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🕳️ “Jenna’s Fracture” — from Beyond the Edge of Light by somethingismissing drawn from the short story Antenna →
“Can you hear the echoes call? In the void, we lose it all.”
This track emerged from Antenna, a short story about signal loss, perception, and the fragile link between mind and world. But revisiting the lyrics now, it’s impossible not to hear the deeper resonance with auditory processing disorder — that strange, liminal space where sound arrives, but meaning doesn’t.
The song drifts through static, glitch, repetition, and disconnection — not as stylistic affectations, but as reflections of what it feels like when you’re caught between hearing and understanding, between noise and signal. It’s a kind of perceptual limbo. Voices blur, memory slips, and comprehension frays.
The repetition of:
“A tethered mind to distant cries, Breaking through where silence lies.” ...reads like a neuro-poetic depiction of APD: the tether to meaning pulled thin by invisible interference.
The artist name, somethingismissing, was born from the original concept behind Narrata.io — ERR_404. It’s a digital metaphor, yes, but also a sensory one: the search for meaning in a world of dropped packets and faded messages, where what’s “heard” isn’t always what’s received.
If you live with APD — or any kind of sensory processing difference — this one might speak directly to you. Or echo quietly in the spaces between.
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Full lyrics:
Drifting through the static hum, Memories that come undone. Signals lost in shifting light, Fragments dance in endless night.
Can you hear the echoes call? In the void, we lose it all. A tethered mind to distant cries, Breaking through where silence lies.
Can you hear the echoes call? In the void, we lose it all. A tethered mind to distant cries, Breaking through where silence lies.
Fading faces, blurred with time, Glitches twist this fragile mind. Reaching out to touch the past, Slipping forward, falling fast.
The void, it waits, a hollow friend, Calling softly, ’til the end. In the static, voices blend, All we lost, and all we mend.
Can you hear the echoes call? In the void, we lose it all. A tethered mind to distant cries, Breaking through where silence lies.
Can you hear the echoes call? In the void, we lose it all. A tethered mind to distant cries, Breaking through where silence lies.
The static fades into the night, Whispered secrets, lost from sight. In the darkness, drifting free, Gone forever—just memory.
Can you hear the echoes call? In the void, we lose it all. A tethered mind to distant cries, Breaking through where silence lies.
The static fades into the night, Whispered secrets, lost from sight. In the darkness, drifting free, Gone forever—just memory.
The static fades into the night, Whispered secrets, lost from sight. In the darkness, drifting free, Gone forever—just memory.
The static fades into the night.
#auditory processing disorder#neurodivergent#hearing without understanding#liminal spaces#signal and noise#glitch aesthetics#static#disconnection#fragmented memory#lost in translation#suno ai
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it's always i love you and never "leave." "huh?" "i'll tell everyone that you died in the woods. so you can go back to your brother and get to open a bar just like you've always dreamed of." "why?" "i don't know. maybe because you'd sacrifice a hand for me. or maybe because i've crossed your line. or because i... i like it when you're happy. just leave. go now before i change my mind. just go! that's an order!"
