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Grief explains the actions but it doesn’t justify them.
#if he just looked in the mirror and reflected and apologised and works on himself#if he goes to therapy to work on coping mechanisms that don’t revert emotions to anger#then it would be good and improvement and understandable#if he works on himself and asks for forgiveness#but if you brush past it and romanticise the behaviour that’s not ok#he is grieving and we all grieve different#but he shouldn’t take it out on Buck#who has been supportive#anytime he shows any emotion#he gets shut down#he deserves better than that#Eddie’s actions are problematic#and that doesn’t mean he is an awful person#it means he needs to learn and improve on his behaviour and coping mechanisms#and until he does#his behaviour can not be excused#or minimised#especially when it is a pattern#so please understand when I say he is not the worst human or anything like that#he is flawed and struggling#but that does not excuse poor behaviour when it is not rectified#thanks for coming to my ted talk#911 abc#911 spoilers#911 critical#911 discourse#911 negative
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Izumi of Jang Hui died young. She was sixteen and unwed. A kind child, protective and lonely—thus unfit for this world.
Izumi of Jang Hui was murdered. The Painted Lady was born out of hatred and grief. Her skin is painted red with the patterns of her scars. Her home is the river where the Dark Water Spirit dwells—he who found her, drowned and beautiful.
Build shrines by the river and pray for her good will. Harm her land or people and pray for mercy.
#atla#avatar the last airbender#the painted lady#atla izumi#the blue spirit#zutara#painted lady#dark water spirit#Izumi#blue spirit and the painted lady#blue spirit#new gods au#Spirit Touched! Zuko#zuko#katara#zutara au#fire nation#New Gods AU lore#Listen. LISTEN.#I have SO MUCH LORE FOR THE PAINTED LADY AND THE BLUE SPIRIT#THE LITERAL SPIRITS#kyoshi warriors au#Jian Li#Jian Li aka the original Blue Spirit found Izumi right after she died. He saved her. Made her transition into a spirit possible and smooth#The patterns of her war paint follow her scars'#Mainly so I can throw Through the Eyes of a Child's lyrics around because they'll always fit. “Scars we cover up with paint” and all#Anyways. Izumi is my child and she must be protected. I have SO many ideas for her.#I wanted her story (and Jian Li's but I'll talk about that one later) to be poetic in a sense. Especially when seen through the lense of her#story and what it means to Zuko. There's a reason it's her war paint he wears in the Kyoshi Warriors AU.#And don't get me started on the New Gods AU!
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Celeborn of Doriath's silver mantle, tunic & jewellery in 4k
#celeborn#celeborn of doriath#lotr#lord of the rings#lotredit#elves#4k#marton csokas#jewellery#i love his outfit#it's all in the details#from the expensive fabric with the pattern to the jewellery which is absolutely beautiful for a man#the belt and the necklace are something else#i mean he doesn't stand out in comparison to galadriel#as it is meant to be#but he looks no less great#he also seems simple in comparison to elrond and especially thranduil but when you look closer he doesn't#costume design#perioddramaedit#period drama
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putting aside being sad about binghe for now, I was looking for the first time sqq directly compares binghe to a maiden, and as far as I can tell, the first time he calls him a maiden is this part:
To push him away during this moment would be like giving a young maiden -- one who'd finally worked up the courage to call and brokenheartedly weep to an older sister for comfort and encouragement -- a face-turning slap. It was really a bit cruel. (Chapter 11 in vol. 2 of the English translation)
this stands out to me because this is shortly after he finally realized binghe is attracted to him, while he's still grappling with the fact that he's "turned binghe gay." it's yet another example of sqq equating being gay with femininity -- he knows binghe is into men now, and thus begins him repeatedly referring to binghe's behavior as that of a maiden's
