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kisskissbanggang · 4 years

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Exposure

[15Min Read/3.8K Words - Idol AU - Jungwoo x Paparazzi Female Reader - NSFW/Smut - Voyeurism, Exhibitionism, Public Sex, Fellatio, Light Degradation, Dom/Sub Elements]

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Your braids felt too tight. They probably were, but you had rushed to get out to this fanmeet when you caught wind of it. Your boss understood your strengths, and you weren’t about to let that down. Once you were able to get your shots, you wouldn't even think about the dumb braids anymore.

It all started when an exec tried to say you looked too young to be successful as a photographer. No one would take you seriously looking like a high schooler, apparently, and it ruined you for days until you passed by a group of fans waiting for their favorite actor to make an appearance at the mall. These girls got so close and they could get into events that press weren’t allowed into. Even though you had openly applied for a sketchy tabloid job, you knew you needed credits to get ahead, and now you wanted to prove yourself. You had ran home, dug out your high school sweatshirt, pulled your hair into some pigtails, and were able to give the same exec who turned you down some great candid shots.

So this is what you did now. You perfectly fit in with the gaggles of fansites that would crowd these events, and no one gave you any second glances. You carried your press badge hidden behind a photo card on a lanyard attached to your camera, swapping out photocards for whatever group you were chasing. Today was NCT 127, so the photocard attached to your camera was of Kim Doyoung who, according to your boss, was in talks for some new ventures and could use some new publicity.

You had chased the group for three days now but every time you attempted a good shot of him, Kim Jungwoo kept getting in the way. They were always shopping together or eating together or doing nothing at home together and you couldn’t get any good shots of this idol alone and the whole chase was driving you crazy. This fire in you blazed when you took this new batch of photos into editing and you noticed. Jungwoo recognized you. More and more in these shots, Jungwoo had caught you in the background of his day, and today he even smiled at you.

Your boss wasn’t pleased when you said you needed even more time to get some more shots, but nonetheless you still used the company’s money to get yourself on a train for the group’s next concert. This time, in addition to your girlish appearance, you had your equipment stashed in a backpack that you carried with you. You skipped the long line, though, and headed straight to the loading gate in the back of the venue. Press would never be allowed back here, but nonetheless you still walked up to security and did your best to look nervously excited.

“Oppa,” you modestly smiled at the young guard, really only looking a few years older than you, “you know, it's my birthday, and I saved up money from my part-time job for this concert for months to come here. I really would love to make it even more special.” The man shifted uncomfortably, clearly conflicted about throwing out a young woman just wanting to have a special day until you whipped out a small wad of cash to tuck into the pocket of his trousers. He bit his lip and slipped you a wristband before he ultimately stepped out of the way to let you in, pointing you towards the green room where you and the other groupies could wait.

You took your time navigating the back hallways of the venue, looking bright-eyed and lost and waiting to sneak out your smaller camera for locations like this. You clipped your press badge onto the strap as you slowly made your way through the backstage area, checking around green rooms and craft services before you came to the makeup rooms. It seemed fruitless, seeing these hallways were much emptier than those you just checked, but you needed to be sure. You slowly made your way down this corridor, taking the time to peek into every open door from the hallway, listening for voices and footsteps all the while, until a hint of motion caught your eye.

Without making any brash movements in the quiet hall, all you were able to make out was the sinful visual of a figure leaned back over a vanity in an otherwise silent and empty dressing room, a hand stroking their exposed length in their near-privacy. You didn't gasp, you didn't blush, you just felt yourself watch, almost shamelessly enjoying this little private show before the figure pleasuring themselves against the vanity straightened up, their pace on their cock quickening. Jungwoo turned and looked right at you, and now you did gasp, caught as you were, spying on him as he jerked himself. He didn't stop, either. He just watched you watching him, never letting go of himself or slowing. If anything, he became more earnest in his ministrations, holding eye contact as long as you could handle until you were suddenly very aware of yourself. Quickly, you dashed back down the hall, writing this venture off as a wash and trying to find Doyoung somewhere else.

In order to try and shake off the very different and very unprecedented incident that occurred backstage, you took the first vanilla opportunity your boss softballed out to the staff: a simple press event, a small demo and cocktail party for a trending fashion designer. Thankfully, even Doyoung was invited. You could probably get some good shots and have an easy night all things considered. You picked out a simple dress and jacket, something that wouldn’t make you stand out too much, and clipped your press badge onto a plain black lanyard to actually wear around your neck. Wearing your hair down was an active treat, not having to look forward to sore roots later in the night.

The party was pretty boring, but boring was what you needed. You were thoroughly set on edge after the other day, and you couldn't place why. You’d seen Kim Jungwoo in a few magazines and occasionally on TV when his group was doing variety, and more than a few times when out doing bigger industry events, but he’d never struck you as the devilish type. However, something about the way he confidently, almost defiantly held your gaze practically stupefied you, even days later. Finally, you caught sight of Doyoung, laughing and having a glass of wine with other tall, beautiful people. You grabbed a few shots before covering the rest of the party, but something caught your eye when you clicked through your digital display to review. Jungwoo. He’d brought Jungwoo with him.

“It’s a school night,” came a soft laugh over your shoulder, “shouldn’t you be home studying?”

You turned, rapidly growing sheepish as you were faced with Kim Jungwoo standing over you. “I’m sorry?” You apologized as you did your best to look like you didn’t understand.

“I was wondering when I'd see you again,” Jungwoo smirked, his soft eyes holding a mischievous sparkle in them. “How did you get in here?”

“I think you have me mistaken for someone else,” you smiled cordially.

“No,” Jungwoo insisted playfully, “I think you look like Doyoung-hyung’s new fansite I've caught poking around.”

“Fansite?” You shook your head gravely. “I'm sorry, sir, but I'm Press.” You held up your badge on your lanyard, jolting as Jungwoo brazenly reached forward to grab it. He flipped it around to expose Doyoung’s photocard. You must've forgotten to take it out amidst all your distraction.

“Did you enjoy your private show the other day?” Jungwoo chuckled, even stepping closer to talk low in the crowded party. “You could've joined me. I could've given you something worth shooting.” Jungwoo’s smile was genuine, soft and playful and innocent, but his eyes were hungry enough to make you plenty content with your coverage for the night and hurriedly excuse yourself from him and the party.

You should have guessed, then, that your boss wouldn’t be pleased to hear that you’d left early. None of your shots of Doyoung had been “provoking” enough for some affiliates, and now you were perched in the bushes outside of the group’s apartment in a last-ditch effort to catch something exposing, something titillating. You had waited all night, watching people come and go and you finally caught some action in an upstairs bedroom. The focus in your camera quietly clicked along after you zoomed in to get a better look. You clicked up your exposure length as you watched with endless satisfaction, catching Doyoung finally get out of bed to work out. He slipped his shirt off over his head, and you got to work, snapping shots of Doyoung’s measly workout routine before he retreated to go take a shower. You sighed, getting ready to pack up when a presence behind you made you gasp.

“You'll never graduate if you're always sneaking out,” Jungwoo smiled in the dark.

“What're you doing?” You asked accusingly.

“Me? I'm just going for a walk. You want to come with me?” You sought after a cheeky remark before Jungwoo pulled out his phone and snapped a picture of you with the flash on, making you see spots. “See? I can take pictures, too. And I can show this to management and tell them all about the paparazzi posing as an adorable schoolgirl outside. How about that walk?”

You bounced your knee a little, shifting your weight from one foot to the other before you nodded.

Jungwoo offered you his arm and you curiously linked yours through, watching as he immediately softened and acted like this was just a fun night between two friends taking a walk in the nearby park, except you were still dressed in all black with your camera around your neck.

“I did a little snooping of my own,” Jungwoo mentioned, “after I saw your badge the other night. You take really good photos. You don't need to be doing this gonzo work.”

“I'm good at it,” you shrugged, “and I need the credits in my resume.”

“Well how many more do you need?” He asked you. Jungwoo’s tone caught your attention -- he was sincere. He was honestly interested in why you were okay doing this.

“I'll move on when I'm ready to move on--”

“You sure this isn't just easy?”

“Are you implying my work is degrading?”

“I'm saying your work is sleazy and gross,” Jungwoo huffed at you, “and I'd be a lot more attracted to you than I already am if you did work closer to your caliber.”

You paused, aghast. “Why aren't you more attracted to me as I am?”

“Because I've watched you follow us around for a week now, you didn't seem to have any problem watching me touch myself the other day, and I've never seen you without a camera.”

“If you're so disgusted by me, then why did keep going when I caught you?” You were challenging him now, squaring up against him as you passed a bench in the empty park, lit only by the moon through the clouds. You dropped your camera into your bag and set it on the bench before folding your arms spitefully.

“I was having fun,” Jungwoo grinned, “I thought we were having fun.”

“Are you sure? Maybe you’re the actual sleaze.” You smiled, cocky and triumphant before Jungwoo shattered you with a laugh.

“And you didn’t catch me. I saw you skulking around backstage. I thought you’d like to come join me.” Jungwoo reached forward now, pulling your hand from your folded arms and clasping it to draw you close. Something felt a little electric as you found yourself being compliant. “I like this secret spy get-up on you, but I think I prefer the innocent look.” You watched, dumbfounded as Jungwoo’s hand cupped your face before he suddenly grabbed your chin.

“Were you thinking of me looking innocent when you were jerking off?” You laughed nervously, eyes darting to make sure you actually were alone.

“Of course I was,” Jungwoo nodded soberly, “it’s only been getting worse since I first noticed you stalking us. I want to pull on your pigtails and see you in that school sweater again.”

“I can go home and get it,” you sarcastically offered, looking for an opportunity to get out and keep this encounter from getting messy.

“And let you leave?” He shook his head. “Not when I have you right here and all to myself.” Jungwoo’s arms circled your waist and pulled you close.

“What do you want?” You defiantly stammered. “Money? You want the photos I'm going to submit?”

“No,” Jungwoo smirked as he leaned his head in closer to yours, his lips barely hazing over yours, “I just want you to be good.”

“What?” You asked, barely a whisper, wanting to ask a million questions but nonetheless accepting when Jungwoo closed the gap between his lips and yours. He still held you close, nearly resembling two lovers in the park except you knew better, you knew what Jungwoo was chasing. You just had to decide to give it to him. You had to decide if you were okay feeling good when Jungwoo called you sleazy, if you enjoyed how he exposed you and made you feel vulnerable.

“Touch me,” he ordered softly, despite his hands finally relinquishing you. He understood the choice he gave you in letting go: obey, or run and take a chance that he would rat you out. You could clearly see the proud smile spread across Jungwoo's face in the dark as you tentatively reached forward, pressing your hand to his chest and letting it drift down his lean figure, only hesitating when you neared the waistband of his jeans. “Are you afraid?” He asked, almost soothingly.

“No,” you murmured, “just excited.”

Jungwoo’s hand closed around yours now, halting you. “Tell me why, first.”

“I'm curious about you,” you breathed, your hushed intrigue doing more than enough to let Jungwoo almost push your hand the rest of the way down to the button and zip of his jeans.

“Good,” he praised sweetly, his chest rising and falling hard as you got your hand in his jeans and around his member. “Now admit you've been thinking about me.”

“Yes,” you exhaled, practically trembling from excitement as Jungwoo turned you in his arms, pressing his length in your hand against the curve of your ass. “Ever since I saw it I've been thinking about…”

“Say it, cutie,” Jungwoo chuckled behind you, his lips trailing over the expanse of your neck.

“I've been thinking about your cock,” you admitted, and his member throbbed under your fingers as Jungwoo groaned. His own fingertips traveled around to your belly, dipping below your waistband to your quickly dampening heat. Your pussy accepted his probing fingers so easily it almost felt like a betrayal.

“And did you do anything about it?” He asked curiously.

“Not yet,” you shook your head.

“Awh, poor baby,” Jungwoo laughed, “too busy following us around? You've only had time to think about this?” He snickered at your pathetic nod as he ground his hips against your massaging grip. “You know, beautiful, you look just as filthy as I thought you would be like this.”

You earnestly nodded in agreement -- you did look filthy like this, knees squeezed tightly together with Jungwoo’s hand in your dark jeans and yours wrapped around his cock behind your back.

“Oh, sweetheart,” Jungwoo smiled, “do you like that? Do you like being filthy?” He smirked at your renewed nod as his fingers massaged your wet pussy. “Then you're definitely my filthy girl. How about slutty? Are you my slutty girl?”

You swallowed hard at Jungwoo's teasing and deliciously embarrassing words. Were you a slutty girl? Maybe you could be, just for tonight. You didn't even realize you were nodding again and again before Jungwoo spanked your ass with a laugh. “Then I should give my slutty girl what she's begging for.”

Jungwoo’s hands pressed down on your shoulder blades, pushing you down to bend over the park bench as he swiftly yanked down your jeans and panties. Then he paused.

“Put me inside you,” Jungwoo encouraged. You swallowed down a nervous gulp as you massaged his length in your hands a couple more times. You prodded the head of his cock against your entrance, quietly moaning and whimpering under your breath as you worked him inside you. “Oh, princess,” Jungwoo cooed, “my perfect, slutty princess. Now work your pussy for me.”

You nodded, overwhelmed by your own desire and compulsion to please Jungwoo. Fucking him was like nothing you’d ever experienced, where this was almost fun, like it was a game, and you had a chance to win. You pressed your hands to the cold park bench and worked your hips back, thrusting your pussy down around Jungwoo’s thick cock before he spanked you again.

“You're good at that,” he teased, “maybe we should make this a regular thing, where you can show me everything you can do.”

“Well, what about tonight?” You asked, finally piping up.

“Tonight,” Jungwoo began thoughtfully, “now that we've warmed up, you just have to take it.”

Before you could question any further, Jungwoo pulled out, his absence within you immediately felt. He turned you both, seating himself on the park bench and hauling you down perpendicularly on lap, hooking an arm under your leg to easily hoist you up and seat you on his cock. His lips searched for yours in the dark before he eagerly bounced you on his length, his hips bucking and rolling hard up against yours.

“You like it, right?” He asked so sweetly, his big smile at your exhausted nod making your heart throb. “How should I finish?”

“After I do, for starters,” you giggled, and his laugh combined with yours proved that this was just fun and games when all was said and done, that Jungwoo had no intent of turning you in despite any reservations he may have had about your job. His fingers cradled your chin as he kissed you, before they traveled down between your breasts, taking a moment to tease your nipples through your shirt before dipping down between your legs and continuing to rub your soaked clit again.

Picking up where he left off, and now doing all the work, it was incredibly easy to feel your orgasm coming on. Despite every tiny dissenting voice in your head telling you that this was too public, too obscene, Jungwoo held you close, almost cradling you as he fucked you through your hushed orgasm sending sparks along your nervous system. He slowed his hips under where you were seated side-saddle, kissing your face as you calmed down.

“My gorgeous, filthy princess,” Jungwoo praised as he pressed his lips to your temple, “cumming all over my cock out here.”

“What about you now?” You asked, still panting as you caught your breath.

“What about me?”

“Don't you want to cum?” You asked curiously.

“Sure I do,” he nodded, “and I'm sure I will. I'm just having fun doing this with you.”

“Then maybe,” you teased as you returned the kiss to his forehead, “I can come up with an idea myself.”

“Oh?” Jungwoo smiled, watching with piqued interest as you fought your shaky legs to stand back up, sliding your panties and jeans off over your shoes and dropping them beside him. You were already this exposed, you figured. The cool night air tickled your half-bared body and only reminded you how public this was, but it only encouraged you more. Making sure you had steady footing, you climbed back onto Jungwoo’s lap, now squatting over his length with your feet planted on either side of his hips as you steadily slid him back inside you.

“I'm thinking I'm not the only filthy one if you like this so much,” you smirked playfully, enjoying his low groans from your tight walls massaging his length as you worked a good rhythm on him.

“I’m thinking you're right,” he chuckled, moaning and whimpering as you varied your pace, occasionally stopping altogether or even grinding your pussy down hard on his cock before you suddenly pulled off. Jungwoo whined with a desperate laugh as he bucked into the air, trying to get back into you. “No no, you don’t get to do that, I love it,” he begged.

“Say it again,” you demanded, riding him hard for a moment and doing it all over again, pulling your soaked pussy back off of him.

“Please please please,” he whimpered as he fucked into the air, “bring it back, you're working me up too fast to be a tease like this.”

“Are you sure?” You asked sweetly before you repeated the routine once again.

“Yes!” Jungwoo gritted through his teeth as he gripped onto the park bench. “Please, princess, make me cum.”

“Whatever you want,” you smiled, pressing a kiss to his forehead once more before climbing off his lap altogether. Jungwoo almost sputtered, not understanding until you sank to a squat in front of him and took his cock deep between your lips, your tongue massaging his length as you hungrily sucked on him.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck,” Jungwoo panted, “it’s not as good as your pussy but it’s so, so good, baby.”

You pulled off his cock with an audible pop, your hand picking up where you left off and jerking his length.

“Well, maybe next time you can bring a condom next time you ambush me.”

“If it’s going to be like this, I'll do whatever you want,” Jungwoo laughed exhaustedly as he tried not to thrust into your mouth when you sucked him back between your lips. His fingers stroked into your hair, keeping his wavering touches gentle until he gripped at his thigh, seemingly warning you of his impending orgasm.

Your suspicions were confirmed a moment later as Jungwoo let his head loll back with the force of his orgasm, his cum spilling into your throat and down your chin for you to hungrily drink down. Jungwoo melted into the bench, catching his breath as you stood back up, stretching your legs and quickly pulling your panties and jeans back on.

It was odd, thinking of something to say as Jungwoo finally came back to life and gently stowed his cock back into his pants. You liked him, and you wanted more, but neither of you were hardly in any position to be trying to make this a real thing. At least, not a committed thing.

“So, I guess we should never do this again,” Jungwoo sighed with a disheartened grin. You thought hard about this, about him.

“I'm not sure,” you settled on. “You can ask me at the SM company dinner next week I'll be covering.” You softly cupped Jungwoo’s humbly triumphant face as you grabbed your bag before shouldering it and leaving in the quiet night.

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atruththatyoudeny · 5 years

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Monthly Reads | January 2020

Happy 28th! Time for some fic rec! Here are all the fics I read and loved this month. As always, all the love for the authors in this fandom ♥

✦ Foolishly Laying Our Hearts On The Table | runaway_train | friends to lovers - marriage proposal - pining - fluff - light angst - 11k “You think Harry wants that?” “Dunno. Maybe. Wanna make him happy.” Harry takes advantage of the red light he’s pulled up to turn and look properly at Louis’ face. He’s not even looking in Harry’s direction though, focused instead on something out of his side window, head drooped, mindlessly playing with the string of his hoodie between his fingers, lost in his own world somewhere. For some reason, it makes Harry’s spine straighten. “Because he’s your best mate?” Harry questions carefully. “He’s my boyfriend.” He couldn’t have heard him right. “What?” Louis releases a deep breath, still not turning around. Harry wonders who he thinks he’s talking to right now. “He’s so pretty. Want to kiss him all day long. And buy him a big house and give him presents and marry him.” Or The one where Harry is in love with his best friend Louis but doesn't think he stands a chance until some wisdom teeth and a rather unusual confession might just change his mind.

✦ We Can Go On Forever (When Everything’s Gone Forever) | jurassiclouis | a/b/o - mating rituals - fluff - 39k Harry spent most of his adult life focused on either his studies or his books - 5 of which he has already had published before he was 30. Immediately after completing his dissertation, he was offered a lectureship at Cambridge University where he’s been for 2 years now. This wasn’t the first time in his life that he had felt the incessant itch to know more about a subject by any means. However, this was the first time the subject had been an Omega.

✦ keep it sweet in your memory | Safetypinprince | cheating - emotional cheating - divorce - moral ambiguity - 17k 'How'd it go?' Harry pushes them into Niall's room and shuts the door behind him, so Georgia doesn't overhear. 'It was good. We just caught up, mostly... I may have done something a little stupid, though.' And Niall's eyebrows are in his hairline at that. 'I mean. Okay, so I invited Louis out on Saturday.' 'Saturday? Your--' 'Yes, my bachelor party...' and then Harry has to explain himself, 'I just felt guilty. I think. He was like. Telling me he wanted to hook up.' 'He WHAT!?' 'No. I mean, not with me. Like. He wants to go out and meet people.' 'He'll hate that. He's too much of a romantic.' 'Yeah, well. Whatever his name was messed him up a little, it would seem.'

✦ the way the storms blow | rbbsbb | friends to lovers - accidental voyeurism - pining - 21k Louis doesn’t have a habit of thinking about Harry’s dick. That would be weird, seeing as they’re best mates, and they share a flat, and they’ve spent holidays at each other’s family homes. Their friendship hasn’t ever risen to a point where Louis should want to see his mate’s dick, and he’s happy to keep it that way. Except, all that Louis can think about is exactly that. The size of it. The shape. The amount of people it’s been in. Maybe it’s the tequila talking, or the fact that Louis’ just recently walked in to an eyeful of Harry taking turns on some slags that he’s never seen before, but. Louis’ mind can’t stop obsessing over the idea.

✦ The Frying Pan and the Fire | embro | 22k Harry is a former child star who now works at a bar. Louis is an indie artist who wants Harry to be in his new music video. Harry is a grump and Louis is too chipper. Harry is straight and Louis is openly gay. Louis is determined and persistent and at some point Harry stops denying himself.

