#go listen to losing dogs by mitski PLEASE

[alexkeller-doodles]

does it mean something to u

[vampykween]

when your mind's made up

simon 'ghost' riley x reader cw: angst wc: 510 i was listening to i bet on losing dogs by mitski on repeat while writing this oops! this is mostly edited, but bare with me if there are any mistakes eek

"i don't love you," your face was paling, and your breathing was growing shallow. you shake your head fervently. he didn't mean that. simon would never hurt you like this, although you're not sure simon is standing in front of you right now. he's ghost right now, hardened mask placing a brick wall between the two of you.

"simon-" it's becoming hard to speak with the lump growing in your throat and the tears clouding your vision.

"please, you don't mean that." you step closer to him and take his hands in yours, pleading with your eyes for him to not break you like this. he shakes his hands out of your grasp and takes a step back, forcing space between you- his eyes devoid of emotion.

"i don't know what to tell you, "he simply shrugs as if he's conversing about something mundane like whose turn it is to do the dishes.

you were sure this was going to kill you. you couldn't force any air into your lungs and the room was starting to spin. how did this happen? just this morning you both were cuddled up relishing that for the first time in forever neither of you had anywhere to go; now hours later the sun has fallen behind the horizon and your lover is singing a different tune.

you feel so pathetic for believing that your one good moment changed things. you're so naive, you know that, but how could you not be when simon riley had changed your entire world. that's how you got here though, you had nothing before you met him; you were young and looking for the love you never had growing up. he had warned you that he wasn't good for you, but you didn't care. he made you feel like the sun was exploding in your chest, but now you realize it was because he was going to destroy you from the inside out all along.

fuck emotionally unavailable simon riley was emotionally destructive. flashes of anger burned through you, at him and at yourself. why did he get to take all your love, all your words of reassurance, all your unconditional love and chew it up and spit it out?

suddenly you are your mother's daughter; you throw anything within arm's reach of you- the vase of flowers he had gifted you for valentine's day- and it crashes loudly at the wall behind him. simon doesn't flinch just stares blankly at you, and that makes your rage boil over. you're screaming now, spewing all the most hateful things you could think of about how you hate him, how you wish you'd never met him, how he ruined your life, and how he's left you with nothing.

that realization slams into you and douses the fire in you. you're nothing but a deep sea of despair. you fall to your knees and your body wracks with sobs. how did you manage to let this happen?

you had nothing, you poured your all into simon, and now you had nothing left.

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So guys don’t be like me please but basically I been neglecting my personal needs and now I cant get out of bed. I feel terrible and then I thought of something (insane right?) what if Bi Han find out reader hasnt been taking care of themselves so he takes a day off to care for them

92jinnies, please pull through for me kitten 💕

To another episode, another day blurs

Bi-han comfort, mental episode

It's been 3 days since you've last brushed your teeth

12 hours since you last up to use the bathroom

And however long since you've last ate

Maybe you won't do anything

Maybe you won't be anyone

Your throat is dry and you can hear yourself blink

The room is dark and smells of cold air

Bi-Han hasn't seen you ever since you crawled into your room and never came out

Well, no one has seen you, but he's worried

He originally thought you ran away or went off

But when looking into your old room, he saw you there

You were just lying there, listening to your breath

He doesn't know what set you off this time, you were fine

But you get like this, where nothing works out and you can't stand to be alive

So you pretend you're not

You don't bathe, you don't eat, you have trouble sleeping at night too

All you can do is exist, but that too seems too much for you

Nothing is easy, but is even harder when you aren't normal

Maybe you look fine, but something is wrong with you

But he knew that when he met you, he knew he had to help you when you couldn't help yourself

So he walks into the room and goes by your side

You motion for him to get into the bed but he just picks you up instead

Carrying you to your shared room

Then he gets on the bed, with you on his lap

He's just cradling you to take in how bad it is this time

He pinches your cheek to see if you will do anything

You hum into him, you can't say anything right now

He starts to undress you, tossing your clothes near the bed

Then you both go into the bathroom, and you get placed into the bath while he runs the water

You put your knees up to your chest and lean your head on them

‘You are tired?’

You hum to that as you yawn

Going back to bed sounds better than anything right now

He scrubs you raw, washing your hair to the best of his abilities

Your hair is tangled and possibly matted, but it could be worse

He rinses you off before putting you on the floor

He dries you off and brings you to the bed

Dressing you in his boxers and shirt

‘Stay put. I am getting you fruit and milk to help give you good nutrients.’

‘Fruit and milk?’

You're giggling, you don't know why

He comes over and scratches your stomach

‘Did you want something else?’

‘I’m not hungry right now, maybe we can eat later..’

‘Oh. When did you last eat?’

‘I don't remember’

You're curled up in the blankets, close to going to bed

‘Then I will get you milk and fruit. Please try to eat when I come back with it.’

‘Okay..’

After he comes back he makes you brush your teeth before eating, then he helps you eat

You're shaking a lot and you don't even realize it

And you have trouble holding the bowl with fruit or drinking the milk

So he holds your chin and slowly tips the milk so you can drink

Then he feeds you pieces of fruit at your own pace

After he brushes out your hair, humming into your neck when he's finished

Picking you up, he rolls around with you in his arms on the bed

Then he lays ontop of you with his head in your neck

‘I am..here for you, even if no one else is’

‘Thank you’

You're crying now

And he lets you

He lets you cry however much you need to

And he doesn't leave you

He doesn't even think about it

It's you and him

If you have 100 supporters he is one of them

If you only have 1 that is him

If everyone was against you he would stay right by your side

You fall asleep in each other's arms

Nothing is wrong

You are at peace

You are fine with being someone

You are okay with living

Then you start a family but while pregnant you are MURDERED by Kuai Liang (you know he would, he was going to kill Frost but Harumi stopped him) and it is now Bi-Han against the world. He's alone again 🎀

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tsc thoughts while reading (beware of spoilers) starting with -

david wymack my fucking beloved

also i never rlly liked/cared for thea but her scene with jean and her nickname for him was cute

chapter 3 thoughts:

jeremy being in awe of neil and the foxes is giving me life

fanfics with alvarez in them gonna go crazy now that we actually have a first name for her (and don’t have to invent one)

oh they rich rich (in reference to jeremy’s family butler?!)

jerejean first interaction!!!!

