no explanation for why his chest feels like its collapsing on itself. perhaps he wasnt as ok with crossdressing as he thought? was this what it is? maybe he should ask miyano?
and another funfact about tashiro! he likes being active, his favorite class is gym even! he likes doing something active when his chest feels heavy. tashiro likes running.
and so he does. he runs, he stares at himself in the mirror for too long, he plays ping-pong, he thinks about stuff like if gon-chan would make a pretty girl, he runs for longer
sorry for the delay tashiro anon it’s always a delight to see you Give me a second thoug
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thing about wanting something. right. desire being a scary, scary feeling. kind of blurred lines designating what’s internal and what’s external, what’s allowed to come up and what gets swallowed back down.
because you want it, a little. don’t you, tashiro?
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black-lake · 1 year
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astro observations - celeb ed.
hey, hope you're having a great start to the year ♥︎
This is a different obs. tryna change things up a bit. I often notice things in celeb charts that I would like to discuss. It makes me wonder how typical or how unique some placements manifest in someone's life. It's a good tool to study astrology since it's accessible and their lives are in the public eye so you get to see how it unfolds. 
Highlights: sun, aquarius, MC, the nodes, scorpio, taurus, libra, capricorn, gemini, mars, uranus, venus, moon, lilith, neptune, 1st house, 10th house, 7th house, 4th house, celebrity charts
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Harry styles being aquarius heavy and having an aquarius stellium, plus his sun and mercury at 11°, is one of the least shocking things ever lol. I think his libra moon and ascendant gave him those darn dimples. It's also very interesting that he has a stellium in the 4th house with saturn there, and chiron in the 10th? He is very private but I think he did have family issues. With nn in scorpio in the 2nd conjunct pluto, he went through many transformations and had to leave many things behind. Jupiter in the 1st gives him this cheerful, funny and smiley character, but with it being in scorpio it seems like he never says enough, there's a bit of mystery in how he appears mixed with that detached aqua energy. 
Now it was shocking to many that Aubrey plaza is a cancer stellium (sun, mercury, venus) with her having this serious and rather dark personality. but it wasn't to me as soon as I saw her chart. she has mars in scorpio tightly conjunct saturn and pluto, it's enough to make her act like a cap-scorpio. it gives her this seriousness and intimidation, that straight face, and also her daring sense of humor. but she also has jupiter in cap and both jupiter and venus at 8°, this influences her dark brunette appearance. worthy to mention she has moon and nn in gemini which adds to her quick wit. she still has that cancer stellium energy, with her being very private, soft spoken, sweet and having this friendly and comforting vibes to her. 
Gigi hadid has her ascendant conj sun and mercury in taurus and all opposing her north node in the 7th. With ascendant opposite NN, she struggled less in her modeling career because her beauty is conventional and accepted by most people, which gave her a smooth start to the industry since she looked like your typical blond model. As it conjuncts her SN, it came easily to her. Her confidence comes naturally since the sun also conjuncts SN, she mastered that already. She is able to express herself and show up with confidence easily. 
Now it's really interesting that bella has those planets, sun and mercury, conjunct her north node in libra. It is more challenging for her to seek the matters of these planets, her way to the nn comes with it's challenges, especially that they all oppose saturn the planet of restriction, there were things or people holding her back since she was young (we all know who). But with the nn and saturn, It looks like she will create a bigger legacy with age and even after her death. Her success may have been delayed till she overcame many things. She had a harder time with self confidence in her appearance and character, especially that her sun conjuncts chiron in the 2nd, so it's been a wound to her. The fact that her ascendant is in virgo conjunct her moon makes her more hyper-focused on her appearance, it is a sensitive topic for her, she's a perfectionist in the way she looks and appears to the world.
People think she followed her sister's footsteps but she has moon and venus conjunct ascendant in virgo and that libra north node in the 2nd house (which is also about self worth in a physical sense), modeling was meant for her ya'll, it is part of her journey. Her beauty is unconventional but still accepted because venus does conjunct her ascendant even tho it's kind of hidden in the 12th. She also has mars conjunct lilith in leo which gives her this fierce and elegant walk, it makes her effortlessly sultry and seductive. With mercury in virgo and mc in gemini, she is mercurial and may also be interested in the topics of public relations, law.. etc.
I also noticed that despite having a similar path, the sisters' purposes seem to differ in my point of view. Gigi has north node in Scorpio in the 7th, so she needs to focus more on her emotional needs and the emotional needs of others. Giving to people and being less materialistic are two things she needs to learn. Bella has NN in Libra in the 2nd house, she's very dedicated to people and wants to make them happy, but she also has to focus on the physical world and create a legacy for herself.