✦ But When We Kiss... | indiaalphawhiskey | PWP - age difference - Sugar Daddy - strangers to lovers - daddy kink - discipline kink - spoiling kink - 8k Louis only nodded, still smiling. “Right, okay. As much fun as this has been, I really doubt the lovely heated seating of my car will dull our banter. Or...” he dragged out the ‘r’, eyes mischievous. “Are you really going to let a…” he assessed Harry. “Twenty? Twenty year gap,” he confirmed. “Be the reason you get hypothermia? Is that really the hill you want to freeze on, Mr. Principled?” –– Or, while Harry and Louis adore the chase, they find they adore each other much, much more.

✦ thinking about the t-shirt you sleep in | nonsensedarling | a/b/o - emotional hurt/comfort - mutual pining - fluff - friends to lovers - 52k Harry's alpha fraternity donates to a local thrift shop (because of Liam's latent crush on a cute beta in his lecture). Louis' financial situation (and confusing omega instincts) lead him to make some interesting fashion purchases. Lots of pizza, feelings, and not-really-lying.

✦ beautiful sound beautiful noise | delsicle | Guardian Angels - strangers to lovers - famous/not famous - hurt/comfort - light angst - fluff - 53k Louis is a washed-up pop star who has spent nearly a year hiding away from the world. Harry is a guardian angel who is assigned to live with him for the summer. Neither of them quite get what they’re expecting.

✦ once bitten and twice shy | pinkcords | friends to lovers - enemies to lovers - Christmas - angst - mild homophobia - 19k This time as his stomach rolls, there’s no doubt about it. He’s going to vomit. And if he does, it’ll be on Louis’ shoes, a nice little parting gift to go with the embarrassment he’s caused the both of them. “I’m gonna throw up,” he says just as Louis turns to look at him, blue eyes swimming with shock and confusion, and asks, “Is that true?” Or, in a rush of bravery only senior year can bring, Harry confesses his feelings in a letter to his neighbor and best friend, Louis, only for the entire school to hear it and laugh him out of their small town in Wisconsin. Ten years later, Harry's a successful lawyer at Columbia Records, coming home for Christmas for the first time since he departed for college. He plans to work his way through the trip, eat his mom's cooking, and avoid everyone from his past for as long as possible. The only problem is best laid plans hardly ever go as intended.

✦ You Smell Like | mystic_believexx | pack dynamics - werewolves - human pack member - soulmates - friends to lovers - kid fic - scenting - 185k For her part, Jay took everything in her stride, barely batting an eyelid when Louis came into the kitchen the night Harry left and said, “I seem to have accidentally become the pack’s Alpha”. Ever since Harry left town, Louis’ found himself with the role of pack Alpha, despite being human. So he can’t wait to hand over the reins when Harry returns. Except, it’s not quite that simple… OR The one where Louis is the Alpha’s mate and everyone is aware of it except for Louis and Harry. Go figure!

✦ Strangers in Love | sweetums | slow burn - amnesia - car accidents - angst - light dom/sub - enemies to lovers - 42k Louis wakes up to find himself in a marriage with the last man he thought he'd ever end up with.

✦ Just Let Me Adore You | lovelarry10 | kid fic - fluff - single parents - famous/not famous - Christmas - strangers to lovers - 26k When Louis’ daughter presents him with a Christmas gift far beyond the price range of a four year old, he jumps to the worst of conclusions. He’s pleasantly surprised when he finds out how she isn’t as naughty as he thought she was, and who came to her rescue..

✦ Looking for something dumb to do | rainbowslovehl (Larrymateforlife) | meet-cute - marriage proposal - fluff - 4k Louis somehow gets coerced into accepting a challenge to propose to his crush. Somehow, the night doesn't end in a disaster.

✦ Meet Me Underneath The Mistletoe | 4ureyesonly28 | christmas - fluff - 9k Louis flies out to Chicago for business just before Christmas... His flight home is cancelled because of a snow storm and he ends up going to his colleague Niall's Christmas party where he meets the most gorgeous man he's ever seen. And if they end up under the mistletoe within less than an hour then that's nobody's business but theirs.

✦ Just Say Yes | GMTYUniverse | fake relationship - fake marriage - friends to lovers - university - 19k “Well, given that I’ve run all out of options - I’d like to propose,” Louis says with a sharp grin. ‘Propose what?’ Harry questions, frown on his face. ‘Honestly Louis, you’re in trouble here and we have to find a way that’ll allow you to stay. Now’s not the time to be cryptic.’ “I’m not being cryptic – I’m proposing, here.” He sits down on one knee and quickly fashions a ring out of the hair-tie he’s still got wrapped around his wrist. “Harry Styles – please marry me and make an honest, British citizen out of me.” -- or the one where Louis and Harry fake a marriage to keep Louis in Britain, and it's suspiciously easy, until it isn't anymore.

✦ Won't You Help Me Make This Wish Come True? | DuchessKitty16 | bucket list - grandparents - 13k Harry is determined to help his grandfather Richard get through his bucket list. Problem is, #3 on the list is to "propose to the pretty girl down the lane", who just happens to be the grandmother of Louis Tomlinson, the boy Harry had a crush on as a teen. Harry and Louis work together to make dreams come true and make a love connection between their grandparents. But will some magic spark between Louis and Harry along the way?

✦ Don't Call Me Angel | larryent | a/b/o - strip clubs - stripper/exotic dancer - 16k Manhattan is a dangerous playground for the rich and entitled Alphas of New York. Those same wealthy Alphas are robbed after spending one night in the presence of a blue-eyed Omega and Officer Styles is assigned to the case.

✦ i'll be yours for christmas | rina_a | christmas - fluff - 5k My family invited you to join our holiday meal as an obvious setup and i’m so sorry.

✦ The Goat Guy of Bethlehem | lululawrence | advent fic - christmas - fluff - humor - strangers to friends to lovers - 25k “What a pretty little thing!” a voice cried, catching Harry's attention. Harry looked up, assuming it was a merchant talking to Gemma or some other “citizen” of Bethlehem, but when he did, he found a woman with bright eyes and long dark hair walking over to him. “Me?” He wasn’t sure what to expect from any of this since she wasn’t a merchant he had met before. “Yes, you! I think you’d make a very good husband for my son. Are these your parents?” “Uh, yes?” Harry said, almost like a question. Robin and his mom just watched on with amusement, much to his chagrin. Turning to Anne and Robin, the merchant woman said, “I’ll give you six goats for the marriage of your son to mine.” Or every year, Harry and his family attend a church festival called Bethlehem. Harry's freshman year of high school Bethlehem expands, bringing in new vendors, including one that just might change everything for Harry. But first, he has to see if Anne and Robin are willing to part with him for the price of a few goats.

#fic rec #28th appreciation #my reads #my fic rec #larry fics

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a-skyfull-of-starz · 4 years

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Anime in the Time of Quarantine

This fine quarantine period, I have made it my mission to watch as much anime as possible, because I don’t know, I guess it’s better than wallowing in self-pity. Here’s a list of everything I’ve watched to date and how much I recommend them, because I don’t know, I’m bored or something.

This list does not contain anime I’ve previously watched, because that would make it normal life anime. So don’t ask me why Shingeki no Kyojin is not on the list. Of course it remains my favourite and I will continue to recommend it until my dying breath.

Also, this list is ordered in the order I watched them in, and does not reflect any standing other than that. Also also, I get bored really easily, so if an anime doesn’t grab me immediately, chances are I’ll close it very quickly. I’ve started a lot more anime than is on this list but got bored and closed it. Hence, this list is almost entirely positive recommendations. Also also also (I swear this is the last clarifier), I’ve been in a slice of life kind of mood, because my slice of life is boring and uninteresting to the extreme, so that genre is kind of over-represented here. So with that being said, on to the list (sorry that it’s so long, I have an issue with verbosity).

Stein’s Gate: I started watching Stein’s Gate two years ago, but didn’t make it past the five minute mark, because I just didn’t get it. I started watching it again a few weeks ago, and I still didn’t get it, but I persevered because I was bored and high on chocolate. By the end of the first episode…I still didn’t get it. I continued to not get it until probably midway through the third episode, but when I got it, holy hell did it hit hard. I absolutely enjoyed every second of this anime. I loved watching Okabe’s journey from imagined insanity into actual insanity and then back again. He went on a true hero’s journey, and I loved every second of it. Miyano Mamoru gives a masterful performance (I always watch the subbed animes, and I recommend that everyone else does too). The chemistry between Okabe and Kurisu is probably the best in anime that I’ve watched thus far (sorry Asuna and Kirito, your time has finally come). This anime is rich with emotion, humour, tragedy, (some) romance, friendship, mad scientists and beautiful characters. If you can stand being confused for the first three episodes, this anime will be an incredibly rewarding journey for you. I highly recommend it.

Ao Haru Ride/Blue Spring Ride: I saw a clip of this anime in a seiyuu video and I fell in love with the art style and decided to give it a watch. I have mixed feelings about this one. On the one hand, the plot is interesting, although having watched similar anime, a lot of it is kind of cliched. That being said, I did like the message of being true to yourself, no matter the cost. And I appreciated the fact that Futaba (our main hero) wasn’t a stereotypical anime girl (although she really does cry a lot and I agree with Kou that it is annoying). I found Kou (our love interest) a very interesting and compelling character. The clear winner of this anime though is the art style. It is beautiful to look at. Unfortunately, the first season ends on kind of a cliffhanger, and there doesn’t appear to be a second season coming any time soon, which is really disappointing. If you like high school romance stories with an edgy bad boy in it, then this is the anime for you, but don’t expect a satisfying ending, because, well, there isn’t one.

Stein’s Gate 0: I watched this because my friend said that it made her cry after every episode (I personally didn’t think Stein’s Gate needed a sequel, but oh well). Based on her recommendation, I went in with high expectations, which were kind of mostly unmet. The plot was way more confusing, less compelling, it felt like the stakes weren’t that high, mostly because they were only introduced way later in the series (I know Stein’s Gate did the same thing, but it somehow felt more shoved in with this one) and because we already knew how it would end. Also the ending felt incredibly rushed. The only episode I really wholeheartedly enjoyed was the reunion between Kurisu and Okabe (sounds weird out of context, but I’m trying to remain spoiler free). For the rest, I was left with mixed feelings, although I have to say, I probably love Okabe even more in Stein’s Gate 0 and Miyano Mamoru gives us another stunning performance. I would probably have been happier if this entire series had just consisted of Okabe trying to move on from the fallout of what happened in Stein’s Gate and there was no drama of World War III. So, I guess if you’re curious to see what happens if Okabe does not look for Stein’s Gate in the previous season, this is for you. Honestly though, I’d probably be happier if I hadn’t watched Stein’s Gate 0.

Shigatsu wo Kimi no Uso/Your lie in April: THIS ANIME OH MY GOSH!!!! I did not even know that this anime existed until I saw it on Kaji Yuki’s Wikipedia page (I’m a fan, so what?). He’s barely in this by the way, but that doesn’t matter, because this anime is amazing. I knew how it ended because I unfortunately saw spoilers when I was reading what the plot was about when I was deciding whether or not to watch this, and I still cried for about an hour after the ending (and I don’t cry easily, especially not with anime). The writing here is probably the best in any anime I’ve watched (yes, better than SNK, the king has been toppled from his throne), the soundtrack is amazing (I’ve been listening to it on repeat for a week now), the acting is beautiful, the artwork is gorgeous (apart from Kosei’s disappearing glass frame, that was weird), and all around, this anime is just…perfect. If you enjoy teenage romance and drama, if you love classical music, if you feel like bawling your eyes out for an hour because right now your life is pretty boring and pointless, then this is the anime for you. And even if you aren’t any of those things listed, I still recommend this anime because it is gorgeous and deserves recognition for how incredible it is.

Welcome to the NHK: this is probably the direct opposite of Shigatsu wo Kimi no Uso in every way possible. I haven’t finished this anime yet because it is extremely heavy, and I can only manage two episodes a night, but I still highly recommend it. It’s a fascinating take on a lot of modern Japanese culture, specifically surrounding mental health, the hentai industry and consumerism. It’s also got a lot of black comedy in it, which I love. All in all (and depending on the ending of the series), I highly recommend this one for its interesting writing and plot and excellent acting.

Lovely Complex: honestly, this anime sort of crept into my heart as one of the most adorable, refreshing, hilarious and unexpected love stories of all time. It basically tells the story of two idiot friends who slowly realise they’re in love with each other, how this impacts their friendship and how they navigate the very dark waters of teen romance. If you’re looking for an uncliched high school romance anime, where the heroine is the opposite of a cute anime girl, where the broody handsome guy is not the object of our affection and where you get flashbacks of just how dumb you were as a teenager and how grateful you are to be out of that age group (if you’re my age I mean, I’m mostly talking about myself here), then this is definitely the anime for you. Also, the opening song is ska, how cool is that?

Orange: another time traveling story, except the time traveling is even more confusing here. Just kidding, the time traveling is probably the least interesting part of this story, which examines suicide, depression, guilt and bullying, and does it in a pretty mature way. Our hero (dear lovely confused Naho) is unfortunately not very smart, but that’s ok, because she has Suwa, the best human being in the whole world, to help her out. Honestly, this story would have ended very differently if Suwa had not been around and he deserves every award that can possibly be given to amazing human beings. This anime is sort of 13 Reasons Why, but in reverse, less exploitative and with better friends (you’ll understand what I mean when you watch it). If you aren’t going to be triggered by discussions of suicide, depression and bullying, then I really do recommend this, as it is very interesting, well-performed, and largely well-handled.

So that’s my anime watch list thus far. I plan to finish Welcome to the NHK soon, and then start watching Mushishi, as I’ve heard a lot of great things about it. Also, now that you guys have seen what my tastes are, I would love it if I could get more recommendations. Lord knows, I’m not going to be doing anything else until I can find a way home, so I might as well expand my horizons. Also also…no, that’s it. Have a good quarantine folks!

#anime #stein's gate #ao haru ride #stein's gate 0 #shigatsu wa kimi no uso #lovely complex #welcome to the nhk #orange #anime recommendation #anime review #quarantine thoughts #gimme recs please #textpost

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mingi-bubu · 4 years

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A Subpar Guide To Unine

I was inspired by this video, their new album coming out on May 6, 2020, and also yanjuniverse saying something about not knowing them and wondering if there was a guide or something so yeah!

anyway please enjoy my nonsense it’s fun and there are a lot of songs and performances that I recommend looking at!

if anything is unclear, send me a message or something! i just want everyone to love Unine

Unine is the second nine member group to be created by Idol Producer/Youth With You/QCYN/whatever you want to call the competition show. The group is made up of Li Wenhan, Li Zhenning, Yao Mingming, Guanyue or Guan Yue, Jiayi, Hu Chunyang, Xia Hanyu, Chen Youwei, and He Changxi.

The official fandom name is Nano. Unine debuted with their EP 《UNLOCK》 on May 6, 2019. Their album 《U-Night Flight》 will be coming out on their one year anniversary May 6, 2020.

As someone commented on YouTube under one of their videos, I can’t remember which one please don’t ask, they are a more vocal line leaning group whereas Nine Percent was more rap line leaning. I think it’s neat to see the contrast between what people want to see in any given year and how different their music styles are.

Some members have been in or are currently in other groups as well, so you may see some familiar names if you don’t know Unine (yet ;})

Members:

Li Wenhan

Final Rank: 1

Leader, Center, Main Vocalist, Lead Dancer, Sub Rapper, Face of the Group

‘94 Liner

A Cancer with his birthday being July 22

Yuehua Entertainment boy

Representative Animal: Shiba Inu

A member of the Sino-Korean boygroup Uniq

There his position is Vocalist

He is fluent in Chinese, Korean, and English

His nickname is Hanhan

He is also an actor and owns 2 cats and a corgi

He says that every time he’s working on a new project he adopts another cat or dog

He is very caring towards his younger trainees and is always looking out for them

Neighboring Tarzan was a good performance of his and it also contains 5/9 Unine members so that’s pretty frickin cool tbh

His audition stage was Uniq’s “Monster” and it was a great performance like Minghao and Jolin were jamming along to it

also the flower petals at the end that they then had to clean up killed me it was a beautiful effect but ill planned with the consequences

“gui-ze” meme stemmed from this performance

please let this tired man rest

He studied in the US but then left to focus on his music career

He has a great singing voice and is always ready to help his members and he is just a good leader wow

Li Zhenning

Final Rank: 2

Lead Dancer, Lead Vocalist, Lead Rapper, Face of the Group

‘95 Liner

He is a Scorpio (like me!!) with his birthday being November 5

BG Project boy

Representative Animal: Koala

Nicknames include Shenshen and Black Pearl due to his tanned skin

He has a cat named Aoao who is a little over a year old now I think maybe?

He didn’t get noticed until his Retreat performance where he pulls his tie

He used to be one of those people who was like “this person is actually quite good; nothing’s wrong with him, but I can’t remember him” and like he considered himself like that and him debuting at the no. 2 spot was really well deserved and i am so proud

This is also the performance where he rapped and he spent so much time practicing for it and it was successful and I am just really proud of him bc he leans more as a vocal and was really struggling and wanted to make sure he did it right and i’m jsut really proud i love himso mcuh

His dancing in this stage was unmatched by anyone else there (and this sounds biased because i am)

Li Zhenning vs Li Shenshen

on stage mans is focused and completely undaunted and carries sexier concepts well

off stage mans is baby boy. baby. he’s goofy and adorable and i love hiim so much

compares himself to a koala because “especially [his] nose shape is similar…and [his] eyes look blurred…[and he’s] sleepy all the time”

we stan a short king (he’s 5′9 which yeah, is taller than me, but still)

He dances so well and just owns any stage he is on

Rebuild is one of my favorite stages hes done and coincidentally has 5/9 members of Unine in it, though they didn’t know at the time of course

He was incredible during this stage like ugh i didn’t have a bias bc he was there, Mingming was there, Changxi was there, i had no way of surviving

Hair Color King

He had a blue-lavender color during Rebuilt, in Unine’s Set It Off mv he had blue, he’s had black and blond and he’s rocked all of them

Yao Mingming

Final Rank: 3

Main Dancer, Lead Vocalist, Sub Rapper

‘97 Liner

He is a Capricorn with his birthday being January 5

One Cool Jasco Entertainment boy

Representative Animal: Cat

He had been a trainee for six, almost 7 years, when he debuted with Unine

He had several near debuts including with Seventeen

Speaks Chinese and Korean

Because of this, he was very closed off at first with the other trainees and eventually had to have a talk with Zhang Yixing PD

The gist of the conversation was that Mingming was sort of…doubting, I guess you could say, his talents and Yixing told him to treat the show as if he were a new trainee

This led to Mingming becoming more open with the other trainees and more confident in his talents and skills and it really showed and I was really happy he was able to debut bc he deffo deserved it

Mingming’s gray and floral suit in the Rebuild stage is something i think about on a weekly basis at least it’s a really good look for him guys

also just the confidence and cockiness he has during this stage i love to see it

He also has an opportunity to really show off his dancing skills and i loved it for him

He can do imitations really well and likes to imitate Hanyu a lot

think Yesungie and Eunhyuk except accurate

He has very feline features

this has nothing to do with anything he’s just really really pretty

is it because i am biased? perhaps

Guan Yue

Final Rank: 4

Lead Dancer, Lead Vocalist, Sub Rapper

‘94 Liner

He’s a Capricorn with his birthday being January 16

Cast Planet Entertainment boy

Representative Animal: Rabbit

The leader of XII Constellations as a whole and the subunit The Wind

12C is a CPE group with a concept of having four 3-member units, each focusing on a different music style

The Wind focuses on bright and upbeat music and was the first to debut in 2017

Currently there are only six members of 12C

He knows sign language as both of his parents are deaf and when the trainees are allowed to call home, we see him talking with his mother

He has a lot of love and respect for his mother and it shows

His goal in life is to make enough money to support his family so they don’t have to work

I love Guan Yue’s “Turn Up” stage like the cockyness and confidence he has is fantastic i love to see it

his costume is also pretty good esp considering what the trainees sometimes have to wear

also Shenshen and Mingming are in it as well

His performance in Ugly Beauty was incredible also

I loved his Neighboring Tarzan performance bc he was able to include his dialect in his rap part and I love when trainees are able to bring more of themselves into a performance

I want him and Chen Linong to collab bc he was essentially idp2′s Nongnong with the infectious smile and incredible stage presence

the cutie, sweetie, angel, sweetheart, etc. of the group and of the show’s run

Jiayi

Final Rank: 5

Lead Dancer, Lead Rapper, Lead Vocalist, Visual

‘98 Liner

He’s a Cancer with his birthday being July 14

Star Master Entertainment boy

Representative Animal: Bear

Is a member of Mr. Tyger

There he held the roles of Visual, Lead Vocalist, Sub Rapper, and Youngest

One of his nicknames is Little Star

He can play the saxophone

His favorite part of his body are his eyebrows, which, valid

Jolin Tsai’s Xukun

So like y’kno how Yixing was a fan of Xukun the moment he saw him? Jolin was a fan of Jiayi the minute she saw him

The “Ugly Beauty” performance was certainly something to witness

Jiayi as a blond was a fantastic look and i miss it. a lot.

like Neighboring Tarzan was very good look for him even tho the stage costumes were a little a lot extra

his dance was great and bitch got them body rolls on lock

Jiayi vs Huang Jiaxin

on stage focused, determined, owns it

off stage he’s a giant goofball and i love him so much

hes like unfairly handsome but thankfully likes to make dumb faces

somehow he still stays pretty its upsetting at times

Hu Chunyang

Final Rank: 6

Main Raper, Sub Vocalist, Youngest

‘99 Liner (like me!!)

