so! the Fun Thing I am currently writing:
you know Isabelle if you've been here a while, but this is Slightly Different Nearer Future Worse Political Situation Isabelle, so I will describe her as she is in the relevant thing
-Isabelle is the wife of the American president. she is a wheelchair user.
skills: being Just So Fucking Smart, deliberately hiding her intelligence enough that people think she is just regular smart and underestimate her, writing speeches and other political media, poise in public, manipulating people by talking at them.
weaknesses: remembering that she personally is a human being with needs and feelings, knowing what her her feelings are, communicating about her feelings instead of keeping everyone six feet away behind a facade.
how is she so good at Making Other People Have Feelings but so very bad at "knowing that she even has any of them?" because sometimes it's like that.
but, she is married to Robert, who is President. if they were not married, he would be like, maybe a congressman? he is not stupid at all, he is a competent man and would be a competent politician on his own merits, but also, power couple.
-he is somewhat better than Isabelle at coming off as warm and genuine because he is so incredibly warm and genuine all the time that you can't think he's anything else. she comes off as "nice, but a bit reserved."
-conveniently, he has noticed that Isabelle sometimes has feelings and needs. often, he can predict what they are, in the way of people who have been married for like twenty years. also, because they have been married for 20 years he is by now a Level Twelve confidant and gets to be told what most of them are.
-even he does not know how smart she is, though, really, in a few specific arenas. she realized when she was very young that people do not like when you are smarter than they are, and adjusts accordingly, automatically.
-one of the first things Isabelle learned from watching people is that people hate it when you watch them, so she stopped letting them know what she saw, but she didn't actually stop watching.
-she combines "being that fucking smart" with "not realizing that her husband will not cringe away from her if she tells him" because, again, sometimes it's like that. you learn shit young and it sticks with you and nobody tells you different because they don't know what they'd need to tell you.
-Robert is probably, at the start of the story, the person who has the second-closest idea of how smart Isabelle actually is, and he's still off by enough that it would startle him a little.
-Theo, their dear friend, is the closest to knowing how smart she is, because Theo watches people in something like the way she does, and sees it. Theo doesn't do feelings either, though, so Robert ends up closer to understanding her overall.
-Robert is as close to her as anyone in the world, and they love each other so much. they are casually affectionate in public. they have a daughter and a life and nothing's perfect, but it's good.
-and then Robert is shot.
-he is shot on a stage. the people who shoot him take Isabelle and put her in a basement for a while, with her daughter, until Theo, who has a specific skillset, gets them out.
-ever after, Theo puts little GPS things in all of her jewelry. the people who kidnapped her let her keep her wedding ring, and if she'd had a tracker in it, she wouldn't have spent eight days in a basement.
-liberated from the basement, she flies to Rio, because it is a place that has agreed not to turn her over to the shitty people who have taken over America
-there has been a coup. lots of people are dead.
-Isabelle throws herself into caring for her daughter and running the counter-revolution, talking to the international press, making deals, smuggling things and people in and out, etc. she is doing a lot of good work. she is doing her goddamn best.
-she outsourced all of her "knowing and caring about her own feelings" and "generally making sure she is taking good care of herself" to her husband, who was good at that.
-he's dead now, for which reason she has maybe more feelings and related needs than she's ever had in her life?
-she knows she has a whole PTSD, she knows that early on. she is very smart, her trauma is huge and obvious, but, like, you can just sort of ignore that and hope it goes away, right? probably
-it takes her longer to know she is an alcoholic, because that one is harder to know. less obvious, at least to her. but she is, very definitely. she gets bad very fast.
-most people don't notice, though, because she keeps it behind the wall between her and most people.
-so she lives in Rio, and she works, and she drinks.
Isabelle is not actually the narrator of this story, though. the narrator's name is Sasha. she was a Russian diplomat living in America.
-skills: compassion, style, a few languages, being passionate about the places and people and things she loves, falling in love easily and completely.
weaknesses: keeping her temper, keeping her composure, not calling people motherfuckers when they really, really are but also it would be disastrous to do so, knowing what her own feelings are,
-did we see one of the things on that second list on an earlier list?
-also, do some of those weaknesses seem like they might be problems for someone in her line of work (diplomacy, a field in which it is often useful to be diplomatic).
-it's fine, she's charming and pleasant and smart enough to compensate for the things she is not as good at.
-also, she doesn't generally care about most politics stuff enough to get to the "this person is a motherfucker and if I do not tell them I will explode and my entrails will land on them in the shape of the word "motherfucker," stage with work people.
-she might have a different job if her whole family wasn't prominent politicians, but.
-her brother is an asshole, but, like, also he is her twin brother and she loves him. her father is an enormous fucking asshole and also dead now, and also, fuck him.
-she likes traveling and coffee and her dog and a series of women who she tries to start casual with and then either gets bored of or falls in love with and then they are like "you are, um, maybe a little intense?"
-she likes living in America, with good friends and a job she enjoys and does reasonably well.
-and then the president is shot, and there is a coup.
-her brother calls her back to Russia immediately, arranges a flight for her before any of the rest of his staff because, twin sister, obviously. they learned to be protective of each other young, Leo and Sasha.
-she spends very little time in America post-violence, when things are different and unsafe. she was there for about twelve hours before she got on a plane.
-she thinks this means that she did not experience a trauma, will not experience any symptoms worse than "occasionally being a bit sad" and does not deserve to complain to anybody about it.
-fortunately, she has some people in her life who are immediately like "you are actually having so many problems right now. did you know that when shit like this happens, there is enough trauma happening for everyone to have seconds? even if it could be worse? also, your trauma symptoms will not go away if you ignore them or pretend not to have them, so, like, therapy?"
-it would be good if Isabelle had more friends like that, but, unfortunately, most of her close friends are dead now.
-sasha, meanwhile, goes to therapy. she discovers that, if there is a minimum threshold on how bad an experience you need to have had before you call it PTSD, she is actually well past it. huh.
-also, maybe the situation with her dad was, uh, worse than she may have thought? him dying did not magically erase his effect on her life, which is unfortunate.
-sasha knew Isabelle barely, pre-assassination. not well, but she'd met her a few times. she was pretty and loved her husband and daughter and seemed smart. a little reserved, maybe.
-Sasha cries when she finds out that this woman and her daughter are still alive, but mostly because if another two people were dead, and one of them a seven-year-old girl, that would be worse, and there is not room for much worse in her heart.
-she cries mostly because her brother is in nearly the same political position as the dead man was, and if his wife and kids were missing, she would lose her goddamn mind.
-she tries not to think about what would happen if her brother was shot. he is an asshole, but he is her brother.
-her brother, meanwhile, has to deal with these fucking assholes who are running America now. god, they're just the worst, but they do seem to be in charge now, so, like, needs must.
-he does not allow sasha to do diplomatic work with them, because he knows her. he has seen her explode before. she has never exploded at work, so he has trusted her up to this point.
-she is very much already at the "if I do not call these people out on being motherfuckers, I will literally explode and my entrails will call them motherfuckers" stage with these people.
-which is fair, honestly, it's not like she's wrong, but also, she is not in charge of negotiating with these people.
-there is a counter-revolution brewing, folks trying to get America back to normal. several governments are offering a certain amount of clandestine support, because it's not great for the global stage having America just sort of, collapse a bit. also, fuck these people entirely.
-so Leo assigns Sasha to contribute to the revolution in a short list of prescribed ways, and keep him in the loop while allowing him just the thinnest possible veneer of plausible deniability.
-boy, if he has known what was going to happen later, he would for sure have assigned somebody else!
-Isabelle is running the counter-revolution from Rio, so Sasha and Isabelle have calls about once a week for a year, mostly about work.
-Isabelle is, at the start, blandly professional, but Isabelle has very few people to really talk to, as herself, the human person, to the point where sometimes she forgets the human person exists.
-she doesn't quite warm up to like "genuine closeness" but she warms up to "social chatting" as part of the work calls.
-it is hard not to warm up to Sasha, when she likes you. she is easily friendly and kind. she likes Isabelle a lot.
-like, the normal amount. the normal amount to like your work friend, for sure, definitely. she spends the most normal amount of time thinking of ways to make Isabelle smile, because Isabelle doesn't smile much.
-Isabelle drinks much too much, and Isabelle stops drinking, and Isabelle's doctor is like "is this a situation where you could get a less stressful job?"
and Isabelle is like "if you ask me that again I will get a new doctor immediately, who is less of a fucking idiot. do you have a non-idiot suggestion?"
"okay! cool and good! maybe make some friends, or try a change of scenery?"
-Isabelle's not-dead friends are Theo, and technically it is possible that some of her old friends are still alive, in America, and just can't get in touch with her because of everything. she likes to think this. it's not making anything worse to think it, so she allows herself to.
-Isabelle's friends who she can speak to are Theo, end of list.
-so, change of scenery? it might be a good idea anyway, Brazil is getting tired of having those dipshits in America yell at them. governments are not always thrilled about the idea of her living and working within their borders. they are glad she is living and working, but not in my backyard.
-when she mentions to Sasha that she is looking for a new place to live, she is not fishing for anything, she is just chatting.
-Sasha immediately says "why don't you come to Moscow? you'll be safe here. I can bully my brother into allowing you to be here and helping you to stay safe. it's nice here!"
-she says this for friend reasons, obviously, and also strategic revolution reasons, the latter of which she uses to talk Leo around.
-Isabelle comes to Russia. she is amenable to weekly dinners with Sasha. Sasha is her phone chatting work friend. maybe Sasha could one day be her real life actual friend. that would be good maybe.
-the second week, Isabelle is sitting on Sasha's couch, with her feet up on the ottoman. they have had a nice dinner and are watching a documentary and chatting in English.
-at this point, Sasha goes "oh, fuck. I do not want to be real life friends with this woman, actually. not just friends. she is so beautiful and smart and I would so much like to kiss her."
-Sasha, you have been experiencing this feeling for like at least three months. it did not just pop into your head the minute she put her feet up on your furniture. you moved her to fucking Russia because you had so many big feelings. it just got loud enough for you to notice.
-is it u-hauling to move someone across continents to live in the same city as you? how about if neither of you knows you have feelings yet?
-Sasha will realize this several months later. right now, she thinks she has acquired a new feeling.
-she dithers about this for a bit, without telling anyone, because all of her friends would be like "well, that's a bad fucking idea."
-which, like, she is not stupid. Isabelle is a martyr's widow who is both grieving still and also doing a lot of work on the public image of being a martyr's widow. good work, important work, that helps
-it would have to be a very secret thing, maybe could never be anything else. her brother would be mad about it for politics reasons.
-if Sasha asked her out, Isabelle could very easily say "sorry there are too many politics reasons" or "sorry, I am heterosexual and/or very sad still."
-it would be a very bad idea in many ways!
-Sasha knows she is going to do it anyway. she does not always identify her feelings for a while, but once she does, she commits to them.
-but also, if Sasha causes Isabelle to experience any additional bad feelings, or to not want to chat with her anymore, Sasha will explode.
-this time her entrails will spell out "sorry."
-the solution here is to slow-play it a bit, she thinks.
-Sasha is not... super good at slow-playing it.
-she opens with what she thinks is a very casual, normal question about whether Isabelle is seeing anyone, or might like to. carefully worded to be normal and subtle and friendly.
-there are two problems with this. one is that Sasha's facial expressions tell you everything she is thinking all of the time. another is that Isabelle is uncannily good at facial expressions.
-it is hard at the best of times to ask the relationship status of a person you have feelings for in a super chill super casual very normal way that will not raise suspicion.
-when you have all of the natural deceptive skills of a Golden Retriever and also you are speaking to someone who reads everyone she meets like a book, well, you're just not going to pull it off.
-the subtext behind the question is "god, I would so like to kiss you, but only if you're cool with that?"
-Isabelle absolutely knows this right away.
-she wasn't expecting this at all. she'd like to give it some thought.
-in the meantime, she tells Sasha that she is not totally disinterested in the idea of dating again ever, but it would have to be very private for a while, if she did date again. she weaves in a little bit of information about her romantic history, in order to tell Sasha that she is bi.
-she thinks she has been about as unsubtle as it is possible to be, because she sometimes forgets that most people aren't her or Theo.
-Sasha thinks she completely nailed normal and casual. she thinks Isabelle's response was very normal and casual also, while also containing a lot of useful information.
-the orientation thing was going to be Sasha's next question, but she couldn't think of a way to be like "hey hello are you interested in women?" that did not tip her whole hand, so it's great that Isabelle happened to volunteer that information while they were both being normal and causal.
-Sasha, your whole hand is already tipped. you took out a feelings billboard. she knows.
-meanwhile, Isabelle gives it some thought.
-it's not a terrible idea, really.
-well, it is, in lots of ways, but there's no risk-free way to pursue any kind of relationship, especially when you are very famous for being widowed and people want to kill you.
-no matter who she gets involved with, some people are going to be Big Mad about it, and it will make some of her work harder.
-now, given that there is no safe choice, is Sasha the safest possible choice? absolutely not, not even close, but you don't get into relationships by triangulating the safest option.
-Isabelle is lonely. she is not great at assessing her own feelings, but the thought has occurred to her before. and when someone basically took out a feelings billboard at her, but in a respectful way, well, the thought occurred to her a bit more.
-the idea of spending the next several years or maybe forever being single and married to the Mission kind of sucks, actually.
-besides, Sasha is kind, and easy to talk to, and quite pretty. she does not seem like the type to insist on too much too fast.
-this is true, that is not the kind of intense Sasha is. she just sort of falls in love at you very quickly, which not everybody wants.
-but the only way Isabelle has ever been loved in her life is "very intensely" by a man who also saw her reservedness and was comfortable with it until it gave way around him. so that's fine.
-a few weeks later, around when Isabelle is done thinking, Sasha decides it is next move time.
-she has used up all of her very normal conversational gambits and has been debating between "just telling Isabelle about her feelings, or, like, some percentage of her feelings, the normal amount of feelings to have for a person you have not kissed." or "some kind of very casual very normal very chill physical contact."
-Sasha so wants to be a chill, casual person. unfortunately, she just isn't.
-she puts her hand on Isabelle's shoulder, and Isabelle settles into her a bit, makes herself comfortable.
-they sit like that for a minute.
-Sasha is thinking "is this like, chill, normal, platonic half-cuddling or is she trying to give me a hint?"
-Isabelle has never been less subtle in her life and would be shocked to know that this is being read as "a hint" rather than "a very overt declaration of interest."
-Isabelle, who thinks everyone's intentions are fully on the page now, says "if I ever tried to be in a relationship again, it would have to be very private, at least at first. it would have to be a secret for a while, which I know isn't something everyone would be interested in. also, "being very open with people" is not part of my skill set really. I do get there, but sometimes it takes me a minute."
-her frame of reference for "the normal amount of open to be with someone you like" was Robert, who knew he was going to marry her three months in, so she might not be calibrating this perfectly.
-she is now sitting on a couch half-cuddling with Sasha, who also falls in love very fast.
-Sasha listens to this information about Isabelle's relationship needs and thinks "that's probably a large hint, right? like, almost definitely. I am pretty sure. also, all of those things are fine and I basically knew them already, so that's good. this is going really well. what do I do now? should I be like "all of those things you want in a hypothetical relationship sound good to me" or should I save that for next week, because of the slow-playing I am doing here?"
Isabelle, meanwhile, is thinking "well, I have been as explicit as it is possible to be. if she didn't want to do something secret and careful and patient, she would remove her arm and stop half-cuddling me."
-so she sits for another minute or two, to give Sasha time to make a decision.
-Sasha does not move her arm. even if she knew what Isabelle was actually thinking, she wouldn't move her arm.
-at this point Isabelle kisses her, which she was not at all expecting.
-like, it was feeling like a more plausible future option, but today? right now? not that Sasha is in any way complaining.
-they kiss for a bit, and then Isabelle briefly removes her mouth from Sasha's mouth and looks at her and goes "wait, are you surprised by this?"
and Sasha goes "a little bit, yeah? I mean, this is great, I am very pleased with this outcome, but I wasn't sure if you were..."
later, Isabelle will be like "please tell me in what way I could have been at all clearer" and Sasha is like "by using words with your mouth to talk about your feelings?"
"I did that," says Isabelle, bewildered.
"no. "if I was going to kiss somebody I would need to take it slow and keep it secret" is a logistic. "I like you and want to kiss you" is a feeling."
"why would I talk to you about kissing logistics if I didn't want to kiss you specifically? just as a hypothetical? is that a thing people do?"
neither of them is entirely sure. but also, they will have this conversation later, because right now is kissing time.
