#god I’m so fucking tired of everything

[moron-hassaikai-and-more]

Monoma: hi, I just cracked all the way down my spine and loudly moaned in front of my parents. Does anyone have any cool headstone ideas cos I’m ready to fucking die-

[puppyeared]

personal character design headcanons + brainrot

Note: the re-bound!au does NOT belong to me, it belongs to @chipper-smol I’m just not normal about it lol

[chrollohearttags]

everything that could go wrong today has and I’m just ready to call it quits for this year while I’m ahead. Not even going to try anymore.

[tentacleteapot]

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[darlingknave]

At the time I’m writing this, I have about seven hours until my top teeth (yes, all of them) and my remaining bottom back teeth are surgically extracted. I wasn’t prepared for this. I’m disabled, trans, and living in a trailer that my landlord/mother charges me 3/4 of my SSI check for. I will never be able to afford dentures.

I can’t help but feel that Crohn’s disease is eating me alive bit by bit. In the past five years I’ve lost six feet of intestine, my colon, my gallbladder, several teeth, and now nine more. I risk the infection spreading further into my jaw bone if I delay any longer.

I am not doing well. I would like some help, please. I won’t be able to keep my weight stable on the diet I have to follow to keep my celiac, crohns, and ileostomy under control if I have no teeth to bite or chew with. The last time I couldn’t eat, I dropped to 92lbs. I am 5’4. I look ‘healthy’ at 140. I could probably get by for a while if I could get some high protein boost or ensure but the price has moved way beyond my means.

If you can help, please do

$jacksoquick <—-ca$h apples

@jacksoquick <—- ven Elmo

Embarrassing as hell but if you can share this, it may help me find somebody able to lend a hand

Edit: if I get $30 I can buy a 24 pack and that’ll give me two liquid meals a day for 12 days. That’s real, tangible, life altering help and I will repay your kindness with a video of my cat when she was six months old trying to unlock a door with her teeth and then spazzing away to play dumb when she realizes I’m recording her

And scandalous pics of her with her brother looking like I’ve just caught them in a compromising position

Update: Jaw infected, pain severe, groggy the teeth are out and I hate it they took my last dime for norco

update2: fully awake now and learned they had to 'trim' the jaw bone what the fuck does that even mean, they swore it won't make me look any stranger than normal but i don't understand how long that takes to recover from or what they've done or anything, they just shoved me out the door and into my ride's car

I can feel a lot more stitches in my mouth than we talked about doing

[janiedean]

i would beg my brain chemistry to magically realign itself on a sensed wavelength before I end up begging for meds i don’t think it’s too much to ask is it /s

[castdowns]

the only half way safe space to be a lesbian is online and literally y’all fucking suck too, i am so depressed

[autistic-katara]

seeing ur beloved mutual reblogging some questionable shit (probably unintentionally) but not having the energy to argue or explain why </3

[babyfairy]

i hate that i can’t even ride the high from my concert because my life is so consistently depressing and hellish lmao 🙃 it’s depressing to come back down to reality after such a good day. like it really makes me realize how joyless my life has become. everything just blurs together

[navysealt4t]

when i go to nyc with my mom if i don’t get to go to a all gluten free restaurant i’m gonna throw a tantrum

[barley-st-band]

hey does anyone know how we’re supposed to survive it all. asking for a friend

[librariansrose]

David Chiem Voice: You’re Delusional

[ghostwithaheartbeat]

Day three of holding everyone’s laundry hostage until my father takes a shower.

The last of my father’s beloved white socks have fallen to the filth. There is little hope, and even less in terms of rest. The battle is ongoing, and it feels often that I am fighting alone. Morale is low; my ally in this conflict, mother, is injured. I long for the days when I can rest. When this war will cease, and all will be clean again. The dishes done, the people bathed, the laundry washed and folded. Alas. We know the struggle will never end.

I am Sisyphus, and my father’s horrid stench and apathy are forever my boulder.

My father is a war profiteer, and I am a hapless young recruit greeting a doomed mission.

Last shower date: December 25th, 2023

[sleepitawaydear]

hey guys how do i stop being actually the fucking worst

[pinkfey]

the lack of empathy people have for victims of gun violence is making me rapidly descend into grief and despair and i don’t know what to do about it 👍

[locrianking]

nothing pisses me off more than how figure skating reporters/news will constantly and intentionally leave out important details of stories in order to produce ragebait for people who don’t know anything about figure skating