#dont add me back and she was like omg im so sorry i totally understand :( and she did it again š
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It was meant to be
you are Ahna, Karou and Kaede are twins, Karou likes Ahna and Ahna likes Karou. But they dont know that :)
~Ahnaās pov~
i am obsessed with that one boy. I cant move on, many people want me though.
i found someone, handsome and has a great personality. He is so tall, well taller than me. Its nice to have a crush, the feeling you have must be said though.
Karou. he is perfect, he has great humour, and has the best laugh. He is so perfect that i want him, only i want him. No one have him. He is only mine.
i keep forgetting to ask if I can get Karouās phone number. Just keep pressing numbers until you see Karouās name. add him! *in my mind* i dont know what to do, should i say hi?
messages
me: hi! Karou, do you still remember me from school?
|| left on seen
*in mind* ugh, what if this is the wrong Karou? hes not answering my message that i just sent.
Karou: oh hi! Ahna Yes i do remember you but you keep running away from when i say hi.. :<
me: oh sorry, i just get shy when i meet a boy, actually this is my first time texting a boy!
OH MY GOODNESS!!! did he just text me.. i wonder if he likes meā¦?? no, i cant say to fast, he might think im a weirdo.
Karou: oh ok! Hope to see you again tomorrow at school! dont be late again Xiana! :)
me: Ok Karou, see you too!
*the next day*
~Ahnaās pov~
i woke up from the sound of my alarm clock, i looked up to see a blank
white ceiling.i crawled out of bed and opened my window curtains letting the sunrise in. I then stripped and got to the shower. The hot water running down my skin felt nice but i need to get dressed. I got out and slipped on a white tank top and then a hoodie, then wore my favourite baggy jeans. I blow dried my long light brown hair then looked at my phone. Karouās name flashed on notifications and i could feel a smile crept on my face.
messages
Karou: morning ;)
me: morning!! š¤
Karou: just wanted to say morning! Nothing else.. :)
me: oksie!! š
~Ahnaās pov~
I plugged my earphone in my phone and slid my phone into my back pocket, grabbed my backpack and left for school. I walked into the library since i was too early.then i saw Karou.. *in mind* wait is that Karou? lets go check
I went to Karou but it wasnt him, Karou has a twin. Kaede! He is more mature than Karou. I talked to him, we had fun, talking about our embarrassing moments in the past.
Then Karou came..
he saw us having fun together, he might think we are dating. But we explained but he didnāt believe it.. āwhat should we do said Kaede.
Karou teared up while walking to class. *in mind* wait, why am i crying? Do i have a crush on her?*
Kaede explained to Ahna that Karou is softhearted. Ahna understands.
*The next day*
~Ahnaās pov~
I woke up to a blinding white ceiling meeting me once more, i need to find out more information about Karou or i might lose him.
~Karouās pov~
ugh, its morning again?! I hate this already :[ wait Ahna!, i have to find more information about her, or i might lose her.. i love her so much, wait What am i saying?! did i just say i love her? But, sheās just friend.. ugh i hate Kaede, why would they ever date?! i hate having siblings. I have to face it, maybe I wasnāt listening before.
~Kaedeās pov~
hm, i hate waking up early. Wait i have to explain what happened yesterday to Karou. Im sure he will understand..
~Ahnaās pov~
i woke up at 11:11 a.m, and i swear to god that it was the most weirdest time i have ever woken up.. * in mind* OMG WAIT ITS STILL FRIDAY?! I THOUGHT IT WAS SATURDAY ALREADY. IM LATE TOTALLY, wait there is a afternoon class, i still have time!
~Karouās pov~
i think i should text Ahna, she didnāt show to class. Im worried about herā¦
messages
Karou: Hey Ahnās, Why didnāt you show up to class. š„²
Ahna: Oh Hey Karou, I slept To Late. and bro, i woke up at the weirdest time too, 11:11 a.mā¦
Karou: lols, See you later! š¤
Ahna: see youse. š»š«¶š»
*before the afternoon class*
āKarouā went and find Ahna.
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Can you do a little text with your opinion about the Volturi members? What you like and dislike, they personality, they story... Would be interesting! Kissessss and have a great day! š
Imma have a little fun and throw the very young me into the mix to. Let's see child me vs adult me's opinions on the Volturiiii.
Fun fact: I wasn't team Volturi until I was like fifteen. Before that I was team edward... I don't want to talk about that š¤š
Also I'm a sucker for villains. If it isn't obvious already, I like the villains more than the heroes. (We all love a bad boy though, don't we?--- TIK TOK NOW IS NOT THE TIMEE.)
So everything i say is just my opinion and should be taken just as that.
Aro: Younger me was like "this...is a terrible person. There really is no need to expand on this." However adult me has been like "GUYS this guy is possibly the SCARIEST character. This man rips off heads AND SMILES ABOUT IT." He gives me child snatcher vibes (from the movies in particular). I thoroughly enjoy the power hungry persona. He's really fitting to be the puppeteer behind the Volturi. Even if he makes it seem it's a group effort with himself, Marcus and Caius. Realistically, Aro gets what he wants and isn't afraid to do what it takes to get it...sorry Didyme. What's even darker about it, WHICH I LOVE, is that he isn't heartless. Smeyer wrote that Aro genuinely loved his sister. It's all good to have a character that's a evil heartless monster but what's more terrifying to me is the ability for someone to do evil despite their love and emotions. It doesn't hold them back and that's what I find particularly frightening now that child me didn't comprehend. Micheal Sheen, from what I remember of his interview years ago, played on the idea that vampires of Aro's age kinda begin to lose their mind. Which, hell freaking yes. However there is one thing I hate for Aro's character that happened in the movies. Breaking dawn part 2. That fucking laugh. Don't get me wrong, hilarious. I can't not laugh but for his character I felt it was too 'hey hey I'm a crazy man hehe'. It was a but too much, even for an eccentric Aro. However, I'm not to mad at it because again, it was funny to watch. I thoroughly enjoy theĀ āfriendshipā Aro and Carlisle share and i love that it isĀ āmaintainedā throughout the books. I think itās just a really nice detail. (I love lore. I am a sucker for it.) The one thing that didnt sit right with me is Aro marrying someone so that he wasnt the alone one whilst his co-leaders were very much in love? Was a little off for me but i suppose that just adds to the character.
Caius: child me would shrink into the seat because what did I do to this man? High key still think I wouldn't want to be Caius' child because imagine doing something wrong and you get that glare? No thank you! Scary angry man. As an adult... "He's an angry boi but...DAYUM WHY IS HE SUDDENLY SO HOT?" Just...don't get angry with me. You'll get annoying real quick and you're too pretty for that. I enjoy the taking-no-shit attitude he has but felt it could have been a little more prominent in BDP2 where Aro asks if Caius' is challenging him. I full believe Caius to an extend would be like "yes, yes I am. Don't be an idiot Aro. Use that braincell!" Which is why I adore the meme vibes I see every now and then of Caius hating Carlisle because why does Aro love that blonde so much? CAIUS HAS BEEN NOTHING BUT LOYAL-- Anyways, I can totally get why Aro wants him on his team. Caius is so angry and has so much hatred that heās a good asset to the coven, even if not having a special ability.I do find it hard to imagine that Caius is a century older than Aro though. Although I cant picture him over forty years old lol. Although i do personally enjoy the whole Caius x Athenodora route. ITāS TRUE LOVE! Okay so maybe thats a little dramatic but its better than Aroās lmao.
Marcus: movie Marcus is absolutely not nineteen years old and that's just a fact. If anything, he's the forty year old one lmao. Child me couldn't care about this man. He was the man who said nothing and slumped on a throne. That was Marcus. That was his character summed up. Then adult me rolled in and OMG NO DON'T DO THIS TO THIS SWEET MAN. LET HIM BE IN LOVE. As an adult i definitely became more attached. I feel like i was too young back then to get why Marcus was in the Volturi. He seemed very out of place and like a filler co-leader more than anything. However as iāve gotten older (and written for him), I recognised that's the point. Thatās Marcusā evident grief. He isnāt there by choice and losing Didyme caused him to fall out of line with the coven. Heās lost point or purpose. Almost like its become meaningless because the love of his life was gone and he couldn't save her.So what was the aims of the Volturi to protect vampire kind when they couldnāt protect their own? He couldnt protect her. I had never heard of anything like bond identification and once i had- i was shook, like it became clear why he had been so necessary in the first place. That really is handy to understand everyones bonds in a coven, he could direct Chelsea and the two alone could destroy covens by bonds alone. Marcus makes the Volturi more realistic in a lot of ways. Like in a family, there is the happy times, goofy people like Felix, the twins representing a close bond. Afton and Chelsea, love that cant be divided. The list really goes on. Marcus represents love and heartbreak, pain, loss grief, the sad moments every family goes through. In that way he makes the coven seem less invincible, a group of people who at the end of the day, have their own weaknesses and immortality doesnāt mean a perfect existence. Especially when, in my opinion, Bella fantasized about immortality and how perfect it would be. Even after her change, she waited for her happy ending because that was somehow guaranteed in some level. Which in the end, she got but not everyone gets that happy ending we all want. I also personally think Marcus is the most feeling of the Volturi, despite being apathetic. A result of heartbreak. Itās shown he can still feel more in his own ways when he voted against Renesmee being destroyed. Furthermore, he advocated that vampire hybrids were a lot like vampires. He made that relation openly before anyone. Its almost as though losing Didyme helped him value a life?
Jane and Alec: Child me thought these two wereĀ badass...and that still remains in my adult life. Itās always been uncomfortable to me that someone so young is so sadistic and powerful. Jane is the older twin with the ability of pain illusion...yikes. Her ability wasĀ evident in her human life along with Alecās. His gift is sensory deprivation and these two were my favourites in the whole Saga. Still kind of are if im honest. I thoroughly enjoy the twins backstory. It has the most detail. I have a tag for the twins. Canon!twins is the tag for the twins in their book age. Unless this tag is present, the twins have been aged up :). They are very much canon but I put a bit more emphasis on tantrums. If they get angry, they both have tantrums. So whilst (unless tagged) they aren't children they can be very childish and these tantrums are pretty deadly. Theyāre also very possessive? I dont even know if thats the right word iām looking for in all honesty. Lets say they get very attached if they like you. These two are probably the most secluded out of the whole Volturi.
Felix: Felix! High ranking guard due to strength and speed. I am a major supporter of Felix being a gladiator when he was human. He as a lighter grey cloak meaning he isnāt as high ranked but is so good at what he does that heās been kept for centuries...and a lot of them. Personality? FINALLY, WEāVE GOT ONE WITH PERSONALITY!! (Im writing these out of order and iāve just finished a chunk of Volturi members who have personalities as invisible as Afton.) Flirtatious and Light hearted, we love flirtatious and light hearted! Basically a comedian! Helllll yes, keep it going! Extremely vicious and highly aggressive? You know what? I still like it. He wouldnāt be a Volturi without a dark side. Cold blooded murderer. Yes. 10/10. Finally, someone Smeyer seems to actually care about. He flirted with Bella a couple of times in the books and i was FOR IT ALL THE WAY. I was very sad i saw none of it in the movies but im used to heartbreak by now. Im in this fandom after all. We were robbed of a lot. Strongest vampire in the world? I believe you, heās also a hecking treeeeee. HE DO BE A TALL BOI. He actually makes Demetri look small and thatās still hilarious to me. Demetri is actually tall. However, if it isnt obvious we clearly traded backstory for personality. I cant get both smh. So...as i said before I fully believe Felix was a gladiator back in the day, hence his physique and height and excellent fighting abilities he has even as a vampire but then it kind of ends. I will say from the dawn of time, i donāt think Felix is the most academic man, just because of his era. I also think majority of the Volturi couldnāt read of write in their human lives and had to learn much older, most learning as vampires. Felix was one of these vampires, Although even now he isnt the most great at it. Then a wonderful writer known as @wallwriterstuff included it and now itās canon in my eyes. I fully believe Felix is a slow reader and writing isnāt his strong suit either. Wallwriter also includes the possibility that Felix could be dyslexic which im all for too. For a very long time iāve considered writing a dyslexic reader with the Volturi but have always hesitated because i donāt have it and wouldnāt want to upset someone for any misunderstandings or inaccuracies. However what i will say is that i think vampires would be the most understanding to humans with dyslexia. Learning things like that in later development or as an adult is difficult and they wouldnt think any less of you for struggling with reading, writing, numeracy- you name it. Youāll probably find theyāre with you in the struggle at least half of the time. Heās also the goofball of the Volturi, even though heās not really a goofball in our eyes, heās the closest to a goofball out of the whole Volturi ...Emmett beats him in the Goofball wars.
Demetri: Oh yeah, it's Demetri's turn! So Demetri was previously in Amun's coven. When Chelsea gave him the old razzle dazzle...I've said Chelsea's gift so many times at this point it's getting old. I have two characters left after Demetri šš Anyway, with that Demetri was like "welp, I'm in the Volturi now." And now that they had a better tracker the previous one was kicked out. He isnāt much of a talker, polite and formal. Heās elegant (more graceful than i could ever be) and charming...yeah he is, you can say that AGAIN. He is also very calm, when next to Felix, i think everyone is calm but you know, weāll say heās a very calm person. I like how he was originally in the Egyptian coven with Amun. Given Amunās goals this a pretty nice detail.
NOW LETS GO TO MY VERSION.
Heās very charming, calm, polite, formal and even a lilā but quiet, i kept him pretty canon because he actually had a description to go on :))))))))))Ā
Moving on. Demetri can be a very successful flirt when he wants to be and does have a Casanova reputation. However beyond the charming Volturi guard who has a brutal side like the rest of them, he has a chewy centre, deep down. I added that he had a child in his human life, one he doesnāt remember and very few people know about. He remembers that they died of an illness very young (around six?) but canāt remember what they look like. For that reason he doesnāt like talking about his child, he feels awful he doesnāt remember them and the loss still hits a pang in his chest.Ā
Heidi: Alright im ready for this one! Child me didnāt necessarily enjoy Heidi? I was rather passive about her. It was allĀ āpretty vampire used for her looksā in my eyes back then and i was never comfortable with that. Iāll get into my take on Heidi in a moment, roll on the backstory!Ā
So Heidi knew Victoria as they used to be coven mates and weāre going to continue on as though Heidi didnāt care when she was killed? Like...its genuinely a burning question in my mind! If she didn't care, could that show the extent of Chelseaās power in action!? (can we tell im enthusiastic about this coven yet?) Itās quite smart to have someone lure in prey. I wont lie, Heidi has quite the badass role in the coven. I wouldn't have thought about that I reckon. Iāve always thought that showed a kind of superiority. Oh you guys need to hunt your prey? pfft, ours literally comes to us. Her backstory really starts with Heidi being mistreated in her human life...a common theme Smeyer has. It can get old- i wont lie but when i give it some thought it kind of makes sense. Rosalie said it herself in eclipse, if any one of them had their happy ending, theyād be six feet under but iād love a little bit more creativity. I could go on about how male vampires ended up being changed in comparison to female vampires but iāll swiftly move on because thatās a whole other thing alone.
Heidi was changed out of pity. (Which kinda infuriates me just to type, a pity change? Really? Really Hilda? weāll see why it annoys me when i explain my take on Heidi.) Heidi was happy in her coven with Hilda, Victoria etc, which is hell yes. We love that. This is around the time she discovered her gift. Vampires were attracted to her and humans fell prey to her easily. Yup okay. Iāll take that. After a newborn vampire causedĀ ātoo much attentionā Aro spared Heidi and Chelsea used her gift on Heidi. Nice, very nice aaaaand thatās where it stops and im left hanging.Ā
Personality time with Smeyer! Lets goooo.Ā
From what i remember and can find- she didnāt fucking have one.
Apparently being pretty is enough for everyone.Ā
Which in hindsight, fair enough on a human Bellaās perspective, its literally Heidiās gift to lure you in no matter what. She could tell you sheās a serial killer (and technically is lmao) and is about to sell your kidneys on the black market as to which youāll be likeĀ āsign me the fuck up, want my liver too? Here, let me lie on the table for you. Iām down.ā without even realising what just happened. But even beyond that...Heidi has no personality traits mentioned. In New Moon she appears to be a little flirty which im all for, why the hell not? But...thats it? Thats all I get?
Then we get into fanfictions, because i read them growing up. Heidi was depicted as flirtatious, promiscuous and then it varied between manipulative or she wasnt very smart. Which iām knocking absolutely no one for. I think you can get a badass character who is incredibly dumb. I think all characters are actually valid whether theyāre a genius or flat out dumb. I love them all. However it never really sat with me. I was never quite satisfied which i was fine with until i started writing for myself. Thatās when i knew iād have to really think about what my version of Heidi would be or iād never be happy with my work. That and you also begin to fill in the blanks? The more you write the more you flesh out a character for yourself and so that rolls into my version of Heidi!
So for my Heidi, she often gets the same trope ofĀ āsheās pretty and rich, those types of girls have easy lives who always had everything given to them.ā Then when itās discovered she didnāt have a good human life. It turns to the next assumption ofĀ āoh sheās pretty and stupid enough to be used and manipulatedā. In a lot of ways, thatās what Heidi wants everyone to think. Underestimate her, please, its all the easier to manipulate you if you do.Ā
Sheās actually very smart and her rough human life made her more tough and intelligent. Sheās very manipulative and yes sheās very flirty. You can look but you cant touch! She enjoys the attention her beauty gets her but if only these people would care more about what sheās like as a person. Sheās not a barbie doll she will play you if she needs to. The only one whoās actually gotten far enough to sleep with Heidi is Demetri and even then the two donāt see each other romantically. Theyāre good friends who thinks the other is very attractive but that's where it ends. Theyāre basically friends with benefits some times lmao. However, Demetri got that far because he seeās the intellect Heidi actually has and acknowledges it. He thinks shes a queen who should be treated as such. She could take anything she wanted, a storm that people can only hope to survive in one piece.Ā
Secretly she enjoys a family setting. Whilst she never really wanted children (especially when she was expected to when human), she couldn't help but melt inside seeing little human children with their loving parents. She wants that for all children. Whether that's because she lacked such affection growing up, no one knows. Sheās also a really good friend, you bet sheāll have your back. Crappy ex? Well weāll show them, wont we (Y/N)? Sheāll be a bitch and enjoy every second of it. She also loves the single life, believe it or not, youāll have more difficulty getting Heidi to settle down than you would Demetri which speaks volumes.Ā
So yeah, move past her gift and really get to know her and you might have a very good friend.Ā
I also donāt see Heidi having a preference between male or females and thatās in all honesty. Times have changed and if she is attracted to another female then she wont be ashamed of it. She never has been (Demetri was the first to figure that out, Felix may be the last.) Even when the times werenāt approving of different sexualities, she didn't care. She will flirt with you and find it ridiculously cute if you get flustered.
Sulpicia: Sulpicia was an orphan which i used to develop my own version of her. Sulpicia grew to love Aro which im on the fence about but yup, iāll take it. Youāll see what happens with my version in a bit lmao. and thatās where it stops. I get no personality again but do you know what we do in this fandom? We create one and fill in the blanks baby!
So i write Sulpicia very materialistic and vain, sheās most snobbish of the wives and due to the other two, also considered the meaner one. She didnt have such things as a child being an orphan so when she got the opportunity to have it-she jumped. She isnt easily impressed and married Aro not for love but for immortality, money and status. (Heās only married you for your money, princess Jasmine! HE ONLY MARRIED YOU FOR YOUR MONEY! Damn it tik tok, but make it princess Aro) Which works well, because Aro doesnt necessarily love her either, he just wanted a mate so he wasnt the odd one out.He literally created her because he was likeĀ āYup, youāll do.ā The two recognised they made a great team and image so they kinda grew to love each other? A little bit? Sure weāll say its love...sorta. ANYWAY, Itās a highlight to Sulpicia being locked in that tower where she doesnt need to see Aro every little moment, itās better than having a husband who sheād need to see everyday. ...Yeah my Sulpicia is something else lmao.
Athenodora:Ā Athenodora is one of the oldest vampires in existence which kinda has me shook but I'll take it. She met Caius when he was fleeing from the Romanians, the two travelled together until they met Aro. Whilst on their nomadic travels they seemingly became mates. That's all we know about that. As to which the Volturi coven was made. Athenodora is completely loyal to Caius as well as highly dependent on him and I think that's very realistic given her circumstances. That's where their story ends...maybe for Smeyer but not for me! š So I picture Caius and Athenodora being different sides of the same coin. Athenodora really mellows Caius, she is no where near is violent and sadistic as he is but due to her unwavering loyalty and dependency, she doesn't feel inclination to go against him...also because of Chelsea and Corin but I've said that so many times in this post I think we get the point. I think she's actually more gentle and soft spoken but that being said. She is very reserved and if she were to be angered she'd very much change. She could cut you down with words alone. Caius loves it. However beyond this is someone who is very maternal. Caius would appreciate it more if the two had children but instead it has created empathy. Caius doesn't want that when he can rip their head off. She struggles a little more with the 'no second chances' and that's another reason why Caius keeps her locked away and away from it. These two love each other more than words can describe. After being through so much with someone, the love can only grow. The two would happily risk their life for the other. Caius is saddened that he could never give her the family she wanted. He knows that to this day, Athenodora tries to reign in that side of her. He's a very supportive husband who's very different around his wife. He's much more tolerant, and angry. Simply more at ease. If anything happened to Athenodora, to put it simply...there would be hell to pay.
Didyme: Married to Marcus and Aroās biological sister. Cute, me likely, keepy going. Her gift was happiness induction. VERY ADORABLE- Dont be as menacing as your brother...please. She was born several years after Aro and was changed by Aro ten and a half years after he was turned. (Dont tease me with all this lore Smeyer, I know what youāre gonna do) Aro was deeply disappointed her gift was just to make people happy- its okay Didyme, we love you. Aro is just...Aro. Her gift made many fall in love with her and its so freaking cute i CANT- but she only felt the same feelings for Marcus. MY HEART IS SO WARMMMM. Unfortunately they were so happy together that they lost interest in anything Volturi and were ready to leave. (Uh oh.) Aro, being the sneaky fellow he is, was likeĀ āIām really happy for yāall of course you can leave. I love you my babies. My best friend and my sisterrrrrrr, I am the captain of this SHIP.ā but was actually likeĀ āwait, no, no, no, not my Marcus. D-D-Did-Didyme I NEED him.ā Think Sid the Sloth from ice age in the first movie when Sid really wants the baby. So this man is like...gonna have to do it to em and murder. He killed Didyme secretly (dunno how he pulled the secret part off- like i know how he did it but how did no one hear or see anything or even suspect anything IT WAS LITERAL FRIENDLY FIRE but we love the drama so continue.) Ironically enough she was very close with Aro and the two actually did love each other, Aro is just...murderous apparently, to the extent that even his sister isnt safe. And thatās it. Thatās Didyme. Which im like...alright Smeyer i see you. I like this and expanded on this with my Didyme.