He’s an Aquarius with his birthday being February 5

Yuehua boy

Representative Animal: Golden Retriever

Nickname is Yangyang

Was one of those nerds who would rather stay behind in class and finish their work than go and eat or whatever

Mad respect tho bc i am too when i am at campus dkfja;lsdk

At his audition stage, he covered Wang Yibo’s rap in Uniq’s “Monster” and honestly who is doing it better than him?

I want to see him and Justin interact so bad they had to have they’re both YH boys

@ YueHua let me please have this

Yangyang in the Neighboring Tarzan performance really emphasized how great he is at rapping

he seems at first like a shy and introverted guy but is a mean and grouchy little man when you get to know him

i love to see it

older trainees were always looking out for him

he has a really stable rap voice

Xia Hanyu

Final Rank: 7

Main Vocalist, Sub Rapper

‘97 Liner

Gemini as his birthday is June 11

Show City Times boy

Representative Animal: Wolf

He can play the piano incredibly well and also plays the guitar

His first impression was that of “the big bad wolf

However when he gets more comfortable with the group, he becomes a big softie and his smile compels me to smile

Still uses his dark looks to his advantage thoooo

he was being dramatic and mean once and then like after saying his ‘insult’ immediately cracked and started laughing and hiding his face

HIGH NOTE KING

shenshen in response to a performance said he immediately got goosebumps

Neighboring Tarzan was a great way for him to show off his high notes imo

He had red hair one time and I miss it a lot bc it looked good

Chen Youwei

Final Rank: 8

Lead Rapper, Visual, Sub Vocalist

‘98 Liner

He is a Cancer with his birthday being July 7

Ciwen Media boy

Representative Animal: Pig

Attended Zhejiang Sci-Tech University and majored in fashion

He can play the guitar

He modeled and is also an actor, having been in several cdramas

The most notable of these is “Story of Yanxi Palace” where he played 5th Prince

He was greeted as such by the other trainees when he walked into the room

He’s also a scholar and this was shown in a rap he had created during the show

mans is the donghae of unine

in that they’re teased for how they speak

his mandarin is bad and donghae’s korean is bad

his rapping is good and he seems like a real sweetheart

mans also likes to munch, saying he can eat 5 meals a day

He Changxi

Final Rank: 9

Main Dancer, Lead Vocalist

‘97 Liner

He is a Sagittarius with his birthday being November 24

OACA Entertainment boy

Representative Animal: Lesser, or Red, Panda

His English name is Jerry and I deeply hate how much it fits him

His nicknames include Xixi and Yong Ri Didi

He loves a good ginger foot bath

Like it was such a well known fact that Yixing even asked him about it once

He wasn’t really noticed until his performance in Fire which is especially impressive considering that his performance wasn’t filmed in front of an audience but instead one of the practice rooms

there was a competition between two teams for each song and the winning team would get to perform on stage in front of the youth producers

Xixi really looked so fierce and confident in the Rebuild stage I was so proud

He also did a dance cover of EXO’s “Love Shot” and if you’ve been following me for a minute you know that i love EXO’s music and it was great to see

his killing part was also a reoccuring meme

Mingming loves teasing him and it’s so funny

Suggested Videos of their IDP Days: (flashing lights warning)

Wenhan and Chunyang’s Audition Stage

Wenhan + Mingming React to “gui-ze” Trainee Compilation

《后退 Retreat》 – Zhenning Focus

《后退 Retreat》 – Stage Performance

《重塑 Rebuild》 – Zhenning Focus

《重塑 Rebuild》 – Concept Evaluation

《重塑 Rebuild》 – Mingming Focus

Mingming + Yixing’s Talk

Mingming + Impressions

《青春有你 Turn Up》 – Guan Yue Focus

《青春有你 Turn Up》 – Stage Performance

Jolin Tsai + Her Favorite Trainee

《怪美的 Ugly Beauty》 – Mentor Stage

《隔壁泰山 Neighboring Tarzan》 – Stage Performance

Hanyu’s Audition Stage

Hanyu’s Introduction Video

Hanyu Playing Guitar + Singing

《一笑倾城 One Alluring Smile》 – Stage Performance

EXO “Love Shot” Dance Cover – Changxi

《骑士精神 Chivalry》 – Changxi Focus

《火 Fire》 – Changxi Focus

UNINE Videos: (flashing lights warning)

《春日記憶 Memories of Spring》 – My favorite song by them, this is the lyrics video in Chi/Pinyin/Eng

《春日記憶 Memories of Spring》 – This is the performance from their fan meeting I believe. The choreo is so beautiful and I want an MV like last week.

《春日記憶 Memories of Spring》 – This is their performance from the Reedit Stage.

《SET IT OFF》 – official MV. There’s a lot of jumping out of windows, Guan Yue has purple hair, Shenshen has blue hair, and Jiayi and Xixi look great. The song is a bop, there’s a nautical theme, what more could you ask for? A coherent plot for an MV??? Overrated. It’s essentially Unine’s 《RULE BREAKER》. It’s from their second mini album “Unusual”.

《SET IT OFF》 – This is a live performance at the Mnet Asian Music Awards. I have a bone or two to pick with the sound editor of the video but they deliver a fantastic performance. I like their choreo a lot and it’s more clearly able to be seen on the live stage.

《BOMBA》 – official MV. Their first single I believe. Very colorful and fun, the song matches the vibe of the MV. Mingming’s iconic holding a geometric hanging light like a pear is from this MV. Hanyu also spends half the MV wrecking my bias. If I had more braincells I would do an analysis of the MV but alas.

《BOMBA》 – From the Reedit Stage.

《官方直拍 Like A Gentleman》 – Live performance from their fan meeting. I really like this song and the costumes for stage are stripey and I love stripes. The lights and screen in the background are in neons and it kind of gives the performance a nostalgic feeling and it’s just a really cute song.

《官方直拍 Like A Gentleman》 – The lyrics video in Chi/Pinyin/English. The song is really cute you guys and Changxi and Mingming are great in it.

Videos From the Other Groups the Members Are In:

《爱的就是你 Love Is You》 – XII Constellations: The Wind ft. Liu Jia

《燃烧吧，拳头 Burn, Fists》 – XII Constellations: The Fire [flashing lights warning]

Note: this doesn’t have Guan Yue but I decided to put it in here to really exemplify the concept that 12C is about. Also the song lowkey pops off and reminds me of my emo phase

《Monster》 – Uniq (Chinese version)

《EOEO》 – Uniq (Chinese version) [flashing lights warning]

《钛戈》 – Mr. Tyger [flashing lights warning]

《夜空悬浮》 – Mr. Tyger [flashing lights warning]

Sources: KProfiles, [Eng Sub] Intro to UNINE Members, various performances, and the show itself. If I have given any incorrect information, please let me know and I will rectify it immediately.

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theworldinclines · 5 years

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yo! i've been following your tumblr mostly just for cql because aha :^) you know how it is :^) but it's left a void in my chest. i know you rb a lot of content for other shows, so i figured i'd ask you for some recs (and the best places to watch them uwu)!! thanks so much i'd die for u

Hello anon!! I totally get you 💀 I’m gonna assume that you want me to rec BLs, so I’ll tell you only the ones that I’ve liked best and why, where I watched them, and possible trigger warnings as well for you :)

So first up is my favorite: Theory of Love

Who stars in it: Off Jumpol (as Kai) and Gun Atthaphan (as Third), aka OffGun, aka icons and best friends who we stan to this very day

Why I recommend: I adore this show for so many reasons but overall the vibe is just so good dfhkhkhj It references like a trillion rom-coms and I won’t spoil it but there is a literal montage of some classic rom-com scenes done by the main characters that is just so fucking hysterical, I cry every time. There’s also a compilation here of movie posters that they recreated to imitate some classic rom-coms as well, which made me DIE from emotions I tell you what. This show is just so funny and makes fun of itself with characters that you genuinely grow to adore. Kai is a chaotic dumb of ass bisexual and we love him in this house (as infuriating as he can be lmfao). It’s so rewatchable GOD 10/10 would recommend.

Warnings: There is no sexual abuse in the show of any kind, except for one scene that is just a kiss and very mild, so I think you’d be all good there. :)

Where to watch: I watched it on YouTube! Here’s the link to episode one part one

History3: Trapped

Who stars in it: Jake Hsu (plays Shao Fei) and Chris Wu (plays Tang Yi), aka weirdos who can’t stop laughing while filming and being dumb in general and I love that for them and me

Why I recommend: I loved it. The main couple is adorable with so much chemistry and I will be totally honest, they remind me SO MUCH of Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian. Like on the rewatch I just did of this show, I couldn’t believe the similarities the character Shao Fei has to Wei Wuxian and his counterpart Tang Yi has to Lan Wangji. Like. When I tell you I was shook the house, I mean it. But the side couple is ALSO iconic the house and the CUTEST like if you don’t want to adopt Zhao Zi and also officiate his wedding by the show’s end, I’d be shocked dfhhkghdjkl All in all, it’s such a funny show with very tender, heartfelt moments that are to die for. This show has it all: plot twists, cops falling in love with mobsters and vice versa, a character whose goal in life is to just eat as much good food as possible… amazing.

Warnings: The show has fighting and violence but seeing as you watched The Untamed, I’m assuming you’re okay with it lol There is an instance where one character tries to rape one of the leads by drugging him, so keep an eye out for that, but I think it will be obvious because he starts to pass out and you will know whether you feel you have to skip the scene or not. He isn’t undressed, it isn’t anything remotely graphic, but he is groped by the asshole I won’t name man fuck that guy but that’s all!

Where to watch: I watched it on newasiantv, link to ep1 here

Dark Blue Kiss

Who stars in it: Fluke Gawin Caskey (Mork) and Podd Suphakorn (Sun) aka two of the most gorgeous and sweet dudes alive fdhgldfhgdk AND BL vets, New Thitipoom (Kao) and Tay Tawan (Pete)

First off: dshhgdksj If you haven’t seen Kiss Me Again or Kiss the Series you might be a little confused. Dark Blue Kiss is sort-of-a-continuation-but-not-really of those other two series, and it sort of adds to the experience if you have seen them. If you want to, just watch Kiss Me Again and I think you’ll be okay honestly; it’s just because you might want context of the characters (Pete and Kao, their friends etc.) and their relationships to one another going into Dark Blue Kiss.

Why I recommend: NOW two of the leads, Sun and Mork, have one of The Best relationships in any BL I’ve ever seen because they have real conversations and have real conflict and issues that they work to get through. Rain (Sun’s younger bro and Mork’s bestie) is an absolute delight and their story arc throughout the show is so iconic we just have to stan. I won’t get into Kao and Pete fhhkhdj because I just have Opinions on fucking w characters/relationships for the sake of drama and that’s what I think this series did to them, unnecessarily ahem But otherwise it’s funny and real and again if you dont literally love Mork and Rain and Sun by the end of it did you even watch the same show???

Warnings: There is a brief scene where one character tries to get w another who is like get tf AWAY weirdo lmfao but there is no actual abuse bc they are stopped well in time to avoid it

Where to watch: I watched Dark Blue Kiss on newasiantv as well because the episodes on YouTube tended to not get subbed as quickly as I wanted which you will understand if you watch this lmao. Here is the link to episode one of Kiss Me Again as well as a link to episode one of Kiss the Series if you feel like watchin those two beforehand

Tharntype the Series

Who stars in it: Gulf Kanawut (Type) and Mew Suppasit (Tharn) aka those two guys who you might see do a shit ton of fanservice that I diligently ignore because I hate fanservice lol This show exists in the same universe as another BL that I am reluctant to put on here lol but will get into later on.

Why I recommend: BEFORE YALL FLAY ME ALIVE djkhgldhgfdjhhkjd OKAY LISTEN genuinely, on a very real level, I FULLY understand why a lot of people here refused to watch this show or couldn’t finish it. You’re totally valid and legit I almost stopped after ten minutes because I was like here we go AGAIN. However! I was so drawn in by the acting that I wanted to give it a chance, and I’m SO GLAD that I did. Gulf and Mew, as well as Mild (who plays Techno) and Kaownah (who plays Lhong) and everyone else who acts in this show, is incredible and their chemistry is insane. I would say it’s some of the best chemistry and acting I’ve seen, BL or otherwise. You get angry at the two main characters interchangeably and I truly feel that that makes it real, you know what I mean? There is no oh he’s in the right, fuck that other guy 100% for either of them. They are both real, flawed men who grow so immensely throughout this series where by the end you’re so proud of their development and the love they find for themselves and in each other??? Because it doesn’t feel like we’ll get there, but they DO. And it’s BEAUTIFUL. We’re getting a second season, which to me is always a tad worrisome because I do think it ended very well and if they fuck with everything (cough KaoPete) just to fuck with it and stir the pot I’m gonna be Upset. But for now, it’s amazing and speaks on topics that aren’t ever addressed. It’s an unfortunate reality in BL that the way so many relationships begin is through sketchy-consensual (drunk, coerced) or flat out like non consensual sexual shit, and this show dives into the aftermath of sexual abuse, the mental impact that has on a person, and how damaging it can be if left unattended. I would give it a chance. I really do think it’s a well done series. Oh and Techno is so relatable and the only one with a brain cell in this show half the time jkdfhhdlkj

Warnings: Like I said, this show is not an easy watch at times. Very often, in fact, it can be difficult. There is homophobic language, two of the characters (I dont want to spoil everything) have been raped in the past, one as a child (which is NOT GRAPHICALLY SHOWN, don’t worry) and the other as a teenager/young adult, which is sort of shown but not in too much detail. Another character in present day “does stuff” to another that isn’t totally consensual, more than once (which is probably my biggest problem with the show and the one thing I really can’t excuse because like bro I don’t care how big your crush is, don’t be an asshole, point blank), but every other sexual thing in the show is consensual and very much wanted

Where to watch: Here is episode one on newasiantv if you want to give this a shot :)

He’s Coming to Me

Who stars in it: Singto Prachaya (Mes) and Ohm Pawat (Thun) aka just two adorable boys

Why I recommend: This show definitely has one of the more unique plots among BLs. I won’t spoil it, and as with all of these I recommend going in without looking up plots because like I know for me movie trailers etc just tell me everything and there doesn’t seem to be a point in watching the movie if I know so much beforehand. The main characters are cute together, there are funny moments and moments that make you cry. And it’s a happy ending, which we love to see :)

Warnings: There is a major character death, no blood though, and you will understand in context that it isn’t as bad as it seems right now lol Nothing that isn’t consensual, which is a miracle in these shows. Overall wholesome content. There is like a weird storyline with one of the character’s moms which was Different to say the least dfjhdflhgkjf but it didn’t ruin the show for me or anything

Where to watch: newasiantv seems to be my go-to lmao

3 Will Be Free

Who stars in it: Joss Way-Ar (Neo), Mild Lapassalan (Miw), and Tay Tawan (Shin). If you watch Dark Blue Kiss or any of those before this, you will recognize Tay and Mild as Pete and Sandee (just friends in those shows). Joss is just such a funny, sweet guy and so is Tay Lowkey biased for them and I honestly often favor TayJoss’ chemistry over TayNew, which I think is controversial lmfaoo but it has to be said lol and obviously Mild is a badass actress and talent so having her here is amazing

Why I recommend: So this is the only BL thus far to feature a polyamorous relationship, which is sort of crazy but I’m so happy it’s been done at least once now. The three have such amazing chemistry and you really grow to care for each of them as individuals as well. They’re just really awesome and I adore them and miss them every day fdjghfdglhkjd There’s also a trans actress!! :D

Warnings: There is quite a bit of gun violence bc one of the character’s father’s is a mob boss. Two side characters are killed, one much further into the show so it hurts even MORE, and one of the other side characters therefore to me doesn’t receive the ending they deserve; it was very messy and I think they deserved better. A woman is in an abusive marriage to a man, which sucked and I skipped a lot of it even though it wasn’t necessarily super violent. I just don’t like that stuff ://

Where to watch: Surprise surprise, newasiantv

Until We Meet Again

Who stars in it: Fluke Natouch (Pharm) and Ohm Thitiwat (Dean), Earth Katsamonnat (Intouch) and Nine Noppakao (Korn). Fluke and Earth invented being friends like……they are so fucking cute and they are both actually queer (have been in public relationships with men) which is always so rare to see and really great :)

Why I recommend: Side couple TeamWin is absolutely iconic. I adore them with my whole body so if for nothing else, watch it for them LMAO But for real InKorn is such a cute couple and PharmDean has a very nice relationship too; they talk about consent and have healthy communication which is so refreshing lmao

Warnings: The show does open with a double suicide by gunshot. I won’t say who, but it is in there. The two main characters have flashbacks/PTSD/nightmares (one worse than the other) which you will understand in context if you watch, but it’s definitely worth the watch

Where to watch: This show is currently airing and I watch it on YouTube; here’s the link to episode one part one

Love By Chance

Who stars in it: Perth Tanapon (Ae) and Saint Suppapong (Pete), Mean Phiravich (Tin) and Plan Rathavit (Can). This is the show that is in the same universe as Tharntype, but the actors who play Techno, Tharn, and Type are different actors in this show than from Tharntype. It’s confusing and messy lol

Warning: I’m putting this before the why I like it because I think it’s necessary for this one. I hesitate to even put LBC on here because there is so much of this show that just makes me uncomfortable. When I first watched this show, the second BL I had ever watched, I had no knowledge of BLs, the actors, or really anything to do with any of this world. So, having grown up with film/tv life where every actor is 27 playing 17, it didn’t occur to me that the actor playing 18 would in fact be 17 instead. Perth was I think 17 or possibly 18 while filming (I don’t know exact dates), which includes sexual scenes that I didn’t even feel comfortable watching BEFORE I knew his age, let alone trying to rewatch the series while knowing about it. I am 20, and was 19 last year when I watched this, so it really skeeves me out to watch those kinds of scenes (BL or otherwise) if actors or actresses aren’t at least 18 or 19. It seems weird because I’m 20 and a queer girl, not like a 50 year old pedophile or something like that, but for my own comfort I tend to skip the more explicit stuff. On my first watch, I skipped the Tharntype, TumTar, and Techno storyline because frankly I didn’t care. Going on to watch Tharntype the Series, I was even happier to have skipped so that I didn’t have to go in with a preconceived idea of the characters from having watched LBC. One of the characters in this version of events is raped or coerced into sex; I don’t even know the details because I just couldn’t be bothered to give it a chance. I firmly believe you can watch this show without watching any of their storylines (and skipping over the more sexual stuff, if you feel you have to), which I know sucks to say bc the actors are all good and I like their other work and them as people, but I just couldn’t do it. It is of course up to you.

Why I recommend: Basically I recommend this just for TinCan lmao and on the chance that you do decide to watch Tharntype, it pays at the end to have a knowledge of the LBC characters because again they are in the same universe and it won’t be as cool if you don’t get it right away like WHAT!!! You know haha so yeah There is going to be a season two dropped sometime this year, focused I believe on TinCan, so I’m literally so fucking excited. Dreams are coming true

Where to watch: I found this show on both Dailymotion and newasiantv

Hey again anon it’s been a minute dfhlhghjd I’m sure this is way longer than you thought and probably don’t want HA but I wanted to be as thorough as possible for you and anyone else who might be new here you feel So some shows I didn’t get into that I watched include Great Men Academy, Together With Me, 2Moons and 2Moons2, Love Sick, ’Cause You’re My Boy (aka My Tee), History3: Make Our Days Count, SOTUS the Series, History2: Crossing the Line, (currently airing) Why R U?, and 2gether.

