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its-tortle · 1 year

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style ft harry styles

#help im going to lose my mind #14 year old me is QUAKING #taylor swift #harry styles #my divorced parents <3

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foxstens · 3 months

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kevin getting angry at neil for not taking his health seriously and telling neil to run then promising to teach him every night and keeping neil's binder safe without looking what's in it and calling wymack to make sure neil is okay after winter break and offering to talk about riko if neil wanted to

#my posts #my aftg posts #aftg #kevin day #all for the game #tfc #the foxhole court #we've talked about their relationship so much recently #but im in the middle of making anothre post #and i just remembered him calling wymack!!!!!! to check on neil!!!!!!!!!#and before that telling neil not to go bc he knows what riko will do to him #and 'jean will help you if you help him'#and oh my fucking god i am crying losing my mind dying #I LOVE HIM #I LOVE THEM

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souporsaladnatural · 8 months

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Dean kicking cas out of the bunker is such a tragic and heartbreaking scene to me. Not just because of how upset dean and cas are about it, but because of the opportunity lost.

Cas has always been a very independent solving his own problems kinda character, to a detrimental degree. In season 5 it was looking for god, on his own. In season 6 it was working with crowley to open purgatory, on his own. In season 8 it was deciding that it was best for dean to stay away from him and then keeping the angel tablet and then deciding to trust and work with metatron, on his own. But here he was in season 9, human and vulnerable, and he realized "I cant do this alone, I need help"

And then you have dean, who has been reaching out to cas and wanting him to stay for several seasons now, always foiled by cas' hot girl activities, and he FINALLY has cas wanting to stay. Finally gets to keep him safe and with him. He can show him that "Yes, its ok to ask for help. We're your family, we'll help you. Of course you can stay."

And then he can't. And even though this is resolved, and cas forgives dean because he understands, and they're ok, this was an opportunity to break the pattern they've found themselves in that they never get back. A pattern they never really break.

#he was finally going to get to STAY CAN ANYONE HEAR ME #girl help t he brainworms... ..#cas staying in the bunker in s9 would hav changed the timeline to an insane degree dont @ me #spn #supernatural #castiel #dean winchester #destiel #cat spirals tag #sorry if this is lik incomprehensible im losing my mind rn

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lemongogo · 2 months

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pinterest sketches (x, x, x)

#lg doodles #figure drawing #art study #i like this brush 4 practice. idk if you can tell from here #but the drawing path will often split into two lines bc its supposed 2 be a 'chalky' brush #and i think it helps me think less abt line quality and more ab the whole drawing #im trying to get better at drawing bodies esp bodies in unconventional poses (i like top right personally)#but i still need to work on perspective and proportionality #like the bottom one doesnt quite get there. i lose a lot of depth bc i flattened it in my mind #also i cant Crunch bodies .. like i drew his arm abnormally long bc i couldnt figure out how to deepen his back leg #so that its on the same horizon as his hand.much 2 think ab.#but i had fun. so thats a plus. yaay. <did not go 2 life drawing like i said i would #and back 2 top right i do like the contour lines or whatever u would call them. i think his back #is the most simplistic of the whole page and i rly like the style.want 2 make everything that simple #i do also like the face on the bottom.bc i always avoid faces in poses. ITS BAD IRTS A BAD HABIT !!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED 2 STOP !!!!!

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caitlynmeow · 18 days

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ugh gonna try to conjure my dimitrescu hyperfixation back by watching some videos and hoping for the best

#house dimitrescu #resident evil village #cassandra dimitrescu #daniela dimitrescu #resident evil 8 #bela dimitrescu #re8 #alcina dimitrescu #i still love them so much and all no worries but it’s not THE same as it was #my current hyperfixaion has taken over and im about to set things right #like why are side characters in a book (ok not really side just secondary main cast rip) taking over every braincell????#they’re so valid tho and i love them all to death but come on #I love the dimitrescu ladies and i have so many ideas for them!!!#also a fanfic to write which I’m still doing no worries there #ch 6 is planned out and being written when i have the time #so you guys have nothing to worry about #but i want to go back to only losing my mind over the Dimitrescus #not the other characters from that one book series ;w; but it’s haaaard #i dunno how to get back to this #help me??

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caloricangel · 6 days

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I’m slowly losing control over my life and drifting into insanity.

