#except for my kpop doodles. so

[warped-paranoia]

[fearandhatred]

OLD SKETCHBOOK TOUR TIME except this was from my broadway to kpop era so 2017 to about 2019 or 2020 i think

front and back!! most of the drawings on this back cover are mine but i brought it to school and let my friends doodle on them 🥹 all the tiny drawings with the names/signatures next to them are theirs. core memory

front and back inner covers!! the venompool is still one of my favourites. even though the right arm is disproportionately long ignore that

this is the very first thing in my sketchbook... drew this on my school sports day lmaoo my friend and i sat under the shelter in the stadium and just drew for like an hour

on the left is andrew rannells in hedwig and the angry inch. genuinely one of my favourite drawings ever and it was the face of my broadway fan account for years (still is but it's abandoned now)

on the right.... the kpop era begins

collages from one of my favourite albums of all time still tbh (focus by jus2). also this was my peak because it was the first concert i'd been to where i was already a fan + i got fansign. anyway i love the concept of this album so much

i then got obsessed with this collage style and did another one. anyway as you can tell i was all about crosshatching back then

[starfishpufferfish]

About me!

Hi, my name is : micheal

My pronouns are : he / him

My interests : community, bill and ted, kpop, and horror movies

My hobbies : art, writing, and figure collecting

Ask inbox rules n stuff

my asks are open anytime, wether you want to request a little doodle from me or just shoot me a message, feel free, trust me i get SO GIDDY whenever people compliment my work!!!! that being said, i have some stuff to lay out:

absolutely no nsfw requests, no exceptions, not only am I way too young to be drawing that but considering I mainly draw teenagers you have no business to be asking me to draw that kind of stuff AT ALL

i WILL draw shipart (obviously following the first point) so if u want me to draw u some shameless nischa go ahead and ask, i will take any opportunity to draw that

really doubt this will happen lol but no flirting and stuff in my ask box very odd to shoot ur shot over tumblr

if I don’t draw something it’s not because I hate u or anything I’m just 1.) severely lazy, 2.) not creative enough to see how I could draw it, or 3.) planned on doing it but forgot to I DONT HATE U GUYS IM JUST THE WORSTBARTIST

that being said i am not obligated to draw every single request so if i don’t draw ur thing sorry😔

other than that yea shoot ur requests my way (or just compliments. I’ll take a compliment any day man please I NEED VALIDATION SOBADMAN PLEEAASSS)

[dreamescapeswriting]

Write Up ~ KTH [Request]

WORD COUNT: 2.3k

GENRE: Fluffy, jealous, established-relationship

PAIRING: Taehyung x Fem!Reader x Seungmin (for like a couple of paragraphs)

A/N: As soon as I saw Puppy dog crush I had to make it Seungmin! Hope you enjoy!

Staring over at the clock on the wall you hoped it was just a little fast and that you weren't being stood up by your boyfriend Taehyung, time seemed to be moving slower now that you were staring at the clock on the wall. It was a Wednesday afternoon which meant it was his afternoon off and he could come and spend the afternoon with you in a small cafe in the middle of Seoul. It was the cutest cafe in the whole of the city, right down an alleyway which meant that hardly anybody knew that the place existed and that you were free to just let your hair down. The two of you had been together secretly for the last year and a half and this was one of the weekly routines that you would do together in this one spot. The owners knew you both well and would always make sure to have your orders waiting for you whenever you came in to work in the shop. You'd been working as a songwriter for years in the industry, working with people not just in the Kpop industry but with Western artists too. It was something you were very well known for since people liked to collaborate with you a lot, forming friendships and business relationships with different singers and groups was intimidating but something you'd always longed to do.

A couple of companies had gone to you with the task of creating some love songs for their performers, all you were told about them was that the people that would be singing the songs would be female. You weren't allowed to know anything else except for that which was why Taehyung had offered to come by and help you with writing. Writing songs alone wasn't normally an issue but you'd been struggling a lot with this one, Taehyung offered to help as a way of couple bonding with you. Spending time together while getting to write about your love life in a song that would be able to be heard by people all over the world. 

Tae: I got caught up, reschedule for next week? You smiled down at your phone, at least this time he text you telling you what had happened and you weren't left waiting. It wasn't like you were mad at him for being late or not showing up, you understood what it was like for him being so busy all of the time.

You: No problem baby, I'll head home after writing down some ideas x It wasn't as though it was a big deal having to write on your own but Taehyung felt bad for making you do it. He wanted to be the one there helping you out with the lyrics. In a way, it would be "your song" without everyone knowing that it was about your relationship. No matter how hard Taehyung had tried this week he couldn't seem to catch a break, no matter what he did everything seemed to pile on top of him more and more. Although he was supposed to have every Wednesday afternoon off he'd been so caught up and behind with recordings that he didn't have the chance to have the day off. It felt as though he was being rushed off his feet all of the time and had no chance for time to himself but he was going to make it up to you. 

"Y/n?" You looked up when you heard an unfamiliar voice call out your name and smiled when you saw who was standing there. You couldn't believe it when you saw who it was it was as if the universe was throwing you a bone since Taehyung wasn't coming to meet you. 

"Seungmin?" You questioned as you looked up at the boy you used to know really well. You and Seungmin had gone to the same school for years and got along well with one another but after graduating you grew apart and ended up losing touch with one another. He didn't look much different than before only a lot taller and his hair was dyed black rather than his natural brown colour but it felt so weird to see him after all this time.

"What brings you out here?" You laughed softly as you pushed the chair that was in front of you out from under the table so that he could sit down with you. It had been so long since you'd even seen him it felt odd to just bump into one another while you were out and around the city. You figured he would be too busy with his own group to come to smaller places like this. You'd watched him on his show and always sent moral support online whenever you could, not knowing if he'd see it but still wanting to be there for an old friend. 

"I come here a lot, I've never seen you before it's normally some couple sitting here," You felt the heat rise up over your body as you thought about someone see you and Taehyung here together and you nodded. Clearly, no one knew it was Taehyung since he was always in a disguise, the same hat, sunglasses and mask to keep himself hidden away. The booth was normally reserved for you and Taehyung to sit in by the couple that ran the cafe, they always made sure your spot was free.

"Guilty, it's normally me and my boyfriend," You smiled at Seungmin and he smiled back, the huge puppy dog smile you loved so much spreading across his face. 

"Do you want to join me?" You asked as you waved over the owner who had been staring at you wondering who it was that had decided to join you. 

"You look busy, I don't want to interrupt anything..." Seungmin said slowly as he looked at the papers that were covering the small table. Even though he really wanted to stay with you and do nothing but sit with you all day he didn't want to stop you from doing your work. The truth was that Seungmin had always had a crush on you even when you were in school together, he'd always had a puppy crush on you. Although everyone else knew that it was obvious you were oblivious to it all, just thinking he was a close friend. 

"I'm just working on a song but I'm struggling. Maybe you can help?" You suggested as you showed him everything you already had down which was half of a drawn spider-diagram with the words, "Lovesong," written in the middle. 

"Love songs? Not your field of expertise?" He asked as he sat down in the chair and looked over the notebook, small doodles of hearts and things were drawn around the edges but not much else. It was a lot like most of your work in school with the doodles around the outside edges.

"You would think I'd be great at them but I always seem to write the same thing over and over again." You admitted as you scratched the back of your neck, normally you would be able to write non-stop but when it came to love you only knew one kind and you didn't want it to be one-note for everything. 

"Can I get my usual please Zyliara?" You asked the owner who had already taken out her notebook and wrote it down before turning to look at Seungmin for his order.

"Oh, can I get a strawberry milkshake and taiyaki?" Seungmin thanked Zyliara and you laughed again at the thought of his order. Some things never changed after all the time in the world, 

"It's still your favourite? I remember you would only ever order that whenever we went out for lunch in our final year," You smiled as you remembered fond memories from your time in school. Seungmin made the process of something that was normally terrible that much more bearable. 

After catching up with one another the two of you finally got down to working on some love song lyrics. You had a small mp3 player with the track you'd made which made the process a lot simpler but what both of you had failed to notice was people seeing you both. Passing you in the nearby window and noticing that it was Y/n Y/l/n famous songwriter and Kim Seungmin from Stray kids. Once photos were taken of the both of you it spread like wildfire but neither of you had noticed since you were so lost in your own worlds. You'd gone home that night happy that the song was almost complete, you had some minor adjustments to make to the chorus and backing tracks but other than that the song was perfect. Seungmin had been a great help to you, you both exchanged numbers so you could catch up again and even work for him sometime in the future if his company allowed it. 