Bella being virgo and libra dom with gemini mc shows in her constant call for justice and human rights and being vocal about it throughout all her career. we all know it costed her a lot of losses and hate but she didn't stop. she does come across as being hypocritical to some when she tries to balance out her opinions by showing support to both parties. It triggers those who oppose her and makes her appear changeful, but her desire to support the underdogs came across as sincere from the start, and she oozes genuine kindness and love which makes her likable.
Lily-rose depp has so many tight oppositions in her chart, which is very interesting. She has moon in scorpio in 12th at 8° giving her this appeal and allure. She's a scorpio rising with pluto, chiron and lilith in the 1st, making her appearance very influential in many platforms. I don't know but it seems like every lilith 1st native has unique looking eyes, like mesmerising eyes. Now with chiron 1st, she did struggle with body issues at some point in her life, there were images of her being super skinny. With the gemini influence, she's well spoken and has a fun personality. She's also extremely loyal and loving towards her friends I noticed, and I think it's the scorpio-gemini mix. 
I already mentioned before that neptune aspecting nn is the most obvious fame indicator, along the sun. But I noticed that many celebrities that have neptune square nn get so much unwanted attention for anything they do, again especially if the sun also aspects nn. They can be erratic. The type to get intro dating scandals and do contrevesional things. The type to be stalked and followed by obsessive fans and get copied a lot. Whilst an easier aspect like the trine would make them easily liked and less triggering to the public and much more forgiven for anything they do. 
Alright let's talk about billie eilish, it needed to happen. I noticed so many things in her chart. she has a stellium in sag and even her speaking voice sounds like many sag ppl I met lol. she has sun, mercury, venus, pluto, chiron and mc all conjunct in sag opposite north node in gemini in 4th. most of her life themes revolve around her public reputation and family. with sag sun opposite nn, again she is confident in her character since a young age and says exactly what's on her mind without fear of how anyone would take it. it's like she mastered the sun qualities but since it conjuncts many other planets it intensifies that energy. chiron 10th is involved here and so her career can be healing to her and others.
I find her nn in 4th shows because of the way she includes her family in everything she does, particularly her mom and brother. She constantly speaks about them being her top priority. Her brother played a significant role in her career. It shows that she has a great connection with her family which is unlike many nn 4th natives I met including myself, so that's interesting.
Billie's moon at 12° conj neptune and uranus in aquarius plus her pisces rising, this is def what gave her the spaced out sanpaku eyes and that unique almost transparent eye color. It also gave her that rebellious and original expression and nonchalant appearance. Now her mars in pisces conj ascendant gives her that masculine energy, boyish style and attitude.
Ya'll have you looked at taehyung's chart with asteroids? it's INSANE. in two words -born performer- most of the planets make aspects to his north node, of course neptune squares nn and sun quintiles nn, too many conjunctions with outer planets (neptune and uranus), pallas and paradise conj his nn, populus and fama conj most of his planets in cap and aquarius. the chart shape and how the planets align in one place. I've never seen a more astonishing birth chart in my life. so curious about how all of that feels? — also my guess is that he's either a taurus rising with cap MC at 29° or a cancer rising with lilith in 1st.
Speaking of outer planet conjunctions, uranus conj neptune was one of my fav recent conjunctions ever. It actually will always be my fav. I sadly have them conjunct at 12° cuz i was born much later, but still I witnessed it. anyone who has these two both tightly conj their inner planets y'all are so lucky. we won't see this conjunction again till 2165 and it will be in AQUA wow. can I be reincarnated then plz? 
let me know if you like these types of observation? I have so many of them. 🔭
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sleetkissed · 2 months
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❝ Your 𝐜𝗿𝐢𝐞𝘀 , a symphony. Your fear , my 𝐦𝘂𝘀𝐞. ❞
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RULES:
[ Hey, I'm Fungi [she/her], 25 years old and living in Germany. [GMT+1] ]
❅ Mun ≠ Muse ; I think that much is clear. Any statements that come up ic are not specifically my own. ❅ No God modding ; Small liberties like change of scene and such are totally fine and do not have to be discussed. You can hurt her, shove her or whatever, just keep in mind that my muse will react accordingly. Do not assume reactions and write my muses actions. ❅ Feel free to continue asks! I will be the last one turning one down. ♥ ❅ You can always message me for plotting or headcanons if we are mutuals. ; However, I prefer if things play out naturally. We do not necesarrily have to plot out every thread till the end. I am more than happy writing and see how things develop. ❅ You can always send a starter, no need to ask! ; Again, if we are mutuals. Same goes for sending me rp prompts to my inbox, memes or whatnot. You are also free to tag me in dashgames! ❅ OC - and Tav friendly of course. Just be sure to have a little bit of information ready and visible on your blog so I can look it up before we interact. We stan OCs in this household. ❅ Post trimming. ; I use XKit Rewritten to trim my posts. It is not a MUST but I would be thankful if you have a way to trim your posts. Just to keep it nice and clean on the dash. Other than that, I use the usual small text, cursive and bold text edits. You do not have to match my writing or editing style, as soon as everything is nicely readable. ❅ I won’t write NSFW with minors. Mun or muse. Please make sure to have the age somewhere on your blog before interacting. If smut happens, it will be tagged and under 'keep reading'. ❅ Shipping: I am a huge sucker for ships. If said thing happens, keep in mind Esteri is multiship, means that every ship takes place in its own universe. I do have to see chemistry between muses tho, let it be through rp or just nerding about them. ❅ No racism, homophobia, transphobia and so on. Don’t be an ass. I can definitely tolerate ic biased opinions on that in threads, just don't bring it into the real world.
