#having funnnnnn

[ent1ty03]

Y'know when you experience a weird disconnection between your thoughts and emotions? Wants, needs and dreams? When reality sorta blends with the virtual landscape seemingly becoming one and it kinda feels like your constantly watching through a screen?

Idk lol I'm a little loopy thanks to being high on the flu... or some illness... hmm... probably is affecting my mind as I'm writing this

ANyway, this is not a new thing, its been here for a bit. Weirdly enough during exam week (i made it through YIPPEE), I think the fact I had to be constantly studying grounded me so significantly in reality those feelings subsided to some degree. But now, today after the exams, I have a whole lot more free time now that I'm not constantly analysing new texts. I'm suddenly driven to have my mind snatched away from physical reality by a profound amount of fiction analysis, mc, music and art/animation content on youtube.

I have such strong cravings to be entertained and to simply exist, and this is not just- I'm really tired and sick ahh blargh i can't do anything adfgjhkflgh- I think it's some form of inspiring yet degrading habits that have trained my brain to endulge itself in content as a form of escapism or dopamine, I have no idea haha.

I say inspiring, as often certain genres within that content are super helpful, such as the analysis and or tutorial videos, helping me to process my life and motivate me into spending my time in a fun way, just being creative and myself, not simply part of a view-count for the next viral vid.

Which in itself brings up another weird point- how degrading sometimes to youtube algorhithmn can be, especially with the audience, this normalised version of acceptance for the audience to simply be viewed as statistics on a screen, not irl people like how a musician performing to a live audience on stage might view their audience.

Is this too much of a tangent? Ha, sorry, just had a bit on my mind, and now I'm finding all these parrallels.

Anyway x2, when I do want to act upon this motivation, its so stupid how it feels sometimes like I'm walking through honey or something so sticky, and my body, every fibre of me is almost, just almost, screaming at me, sending all these alarms off.

But when I do get settled into something, get invested, I am in it: you cannot stop me xD, I just get in the zone and its amazing and terrifying all at once, as it becomes so hard to now stop what I am doing, and once again face these alarm bells and the feeling like fingers are prying at my skin.

I think that for the most part is the reason I get so nervous and hesitant surrounding starting new creative projects, and I think (?) most people experience a similar thing to varying degrees. You're kinda stepping into the unknown, and that's terrifying.

To anyone who comments on these ranty, tanegnty, posts to add their opinion, genuinely thank you.

It feels like my voice is being heard and responded to... sometimes saying stuff like this is really hard irl, even if I am so fortunate enough to be surrounded by amazing people.

But yeah, THAT"S MY LIFE XD, stuck in this weird void in between wanting to do stuff and go towards my dreams so bad but dreading, not even the task itself, but the simple action of starting or leaving.

I think when I'm in that space, it might (?) be related to control, and the human need for consistency (?)

bruh my dog is literally scooching her butt on my bedroom rug making grunting oises as I'm writing this- genuinely universe- WHAT IS THIS??!!??

BUt ha, anyway, hope anyone who ends up reading this monologue- (ha, get it? Name pun- oooooooOooHHhhhhh- your mu-)

Thank you for your time, and I hope you have a fantastic rest of your day :P <3

[yayee-prsp]

[ladyhavilliard]

death: transformation, endings, change, transition, letting go, release

[3416]

watching leaf fans who spend 80% of their year disparaging their own team and reacting to every random ass stat about them as if they're uniquely bad and evil and cursed be so holier than thou about the game 7 stat abt the avs or the 1st round exit stat about the wild is so funny.... almost like this is a game and all teams have things that haunt them but their own fanbases don't let it define them and maybe if you didn't spend so much time buying into and perpetuating that useless shit, the leafs would get more positive and fair coverage

[mochiwei]

Yo Whit. I got a new sketchbook and am so paralyzed on what to draw. How do? What do?

Yo anon I go through sketchbook paralysis too!! I try to break in sketchbooks by drawing my favorite memes, no lie.

That way whenever I open it up I see my favorite pics first ☺️ also it’s a great drawing exercise!

Some of my favorite memes on one page ⬆️

I also like drawing my sister’s cats. ⬇️

Also it helps to know if your sketchbook is going to be one for showing other people (like for art classes, or compiling traditional art) or just for you.

If the sketchbook is for a class or portfolio, you can use mixed media in it and post-it notes to keep things organized and readable!

If it’s just for you, get as messy as you like and have fun! Some of my personal sketchbook pages are just me doing the same drawing over and over again for practice lol

I hope this helps, and happy drawing!

[manchesterau]

OKAY

top pre hiatus gaming vids?!

this is like asking a parent to pick their favorite child BUTTT if you insist ;)

not in any particular order:

it's so funny watching dan's descent into madness as the series goes on, ive rewatched it so often i can recite the damn video

this is such a good dan versus phil in my opinion bc if it's your first time watching it they are neck and neck (and i know a lot of dan versus phil's are like that but still). it's just a fun watch (i will be saying this a lot)

i dont know why...but ive come back to this video (and every video on the list lol) SOOOOO often i dont know why this scary game in particular but it's just sooo fun watching them play and get scared by a furby

this is funny bc of how shit phil is at drawing to the point where it's like...is he throwing this but no they're both shit but phil is worse under pressure plus a cute moment at the end of phil being a ****** ****

again another dan versus phil and it's a close one but watching them try and jumpscare each other and be really competitive is just so fun!!! they're both really into the game and i miss this!!!!!

this video is just so......again FUNNNN also dan once again losing his mind and using some very wonderful vocab in this

AHHHHHHH i also come back to this video a lot because first off they just dont know wtf theyre doing and that you couldn't friend anyone on the last day but it's also cute that when dan has 'had enough' phil takes over. also the comments on this are so funny like yeah no one wants to be your friend bc you keep using 'we' and theyre scared of you......

i love that this video started off with 'yeah we werent gonna play it bc we didnt think we should but yall wanted it so here we are' and dan in the cunty wig also my god remember this goddamn game jesus ive been on youtube for far too long.......