"Alright! I'm coming jeez!" You called out to whoever was frantically ringing your doorbell at 8 am on a Thursday morning. It was far too early to be woken up like this, you scrambled over to the door and angrily swung it open to see who was standing there, 

"Tae?" You questioned rubbing your eyes as he made his way into the apartment with an angry look across his face. He was red in the face as he burst through the door but you couldn't think why he would be so mad at this time in the morning. The last time you'd spoken to him was before you went to sleep after leaving him a voicemail telling him that you had finished the song you were working on and didn't need help anymore. 

"I thought we were going to work together...I thought it would be nice to write about our love life..." You frowned as he spoke so fast you could barely understand what he was trying to say to you. Shutting the door to your apartment you walked further into the house to ask him what was going on,

"Tae what are you talking about-" You stopped questioning him when he pulled out his phone to show you articles after articles about you and Seungmin sitting together. Photos were splashed everywhere with different titles, one of them being,

"The collaboration of a lifetime." And another of you and Seungmin rather close together edited with hearts around your heads and labelled, 

"Kim Seungmin and Y/n Y/ln spotted cosying up to one another...Another hot love life or another hot single coming to the charts?" You stared at the phone for a second before looking back at Taehyung. 

"Tae, he's an old friend..." You tried to tell him but nothing was going to stop Taehyung from being hurt by the way fact that you were writing a love song with somebody else. Somebody that wasn't him. 

"Does he even know you have a boyfriend?!" He snapped out jealously as he looked at you, throwing his phone down onto the sofa behind him as he waited for you to answer him. All he could think about when he saw the images was how everyone was going to assume you were a couple with him now. That his girlfriend was going to be seen with other male artists who were 

"Yes, he's seen us together before but he doesn't know who you are since you're always in disguise. Tae we're just friends," You told him again as you tried to make it seem as though it wasn't a big deal. Which it wasn't. Seungmin had always been someone you saw as a younger sibling, nothing more and nothing less. 

"But why did you finish the song with him...I thought we were going to do it together? We should have done it together, we're the couple here..." You knew why he was upset over it so you tried not to get angry at him for this. 

"Tae. You've been so busy I thought you would have been relieved not to have to stress out over another song with me." You admitted as you took his hand in yours, trying to calm him down as much as you could you gave it a small squeeze. You didn't want this to turn into a huge unneeded fight between the two of you. 

"It wouldn't have stressed me out...Writing with you is one of my dreams Y/n...We've spoken about it for months," He admitted as he looked at you you smiled weakly as you met his gaze, he looked tired. More so than usual now that you looked at him properly. He had bags under his eyes and looked like he hadn't slept much in weeks. 

"How about we write a different song together, our own song? One for you and me alone?" You suggested as you reached up to cup his face in your hand and run your thumb over his skin. His eyes slowly fluttered shut and a tired smile began to grow on his face at the contact of your hand and he leant against it, snuggling against your hand as he enjoyed the feeling of being there with you. 

"That sounds good." He moaned out tiredly, enjoying the feeling of your hand on his skin too much to fight back against it, not that he wanted to. The idea of you having your own song sounded better than someone else singing about your love together.  

"Do you know what will sound better?" You asked him as you moved your hand down to his shoulders and began to massage him through his clothes, 

"Hmm? What?" He hummed as he opened his eyes slowly to look at you,

"I run you a nice hot bubble bath, I give you a massage and then we order in? Let me make you feel good Tae," You suggested as you looked at him he nodded happily. Nothing sounded better to him right now than spending the entire day off. Since he'd already called in sick to the boys anyway, there was nothing back home that he had to get home to and he could spend all his time with you instead. 

Tagline: @lyoongx @mitzwinchester @rjsmochii​ @fan-ati--c​ @kneel-begyourpardon​ @taestannie​ @bisexualmess007​ @innersooya​ @sw33tnight​ @sweeneyblue1​ @jin-from-the-block​

[snailmailworldwide]

Abigail, 18

Hi! My name is Abigail, my friends call me Abi but feel free to use either! I’m 18 (19 in January) and I’m from Ireland. I’m looking for a pen pal to exchange snail mail with (text on here or sc until we work out the logistics.)

I’m fine with any nationality as long as you have a good level of English as I only speak English and a little Irish/French. Anyone 17+ is fine with me. I’m currently taking a gap year and plan on starting college next September. I would consider myself quite boring (feel like most people I know would disagree but still) so I’m looking for someone with similar interests so we can grow together.

I’m pretty open when it comes to things I’m interested in. I’m a very nostalgic person so I like old things/knick-knacks/souvenirs. I’m happiest when out in nature but I’m not a sporty person, more artistic. I love animation and travelling. I’ve been going to Disneyland/world regularly with my mom since I was 5 so I have a major soft spot for it. New Orleans is probably my favourite place I’ve been to thus far. I primarily get my music taste from my dad and my taste in movies from my mom. Music is a big thing in my life, I listen to every genre except kpop and probably heavy metal. I would love to exchange playlists with you!

I would love to get better at french/the guitar/cooking. I’ve been pescatarian for 2 years now. Doodles, anecdotes, witchy things, lollies, stickers, pictures and pressed flowers will be excepted and returned! I would describe my humour as hard to describe. Dark and crude maybe? No idea. Interested in forming a solid friendship/helping each other with problems/being cute and shit!!! Hmu here is interested <3

[writingbarnes]

Best Regards, Steve Rogers

Summary : You really didn’t hate Steve Rogers, the resident graphic designer with – as Scott had put it – a heart of gold and zero self-perseverance. You really didn’t think you bore any resentment for the tenant who lived next to your apartment. Or that was what you were trying to think for the past month until you saw three post-it notes stuck on your apartment door when you got home from a meeting. NEIGHBOR AU!

Character : Steve Rogers x Reader  |  Genre : Fluff,crack, failed attempt at angst |  

Words : almost 2.5K

Author’s Note : Sometimes you get months of writer’s block and then you finished a one shot in a few hours :))) What is writing. I have like 2 version of this so if you see the kpop one that’s me 🤷

Enjoy <3 Tell me what you think! Thank you @pleasecallmecaptain for reading this mess and for the inspiration behind the rain boots lmao

You didn’t hate your neighbor, really. You barely knew the guy! Your landlord only told you his name was Steve and that he was a graphic designer. “Maybe you know each other!” Scott, your overly optimistic borderline dopey landlord had said when you mentioned you were a music producer. That was not how it works, but you couldn’t really destroy your landlord’s excitement, so you replied with a smile. You didn’t think you’ve even met the guy when you first moved in aside from the note slipped under your door telling you to stop making loud noises at night. It would have been fine if it weren’t for the fact that he took the time to doodle dying stick figures on one corner with one stick figure clanging cymbals on the other corner (you might have ended up replying with a very bad doodle and an equally passive-aggressive note but that was not the point).

You really didn’t hate Steve Rogers, the resident graphic designer with – as Scott had put it – a heart of gold and zero self-perseverance. Bucky Barnes, the resident grumpy cat lady who happened to be your cousin, had also told you the same thing, although with a very much more interesting choice of words (“the dumbass who’d jumped off a plane without a parachute because he thinks he’s cool” Bucky said as he helped you unload some boxes). But then again, you’ve spent most of your life with Bucky and you knew the guy never said anything nice to anyone except for his cats. Hell, he even told you, his favorite cousin, that you looked like 'the hairball his cat hacked up’ when you fought off some bullies who made fun of his prosthetic arm.

“He’s not that bad.” Natasha, the scary redhead lady who lived two floors above yours commented the other day. She had accidentally listened to Bucky’s very creative opinions on Steve. “Kinda dumb when it comes to girls, but a very decent guy. You look like you can get along with him.”

“Excuse me, are you implying I’m kinda dumb too?” You asked.

Natasha only flashed you a grin as she sauntered off and it reminded you of Bucky’s cat that would always try to claw your face whenever you came too close to it.

“Come to think of it, you are similar in some ways,” Bucky commented offhandedly as he picked up another box. “You have that look on your face.”

“What? Beauty?”

“It’s more of a perpetually confused look. But whatever helps you sleep at night.”

(You chucked your sandal at his head at his comment.)

So yes, you really didn’t think you bore any resentment for the tenant who lived next to your apartment. Or that was what you were trying to think for the past month until you saw three post-it notes stuck on your apartment door when you got home from a meeting.