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Life With You: XXXIV
Part Thirty-Four: Waiting For You: Part One
New Year’s Eve was different this year. ChiChi normally celebrated it at her father’s castle with Gohan and Goten, but this time, she accepted the invitation to celebrate it on Master Roshi’s island. Yamcha declined for he already had plans but Bulma and Trunks came and so did Piccolo who came solely to release the fireworks. Having played with fireworks when he lived with Goku’s family, he was eager to do it again.
The theme of the party was a Luau. The men and boys wore shorts and floral (Master Roshi and Krillin) and solid color shirts (Gohan, Goten and Trunks) while the ladies wore floral printed dresses. Bulma’s dress was a mini, 18’s was sleeveless with a long slit on one side but ChiChi’s dress was surprising. It cut off at her knees but had extra allure being sleeveless and left her back exposed. The dress definitely caught Bulma’s and Master Roshi’s eyes as it was unexpected for ChiChi to wear but ChiChi liked it when she saw it on a mannequin and loved how it felt on her. It was a bit liberating for her. Daughter of Gyu-Mao and later wife to Son Goku, ChiChi felt she had to dress a certain way. Now a widow and feeling more confidence in her thirties, ChiChi felt more in command in picking her clothes and deciding what’s best for her.
While Piccolo and Gohan worked on the fireworks setup, Goten and Trunks chased each other on the beach. Krillin and Master Roshi sat by the fire watching the kids and drinking. The ladies were inside at Bulma’s request for them to have drinks and play a game of their own.
ChiChi and 18 sat on the sofa waiting for Bulma to join them carrying a tray of empty glasses, a pitcher of light-colored liquid Bulma put together with several drinks, two dice and a deck of cards.
“My Mom taught me how to make this drink. She gave it to my Dad when they were dating.”
18 couldn’t help but wryly ask as Bulma filled her glass, “Is that how she won him over?”
“Oh, no. Mom didn’t need to do that. Though it did help. I’m pretty sure she used it on other guys.”
“Before Dr. Briefs?” 18 took her glass and sipped. She flinched at the strong taste.
“And after.” 18 froze in mid drink. “I’m not stupid. My parents’ marriage is different and Mom’s parenting is questionable. She wanted to give Goku alcohol when he was 12.”
While 18 and Bulma shared a laugh, ChiChi wasn’t amused as she shared, “She wanted to have drinks with him when Goku was married to me.”
18 coughed, choking on her drink. She rubbed her throat as the liquid pushed down her throat. “What?”
Even Bulma was surprised. “When did this happen, ChiChi?” As far as she knew Goku hadn’t seen her mother since he was a kid.
“When Goku left for Namek. He told me she was touchy with him and wanted to have drinks.” 18 hid her face as she took a few sips while trying not to laugh. “I never would’ve known about it if not for Goku and I having drinks one New Year’s Eve and he told me about it. He remembered your mother wanting drinks and thought we should do that with her.” This time 18 couldn’t contain her laughter. She threw her head back laughing loudly.
“Oh,” Bulma said after a long silence. “That doesn’t surprise me about my Mom. Sometimes I think she and Vegeta did something before we got together.” 18 lowered her glass and ChiChi’s mouth fell open. At their humorous stunned gazes, Bulma grabbed ChiChi’s glass. “One night I made these drinks for us. I wanted to know how it affects a Saiyan.” She laughed. “I did this when I dated Yamcha. He’s a lightweight. He was stripping before me but Vegeta flat out refused. He got angry and I swore he was blushing. He never refused any food or drinks I offered before and he drinks with my Dad sometimes so this made me suspicious.”
“How do you know they……” ChiChi cleared her throat trying to explain. “I mean, are you sure it’s not…..”
“Mom doesn’t do that with guys I’m with or she would’ve done it with Yamcha and I know that didn’t happen. Single guys or other married men are fair game.”
Again 18 and ChiChi shared concerning looks. Was this voluntary or did the drink loosened Bulma’s lips? 18 only finished a quarter of her glass. She had no intention of having the case of loose lips. “How much must you drink before it kicks in?”
“Two gives you a nice buzz. Three makes you feel a little frisky. Four will have you flashing. Five,” Bulma chuckled, “clothing is optional but Yamcha was stripping at three.”
ChiChi noticed her glass being filled near the brim. “And how many have you had?”
“Two before I came and two while making it.” Bulma saw ChiChi’s widening eyes, “I developed a tolerance, ChiChi.” 18 raised an eyebrow, doubtful, too. “I needed a drink. Vegeta pissed me off. He was so stubborn and wouldn’t come tonight. I told him I will see him next year.” She giggled suddenly. “In thirty minutes, it will be next year.”
Again ChiChi and 18 shared looks feeling Bulma wasn’t as resistant as she let on.
Bulma held ChiChi’s glass to her which the mother of two reluctantly took. “I’ll just have one. I’m driving home after the fireworks.” Cautiously, ChiChi sipped her drink. It was a little strong.
Bulma winked at 18. “Guess we’ll finish this pitcher together.” She poured her drink. “But since you’re not completely human, you should have a stronger resistance than us, right?”
ChiChi saw 18 gripping her glass tightly. Feeling she will toss the drink on Bulma instead of drinking it, ChiChi grabbed 18’s wrist and tugged signaling to her not do it. 18 wordlessly listened as she put her glass to her lips and drank and drank and drank until her glass was empty. She slammed it on the table. “Only one way to find out.”
Bulma’s eyes gleamed at the challenge as she refilled 18’s glass.
“So…..” ChiChi steered the conversation into another topic, “what game did you want to play, Bulma?”
Down half her drink already, Bulma picked up the deck of cards and two pyramid dice. One dice was white and one was red. “It’s a fun prediction game that tells you what will happen to you next year.” Bulma shook the dice in one hand and tossed it. The white one landed on three and the red on five. The white dice tells you how many times to shuffle your cards.” Bulma shuffled the cards three times. “Five is the card number you pull from the deck.” Bulma removed the top four cards from the deck. “It will tell you what will happen to you next year.” Bulma flipped the card. The card revealed a money bag. “Money is in my future.”
“That’s not a prediction.” 18 sifted through the deck of cards. There were images of a tombstone meaning death, a white dress meaning wedding, a heart meaning romance, a broken heart meaning breakup, etc. “But I’ll play.” 18 grabbed the dice, shook and toss it on the table. She shuffled the cards twice and pulled third a card. “A baby?”
ChiChi peered over 18’s shoulder. In her hand was a card of an infant and 18 looked genuinely shocked.
“Your turn, ChiChi.” Bulma handed her the cards and dice.
ChiChi tossed the dice. She shuffled the cards and pulled her number from the deck. She laughed at hers and flipped it for Bulma and 18 to see. A heart.
“Romance,” Bulma cooed.
ChiChi put the card down. “My husband is dead.”
“And?” Bulma shook the dice and tossed it. “Are you saying you won’t date anyone because Goku’s dead? You’re just gonna waste your life?”
“I’m not wasting my life.”
Bulma flipped her card. It had a tombstone but Bulma ignored it. “Two kids and no income are baggage but you’re pretty enough to get someone and not too old to push out another kid.”
18 tossed the dice and pulled her card. “If she doesn’t want anyone else, why force her?”
“Because it’s not right. You think if Vegeta dies when I’m still young, I will stay single? With my looks, brains and money, it’ll be a crime to keep all this to myself.”
“Wedding?” 18 flipped her card.
“A baby and a wedding,” ChiChi teased. “You’re in for an active year.”
It was all a joke but 18 couldn’t help pondering, “Maybe it’s time.”
“Time?” ChiChi picked up the dice. She knew what that meant. “Has Krillin asked?”
“Multiple,” 18 finished her drink. “It’s not that I don’t want to marry him but I want us to have certain things first. This beach house is nice but I want something of our own and away from Master Roshi.”
Bulma refilled 18’s drink. “I hear that but if you wait for someone to come around it may never happen. You think if I waited for Vegeta to make a move I would have him and Trunks now?”
“I agree with Bulma,” ChiChi sipped her drink. “If I waited for Goku to remember our engagement, we wouldn’t have married. Sometimes you have to take a chance and build on that.”
They had a point. From what she learned of ChiChi and Bulma, they had to make the moves in their relationship. Then again, their mates weren’t human. Krillin wasn’t as clueless as Goku and Vegeta when it came to dating. He exceeded her expectations as a partner but sometimes he was too complacent. He was content with living on Master Roshi’s island and not seeing they need more.
But maybe ChiChi is right. Take a chance and build.
When ChiChi revealed her card, Bulma grinned. “Heart again? Listen to the cards, ChiChi. There’s romance in your future and you should take it.”
ChiChi sifted through the cards. “This is rigged.”
“Nope,” Bulma took the cards from her. “It’s fate.” She shuffled it according to the dice number and pulled it from the deck. She laughed at her card. It was a car. “A new car? Maybe I will buy one.” As 18 grabbed the dice for her turn, Bulma kept talking. “I know you love Goku but you shouldn’t settle on one guy. Goku’s great and all but nothing’s wrong with going for something else. It worked for me.”
Krillin stepped into the home. “Hey, Ladies. Gohan and Piccolo got the fireworks ready and it’s ten minutes to midnight.”
Bulma grabbed her pitcher and glass. Krillin held the door for Bulma but noticed ChiChi and 18 lagging behind. “Are you coming?”
“I need to get a blanket.”
“It’s not too chilly,” Krillin told ChiChi, “but okay.”
ChiChi grabbed a blanket from the closet while 18 went to the kitchen to dilute her drink with water. “Lazuli, I don’t mean to pry but you seem shocked about the baby card. Is there something you want to say?”
18 turned the water. “I’m not pregnant but I’m not sure I can have a kid. Dr. Gero didn’t change everything on me but he did make alterations. I don’t have monthly cycles but once or twice a year, it happens. Krillin and I never used protection. I know my chances of getting pregnant are really slim and Krillin talks about us having a kid…”
“There’s still a chance. Have you been to a doctor?” 18 dead face made ChiChi retract her words. “Right. How to explain your situation? Oh!” she lit up. “I think I know someone who might help. I saw her when I was pregnant with Gohan and Goten.”
18 wanted to say no. Never again did she want to be poked and prodded but in this case, she had to do it. If only, to find answers for her and Krillin. “All right,” 18 gave in. “But it stays between us.”
When the ladies stepped outside, ChiChi went to her sons who eagerly showed her the fireworks display Gohan and Piccolo worked on. 18 went to Krillin who grabbed a blanket off his chair and wrapped it around 18.
“I’m not cold, Krillin.”
“Just want to be sure. ChiChi grabbed a blanket and it is a little cooler than it was when we were all out here earlier.”
He was always considerate of her. Sometimes he treated her like glass and never like an artificial human. It touched and sometimes annoyed 18. “Sometimes you’re too good and I take you for granted.”
Krillin blushed. 18 had it all wrong. “No. No. I’m lucky to have you. Three years now.”
18 wrapped part of her blanket around him. “It’s been a good three years.”
Krillin took her hand and walked away from the campfire. Around them, Krillin heard Bulma calling Trunks to sit with her so they can watch the fireworks together; ChiChi teased Piccolo about a fireworks mishap he had when he lived with her and Goku. Everyone around them was happy, getting along and enjoying themselves. In the time since he announced their relationship, 18 formed a friendship with ChiChi and Bulma, though 18 and ChiChi were closer. 18’s friendship with ChiChi was beneficial for Krillin, too. Spending more time with her through 18, eased the tension between them and helped Krillin understand ChiChi more and what Goku saw in her. As Krillin thought of ChiChi, he thought of Goku and lately, he didn’t feel anger at himself or regret his friend was gone. Everything was going in the right direction for Krillin and there was one thing he knew that will make it all perfect.
“I feel blessed to know you, Lazuli. I made mistakes growing up; had a rotten string of bad luck but I think since meeting you, life started going right for me and I started making the right decisions.”
18 squeezed his hand. “The feeling is mutual.”
Krillin grabbed 18’s other hand and gazed up at her lovely face. He grinned feeling nervous and sweaty with his heart thumping so hard against his chest, he knew 18 heard it. “I have a question to ask you, Lazuli. I don’t know what you will say but I think it will be the best way to go into the New Year.”
“Twenty seconds!” Gohan announced the final seconds of the year.
18 knew the question and the answer. “Okay.”
Krillin knelt before 18. His eyes never left contact with hers. “I love you, Lazuli. Child or no child, tall, short, fifty years or forever, I want to be with you always and I can’t think of a better way going into the new year than having you as my wife. Will you marry me?”
Everyone counted down but there only one thing Krillin heard one second before midnight.
“Yes.”
Loud pops, bright lights, colors and explosions filled the sky. Bulma held Trunks in her lap as he blew his blow horn and she finished her drink. Master Roshi raised his glass. Piccolo smirked proud of his light show. ChiChi received New Year kisses on her cheeks from Gohan and Goten. All were blissfully unaware Krillin and 18 were finally engaged.
****
“Now that you settled on a date, do you have a theme for the wedding?” ChiChi returned to the kitchen carrying magazines. “I bought a few magazines with the latest styles so there should be some designs for whatever you want. Summer weddings have so many options. I marked off pages I think you should see.” ChiChi noticed 18 sketching in a notebook. 18 hadn’t noticed her looking over her shoulder at her sketching. “I didn’t know you draw.”
18 quickly closed her notebook. ChiChi sat slightly amused. 18 was never shy around her so whatever she was trying to hide must be special. “It’s a compliment, Lazuli.” Again 18, remained quiet. They’ve been friends for three years but sometimes 18 was still reserved but ChiChi knew how to handle that behavior. “You can tell me you want to design your dress. I’m pretty good at making them. I can help pick out fabrics. There’s a wonderful shop I used to go to when making Goku’s gi. They have plenty of beautiful material.”
18 relaxed slightly. If she didn’t, ChiChi would keep on talking until she did. “It’s a hobby. It’s something I picked up.” She slid ChiChi her book. “When I moved in with Krillin, I needed to do something. When Krillin worked, I had to sit with Master Roshi watching his aerobic classes or stay in my room. Krillin always came home with a book. One day he gave me a journal. He thought I should write my thoughts down since he knew I’ve been through a lot. I’m not a writer but one day I started drawing. Krillin bought me books on drawing and sketchbooks ever since.”
“That’s thoughtful of him.” ChiChi turned the pages. There were many pages of Krillin, Master Roshi, the island, her brother. There were a few landscapes of her home. A sketch of her and her sons. “These are very good.” She turned to a page with a sketch design of a dress. “Is this what you want your dress to look like?”
ChiChi sounded pleased with the design. That eased some of the nerves in her. Krillin saw all her sketches except the wedding dress. She could draw sticks and Krillin will say it’s the best piece of art he’s seen. With ChiChi, 18 knew she would get honest criticism. That’s one of the things she liked about ChiChi. 18 reached for a sandwich. “I think summer is a good wedding date.”
ChiChi noticed 18 eating. It wasn’t unusual. 18 didn’t have to eat but ChiChi always had food out when 18 visited. 18 ate out of courtesy. One piece of food, a drink and that’s it. The rest were later eaten by Gohan and Goten. This was her third sandwich. ChiChi noticed 18 ate more during her visit last week. She had her suspicions even then.
“It’ll be a small wedding,” 18 decided. “I’m only inviting my brother. Krillin is the one with the big guest list. Master Roshi is getting his ordained license to marry us. We thought about a barbeque after the ceremony. Bulma offered to pay for the catering since your kids and Trunks will be there.”
“Did she say anything about Vegeta?”
“Bulma wants him to come and promises he will be there.”
ChiChi imagined Vegeta at the wedding. 18 had the same image and both women laughed. “You know at the part where Master Roshi will say, ‘If anyone feels these two shouldn’t marry….’” She broke off in giggles imagining it.
“I’ll kill him if he tries.”
ChiChi laughed even louder. “A wedding and a funeral on the same day. This will be a day to remember.”
18 nodded as she finished her sandwich. “Do you think you can make these for the wedding?”
ChiChi began smiling for a different reason as 18 reached for the cookies. “I think I can.”
Weddings were foreign to 18 so she appreciated ChiChi’s help. “I, uh, even designed a dress for you,” she confessed. “It’s on the next page. I’d like you to be my Maid of Honor.” 18 didn’t look at ChiChi when she said that. She waited, expected ChiChi to speak ‘Yes’, ‘No’ but ChiChi didn’t. 18 finally looked at ChiChi and saw the woman had the biggest smile on her face and… were there tears in her eyes?