#something about kinn sending porsche away so that he can get to live his life away from him and his family with his brother#something about porsche running straight back to kinn at the possibility of him being in danger when he hears those gunshots#kinn's act of love being sending porsche away. porsche's act of love being running right back for him.#GOD when porsche turns back and kisses him because he can't NOT. he can't leave without one more. without that final taste.#if he's losing kinn he wants the last piece he has of him to be the taste of him in his mouth and the feel of being wrapped up in his arms#and its always never lost on me that kinn gives porsche the pocket knife. aka their only survival tool#he had no idea that they were about to be rescued he gave it to porsche and sent him away with it to give him the best chance of surviving#and like. that's love??? especially when korn talks about the knife he gave to their mom in the next ep and how she turned it rusty blahbla#kinn is just. constantly giving porsche his few tools for survival. the knife. his lucky gun. his heart.......#you dont understand i need to die#like im sorry but cinema is dead and it died when i didnt get them back for season 2 because this scene alone is everything to me#episode 6 of kinnporsche you should be hung in museums they should teach a class on you you will never die#kinnporsche#kinn x porsche
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These are all just really rough concept sketches but... My point is if I ever make a 600 Strike animatic, it will be so freaking unhinged
Ever since I wrote that essay about the vulnerability in this scene, I've been so normal about this scene, I swear (I say like a liar who lies very lyingly)
#epic the musical#epic odysseus#epic the vengeance saga#epic poseidon#poseidon epic#odysseus epic#600 strike#six hundred strike#look what i did#Listen it's about the intimacy okay#This scene without forced feeling uncomfortable intimacy isn't correct#I'm afraid I'm gonna have to#poseidon x odysseus#odysseus x poseidon#odyseidon#Tag this#nnnshsjsjskksns#HEAR ME OUT OKAY I WROTE A WHOLE ESSAY ABOUT WHY THIS SCENE IS ACTUALLY ABOUT VULNERABILITY AND INTIMACY#Just yk induced through extreme violence#Bc how else would one even try to make poseidon understand
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the barista lady in the treviso café fucking giggles every time you buy the fancy coffee lucanis likes from her btw. can't believe the game is calling out rook and me like this
#I've tried it several times to check it wasn't a fluke and nope it does happen consistently I'm pretty sure it's intentional#bioware Know. they knowwww. they know exactly what I'm like and god bless them for it#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#café pietra barista gazing kindly at rye like 'I know what you are.' (a simp) while the tips of his ears go very very warm#clearly some sort of underlying drift compatability here since rook in one night can somehow manage to hit on all two (2)#of the elements of lucanis' instinctive understanding of courtship behaviour (knives and coffee/food) hfksjdfhas#in lucanis' defense when a guy buys you knives AND good coffee (despite not even drinking the stuff much himself) on a first date...#when your love language is that unhinged and they straight up compose a shakespeare level sonnet in it on the spot#seemingly without even realizing it. I mean what else can you be expected to do but fall so cataclysmically in love#that you'd kill god over it any day of the week easy. wild stuff#even wilder since in my playthrough he isn't entirely sure rye meant anything by it/as more than a friendly gesture#for like. MONTHS.#lucanis is a regular at that place and they all for sure know exactly who he is so can you IMAGINE the gossip that must start#after that conversation starts to take on a flirty edge. hotboi crown prince of the crows returns from the dead and is making eyes#at ~*mysterious stranger*~ who just showed up in town. some I hear netherfield park is let at last stuff going on for these guys#as they watch all of this go down
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i cant stop thinking of ghost knife possessing balloon whenever hes hanging out with suitcase and goofing around
#HAI#ive been playing around with some new pens#flashito my babygirl . my WIFE#ok laika ramble time ->#they should tear the mepad mansion apart and rebuild it into the hotel. Please. Ghost gang hotel shenanigans#ok i dont think everyone should be centered at the hotel either . but the mansion needs a little hand ... a little rebuilding... blinks at u#if parts of the mansion are like. rebuilt into the hotel and the library i think ghost gang could roam around them without a problem#SHRUGS#in my mind . the library is safe and sound and it has a little inn and café#paradise island how i miss u#SOBS#i think. knife and balloon could be a really funny dynamic you guys have to hear me out in this one#knife has consistently dunked on suitcase for caring and helping balloon#<- has no idea they placed they both won at second place#one sided beef#LOL#personally i dont think suitcase or knife would watch iii but it'd be funny if they did#like u need it to understand the newly formed interpersonal relationships man#<- fan said this#fan hosted a s3 watchparty for the s2 guys#trust meee..... trust.....#OK I HAVE MORE TO RAMBLE ABOUT BUT. THIS IS GETTING TOO LONG#PEACE OUT#ii balloon#ii knife#ii suitcase#alsonthis was an excuse to draw balloon#if it wasn't a little obvious .I Like Him a Lot.#phonification#love u guysssss
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*points at bruce and danny in 'late at night when the nightingale sings'* THESE TWO MFERS MEAN SO MUCH TO MEEEE
no thoughts head empty just these two socially inept fools finding family in one another. like yes you go you funky little death omens stole that one from a comment on the fic, so if you see this you know who you are, discover that family isn't only tied in blood.