“Do you want me to buy you a headphone? :(“

“It’s amazing how you and Bucky are friends for so long! I wouldn’t have survived it.”

And more intricate doodles of what you thought was you screaming while the other stick figures cried in the corner.

.

Steve Rogers was a little shit and you didn’t know why everyone thought you’d get along with him. You, as the mature adult that you were, decided to play loud music that night only for Steve to slip more notes and stupid passive-aggressive doodle at midnight. The exchange went on for the next three months. Which was why you were now lying on Bucky’s couch, asking him for more revenge ideas. You had played most of the songs on your favorite playlist, to the ones you hated. And you had collected a pile of post-it notes with doodles and weird notes that you were sure were filled with more passive aggressive messages and insults.

“He’s a little shit, Bucky.” You groaned.

“You have one more thing in common then,” Bucky replied.

“I am not!”

“Didn’t you try to make better brownies for the new neighbor last week?” You opened your mouth to retort, only for Bucky to cut you off, “and both of you ended up sending tons of food to our poor neighbor by the end of the week.”

“He started it.” You grumbled.

You should have known better. You should have left the apartment when you realized Bucky was silent for a good minute before his lips curled into the most obnoxious smile you have ever seen.

“[Y/N]…” he started with a manic grin. “Do… do you have a crush on Steve Rogers?”

“I DO NOT!”

You definitely did not have a crush on your tall, cute neighbor of yours that always tried to get on your nerve. And the heat on your cheeks was definitely because of the hot weather. Nothing to do with how Bucky kept staring at you with that stupid grin or the thought of Steve that popped into your mind.

.

“Hey, [Y/N].” You jumped at the voice and quickly turned around to face Steve standing by his door with his eyebrows raised. His lips quirked into a smirk at how wide-eyed you were.

“Steve.” You nodded, trying to calm your racing heart.

“Hey, can you play those cute songs you blasted the other day? I kinda like it.” Wait, what?

“Do you not have iTunes, Steve? You know you can buy the tracks online, right?”

“It’s free.” He shrugged. “I’ll draw you some doodles if you want.”

You gawked at him. Steve, bless his heart, had the decency to look a little sheepish for a mere second before he went back to his annoying self.

“Don’t forget to play the songs!” He grinned before he entered his apartment, leaving you gaping at his door in confusion and shock.

.

“Were you trying to flirt with her?” Sam asked the moment Steve closed the door behind him.

“Uh…”

“Cause that’s so pathetic.” Sam snorted, ignoring how red his best friend’s face had become. “Man, I told you to be all cute and romantic and you decided that sending weird notes and doodles are romantic?”

Steve groaned and buried his face in the couch while his best friend watched him from the kitchen, clearly used to his antics. “Wh-ami-sup-to—do!”

“Well, you could start by actually talking to her and not acting like a kid. She’s pretty nice once you get to know her.” Steve quickly turned to Sam, his eyes wide.

“You’ve talked to her?!”

“She gave me some brownies, which, in my opinion, taste better than yours.” Sam shrugged, sipping his coffee while he enjoyed the sight of Steve flailing on the couch, mumbling more incoherent words. “I can’t believe you have a crush on your neighbor and your first idea is to tell her she played her music too loud.”

Steve was about to reply when he heard it. The bubbly pop music she had played the other day. The songs he requested her to play for him. His face bloomed into what Sam described as ‘disgusting, love-sick, puppy face’.

“Do you think she likes me too?”

“Jesus, you’re really pathetic, Steve. This is why you’ve been single all your life.”

.

You really didn’t think you liked him. You were just entertaining him. Maybe he was too broke to buy one track on iTunes. Maybe his laptop broke. You were just doing him a favor. Definitely not because he flashed you that cute smile that morning when you picked up your mails. Not because of the way your heart beat a little faster at the sight of him helping your neighbor and playing with some random dogs by the street. Most definitely not because of the butterflies in your stomach every time he greeted you in the hallway. It was just a favor.

But when you jumped out of your couch to run to the front door, beaming from ear to ear at the little notes and cute doodles he drew you for the day, you knew it wasn’t just some simple favor for a neighbor. He drew you a little cat and you thought it was you, judging from the frown on the face and your favorite dress. It was too adorable and you ended up sticking it on the fridge along with the other doodles he had given you.

You were, as Bucky had said, completely and utterly fucked.

.

Friday was supposed to be a good day. But it rained the moment you exited the building and you had to deal with traffic. As if it wasn’t bad enough for you, you ripped a hole on your rain boots on your way to a meeting. You had to sit with wet socks for a good three hours, freezing your ass off because you had also forgotten to bring your favorite scarf. The client ended up not liking the song and ordered you to do more revision, much to your frustration. But the highlight of your awful day has got to be the time when you realized you’ve forgotten your keys and locked yourself out of your own apartment while Scott was away for a vacation with his daughter and Bucky was visiting his family for the weekend.

“Great.” You sniffled, rubbing your nose pink as you sat down in front of your apartment. Your hair and clothes were wet from the rainstorm and you wondered if your makeup was still intact or if you’ve already turned into a sad raccoon. You were too engrossed in your pity-party for one to notice the opened door next to you. You didn’t even notice it until said person crouched in front of you with worry plastered all over his face.

“[Y/N]?” Steve hesitantly called.

He smelled like pine and fresh soap and something else that made you feel at home. You looked up at him, startled at how worried he looked.

“Are you okay?”

At his words, you sniffled a little louder, your eyes burned with fresh tears. He gently put his hand on yours in comfort and it was like a dam broke, the tears you desperately tried to keep in check rushed down your cheeks.

“I can’t get inside!” You wailed, slapping the door pathetically.

“Shit. Please don’t cry. Oh, shit–” Steve panicked. “Do- do you want to come inside? I can make you some tea?”

You really didn’t know why it just made you cried harder.

“Y-yes.” You hiccupped between your tears as you let Steve guide you inside his apartment.

.

Steve’s apartment was like how you imagined an artist’ apartment would look like. Books scattered near the bookshelf, his laptop propped on the coffee table with sketches strewn all over the floor. There was a small pot of cactus by the window. It was oddly endearing and so was Steve.

“You can sit here.” He offered, grabbing all his sketches and dumping it on the lone couch beside you. “I’ll get you some towels and clothes? Will that be okay? I can make you tea too.” He rambled.

You can only manage a weak nod, trailing behind Steve while he dug out a  T-shirt and a pair of sweatpants from his bedroom.

“You have a nice apartment.” You said between hiccups. “I like the little cactus.”

He laughed and it almost sent your heart into overdrive. He had that adorable blush on his cheeks as he led you to the bathroom, explaining which one was soap and which was shampoo in case you want to use it. You didn’t really pay attention to it, too focused on the way he smiled and the affectionate pat on your head before he left you alone. And if you accidentally used the soap on your hair, it was understandable. You were sad and tired.

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Steve was sitting on the kitchen counter when you finally stepped out of the bathroom with a T-shirt and sweatpants that were definitely too large for you. You tried to pull up the pants as you waddled to the kitchen, trying not to trip on your pants by accident (damn Steve and his long legs). He quickly looked up, face blooming into a warm smile at the sight of you standing in front of him (his brain short-circuited at how adorable you looked in his clothes but he would never tell you that).

“TEA!” He said a little too loud, blushing as he almost shoved the hot mug at you.

“Thank you.” You hesitantly took it, sipping and sighing in relief as it slowly warmed your body.

“I have to finish some work first but you’re free to do anything here. You can grab anything to eat if you’re hungry or you can just sleep. Just–,” he paused, “just make yourself at home.”

You dumbly nodded while Steve ran to the living room, wanting to get away from you as soon as possible so you wouldn’t see how red his cheeks were. Too tired to do anything, you decided to join Steve in the living room. You walked past the fridge, smiling at the little notes he had until your eyes caught the familiar notes and handwriting that definitely belonged to you. The little ugly doodles you did for him, the weird messages. You froze as it dawned on you. Steve had kept every single note you have sent him and stuck them all over his fridge.

“Hey are you ok–,” Steve’s question died when he saw you standing in front of his fridge, holding a piece of paper.

“You kept this?” You softly asked.

“Uhh–,” Steve’s mouth slightly opened, trying to find an excuse that doesn’t scream ‘I have the biggest crush on you’.

“That’s really sweet.” You giggled, feeling warmth creeping up your face. You didn’t know if it was the tea or the weather that made you look at him in the eyes and said, “I kept yours too.”