chapter 4:

omg sunshine court mentioned

having the sudden realisation that i can never read fanfics that have jean’s perspective or anything about the how the ravens work, raven!neil/aftermath of the kings men in the same way again

my neighbours are having a party and while i’m loving the music and absolutely jealous i’m not there, it’s really distracting me from reading

ngl i rlly miss neil and andrew and the foxes please let me see my family soon

‘ what you hold onto is less important than the act of holding on itself’ nora sakavic shut the fuck up you philosophical genius i’m gonna cry this is so real to me

renee i love u

WIT WTF JEAN IS NINETEEN I DIDNT KNOW THAT OH MY GOD BABY HE JOINED THE RAVEN LINEUP AT SIXTEEN WTF

i’m drinking red wine while reading and i think that’s appropriate… also i’m listening to that jean moreau playlist someone made and it’s mega depressing https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5zlPt63Ap0AjJQ1Ff5OKrd?si=75oEzLE8SO-bfJwewM8Evw&pi=a-ge04jIlVTJGY

this is so funny to only me but i’ve been hyperfixating on one direction again and zayn just dropped new music so everytime i read about jean’s raven roomate zane i think of one direction and confused myself a bit about what fandom i’m reading rn

fuck riko u sick fucking fuck u put jean into a box with a singular hole for air and left him to die u fucking cunt

KEVIN ASKING JEAN TO PROMISE NOT TO KILL HIMSELF AFTER NORA WROTE COUNTLESS DRAFTS IN WHICH JEAN KILLED HIMSELF WHILE ON THE PHONE TO KEVIN AND THE ONLY TIME SHE DIDNT KILL JEAN OFF IS THE VERSION SHE PUBLISHED AND THE REASON WE GET TO HEAR HIS STORY TODAY IM SO BROKEN

jean’s ‘gift’ from the ravens with his broken magnets, blacked out postcards and angry letters is making me cry he deserves so much better

slowly realising that this book is gonna be super triggering lol whoops

a cool evening breeze 🥲

THAT CREEPY LITTLE GOALKEEPER IS MY FAVOURITE GUY OK

‘kevin saw nothingn but the court, but jean had stopped hoping for more than that years ago’ shut the fuckkkk uppppp i cant do this anymore kevin/jean relationship is so deeply important to me (i say this about everything)

chapter 5:

SECOND NEIL/ JEAN INTERACTION OF THE BOOK IM SO FUCKING EXCITED

‘of course it’d be you, you tedious malcontent’ ‘good morning to you too’ is so ‘morning sunshine’ ‘fuck you’ coded (neil and matt bromance confirmed)

the amount of mitski on this jean playlist is making me sick

FUCKING SCREAMING OMFG THIS IS THE JEAN/NEIL CONTENT I YEARN FOR

‘abominable cockroach’ aww jean u say the sweetest things 🥰❤️ neil loves u too babe

literally devouring every last scrap of information jean feeds us about neil - his slow, hungry, hateful smile and the madness in his eyes (neil baby i love u never change)

oh jean don’t diss aaron, do u know how many fanfics have been written about u two

tsc is confirmation that jean moreau will come into ur house and judge u based on the contents of ur fridge (and then throw out ur stash of lollies)

‘to have a real match as a palate cleanser’ jean is really trying to win my favour by borrowing neil’s sassiness huh (no wonder i love them so much together) ((and yes i know he’s BEEN sassy ok))

jean reaching for the tv screen as if he could save neil and describing andrew running for neil as if hell was on his heels is making me absolutely giddy idk whether to scream or cry i’m doing both and i’m giggling

I bet on losing dogs is so jean moreau coded omg

holy fuck nora, the moments after the raven/fox match when riko tries to kill neil is fucking amazingly written. reading from jean’s perspective as he watches the game on tv, the tension, the breathless anxiety and confusion of the scene is palpable i coukd fucking taste it, my chest is tight just reading it

JEAN SAYING ANDREW WILL BE COURT IS IMMACULATE

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Songs that fit the outsiders characters

They would NOT listen to most of them, ever but I think they fit them so just stick w me) also please talk to me about others or call me out if they are wrong please, going to add as I go along, also if you want my reason for any lmk, some of these for the less important characters r just in my head, more will be added over time these r mostly just for fun but if you think any r like horribly off lmk

Sylvia

Teenage Whore-Hole

Miss World-Hole

Call Me-Blondie(in the bride of chucky way)

Steve Randle

Man of War-Radiohead(soda being in the war, “would keep fighting and hating”)

Trees- McCafferty (just reminded me of him)

Dally

You Know You’re Right-Nirvana

Come As You Are-Nirvana(did indeed have a gun)

Please Please Let Me Get What I Want-Deftones

Crack Baby-Mitski

Im Your Man-Mitski(literally him and johnny lyric by lyric)

Bob Sheldon

Thursday Girl-Mitski

A Mistake-Fiona Apple

Johnny

Twin Sized Mattress-the front bottoms

I Bet On Losing Dogs-Mitski

Grace-Jeff Buckley

Cherry

I want you to love me- Fiona Apple

Sullen Girl-Fiona Apple

Ponyboy Curtis

Tradesman-Zach Bryan

I was all over her-Salvia Path(just the song in general)

Beware-Deftones

Hold Till May-Pierce the Veil(Johnny being the other half)

Change(In the house of flies)-Deftones

Randy Adderson

-Texas Reznikoff

Sodapop Curtis

Stick Season-Noah Kahan

I don’t Smoke-Mitski

I will-Mitski

Because Dreaming Costs Money, My Dear-Mitski(First strand of lyrics is Pony, rest is him)

[catsburgers]

chat this MIGHT be dialtown! (closeups under the cut!! ft. their songs and why i paired them w/ the ones i did)

randy - today today (jack stauber)

the lyrics fit him heaps and it actually makes me a little sad. i didn't write out the entire verse bc i ran out of space but the full part is

"Today, today, is one of those days That carries you slowly into next time And as folks walk by, you see with your eye "Hold me" is repeatedly given

and by GOD is that him. pathetic sad sopping wet man who just needs a hug please give him one oh my god

norm - chemical overreaction (will wood) (you'll notice a pattern later on)

that song has a very midwest cowboy feel to me (the line "Nettles on my saddle and a badge on my vest" is a very big give away), and yeah he IS a chemical overreaction like.. yeah. the line i picked was just the one that stood out to me the most