but the other thing that stands out to me about this quote is that sqq is also making himself a girl in this metaphor. I know the translation is probably lacking here and he's probably using jiejie to mean generic older female friend as opposed to jiejie meaning older sister, but still. shen qingqiu, why are both of you girls in this mental metaphor. hello. shen qingqiu are you aware that making both of you girls does not make it any less gay. shen qingqiu are you listening to me. shen qingqiu yes it's still gay when you're both girls
#svsss#this is definitely not the first time he's made himself a woman in his metaphors#but it is especially striking within the context here#since this is the product of his internalized homophobia and his insecurities around the idea that he's somehow emasculated binghe#and it begins the pattern of him commenting on binghe's perceived maidenlike behavior#being emotionally sensitive or being a crybaby or wanting reassurance or being lovesick#or just generally anything to do with Expressing Emotions in a way that doesn't align with his idea of a Stallion Protagonist#which like. oh my god i could go on a whole other essay about the relationship between expressing emotions and gender performance in svsss#BUT THAT'S BESIDES THE POINT#my POINT here is that it's killing me that sqq is like omg binghe is acting like a girl (derogatory (affectionate))#but then in the SAME SENTENCE he's like ''it's like im his jiejie that he's going to for comfort''#especially because he has yet to admit that he's ALSO gay at this point#so like. hey sqq. what did you mean by this. hey. hello. are you listening to yourself.#such an important part of sqq's narration is there is ZERO self reflection in these deranged metaphors#god.#sqq when i get my hands on you im cracking that egg of yours and making a mushroom omelette don't fucking test me#my meta
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Writing Apollo-as-a-young-deity is fun because sometimes it involves completely making shit up based on the loose outline of a story told through old poems, prayers and plays and other times it involves researching the totally legit and well documented ancient art of studying sheep livers to make sure your statesmen don't accidentally piss off Jupiter.
In completely unrelated news, if anyone has any recommendations for books about bird augury, that'd be wonderful.
#ginger rambles#ginger chats about greek myths#apollo#part of why the next part of manent is taking so long is because traditional greek divination is an incredibly involved process#with many sub-arts and studies that all have their own variations developments and places in terms of usage and context#Apollo's sons especially the ones who were skilled seers often had their specific specialty of divination stated/which divination skills#Papapollo passed on to them#Idmon was great with entrail divination apparently#and Iamus was taught bird augury - specifically how to listen to their calls and predict the future from their flight patterns#Calchas the diviner in the Iliad? He was also a bird diviner#Really interesting stuff that's severely underutilised when it comes to portraying stories dealing with prophecy and Apollo#They were skills to be mastered y'all not magic#Anyway save me George Sarton wah wah wah#I absolutely should be sleeping LMFAO
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mr ganondorf dragmire sir , how do i tell the difference between a regular anime styled image and a ai image?
#i didn't want to use an actual ai image cause yk. showing off a homunculus of stolen art is still showing off stolen art.#so i gave myself like 10 minutes to recreate some ai image i found on firefox dot com#hands hair text and patterns are what i look at when I'm trying to figure it out. hair especially gives it away#the legend of zelda#loz#tloz#ganondorf#good advice ganondorf#good advice#anti ai
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Oooo starstruck dee has little stars at the bottom of her feet! Are they just aesthetic or would they make imprints into the ground? (like pawprints)
exactly like that! though she's not the only one...