Steve was sure his brain stopped working the moment the words escaped your lips. You kept his doodles. The doodles Sam thought was dumb. He thought he heard you said it was cute and you really liked them, but he couldn’t really hear it over how loud his heartbeat was. So, being the smart person that he was, he took a step closer towards you and blurted out, “I really want to kiss you.”

(He did get to kiss you, only to panic a moment later when he felt how feverish you were.)

“I’m okay.” You insisted as Steve dragged you to his bed, forcing you to take some medicine and get some sleep. “Kiss me, please?”

“You’re really sick, [Y/N]. Let’s talk about this tomorrow okay? When you feel better.” He smiled, though he still planted a soft kiss on your forehead.

“Okay.” You cutely nodded and Steve swore he died and went to heaven as he watched you reached out your hand to hold his.

[hannahdearr]

10 Pics that Describe Me Tag ☺

I’m so sorry if these pictures come out super big I have like 0 clues as to how to make them all nicely even and uniform rip T-T

Thanks for tagging @arosequartz !!! ♥

Reasons why I chose these photos from left to right, top to bottom:

I love food so here’s some good lookin’, good tastin’ food 

Since I’m not too keen on showing my real friends & family, #gotbang it is haha bc I genuinely and deeply care for all of my family and friends + all these guys are friends turned family with strong bonds soo (’:

I love dogs with all my heart & I super love my cousin’s dog especially gosh I love dogs

My dad’s side is big on music & I used to play the piano but now I just sing. I love singing so much that I genuinely get sad when I get sick bc then, no singing :/ also why I wanna learn all kinds of languages so I can just properly sing along & understand the lyrics straight away lol I! Love! Music! 

Taehyung here really embodies how much I love & appreciate art. I’ve done my fair share of creating doodles and other works of art before so I commend any and all artists that take the time and effort to create their own wonderful works ;u;

ok liSTEN, you can barely see the product here BUT this is GOT7 holding skincare products alright--because officially starting this year, I really started to care about my skin and delved deeply into the world of #skincare LOL & I’m v pleased to say that I almost have a 100% skincare routine lineup that works perfectly for me except stress! is! a! btch! >:(

BTS, words can’t even begin to describe what exactly I’d like to say about them LOL bc they’re most definitely a huge part of my life now. Whether it’s somehow adopting their own small mannerisms, taking in the messages & lessons they share, using their--THEM as a source of encouragement, happiness, etc., making new ARMY friends bc of them, spending lotsa money on them hAHAAHahhaHa, using them as one of my few role models, listening to their songs and covers to either calm myself down or workout or comfort me, or just--idk having them woven into any and all parts of my life, big or small I’ll probably somehow be thinking about them or attributing something to them (like memes hA) & I’m so thankful to them and for the opportunity to have seen them live in concert 

GOT7, just like above, they’ve also made my life so much more colorful again. From how I see it, life was kinda dull but after stepping back into the kpop life and getting to know them, they really kinda just spiced up my life more lol (’: I didn’t know I’d need it so much at the time, but when I finally discovered “Just Right,” I was honestly touched. I was relieved & I was so happy that such a cute bop sang by tiny men playing in cereal gave me more of the confidence that I deeply lacked of in myself. At the time, I think I was struggling with a few insecurities but discovering this finally put me at almost full ease. Of course, I still worry over a few things today but songs like these and people like Got7 really make me feel good and accepted haha --I’m really happy that I was blessed with such an opportunity to see my own happy pills live in concert bc they’re just as chaotic in real life not that I ever doubted they wouldn’t LOL

One of my all time favorite memes bc I really just be out here throwing my love & affection at everyone, all the timeee hahahha

I’ve come to the realization recently that this might honestly be an accurate representation of me LOL bc outside I’ll be running around all sofft & genuinely giving my lov n affectionz but inside I may or may not be 24/7 stressin’ bc life #disappointed #butnotsurprised 

I could go on for so much more than 10 pics tbh LOL like I didn’t even talk about how sentimental my ass is with pictures and videos bc I forgot bUT I think these are the main mains ya feeeeeeel & again I’m really sorry if this ends up being a long ass post you have to scroll through on the dash bc idfk how to work technology sometimes so pls bare with me hA

tagging @tori-yaaaaaaa @jiminsbellybutton @shy-filipina-fangirl @hercosmoscomplex @spicysuga @moreenchiladasplease @bymoonchild @blue-kook ♡

but you don’t gotta if you don’t wanna (:

[mohtivations]

just wanted to put a little something together because we all get pooped at the end of a busy busy week 

i. face masks!!! after my skin routine at night, if i’m feeling like i need a little treat, i’ll whip out a cute little face mask to calm my skin as i read a book / scroll through social media / take a little nap on my bed. 

my favorite brands are mediheal (they have super cute line collabs), nature republic, and papa recipe (the honey mask smells AMAZING), but if you’re feeling a little bougie, go for the dr. jart rubber mask (hydration is my favorite) or the jayjun real water brightening black mask.

2. calming music  i love listening to lofi music or instrumentals - especially piano or cello. bonus is if it’s a kpop song cover. and when i mean listening to music, i seriously mean just finding a comfortable place to sit or lie and just be there, with the music of your choice. if you have a designated calming playlist, perfect! because that’s all you really need. youtube has great compilations (1, 2) and my favorite piano covers are created by funguypiano, doopiano, and smyang!

3. watch something

watch an episode of your favorite show, vlive, or some youtube (since i don’t watch tv anymore, i somehow always end up on vlive and then youtube afterwards). but don’t forget to set a time limit, maybe an hour max. remember, binge sessions will only add stress.

4. read a book  get in the zone for some peace and quiet. there’s not much to say except to find a place to chill and get some of that reading going. here’s my goodreads if anyone is interested!

5. take a walk  after dinner, walking around your neighborhood is a great way to digest. i like to take around thirty minutes without any electronics and stroll around. try not to listen to music. instead, listen to the world around you. enjoy the little things–the cicadas chirping, the laughter of kids, the wind blowing past–and just observe. 

6. exercise  as everyone knows, exercises releases endorphins. personally, i love running in nature so i get to embrace my surroundings and enjoy the view while i work out my body! remember to curate a playlist so you can always jam out whether your working out at the gym or outside. 

7. hang out with friends considering it’s the end of a long week, meeting up with friends over a meal or dinner is a lovely way to vent and get everything out. talking is a great way to destress, and when there is someone you trust listening, the entire process is extremely therapeutic. 

8. clean and declutter yes. do it. because cleaning and working is a destress mechanism even though it is more work. having a fresh room or work area will also freshen up and clear your mind. your environment reflects your inner thoughts, so tidying up your belongings will inspire you to refresh your mind for a new week!!!

9. create  this can mean anything including doodles, collages, printing pictures, scrap booking, or writing. similar to talking to a friend, having an outlet to brain dump all the jumbled thoughts has a cleansing effect. grab a blank notebook and get everything out in any form you prefer. (on another note, i’ve been meaning to try out morning pages. it seems super helpful for practicing mindfulness)

and that is all i hope everyone found these tips helpful!!!

[scoundrels-in-love]

Alright, let's go. These numbers will be totally random, courtesy of my dice: 7, 8, 17, 18, 20, 35, 41 and 44 for the OC questions.

Did you roll a d100 or just summed up multiple smaller dices for the big numbers? Nerd’s gotta know. Also thank you so much for asking.

Annnd under cut because it got hella long.

Send me an OC ask?

7. Are your OCs part of any story or stories?                Most of them are part of a world that could be a story. Should be a story. They’re usually grouped up such as Leila, Ryan, Elek, Aiolia and few other belong to one, while Elinor, Sigrun, Jahan belong to another. However, honestly speaking, I’ve only written in story-specific way for Leila and Elinor + people around her. But for Elinor I’ve written a lot and maybe one day she will be part of actual, consistent, book style story.

8. Do you RP as any of your OCs? If you do, introduce one of your RP OCs here!                …. They’re all RP OCs. 99% of them are RP OCs. Made for specific RPs or in hopes they will get RP’d. Maybe the only exception is Genie and Sammy at this point, as I created Genie out of inspiration on a whim, with no intention to RPing her and I’ve been crafting sort of world around her with a good friend while actively not RPing her. Sammy sort of pranced into this world along, in similar fashion. But generally, they are all RP OCs.