"My mouth is dry and my eyes are red I’m chewing on sand ‘cause the desert’s in my head" uhh yeah

typegingi - popipo (lamaze-p)

i honestly couldn't think of a song for them because they are just So. if you asked me to make a playlist it would be full of vocaloid bc i feel like theyd listen to it. it plays 24/7 in their mind

"ぽっぴぽっぴぽっぽっぴっぽ (x11)"

oliver - things to do (alex g)

oliver was someone i struggled with admittedly, i was gonna go for a lemon demon song bc honestly he gives those freak vibes (he IS two trucks and i stand by that) but i feel like things to do fits too. like read the lyrics its so him (or i have a very skewed view of these characters idk sorry)

"Hold on tight to this time, this place cause Everything you know will be erased You were born inside your head and That is where you'll be when you are dead"

karen - willard! (will wood)

please listen to willard! its so her pretty please pls pls plssss. tired bank worker thats so so tired but wants to see the world. plss...

"You know I couldn't hurt a fly, my friend I'm not the type to step on ants I've nearly cried for moths that die at porchlight lamps More for the plights of mice than men See, I myself have been stepped on so many times It's started to feel like my place I've failed to fit in into those nests that scrape the sky Is there room for me in your cage?"

bigfoot

i did his route over a year ago and didnt do it again during my replay sorry bigfoot fans love you :(

EXPLODES I LOVE EXPLAINING THESE

god/hobo - mr capgras

ITS HIM. LIKE IDKK ITS SAUR HIM.

"What you feel and what you do Are those things really you? And if not, then what is? (Never never never) So, my God, what’s wrong with you? And I’m still asking who that is"

roger - i bet on losing dogs (mitski)

hes so mitski coded its insane. we havent got much from the dialtown teaser but we DO have his dsaf personality to go off, and he was a complete mess in that.

"I bet on losing dogs I know they're losing and I'll pay for my place By the ring Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down I'll be there on their side I'm losing by their side"

peter - a pearl (mitski)

all dsaf holdovers are mitski coded bc it was born into their body the moment they became a phone guy. once again not much to go off in dialtown and ik he seemed rlly chill in what interaction we had but god he is my fav and you can pry my mitski from my cold dead hands. also yeah i reused his art from my dsaf drawing sorrry i didnt think it was worth it redoing the exact same ref

"It's just that I fell in love with a war Nobody told me it ended And it left a pearl in my head And I roll it around every night"

mayor mingus - everything i wanted (billie eilish) / laplace's angel (will wood)

ok i couldnt pick between these two, theyre so different but so similar

everything i wanted is rlly her, like even the title is so mingus. she's dialtowns mayor, she has everything she wants, except her grandfathers recognition and she'll never get it.

"They called me weak Like I'm not just somebody's daughter Coulda been a nightmare But it felt like they were right there And it feels like yesterday was a year ago But I don't wanna let anybody know"

laplace angel is also her to a lesser degree, the song is about the difference between good and bad, and UGH we know mingus is evil but she's also hurting and thats not an excuse and [explodes]. the little (hurt people? hurt people!) that's officially in the song title is also her. like the term "hurt people hurt people" arehghks. the repeated "if you were in my shoes, you'd walk that mile/you'd see i wear the same size as you" like. shit if ppl were in her shoes WOULD they do the same thing?? probably not!! but she feels like she HAS to do these things and assumes that everyone else would do it too. yk. i love mayor mingus so much

"You, could you take a look at me? (Man no more than animal is made of moral chemicals) Am I bad, am I bad, am I bad, am I really that bad? (Any form mechanical, thank you God) Ooh, whatever you think of me (From the hordes of cannibals, to psych wards of hospitals) If you were in my shoes, you’d see I wear the same size as you (It’s a small world after all) Oh oh right!"

billy - ???

demons dont get songs.

finally

jerry - half decade hangover (will wood)

hes sooo. even the title is him. like yeah he WOULD be hungover on the job if i was jerry id be pounding vodka by the litre. 12 german shepards each with different illnesses. yeah pass me the margarita (i have never had an alcoholic beverage in my life).

"Wonder how I didn’t die This is not my life, I’m no survivor, I only happened to survive Wonder how I sleep at night Well I count pink elephants, blessings, and skeletons"

if you read to the end, thank u so much (and please go seek therapy). if you have any other song suggests lmk in the replies!! but dont tell me songs wont fit i MIGHT cry. these designs r mostly canon but i added my own flair to them (namely typegingis entire design, god/hobo having dog ear antenna (inspired by my own dt oc having cat ear antenna), peters springlock scars, mingus being way more cat then orignally and also making rogers suit just a LITTLE too big for him, showing how he really isnt fit for this position in his job. he'll grow into it eventually <3)

[akucat]

i love you, haven’t i always? where various bungou stray dogs characters react to you saying that you love them for the first time

❥ note: PLEASE NOTE there are manga spoilers in tachiharas part (which also happens to be my fav part, listened to a pearl by mitski while writing it... you can do the math), also ik this is such a weird collection of characters (kinda?) but i thought welp if im writing this for myself i might as well write my fav characters ! enjoy <3

❥ pairings: chuuya dazai nikolai tachihara fyodor tecchou x reader (separately)

chuuya

he feels like the luckiest man in the world, he finally understands all those cheesy proposal speeches 

it happens as you’re cleaning up some of his small wounds, a scrape here and there after his job

“you should really take more care of yourself, chuuya,” you say, dabbing away the dried blood on his forehead (to be honest you weren’t even sure if it was his)

“i could say the same for you, you know, too busy cleaning up my mess when you should be focusing on yourself”

“oh hush, i’d much rather spend time tending to the man i love than doing paperwork for mori”

you were expecting a witty remark, but instead he went silent, removing your gaze from your delicate work to watch his mouth form an ‘o’

your cheeks went red as you finally registered the words that came out of your mouth, but chuuya was quick to calm your worries

“took you long enough,” there was the snarky remark he probably could’ve pulled off the nonchalant act if he didn’t have the biggest shit-eating grin, eyes glistening with awe

“i’m taking it back, lose the ego”

“im kidding! i love you too!”

he may be damned wasting his life away to the port mafia, being abandoned by those he cared for, but he was pretty certain loving you was going to make up for it, he knew it would

it was hard to finish cleaning the rest of his wounds when all he wanted to do was kiss you a million times over

dazai

his first initial thought was that you were lying to him 

hes been used his whole life, he really just thinks youre playing with him

was this a prank chuuya put you up to? he doesn’t rly think its funny :[

but he watches as your eyes quiver with uncertainty- why would you be nervous over such a silly prank?

