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Me: look, Colindeli probably isn’t going to happen and I gotta brace for that and not expect the most dramatic and romantic scenes with them in the future...
Lou Wilson in the Adventuring Party: I THOUGHT ABOUT SAYING THAT AFTER LEAVING THE BOAT THAT COLIN SET UP FOR THEM BEFORE THEIR BREAKUP, DELI CARVED A SCAR INTO HIS CHEST WITH COLIN’S KNIFE AS A REMINDER NOT TO LET ANYONE GET THAT CLOSE AGAIN! MAKE AN ANIMATION OF DELI SITTING IN A DARK ROOM CLUTCHING THE DAGGER TO HIS HEART WHILE LINCOLN PARK MUSIC PLAYS! FIVE YEARS LATER AFTER REPLACING COLIN WITH KARNA AS HIS SKALD, BEING ABSOLUTELY BRUTAL IN WAR EXACTLY THE WAY COLIN COULDN’T STAY FOR, AND NOW FINALLY ARRIVING AT THE CULMINATION OF HIS AMBITION, DELI STILL HAS THE FUCKING KNIFE!!!
What the fUUUCK?!?!! (read the tags)
#Don't get me started on the breakup#Colin was so disappointed and resigned#And Deli so quickly turned to PETULANCE and anger#pushing Colin away harder than Colin meant him to because Colin had never denied him anything before and Deli couldn't take it anyway other#than a total rejection that he had to cover the hurt of with rage#And then Karna and the way she validates his violence and they both just escalate each other in a way that is just waiting to go fatal flaw#And how all of the things Deli finds attractive in her#Are the ways she is NOT Colin#she is sharp and she is violent and she matches his ambition and she is not disappointed in him#which is what he wants be we as an audience can see how much he needs the opposite#to be reigned in before he goes too far or gets himself killed#(And Karna needs that too and neither of them will get that from each other)#And Colin has spent the past five years as a hospice knight#It's so interesting seeing what the cast was talking about with everyone being at such different places in their emotional journeys#Raphaniel is in his whole own category obviously#But Karna and Deli are the children who have not yet learned their lessons and think that the world is owed to them#hopeful yet violent#on the precipice of destruction#And Amangeaux and Colin are the adults#wiser now#maybe sadder#but determined to make the world a kinder place than that which shaped them#and ready to learn from their mistakes#I can't wait to see how that all plays out#I really hope Karna and Deli can accept the help of Amangeaux and Colin before they get themselves killed#This show is making me go insane#the ravening war#Thane Delissandro Katzon#Colin Provolone#dimension 20 spoilers
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THE HUNGER GAMES APPRECATION WEEK → day 7: free choice
The Tributes maintaining their compassion and humanity (or, being more than just a piece in the Capitol's games)
#thgweek24#the hunger games#thg#thgedit#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#tbosas#tbosasedit#creations*#hope this set makes sense. i just think it's soo fascinating how snow/gaul view the games as exposing human instinct as brutal and violent#and yet in every games we've seen glimpses of there's repeated instances of compassion#whether it's self sacrifice or honouring the dead or mercy kills. even in the most horrific circumstances where they're forced into violenc#the humanity that comes through despite it all isn't cruel it is caring#500*
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What's up herr forehead
#artwork#ace attorney#aa by me#comics by me#Maya is calling in some reinforcements#Maya fey#pearl fey#klavier Gavin#Apollo Justice#klapollo#Phoenix wright#very low effort klavier i know I'm aware#i haven't met grown up pearl yet but i hope she's still violent
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Sorry if you don't have the spoilers tag filtered
#ultrakill spoilers#ultrakill#sisyphus prime#minos prime#sisyphus is so fucking huge it's honestly insane . gonna be hard to convey that in an actual full piece LOL#i have a lot of thoughts about this update#mostly that it's fucking amazing and i cannot BELIEVE how good it is#i am yet to beat p-2 on violent though. it's tuff. did it on standard first time around and it's seriously so much harder on violent#gonna stop rambling now hope you guys enjoy the pictures#my art#sketches
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I'm just gonna say it again real quick:
Yes!! Iron Man is a tragedy! It has and always has been since the very first appearance in 1963 which describes itself, Tony's life, and legacy, as such.