18 didn’t expect this reaction. “I thought you might be happy to be my Maid of Honor. I didn’t think you’d cry.”
“No, that’s not it. I’m honored and yes, I will be your Maid of Honor but that’s not it.”
18 reached for another sandwich. “Then what is it? Why are you smiling like that?”
“Lazuli, I….” ChiChi paused. She had to contain her excitement. This is big news! “I’m not sure but I think you need to see my doctor. Just to confirm.”
“Confirm what?”
“Lazuli, I think you’re pregnant.”
“Pregnant?” 18 noticed the sandwich in her hands. Why was she still eating? She dropped it and touched her stomach. Was it possible?
****
“Are you sure you don’t want Krillin to come?”
18 shook her head. “No. I don’t want to tell Krillin unless I’m sure. I don’t want him getting his hopes up.”
“You will get home late.” Instead of waiting two days from now to be examined by Dr. Barkley, 18 wanted to be examined today. She couldn’t wait until Dr. Barkley had an open in her schedule. So, ChiChi left Gohan to watch Goten while she and 18 visited Dr. Barkley’s office after it closed.
“I told Master Roshi I’ll be home late. He’ll tell Krillin.”
ChiChi understood 18’s nervousness and anxiety to know the truth now. “When Dr. Barkley examined you in January, she did say it’s possible you can have a baby.”
In January, ChiChi brought 18 to her doctor. For Dr. Barkley, this was a challenge. She never dealt with someone of 18’s physical makeup. She had to do an entire physical on her, multiple exams and x-rays studying the changes Dr. Gero did on 18 and what he left alone.
“Possibly,” 18 snorted. “It’s still a long shot, ChiChi. Dr. Gero didn’t take my ovaries but he did alter my body where I don’t get monthly visits or ovulate regularly. Your doctor said my body can carry a baby, conception is possible but it has to be the right alignment.”
ChiChi was hopeful. “Maybe this is the right alignment.”
18 caressed her stomach. “I hope so.”
Dr. Barkley entered the room with her electronic pad. “I ran tests but it’s inconclusive. What Dr. Gero did to you makes all testing hard. Have you finished drinking your water?”
18 pointed to the empty pitcher of water. “All gone and I really have to go to the bathroom.”
“All right then. Let’s see if there’s a fetus in there.” Dr. Barkley turned on the machines. She poured gel on 18’s stomach and rubbed the probe on her smooth skin. All three women watched the monitor. ChiChi chewed her lower lip not seeing anything; her ears didn’t hear a heartbeat either.
Dr. Barkley’s expression was cool as she moved the probe casually over 18’s stomach. “Ooop, there is someone.”
There was an image of a fetus but no sound which concerned 18. “Don’t you hear heartbeats during this?”
ChiChi observed Dr. Barkley worriedly thinking the same thing but not saying it.
Dr. Barkley was calm as she removed the probe from 18’s stomach. She pulled a gown from the cabinet and handed it to 18. “Empty your bladder and change into this. We need to do a vaginal ultrasound. Don’t worry. This happens sometimes. I’ll be back in a few minutes.”
Dr. Barkley left. Muttering a curse, 18 climbed off the exam table and entered the bathroom. ChiChi waited but after ten minutes without 18 emerging, ChiChi knocked on the door. “Lazuli, are you okay?” ChiChi heard the door unlock but it didn’t open. ChiChi slowly turned the knob and opened the door. “Lazuli?”
18 stood in the gown; her hands were on the sink while she stared in the mirror. “No heartbeat, ChiChi. She couldn’t find a heartbeat.”
ChiChi remembered being on the other side where she worried about her pregnancy with Gohan and Goku had to calm her. She never thought she would be in a situation calming a friend. “Dr. Barkley said it happens sometimes. That’s why she wants to do a vaginal ultrasound.”
“It didn’t happen to you. I doubt it happened to Bulma.” 18 clenched her fists. She was so angry she wanted to destroy the room! “Damned that Dr. Gero. He took so much from me. Even in death, he still takes from me!”
ChiChi turned 18 to face her. “He took a lot but he won’t take this from you. This has happened to other women otherwise Dr. Barkley wouldn’t have suggested this. It’s a good thing.” 18 raised an eyebrow. “It really is. It means you’re more woman than you think. You’re more human!”
“ChiChi? 18?” Dr. Barkley called.
ChiChi wrapped her arm around 18. “Let’s go through this exam and see what happens.”
Dr. Barkley sat in her chair holding a gel-covered wand-like object in her hand. “What is that?” 18 asked as she got back on the exam table. Seeing the dreaded stirrups up, 18 put her feet in.
“It’s an ultrasound transducer. I need this wand to help with the exam.” Dr. Barkley rolled her chair between the stirrups. “Let’s try this again.” She pushed the want in 18.
18 maintained her calm at the intrusion. Her eyes were on the monitor again as she looked at the screen and waited. No sound again. She squeezed ChiChi’s hand as the longer time pass, no sound was heard. “It’s dead, isn’t it?” 18 cursed herself for getting her hopes. How foolish she was to think she could have a normal life.
Ba-bump. Ba-bump. Ba-bump.
“There it is. A nice, strong heartbeat.” Dr. Barkley kept her cool composure for 18 and ChiChi but she was very relieved to hear the heartbeat. “Sometimes you can’t hear the heartbeat on the abdominal ultrasound but you get it on the vaginal. In your case, 18, it’s expected but as you progress we may only need the abdominal.”
“So, it’s healthy?” 18 couldn’t relax until she knew that.
“I think so. It’s too early to detect the sex.” Dr. Barkley removed the wand. As she cleaned the instrument, she said, “I’d say you’re about six weeks but since you’re a special case, I want to see you weekly until you pass the first trimester.”
“EIGHTEEEEENNNNNNNNN!!!!!!”
All three women jumped at a loud male scream.
“EIGHTEEEEENNNNNNNNN!!!!!!”
“Is that Krillin?” ChiChi asked.
18 removed her feet from her stirrups. “How did he know we’re here?”
Dr. Barkley’s door slammed open. A frantic looking Krillin had three confused women looking at him. He ignored ChiChi and the woman in the white coat and ran to 18. “18, are you all right? What happened?”
“Krillin, how did you find me?”
“Master Roshi said you were still at ChiChi’s house. I figured you were talking about the wedding. I felt kind of guilty leaving it all on you so I thought I come by and contribute but you weren’t there. Goten said you went to the doctor. You never needed a doctor! Gohan was stubborn but he finally talked and said you were here.” He pulled 18 into his arms. “I don’t care what’s wrong. Even if it takes the dragon balls, I’ll make you better.”
18 would be mad but she was touched the moment Krillin thought something was wrong he went to her. He looked so frantic and out of breath. She enclosed her arms around him in a sweet hug. “Gohan didn’t tell you what kind of doctor we went to?”
“It was a lot just getting Gohan to tell me the address. Please,” he begged. “Tell me what’s wrong. No matter what. If you’re ill, I’ll find a cure. I promise.”
There goes her plan in wanting to wait until the first trimester passed. “For this illness, it will take several months to be cured.”
“Several months?” Krillin panicked! “What kind of illness is that? Do you have cancer? 18, I don’t care how much it cost but I’ll find the best doctor for you!”
“I think I have the best doctor,” 18 sent a rare smile to Dr. Barkley. “As for my illness….. you did all you can. It’s all on me.” That baffled Krillin even more. “I’m pregnant, Krillin. We’re gonna have a baby.”
“Baby?” Krillin looked at 18’s stomach. “You’re pregnant?”
18 confirmed with a smile. Krillin looked at ChiChi. She confirmed with a smiling nod. Krillin turned to Dr. Barkley who smiled but held up a picture of the ultrasound. Krillin took the picture and stared at the fetus. Reality sunk in it wasn’t a bad thing. It was a good thing. A baby. He and 18 were having a baby. “Oh, wow,” Krillin’s legs felt wobbly. Tears sprang from his eyes as the picture he held was the most beautiful thing in the world. “A baby. We’re gonna have a baby.”
Lightheaded, Krillin’s eyes rolled back as he fainted.
****
“What’s that?”
“Ummmm…… clouds?”
“What color is the sky?”
A three-year-old child giggled. “It’s many colors.”
Gohan rolled his eyes. Goten would give that answer. “What color is it now?”
“Blue!”
“Good, Goten. Very good.”
A large fish was slung over Gohan’s shoulder as he and Goten walked home. Goten felt prideful having the duty to carry the flowers he and Gohan picked for ChiChi. It was Gohan’s idea to stop at the trail of flowers and pick them. It’s happened before with Gohan carrying them home but today, he passed that responsibility to Goten.
“Will Momma like the flowers, Big Brother?”
“Momma will love the flowers, Goten. She always does.” It was a tradition Gohan noticed started with Dad and vowed to keep alive.
Gohan splashed water on his face as he freshened up for home. He always took a bath when he returned home but Gohan never wanted his Mom to see how dirty he really got.
“Ready, Gohan?” Dad called as he approached. “I’m ready to eat and I caught a big fish for Mom.” Dad had a large fish slung over his right shoulder and in his left hand, flowers. Gohan wasn’t an expert on flower types. They were purple and yellow with big petals. They looked pretty but Gohan thought it was strange for Dad to pick flowers. Mom only did that and put them in pots around the house.
“Why did you pick flowers?” Gohan asked.
Dad had that ‘I got a secret smile’ as he shrugged. “Thought it would be nice to bring Mom something besides food to cook.”
Piccolo rolled his eyes. “Disgusting.”
Gohan turned around. “Why is that disgusting? Mom likes flowers, Mr. Piccolo.”
Piccolo muttered and flew off. Gohan looked at his Dad for an answer but he shook his head signaling Gohan to forget it. When the three returned home, Gohan expected Dad to follow him in the house but he told him, “I’ll get the fish ready out here. Tell Mom to come outside.”
While Piccolo sat on the sofa in the family room, Gohan entered the kitchen where Mom stood in front of the counter chopping food. “We’re back, Mom.”
Mom turned and quickly noticed Dad missing. “Where’s Dad?”
“Outside with the fish. He wants you to come outside.”
“Outside?” Mom questioned as she wiped her hands on her apron. “Why?” Gohan shrugged. “Go take a shower,” she told Gohan. “I don’t want you smelly when we eat dinner.”
While Mom left to meet Dad outside, Gohan floated to the window. Like Mom, he wanted to know why Dad wanted her to come outside.
“Goku, why do you want me outside?” Mom walked to Dad who had his hands behind his back. Mom couldn’t see it from her viewpoint but Gohan saw the flowers in Dad’s hands. Mom cocked her head to her left. “What do you have behind your back? Oh,” Mom groaned. “What animal did you bring for me to cut up that I won’t like?”
Dad laughed, “It’s not that. Come closer.”
Mom took a step closer. “You better not have a dead snake to throw in my face.”
“That was one time and you punched me for that. Come on,” he urged. “A little more.”
Mom took another step closer. “Goku… if this is a prank…..”
Dad revealed the flowers to Mom. Mom’s face immediately changed from disgust to surprise. ���Goku….they’re beautiful.” Mom took the flowers and inhaled them. “Thank you.” Gohan mentally cheered for Dad as Mom threw her arms around him. “I can’t believe you remembered my birthday!”
“Birthday?” Gohan noticed Dad’s face overcome with fear. “It’s today??” Gohan worried. Did he forget, too?
Mom looked suspicious at Dad. “You did get this because it’s my birthday, didn’t you, Goku?”
“Well…..uh….” Dad stammered. “I’ve been training every day I don’t keep up with days and….” Mom’s face grew annoyed the more Dad talked. “No. I forgot it.” Mom’s face grew more furious. Dad put his hands together in prayer. “But I did get flowers because I thought you would like it. That should count, right?” Dad pleaded, smiling as big as he could. “I had one of those subconscious thingies.”
“Goku……” Mom growled as she walked to Dad who took one step back when ChiChi took one step forward. “Goku!” Mom screamed as she raised her hand of flowers. Gohan and Dad expected a firm slap. Instead, Mom laughed and playfully slapped Dad’s face with the flowers. “You’re not the only one who can be sneaky.”
Gohan covered a hand over his mouth to stifle his laugh. Mom didn’t hold back her laugh but Dad looked annoyed. “That wasn’t funny, ChiChi.”
That caused Mom to laugh even louder. “Oh, it is! You should see your face!”
While Mom kept laughing, Dad rolled his eyes annoyed until it suddenly changed. There was something weird about Dad’s face. He grabbed Mom suddenly and pulled her to him. “Is it funny now?”
Mom stared at Dad. She didn’t answer his question. Instead, she wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him. “It’s cute. Like you. Thank you for the flowers.” Mom hugged him. “But don’t give me that look. There’s no time for that. Plus, you stink.”
Mom pulled away to walk back to the house but Dad didn’t let go of her hand. He sniffed. “I don’t smell that bad.”
Mom stuck her tongue out at Dad. “I had to hold my breath when I was kissing you. It was unpleasant.” Mom yelped as Dad pulled hard and nearly slammed her against his body. “Goku…..” Mom sounded breathless and Dad had that weird look on his face again.
“Breathe deep.”
“Mmm!” Mom gasped as Dad kissed her again. Gohan shook his head amused as he returned to the floor. Mom and Dad were being playful again. It was the first time since Dad died Gohan saw this playful behavior from his parents and it was the first incident Gohan saw that made him think life was getting back to normal for his family.
“We’re back, Mom, and the fish is cooking outside!” Gohan announced.
ChiChi glanced out the window. She saw a big fish cooking over a fire. “Oh, you two brought home a big one.” ChiChi stepped from the stove with a hot pot in her hands. Gohan and Goten entered the kitchen with their arms behind their backs. “What’s going on?” Noticing her sons’ grins, she smiled, “What are you two up to?”
Gohan and Goten pulled the flowers from behind them.
“For you, Momma,” Goten announced.
“Oh!” ChiChi put the pot on the table. “How beautiful!” ChiChi took the bouquet of flowers. “Oh, thank you!!” She kissed Gohan and Goten’s cheeks. “I have the sweetest boys!” ChiChi rushed into the living room where Gyu-Mao worked on fixing Goten’s toy. “Dad, look at the wonderful flowers my sons got me.”
“They’re beautiful, ChiChi. Goku used to give you flowers sometimes, too.”
“Who’s Goku?”
ChiChi tensed. Gyu-Mao and Gohan became silent and Goten looked at them curiously. “Who’s Goku?” he repeated.
“Look, Goten.” Gohan took the toy Gyu-Mao worked on. “Grandpa finished fixing your toy.”
“Whee!” Goten grabbed the animatronic lion. He flipped the ‘on’ switch and placed the lion on the floor. The lion walked a few steps and roared. “Roar!” Goten imitated the lion. “Thank you, Grandpa.” The three-year-old could only wrap his arms around his Grandpa’s big leg.
“Goten, why don’t you play with this in your room with your other toys? We’ll let you know when dinner is ready.”
“Okay, Mommy.”
Gyu-Mao waited until Goten was gone before speaking. “You haven’t talked to him yet?”
“How do you tell a three-year-old his father is dead? How do you explain death to a child?” ChiChi sat on the arm of the chair. “For Goten, this is normal. Mom. Brother. Grandpa. He doesn’t know the term Dad. He’s played with Aki’s daughters and never noticed he’s missing a Dad.”
“But he’s starting to notice things now,” Gohan informed his mother. “He thinks the pictures of Dad in the house are him.”
“I know.” ChiChi remembered Goten pointing at a large picture of Goku and said ‘Me.’ “He’s at that age where he’s noticing things and asking questions.” She sighed. She didn’t want to but knew she had to tell him. “Goten has a play date with Trunks tomorrow and Naoko’s birthday party the day after that. I’ll tell him afterward.”
****
“Vegeta,” Bulma jogged to Vegeta as he stepped out of the gravity room, “have you seen, Goten?”
Vegeta stood outside the gravity room, hungry and tired. “I’ve been in here all night.” He stretched his slightly aching arms over his head. “Why is he here?” Vegeta saw ChiChi with Goten when she visited yesterday afternoon. He was on his way to the gravity room. He felt he was so close to ascending past Super Saiyan and has spent many nights there.
“I convinced ChiChi to let Goten stay over for a night. You would know that if you spent time out of the gravity room.” For days, he spent his nights in the gravity room instead of with her and it aggravated her she didn’t know why. “Trunks and Goten were having so much fun playing and ChiChi said she had a lot to do for a party today and---
“You lost her child.”
“I didn’t lose him. Everything was fine until this morning, Trunks and Goten wanted to play ‘Hide and Seek.’ I found Trunks and---”
“You lost Goten.”
