#everything is getting overwhelming.....
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#literallly think my life is going down the fucking hill right now#started crying after therapy because i think im not doing enough#and i been having disagreements with my therapy..#*therapist#that's why i cry because it always happens to me#that i desagree with therapist and then i cant trust them totally#i just start to get quite and barely say anything#or worst i fucking explode and miss the point completely#it's always me#always#i just loose it completly and end up regretting everything i said#oh there's also the part that my parents look at my relationship as damn joke#and i have a job interview tomorrow for smth that i dont even know where the hell to start#bpd is hitting cause im getting stressed to the point of being agressive and rude#and the only thing that keeps me calm is my gf who i cant see as often as i would like to#oh and also i have to take my driver's licence and study for arts exam ndxt year even tho i dont have a background in arts cause i learnt#on my own#so i dont fucking know where even to start#everything is getting overwhelming.....
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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.
Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.
Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.
Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.
There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.
#svsss#luo binghe#svsss au#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#disciple shen yuan#lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops#im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either#had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him#when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi#hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th#sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his#back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's#face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is#INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and#the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of#his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so#unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face#and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc#he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]
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If anything happens, I'll call you right away.
#the next prince#the next prince the series#thenextprinceedit#charankhanin#zeenunew#zee pruk#nunew chawarin#bl drama#bl series#bledit#thai bl#thai drama#boyslovesource#asianlgbtqdramas#asiandramasource#asiandramanet#asiandramaedit#charan gets so overwhelmed by khanin's.. everything#it's great#my gifs
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💖 Day 3.5 is now available! 💖
For the last couple of months, only Server Boosters had access to the 3.5 update... Buuuuut now it's available for everyone to play in the 14DWY Discord — and soon itch.io once I'm happy with the QA and state of the game — so please don't feel pressured to join unless you want to!!
The full devlog + even more screenshots are under the cut ^^

What's been added to the 3.5 version?
📺 Streamer Mode!
I've been told that it's difficult to stream and monetise age-restricted videos on YouTube and Twitch, so I added an option to remove the sexual content and strong language used in the demo.
Now y'all can invite Ren into your bed for cuddles without putting your streamer career on the line /silly /lh
This won't affect the 18+ rating or dark themes/elements of the game, however! Although Streamer Mode will prevent you from seeing any "gruesome" CGs in the future, most of the core elements of the game will still be tied to the choices and decisions you make. So you won't miss out on the overall experience by using streamer mode!!
⚙️ Custom Pronouns!
It only took me one entire year to get around to it, but you can finally choose your own preferred pronouns (or use a set of pronouns instead)... At the cost of being able to change them mid-game ^^;
Since the original pronoun screen wouldn't update until a new scene was displayed, I temporarily disabled the feature. But once I find a workaround, I'll bring it back!
💗 Choose how others perceive you!
You can now choose how the cast and narration perceive you! Originally, the narration was kept strictly gender-neutral (outside of pronouns and genitalia picked by the player), but this will soon change in future updates.
For more clarity: you don't get to choose the words specifically, but you can choose between masculine, feminine, and androgynous terms!
📋 Separate top and bottom genitalia!
You can now choose your tatas and pps separately! >:3
Alongside that, you can also choose your preferred body type!
I removed the "both" genitalia option because a few players still assumed it was an obscure version of "intersex". That wasn't my intention and I don't want to mislead anyone, so I took it out for now ^^;
I also didn't want to include a screenshot of the new genitalia choices in action (because it's NSFW), so y'all get the same character menu screen for the nth time instead lmao
📱 Relationship Screen Overhaul!
You can now change your own status for more immersion, and long-term Server Boosters will eventually be able to submit and use their own icon within the game as well!
Stalking finding your friends has now become easier by using "Buddy Maps"; a new app that allows you to see the location of all the cast members!
I want to offer players more incentive to check the relationship screen since they tend to miss the status updates, so hopefully this might help ;v;
It also says it "updates every few hours" so folks don't go overboard and check every 5 seconds to see where Ren is gdsghf (also keep in mind that he's a hacker lol)
🖤 Additional Scenes Update!
Day 2 received a brand new CG!!!!! Originally, I planned on only adding a few CGs sporadically throughout the game, but it didn't feel right to leave Day 2 so... empty... so I added a brand new CG to (hopefully) make things feel more balanced and natural!
If you decline Teo's offer on Day 3, Leon will now call and try to convince you to reconsider. However, players are still allowed to decline, and if they do, they'll reach a dead end.
After listening to feedback on itch, I changed some of the dialogue during Days 1-3 to make it seem more consistent! They're only small changes though, so it's honestly not worth looking for sdgjssga
🎶 Updated BGM and SFX!
I wanted to try out a different style of music to see if it fits the vibe of 14DWY more! The BGM features more acoustics to suit the "beachy" theme of Corland Bay, though I made a conscious effort to include piano elements as well to stay true to the original!!