bUT onto less mushy stuff: these two being shenaniganizers; tomfools. Bruce realized that Danny didn't actually know he was Bruce Wayne and instead of going "oh actually im bruce wayne" he went; "hrm... how long can i keep this going until he realizes...."
like. i think they deserve to be the sillies. just utter goobers the both of them. like, danny makes the wittiest side comments, dry quips, under his breath towards Bruce while they're out in public (Danny covering his face with a face mask) and Bruce is trying not to laugh. Meanwhile if Bruce makes one sly comment about someone to Danny, Danny's gonna collapse with laughter.
Bruce plays straightman in most of their bits, he has the best fucking poker face. But also I firmly believe he does actually enjoy Danny's puns. Look me in the eyes- look me in the eyes. Try and tell me that a man that willingly agrees to call a car "the batmobile" even after his eight year old ward grows up (thus negating the need to go along with his antics) doesn't enjoy a good, well-placed pun. Look me in the eyes and try to tell me that. That's right you can't.
He's gonna spit out a well-placed pun in the driest, most boring Batman Voice Ever one day while he's getting ready for patrol, and Danny's gonna fucking die of laughter. He's gonna lose his mind. Bruce is going to have a half-dead sickly teenager laughing his lungs out in the chair. That's a new core memory right there, every time Danny thinks about that he's gonna start giggling.
just!!! these two making each other laugh! That's so important to me. So so much. I nEED Danny to get Bruce to smile and laugh and I need Bruce to make Danny do the same. Danny's all snark and sass and Bruce is all deadpan and dry quips. Do you all see my vision.
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc prompt#blood blossom au#firm believer of bruce having a sense of humor. batman being a troll is my favorite thing ever. mister 'i assaulted three [officers]'#they're banned from the kitchen but only when its the two of them unsupervised because they'll make a mess. Danny's not used to working wit#machinery that doesnt spontaneously come to life sometimes and Bruce is Bruce. They tried making a smoothie once and it ended in disaster#there was smushed frozen berries and milk all over the counter and cabinets. it got all over them. the floOR was a slipnslide. danny smelt#like rasp+blackberries all day and so did bruce. the last time they tried to make pancakes together it ended in an impromptu flour fight#flour EVERYWHERe. they both looked like ghosts. Danny started it. he took a glob of the batter and smushed it on Bruce's face.#bruce merely retaliated. that was the incident that got them officially banned from the kitchen without alfred's direct supervision#they can be there individually but not together. that's just spelling trouble#have the vivid mental image of Danny (masquerading as Jackson) looking around Bruce at some other rich socialite with just combination#baffled and deadpan look on his face. before looking up at Bruce and flatly going 'i think we're gonna have to kill this guy Buzz'#and Bruce just takes a sip from his champagne flute. He looks equally unimpressed. And quietly so that only Danny hears him. goes *'fuck'*#except he does it in the Batman Voice. and Danny has to hide his face in the back of Bruce's suit jacket to hide his laughter.#ALL OF THE INSIDE JOKES GUYS. ITS ABOUT THE DOMESTICITY. THE LAUGHTER THE JOY THE GOOD FEELS#*GRIPS YOU BY THE SHOULDERS WITH HEAVY BREATHING* DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE VISION. ITS THE RELEARNING TO LOVE AND BE LOVED
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someday I'm definitely going to write my lengthy, navel-gaze-y post of circular arguments about how the adamant refusal to accept Rook as a protagonist with the opportunity to behave in ways that are reasonable for their situation might just imply something of a desire to continue viewing Solas' figure through the lens of the Inquisitor (who was, by all means, successfully lied to- and manipulated by him throughout the entirety of their relationship, regardless of whether it was platonic or romantic) and not as the antagonist he is, which actually kind of reinforces the theme of facts and history being malleable and changed by the perspective and experiences of those who tell them (which has existed within the franchise since Origins) while stripping him of what I believe to be the most interesting aspects of his character
but today is not that day
today I'll just dunk this post in water to try and keep myself from biting my coffee cup in half in frustration and then having the resulting glass shards as a nice little snack