“I did not lose him!” Bulma yelled. It was true but Vegeta didn’t need to keep saying that. “Goten’s playing the game better than me and ChiChi’s gonna be here soon. I need to find him.”
“Let her find him when she comes.”
“She shouldn’t have to look for her child when she left him with me. Besides, she’s not gonna have time for that. She’s taking Goten to her home village for a birthday party.”
“Guess you better get started looking for him.”
“Wait,” Bulma called as Vegeta turned away from her. “You won’t help?”
Vegeta walked off. “Not my child. Not my problem.” Ignoring Bulma’s threat to remove the power from the gravity room, Vegeta continued to the kitchen. He opened the refrigerator and grabbed armfuls of food. As he passed the stove and dishwater on the way to the table, he felt something.
Vegeta placed the food on the table and returned to the dishwasher. He opened the door and saw Goten squished inside the bottom drawer. The three-year-old giggled as Vegeta pulled the bottom drawer out.
“Out.”
Goten climbed out.
“Why the hell were you hiding in there?” Vegeta walked off. “Don’t tell me. I don’t want to know.” Vegeta noticed Goten following him. He eyed the child suspiciously as he sat down. He saw Goten a handful of times and never interacted with him. From what he little he saw of Goten, the child always seemed so happy like his father. Trunks, as a baby, cried many times around him. Vegeta admitted he shared blame since he never held the child or tried interacting with him. As a toddler, Trunks didn’t cry around him but he was cautious, stared a lot and preferred the company of his mother and grandparents.
He’s too much like Kakarrot Vegeta thought watching Goten climb in a chair next to him. He looked at the food and licked his lips before smiling at Vegeta. “Get your own food.” Goten reached for a fried piece of chicken. Vegeta smacked the child’s hand. “That’s mine. Get your own food.”
Goten was horrified Vegeta hit his hand. His lower lip trembled and his eyes watered. “Ah, hell.” Vegeta grabbed the chicken and gave it back to Goten. “Here. Go on. Get the hell out of here.”
Goten remained seated as he triumphantly ate his chicken. “It’s insane at how much you look like Kakarrot.”
“Kaka root?” Goten repeated the unfamiliar name.
Vegeta rolled his eyes forgetting. Only he called Goku Kakarrot. “Right. You wouldn’t know him by that name. You’ll know him as Goku.”
“Who’s Goku?”
Vegeta paused in midbite. He stared at the child who happily finished his chicken. “You haven’t heard of the name Goku?” Goten didn’t answer Vegeta’s question. He only smiled at him, stared at the food and smiled back at Vegeta. Vegeta handed Goten a dumpling. He’s sneaky like Kakarrot.
“I have. Grandpa says that name sometimes.”
Goten finished his dumpling, smiling as he waited for more. Vegeta handed Goten another one. “What about your mother and brother?”
Goten shook his head as he chewed his food. “No, but I think they know him.”
“Goten! There you are.” Bulma entered the kitchen relieved. “I looked for you here.”
“I hide good.” He pointed at Vegeta. “He found me.”
Bulma picked up Goten while glowering at Vegeta. “You could’ve told me you found him. Come on, Goten. Let me clean your face and get you dressed for Mommy.”
“Wait,” Vegeta stopped her. “He doesn’t know about Kakarrot?”
“Of course he doesn’t.” Bulma thought Vegeta was ridiculous for asking that question. “He’s three.”
“Trunks knows who I am and he’s four.”
“Only because I told him. Besides, you’re alive and Goku’s dead. Try explaining that to a three-year-old.” Bulma walked off. “Come on, Goten. Let’s get you ready for Mommy.”
“What’s dead?” Goten asked.
Bulma looked at a smirking Vegeta who sat back and crossed his arms over his chest.
“Take that smirk off your face. This is your fault!” She smiled sweetly at Goten. “Dead is nothing for you to worry about.”
Goten pouted. “But I wanna know!”
Goten definitely took after Goku. Bulma remembered Goku’s determined moods when he was a child. “Instead of telling you what dead means, what about I give you one of Trunks’ toys?”
“Ooooo!” Goten liked that idea. “Can I pick which one?”
“You sure can!”
“Yay!”
****
“Sorry, we’re late, but we’re here!” ChiChi apologized as she hugged Aki’s wife, Reia.
“You’re never late when it’s a kid’s birthday.” Reia returned the hug and took the wrapped gifts from ChiChi. Reia saw Gohan carrying a container she guessed as food. “Oh, ChiChi, you didn’t have to make anything.”
“I wanted to, and I know with three kids, you will need help preparing food for a party of little girls and boys.” ChiChi saw boys and girls in the house but knew some were in the backyard. “How many are here?”
“Five of Kala’s friends. Birthday girl, Naoko, has ten. The parents dumped their kids and ran like a prison break,” she joked. “And we have five cousins.” ChiChi was aware of Lara, Aki’s sister, having two boys. The other three cousins were from Reia’s side of the family whom she never met. “Everyone but Leska is in the backyard playing in the bounce houses. Sorry, Gohan,” Reia apologized. “The only child close to your age is my niece, Leska. She’s fifteen and she’s visiting for summer vacation.” Reia waved at someone in the kitchen. “Leska, come over here. I want you to meet someone.”
A slim girl with long, black hair stepped out of the kitchen. Her shiny ebony curls bounced as she walked to them. “Aunt Reia, I just put the cookies in the oven.”
“Thank you. Leska, I want you to meet friends of mine. This is Son ChiChi and her sons, Gohan and Goten. Gohan’s thirteen. You probably won’t be bored now there’s someone close to your age here.”
“Hi, Gohan!” Kala, Aki’s eldest child and eight-year-old daughter ran in from outside. “Daddy has the bounce houses up. Let’s play.”
Before Leska could introduce herself, Gohan was pulled by Kala outside. Seeing Gohan, four-year-old Naoko ran into the house for her friend. “Goten! Let’s play with my friends!” Like her sister, she grabbed Goten’s hand and pulled him outside. ChiChi went to the window. Gohan talked to Aki who was by his grill preparing food while Kala kept pulling his arm. Naoko introduced Goten to the other four-year-old children before going into a bounce house.
“Well,” Leska shrugged, “guess I don’t have anyone to talk to again.”
“Go play with them,” Reia encouraged the teen. “I know they are little kids but you’ll have fun with them and you can help Uncle Aki watch them.”
“But what about Jun?” Jun was Aki’s third daughter, a one-year-old.
“I can handle Jun, Leska. Go play with the kids.” Leska shrugged again and went outside. “She’s too mature for her own age. Guess that’s what happens when you’re an only child.”
Feeling sympathetic since she is an only child, ChiChi observed her. Instead of playing with the kids, Leska went to Aki. They talked and Leska grabbed an apron, took a big bowl of ground beef and began making patties. “Leska is from who again?”
“My oldest brother,” Reia answered as she went upstairs. ChiChi followed her. “When your Dad wasn’t always so nice, my brother left the village. It’s been good having her visit. She’s gotten to know her cousins and has been a big help with me watching three kids.”
Reia entered a room with a baby crib. She peered over to see her one-year-old asleep. She quietly left the room. “Speaking of kids, Gohan’s growing like a tree!”
“Yeah,” ChiChi agreed. “He’s as tall as me. Bulma said Goku wasn’t tall at fifteen. His growth spurt came late.” This made ChiChi feel very smug. “Guess Gohan gets his height from my side of the family.”
As the ladies returned downstairs, ChiChi confessed, “His voice is starting to change. Gohan’s embarrassed by it. When his voice squeaks, Goten laughs at him and asks Gohan to keep talking like that when Gohan is trying not to.”
“When his voice matures and he grows a little more, he will be fighting off girls with a stick. Right now, it’s little girls like Kala. Soon, it’ll be girls his age.”
ChiChi giggled thinking of Kala pulling Gohan away. “You noticed it, too?”
Reia laughed with ChiChi. “Were we that obvious with our crushes when we were their age?”
ChiChi thought of herself riding on Nimbus besides Goku. “I know I was with Goku.” She looked out the window to check on the kids again. Kala grabbed Gohan and pulled him to a bounce house. “I wonder how Gohan will handle his crushes.”
Over an hour later, ChiChi and Reia helped the children line up to get their food. It was a hassle keeping the order but all the children got their food and sat on the clothed picnic tables eating pizza, burgers, nuggets, hot dogs and fries. With all the children seated and eating, ChiChi noticed one missing. “Where’s Leska?”
Aki stepped out of his home, holding Jun who awakened from her nap. “She was here before I checked on Jun.” Having an idea where his niece is, Aki looked up. “She’s on the roof again. Gohan, why don’t you go up there and have lunch with her so she’s not alone?”
“The roof?” ChiChi looked up and saw the teen sitting alone. She guessed this wasn’t Leska’s first time doing this. Gohan looked at his mother on what to do. “Go on but remember.”
Gohan nodded aware of what he can’t do. Gathering his plates and a cup, Gohan entered Aki’s house. He could easily fly to the top but Gohan knew outside his friends and family, he couldn’t show off his skills. Flying people weren’t normal and after the Cell Game, they had to be extra cautious.
Leska sat on the slanted roof enjoying her lunch. She knew her aunt and uncle might be wondering where she went to but she preferred solitude than sitting with children who wouldn’t understand her. Her cousins didn’t. Her Dad sent her here to get to know her family. She liked her cousins but she still felt lonely and missed her friends. Aunt Leska introduced her to kids her age in the village but she didn’t click with them. None of the boys were cute and acted too macho for her taste and the girls were too interested in the boys in the village, planning marriages and babies; something she wasn’t interested in. At fifteen, Leska had thoughts of her career after school. Not marriage and motherhood.
Her ears picked up the sounds of someone in the attic. She assumed it was Uncle Aki coming out to sit with her. She was surprised it was the boy her cousin has a crush on. Aunt Reia tried to get her to talk to him but her little cousin occupied his attention the entire time. “Hi.” Gohan climbed out. Leska’s eyes grew at the three full plates Gohan held as he settled beside her. “Why are you up here?”
Leska couldn’t take her eyes off one plate with three burgers and fries. Is he gonna eat all that? “A better question might be: why are you up here?”
“Mr. Aki thought you shouldn’t eat lunch alone.” Gohan neatly put two plates and his cup down while keeping the plate of burgers and fries on his lap. He took a big bite into his burger. “So, why are you here?”
He ate fast but neat. He finished one burger in three big bites. “It’s Naoko’s day. I didn’t want to bring attention to myself.”
“You’re doing that eating on the roof.” Gohan was blunt as he munched on his second burger.
Leska conceded Gohan had a point. “I’m a vegan.” Unsurprisingly, Gohan stared completely clueless of that word. “I don’t eat meat or dairy products.” Leska opened her burger to show it was filled with portobello mushrooms, tomatoes, onions and spinach leaves instead of beef like Gohan’s sandwich. “Uncle Aki and Aunt Reia accept my choice and they like some of the food I’ve made but Kala and Naoko don’t understand. Kala teases me about it and refuses to eat any vegan food and Naoko copies her. They don’t know I made Naoko’s birthday cake. It’s vegan. I can’t wait to tell them that after they eat it and say they like it.”
Gohan thought that was a little extreme to get back at Kala and Naoko for their teasing. “Won’t they notice the difference when they eat it?”
A wicked smile formed on Leska’s pretty face. “They won’t. That’s what makes it so much fun. Anyway, I didn’t want a group of kids staring at me eating a meatless burger.” She bit into her burger. “Guess I can settle for one.”
Realizing she meant him, Gohan flushed. “No, no, no. I don’t mind.” Well, it was kind of strange. He always ate meat and dairy products but if eating a mushroom burger makes Leska happy, he wasn’t going to complain. “I kind of understand. I don’t eat everything my Dad ate. He could eat anything.”
At least Gohan was understanding. That was more than Leska can say for her cousins and the other kids in the village. “I guess you would understand where I’m coming from.” Leska chewed her sweet potato fries. “You came up here through the attic instead of flying so you didn’t bring attention to yourself.”
Gohan stared wide-eyed with cheeks puffed of food. She knew?
“Your Dad’s Son Goku. Aunt Reia and Uncle Aki talked about him and you. They wanted me to know it was you two who saved us from Cell and not Mr. Satan.” She smiled. “Thank you for saving us and I’m sorry about your Dad.”
Gohan received smiles before; from his Mom, Bulma, Bulma’s mother, Aki’s wife, Kala, Naoko but their smiles never made his heart beat a little faster. It was weird but he kind of liked it.
“When Uncle Aki told me you killed Cell, I had a hard time believing it but now I do.”
“Why do you believe it now?”
“Your muscles.” Leska touched his arm. Gohan wore a short sleeve shirt. “I’ve never seen a kid with muscles like this.” She squeezed his arm. “You feel strong.”
No one ever felt his muscles before. No one touched him like this before! It was strange but nice. “Thank you,” Gohan cringed hearing his scratchy voice. Of all the times for his voice to act weird.
“Welcome to puberty,” Leska joked as she pulled away. “Your voice is changing and my boobs, hips and legs are popping out. I like my changes.”
On instinct, Gohan looked at Leska’s body. As his eyes moved from her legs and up her body, he noticed the swell of her breasts. When he moved up to her face, Leska had a quirky smirk letting him know she knew what he did. Embarrassed, Gohan grabbed his second plate and ate voraciously.
Gohan’s embarrassment amused her. Instead of teasing, she moved to another topic. “So, you’re thirteen? I will warn you. The teachers will begin preparing you for high school entrance exams now. When you’re fourteen, it will be even harder.”
“I’m homeschooled but Mom has talked about high school entrance exams.”
Homeschooled? That explained some things Leska observed. “So, you’re being homeschooled until you go to high school? I bet it’s easier but lonely.”
“I don’t know about it being easier. The tests Mom gives me are hard. I did attend school once. Twice. Well,” Gohan stopped to think. “I went to preschool for a few months.” Gohan stopped himself from confessing preschool was halted because he was kidnapped for a year. “And I went to school for a year when I was five and I had to stop.”
“So, you just had preschool and kindergarten? You really haven’t been at school at all.” This gave confirmation to Leska’s thoughts about Gohan. He didn’t have social skills talking to other kids but he seemed comfortable talking to adults like Uncle Aki. “I guess it can’t be helped because of the martial arts stuff but since you’re not saving the world, how come you’re not in school now?”
It’s been three years since Gohan talked with his mother about school. Gohan pleaded with her to let him stay home. He felt his mother and Goten needed him. As he saw it, they still do. “I like being at home. I can study at my pace and I like to help Mom with my brother.”
“I like helping Uncle Aki and Aunt Reia but I’m excited to go home and go back to high school. There are clubs I’m a part of and friends I want to see again. Do you have friends, Gohan?”
“Sure. Piccolo, Dende, Krillin, Bulma and Yamcha,” Gohan stopped himself. “Oh, you mean friends my age.” Mom said something similar to him three years ago about needing friends his age. “Well, I have one friend my age.” A Namekian who didn’t know anything about Earth culture.
“No, you don’t.” Leska held her hand out and smiled. “You have two friends.”
Gohan shook her hand. Leska’s hand felt soft and warm. With her smile, Gohan felt strange twists in his stomach. It was nice but not as nice knowing he made another friend.
“Leska! Gohan!” Aki yelled. “It’s time to bring out Naoko’s cake! Come on down!”
“We’ll be right down, Uncle!” Leska took Gohan’s empty plates and cups and stack it on hers. “Gohan, how about you fly us down?”
“Huh?”
“I wanna know what it’s like to fly and since I can’t do it, I’ll share the feeling with you.”
“Oh…. Kay.” Cringe. There was that squeak again. When they stood, Leska put her arm around Gohan’s shoulder. Gohan settled his arm around Leska’s waist. He blushed noticing the slight expansion of Leska’s hips.
“Wow.” Leska squeezed Gohan tighter. “This is nice.”
Gently, Gohan carried them to the ground. His blush deepened when he caught the surprised gaze of his mother. Oh, boy.
ChiChi never commented since Reia came out with a lit cake singing ‘Happy Birthday’ to Naoko. Everyone joined in the singing. Naoko blew out her candles and received the first slice of cake. When Kala and Naoko praised how yummy the cake is, Leska smirked at Gohan and the two laughed at their secret.
The birthday cake was the finale of the party and to Aki and Reia’s relief, the party was ending on schedule which meant the parents will soon arrive to pick up their children. As the adults cleaned up and packed whatever leftover food the children wanted to take home, the children spent the remainder of their time playing in the bounce houses or inside the home watching a movie. Goten watched the movie but Gohan stayed outside talking to Leska. The two sat on the grass, talking and not paying attention to the younger children taking turns between the bounce houses.