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a-clown-with-wings · 1 year

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Uhhh

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natashasregrets · 1 year

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no i’m not GAY i just want to dress like a fucking 1900s NEWSBOY and wear a fucking NEWSBOY CAP and BRITCHES and get girls to like me IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK

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serenescribe · 3 months

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would anyone kill me if i split this chapter in half and posted the first part before the second is done. because i'm gonna be real with you guys, i've broken 20k and i'm not even halfway :')

#ell rambles #save me please.#this is actually kind of a question so uhhhhhh yeah #posting it might save me from losing my mind bc people's enjoyment always helps to clear the Fog of Insecurity #sihghjfjdjj im going to bed its 1am

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 9 months

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strangling my past self How Did You Write Reasonably Sized Fics So Easily

#IVE FORGOTTEN HOW TO NOT GET CARRIED AWAY HELP #sitting here with scenes that should NOT BE 5 THOUSAND FUCKING WORDS LONG HELLOOOOOOOOO #my brain: You Have To Show Every Single Thing. Every Convo. Every Action. They Have To Know #NO! THEY DONT! ITS CLUTTERED AND BORING AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #see this is what happens when you don't write seriously for FUCKIGN MONTHS-#its fine we're fine im Calm #trying to edit my own stuff is like wrangling some Wild Beast with my bare hands #she has horns! i am bleeding from Several large punctures! i will not let go!#absolutely unprompted #past me: bangin out 2k-5k fics that include multiple scenes and conversations each of perfect length #me now: and so this simple 'good morning' exchange will take ten pages-#WAILING WAILING #but god damn i need to create Something i have to i have to #i feel like im losing my mind....#I WANT TO BE POSTING FIC AGAIN CMON CMON

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nanaarchy · 2 months

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excuse me while i go actually explode

"Yesterday at 18:28"

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alluralater · 4 months

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hey everyone, i won’t be as active for a while. got home last night super late after being on the road for 20 some odd hours. dealing with some family things and as an older sister, my priority of taking care of my siblings comes first before anything else. being on here is amazing for me but i don’t think i’ll have much time for it. reminder to please treat those in your life who are battling addiction with patience and care. i lost my older brother (sweetest person i’ve ever known and he remained that way up until his last night) to suicide and alcoholism, trauma and ptsd, depression and his feelings of hopelessness. talk with the people you care about. another of my siblings is dealing with the same and i refuse to let it escalate to such a terrifying end twice in less than a fucking year. remind the people you care about that there are beautiful things to live for. show them kindness and love. there is all kinds of misinformation out there but know this, you can make a difference for someone. don’t let them suffer in silence.

#if you have me on snap then you saw the super gorgeous views and such on my way to idaho but what you did not see was me picking #up my little sister. propping her body up with pillows in a hotel room to make sure she didn’t aspirate on her own vomit in her sleep.#pouring out her water bottle of white claw and talking to her about drug use.#i never make her feel as though she has disappointed me or that she should feel ashamed. shame helps nothing. love helps everything.#i’m going to get her back into treatment soon- i just need her to know she has a home when she’s out. detoxing here first and being #positively reinforced for every single step of the process is so fucking important. it was terrifying to learn that if i had not gone to ge #her when i did that she probably would have died there in the next few weeks.#my fear of death for her is not what guides me though and there’s a huge difference between that and doing something out of love. being #there in dire moments is important yes- but being there through the mundanity of recovery is JUST as vital. it’s a process and it’s hard.#she’s moving in with me for awhile so i can help her through this sensitive time in her recovery.#she’s trying so hard and being recognized for that has literally been making her sob. knowing she has people who truly care for her is #everything. now that my stepdad is away from her like across the country i can actually finally help her. she’s starting to understand and #without me saying anything- she is starting to see what he’s done to her and our family. she needs love and support and stability. she need #reasons to live. sorry im kinda rambling a lot in these tags but i just… i can’t lose another one. the love i carry for my siblings is #unlike any other. i’ve treated them like my children since i was a child and those are my own issues but our mother is gone now too so it i #up to me.#losing my brother last september and my mom the year before that- grief has just been back to back.#in the hotel room i couldn’t sleep. she fell asleep so quickly and all i could do was watch her and think about all of the things i want to #do to make her feel like her life has value and worth enough to stay here and not go. my little sister is forever four years old in my mind #yes she’s an adult of 23 but she is a baby to me. she’s so young and she has so much ahead of her. she deserves a happy and fulfilled life.#our lives have been… very hard. 4 out of 5 of us are still standing and i plan on keeping it that way.#this is not the pain olympics or whatever but listen- if i put an adult in any of the situations we were in as children they would not #survive. we only did because there was no other choice. now there are escapes and we are old enough to try them all- every single one of us #has searched for some escape. it spirals and escalates and it doesn’t help but it is an escape. giving her love and affection and getting #her the help she needs and doing it the RIGHT way- it lessens the need for escape. there is nothing wrong with being an addict.#addiction ends one of two ways. life or death. unfortunately there is no in between. she’s going to feel everything- bad and good. i want #her to know there is so much good. that she is good. every move i make right now matters so i don’t think i’ll have time for tumblr or #much socializing.#just a heads up yk. thank you for your patience in advance <3

