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ahotknife · 9 months ago

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the thing is that childhood doesn't just end when you turn 18 or when you turn 21. it's going to end dozens of times over. your childhood pet will die. actors you loved in movies you watched as a kid will die. your grandparents will die, and then your parents will die. it's going to end dozens and dozens of times and all you can do is let it. all you can do is stand in the middle of the grocery store and stare at freezers full of microwave pizza because you've suddenly been seized by the memory of what it felt like to have a pizza party on the last day of school before summer break. which is another ending in and of itself

#lucinda.txt #when i was 20 my theater teacher died and i thought i was also going to die #when i was 23 my childhood cat died and it was awful #all my grandparents are dead. liam payne from one direction has died.#it's like... okay. and you still have to wake up and go to work!#& i guess the idea is one day you'll get better at losing things #one day you just won't CARE that your childhood is over #i guess. but i doubt it.#1k #2k #5k #10k

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enidtendo64 · 19 days ago

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TW: Heavily implied Child Abuse

Stowaway AU where Pacifica becomes a stowaway on the Stan-O-War 2 after trying to run away from home to California. Things don’t exactly work out as planned, but at least she’s got a “Summer Internship” away from her parents now!

#gravity falls #Pacifica Northwest #Stanley Pines #Stanford Pines #Stowaway AU #my art #doodles #sorry I’ve been gone a while been busy with project and just plain general work #but had some free time today and finally put pen to paper on an idea I’ve had a for a while now!#Pacifica calls Stan by his name but still calls Ford Mr Pines because she’s got that ettiquette and fear of authority ingrained in her #but Stan is a bugger so she feels better just calling him Stan lol #this is honestly just a roundabout way of saying Stan is naturally good with kids I think #the more paternal grunkle lol #Also I feel like ghost rules in the show are ghosts can change their perception based on how powerful they are #since sometimes they’re invisible or unseen by people unless the ghost wills it (i.e. inconveniencing)#but Pacifica’s just too ghost pilled so she’s always seeing them regardless #Ford is very interested in the science of how this works and Stan has to remind him she’s still trying to get over trauma give her a second #I feel like after this summer at least specifically for this AU she’d end up staying with either Soo and Melody or the Corduroys #Soos might even say they’re siblings since he also sees Stan as a father figure and then Pacifica says ‘dang guess I gotta go die now’#from embarrassment lol

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hana-a-chattic · 5 months ago

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so what's your love language, sacrificing yourself for them or being traumatised 🥰

#there are two genders #till didn't die for mizi #he just died #THAT DOESN'T COUNT #do better next time #she's still having a meltdown all the same though #so no that may be enough actually #btw can we get girlie a gofundme #she's in dire need of like lots of therapy #alien stage #ivantill #mizisua #hyuluka

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stellarspecter · 2 years ago

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@pscentral event 20: antagonists ↳ THE LORDS IN BLACK in NERDY PRUDES MUST DIE

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lexia-solve-e · 2 months ago

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the magnus protöcol? das ist ein faggötpodcasten

#i have not recovered since magp39 #this ship is the hill i choose to die on actually #if you may note sam's full name is crossed out on the ID tag leaving it as just “Sam” as he often insists in canon #and alice wears a pronoun pin #i think sam gets her better than he lets on if you get the idea #designing men is very difficult because making them look actually somewhat attractive means neglecting realism entirely #tma #tmagp #the magnus protocol #the magnus archives #alice dyer #samama khalid

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sciderman · 7 months ago

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well - webtoons is over, gang