If you get through the ones I talked about above and want me to talk about these other ones, I’ll do that too!! I hope this helps you and others :D ✌️ ✌️

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sunnyborabora · 5 years

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Crush (Jungwoo x Reader)

Is it me being actually in time? I can’t believe it! But how can I resist the sweetest boy our baby Jungwoo... Hope you’ll like it sweet anon!

warning: Smut with sub Jungwoo, tooth rotting fluff and more smut

You were not sure how you find yourself in this situation. Clutching your bag in your arms you tried not to think about how you were now in front of Jungwoo's house, with the responsibility of having to bring him his homework. Everything was your dumb ass of a best friend fault. When one of your professor had ask who could take notes and homework for Jungwoo who had been missing for a few days now, that traitor had look at you right in the eyes before raising her hand and pointing at you, saying that it wouldn’t bother you at all to bring him everything. You were a serious student. But your notes were full of holes as you sometimes completely failed at following a full class. You were now in front of Jungwoo's apartment thinking about what the hell you were going to say. It was simple. You were going to say hi, ask him how he was doing, give him the notes, answer some questions about class and then go. You were definitely not going to stare at him dumbfounded admiring the prettiest boy in the world. If your best friend had given you off to the professor like this. It was because you may have the tiniest crush on Jungwoo since middle school. Not your fault if he was the kindest, funniest and most handsome person you ever laid your eyes on. You were not the type to act on your feelings, after some failed relationships you had decided that you were way better at having crushes than actual relationships. It had resulted in some heartbreak and a global disappointment in love. You ringed once before you could think about it. If you had waited longer you probably would have run away. « Y/n ? Oh I almost forgot that you were supposed to come » You had texted him yesterday asking him when he would like you to come to give him his homework. You had his phone number since forever but had not used it except for some class project where you found yourself in the same group as him. Knowing that he had « almost » forgot about you stung like a bitch. « No problem, I can come another day... -No ! Absolutely not ! Come inside » he said, getting on the side to let you in. This is when you saw his knee splint. A light gasp escaped you. « How did it happened ?! » He laughed closing the door behind you. « I was practicing with the guys for a dance rehearsal when I hurt myself. -You should not move around too much please go sit » He laughed. « You are my guest and you are the one taking care of me. Something is wrong here » You did not say anything, simply sat on the couch where he told you to. « Do you want something to eat ? Drink ? -No thank you, I am fine », you smiled at him. He looked tired but still radient. His smile was making your heart flutter like always. He sat next to you not too close but still enough for your thigh to feel the heat of his body. « Did I miss a lot ? Damn that really suck, I hate missing classes but honestly I could barely walk until yesterday. -You could barely walk until yesterday and now you are hopping around your apartment ? » He stuck his tongue out at you and you simply laugh. Jungwoo was always making you laugh. He was always really nice to you, even if you weren't best friend he always considered you. « No don't worry you did not miss that much. We have a couple of assignment that are due in two weeks and I bring you my notes so you can catch up. » You raised your eyes to look at him, he was fixing you in awe. « Jungwoo ? Is everything okay ? » He seemed taken aback. « Y-yeah, sorry » It took you more time than you thought to explain everything to Jungwoo. He was a bit distracted and the more you were talking, and he wasn't, the more you were becoming hyper aware of his presence, how he was now sitting way closer than at the beginning. His chin was almost on your shoulder, his torso was warm against your side. You were starting to suffocate. What was he doing ? Was he doing it on purpose ? Were you paranoid ? Of course, you were because it was impossible for Jungwoo to be interested in you. No way. But here he was so close, smiling at you, watching like you own the world as you were explaining to him all the work he had to do in order to catch up. You were definitely not the type of girl who was clueless about the attention she was gettin. If your best friend had been in love with you for years you probably would have known it since the beginning. You needed attention a lot, you knew it was something you needed to work on but, at least you knew when someone was flirting with you. Jungwoo wasn't flirting. It was something else that made your heart beat faster and you thoughts a mess. « So yeah, hum, we have that last assignment in biology. It's pretty simple but it's very » He hummed near your ear causing goosebumps to run down your spine. It was freaking asmr at this point. « Long, very long... » He seemed to think for a bit. « I really suck in biology though. Isn't it your specialty Y/n ? » It was. It was your favorite subject and everyone in your circle of friend knew that when they needed someone to help them in biology you were the first they call. « Yeah, I-I am okay I guess. -Come on everyone knows that you are the best. Could you help me ? » Maybe he was being like this because he wanted you to do all his homework ? No it was Jungwoo. He would never use you. You really hoped at least because it would break your heart. « No problem. I-I can help you with some stuff. If you need more help after that you, j ust have to text me » He nodded enthusiastically, his sweet cheeks slightly pink and you swear you had never seen someone that adorable. You decided to explain him the assignment in details, maybe just to give yourself an excuse to stay longer with him. The tension between the two of you was something else right now. You had no idea how it had become so dense, so thick, so here... It was hard for you to breath as you sometimes crossed the eyes of Jungwoo and you saw a slight change in his demeanor. You finally accepted a drink, your throat dry from all that talking and maybe something else. It was only when he was gone that you realized how close he was from you. You face palmed, more confused than ever. « Are you okay Y/n ? You seem... Flustered and confused » You rose your head from between your hand and you saw him, standing there, his sweat shirt and sport shorts making him look like the boyfriend material he really was. « Flustered ? Yeah... You can say that... » He walked in your direction trying not to force on his leg too much. « Why ? Is everything okay ? » Why was he playing innocent like that ? He was breathing on you three minutes ago and now this. « M-maybe I should go... It was not a good idea to come... Sorry Jungwoo » As you were ready to leave he grabbed your hand almost tripping on his leg. He hissed from the pain making you panicked. « Please don't leave Y/n ! Please I-I swear I wont do it again, I am sorry » What was he talking about. « Jungwoo just sit down, your leg, you are going to hurt yourself » Panicked started invading you as he seemed even more in pain. « Please don't go -I am not going anywhere just sit down, please. » You helped him sit down, as you took the glass of water he just brought for you and gave it to him. He drank it a little, but he seemed to be more focused on you. « Jungwoo, are you okay ? -Yeah, I just- I am sorry. I should not have overstepped your boundaries like this... It's just that, when you texted me, I was so happy. I saw this as an opportunity to get closer to you as you always seem so far out of my league in class. » You chocked at that. You, out of his league. « I just like you so much and when Johnny told me that you may have feelings for me too. At first, I could not believe it but... I like you, so, so much. I wanted to try » You were speechless. You could not believe what just happened. First of all the boy you liked, happened to like you back. Secondly Johnny, that dumb ass had thrown you under the bus. Thirdly Jungwoo liked you ? You were so overwhelmed that you started crying. What a ridiculous way of dealing with emotions honestly. Crying in front of the boy who had just confess to you, what a beautiful way of making him think you are a weirdo. « Y/n ! What- Don't cry please ! No » He took you in his arms, crushing you in his embrace. « I just- I can't believe it » you tried to say between two sobs. « Why can't you believe it... -It's you... I've liked you since forever. I thought it was a crush but... How can I not like you when you are yourself.... You are always so kind to everyone, so selfless. I just- I can't understand why you would be with me and- » He grabbed your face between his hands and kiss you. You didn't react instantly, too surprised by his sudden actions. But when you realized that his plump, soft lips were on yours, you closed your eyes and responded. You heard him moan slightly when you tried to deepen the kiss. « Y/n- Wait... » You stopped pulling away a bit ashamed. He must have seen your face because he said right away : « No ! No it's not that ! I want- fuck, I want you » He was breathing heavily looking at you in the eyes. He was so sinful, his lips already red from kissing, his cheeks flushed. « I-I am sorry... I was caught up in the- I am sorry I didn't want to make you uncomfortable -You didn't. It's me, I am scared to make you run away. -W-why would you make me run away ? I like you too... » He didn't say anything. He just kissed you again, this time deeper. It felt good, Jungwoo was a passionate kisser You were still on your knees in front of him. And as you look in his eyes you can see all the lust and passion that he held. You grabbed his shirt, lifting it upwards as a hint to take it off. Jungwoo understood and tossed off the sweatshirt as if it was hurting him to wear it any longer. You couldn't help but look at his body. Thin, perfectly sculpted torso, a trail of black hair tracing an inviting line from his belly button to the edge of his shorts. You looked at his eyes suddenly aware of your staring. His eyes were full of lust. You couldn't help it but to start kissing him again. « Y/n ! Fuck I can't take it anymore ! » You understood by the way he was reacting to you, the way he become putty in your hands that he was definitely more comfortable as a sub. You were not expecting this to be honest. You never really thought about being a dom, taking control of everything. But it would not stop you. His attitude, the way he was abandoning himself completly, it was driving you crazy. You nipped at his neck, taking your sweet time enjoying the taste of his skin. « Jungwoo, you look so good baby... » He moaned as you started sucking harder on his skin, making sure of leaving purple marks all over his smooth hot skin. You honestly had no idea of what you were going to do after that, but you thought that worshiping his body was a good start. He was the most beautiful creature you ever laid your eyes on, it was almost too much. « Please Y/n... » He was pointing at your shirt. You stopped your ministration and proceed to took it off. You were starting to get self conscious about your body. Honestly you couldn't know while choosing your bra this morning that you'll have to take off your shirt in front of a hot guy. It didn't seem to bother Jungwoo as he was fixing your breast. He was breathing heavier, and he closed his eyes, unconsciously opening his legs a bit more to let you more space between them. You smirked at his reaction, proceeding to take off your bra as well, if he liked your breast, you should do the most. Maybe you were being cruel when you set yourself between his thighs, pressing your boobs on his hard on. He opened his eyes in shook a moan escaping his mouth. « Fuck ! What- are you doing !? » You smirked at him, not answering, simply starting your work again. When trail a path of kisses down his neck, collarbone arriving at his chest, your hot tongue passing on his nipples. He arched his back, incoherent noises coming out of his mouth. « You are so perfect Jungwoo. You look so pretty like this... » He looked at you thought his heavy lids. « That's not true... I am not at all. You are the perfect one here... » You smiled, your cheeks becoming a bit more red at the compliment but understanding that him not accepting the compliment was deeper than it seemed. You wanted to make him feel good, to make him understand that he was beautiful, a living piece of art. You sucked on his sensitive nipple, your tongue flicking to soft nubs. He was shacking after a while, cry of pleasure coming out of his mouth as he could not control anything anymore. « I am just wondering, you are so sensitive after all, could I make you cum just by playing with your nipples ? » Jungwoo cried a bit more at this. You were never the type to dirty talk but Jungwoo was stimulating things in you, and you were being able to explore your boundaries freely. He looked down at you with his eyes glossy from tears, his lips bitten red, a look that you wanted printing in your memory forever. You started playing with the aim of his shorts. He helped you to get rid of it, so eager that the poor shorts disappeared even faster that the sweatshirt. He was really eager. His member was standing tall, stiff, an angry red color. You could not help yourself, coming closer to observe the pearls of precum that were already dripping from the tip. You softly blow on the sensitive tip, making him shiver from head to toe. « Y/n please... Do something... -What do you want me to do ? » He was red from embarrassment, so shy he could not look at you in the eyes. « Can you, please, your- » He didn't finished his sentence but you understood. You smiled at such a sweet reaction, bringing your lips to the head and quickly suckling it up. Jungwoo let out moan that was beating all the others. You savored his salty taste, licking his shaft from base to tip, trying your best to make it as slippery as possible. You spread his precum all over it, and to your amazement more was coming out every time. You grabbed his thighs hard. You didn't mean to but your sharp nails scratch his soft skin letting red marks appearing on his flesh. A cry escaped him. « Oh my god I am sorry ! -No ! Fuck, it's fine... » Indeed he didn't look in pain at all. You tried to not look self conscious, overthinking was not going to help you. You found yourself doing it pretty naturally in fact, you think as you started to work his shaft with your breasts.

Jungwoo's mind began to go into putty as his nerves started to become overwhelmed with pleasure. Your breasts were so soft and it was somehow comforting. He started to buck his hips up, the part's that your flesh obstructed getting air for a moment before being swallowed again in an almost hypnotic move. You were so concentrate on what you were doing you didn't see how Jungwoo was enjoying himself. « Hmm, Jungwoo baby, you're close. » You cooed, giving his cock a sweet kiss on the tip. « I can feel your heartbeat all the way down here. You are so hard, and throbbing every time I move. You want to cum, don't you? » More precum comes out and you drank it up as Jungwoo couldn't take it anymore, pumping his hips up into your chest, you could not help but watching him with a mesmerized expression as he worked your chest fervidly. You noticed your absence of action on his throbbing head had caused a build-up of pre-cum, and with the way he was fucking himself between your breast you knew it would end it. You captured his members tip in your mouth, suckling off the essence before applying suction, and you were rewarded with a vocal moan from Jungwoo that was coming from deep in his chest. Rope after rope of white cum shooting from his tip, splashing onto your face as he stiffened and throbbed on each shot. Your face was dripping when Jungwoo finally stopped riding his high, your tongue licking your lips to taste the essence, too curious about his taste. You watched Jungwoo relax and calm himself down. He was looking at you like you were a goddess walking on earth. « Y/n... » You shushed him down, making a sign for him to give you something to wipe your face. He grabbed a napkin that was on the table and helped you clean your face. He leaned toward you to kiss your lips. « Y/n, I want you. » Nothing else filled his mind but you and even if you just made him cum that hard he wanted nothing but feel you. You were soon taking of your jeans and ruined panties. You were so wet it had dripped down your thighs, and Jungwoo was feeling it really well as you were straddling his thighs.It was happening, and for a moment you could not believe it. He slipped into you slowly. Your breath hitched together and your fingers quickly found his shoulders and clawed into his skin. You adjusted yourself into position to be comfortable a bit overwhelmed by the feeling of him filling you. You were trembling on his lap, and he grasped your hands, enter whinning your fingers to help you stay study. You bucked your hips forward with a small, breathy gasp. Jungwoo's head tilted back. His eyes were fixed on you as you were facing each other in an intimate way. Your eyes closing, you rolled your hips back, just to hear him moan. His own eyes rolled into the back of his head and his lips parted silently. You roll your hips slowly, at a steady pace. « I-Fuck » Jungwoo's eyes darted from your eyes to your mouth, an irresistible want to kiss you invading him. You leaned a bit, bringing yourself closer to his face. He did the same but you suddenly let go of his hands and push him against the couch. Your palms traced over his chest and Jungwoo had no intention of moving. Your hands pressed against his chest and your hips bucked against him with an increasing speed. His thighs tensed underneath you. Encouraged by your increasing path, his hips moved ever so slightly every time you came back down. Every few pulses forward made you arched backwards. His hands came on your hips that rolled almost hypnotically on top of him, keeping a consistent but driving pace. Your fingers dug into his skin as his dug into your waist. A sound escaped Jungwoo’s lips and his fingers twitched. His eyes rolled into the back of his head once again, and all he could feel was you. He moved closer to you, grabbing hold of your hips, and thrust away with an increasing rhythm, nudging himself closer and closer to the edge. Your hands gripped onto his shoulders, your body was curving into his, as much as you were now circling his neck with your arms to steady you. Your moans became louder and louder the longer he took. « Jungwoo ! » You clung onto each other, riding the rising wave as every part of your bodies tensed in anticipation, waiting for that peak, with your breath shuddering across each other’s shoulders. Your fingers clawed up his neck into his hair, turning his head to face her. Your eyes locked as you asked « Look at me, please » He unraveled and held onto you tightly as he reached his peak and came again. The cute moans from his throat and the light bite he made into your neck sent you over the edge with him. You came with a loud, high-pitched moan as all the tension fell away to the waves of pleasure rolling through you. You are shuddering in his arms as you are both hugging strongly. After some time, Jungwoo helped you to sit next to him, still holding you. He took a blanket and covered your bodies with it. You snuggled into him, not wanting to be away from him just yet. « You are still helping me in biology right ? »

You scoffed at him, hitting his arm gently.

« More than ever »

He laughed sweetly, his arm bringing you even closer as he leaned on for a kiss.

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spectacularkkubi · 5 years

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@ 18 or long before that

Eunbi falls out of love on her seventeenth birthday.

Wait no, hold on, that’s not right. Eunbi falls out of love long before then – before the arguments and the Incident and the angry silence – but this is when it all comes to a head.

She’s sitting in her backyard with Chaeyeon, feet kicking at the dirt as he runs his fingertips up and down her arm. It’s cold, enough that icy residue bites at her bare feet. She’s happy. With Chaeyeon, they’re so often fighting that she’s never really truly contented, but tonight she lets herself enjoy the breeze and look up at the glimmering stars.

She rests her head on Chaeyeon’s shoulder. He pulls her closer and says, “Eunbi, I’m seeing somebody else.”

Two days later, Yujin takes her to a friend’s house party, and Eunbi gets the drunkest she’s ever been. Wasted.

She doesn’t remember much afterwards – only a lot of alcohol, telling a stranger about her relationship problems and crying in a toilet – but she remembers Kang Hyewon cuddling up against her, pressing her lips to Eunbi’s neck, and Eunbi thinking Huh. Maybe.

Yujin dragged her away, of course, said something about Eunbi being too drunk to function, and so Eunbi doesn’t think about it again for a long time.

On Tuesday, Sakura arrives late to homeroom, spills coffee on herself, and only misses being marked absent by a mixture of bribery and intimidation of the homeroom teacher. She’s a sub, anyway; doesn’t care that much about retaining the class’ respect or anything, so it turns out okay.

She’s nearly late to English and next period finds out last minute that she has an AP Algebra test she hasn’t studied for. By lunch, she’s exhausted to the point where she just collapses next to Eunbi at the table and doesn’t say a word.

“Sakura,” says Eunbi. When Sakura doesn’t reply, she pets at her arm. “Sakura. Kkura. Are you okay?”

Sakura grunts.

“Have you had a bad day, sweetheart,” Eunbi says, stroking her head. “Tell momma Eunbi about it.”

“Eunbi unnie, you have no clue how weird that is.”

Eunbi just laughs. “Tell me about it, Kkura.”

Sakura complains for a solid thirty minutes about everything she can think of. Mixing Korean and Japanese words which confused Eunbi a lot but when she runs out of steam Eunbi rubs her back and Sakura blurts out, “AndMinjoobrokeupwithmelastnight.”

Eunbi says, “Oh.”

Sakura says, “Yep.”

Eunbi seems a little lost for words. Sakura steals one of Eunbi’s chips, just to be spiteful, and Eunbi says, “But you two were so happy.”

Yeah, of course that’s what Eunbi thinks. But Eunbi didn’t see the way Minjoo looked last night – beautiful, furious, and fucking crushed. “I guess we had different interests.”

“As in?”

“As in I was interested in somebody else.”

Eunbi raises an eyebrow. “You have feelings for somebody else?”

Sakura just shrugs.

“Why didn’t you say anything to me? We’re best friends, Kkura-yah!”

“Because it’s not a big deal,” says Sakura, “and don’t call me Kkura-yah. Let it go.”

Eunbi, to Sakura’s shock, actually drops it – if only temporarily. Eunbi says, “I’m so sorry, Sakura,” and hugs her tight, and then Yujin and Nako and the others suddenly appear, as if beckoned.

“Can we come sit down now,” whines Yena. “Eunbi unnie said we couldn’t.”

Sakura laughs, but it’s a little choked.

“What’s up, Kkura unnie?” Yujin asks, looking concerned.

Sakura tries to say something like It’s fine or Don’t worry about it but the words get stuck in her throat. She grabs her bag and rushes out of the cafeteria, because the worst thing in the world would be for all her friends and schoolmates to see her cry.

She finds her way to the bleachers and collapses down, putting her head in her hands. All she can hear is Minjoo’s I thought you loved me, how could I be so stupid and All this time, you’ve been lying to me? and Sakura’s not all this time, Minjoo-yah, no, please.

Which is a lie, of course. She’s been in love with Eunbi for about three years, and being in love with your straight best friend isn’t something you ever really get over.

Sex is one thing – but emotional infidelity is just as bad, or at least Minjoo seemed to think so. She stormed out of Sakura’s house, so, so angry and so, so sad, and Sakura hadn’t followed her, because there was nothing left she could do or say.

It only takes Eunbi ten minutes to find her, and she suspects the girl gave her a headstart. She doesn’t say anything as she sits beside Sakura. She doesn’t touch her, knows sometimes Sakura doesn’t like to be touched, especially when she’s upset. Sakura’s heart breaks a little and she holds out her hand; Eunbi takes it, knotting their fingers together.

“What happened,” says Eunbi, barely a question.

Sakura just shakes her head and Eunbi sighs, resting her head on Sakura’s shoulder. Sakura can’t stop looking at their hands clutching each other in between them, the paleness of Eunbi against Sakura’s skin, the blue of her veins.

“It will get better,” Eunbi says, because of course she knows.

“I know,” Sakura says, except she doesn’t, she doesn’t know at all.

=====

Sakura plans nothing for her weekend, purely to allocate at least two days to feel sorry for herself. Sakura’s parents are gone for the weekend, and Indra doesn’t live at home anymore, so she has the house all to herself. Of course, it’s about six on Friday night and Sakura is about to order some Yukhoe when the doorbell rings.

Eunbi stands there with a plastic bag of food in one hand and a bottle of Soju in the other. “I thought you could use the company. Also, I convinced a sunbae to buy me some alcohol because you needed it.”

Sakura lets her in, because how can she not, and says, “What food do you want? Wait, let me guess – chicken, you're so boring.”

Eunbi grins. “You know me too well, Kkura.” She lets herself into the kitchen to grab two shot glasses and makes her way upstairs while Sakura orders. She finishes ordering and follows Eunbi upstairs. Eunbi is already organised on the bed with two shots already poured, food spread across the bed, and Netflix on the TV.

“Chicken will be here in twenty,” says Sakura, and she grabs a shot off the bedside table and throws it back without preamble.

Eunbi looks delighted. “I see we’re starting right away.” She downs her own shot and only coughs a little. “I hope you’re ready for a night of fun and adventure because that’s exactly what this is gonna be.”

As it turns out, there isn’t that much adventure – they end up staying in and just watching shitty Netflix movies, because it starts to pour with rain outside and the temperature drops dramatically. She cries about Minjoo for about an hour, talking about their best memories, about finding Minjoo’s clothes everywhere, about Minjoo’s stupid gorgeous face. She loses steam around ten o’clock, when she stops being determinedly sad and starts just being really, really drunk.

