#emotionally sick

[gaybichon]

i was feeling normal but now i'm like feeling sick and crying

[basedhoya]

i am dreaming of a past that does not exist anymore

[featheredstorms]

Incredibly grateful for my best friend Amy for helping me today because it has really been difficult for me to see my pappaw at the hospice. Today has been really rough, especially with all these damn emotions happening while being on my 🩸week. It’s not fair at all like I feared this day and didn’t expect it to happen so soon like what the fuck man? I was expecting it to happen during my mid to late 20s.

[riyo-soka]

Asajj Ventress trouncing the main characters in a fight, straight up lying to people, and deciding to get the fuck out of there so the plot couldn’t catch her is so Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) of her and I couldn’t be happier

[thegunslingerletmedrop]

[buttercupshands]

So.

Act 5, huh?

Oh, and that.

"You can start breakdown now."

Finished the game couple of days ago and had some thoughts I needed to process a little. Like. Yes.

So anyway I actually didn't plan this and just wanted to redraw some sprites to just make sure I understand how to draw Siffrin correctly (still working on that!)

What did I learn from this? How fun it it to draw on a canvas that literally doesn't let you draw with colors without some layer cheating when necessary. Never tried it.

The beans. Sleeping beans.

Basically what happens when you want to sleep AND draw. Draw characters sleeping on your behalf.

Doesn't help, but at least it's cute.

I have no idea what was going on in my mind as I drew this. Feels like a fever dream of 'I want to sleep' at 4 am and 'Hm...' of thinking random things

Also that phone craft sign. Still too funny to imagine. I had to.

[sualne]

he's not supposed to drink

[kisasan]

[beware-of-you-98]

i know, i know, jj is so fucking strong and she perseveres despite everything she’s gone through, i know, but fucking hell my heart is breaking over and over for her

the far away look in her eyes

the constant fidgeting to keep herself present

the way she only has the bare minimum amount of skin showing, even to where she’s covering her hands

my heart hurts for her so much and she’s forcing herself to deal with all of this alone

[deservedgrace]

The lack of understanding and empathy for cult survivors is really alienating. Because the same people that (rightfully) get upset hearing domestic violence jokes or rape jokes will make jokes about starting a cult.

[cicicolorao]

Fun mindless doodling :)))

[templetv]

the way I crave a parent who, not only loves me, but likes me, and notices me is so so embarrassing

[ivanttakethis]

Ivan died believing that no one cared about him or loved him or understood him.

Ivan died believing that his emotions were so shallow and insignificant they weren’t worthy of acknowledgment.

Ivan died believing he was completely alone.

[rawr-mortgage]

i'm curious, who else in Crown apart from Harrison and Roger has existing family members that are still alive? i'm assuming both parents aren't aware of Crown's existence as an organization under the employ of the queen for their own protection, but do they at least know that their sons are Cursed to a certain extent? iirc Harrison's mother lives in the countryside, while Roger's dad still works as a doctor in London.

does Harrison visit his mother sometimes? if she doesn't know about her son's curse, does she at least know his friends from work, like Liam whom he finds troublesome but lovable and that they often visit teahouses together, or Will, whom he describes as charismatic, a natural leader, and someone he really enjoys playing chess with?

could she be the reason for Harrison's massive sweet tooth, fostering his love of desserts from a young age due to being a masterful baker? did she watch young Harry plow through the cookie jar in a single sitting enough times that they started hiding it in the cupboards where he couldn't reach but being the smart and resourceful kid he is, little Harry always managed to find and get his hands on the precious cookie trove no matter how many times they changed its hiding place? did the success of hunting them down and solving homemade mysteries made the cookies taste sweeter to little Harry? has she caught him red-handed before and just sighed, shaking her head in exasperation before patting her son's hair, saying he even takes after his father in being a glutton for desserts?

when he does visit, i bet she sends him home with enough freshly baked cookies to share with his friends from work :3

me making myself emotional while writing this:

[blusandbirds]

eli moskowitz - "am i making you feel sick?"

[antigonenikk]

biblically accurate eugene sledge is about to make me bomb the pentagon, install myself as monarch of america, and outlaw all war in perpetuity