Ā i get the vibes that Didyme is the most innocent and kind of all the Volturi. Losing her meant losing the consciousness within the Volturi making them all the more ruthless because there was no one to say.Ā āGuys, maybe lets rethink this? and quickly because i cant get Caius to put down the torch thats currently on fire.ā Losing Didyme made Marcus mostly become passive and would rarely stop anything that happened. I often wonder if that provoked a lot of guilt for Marcus later on. (However thats a spoiler for something im currently writing...;) ) I also think of her as a major daydreamer and the most soft, gentle person anyone will ever meet. Like its difficult not to like her despite being in the Volturi, even the Romanians would have struggled if they met her. So in the long run...i hate nothing about Didyme, only find more and more love lmao.
Corin: So im going to be honest and tell you i have no idea what Corin would look like. Iāve got nothing and when i was younger i wasnt even sure if Corin was male or female. Like a lot of these names, i had never heard of the nameĀ āCorinā. I dont write for her as of yet because im still trying to figure her out. I think sheās quite quiet, she lets her gift do most of the work for her in keeping the wives, Chelsea and Caius when he doesnt get to go on a rampage, content. She was brought in also after Didyme died but Marcus refused her gift.Thatās all iāve got for her. Her gift is amazing, pretty underrated in my personal opinion since like Chelsea, she really helps keep the Volturi unified but other than that, I dont have much to say about her. :(
Afton:Ā Another character i basically filled the blanks in for myself. So what weāre told is that heās Chelseaās mate and has the ability to disappear . Whilst thats a pretty cool trick...the volturi dont necessarily need it but they have to keep Chelsea happy and she demands that Afton stays so welcome to the family Afton! I also recently learned that if you hide behind Afton and he goes invisible infront of an opponent, you too will also be invisible. I figure that is until the opponent moves and basically changes their perspective but i could be wrong with that last part. Thatās all we get so time for my unnecessary input!Ā SO AFTON IS A TOTAL SWEETHEART. Heās very shy but polite. This is a complete opposite to his mate Chelsea. Itās actually what she liked about him. At first is was just be flirtatious to the shy vampire but when she actually got to know him... she fell hard. It was also Chelsea who had made the first move since Afton was so shy. Of course sheād never say so and Afton would never want to embarrass her so that was never really disclosed to anyone who wasnāt around at that time. She brings Afton out of his shell a lot and it wasnāt long before the two were mates. Chelsea is the light of his life. Hands down. He puts up with a lot for her and is happy to do so. She could ask anything of him and heād do it and she doesnāt even need to use her gift. He buys are anything she wants almost instantly. He cant help but adore her passionate personality, like how hooked she can get on eraās such as the 1920ā²s, her love for jazz music and her ability to gush on and on about anything. The two had what the other lacked and that made them an excellent team. I love their relationship. I cant help it.
However, as i said before Afton is very shy and tends to keep to himself. Sadly that, paired with Chelseaās demand to keep him in the Volturi has left Afton a little bit outcasted. All the other permanent guards were wanted and considered important whilst Afton...not so much. Although that isnāt to say the other guards are mean to him or anything. They arenāt! (Except the twins who are...the twins.) Felix and Demetri tried to include him a lot but it was very difficult to break him out of his shell. That doesnāt mean to say they wont invite Afton when heās around. Chelsea always appreciates their efforts. Afton is notably good friends with Santiago, who often preferred solitude as well.Ā
(Guard to the left is who I imagine Afton is)
Chelsea: So supposedly Chelseaās original name is Charmion? When i was younger i didnt really care much about her. I only really knew her gift and that she was the reason Afton was kept in the Volturi, since they were mates. From what im aware Chelsea basically wasnt in the movies/not identified. There wasnt much said about her in the books either. So since then iāve kind of developed my own persona of Chelsea that could be completely inaccurate to canon but canon was my foundations with characters like these. She was always a red head in my eyes with ringlets, a copper kind of red head. I also pictured her to be small. However the newest addition to her character would have to be the mid-Atlantic accent. I blame Poppy Hill for this one. That character screamed Chelsea to me. She was very close to how i imagine Chelsea to be. So now Chelsea has an accent that i have no clue how she managed to maintain being in Italy so long and being born in Greece. LMAO. Weāll say she was very attached to that time. However, I think the time she joined the Volturi was actually very good for the story. She first came around just after Marcus had lost Didyme and Aro had her use her ability to keep Marcus in the coven. itās really cool how she could really make or break the coven. Although, Aro was smart enough to not fully rely on her, using Corinās ability on Chelsea to make sure sheād be happy and stay within the Volturi. Thats where the information on Chelsea really ends Over the years Chelsea has appeared in my writing and so beyond this point, Chelseaās character is only my depiction.Ā
I figure Chelsea is a talker, like she can talk her way in and out of situations with ease. She enjoys being manipulated and even more so, being needed.Much like her gift, she gets under peopleās skin- not in terms that sheās annoying but more so she can figure out people very well.Ā Her mate is the complete opposite and so she often speaks on the behalf of them. Chelsea is very social and charismatic. She along with Heidi are the only two Volturi members who will be out and interacting with humans if necessary. Heidi for her ability but Chelsea purely for her social skills. Sheās also the most interested in human culture. She loves the parties- the 1920ā²s being her favourite era in terms of fashion. She has no issue changing her name and has done so multiple times when the names run out of fashion.Itās like playing dress up! Iād actually love to write more about her. Iāve really grown to love her character, even if i filled in some blanks for myself. I think she and Aftonās relationship is one of the best, up there with Carlisle and Esme- despite the two being very different. Itās a part of their dynamic!
(I always imagined Chelsea to be a red head but Poppy Hill from THOHH is a very close depiction to Chelsea in my eyes)
Renata: A stressed little bean that lives on stress. I remember thinking when i was younger she was the big threat since she was Aroās shield but now that im older i see...a stressed little five foot bean. I have no idea what she looks like but always imagine her dark hair tied in a tight bun, looking almost painful. Another who wears heels, like Heidi but she is very rigid just as she has been described. Her uncle is a bit of an ass considering he begged her to go with the Volturi so there wouldnāt be a threat. Dude, can you not just...hand over your niece? At least hesitate! Just like that, thanks to Chelsea, sheād give her life to protect Aro and...I have nothing else. Yes it does drive me mad that there are two named guards i know next to nothing about.
Santiago:So whatās known about Santiago is that he doesnāt actually have an ability. Heās just very good at battle techniques and fighting which is why heās kept around. If they need fighters, theyāre top three are Felix, Demetri and Santiago...in that order. Santiago is also much faster than a regular vampire (as shown in breaking dawn part 2- he caught up to Jacob and Renesmee quite fast despite the two having a running start and wolves supposedly being very fast- much like a vampire) Thatās all we know of him so then i got in there and this is how I write Santiago. I gave him the background of coming from a superstitious family. Like he would be told tales of demons and witches growing up as well as things like voodoo. He knew an awful lot of urban legends and whilst he stopped believing in the bad luck his family taught him, he still held interest and couldnāt help the instinct of unease when witnessing such things as rituals. Itās ironic really. However Santiago always deems that humans have it all wrong. These forces are beyond human understanding and shouldnāt be played with. In that way, perhaps Santiago still has some belief in things such as superstition. Heās very secretive about it and would never clarify it for you. Santiago keeps to himself and can be quite standoffish. He can also be blunt even if itās insulting- he doesnāt tend to care. Although he and Afton became quite good friends since the Afton was an outcast and Santiago didnāt enjoy large groups, or most people in general.
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Kissing Out of Jealousy
NCT U + Yuta
āCan I request a NCT U kissing you out of jealousy?ā
A/N: Iām sure thereās already a reaction of this, but Iām here to add another :^)
This is assuming youāre dating for some members, but for some youāre not dating, they like you-
THIS IS LONG BTW!! [Kinda more like a mini drabble per each member]
** Language, some suggestive themes, but nothing explicit **
ik some ppl don't find jealousy cute so don't read if you not into that..
Taeil:
Taeil wasnāt the type to get jealous easily or behave pettily- Rather, he was just protective at times and would feel heād have to interject to save you from situations... Whether you were feeling uncomfortable or not-
Yet a part of your boyfriend also felt slightly neglected, a faithful dog waiting on the other side of the fence with itās tail wagging at the sight of itās owner, even though itās owner was petting the neighborās cat.
He called out your name in the hopes of getting your attention as he watched you and Ten staring at your screens before nudging each other continuously with a laugh to show the other a recent entertaining Tweet.
He was all for you bonding with the other boys, but heād missed you this week and throughout the day constantly stuck by your side.
Placing the bowl of steaming popcorn upon the coffee table, he took his seat beside you on the couch, hand patting around for the remote heād dropped there moments before.
āOMG- You have to show that to Mark,ā Ten gasped, covering his mouth to conceal his wicked grin as he looked at the meme youād stumbled upon of Markās shorts.
āLet me see,ā Taeil added, not wanting to miss out and curious as to what was so funny.
He leant in, eyes flickering to Ten as he watched the younger lean back into the couch, thumbs moving rapidly upon his screen.
Taeil listened amusedly as he heard your small chuckle in his ear, a smile gracing his lips as he saw your screen before drawing back partially.
āYouāre amused so easily,ā he chuckled, nose nearly brushing your own as he leant nearer, a hand shooting to your waist to tickle you gently.
āSays you,ā you squirmed with a bright smile.
Finally, his forehead rest upon your own, his antics stilling as he closed the gap between the two of you for a quick kiss. Embarrassed about kissing so openly with Ten by your side, you felt a blush creep upon your cheeks as you pulled away shyly. You could have sworn Taeilās gaze jumped from your lips to your eyes to Ten before he closed the gap once more- You let out a muffled chuckle against his lips as your hands went to the front of his shirt to slow him down and steady yourself.
āEw- God- Could you not?ā Ten whined in disapproval, scooting away.
You could feel Taeilās smile against your lips before he drew back, eyes as lively as ever.
Smothering you and being that cute couple to show off and make others wanna gag, but not let you think itās a jealousy thing-
Taeyong:
Easily, one of the most jealous man youād ever dated.
He had his share of insecurities that make him question whether heās worthy of love and attention, and an anxiety about losing the person he cherishes the most...
So, seeing your interactions with your old classmates made him feel even more insecure in the moment. Heād had a stressful and busy week and hadnāt gotten to see you much, merely late calls that usually didnāt last long because heād coax you to go to sleep early since youāre busy as well.
Meeting a few of your old high school classmates, totally coincidentally at Gong Cha was all it took for him to have a small internal freak out. He already didnāt like that they were guys, even more so that theyād known you longer than he had technically... He felt excluded- He always wanted to be a part of every part of your life and have you in every part of his- To him your soulmates and he didnāt like feeling as though someone had a leg up on him in regards to you.
āYou look great! Wow- Itās been a minute, but wow-ā one of your old classmates gushed, stunned by how youād matured and glowed up through the years spent apart.
You gave a small chuckle in return,Ā āIām surprised you recognized me-ā
āI mean how could I forget (Y/n)?ā he joked, gesturing towards you, followed by a few hums of the other classmates beside him.
You werenāt exactly sure what he meant by that- You didnāt think of yourself as too memorable of a person during high school.
Youāre boyfriend disliked it even more, a scowl etched into his features- He didnāt like not being in the know or what exactly the man meant.
āWell, itās a small world I guess,ā you wrapped up awkwardly,Ā āIt was nice to see you,ā you added, able to feel Taeyongās calculating gaze.
Sighing to yourself, you took a sip of your tea, inviting Taeyong to ask whatever he was going to ask.
āWere you popular in high school?ā
āNo,ā you huffed,Ā āNot really anyway- Iāve already told you about my high school- I wasnāt even friends with those guys... I canāt believe he recognized me.ā
āYouāre just too pretty to be forgettableā was what Taeyong had been thinking, but decided to keep it in.
He could still feel their fleeting gazes glancing towards you as they sat down in laughter- He didnāt like that... What were they talking about? You? Were they laughing about you? Who knew what prude remarks they were making.
āIād have dated her back in junior year if I knew she was gonna turn out like this-ā
Feeling jealous, protective, and anxious he stood, causing you to look up at him, āWhere are you going..?ā
āBathroom,ā he informed before bending down, his hand coming to cradle your jaw as he sealed your lips together in a sweet kiss- Lips tasting of caramel.
Your lips followed his own as he drew back, swiping his thumb endearingly across your cheek before giving it a gentle pinch.
You pulled your face from his grasp at the action, playfully pouting at your cup of tea as he left the table.
āI know right-ā
The voices got louder as he approached.
āCould you keep your voices down?ā he asked, yet it wasnāt really a question- His tone and gaze icy and curt before he brushed past their table to the restroom.
Yuta:
Tossing in jealous Yuta because thatās hot-
You didnāt have to be dating Nakamoto Yuta for him to feel as strongly as he did.
He felt like you were already his, his sweet, his dear, his precious- And he wasnāt going to let the world or anyone else take that away from him.
You loved him as a friend- The two of you had crossed the boundary of friendship a few times with late night kisses and drunken texts- But there was something about his possessive nature that made you hesitant to progress any further with him. Just being his friend you felt like a prisoner-
āI have to drop by my brothersā dorm to give him back his battery pack-ā you began, halting as you remembered.
āIāll go with you,ā Yuta chimed, slinging an arm around your shoulder, pulling you into him as his other hand pulled the drawstrings of the hoodie harshly, causing it to close around your face.
You stumbled into him mid-step as he did so, whining dramatically as your hands attempted to shove him aside.
āMy brother doesnāt like you,ā you interjected, pulling the hood free from your mess of hair as Yuta released you.
With a shrug he focused his attention on taming your hair, the action causing your face to heat.
āYou shouldnāt go into the boys dorm alone,ā he reprimanded, motherly as ever.
Jaehyun. Your brotherās roommate and soccer teammate of Yuta- was coming down the very path you were on the quad.
āJaehyun!ā you called out suddenly, happy to find a delivery man.
His eyes darted from his phone to you, his brows knitting together seconds later-
āHey,ā he began, slowly letting his gaze drift between the two of you before to your hoodie.
āUh... Is that your hoodie?ā
āI stole it from my brother- Donāt tell,ā you chuckled.
Letting out a soft chuckle of amusement, Jaehyun shook his head,Ā āThatās not your brotherās- Thatās mine. Iād been looking for it all week-ā
āOh my God!ā you gasped, dropping the tote bag from your shoulder,Ā āIām so sorry! I- It was on his side of the room... So I thought-ā
āItās fine,ā he interjected,Ā āIt looks good on you-ā
Yutaās gaze narrowed at that remark and before he even had a moment to stop you, you were peeling off the hoodie and offering it to an astonished Jaehyun.
You saw no issue with it, you were wearing a t-shirt underneath.
āIām so so sorry! Also...ā you began, picking up your bag,Ā āCould you give this to my brother?ā
āSure-ā Jaehyun nodded, scratching the nape of his neck as you pushed the goods into his hands before whipping around and grabbing the side of Yutaās plaid jacket to bring him in tow with you-
āO my God... That was so embarrassing-ā you rambled, feeling your face hot in embarrassment.
Suddenly, Yutaās feet stopped moving, causing you to stop. He removed his phone from the pocket of his jacket before slipping it into his jeans, removing his coat.
āWhat are you doing?ā you asked dumbly before catching on,Ā āN-No, Iām not cold or anything-ā
Silently, he draped it over your shoulders before his hands slid to the open front of it, grasping it before pulling you closer by the collar. His lips melded with your own, needy and passionate, jealousy brewing in his heart at even a simple encounter.
His hands slid down to the zipper, zipping it quickly as he pulled away, your arms constricted, a smug expression on his face before he began walking again.
āH-Hey! GET THIS off me!ā empty sleeves flopping by your sides as you hobbled after him.
The type to give you a little taste of his cold shoulder and reprimanding you for being careless [about making him jealous basically].
Kun:
Respectful and mature bub who wouldnāt do anything unless the two of you were dating, and for a while.
He couldnāt understand why Xioajun was so clingy towards you- I mean... He understood it in a sense since he was also in a way- But it was different. You were taken- Xiaojun should have taken a hint from him by now. Kun was constantly swooping in to interrupt the too of you, the hint of a small grin gracing his features each time to hide his unkindly thoughts towards the younger.
āDoes Xiaojun bother you?ā he questioned, watching as you pulled on your socks from the doorway of your bedroom, his shoulder resting against the frame.
āNo?ā
Cocking your head to the side, you couldnāt understand what Kun was hinting at or why he was asking.
āHeās always around you...ā
āYeah,ā you chuckled,Ā āWeāre friends.ā
You stood, ready to pass by your boyfriend and slip on your shoes by the doorway, yet he didnāt budge.
āWell...ā he began,Ā āI donāt want to sound ...clingy, but I donāt like it-ā
āThereās nothing to worr-ā
You were mid-roll of your eyes, when he cut you off, his warm hand enveloping around your own,Ā āYouāre mine, right?ā
There was a hint of something swimming in his chocolate gaze, as if a saddened part of him needed reassurance.
āO-Of course,ā you admitted, blushing to yourself from feeling caught off guard.
āThen I have a right to be like this,ā he added, voice softer.
You open and shut your mouth dumbly, not sure what to say in response. Yes? He to a degree had a right to feel jealous- But... There was really no reason to be jealous over Xiaojun-
Tugging your hand forward gently, he drew you to meet his lips, lilting his neck down.
His kiss was delicate, lips plush and substantial, but movements gentle and loving. Your knees felt weak, as if it was your first kiss again.
āDonāt worry about it,ā you nearly whispered as he drew back,Ā āIāll try to be mindful,ā you added, referring to distancing yourself a bit so Kun wouldnāt get the wrong impression again.
āWeāre going to be late...ā
Doyoung:
You drew back to take a breath before your lips were smothered again, his nostrils flaring in anger and also the need for oxygen.
You whined gently against his lips, attempting to pull back once more.
You panted, out of breath before placing a hand on Doyoungās chest to keep him at bay.
He leant back over the center console, resting his head back against the padded seat.
Finished clicking in your seat belt you looked at him.
āWhen you dress like that,ā he began, nodding forward, āguys get the wrong idea.ā
āN-ā
āLike thinking youāre single and something for them to ogle at,ā he added, cutting you off, āYou have no idea what kind of sleaze bags were looking at you and what they were thinking-ā
His fox-like eyes flickered back to you, taking a moment to glance at the obvious cleavage youād put on display.
āI dressed up for you- I justā¦ I wanted to feel sexy and make you-ā
āMake me what? Upset?ā
āNo! Proud to be with me- To be attractive to youā¦ā
Raking a hand through his hair he let his gaze fall upon your own.
āDonāt you get it?ā he began, jabbing the keys into the ignition, āYouāre always attractive to me- I always want you- Iām always proud of you- But I want to be the only one to see.. You donāt deserve them looking at you like that and it makes me sick,ā he trailed off, quickly casting his gaze forward as he pulled away from the curb.
You felt a tingle jolt along your spine at his words.
Ten:
Heād been giving you a snarky attitude all day; curt remarks and dismissive glances.
Sighing for the final time as he pretended to ignore you, you let your tongue poke at your cheek in annoyance.
āLook at me,ā you probed.
His fingers halted before smashing the pause button on his game, tossing the controller aside him on the sofa as he let out his own sigh, his gaze continuing to be fixed upon the TV screen.
āWhy are you being like this?ā
You hated how beautiful his profile was, the slope of his sharp nose and outline of his soft lips.
āWhy wonāt you even talk to me?ā you added, raising your tone.
āIf you want someone to talk to why donāt you ask Taeyong?ā he quipped, voice laced with venom.
Huffing in exasperation, you let your hands fall to your hips.
āAre you serious?ā
Finallyā¦ he turned his dark gaze towards you.
āYeah,ā he nearly shrugged, attitude as petty as ever.
āYouāre such a child!ā you shouted, unable to control your emotions as you stormed away, frustrated and wanting to cry.
He paused for a moment before standing.
āIām childish?ā he asked, tone brazen and perplexed.
You stopped, turning on your heel-
āThen what?ā he questioned, āIs Taeyong the man?ā
Before you could spit out a reply he grabbed onto your elbow.
āIām the only man you should see,ā he barked.
āYou are my only manā¦ā you murmured, hurt he thought otherwise.
Cupping your face, he pulled you into him, lips messily finding one other before passionately embracing.
Omg I hate this oneā¦
Jaehyun:
Far enough.
Was what Jaehyun had been thinking.
His jaw was set, his lips pursing each time his eyes narrowed slightly, causing one of his dimples to gently show.
Sure, it was Taeyongās birthday, but that didnāt mean he had the right to flirt with you-
āIs that right?ā you giggled, after listening to one of Taeyongās stories.
Your fork idly toyed with the pasta in your dish as you gave Taeyong your attention. The rest of the lunch table seemed chatty, side for Jaehyun whom pouted by your side. His silence was slowly steeling your attention away from Taeyong as you began to worry.
āYouāll have to excuse me for a moment,ā you interjected, glancing towards the bathroom.
Your plan was simple, take a break from Taeyong by using the restroom before retuning and turning to Jae to give your attention and ask what was up.
As you stood Johnny began speaking to Taeyong, allowing you the perfect cover to escape. As you did, someone snagged you by your belt loop. Your forlorn boyfriend looking up at you with eyes you couldnāt place.
āWhere are you going?ā
āBathroom,ā you whispered, your brows furrowing in concern at his oddness.
He released you, standing himself to follow you.
āWhy are you being so weird?ā you inquired, rounding a corner with him.
āIām jealous,ā he admitted.
āWh- How? Whatās there to be jealous about?ā you stumbled.
Instead of answering or explaining, he cornered you against the wall once the two of you were hidden from sight in the hall of the bathroom.
āBabe,ā you began, your voice lowering.
Being under his gaze in such close quarters you felt trapped, trying to think of what heād want to hear to be reassured. You bit your lip in thought.
Warm lips clashed with your own, not too aggressive, nor gently. The breath that had gotten caught in your throat came out as a sigh against his lips as his hands slid from the wall on either side of your shoulders to your hips.
āWe canāt do this here,ā you nearly whispered, your lips brushing his own in temptation.
Ignoring you, his hasty lips met yours again, causing you to let out a small moan of protest.
āOh- God-ā Ten sputtered, shielding his eyes from the entrance of the hallway as he saw the two of you.
Your fist came in contact with Jaeās pec as he broke away from you.
...When you came back to the table you could feel everyoneās gaze upon the two of you, lowering your gaze in embarrassment as Jaehyun wore a smug grin.
Win:
Cold shoulders were never fun, especially when dealing with your best friend Sicheng.
He sat several rows in front of you in the lecture hall instead of beside you, scrolling through his phone and clearly avoiding your texts. You bit your pen cap in annoyance as you stared at the back of his head.
