#highfunctioning

[brooding-vamp]

Open Confessions

February 26, 2025.

Accidentally discovered how unpleasant I am? How particular, controlling, specific, nuanced? Tell myself I can’t help it, I’m weird, I’m gifted, I’m doomed.

Why am I so unpleasant at times? It makes people dislike me. I have a "need" to control the AC, the car controls, tv remote, furnishings, restaurant we're going out to, groceries, trips, position in bed, music that plays, etc. It would seem that I care more about my preferences than about others', group cohesion, or agreeableness. Why can't I pretend to look like I'm pleasant for just a few moments? But I'm not pleasant? I don't get along with most people upon spending too much time with them; they start to annoy me. I've been learning recently how to tune out, mentally hide away, or find ways to be by myself and my animals.

Okay, I need to see through this. Life is a game, everything is. Maybe true love exists out there, maybe I can do better than this, but humans operate under a very complex mess of hormones, instincts, power dynamics, and psychology. I need to get my head in order and see that the game ends well.

Facts:

I’m highly particular, territorial, and independent. I have strong preferences, a clear vision of how I want things to be, and little patience. Sometimes it comes off as unpleasant to people who value ease, flexibility, and social harmony. But I value individuality and control.

I don’t mesh well right away. I secretly dislike a lot of people, but I am able to get myself to forget or bury it for a time. Often, this can be done if I opt out and withdraw into myself. I can't simply force myself to play along in social settings. When I recognize my incompatibility, I am okay avoiding unnecessary conflict. Then again, I am somewhat unpracticed in long-term collaborative environments. I have low tolerance for the messiness of human dynamics and get frustrated when control is shared. I'm either all in or all out.

I resist authority and external impositions often. I trust my own decisions over group consensus or leader’s directives any day of the week. This makes me a frustrating soldier and subordinate. An insubordinate subordinate (because my mind goes: "we know who the real subordinate is"... see the problem?).

Yes, this is not socially acceptable to postulate, but there is the probability I score into the category that comes after “gifted." I have little patience for suboptimal ways of being and thinking. I care about big-picture thinking, pattern recognition, tying many ideas and fields together. Meanwhile, a person lost in the details annoys me. I blame my lack of interest on their lack of depth and darkness... but that verges on blatant narcissism. Maybe I need to give people space and time to sprout. Though... I can not pretend: there is something I clearly have that others lack in the faculties. Maybe it's more of a general artistic and philosophic deficiency in modern society.

I have heightened sensory processing which makes me feel as if this need to have control over my space and conditions is not some whimsical preference, but a necessity. I feel overstimulated and impulsive when things are not “just right.” Or maybe it's autism. Ha. Ha.

I am hyper-independent.

I become emotionally volatile and "difficult" for others to handle in close relationships. But I'm stable, avoidant, and rather happy when unpaired.

I score high on extroversion: lots of social energy when in the right atmosphere, but I lack softness. I am assertive and expressive. In social settings, I crave social dominance, complex engagement, and stimulation, not social harmony or friendliness. Around women that I want to impress, I become overly friendly to the point it exhausts me causing further avoidance.

I score very low on agreeableness. Uncompromising and individualistic. I don’t prioritize social harmony, group cohesion, or emotional appeasement. I have to continuously practice putting myself in others' shoes. Others’ feelings don’t dictate my decisions. I value honesty, efficiency, and control over niceness. I really only ever clash with people who expect kindness, diplomacy, or deference.

High conscientiousness explains my strive towards discipline and control. Intolerant of laziness, inefficiency, and incompetence, while not detail orientated, I am perfectionistic and organized when it comes to myself and my wants.

My high openness drives me toward intellectual depth and complexity. I seek novelty, often question reality, and engage in abstract thought. I love philosophy, literature, and unconventional perspectives.

Surprise, surprise, I score low on emotional stability. My emotions are strong, unpredictable, and overwhelming at times (unless I avoid provoking situations and numb out). Over the past few months, I’ve been learning techniques and self-talk tools to manage them better and direct my energy. Meditation has been critical. I work on bursts of passion and sometimes struggle with impulse control in emotional situations. My emotional intensity rubs people the wrong way. But I have been undergoing tremendous improvement on a nerve level.

My emotional volatility mixed with dominance and perfectionism makes relationships rather difficult unless the other person is either very strong-willed or extremely adaptable. In that case, I get along swimmingly with those sorts.

What this all means is that I need to design my life carefully, so I don’t feel constantly frustrated or constantly frustrate others.