Around midnight thunder begins to roll, and Eunbi burrows against Sakura for warmth, cold hands pressed to Sakura’s stomach.

Eunbi says, “I’ve been considering it, you know.”

“Considering what?”

“Girls.”

Sakura’s mind blanks out and she says, “What.”

“There was – Hyewon, last year, or earlier this year, I don’t know, and…” Eunbi brushes her lips against Sakura’s shoulder. “I think I might be bi, you know? Boys are great. Girls are great. Everybody’s great.”

“Have you…”

“No, not yet,” Eunbi says, and then she must be drunker than Sakura thought because she adds, “I was hoping you could show me. Kiss me. Whatever.”

Sakura must also be drunker than she thought, because all she says is, “Okay.”

Eunbi crawls over so she’s straddling Sakura, and Sakura can’t do much but stare up at her, and she’s beautiful. Holy shit, Sakura is so in love with her best friend, and so terrible, and it hurts, and –

Eunbi kisses her.

It’s gentle, at first; unsure. But then Eunbi seems to realise it’s not that different to kissing a guy – just softer, sweeter – and it gets a bit more heated. Sakura manoeuvers them so she’s on top, and Eunbi looks up at Sakura through her eyelashes and fuck. Her lips are all pretty and bruised, and her hair’s a mess. Sakura kisses Eunbi’s neck, with just the hint of teeth, and Eunbi moans.

The world spins a little bit, Sakura thinks holy shit I’m drunk, and she rolls off Eunbi to bury her face in her pillow.

When she turns her head to the side to look at Eunbi, Eunbi is watching her. There’s something in her eyes, something a little adoring that Sakura can’t quite name yet. Sakura clears her throat and says, “So what do you think?”

“Yeah,” Eunbi says a little breathily. “Definitely bisexual.”

=====

It’s a process. They don’t really talk about the kiss again, mostly because Sakura is getting over Minjoo and Eunbi is – well, respecting that. Of course, about a month later, Eunbi rushes to their table at lunch and reveals that she is in love.

“Her name is Chaewon and she’s gorgeous,” Eunbi says. “She’s younger than us and she's a kpop trainee and she said she can help me with auditions if I want to and we can share apartment once I graduated.”

“Are you kidding me?” Nako says, and she takes a swig of her red bull.

Eunbi ignores her. “You should see her, Kkura, she’s so amazing. You have to meet her, seriously – all of you, but especially you, Kkura, because you know how much it means to me what you think.”

Yujin actually facepalms. It’s good to know Sakura has some people on her side.

Two weeks later, Eunbi comes to Sakura’s house sobbing. “She said she’s so sorry, but her friend confessed her love and she’s The One or some shit, how dumb is that? How can you just give somebody up like that?”

“I don’t know, Eunbi unnie,” Sakura says, and tries not to think about the irony. “She doesn’t appreciate how amazing you are.”

Eunbi sighs and hugs Sakura tighter. “This is why I love you, Kkura,” she says, sobs subsiding a little. “Why can’t I just date you? You’d be the perfect girlfriend and you’re already my best friend.”

Sakura says, “Yeah, why not,” and Eunbi doesn’t reply.

When she looks down, Eunbi’s fallen asleep, mouth hanging open.

Sakura sighs.

=====

There isn’t anyone like Chaewon again, but Eunbi tears through men and women like she’s trying to make a point. Not just sex, but she’ll get fantastical crushes for very short periods of time and insist on telling Sakura all about them.

One Saturday night, Sakura gets a message from a very drunk Eunbi.

hys name is Myungsoo and I am in luv

Unnie, go to sleep

I cant sleep hes so pretty Sakura I wanna ruin him

Then go do that, Eunbi unnie, and don’t talk to me about it.

he's so gorgeous Sakura

do you think he likes me

well u don’t know him but if u did

im likeable right

Then, ten minutes later: Kkura ya, do u think im a slut

not just a sex slut but like

an emotional slut

Sakura runs a hand over her face. No, Eunbi-chan you’re fine. But why are you texting me about this?

Bc ur precious to me

And I love u

Like honestly so much babe

More than anybody else

Sakura throws her phone across the room and pulls the covers over her head. She doesn’t fall asleep for a very long time.

=====

Eunbi tries to text her apologising, even if she doesn’t quite know what for. Sakura ignores her all weekend, and goes to the library for lunch on Monday, avoids Eunbi in the hallways. By Tuesday she’s back to normal, joking with Eunbi, and she ignores it when Eunbi tries to ask.

On Tuesday night she goes to the movies with Yujin and Yena, because they’re the only others who enjoy romcom movies just as much as Sakura. They watch something that makes Yena actually cry. Afterwards they get ice cream and walk down the boardwalk, and Yujin says, “Have you considered actually, you know, telling her?”

“She doesn’t –” Sakura hesitates. “She might not exactly be my straight best friend anymore, but she’s still not interested.”

“How do you know that though,” Yujin says, not exactly a question.

Sakura just shrugs, and Yujin sighs. Yena says, “Leave her alone, Yujin,” because they’ve had a kind of bromance ever since Yena cried on Sakura’s shoulder for about four hours about Monty’s ‘stupid ethereal beauty’.

They’re as bad as each other, really.

“It’s okay,” Sakura says. “I’ll get over it.”

Yujin snorts, and she’s right.

She’s right, because Sakura has been in love with Eunbi for years now, and she’s not over it. Sometimes it dulls, like when she was dating Minjoo, but it’s always there. She thinks she’s safe, and then Eunbi is there, kissing Sakura’s cheek and pressing up against Sakura’s side, and Sakura falls in love over and over and over again.

Every time, it hurts even more.

But she’ll get over it. Probably.

Maybe.

*****

The week before Sakura turns eighteen, Eunbi is reunited with Chaeyeon Collins. It’s a bad idea all around – Eunbi’s relationship with Chaeyeon was unhealthy at best, generally toxic. They go out, and it’s not a date, except Chaeyeon confesses his love for her and says he’s no longer with that girl.

The next day, Eunbi doesn’t touch her lunch at all, the word maybe hidden somewhere beneath her tongue. Sakura can hear it.

Sakura catches her after their last period walking towards an unfamiliar silver car. After a second glance she realises it’s Chaeyeon in the driver’s seat. She says, “Eunbi, no.”

“Sakura,” Eunbi says, and her eyes are pleading, like she’s preparing for a fight that hasn’t even started yet. “I still love him.”

“No, you don’t. You just think you do.”

“It will be different this time, you don’t get it.”

“Things like that don’t change, Eunbi.”

“You –”

Eunbi stops, looking at something over Sakura’s shoulder. Sakura follows her gaze just in time to see another girl, a year above them, get into the passenger seat of Chaeyeon’s car. She’s pretty and blonde and so Eunbi, and it makes Sakura sick to her stomach to see it. Chaeyeon pulls out of the parking space and they’re gone in the blink of an eye.

Eunbi swallows. “Don’t,” she says.

“Eunbi.”

“Don’t, please.” She’s crying now. “I can’t take it. I’m sorry, okay? I’m sorry. I’m a mess, I know it, but you should have let me go, I could have confronted him –”

“Chaeyeon’s not worth it, Eunbi,” says Sakura, gently as she can. “I couldn’t let you do that.”

“Maybe it wasn’t your choice to make,” Eunbi says, and she sounds angry. “Maybe I need to make my own mistakes. You’re my best friend, Lex, not my girlfriend.”

And wow, the words are like a slap to the face. Eunbi couldn’t have made it hurt more if she’d actually tried, and she looks immediately contrite when she sees the look on Sakura’s face.

“You’re right,” snaps Sakura, “I’m not your girlfriend. I’m just that girl who happens to be in love with you.”

She doesn’t give Eunbi a chance to reply, turning on her heel and rushing off to the bus stop. It would have been more dramatic if, you know, she could drive theatrically away. Instead she just stands at the bus stop as it begins to rain and lets out a choked sob that has passersby staring at her weirdly.

She manages to hold it together until she’s inside her empty house, and then she slides down with her back against the front door and drops her face into her hands.

Her phone buzzes, and she turns it off.

You should have let me go, she hears Eunbi say.

Sakura runs a hand over her face and begins to cry.

*****

She doesn’t go to school the next day, and then it’s the weekend, and she doesn’t see anybody for two days. Sunday morning Yena comes over with Yujin and Raven, and they don’t talk about it, just watch trashy television until Sakura feels a little bit better.

The pit in her stomach returns the second they leave, though.

The doorbell rings around five, when Sakura’s making dinner. She considers ignoring it, but eventually sighs, turning off the stove and walking to the door. She knows who it is even before she opens it.

“Sakura,” says Eunbi, and she looks surprised, like she wasn’t quite expecting Sakura to answer.

“Yep,” Sakura confirms, but she doesn’t move out of the way. “What do you want?”

“I’m sorry,” she blurts out. “I was angry at Chaeyeon and I wanted something like that again, you have to understand, and I didn’t mean to push you. If I’d known, I wouldn’t have – if I had any idea of your feelings, I wouldn’t have said something so horrible, God, I’m such a terrible person.”

“I’m inclined to agree.”

Eunbi laughs a little, and her eyes are watery. “You’d be right, definitely, you’d be so right.”

Sakura sighs and steps out of the way. “Come on then.”

Eunbi moves past her into the house cautiously, like she’s half-expecting Sakura to suddenly change her mind. Sakura walks back into the kitchen, expecting Eunbi to follow her. She’s right. She finishes dinner in silence and plates enough up for both of them. They eat quietly, with the soft sound of the TV in the background.

After that they move to the sofa, and Sakura sits pointedly on the other end of the couch. Eunbi keeps looking at her like a wounded animal, but Sakura refuses to give in so easily. She’s – she’s not just angry, she’s tired, too.

“Minjoo broke up with me because of you,” Sakura says eventually.

Eunbi turns her sad eyes to Sakura and says, “I thought so – well, I didn’t think so, but I’ve been thinking about it a lot and I wondered. Like, this last couple of days. I always wondered but I never – yeah.”

Sakura snorts. “Okay, Miss AP English.”

Eunbi makes a move as if to punch her jokingly in the shoulder, then pulls her hand back as if burned. Sakura feels a little guilty, seeing her so hesitant. Sakura holds out her hand, and Eunbi hooks her fingers through hers, just like that day.

“So, this past weekend, I’ve been thinking,” begins Eunbi.

“This doesn’t have to change things,” Sakura interupts, and Eunbi kisses her.

Sakura doesn’t kiss back at first, too shocked, frozen. Just when Eunbi is about to pull back, Sakura pulls her back in. The kiss is all teeth, furious and a little desperate, but it gets gentler, softer.

They separate, and Eunbi says, “In case you didn’t realise, I’m kind of in love with you too.”

“You realised that just this weekend?”

“Not all of us can be as self-aware as you,” Eunbi says. She swallows. “I always knew that. There was. Something. How could I not? But I didn’t want to face it.”

“You’re what? Ashamed?” The words come out a little sharp.

Eunbi shakes her head. “No, no, of course not. I was – scared. I knew you were out of my league. I didn’t think I stood a chance, so I ignored it. I mean, I considered it briefly, and then there was Minjoo and…I don’t know.”

“You’re an idiot,” Sakura says frankly.

“Yeah, I know.” Eunbi looks up at her hopefully. “I don’t suppose kissing is a thing that there will be a repeat of?”

Sakura snorts and pulls Eunbi in again.

“Happy birthday,” Eunbi murmurs against her lips, and Sakura just laughs.

*****

Sakura falls in love on her eighteen birthday.

Okay, that’s not quite right – she falls in love the second she meets Kwon Eunbi, but it’s the day Kwon Eunbi says she loves her back.

“I kind of love you a ridiculous amount,” says Eunbi, pressing kisses into Sakura’s skin. “It’s awful.”

“Yeah, you’re right,” Sakura says. “That’s pretty embarrassing.”

Eunbi hits her with a pillow. Sakura doesn’t remember ever being this happy.

#izone sakura #eunsaku #kkubi #izone eunbi #Kkubi oneshot #@18 or long before that #Guy!chaeyeon #kpop fanfiction #random writing

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Losing Control

Previously titled: Breaking the Grumpy Man

Taegi

One Shot

Rating: Mature/Explicit

Category: 🆘🔞

Warnings: SMUT, dom/sub, switching, fluff, angst

Word Count: 9,453

AO3 Link

Summary: Min Yoongi is the grumpiest guy most people have met. He constantly has a frown on his face and hardly ever smiles. Those who do not know him, tend to stay away from him because he is so unapproachable. Min Yoongi doesn’t like people, he tolerates certain people’s existence. The people he tolerates include his best friends Kim Namjoon, Jung Hoseok, and his boss because he has to in order to keep his job. Min Yoongi does not like people who are loud, touchy-feely, stupid, or odd (with the exception of Hoseok who tends to keep it at a minimum around Yoongi…most of the time). That is until he met the tall, handsome, loud, touchy-feely, stupid, odd Kim Taehyung.

Namjoon and Hobi had forced Yoongi to go to a party. Min Yoongi hates crowds, dancing, drunk people, and parties. He went to this party because his two friends practically dragged him out of their apartment. As usual, Yoongi grabbed the biggest bottle of whatever liquor, found the least crowded corner in the room, and sulked there as his friends socialized. Yoongi preferred this. Being alone was nice. He only socialized because, apparently, people need that to not feel horribly depressed all the time.

As he took a swig of what he found out was vodka and looked across the room. His eyes traveled to a tall, handsome guy. He as dancing, moving his body smoothly to the beat. Yoongi licked his lips as he eyed the man. He was tall, broad, had soft-looking brown hair, and the most adorable boxy smile Yoongi had ever seen. Then Yoongi was sorely disappointed when a smaller guy with fire red hair started grinding on him. Yoongi continued to look even though he assumed that the handsome man was already taken by the redhead.

Yoongi shook his head. What was this? Was he jealous? Over a guy, he didn’t even know? He looked at the bottle of vodka in his hand. It must be the booze. Maybe he had more to drink than he thought. Or maybe this was just bad vodka. Either way, he decided he was not interested in the tall man dancing with the redhead. He was not jealous of the redhead. He certainly did not want to be the one grinding on the tall man. He doesn’t dance so obviously that would never happen anyway.

Namjoon plopped down beside Yoongi. “What are you looking at hyung?”

“Nothing!” Yoongi snapped looking away from the tall man.

Namjoon’s eyes go wide at Yoongi’s outburst. He looked in the direction Yoongi had been looking. Namjoon smirked and raised an eyebrow, “Were you looking at the tall one or the one with the hair?”

“I said I wasn’t looking at anything.” Yoongi glared at his friend.

Namjoon has known Yoongi long enough that the glare no longer works on him… well, it didn’t immediately make him want to curl into a ball and cry. He laughs, “Jimin is the redhead. I don’t know who his friend is.”

“I don’t care.” Yoongi looks away. Of course, Namjoon wouldn’t be any help.

Namjoon raises an eyebrow. He decides to have a little fun with his hyung and makes his way over to Hobi, “Hey, can you get Jimin and his friend over here?” He whispers.

Hobi raises an eyebrow, “Yeah, why?”

“I think our hyung, might like one of them.” He wags his eyebrows.

With that Hobi makes his way over to mingle. Namjoon moves back to where Yoongi is. Yoongi is starting to feel the effects of the liquor, it feels good. He feels lighter. That is until he notices that his friend has joined in on dancing with his man. What? No. No, the man, not his. He has no feelings. He was not interested in him. Yoongi tries to suppress the feelings of jealousy that bubble inside of him.

The jealousy is quickly replaced with dread when Hobi and the men he was dancing with start to make their way towards him. He puts on his don’t-fucking-talk-to-me face, which is really just his normal face, hoping they leave him the fuck alone. He would never admit it but a small part of him hopes the tall man with the boxy smile can see past his grumpy exterior.

“Look Joon, Jimin is here,” Hobi says. “This is his friend Taehyung. Oh, Yoongi hyung, do you know Jimin?”

Jimin smiles at Yoongi, “No, I don’t think we’ve met. It’s nice to meet you Yoongi hyung.”

Yoongi just jerks his chin at the redhead. This makes Jimin a little flustered, his cheeks turn a pretty shade of pink as he looks to Namjoon for help. Jimin is pretty. Yoongi will admit that but not as pretty as his friend.

“Don’t worry about him.” Namjoon says, “He doesn’t like people. Don’t take it personally.” With that Namjoon has his answer to which of them Yoongi was interested in.

“You look like a cat.” Suddenly a deep voice fills Yoongi’s ears with the oddest sentence he has heard… maybe in his whole life. Then he realizes that the voice came from his man. No! NO! Stop that.

There is a moment of silence before everyone laughs.

“Excuse me?” Yoongi glares at him.

“I like him.” Namjoon laughs.

“He’s a brave one.” Hobi cackles.

“I do not look like a cat.” Yoongi continues to glare at the man with the honey skin and soft-looking lips.

A smile crosses Taehyung’s face, “It’s your eyes. They’re just like a cat’s. They’re pretty.” He says as he tilts his head and smiles fondly at his elder.

Yoongi is taken aback. His stone hard expression falters as confusion flashes across his features. He did not expect that voice to come out of the pretty man with the boxy smile. He looked almost childlike even though he was so large. He must be hearing things, “What?” What the hell is in this vodka he is drinking? It must be like spoiled or something. Does alcohol spoil? It must because there is no way that this man just called grumpy, unapproachable Yoongi pretty.

Drunk Taehyung doesn’t have as much control over his actions as sober Taehyung. For some reason, Taehyung decides to clear his throat, steps closer to Yoongi, and leans down closer to his face, “I said you have pretty eyes.” He says a bit too loudly for Yoongi’s liking, in his face.

Yoongi blinks at Taehyung. Taehyung’s face is too close for comfort and he just yelled in Yoongi’s face. Yoongi’s eyebrows are furrowed and he looks very confused. His heart is pounding, his breathing feels labored, his hands are sweating. The man of his dreams was everything he hated: loud, weird, and he might be dumb although that could possibly be due to the alcohol he had been consuming. He shakes his head and stands, “I’m going home.” He announces then walks past Taehyung. Well… more like runs.

A smirk twitch on Taehyung’s lips. He liked this tiny grumpy man. Maybe it was the alcohol that made him a bit more forward than normal but he wanted this grumpy Yoongi.

Once Yoongi is outside, he realizes that Namjoon had driven them there. Oh well, he’ll just walk home. He needs to clear his head anyway, needs to be alone to think. What the hell just happened? He felt like he was having a panic attack because that guy said he was pretty. Did Taehyung really mean that? Does he really think Yoongi is pretty? A soft smile finds Yoongi’s lips. That is until he realizes that he is a stone-cold guy who has no feelings and he does NOT care if Taehyung thinks he is pretty.

“Hyung!” Yoongi hears someone shouting behind him. It’s that deep voice again. Yoongi walks faster. “Yoongi hyung!” The voice is closer now. Next thing he knows, Taehyung is in front of him panting forcing him to stop. “I’m sorry.” Taehyung leans over panting. “I didn’t mean to scare you away.”

Yoongi scoffs, “You? Scare me? Ha!”

Taehyung tilts his head with a mischievous grin and a raised eyebrow, “Then why did you run away?”

Was Taehyung… taunting him? “Because I didn’t want to be there anymore,” Yoongi responds flatly. “And I did not run.” He adds.

Taehyung eyes Yoongi for a moment. There’s just something about Yoongi that makes Taehyung want to ruin him. Although he is too drunk for any of that now, he can still play a little, right? “Namjoon hyung said that he drove you here.” Yoongi only stares at him waiting for him to make a point. “Were you just going to walk home?”

“So, what if I am?” Yoongi deadpans.

Concern crosses Taehyung’s face, “You’re going to walk home alone, while you’re drunk?” Yoongi was small and no matter how scary he thought he was he shouldn’t put himself in danger like that.

Yoongi scoffs, “I am not drunk.” Not drunk enough to deal with this, that is for sure. He puts the bottle of vodka that he kept between his lips and took a gulp. “I wish I was drunk.”

Again, Taehyung examines the man in front of him. Taehyung thought he was good looking from the moment he laid eyes on Yoongi. With his fluffy blonde hair, pretty cat eyes, and the mean expression on his face, Taehyung was enamored with Yoongi. He was slightly annoyed that this beautiful man was willing to be so reckless. If Yoongi were his, he’d punish him for being so careless.

Yoongi grimaces, “Why are you staring at me?”

The question pulls Taehyung out of his thoughts. A smirk tugs at Taehyung’s lips, “You’re so pretty.” He steps closer to the shorter man, who immediately steps away from him, which only entices Taehyung more. Apparently, Namjoon has never seen Yoongi act the way he did with Tae. That only made Tae more excited.

“You’re weird. Leave me alone.” Yoongi turns and starts to walk away again. Taehyung simply follows him. Yoongi huffs and turns back around, “Why don’t you fuck off Tae!”

Taehyung’s eyebrows shoot up, “Tae huh? Giving me nicknames even though you seem to be annoyed with my mere presence. Interesting.” Very interesting. Now Taehyung knew that Yoongi was interested but was putting up a fight. That’s fine, Tae likes a good chase.

Yoongi sneers up at the younger man, “Your name is just too long. Go back to the party.” Yoongi thinks that was a terrible excuse and he probably could have come up with something better if he wasn’t so flustered.