āMaybe they broke up-ā
It was a hushed whisper, but you were able to here it.
āJust go talk to her-ā
Evidently Sicheng heard it too, his thumb having stopped scrolling and his ears perked.
āHey,ā a gentle voice said, taking the seat beside you.
āH-Hi,ā you fumbled, baffled as to why Mark Lee was sitting next to you.
āThis seatās not taken, is it?ā
āNo,ā you enunciated, making sure it was clearly loud enough for Sicheng to hear in an attempt to be petty.
āCool- Well, uh, thereās this party at Alpha Delta Si later,ā he began,Ā āIf you wanted to go, you could be my plus one- Honestly, weāve had this class together all semester and I thought you were cute-ā
You were flattered by his invitation, but frat parties werenāt really your scene.
Glancing over his shoulder at the encounter, Sicheng was caught by your gaze.
āOh- Uh, Iāll have to think about it, parties like that arenāt really my thing-ā you declined politely.
āO-Oh,ā Mark nodded, retracting to his seat in thought as the professor entered.
The entire lesson you and Sicheng fumed with thoughts of each other, unable to concentrate.
The lesson seemed to end in record time, not that you were paying attention.
āSo, um, if parties arenāt your thing we could do something like uh... get ice cream, or-ā
Once youād stood to stuff your belongings in your bag, Mark was back at it again. However, your sleeve was yanked by the ever so thoughtful Sicheng, pulling you from the row and tugging you up the stairs of the lecture hall. You stumbled after him dumbly until he shoved the door open with such force you were scared for a moment.
āStop-ā you shot, pulling from his grip.
āWas I interrupting something?ā he asked bitterly.
āWhat the fuck is your problem? I thought you-ā
You could feel the gaze of several classmates in the hallway, feeling embarrassed.
Behind you, Sicheng saw the door of the lecture hall swing open with none other than Mark and Jeno, his eyes narrowing as he caught Markās gaze.
Swooping in, his hand clamped over your forearm to pull you to meet his lips, his blunt nails digging into your sweater.
He was overwhelming, figure looming over your own, hasty lips pushing against your own, you felt lost in your shock.
Jungwoo:
āLet me up,ā you huffed for what felt like the fifth time.
A hum of disapproval left the boy whoād constricted himself around you.
āWoo- Iāll be late for my shift...ā you tried, sighing to yourself.
āDonāt go,ā he murmured.
āI have to go- My supervisor will be mad if Iām late again...ā
āYour supervisor,ā he began, sitting up, his fluff of hair bouncing, unfit of his narrowing eyes,Ā āI donāt like him.ā
āIt doesnāt matter if you like him or not-ā
You struggled in his hold, but he draped a leg over your hips to bar your escape, hugging you closer.
āHeās creepy.ā
āYeah, he is,ā you agreed with an airy chuckle,Ā āBut that doesnāt matter, I need to keep my wage-ā
Rolling on top of you, you let out a whine under his weight. Cutely, he blew the hair out of your face, not daring to remove his hands from wrapped around you for fear of you escaping. You giggled and writhed at his actions, shaking the hair from your face.
He plopped a soft kiss upon your lips, smothering your own before drawing back momentarily.
āDonāt go.ā
His lips didnāt give yours time to spit out a retort, softly melding with yours with passion. Had it been any other day or any other occasion, you would have skipped whatever event there was to stay with him, but you couldnāt miss today...
Shaking your head to shake his lips off your own, he groaned against your lips, unrelenting. You couldnāt help but let out a chuckle of anguish against his lips, following it with a low whine. He bit your lip in retaliation gently, shifting on top of you as you squealed and wiggled beneath him.
āYouāre being childish,ā you gasped, nostrils flaring with the need for air.
Lucas:
āBaby-ā
Yukheiās deep voice reverberated through your being as his lips brushed your ear.
āWhy are you watching that?ā
In your defense, you hadnāt searched for it, rather it was in your suggestions and you just so happened to be curious by the amount of views it had. A Doyoung, Boss focus cam-
Nor were you expecting your friend-with-benefits to be up so early... He usually slept well past ten.
āI couldnāt sleep,ā you partially lied.
āDo you like him?ā
āUh,ā you stalled, glancing over your bare shoulder,Ā āItās not like I know him-ā
āI mean,ā he corrected,Ā āDo you think heās sexy?ā
Your expression morphed into one of confusion at his most likely horny what-the-fuckery.Ā
If you said yes would he set up a threesome?
āYeah.ā
A warm hand slid over your bare arm, trailing to your shoulder before moving to your throat. He didnāt like that answer- Though the two of you werenāt official, he had real feelings for you- Which is why he called you baby, and told you to stay the night when youād start searching for your clothes the night before...
āWhat about me?ā he groaned gently.
Dropping your phone aside, you rolled over to your side, your hand going to his wrist to stop the growing pressure he applied.
āYeah, youāre sexy,ā you rolled your eyes, knowing he was immaturely jealous.
āAm I sexier?ā
He drew you closer, his nose brushing against your own as he awaited your answer.
āIām not sure,ā you teased, withholding a giggled at how his eyes widened.
He let out a chuckle too, able to catch onto your teasing attitude.
āI must be since Iām the one with you and not him,ā he muttered with a smile, rolling over on top.
His lips claimed your own in an arduously slow kiss, his hand fumbling to reach over and turn off your phone.
Mark:
Alone, in bed, on his phone- Markās evening was rather bland. Heād been on a call with you while youād been getting ready to come over, content with just listening to your voice.
āWhy do you take so long to get ready?ā he questioned with a sigh,Ā āJust come over already.ā
āI have to look good,ā you countered,Ā āYou said Johnny was home...ā
And here it was, the recent reason for Markās despise of Johnny Suh, one of his closest friends.
āBro- So what... Youāre coming over to see me, not him-ā
That was true-
āYeah, but if I do see him-ā
āWhatever, just hurry up,ā Mark complained, his tone snappish as he hung up.
It was hard getting friend-zoned, let alone having the girl you like be into your best friend instead.
Fifteen minutes later you were checking your reflection on your phone before the door, collecting yourself before ringing the doorbell.
Answering it, Mark felt his heart clench- You looked ridiculously cute, glossy lips, curled lashes, slight wind-blown hair, and the oversized Puma hoodie youā d bought last week to match your leggings.
He wish you were getting all dolled up for him, causing a pang of jealousy to stab him.
āIāll pay for delivery since you paid last time,ā you remarked, stepping through the doorway to remove your shoes as your eyes searched for the giant of your affection.
Yet he was nowhere in sight...
Making your way to Markās room with your bag, dropping it to his bed and plugging your phone into his charger.
You heard the distinct sound of the refrigerator opening, bottles rattling- Perhaps it was Johnny. Turning on your heel, you planned upon seeing whom it was, but a Mark Lee was blocking your path, having just entered the threshold of his room.
āLemme see,ā you pried, your brows furrowing as he closed the door behind himself.
āItās Taeil,ā he lied, knowing what you were after.
You still wanted to check for yourself, even give the senior a greeting.
āUh, let me through,ā you paused as Mark remained in his spot.
āWhyās it always go to be about him?ā
āI- What do you-ā
āYou know what I mean,ā he interjected, raising his voice,Ā āAll of a sudden everythingās about him-ā
āThatās not true,ā you tried, folding your arms defensively.
āYes it is,ā he retorted, taking a step toward you, his bad attitude and mood nearly radiating off his figure,Ā āWe canāt even hang out like we used to because youāre always preoccupied with him-ā
āI canāt help that I like him!ā you shot back.
It took only another step and Mark was in front of you, his hands flying to grip your shoulders as his nose brushed yours for only a millisecond- You couldnāt contemplate what was taking place and before it registered, his lips were on your own, sticky lip gloss transferring.
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The Maze
Thomas x TaylorĀ
Warning: death, violence, cursing, spoilers (if u have not seen the movie dont read this)
Specifics: angst, fluff, romance, comedy, gifs, pics, aesthetics, oc, oc story, plus size, 600 followers competitionĀ
People: too many to put down srryĀ
Words: 15,987 (omg this is the longest thing ive ever written in my life)
Requested: By @fyeahtaylorp (cannot tag) Ok so My OCās name is Taylor sheās 5,5, plus size, blonde hair, blue eyes, and sheās sassy and confident most of the time. I was thinking maybe rebel Wilson as the actress she resembles. I want her to be with Thomas from the maze runner. I was thinking that they meet in the maze and sheās been there longer than him and they start as friends but when they escape the maze they grow closer especially after sheās taken away from the group when they get to wicked. Maybe sheās scared Thomas is into Teresa or Brenda but heās is in love with her and she finds that out when he thinks something has happened to her and idk how to end it š
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Authors Note: FINALLY IM ABOUT TO POST THIS AGHGHGHGHGH i am so srry this took so long ive been stressed lately and dealing with some personal issues but omg im so happy how this came out! i hope u guys like it as well and also its super long lol im srry. couple of things, i did not re read this cuz its too much so if there r mistakes then u know im not surprised. also i made my mind that i am not doing this every 100 more followers i get instead its every 300 more followers i get so next time i do a oc competition story will be when i reach 900 followers or if i lol thank u guys for the follow and i am totally getting back to writing i have a lot of things coming up that im excited for yay! hope u enjoy and thank u for requesting!Ā
previous oc story for my 500 followers: Erik Killmonger x oc Calantha MorrisonĀ
āStephen, Stephen...I need you. Iām scared.ā
With a fright she woke up. Not understanding if her thoughts in her head while she slept were a dream or a reality. Everything she had just played in her mind was like a memory, it was as if Taylor lived through them.
She saw the sun beginning to rise, this was a sign to show her it was the start of the day. Her life seemed to be endless, it seemed to have no meaning. Everyday was unknown, unknown of where she came from or anything before the maze. She was stuck with many, many other young boys around her age, and some younger. It was unfair she felt to her and to the others.
āWhere did I come from?ā Taylor would ask herself from time to time, really pondering on that question.
As Taylor got up to start the day she got dressed in her ripped jeans and her long sleeve shirt, wearing her boots with it. āTime to begin the day.ā She breathed out into the cool air but then she felt her most prized possession. Without even realizing she lifted her hand to touch her necklace. When she first arrived at the maze she was left with the necklace. It must mean something, but if only she knew what it meant, or who gave it to her? What did it signify?
āHey Newt, hope you slept well,ā Taylor smiled as she met with Newt for breakfast her stomach rumbling at the smell of Frypanās food.
Newt chuckled, patting her arm as the walked to the others, āsomeone sounds hungry-
Taylor playfully hit his arm, āwhatās that supposed to mean?
Newts face went pale as he thought that he had hurt Taylorās feelings, āoh my, Iām sorry Tay.ā She just laughed, āyouāre fine Newt. But a girlās gotta eat!ā
Newt laughed at her statement and flung his arm over her shoulders, patting her soft arm in the process. They both walk to the breakfast area. Taylor sniffs the air and motions her way to the food.Ā
Taylor wiped her mouth as she stood up, enjoying her breakfast especially since she spent it with her friends. It was tough being the only girl in the Glade. Nobody there understood her, they tried to but it was difficult. It was just biology, she was a female and they, they were inexperienced boys.Ā
As Taylorās boots trudged through the high, green grass she looked at the huge stone cold walls. The maze it what made everything in life seem impossible. Taylor stared at it, maybe if she stared at it long enough it would go away, but sure enough the concrete barriers were still there, almost seeming to laugh at her.Ā
āHey you okay Tay?ā Newt asked, concerned as he placed his hand on her shoulder. A smile growing on his lips.Ā
Taylor nodded and laughed,Ā āyeah I was just thinking thats all. So these tulips, they are very beautiful.ā Your hands landed on the flowers of Newtās garden. The petals were soft and the scent was so pleasing.Ā āGood job Newt, these are gorgeous!ā
āWell, you helped me out with them, remember?ā
Taylor chuckled,Ā āyeah, I do.ā She went to start by getting more suitable dirt for the produce and started taking out any weeds. Then watering them and adding food.Ā
As Taylor was about to replant some items she heard a lot of commotion coming from,Ā āthe box...ā
Taylor sprinted to the elevator. All the boys were making a commotion. She squeezed through them and saw...him. Her heart started to beat fast as his light brown eyes met hers. Her blue ocean eyes widened when she saw him. She felt like she had met this boy before but she didnāt know where or how. When the boyās face lands on her he seems to take a pause and as if inspect her. Gally takes him out of the box and they all corner him, not giving the newcomer space.Ā
āHey guys give him some space!ā Taylor shouted at the other boys, pushing them away from the newbie. Just then the newcomer makes a run for it.Ā
āWe got a runner!ā One of the kid yells.Ā
Taylor mentally slaps herself at how the others treated the new one. As the new boy falls and trips on the grass, Taylor motions to him.Ā
āHello new one, Iām Taylor.ā She stuck out her hand, a smile on her face.Ā āWelcome home.ā
Taylor and Newt show the ropes to the new kid, him still not remembering his name which she told him he will later on remember but his past will be always forgotten. She explained how everyone in the Glade has a job.Ā āAlby, our leader, was the first one here, but we all have jobs here. Newt likes to garden.ā
āAnd what do you do?ā The boy asked, really interested in Taylor.Ā
Taylor put her hands on her hip all sassy,Ā āwell me-ā
āOh no here we go,ā Newt laughed, knowing Taylor was about to make a speech of how important and how amazing her job is.Ā
āIām a map maker. We have our runners who run the maze and every time they finish the maze they come to me! They tell me whats changed and what to add more. Its a team work and yes Newt to me it is one of the most important jobs. Just saying!ā
As Taylor said this the runner came out of the Maze before it closed.Ā
With Newtās permission Taylor shows the boy all the different areas and just a little bit about everything of his new home.Ā
They two sit on a log by the fire with the rest of the kids. Taylor hands the boy a drink to which he thinks taste bad.Ā
āSo out there,ā the boy points to the maze.Ā āWhat happens out there?ā
Taylor knew what horrible monster crawled those wall but she did not want to scare the new one,Ā āI donāt really know, remember Iām no runner and for good reason. I could never run all that, Iām too slow.ā
The boy laughs,Ā ādoes anyone stay the night in the maze?ā
Taylor shakes her head, her golden blonde hair also moving with her,Ā āno, they wouldnāt survive. I donāt think, but any ways this is your first day here. Lets not worry about those things and instead worry about you having some fun tonight.ā She saw the boy was not having it and was not wanting to have fun. With a sigh she sat firmly next to him.Ā āDo you see those stars?ā
The boy looks to the black sky,Ā āthere are millions of stars.ā
āYeah but these are yours.ā She grabbed the boyās hand and lead him to a bright twinkling star.Ā āI can see that you are going to do just fine here. In fact many will trust, respect, and one will truly love you forever. Your time here will be something of learning and teaching to everyone.ā
The boy nodded with surprise,Ā āyou got that all from that star, or are you just trying to make me feel better?ā
āThe stars never lie Greenie.ā She puts her hand out to him as he takes it. They stand up to talk somewhere more private but as they do Gally throws a guy to the boy.Ā
They both start competing.Ā āOkay Gally thats enough, heās new here!ā Taylor shouts to him over the other boys screaming and cheering. As she thought that the newbie would not win he pushes Gally to the floor. Everyone including Taylor cheers for the boy, but Gally kicks him making the greenie fall on his head.Ā
āMy name is Thomas.ā The boy stands up screaming with pure joy.Ā āMy name is Thomas, its Thomas!ā
āHooray for Thomas,ā Taylor exclaims, slapping a hand on Thomasās shoulder. The crowd goes wild for him.Ā
āWelcome home Thomas,ā Alby says as he hand him a drink.Ā
The next day was hectic. One of the runners named Ben was stung by a griever and he attacked Thomas. Taylor heard the commotion and helped Newt hit Ben on the head with a shovel. Then Alby told the boys to lift Benās shirt. Seeing the stung made Taylorās heart ache, she can see the pain and sadness of knowing in Benās eyes. She left with tears in her eyes.Ā
Taylor, Chuck and Alby all sat Thomas down to explain what had happened, to explain the nightmares that lay beyond those walls.Ā
She knew what was to happen the next day though. Ben is forced to enter into the maze and left their to die. There is no cure for the stung. Seeing this made Taylor cry, hating the outcome of life.Ā
Later on, Minho who is the lead runner and Alby go in the maze to retrace Benās steps.Ā
As Taylor awaited for them she spent the time with Thomas. Her hands were sweaty and she was nervous for them. Thomas made her feel safe and better.Ā
āIām scared Thomas. I wish Benās life would not have ended that way, I hate when this happens.ā
Thomas grabbed her hand and reassuringly rubbed his thumb over her knuckles. The action made Taylor blush and feel some sort of attraction to the newbie.Ā āEvery things gonna be fine Tay, remember the stars.ā He smiled to her as he moved a piece of stray hair behind her ear.Ā
Taylor held onto Thomasās hand and onto her necklace, just awaiting for the others.Ā
Finally at dusk Taylor and the others wait my the entrance of the maze. The doors have opened but there is no Minho or Alby. Taylorās heart starts to pound, fast. She is frightened and scared. With her left hand to her lips she quickly searches for Thomasās hand, her right soft one clasping his calloused hand.
āWhy are they taking so long.ā She whispered under her breath, clutching onto Thomas hand harder.Ā
āCāmon guys canāt we send someone after them?ā Thomas asked, already looking worried.Ā
Gally squatting by the floor says,Ā āthatās against the rules.ā
Taylor rolls her eyes and massages her temple.Ā
āEither they make it back or they donāt.ā
Newt looks at Taylor and Thomas,Ā ācanāt risk loosing anyone else.ā
Suddenly, a huge gust of wind blows at the group awaiting. Taylor puts her arm up to shield herself from the particles in the wind.Ā
Then the maze gears start to turn and the maze walls start closing slowly.Ā
āOh no,ā Chuck whispers.Ā
āNo please no,ā Taylor starts to panic. Seeing the door start to close.Ā
āThere,ā points Thomas.Ā
In the distance of the maze Minho is carrying Alby, it seems as if he is hurt.Ā
āOh my god look there right there,ā Taylor shouts, feeling happy that she sees them, but they are so far away.Ā
āWait something is wrong,ā Newt points out.Ā
āOh no,ā Taylor says worried.Ā
āCāmon Minho you can do it!ā Shouts Chuck.Ā
The rest of the boys start to cheer for Minho, Gally saying for Minho to leave Alby there.Ā
āCāmon Minho, hurry Minho! You can do this!ā Taylor screams as loud as she can. Her heart racing every second that goes by.Ā
āTheyāre not gonna make it,ā Newt and Taylor realize.Ā
āTheyāre too far away,ā Taylor cries, tears going down her face.Ā
The maze walls getting close to shutting fully Taylor is at this point gripping Thomas arm so hard.Ā
Minho screams as he tries to drag Alby to the entrance of the maze, going as fast as he can.Ā
āHeās not gonna make it,ā Taylor whispers. Every one is screaming, shouting, trying to push Minho to go faster. She looks around to all the scared faces, all the faces that seem to have hope. Taylor looks in front, feeling helpless as she cries more.Ā
Thomas realizes what must be done and without a second thought he runs ahead with only a few inches left until the maze closes.Ā
āNO THOMAS!ā Taylor screams in a high pitched scream as she tries to grab Thomas.Ā
Everything else was like a flash before her eyes. Her Thomas was gone.Ā
āNO!!!!ā
The door to the maze fully closed and Taylor fell onto the dirt, crying, knowing Thomas, Minho, and Alby were already gone.Ā
āNo Thomas, why?ā She cried as she wrapped herself in her sweater, wanting to feel his hand once again.Ā
She waited there all night, wrapping herself tighter in her sweater, clutching onto the necklace.Ā
āTaylor, you canāt stay here all night.ā Newt said as he sat beside her, looking up the maze.Ā
āYes I can and I will. Did you see what Thomas did Newt? He risked his life,ā she stood up and placed her delicate cold hands on the stone wall.Ā āHe isĀ a hero, Newt. Heās probably scared, I just,ā she gave a big sigh.Ā āI just want him to be safe. He was one of the good ones, I saw it.ā
Newt nodded his head and stayed with Taylor for as long as he could, when it was time to go to sleep he left Taylor with her thoughts. Taylor traced over the names of those who had passed away. Scolding herself for thinking that the name Thomas would be carved there.Ā āCāmon Thomas, you gotta make it. You just gotta.ā
When morning came Taylor was the first one waiting there for them. Her feet tapped subconsciously on the dirt floor.Ā
The door of the maze opened up and Taylor, Chuck, Newt and some others were there as well. Taylor held onto Chuckās hand and he hugged her, trying to reassure here.Ā
āIām here for you Taylor,ā Chuck said.
āThanks Chuck.ā Chuck was like a little brother to Taylor. He was such a happy boy and just so kind it made her feel thankful to know him.Ā
Taylor and Chuck were so hopeful, just wanting to see the others there at the entrance of the maze.Ā
But nobody was there.Ā
āTold you guy,ā Newt started.Ā ātheyāre not coming back.ā
Every one was starting to loose faith as they walked away, preceding with their life. Not Taylor though and Chuck. They stood and waited.Ā
Taylor looked down, starting to also loose faith as she didnāt see them coming.Ā
āNo way,ā said a boy as Taylor lifted her head she saw...
them.Ā
āYeah!ā Cheered Chuck.Ā
āOh my god, yes! Yes!ā She started to squeal. Taylor was overjoyed and so happy to see them.Ā
Thomas and Minho both worked together in saving Alby. They made it through the doors and laid Alby on the floor.Ā
Taylorās eyes started to become glassy, they were starting to tear up at the sight before her.Ā
āYou saw a griever?ā Chuck asked, looking at Minho and Thomas.Ā
āYeah I saw one.ā Thomas said, out of breath.Ā
Minho shook his head,Ā āhe didnāt just see it, he killed it.ā
The whole group looked at Thomas, shocked. Taylor smirked and hugged Thomas,Ā āI knew there was something special about you.ā
Thomas chuckled and hugged Taylor back.Ā
They arrive back to the hut where they all sit down and discuss what has changed within the maze.Ā
āThis is where the magic happens,ā Taylor whispered to Thomas as she gave him a wink. As they walked in there laid the map. It was unlike any other map. It was not made out of paper, no, it was made out of sticks, rocks. It showed where turns were made, how abstract the maze truly was.Ā
āWow, this is what you guys do?ā Thomas asked, mesmerized by how Taylor and her team had built the maze replica.Ā
āYeah, now youāre a part of it.ā Taylor bit her lip, trying to hold in her immense smile knowing now she gets to spend moments with Thomas.Ā
Thomas looks up at Taylor and grins at her,Ā āwell first off we went through here.ā
Thomas and Minho sat in front of Taylor, telling her every little detail on how the maze has changed. They place the rock that they had written each section of the place and put it in its proper area.
