#existential crises mode

[itsis4]

I read the latest chap and i just couldnt shake the image of Jason in front of Peters door with a big flower bouquet like a regretful romantic comedy lead lmao

inspired by chapter 37 of Existential Crisis Mode by @luciaintheskyainthi

[ant-niyah]

@luciaintheskyainthi HAIII!!! Technically these were made bc I was reading ShutterBug (another SpideyHood fic) but i thought that they also fit ECM so I wanted to show you them!!! I hope you like them!!!!!

(As i was drawing the one with makeup I thought of ECM Pete and Jay and had to show you but i couldnt send media in your asks)

[disastertwins9000]

listen okay HEAR ME OUT ITS @luciaintheskyainthi ‘s FAULT

peters not that tall he’s like standing on a box or smth

[calianaartdump]

@luciaintheskyainthi

One of the bests fics I’ve read

I wonder how LOA Peter and ECM Peter would interact I feel like it’s be hilarious especially adding Jason to the mix lol maybe I’ll draw it

[bichory]

soft spiderhood ypu are So dear to me . cute doodle bc ECM chapters 35/36 broke my heart a little .... (we all kinda knew that confrontation was coming but STILL ....💔)

anyways they are coming back bro TRUST

[luciaintheskyainthi]

A Freedom Fragile as Spider's Silk

I have no self control. Go read the rest of chapter one on AO3 (@ghost144444 this is your damn fault).

Their first meeting was in the League. At least, Jason assumed it was. In full honesty, much of his time before and after Talia brought him in — before she had the (not so) bright idea of dipping him in the Devil’s Mountain Dew — were blurred impressions of sound and pain and touch.

And eyes. Green eyes. Brown eyes. Eyes looking down at him from places eyes reasonably shouldn’t be in.

And then there was the Devil’s Mountain Dew, and the world slammed back into Jason with technicolour fury. Now, those eyes had faces: green for Talia and for the spawn, Damian, and for the Demon’s Head, Ra’s. And the brown eyes…

The brown eyes were for Peter.

Peter, who looked nothing like the Al Ghul’s, with his soft, rounded features and big, dark eyes and guileless smile (it wasn’t guileless, Jason would learn. Wasn’t guileless at all. That was what made him oh so dangerous). Peter, who sat somewhere in the shadowy grounds between family member and servant, guard-dog of Bruce’s spawn and bickerer with Talia, and on the very rare occasion, with the Demon’s Head himself (he never escaped those moments unscathed, but the cuts and the bruises disappeared as quickly as his grudges). Peter, whose laughter could bounce off tapestried walls as easily as he crushed bones. As easily as the men and women he murdered, were they to make the mistake of thinking he and Damian easy prey.

All of these memories were mere impressions Jason could never be sure were pure, or partially fabricated. The truth was, Peter and Jason rarely interacted because Talia did not allow Jason and Damian to interact. Too unstable, he was.

All they had of those early days were fragments of time caught in between Jason’s training, and then Jason was off, trapped in the desire to wreak havoc on the lives of those who’d failed him, jumping from monster to monster to learn their trade before deciding if they were better off dead, or deserving of his mercy.

Had they even shared one conversation together? Jason didn’t think they did… But he remembered Peter all the same. His eyes. That warm laughter. The guileless smile as he punched clean through a would-be assassin’s ribcage.

The blood.

The desperate, wretched sobs after, hidden behind a door with a child’s soft murmurs.

That… that, he was sure, he was never meant to remember.

[grass-isnt-greener]

My biggest ECM Jason Todd headcanons:

He loves yoga and meditation

Loves reading about mental health

He has read 'The Body Keeps the Score' by Bessel van der Kolk

[m3-kk]

Bro can I humbly recommend a fic ???

Existential Crisis Mode

It’s a Peter Parker/Jason Todd fic

It’s pretend/fake relationship that turns real (hasn’t yet sadly)

The characters have SUCH good personalities (including lovely Duke 🫅).

Trauma ✨

And sooooo much more but ima not spoil

I just wanted to yap about this fic bc ITS SOOOOO GOOOOD! And the fanart is

MWAH 💋

[twinkkisserrr]

I changed my college major, and I have a very clear and concise path forward now… Assuming I don’t go any more sudden changes. But ngl, it’s kinda intimidating. I probably am saying something that everyone has felt already my age haha, but still I wanna get it off my chest.

I kinda wish I could be like those people who are like “yes, this is my dream and I’ll be so happy when I achieve it” meanwhile I’m kinda… Ehh…

I do have dreams, but they are spontaneous, not long lasting, and not things I have the state of mind to pursue. Like, oh my god I would love to write or make a game of my own universe, but I want the outcome, not the everything that comes before and goes into it. There’s also other things, being a nurse, being a zoologist (aforementioned two which you cannot just casually do), heck just being an engineer, maybe something else. But I only have a finite amount of time on this Earth and I don’t really have the time to accomplish everything, I have to pick and choose what would best fit me.

So I do mathy business, not cuz it’s something I’m passionate about but because I kinda like learning it and I’m sorta ok doing it for the rest of my life.

In a way, having a long lifespan might be a blessing, it would be nice to try and do a little bit of everything I could ever imagine doing. But actually, maybe more like rewind time and try different things, there’s a lot of things I want to try, but that costs time, and time is a commodity you can never get more of. You really do have to make the most of what you are given.

Maybe someday I will be satisfied with my choices, but right now I can’t help but wonder at what all the paths I can go down look like. And wonder if I really did what’s best and most fulfilling.

[candycough007]

is this what growing up is, leaving things behind over and over?

[tremendously-crazy]

ive been in existential crisis mode since i was the ripe age of 9 btw. if u even care

[itsis4]

theyre consuming my thoughts your honor

inspired by Existential Crisis Mode by @luciaintheskyainthi

[ant-niyah]

More art for my beloved favorite fic and author!!

@luciaintheskyainthi and her fic, “Existential Crisis Mode”!!!!

This one isnt so good but I was trying a new style and didn’t have the time to redo it in a different style 😞😞

AND A MEME!!! Featuring a random Crime Alley Kid™️!!!

I lowkey just found it funny that RH would call Spidey that on patrol one day when Spidey is helping a C-A Kid™️!!

She has already put these ones in her most recent chapter bc I posted them in a community! But I had realized that I never posted it outside the community for SpideyHood 😓😓

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE READ EXISTENTIAL CRISIS MODE!!!

[hikaritomizuu]

Does anyone else love living but hate the ppl they live with? I need a hit

[calianaartdump]

@luciaintheskyainthi for the new chapter babes~

OMG i love your writing and here’s a gift for you hehe

Looking forward for the next chapter ~

[bichory]

little doodle from ecm chap 30

ngl this chapter made me cry a little