“Then how will I know if you got home safe?” Taehyung makes a face that reminds Yoongi of a puppy and it makes his insides feel weird.

“Why do you even fucking care? You don’t even know me.” Yoongi shouts with his arms out wide.

Taehyung steps closer to him again, “But I would like to.” His hand grazes Yoongi’s cheek. If he hadn’t been drinking, he wouldn’t have been so brazen with his actions. If he were completely sober, he would know that his actions would potentially scare Yoongi away.

Yoongi’s heart jumps into his throat, “W-what?”

Taehyung steps even closer now and caresses Yoongi’s face, “I want to get to know you.”

A few months later, Taehyung and Jimin were now regular members of Yoongi’s friend group. Since that night of the party, Taehyung and Yoongi haven’t been alone, which is perfectly fine with Yoongi. He didn’t want to be alone with Taehyung. Not after that night. All he remembers is he threw up on Taehyung’s shoes and he woke up the next morning with the taste of dead animal in his mouth.

Yoongi quickly learned Taehyung was everything he hated. He was much too loud for Yoongi’s liking. He always wanted to hug and touch everyone and everything for no apparent reason. Yoongi wasn’t jealous of how Taehyung was that way with everyone. Yoongi also learned that Taehyung was the dumbest smart person he had ever met. He always had this dopey look on his face and said and he said the strangest things like that there were rabbits on the moon, but at the same time had perfect pitch and could tell from the slightest mannerisms if someone was upset. Being alone with Tae would be too much for Yoongi. Yoongi would probably rip his hair out if he were alone with Tae longer than five minutes… or like attack his face with his face…

“Let’s go to a haunted house.” The latest idiotic idea of Taehyung’s.

“Yeah!” Everyone says.

“No.” Yoongi groans.

Everyone sighs and ignores him and assume they will just go without him. Everyone except Taehyung. “Why not hyung?” Taehyung smirks and moves to sit, very close to Yoongi, “Are you scared?” He challenges. Another reason Yoongi knew Tae was smart because he seemed to know how to make Yoongi do whatever he wanted. Tae knew if he got just a little too close for comfort Yoongi would give in and do what he wanted. Tae used that to his advantage often.

The whole room looks at Taehyung with wide eyes. No one else would ever challenge Yoongi like that. They are all too scared to die a most painful death. Although, they did not fear for Tae, because Yoongi never did anything to hurt him like he did with the rest of them.

Yoongi slowly turns his head to glare at the brunet, “What did you say?” He manages to make his voice sound threatening, which is an accomplishment in itself when Tae is involved.

Taehyung shrugs, “You must be too scared to go.” He leans a little closer.

Yoongi glares at the younger man. Taehyung doesn’t back down. Yoongi had to give it to Tae, he was brave. Yoongi’s heart began to pound. The smirk on Tae’s face was getting to him. Tae looked even more handsome up close. Yoongi could see the mole on his nose. It was cute. Damnit. Yoongi looks away, “Fine. I’ll go.” Yoongi crosses his arms.

A proud smile crosses Taehyung’s face. He loved that he had this effect on Yoongi. He loved even more that he seemed to be the only one who had this effect on Yoongi. The rest of the group is staring in shock. They did not understand how Taehyung had such power of the man they all feared. Then Tae hugs Yoongi and everyone gasps, “Yay! Hyung, I’m so glad you decided to come.” Tae fights the urge to kiss Yoongi.

Oh God. Tae is hugging Yoongi. Yoongi is being hugged by Tae. Yoongi’s cheeks turn a bright red, his heart beats rapidly, his stomach does flips. Then Tae nuzzles Yoongi’s neck because he can’t help himself and Yoongi is very thankful that he’s wearing loose sweatpants. He pushes Tae off him. “I-if you k-keep doing that, I-I won’t go.” Yoongi stutters.

Taehyung simply hums and moves away. The rest of the room is looking between the two with shocked faces. Seeing Yoongi flustered is not something they are used to even though Taehyung seems to make Yoongi that way more often than not. Tae loves it.

When they make it to the haunted house, they meet up with Jimin’s boyfriend Jungkook and Namjoon’s boyfriend Jin.

“Aw, everyone has a partner except me.” Hobi whines.

Yoongi gives him a confused look, “Uh, Hobi, I don’t have a partner.”

Hobi looks at Yoongi with wide eyes. Luckily, Taehyung saves Hobi, “Yes you do hyung. Me.” Taehyung says with a big boxy smile. It was comical how everyone assumed Tae and Yoongi would be together except Yoongi.

“No.” Yoongi deadpans. Over his dead body. He cannot deal with Taehyung.

“Aw.” Taehyung pouts, “Hyung.” He wraps Yoongi in a back hug, “You don’t want to be my partner?” He whines. Then he nuzzles Yoongi’s neck again and whispers in Yoongi’s ear, “I’ll protect you from all the scary monsters.”

Yoongi shivers and his dick twitched in his pants. Fuck. Fuck! FUCK! “If I say yes will you get off of me?” Yoongi tries to keep his voice steady but fails.

Taehyung giggles, “Maybe.” Nuzzling again, as he whispers for only Yoongi to hear, “But I don’t think that’s really what you want.”

Does he know? Yoongi’s face is hot and so is his dick. He pulls away from Taehyung, “S-stop that. I-I’ll be your p-partner. F-fuck.” Shit, Taehyung knows what he’s done to Yoongi.

“Hobi, you can join us,” Jimin says holding Jungkook’s hand and leaning against his arm. Hobi rushes to the couple.

Tae has a smile on his face that makes Yoongi unconformable. Uncomfortable in his pants mostly but also uncomfortable like he knows Tae has something planned, something Yoongi will not like. “What are you planning?” Yoongi asks and Tae just shakes his head innocently. “I know you’re planning something. And you look like you know I’m going to hate it.” Tae just ignores him and pulls him through the line.

As they move through the haunted house Yoongi learns that Taehyung is a big chicken shit. He jumps and screams at everything and every time something jumps out, he grabs Yoongi. At least he doesn’t scream in the same pitch as Hobi. Tae’s screams are still deep and Yoongi almost enjoys the sound. It gives him ideas. Inappropriate ideas about making Tae scream for other reasons.

“Didn’t you say that you were going to protect me from the monsters?” Yoongi scoffs.

A mummy jumps out at them and Tae screams and grabs Yoongi’s hand, Yoongi rolls his eyes. “Well, how else was I supposed to get you to hold my hand?” He intertwines their fingers and stands closer to Yoongi.

Yoongi turns his head to see the smirk on Tae’s face. “Why do you want to hold my hand?”

“Because I like holding hands. And yours are so nice.” Tae plays with Yoongi’s fingers. Tae resists the urge to kiss Yoongi’s knuckles. Honestly, Tae would be happy to only hold Yoongi’s hands for the rest of forever.

“Y-you could have just asked…” He looks away quickly. What the hell is it about this kid that makes Yoongi so nervous?

“You’re saying you would have said yes?” This was interesting to Tae. Yoongi always pushed everyone away. Would asking really have worked?

Yoongi can hear the smile in his voice and he feels tingly inside. Suddenly, a group of people run by screaming and knock them over. “What the fuck!” Yoongi shouts from the floor.

“Hyung.” Tae groans.

Yoongi’s head snaps to the other. Taehyung’s face is bleeding. “Shit. Are you okay?” Yoongi quickly moves to the younger man.

“I hit my head on the rail.” Tae holds his forehead and winces.

“Let me see.” Tae has a cut only a few centimeters long on his forehead, but it’s bleeding quite a bit. “We need to get you to a doctor.” He takes his bandana off his head and holds it against Tae’s cut.

A zombie comes up to them, “Are you injured?” He asks like a normal person.

“I’m f-” Tae started but was quickly interrupted by his hyung.

“Yeah, some assholes came by and pushed us, and he hit his head. He’s bleeding a lot, he needs a doctor.” Yoongi informs the man with irritation in his voice.

The zombie escorts them out of the house and to a paramedic. They determine that the cut isn’t deep and that Taehyung won’t need stitches. The rest of their friends are still in the house and have a whole hour left. Yoongi decides to call an Uber and takes Tae home.

“Hyung, I’m fine-”

Yoongi interrupts him. “Shut up and get in the car.” He says sternly.

With a sigh, Tae complies. Once at Tae’s apartment, Tae is surprised that Yoongi follows him up and in but doesn’t say anything.

“You should eat,” Yoongi says looking through Tae’s refrigerator and pantry trying to find something to feed the younger.

“Hyung-”

“Why the fuck do you not have any real food?” Yoongi looks at him with irritation.

Tae blushes, “I can’t cook.”

Yoongi sighs, “You should go change and lay down.”

Tae nods, “I’m gonna shower and get all this blood off of me.” He turns to leave but not before seeing how Yoongi’s eyes get wide at the mention of him showering.

Yoongi decides to make them some instant ramen. He does NOT think about Taehyung being in the shower just mere feet away from him. He does NOT think about water running own Tae’s tan skin. Or how toned his arms look as he runs them through his hair to rinse it. Or how his neck looks as he leans his head back. He doesn’t have to not think about naked Tae for long, because Tae just walked in with only a towel wrapped around his waist and Yoongi feels like he’s choking. He turns to grab their food and take a breath. He hears Tae sit on the couch.

Yoongi swallows and takes Tae his food. “H-here’s your ramen.” He clears his throat, “You should really eat better.”

“You’re the best hyung,” Tae says and leans his head on Yoongi’s shoulder as he eats his noodles.

“T-Tae?” Yoongi can’t stop stuttering.

“Yes hyung?” Tae looks up at Yoongi.

His face is very close to Yoongi’s. Yoongi pretends to be really interested in his noodles. “Why did you not get dressed?”

“Oh…” Tae laughs awkwardly, “I got dizzy bending over so putting on pants would have been hard.”

Yoongi’s head snaps to look at Tae with concern, “Dizzy? Are you okay? Maybe we should take you to a real doctor.” Fuck. Tae is really hurt. He might have a concussion.

Yoongi moves like he’s about to stand and Tae’s hand flies to Yoongi’s thigh and pushed him back down. “No, hyung really I’m fine. I’m just tall, being close to the ground is hard sometimes.” He giggles.

Yoongi feels like Tae’s hand is searing him. He completely forgot why he was worried. All he can think about is Tae’s hand gliding up higher… Now is not the time for him to be thinking about sexual things, Tae is hurt, they can’t do anything. Yoongi swallows. “O-okay.”

Tae makes a weird face and bites his lip. He looks guilty, “Hyung…” He gets distracted by the closeness of Yoongi’s face. He watches Yoongi’s eyes get wide. Tae can’t help but reach out his hand and touch Yoongi’s face.

Yoongi blushes, “T-Tae?”

“Let me kiss you hyung.” Tae breathes.

Yoongi’s eyes get even wider, “W-what?”

Tae leans closer, “Please.”

Yoongi pulls away, “N-no. Y-you’re just saying th-that because of-of your head.”

Tae scoots closer and puts his face right in front of Yoongi’s. They’re so close they’re breathing the same air. “I’m okay, hyung. I wasn’t really hurt.” Tae smiles softly and touches Yoongi’s cheek.

Yoongi freezes, “What?” He says sternly.

Tae doesn’t notice, “I faked it.” Tae hums as he looks intently at Yoongi’s lips.

Yoongi stands and pushes the younger man away. “What the fuck Tae? Are you serious?” He shouts.

Tae shrugs, “It was supposed to be a prank.” He says nonchalantly.

“Oh, a prank.” Yoongi scoffs. “You think that was funny?” He looks at Taehyung like he didn’t even recognize him. “Do you have any idea how worried I was?” He shouts.

Tae’s face falls when he realizes Yoongi is really mad, “I-I was going to tell you at the house b-but you…”

“But what?” He looked at him expectantly but when Tae opened his mouth Yoongi cut him off, “But I was actually worried? But I took care of you and took you to a medic? Why the fuck did they not say anything about it?”

Tae looked down and chewed on his lip, “I may have told them not to say anything to you… I-I didn’t think you were going to be so worried.” He really didn’t, but when Yoongi started taking care of him he felt guilty and he thought he could just play it off. He wasn’t expecting Yoongi to come to his apartment and stay. But Yoongi was here and Tae couldn’t resist him any longer.

Yoongi stared at the younger man and felt a stinging in his eyes, “You didn’t think I would worry about my friend being injured?”

Tae looked at Yoongi with big eyes. A twinge of guilt filled his stomach when he saw the elder’s glassy eyes. Yoongi didn’t call anyone his friend. They were all just the people he hangs out with. While they all knew they were friends and that was just how Yoongi was, hearing him say that they were friends made Tae simultaneously feel excited and absolutely ashamed of himself. He really didn’t think Yoongi would be so upset. He meant to tell him right away that is was a joke, but the look in Yoongi’s eyes when he inspected the fake wound made Taehyung feel mushy inside. He thought Yoongi would realize it was fake, but he didn’t. He tried to tell him multiple times he was fine but Yoongi just insisted on taking care of him and Tae liked that.

Tae opened his mouth to speak but Yoongi cut him off again, “You know what, fuck you Tae.” He shook his head and stormed to the door.

“Wait, hyung.” Tae chased after Yoongi. “Hyung.” When Yoongi was just about to open the door his composure broke and he said, “Yoongi stop.” In a deep commanding tone.

Yoongi froze with his hand on the doorknob. He slowly turned to the younger man, “I am older than you. You will address me with honorifics.”

Tae steps closer to Yoongi, “Stop acting like you want to leave, Yoongi.” He says in his deep sexy voice that he knows get’s Yoongi to do what he wants.

Yoongi’s face twitched with anger he steps closer to Tae now. They are inches apart, “Do it again, I dare you.” He was so mad at Tae right now that his stupid voice wouldn’t get to him. Tae lied to him and now he was being disrespectful.

Tae is slightly surprised Yoongi doesn’t give in, which only entices him more. He leans over the smaller man and whispers, “Yoongi.”

Next thing he knows Yoongi has snatched him by his hair. “Fucking little brat. You’re so annoying.” Yoongi growls.

Tae groans and smiles wickedly at the elder, “What are you going to do about it Yoongi?” He reaches out and rubs a hand against Yoongi’s crotch.

Yoongi grunts and realizes, “Was this all a plan to get me alone? Is this what you wanted?” He tugs Tae’s hair and receives a hum in response. “You want me to fuck you?” Tae groans. “Get on your knees.” Tae complies immediately. Yoongi pulls his sweatpants and boxers down and his erection springs free. Tae’s mouth waters and he moans. Yoongi pulls Tae by his hair suggestively.

Tae takes the hint and licks Yoongi from base to tip. He swirls his tongue around the tip teasingly. Yoongi impatiently decides to hold Tae by his hair and fuck his mouth. Tae braces himself on Yoongi’s thighs. “God, I knew your mouth would feel good.” Yoongi praises. “When we played that game to see who could open their mouth the widest, I was so turned on. God, you really have a big mouth.” He bucks faster into the other. Tae moans. Yoongi notices that Tae doesn’t gag or choke and he’s both annoyed and impressed. When he feels Tae’s hands slide up his thighs and around to his ass he tenses. Tae does something unexpected. He clenches Yoongi’s cheeks and pulls him deeper into his mouth then holds him there as he looks up at Yoongi. The sight sends Yoongi over the edge immediately and he empties his load down Tae’s throat with a loud moan.

Tae pulls off him with a loud pop, licks his lips, and smirks cockily like he didn’t just have a dick in his mouth and like he doesn’t currently have spit and tears all over himself. “Feel better?” He wipes the various liquids off his face with his sleeve.

“Fuck you,” Yoongi says through heavy breaths.

“I bet you’d like that,” Tae smirks. He stands slowly. Yoongi sees a noticeable difference in Tae’s demeanor, “But I’m the one who does the fucking here, Yoongi.”

Again, Yoongi stands his ground, “If you don’t start using honorifics I swear-”

Tae leans down and raises an eyebrow, completely unphased by Yoongi’s threats, “What? What are you going to do, Yoongi?”

Something about the tone of Tae’s voice and the look on his face makes Yoongi want to drop to his knees. Yoongi’s dick is already getting hard again. This has never happened to him before. His refractory period is a whole hour, but it hasn’t even been a few minutes and Tae is turning him on with a look. “I-I-”

“I-I-” Tae mocks. “Cat got your tongue, kitten?” Tae is now in dom mode.

Yoongi swallows, “D-don’t call me th-that.” Yoongi’s voice and his dick betray him.

Tae hums, “What? Kitten? I think you like it.” He grabs Yoongi’s hard cock tightly causing Yoongi to grunt. “Fuck, kitten, you’re getting hard again already.” He pumps the elder slowly.

“S-stop.” Yoongi whimpers. He’s still a bit sensitive from before.

Tae complies. He won’t do anything if Yoongi explicitly tells him not to, but he damn sure is going to make Yoongi say he wants him. “Kiss me, kitten.” Tae grabs Yoongi by the front of his shirt and pulls him closer. He leans down bringing their lips just millimeters apart but does not touch the elder. He wants Yoongi to give in.

Yoongi stares wide-eyed at the taller man. Fuck he’s so hot like this. Yoongi really wants to kiss him. Tae’s lips are red and swollen from going down on him. Yoongi feels like he can’t breathe with Tae this close. He can feel Tae’s hot breath on his mouth and its fucking intoxicating. He moves just slightly and brushes his lips against the taller man’s. It’s not enough. Yoongi wants to drown in Tae, so he fucking dives in and captures the younger’s lips.

They feel soft and plump against Yoongi’s. They kiss passionately. Tae runs his tongue against Yoongi’s lip, asking for permission. Yoongi willingly opens his mouth. He can taste his salty cum on Tae’s tongue and he moans. Tae pulls Yoongi closer and snakes a hand in his hair to tilt his head back. Their tongues fight for dominance, Tae wins. Once he does so he pulls away and without a word turns and leaves the room.

Yoongi is left breathless and confused. Until Tae’s deep voice comes from another room, “You better hurry the fuck up and be naked when you get here.”

Yoongi practically rips his shirt off and trips as he pulls his shoes and sweats all the way off. He tries to calmly walk to where ever Tae’s room is but ends up anxiously walking quickly. When he finds the bedroom, he halts at the door. There, laying on the bed, is Taehyung, towel gone, cock hard in his hand as he strokes himself.

“Come here kitten.” Tae hums enticingly. Yoongi rushes over to the bed. He’s never been like this before. He doesn’t understand what Tae has done to him, but he really wants to do what he says. “Lay down.” Tae places a hand on Yoongi’s chest and gently pushes him into the mattress and moves to hover over him. “I assume by your earlier actions and your general attitude that you’ve never bottomed before.”

Yoongi scoffs, “No and I’m not about to start.” Yoongi wants to pound into Tae until he’s screaming his name. He wants Tae under him. He wants to make Tae cum. He wants to see the look of ecstasy on Tae’s face as white ropes shoot all over his chest.

Tae smirks, “Ah, well I guess you can just leave then.” He says disappointedly and rolls back onto his back and continues to touch himself. Tae doesn’t mean it but Yoongi will have to break or leave.

Yoongi whips his head to look at Tae in confusion, “What?” He exclaims.

Tae licks his lips and closes his eyes, “We just won’t work baby. If we’re both tops.”

“Y-you’re just gonna kick me out because I won’t let you stick your giant dick in my ass?” Yoongi whines. Yoongi looks down at Tae’s hand and swallows. Tae’s long fingers barely fit so nicely around his girth. He was so thick and long that it made Yoongi nervous.

Tae hides his smirk. “I already got you off-” He moans and pumps himself a little faster, “Fuck. What do you care about me? I’ll just take care of myself.” He really doesn’t want to but he will.

Yoongi feels deeply offended. He almost gets up and leaves. Almost. But the man next to him pumping his cock swiftly is just too irresistible. “W-what if it h-hurts?” Yoongi asks shyly.

Taehyung stops and hides his smirk. He turns over to Yoongi and caresses his cheek, “I’m not going to lie to you and tell you it won’t hurt. But I promise I will go slow and if it really hurts, I’ll stop. And honestly, I don’t think today I’ll be putting my giant dick,” He emphasizes with a chuckle, “in your ass since you’re a virgin.” Yoongi blushes. “You never even tried it yourself.” Yoongi blushes and looks away from the younger man as he shakes his head. Tae gently caresses Yoongi’s cheeks and pulls him to look at him, “Please don’t be embarrassed kitten. I’m glad. That means I’m the first person who gets to explore your tight little hole. I’m gonna make you feel so good, baby.” Tae leans down and kisses Yoongi. Tae moves so that he’s between Yoongi’s legs as he kisses him. When Yoongi feels Tae’s dick fall between his ass cheeks he jumps anxiously. Tae just giggles, “Shh, kitten. Calm down. I told you not today, I wasn’t just saying that. But I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you.” Tae adjusts so that his dick is now pressing into Yoongi’s hip. Yoongi groans when their dicks gently rub together. Tae continues to kiss his hyung passionately as he grinds into him and his hands roam his body. Yoongi leaves his hands on Tae’s hips and Tae can feel how anxious Yoongi still is, “Relax baby.” Tae whispers against Yoongi’s lips. Yoongi still doesn’t relax after a few minutes of just making out naked. Tae pulls away, “Kitten if you really don’t want to do this, we don’t have to. Just tell me. I didn’t mean to push you.”