Thomas peers around the room which makes Taylor uncomfortable. The room is dark, dull, it smells of copper, so much that someone could taste it. Taylor was the same way when she peered into the map making room, to her it was a bit scary, but if it was going to save the lives of all these kids, she would sacrifice her nose smell for a little bit.Ā
As Taylor listens to Minhoās route she stares intently at one piece,Ā āhey maybe this is a pattern?ā
The group discussed all night, for many hours. Words exchanging, ideas, thoughts, it was a long, long night.Ā
The next day as Taylor is tending to the garden she hears the unusual sound. The creaking of the box.Ā
āGuys! Guys come check this out!ā She shouts as she runs to the elevator. The others arrive as well and the person that is shown shocks every one.Ā
āWhat in the world?ā Some ask as they stare at this...
āIts a girl...,ā Taylor crawls in the box as she stares at another girl. Sheās not just the only girl anymore. A part of her feels happy and glad but another part of her feels, jealous. She did not understand why.
Newt jumps in as well,Ā āyeah youāre right Tay...its another girl.ā
They all stare in amazement and curiosity. Why would they be sent another girl?Ā
āWhats in her hand?ā Gally asks. Newt takes out the paper in her hand and written on the small piece it says, āshes the last one everā. Taylorās face looks confused, what could this mean?
āWhat the hel* does that mean?ā Newt looks up at Taylor.Ā
The new girl suddenly wakes up with a gasp, her breathing very hard. As she is struggling to regain her breath she utters only one name,Ā āThomas...ā
The boys and Taylor look at Thomas, expecting him to know why this new girl said his name. He gave a look back of unknowing.Ā
As the three, Taylor, Thomas, and Minho discuss more about the maze in the map room some boys come around to the entrance.Ā
āāWhat are you guys doing? Youāre not allowed here,ā Taylor tries to shoo them off but they stand their ground.Ā āBut its the girl.ā
āWhat is she awake?ā Thomas questions.Ā
The two boys look at each other then at Taylorās group,Ā āyeah well, you can say that.ā
As Taylor runs to where the new girl is at Chuck chuckles and points up,Ā āGirls are awesome.ā
Taylor shoots him a face of annoyance,Ā āreally shank? Now you realize that?ā She looks up to see the newbie throwing rocks at the boys down below.Ā āAre you serious?āĀ
The boys have shields and are trying to diffuse the situation.Ā
āWe just want to talk,ā intervenes Thomas, but still the new girl keeps throwing rocks.Ā
āLet me handle this,ā Taylor says as she stand in front of the boys.Ā āHello there fellow girl. How bout me and you talk? Just us girls only, hmm?ā
The girl pauses with the rocks for a moment and that lets Taylor go up.Ā
As she climbs up she sees the girl there, huddled probably scared.Ā
āHi there,ā Taylor greets her with a smile.Ā āDonāt worry none of the boys are coming up.ā
āYouāre a girl?ā The new one asks, looking at Taylor up and down.Ā
Taylor nods,Ā āyeah, Iām the first girl. Its nice to see another one, lets me have closure. Knowing I can relate to you.ā
āHow come I canāt remember anything?ā
āDonāt worry, that happens to us all. I donāt remember anything, my past, memories, they are all gone. All I have is this to remind me that I did have a past.ā Taylor pulls up her necklace for the new girl to see it.Ā
āIts beautiful.ā
āThanks, now you might remember your name a few hours from now or the next day.ā
āMy name is Teresa.ā
Taylor is shocked a little. The new girl rememberās her name already. Something was way off about this Greenie.Ā āWell Teresa my name is Taylor, nice to meet you.ā
Behind Taylor climbs a Thomas. Teresa quickly pulls out a machete and points it at him.Ā
āHey, whoa, whoa, whoa, easy alright?ā
āYeah its okay Teresa, heās one of the good guys,ā Taylor smiles at Thomas. Thomas gives a little grin to Taylor at the comment she said.Ā
āSo your name is Teresa?ā Thomas asks as he settles next to Taylor. Teresa nods while Thomas introduces himself.Ā āTeresa, Iām Thomas. But you already knew that, I guess, huh?ā
Teresa still pointing the blade at Thomas looks to Taylor,Ā āthey said I kept saying his name in my sleep.ā She turns to look at Thomas,Ā āwho are you?ā
āHe doesnāt know either,ā Taylor says.Ā āNo one here remembers anything. We are just like you.ā
Thomas places his hand on Taylor lap,Ā āyeah, shes right. We all woke up in that box just like you. We are all the same. So Iām gonna take this.ā Thomas takes the machete out of Teresaās hand and gives it to Taylor.Ā āOkay.ā
Taylor let out the breath she had been holding. Taylor and Thomas stood by with Teresa, to make sure she felt safe. But there were so many questions that needed answering.Ā
Thomas, Minho, Winston, Zart and Frypan enter into the maze. Taylor says her goodbyes to them but as Thomas is about to leave Taylor meets with him.Ā
āI wanted to give you something before you go.ā Taylor hands Thomas a sheet of paper, on the paper is drawn a butterfly on a flower. It looks so realistic and it is shaded nicely.Ā āIts a little something so you remember me in there.ā
Thomas smiles and brings Taylor into a long, tight hug.Ā āIām gonna miss you,ā he murmurs in her ear.Ā
Taylor does not want to let go. She wants to keep holding onto him forever,Ā āPlease be careful out there. Please come back to me.ā She cradles his face with her hands giving him a painful goodbye. He lets go and enters in the maze with the rest of the boys.Ā
When they return Gally states that Thomas has jepordized the peaceful relationship between the Gladers and the Grievers.Ā
āReally Gally? Just because they found that device inside one? Maybe that could be a way out!ā Taylor tried to reason with him. But it was no use. Gally wanted him punished.Ā
āWait a second, why donāt we just make Thomas a runner?ā Newt suggested patting Taylorās back knowing she would back him up on this idea.Ā
āThatās a great idea, second-in-command.ā She expressed and put more emphasize on second-in-command to show he was high in social level.Ā āThomas would make a great runner.ā
So it was made, Thomas ended up being designated as a runner.Ā
Minho guides Thomas to the maze Taylor built again. Now its more important than ever to really pay attention to the model since the boys found some new clues.Ā
āThree years,ā Taylor says as she walks around the table where the model is being displayed.Ā āThree years of exploration and finally now, now that you Thomas are making a difference, we are actually getting somewhere.ā
Thomas places his hand on Taylorās waist making Taylor blush. Minho spots the attraction between them and gives a smirk. He coughs and raises his brow,Ā ā...well then, along with what Taylor said the Mazeās numbered sections open and close in a regular sequence, that might be a code.ā
Taylor peers at the device and then at the model of the maze.Ā āYeah, look. The device is numbered to correspond to a certain section within the maze. With this device we may be able to actually escape!ā
This was good new to every one. Finally, a chance to escape, finally a chance to see the other world. That hope that Taylor longed for just seemed so out of reach mere seconds ago, yet when she says the plan it seems as if now it is lightly grazing her fingertips. Like she can feel it.
Taylor walks in on Teresa with two syringes. Taylor gave a face of curiosity. She did not know what liquid was in those shots and yet before Taylor could ask, Teresa already stuck it into Alby.Ā
āWhat did you do to him?ā Taylor raised her fists to Teresa but she just put her hands up in defense.Ā
āIts okay Taylor!...Its okay. This is gonna help him.ā
Taylor side eyed Teresa,Ā āHow do I know youāre not lying, hmm?ā
Teresa shrugged,Ā āyouāre just gonna have to trust me.ā
Taylor angry leaves the hut that Alby is in and goes into the woods to read and draw, trying to block out her. Taylor was not one to feel self-conscious, or jealous but when she saw Teresa she felt those evil things. When she saw Teresa with Thomas the anger boiled more within her. Taylor knew in her head that Teresa and Thomas must have had history together so Taylor knew she did not have a chance, and the thin girl always wins.Ā
That day Thomas and Minho again went into the Maze. When they came back Thomas was oddly happy to see Taylor.Ā
Thomas ran up to her and gave her a big hug.Ā
āWhats this for?ā Taylor chuckles, deepening the hug.Ā
āTay,ā Thomas puts his hands on her cheeks, it looks as if he is about to kiss her.Ā āWe may have found a way to get out of here, to get out of this maze. Wouldn't you like that?ā
Taylor smiles,Ā āI would love that Thomas.ā She then laces her fingers with his wanting to show him that she does care and that he does matter. Thomas looks at the two hands together and starts coming in closer to Taylor but then Gally interrupts and starts to have an argument with Thomas. The argument is cut short when Teresa says that Albyās awake. Feeling relief Taylor makes her way over to his hut to see how he is doing.Ā
āHas he said anything?ā Minho asks, worry clearly evident in his voice.Ā
āNo,ā Teresa answers.Ā
āAlby, Alby you alright?ā Newt asks, looking into Albyās eyes as he rests next to him on his bed.
āLets not over crowd him guys. I donāt want to scare him or makes him feel uncomfortable.ā Taylor says, standing next to Thomas and squatting to get a good eyes level with Alby.Ā
āHey Alby,ā Thomas said as he squats next to Taylor.Ā āWe might of just found a way out of the maze. You hear me, we could be gettin out of here.ā
Alby then whispers the next two words, tears falling down his face.Ā āWe canāt...we canāt leave. They wonāt let us.ā
āWhat are you talking about?ā Thomas asks, uncertain.Ā
āI remember,ā Alby says, making Taylor gasp.Ā
āWhat do you remember?ā Thomas questions Alby.Ā
āYou.ā
āThomas, what is he talking about?ā Taylorās eyes searching for an answer as she looks to Thomas.Ā
āAnd you...Taylor. You two were always their favorites. Always.ā
Taylorās heart started to beat at an uncontrollable rate. She felt unable to breathe. Alby knew something of her past that she doesnāt even know. Did she know Thomas before the maze? Her head was starting to spin, her whole life seemed like a mystery to her.Ā
āWhy did you do this?ā Albyās tears came out more as he stared at Taylor and Thomas.Ā āWhy did you two come here?ā
There is a lot of commotion outside the tent. The whole group goes outside to see what all the ruckus is when they are met with something of their nightmares.Ā
That night the maze entrance does not close leaving the Grievers to pour into the glade. It was a war between the Gladers and the monsters. Every one who knew Taylor knew about her fears. One of her fears was spiders, and to her these Grievers looked like gigantic, scary, spiders. Taylor and the rest of the gang tried their hardest to fight against the demons but some won. Some of your group including Zart and the beloved Alby passed due to the fighting. It was a struggle to fight and to try to win. Taylor kept close to Thomas, making sure he was safe before her in any of this.Ā
As the fight finished Taylor looked around her. The home she knew all these years was broken, it was devastating. All their produce was gone, everything was up in flames. But Taylor did not blame Thomas for any of it, instead she embraced his actions knowing things were gonna change soon.Ā
Gally came furious to Thomas and punched him, blaming him for all the mess and how the Grievers are now angry with the Gladers. In an attempt to regain his memories, Thomas stabs himself with aĀ Griver stinger.Ā
āNo! Thomas what are you doing?ā Taylor called out to him, catching him as he fell after the impact of the sting.Ā
She waits, and waits. Since Thomas was knocked unconscious because of the sting, Gally made it that Thomas was put in a cell. So Taylor waited right next to the cell until Thomas woke up. She kept looking at him and then at her necklace. She felt like all this time she knew Thomas, something within her made her feel some sort of attraction towards Thomas. Like if they were meant to be.Ā
Thomas woke up, his eyes shooting open as if he were amazed or surprised.Ā
āThomas youāre awake!ā Taylor shoots him a smile as she combs back her blonde hair with her hands.Ā āI have some bad news for you.ā
All the while Taylor is telling him how Gally is going to sacrifice him and Teresa, Thomas cannot stop looking at her with a face. He just stares into those blue eyes, knowing full well the whole story, the reason for that necklace. He knows about her past, her memories. But he chose to keep that inside...for now.Ā
āAre you okay Thomas?ā
āWhy do you never give up on me? Like, here, you always takes my side, are always by my side, why?ā
Taylor just shrugged,Ā āI donāt know. I just feel comfortable and safe around you. Someone who makes me feel that way couldnāt be bad.ā
Thomas smiles and puts his fingers through the cell spaces. Taylor grabs his fingers and with a heart warming grin opens the cell for him.Ā
Without Taylor, Thomas goes to the other to tell them about what he remembered. As Gally tries to sacrifice Thomas and Teresa, the other Gladers free them and are on their way through the maze.Ā
Taylor is very much afraid, going through the maze. She is afraid of the what she calls spiders, but the Grievers. As she walks through with the others for the first time Thomas holds her hand in his.Ā
āIām here Tay. Iām gonna protect you.ā
That made Taylor feel at more ease. As Taylor and the group come face to face with the monsters, Thomas saves and protects Taylor. They make it past through the Grievers, some from the group have passed but the survivors stumble upon a laboratory.Ā
āWhat in the hel* is this?ā Taylor asks as she and the others see dead scientists and technicians there.Ā āIt looks like there was a shootout here or something.ā
Suddenly a woman in a video recording shows up. Her name is Ava Paige, she starts explaining that the planet is broken by a solar flare, and then thereās the deadly virus called the Flare that if someone were to have it, it would affect the brain. The Gladers, Taylor, are immune to the flare. She then learns how all this, the maze, the chaos, all the hel* that they were put through was for an experiment. It was to study their brains as it worked as a resistance to the virus. Taylor feels as if she knows the woman, she keeps an eye on her while Thomas stares at Taylor, knowing the full story.Ā
Taylor can see in the background of the video, these men start coming out in these mercenary clothing and start shooting the others there. Dr. Paige lifts a gun to her head and before she shoots herself she utters these last words,Ā āand remember, W.C.K.D is good.ā She pulls the trigger and shoots the bullet in her head.Ā
Taylor shouts in surprise and puts her face to Thomasās chest. Thomas pats her back lovingly and looks completely shocked, not knowing what the next step is.
Ā As Taylor looks back she sees,Ā āGally?ā The whole group turns around and sees that Gally is there. It appears as if he has been stung from a Griever. He has a gun in his hand, his body starts shaking as he starts to tear up.Ā
āGally...stop what you are doing. We can talk about this.ā Taylor tries to reassure him as she puts her hand in front of Thomas to protect him.Ā
āWe canāt leave.ā Gally starts as he shaking his head.Ā
āWe did Gally, weāre out.ā Thomas says as heās on alert mode. Nobody knowing what Gally is going to do next.Ā āWeāre free.ā
āFree?ā Gally laughs as he looks around.Ā āYou think weāre free out there? No, no thereās no escape from this place.ā He then lifts the gun at the group. Every one gasps and walks back. Thomas tries to reason with him.Ā āGally listen to me. Youāre not thinking straight. Youāre not.ā
Taylor turns around to see Minho tighten his grip around his spear.Ā
āAnd we can help you,ā Thomas pleads.Ā āJust put down the gun.ā
With his gun pointing directly at Thomas, Gally cries,Ā āI belong to the maze.ā
āJust put down the gun,ā Thomas says again.Ā
āWe all do,ā Gally says as heās about to shoot.Ā
āGally!ā Thomas and Taylor scream as Chuck goes in front of Thomas and Taylor. Every thing happened at the speed of light. The gun was shot but Minho threw his spear directly into Gallyās chest. Every one is scared and shocked at the sight before them. Gally is struggling to breathe as he falls atop the broken pieces of glass. Just as Taylor thought everything was going to be okay Chuck starts to breathe differently.Ā
āThomas,ā Chuck says as he looks at him and Taylor looks down to his chest to see the bullet shot Chuck.Ā
āNo, oh god please no,ā Taylor starts crying as Thomas catches him before he fell to the floor.Ā
āOh shi*, oh shi*,ā Thomas panics as he runs his hands up and down Chucks face and chest, not knowing what to do with the wound.Ā āLook at me, Chuck just hang on.ā Thomas tries to talk him into staying alive, giving him words of encouragement. Taylorās vision starts to become blurry from all her crying.Ā
As Chuck struggles to breathe he hands Thomas the carving he did that he was going to give to his parents. He is now entrusting that Thomas finish the quest.Ā
āNo, Chuck youāre gonna give that to them, remember? Youāre gonna live, my sweet Chuck.ā Taylor voice comes out in broken sobs but at the same time her voice is soothing and comforting. Her hands go to stroke Chuckās curly hair, wanting his death to be as peaceful as possible.Ā
āThank you,ā Chuck smiles as he looks up to Taylor and then Thomas. His breathing is loud and then...it stops. Those were Chuckās last words.Ā
āChuck? Chuck, hey. Hey, Chuck cāmon! Oh my god!ā Thomas sobs as he sees his friend die right in front of him. His eyes still open as he fell asleep in death. Taylor looks up to see the rest of the group crying as well. She starts by putting a hand on Thomasās back but she as well is sobbing vigorously.Ā āOh Chuck.ā
Suddenly, a door opens and a bright light falls through the room. These men start running in as Teresa calls out for him. Thomas does not care, his tears and crying are all that comes out of him. Taylor puts her hand on her mouth and closes her eyes as she cries some more. The men come in and take the others away, but the pull Taylor and Thomas away from Chuckās body. As they try to take Thomas away Thomas wiggles out of their grasp and crawls away to Chuckās body. They pull him away as he cries to let him go. Taylor and the rest run out into a whole landscape of sandy dunes. Every one is ushered into a helicopter. As they throw Thomas in, Taylor grabs him and sits next to him, holding his hand. The masked man reassures the others that they are safe. The helicopter flies up and down below is the maze. Taylor opens her mouth in shock as she sees what the maze truly looks like. All her life thatās all sheās ever know. She was afraid to see what life was like after all this.Ā
āRelax kid, everything's gonna change,ā the masked man says.Ā
Taylor looks out the window to the new possibilities, to the new future of her life.Ā
It had been a couple of years since Taylor was rescued, along with other Gladers, from the maze. They are all taken to a facility by a man named Mr. Janson. He tells the group that the building is a safe haven, it will protect them. That they are protected by WCKD, the virus and the after math of the virus...cranks. He also gives food, clothes, and sanitation. There are also others from different mazes present there.
Taylor met one girl that was also in her shoes. She was part of a maze as well. She was also bigger than most of the girls so Taylor and her had a lot in common. Her name was Jessica. On the first night that they stayed, Taylor felt afraid and unsure but Jessica made her feel welcomed and safe.Ā
(this is Jessica: oc, models name is Paloma Elsesser)
During lunch after Taylor would talk with her friends she would then talk with Jessica.Ā
āDonāt you feel its a little bit...odd.ā Taylor asks one day as she stares at the people working at the facility.Ā
āWhat do you mean by odd?ā Jessica raises her brow.Ā
āI mean, why would they give us all this? Like what are they really doing behind closed doors?ā
āI donāt know about you but Iām happy with having these things. I think youāre just worrying too much.ā
Taylor bit her lip as she nodded,Ā āyeah youāre probably right.ā
No...Taylor was very wrong. Thomas and another boy from another maze named Aris Jones went to inspect what was really happening behind closed doors. To Taylor it was horrific. She felt that every one here lied to her. They learned that Dr. Ava Paige is still alive and that Mr. Janson is working for WCKD. Taylor even learned that they were experiment on the immunes and Janson has yet to find the Right Arm, which is a resistance group located in the mountains.Ā
āTay, they lied to us. All of us,ā Thomas says as he tries to convince her. Taylor nods and hugs him.Ā āDonāt worry Thomas, I would never lie to you. And besides we will always find a way out.ā She smiles up at him and as they get closer and closer Jessica interrupts,Ā āOh am I ruining something here?ā
Taylor puts her hand on her hip and chuckles,Ā āno youāre not. Cāmon I have a lot of explaining to do with you.āĀ
The group including Aris and Jessica escape the facility. Everyone runs to the doors as they announce on the speakers the count down. Thomas holds Taylorās hand as they run while Jessica holds onto Newtās hand.Ā
As Thomas tries to put the card in to open the door Mr. Janson and his group show up. The door isnāt opening though.Ā
āAw shi*, it looks like its jammed!ā Taylor becomes worried as Thomas keeps re trying and re trying.Ā
āOh my god weāre not gonna make it,ā Jessica bits her nails.Ā
āThomas!ā Yells rat-face. Everyone starts panicking and they start hitting the door while Thomas grabs the gun heās holding and points it to Mr. Janson.Ā
āOpen this door Janson,ā Thomas comes closer with the gun, while Janson holds his hands up in surrender mode.Ā
āYou really donāt want me to!ā
āOpen the dam* door!ā Thomas screams while Taylor and Minho try to go through the door.Ā
āListen to me! Iām trying to save your life. The maze is one thing but you kids would not last a day out in the scorch. If the elements wonāt kill you, the cranks will. Thomas, you have to believe me. I only want whats best for you.ā
Finally Thomas shows Jansonās true colors, he reveals the secret Janson has been keeping.Ā āYeah let me guess, WCKD is good?ā
Janson becomes agitated and he lets his arms down,Ā āyouāre not getting through that door Thomas.Ā
āIts unlocked!ā Taylor shouts as the door starts to move upward. On the other side you are met with Alvis and Winston.Ā āHey guys.ā
āCāmon,ā Frypan says as he runs out. Everyone goes except for Taylor. Taylor wants to wait for Thomas so she moves next to him. āCāmon Thomas we have to go! Lets go!ā Thomas starts shooting Janson and his men as he backs up with Taylor. The gun stops working and he throws it to the men. As Thomas turns around to run away he grabs Taylorās hand and they run together to the door with Janson and his men following them.Ā
Janson says in his watch,Ā āshut the main vault door. Shut the main vault door!ā
As Taylor and Thomas are running to the door, the door starts to close.Ā
āNo!ā Shouts Teresa.Ā
Taylor grasps Thomasās hand so hard as she runs for dear life.Ā
The group starts to shout at the two of them,Ā āCāmon Thomas, Taylor! Cāmon!ā
The door almost closes as Taylor and Thomas slide under the small gap that was left. The two make it leaving Taylor so terrified.Ā
āOh my god girl you scared me!ā Jessica says as she grabs Taylor in a tight hug, helping her get up.Ā āCāmon we gotta go.ā
Alvis hits the lock so that Janson cannot get through. As the group is about to leave Winston grabs a gun making Taylor do the same. Thomas sees that Janson cannot get through so he puts his middle finger up, making Taylor laugh. They all run away. Taylor holding onto Jessicaās hand as they make it to the exit. The alarm sounding off. Thomas opens the huge doors and whats shown out there is really a windy sandy place. Taylorās afraid and she holds onto Jessicaās hand tighter.Ā
āWe got this Tay,ā Jessica says with a smile.Ā āWe gonna be fine, youāll see.ā
Taylor nods and the group get out and into the scorch.Ā
Taylor and the rest end up at an abandoned market place. Its dark and very spooky, no light reaching inside at all.