“The weirdest thing I’ve done is gone camping.”
“Why is that weird?”
“I’m a city girl, Gohan. I never did that. When Uncle Aki brought it up, the first thing I said was, ‘Do I have to go the bathroom outside?’”
Gohan burst out laughing. “I thought the animals would scare you.”
“They did but it wasn’t as scary as going to the bathroom outside. Uncle Aki rented a camper so I didn’t have to go to the bathroom outside but he did make me sleep outside.”
“Did you like it?”
“It was weird at first because it’s sooo quiet. No cars or planes and every animal sound and stick cracking made me jump.”
Gohan remembered being the same way on his first camping trip with Goku. “I was like that when I went camping with my Dad the first time. Mom packed us lunches but Dad wanted to show me how to hunt for food. We went fishing, picked berries, mushrooms and bugs.”
“Mushrooms and bugs?” Leska made a disgusted face while laughing. “Eww!”
Gohan expected that reaction about bugs but not mushrooms. “You like mushrooms.”
“From the store!” Leska told Gohan giggling. “Not in the forests. With my bad luck, I’ll pick the poisoned ones.”
“I’ll show you which ones to pick,” Gohan offered. “There are plenty near my home.”
“You will?” The idea appealed to Leska. “You wanna show me around your home?”
Did he really say that? Did Leska have to smile at him until his stomach twisted? “I mean, sure, if you want to.” Gohan suddenly thought of his mother. She relaxed on some things but she wouldn’t allow anything to get in the way of his studying. “I’ll have to do it after I finish my lessons.”
“Cool,” Leska accepted. “But I have to talk to Uncle Aki and Aunt Reia first. I can’t go anywhere outside the house without them.”
“Leska!!” Kala waved as she approached them. She settled herself in the small open space between Gohan and Leska. “Momma needs your help in the kitchen. Now.” Leska stifled a laugh at her bossy cousin, got up and left. Kala turned her attention to Gohan. “Is Leska bothering you?”
“No.” Gohan watched Leska enter the house. “She’s nice. She’s kind of fun.”
“I like her,” Kala admitted, “but she’s weird. She doesn’t eat meat, cheese or drinks milk. She drinks oat and almond milk. She loves vegetables,” Kala spoke as if that was the most disgusting thing she heard. “She’s always making Momma cook special stuff for her.”
“If she was allergic, your Mom would have to cook special stuff.”
“That’s different,” Kala groused and pouted. “I can’t believe you like Leska.”
Gohan blinked confused. What was wrong with Kala? “She’s a nice person. Don’t you like her?”
Kala’s pouting suddenly erased as her mood flipped into a happier attitude. “I got a magic trick to show you.”
“Oh?” Kala was always trying to show him something when she wanted to play. “What kind?”
“Close your eyes and when you open them, I will show you something really special.”
“Like what?”
“You have to close your eyes first,” Kala insisted.
Kala did this before. When he opened his eyes, Kala held a frog, wore a monster mask; always trying to scare him. “Okay.” Gohan closed his eyes wondering what Kala will try to scare him with now.
Something soft pressed on his lips. Gohan opened his eyes and to his horror, saw Kala’s face pressed against his. Her eyes were closed and her lips were……. her lips were…. Wait? Is her lips on mine? Is she kissing me?!!!
“So,” Gohan heard the last voice he wanted to hear, “this is why you lied to get me away from Gohan.”
Behind Kala, stood Leska. She had a hand on her hip and a cynical smile on her face. “Gohan, you can take your lips off her now. Unless,” she giggled, “you like that.”
Gohan pushed Kala away with a hard shove. “This isn’t what you think!”
“Looks like you and my eight-year-old cousin were kissing.”
Gohan shook his head and waved his arms frantically. She got it all wrong! “No! She kissed me! I didn’t kiss her!”
Kala wrapped her arms around Gohan’s neck. “Gohan is my boyfriend! I kissed him so that means he’s mine and you can’t have him!” Kala stuck her tongue out at Leska.
Gohan snatched Kala’s arms off him. “No, no, no! I’m not your boyfriend!”
Leska put her hands up in defeat. “I don’t believe in fighting over boys. You can have him, Kala.”
Gohan shook his head not believing what he’s seeing. Leska couldn’t really think he and Kala were boyfriend and girlfriend. “It’s not like that! She tricked me! I didn’t kiss her!!” Giggles erupted around them. All the children in the bounce houses were looking. Did they see Kala kiss him, too? This was turning into the most embarrassing day of his life.
Aki stepped outside hearing all the raucous yells and laughs. “What’s going on?”
“Kala’s staking her claim on Gohan, Uncle Aki,” Leska’s amusement furthered Gohan’s embarrassment. He wanted to fight Cell again instead of watching Leska tell Aki what Kala did.
Aki laughed.
Great. Just great. Everyone was laughing at him!
“We’ll talk about this later, but Kala, go to your room.”
“But, Daddy—”
Aki pointed inside speaking firmer. “Do I have to repeat myself?”
Kala’s lower lip trembled but she obeyed. Aki held his hand out and helped Gohan stand. “Sorry about that, Gohan. I knew Kala had a crush on you but I didn’t think she would do this. Guess she felt threatened by competition.” Leska laughed but Gohan’s blush deepened. This wasn’t funny at all. Gohan didn’t laugh with him and Leska. His face was red and he looked mad like he wanted to snap. “Was that your first kiss, Gohan?” Aki winced at Gohan’s deepening blush. “Oh… shi….. uh, um, I mean, that’s not how you want your first one to go but….” he exhaled, his mind raced as he thought of something to appease Gohan. “You’re getting a preview what’s in store for you when you grow up, Gohan. You’re gonna be fighting girls off with a stick.”
It was awkward Gohan had to deal with voice changing but now he had to deal with an eight-year-old fighting for his affection against a girl he wanted to be friends with who also saw his humiliating first kiss! She couldn’t stop grinning and Gohan didn’t know if Leska was laughing at Kala stealing his first kiss or at him being a fool and not seeing what Kala wanted to do? Did Leska not want to be his friend anymore when she told Kala she can have him? Did it mean she won’t come to Mount Paouz? All these strange emotions and thoughts racing in his mind left Gohan frustrated and confused. He hated it!
I should’ve stayed home and studied.
****
Children’s birthday parties are normally fun and messy events. Parents leave the parties exhausted, happy but relieved it’s over. Children, at least ChiChi thought, felt happy about the fun they had and sad they had to leave the party. That was not the case for her sons. Both were quiet. ChiChi learned from Aki Gohan got his first kiss and was very embarrassed about it. The situation was funny but she understood why Gohan felt humiliated. He was thirteen now and going through puberty. He didn’t need this on top of all the other changes around him. He was at a gentle age. She’ll have to navigate this carefully.
Goten’s quietness was a mystery. ChiChi kept her eyes on Goten nearly the entire time at the party. He was happy, playing with the kids and eating the sweet cake and junk food of burgers, fries and pizza. He was in a good mood all day but when they left, Goten acted differently. He was sullen and ChiChi needed to know why so she can fix it.
“Goten?” Goten glumly looked out the window. “Did you have fun at Naoko’s birthday party?”
“Yes.”
A one-word answer. That wasn’t good. “You’re so quiet. Are you sure you had fun?”
“I did.”
This time Gohan turned to his brother. That wasn’t like Goten at all. “What’s wrong, Goten?”
Goten lowered his head again confirming something is bothering him. “Goten,” ChiChi gently called his name. “You know you can say anything to me and Gohan. Whatever is on your mind, you can tell us.”
Goten never felt he had to hold anything back from Mommy and Big Brother Gohan. Whatever he wanted to know, Mommy and Big Brother always had an answer but this issue Goten knew they were keeping something from him. He understood some of Bulma and Vegeta’s talk. He knew his mother and brother kept something from him. It was so obvious today seeing the kids leave with two big people. One of them the kids called Daddy. Goten understood Naoko and Kala had a Daddy. It was Mr. Aki. Goten thought it was something only Aki had. Trunks never mentioned having a Daddy but after spending the night at his home, he realized Vegeta is Trunks’ Daddy. All the kids at today’s party left with a Mommy and Daddy. How come he didn’t have a Daddy? Or was this Goku he heard his Daddy? If he is, Goten wanted to know where he is and why he isn’t living with him, Mommy and big brother.
“How come I don’t have a Daddy?”
While Gohan internally screamed, ChiChi almost drove off the road. She pulled to the side, parked the truck and turned in her seat. “Goten, what did you say?”
“Is Goku my Daddy?” Goten asked firmer this time. The heavy frown and wrinkled eyebrows let ChiChi know Goten was angry and wanted the truth.
“Where did you hear this?” Gohan knew Grandpa slipped sometimes but it wasn’t enough for Goten to figure this out.
“Trunks’ Mommy and the angry guy.”
Gohan slapped his forehead. ChiChi pressed her face against the back of her seat. “Those idiots.” What were they thinking talking about Goku around Goten? Now she had to tell Goten and it was not the way she wanted to tell him. “Okay, Goten. When we get home, we’ll talk.”
ChiChi dreaded entering her home. As soon as she did, Goten asked, “Now will you tell me?” The child wasn’t going to wait and there was nothing she could say to distract him. He had that serious stare Goku wore when he was angry. “Have a seat, Goten.”
Gohan sat on the sofa with Goten as ChiChi went to the coffee table. She opened the drawer and pulled out the family album. ChiChi sat next to Goten and placed the album in Goten’s lap. “You do have a Daddy, Goten. His name is Son Goku.” ChiChi opened the album to the first page. It is ChiChi and Goku on their wedding day. “This is your Daddy, Goten.”
Goten stared at the picture of Goku in a white suit smiling at the camera. He put his small hand on Goku’s face. “Daddy looks like me.”
“No,” ChiChi corrected. “You look like Daddy.”
“Where’s my Daddy?”
ChiChi briefly closed her eyes as she willed herself to be strong. Goten was so innocent. She hated to be the one to shatter it. “Daddy is dead, Goten. He died before you were born.”
“What’s dead?”
“Dead means you’re not here anymore. It means going away where you don’t see the people you love for a very long time.” The words glazed over Goten’s head. “I’m not doing a good job at this. You’ve never experienced death.” ChiChi tried again. “When someone dies, you can’t see, talk or touch them again. They go to another place.”
“What place?”
“Good people like Daddy go to Heaven and bad people go to Hell.”
“Can I go to Heaven now? I wanna see Daddy.”
“No, Goten. You have to understand. You can’t go when you want. You go when it’s time just like I didn’t let you go camping with Gohan until I thought you were old enough. If you went today, then you won’t see me, Gohan or your friends for a very long time.” Again, Goten was lost so ChiChi tried again. “You know how you didn’t see me and Gohan last night because you were at Trunks’ house? When I picked you up, you said you missed us. If you go to Heaven now, you won’t see me and Gohan for even longer.”
That seemed to hit Goten. When he saw ChiChi, he gave her a big hug. It was one night but he did miss his family. If going to Heaven meant he won’t see his Momma and Big Brother for a long time, Goten didn’t like that at all. “Why did Daddy go to Heaven?”
“There was a terrible, evil monster threatening to destroy the planet. Daddy died to protect us. He died so we can be here and live in peace. You know how you can play with Trunks and Gohan; go to birthday parties like today and be happy? It’s because Daddy had to leave to protect us.”
Goten quietly mulled over that. Even though Goten was more advanced in mind and body than the average three-year-old due to his Saiyan heritage, it was still a lot to comprehend. ChiChi turned to a page that had a collage of pictures. “This is a picture of me and Daddy when he we went camping.” She pointed to another one. “This is us at a festival of Grandpa’s village. This is us apple picking.”
Goten pointed to a picture of ChiChi when her stomach was big. “You ate a lot, Mommy.”
“That’s because I was carrying your big brother.” She pointed to a picture of herself, Gohan and Goku in bed the day of Gohan’s birth. “This is us when Gohan was born and---”
“Is this me, Mommy?” Goten suddenly pointed to an old picture of a baby that looked like him being held by an old man.
“No. That’s the only baby picture we have of your Daddy and his Grandpa Gohan. Your brother Gohan is named after him.”
Goten stared at the baby picture of Goku. “I look like Daddy,” he said with pride.
ChiChi kissed the top of Goten’s head. “Yes, you do. Now, let’s talk about Daddy.”
****
Hours were spent talking about Goku as ChiChi went over the photos in the album, on the walls and showed Goten the shrine in her bedroom where Goten can talk to Goku. ChiChi wrapped up the evening with a bedtime story for Goten of Goku’s adventure as a child. Goten was happy and looked forward to this new nightly tradition. With one crisis with one son settled, ChiChi focused on Gohan.
It was an hour before his bedtime so Gohan sat on the sofa watching TV. ChiChi preferred he read but cut him slack given what happened today. ChiChi entered the living room with a tray of tea and cookies. As she sat beside Gohan, she poured tea for them. “What are you watching?”
Gohan shrugged. “I don’t know. I just turned on the TV and just watched the people.”
ChiChi sipped her tea. “I’ve done that with books. I saw the words on the pages but I wasn’t reading. It usually happens if I’m upset or my mind is on something.” ChiChi waited but Gohan didn’t take the bait. She decided to be blunt. “Aki told me what happened. I know you’ve had an embarrassing day. I’ve had plenty with your Dad. If anyone understands what you went through, it’s me.”
Gohan knew this talk was coming when he saw Aki talking to ChiChi. He didn’t roll his eyes but his sarcasm was clear, “You got kissed by an eight-year-old? You were tricked with your first kiss?”
The sass in Gohan’s voice was alarming but ChiChi knew to expect this. She had a lot of sass when she was Gohan’s age. Still do now. He definitely inherited shades of her personality. “No and no but I’ve had embarrassing moments. Your first in anything never goes as planned, Gohan. You got your first kiss at thirteen. I was almost married when that happened. I was a very late bloomer getting my first kiss.”
“But at least it was with someone you like and not a kid!” Gohan griped. “You don’t understand at all!”
Yup. Gohan definitely inherited her temper. Despite what Gohan thought, she understood a lot. “I wish there were a way to instantly make you feel better, Gohan, but there’s nothing. This is all part of growing up. It wouldn’t have been as bad if it didn’t happen in front of Leska.” At the mention of her name, Gohan blushed. So, she was right. Gohan did have a crush on the teen. However, ChiChi didn’t think it was mutual. Leska was fifteen and in high school. Girls that age were interested in boys her age or older. She probably saw Gohan as a friend, but if Leska was like other girls her age, she knew when younger boys had a crush on her. She’ll have to keep a watchful eye on them so Gohan isn’t hurt when Leska returns home after summer break.
First crushes were a delicate situation, and as much ChiChi didn’t want Gohan getting distracted balancing his schooling and Leska, she knew he needed to socialize with kids his age. She stressed this when she talked to Gohan about going back to school. It would be hypocritical if she prevents that now.
“Leska was amused by Kala. She wasn’t laughing at you, but she is in a delicate situation, Gohan. Leska doesn’t want to cause friction with her cousin. Laughing was the best response. What if Goten liked Leska and didn’t want you around her? What would you do?”
Putting it like that, Leska laughing wasn’t so embarrassing. “So, she wasn’t laughing at me?”
Maybe. The situation was funny, but it was too sensitive for Gohan to accept being laughed at. “Aki asked if it will be all right if he drops Leska over for a visit but only if you are okay with it.”
Gohan’s face lit up. He really liked the chance to see Leska again. “She still wants to see me?”
ChiChi wanted to laugh at Gohan’s sudden mood change but there was enough teasing today. “You made an impression on the roof. I’m okay with the visits as long as your studies are completed.”
“I’ll finish them!” Gohan promised. “I’ll finish them an hour ahead.”
ChiChi worried if she was making the right decision but accepted this was one of those times, she had to relinquish control and let Gohan grow up.
****
Gohan felt restless as he walked downstairs one quiet morning. He woke up early and laid in bed for an hour. Normally, when Gohan awakened, he showered, did his lessons, ate, played with Goten and studied some more but for several mornings he lacked motivation and he didn’t know why.
He wondered if it was his hormones. He was thirteen now and going through a lot of changes. He grew a lot in the last year. He was as tall as his mother. His voice was changing and he was noticing girls in a different way like Leska. It all made him awkward.