Tony causes most of his issues himself, he is his biggest villain, a majority of his rogues gallery are caricatures of the worst versions of himself brought to life (when they're not just being racist cuz...60s...). The worst thing about being Tony Stark is that he can't stop being Tony Stark (he tried!!) That is the point.
The majority of pain Tony goes through, is pain he inflicts on himself, whether intentionally or inadvertently. That is the point.
He is not A villain (at least. Not usually. There are...some rough moments and arcs that are. Not great. As there is with any character as old as he is). But he is his own main antagonist.
#I—just—*slams fists on floor*—I WANNA PUT HIM IN A PIETRI DISH AND VIOLENTLY SHAKE HIM#tony stark#iron man#616 tony stark#marvel#marvel comics#*screams cries throws up* IT'S NOT HIS FAULT HIS CHARACTER WAS ASSASSINATED IN 2005 IN A WAY THAT HASN'T BEEN RECOVERED FROM YET#***starts openly weeping*** if the next main IM series is bad it'll have been 20 years of this shit make it STOOOOOP#being his own antagonist! his actions and mental state and poor judgement calls reaonates with people!!#I'm wildly under qualified to talk about this stuff but#I feel like that's *why* people with mental health issues. self esteem issues. addiction issues. flock to him.#he is not a BAD person. he is a person. who makes mistakes. and devastates himself. and even leaves himself half dead sometimes.#who doubts himself. is simultaneously oversensitive and alarmingly oblivious. he is a mess. that is a fundamental requirement of being him#that. resonates with people. it's *relatable*. Tony Stark is a lightning rod of interest for people...like him. hurting. sad. desperate.#and he brings *enjoyment*. he brings jokes. comfort.#he brings hope#because if a guy like *that* can be *iron man*...maybe we'll all be ok too#it's solidarity but also it's a kick in the right direction. it's saying ''it's ok that this is how you feel. I'm right there with you.''#''but you can't stay here forever. we always need to try''#Iron Man is and always has been about the future. after all.
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in love with batman 138. this comic was made for me personally <333
bruce and jason angst!!! dick and tim team up against bruce - a return to their traditional dynamic!! callback to dick's origin story!!! dick and bruce fight!! dick and tim tag-team - tim distracts bruce so dick can keep breaking in!! bruce and tim fight!! callback to tim's origin story!! dick and bruce fight again!! dick loses it and tim holds him back - a return to their other traditional dynamic!! bruce is losing it completely!! except!! for a moment he hesitates - will he be able to come back from this?? dick and tim "hug" (okay not really. they got squashed in a net. let me have this). bruce and damian angst!! tim and damian hug!! (sort of. tim hugs damian, and damian allows this and doesn't taze him. look my point is this is very affectionate by damian standards!!) and then dick being the guy in charge!! and more jason angst!!
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#batman 138#'bruce tries to mess with jason's mind' is a BRILLIANT thing to fight with other bats about#it's clearly 1) bad and yet 2) the thought process that takes evil!bruce there is understandable#excited to see what disastrous place this goes next <333#i hope the writers commit to this & drop the bizarre selina-solved-all-crime-with-one-weird-trick-but-bruce-is-mad plotline#because 'bruce tries to mess with other people's minds to protect them' is a much more in-character way for him to break bad#and it doesn't create all the ''what the HUH?'' worldbuilding nonsense that 'selina instafixed violent crime by becoming a mob boss' does#anyway i hope bruce tries to mess with selina's mind ''for her own good'' next#it would be So So Dark And Creepy but i would be Fascinated#dick grayson#tim drake
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Good Friends & Good People
#Tuvok#Seven of Nine#my wife headcanons Tuvok as having bpd as well#but I wanted to stick to things that are very clear or stated in canon#ummmm yeah. them <3#st voyager#st voyager art#bea art tag#Seven of Nine art#Tuvok art#people with heavily stigmatized symptoms & disorders being shown as safe responsible and integral parts of their community....<3#<- things the writers did not intend but I will pry from their work#Tuvok specifically having low empathy & violent intrusive thoughts yet still being shown to be a kind person and loving father/husband......#umm.........................................................<3<3 something about hope