āWow its so dark, man,ā Jessica puts her hands out in front of her to prove a point.Ā
Minho then starts the generator and as the lights come on it looks as if people were here before. There are tents and blankets resting on the floor, lights that are strung above the items. More lights keep turning on, lamps, small lights, they keep flashing on. Minho smiles thinking every thing is fine until a, what seems to be a woman, comes slamming on the fence door. Her mouth and eyes are pitch black and she has veins all over her face.Ā
Minho and Taylor scream in unison,Ā āThomas watch out!ā
āWhat the hel* is that?ā As Taylor stands next to Minho, bringing Thomas back. As those words left her mouth there was more screeching behind them. Taylor, Minho, and Thomas turned around and out came a whole group of them.Ā
āOh my god theres more!ā Taylor said backing away, her backpack behind her carrying her gun.
One of them came limping to the group but Minho picked up a sledgehammer and smacked the thing with it.Ā
āWhat the hell is that thing?ā Minho asks, his flashlight shining on them. Out in the distance more of them came,Ā āCāmon we gotta go! We gotta go!ā Thomas shouted, pulling Taylor by her jacket with him. Running out the double doors the Cranks are right behind them. Taylor helps the boys to close the door before the crank could come in.Ā
āHold it down!ā Shouts Minho.Ā
āWhat?ā Thomas asks. Taylor sees Minho is having some trouble pushing the huge cabinets to cover the door so she goes next to him and helps push.Ā āWatch out Thomas!ā Taylor exclaims as the cabinet falls to cover the door.Ā
Now, cranks are coming out of every corner.Ā āOh shi*,ā Taylor mutters as Thomas grabs her hand and they all run away. Making it up the escalator Taylor follows Thomas but she slips and her foot gets caught in the escalator. Thomas and Minho almost up ahead donāt take notice of her fall. Taylor, panicking tries to take her foot out but it is really stuck. She turns her head back and sees the cranks coming closer.Ā āThomas! Minho!ā Her screams echoes through the building and Thomas turns around not seeing Taylor.Ā
āMinho wheres Taylor?!?ā
Minho shrugs and his eyes widen.Ā āCrap cāmon!āĀ
Thomas ran like he has never ran in his life, he ran faster than ever in the maze.Ā āI need to help her. Please, oh god please, please be okay.ā He thought in his head thinking about Taylor.Ā
Taylor, still shouting sees the cranks coming closer and closer. She starts to tear up, this is it, this is where she dies. As the cranks are almost to her Thomas and Minho make it and see that indeed her foot it stuck.Ā
āOh Tay this may hurt,ā Minho winces as he sees her foot, but then he quickens as he sees how many are behind them.Ā āShi*ā
Thomas grabs her hand,Ā ādonāt worry Tay, Iām right here. I wonāt let anything happen to you.ā His other hand is tending to her foot.Ā
Taylor smiles and puts her head back along with her hands.Ā āIāll hold them off boys.ā She pulls her gun out and starts shooting those that are almost to them.Ā
āOkay but sheās a badas*,ā Minho chuckles seeing even though Taylor hurting she still manages to get the work done!
āCāmon,ā Thomas says as he is getting frustrated. Finally they set her free and she sprints in front of Thomas, him still holding her hand to make sure she is safe and with him now 100 percent of the time.Ā
āI told you we got you,ā Thomas smiles as they now run so fast away from the cranks close up on them.
As Taylor, Minho and Thomas sprint ahead they see the rest of their group.Ā
āWe have to warn them!ā Taylor said as she started to wave her hands to get their attention and to show panic.Ā
āHey!ā Shouts Thomas. The rest of the group look at the three running and they wear a curious face. The three yell all different things, warnings, to run, to go away.Ā
āWhy arenāt they moving?ā Minho asks as he runs ahead of Taylor. Then Taylor sees their horrified face when they see the cranks running ahead. The others start running as the cranks get closer to Taylor. Taylor, already tired keeps her head in the game. Jumping over man boxes laid on the floor so as not to lose the momentum. A back pack is thrown to Thomas and Taylor assists him in putting it on. The group now rejoined, they make their way up another escalator. As they make their way up a crank appears out of nowhere and the others are scared and taken aback. Aris gets his bat and hits the crank with it. More cranks appear and the group is split up for only a short while. Teresa is split with Thomas while Taylor is put with the others. A crank comes at Taylor and Newt and as it is about to get the two of them Taylor pulls out her gun and aims straight at the cranks head, pulling the trigger.Ā āBulls eye,ā Taylor smirks. Everyone meets up again as they try to make it to the exit. Newt again gets tackled by a crank and Thomas saves him. A whole group of cranks start appearing from the distance to the group of Taylorās. Everyone runs to a small corridor that is nearby. It is tight and compact and no one knows where they are going. The cranks go into the tiny space as well. Everyone freaks out.Ā
āCāmon guys move it!ā Taylor shouts as it is hard for her to manage in that tight space. They make it to doors but as Thomas and Minho try to open them up they cannot because they are locked.Ā
āAre you serious right now?ā Taylor panics as she combed her hair with her fingers.Ā
Minho and Thomas try to open it up and Winston shouts,Ā āIāll hold them back.ā He pulls out his gun while Taylor does the same. She stands next to Winston and starts shooting the cranks. Winston smiles at her and she nods, grinning. Frypan finally opens the door and Thomas grabs Taylorās hand to go through the door first. As Winston tries to go out he gets caught by some cranks and as they try to take him out of the grasps of the cranks the cranks start scratching him on the stomach. Taylor with Minho and Thomas try to close the doors but Thomas sends Minho away.Ā
āGo Tay, I got this, go.ā
āNo Iām not leaving you. We do this together.ā
Thomas looks at the cranks and at the right time he grabs Taylorās hands and they both run away together.Ā
They all spent the night under some debris just waiting for the right time to make a run for it.Ā
When they all wake up, Thomas looks out to see if it is safe to leave. In the light of the morning sun Taylor peers around her surroundings and sees how city is in ruins.Ā
āWCKD is probably still looking for us. We have to move.ā Taylor says as she stretches and grabs her gun. She grabs Jessicaās hand and brings her up for a stand.Ā
As the group trudges along through the sand Winstonās infection is getting worse until he falls down. Taylor can see the pain evident on his face, she feels so sorry for him. She wanted him to make it. She looked at the others face and some knew but some had hope. That was good for him in that moment, to have hope.Ā
āIām not gonna make it,ā Winston says in a rough, hoarse voice. His breathing is starting to quicken. Everyone looks at each other, not knowing what to do.Ā āPlease donāt let me turn into one of those things.ā
Taylor feels a tear fall down her cheek, her heart breaking at what she is seeing. Winston pulls his hand out as if to hand something to him.Ā
Everyone is frozen but Newt goes and takes the gun. Thomas thinks that heās going to shoot Winston but he doesnāt. Instead Newt gives him the gun, it will be on Winstonās time to do that to himself.Ā
āThank you,ā Winston manages to say.Ā āNow get out of here.ā
āGoodbye Winston,ā Newt swallows the pain as he looks into his eyes.Ā
Everyone leaves until its just Taylor and Thomas. Thomasās eyes become glassy as he looks at a dying man.Ā āIts alright,ā Winston reassures him in his last moments.Ā
āIām sorry,ā Thomas whispers.Ā
Winstonās last words were,Ā āThomas, take care of them okay?ā
Thomas nods and leaves with Taylor.Ā
As they go and move away a gun shot is heard through out. It echoes in the world. Everyone pauses and just takes a time to gather themselves up and proceed. Taylor still has tears coming out but she doesnāt want to make a scene so she tries to compose herself and wipes her tears away.Ā
Thomas sees this and holds her hand,Ā āhey you know, its okay to cry.ā He said it more as a statement then a question. Taylor brought him into a hug and cried into his shoulders, feeling mentally tired and emotionally. But she was determined to make it to the end.Ā Ā
Night came and so did sleep, but as the group was in slumber Thomas woke up to a civilization in the distance, but they are also greeted by a thunderstorm. They run to an abandoned building for shelter but as they are running Jessica slows down. Minho helps and tries to save her by helping her in running but he gets struck by the lighting.Ā
āMinho!ā Jessica and Thomas cream in unison. As they take him to the shelter he does indeed survive. Jessica hugs him lightly, not wanting to hurt him and smiles,Ā āthanks Min Min for saving my as*, I am a god dam* slow runner. For real though, thank you.ā
They are greeted with chained up cranks. One after enough coming at them but not quite yet making it.Ā
āI see youāve met our guard dogs.ā A new voice calls out. It is a girl, she walks up to all of the group and smiles,Ā āyou guys look like shi*.ā
āHel* I like her already,ā Jessica chuckles but Taylor hits her lightly on the chest.Ā āOw, what she seems pretty okay.ā
āWe donāt know what sheās like,ā Taylor whispered to Jessica.Ā
āDonāt worry I donāt bite, the names Brenda.ā
They meet Brenda and Jorge who lead a dangerous group of survivors. Brenda and Jorge learn that Thomas and his group had come from WCKD and are looking for the right arm they agree to take them to them.Ā
Moments later WCKD arrives and storms the place but Jorgeās bombs go off and the facility is destroyed. Taylor and Thomas split up. Taylor ends up with Jorgeās group while Brenda and Thomas are left behind.Ā
Thomas P.O.V.
Thomas and Brenda escape the cranks but Brenda gets infected by one. Thomas gets another flashback and remembers when he was working for WCKD. He tried to warn Teresa and Taylor about WCKDās plans but they were all separated by WCKDās troops.Ā
Thomas ends up kissing Brenda but as he is kissing her he thinks of...āTaylor.ā he breathes out.Ā
āWhat,ā Brenda asks as she stand back.Ā
āYou are not her.ā Thomas wanted that kiss to be Taylor. That was it, he knew he was in love with Taylor.Ā
Thomas P.O.V. end
Thoma and Brenda meet up with Taylor and the rest of the group again. Taylor runs to hug Thomas and puts her hands on his cheek,Ā āoh my god. I thought something terrible happened to you.ā
Thomas grins and puts his hands on her cheeks,Ā āIām fine, along with the help of her.ā He points to Brenda and Taylorās heart almost shatters. She can see something, some type of affection going on between the two.Ā
Taylor nods her head while putting up a fake smiles,Ā āoh thats good. Iām glad you both made it out safely.ā She puts her hands down and walks away. First she had to deal with Teresa now Brenda. She clenched her fist knowing how this ends. It will end with either beautiful girls getting the guy and Taylor getting no one. With big girls thats how it always ends.Ā
Jessica finds Taylor sitting away from the group.Ā āHey Tay Tay, whats wrong girl?ā
Taylor just shrugs,Ā āI know Thomas so well already.ā
āWhat?ā Jessica asks as she sits beside her.Ā
āI feel like Iāve known Thomas, like Iāve known him forever...Jess...Iām in love with Thomas.ā
āOh shi*,ā Jessica mutters.Ā
āYeah, oh shi* is right and I know he either likes Teresa or Brenda way more than fat old me.ā
āDonāt say those things,ā Jessica puts her arm over Taylorās shoulder.Ā āYou are way more than that you hear? So what if you got a little junk in the trunk you are special Taylor. You did what other big girls no, what other girls think is impossible. You escaped that maze you escaped WCKD you did so many incredible things. You are kind and sweet but ooh but do you have sass! If Thomas cannot see all the amazing things I see or for who you really are than girl, he is not meant for you. You are a diamond in the rough sand paper sand.ā Jessica picks up a pile of sand and this makes them both laugh.Ā
(not my gif! do not own)
āThanks sis, I needed that,ā Jessica helps Taylor stand up and they both embrace.Ā
āWhat a beautiful embrace, are we celebrating cause weāre not dead ladies?ā Minho jokes, waiting patiently for the two of them.Ā
āCan I get some of that action?ā Frypan chuckles as he playfully hits Minho like am I right?
The two side eye them,Ā āNo boys were are celebrating us big women...we can do anything, and that boys is a fact.ā Taylor and Jessica walk hand in hand back to the group.Ā
Jorge interrogates Marcus, a survivorĀ works for WCKD, into revealing the whereabouts of The Right Arm.
The group goes and finds their way arrive at the right arm relief camps. There are other survivors there and they are greeted by a man named Vince. He is the leader and decides if Thomasās group can stay or not.Ā
Brendaās infection worsens and Vince threatens to shoot her. But a former scientist that worked for WCKD stops Vince.Ā āHello Thomas and hello to you too Taylor.ā
āYou know me?ā Thomas asks the stranger.Ā
Taylorās face becomes of confusion,Ā āwait how do you know us?ā
āInteresting...it makes sense they put you two in the maze.ā
āThomas, what is she talking about?ā Taylor raises her brow. Thomas knows and he looks away.Ā āHow does she know who I am? How does she know I was in the maze?ā Taylor tries to look into his eyes but he looks away, almost ashamed.Ā āAnybody?ā When she looks at the others they too are not looking at her. Jessica pats Taylorās shoulder.Ā
āThough I must admit,ā the scientist kept going.Ā āI was worried theyād kill ya after what you did.ā
āAfter what you did, Thomas what does she mean?ā At this point Taylor was getting furious, she felt like she was invisible. The stranger went to Brenda and tended to her. But she could see that Taylor and Thomas were both searching for answers.Ā
āWhat I did?ā Thomas asked.Ā
āThe first time we spoke you said you couldnāt take it no more. Watching your friends die one by one. The last time we spoke you gave me the coordinates of every WCKD compound, trial, and lab.ā
āHe was our source,ā said Vince.Ā
āThey couldnāt have pulled this off without him,ā the scientist praised Thomas.Ā āTake her [Brenda] to the tent. Get these guys some warm clothes.ā They carried Brenda away. As Taylor went to ask Thomas what happened she saw the glances Teresa kept giving Thomas.Ā
Jessica saw that Taylorās face was of anger so she placed a reassuring hand on her shoulder,Ā āhey you think youāre gonna be alright?ā
Taylor looked into her brown, haze eyes and nodded,Ā āyou know me Jess...Iām always alright.ā
Jessica smiled and left her. Taylor grabbed harshly both Thomas and Teresa behind one of the tents.Ā āWhat the hel* was all that back there?ā Taylor shouted as anger entered into her.Ā
āPlease Tay, let me explain.ā Thomas tried to calm her, putting both his hands on her shoulders.Ā
āPlease, make it quick. Why was she talking about us like she knew us? And you kept giving Teresa a look?ā
Teresa looked down and then at Taylor,Ā āBack then before the maze, you had worked for WCKD...ā
Taylorās face became of sadness and disbelief,Ā āno thats not true. That canāt be-ā
āIt is Taylor,ā Thomas whispered as he grabbed her hands.Ā āBefore the maze, you, Teresa, and me we all worked for the maze. Sticking our friends in a death maze, we did that. We worked for them. I went, when we were still working for them, to you two and tried to warn you both about WCKD but we were all separated, you were first Taylor, you were first to be put in the maze. Also, when we were working for them me and you were very close to each other...Where do you think you got that necklace?ā
Taylor peers down to her chest and sees the necklace, her eyes start to water. Thats why the first time she saw Thomas she felt like she knew him.Ā āYou knew all this time and dināt think to tell me? You told her, my story, to her, and not even to me! Why would you keep something like that from me, Thomas?ā
Thomas felt ashamed and guilty,Ā āI donāt know Tay, I just-ā
āHe wanted to protect you,ā Teresa butted in. Taylor pointed a finger at Teresa,Ā āI donāt want to be rude, but you better but out right now or so help me god.ā
Teresa walked up to Taylor, face to face, body to body,Ā āOr what, Tay? What are you really gonna do to me? Thomas was just trying to protect you, if you really cared about his friendship then you would forgive him and you would accept the decision he made.Ā
āYeah Teresa youāre are forgetting one thing, who was the first to be in that maze between us? Who had to live every breathing moment in there with just herself as the only female, and who had to accept that she may never see her family again because she doesnāt even know her history? That information was mine, Teresa, I should have, no, I needed to know that. So protect your boyfriend or your crush but nothing you say will make it better that he kept my life from me.ā Taylor pushed Teresa to Thomas and went to go find Jessica.Ā
The scientist woman comes to Thomas and tells him he needs to give his blood. The scientists lady is Mary Cooper. As Mary halts Brenda's infection using an enzyme cure, Mary explains that the enzyme can only be harvested from an Immune's body, not manufactured, and that arguments over the methods of manufacturing the cure with Ava lead Mary's departure from WCKD.
After the argument they all had and Thomas helped Brenda Taylor saw Teresa climb these rocks. Taylor felt more angry when she saw Thomas climbing them to get to her, to see whats wrong with her. Taylor went and followed them to eaves drop on their conversation.Ā
āYou okay?ā Thomas questioned as he made it to the top and looked at Teresa. Taylor was hidden behind one of the boulder listening.Ā āWhat are you doing up here?ā
āJust thinking.ā
āWell Iāll let you be alone.ā
āDo you remember your mother?ā
āUh, I think so,ā Thomas thought for a while on that question.Ā
āYou remember mine? Sheās a beautiful woman. Every body loved her, before WCKD she was all I had. When she got sick, I didnāt know what to do. They just kept her locked up, hidden. I thought sheād get better. Every night sheād make these awful sounds, like screaming. And then one night she just, stopped. It was finally quiet. I went down to her room, there was blood everywhere. And she just sat there calm. She said she was feeling better. The visions were calm, sheād taken care of them. She took her eyes out Thomas. There are millions of people suffering out there. Millions of stories just like mine. We canāt turn our backs on them. I wonāt.Ā
Taylorās mouth opened in shock,Ā āplease no please no.ā
āWhat are you saying?ā Thomas hoped she was talking nonsense, he hoped she did not do the thing that they were all running away from.Ā
āIām saying I want you to understand.ā
āUnderstand what?ā
āWhy I did it.ā
In the distance there are helicopters and Taylorās heart sinks,Ā āoh my god theyāre here.ā
āTeresa...ā
āPlease donāt fight them Thomas.ā
āWhat are you doing? What have you done?ā
Thomas runs down and Taylor sprints in front of his path,Ā āthis way Thomas.ā Even though Taylor was mad at him still she needed to protect him, she needed to protect her friends. She grabbed onto his hand and they both ran to the others to warn them, but they were too late. The helicopter shot a explosive and the camps blew up,Ā āNo!ā They both scream in unison.Ā
There was an ambush by WCKD. As some warned others, other were dead.Ā
āTay!ā A high pitched scream came out as Taylor looked around she saw Jessica run to her.Ā āOh my god I thought they got you too.ā They both hugged and tried to run away. But there were so many of the WCKD that Taylor knew she had to do something.Ā āJessica, listen to me, be careful.ā Taylor whispered the words to her as she pushed Jessica to Thomas and stood next to Minho.Ā
āGo guys we got this!ā Minho says as he and Taylor start shooting.Ā
āNo, guys come back here,ā Thomas shouts over the commotion. They all hide behind a couple of boxes. Just as Minho is re-loading his gun WCKD shoot a device on him that makes his still.Ā
āMinho!ā Thomas screams as Jessica and Newt pull him back.Ā
āNo!!!!ā Taylor shouts as she starts shooting uncontrollably but someone from WCKD comes behind her and hits her with the back of their gun, making her fall down and they put the device on her.Ā
āTaylor!ā Thomas and Jessica scream. Jessica gets up and, without any weapons tries to fight WCKD but they shoot her in the stomach.Ā
āNO!!!ā Taylor screams at the top of her lungs. Her heart just breaking. She starts to sob as she tries to crawl to her friend.Ā āOh my god oh my god,ā was all she could say.Ā
āIts okay Tay Tay, its okay. Iām sorry, I just tried.ā Blood spilled and poured from her mouth and her breathing stopped.Ā āNo please no Jess, cāmon Jess please Jess. Please donāt go Jess!ā Taylor shouted as she held onto her but WCKD dragged Taylor away from the body, her screams so high pitched it hurt anybodies ears.Ā āPlease donāt please, Jess!
āTay, Minho,ā Thomas shouted as he tried to get to her and him. But Vince stopped him. Thomas was crying as he looked at Taylor getting taken by WCKD. Taylor felt like her life was gone and she was already dead. As Taylor went inside the helicopter she was greeted by Ava Paigeās presence, Dr. Paige looked beyond and saw the survivors, she saw Thomas. With an evil eye she glared at him.Ā
Thomas P.O.V.