#da fandom critical#squirrel speaks#i was offline for like two whole days man#“they make no attempt to understand his motivations” girl come on#rook bad because they didn't ask pookie if he needs another blanket; perhaps some pretzels in this prison of his own making#rook bad because they want to see their world saved; rather than hearing out the guy they -as far as they could ever be aware-#just barely stopped from committing his SECOND genocide#yeah man; what a dick; totally#tell me you missed the point of the regret-prison without telling me you missed the point of the regret-prison#sometimes just blocking someone is not enough; i want them to feel it#perhaps as a short; sharp jab of pain; just enough to make them wonder if they should see a doctor sometime soon#but not enough for any actual concern
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Very messy scribble of a comic because they were on my mind (I doubt I’ll ever clean it up so I’m just posting it now so it doesn’t rot in my procreate files LOL)
#genzen#zengen#demon slayer#genya shinazugawa#zenitsu agatsuma#kimetsu no yaiba#genya x zenitsu#tanjirou kamado#tanjiro kamado#I’ve been feeling a very special type of sad lately so I wanted to kinda project that a little bit on my silly guys#I don’t often think about them in universe it’s always usually just modern au#I like to think that they were on good terms during hashira training#genya apologized for hitting him after they met up again from sanemis training#they spoke a little bit to each other at that point but after that it was mostly just#existing together during group hang outs#the whole group was preexisting already#genya just kinda would stand back and silently watch them have fun and banter#he never really felt like he belonged together with all of them#zenitsu also struggles with feeling like he doesn’t deserve to be apart of the group as well and will sometimes sit back with genya#they laugh together at inosuke and sit in a silence of mutual understanding#he doesn’t really show it but zenitsu is genuinely very torn up about hearing genya death#he missed his chance to be friends with the one guy he had the most in common with#he never got to see the soft side tanjirou would tell him about#if only they could’ve met before everything turned bad#if only they could’ve met in a world without demons#maybe they wouldn’t have turned out so bad if they had each other#maybe he would still be here if he had someone#zenitsu will forever beat himself up that someone as bad as him died when he himself lived#he didn’t deserve his second chance at life just as much as genya didn’t
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Imagine accepting more hours at work because you need the money, only for those increased hours to cause a fibro flare up and now you can't even do your normal hours. 10/10 experience.
#not art#and hearing the voice of your step dad in your head nagging you to take more hours at work#because he doesn't understand what chronic pain is#everyone has pain he says#yeah i know#i'm sorry i can't handle mine to the point i'm unable to move without crying#i too would love to work more#i don't enjoy being in a precarious financial situation
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i feel like im not making any sense but does anyone else feel like there are stories that let u run with them and ones that spell everything out for you
#im reading that post that says artists are directors of audience reaction and not its dictator:#'you cannot guarantee that everyone viewing your work will react as you are trying t make them react. a good artist knows that this is what#allows work to breath. by definition you cannot have art where the viewer brings nothing to the table ... this is why you have to let go of#the urge to plainly state in text exactly how you think the work should be interpreted ... its better to be misinterpreted sometimes than#to talk down to your audience. you wont even gain any control that way; people will still develop their opinions no matter what you do#im thinking abt this again cuz i was thinking maybe the thing that lets adventure time work so well the way it does is cuz it doesnt#take itself too seriously that it gives the audience enough room to fuck with subtext and then fuck with them back yknow. i think it was#mentioned somewhere that they werent even planning to run with the postapocalyptic elements that are hinted in the show but changed their#mind after the one off with the frozen businessmen and dominoed into marcy and simons backstory. on the other side there are stories that#explain too much to let the story speak for itself and i think it ends up having to do more with the crew trying to lead ppl in a certain#direction than expand on what they have and i see a lot of this with