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wip of hammer for this silly project, peep the funnee tags
#every cast member except theresa has done unspeakable deeds to my computers#first when my best friend was playing garth didn’t eat enough orbs and we weren’t able to escape the spire#so we had to start the goddamn spire quest over again#reaver is narrating his fifth diary entry over and over in a maddening neverending loop in my current save#hannah crashes my laptop specifically when i draw her. i lose files#progress#hours of footage#theresa hasn’t done anything yet but i hope she fucking explodes every device within ten feet of me#or maybe she plays silly little mind games with me using my technology#whatever the case this fucked up violent people are trying to break me#fable 2 hammer#fable 2 hannah#fable 2#fable ii Hannah#fable ii#fable ii hammer
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reading this skk fic atm and holy shit it has everything like vet au, mafia au, fake dating technically???, socmed au bht only partially???, illegal dog fighting ring b plot, chuuya stabbing fukuchi in the eyes, atsushi being thrown around a pets at home by a dog, dazai playing with dogs!!!!!!, mark twain being a stan twitter girlie, dazai trying to poison chuuya to checks notes SEDUCE HIM??;£:2£&/?, seafood allergy chuuya with an epipen </3 ITS SO FIRE ???????
#OMLL#AND NOT TO MENTION!!!#the author wrote a FUCKIGN RAPUNZEL AU#A TANGLED AU#i haven’t read it yet but it looks fire#anywho there are a few grammar and spelling errors esp in the beggining#but honestly the plot and characterisation is worth it imo#KDHAKSHS#HOPE U ENJOE LMFAO#bsd#bungo stray dogs#lea.txt#sobbing violently#bungou stray dogs#skk#soukoku#bsd skk#bsd soukoku
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huzzah. I have defeated the beast.
#dbd#thoughts about media#and even after all of this I still want to draw more dbd art.#there is no hope for me <3#no joke. I already have a timelapse in the making for a solo piece of hux.#it's a way. WAY more simple piece than this-- this-- goliath.#but also perhaps my most unashamedly lustful artwork of hux yet-- so huxfuckers rejoice!#if I am not swamped with work in the next two days and feel okay I might even be able to crank that art & video out for saturday.#seeing as that is the day that hux's delightfully violent self came into being.#I was going to actually play dbd tonight but it's now 4 am so I guess it will have to wait until tomorrow lol#time to pass out while thinking of the 4 million other things I want. but do not have time. to draw OTL
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Kaz and Wylan foil inspiring awful ideas. Consider: Moon Knight AU. Kaz handling awful trauma through divine possession divorce and DID. Gift shoppist Wylan just wants to sleep for god sake
#awful stupid ridiculous#and yet#alluring??? thematically fitting?? very funny??????#i think. this makes inej layla#her husband and her gay husband#marc trying to protect steven the way he couldn't protect his brother hmmmmm smacks of kaz wylan dynamic#steven always getting in marc's way when he's being violent or immoral?? yeah#simultaneously terrible and genius idea good job me#the broken mirror the version of kaz that hasn't lost hope etc etc#epic drowned brother moment#sorry what#kaz brekker#wylan van eck#six of crows#soc#tgt#six of crows memes#soc shitpost#soc au#moon knight#moon knight spoilers
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emeraldtied asked:
this was the ONE thing i told you not to do . // @ xeno ; ↪ 𝑫𝑰𝑹𝑬 𝑺𝑰𝑻𝑼𝑨𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺 . ( a collection of dire / urgent situation sentence & action starters . )
"What one thing? This? The very thing that is all I CAN DO?"
Snarling teeth bared towards the other in a harsh, negative reaction to the sound of their tone. A poor response, but he was a beast built to defend himself. Even just the sound of one's tone shifting slightly off-tune to their natural voice drove his quills up. It was nothing to Sonic, but it was Xeno's natural state - anger.
"It's all I CAN DO," he snarled again. "I'm built for one thing and one thing only. All I know is being fucking angry, and you don't know a THING ABOUT IT!"