17. Any OC OTPs?                 Since they’re pretty much all RP OCs, I sure as heck have OTPs but they involve OCs of other people, such as main OTP of Elinor (which has a legit ship name you guys). But I do also ship her with Jahan, both just with him and in a Poly relationship with a friend’s oc, but 1 on 1, their relationship is doomed to be him kind of unrequited crushing on her indefinitely. It’s not a love triangle in story because… There is something about him that marks him off the list of potential her life-partner list. She cannot overcome it just as much he cannot change this about himself. They’re just not meant to last on their own.

Malachy and Larry also have been in past relationship or more like he tried to date her, but that didn’t go well because she has commitment issues. Big Time.

Elek and Aiolia is… Elek kind of still hasn’t told me if he returns Aiolia’s feelings or not. Either way, he’s a noble dumbass who is probably going to die so he would not get involved with her easily anyway.

Leila, in concept, might have an OTP, but it’s the sort of tragic, they die in each other’s arms sorta OTP. I legitimately had dream about this and woke up sobbing. That’s how this OTP was created.

18. Any OC crackships?                 Elinor/Jahan frankly qualifies more as this than previous question. It’s a ship that cannot sail without another person on board and even then, it’s… just a crackship compared to main OTP I have. Also there’s a bunch that involve friend’s OCs, again.

Genie/Sammy is probably the crackiest concept that crossed my mind just now because I was trying all these mishmashes, lmao. Like, nope. Nevermind. It just doesn’t work. Unless as best aro/ace buddies platonically forever together.

20. Do any of your OCs sing? If they sing, care to share more details (headcanon voice, what kind of songs they like etc)?                 

I imagine whole bunch of them do, but I’ve honestly have never gone as far as to picture what they sound like. I just… have never been able to match any voice to them, sadly. As for music taste, they all have their own taste and it’s usually about 25% of music I enjoy. Or more. Leila is definitely into symphonic metal and stuff like Emilie Autumn, the real heavy, lyric powerful songs. Genie enjoys softer music, but will also love a good metal song. Is into kpop and not ashamed, but like, not really absurd about it. (Or so she says.) And so on and on.

35. Any sibling characters?                 

A lot. Growing up I realized I love playing 2 characters in same story and more often than not, they ended up being siblings which, I think, was my attempt to live out my fantasy what siblings should be like - bickering but supporting each other, etc. Unfortunately, only few made the list of my mentioned ones tonight, but Iantha’s and Saien’s whole plot revolves around them being siblings. (And they’re twins, for bonus points.) Somnia and Nocturne have a similar thing going on.

41. Has anyone drawn fanart of your OCs? If yes, maybe show a picture or two here (remember sources & permissions!)                 

Yes! I have some pieces of art of my OCs!!

Genie by my friend faverolles

Genie v 2 by a friend (both of these friends did so much in hyping me up when I wanted to let her disappear as passing by thought and I’m very thankful)

Lacrimae + Saith (not mine) by Ashlemo (whose artistic contacts beyond avatar site I don’t have, dammit. Since they just dropped from face of earth.)

And just Lacrimae by Ashlemo as well

And Elinor by my friend whom I actually write with

There are 2 more, by another friend, of Leila and Marwolaeth, but it seems I have misplaced them (aka my pc is mess and it’s in one of the 1000′s of subfolders but which one??), but I will find them again eventually. I was especially smitten with Marwo’s one, though I love both of them.

Looking at these again I feel same ecstatic joy as I did when I received them, it still seems beyond amazing that someone loves them enough to draw them.

44. Something you like about your OCs in general                 

That they’re independent little fuckers that give me grief with their choices but also grow and develop in most magnificent, unexpected ways. That they’re all complex and often actually pretty mean, but not beyond learning and trying to heal. That most of them are infinitely more strong than I am.

[unprofessionaldoodler]

some thoughts

quarantine has given me a lot of time to think about things, and after being gone for a while,  i have come to the conclusion that i am a shitty artist.

like sometimes i look back through the art i’ve done on this blog and a lot of it is... pretty fucking trash.

like the story i kinda have going right? the rem thing? yeah, pepper, the main character, is asian. her best friend, yuri, is also asian. and her other best friend, shaun, is half hispanic, half black.

like, okay, so here’s how the story of rem came together. one night i had a nightmare where i was getting attacked by demons, and i wished that someone would have saved me. then, i created pepper by accident, kinda. like many other artists, i doodled on my homework and schoolwork a lot. the hairstyle that pepper has currently (the side part with the spike in the middle and the two hair pieces on the side) was the hairstyle i would draw on little anime girls as a default hairstyle. then i decided that i wanted to have that be an oc (original character). but i also realized that i can’t draw in an anime style very well (as my art will prove). so decided to start drawing in a more cartoony art style. (i decided to keep her asian for no reason in particular - she was an anime character, so she was asian. that’s it.) so i had a character with no story, and a story with no main character, so i decided to combine the two, and that was how rem was born.

i’m not asian, so that isn’t really my story to tell. sure, i could do the research, but pepper being asian isn’t really important to the story, so changing that won’t be an issue.

then there was all the kpop fan art i did a few years back, where all of the members of vixx (except n) look yellow, which is obviously offensive. (in case you didn’t know, people would draw east asians yellow as a way to make fun of their skin tone.) i literally have no excuse for this - i’ve drawn them before (on my other blog) and they came out okay. i’m sorry i gave them yellow skin. to be racist wasn’t my intention, but intentions don’t matter. if, by chance, anyone saw that art and was hurt or offended by it, you have every right to feel that way.

looking back at my old work, i realize that i had a weird fixation on asian people. i think it was because i went through my weeaboo phase and my koreaboo phase one after the other, and then it just bled out through my work. i’m not sure if this would be considered asian fetishization, but i feel like it’s something akin to that.

then there’s the fact that i didn’t publish any art about cat and mouse (the one with the two black girls) throughout the entirety of 2018. i did draw them, i just never posted any art about them, which is pretty shitty. rem is so thought out and had a bunch of details about how the world works and stuff, while cam has basically nothing. i’m working on that too.

and on top of all that, i’ve made some inappropriate jokes involving minors and none of it feels right. again, my deepest apologies for that too. looking back on it makes me feel uncomfortable, and i’ve taken those down too.

i’ve deleted some of the more egregious things i’ve drawn, but because it’s tumblr, it’s on here forever, even if i deleted the original post. so that sucks. but deleting it off of here and apologizing for it is the least i could do.

anyways, i’m not really sure if anyone will ever see this, but i am really sorry about all of that stuff. like anyone else, i try to improve everyday.

[ask-svt-hearteu]

bestfriend! Joshua

Anon requested: “could you do a joshua best friend au?”

Genre: friendship 

Word Count: 1504

you’ve known Joshua Hong for most of your life

went to the same school all the way into highschool

elementary, not much happened

probably just say hi and stuff like, “Can i use that glue stick when you're done” 

middle school came along and the two of you were officially in the 7th grade

you weren’t really the type of person to have a lot of close friends, maybe only a little over a handful

but you did have a lot of friends, your classmates and friends of friends 

because you never really had a problem having a fun and nice conversation with someone

Joshua was one of those friends, just the nice boy in your math and history class who actually knew all the states and their capital 

until your history teacher decided your class wasn’t allowed to choose their own partners anymore and chose them herself

“Y/n and Joshua, you guys have ‘Causes of The Civil War’ ” 

so as you gave up your seat for someone else, you scooted into the now empty desk next to Joshua

“Hey Joshuaa, so what do you want to do first”

“Hmm we can look at the text book first” 

the whole project had some class time available to work on it but was expected to be worked on at home

“Do you want to do a powerpoint then?” he asks 

“Yeah! What’s your number so I can send you the links and stuff” 

so you guys finished your project a day early and got an A of course

and the conversations should've died there or something 

except when you had to sit next to each other for presentations he leaned over and looked at the paper on your desk 

“You like Naruto?” 

you look down at you rough doodle of Naruto’s face and grinned

“Yeah do you??” 

so that’s how the two of you became close because later that night, you texted him ranting about the latest episode  

and the conversation went on to other animes

then somehow led to whether you finished your essay

then to which flavor of ice cream was best

the two of you, probably the most unlikely friends ever

the nice, quiet boy who hung out with his group of guy friends 

and the social butterfly who pretty much talked to everyone,

and now him

highschool came around and you watched as he taught himself guitar

and joined choir 

“What the freak Josh why am I just finding out you have such a nice voice, it’s not fair” 

“Oh,” he laughs as you poke his shoulder over and over again at lunch, “Sorry my bad”

even though you and Joshua had many different classes and were involved in different groups, the two of you never failed to hang out

one of the these times being towards the end of highschool, where you went to this annual Korean festival together

“Look I wanna go there! There’s fried fishcake” you saying tilting your head towards the stand and proceeding to tug on his arm

“Hold on please!” 

the both of you pause and turn to around to face a foreign voice

your eyes meet a Korean man, who’s facing Joshua

“Do you know what kpop is?” 

he continues to explain how he’s a manager for Pledis Entertainment and scouting for trainees, then asked Joshua if he wanted to join

“Ah can I please think about it?” he says, while you just look at them back and forth

the guy hands him is contact information and gives him a couple days to decide

“JOSH!” you squeal, even though you didn’t really understand the situation much, but you understood something, “You could go be a singer!”