“ah you don’t have to say it back dazai! i just wanted to tell you..!” youre playing with your hands in your lap and then it hits him

youre not like those horrible people who used him, you’re his darling partner and you love him

he feels his heart shatter and he can’t tell if it’s because of his initial reaction - believing you would ever want to cause him harm - or because he’s overwhelmed with so many emotions that he just can’t contain them

you’re nearly as shocked as he is as you watch him wipe way the tears under his eyes, and you’re quick to apologise, you weren’t expecting him to be so upset over your confession 

“oh belladonna don’t worry about me! i love you too, my darling” 

he swears he can feel his heart slowly heal all its cracks and bruises as youre smiling the prettiest smile he’s ever seen, moving to kiss his tears away

tachihara

he doesn’t want to believe it at first

it’s not that he doesn’t trust you, it’s just that his work is dangerous and accepting his feelings about you would end up only causing you harm, in reality he should’ve pushed you away ages ago

but that’s exactly the problem, he was too selfish to push you away, and here you are, in his shitty apartment with that goddamn bandaid over his nose and you had finally told him those words

he doesn’t know how to feel- he feels guilty because of course you feel this way, he has been leading you on for months knowing full well that commitment wasn’t possible on his behalf, but he also hates that you’re telling him when hes like this - this isn’t him, this is mafioso tachihara, this is hunting dogs tachihara simply acting a part, a part of a greater, grander scheme that is supposed to result in the downfall of the port mafia; the downfall of you

he wishes you could’ve told him when he was simply just tachihara; before he joined the hunting dogs, before he joined the port mafia as a mole, before his brother died, but to be honest he wasn’t entirely sure that you’d tell him those few words - i love you, tachihara - if he was still that version of himself

so instead he decides that he’s going to be selfish just once more; the world had taken so much from him, surely it would be okay to take something for himself just this once

he closes the gap between your figures, resting his forehead on yours as he swallows his emotions, his regrets and burdens

“i love you too, y/n”

the world could take everything from him, but he would never let it take you

nikolai

he’s ecstatic, you’d think he was a teenage boy thats just heard his crush likes him back

“really! you do!?”

he’s grabbed both your hands in his, and you can only smile as you watch him struggle to contain his utter bliss; grinning so hard the corner of his eyes were crinkling, eyes shining with what could only be described as pure adoration

“of course i do, kolya, i love you”

hes just so elated he doesn’t know what do do or say, and you giggle at his reaction because hes so happy and you’re so happy and being in love with him, you think, is the best feeling ever

nikolai eventually decides the only thing he can do is tackle you in an embrace, smothering your face with kisses and he holds you tight in his grasp

his entire life had felt so purposeless, he’d never known what to do with himself, but he truly, finally felt as though he’d found his freedom

you were his freedom, you introduced him to so many colours, so many emotions he hadn’t even known existed before he met you

he’s not the insane, apathetic man everyone had made him out to be, he was nikolai gogol, a man bursting with so many feelings and emotions who’s only reaction was to pepper his lovers face with kiss after kiss after hearing such a beautiful confession that he had completely forgotten to-

“oh right! i love you too, y/n! i love you!” 

he was nikolai gogol, the man who had the blessing of loving you

fyodor

it’s like every nerve in his body is telling him: NO, this is a HUGE red flag, abort immediately

and i mean, this is the fyodor dostoevsky we’re talking about, when is he ever wrong?

he know’s he isn’t wrong, either, and that’s whats eating at him

he knows he’s right but he so desperately wants to be wrong, just this once

he knows he cant accept this, no he cant hear you out this once, you’re wrong about all of this, you’re wrong and he’s right

you dont love him

it just isn’t right

but his body seems to be doing the exact opposite of his intentions, and he has absolutely no idea why he feels his cheeks warming up

he has to control himself, because god forbid he go against his intuition, he’s the genius after all-

“fedya...?”

how could he ever say no to you

you’re his everything, his darling, his light in this plagued world, how could he ever possibly hurt you?

he wants to be chased by you, eluded and teased and adored; he wants to drink tea beside you in 10 years while you laugh about the problems you were once so troubled over

he wants to dream of you, keep all of you inside his mind, his physical, personal mind

he wants you

he softly chuckles at your desperate demeanour, how could he be so cruel, keeping you waiting for so long?

he moves his hand to cup your chin, tilting your face upwards to his own

“i love you too, milaya”

you fool he thinks, why couldn’t he just follow his intuition?

tecchou

he short circuits, poor him, you’ve broken him

he literally struggles to conceive a proper thought let alone speak a coherent sentence

“tecchou...?”

“say it again”

“i love you?”

congrats, you’ve killed him

he feels like his heart is beating out of his chest, he’s certain you could even hear it from this distance (he’s so happy jouno wasn’t there, he could not deal with the teasing, not today)

and then something clicks in him and everything comes crashing down at once

you love him you love him you love him he loves you he loves you he loves you

he does what he first thinks to do, pulling you in close by the waist and kissing you and ohmygod you can feel him smiling against the kiss

to be honest you don’t even want to let go to catch your breath, you’re certain you’d be happy dying like this- being kissed to death by your lover, tecchou

he finally lets go of you and you watch as he stares at you for what feels like an eternity- and you don’t complain, how could you? 

"i”  kiss “love” kiss “you” kiss “so so much” kiss kiss kiss

you’re a blushing mess and youre certain you both look like a bunch of giddy idiots who are so enchanted by the other that all you want to do is kiss forever and ever, and you’re pretty sure tecchou would do exactly that if he could - goddamn humans and their need for oxygen

tecchou always was misunderstood for the most of his life, his special ability certainly didn’t help his case of alienation either, but he was more than happy to catch up on all those years with loving you

he pulls you in for another kiss

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a toddler dubchaeng request incoming for the heart, dubs and chaeng go to the park with there mommies (2yeong) but end up getting distracted and go bug catching with a tiny plastic bag chae had weridly in her back pocket and when they end up showing it to there mommys all proud and stuff nayeon starts screaming and hiding while jeong tells them they need to release them back to there homes because its not nice to kidnap bugs from there familys/homes

This is so wholesome I love it so much!!! Also sorry for the late response I've been busy with college and work

Little!DubChaeng. Cg!2yeon

Warnings: none

Collecting bugs

Dahyun and Chaeyoung were both at the door, jumping up and down excitedly as well as rattling the door handle to indicate that they wanted to leave. “Mama, Mommy! Come on, we wanna go to the park!” Chaeyoung complains because of the fact that Jeongyeon and Nayeon were taking a long time to get ready. “We'll be there soon, Mama is just being fussy over what jacket she wants to wear.” Jeongyeon replies which earned her a scowl coming from Nayeon.