As water filled the kettle for tea, Gohan saw his mother from the kitchen window. She was in the yard sparring. This was ChiChi’s special time and she preferred to not be disturbed. These two hours gave ChiChi time to clear her mind, relax and prepare for the day ahead. She had moves, Gohan noticed as ChiChi pushed herself into the air with a one hand bouncing off the grass, flipped multiple times before tossing imaginary punches in the air as she descended to land.
Gohan felt nostalgic. He remembered being up this early with his Dad and Piccolo. Their training was for a purpose but it was fun, too. There were multiple martial arts lessons learned but the fond memories of spending time with Goku and Piccolo were what Gohan took away most from those years.
But since Goku’s death, Gohan hadn’t felt the desire to train. He exercised to keep in shape but going beyond that wasn’t in his interest. The purpose was served. The evil was vanquished so there was no desire to push himself higher than he is. He was the strongest person on Earth at nine years old. Four years later, he was still the strongest but seeing his mother jump high, throw kicks, punches and flips in the air, Gohan felt reminiscent of him and Goku in the Room of Spirit and Time and with it a strange spark.
A strange spark of excitement to fight that was always followed with reluctance to go through with it.
Seeing ChiChi form her Kamehameha Wave, Gohan knew ChiChi’s workout was ending. He grabbed ChiChi’s thermos from the refrigerator and went outside. He leaned against his home and watched ChiChi maneuver her Kamehameha Wave and fired it safely in the sky where it exploded and descended to the ground like fireworks.
“Your wave is better.”
ChiChi turned to her approaching son. A light gleam of sweat shined on her face as she accepted her bottle. “You think so?”
“Yeah. It’s bigger and you moved it fluidly. It looked very natural.”
“Well, I am a natural talent,” ChiChi bragged as she took sips from her bottle. “Even your Dad said that about me even though it took years of practice for mine to look natural.”
His parents mentioned it but Gohan never saw it. “How often did you and Dad train together?”
“Before I became pregnant, every day. Goku thought training with me was a good warmup. Sometimes when I wanted to sleep, Goku would drag me out of bed.” ChiChi put down her bottle and raised her hands over her head in a stretch.
Even though Gohan saw the pictures to prove it happened, it was still wild to him his parents sparred together.
ChiChi twisted her waist. “Funny, even though Goku and I have spent less time together in the last years of our marriage, we did find some time to spar but as peaceful as it’s been now, we haven’t done that.”
We? Gohan pointed to himself? Did his mother mean them? Where was this coming from?! “You didn’t want me to fight.”
ChiChi pressed her right leg forward in a lunge. “Because you were so young and everyone wanted you to fight monsters that can destroy the planet. You’re thirteen now and times are peaceful. It’s different now.”
That was true and Gohan remembered during the picnic a year after Goku’s death, she explained that. Still, to think his mother wanted to spar with him…… “Whoa!” Gohan yelped as ChiChi threw a punch at him. The wind of her punch felt like a strong gust. He jumped when ChiChi attempted to trip him with a leg sweep. “Mom, what are you doing?!”
Gohan dodged a direct knifehand strike from ChiChi but felt her nails graze his left cheek. “Has it been that long for you?” ChiChi landed a kick on Gohan’s chest. The surprised strike caused Gohan to stumble. “We’re sparring, and you are very rusty.”
A hop, skip and a flip, Gohan distanced himself from ChiChi. It took seconds for him to see his mother was serious. She really wanted to fight him. Even rusty, Gohan knew he had an advantage over ChiChi. He could easily end the fight.
“Yipe!” he bent backward avoiding a swinging kick. Gohan twisted and crawled to get away from ChiChi. It would be easy to end the fight but he couldn’t fight his mother.
“You’re just like your father.” Gohan rolled on his back to see ChiChi descending from the sky with her clenched fist. He rolled and jumped back on his feet, barely missing ChiChi’s strike. “Scared to fight!” Just as he got his balance, he put up his arm blocking ChiChi’s leg. He cocked his head avoiding a punch but grabbed ChiChi’s arm and tossed her over his head.
Shock coursed through Gohan as he witnessed ChiChi soaring in the air before landing on her feet. He hadn’t meant to throw ChiChi but reflexes awoke in him and he responded. It acted again when ChiChi charged on him. Left, right, left, right, Gohan moved to avoid the swift swipes of his mother’s sharp hands.
Rust slowly fell away as Gohan gained more confidence he could fight without harming ChiChi. Punches were caught; kicks were pushed back. At the same time, ChiChi became bolder with her attacks as she was determined to hit him again but luckily, Gohan was a step ahead. When ChiChi, threw an elbow strike in his face, Gohan blocked it with his arm. The force behind the hit surprised him. If he were only human, he would’ve been knocked out.
Mother and son’s eyes met. Catching the smile on ChiChi’s face, Gohan’s lips turned upward, too. This was starting to be fun. He threw his own punch to which ChiChi missed. The second one ChiChi caught, flinching slightly at the impact.
Gohan thought he hurt ChiChi but she smiled and removed his fist. “Okay, Gohan. I think that’s enough.” ChiChi stepped away to pick up her water bottle lying on the ground. She drunk the remaining liquid in the bottle.
“You’re good, Mom.” ChiChi exceeded Gohan’s expectations on her skills as a martial artist. “It was fun sparring with you.”
“It took you a while to warm up,” ChiChi commented. “But you got there.”
“Yeah.” Gohan thought over that kick he received. “I’m a little rusty but that’s okay.”
“Years ago, you could maintain being a Super Saiyan all day. Can you do that now?”
“I don’t know,” Gohan was honest. “I haven’t tried that since the Cell Game. I haven’t turned into a Super Saiyan in two years.”
ChiChi knew it was a while but she didn’t know it was that long. “Can you still change at will?”
“Sure.” It’s been a while but Gohan was confident he can do that. Closing his fists, Gohan concentrated summoning rage. One second… two seconds….. A gold aura briefly surrounded him as his muscles swelled at the new strength; his eyes turned green and his dark hair turned blonde. “See?”
ChiChi nodded. “I see. It took you five seconds.”
“Five?” That was longer than anticipated but it wasn’t bad. “Guess it’s been a while.”
“Mmm-hmm,” ChiChi agreed. It was concerning. “Let’s see how long you can maintain being a Super Saiyan before you tire.”
First the impromptu spar and now homework on his martial arts. Gohan felt he was talking to his Dad and not his Mom. “Are you sure about that? What about Goten?”
“Goten’s gonna see you as a Super Saiyan one day. It’s getting close to that time I will start teaching him martial arts.”
“Whaa….?” Was this a dream? “Mom,” Gohan was very worried, “are you okay? Goten’s three and you want to teach him martial arts.”
“He’ll be four later this year. You know what happened when you turned four.”
That explained his mother’s behavior but Gohan felt this was extreme. He was four when he had to learn martial arts. If he had his choice, he would wait and with it being peaceful, Gohan didn’t see the need for Goten to learn martial arts so soon.
“I’ll start Goten’s training and in a few years, you can take over. You can help him become a Super Saiyan.”
That sounded like a plan to Gohan but Goten being a Super Saiyan wasn’t something that will happen for a long time. Maybe when he’s 16 or 17 Gohan figured. Gohan had faith ChiChi will train Goten well but he wondered about one thing. “How come you never learned how to fly?”
“I liked riding on Nimbus with your Dad and being held by him. I knew one day I will learn how to fly but things got in the way. I had you and focused on that and, before Goku died the first time, we resumed training together where I thought I will learn how to fly.”
“Really?”
“You were in preschool then and your Dad and I were talking about doing things like having another child and resume my training. Me flying was a goal of Goku.” She shrugged at the missed chance. “But things happened.”
It wasn’t until Goku’s second death, Gohan noticed how much his family’s life was halted or altered with all the fighting. Everyone else’s life stayed the same or changed for the better. “So, you never learned to fly.”
ChiChi shrugged accepting her fate. She put her arm around Gohan as they walked back to the house. “With everything that’s happened, there wasn’t time.”
“I can teach you to fly, Mom,” Gohan offered.
“No,” ChiChi politely declined. “I think learning how to fly is very special and should be with someone special. One day, when you’re with a special girl and she asks you to teach her how to fly, you’ll understand what I mean.” Gohan didn’t. In his mind, flying was a skill that can be an advantage in fighting. There wasn’t anything special about it. “Goten will be awake soon.” ChiChi left Gohan and went upstairs. “I’ll shower and make breakfast. Thanks for the spar, Gohan.”
“It was fun.” Gohan felt good about his spar. It was something he never expected to do and while initially worried he would accidentally hurt his Mom, Gohan gained more confidence he wouldn’t and actually enjoyed it. “It’s the first time I did any martial arts since Dad died.”
ChiChi turned on the stairwell surprised. “You don’t when you visit Piccolo?”
Gohan shook his head. “No. We just talk and I spend time with Dende.”
“Has he tried to encourage you?” Again, Gohan shook his head. “I see.”
There was a reason why. Gohan tried talking to Piccolo about it but he didn’t understand. Human emotions were still alien to him. Maybe Mom understands. “Mom? Do you think about Dad when you train? Is it hard practicing martial arts because it makes you think about him?”
Oh. So, that’s it.
ChiChi returned to the bottom of the stairs. “When I practice martial arts, it gives me memories of my Dad; memories with Goku; and memories of me studying alone. I won’t lie. That first year without Goku was hard. Everything reminded me of Goku but I pushed through it, and when I think of Goku, I’m sad sometimes but I’m mostly happy.” She put her arms around him and gave him a half hug. “Gohan, you shouldn’t let the pain of losing someone stop you from enjoying something you did together. Dad’s gone but you do like martial arts. Otherwise, you wouldn’t have been smiling when we did it.”
That was true. He did enjoy the little spar with his Mom. So caught up in their spar, Gohan hadn’t noticed the restlessness he felt when he woke up was gone. Maybe that’s what’s been bothering me. “I think I’ll do a little more sparring before breakfast.”
“Until breakfast,” ChiChi told him before going back upstairs.
Gohan returned outside. Watching the rising sun, he felt renewed. Goku wasn’t here but Gohan felt his presence as he stretched his body, arms and legs.
Always stretch before you exercise, Gohan. It reduces soreness and improves your flexibility.
The memory was as fresh as if Goku said it yesterday.
“All right,” Gohan hopped on his feet. Like a switch, Gohan turned into a Super Saiyan. He was slower in his transformation but he can fix that. “Time to get back on track.”
****
“Tell me again why I decided to come to Yamcha’s game on what has to be the hottest day of the year?”
“Because we’re his friends and should support him and if a pregnant 18 and Krillin can support Yamcha, we can, too.”
Bulma rolled her eyes. Leave it to ChiChi to say that. “Yeah, but it wasn’t the hottest day of the year when they went.”
ChiChi agreed it was definitely hot as she fanned herself while she and Bulma waited in line. Yamcha had their tickets for them at the box office and it was a long line just to get that. Every other minute Bulma complained why Yamcha couldn’t give them their tickets personally so they didn’t have to wait in this long line.
The kids were taking the heat better. Gohan and Leska sat in the shade drinking cool soda while keeping an eye on Trunks and Goten. The boys ran in the interactive fountain in the shape of a baseball that had a splash pad where water sprouted from the ground.
“So, that’s Gohan’s girlfriend,” Bulma remarked of the dark-haired teen. “She’s cute but what’s a fifteen-year-old doing talking to a thirteen-year-old? I was always interested in older guys at that age.”
“Gohan has a crush on her,” ChiChi admitted, “but they are just friends. Leska has been responsible and hasn’t led Gohan on. She goes back home at the end of August and Gohan understands when Leska goes home, there won’t be time to talk anymore. He’s happy to enjoy the time they have.”
Bulma shook her head. “You guys always handle things way too maturely but at least Gohan’s showing interest in girls. He definitely doesn’t take after Goku. He didn’t show interest until you came along.” Bulma ignored ChiChi’s side-eye glare. “You have to admit that’s weird. Goku was 18 and it’s not like he wasn’t around women. He was around a beautiful woman like me and he spent time with Lunch and who knows what girls he met on his travels.”
“Goku was probably a late bloomer since he’s an alien, Bulma. Gohan’s half-alien. There’s a lot we don’t know unless Vegeta told you something.”
“Ha!” Bulma threw her head back in a faux laugh. At the mention of his name, Bulma pulled out her gold cigarette case from her purse, “That ass hasn’t said much.” Grabbing her lighter, she lit up a cigarette. “In his mind, I only need to know these things on an as needed basis.” She exhaled a puff of smoke. “And Trunks isn’t at that age yet.”
ChiChi waved the smoke away. Bulma was respectful to not smoke in her home or around her kids but in public places and at her large home, Bulma smoked however she liked. “Well, Gohan’s at that age.”
“Yup.” Bulma exhaled another puff of smoke. “Goku being a full-blooded Saiyan probably has something to do with it. You wouldn’t believe the loops I went through so Vegeta noticed me. Finally!” Bulma cheered as she and ChiChi moved up to receive their tickets. She gave the teen behind the glass their names and waited. “I hope these are good seats. I’m not standing in the heat.”
“It’s an open stadium, Bulma. There are not many places to hide from the sun.”
“You can in the suite seats and that’s where we better be going.”
ChiChi didn’t know what suite seats were but it sounded fancy. “Aren’t those for the rich?”
“I’m rich. I qualify.” The teen handed Bulma the tickets. “What the hell? These aren’t suite seats! These are Dugout seats! That cheapass!”
“Aren’t those good?” ChiChi inquired.
“Yamcha bought me these seats when we dated. It’s close to the restroom and concessions and you can see the players but you have the full blast of the sun on you. No. No,” Bulma shook her head. “We’re not sitting here.” Bulma turned back to the teen. “Could you check to see if any suite seats are available?” While the teen check on the available seats, Bulma explained, “Suite seats are air-conditioned with luxury seats, TVs and better food.”
“Yamcha got these seats for us, Bulma.” It will be hot sitting there but it was only for three hours. With enough fluid, ChiChi thought they can get through it.
“Wait.” Bulma couldn’t believe what she was hearing. “You don’t want to sit in the suite section?”
It was tempting but ChiChi refused. “No. The children and I will sit in the seats Yamcha got us.”
Bulma handed ChiChi the tickets. “You’re free to use them but Trunks and I will be in the suite section. We’ll meet up after the game.”
After buying her tickets, Bulma and Trunks split from the group. Yamcha arranged it where everyone can purchase whatever they wanted at the concession stands. After getting the children their food, the four found their special Dugout Box seats.
Yamcha was on the field warming up with his teammate, Kenji, when he spotted them. He jogged over. “Hey, ChiChi. Glad you made it. Where are Bulma and Trunks?”
“In the suite section. Bulma wasn’t happy you gave us these seats. She said it’s too hot to sit out here.”
Yamcha groaned exasperated, “I reserved these seats for everyone for the entire season and that’s a lot of money. Most times these seats are empty. Not even my girlfriend can make it to every game. She’s not coming to this one because of work. Suite seats are 4,000 zeni per person. That’s too much to invest when it’s gonna be empty all season.”
“I know,” ChiChi agreed, “but you know how Bulma is.”
Yamcha rolled his eyes. “Unfortunately, I do, but I appreciate you coming. If it gets too hot, the concession stands aren’t far off. Charge it to my account.” Yamcha noticed ChiChi’s face was a little pink. “Maybe you better drink something now.”
“I’m fine.” ChiChi handed Goten his hot dog. After he took a big bite, ChiChi made him drink his soda. “I’m just a little tired. I had a busy morning with Goten.”
If Goten was like Goku as a child, Yamcha understood why. “That little boy will wear you out. He has a lot of energy like Goku.” Yamcha turned as Kenji called his name. “I gotta go. Enjoy the game.”
Yamcha jogged to Kenji who scolded. “Don’t need you flirting with the ladies when we have a game to win.”
“That’s hypocritical coming from you,” Yamcha teased. “How many women did you flirt with before and after games?”
“I was twenty-two, single and the new kid. We’re trying to get to the World Series. My contract is up and I want a big payday. Though,” Kenji admired ChiChi from afar, “I can see why you’re distracted. She’s pretty. Have I met her? She looks familiar.”
“A few years ago. Remember my friend’s pregnant wife?”
“Oh, yeah,” Kenji recalled her. “She was cute then. Still cute. Didn’t know she had three kids.”
“The girl is her son’s girlfriend.”
“Ah.” Kenji walked off with Yamcha but he stole one more glance at ChiChi.