Yoongi shakes his head vigorously, “No, I-I do. I-I just- I’ve never-” He stutters but can’t seem to get the words out. He never expected to be with Tae like this. He imagined fucking Tae so many times, but he never imagined being the one who got fucked. Tae just seemed like an innocent little weirdo and Yoongi never thought Tae would be dominant. He liked it. He found it so hot, but this wasn’t something he was mentally, or physically for that matter, prepared for.

Tae rolls off Yoongi, “We’re stopping.”

“No-” Yoongi grabs at Tae.

“Stop, kitten. I can’t do this with you. Not when you look so scared.” He looks at Yoongi with concern all over his face.

“Please, I want to. I do.” His voice wavers.

Tae shakes his head, “This was a bad idea.” Yoongi looks confused, disappointed, and even scared. “I’m such a fucking asshole. Here I am trying to fuck you after I tricked you and before I take you on a proper date. I’m sorry, kitten.” He smiles softly at Yoongi.

“D-date?” Yoongi stutters with a soft smile.

Tae groans and rolls around covering his face, “Oh my god, hyung. You look so fucking cute right now. I think I’m gonna explode.” He says in that weird alien voice of his.

Somehow the rest of Yoongi’s friends found out about what happened between him and Taehyung. Somehow meaning Tae told Jimin, who told Jungkook, who told Hobi who told everyone else. They didn’t know the specifics. Just that Tae played a prank on Yoongi which lead to some sexual shit occurring between the two of them. Well everyone except Jimin. Jimin knew it all. Yoongi knew Jimin knew because whenever Yoongi was being his usual aloof self, Jimin would smirk. Jimin would also have to bite his lip to hold back smiles and giggles when Yoongi went all soft for Tae and did whatever Tae wanted him to do or when he no longer protested when Tae continuously touched Yoongi.

“Let’s get ice cream., Taehyung announces while looking at his phone with his head in Yoongi’s lap. They were hanging out in Tae’s apartment with Jimin and Jungkook.

“It’s winter,” Yoongi says with furrowed eyebrows.

“I like ice cream,” Jimin exclaims.

“Oh, sorry Jiminie, I only want to go with Yoongi hyung.” He states flatly and shoots his best friend a look.

Yoongi blushes.

Jimin smirks. “Oh okay.” He says suggestively. “Kookie, let’s go get food.” He says to his boyfriend who is also very occupied with his phone. Jimin pouts when Jungkook doesn’t respond. He leans in and kisses the young man’s neck, “Kookie, I’m hungry.”

Jungkook shivers and looks at Jimin, “Y-yeah. Food okay.” Jimin smiles and skips away happily. Jungkook follows him.

Poor JungkookYoongi thinks but then realizes that Taehyung has done that exact same thing to get him to do what he wants. Tae and Jimin were close, Yoongi knew that. But he only just now noticed that they had similar tactics for getting people to do what they wanted. “You and Jimin could take over the world if you really wanted to,” Yoongi mutters.

Tae giggles, “What? No, we couldn’t.”

“You could just kiss people’s necks and whine, and everyone would fall at your feet.”

Tae rolls his eyes, “Not everyone. Trust me.”

Trust him? What does that mean? Yoongi shakes his head, “Whoa, wait, what? Do you know this for a fact?”

Tae shrugs but doesn’t look away from his phone. “Yeah, we’ve tried it.”

Yoongi blinks at Tae. “I’m sorry, what?”

Again, Tae shrugs eyes glued to his phone, “We used to go out and try to pick up guys and girls together. It didn’t always work. We make a good team though.”

Jealousy bubbles in Yoongi’s stomach, “Together?”

“Mhm.”

Tae not looking at him and taking this conversation lightly was getting on his nerves, “Have you and Jimin hooked up?”

“Yeah,” Tae responds nonchalantly.

One word leads Yoongi to storm out of the apartment. He knew it. He knew when he saw them dancing the night they met, that they had been together. Fuck Tae. Why did he not think that Yoongi should know that? Well, it's not like they’re dating… not officially. They haven’t even really been intimate except that one night and that was over a week ago. Yoongi knew this shouldn’t bother him as much as it does, but Tae should have told him.

Yoongi is in the stairwell when a hand grabs the back of his shirt. “Where are you going?” Tae’s deep voice echoes off the walls.

“Home.” Yoongi pulls away from the younger man.

Tae follows him down the stairs, “Why?”

“Because apparently, I’m not important enough to tell that you fucked your best friend!” He shouts, and the sound bounces off the walls loudly.

“Oh, like you told me about Hobi?” Yoongi freezes. Fuck. Tae moves to stand in front of Yoongi and looks at him expectantly.

“I-I- How did you know about that?” Yoongi stutters.

Tae leans against the railing, “Well, Yoongi, I asked all of your friends about you. I wanted to know everything about you and I knew you probably wouldn’t disclose much.”

Yoongi stares at the taller man, “W-w-why would you do that?”

Tae smirks, “You want to know what I’ve been doing on my phone all day?” Yoongi looks taken aback by the sudden change in topic. “I’ve been planning a date for you, for us. Do you still not understand why I asked about you?” Yoongi swallowed and looked at his feet. “So, kitten,” Tae leans down to make Yoongi look at him, “You ready to go?”

Tae takes Yoongi to his favorite restaurant, to see a funny movie, and even convinces him to get ice cream even though it’s winter. Tae stifles a laugh when Yoongi simply orders vanilla. Yoongi grimaces when Tae gets birthday cake and chocolate with gummy bears, chocolate chips, rainbow sprinkles, and hot fudge sauce. They sit at the tables as they eat their ice cream.

“How do you eat that? It looks like a unicorn took a shit in your cup.” Yoongi’s nose crinkles.

Tae puts a giant spoonful in his big mouth. Yoongi has to look away because he knows what that big mouth feels like. “How do you eat just plain ol’ boring vanilla?”

“Vanilla is nice. It’s just sweet enough and not too much-” Yoongi waves his hands around.

Tae bites his lip, “So you only like vanilla?” Something is different in his tone. He takes another large spoonful of ice cream into his mouth.

Yoongi looks up at him and realizes that they aren’t talking about ice cream anymore. “W-what if I d-did?”

Tae smirks and bites his lip again as he eyes Yoongi, “I guess I’ll have to introduce you to other flavors.” He sucks on his spoon seductively.

Yoongi swallows and licks his lips. “Y-you ready to head back?” He asks.

Tae looks at his watch. “Yeah, let’s go back to my place.” He says with an excited smile.

As they make their way to the car, Yoongi suddenly feels very nervous, but a good nervous. He’s practically buzzing in his seat. Tae tries very hard to hide his fond smile but is unsuccessful. Yoongi was just the cutest thing he had ever seen. He loved seeing the older man nervous and excited. He loved making the other flustered. He loved the color of Yoongi’s cheeks when he blushed. Tae just wanted to wrap him in a hug and kiss him.

When they got to the apartment complex, Tae stopped at his door. Yoongi looked up at him confused. “I might have a surprise for you.”

A gummy smile spread across Yoongi’s face, “A surprise?” Yoongi hates surprises but a surprise from Tae makes his insides feel fuzzy.

Tae closed his eyes for a second before placing both of his hands on Yoongi’s cheeks, “You’re so adorable, kitten.” He takes a breath and looks at the elder fondly, “Will you cover your eyes for me?” Yoongi nods and covers his eyes with his hands.

Tae leads the elder into the apartment and to his bedroom. Jungkook and Jimin had set everything up perfectly.

Yoongi was shaking he was so excited. He didn’t even understand why he was so excited. He wanted to know what it was. Yoongi hears Tae chuckles and moves behind him. He feels Tae gently grab his wrists, “Open.” He whispers and pulls Yoongi’s hands away from his face.

Yoongi lets out a breath in awe. “Tae.” Candles and roses litter the room. The roses on the bed are arranged to spell out ‘Be Mine’ with a heart around it. It’s the cheesiest thing Yoongi has every experienced and he loves it. “Really? You did this for me?”

Tae wraps his arms around Yoongi and places his chin on Yoongi’s shoulder. “I had some help.”

“This is super cheesy.” Yoongi breathes a laugh.

“Are you saying no?” Tae turns his head and pouts.

“No! No! I-I mean yes. I-I’m not s-saying no. I-I’m saying yes.” Yoongi quickly sputters out and turns to face Tae.

A huge toothy, boxy smile is plastered on Taehyung’s face and he leans down to kiss Yoongi gently. They both can’t help but smile so there’s a lot of teeth involved but they don’t care. “So, I can tell people you’re my boyfriend now?” Tae clarifies. Yoongi nods. Tae punches the air in triumph, “Yes.”

Yoongi hides his face in his hands, “You’re so weird.” When he removes his hands, he finds Tae gazing at him with a soft smile. “W-what?”

“You’re so beautiful.” Tae reaches out for Yoongi’s cheek, then leans down to kiss him.

Yoongi turns the sweet chaste kiss into a deep passionate one. “Tae.” Yoongi whispers against Tae’s lips. Tae hums in response. “I want you.”

Tae pulls away and looks at his hyung. He scans Yoongi, “Are you sure? This wasn’t a ploy to get you into bed. I was planning on relaxing and watching another movie.”

Yoongi shakes his head, “I don’t want to watch a movie.”

Tae clenches his jaw and eyes Yoongi for a moment, “Are you going to submit to me?” he hums.

Yoongi swallows then nods as he looks at Tae with wide eyes.

Tae growls and attacks Yoongi’s lips fiercely. He leans down and grabs Yoongi’s thighs and wraps them around his waist. He can feel how hard the other already is and groans. “Fuck, kitten. You knew this was going to happen didn’t you.”

Yoongi smirked, “I was hoping it would.”

Tae laid Yoongi on the bed gently. He looks at his beautiful boyfriend, checking for any hesitation. He finds none. “Let’s get you naked.” Tae motions for Yoongi to sit up so he can take off his shirt. Then gently pushed him back down and slowly kisses down the smaller man’s body until he finds his pants. Tae unbuckles Yoongi’s belt, undoes his button and fly and peels Yoongi out of his tight black jeans. Tae gazes at Yoongi in only his underwear.

Yoongi squirms, “You too.”

“Tsk, today is about you, kitten.” Tae coos as he kisses Yoongi’s cock through his underwear.

Yoongi moans, “P-please.” He tugs at Tae’s shirt. “At least your shirt.” He whines.

Tae lets out a breath and pulls his shirt off. “Happy?” Yoongi nods vigorously with a big gummy smile on his lips. His smile fades away when Tae sneaks a hand up the leg of Yoongi’s underwear and gently caresses his cock. “You like that, kitten?”

“Mhm,” Yoongi responds.

“Use your words, kitten. Tell me what you want.” Tae coos as he pulls his hand down to gently stroke Yoongi’s thigh.

“You.” Yoongi breathes.

Tae chuckles, “What do you want me to do?”

“Me.” Yoongi whines.

Tae pinches the inside of Yoongi’s thigh causing the elder to squeak in pain.

“What was that for?” Yoongi growls.

Tae moves up and straddles Yoongi’s waist. “When I ask you what you want, you will answer me with real answers. Detailed ones.” Tae glares down at Yoongi.

Yoongi furrows his brows and squirms under Tae, “Why can’t you just fuck me?”

Tae shrugs and unbuckles his belt. Then he removed his pants and underwear. He places a knee on the bed before he leans down and pulls Yoongi’s underwear off. Yoongi’s eyes get wide and his heart pounds. Tae moves Yoongi’s legs around him and lines up with his hole.

“W-wait.” Yoongi stutters.

“No, you want me to just fuck you, remember?” He pushes against Yoongi’s hole.

“S-stop!” Yoongi whimpers. His legs are shaking and tears prickle at his eyes.

Tae backs off and releases Yoongi’s legs. “Are you going to listen to me now?”

Yoongi looks up at Tae and nods, “Y-yes.”

Tae closes his eyes and lets out a breath. He leans down and kisses Yoongi softly on the lips. “I’m sorry. I just want you to tell me what you want. I want you to feel comfortable being vocal with me. Then I can trust you to tell me if you don’t like something or if you want me to do something different.”

Yoongi nods, “O-okay.” He looks away.

Tae kisses down Yoongi’s jaw to his neck. “Forgive me, kitten.” He kisses just below Yoongi’s ear and Yoongi lets out a soft moan. “Pretty please baby.” Tae sucks at the spot that makes Yoongi squirm.

“O-okay.” Yoongi moans.

“Okay?” Tae nibbles on Yoongi’s earlobe.

“I-I forgive y-you.” Yoongi answers. He does. If he’s being completely honest, he really liked how Tae put him in his place. It was hot.

Tae hums and kisses down Yoongi’s body. He nips at Yoongi’s nipple causing the elder to shudder. “Tell me what you want.”

“I w-want you to-to-” Tae rakes his nails gently down Yoongi’s sides causing him to shiver, “Fuck. Your m-mouth. P-please.”

Tae chuckles, “Where?” He kisses Yoongi’s hip.

“God, my dick. Please, Tae!” Yoongi whines. Tae licks Yoongi from base to tip and Yoongi hisses. He takes Yoongi’s tip between his lips and swirls his tongue around it. He takes Yoongi in inch by inch slowly. “Tae, please. I need more.”

“Is this all you want?” Tae hums as he pumps Yoongi slowly.

Yoongi looks down to meet Tae’s intense gaze. He knows what Tae is referring to. “I-I want to try…” Yoongi covers his face.

Tae smiles softly, “You’ll tell me if you don’t like something?”

“Yes.” Yoongi murmurs.

“Please tell me if you don’t like something and if you want anything.”

“Yes, sir.” Yoongi sighs.

Tae pushes Yoongi’s legs apart as he smirks, “Keep talking like that and I’ll do whatever you want.” Then he licks at Yoongi’s hole. Yoongi gasps. “Just relax, kitten.” He massages Yoongi’s legs as he continues to lap at the ring of muscles. He begins to probe Yoongi with his tongue. Yoongi moans loudly. Tae licks from his hole all the way up to the tip of his dick. “Are you ready for more?”

Yoongi nods shyly, “Yes, sir.”

Tae groans, “Please only call me that from now on.” He moves to the nightstand and grabs a bottle of lube. He sits back on the bed and looks at Yoongi for a moment. “I want to try something. Come here.” He pulls Yoongi to the edge of the bed and kneels on the floor. Tae is now at the perfect angle to access Yoongi’s ass and cock. Tae squeezes the lube on his fingers He takes Yoongi’s length into his mouth while he circles Yoongi’s hole with his finger making sure it's lubricated. Tae can feel the ring of muscles tighten as he prods. “Relax,” Tae whispers and kisses Yoongi’s thigh softly.

“Sorry.” Yoongi blushes.

“Do you want me to stop?”

“No.” Yoongi whimpers. Tae takes a breath and pulls out. “Tae-”

Tae kisses him softly. “Trust me.” He licks up the elder’s cock again.

“Fuck, Tae.” Yoongi moans.

Tae strokes Yoongi’s hole again. He pulls off Yoongi’s dick but pumps him with his hand. The tip of his finger enters Yoongi again but with less resistance. “You’re doing so well, kitten.” Tae coos. Yoongi moans. “You sound so pretty, baby. I’m so hard for you right now, I can’t wait to be inside of you.” Tae strokes his dick faster and pushes a little deeper into his hole. Tae sits up and takes Yoongi’s tip in his mouth to swirl his tongue around the tip and along his slit and pushes his finger the rest of the way in. He can feel Yoongi clench around him and hears him wince. “You’re so perfect, kitten. So tight. All mine.” He kisses Yoongi’s thigh.

“M-more.” Yoongi murmurs, “P-please sir. M-move.”

Tae hums, “So perfect.” Tae begins to slowly move his finger. He moves his finger around trying to stretch Yoongi out. He pumps in and out of Yoongi a little quicker and begins to ease off his cock. “Can you take another?”

“Yes, s-sir.” Yoongi moans.

Tae gently inserts a second finger slowly. “Good boy.” Once he gets the second finger in, he moves in and out of Yoongi quicker. Yoongi whines loud. “Ah, there it is.” He finds Yoongi’s sweet spot and continues to prod at it.

“M-m-more. Ugh, Tae I want your cock. Give me more.” Yoongi screams.

“Fuck kitten.” Tae groans and adds a third finger. “Just a little more baby.” With three fingers in, he spreads them out and wiggles them around inside Yoongi.

Yoongi winces. “Please, please,” Yoongi begs. Tae continues his ministrations and Yoongi writhes. The stretch burns, it hurts, but it also feels so good. He can’t take it, he needs more, he needs Tae. “Taehyung! Please! Please fuck me!”

He really wants to do what Yoongi wants and fuck him, but he needs him to be prepped. He doesn’t want to hurt his kitten. “God, you sound so fucking amazing, kitten. I want to fuck you so bad but just wait a little longer.”

“I’m ready. I need you.” Yoongi groans loudly. Tae slips his fingers out of his hyung. Yoongi immediately flips himself onto his stomach and presents his ass to Taehyung.

Tae’s breath catches in his throat at the gesture. He is so turned on by how bad Yoongi wants him. It takes a great deal of restraint for him not to fuck Yoongi just like that. “No.” Tae is able to get out. He places his hands on Yoongi’s hips and gently moves him back onto his back. “I want to see your face.”

Yoongi blushes. He was hoping Tae wouldn’t want that. He didn’t want Tae to possibly see him in pain and stop. When Yoongi sees the loving look on Tae’s face, he nods. Tae kisses up Yoongi’s body to help him relax. He stays on Yoongi’s neck until he’s a moaning mess. “Please, please, please,” Yoongi begs.

Tae puts on a condom and lubes himself up then lines himself up with Yoongi’s entrance. “I got you baby. Relax.” Tae slowly pushes in.

Yoongi winces slightly. The stretch burns but it also feels good. He lets out a strangled moan as Tae bottoms out. Tae lets Yoongi adjust to the new intrusion inside him. Yoongi squeezes his eyes shut as he tries not to think about how much it actually hurts.

“You’re doing so well, kitten. I know it hurts, but you’re taking my cock so well. You’re so fucking beautiful right now.” Tae praises.

Tae’s words help Yoongi relax. Soon the pain subsides, and he becomes needy. “Please, sir.” Yoongi whines, “I’m ready.” He wiggles his hips and moans.

Tae holds back a growl as he pulls out slowly and slowly slides back in to gauge Yoongi’s reaction. The content sigh Yoongi releases lead Tae to move a little faster. It takes every ounce of his self-control to keep from slamming into Yoongi like he wants to. “You feel so good, baby.”

Yoongi mewls. Tae is touching something inside of him that makes him want to explode. It’s not enough. “Fuck. Tae! Please. Please, sir. I need more.”

Tae bites his lip. “You’re so fucking hot begging for my cock. You want more baby? I’ll give you more.” He speeds up his thrusts.

Yoongi whines loudly. “YES. TAE! FUCK!” He can feel his orgasm stirring up inside of him. “Touch me. Touch me.”

Tae grabs the elder’s neglected dick and strokes him quickly. “Cum for me baby.”

Yoongi’s eyes roll back in his head. He cums in Taehyung’s fist harder than he ever has in his life.

Tae keeps pounding into him trying to reach his own release. It doesn’t take long for him. to groan out his boyfriend’s name as he cums inside the condom.

They stare at each other as they catch their breath. Tae slowly pulls out and takes the condom off and throws it in the trash can by the bed. He grabs a shirt off the floor and wipes the cum off Yoongi and himself. He rolls onto his back and pulls Yoongi into his chest. “You did so well baby. I’m so proud of you. How was it?”

Yoongi buries his face in Tae’s chest. “I’ve never cum that hard before in my life.” Tae chuckles and kisses Yoongi’s temple. “It was great… but my ass really hurts now.”

They both laugh. Tae finds aftercare to be very important. He runs Yoongi a hot bath and manages to coax him out of the bed and into it. Tae cleans Yoongi up, makes him tea, and gives him ibuprofen. Yoongi was exhausted. When Tae was satisfied, he pulled Yoongi back into the bed and cuddled close to him. Yoongi fell asleep almost as soon as his head hit the pillow. Tae couldn’t help but smile at his boyfriend as he slept. He was so lucky.

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Monthly Reads | July 2019

Happy 28th! Sending out all my love to the authors and artists in this fandom! ♥ Here are all the fics I read and loved this month:

The sanctity of patience | scrunchyharry | historical - arranged marriage - royalty - 22k When young Lord Harry was chosen by King Louis of Bavaria to become his husband and prince consort, Harry thought all of his dreams had come through. His illusions came crashing down when he understood it meant living in isolation in the alpine castle of Neuschwanstein with a husband who turned out to be far from what he had hoped for. His illusions vanished, Harry will have learn to appreciate what has and even, perhaps, fall in love with his imperfect husband and his castle.

The Charles Compass Trilogy | SadaVeniren | fluff - humour - 8k Louis Tomlinson is a successful writer who rents a beach house on the Cape to try and finish the final book in his successful Charles Compass trilogy.

Stealing Flowers | lululawrence | mutual pining - humour - fluff - 4k The one where Louis pines after the Sexy Stranger on the Subway and almost asks him out. That's when the strange posters start showing up around Brooklyn.