“I know I know, but can I do it? Live in another country? How do I even know..” he trails off nervously

you grab his shoulders and look him in the eye,

“Joshua Hong. I know you kay, you finna spend the rest of your life regretting it, and I know how much you want this okay. What do I always say?” you stare at him pointedly

“If life gives you ramen you take it and eat every last bit,” he says, a smiling forming on his face

“Right!” you say laughing

so for the next two or so years, you guys always stayed in touch

without fail, you guys would at least text every other day

and when he debuted, he sent you tickets to his showcase with the backstage tickets 

so what other thing is there to do besides go

and be extra af 

so of course you went disguised as a fan 

with a baseball hat with seventeen written across 

and a giant neon poster with 'JOSHUA HONG' written across 

and a bright orange t-shirt with the derpiest Joshua face you could find from Seventeen TV 

and let's not forget the gift you prepared him 

you almost lose your voice from all the screaming you did but whatever it's worth it 

and when it's over, you go backstage

 and basically tackle Joshua, proudly 

"JOSH YOU MOTHER FREAKING DEBUTED" you scream loudly 

"Y/N WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?" he exclaims holding his laugh in poorly 

Svt crowds around you dying of laughter from your outfit 

the two of you catch up on everything and you end up pretty much being the last friend or family backstage 

with the other members screaming excitedly around you guys, you talk to them a bit 

"Guess WHAT I gotchu a gift" you say wiggling your eyebrows at Joshua 

he laughs, still on a happy high, "What what, I have expectations" 

"Oh TRUST me, this will be the best gift you've ever gotten" 

you hand him a gift bag 

as he pulls the tissue paper out, looking inside the bag, and immediately bursts out laughing

pulling the item out, the others are laughing and seal clapping 

"thanks for the matching shirt”

"Anytime, now there's more!!" you say winking 

he grabs the last thing from the bag and laughs, extremely amused

dropping the bag in surprise he holds the item to his face 

a water bottle with 'DRINK WATER NOT ALCOHOL' printed on in big, bold, black letters 

"You're gonna be dancing a lot so you need to stay hydrated!" you grin, winking excessively 

"Ah you're the best, seriously" he grins and pulls you into a hug 

fast forward 2 years or so later

your have your life together as best as you can for a college student, and find the time to attend his concert

like last time, nothing will ever compare to seeing Joshua and his group live

as you walk backstage, the more mature ish side of you doesn’t play jokes and engulfs him a tight hug

“You’ve made it so far” you say looking at him with tears in your eyes, ruffling his hair

“Qhat is this you’ve turned soft?” he jokes ruffling your hair also

“College does that to a person I guess” you joke

the two of your haven’t seen each other in over two years after all

and with this limited amount of time you guys made the most of it

right before you have to leave, he tells you to wait 

so you settle down at the edge of the stage, where the two of you were, legs hanging off the sides

he comes jogging back over, a box in hand

“What is this? you already gave me a set of merch” you say laughing, accepting the box as he hands it to you

“A gift” he says, flashing his eye smile

you make a surprised sound,”hmm? what did i do, you already give me a bunch of free stuff” 

“Aye we’re best friends, besides it’s nothing burdensome, promise” he claps his hands together and grins

you pretend to glare at his seriously, “Imma hold you to that Hong” 

opening the box, that was clearly wrapped by a staff member or possibly Mingyu

you know your best friend after all

picking up the object, the first thing you register is it’s a really nice looking water bottle

well as nice as they get

you're a pretty quick person so 0.1 seconds later you register the giant bolded words in your favorite color

‘WHEN LIFE GIVES YOU RAMEN YOU TAKE IT AND EAT EVERY LAST BIT’

you stare at the bottle then turn at Joshua who’s looking at you excitedly

“Wow i'm a freakin philosopher” 

“Yah!” 

“Just kidding~ i love it i’m going take it with me everywhere” you smile, wrapping an arm around his shoulder

“Good and drink water-” 

“And alcohol because yes i'm definitely gonna fill it with vodka or something” you tease

“No no no you better not!” he says pretending you scold you

“Ssshhh we’ll see” you smirk

“Y/n L/n” 

“That’s me, your bff dude” 

he doesn’t bother to try to further the conversation, knowing he’ll lose

and so the too of you sit there 

basking in the stadium lights and sipping on water not alcohol ;) 

MASTERLIST

[chickenfetus]

ALL MY EGG (and for the four names: jae, killer kang, minhyuk (whichever one), and santa

deadass i did the 100 questions ask meme for this ask and almost posted it rip

🐰 what is one secret that you’ve never told anyone?

theres literally nothing i dont even know what to say ???? 

💗 if you could hug anyone, who would it be?

not 2 be delusional but i would give up my world to hug changkyun

🐹 what are some of your favourite Pokémon and why?

glaceon is UP THERE idk why honestly but the sinnoh games were my first and i just??? i was really into ice and snow and shit u know so glaceon... thakn u

another pkmn ill always have is lucario ????? its just so cool?????

🌠 if you were in charge of the world, what would the world look like?

hopefully forgiveness and like???? acknowledging mistakes and learning from those u know jst positive stuff and like?? water. god i love water

👀 what was the most recent vivid dream that you had?

hm okay i think this one was from last night or the night b4??? and like???? idk???? i dont even know how 2 start tbh?

so im like hanging over at this two kid’s im a kid 2 i think place and idk we just talk and shit??? idk whomst the boys were tho

and then we get to a scene where its like??? at a train station???? and i go to the washroom to shit or smth idk thankfully i didnt shit myself irl

then i have to get onto the train which isnt even a train its like a carousel with seats??? and its like on a train track boys this is 2 much and i forgot to get ready my train card thing so the guy (who i was p sure was evil) waited for me to remove it so i got onto the transportation device lmao

and then once im seated i remember i forgot my jacket so i make like hand movements 2 the creep and hes runnig 2 me with my jakcet but the ride’s way too fast so i yell and say ill come back for it even tho im p sure i wasnt going 2

after that i wke up wild

☀️ what do you like the most about your best friend?

i dont have a best friend and all of my friends have their own unique qualities if i went into a rant abt them rn this will b so long

😘 talk about your crush or partner

[minhyuk voice] theres none

💁 if someone was rude to you, would you be rude back?

ya bc im petty but it really depends on the person

🌟 what do you like about yourself? (must choose at least 3 things!)

my personality (the good parts)

my values

my taste in friends (my Big Friends are either geminis or scorpios good)

🐾 what are you scared of most? how will you overcome it?

the dark and bitch isnt gonna turn off her night light any time soon

🎁 what never fails to make you happy?

seeing my favourite happy, listening to the music i like 

💙 what annoys you about some people?

i jjust went into a full out rant abt this on the other reply so ill be quiet now

😤 do you get angry easily?

yeahhhhh 

🐇 what do you always daydream about?

my faves tbh

🌻 if you could change 3 things about the world what would you change?

bad people , gone.

everybody only sends love and happy things on anon

i just want everyone 2 b nice & friendly wars of any sort dont exist and no one wants anybody dead

🍓 send me 4 names: kiss, befriend, kill or marry?

if u sent jae’s name earlier id have trouble so im glad

kiss: tihis is so fucking embarrassing wtf minhyku (mx) but only on the cheek basically everywhere except the lips or anyplace weird

befriend: brian :-0

kill: jae goodbye loser

marry: sanha we can yell every time we gotta turn the lights off

✈️ what is your dream city and why?

tokyo bc its NICE

☕️ talk about your ideal day

cant read

🌸 are you an introvert, ambivert or extrovert?

i suddenly thought of the word ambivore which made me think of the word vore i wanna delete im a both? mayb idk

💧 when was the last time you cried?

nov 3 bc my heart hurts whenever i see ppl being a bad friend

🎵 name 5 songs you love at the moment

oh worm

all alone - day6

with you - astro

dramarama - mx (even though it isnt out yet lmao)

run - bts (the superior bts song)

hellevator - / (i was rly gonna make this mixed languages but rip)

⚡️ if you had any superpower, what would it be and why?

to fly bc im basic

💛 if you could talk to your younger self, what would you say?

dont do that

💚 who are you jealous of and why?

nobody in general????????? 