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Name: Esteri Venla Väisänen Nickname/Alias: Ester , The Dark Urge Age: 34 years Date of Birth: 5th december Gender & Pronouns: female, she/her Orientation: pansexual/romantic Race: human Nationality: baldurian Class: sorcerer [dragonic bloodline - cold ]
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Height: 180 cm / 5'10'' Hair: white Eyes: pale red Scars: none visible Other: several beauty marks all over her body, subtle freckles
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Positive Traits: • honest • creative • patient • mature Negative Traits: • snobbish  • indifferent • lack of empathy • slightly narcissistic
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scover-va · 7 months
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I love your fnaf stuff so much! And I'm very sorry if you've already covered most of this, but like- any more details on Michael post-scooping? Idc whether that be how to fits in publicly (if even possibly lol), relationships he builds, his mentality, or just important events you planned for him after the scooping! Idc if it's even an AU you have, I just love how you write Michael and would love to hear more of anything! :)
cracks my fucking knuckles oh BABEY ok this is going under a read more because i know damn well this is gonna be multiple paragraphs long. Ty anon, michael afton is my favourite topic ever
Okay so, something important to note here is that even if I choose to ignore all of Dittophobia, my au still does have Sister Location occurring after FNAF 1 - Specifically late December, so like. A month after fnaf 1. It ALSO coincides with the fnaf 3 minigames that lead up to William's death. That's a longass discussion all in itself tho so I'll probably make a follow up post on that if requested
But! Post-Scoop Mike! During the time period of Ennard inhabiting his body he was essentially unconscious for the entire ordeal. Like. Yknow how majority of the ghosts are kinda lacking some level of awareness while in the suits? Yeah. Michael doesn't really remember it, but he still remembers the time passing, so it's not just. Like. Dying on the scooping room floor, then BAM! Alive on the sidewalk. It's sorta like. Yknow those movie/show/game cutscenes where everything's vague and blurry and slow-motion and the audio is funky. Like that
When he DID get his body back, for a few minutes it was sorta like. He was back to full awareness. Noticed he could see things, and that his limbs felt heavy, and that he could hear a mix of ringing and the "You won't die" line and flies buzzing around him. The sunlight felt too bright. You know when you take one of those naps that severely fucks you up, and because of that you wake up half-numb, dizzy, and disoriented? Now imagine that but a million times worse. He's in pain everywhere, his senses are readjusting, he knows he shouldn't be able to see or hear or speak but he can do those things anyway. And he can tell that despite it being a bright, sunny day, no one's coming to his aid. So he forces himself up and painfully stumbles home.
Now, well my timeline of events between SL and 3 is a bit vague, I do have the important stuff down. He gets home, and despite not having been allowed to contact his mom since late '86 (this is important and relevant guys i prommy) and having been told she was dead, he called her anyway. Long story short, one phone call later and also lots of general, messy emotional stuff, Michael. Left the state of Utah as a whole and went and lived with his mom over in California. Because of the whole being dead thing, he did kinda unfortunately sever ties with Jeremy and Henry (aka the only two living people left he even spoke to, besides William but he's a week dead by now), but like. He wasn't really sure how he could approach those situations. A guy who's lost a bunch of cognitive and motor abilities, and a man who fell into a deep depression after his daughter's death. Michael kinda saw telling them as like. I dont really have the word for it, but he saw abandonment as the better option. Figured it'd hurt them less
When it came to fitting into public, it was essentially the same as how he blends in during fnaf 6, just with MUCH darker clothes. He likely did hide away for a while, refusing to go outside, but started slowly readjusting. He didn’t make any bonds while there (unless his mom’s adoptive parents count), mostly keeping to himself. He worked, but it was always nightshift jobs where no one else would be around.
Luckily, his hygiene has gotten MUCH better! Due to being a rotten corpse, he tends to start smelling bad and being a general safety hazard rather quickly, so typically he’ll do a thorough shower in the morning, and then another quick shower at night, just to be safe. And also he wears perfume, to avoid a smell building up. Just to be safe.