[mortiz888-blog]

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[likelysobbing]

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[yutamayo]

@chiarrara love being self-aware

[shoezuki]

so im volunteering at the highschool i went to n finally got on call w the woman on charge of managing volunteers. n this whole time ive misunderstood what i would be doong cuz like. at this school there is a resource room which is where students with learning disabilities and other difficulties get specialized help from a select number of trained teachers. theres prob like a handful of students there n its their classroom fulltime for students who need specialized help but not to the extent they would go to a school entirely specialized to help em. n i thought id be volunteering to help w those homies jus like. chillin or helpin those i can

but turns out im volunteering at ANOTHER classroom called something like the Assisted Learning Room. and on the phone she was like 'its for students that are struggling or neurodiverse but they are high functioning its not a resource room' like she was reassuring me they arent That Bad. which is funny as shit to me cuz i remember in highschool i had a homie in the resource room so i used to bother him in there or he'd come find me n bully me in return. he almost suplexed me into a table once it was awesome. like im 100% on board to kick it w the 'difficult' kids

[nessahero]

And I would take it any time again ✨

[girlmostlikely]

First tumblr user to buy a home #highfunctioning

[highfunctioning-sadgirl]

Earth breath

i need the rain on my skin 

the mud on my feet

to remind myself 

with the earth

i breathe 

i weep, 

i grow, 

i die.

(photo by me) @highfunctioning-sadgirl 😇

[rotten-fox]

General Info

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〚🥀〛Pronouns ; He/They/It

〚🥀〛Age ; 43

〚🥀〛Terms; Masculine

〚🥀〛Role ; Persecutor

〚🥀〛Species ; Beastkin

〚🥀〛Subsystem ; N/A

〚🥀〛Likes; Streaming, media, horror, butchery, TPOF, scopophobia studios, the lover man killer, black metal

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Introject Info

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〚🌹〛Source ; BTD + BTD2 + TPOF

〚🌹〛Sourcemates ; Fine

〚🌹〛Source Talk ; Fine

〚🌹〛Doubles ; Fine

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Boundaries

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〚⚰〛Touch ; Ask

〚⚰〛Flirting /p ; Fine

〚⚰〛Flirting /r ; Bold, fine

〚⚰〛Nicknames ; Friends only

〚⚰〛Petnames ; Tread carefully.

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[sevi007]

Guess who just got diagnosed with Asperger, or « highfunctional Autism »

And didn’t even get a tshirt for it

They should make tshirts for it

[counciloftisms]

The Mods: HOWDY/Hello/Hai/Sup we are the Counsil of Tisms!!

Mod Red: Sup names Red and I go she/he/they pronouns, I am the oldest of the group and tend to keep others in check. I highfunctioning autism and was recently diagnosed like...5 years ago, I also have adhd and DID as well...hope you enjoy your stay here now...Purple your up!

Mod Purple: I'm being held hostage, I haven't been fed in days. I'm being held at 307 Generic La- *Muffled Screams*

*You hear the sound of something being dragged away*

Mod Red: BLUE LET PURPLE GO DAMMIT!!! ONE MOMENT YALL!

Mod Blue: BUT I WANTED TO SHARE A MEME AND PURPLE RAN AWAY TOO FAST

Mod Red: BLUE WE HAVE TO DO THE INTRO!!! YOU CAN TORTURE PURPLE LATER!

Mod Blue: "AWWWW MAN FIIIINE" -plop in a ball pit-

Mod Red: where did you even...whatever. purple do your intro.

*The sound of the balls flying everywhere as I dig my way to freedom*

Mod Purple: I'm Purple, I use She / Her pronouns, send help.

Mod Red: Aight Blue your turn

Mod Blue: Heyo! Welcome here, this is Blue, I'm they/it/whatever you feel like calling me, got a spicy Autism diagnosis for 20 years, and don't mind any silly shenanigans! And we pass it to our final being, Orange!

Mod Orange: Suhhh gamers, it's me, Mysterious Orange. I use He/Him pronouns and I enjoy nothing but chaos served with a side of chaotic chaos. B)

Mod Red: Feel free to ask us questions....unless you wish to partake to reading about our shared hyperfixations. If you do...your funeral.