💎 which one would you rather have more of: intelligence, beauty, kindness, wealth or bravery? why?

intelligence i have 2 live somehow what if my money gets stolen

🙊 what are you ashamed of?

my humor

🌺 which languages do you know? which do you want to learn?

i (barely) know chinese despite having 2 take it all my life legends only

i know english but im bad at that 2 and its my first language once again legends only

i wanna learn japanese and korean 

🍀 if you could be any fictional character’s best friend/lover, which fictional character would you be?

the cow from voltron 

☁️ talk about your dream universe.

weve already discussed this

💜 which acts of kindness are you going to do today?

oh w-0rm ok so im a regular anon on this persons blog and i wanted to send an ask but never got arnd doing it so im gonna send her one. soon/

🐬 if you could transform into any animal/magical creature, what would you be and why?

let me live my life as a furry and cat

🍄 talk about someone/something you really dislike

are u ready 4 me to b the meanest person yet bc i sure am lets fucking go

so theres this girl. and i know her (unfortunately) and ive known her since like 4 years ago and back then she was already pretty shit tbh

she cried bc she had to sit in between the “weird” and “dirty” girls in our class and she headass cried in front of them and everyone just bc she didnt like the arrangement?? shes called the “dirty” girl disgusting before and has made fun of her in front of everybody its just bad :-/

now. fast forward 3 years and in addition to still being disrespectful and rude, she now vocalizes her weird fantasies for her “oppas”??? some examples: 

“when i go watch __ perform im gonna climb onto stage and then my mother and my future husband will fight for me” and she calls those kpop idols weird shit and basically sexualizes them/???? she says the weirdest fucking shit on her ig story and tags them??????? 

another thing. she went to korea nd took a picture of a complete stranger and posted it on her public ig and called him her “oppa” and said that they had a “fun day together” despite the guy not knowing her at all???? she posted the pic of him??? i still dont get it tbh 

she wasnt even being ironic at all??? she calls herself & classmates “autistic” whenever she/others do smth dumb or mess up and its just sososososo fucking wrong

being one of the people to see how shes basically grown from bad to worse is something i dont fucking enjoy and i jsut want to leave my class already lmao 

ok but there are times where i do appreciate her because sometimes the class will be rly quiet and the teacher is basically talking 2 themselves but she’ll always respond w/o fail so thats great but its only bc she talks so damn much 

i just got a flashback to when she “jokingly” said she wanted to be a trainee for the rest of her life how do i just. god

😣 talk about some things that have been making you depressed/angry/anxious lately

we’ve once again already discussed this

🍪 what did you want to be as a kid, and what do you want to be now?

i wanted to be various things honestly?? ranging from an astronaut to a vet to an editor to an animator to other stuff i get influenced pretty easily so if i watch smth and i think its cool ill want 2 be that i guess?? ive been trying 2 get rid of that habit so now i have no clue what i wanna be

🍰 what are some of your favourite sugary foods?

sweets and chocolate cake

🍑 what are you obsessed with?

drinking water and staying hydrated

making my friends laugh is great 2

💘 what happens to you when you’re stressed?

acne LMAO 

😪 what are you sick of?

the usual

🙀 are you an adrenaline seeker?

i love scouting on sif and bandori so yeah 

💥 what are some unpopular opinions that you have?

lets not 

☔️ would you consider yourself a good person?

to a certain extent

😊 what do you like to do as hobbies?

use my phone???? send nice anons and comment on art/fics 

🎤 what’s the last song you hummed or sang by yourself?

none

🐝 what’s your worst trait? how are you planning to improve it?

my tolerance for ppl’s shit is so low

🎨 what do you always doodle when you’re bored?

my ocs

🐻 what’s stopping you from chasing your dreams?

i dont have a dream hence myself

🌷 what’s your mbti personality and why do you think it suits you?

infpt i dont rmb shit but yeah

🐶 send me 3 fictional people and I’ll choose my favourite!

falen i dont rmb what u sent

👑 who are your favourite celebrities and why?

i dont follow any :-o zendaya has had my heart ever since shake it off tho

🐴 opinion on day6?

ur rly gonna do this 2m e?

all alone just started playng this is terrible lets get it

so day6. a band i only found out about in late june (thank u boxy) and before this i only ever listened to bts and mx bc my friends stan them so i thought i was gonna expect boys dancing, the usual. 

i clicked i smile and i lost my fucking shit as soon as i saw the instruments because prior to day6 i was a big 5sos fan so this was rly resonating to me tbh and i was just !!! so fukcng excited??? i never intended to even get into day6 honestly??? but after witnessing how good they are and watching about all of the available mvs at that point i was completely in awe so i caved a created a stan twitter for them.

now, this isnt even the most of it. after becoming a fan i realized how much more these 5 boys are. they compose (if im not wrong) and brian writes lyrics for the songs each month because of their everyday6 project and again, im wow-ed because??? the amount of dedication???? they went from releasing 2 title tracks in 2 years to releasing 12 title tracks and 12 bside tracks in a single year. they havent released the december song yet but haviing to work on 2 or more songs in 4 weeks is fucking amazing if you ask me. 

theyre really talented and theyre just so versatile (am i using that word correctly) and each month their songs sound different. this project has given them the opportunity to try new things and you can hear the steady improvement in each of their vocals (dowoonie not so much since he barely gets lines, but we all know hes working hard) and if you listen to their debut song - kongchu and compare it to the version they released along with sunrise it just???? the drumming has even changed from the original version nd its so noticeable that whenever i hear kongchu from 2015 i know its the old ver

to add to those, they do vlives every week and although those vlives are always scheduled it still makes my day seeing them and watching them do the usual. 

one thing im upset about is that how they barely promote themselves, they rarely get on variety shows (the most is individual schedules) and we, as mydays never really get to know the boys so its harder to fall for them as a whole. i dont know if its jyp or day6′s decision but if this is how they want to be known for - their music only, then so be it. we still have jae’s presence on youtube, music access and asc. thats the most we can get and it makes it difficult for us to learn about the rest but thats okay.

another thing. their concerts are something i always look forward to (even though my interest has died down a bit;) their concerts are just so fun to listen to?? there’ll always be mydays who stream the concert so everyone else can listen to them play and they sound so good live it drives me crazy. mydays are always so hyped and whenever mydays sing along it just gives me goosebumps??? bc theyre so???? good????? 

tldr; day6 deserve more, following wise and promotions wise because they work so hard and once this project ends i hope they’ll manage to rest but still remain as a presence that will be known instead of returning to jyp’s dungeon.

🍋 do you consider yourself an emotional person?

there are days where i am more emotional than usual 

📚 share 3 books that you love and your favourite quote from them.

this is tiring

😔 what do you always do when you feel sad? does it help?

i sleep and boy it really helps

😌 what thoughts keep you going when you’re sad?

rest

🌍 which country do you live in?

singapore

🐧 describe yourself in 3 words

lame funny swag

🐵 which quotes changed you?

“rocky swag” - park minhyuk, 2017

💭 do you keep a diary?

nope

💫 who inspires you?

brian kang 

👻 do you believe in ghosts and why?

yes bc i love losing sleep

🎀 what’s your fashion sense like?

terrible

🎬 what are some of your favourite films?

i watched spiderman homecoming and i have no idea why i didnt see the plot twist coming but its GOOD watch it

🍦 what is one treasured childhood memory?

theres none lads

🐼 if you could meet anyone, who would it be and why?

all my internet buddies but sometimes i dont want to bc im kinda....gross

[kpopenpals]

Hellooo~ (≧∇≦)/

Hi, I’m Sarah (23, yo!) from Germany and maybe this text is the beginning of a wonderful friendship. Woah! (╯✧∇✧)╯

I really want a penpal to exchange real letters with. Hoho. (With love and stickers and little doodles and all the stuff!) Someone to rant about kpop and all the nerdy stuff we like. And goddamn deep conversations about the universe, parallel universes, fanfiction and… yes… I hope you know what I mean. :’D (Just everything… I love deep conversations, too. Oh yeah, I’m up for it!)