The whole place is a disaster. Everything is ruined. Most of the tents were burned up and the survivors are looking for any materials or items that they could save.Ā
āWhat do we do now?ā Asks Frypan as he looks to the distance, trying to collect himself.Ā
āI would pick up whats left of us.ā Scans Vince as he tries to see if there are others.Ā āStick to the plan, we take you kids to the safe haven. And we start over I guess.ā
Thomas shakes his head and stand up, putting his backpack on.Ā āIām not going with you.ā
Vince looks surprised,Ā āWhat?ā
āI made a promise to Minho and Taylor, I promised that I would protect her. Now sheās probably stuck somewhere scared, afraid, I mean she just saw her best friend die, right in front of her eyes. She means the world to me Vince, I canāt forget about them...I canāt ever forget about her. I have to go after them. ā
āHey kid look around you,ā Vince said, spreading his arms.Ā āAāight, WCKD just kicked our as*. Think about where youāre headed.ā
Ā āIām not asking anyone to come with me.ā
āThomas listen to me,ā Newt motions to him, caring about his friend.Ā āIāve known Minho and Taylor for...for as long as I can remember. So if thereās any way we could help, trust me I would be standing there next to you. This what youāre talking about, is impossible.ā
Jorge and Brenda appear and Jorge says,Ā āmore like suicide.ā
āMaybe,ā Thomas shrugs.Ā āI donāt know what Iām supposed to do now. Itās not just about Taylor and Minho. Its about all of us. Its about everyone WCKDās ever taken, everyone they will take. Theyāll never stop, theyāll never stop. So Iām gonna stop them. Iām gonna rescue Taylor...and Iām gonna kill Ava Paige.ā
Everyone looks at each other rethinking the situation. Harriet speaks up,Ā āI have to admit, Iād like some revenge.ā
Vince sees the expression of everyone and decides to just give in and help,Ā āwow its a good speech kid, so whats your plan?ā Everyone looks to Thomas for answers.Ā
Thomas P.O.V. end
āHey Minho, Minho...,ā Taylor shook the boy as they were in the train to who knows where.Ā āYou hear the birds?ā Minho from all the torture was already being a totally different person. Taylor wanted to lift his spirits, but on the inside she felt empty and had no hope of being saved. Minho searches for the noise Taylor was talking about and then he does hear it all of a sudden, he turns around to see Taylor copying the noise of a birds chirping. She smiles at the end and makes Minho laugh.Ā
As she is standing there, all their hands tied by chains, Taylor sat next to Minho. Taylor coughs a little and then starts singing,Ā āI thought I heard the old man say; leave her Johnny leave her. Tomorrow you will get your pay;
and it's time for us to leave her.ā Music was such an important aspect in her life, it made her feel happy and made her feel as if she could fly.Ā āLeave her, Johnny, leave her! Oh, leave her, Johnny, leave her! For the voyage is long and the winds don't blow. And it's time for us to leave her.ā As she sang the last note she looked around to see the other kids there and Minho smiling.Ā āYou have a beautiful voice Tay,ā Minho chuckled, nudging you.Ā āWait do you hear that?ā
Taylorās eyes search up and her head turns in his direction. It was the sound of a running car.Ā āYeah I do!ā
Moments later there are footsteps heard up ahead on the trains roof. Taylor and Minho smile at each other, hopeful.Ā
Then the train starts to stop, Taylor and Minho falling forward from the harsh movement. Then a familiar voice is calling out, the others on the train are excited and start screaming for them to be rescued.Ā
āTaylor! Taylor! Minho!ā The voice calls out to them two. They look at each other and answer with a crying yes. But are never rescued, they are instead taken back to WCKD to be tortured more.Ā
By many doctors Taylor is put in this machine that hooks up to her head.Ā āPlease no, not again, please.ā They donāt listen to her and strap her in.Ā
The ocean, the waves calming and relaxing. Taylor is sitting right atop a rock, enjoying a book. In the distance she sees the maze. Her heart starts to beat quickly and she starts to panic. She hates this feeling. Her hands start to tremble. As she looks down in her book the pages start to be covered in blood. Taylor covers her mouth in disgust and tries to throw the book away but it keep landing back on her lap. Then the blood starts to make words.Ā āThey are coming for him.ā
āWhoās him?ā Before she could react a wave crashes on her and brings her in the ocean. She is drowning but then all of a sudden she is in a cell. It is dark, very dark and it is wet and smells horrific.Ā āWhat the hel*?ā Next to Taylor in the cell is Jessicaās dead body, lying there her corpse. Taylor starts to break down and she sobs as she sees her best friend dead.Ā āOh my god!ā But then she hears...it. A griever pops out and tries to get to Taylor but Taylor is separated by the cell. As she is backing away she hears a voice.Ā āTaylor! Taylor!ā
āThomas?ā She screams and Thomas meets her,Ā āIām gonna get you out okay? I will protect you.ā
Thomas starts to fight off the griever, by himself and Taylor starts to scream,Ā āNo Thomas I need to protect you!ā Then Thomas gets stung by the Griever and the griever rips Thomas head off. Horrified Taylor screams on the top of her lungs.Ā
Taylor hooked to that machine makes her see these things. She screams when nothing is really there in reality with her. The doctors check her eyes and see she has spaced out, she is out of it. She becomes almost brain dead.Ā
Only a few times does Taylor see Minho and every time she does he is getting worse and worse. She feels so bad for him. Taylor has tried to escape and tried but it never is successful.Ā
She sleeps in a cold cell, thinking about her friends and about the stars. How much those starts mean to her. She is mostly out of it from all the torture. She is being scarred for life. She lays there until WCKD arrive to bring her to another torture test or to check her vitals.Ā
As WCKD takes her to a medical room Taylor sees from the side of her eye Minho beating up Teresa.Ā āThat bitc*ā Taylor mutters under her breath as she sees Teresa got away and they had to hold Minho down. Taylor chuckles,Ā āthats my boy.ā
Teresa makes it out but is scared when she sees Taylor,Ā āyou traitor!ā Taylor gets out of WCKDās grasp and makes a run for Teresa. Taylor kicks Teresa and knees her in the stomach. Teresa is on the ground, coughing up and hurting.Ā āYeah feel that, now imagine that 100 times worse.ā Taylor lifts Teresaās face by her hair so Taylor can see her better.Ā āThats how it felt when you took everything I loved away from me.ā Teresa is crying and they pull Taylor back.Ā āI wonāt let you do that to Minho. I wont!ā
Taylor was taken to be tortured again. Her hands in cuffs as if she were a prisoner. Suddenly, the alarm started to blare. The sirens turning on an alarming WCKD that something is wrong. They still took her into the room and went to hook her up.Ā
Minho P.O.V.
As Minho escaped the medical room where they were going to sedate him he met up with Thomas and Newt.Ā
āMinho,ā Thomas said, sounding relieved.Ā
Minho looked to Newt and Thomas,Ā āis this real?ā They all smile but then Minho realizes Taylor is about to get tortured now.Ā āGuys Tayās in trouble, we need to go save her. I know where she is!ā
Minho P.O.V. end
They hooked up all the wires to her brain and they were about to start it when there was a loud bang almost outside the door. All the WCKD doctors were scared, alarmed. One stood up and went to go see what the commotion was. There was another bang and then footsteps. Thomas, Newt, and Minho appeared in Taylorās room and shot everyone there. A female doctor was about to press the button to put Taylor into that machine but Thomas shot her.Ā
āOh my god!ā Taylor screamed, strapped to her chair.Ā āI canāt believe its you guys!ā
Thomas, quickly, unstrapped Taylor and then picked her up so she was standing right in front of him. He felt his heart beating fast, he felt so happy to see Taylor. Here she was living, breathing, right in front of him. It was like a miracle. He sees though the bangs under her eyes and how she looks drained, tired.Ā āOh my god Tay, what did they do to you?ā
Taylor started to cry but out of joy and happiness that she was saved,Ā āthey tortured me. They,ā her cries were sobs now.Ā āThey made me believe that it was you, Thomas. You were killed and that to me was the worst torture.ā Thomas puts hugs Taylor and puts his hands on her cheek. His face showing worry and sadness that Taylor had to go through that.Ā āIts the worst torture to me because I couldnāt protect you Thomas, I couldnāt save you.ā Taylorās blue eyes looked up to Thomasās brown ones and Thomas just went for it.Ā
Thomas leaned in, passionately to kiss Taylor. He brought her closer to him. He put his hands all over her curves not caring about them, just loving the girl for who she is and thinking she is the most beautiful woman on the earth. They both closed their eyes in the kiss and it was hard and passionate, his tongue slipping inside just for a minute. Just to have one taste of her. It was full of love.Ā
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Both their foreheads rested on each others and they smiled,Ā āI love you so much Taylor.ā
āI love you more, Thomas. I need to say Iām sorry for getting so angry with you not telling me about my past. I get why you did it, you were trying to protect me.ā She steps closer to Thomas and takes a hold of his hands while Thomas kisses her lips and forehead.Ā āIts okay Tay, Iām sorry for keeping that away from you. I felt so scared and not sure when WCKD had taken you. You mean so much to me, not Teresa, not Brenda, you.ā
Taylor kisses his lips again and sees the boys face in the back. Newt is so over it, rolling his eyes. And Minho looks as if heās gonna throw up.Ā
āAre you guys like done. We kinda have to get out of here,ā Minho broke the silence.Ā
Taylor and Thomas chuckle,Ā āwow they are just, wow.ā
Taylor nodded,Ā āI know, way to ruin the moment guys!ā
Newt rubs his temple,Ā āIf I have to see one more kiss I may just leave on my own.ā He chuckles at the end.Ā
Taylor and Thomas laugh and they grab hands and make a run for it.Ā
As they run they meet some folks from WCKD and they run into a random room. Thomas locks the door. There is someone banging the door from outside, this scares Taylor and she holds onto Thomas for support.Ā āDonāt worry Tay, I got you. I wonāt let anything bad happen to you again.ā
āNewt cāmon,ā Minho goes to a cart and places it in front of the door.Ā
āUm Thomas, what do we do?ā Taylor asks as she sees the huge window in the room. Every one is trying to think of a plan but WCKDĀ already is using a blade to try to pry the door open.Ā
āAny ideas?ā Minho questions.Ā
Thomas looks at the window and then back at the group,Ā āmaybe.ā
āOh hel* no! You do realize how thick I am, Iām gonna be the first one down there and then you guys will come afterwords and use me as a soft landing.ā They all look at Taylor as she said that and she just waves them away,Ā ānever mind.ā
Every one helps getting a tank through the window. It falls to the water down below.Ā
āOkay its doable. Just need a little running start.ā Thomas says as he goes back.Ā
āOh my god are we serious about this? Is he serious? What if that water is shallow, weāll die Thomas!ā Taylor tries to reason with him, her heart thumping out of her chest. They all go next to Thomas, Taylor holding his hand to feel more comforted even though she felt so terrified.Ā
āYou sure about this?ā Minho asks, scared.Ā
Thomas looks at Taylor and shakes his head,Ā ānot really.ā
Minho rolls his eyes,Ā ānice pep talk.ā
āYeah, Iām bloody inspired.ā Newt says too.Ā
āUgh weāre gonna have to do it,ā Taylor cracks her neck and is prepared, putting on her game face. But the door flies open and Janson comes through, angry.Ā āFuc* it!ā Taylor says as the group runs forward.Ā
They all jump and through the jump Taylorās hand is holding Thomasās. Some one screamed Thomas name and then someone cursed. Taylor just screamed so loud the whole way down.Ā
As the group is running through the last city they are met up with,Ā āGally?ā
Gally sees Taylor and chuckles,Ā āhey Tay, its nice to-ā
Taylor runs to him and punches his all over but Thomas pulls her away,Ā āwhy are we with this guy? Heās a traitor! He killed Chuck!ā
āI know Tay, I know. Heās on our side now. He saved us.ā Thomas brings her back and tries to control her.Ā
āAlso Gally was stung and out of his mind when he did that,ā Newt said as he put a reassuring arm around her.Ā
Taylor still feels like she wants to kill Gally,Ā āhow the hel* did you survive anyways?ā
āI was saved, treated and now Iām helping you guys. Like I said, its nice to see you again Tay.ā
āYeah well I wish I could say the same thing.ā Taylor answers back sassy.Ā āWhat happened here?āĀ
Explosives go off, there is fire and terror every where. People are screaming, violent. Its like the end of the world it seems to Taylorās eyes.Ā
Ā Then Taylor hears harsh breathing coming from Newt.Ā āNewt?ā
Newt sends Minho and Gally away, also wanting Taylor to go.Ā āNo, Iām not going anywhere. Thomas, whats wrong with him?āĀ
Thomas looks down, sad and Taylorās heart almost drops.Ā āNo he canāt no.ā
āI do Tay. I have it.ā Newt says in an almost reassuring voice. His lips turning black like if they were goop. Alarming Taylor and Thomas that they need to figure out something quick. As Newt is struggling he hands Thomas a silver pendant. Taylor and Thomas assist Newt in walking to a safer place and they end up to an empty area where Newt passes out.Ā
All of a sudden Teresaās voice is heard through out the whole city. She explains that Thomas, with his blood, can save Newt if he comes back to WCKD.
Thomas has tears in his eyes and so does Taylor but Newt stands up. Awkwardly like he isnāt himself.Ā
āNewt?ā Thomas says, trying to sound gentle.Ā
Taylorās heart was going so fast. She felt that she already knew but she didnāt want to believe it.Ā āNewt, weāre here buddy. We are here for you, shank.ā
Newt turns around and Taylor already knew, he had become one of them. Newt looks directly at Thomas,Ā āNewt.ā
Saliva coming out of Newtās mouth and looking like a total different...thing, he charges towards Thomas. Thomas pushes him away making him fall on the floor but he gets back up.Ā
āNewt its me, its me!ā Thomas tries to tell Newt but Newt is not the same person anymore.Ā
āNewt we wont hurt you!ā Taylor tries to get into his head. She pulls Newt away from Thomas throwing him on the floor. Newt tackles Thomas and with the forces of Taylorās strength and Thomasās they roll him away. Newt gets up and jumps on Taylor and almost bites her.Ā āThomas help! Newt stop please! Its me, Taylor!ā She is screaming as his mouth is almost a few spaces away from her face. Thomas kicks Newt and Newt falls on his back on the floor. Thomas helps Taylor stand and as they get up Newt utters for them to kill him.Ā
Newt, again tackles Thomas and Taylor tries to get him off but Newt is too strong. As Thomas utter his name Newt stops.Ā āIām sorry Tommy, Iām sorry Tommy.ā
āIts okay, its okay,ā Thomas smiles at Newt. Newt then grabs Thomasās gun and tries to shoot himself in the head. Taylor quickly grabs the gun away from him.Ā āNo!ā
Newt grabs his knife and tries to stab Thomas. Thomas struggles to keep the blade from intruding his chest so Taylor puts her hands on the blade to stop him. Her hands are getting cut, slicing through soft skin. Taylor winces at the pain and notices blood dripping from her hands on Thomasās shirt. The shirt soaking up the crimson liquid.Ā āPlease Newt stop.ā Taylor pushes Newt off with Thomas punching him in the face.Ā
As Newt and Thomas fight, Newt trying to stab Thomas they meet up together. Taylor hears the knife slicing through and starts to cry. It didnāt matter who it stabbed, it wasnāt like she cared more for one and not the other. She cared for both of them so much.Ā āNewt, Thomas...ā She muttered as she started to sob.Ā
They hold on more to each other and as they part the knife went into Newtās chest.Ā āNo! No! There has to be so way, please no, please!ā Taylor is panicking at this moment, she is uncontrollably sobbing. Her heart breaking more as if that were possible.Ā āNo Newt, not my Newt.āĀ
āTommy...ā Newt whispers, as himself. He falls down but Thomas catches him so his fall would be less painful.Ā āTay...ā
Taylor was right beside him, holding his hands and looking into his eyes. Brushing his honey golden strands back.Ā
Taylor then remembers the things her and Newt did. Its like a whole book she thinks of. She spent so many years with him she felt not herself. She remembers when they would garden together. Newt would pretend that the carrots were his teeth and do funny faces with them. Taylor would throw dirt on him and say if he were to grow into a flower, he would be the most beautiful flower out there. Whenever Taylor would feel sad or sick, Newt was there for her. Cuddling with her, taking care of her, worrying about her. All those times worrying, when she wanted him to have a great life. Whenever Taylor felt self conscious Newt would always say,Ā ādonāt think about those bloody thoughts love, to me you are perfectly splendid in every way.ā Then he would end it off with his charming smile. One time Taylor drew a portrait of himself, resting against the tree, so peaceful. Newt smiled and was shocked, calling Taylor the most creative person in the world.Ā āYou got my good side also,ā he would chuckle with a wink. The most fondest memory Taylor has of her and Newt is that they both would rest and lay upon the tall blades of grass. Laying next to each other but Newt was laying up and Taylor was laying down. Their heads were next to each other. Taylor would sing to Newt, making Newt feel at peace. He always liked her singing. Then would it would come of night Taylor would read the stars and tell him,Ā āI see big things, for the both of us. Our lives will change Newt, youāll see.ā Then she would ask Newt,Ā āif we did make it out of here Newt...where would you go?ā Newt would take a while and Taylor would smile,Ā āIād love to go to the ocean, full of water and...stuff. Who knows?ā Newt would look directly into Taylorās eyes and nod,Ā āI would go anywhere, as long as its with you.ā Taylor would grin and give him a huge bear hug.Ā āDonāt worry shank, weāll get there. Weāll always get there and when we do, weāll do it Newt, together.ā
Taylor cried as she looked at Newtās dying form. She collected herself and looked directly into his eyes, clasping him hand and running her finger through his hair. As the wind howls low in the night Taylor breathes in and out, (this song is called rainbow by kacey musgraves)Ā āOh tie up your bow, take off your coat and take a look around ā She starts singing, knowing Newt would love to hear the peaceful melody. His breathing starts to relax and he smiles, looking directly into her ocean blue eyes. He canāt utter a word but Taylor knows what he would say,Ā āthats bloody good mateā or āwow Tay, to hear that come out of you is amazing, its like everything is possible.āĀ
āTay..ā Thomas whispers, tears coming out more. The lyrics mean something so important to Taylor. Thomas nods and knows Newt, no, Newt deserves to go away peacefully.Ā
āEverything is alright nowā Taylor sings to him telling him he can let go, he can go now that they will be alright and he does not have to suffer or worry no more.Ā
The lyrics mean to Taylor so much. This song is for Winston, Jessica...Chuck. All those who passed away for fighting for something they believed in.Ā
ā'Cause the sky is finally open, the rain and wind stopped blowin'
But you're stuck out in the same old storm againā Taylor means as she makes up the lyrics as she goes that the sky is opening to welcome Newt, so Newt can see his friends Newt can see Winsont, Jessica, and Chuck. He can play with them and tell them jokes and use his beautiful accent. Taylor starts to shed some more tears knowing sheāll never get to hear Newt say her name again, sheāll never hear his little comments about anything any more. She struggles to sing the other lines but she does it knowing they are important to Newt.Ā
āLet go of your umbrella, darlin' I'm just tryin' to tell ya
That there's always been a rainbow hangin' over your head
Yeah there's always been a rainbow hangin' over your headā The umbrella means for Newt to let go, thats its okay for Newt to die. But the rainbow part means that his friends his family were always there for him and they will always be there for him and that they will always remember him. Then heāll get to see so many rainbows where heās going, heāll get to play with them and be himself.Ā
As Newt gives his last breath Taylor sings the last part,Ā āIt all be alrightā Newt dies with his eyes open and Taylor closes them and kisses his cheek.Ā āWeāre gonna miss you Newt. Have fun my darling Newt...ā Taylor and Thomas hug as they sob together. Brenda arrives but she is too late.Ā
Thomas and Taylor go to WCKD and confront Ava. She keeps insisting that their ways are good. She is then killed by Janson who is infected. As Janson knocks Thomas out Taylor runs away and hides, following them. He takes Thomas to a lab where Teresa is ready to extract his blood. Janson tells though that he and WCKD are only truly interested in curing those whom they please, which results in Teresa turning on him.Ā
Thomas and Janson fight, making Taylor follow them. Teresa sees Taylor and they look at each other knowing they have to save Thomas. They are all stuck in one room together. Thomas sees that Janson shot him in the gut. Taylor goes to Thomas and kisses his forehead telling him,Ā āweāre gonna help.ā Her and Teresa come up with a plan to distract Janson. As Teresa takes charge of the plan and Taylor goes to Thomas to help him out, Janson almost kills Teresa but Taylor and Thomas throw a chair into a lane of glass, releasing two turned workers. Those things kill Janson and with Taylor and Teresa assisting Thomas make it to the rooftop. The aircraft by Jorge and Vince await them there. Thomas helps Taylor get on board first and then Thomas leaving Teresa last. Teresa is about to get on with Taylorās help as the building collapses,Ā āno!ā Taylor and Thomas scream as Taylor tries to grasp Teresaās hand. Teresa falls to her death.Ā
The group reunites with the immune and the right arm. They arrive at a safe haven that was revealed by Ava. Its where the rest of the population can live safely.Ā
That night as Taylor sits by the ocean she feels a paper in her pocket.Ā āWhat in the world?ā She takes it out and unfold it revealing to be the picture that Taylor drew of Newt.Ā āHe kept it all this time?ā Taylor whispered to herself as tears started to come out. She sees her drawing and as she turns it over she sees that Newt drew her a picture, its of them laying in the tall green grass, smiling and holding hands There is a note there and it says,Ā āTo my beautiful friend, you have made my life the best, you have made me feel nothing else but joy. For that I want you to live your life, go anywhere and start your adventures. Remember how I said I would go anywhere with you, well its still true. Wherever you are at this moment, I am there with you, you may not see it but its true. So have fun my beautiful Tay, thank you for having my back and for making me feel like I can do anything. You deserve all the best, I am so proud of you Taylor. Also, you were always my rainbow hanging over my head.ā Taylor kissed the letter and dried her tears.Ā āThank you Newt,ā she whispers as the waves crash lightly in the sand and the sun begins to go down.
Taylor goes to where they are carving the names of those who they lost and she pats Minhoās shoulder as he carves out Newtās name. Taylor kisses her fingers and pats his name, she does the same when she sees Chuckās and Winstonās name. She grabs the carving tools herself and carves out Jessicaās name, smiling when she finishes it.Ā
Taylor goes to the group of the others and hugs them, hugging Minho, Frypan, Brenda, even Gally.Ā āI wanted to say, thank you for all that you have done, Gally. I forgive you.ā She pats Gally and Gally thanks her.Ā āAnd I know Chuck forgives you as well.ā Taylor says as she smiles. She takes her seat next to Brenda and Thomas arrives hugging everyone. Thomas sits next to Taylor and Taylor grabs his hand kissing it. Thomas smiles and kisses her on the lips.Ā
He then kisses her forehead and whispers,Ā āI love you so much Tay.ā
Taylor chuckles and laces her fingers with his,Ā āI love you more...my Thomas.ā
20 Years from that
āMommy, mommy, cāmon lets go see the fishies,ā Taylorās son called out to Taylor as she ran to him. Standing by the ocean was her husband, Thomas smiling. The others were there as well, there kids present.Ā
āWait up Newt! Mommy canāt go that fast!ā Taylor chuckled as she ran to grasp her sonās hand and then her husbands. As they walk in the sunset the breeze is nice and cool and Taylor places a hand on her stomach,Ā āI canāt wait to see you soon Chuck, mommyās excited.ā Thomas kisses his son and kisses her stomach and her forehead.Ā āDaddyās excited too, cāmon lets go see the ocean, I think thereās also a rainbow there.ā
Taylor smiles and her family, the family that means everything to her, they walk away going on with more discoveries and more loving adventures.Ā
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BBR #1-āFlawedā by Kate Arelynn
I decided to start this series after i finished this book, however itās been 3 weeks since ive finished it, so admittedly my memory is a little fogged on what exactly i hated about it. ill do my best though. sorry about the lack of punctuation and capitalization :/. tumblr showed me how to bold and italicize things but i dont remember. haha nvm im acting like anyone will read this lmao. this is for my own enjoyment. moving on
āflawedā is genuinely one of the worst books if not the worst book ive ever read, ever. well i guess thats not entirely true since i totally ate it up within two weeks but from a logical perspective its bad in my opinion.Ā
Ā its hard to really review this having read it so long ago but ill recall best i can.Ā
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again, like anybody besides myself is reading this.anyways, i went into this book very hopeful. the storyline seemed very interesting, the synopsis on the back of the novel describing the relationship between two siblings. the older brother protecting his younger sister from their abusive father and asking for seemingly incestuous affection in return. not saying i like abuse or incest, but like most people touchy taboo subjects as such are fascinating to read and watch about.Ā
my first major problem with this book was its representation of child abuse and the way it takes a very generic stereotypical approach. Iām not saying there arent cases where the abusive dad is a raging drunk who beats his kids with his belt for no reason all the time because that absolutely happens, its just not usually like that in real life. often times abusers can be manipulative and more 3 dimensional than so many novels make them out to be. (3 dimensional as in, they are able to be nice or even compassionate whether it be for their own personal gain or not. not in a they are good people who nobody understands 3 dimensional way). i guess thats a picky critique but im so tired of reading about the same abusive dad in these ya novels.
second major problem was the character of james. i dont feel like the book necessarily glorified his behavior but it didnt exactly reprimand it either. either way, his manipulative controlling actions were just unpleasent to read about. throughout the book i got increasingly frusterated with how awful of a person he was and while i dont think the author was shedding his behavior in a positive light i still feel like the tone of the novel was to make me feel like sarah was in the wrong for wanting to be with sam because james would be hurt. its so rediculous.
and then of course, sam. I HATE PERFECT BOYS WITH SAD BACK STORIES. do they exist? yeah, i guess so. but its so easy to write a catchy book just by putting an attractive love interest who has issues in it. sam is not a bad character per say, i think hes cheaply written but it didnt pain me to read his interactions with sarah in the same way james did. i honestly dont love to read about romance and relationships so most of the scenes with james and sarah were cringey but thats kind of my own problem. i think he was really dramatic alot for no reasonĀ āomg lets get marriedā but whatever. also him purposely trying to get james to walk in him and sarah having sex was questionable but it was barely addressed so :/
okay my next problem was the super unnecessary amount of sex or passages relating to sex in this book? it literally just feels the author forgot what the book was supposed to be about and just started writing spin off twilight. on my life there is almost no incest in this book. james clearly has a weird crush on sarah but sarah does not give him any affection (unless shes sleeping oml). theres more incest between sarah and her dad than there is with her and james which is not what i came to read about. (but seriously, the climax with sarahs dad trying to rape her was awful and disgusting, there literally couldve been a different way to get rid of him). but yeah i knew they were gonna have sex so it could do the whole protagonist is insecure about her body thing but did they need to do it more than once and did it need to be talked about so frequently?\
there is so much more to talk about like their mom, the ENDING (jesus), but this book is just tiring to write about. overall, the writing was bad, sometimes it was actually laughably bad which i suppose is good because atleast i got some entertainment from it. i knew this book was bad one chapter in which is so sad because i really did have alot of hope for this one.Ā
im not gonna rate the books i review because thats alot of thinking but on my TBR i give each book a check, ex, or squig after i finish it and this one gets a phat ex.Ā
most quotable line:Ā ānot when sams tongue is exploring my mouthā
lmk what other books i should add to my TBR!