Dahyun was not pleased with the fact that her mama was taking way too long picking out a jacket, especially since it was eating into her park time, so she took it upon herself to march over to where her mommy and mama stood and she had a very serious look on her face. “Mama, yous being wayyyy too picky and dats not nice for me and Chae.” Dahyun put extra emphasis on the word ‘way’ to show how diabolical she thought Nayeon was being.

Jeongyeon stifles a snicker and she nudges Nayeon. “Well that's your warning.” She whispers to the older girl. Nayeon stood there in complete shock that she got told off by Dahyun, but she listened to her by grabbing a random jacket even if it was one that she didn't feel like matched her outfit.

When the three of them made it to the door, Chaeyoung was impatiently looking at them whilst tapping her foot on the ground. “FINALLY! I was gonna leave without you guys.” Chaeyoung sighs heavily and she shakes her head in disappointment. Both Nayeon and Jeongyeon tried to apologize but they found it hard to take it seriously, thankfully they were able to control their laughter and they gave a short yet sincere apology to the two regressed girls.

Once the door was unlocked by Jeongyeon, Dahyun and Chaeyoung ran outside and straight to the park because they really wanted to have fun at the park. Nayeon and Jeongyeon quickly followed since they wanted nothing bad to happen to the girls since they're both very protective over them.

When they reached the park, Dahyun was already busy with the slide by going up and down on it via the slide itself instead of using the steps to go up, Chaeyoung was busy with making sandcastles with a random bucket and spade she found in the sand pit. Dahyun eventually got bored with the slide and Chaeyoung did with making sandcastles, so Dahyun organized a meeting with Chaeyoung, underneath the slide.

“Do you wanna go on the swings, Chae?” Dahyun questions which makes Chaeyoung think for a second and as soon as she was going to say yes, she spot something next to them. “Dubs, look! It's an ant.” Chaeyoung points at the bug on the floor. Dahyun gasps loudly and she grins. “Dat means there is more bugs around here!” Dahyun concluded. So with that in mind the original swing idea went out of the window and it was now replaced with a hunt for the small creatures.

There was one specific spot that the duo had found which was basically a hotel for bugs of all shapes and sizes. Chaeyoung then whipped out two plastic bags from her coat pocket and she hands one over to Dahyun, who looked surprised yet thankful. “Who just carries plastic baggies in their coat?” Dahyun questions while she picks up a beatle and places it in her bag. “Me, duh.” Chaeyoung counteracts, thankfully it didn't escalate since they were too focused on collecting the bugs.

“What do you have, Dubs?” Chaeyoung asks since both of their bags were around halfway full. Dahyun clears her throat before listing them off. “I've got like a lot of spiders, a dis one which I dunno what it's called but I will say dat it is a weird bug, and… and I have a beatle!” Dahyun smiles widely at her collection before continuing “What do you have, Chae?” Dahyun waits eagerly to see what Chaeyoung caught. “Well, ahem, I got a stick-bug, beatles, some ants and spiders.” Chaeyoung lists them off proudly.

After 10 minutes, Nayeon went over to check up on the regressed girls. “Oooo, what are you two doing over here?” Nayeon's voice was full of warmth and happiness while she moved closer. “We've got bugs, mama!” Dahyun and Chaeyoung yelled loudly out of pure joy, they even showed Nayeon the bags of bugs that they had.

Nayeon's face quickly changed from a smile to one of fear, she quickly ran as far away from the bugs as possible whilst screaming loudly in the process. Meanwhile, Dahyun and Chaeyoung found it hilarious, in fact they decided to chase their mama around the park until she slipped and ended up behind Jeongyeon, who was now confused on why Nayeon was running away from DubChaeng.

“Woah! What's going on here?” Jeongyeon controls the situation so everyone is somewhat calm, mainly Nayeon though since Dahyun and Chaeyoung looked at their mommy with the most innocent look on their faces. “Nothing, mommy. Me and dubs just showed mama our bugs.” Chaeyoung says casually, she and Dahyun then both showed their bug bags to Jeongyeon.

Nayeon glared at Jeongyeon as if to say ‘Do something about it because I'm not having bugs in our house.’ Jeongyeon nodded and she looked back at DubChaeng. “Okay, I know that the bugs look really cool, but these guys have their homes to get to and they don't want to be away from their family.” Jeongyeon says softly so she wouldn't get a negative response from the littles.

Dahyun and Chaeyoung thought for a second before they gasped loudly at what they had done. “We're gonna take dem back to their families now, mommy!” Dahyun and Chaeyoung then ran to where the spot was and they dumped out the contents of the bags and placed the bugs with their respective families. They then scurried back to 2yeon where the four of them walked home peacefully without any bugs to scare Nayeon.

Hello, I hope everyone has a good day/evening/night. And I hope that you guys enjoyed reading.