By the seventh inning, ChiChi wished she joined Bulma in the suite seats. It was extremely hot. None of the food appealed to her. Not even the vegan options Leska ate so she settled for water throughout the game while making sure Goten, Gohan and Leska were hydrated and fed. ChiChi was also tired. She was up early exercising alone, spent an hour teaching Goten the basics in martial arts before preparing breakfast and cleaning up. After that, she spent the remainder of her time working on 18’s wedding dress. She thought the game would be a nice break for her but the heat was unbearable and every other inning, she was up taking Goten to the restroom or getting drinks for everyone. Leska offered to help but ChiChi told her to remain with Gohan. Leska’s time was short and for Gohan’s sake, she wanted the two friends to spend as much time together.
By the twelfth inning, ChiChi felt near her breaking point. The game went into extra innings because Kenji failed to score at the bottom of the ninth. Even the players were getting tired and hoping the game would end just so they could escape the heat. ChiChi saw sweat stains on some of the player’s uniforms.
The crowd groaned at another strikeout. It was the bottom of the inning, two outs with Yamcha on third base. They only needed a player to hit good enough to get to first base where Yamcha can score, break the tie and win the game.
ChiChi didn’t know who was coming up next and she didn’t care. She wanted this nightmare of a game to end. Her head was pounding and her body felt so hot and drained. She needed an escape. She decided to get more water and sit in an air-conditioned shop and wait until the game ends.
“Gohan, keep an eye on Goten.” ChiChi stood but gripped the railing as she felt her head spinning. Dots danced before her eyes and the pounding in her head increased. This wasn’t good. “I don’t…. I don’t…..” ChiChi heard Gohan call her name as her body swoon and everything turn black.
Kenji swung his bat as he stepped up to the plate. Yamcha was on third base. All Kenji needed was to hit good enough so Yamcha can score and end the game. He was angry with himself blowing it in the ninth and forcing the teams to play three more innings.
“Mom!!
“Momma!”
“Mrs. Son!”
Hearing panicked childish screams, Kenji turned around to see the pretty Mom Yamcha talked to slumped in her seat with three worried children shaking her awake. Kenji dropped his bat, ran to the railing and jumped over it into the seats. Three children hovered worriedly as Kenji touched ChiChi’s face. “She’s burning up.” He touched ChiChi’s neck. “Her pulse is racing.”
“Is Momma gonna be okay?” Goten asked worriedly.
Kenji looked around. It will take too long for security to show up and call for a medic. Kenji picked up ChiChi and jumped off the railing. Once he landed, he turned to the children. “Follow me.”
Gohan picked up Goten and Leska wrapped her arms around Gohan’s neck. Gohan jumped and smoothly landed on the ground. They followed Kenji into the Dugout to the locker room with the crowd and players looking on stunned.
“I swear I will kill Yamcha for getting those stupid seats!”
“I think she’s waking up.”
“What’s her temperature?”
“Momma!”
ChiChi’s eyes opened. Her blurry eyes focused to see a man with salt and pepper hair standing over her. “What….. what’s going on?” Her head wasn’t pounding but she felt very cool and wet. ChiChi looked down to discover she was in a tub of ice and her clothes were soaked. “My clothes!”
“It’s okay.” Leska eased ChiChi back in the tub she was trying to climb out of. She handed ChiChi a cold bottle. “Here drink this.”
ChiChi drunk a few sips from the bottle. “Where am I? Where are my sons?”
“We’re here, Mom.” Gohan was on the other side holding Goten.
“Are you okay now, Momma?” Goten eyes were red and he sounded so scared.
Before ChiChi could answer, the man spoke again. “Mrs. Son, I’m Dr. Woodson. Kenji brought you here. You had a touch of heatstroke. We had to cool your body so we placed you in this ice bath.”
“Heatstroke?”
“Momma, are you okay?” Goten asked again.
“I’m a little tired,” ChiChi answered Goten. Loud chaos of male screaming sounded from another room. “Where am I?”
“In the team locker room,” Bulma stood against the wall. “They wouldn’t let me in at first but when I started complaining and Yamcha explained he knew me, they let me.” She shook her head. “You should’ve listened to me and sat in the suite seats.”
Again, ChiChi heard a loud raucous of male laughter. “Why all the screaming?”
“Yamcha’s team won. They’re still celebrating,” Leska explained. “It was amazing, Mrs. Son. Kenji was at bat when you fainted. He jumped into the seats, carried you to the locker room, came back out and scored a home run to win the game.”
While Leska retold the events excited, ChiChi was stunned and embarrassed. “I fainted? Someone carried me?”
“Yup,” Bulma confirmed. “It kept playing over and over on the TV in the suite section. I’m kind of envious. That Kenji guy is cute.”
Before ChiChi said ‘Who?’, there was a knock on the door. “ChiChi. It’s Yamcha and Kenji. Can we come in?”
ChiChi wanted to say no since she felt embarrassed but manners required her to thank the person who helped her. “Sure.”
Yamcha was still in his dirty and sweaty uniform but Kenji was freshly showered and shirtless in jeans, wet hair and a towel tossed over his shoulder with a bag in his hand. Not since Goku, ChiChi has seen a man shirtless and Kenji had a fine physique. His chest was so wide and stacked with muscles that even Bulma and Leska were looking.
“This is all your fault, Yamcha!” Bulma scolded him while her eyes roamed over Kenji. “If you got us seats in the suites, ChiChi wouldn’t feel obligated to sit in those heat stroking seats!”
“It’s my fault,” Kenji apologized. “I struck out in the bottom of the ninth inning instead of scoring. I caused our team to go into overtime.”
“You made up with that home run that won the game,” Yamcha reminded Kenji.
Kenji still felt guilty he didn’t score sooner. He held up his bag. “I got someone from the shop to buy you something to change into and souvenirs for the kids. Consider it as an apology.”
“Thank you.” ChiChi looked at the doctor. “Can I go home now? I feel better.”
Dr. Woodson was reluctant to let ChiChi go. “Your body is cool again and your pulse is normal but you probably should be examined by your doctor. If you continue to drink plenty of liquid, eat and rest immediately when you get home, then yes.”
“There are plenty of restaurants nearby that offer curbside pickup. I can order food now, pick it up and take you home.” All eyes turned on Kenji filled with confusion, surprise and suspiciousness. “I feel bad you’re in this situation, Mrs. Son. Let me make it up to you.”
Kenji’s offer left ChiChi momentarily speechless. Yamcha’s look at his teammate was suspicious while Bulma’s initial surprise faded into a sly smile. “Thank you, but I came with my friend.”
“No,” Bulma wouldn’t let ChiChi refused this. “I think you should accept his offer. It’s the least he can do. After all, he should’ve scored in the ninth inning.”
“Bulma!” Yamcha scolded his ex. He accepted her being rude to him but not his teammate.
“Oh, hush, Yamcha. Kenji is right and ChiChi should let him take her and the kids home. I have to get Trunks home myself. I don’t want him passing out from the heat.”
ChiChi was dumbfounded at Bulma. She couldn’t believe Bulma was leaving a stranger to take her and the kids home. She wished she didn’t accept Bulma’s offer to fly everyone here. Bulma was her ride home! “I’m sorry, but I can’t accept,” ChiChi refused Kenji. “I live very far from here.”
“Oh, I know. I flew there with Yamcha once when you were pregnant.”
He did? Yamcha visited a couple of times but she couldn’t recall when Yamcha’s friend visited but Gohan did.
“Oh, I remember you! You were by your car when Yamcha talked to Mom and me. It was the first time Yamcha offered us tickets to his game.”
“That was me,” Kenji grinned at Gohan, “though I remember you being a little shorter.”
Yamcha offered, “I can take you home if you want, ChiChi.” Bulma smacked Yamcha on the back of his head. “Ow! What the hell, Bulma?!” Bulma grabbed Yamcha by his ear and pulled him out of the room. For several moments, all heard muffled screams from Bulma and Yamcha. It became suddenly quiet before Yamcha returned. “Sorry, ChiChi,” he apologized while glaring at Bulma. “I got plans with my girlfriend and Kenji does know the way. He’s a decent guy. You can trust him.”
ChiChi didn’t know what was going on but her head suddenly throbbed. She was angry at Bulma’s pushiness and Yamcha’s cowardliness. What was going on with them? Kenji looked baffled, too, so whatever Bulma was thinking he didn’t know about. ChiChi wanted to yell but with the doctor watching her, he might send her to the hospital instead of letting her go home. “All right, Mr. Kenji. I accept.”
“Call me, Kenji,” Kenji offered. “Should I call you Mrs. Son or ChiChi?”
“ChiChi’s fine.” ChiChi rubbed her left temple. She didn’t care who took her home now as long as she left.
Kenji handed his bag to Leska. “I have to finish dressing and talk to the press but I can be ready to leave in thirty minutes.”
****
When Kenji offered ChiChi a change of clothes, ChiChi didn’t think it was a baseball jersey and shorts from the gift shop. The shorts revealed legs not seen by anyone except Goku in years. A few men including Yamcha did a double-take when she walked out. Kenji didn’t stare like the other men. He escorted ChiChi and the kids to his car without a comment on her looks.
Kenji was true to his word with curbside pickup of food. ChiChi thought he only ordered food for her but he included the children, too. He even encouraged everyone to eat in his expensive car which made ChiChi nervous. She can eat without leaving stains but she worried about Goten.
“I have enough money to get my car detailed,” Kenji eased ChiChi’s concerns. “I’ve eaten in this car before. There’s a two-hour drive to your home. Eat so it doesn’t get cold.” Famished and exhausted ChiChi reconciled Kenji was right. Besides, she was starving. “Real food,” ChiChi moaned. She picked up a skewer of yakitori and ate. “This is delicious.”
“Tori’s has the best food in town,” Kenji commented. “I eat from their menu every night.”
“Every night?” ChiChi squinted her face as if she tasted something bitter. “This food is good but it’s not healthy to eat every night especially for an athlete.”
“Only Mommy’s food is good to eat every night,” Goten blurted with a messy face.
From the corner of his eye, Kenji saw ChiChi eat ravenously. His previous dates and girlfriends were picky eaters. They were always afraid of putting on too much weight. ChiChi ate like a woman who could eat anything but put in the physical work to keep her body in shape. “Yamcha took me to Tori’s when I joined the team.”
“Gohan,” ChiChi observed her children through the rearview mirror. “Wipe Goten’s face.” Keeping an eye on her sons, she asked, “How long have you and Yamcha known each other?”
“Since my rookie year. Yamcha’s really popular. I was intimidated but Yamcha was always cool with everyone. One day, Yamcha had a really bad game. He struck out every time he went to bat; he couldn’t catch a ball in the field. After three games, Coach benched him. I figured something was wrong. So, I suggested we go to a bar and shoot some pool. We did that after every game for two weeks. I did all the talking but one day, Yamcha said his girlfriend dumped him and got pregnant with someone he hated.”
Oh, boy. ChiChi knew that story. “Yes, that was a hard time for him.”
“That woman in the room. That was Yamcha’s ex, wasn’t it?“ ChiChi didn’t say anything but Kenji got his answer. “I see. Anyway, I was popular on my baseball team in college and I had a reputation of being a ladies’ man. It wasn’t true.”
“Why did they say that?”
“When you’re hot, star athlete and a lot of girls wanna date you, things get said. When you get a girlfriend, other girls are trying to break you up so they can date you.” Kenji sighed. “It happens in the professional field, too.”
“So, it takes a strong, confident woman to date you?” ChiChi figured.
“Never thought of it like that but I guess so. Maybe that explains why my last three relationships didn’t last. No,” he corrected himself, “it wasn’t just that. When I was a rookie, I had a big contract and floods of beautiful women threw themselves at me. I was single and went with it but when I got a girlfriend, I was faithful but my reputation of dating a lot and being on the road added to her insecurities.”
“It does take a strong woman to handle a relationship when her boyfriend or husband is away a lot. You need a strong foundation and really know your partner. It’s how Goku and I managed him being apart.”
“Where do I find these strong women?” Kenji asked.
This was funny. A celebrity wanted her advice on dating. “I’m not the person to ask. I’m just a Mom. Cooking, caring for my children, and taking care of my house are more in line with my skills.”
She had a nice laugh, he thought but she was wrong thinking a homemaker is all her skills. “Were you and your husband apart before he…. you know.”
“Yes. It was for two years.” Kenji’s wide-eyed stare made ChiChi giggle. It wasn’t funny then but looking at it now, ChiChi saw the humor. “My situation was different from yours but I knew Goku enough to know I have his heart. Find a woman like that and you don’t have to worry about her loyalty.”
“Easier said than done,” Kenji murmured. “But I might be looking in the wrong place.”
The conversation fell into a comfortable silence as ChiChi finished eating and doze off on the remainder of the drive. The children were enraptured with their gifts so that gave Kenji a chance to view ChiChi in the passenger side. She was already pretty with her hair pulled up and wearing long dresses but with her hair now down and in his jersey showing off sexy legs, she was stunning.
When he first met her, ChiChi was a new widow and pregnant. He had a girlfriend so he didn’t entertain the idea of them dating. He just thought she was a pretty lady. She’s still pretty, single but so was he now. When he saw an attractive woman, he asked her out. That’s how his mind worked but this was different. The women he dated didn’t have kids. This one had two. She looked too young to have a child as old as Gohan. When did she start having babies? In her teens?
Kenji parked his air car in front of ChiChi’s house. She still slept so Kenji shook her arm. “ChiChi? I’m at your house.”
ChiChi awakened slightly dazed. She panicked for a moment not recognizing Kenji before remembering she accepted his offer to take her home. “Sorry. I must’ve fallen asleep.”
“You needed the rest after today.” Gohan and Goten were already out of his car. Gohan opened the door on ChiChi’s side. “If you don’t mind me asking, why are you living so far away in these mountains? There are no streetlights or homes for at least twenty miles.”
“My husband grew up here and he built our home.”
That would explain it Kenji thought viewing the Son Family home. Looked small for a family of three to him. “Okay. Get your rest and I’ll drop Leska off at her home.”
Gohan and Goten waited for ChiChi to leave Kenji’s car but she remained seated. “Thank you but no. Leska’s uncle will pick her up.”
“It’s okay,” Leska spoke up. “I call Uncle Aki on Kenji’s cell phone. You were sleeping but he’s okay with Kenji driving me home.”
“Okay.” ChiChi reluctantly stepped out of the car. “You call as soon as you get home, Leska.”
“I will,” the teen promised.
“Listen. I know today wasn’t the best baseball experience so how about I invite everyone to another game?” Kenji offered. “Suite seats this time.”
“Uhhh…..” Leska nodded her head hoping ChiChi say yes. Goten smiled okay with the offer. Gohan shrugged. He didn’t have an opinion. “Thank you but Yamcha has those seats reserved for us. If we come again, we’ll use those.” She bowed. “Thank you for taking my family home. Good night.”
“Good night.” Kenji waited until ChiChi and her sons were in the house before driving off.
****
“Just tell me why you’re interested in her?” Yamcha buttoned his shirt. “ChiChi’s pretty, but she has two kids. She’s older than you. You’ve dated models, actresses and musicians. She’s not your type.”
Kenji rolled his deodorant under his arm. The game was over and the players were cleaning up and going home after another win. They had a day off tomorrow where Kenji wanted to talk to ChiChi but he wanted to let Yamcha know about it first. “She can’t be that much older. What is she? 28? 29?”
“32.”
Kenji shrugged. “Five years older. Doesn’t bother me and I don’t care she has two kids.”
“I care.” Yamcha slammed his locker. “Goku was a good friend of mine. If you date ChiChi, two kids come with the package. You can’t date her without thinking about them. You end things and three people will be hurt.”
Kenji pulled his shirt over his head. “I know it’s serious to date a single Mom but what’s wrong with dating her? So what she’s not the usual type I date. Maybe that’s why all my previous relationships didn’t work.”
“ChiChi’s been through a lot. You’re one of the few people that know the truth about the Cell Game. She lost her husband in a violent way. As far as I know, she hasn’t dated anyone since he died. That’s how loyal and in love she is with Goku. If she falls for you and you break her heart, she’s gonna go through another heartbreak. She doesn’t need that.”
Kenji understood that but the alternative didn’t sit right with him either. “No, but she doesn’t need to keep herself locked up and miss out on a second chance. She’s still young and pretty.” Kenji closed his locker. “I understand your concerns, Yamcha. If I were in your shoes, I’d act the same way but you know I’m a decent guy.”
“I know.” Yamcha knew the ‘Ladies Man’ reputation wasn’t the real Kenji but he wasn’t comfortable with his friend dating the wife of a friend who is dead. “It’s not that I don’t trust you. ChiChi is really impressionable. Goku grew up in the wilderness and ChiChi’s sheltered, too. She thought I was in love with her because I knew her name. Goku didn’t know anything about girls when he got engaged to ChiChi. They were kids when it happened. ChiChi found him years later to remind him of his promise.”