miraculous. like when interviews and tweets are used as word of god in#arguments and it becomes a little stifling to play around with it knowing the creator can just interject. u can say its the crews effort to#engage with its audience but it feels more like micromanaging. and none of this is to say there ISNT room for stories that spell things out#theyre just suited for different things. if sesame street tried abstract approaches to themes and nuance itd be counterproductive#a lot of things fly over my head so i need help picking things apart to get it- but it doesnt have to be from the story itself. ive picked#picked up or built on my own interpretations listening to other ppl share their thoughts which creates conversation around the same thing#sometimes stories will spell things out for you without being so obvious abt it that it feels like its woven into the text. my fav example#for this might be ATLA using younger characters as its main cast but instead of feeling like its dumbed down for kids to understand why war#is bad its framed from a childs point of view so younger audiences can pick up on it by relating to the characters. maybe an 8 year old#wont get how geopolitics works but at least they get 'hey the world is a little more complicated than everyone vs. fire nation'. same for#steven universe bc its like theyre trying to describe and put feelings into words that kids might not have so they have smth to start with#especially with the metaphors around relationships bc even if it looks unfamiliar as a kid now maybe the hope is for it to be smth you can#look back to. thats why it feels like these shows grew up with me.. instead of saving difficult topics for 'when im ready for it'#as if its preparing me for high school it gave me smth to turn in my hands and revisit again and again as i grow. stories that never#treated u as dumb all along. just someone who could learn and come back to it as many times as u need to. i loved SU for the longest time#but i felt guilty for enjoying it hearing the way ppl bash it. bc i was a kid and thought other ppl understood it better than me and made#feel bad for leaning into the message of paying forward kindness and not questioning why steven didnt punish the diamonds or hold them#accountable. but im rewatching it now and going oh. i still love this show and what it was trying to teach me#yapping#diary
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Ya ever think about how when you dont receive medical treatment for something you have to sign an “against medical advice” form saying that you understand if you dont follow medical advice you could experience increased and unforeseen problems including death, but if you do receive medical treatment for anything you also have to sign an informed consent form saying that you understand if you do follow medical advice you could experience increased and unforeseen problems including death
#been signing so many informed consents and ama’s the past few weeks#am i tired#lilac posts#im starting to think they just arent legally liable no matter what happens#what if. hear me out. doctors were held accountable for giving bad advice even if it didnt constitute ‘gross negligence’#its sooo hard to prove bad advice was SO negligent as to have repercussions even if the doctor definitely shouldve known better#especially if you were harmed by the standard of care#doctors can get away with putting so little thought into anything because theyre ALMOST legally immune#what if they had to seriously consider the entirety of your case and be really thorough because they were scared of getting sued#im so tired of getting entirely (or worse) partially dismissed#do you understand how DANGEROUS not understanding and accounting for mast ce activation syndrome is?#mast cell *#you cant just listen to one sentence of my medical history and immediately offer a prescription without hearing the rest of it#it matters#vent post#tw medical#tw medical abuse
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1x06 A Golden Crown / 7x06 Beyond the Wall / 8x02 A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms / 8x06 The Iron Throne
redo of this, partially inspired by this
#gotedit#rani graphics#game of thrones#daenerys targaryen#jon snow#i don’t mean this as an anti anything. picture me crying and going ‘i don’t understand why they did any of this’#it’s like building a puzzle without the picture or half the pieces#it’s just interesting in that it’s completely negative. all 3 times he calls her dany she rejects him right after#you can see jon studying her face in all three. i think he uses the nickname in an attempt to bring her closer.#and he’s searching her face for…something. a sign. but all 3 times she hears viserys’ voice not jon’s.