[tallysescape]

actually I need to know how that playlist is going for you just in general any thoughts

ok so i was listening to the playlist all day in school so i wasnt thinking too deep on the songs besides “wtf wtf this is SICK” but!!!!

im on a pearl by mitski and here’s some other songs that stood out to me

everyone by mitski. rori you are fucked up for putting this. botw zelda. shaking sobbing on my knees jumping out a WINDOW. SHE HELD BACK THE CALAMITY FOR A CENTURY WHAT IF I DUCKINF LOST IT. “but it didnt want me yet” THE GODDESS. IM DEAD

i want you by mitski.

im ignoring garden song bc you already know how insane it makes me an i cant hit the image limit yet

FROM EDEN BY HOZIER OH MY GOODDDDD i will never shut up abt pre-botw link and zelda they’re so fun (awful terrible im going to cry) to think abt

wasteland baby by hozier. botw zelda is playing this as she pulls up at the castle me thinks

sunlight by hozier (NOTE: there is so much in like all these songs that drive me crazy but im just pulling my fav lines) OUGGGGGG. i could say so much.

i bet on losing dogs by mitski. you didnt have to do this

we’ll never have sex by leith ross. shaky thumbs up

like real people do by hozier MY GOOODDDDD THIS LINE THIS ONE RIGHT HERE. CRAZY. hateno house 💥🔫

about you by the 1975 THIS ENTIRE SONG MESSED ME UP. SHE DIDNT THINK HE WOULD REMEMBER HER BUT HE DID AND I JUST KNOW HE COULDNT WAIT TO TELL HER I JUST OUGOUGHHHHHH AND ME PERSONALLY. i love the hc where the sheika slate can replay the memories like holograms in game so. that hurts me.

seven by taylor swift. SERIOUSLY WHATT. “passed down like folk songs the love lasts so long” HELP ME.

kiss goodnight by idk how but they found me. genuinely dont ever send me links again

shrike by hozier. ough. “i was housed by your warmth thus transformed” “remember me love when i am reborn” ok. totk. i jump in a lake

carefully steps over forth of july like its a landmine

line without a hook by ricky montgomery. I CANNOT ESCAPE THIS GUY. pre botw they were both so messy im gonna die i cant DO THIS

cosmic love by florence + the machine. im literally so sorry jjk fucking stole this song you im SORRY. thinking abt fake zelda so hard i might fuck around and write something

punisher by phoebe bridgers. i just think its crazy how everyone know them through each other. im soooooo normal abt this

gold rush by taylor swift. I ACTUALLY DIDNT GET THIS SONF UNTIL THE END??? i seriously cannot think of anything but fake zelda here. i really might just write the fic. like. he followed her ALL OVER THE KINGDOM AND IT WASNT FUCKING HERE. “so inviting i almost jump in” WHAATTTTTTTTT. “cause it will never be gleaming twinkling eyes like sinking ships on the water” WHAATTTTTTTTTT (PLEASE YELL AT ME ABT THE SONGS TOO)

i guess by mitski. ngl. jjk also got this one. apologies. im in the trenches. BUT. how often to you think they’ve sat somewhere thinking about the second chances they’ve both offered each other. casually slides this to notes app

francis forever by mitski. need i say more. once again i think its fucking insane how tied to each other they are like. oh my god. don’t think abt them in hateno don’t think hateno

first love late spring by mitski. ough

iris by the goo goo dolls. THIS RUINS ME

a pearl by mitski RORI WHEN I CATCH YOU

[munchiezxx]

any songs that u associate with the pasithea powder? looking for ideas for a playlist :)

OK so i was about to drop my whole playlist when i realized like 75% of the songs were taken from the official playlists because i’m uncreative so i’m not sure how much help i will really be BUT i have songs in there that may not have the most accurate lyrics but fit the *vibe* if you squint so you know just use your discretion i suppose lol

FIRSTLY somebody that i used to know by gotye mostly for that one bridge that the girl sings, i dunno, you kind of have to squint

for obvious reason: TWO songs called bad idea, the one by girl in red but especially the song from waitress the musical, i think people thought i was joking when i brought it up but i’m dead serious

as long as I’m embarrassing myself here, I’m not that girl from wicked for jane. haha

saw you in a dream by the japanese house

mitski, because duh: i want you, i bet on losing dogs, and pink in the night. there’s probably lot more

gravity by sara bareilles, this one is fun because you can apply it to like, anyone

andromeda by weyes blood is a sophie green s3 moment

samson by regina spektor has always had the Vibe for me but it never fit anyone perfectly, i guess i apply it to sophie and evelyn going by the story but idk

anyways IDK if those are any good bc i mostly listen exclusively to 70s folk rock these days but hey if you want some of those i got em. now i want to work on my own pasithea playlist so you might get some more recs in a couple days

ALSO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SEND ME THE PLAYLIST WHEN UR DONE PLEASE <3

[thinkatoryx]

More songs because I’m bored and this is fun for me: Should Have Known Better~~Sufjan Stevens = Roman, Kendall, Bea

Running up that hill specifically Placebo cover ~~Kendall, Bea

Spare Change~~Ingrid Michaelson, Don’t Look Back Ryan Elder feat Kotomi ~~Kendall, Bea, Logan

Song of the Magpie~~Sea Wolf~~Logan, Kendall, Roman

Michicant~~Bon Iver~~Kendall

You’ll miss me when I’m Not Around~~Grimes~~Kendall

A Minor Incident~~Badly Drawn Boy~~Roman, Kendall

Mr. Blue~~Catherine Feeny~~ Naomi and Kendall

I Am Easy to Find~~the national~~Kendall and Stewy

Motion Sickness~~Phoebe Bridgers~~Kendall, Stewy

I Bet on Losing Dogs~~Naomi, Rava

Anyway these songs = vibes from dead Kendall au

Running Up That Hill - WOW I'm ruined on this song now possibly, it burns in a good way.

Spare Change / Don't Look Back - I'm intrigued by you putting Logan, Kendall, and Bea into a group. It's really a group of generational trauma at that point, which is why I think her story has to end with her trying to relate to this person who shaped her entire life without ever meeting her. These two really emphasize the line between the three, whether any of them likes it or not.

Song of the Magpie - I listened to this without reading lyrics and that last line was a gutpunch. I see it. Owww. <3

Michicant - Talk about music to sit in a Kendall pose and listen to. That third verse killed me.

You'll Miss Me When I'm Not Around - This was somehow an even harder hit than I was expecting. Making a playlist "Music to Cry about Kendall Roy By"

A Minor Incident - So, like, now I'm thinking there has to be some remnant of Kendall's thoughts (not a suicide note) around, some email, something for people to obsess over despite themselves.

Mr Blue - Boy listening to these all at once was a bad move, having extreme Naomi emotions right now. This is normal!

I Am Easy To Find - I know this one! This is extremely tragic Kenstewy, I'm absolutely into it. (Recommend if anyone wants Kenstewy feelings.)

Motion Sickness - Also STELLAR Kenstewy vibes, I love it. I'm always so pleased when someone else camps out in his head with me.

I Bet On Losing Dogs - This is all just vibes, wow. I'm afraid to go down the Mitski rabbithole, lol, there are only more feelings there.