About 10 years (ish. I picked a general number so I didn’t have to pinpoint exact timing) into his 30 year disappearance, his mom does unfortunately pass. Lung cancer, turns out smoking a shit ton out of grief is a bad idea. Better than the murders, probably. It was very much so a rough time for Mike, given being in and out of a hospital (bad memories from Evan’s death and Jeremy’s near-death kept him in a constant state of anxiety during this time, not to mention those events already made him plenty anxious, paranoid, and overall jumpy when in hospitals) and then the eventual death. That’s when his goal to hunt down his dad kinda went into full swing. Because, well, that last sorta tether just snapped, so now he’s far more goal oriented.
It was probably full of him following small leads. Contacting some distant relatives of his, contacting his father’s old business partners - he kinda tried to procrastinate going back to Utah (specifically Hurricane) for as long as possible. But then news about Fazbear Frights came around, and the return kiiiinda became inevitable. Because unfortunately, it was a damn good lead. Also, once again, Michael remains friendless in this time. Outside of any possible employers or the people he contacted, he hasn’t actually properly, freely spoken to anyone since his mom or grandparents. And he kinda cut ties with his grandparents out of guilt after his mom passed.
And Fazbear Frights is. Interesting! Because as he’s used to, he has to go in to meet his employer! But what he’s not used to is seeing his estranged kinda-cousin-kinda-brother whom he hasn’t seen since they were, like, 14. Aka Sammy. It’s an incredibly awkward experience all around, despite them both having somewhat similar goals. They agree to pretend not to know each other.
Work goes, well, as it pretty much does in game. Nothing special. Probably some panic and resurfacing trauma on night 2. Anyways the fire! That’s the important part!
As one would expect, Michael was quick to get out of the fire. Wasn’t exactly hard to set it - the place is old and dirty and fucking *moldy* - he just tossed a half-smoked cigarette at some loose oil or something and the bitch was ablaze.
William (slash springtrap but im just saying william for simplicity’s sake) caught him in one of the hallways. And had the fucking *audacity* to try and plead with Michael to help him out of the building. And the kicker is that if it weren’t for survival instincts kicking in and causing Michael to topple William over and crush Will’s arm with an arcade machine to keep him down long enough for a quick escape, it would’ve worked. Michael is. Uh. Very emotionally and mentally vulnerable.
A couple years pass after that, before a new Freddy’s place opens, needing someone to run it. Michael does have experience business-wise thanks to watching and learning from his dad as a kid, so it couldn’t be *that* hard, right? He applied under a fake name, got himself all disguised and whatnot, and headed in!
Michael Afton’s Emily Family Reunion Counter: 2
It did take a few minutes for the recognition to actually happen. But. Yeah it was a lil awkward. Considering Michael’s very silent and very sudden exit 32 years ago. Oh yeah also i have fnaf 6 taking place over more than just a week, stretches out from about 2025-2026. No specifics, just a general span of time. Feels more realistic to me, idk. I get the 1 week thing for gameplay/continuity reasons, but hey! This is just an au! I can do whatever shit I please!
And Iiii! Still need to actually flesh out the fnaf 6 stuff beyond my silly lil jokes. Uhh, I think majority of the stuff gets covered here? Feel free to ask further questions on anything, im more than happy to talk about it :-)
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salty-an-disco · 5 months
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This blog was originally just my Disco Elysium dumping ground, but ever since Slay the Princess coiled around in my brain and haven’t let go, it’s now being used for both of those games lol. Edit: Night in the Woods and The Stanley Parable has also been added into the mix.
(So, yeah, you’ll most likely find spoilers for all these games here).
Call me Sal or Grys, I’m an autistic fox with too much thoughts about the nature of life and media I enjoy. I also draw and write to pass the time. My work is tagged as #Sal Writes and #Sal Draws. I’ll only be posting works related to this blog here, @sallertiafabrica is my main art blog (though it’s mostly consumed by one fandom too, with the occasional deviation or original piece).
Other tags: #stp-posting, #stp meta, #de-posting, #de meta, #Sal Rambles
ContraHero is my OTP in this game, so you’ll most definitely see a lot about them here, this is both a warning and a promise.
I’m not a minor, and considering the topics of the games in this blog, there will be discussions and mentions of all sorts of heavy themes (what are you even doing here if you don’t like those???). I also touch on nsfw on occasion (if it doesn’t bother my sex-indifferent leaning repulsed aroace brain), tho nothing ever all that explicit, and I always try to tag it appropriately. If any of that makes you uncomfortable, feel free to block me.
My Ao3: Salenna
My main STP AU series: Living Like Heathens (tagged as #Heathens AU here)
That’s all folks!
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