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I saw paris when I was ten and the three things I clearly remember was the mona lisa being fucking tiny, accidentally putting my hand in bird shit, and getting chewed out by a scary old french lady for feeding the pigeons
#i cant hear the word pigeon in french without getting flashbacks#she told me id be fined thousands of euro#i knew more french than my mom she was like wtf did that lady say and i pretended i didnt understand lol
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Rewatching orb and realizing that yes, the journey with the wooden ball and the whole project of solidifying heliocentrism into the public zeitgeist didn't end with Rafal... but it also didn't START with Rafal. And it probably didn't even start with Hubert, the man that gave him the wooden ball, either. Idk i just oooUUUGHHHHHHH
#hey i think im going to run into the hills screaming for a second#no particular reason other than i cant think about orb for more than 5 seconds without losing it ok thanks for understanding#like its a very obvious fact and not a very clever or deep one#but idk theres just something about it#bc at least for me i tend to think of rafal as the start of it all#or hubert#but it wasnt#the journey had long since started by the time we got to them!!!!#AND THAT'S THE POINT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#DO YOU HEAR ME ARE YOU LISTENIGN TO ME DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT IM SAYING#orb: on the movements of the earth
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So I was rereading the 1927 manga for the millionth time and noticed a translation error:

Specifically, Claire's line "He's a popular guy."
I'm pretty sure this was just a misreading of 持てる (moteru)--just one letter off, which does mean that he's a popular guy.
Buuuut the actual Japanese is 持ってる(motteru), which makes this line hit very differently in context:

This means more like "Firo's a guy who has..." something! "It" as @toushindai put it when we talked about it recently (thank you!). When this verb doesn't have a clear object, it has certain connotations.
There's a term 持ってる人 (motteru hito), which literally translates to "a person who has"...it. According to one Japanese article, it's like someone who is able to pull through when it really matters, as opposed to people who crack under pressure, and is generally capable and dependable. "They've got it" is a pretty good translation, although if I can be super nitpicky, 持ってる人 is a general type of person, so "it" would be more like "the set of qualities needed to succeed" rather than "this particular situation." Jisho.com calls it "that special something."
The main focus of Firo's arc in 1927 is his insecurities and feeling unsure of who he's going to be. He's constantly comparing himself to Claire and the Gandors and the Martillo family executives, and wondering how he can stand out and find his place.
There's a similar sort of phrasing here in the Japanese, too:

It's not the same phrase, but the literal translation is "What do I have?" (Official EN is "Where does that leave me?") Like "What do I have going for me? What's my 'thing'?" He's not sure if he has "it," but he wants to.
After Firo chased the priest off the roof, Claire saw a bit of that insecurity--but he certainly sees Firo as capable, even if Firo himself doesn't.
So...Claire's line is actually a response to that arc. Claire returns to the Gandors and lets them know about how Firo helped Keith. The Gandors' first response is to be like "Is he okay?" which is totally understandable, but Firo would probably take it the wrong way. (That's a guess, of course, but this feels related to the reasons Firo didn't join the Gandors and the vibe between them in their earlier scene.) But Claire pushes back by saying "He's fine. He's got what it takes." This discussion isn't about whether the Martillos will take Firo back; it's about Firo himself, and it's like a little cap on his arc.
(ちゃんと (chanto) is the other word in this sentence, by the way, which means like "properly" but is more a way of saying that something is as it should be, or properly qualifies. He's calling Firo a bonafide 持ってる人)
Anyway as someone who really loves the little scraps of Firo and Claire's relationship that we get I needed you to know about this one thank you for your time
#baccano#baccano!#argh this is so hard to explain#but for years i was obsessed with claire capping that moment with 'lol yeah firo's totally special and capable'#and then i looked at the english recently and went 'oh no it's not mainstream knowledge!!'#look#i'm absolutely obsessed with firo's refusal to join the gandors#they saw him in his gremlin era while claire was in the circus so they understandably worry about him!!#but i think what firo really wants right now is to feel like HE'S got it without needing others to save him#so the approval of someone he admires as much as claire--even if firo himself doesn't hear it--means a lot#and even if firo wasn't around to hear him say that specifically i think he picked up on it from their other conversation#revised this post slightly to make our a little clearer?
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Also shoutout to the sound design/mixing/dubbing of sinners that was so clean and correct
#the music being amazing helped#but like the fact that i could understand most of what was said without subtitles and while being hard of hearing is a triumph#all the sound queues where so good#sinners
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