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wow im like 2 mins into the first round and theyāre introducing fruit planet and im already convinced tencent did a better job at making this finale ep than youku did for snzm LOLĀ
oof these questions hit home right away. wow xiao zhi changed a lot to become the leader he is today, someone who wants to see his band grow together. you can tell youzi has done some serious reflecting too, to call himself too unrestrained before. ughhh you can just see how much they love runze and how much he loves them. i love parents. xiao zhi really gave runze the confidence he needed and they all gave qiang ge the encouragement he needed. im surprised the suo na worked as well as it did with the disco song and im so happy to see how happy they were on stage.Ā
LOL muji is the real one to rein in szb and is harsh on him bc he needs it. the way muji says hes not afraid to get on peopleās bad side and be the bad guy kinda reminds me of huang enyu
hope hyt and xiao xiong have really learned through their growing pains (same to ljt and szb) does that mean fruit planet is the only group where the main duoās main fight wasnāt against each other but tencent? lol i cant imagine xiao zhi fighting any of his kids?Ā wow i still find it amazing that zhao ke can so proudly say that ē±åø¶ä½å£ was his happiest times in front of the rest of ę°£é. like thats legit love he feels for ē±åø¶ä½å£ and they respect that. wowowowow hytāsĀ āi can be strict towards myself, but i gotta let go for themā is like the ultimate lesson for micromanagers and heās learned to believe in and respect his teammates and not feel like he needs to control everything. good for him.
maybe im just biased but the pitchy-ness of ę°£éās singing (xiao xiong and ma zhe /cough) just bugs me so much ugh it makes me sad bc the song is nice and id like to add it to my playlist otherwise, but i cant listen to this without frowning at the vocals. to be totally transparent, I didnt like the åē” song much at all (sorry ljt TT) and disco is not my style (sorry fruit planet) but at least the fruit planet perf was fun. im just kinda disappointed by these perfs in general :\
tencent putting the order as fruit planet first and åē” second and ę°£é last is a sign they already know ę°£é is gonna win... bc fruit planet was first place last week but if they go first that puts them at a disadvantage aka no one will be a match for ę°£é lolĀ
lol wat is this intro video.... the plushie fruits hanging from their suits LOL im gonna have to go look up footage of their busking!! watching this second perf... this is a song i will add to my playlist :) i just love seeing xiao zhi jamming out like hes enjoying it from the beginning to end, and i esp like the contrast when wsh switched to his drum set and the part where youzi sang! his vocal tone is such nice contrast to yrzās. and i love how theyve figured out how to incorporate qiang geās suo na into their music. i will say it was kinda messy in terms of runzeās rhythm and they messed up some of the lyrics but for the amount of time they had to prepare im happy with this last perf :ā)Ā
aw idk how i feel about ljt voicing that heād rather do a band than be a soloist... but LOL MUJI a gentle but cruel real talker lol okay. who came up with these intro videos wtf????Ā
OMG I CANT BELIEVE THEYRE DOINGĀ āI WILL MISS YOUā ARE THEY ALLOWED TO DO THIS SONG??? omg omg thats such a attack in the feels tho wtf this is such a throwback ugh i still remember this song from when zyx and ljt performed it on the first mrzz and now ljtās bringing it back? omg but it has so many memories from the first mrzz kids and wow idk how i feel about this. i mean i know its HIS song so heās perfectly entitled to perform it but its wild bc this song is so mrzz1 its kinda strange to bring it back for mrzz4. like does it feel like the mrzz1 kids are being replaced? or maybe i should take it like ljt is singing it in their honor and bringing it back to where he began. lol like zzn and mby know the lyrics bc theyve performed this song themselves before :ā) okay so the beginning was a tiny bit pitchy but ljt is the best singer compared to everyone else!! the way he sings ę®ę®ę with such power is so oof and i still just love his vocal timbre. one thing i like about åē” in particular is that none of them are trying to fight ljt to be a vocalist, which is unlike the other two group, and i think its nice that he can just be trusted to handle the vocals and it keeps it cleaner bc hes a capable vocalist on his own. im happy to see muji on bass too bc its cool he can be so versatile. LOL LJT introducing everyone in the middle of the song i love him hes so funnn. i will say, the arrangement of the song felt a little frame-heavy? idk if that phrase is the correct way to describe it, but i felt like there wasnāt enough sound filling the song, but jym is really jamming out in the background (im so happy whenever i see a glimpse of his drumming smile) and ljt is carrying with the vocals in the foreground. maybe its just bc im not used to this arrangement so it sounds strange to me. AW ljt going to zzn and mby to get them to singggg and AWWWWW muji running to yingge, sam, tyler, ruiyang they look soooo happy to hug him aawwwwwwww i love roommateesssss and also i still see them as this crowd of misfits who dont really fit in but can find solace in each other. can you imagine what wouldve happened ifĀ å¤Ŗē©ŗé¤å»³ had stayed in this race? wild, i feel like they couldve made it to the end too. LOL ljt really treating this like a finale on a concert, such a pro LOL. OMG IM SO HAPPY TO SEE MAOMAO TALKING AND LJT TALKING BACK, i looove their friendshippppp awwww
wait i just had a random thought, but are the clothes theyāre wearing like their own clothes? bc some of these ę°£é kids have a flashy wardrobe if so LOLĀ
omg xiao liās written 78 songs for ę°£é????? LOL CAN WE TALK ABOUT THESE INTRO VIDEOS BC ę°£é āS WAS SO NICE WTF HAHAHAHHA its so biased???? like wtf were the first 2 intro videos nonsense, and then you get to ę°£é ās and theirs is all artistic and pretty and dramatic and nice???? what???? hahahhahaha oh my goodness they even shipped hyt a drum set in the middle of a freaking grassy field wtf
okay i honestly think xiao li is the best singer in ę°£é, maybe im biased but even he started a tiny bit pitchy but he adjusted quickly and his voice is just so nice and he puts a lot of care into his vocals even while playing piano!Ā
unrelated to the music, but honestly i thought i liked xiao li with short hair better but i do like the bangs he has framing his face here. i just prefer the back of it to not be so long LOLĀ
WOW i said all that about xiao liās voice before xiao xiong started singing (and i immediately wished xiao li would sing again.. oops sorry to xiao xiong, but he gets off key easily when singing soft and low contrast pitches) and then xiao li SANG THE CHORUS AND WOW his voice is so nice i like it so much!!! i really hope he feels satisfied with this perf, as its their last perf and hes said before that he couldnt face their songs straight-on yet. wow i just have to go back and listen to him sing the chorus again wow the way his voice sounded on "å·åæ" OOF.Ā
what is zhao ke looking at when he raps? lol i feel like hes always looking off in a random direction but maybe im just not remembering correctly. but also the vocal effects they put on his mic make it hard to understand what heās saying? but he also sounds like he has an accent. I dont know much about zhao ke like where heās from or anything, but im curious if thats just bc of the vocal effects or he actually has an accent.Ā
UGH im sorry but then xiao xiong starts singing again and hes still off key and im still cringing..... i mean id noticed he was pitchy in previous episodes but this episode seems particularly noticeable?? im not sure if its bc they did any autotuning in the past but idk xiao xiongās kinda not doing so great today :\ also the transition from zhao keās rap to xiao xiongās singing was weird??? okay xiao xiong is fine once he starts projecting and puts more strength behind his voice, and then his vocal color is pretty nice! but prior to that....Ā
lol am i think only one who thought it was weird that they recorded the guitar solo instead of having someone play it live? was it xiao li that played it on the recording? also zhao ke outside of rapping is basically a accompanying bass vocalist at this point lolĀ
im happy to see hyt being so happy jamming out back there, but his drum set is legit WILD.Ā
i know xiao li isnāt super popular but i wish people could acknowledge that ę°£é would be nothing without him. ugh he does so much for their music and sound, look at how much he was involved with in the credits for this song gosh.Ā
thank you to nana for voting for fruit planet, even tho we could kinda guess she would. but honestly not voting /cough/ is basically voting for ę°£é, because everyone knows theyre gonna win the popular vote soooooĀ
XIAO ZHI IS A TOTAL DAD NAMING HIS KIDS, staking his claim to xiao xiong, runze and tyler L O L its cute that he told them they dont need to grow upĀ
also can we talk about how xiao zhi said fruit planet wouldnt be here without youzi.... yooo their friendship is so realĀ
LOL xiao li yelling at hyt REPEATEDLY that hes a flamingo LOLĀ
im really torn about his hair length, still thinking about whether i actually like it.....
these are the superficial side thoughts that are going on in my head as i watch this show, yes.Ā
OOF qianye saying qiang ge is åŖē§, not just his suo na aww i love seeing qiang ge laughing at pengpengās yelling at him and getting all this love and encouragement bc it feels like its taken him a while to open up but im glad he really seems to have
i like this yelling segment, will have to go look for more clips of it
wow this last performance really giving a visual demonstration of the group splitting is kinda sad for éę²³ bc they dont get to show up until the very end and theyre not even one of the last groups standing oof but also gives you a visual representation of how itās been especially difficult for qiang ge, muji, and zhao ke, and also the others who had to go through group splitting.Ā
muji and sam smiling at each other at the end is all i need to see to smile.Ā
LOL ZZNāS WELCOME TO WJJW IM CRYINNGGGG ripĀ
aw im kinda surprised (but not) that fruit planet came in third loll what can i expect from tencent. but also its nice but also sad to see them cheering for themselves. i think they knew they wouldnt win but i think they deserved better
lol the fact that they had a banner for ę°£é, and ę°£é won by like a HUGE margin, lol everyone already knew who would winĀ
lol can we just talk about how all the kids and teachers are just like in their own world talking and hugging behind the kids giving their winning speeches LOL they give no effs to this live broadcast LOLĀ
LOL IS THERE ANOTHER EPISODE NEXT WEEK BASICALLY?
LOL THE THIRD ANNOUNCEMENT IS LITERALLY A PLUG FOR MAOMAOāS CONCERT HAHAHHAHAHHA THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ę°£é, BUT OKAY HAHAHAHĀ
well its over. now i can go watch the recording of yinggeās livestream from sunday without fear of spoilers LOL
honestly looking back, this was a good show. i started it not really thinking id get invested bc i was also simultaneously watching snzm and since snzm is an idol show i knew id naturally get more invested in that. BUT these mrzz kids have really grown on me. theyre good kids and theres lots of talented kids among them. im curious how wjjw will deal with having 3(?) bands to promote now, but who knows, im just hoping to see more of fruit planet, ljt, and xiao liās music in the future. i went into this show for ljt, and i came out of it with more music on my playlist (which is always great) and a high appreciation for xiao zhi and xiao li. hoping to see more of them in the future!Ā
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Hey. Hi. Big fan. I don't watch half of the shows that you reblog, but your enthusiasm is quality. Um.. this is super personal, so I totally understand if you don't answer, but how did you realise you were nb?
omg im so sorry you have sat through my tags for this long, buddy you deserve better lmao. but no this is super okay to talk about, and ya its personal but im alright with it bc sometimes its nice to talk about?? like its a lot easier to explain over here rather than to my family (rip) but yeah i can get into it. um, itll be under the cut tho bc its a long answer, so if my other followers (or people who may get triggered) dont wanna read like ya theres that
the short answer: i realised last year, bc of everything that piled up and me finally finding the time to sit down and Think About It.
(tl;dr: at the bottom if youre not here for the Super Long answer)
the long answer: gender had never come easily to me as a kid, like i understood that girls played with dolls and that boys played with trucks. but i also was raised in a family where girls could play with trucks too, as long as they still looked like girls. so from the get go i had a vĀ ātomboyishā look about me, and how i presented myself. i found i was v comfy with the tomboy label growing up, bc it meant i could play with the boys but still be sensitive and emotional while the boys werent allowed to feel like that
my biggest stepping stone tbh was (is) my mother. now if youve followed me for a while you probably know that while my mother loves me, and i suppose i love her (still up in the air), our relationship is v v v v Tense. this is due mostly to the fact that she has this preconceived notion of what the world looks like, and how people should act and present themselves. for her, to have me as a child sayingĀ āi wanna dress like a boyāĀ āi wanna be a boyā was no biggie bc i was Just A Kid and would grow up to flourish into a beautiful young woman. which, for the most part, i did. but that doesnt mean i enjoyed it. from the age i was allowed to dress myself, my mother and i would fight about my clothing choices (and i literally mean fight. she would refuse to take me somewhere if i didnt dress the way she wanted. would throw my own clothes at me or on the road outside our house etc) and she would dub my clothesĀ ātoo casualā and tell me toĀ ādress upā andĀ ālook a bit more girly, please?ā which i now know is totally Gross and not v nice, but at the time i didnt know any better, i hadnt grown into myself. this, alongside many years of condemnation in regards to my interests and hobbies and things i just enjoyed and wanted to talk about, just Didnt Add Up to my mother. she loved having two pretty daughters, pretty daughters who could wear dresses and live out the life she couldnt bc she fell pregnant with my older sister at 19, and thus had to grow up v quickly (no blame on my sister tho, shes my favourite person in the world and shes trying v hard to understand me and loves me v much)
fast forward a couple years: i was 15 when i first developed my eating disorder. quite frankly, it was only upon realising that im nb as to how i figured out what my ed was Actually About. i didnt like my curves. i didnt like beingĀ āgirlyā. i did constant misguided ab workouts and ate three rice cakes for lunch, followed by nothing but a banana until dinner. my sleep patterns were hit and miss bc i would either write away the pain or stay up wondering what this Thing i was feeling was (spoiler: it was dysphoria). i tried super hard to love my curves, to own myself and how i looked, but it never felt Right. i never understood. i would see my psychologist and ramble about my ed and she would pinpoint it and say it was curves and i would always just sayĀ ābut its notā. bc it wasnt Just Curves, it was the idea as a whole. and it was v confusing and scary, so much like my exploration into my sexuality, i just put it off.
it was combating my ed that helped me most, i think. it was getting over it, and forcing myself back into a natural sleep pattern (so i could actually do year 12 without wrecking myself). i didnt get over it until around april 2016, which was when i fell in love with the idea of self love, and decided to give it a go. i listened to my psychologist, and she was v patient with me, and was cautious with where i placed my blame (āyes its your mothers fault for making you react and feel this way, her words hurt you. but youre the one that decides what to do with that negativityā) and it was so so so helpful. she taught me that i was deserving of love, and positivity, and that loving youself is a process, and it doesnt always work the way you want it to, but you need to find what makes you happy and keep doing that. for me, that tied into my food, my talents, my friends, and my actions. im not going to sit here and claim that fitness is key to happiness, but its part of whats key to mine (to the point that i have been inspired to become a personal trainer and teach other people that being āhealthyā isnt just about food and exercise). each person has their own individual things that keep them balanced, and if yours is painting your nails instead of doing sit ups fucking go for it - just make sure you find that thing, because it gives you clarity.
my clarity hit me in the beginning of year 12, when i Sat Down and really had a think. i thought back to how i wanted to look growing up, how i wanted to act, i remembered the day i first had a proper bra bought for me instead of a crop top and the way i cried for hours that night without knowing why. i remember not wearing shirts to bed and then suddenly feeling awful when i started having to. i remembered trying to wear boxer shorts and nothing else around the house and being yelled at. i remembered telling my dad i wanted to look how he did when he was 18, and yelling at him when he saidĀ ābut dont you want to be pretty like your mumā. i remembered my sister cutting my hair in the dead of night in her bedroom, bc i didnt want to look the way i did. i remembered wearing all these oversized clothes to hide my chest. being uncomfortable when anyone (family or stranger) would sayĀ āladyā,Ā āgirlā,Ā āmissā,Ā āfemaleā. shrinking into myself when someone pointed out my curves. looking in thw mirror and only smiling when my hands were covering and pushing my chest. looking at the scale and not seeing anything other than a number that meant i was stuck being curved. refusing to go swimming bc it meant having to wear a bikini instead of just board shorts. wanting to play on the mens basketball team, wearing mens clothes, being mad when i suddenly couldnt wear them anymore. overcompensating by wearing midriffs and muscle shirts and short shorts and lacy underwear to impress my boyfriend(s) bc i was their GIRLfriend and this is what I Needed To Do. wearing clothes around my first girlfriend that i was really comfortable in, and her telling me that im still nb even if i have to wear a bra for now, and that she wouldnt ever take my shirt off or act as if my chest ever existed if thats what would keep me comfortable, and me nearly crying bc of how validating and overwhelmingĀ it was.
it all hit me at once, and i was struck with the blatant honesty of what this had been all along. id ignored it and shoved it down bc i didnt want to upset my mother, disappoint her. i didnt want to be what she never wanted. but then i remembered that i am deserving of love, even if its only ever from myself.Ā
so i told my best friend, and she was so wonderful with it, and she asked what pronouns i wanted to use from now on, and she helped me ease into shopping for clothes. and i bought a binder, and it fits v well and i fucking love it. and i told my other friends, and all the ones who matter are v supportive and beautiful (one even offered to make me a suit). and i told my two favourite cousins, and my sister, and they make sure to text me that i should stretch when i wear my binder, or to take deep breaths in case i forget to and its v homey and nice and they want me to be happy. and i blurted it out to my mother and she fucking hates it, and shes threatened to āburnā my binder if she ever sees it, to ārip it off [my] bodyā if i ever wear it in front of her, that she wantsĀ ānothing to do with Itā and thatĀ āits a fucked up ideaā someone has āput into my headā. but you know what? thats okay, bc i Know who i am now. and sometimes things dont always go how you want, and sometimes the people who love you most cant love all of you, and i want you guys to know that if that ever happens, youre not obligated to love them back, okay? love yourself, love those who love All Of You.
tl;dr: years of dysphoria piled onto me when i had a hot ten minutes to fully think about it in between classes.
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tagged by @lebannabell
instructions: you can tell a lot about a person by the music they listen to. put your music on shuffle and list the first 10 songs then tag 10 people. no skipping
ok so im on my computer and you cantĀ ājust shuffleā so im getting a friend to randomly pick a number associated w a song to start it, and then from there i can shuffle and they one AFTER that starts
turns out my friend didnt respond so i used random.org instead
warning: i dont like a lot of these songs some are from primary school some are me finding albums of old songs on the family computer and bc i like a few i copied ALL of them but i dont like them etc....
1. 99 Luftballoons by Nena - this is one of the 200 old songs i added but its not as bad as some. fun factĀ āluftā meansĀ āairā in swedish so its likeĀ ā99 air balloonsā i have no idea why its called luftballoons the lyrics sayĀ ā99 red balloons go byā (im just gonna be talking as the song plays bc otherwise i may get bored or something idk)
2. LoveWave by Iveta Mukuchyan - this is armenias 2016 entry to eurovision if i remember correctly she had a giant floating head at the start and i remember my friend elly pointing out her tan tights were super obvious and she was wearing a leotard thing. she came 2nd in the first semi final and 7th in the grand final w 249 points
3. Uptown Funk by Mark Ronson - remember this song? yeah. i used to do dance from year 6 until year 8 (i stopped in year 9 bc i was invited to play on a better netball team at the same time) anyway there were dance concerts and after i stopped dance my brother still did breakdancing there and in one of the concerts he danced to this song (i got to watch the concert for the first time ever) and i remember thinking it was one of the best routines bc the boys looked like they were having fun bc the break dance teacher doesnt take it as seriously as the main teacher so it was stressful and had to beĀ āperfectā w the main teacher but it looked fun w the break dancing anyway how long is this song it just keeps on going
4. Beauty Never Lies by Bojana Stameno - omg this song i loved it so much. so this was serbia in eurovision 2015 this song had a beautiful message i loved it so much. she came 9th in the first semi only just making it to the final but in the grand final she came 10th!! w 53 points there was a different voting system back then half as many points were available so you cant compare it to 2016 and song number 2 anyway i loved this song its so upbeat and uplifting like i just... its so good
5. Death Valley by Fall Out Boy - claudio (@thecloudmeister) gave me a bunch of songs in year ten i think??? this was one of them. sorry buddy but all the songs you gave me blur together so i have no idea how often ive actually listened to this. apparently its 7 times according to my itunes. it sounds nice?? idk im not good at commentary when i dont know the song sorry. its not bad dont get me wrong i just dont know it
6. Love U More by Sunscreem - apparently this is from the 90s. its another of those 200 old songs i added but i dont like this one. at all. its boring. tbh i wondered whether i should add commentary at all bc i figured there would be less and less as i went...