  About me:

♦ I’m a dork, so be prepared!

♦ I love stupid jokes and after drinking coffee or black tea… they are the worst (pls trust me on this) ♦ BTS has stolen my heart and soul and run away with it (yeah, thanks.) ♦ I also love: WINNER, Monsta X, GOT7, Nell, Exo-CBX … (yes, I listen to ‘normal’ music, too, haha. Like In this Moment, Samsas Traum, Simon Curtis, Fever Ray, Starset, Being as an Ocean, PVRIS and stuff.) ♦ C’mon I’m always up for a good new Manga/Anime, shipping too many characters with each other and writing rpgs and fanfictions (Oh my… what am I doing here?!) ♦ I love boys love and girls love as much as I like heterosexual parings. Yeah… chemistry for president. ♦ I’m vegan and have a heart for stuffed animals and cute or badass clothes. (Lol, sounds weird) ♦ Tv shows (like Hannibal, HTGAWM, Bates Motel …) are very nice, hoho, but nothing is better than sports Anime. (Haikyuu!! trash… friends) ♦ Ouwh… and I L.O.V.E. Stardew Valley and Harvest Moon. Ah… yeha… maybe not important but… I really love it T^T

Just message me, I don’t bite (except you’re a delicious cauliflower û.u). No really… I would be so happy to hear from you! ♥ And if you’re shy that’s fine, I’m too, tbh. Let’s be shy (but awesome) together ♥

Email: sarahthelittlefox@gmail.com

Tumblr: sugakookieislife.tumblr.com

Sarah :D (It’s after midnight… please forgive me this stupid post :’D)

[findteenpenpals]

hi hi hi i'm 16 and from the us meeting new people is always nice i kinda want to make close friends and it would be cool to videochat after we got to know eachother better (i'm going to be really shy tho so oops) so i guess here are some things about me: - my personality type is INFP - i speak English fluently and lil Spanish bc of classes in school but i'm not fluent. but,, i can understand vietnamese, but i can't speak it? i can only reply back in English, it's wild, i don't even know - i like doodling & singing even though i don't know how to actually sing and doodle if that makes sense¿ ,, rip - i'm a mediocre viola player i guess but i like orchestra tho - i listen to a lot of different music but i just got into kpop and i know, like, one group and it's bts and they're the cutest ¡ so if you know more about kpop i'm welcome to dive deeper into the black hole,, i'm also welcome to just take other music suggestions in general (except for country sorry i just,, can't) - i like dogs and videogames (like persona games mostly 4 &5, nintendo games in general, pokemon is a big one) - i don't really know what else to say so we'll cross the bridge later my ideal pen pal is someone who's really chill and is like 15-17 and knows how to hold a convo bc I can not hold one to save my life and someone who's fun™ also obviously not racist/ homophobic or anything ya know my tumblr is ka-eshetic !!

[cotccotc]

🖇 INTERVIEW TAG !

tagged by the marvelous @spookybias & @orphic-chan ( and a couple others i think !! i forget sorry jsjd )

taggin’ anyone who wants to do it !! <3

why did you choose your url ?

my main is @/childofthecycle and the acronym for that is cotc !! but @/cotc was taken so i doubled it haha

any side blogs? if you have any, name them, and why do you have them ?

for starters, this is a side blog !!

then i have @zachsang for western artists, @klausgreeves for tv ( which is my newest one ), @dis-mukes for saturday night live, @lq-hhj for hyunjin pics, @cotc-recs for fic recs, @cotc-games for ask games, @ctrlhyun for aesthetics, and then some nets and url saves !!

having so many blogs just makes it easier for me to organize my thoughts, save things in a neat and useful way, and give me graphic design practice !!! pls don’t joke about / make fun of how many blogs i own. thank u !! <3

how long have you been on tumblr ?

i’ve been on tumblr for a year now !!! in fact, the one year anniversary of this blog was yesterday :DDD

do you have a queue tag ?

yep !! it’s #q be or not q be. it’s a reference to one of hyunjin’s lines in “question” ( which is a reference to hamlet itself )

why did you start your blog in the first place ?

i just wanted a blog where i could rb and post about my interests aside from the aesthetic i post about on my main, and those interests quickly became more kpop related !! i also wanted to post edits, and eventually started writing fics a few months later.

why did you choose your icon ?

i change my icon somewhat frequently just based on other icons i’ve seen and liked. recently i’ve been loving the look of simple line art as an icon, and i love how cute yet edgy this image is !! just like me hehe

why did you choose your header ?

i’ve been playing around with photoshop a lot lately and i wanted to make a header with a cool shape !!! the coloring and design kinda came naturally from there. and i thought adding the lovestay and loverboy doodles would be a cool personal touch :)

how many mutuals do you have ?

i have no clue but i have a lot !! i love all my besties :DD and i’m always down to make new friends !!!

how many followers do you have ?

currently i’m at 1,187 ... which is LITERALLY INSANE thank u thank uuuu <333

how many people do you follow ?

681 !! i follow a lot of skz blogs, but also other kpop blogs, aesthetic blogs, etc. i should probably go through and weed out the inactive ones haha

have you ever made a shitpost ?

ALLLL the time !! lol

how often do you use tumblr every day ?

usually when i’m not busy i’ll be on it pretty much all day !! except recently i’ve been pretty busy with school and some other stuff, so i’m not as active as i used to be.

did you have a fight/argument with another blog once ?

... next question pls

how do you feel about ‘you need to share this post’ ?

it depends, i guess. if the subject of the post pertains to a lesser known topic or has any valuable resources, i’ll be more likely to reblog it. but i HATE posts that guilt trip people into sharing them without providing resources on how to help the situation.

also, i think it’s safe for people to assume my blog is safe for/open to people from all walks of life, so i don’t really feel the need to reblog any “rb if your blog is safe for [blank]” posts. y’all know me. i’ll be ur bestie no matter who u are. <3

do you like tag games ?

short answer: yes !!

long answer: they can be a little stressful sometimes, and i’ve had to try and train my brain to not feel bad if i don’t participate in them, but i do like doing them every once in a while. it also kinda depends on the game. OH and my memory is Shit so tagging people is always tough lmao

do you like ask games ?

yes !!! i like them a lot :) i miss them lmao i should do one soon

do you have a crush on a mutual ?

*cough* @junicai *cough*

[latinxfeels]

yes, please recommend good phone games~ (sorry that you're having a hard time with your friends *comfort?*)

Okay so I definitely recommend paper.io 1 and 2 mainly because they don’t require internet or service of any kind to be played and they’re good for killing time.

Then there’s totM (the temple of the Mask) it’s pretty cool and does require a subscription if you wish to play nonstop so you do have to watch a few commercials if you want extra lives and tickets to play. It also does require internet or connectivity of some kind so it’s pretty fun when you can play it.

Monument Valley. It is the best. I have blabbed about it before but yeah. Sadly you do have to pay for this game but other than that it’s amazing and so immersive.

STRANGER THINGS 8bit game. This one is really fun if you’re looking for a long term game that has quests and such. It’s also really cool cuz it’s in the old 8bit style for the graphics and music and you’re able to choose the difficulty at which you play. I’m not sure if you have to buy it or not seeing as I got it when it was free (idk if that’s changed).

Happy hop is a super cute and easy to play game, think doodle jump except with cats and different cute skins!!!

Disney Crossy roads. Mainly because of the skins and the 8bit music they play for the respective skins and lands.

I heart hue is a pretty nice puzzle game where you need to organize tiles by their color and how they should process in a color wheel. You don’t really achieve anything other than titles and newer color pallets but it’s pretty relaxing and requires no internet to play or run.

I LIVE FOR RYTHM GAMES SO ANYTHING BY SUPERSTAR IS AMAZING (mainly cuz I also really love kpop but yeah)!!!!!!!! If you want to download any I’ll show you how!! It does take up a bit of space on your phone though and does require WiFi connection in order to run.

Bitlife is a simple and fun one too!! Easy role play and it’s pretty addicting due to the fact that you’re able to start over once it’s done as many times as you’d like.

Wow I did not realize I had this many games on my phone. I have a few more but I’ll just stop here lol. Obv Im not super into complicated games but that’s mainly because ive got a lizard brain the size of a pea so I need stuff that’ll hold my attention and give me instant gratification. Hope u like some of these or know them already!!!