Whew, I'm just gonna take a minute. Interesting playlist if anyone wants to hear it out.

[a-dorin]

I think a lot of what I've written recently ambiguous characters and this is what I listen to get into the right mindset for that. I have many a song that I hope will fit your needs, I hope you don't mind the long list :

I Bet on Losing Dogs, Mitski

Washing Machine Heart, Mitski

Not Strong Enough, boygenius

My Love is Sick, Madds Buckley

Orange Juice, Noah Kahan

No Complaints, Noah Kahan

You Missed My Hear, Phoebe Bridgers

Painkillers, Rainbow Kitten Surprise

It's Called: Freefall, Rainbow Kitten Surprise

All's Well That Ends, Rainbow Kitten Surprise

No Surprises, Radiohead

Please, Please, Please Let Me Get What I Want, The Smiths

20 Dollar Nose Bleed, Fall Out Boy

The Kids Aren't Alright, Fall Out Boy

Wires, The Neighbourhood

Seventeen Going Under, Sam Fender

Hope this helps!

these are absolutely perfect and i will be adding them to my playlist IMMEDIATELY‼️

thank you so much, i don’t mind the long list at all! 🤍

[moonbyulyissolar]

eren & mikasa ; "so this was heaven" — a spotify playlist, 1 hour and 39 minutes

after giving you the best i had, tell me what to give after that

1. happiness — taylor swift

haunted by the look in my eyes that would have loved you for a lifetime / leave it all behind / tell me, when did your winning smile, begin to look like a smirk? / when did all our lessons start to look like weapons pointed at my deepest hurt?

2. two slow dancers — mitski

the ground has been slowly pulling us back down / you see it on both our skin / we get a few years and then it wants us back again / it would be a hundred times easier if we were young again

3. listen before i go — billie eilish

that's what a year-long headache does to you / i'm not okay, i feel so scattered / don't say i'm all that matters / leave me

4. i bet on losing dogs — mitski

i bet on losing dogs / i know they're losing and i pay for my place by the ring / where i'll be looking into their eyes when they're down / i'll be there on their side / i'll be losing by their side

5. the night we met — lord huron

and then i can tell myself not to ride along with you / i had all and then most of you / some and now none of you / take me back to the night we met

6. once upon a dream (maleficent soundtrack) — lana del rey

i know you, that look in your eyes is so familiar a gleam / and although it's true that visions are seldom what they seem / if i know you, i know what you'll do / you'll love me at once the way you did once upon a dream

7. sparks — coldplay

did i drive you away? / i know what you'll say / you say, "oh, sing one we know" / but i promise you this, i'll always look out for you / yeah, that's what i'll do

8. i love you so — the walters

i'm gonna pack my things and leave you behind / this feeling's old and i know that i've made up my mind / i hope you feel what i felt when you shattered my soul / 'cause you were cool and i'm a fool so please let me go / but i love you so

9. apocalypse — cigarettes after sex

you leapt from crumbling bridges watching cityscapes turn to dust / filming helicopters crashing in the ocean from way above / got the music in you, baby, tell me why / you've been locked in there forever and you just can't say goodbye

10. i'll never smile again — frank sinatra, tommy dorsey orchestra

i'll never thrill again to somebody new / within my heart, i know i will never start to smile again / until i smile at you

11. white ferrari — frank ocean

clearly, this isn't all that there is / can't take what's been given / you dream of walls that hold us imprisoned / it's just a skull, 'least that's what they call it / and we're free to roam

12. chasing pavements — adele

i build myself up and fly around in circles / waitin' as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle / finally, could this be it / or should i give up? / or should i just keep on chasing

13. moon song — phoebe bridgers

you are sick and you're married and you might be dying / but you're holding me like water in your hands / when you saw the dead little bird you started crying / but you know the killer doesn't understand

14. repeat until death — novo amor

don't go, you're half of me now / but i'm hardly stood proud / i said it, almost / oh, i've been low, but dammit i bet it don't show / it was heaven a moment ago / i had it, almost / we had it, almost

15. fourth of july — sufjan stevens

where everything was fiction, future, and prediction / now where am i? my fading supply / did you get enough love, my little dove? why do you cry? / and i'm sorry i left but it was for the best / though it never felt right

16. i saw you in a dream — the japanese house

i saw you in a dream / you had stayed the same / you were beckoning me / said that i had changed / tried to keep my eyes closed / i want you so bad / then i awoke and it was so sad

17. savior complex — phoebe bridgers

you want blood and i promised / i'm a bad liar with a savior complex / all the skeletons you hide / show me yours and i'll show you mine / all the bad dreams that you hide / show me yours

18. state lines — novo amor

was it all any more faded after all? / i don't know, i don't know i don't know / are you sure, did you call? / did we ever really talk? / i don't know, i don't know, i don't know

19. peace — taylor swift

and you know that I'd swing with you for the fences / sit with you in the trenches / give you my wild, give you a child / give you the silence that only comes when two people understand each other / is it enough? / no, i could never give you peace

20. my heart is buried in venice — ricky montgomery

say, say what you mean / tell me the truth or tell me you're through / don't leave me to breathe / don't leave me to bleed / for someone who chose to leave me be

21. roslyn — cullen

sea and rock below / cocked to the undertow / bones, blood and teeth erode / they will be crashing low / wings wouldn't help you

22. wings (acoustic) — birdy

i just wanna be by your side / if these wings could fly / oh, damn these walls / in the moment, we're ten feet tall / and how you told me after it all / we'd remember tonight for the rest of our lives

23. re:stacks — bon iver

this is not the sound of a new man or crispy realization / it's the sound of the unlocking and the lift away / your love will be safe with me

24. she dances — billie marten

and i'm jealous of her feet / the way she runs from nobody / the way she walks right through the sea / and how she'll make you weep

25. birdcage — novo amor

for the record, i blame myself / it went on and on, i let me lose / i'm letting my head collapse on itself / could you need me now? / i can't see how / i think i'm forgetting how to breathe out

[x-avantgarde-x]

In your arms I’m found - Levi Ackerman.

Summary: Levi comforts when you are not feeling your best.

Warnings: slight mentions of mental health issues, but nothing to serious. Slight angst to fluff.

Songs to listen to: I Bet on Losing Dogs by Mitski.