I figured it'd be better to give players a live example before I make a poll (to see if they prefer the change or not) and publish it to Itch.
Some new SFX have also been added, though it's very minimal and honestly not that noticeable.
How to download and play the update?
(warning: clicking on the following links will open Discord!!) To download the Day 3.5 update, simply join the 14DWY Discord server, verify your age, and visit the "14dwy-updates" channel!
Alternatively, you can also wait until the update is publicly released on Itch to play it as well!! (It normally gets released shortly after a round of QA testing/getting feedback from the server, though I may release it earlier if I feel like it hehe ^^)
Enjoy!!
#14 days with you#14dwy#💖 — 14 days with queue.#🖤 — updates.#🖤 — spoilers.#I'm not gonna say much about my current doxxing situation because I've got it under control now + it's being handled privately#Plus I don't wanna give it/the people involved any unnecessary attention. I just wanna announce the update and Get Back To It™️#(''it'' bein the grind 💪 It never stops lmao /silly)#OG followers will also know that these topics aren't the vibe I normally have on this blog (or any of my accounts); so I don't think I'll—#—make ANOTHER public post about the situation and bring more attention to it (when I just want everything to be over and put to rest ^^;)#However I also don't want people to think that I'm... ignoring?? the situation entirely (because gettin doxxed is a very endangering thing)#So I DO want to quickly acknowledge it here and say that it's all currently handled + I'm safe and okay + this won't stop me from—#—continuing to work on 14DWY (and other future projects). I also don't want to give these awful people more power and incentive to continue#—this kind of pathetic behaviour; so the less attention and encouragement being shown will ultimately be better in the long run :3#Aaaaaanways!! 😮💨#My other accounts will be restored shortly and my askbox will be opened once I feel comfortable. I'll get around to following folks—#—again in my own time; so please don't feel offended if I unfollowed you during a moment of vulnerability and anxiety!!#This is all EXTREMELY overwhelming and scary for someone with SAD/AvPD; and I /gen can't handle seeing it all over my timeline ;v;#Sorry this got ranty and personal again hjdsgjsdh T_T I said I wouldn't say much; so I'll shut up now hehe#🖤 — shut up sai.
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I headcannon Wade having chronic pain. is this me projecting? not at all, but I do project my autism onto Logan. they're the power couple.
logan doesn't know how to comfort Wade on bad days when he witnesses it the first time. at first, he tries to distract Wade by fighting, bc how else? it distracts you. but then he stops when he realizes Wade isn't fighting back to his best abilities and that's when he really gets worried to the point Wade *knows*.
Logan nests, and he tries to help Wade by bringing him into the nest for warmth and safety.
#poolverine#deadpool and wolverine#deadclaws#logan howlett#wade wilson#deadpool#wolverine#deadpool x wolverine#wade x logan#Logan is autistic#He gets overwhelmed a lot and goes non verbal sometimes. wade knows.#dogpool becomes an emotional support animal. she has a vest and everything#dogpool
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here to say ily your brain is beautiful and i’ve been thinking about art donaldson’s mile wide mommy kink literally all day…….. half the time he’s so fucked out he doesn’t even realize he’s saying it, he just needs his mommy so bad <33
fawn UR brain is beautiful oh em gee im giggling
art is legitimately thee most depraved boy ever when he’s got your fingers inside him (curling and playing with all his special spots), or your perfect hole wrapped around his useless cock, or your strap fucking into him with each harsh roll of your hips <3 his blonde curls bouncing and sticking to his forehead + his temples while he drools and lets his eyes roll back into his head ..
and when the word “mommy” slips off his tongue like honeyed silk, but with the slight tang and bitterness of his embarrassment, it makes it all the more satisfying when you realize how much of a mess he really is for you.
all for you. only for you.
and art’s moaning it like a whore, too. his cheeks burning bright pink with shame that only fuels his arousal, pearly beads of precome dripping from his parts. it’s truly a sight to behold.
you reach down and pull back on a handful of his hair, forcing his head back. his adam’s apple bobs as he swallows and whines, and he just looks up at you with the most desperate expression ever.
please love me.
please touch me.
please kiss me.
please fuck me.
please don’t leave me.
but all he can muster out through the orgasmic haze fogging up his brain is—
“oh, mommy… mommy.. m-mommy… gonna come..”
at least you don’t expect him to be smart when you’re mercilessly pulling climax after climax from his convulsing cock.
he’s grateful for that.
he’s grateful for you.
“mommy… love you.. please..”