edit: might need to add some additional dialogue to this to make it more clear, but a clarification in the interim; he knows about his own footprints. he's just surprised to see something similar already there when he knows he's only just landed. he lifts his own shoe to confirm that they're not identical (and also to reveal this to the viewer). seems his stoicism beat off the clarity in this one, sorry 😭
#meta knight#starstruck dee#gravitational collapse#my comics#have had this one sitting around for *months* while i bit my nails on posting it#and then i thought maybe i *shouldn't* during the shipaganza bc it's not a direct prompt; though i do think you can read it that way#and for ~Reasons~ i needed to post this one sooner rather than later so i had to bite the bullet.#though meta knight has understandably been the second most prompted. they do indeed have the Funnest Possible Dynamic for it#stoic guy and the bug eyed little Creature he doesn't really trust as far as he could throw her (long long way)#so just to clarify this one is NOT for the shipaganza but you can read it that way if you want to#this is just a canon scene between them from her storyline. this is just something they canonically share. starry eyed idiots.#also fwiw i think i probably picked up the shoe-patterns for the knights from postitnotes7#been a headcanon in the back of my mind for a long while but i'm pretty sure i osmosis'd it from their work#especially after drawing post's designs so much for the hnkss. i temporarily forgot how i used to draw their armour ngl#and also btw starstruck deetectives psspsps#i'm planning a much better post about this later (probably in march) but i'm going to start using this tag for Important Posts for y'all#🎀🔍#<- for the starstruck deetectives when there's something significant in the post.#i worry about making it 'too easy' but also want stuff to be accessible. it's just for fun? the OC lore game! ARG but it's just my oc.#that would be fun right? maybe? is that too indulgent? i could probably pull it off if folks were actually interested enough to participate#anyway!! go to bed starflung#also if you read this far: anon is open again! still open for shipaganza prompts but i'm not gonna be finished them in february 😂
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anyway to end the series on ganondorf tp's writing, my take (which isn't canon but arguable as a valid "death of the author" read imo) is that he is at his most iredeemable AND that's because he has zero things left to lose and no community left and his goal doesn't even make sense anymore he is parasitic and a ghost and pathologically obsessed by his own godlike legitimacy because that is the only thing he still has and it has prolonged his life in a horrible diminished state in a nightmare dimension so SURELY it must mean something right right RIGHT
#thoughts#twilight princess#tp#tp ganondorf#ganondorf#sorry I am quite frustrated by the Discourse#there is a middle ground between evil bad evil bad and uwu baby!!!!!!! and it's the most interesting reading!!!! aaaaaa#even him not mentioning the gerudos being immediately taken as him not caring about them is veeeery frustrating to me#like#imo the three arguable arguments about what happened to the gerudos are#1) they left hyrule because fuck that shit (real and valid) and he would have felt betrayed#2) they collaborated with hyrule to subdue him (??? that seems weird to me but sure why not) and he would have felt BETRAYED#3) they were genocided because they stood by him#and of course we could assume he doesn't care (even if he drapes his execution sword in gerudo patternings which)#(not gonna lie is probably artists not really paying attention to motives but it's still interesting and noticeable)#but wouldn't that be like. deeply traumatic either way.#would you talk about your people to the enemies you hate. would you remind them of what they took from you#in ww they are children and he is old and had time to reflect#in tp he suffered nonstop and then rejected all connection and all community and is feverishly obsessed by what almost was#and they are not children there is no generational thing happening they are all royalties (and link!!! hi link!!) the beef is genuine#and EVEN IF he doesn't care that would at least be a massive wound to his ego#he had an ego collapse followed by a massive ego surge that's literally his canon character arc#so of course he would be weird about the gerudos!! how could he not be weird about the gerudos!!#again we are always assuming lack of interiority by default for ganondorf and that annoys meeeeeee#especially when there could be unbelievably interesting and tragic interpretations from what we get
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Get yourself a man that goes, "You need a break," and prepares a picnic for you unprompted and drags you out to touch grass.
#Dragon Age#Dragon Age: The Veilguard#DATV#Veilguard#Davrin#Dragon Age: The Veilguard spoilers#DATV spoilers#Veilguard spoilers#it says a lot about Rook that they say ''me?'' all surprised when Davrin says they need a break#there's a certain pattern to how Rook ignores their own problems and needs#also props to all the Veilguard romance partners for having their own way of taking care of Rook#I feel like it doesn't happen a lot in video games with romances#one of the reasons why I go feral when the companions (especially in romance) get protective of Rook#and try to do something nice for and/or with them#and yeah I know they do a lot of it also while being ''just'' friends with Rook (minus the romantic dialogue etc.)#but does it take away from it? I don't think so#''(there's so much on your shoulders) please let's go for a picnic / eat some cake / visit a café / watch the sea together / etc.''#💗💗💗#what's love about if not this?