This piece was mainly written as a form of self comfort and to help myself, but I’ve decided to post it in case anyone was needing something like this too.

(I want you to know that no matter what you are going through my DM’s are always open for us to talk and I’ll try to help you as much as I can♥️).

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The clock ticks echo in the room, a deafening silence has taken over the small bedroom as if the only person inside it was trying for it to swallow her as if by it the voices in her head that only seemed to grow louder would finally cease their chant.

It is past dusk, and a certain raven haired man feels his heart threatening with escaping from his chest by how fast it is beating as he aims to enter the room. Levi’s hand rises to the doorknob, a knot in his stomach because he fears what he may he find once he opens that door; ‘Ironic’ he thinks, ironic how, being humanity’s strongest soldiers, he doesn’t flinch back at the sight of a human devouring beast but he cowers up when it comes to confronting his significant other mental state.

To be fair with himself, neither is he used to it; he has had to face titans enough times to get used to it, he has memorized the movements, the strategies, in the battle field he sometimes resorts to his most primal instincts to face the situation, but when it comes to you he can’t act the same. It’s usually him the one that finds himself needing to be comforted, and you are always so gentle, so sweet and thoughtful, that he knows that he has to somehow let both his rational mind emotional side to guide him if he wants to help you.

And once he resolves into this, he opens the door without another second thought.

Levi looks around the room and easily spots you curled up in a ball lying on your shared bed, the covers up to your head. He lets out a gentle sigh as he moves towards the window to open them, he doubts you’ve been taking much fresh air lately. “Leave them like that. I like them closed”.

Your soft and tired voice stops him before he got to open put his hands on the window, he sakes his head, heart clenching at how drained and live-less your voice sounds. “You need the fresh air, though...” he tries to argue with you, but you don’t answer him back, not even moving slightly from your positions.

Once again he sighs, now in defeat as he gives up on the issue of the air for the time being, and makes his way to your spot on the bed.

Levi sits next to you, silver eyes looking at you with the most honest look of utter pain and worry, as he places on of his hands over the curve of your hip and traces small circles with his thumb. Levi’s not used to this, he believed that after the years together and having being taken care of by you for even longer he would have learnt how to mimic you but instead he felt like he was walking on very thin as, as I a wrong movement or wrong word was all it would take for you to disappear in front of his eyes.

Swallowing the gulp on his throat the man grew all the strength he could before saying “You know... You know I’m not good at this” he tried not to stutter with his words while speaking “But I want you to know that I will do whatever you need me to to make it better”. Levi felt you move against his palm, and retracted it with care, hoping he hadn’t worsened the situation.

You rose from behind the covers, eyes puffed and lips chapped from crying, dark eye bags decorated your face as a sing of your lack of sleep, pale skin making it all contrast much more. Levi wanted nothing but to take the pain way, to lift whatever burden that was making you feel so miserable from your shoulders and be him the one bearing it if it meant to have the usual cheerful and radiant you back. Placing his right hand over your cheek he saw you nozzle yourself against his palm, as if trying to take all the comfort you could from him from this simple touch.

You lifted your eyes to look at your boyfriend’s for the first time in there, and what you saw in them broke your heart into a million pieces. Sadness, worry, fear, and a thousand other emotions where visible in your lover’s eyes. You cleared your throat, in order to be able to speak, “For now just... hold me. Please”.

He complied at once, gently nodding his head as a sing of having listened to your petition.

And hold you he did. Cuddled up with you, arms encircling your waist as his head rested over the crown of your head, as you laid on his chest as you gently played with the hem of the cravat around his neck, was how you spent the rest of the night, until you both fell asleep in each other’s arms.

[humanmikey]

sooooo…. i made a kuroko playlist.

When making this playlist, I wanted there to be a lot of emotion in it (emotion that Kuroko doesn’t display). So I decided to create a timeline and broke it into sections. Note: I included my own headcannons in this 👀 also some of these songs don’t relate to Kuroko as a character, but I think these would just be songs he would want to listen to

Section 1:

Starts: Moon River - Audrey Hepburn

Ends: I Bet on Losing Dogs - Mitski

Starting middle school at Teiko, joining the basketball team, meeting Aomine, entering the first string, the conflict in him and Aomine’s relationship, the conflict he has with the GoM and basketball, and finally quitting the team.

This includes my own headcannons about Aomine and Kuroko’s relationship. Aomine and Kuroko were a couple, and when Aomine announced his boredom for basketball, Kuroko obviously wanted to help him. But once Aomine started changing, so did their relationship, but they didn’t break up; they just fell apart. One day they would be holding hands, then ignoring each other the next. I think into their third year, Kuroko was ready to let him go and broke up with Aomine. I like to think that Aomine was a lot of Kuroko’s firsts so I wanted to show the grieving process of losing someone you really cared about. Giving your significant other your firsts is something that’s sacred, so losing that person… it’s emotional at least from my experience.

Section 2:

Starts: Death By A Thousand Cuts - Taylor Swift

Ends: I’m Still Standing - Elton John

After quitting the basketball team and breaking up with Aomine, Kuroko lost a part of himself that he wanted to get back. He wanted his happiness back — his love for basketball back. This is like a reflection period for him. He knows his decision will disappoint everyone, but he wants to think for himself. In the end, he knows he made the right choice.

Section 3:

Starts: Can Do - GRANRODEO

Ends: the lakes - Taylor Swift

And now we’ve made it to the final part. Kuroko joins the Seirin basketball team and meets a player named Kagami Taiga. After investigating Kagami as a player, Kuroko makes him a promise that they will beat the GoM and become number one in Japan yes, yes we know the plot. Kuroko finds his reason to love basketball again. As they continue to grow as a power duo, Kuroko starts to develop feelings for Kagami. But he’s scared, not because of rejection, but because he doesn’t want what happened with Aomine to happen to Kagami; he doesn’t want to lose him. Near the end of the Winter Cup, he confesses to Kagami and tells him his worries. Kagami then promises Kuroko that he won’t leave him and that they will always be shadow and light. They win the Winter Cup. Throughout the obstacles they’ve faced together, they never gave up or left each other’s side. Kagami was definitely Kuroko’s light. He helped Kuroko find himself again and made him love basketball again. Kagami was his reason to continue going.

this playlist is constantly changing so if you have any song suggestions and placements for them, please let me know :) hope y’all enjoy it!!