#🌸 - ask prompts#💌 - mutuals#MOMMY KINK ART MY EVERYTHING MY HEART AND SOUL ! !#fawn u get it entirely ugh. <3#the whole time he’s fucking himself on your strap he’s moaning mommy mommy mommy mommy !!#like he starts to cry !#he sobs actually !#bc it all gets too overwhelming for his fuzzy head and he just needs you to tell him it’s ok and that he’s doing good :(#art donaldson smut
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am I getting too convoluted if I said Johnny dies Dallas lives n Pony loses his hearing as a result of the way Dallas hits him (to put out the fire) when he pulls him out of the church au??
#idk man#this idea has been rotting in my head for a long time#i have like a terribly rough outline#where basically the events of the book happen exactly as canon up until post church fire#so pony johnny n dallas are in the hospital#n ponys reeling from literally everything that just happened#n he reunites with soda n darry n suddenly realizes like oh fuck#i cannot hear sodas hysterically releived laughter#or darrys voice as he thanks god ponys fine#n then the dr pulls darry aside n tells him that pony has profound hearing loss as a result of an injury sustained during the fire#the last voice he will ever have heard clearly is johnnys#johnny dies canon complicent#but before dallas can get himself shot by the cops darry gets to him first#so dallas survives#pony learns asl from a deaf woman who their family has always been familiar with#since their parents were always real keen on including people that the rest of the world looked down on#dallas has to deal with not only surviors guilt but feeling like he took something from Pony that can never be given back#he has his own arc with the woman#but it basically all boils down to deafness is not the LOSS of something#but rather just the ADDITION of a new community n language n experience#plus dallas learns sign n is just utterly overwhelmed by feelin like his hands can be used for somethin soft n good#UGH#if yall wanna hear more about this lemme know#bc i have been thinking about this for a WHILE#the outsiders#sodapop curtis#ponyboy curtis#darry curtis#dallas winston#the outsiders 1983
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𝔰𝔞𝔡 𝔪𝔢𝔡 𝔠𝔞𝔱 ۶ৎ follow the link to offer if interested!
#hey all! sorry for the extended silence I’m back now#everything was really overwhelming and I just needed some time to get my head back on straight!#but I have a lot of warrior cat ideas to hopefully bring the design spark back a bit#illustration#my art#procreate#digital art#adoptable#original character#character design#warriors adopt#warriors rp#warriors designs#warriors fanart#warriors oc#erin hunter warriors#warrior cats
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I put up a new pegboard display and shelf!! And I mounted my tv, so I can angle it towards my desk while I work! *screams* ✨⭐️
#I get proud of myself when i design my room qowjfqwofjwqeofj#i take so many measurements and try to maximize my wall and storage space#without feeling overwhelming#or difficult to navigate#everything needs to be easy to access#or i forget it exists#AHH#enjoy my need for ocean theming#and fish#yes fish#whhyyyy fish?#hangyodon in a jar#I should reblog this with some of my fav items I have...#does anyone wanna see something closer up??#ama on my room#LMAO#i DUNNO I just get excited to share ;;
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[Previous] [Next] | ♫ I.F.L/Downside/baby bull - Brockhampton Transcription under the cut.
Wednesday: Are you cooking for a village?
Amelia: Sort of. [soft chuckle] It's for us, but Penny and I are going out. I said I'd make her breakfast before we left.
Wednesday: Noted, I'll take my plate outside.
Amelia: You don't have to eat outside.
Wednesday: Rather that than Penny's eyes burning holes in the back of my head.
Amelia: I wish I had an explanation or knew why she won't come around.
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[doorbell] [front door opens]
Amelia: Wait your outfit is so cute!
Penny: Thank you! It's been sitting in my closet. I finally decided to wear it.
Amelia: Now I feel underdressed. [soft chuckle]
Penny: No no, you are so cute what are you talking about!
Penny: What are you making, it smells good and I'm starving.
[leaves rustling]
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[flick of the lighter]
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Miles: Hey, I don't mean to bother you I just wanted to introduce myself to my neighbors.
Wednesday: We need to get a house in the middle of nowhere.
Miles: That's easier when you live near a familiar face.
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Wednesday: What a fucking nightmare.
#Show Us Your Sims#The Sims 4#Sims 4#TS4#Sims 4 Story#TS4 Story#📖 Brutally Soft ✧˖°.#intramoon#BS: Wednesday Bennett#BS: Amelia Pease#BS: Miles Orouke#While I was finishing this it felt like Wednesday#is put#outside like a dog#LMAOOOO#very excited to actually get the plot movingggg#I want to post the next part on Monday since it's a holiday#hopefully this isn't overwhelming to read#trying to keep everything short
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will you break and take all the words from my mouth?