#emeraldtied#✨{𝔯𝔢𝔮𝔲𝔢𝔰𝔱 𝔯𝔢𝔠𝔢𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔡; (𝔞𝔰𝔨 𝔞𝔫𝔰𝔴𝔢𝔯𝔢𝔡)#✨{𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔰𝔠𝔯𝔦𝔭𝔱; (𝔦𝔫-𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔢𝔯)#✨{𝔶𝔬𝔲’𝔯𝔢 𝔱𝔬𝔬 𝔰𝔩𝔬𝔴! 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔱𝔯𝔶 𝔞𝔤𝔞𝔦𝔫?; (𝔵𝔢𝔫𝔬𝔭𝔥𝔞𝔫𝔢𝔰)#// *i have NO idea what the context could be for this#// *i wanna make it something that'd be violent but im not ready to put him through that yet#// *but AAA i hope this is okay#// *hes VERY REACTIVE i promise hes not angry at anybody#// *hes just on the defense
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//OH THIS SEASON IS ALREADY FUCKING ROUGH DUDE, IT'S FUCKING ROUGH
#misc :: ( ooc )#//season 19 is probably my favorite season so far (minus tweek x craig)#//and then i get 2 episodes into s20 and i'm on the verge of tears#//like i'm sTRAIGHT-UP NOT HAVING A GOOD TIME#//I HOPE GERALD DIES LIKE AAAACCCTTTUUUAAALLLLYYYYY#//LIKE ACTUALLY FR#//man just ruins the lives of dozens of elementary school kids and THRIVES off of it#//AND APPARENTLY HE GETS EVEN WORSE#//THEN I KNOW VAGUELY WHAT HAPPENS IN THE SEASON AFTER THIS ONE TOO#//AND GODDDDD...#//i really want to make it through so i can create my south park multi but oh my god this is R O U G H#//NOBODY'S LAUGHING!!!!!#//like tweek x craig devastated me but everything else about s19 was HILARIOUS#//this is just. i don'T THINK I'VE LAUGHED ONCE YET#//I WANNA BE DEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAADDDDDD#//the only good thing is craig with a knife#//and him being the one to start the carnage against cartman#//even though that in itself was hard bc it's just like... such a stark reminder that cartman is also A CHILD#//and he's INNOCENT in this case#//i just have a guilty pleasure for craig being violent but COME ON
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Just started watching hannibal and i dont see what this guy is doing wrong. as far as i can tell he's just a gay man who loves to cook fancy meals for his friends
#Im enjoying it so far suprisingly! Im not big on crime shows usually bc all of the#A) intense copaganda#B) repetitive/boring narratives#C) graphic & often fetishistic depictions of violent crimes against women#And i mean hannibal does hit A and C-ish but the story is sooo so fascinating esp the dynamic btwn hannibal/will/abigail#They are sick and twisted#Will is interesting autistic rep as well im glad they leaned into the hyperempathy thing bc that shit SUCKS#and no one ever talks about it bc if you call yourself highly empathetic you sound like such an asshole.#but like it can genuinely be dangerous esp. for women bc it makes us more trusting & therefore more vulnerable to manipulation/abuse#I don't know how to judge the copaganda yet since ive only watched s1. So far its like.#The fbi is generally accepted as a force of good. criminals are all those regular people! And the fbi agents lock the bad guys up!#We'll add a throwaway line abt how law enforcement are among the most likely to be serial killers#And we'll have one of our FBI agents be framed for murder#but dont worry hes still one of the good guys. He works for the fbi how could he not be?!#Im oversimplifying things ofc. the characters are portrayed as flawed human beings and thus the bureau is shown to make mistakes#But as of right now the show had not explored the systemic issues w/ law enforcement#I hope this will change bc i think that would elevate the story so much#And from where I'm at in the story there's definitely a way for the story to move forward with this perspective (mostly with will's arc)#But this is american network television so. i have my doubts#Regardless it is super interesting to analyze this show (if you could not tell by my tag essay that barely scratches the surface)#lots to chew on for sure#<- im sorry i couldnt resist#hannibal
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Sometimes i wonder if gaining weight would ever be viable or if it would double fuck my mystery joints to have to carry more (i have in the past been directly ordered by nurses to gain a little weight and prescribed supplements to do so but 1) they are spensive and 2) dad starts waxing fatphobic about "my health" when my ribs are still clearly visible) and then i get caught up in a completely theoretical dysphoria paradox loop about going to the trouble of finally getting top surgery only to gain weight and distribute fat right back to the bust and whether i would actually ever feel ok with my body under any circumstances. Idk.