If You Wanna Try Me On | zimriya | The Devil Wears Prada AU - boss/employee relationship - 18k To be fair, Harry’d been half asleep when Niall convinced him to put in his CV in the first place. Like, Harry wants to be a proper serious journalist--he’s not about to give up that dream in favour of becoming a personal assistant at a fashion magazine, or...whatever. Harry’s not actually all that sure what Tomlinson Styles even is, beyond his ticket to fame or any of the other things Niall’d spouted off at him, but when he shows up for the interview and is unceremoniously shoved into an office with the Tomlinson part of that equation, all Harry can really think about is that he would like to be a Tomlinson-Styles. ...or the Devil Wears Prada AU that no one wanted. Sort of.

Play Me A Memory | jacaranda_bloom | strangers to lovers - kid fic - emotional hurt/comfort - fluff - 27k Louis lives with his nine-year-old son Jake in a peaceful beachside community on the east coast of Australia, working as an entertainment coordinator at the local five-star resort. Harry is a recluse who lives on millionaires row and writes musical scores for blockbuster movies. When the roots of a wayward willow tree create havoc at his home, Harry is forced to stay at the resort while repairs are carried out. Cue matchmaking storms, muffin preferences, laughter, love, and a whole lotta music.

No Love Like Your Love | Rearviewdreamer | a/b/o - enemies to friends - exes to lovers - soulmates - soulbonding - 43k When it comes to saving the world from itself and convincing rich CEOs of environmentally harmful companies to go green, there's nobody better than Harry Styles. That is, until Louis Tomlinson, his ex and former Alpha, is involved.

Not (heart) Broken | glitteredcurls | soulmates - superpowers - mild hurt/comfort - 14k Every person is born with a unique, personal Ability and a soulmate. Abilities are developed from birth and treasured as parts of each person’s personality, while a soulmate is somewhat of an intimidating prospect; the minute two soulmates are in contact with each other, their powers are voided, only to be reinstated when they regain their distance. How is Harry, a young healer, supposed to feel about the possibility of losing his helpful healing Ability with one look of his unknown soulmate? He figures it can’t be too inconvenient. Until Harry meets them and, well, it kind of is...

Fall in love with the moon (and everything beautiful) | louistomlinsons | fluff - light angst - anxiety - friends to lovers - 10k Louis and harry work in a bookstore together and harry tells dumb jokes and they fall in love

There You Are | lovelarry10 | stripper/exotic dancer - mutual pining - angst - divorce - cheating - emotional hurt/ comfort - 82k Harry’s entire life has fallen apart - in one night, his carefully planned future is suddenly uncertain. Then he meets Louis.

Tiptoe Through Our Shiny City | graceling_in_a_suit | inspired by Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist - miscommunication - mistaken identity - strangers to lovers - famous/non famous - 8k Where’s Fluffy Announces Secret London Show TONIGHT!' Harry stopped breathing. “Pinch me, Niall,” he mumbled. The story of how Harry sees his favourite band live for the first time, and maybe falls in love along the way. AU Loosely inspired by Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist. Loosely.

You Have to Retreat to Advance | 2tiedships2 | a/b/o - fake/pretend relationship - strangers to lovers - 18k The one where Harry is expected to bring his longterm omega to the company's mountain retreat. Since he hadn't told anyone that they'd broken up months ago, he now has to find someone willing to play the part.

Shine On (You Crazy Diamond) | larrymaybe22 | 1970's - glam rock - famous/not famous - strangers to lovers - hurt/comfort - angst - substance abuse - alcohol abuse - internalized homophobia - homophobic language - slow burn - 58k The year is 1974 and Britain’s glam rock scene is in full swing. Enter Louis, a broke and dejected student who finds himself on a tour bus of all places, working as a roadie for the enigmatic “womanizer” Harry Styles. Along the way, Louis discovers the cruelty of fame and that maybe there is more than meets the eye beyond the curls, cocaine, and crazy suits.

Could you love me anyway | SadaVeniren | canon compliant - post-The X Factor era - bdsm - bad bdsm etiquette - dom/sub - under-negotiated kink - subdrop - kink negotiation - mildly dubious consent - 13k Harry and Louis begin playing ping pong during the X-Factor Tour. It quickly gets out of hand.

Easier | allwaswell16 | a/b/o - soulmates - soul bond - exes to lovers - getting back together - angst - fate - destiny - 6k The last person Louis wants to see is his ex-boyfriend who also happens to be his soulmate.

Hot Buns | Snowy38 | TV show - hate to love - angst - drama - emotional hurt/comfort - 51k “You can call me Harry if you like.” “Is that your name?” Louis checked. Harry smirked. “Actually, it’s Harold but I hate it. I hate everything about my life but what do you care?” Louis licked his lips and caught his knees up under his arms. “I care enough to get you out of the gutter, mate,” he accused softly.

I'm Tripping Over Your Every Single Move | lookingfortherainbow | meet-cute - first dates - pining - fluff - 6k Harry is the local swimming star athlete and Louis is the lifeguard that turns Harry into a fish out of water.

The Aurora Zone | Anonymous | blind date - enemies to lovers - 19k The one where Harry is busy crossing off his bucket list while Louis is busy falling for the guy he's supposed to hate.

I've spent a lifetime running (and I always get away) | Anonymous | first meetings - fluff - 5k The eruption of an Icelandic volcano (the name of which Louis decidedly cannot pronounce) really shouldn't be the catalyst for a relationship with a boy he's only just met. Or // the one where Louis and Harry share the back of a car, a cramped bed on a dingy, highly unsafe boat, and their adoration for art (and perhaps each other).

Haunting Beauty | 4ureyesonly28 | 1980's - ghosts - fluff - 6k It’s 1988. Harry has just finished his first year of teaching English and looks forward to a relaxed break. Louis is a poltergeist and has different plans for Harry’s summer.

Meet Me in Montauk | make_this_feel_like_home | Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind Fusion - amnesia - strangers to lovers - lost love - angst - 84k The one where Harry has amnesia, Louis can't handle the pain and Lacuna Inc provides a unique service: the ability to erase a person from your memories.

Two to Tango (series) | rainbowslovehl (Larrymateforlife) ➊ Put Your Best Foot Forward - fluff - meet-cute - ballroom dancing - 6k Louis loses a bet and has to go learn waltz. Harry is the guy who won’t stop stepping on his foot. ➋ Af-fur-mative - fluff - 1k Harry is anxious about the first meeting between his moody cat and Louis.

Uni AU (series) | lightswoodmagic (sarah_writes) ➊ This Might Tickle - Larry - fluff - 4k Louis' been admiring Harry from afar until they become study partners for their first year anatomy class. ➋ When You Smile - Ziam - fluff - 2k Liam’s never seen Zayn smile during classes, but a trip to the zoo for their studies helps him see a lot more. ➌ The Doppler Effect - Larry - Halloween - fluff - 2k There's only one person who figures out Harry's Halloween costume ➍ A Work of Art - Ziam - smut - 4k Zayn meets Liam before he realises he’s the life model for his extra credit class. ➎ My Favourite Word - Larry - fluff - fake/pretend relationship - 3k Louis’ ex boyfriend won’t leave him alone, so Harry steps in.

With Words Unspoken | Anonymous | 1960's - 1970's - strangers to lovers - Louis is 49 - Harry is 47 - mentions of past divorce - fluff - fate - sexual awakening k The one where Louis is lost, Harry is an excellent tour guide, and age is no barrier to finding the love of your life.

Whipped Cream | writingstylinson | hearing impaired - pining - 24kk Harry isn't focused on anything except growing his online photography business and keeping his service dog at his side. It's important since he's always being undermined due to his deafness. The last thing Harry needs are his client's brother trying to convince him to go out on a date with him.

#28th appreciation #1d fanworks appreciation #my reads #my fic rec #larry fics #ziam fics #1d fic #fic rec #1d fanfic

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Time to stroke my ego and elevate my opinions to untouchable facts with the fourth annual Whatever Awards! Now, don’t let me being a veteran AAA game developer trick you into thinking this list has any merit. My pointless, subjective list carries the same weight as The Oscars, that is to say, none.

Now read my absolutely important, objective list of Best Games.

Intentionally Hardcore or Accidentally Impossible? - ELEX One of my gaming guilty pleasures involves wonky sandbox adventures from Europe. Colorful worlds with unconventional RPG systems make for...unique game experiences. Which means unpredictability; something AAA games sorely lack.

This year’s prime example was ELEX, from the makers of Risen. Adding a dose of sci-fi seemed like an interesting twist on this already bizarre sub-genre, but it may (or may not) have gone horribly wrong. Because I genuinely can't tell if this game is monstrously difficult by design, or by accident.

The leveling system is heavily balanced towards quest completion, yet most quests involve traveling to areas swarming with tough monsters (who reward almost no experience for being killed). The combat is extremely stiff, so fighting them is an uphill battle to begin with, but presumably easier with better weapons. Yet you can't upgrade weapons (or even hold fancy weapons, like a blaster pistol) until you level up your character...which is almost impossible, since you finish so few quests. There's no good way to break in to this loop.

So my brief time with ELEX devolved into cautiously exploring the world and running away from all combat. And reloading often from the never ending stream of one-shot kills.

The Tale of Two Takes Award(s) - Nioh and The Surge Both games offered a take on the Soulsborne formula this year, with varying degrees of success. Without naming names, one was fast, fun, and interesting, whereas the other was slow, awkward, and frustrating. I liked the settings of each, and the core systems, but ultimately one I finished and the other I dropped after getting lost for hours in the second level. And for me to get lost is an almost unheard of feat. Remember, I make virtual mazes for a living!

Phrases to Retire Award, part 1 - Love Letter Every indie game on Steam is a love letter to some game from the past. Just once, I'd like to see a reply from one of the games that’s been called out.

Dear Face Xploders Xcelsior, Thanks for the kind thoughts. I tried your demo, and it kinda sucked. Please, don't write me again. Ciao, Castlevania.

P.S. Stop mentioning my name!

Too Much of a Good Thing Award - Prey Prey is a smart, rewarding game with confident, emergent design. Except for the last four hours of backtracking and more backtracking through monsters that repopulate at mach speed. Because of this, there is little motivation to fight them, only to flee, leading to a marathon of speed-run style tactics to get from point A to B, and back again. That said, the ending IS great, and makes everything come together as a whole, but it could have arrived much sooner. AAA games are so afraid to cut any finished content, (hey, that cost time and money!), but sometimes its necessary.

Way Too Much of a Good Thing Award - Miitopia Miitopia is a quirky, cute game with fairly standard JRPG design. And there's a good dose of humor in the unexpected interactions between Mii characters. Nothing close to the likes of Tomodachi Life, the insane, brilliant Mad-Lib generator, but still amusing.

This is a slow paced game, one that I burned through over the course of many nights, falling asleep in bed. But the thing is, this game is HUGE. It keeps going and going, world after world. Long after it has run out of new things to show you, there is just MORE. Even beating the game unlocks two worlds and an infinite side-quest system. As a kid, I never imagined that a game could be too long. Sorry, Little Me, but you were wrong!

Bad Habit Award - Hyperbole Headlines Everything is either the Best Thing Ever or the Worst Thing Ever. This reaches much further than the game industry, but some (not all) of our news sites have jumped fully onto this trend, which is the Worst Thing Ever, by the way.

I Forgot This Came Out Award - For Honor One of my only repeat awards, the "I Forgot This Came Out" Award is not meant to downplay the award's recipient, its meant to humbly remind us that hype and excitement mean nothing when it comes to standing the test of time. For Honor was a big E3 reveal for Ubisoft, a new IP set to redefine online combat. It had the world's attention. I tried the beta and it never clicked for me, but I know some of my co-workers adored it.

And then...it was gone. Like so many of the games we pour years of our lives into creating, they get their 15 seconds of fame, and nothing more. No end of the year praise, no all-time best lists. Just another momentary fragment of joy.

Best MMO - Destiny 2 No matter what Bungie claims, Destiny 2 is an MMO...and it's pretty fun this time! There's a deep-seated momentum to the gameplay. You never sit still as you dance through a progression of ever more colorful worlds. And strong art direction bleeds through everything. Compare that to my only memories of Destiny 1: sitting around, waiting for a FitBit to decode computers in dull, empty rooms.

Phrases To Retire Award, Part Two - Blowing Up My phone is blowing up! This game is blowing up! These awards are blowing up! They got two whole retweets!!

Remasterpiece Award - Final Fantasy XII Sometimes its sacrilege to mess with a masterpiece. Even the phrase "Who shot first?" evokes memories of defending Han's trigger finger. Yet, in videogames we buy remakes and remasters with the express hope that our masterpieces HAVE been messed with. They better have spruced up them graphics and tripled the FPS, re-recorded the voice-overs, let me fast travel, save anywhere, and given me a new epilogue for good measure.

Such is the case with Final Fantasy XII, a masterpiece to begin with, and much more so now with the addition of one clever feature: the fast-forward button. One click and the entire game runs at either 2x or 4x normal speed. I was certain using it would cheapen the experience, but to my surprise, it greatly enhanced it. By speeding up the tedious parts, players have more time to enjoy the tasty bits. It encourages deeper exploration of the world and its content.

One could argue, of course, that there should be no tedious parts, but I can think of few narrative-heavy games without some tedium built-in. Every second of the story can't be exciting, we need peaks and valleys. A sprinkle of tedium helps virtual worlds feel more lived-in and authentic. Pure games like Ikaruga can dispense with tedium because the story of Ikaruga is "shoot or die!"

It'll be interesting to see what happens with Shadow of the Colossus next (this) year. A ground-up remake of yet another masterpiece, but by a completely different creative team. Every line of code is new. If I told you I had the exact blueprint to replicate the Mona Lisa, I doubt you'd be excited to see my "remake."

Trend That Needs To Die - Loot Boxes They've been lame since day one and everyone finally seems to agree. Companies, just let us directly buy the dumb consumer junk we want!

Game that Most Impressed my Parents Award - Horizon: Zero Dawn My Dad is a classical landscape painter, so I like to show him vast game environments. While he was impressed by Assassin's Creed's Egypt, and Zelda's rolling fields, he was blown away by the sheer beauty of nature on display in Horizon. And my Mom also remarked that it was "very pretty." I made a brief attempt to explain robot dinosaurs to them, but ultimately concluded with, "look, its a videogame, ok?"

The Inverse Xenogears Award - Mass Effect Andromeda Xenogears, if you'll recall, started strong and remained strong...until disk 2 where, frankly, the game kinda fell apart. Many games fall into this mold, most famously Mass Effect 3 which ended on a particularly underwhelming note.

So what happens when I game STARTS on a particularly underwhelming note, but gains momentum and finishes strong? Such is the case with ME:A. The game sets up a simple, awe inspiring premise: humanity goes to Andromeda. We've finally reached a new galaxy. Things beyond our imagination await here, just you wait!

Oh, never mind. Turns out its just the standard bipedal dudes-with-guns waiting for us, behind cover no less. Also, some animations were weird. Buzz killed. Understandably, most people bailed out around this point.

But, given about ten hours, the game opens up. For one, you start visiting proper alien-looking planets, and the scope of the story broadens vastly. Around the same time you've gotten enough abilities to zip around the battlefield, never needing to hide for cover again. This is where the game should have started.

By the end, the fate of Andromeda convincingly rests in your hands in a truly bombastic finale that hits on every level. And your character is a bona fide joy to control by this point. This is easily the strongest ending in Bioware's history, overcompensating for the ME3 ending fiasco. Shame that most will never see it, and the stage that it sets will never continue. Mass Effect is likely dead now.

What's the Fuss Award - Player Unknown's Battlegrounds This game has been around for years, more or less, in various forms. So why do people suddenly care? Why this one? Nothing about it is particularly new. If anything, it seems like a slower, clumsier version of almost any other shooter that comes to mind. The Zeitgeist is weird.

Might have been game of the year, if I had more time to play it - Persona 5 Even though I've played ten hours already, I know I'm basically nowhere in this game. Which is more than I can say for Divinity 2, another supposed GOTY candidate that I've yet to even start. There were just too many good games this year. Who has the time to play them all, especially these 100+ hour behemoths?

Movie and music critics can easily keep up with new releases, but game reviewers are obligated to complete these massive games before rendering judgement. Most professional game outlets divide reviews across numerous individuals and even then these outlets only review a fraction of new releases. Is there a single soul on Earth that played EVERY Steam game released in 2017? Doubtful. Given this, is any "game of the year" pronouncement valid? At best, GOTY is more like "Best game I played this year, of the 5% of total releases that I actually played"

Phrases to Retire Award, Part 3 - Is a thing. Apparently, Microsoft Windows 3.1 is still a thing. Listen, it might have been cute if it was said once, by one human, and then retired for a decade. But instead it's said by every human, every second, about every THING. How is this a thing?

The Long-Lost Everything Award - Xenoblade 2 This game reminds me of all the best bits of ye olde games of yore: A huge, sweeping story that keeps evolving and unfurling with none of the cut corners I associate with the PS3 era (where every game got really short, and every environment got reused 200 times). A huge, sweeping soundtrack with countless memorable songs and none of the generic movie-orchestration I associate with games made in the west. A huge, sweeping overworld that's intricately hand crafted to match the story (living on the shoulders of Titans is escapism at its best), with none of the generic cities/fields I associate with, well, most open world games.

Mostly, this felt like a great, overlooked space-opera Anime that we've all somehow rediscovered 15 years later. That said, the fan service also feels fifteen years out of date, and is the only questionable bit from ye olde games of yore.

“Hey, I Have a Fun Idea” Award - Super Mario Odyssey The award is named after how the game was designed. Just a bunch of people sitting around saying, “hey, I have fun idea,” and then making that into a tight, micro-slice of gameplay bliss. This game is loaded with brief, memorable moments that are novel, and never overstay their welcome. As the last drop of fun has been reached with one activity, the game is already moving you along to the next...hundreds of times in a row. Now that's impressive.

Everyone's a Speedrunner Award - Ys VIII: The Lacrimosa of Dana Most games try to mimic real-world physics when it comes to character movement. A character's jump, for instance, looks wrong if it doesn't match what we'd expect to see in reality. Speedrunners know how to exploit these pseudo-physics to great effect, and use this knowledge to "break the game" by moving and jumping in ways unintended by the game's developers. Usually this type of movement is difficult to perform, and requires hours of practice to master single-frame animation windows and pixel-perfect jump arcs.

But not in Ys VIII! Just mash on the jump and dodge buttons and you'll soon become a whirling dervish of energy, constantly increasing in speed. It requires no practice, and feels exhilarating. The music's tempo matches the speed, and nothing ever slows you down, making it clear that this freedom of movement was by design. Brilliant!

The Armchair Architect's Wet Dream Award - Gravity Rush 2 Gravity Rush 2 is a beautiful game. Maybe too beautiful, as I spent most of my time slowly walking the streets, taking in the colorful architecture. And while this world is obviously an impossible place, most of the buildings still seem like they could work. In particular, I liked that the bottom of every island was explorable as well. I guess there are literally no places to hide when your main character is a badass, flying-cat superwoman.

Game of the Year Award (or Best game I played this year, of the 1% of total releases that I actually played) - Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild Hardly surprising given that Zelda has won this award from...well, everybody I think, but there is no denying this game is just sublime. A profound sense of freedom and old-school Adventure permeates every inch of this vast world. And the game is greatly unpredictable, thanks to all the emergent physics systems built-in to the core gameplay. No two encounters play the same because of it, keeping this behemoth utterly engaging from start to finish.

Art of the Year Award - Nier Automata Videogames are an Artform, which we all (finally) know by now, but of course they're only one of many Artforms that fight for our hearts and minds: Movies, music, literature, painting, sculpture, and sandwiches made at Subway (hey, they're made by "sandwich artists," right?). And with this in mind, I offer up my first ever "Art of the Year Award" to the best damn Art I've seen in many years: Nier Automata.

It's hard to explain why this game packs so much of a punch, especially given that, at first glance, it seems like an easily dismissable fan service game. Do not be fooled! What starts as a standard sci-fi premise, becomes more and more involved both in terms of plot and philosophy. This buildup leads you exclusively in one direction, thematically. This theme is remarkably consistent, from the music to the side quests, even to the enemies you encounter. That is, until the credits of ending five roll (there are 26 endings, but you'll only need to see five to fully understand what I mean). Then everything gets flipped, so to speak, in what is EASILY the best ending in video game history. This turnabout is not only well earned, but it makes every second preceding it feel more important and absolutely necessary. In terms of vision, this is a Complete Thought, delivered in video game format.

Most importantly, Nier showed me that "art games" don't have to be boring. It's so fun to play! With my game, ULTRAWORLD EXODUS, I kept many exciting elements of movement out because I was worried players wouldn't pay attention to the message, which was the game's reason to exist. But instead, they paid attention to the lack of movement options, and missed the message anyway because they were too frustrated. Nobody wants a symposium, they want to smash giant robots. And hey, if someone is talking that philosophy stuff in the background, that's cool I guess, as long as I can keep smashing. This one will stay with me for years.

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And that’s all; what an embarrassment of riches this year was! Feel free to disagree with me, because honestly, that’s the point. Your opinions will always hold the most weight, far more than mine, which suck. So, yeah, whatever :P

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