#klance#voltron#vld#keith kogane#lance mcclain#IM BITING RIPPING AND TEARING#THIS IS IT. THIS IS THE SONG I PROMISED.#THE LANCE SONG.#i will literally guarantee satisfaction if you just go listen#not to mention its a fucking banger in general#it gets a fucking 99% klance match score. it has tension. some resentment. lots of love. overwhelming everything. god#this comic would be like right around the beat drop at 2 min btw.#me finally putting lance thru it for once instead of keith LOL#tumblr user heynhay be like STORYTELLING THROUGH COLOR CAN WE USE THE PALETTE TO BUILD THE NARRATIVE PLEASE!!!#BUT BACK TO THE SONG#IT HAS EVERYTHING. EVEN REFERENCES TO BOOTS. LONG HAIR. OUTDATTED 80s FASHION.#REFERENCES TO BEING RUDE TO THEM IN ORDER TO GET THEIR ATTENTION.#REFERENCES TO BEING ANGRY BC YOU CANT STOP THINKING ABT THEM#i unironicallyt must have listened to this one hundreds of times on loop while drawing this. enjoy.#art#my art#btw keith is explaining some deranged shit hes like: (with big sparkly anime eyes) do you wanna go build a pipe bomb and blow up that bldng
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HI love reading your fics, for an idea how about pines family movie night w some kind of blanket fort, something fun and sweet!! 😸
I love this! Thank you so much <3 and also I'm really glad you like my fics. Trying to get part 6 of What If Ford Kicked Stan Out Immediately and its very very close. I think I'll just finish it off tonight and put it up and reblog in the morning...
Here's the fluff picture! It gave me great joy to draw!! even if everything's not completely accurate in terms of physical placement and stuff. But yk I had fun. And that's what matters. Thank you anon <3

#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#grunkle stan#stan pines#stan twins#grunkle ford#dipper pines#mabel pines#pines twins#pines family#fluff#wholesome#platonic#platonic hand holding#mabel is eating ALL da popcorn#she hungry. Also she made the popcorn so she gets dibs#Dipper is explaining everything that's going on in the movie because he would#Stan doesn't even care about the movie#he's just feeling so immensely grateful for everything right now#he can't even handle the overwhelming peace and safety he feels#so he just falls onto Ford and holds his hand and i love it#Ford doesn't mind <3#I love these brothers so much#and I love the younger twins#love the grunkle-nibling relationships <3#platonic fluff#makes me so happy
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THE FALL [1/5]
"You can unlearn what was taught to you," The Stranger said, his voice almost gentle. "We will do it together." Osha discovers her strength in the Force with The Stranger to guide her.
#oshamir#osha x qimir#osha aniseya#qimir the acolyte#the acolyte#the acolyte fanfiction#oshamir fic#sometimes i make things#my writing#sometimes you go almost 2 years without writing anything stuck deep in anhedonia and overwhelmed by Life#and then you watch a star wars show and write 7k in one week#i know i have a terrible track record at finishing WIPs but this one is actually like 75% finished lol#roughly weekly updates for the first three chapters guaranteed#for some buffer room for me to finish everything up#i actually was writing a pacrim AU for the quarry before this lol and i'm 5k into that#we'll see if that ever sees the light of day#very nervous about my writing as i'm getting back into it again but hope people like it!!
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kacchan really is so funny for being like BUT WHAT ABOUT BAKUDEKU CANON when he finds out izuku is quirkless
#bakudeku#bkdk#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#mha leaks#he really is like WHAT ABOUT US#WHAT ABOUT EVERYTHING WE BEEN THROUGH#izuku is such a Gabriella too he DO be running away from his feelings every chance he gets#what about US IZUKU WHAT ABOUT OUR MARRIAGE#WHAT IS THE POINT OF THIS MANGA IF WE ARENT MARRIED#and Izuku is like oh no my baby is on too many painkillers hahaha he’s not proposing to me right now that’s silly#if he was proposing that would mean he loved me and I can’t accept that reality I’m too much of a burden#I can’t think of myself long enough to realize I am valued#two months ago Izuku was like :) I’m so blessed kacchan talks to me almost normally#how is he supposed to process he was just proposed to by that same boy#like he’s also just gone through almost losing him he’s probably like I’m lucky he’s alive and breathing near me#and kacchan’s like I LOVE YOU I WANT YOU FOREVER#Izuku is overwhelmed ok give him some slack
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modern au
#this looks awful but i struggle so heavily not making silly drawovers look awful cuz i don't want to put too much effort in but it turns#out that i start relying on the og image too heavily and then everything is just uncanny but whatever. this one is too funny to me and i#don't want to redraw it cux i've been feeling ill the past couple of days and it's so distracting and easy to get overwhelmed cuz of it#anyway they're so funny to me :( i miss yhem#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#javier escuella#javieran#hero draws sometimes#hero's not funny#image#art#meme
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a filler so u guys have something to look at while i work on other things sorry i needed to make another rainbow
#creepypasta#eyeless jack#sally williams#i love drawing ej as a blue blob#my art#everything is fine#getting so emotional over marble hornets right now its so overwhelming help me what do i do I MISS THEM#ej is her babysitter btw#guess who taught her bad words
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