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I like it when the fandom engages with Chuuya drinking problematically or Akutagawa smoking despite his lung disease or Fyodor indulging his gambling addiction.
Asagiri can't explore the same, there's a censorship regime in Japan for manga aimed at certain ages. But even if he doesn't care to, fan works should be transformative and exploratory; and fan works that do so while engaging with the source material and its themes like humanity and contradiction and culpability are even more golden for doing so.
The urge to lacquer fiction in performative didactism and aversion to moral turpitude is self cannibalizing.
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd fyodor#bsd chuuya#bsd akutagawa#fyodor especially gets an odd treatement where people treat everything he does as immaculately calculated and within his total control#when he does things ALL of the time on a gamble and is just really good at counting cards#like the best card counter can still break a nil#anyway#let the bsd characters engage in unruly behavior#let them have issues that bsd doesnt explore#let them be reflections of people#this isnt about any one post btw#its about a genre of post#it takes slightly more than one post for me to whine#i prefer to waste my breath on perceived patterns instead
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ear
The ears are definitely the part of the head that I've been dreading the most, because I've always struggled to make them work. I was never 100% satisfied with the ear results on past heads, so this time I'm trying a different method. It's based on TinnatuPaws's ear patterns, not actually printing and using any of them directly because I wanted that front border to have a slightly different shape, but taking the general method/idea. Took a couple hours to put together a working pattern because I only had a vague idea of what I was doing, and I guess the final look is pretty similar to TinnatuPaws's canine ear design anyways so perhaps it would've been easier to just use that one directly but w/e too late now. I think it turned out pretty alright, but of course the real test will come once I actually put fur on it.
These ears also probably look a tad on the large side for a standard housecat--that was intentional; I'm a bit worried about this head base being a bit too small compared to the other parts of the suit so I'm gonna try compensating by exaggerating the ears, head floof, and cheek floofs a bit. This base already has proportionally very large eyes so I think I can get away with it. Fingers crossed!
I did try on my previous head with the new body the other day to get a better idea of the size ratio and it looked alright, though while the base for my previous head is similar in size to this new one, I do think it might be sliiiiiightly larger overall, even accounting for the fact that it has fur and this one doesn't yet. Hopefully the difference won't be all that significant and I won't be walking around with a comically tiny head, but as with the ear method, the real test won't be till I actually fur it. So....we shall see.
#gonna take a break for a bit as soon as i finish assembling the other ear#but gonna come back later tonight and see if i can't at least get the pattern for the inside lining done#that way i'll be able to sew and install that tomorrow#and then come Saturday i'll be able to start on the exciting part: fur#also though while i'm gonna finish assembling the ears today i don't think i'm gonna actually attach them to the base just yet#i think it might be a bit easier to just mark where they go on the base#then fur them separately#and THEN glue/sew them onto everything else#well....one way to find out#.......also gonna tidy up a bit in here i think. it's a disaster rn#and yeah a mess is expected/inevitable when working on a project like this#and a total cleanup is pretty pointless until the project is done cuz it's just gonna get messy again fast#especially if imma be working with fur fabric#but living in disaster zone for weeks can zap morale a bit 😅#not that i'm the tidiest person in the world by any stretch of the imagination but#there are limits 😅
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#my toxic aries trait and i say this all the time is that fundamentally fw herb brides#unforchhhh to bring them to their full potential i have to gladiatorstyle wrestle them out of a narrative that thinks it's doing#some epic 5D chess but actually is just another example of#''im making deep commentary on the sexualization of women 🤓☝️ by sexualizing women'' MANYYY such cases.#you can be a fantastic writer in many regards and still be dumb as fuckkkk wrt your female characters. especially visible when#it's an established patterns across games How Curious this has never happened to a male writer before. must be chance.#neigh (blabbers)