I think about things like surgery and hrt a lot more than i have since we originally came out bc i feel like if I'm trying to shape my adult life into something i actually want to live then thats a huge component and I've already put it off a decade, but at the same time i still feel so stupid and anxious trying to look into it bc i dont even have regular healthcare and the state of our nation is so sucks and although i feel like i really know who I'm becoming or at least trying to i do NOT feel like i have enough cred to convince dad that i am capable of permanent adult life decisions, especially with how he doesn't even like the thought of me getting my ears pierced. He's always going to feel some degree of posession over my body and like its ok to manipulate me or stalk me or whatever if he "knows better" and its in my "best interest" and right now its not a problem bc we're a household and he gets a lot of managerial power anyways so it doesn't come up much but i always worry in the back of my mind what would happen if i ever did Really move out again.
He wants me to "act my age" and hit normal benchmarks like getting a job and dating and shit but like when am i Ever going to have time to work or meet people socially when I'm a 24/7 live in assistant and where am i going to get the PRIVACY to get to know somebody like that, even IF i wanted to, which i SHOULDN'T HAVE TO. He suggested arranging like zoom playdates for me once so i wouldn't get under socialized. That is NOT going to make me "normal" dude.
#songs that the hyades shall sing#idk sorry idk why im venting rn i just feel anxious and i dont have anywhere else to talk abt this stuff#hes so liberal panic prone abt trans regret especially bc of how he judges certain trans ppl in his personal life#and like he 'respects' me but also I'll 'always be his kid' including his sense of control#and we fucking. begged for blockers or something before we even knew what they were. desperately asked if there was a way for it Not to be#like that and got dismissed and then learned we were trans and found out blockers were real and it Didnt have to be like that and begged#AGAIN and were violently dysphoric and got hit with the 'but what if it's a phase' and 'i don't want you to regret changing your body'#and worst of all the 'well if you're fine with changing your body what grounds do you have to reject medication that will change your brain'#and 'you could always make changes as an adult when you're REALLY sure' (said with the No You Wont tone)#so we shut up and waited and it's been TEN YEARS and we ARE an adult and we've ALWAYS been sure. and he keeps bringing up the#'you know they're finding 25 isn't even a developed brain yet?' like. i knew it was a lie in the first place but i wanted to hope#but having all this pseudoscience culture war crap to back up his moving goalposts is just. i KNOW i can't and shouldn't have to wait for#his approval of my identity. but he's in all my medical shit and he pays for my bus fare so how would i even Try to get help#without having to prove something to him he can ultimately just decide not to believe
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“If Death be My Destiny!” Spectacular Spider-Man (Vol. 1/1976), #227.
Writer: Tom DeFalco; Penciler: Sal Buscema; Inker: Bill Sienkiewicz; Colorist: John Kalisz; Letterer: Clem Robins
#Marvel#Marvel comics#Marvel 616#Spectacular Spider-Man#Kaine#Kaine Parker#Scarlet Spider#Ben Reilly#Kaine /please/#never before have I seen a bowling ball filled with such nihilistic bitterness#but beyond the ethical differences this also is a pretty good showcase of the differences between their characters#Kaine is resigned to pessimism (violently so)#while Ben endlessly holds onto hope (even if the end result is ultimately hopeless)#furthermore I feel like their characters as displayed here exemplifies how much they were products of their time#Kaine obviously has a lot of the signposts of the archetypal 90’s dark anti-hero#but Ben doesn’t escape the nihilism that plagued 90’s comics either#he may technically have been introduced in the 70’s but you could definitely argue that “Scarlet Spider” is a purely 90’s invention#and it shows#Peter (a Silver Age hero) may have his struggles but he for the most part holds onto his optimism and gets the occasional win#Ben in contrast holds onto his optimism for the most part but in all honestly I’ve yet to see him have any sort of “win” that lasts#but anyway don’t mind my rambling in the tags hahaha
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