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crystallizsch · 6 months

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shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up

I AM GOING TO WALK INTO THE OCEAN IS THAT A FUCKING FLOWY DRESS/SKIRT/WHATEVER IT IS??????

JAMIL WHAT THE FUCK I NEED HIS FULL OUTFIT WHAT IS GOING ON THERE

#iVE DELIBERATELY IGNORED SOCIAL MEDIA FOR *ONE* DAY #THIS GUY CANT GIVE ME A BREAK HOLY SHIT #AND HIS LIVE2D MODEL #HELP ME #IM LOSING MY MIND #HES SO PRETTY #i am not going to shut up about this i am so sorry #this is what i am going to be shouting about for as long as it's going #[—✦ rambling #-✧ bawling #twst jp spoilers #twst jp #tapis rouge #-✦—]

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acebytaemin · 5 months

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current situation: crying on the bathroom floor bc apparently im only good enough to some people when something is needed from me

#im literally going to lose my mind i HATE being a doormat i hate that i can’t help it #like imagine not communicating w someone at all then using their private thoughts on TUMBLR of all things against them then having the gall #to ask a favor. and am i going to do it? yeah of course i am. and are my friends currently all screaming at me in the groupchat to not do #it? of course they are

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volivolition · 5 months

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✨ thinking of him thursdayyyy ✨ (<- said in a monotone deadpan with jazz hands)

#volition thoughts. as usual. (sorry im so fucking deadpan all of a sudden hello lmao? probably bc i need to sleep.)#hey. volition ship captain and echem as a siren. what then huh. he's already like an octopus AND its mermay.#(<- will not act on this thought in the slightest but know that i am thinking it in the back of my mind)#i think they're lost at sea and the sirens keep singing and volition's losing more and more crew but he's fuckin volition so of course he's #not falling for it. but its okay in the end the sirens are just leading them back to land because my god give them happy endings. please.#concept and suggest would also be sirens i think. ency and logic are navigators. volta do mar should be here because i say so.#volta and kinetic dressage are little fairies then that help volition with sanity/the ship. who can stop me im not even making this.#anyway VOLITION. i am totally normal about him and 95% of my brainspace is definitely not occupied by thinking about him.#jesus ive been so tired lately (its! the! ✨ chronic fatigue! ✨) i WANT TO DRAW but i am. too tired. writing is easier...#but i want to draw so many volition things. hmgbmbbb... i want him to be loved... which in retrospect is fucking silly he is a character.#okay vision's straight up going unfocused so we're done here goodnight. o7 #chemi chats

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jo-gakky · 9 months

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Implied NSFW under the cut (MDNI)

WHOA! It's been a while since i've drawn Moon!Buggy :O I recently revisited my fanfics and stuff for it, and i think ill be re-writing it, since i forgot half the lore- ANYWAY!!! HAVE SOME MOON!BUGGY WITH HIS READER! Feat. Sun!Shanks being a rude roommate- Uh Yeah (NSFW twt : @/JoskiGakky)

#moon! buggy #moon god!buggy #sun moon au??#sun and moon au #buggy the clown au #one piece au #one piece fanart #buggy the clown #buggy the clown x reader #buggy one piece #buggy x reader #op buggy #red haired shanks #X reader #im losing my fucking mind #im going insane #help me #please

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