[lovestarvedcupid]

"quiet bpd is just highfunctioning bpd"

also me age regressing, because a friend of ours made a joke they were going to jump into the core from undertale and leave us behind so that we forget them entirely;

-juliet (and cg Sans helping her type this coherantly)

[jewishdainix]

What? Me? Highfunction """aspergers""" autism? Who would have thouuughtht

[babynicholas1992]

Mortal Kombat Birth of the Real Chosen One TheIceDevil pt 2

“Mortal Kombat: Birth of the Real Chosen One” — OFFICIAL YOUTUBE DESCRIPTION 🔥

Written & Performed by TheIceDevil92 | Visuals by the IceDevil Empire

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DESCRIPTION:

Forget Liu Kang. Forget their false champions.

This is the rebirth of a warrior the Elder Gods couldn’t control—

a true chosen one forged in pain, prophecy, and pure wrath.

Born outside the system, The IceDevil rises to claim the throne that was stolen.

🩸 This track ain’t about balance—it’s about domination.

⚔️ The realms are shifting. The fake heroes are trembling.

🔥 Mortal Kombat will never be the same.

Mortal Kombat Birth of the Real Chosen One TheIceDevil Lyrics

Is written and performed by TheIceDevil92

Verse 1: Liu Kang

You call yourself the dragon, but you’re just a washed-up clown,

All hype, no bite, just a poster boy in a cheap town.

Tryna act like king while I’m the one born to reign,

I don’t wait on fate, I carve my own lane.

Verse 2: Shao Kahn

Shao Kahn, you big joke, with your hammer and your mask,

I’m the real warlord, born in chaos, no need to ask.

Took my throne without waiting for some broken old king,

I slam your empire down, hear the Ice Devil’s ring.

Verse 3: Kano

Kano, brother from the Black Dragon, sharp and cold,

We run this underworld, taking names, breaking molds.

No corporate puppets here, just fire and ice combined,

Together we scorch the realms, leave your weak lines behind.

Verse 4: Shang Tsung

Shang Tsung, sorcerer scum, your tricks won’t save your soul,

I’m the nightmare in the mirror, the devil who’s taking control.

Steal your souls? I’ll steal your pride, shatter your facade,

You’re a shadow fading fast against my devil’s squad.

Verse 5: Quan Chi

Quan Chi, puppet master, weaving lies in the dark,

I’m the storm that breaks your strings, leaves a permanent mark.

Try to play your games? I’m the glitch you can’t reset,

Ice Devil’s here to stay — you’ll never forget.

Verse 6: Raiden

Raiden, thunder god, think you’re justice incarnate?

I’m the cold reaper, the one who seals your fate.

Your lightning’s weak spark next to my frostbite bite,

Face me in the tournament, and end your false light.

Verse 6: Raiden / The Real Messiah

Raiden, bow down, the real Messiah’s here to reign,

King of kings, emperor of Outworld, breaking every chain.

Thunder god? Nah, I’m the storm that shakes the throne,

Your reign’s expired — Ice Devil’s claim is carved in stone.

I'll destroy you all My power level Nine thousand

Hee-heh-he-hah Hee-heh-he-hah Hee-heh-he-hah

Hee-heh-he-hah Hee-heh-he-hah Hee-heh-he-hah

Hee-heh-he-hah Hee-heh-he-hah Hee-heh-he-hah

FINAL VERSE 7 (Full Horrorcore Messiah Version):

Verse 7: Raiden / The Real Messiah

Raiden, bow down — the real Messiah’s here to reign,

King of kings, emperor of Outworld, breakin’ every chain.

Thunder god? Nah, I’m frost-tipped hellfire breathin’ —

I curse your bloodline, leave your thunderhead grievin’.

I spit Gaelic wrath, with a blade like banshee wail,

Power level nine thousand, I tip gods off the scale.

Shao Kahn kneels, Liu Kang’s soul cracks,

I don’t do mercy — I do comebacks.

Hee-heh-he-hah — the laugh of the damned,

Ice Devil stomp with a shillelagh in hand.

Hee-heh-he-hah — curse born, pain fed,

Leave clovers black, pile gold on your dead.

Bow down to Bow down to Bow down to the Leprechaun king the IceDevil king of kings.

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[rockergiirl]

hey uhh i just wanted to say that you might not know but Aspergers is a defunct term for "highfunction" [fuck, i hate that word] autistic people. and the guy who coined it was a N*zi. Just letting you know :3

i had no idea about the n*zi shit wow okay thanks for letting me know

[bbcstdb]

BTW I'm not bipolar guys. Bpd is easily misdiagnosed and confused for in place of actual highfunctioning autistics.