7. All Too Well by Taylor Swift - yay a song i actually like. its nice but also sorta slow. (yep, definitely less commentary as i go). school sometimes wants me to record my voice for something like a lecture or a video anyway those all appear in my itunes and i was kinda worried one of them would appear bc they suck i mean they include my voice. also i would be forced to talk about school haha and half the time theyre for english i hate english anyway wow this song is over five minutes??? eurovision songs have to be three or less, theyre over so fast. the songs picking up pace a bit they always seem to start so slow (so much for less commentary as i go i guess i wanted to prove myself wrong also i kinda like the song even tho im not talking about the song). also sorry for the rambly commentary and i understand 100% if you dont read the entire thing
8. Watch Out by ABBA - omg abba you have so many good songs like the entire Gold album and many in the More Gold album and some other ones here and there but this has got to be one of your WORST songs ugh. at least its only 3:48 not 5:48 like that god-awful day before you came song which is so slow and about nothing. ugh. abba has done some good songs dont get me wrong but theres also plenty that arent great sorry. like this one it sucks.
9. Fever by The Black Keys - oooo look weāre nearly done. this song is also from claudio (what are the chances two of the ones you gave me would appear here huh? considering you gave me like 80 songs and ive got like 900 total dont worry im not actually gonna calculate it). again i dont really know this song but i think the other one was better??? idk
10. Haunted by Taylor Swift - ooo two by Taylor Swift. also last song! yay we survived. i think i like this one better its a bit faster? idk (not as much commentary again bc i started tagging people haha but this song is definitely one of the Old Songs from primary school days
ok i think im gonna just tag some people who appeared recently in my activity bc i cant choose so here we go (obviously you dont have to do it but you can) (also skipping over the people who i know have already been tagged): @fluffsharks @a-lostflower-inlove-with-eden @kanavitas @aggressively-gay-shakespeare @antiloquist @sisduke @productiveunicorn @smolcanadia @tacticallycareless @zakounenharma
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what do you think abt the furuba reboot? favourite/least favourite characters and ships, other thoughts you might have? tell me everything!!!!!! :DD
okay so thoughts so far are that itās SO GOOD!!!!!!!! i really loved and enjoyed the 01 version but ??? the remake is such a different experience??? i was talking to my friend the other day and i was telling her that even though you know whatās going to happen, itās still such a fun and refreshing experience!!Ā like you donāt feel like youāre watching the same thing over again and i feel like the new art style and beautifulllll soundtrack really help with that! and i also like how theyāve changed some small details and add some new parts in etc but it doesnāt ? affect things badly?? (ex like you know how sometimes when thereās an anime adapatation of a manga but there are different details and people donāt like it ?? i donāt feel like thatās the case here !)Ā
itās also so emotional and really powerful omg..... like i rewatched the first 10 ? 12 ? episodes a few months ago and omg....... i cried so much gfdhgsdfjhg like i cry really easily so itās fine but omg i really ???? like thereās just so much emotion and i donāt know what it is but seeing just how tohru is so empathetic of others, that she tries to understand other peopleās feelings and pain ??? that she ends up crying for them (like momiji) just has me T______TĀ
but yeah my overall thoughts !! i really really love it so far omg itās easily made its way up to my top fave animes LOL like the charas are just so fun and lovable, the story is really interesting to me ? like i donāt . know where itās going gjkhf but iām really interested to see ! and i love that even though itās really emotional at times, thereās a lot of lightheartedness !
omg okay this is already long but iāll try to answer your other questions and keep them as short as i can gdfjkghdf
fave charas: AHHH okay i really love yuki ))): i know people say that his true chara traits are reveal later and that heās more of an ass or smth LOL but i love his kindness ! and how kind he is to tohru !! i also love it when heās an ass though AHAHA like when it comes to aya and kyo LOL itās funnieĀ
HARU omg haru grew on me during this remake??? i love his and kyoās relationship theyāre so funnie !!! heās also really nice like during the ep with kisa you can see just how caring he is im ))): and his sense of style . we love )): also his backstory with yuki HURT but i love how that was resolved and that it ended up this way when it could have been the complete opposite
HANA AND UOTANI!!!!!!! omg okay i love how much they care for tohru itās so sweet T___T like their relationship with her goes DEEP like they love and cherish her so much and i honestly canāt imagine the three of them apart ))): theyāre also so funnie ghfdkgh i LOVE that the girls have their own distinct personality and arenāt just like . labeled as ~the main girlās friends~ like they do in some anime?? like hana is quiet but also someone you dont want to fuck with but sheās also so caring )): same with uotani but sheās also loud and fun and i feel like she befriends people easily (like with kyo) and i just reallllllyyyy love and appreciate them
omg also kyoko T____T back in the 01 version i didnāt think too much of her except for āoh no tohruās mom ))):ā but because theyāre showing more of her im T_____T SO SAD that she passed omg like iām feeling it more (not that i didnāt care before ghdfjk hgf) T___T they showed her to be such a caring mom and she just loved tohru sooooo much )))): when she went out of her way to help uotani and be an adult figure in her life ))): she radiated so much joy, love, and warmth T________TĀ
aya!!!!!!! he grew on me during this remake too gdfkghfd heās SO FUNNYYYY GJFDKGFDJ god the bottom scene ghdjfkghfd when i saw that i couldnt believe it was real like i thought it was edited or SOMETHING because i really . just cannot believe gdjsghsfjdkgh itās so funnie bc he thoughtĀ āgotta tell yuki a story that we can bond and relate oh my god this is itā gjdfhgjdfhgdf like . god . but besides that, i love that heās genuinely trying to mend his bond with yuki??? like.... it doesnāt seem like heās doing it just because or to save his image, but he genuinely believes and is aware that what he did and how he treated yuki was wrong, and he wants to fix that. he realizes that itās going to take time and that yuki isnāt going to suddenly be like oki i love you gdsgfdjg like it must hurt to be rejected by your brother (irony ? ) while trying to reach out, but heās trying to push past that and work things out and wait for it which makes me )))): im emo !
hatori............ episode 10 made me cry the worst omg that was BRUTAL god i feel so bad for hatori and kana T____T that episode just hurt so bad omg they . deserved better 3 but i love hatori he grew on me too (a majority of the charas did this time it seems actually hgdjhgf) the way he deeply cared for kana and just hhhh
okay okay last one ghjdkhg MOMIJI T_____T omg his episode made me CRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! poor BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh my god i just .h . god !!!!!!!!!! like . to have your mother to want to forget you because youāre causing her unbearable pain ???? iām so ... how do you even process that and move past that ))): and heās like ??? 12???? )))): and he still sees her from time to time so it must still hurt in some way ))): and omg his sister that heāll never (?) get to bond with because of that.,... like he feel like heād TOTALLY love and have so much fun with his sister )): but omg i feel like one of the parts from that episode that hurt the most was when he said that he doesnāt want to forget certain memories even if theyāre incredibly painful like...... hello ??? and i feel like thatās . ironic (?) bc thatās what his mom felt but ))): im emo ghfdjkghfdgfd
omg..... omg im so sorry this got so long hjkdghfdksjghfdsjgfhd but if you read all of this ??? thank you ??? and please share your thoughts with me too!!!!!Ā
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I rent on a 380 some acre farm in New York State. I am told that the landlord could not get home owners insurance because of my dog and I have to get rid of him because of the liability. I don't want to. He is a mastiff and a VERY protective one at that if someone comes on the property and he is tied up on the chain (he barks a lot and can look viscious. But once someone is inside he is okay friendly and ready to play. Except one wouldnt know it by viewing him from outside. An insurance agent came onto the property (he was chained) and of course he was very vocal. Scared the crap out of him. But we ALWAYS keep him on a chain. Does anyone know of homeowners insurance available in New York State for this breed of dog, or of another option available. We do not want to have to move because we have a boy in school and we love it here. Any no kill pet shelters or anyone who wants a lovable funny (somewhat quirky) Cane Corso Mastiff>""
I want to buy a moped in california?
I want to buy a moped under 50cc in california, and I am 15 with a drivers permit. Do i need a license to ride a moped under 50cc? Also, would i need insurance, or a license?""
Is it possible to pause a car insurance but resume it again?
I want to know that if I buy car insurance, will I be able to stop the insurance so that I don't have to pay, just temporarily as I might sell my current car and until I get a new car I don't want to be paying without even having a car yet.""
How long does a person have to turn an accident in on your insurance?
I was in a fender bender in a long line of traffic. The front car decided to not use a turn signal and lock up his brakes, causing a chain reaction of everyone having to lock up their brakes. I locked mine up, and my car skidded into the person in front of me. We will car it Car B. Well, Car B was very close to the car in front of him already and Car B hit Car A. The driver of Car B said that there was little to no damage on the rear or front of his car, so he didnt see any means to get the police or insurance involved. Car A has a few tiny marks due to the screws of Car B's front lisence plate. He says that he wants to show it to his parents this weekend, and will let me know Monday. But he has my insurance information. I'm assuming that I would be responsible for his car also. But i'm just wondering how long does he have to turn this in on insurance? I'm afraid that if something else was to happen to his car, him having my information, he could turn it in on something completely unrelated later on.""
Is it realistic to think that my motorcycle insurance yearly premium will be less than $2000?
I am a 20 year old male in Southern California. I have had a drivers license for just over 2 years (no accidents), will be taking a Motorcycle Safety class right before getting my license, have decent credit, and will be financing a used motorcycle ($5000 or less and have between 500 and 900 cc because I am a very big guy). I know it will vary a lot but is it crazy to think that I will be paying less than $2000 per year for my insurance?""
Health insurance just for the baby?
What health insurance is out there that i can just get for the baby? My current job offers family coverage to what i have now but it will be $83 EXTRA per WEEK for family...thats over $300 per month! i was wondering if there was a health insurance program that would do just the baby. THOUGHTS ANYONE?
Who has the cheapest Full Coverage Auto Insurance?
Me and my husband are looking for full coverage auto insurance for both of our cars, a 2005 Chrysler 300 and a 2005 Chrysler Sebring, to be exact. I am under 25 years old (I am 24) and he is 25. As of right now we are insured by State Farm. As you can imagine being that I'm under 25 and he is a male and we want full coverage, our insurance is extremely high. Does anyone know of any reasonable prices in Houston for a young couple such as ourselves????""
Help with Car Insurance?
My current car insurance will expire tomorrow at 11:59pm and the new one will take effect at 12:01am. Am I going to have an issue with that 1 minute of non coverage? I know this might sound silly but I just don't know if that will be some kind of an issue. Any help is appreciated. Thank you.
Car insurance for under 3k?
Hi, im 18 and im trying to find car insurance for under 3k and pay it off monthly. Im getting quotes like 5-6 grand, the comparison sites are a load of rubbish as their saying way ...show more""
Where are the best Extended Auto Warranties Online - An Extended Auto Warranty that isn't too overpriced?
Where can I find an extended auto warranty online that is also good value? The one that came as standard with my car is very basic but their extended auto warranty plan is way overpriced. I'm now worried I'll have to pay out thousands in repair costs because something goes wrong with my car, conveniently just after the warranty expires. Is an extended auto warranty something I can get from an independant source?""
Does your car insurance go up if you get a parking ticket?
I was just being dumb today and I parked in a neighborhood where you can't park. I accept the fact that I was in the wrong and all that. The fine is $80. What I'm most concerned with is whether or not it will increase my car insurance rate. My first thought was no, because it was a parking violation, not a driving violation. But considering how crazy car insurance companies are, I just am not sure. Any help? Thanks in advance.""
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Will I be able to find car insurance for a '68 Ford Mustang?
I am planning on going through AAA. But I'm wondering if they will insure a car that is more than 40 years old? Will it be more or less expensive than it would be to insure a regular car? Has anyone had experience with insurance for a car more than 20-30 years old before??
How's insurance for an old model Lexus SC300 or SC400 (1990-1995)?
I'm 17 and getting my first car. Im a good student. Ive picked out either a Lexus SC 300 or 400 around 1992ish. I like the car but I just want to know if insurance would be very costly for eiher of these, considering it is luxury. I know insurance for cars like the Nissan 300zx is really ridiculous. How would this insurance compare? And please, dont recommend other cars to me because I have already decided on one of these, just give me an idea of insurance costs. Thanks""
What company has the best health insurance at an affordable cost? and which companies should I stay away from?
What company has the best health insurance at an affordable cost? and which companies should I stay away from?
Whas isthe best health insurance plan for single individual?
Married male, 33, smoker. Wife has insurance through job, I do not. Too expensive to go through her work. What is the best/most affordable per month insurance plan for myself only?""
Annual Mortgage Insurance Premiums?
Pretty sure I know the answer to my question, but I want to run it by the pros . Doing my taxes and I'm to Form 1098. The form asks what my Annual Mortgage Insurance Premiums are. This is the additional $40 mortgage or loan insurance I pay each month, correct? The IRS is not asking for information about my Nationwide Home Owners Insurance Policy (aka: Hazard Insurance). Thanks.""
How much life insurance can a 75 year old woman get?
My aunt wants some insurance. How much can she get?
How much money will I need for health insurance if I retire at 56?
I'm thinking of possibly retiring when I'm 56. I'm 55 now. I have about $60,000 saved for health insurance purposes. I will not be eligible for any tax credits through Obama-Care as I have too much money saved up. Will $60,000 be enough to pay for health insurance till I'm 65?""
Can the Insurance company charge me 20% of repair?
I'm in California, I have full coverage, my insurance company is telling me they can charge me 20% in addition to the deductible if I don't use one of their shops, can they do that?""
Car insurance?
What's the point in paying car insurance if sometimes they deny your claim if something ever happens
What is the cheapest insurance for a teenager? --or ways to make incurance cheaper?
I live in Southern California, and I will be turning 18 next month, 2 days before I need to buy my next insurance policy. I have had my license since the day I turned 16 (I took drivers ed then got my permit for 6 months then my license). I have had no accidents or tickets or have even been pulled over. I am driving a '04 F-150 and making payments on it. I do get the good student discount. What are some cheap insurance companies? Or ways to make your rate cheaper?""
Car insurance coverage question...?????
I have state farm. there's an expectation of a severe storm with softball size hail heading our metroplex. I'm in the middle of switching car insurance. The coverage will expire april 10, 2008. Will state farm covers me if I have hail damage on the same day it's expired?""
""Out of these cars, which one will have the cheapest insurance?
Suzuki Forenza 2007 Mazda3 2005
Where can I find health insurance in alabama?
Where can I find health insurance in alabama?
Second car insurance?
i want to insure my second car how cheap can i get it?
Quote for insurance>seats?
when getting a qcar insruance quote when its askes how many seats for a 3 door car would that be 4 seats? ta x
Looking for Maternity Insurance?
We're wanting to get preggers in the near future. We're trying to look at our financial options for insurance. Currently we don't have major medical insurance (I don't need any comments on this, it's not what I'm asking about). I'm hoping to get a type of maternity insurance that will cover a couple thousand dollars. We're also planning on home birthing (again, this isn't my question, so I'm not interested in opinions on this matter). Does anyone know any carriers that I could get some maternity insurance from for the states of Utah and/or New Mexico?""
How long does a dui on your record affect your car insurance?
ex. I got a dui almost 5 years ago, will an insurance company look at my record from the past 5 years or longer? How many years from your dui do they hold it against you?""
What effect will Obamacare have on U.S. per capita health insurance costs? . [SEE BELOW]?
What effect will Obamacare have on U.S. per capita health insurance costs? Note that my question is per capita -- If you take the total payments toward health insurance in the U.S., and divide by the total number of people covered by health insurance... How has that average per capita cost of health insurance changed in the past five or ten years, and how is it likely to change over the next 5 or 10 years? thanks for your answers""
Does car insurance in america cost less than the uk? Is it the car thats insured for any driver?
Is the car insured for any driver or do you have to insure the driver for the car. eg. would it cost a 20yr old the same as a 50 yr old to insure a car regardless of the car?
If i dont have car insurance can i still drive?
my name is not on the car insurance for my dads car, and he said i cant drive because my name is not on the insurance. so i cant drive the car intill my name is on the insurance? even thou he is my father?""
Insurance and child support?
So my daughters father put our daughter on his insurance .. Which when she was born I put her on Medicaid now her insurance is all messed up because the fact that he did that. child support sent him a court oder for them to actually get everything fixed. Which he saying he doesn't know why child support sending him that..? has anyone gone threw this. Im confused.
Where Could I find affordable dental and vision insurance for individuals?
in wisconsin western area
Car insurance for men vs. women?
I was debating with a male that all other things equal that female car insurance is typically less then males. He was arguing that its the other way around. Who pays more for car insurance, men or women? And is there a accurate website I can look at for these statistics?""
Homeowners insurance question?
I've carried my auto and homeowners insurance with State Farm for about 15 years. I've had multiple auto claims but only one claim on my homeowners poicy. I had my roof replaced about four years ago when most houses in the area were damaged by hail. I've been very happy dealing with state farm but I'm considering a change to travelers. Travelers sent me a quote that if accurate reduces my homeowner insurance to about $900 per year as compared to the slightly lower benefits from State Farm which is costing $1200 every six months. What opinion do you have of these two companies and what do you base it on. Will Travelers drop me after the first claim and do they pay claims quickly? Please give your opinion on my making a change. Thanks.
Car insurance in new York city vs age and area?
Im making payments on a car $190 I'm paying full coverage for the car $695 a month and I'm 21 do you think its possible To switch to liability while I'm still paying the car note? Due to my age and new to insurance and live in NY I'm guessing that's y it's so high and can't get help from others so I wouldn't mind striving for myself.
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spn rewatch: 12x01
summary: mainly me screaming over me seeing spn again and appreciating all the hints about later episodes. feel free to add/reply to this ive tagged them as āspn for tsā is you want to block.
AHHH deans emotions of seeing mary again i totally understand why she would feel so overwhelmed. The gentle hug. Tears in deans eyes..... im so Affected TM
that vet looking at the money i also get him as well lmao. vet school isnt cheap yall.
reconsidering my stance on toni idk. I still dont like her on premise of being evil but i enjoy the thought that she and the torture girl raise tonis son together :)
HORMONES DUDE ME BINCH TF
CAS CRASH LANDING LMAO big bad of the season is going to be that trucker he knocked out for the truck š
sammy getting drenched in water :((((((
ooo theyve seen the blood :0
yeah mary its blood šš gun coccckk oooo
the fact the bmol knew cas was going to b there and drew the sigil im emotions
gun under the table.
lmao marys not going to stay there wtf? thats a rly unprotected place dude. priorities or just dean being a dummy?
SHE SNEAKIN
intense music so she looks at books
door clang and footie steps
GUN DRAWN
WHERES SAM š¢š¢š¢š¢
HES A FRIEND
AH THEY HUG
HIS FACE
MARYS FACE
MY FACE
TEARS
CAS VOICE ISNT AS DEEP WHEN HES EMOTIONAL
HES AN ANGEL AAAHHHHH WINGS HARP
NO HARP
C A S T I E L
AY HE MEETING THE MUM ALREADY
āyour motherā nah his sister tf dude. U kno his whole life story dont play #pretendingtobeafakefan
2.12 am. Deans on a pc.... dean has a tumblr confirmed
fucking quick ššš on a red light as well
ME TOO MARY
IMPALA
winchesters love the impala me too tf
ājohns carā that dean picked out in 1 of his 2 time travels lol.
"remember me? we funked in the back of u. Oh look my butt print is still there!" *horrified deans face* THAT SMIRK LMAO cas doesnt get it šš
sams shivering im š¢š¢š¢š¢ "ur the hero of this story." "Bad at ur job" maybe is sam didnt have pnemonia hed listen dude
Never seen this bit of london hmmm. Monsters cant even chill these days smh...
āgive us all the hunter locationsā lmao sams a loner he doesnt kno these things .... but ketch finds hunters later in the season soooo how did they get them ...
āGo to hellā - flames come out - hellfire
Maybe this is karma of losing his shoes seasons ago
CROWEWERY demons sassing crowley is my fav. they were v culture savvy when they lasted ;(
uhhh the crashed out bodies are gross
JIMMY ROSS MECHANIC BRITISH
an angel? *deans headshake lmao*
he already broke thats why š¢š¢š¢
bring in ketch... doesnt want physcopath near her hmm.... break his mind š¢
Never seen that high tech payment machine at a side street thing in my life. #fake
Cas buying them coffee im šš
marys pretty excited about being 30 years in the future. Its like her sci fi dream come to life. what a nerd
Wtf is that???? mary is me. Cas doesnt kno what tf that means either. Who did dean even call šš
HES JUST CARRYING COMPOST FFS
i thought this guy was going to b a huge character in the season guess not.
Yeah he took it. Cas calm down tf??
MARY CAS TF DEANS THE ONLY CHILL ONE
i got a physcos phone number bb... i liked this actor. (Searches name)
they gave him sweatbands on his feet? O they bandages
This is bigbrother watching. Omg when he fell in the chair i saw the puss in boots water thing lmaoo
i like when villans hang up on them šš
HULK SMASH also he broke the guys phone wtf is he ricegum
sammys hurt ... hes hurt real bad ... š¦š®š±
KEVIN. DEAN. MUM. MEG. hes remembering all those he lost.
how tf did that crash work like. didnt even hit her window tf.
Shes having a nap guys shes got narcolepsy
CAS HELPING MARY š
you presumed RIGHT DAMMIT
JESSICAš¢š¢š¢š¢
gps on ur phone boi. turn that shit off.
STOP WITH THE POSTURING ur old mens now .... HIS BONE CLICKS. Cas with one hand up dude. Spit out blood honneyy. She could have thrown that gun but nahh she wants to fight hand on hand. what even was her goal here except to fight them??
not the time to nap mary šš
Assasssassasassaasasasas
IT COULD HAVE HIT HIS HEAD TF COORDINATE GUYS
so does cas say thanks mary or thanks mum
SAM MAKING ME CRY LIKE A BITCH
NO HINEY PUT THAT DOWN
also tf this suiside shit make me cry
its going to jumpscare me man i hAAATEEE *ad break* im safe for another day
OOO SAMMY BOI CHOKE HER BOI also sidenote how tf do people ship toni and sam together wtf. seriously. they tried to kill each other.
NOOOOOO š¢š¢š¢ sam baby š¢š¢
Talking of hands... mary..... theres no blood on ur hands but u think there is. Isnt that a macbeth reference??
DONT FEEL SORRY BABE WE LOVE YOU
she has a guilt complex im crying
āwe make the world a better placeā and yet here u are making me cry ... explain
āsweating and pale and physcoā stop calling me out please
Crowley snapchatting lucifer new bodies to his buddies
CRIES AT GOOD MUSIC CHOICES
it looked like dean and cas were holding hands excuse me while I DIE
dean wants to talk to her but doesnt kno how MY SWEAT BEAN
S A M BABY I FEEL FOR U I LOVE U DONT B IN PAIN MY LOVE IM CRYING
blue screen of cctv death
*end*
goood now that i know all the characters in the later season im so emotional about this. deans reacting to mary killed me. cas actually being IN this season made me cry. sam getting hurt and jareds acting of it made me BAWL.
on to episode 2
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