#sci speaks #if everyone would please just read the blog at it's intended home on tumblr #and please stop getting me to waste my energy on all these other sites that i hate then that would be primo wonderful #tapas and webtoons are actual shitholes. convenient to read sure whatever. but i hate the format anyway #and how they treat their creators.#not to mention the way tapas gamifies their interface so you're like on a fucking gambling site?? like if temu were a webcomic service?#what happened to the internet being a free and fun place for anyone to post anything.#noo. copyright laws because we want to make money we can't just host anything out of the spirit of fun and freedom #what about the money??? what if we risk money??#internet used to be a better place. i hate the earth as it is right now. the internet is like a mine that corporations dug into.#and destroyed. right in front of my eyes.#it used to be a beautiful green pasture with wildlife roaming and now it has been flattened and turned into an ugly shopping mall.#the things i do for you guys who really. really wanted me to archive it somewhere else.#i''m not doing it anymore. it is here until tumblr dies or we all enentually die and all our efforts are lost to the sands of time.#nothing matters in a cosmic sense anyway. enjoy it while it's here.

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basedjamil · 6 months ago

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silly little retainerswap au . . . baur was a bodyguard for one of kalim's ancestors; kalim is at NRC specifically so that sebek can go without abandoning his post. the vipers are the traditional retainers for briar valley's royalty and they REALLY disapprove of lilia for book 7 spoilers reasons

#sebek zigvolt #kalim al asim #jamil viper #lilia vanrouge #kalim is a first year in this AU because he didn't enroll until sebek was invited (it still involved bribery obv.)#theyre roommates and it's awful. they had two other roommates at first but the other two requested to move dorm rooms #because sebek kept putting them in headlocks for stepping over the imaginary line demarcating kalim's quarter of the room #jamil is determined to be completely on top of his job because his parents have been complaining about lilia for years #and if this how do you do fellow kids shithead does a better job of being malleus's right hand than him he will fucking wither and die #he has 100% passive aggressively brought up maleanor's death to lilia while malleus was out of earshot. at least twice #he fucking HATES silver. silver can beat him in a fight and he cannot deal with it at all. like he's WAY more steamed about it than sebek #i think in this AU's version of spectral soiree jamil spent the entire time trying to get silver lost for ever in the ghost dimension

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choccymilllk · 1 month ago

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forgot to post him here. needng a vpn to post on tumblr sucks i am too lazy to do anything i just forget to log on. happy 20M to the best

#art !!#mcyt fanart !!#technoblade #technoblade 20 million #lets goooooo #man i miss 2020 i never thought id be nostalgic over that im doing better nowadays in all things considered but #eh #i guess depression Is A Real Thing... no wat #anyways mosy days im barely motivated to attend classes i feel like i failed all of them bcs of attendance or some shit #i feel like i will always be busy inactive and then die forever ion like allat i wanna draw get lots of money move out and live forever #tumblr tags r my diary so its cool to overshare idgaf

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the-night-puncher · 9 months ago

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Agatha All Along being the best thing marvel ever did and also not having a single straight main character is not a coincidence

#agatha all along #i really love this show #it keeps getting better #the jam session the campness the insane levels of lesbianism #even teen who annoyed me at the start of ep 2 #i would die for him

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valtsv · 7 days ago

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the truly insane thing is that i'm still in trauma therapy for internet drama that happened to me 4 years ago. like my life is objectively better in every way and i've more than proven myself capable of weathering some horrific shit and coming out stronger, but what ultimately boils down to an abusive "friendship" on their part and a few immature and fear-motivated decisions on mine still casts the world's longest darkest shadow of public humiliation.

#🐉#and its not even like im not to blame because i WAS an ignorant annoying selfish coward #and probably would have continued to be if i hadnt been bullied into a fix your heart or die situation #sometimes i feel like i SHOULD be thanking my abusers on my knees for holding up that funhouse mirror. like. it worked!#and yet i know that id also be more confident and successful and happier overall if it hadnt happened #but would i like that person? would they be compassionate and critical thinking and curious #and have the conviction to stand up for themself and others while being capable of admitting gracefully to being wrong? i dont know #i know that there were kinder ways of dealing with me and that the credit for getting 'better'#is due to me and my decisions and not to them #and in their position i would want to treat them with the grace and sympathy they denied me #but i also know they didnt owe me kindness and i made it feel easy and good to be cruel

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artchixs · 2 years ago

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