SO FUNNNN plus they win in the end and we get a cameo from kath and again so entertaining watching them both care get really into it!!!

this is fun because dan would have won but his hebris...too damn strong and like many other all or nothings he loses and deserves for going along with another all or nothing. another game theyre really into and it's fun to watch (how many times have i said this already

random ass game random ass video to put on this list but idc it's fun!!!!!! also dan taking this game farrrr too seriously and trying to critic it bruh it's a shitty simulator game calm down (ily bb)

[persephoneprice]

this is how i feel when yall ask why i like sotr

[raindrop-rouge]

✨ Chapter 9: WRATH: The Red Rest ✨

Chapter 9 of Seven Rings, Seven Rivals is up!

Alastor stands in an unsanitary back alley of Wrath. He does not wish to be there, and he has a job to do.  But he’s frozen like a lemon, with a hand outstretched to where Lucifer stood moments ago. He recoils, as if burned. To add insult to the injury, his shadow does not, choosing this moment to showcase its individuality on the opposite wall, as it fails to follow its owner’s lead. Its gaze trails up to the skies forlornly, a truly pathetic sight. 

Alastor is left to his own devices, with nothing but a hotel to deal with & a horde of angry imps. Oh, and a very mopey shadow! Not exactly his happiest day in hell 🥲

[bloodsweatandpotato]

Reason I would make a great whumpee number 186: Earlier today I had this exchange with a few of my friends.

Me- walks into the room, dramatically slumps onto the couch.

My friends- “You okay?”

Me- “Yeah. I’m fine. Just… not exceedingly conscious…” Proceeds to pass out and collapse.

[dr-gl0rbiez]

Art before bed!!!!

First; two-bit advertising Buck’s!! Gonna keep ramble brief cause i gots ta sleep but i kept imagining a dude in that outfit advertising to cowboys to come and have a drink. I chose Two-Bit cause he just seems oike the type of guy to do pin-up girl poses/pictures for fun. Also cause i haven’t drawn him in a bit and i missed him

Next up is the mini-glorps!!! And a mini-comic about their eatibg habits. This is a make up drawing for missing yesterday’s art, so my badz. The picture quality is crap too, so my bad again. Couldnt get good lighting honestly 💔💔💔 BUTT i had very much fun drawing everything. I made that munu comic a spongebob reference. Specifically to that one episode where spongebob’s house is eaten by nematodes. I will take better pictures tomorrow, i promize

Obligatory @kalied0skull tag, let’s see how laye i wake up later

[emry-stars-art]

Mistletoe kiss 2023 masterpost!

There were so many good requests and maybe I’ll pick at them for a while - I’ve written down all of them so I’ll have them even after I clear that part of my inbox :) but here’s the ones I got during December!

1) back of the neck kiss

Aaron & Kevin Dan & Matt

2) forehead kiss

Matt > Neil Jean & Neil Bee & Andrew Kevin & Aaron Neil > Matt Neil & Sir Kevin & Jean Andrew & Arlo Abby & Kevin

3) hand kiss

Jean & Renee Neil & Katelyn Aaron & Katelyn (royal) Abram & Andrew (royal) Allison & Renee Wymack & Abby

4) cheek kiss

Jeremy & Kevin Allison & Ichirou Andrew & Neil

5) kiss-kiss

Kevin & Jean Neil & Andrew (mer) Allison & Seth Sir & King Kevin & Exy stick Andrew & Neil

6) chest kiss

Andrew & Abram (royal) Andrew & Kevin

7) shoulder kiss

Andrew & Renee Neil & Matt Neil & Kevin Twinyards & Nicky Twinyards

8) air kiss

Jeremy & Jean Allison & Neil Dan & Wymack

(bonus) mistlefoe

Aaron & Neil

[kelvingemstone]

always thinking about young cersei lannister in casterly rock! the walls the same colour as her hair. her eyes the same colour as the hangings on the walls. her golden lannister mother dead and the only people left her golden lannister family. the bards playing the rains of castamere every other month under her windows. the crest embroidered into her clothes and stamped into the doors and engraved into the pommels of her guards. the sandstone building up on the hill looking down at its people and sandstone cersei never emerging from it -- golden bird in golden cage becoming golden cage...her blood the same colour as her house!!!!

[pigeon-princess]

Appreciation post for my Baldur's Gate PC Rook while I attempt to draw him a thousand times over. He's a trickery domain cleric and he loves to lie.

[cl0wn-tim3]

Deltarune knight theories:

- The most well crafted argument that fits into both the main naritive and meta narative and answers tons of questions

- Well, if you squint your eyes, you can kinda see how this character might be the knight, and it might fit the narrative (if you're lucky), but it will almost certainly never fit the meta narrative

(People prefer the second one)

[nina-ya]

GOOD MORNING happy Thursday!! We are so close to the weekend!! I hope you all have a great day 💕💕💕

[superjail-opinions]

I'm just thinking about a superjail sleepover episode, where everyone's in their pajamas the whole time while during chaos

*insert montage of warden and co doing some insane shit while cyndi lauper "girls just wanna have fun" plays in the background*