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god I cannot stop thinking about the snapcube + rtvs team up for kingdom hearts. this is so perfect in so many ways I'm going to be so mentally ill about it
#holly being involved wasn't a surprise#because she's been in other fandubs (i hear her doing the voice she did in until dawn??)#and she's kind of the connecting link between rtvs and the clownhouse crew#but when i saw wayne's name pop up my jaw dropped#and my glee doubled every time another rtvs member appeared#COLLABORATION OF THE CENTURY!!!!#this is going to be so fucking funny oh god all of them are such funny improvisers#the fandubs and rtvs streams both are responsible for so much stupid shit in my speech pattern#the things this kingdom hearts collab are going to do to me are evil#log as pooh bear... god. such an incredible choice.#i know he's going to say some shit that's going to send me to the fucking floor laughing#wayne as donald is such a hysterical choice im so glad he's gonna be a main character#especially since he and holly work off each other so well#i cannot get over scorpy as hades holy shit i have no idea what that's gonna be like but im THRILLED#god. i have watched this trailer like a dozen times now im so excited#when the date is announced im gonna need to take a fucking sick day or something
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a few pointers on how i draw this idiot because i can
Definitely DTed himself (you fool no one dude): come on. if you think he's not crazy enough to experiment on himself, what are you doing. the average creature would likely simply vaporize in a CORE accident, but throw an amalgam(dubious term) in it and watch it haunt your footsteps.
Somewhere around 7' ?: lord have mercy. well, i'm not complaining, i've dealt with 10'.
Old man hunch (ow!): this is what happens when you spend your whole life crouching to look at people. or when you try your best to look smaller and kinder as to not creep anyone out, but you creep them out anyway. loneliness is often the price of brilliance
AUTISM HANDS (RAD) (COOL): or of autism. loneliness is often the price of a neurodivergent understanding of social norms. but sometimes you're just cuckoo bananas as well, and that's okay. tries his best to be a gentleman(fucking old man), comes off a little awkward about it
i've picked purple as his representative color for reasons i'll elaborate once i throw in some pre-DT headcanons in here
#artwork#thank you for liking my old man!#well#toby's old man who i happen to like very much#i try to make him as canon adjacent as possible#dont get me wrong i love fanons but source material gives me an immense comfort and so does content that i feel like i can say#Yep Thats Him Alright#i feel like i miss a lot of his overall weirdness in fan content#ESPECIALLY WHEN IT COMES TO HIS SPEECH PATTERN#THE WAY A GUY TALKS IS VERY IMPORTANT OKAY#so here i am doing justice with my own hands#well hand#he's ambidextrous not me#wingdings and me#gaster#wd gaster#undertale#deltarune
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i wanted to ask if somebody wants to see the wip of the art i'm doing for Rook's birthday but i would show it anyways so uhhh here
#💌 wips#hey algy you still have a week-#YES I KNOW#but i wanted to make sure i have enough time so i started ealier#especially since i know that drawing all of those patterns is going to take me AGESSSSS#and also i wanna be done with this ealier so i can draw some lower effort art when his loungewear cards drops#:3c#(but that's gonna be mostly lilyarrow because i know myself lmao)
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i owe poshmark my life lowk

#i’ve been looking on reselling sites for a minute and the listings are always either expensive or dirty and excessively used 😭#but one day i was bumming around poshmark and would you believe. i miraculously stumble upon a NEVER WORN WITH TAGS pair IN MY EXACT SIZE#for a great price too 😭 the stars aligned#finally. i no longer have to yearn to be like patrick. >:3#especially cuz i was sooo upset when i saw that they took the BLUE butterflies off the pattern selection for custom vans 💔#BUT NOW. WE’RE SOOOO BACK#sorry to flex but this is a CRAZY FIND. LIKE CRAZY.#my collection#<- decided this is gonna be like my catchall merch tag maybe. even tho this is not merch it might as well be lolol
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