Judging from Yamcha’s expression, Kenji suspected it didn’t go over well. “What happened?”
“Goku forgot and ChiChi was pissed. She eventually told him what he promised her but Goku thought ChiChi was offering him food. They got married anyway.” Now Kenji looked disturbed. “Sounds odd but they made it work. When Goku got sick, ChiChi was by his side night and day until he got well. Days before he died, he kicked his own son out of the house to be with ChiChi.”
Kenji pocketed his phone, keys and wallet and followed Yamcha out of the locker room. “Despite their unusually hookup, sounds like they were in love with each other.”
“Yup. Kenji, you’re a guy with experience. You’ve dated a lot of women and ChiChi’s not like those women. I worry if you show interest in her, she might be into you more than you are into her. It will hurt her harder if you break up with her.”
“I think I understand.” This small insight into Goku and ChiChi left a strong impression on Kenji. “So, tell me more about her husband. I know Goku saved the world but what was he like?”
****
“…..T……E….. N.”
“And what does that spell?”
Goten looked at the words. He chewed his lower lip carefully as he read and tried to pronounce. “S—s…on. G—go….. te….n. Go… ten. Goten.” Goten pointed to himself. “That’s my name.”
ChiChi kissed his cheek. “Yes, that’s your name.”
“Son Goten,” Goten repeated. “Son Goten.”
“Mom, could you look at this math problem?”
“Sure. Goten, write your name five times.”
“Okay, Momma.”
While Goten wrote his name, Gohan showed ChiChi his work. “I’m having trouble with number 8.”
ChiChi read how Gohan tried to solve the problem and where he was stuck. “You have to use the FOIL method on this one. Also when you multiplied 3x times 5x you didn’t square it.”
“Oh.” Gohan scratched his head sheepish. “Guess I forgot.”
ChiChi rose at the sound of the doorbell. “Finish your problem and I’ll answer the door.” ChiChi opened the door surprised to see Kenji on the other side. “Oh…. hello.”
Kenji chuckled. “You don’t remember me, do you?”
Regretfully, she didn’t. “Sorry. I know you’re Yamcha’s nice friend who drove us home.”
“Sato Kenji, but you can call me Kenji.”
“Is something wrong with Yamcha?” ChiChi asked unsure why Kenji is here.
“Oh, no. He’s fine. I came to see you.” As expected, ChiChi’s eyebrows rose. “May I come in?” There was hesitance in ChiChi’s eyes before she stepped aside and allowed him in. Goten and Gohan looked up from their work. Goten smiled and waved before going back to his assignment while Gohan stared curiously. “I see you’re busy so I’ll get to the point. I would like you to give me cooking lessons.”
“What?”
“You told me the food I got from Tori’s is good but not the healthiest, and as an athlete, I need to keep in my best shape. This is a contract year for me and I really want to win the championship.”
ChiChi didn’t see how she can help him. “Can’t you hire cooks to cook your food? You’re wealthy.”
“I am but I don’t like too many people in my personal space. Being famous, you have to be wary of a lot of people and it’s a process narrowing down who you can trust.”
ChiChi pointed to herself. “And you trust me? We met once.”
“Twice,” Kenji put up two fingers. “You live way out here in the mountains. You didn’t accept my offer to come to games in suite seats.” He could see it on her face. He was losing her. “I know what I am asking is time-consuming but I can pay you.”
He was a fool, ChiChi thought. Only a fool would make this offer. “I don’t know what I can offer. I’m just a Mom.”
“You’re more than that. You cooked for the man who saved us. Your food kept him in physical shape for years. That has to mean something.”
Well, ChiChi smiled at that compliment, maybe Kenji wasn’t a complete fool. “I’m flattered. I really am but all I’ve done is cook healthy for my family.”
“You did change Dad’s eating,” Gohan reminded ChiChi. “That might have delayed Dad’s heart virus.”
“Right.” Kenji used that information to his advantage. “You’re exactly what I need. Can you please do that for me?”
“I’m still not sure what I can do for you.”
“Help me shop for food, suggest what meals I should eat. Provide meal prep options. If my team wins the championship, I’ll give you a bonus.” This time, ChiChi looked as if considering it. “I can pay you 3,000 zeni a week. That should cover the shopping list and meal plans.”
3000 zeni? 3000 zeni a week will pay for her groceries with change left. If she took it, ChiChi will feel like a thief. Kenji offered to pay her too much. “That’s still a lot of money for a simple task.”
“You fed the man who saved us from Cell. You’re very valuable. I know your worth. You should know yours, too.”
He was a flatterer ChiChi realized and it was working. It would be nice to make her own money and not rely on her Dad. It was good pay for easy work. Why say no to that. “All right,” ChiChi gave in. “I’ll need to know food preferences; foods you hate and foods you’re allergic to. I’ll need to see your kitchen and what appliances you have and what you need to get.”
Kenji inwardly cheered. ChiChi was on board. “Great. I have a game today, tomorrow and Sunday but I’m off Monday and Tuesday. Can we do everything then?”
It sounded like a plan to ChiChi. Kenji handed ChiChi a piece of paper. “Here’s my number. If you need to ask me questions before we meet on Monday, feel free to call.”
“I will.” As Kenji walked to the door, ChiChi told him. “You know, you didn’t have to come out here. My home is hours away from yours. Our number is listed. You could’ve called.”
But that meant not seeing her and Kenji really wanted to see ChiChi again. “I think proposing a business idea should be face to face.” He smiled again. “Have a good weekend and I’ll see you Monday.”
ChiChi looked at Kenji’s number. She smiled. How about that. She got herself a job. “Boys, your Momma has a job.”
“You can’t have a job,” Goten kept writing his name. “You’re our Mommy.”
“Mommy’s can have jobs, too, and the money I make will be good for all of us.”
“How?” Goten asked.
“There are things to buy for the house, clothes for you and your brother and lots of food.”
Goten didn’t understand any of that. “If it makes you happy, I’m happy, Momma.”
“I’m happy, too,” Gohan spoke from the window. He kept an eye out watching Kenji leave. “It sounds like a really good thing.” It really did but Gohan felt something didn’t feel right about this.
****
While her sons slept that night, ChiChi called Kenji to learn if he had any allergies. She spent Sunday making a list. Monday morning, everyone was up early for the long flight to West City. Her truck would take all day so ChiChi borrowed Gyu-Mao’s airship and arrived in West City in two hours.
Kenji lived on the top floor of an expensive condominium. ChiChi felt out of place as she walked in with her sons. The few people she saw were dressed in expensive clothes and giving her and her sons stares that made ChiChi feel self-conscious in her handmade dress. ChiChi pushed the negative thoughts aside as she ushered her sons in the elevator. She had a job and she was going to do her best. Like Kenji told her, she should know her worth.
Kenji welcomed them openly. While Gohan and Goten sat at the kitchen bar doing schoolwork, ChiChi toured Kenji’s kitchen. She made a list of small appliances and kitchen supplies he needed. After making a list, everyone got in Kenji’s other vehicle, a big and spacious truck and drove to the store. Three hours were spent at three stores getting all the appliances, supplies and food Kenji needed. The rest of the day was spent with Kenji learning how to cook all the meals ChiChi prepared for him that week.
It was after midnight when ChiChi returned home. Kenji offered them to stay the night but ChiChi declined feeling it would be unprofessional to stay in the home of her employer and a man she didn’t know. Goten was asleep when they left and Gohan fell asleep on the long drive home. Gohan was too big for her to carry in the house so she woke him up and he carried Goten in the house and offered to put Goten to bed. ChiChi was grateful for she was very tired but was pleased with the money she made. This job was for a short time but ChiChi thought if she can work until the end of the year plus the bonus Kenji offered, she might make enough money where she wouldn’t have to ask her Dad for money for an entire year. Every little bit helps especially since ChiChi hated asking her Dad for money and she needed money now for things other than food.
She lived in this house for fourteen years and it was starting to show signs of wear and tear. She needed a new refrigerator. The truck needed new brakes. Aki offered to purchase and put in the brakes for free but ChiChi refused, saying she wanted to pay him for his service and the parts for the truck. With her first pay, she can do that.
Kenji was very pleased with ChiChi’s help. He called the next day complimenting how delicious the recipes she recommended were. He arranged to meet again in a week and ChiChi promised more delicious recipes. He was so pleased ChiChi was surprised when a new refrigerator was delivered to her home. ChiChi mentioned needing a new refrigerator when they were in Kenji’s kitchen. Her current one was old and worn. ChiChi glued the handles several times due to Goku breaking it. Gohan and Goten had the same struggles, too. ChiChi wanted to return Kenji’s gift but he told her to consider it a bonus for her help.
ChiChi accepted the bonus and used her first pay for brakes for the truck and clothes for Gohan and Goten.
For the next two weeks, ChiChi, Gohan and Goten met Kenji on an off day. They went shopping and ChiChi helped him prepare his meals for the week. Despite ChiChi’s reluctance, Kenji bought things for Gohan and Goten. When they went shopping, Goten pointed at something he liked. ChiChi would tell him no but Kenji grabbed it and added to the cart anyway. It was slightly annoying he did it but reminiscent of Goku doing the same for Gohan when they shopped with him as a toddler. Since Goten never experienced that and she always said no, ChiChi let it slide.
During the fourth meeting, Kenji called ahead and asked for the grocery list and recipes. ChiChi suspected he might have bought a few items on the list. Last week, they had to drive to two different stores for some special ingredients.
“I can’t wait to play Mr. Kenji’s video games again,” Goten said when ChiChi pressed the doorbell.
“After your lessons,” ChiChi reminded Goten. “But we might not be here long today. Kenji asked for the list earlier this week. I think he went shopping and I’ll be only helping him with cooking.”
The door opened. ChiChi expected to see Kenji on the other side. What she didn’t expect to see was Kenji wet with a towel around his waist. The rippling muscles of his chest involuntarily flexed before her eyes. “Oh!” ChiChi covered Goten’s eyes and turned away. “I’m sorry. Are we early?”
“You’re on time. I woke up late. Come in.” Gohan stepped in but ChiChi walked slowly so she and Goten didn’t bump into anything. “Let me help you.” Kenji grabbed ChiChi’s free hand and pulled her into his condo. He walked her to his sofa. “I’m gonna finish drying off. I’ll be back.”
Kenji returned ten minutes later still half-dressed. He walked in dressed in blue jeans with his red polo shirt and phone in his hand. “Sorry about that. I overslept because I went shopping after yesterday’s game.” He pulled his shirt over his head, flexing his chest muscles ever so slightly as he put his shirt on. “I cooked all night and prepped my food for the week.”
ChiChi was confused. “Why didn’t you tell me this before I came here?”
“I wanted to surprise you and instead of your lessons, I thought I could take your family to the amusement park in South City. It was nearly destroyed a few years ago but it’s been rebuilt.”
Goten clutched ChiChi’s dress. “Ooo! I wanna go, Momma!”
ChiChi felt slightly annoyed by the deception. Kenji could’ve called and asked but ChiChi knew she would decline. Now she felt blackmailed to say yes. “The boys have their lessons they were going to do while I help you cook. I won’t forgo their schoolwork for a trip to an amusement park.”
“We can do them on the way to South City,” Gohan offered. He had his suspicions about Kenji but he was still a kid and liked the idea of going to an amusement park.
“That’s right,” Kenji was grateful for Gohan’s help. If he can get both sons to agree, then maybe ChiChi will change her mind. “I have an airship and it’ll take us three hours to get there. I have tickets where we won’t have to wait in line. Please?” Kenji pleaded. “Your family has given so much and I really want to thank Gohan, too. Yeah, Goku saved us but your son delivered the final blow.”
ChiChi chewed her lower lip. She felt she was being conned but if Kenji deceived her for those reasons, she understood the deception. Goten kept pulling the skirt of her dress begging her to say yes and Gohan looked like he wanted this, too.
“You two have a lot of work in your workbooks. I don’t think it’s a good idea.”
“We’ll get them done,” Gohan promised. “I’ll help Goten and we’ll finish before we land.”
Three pairs of eyes were on her. Kenji’s pleading didn’t have an effect but her sons’ eyes did her in. “Oh, all right but I’m checking your work when it’s done, and if it’s below 90, you’re not going to the amusement park.”
Gohan and Goten shocked ChiChi with perfect scores on all their assignments. She kept her promise and allowed her sons to go to the amusement park. It was crowded but thanks to Kenji’s special tickets, they were at the front of the line for each ride.
Gohan went on all the adult rides by himself or with Kenji while Goten, as much as he wanted to go with Gohan, was stuck with all the kiddy rides with ChiChi. Kenji coaxed ChiChi on a few adult rides while Gohan watched Goten. It took three rides before ChiChi loosened up and enjoyed herself. She hadn’t been on a rollercoaster in years and the last time she rode, it was with Goku. It wasn’t the same screaming and clutching the rides without Goku but it was fun with Kenji.
Kenji’s fame followed him in South City. Several times he stopped to sign baseballs and take pictures with several women flirting with him in front of ChiChi. ChiChi shook her head several times at the awful attempts of flirting. She laughed out loud at the evil eyes she got. If these women thought she was intimidated by that……
“So,” ChiChi began as she watched Gohan trying to shoot a basketball in the hoop. If he got three out of five in, he’d win a prize and Gohan wanted to win one for Goten. The first ball hit the backboard. “Is that what your exes dealt with when you’re out together?”
“Yeah.” Kenji hated the evil eyes ChiChi received but she took the wicked looks in stride. Kenji never experienced that type of confidence from any of the women he dated. All the women he dated took it out on him for the wicked looks they received. “Sorry about that.”
ChiChi winced as the second ball bounced off the rim. “I think it’s hilarious the women see me as competition.”
“Why? Don’t you think you’re pretty enough to be on my arm?”
“I know I’m pretty,” ChiChi was self-conscious as the next woman on certain things but not with her looks. “But this isn’t a date. I’ve been through this with Goku. We used to have date nights early in our marriage. I saw women looking at me but Goku never looked at them.”
“Because you had his heart,” Kenji repeated what ChiChi told him weeks ago.
“Exactly. Goku never looking gave me confidence in myself and our relationship.”
Before Gohan could try a third shot, Kenji took the basketball from Gohan. He adjusted Gohan’s pose and instructed him how to shoot a basketball. Sports outside martial arts wasn’t his expertise but Gohan was a good listener and followed instructions well. Gohan took the basketball, repeated Kenji’s pose and tossed the ball. It entered the hoop.
“Yay, Gohan!” Goten cheered.
Kenji praised him on his shot but gave him more advice. Gohan repeated and shot another ball in the hoop. Feeling his confidence growing, Gohan made the final shot.
Goten jumped up and down excitedly. “Big Brother, you did it!”
Gohan picked up Goten and let him choose the prize. ChiChi looked at Kenji admirably. All the frustrations and doubts she had about coming here melted with Kenji helping Gohan. He didn’t yell or hit him like Piccolo did to Gohan. He didn’t go easy on Gohan as Goku did. He saw the frustration in Gohan at his missed baskets. He spoke firmly but calmly and with confidence Gohan can do this. Gohan listened, believed in his words and made the shots.
That made ChiChi happy.
Kenji wasn’t her type but ChiChi thought he was a good man who will make some woman very happy. She stepped to Kenji and whispered. “If your past girlfriends didn’t notice your worth, it’s their lost. They weren’t worthy of you. Find a worthy woman and be happy.”
ChiChi stepped away and joined her sons. Watching ChiChi happy with her family, Kenji wondered if he found his worthy woman.
It was after 11pm when Kenji returned ChiChi, Gohan and Goten to West City. Gohan and Goten slept on the way back from South City. Gohan woke up when they returned but Goten still slept as ChiChi settled him in the backseat of her truck. Gohan was awake and settling all the toys won and merchandise purchased in the trunk.
“It’s been a long day and you have a long drive home. If you don’t want to sleepover at my place I can put everyone in a hotel.”
“We’ll be fine,” ChiChi declined Kenji’s kind offer. “Gohan slept on the way back and he’s wide awake, so if I get sleepy, Gohan will keep me up.”
“Just call me when you get home. That way I’ll know you arrived home safe.”
“Yes, Dad,” ChiChi teased. She and Kenji jumped at the sudden slam of the trunk as Gohan closed it. “Gohan, be careful. I just got new brakes for the truck. I don’t need a new trunk, too.”
“Sorry,” Gohan apologized, “but we need to leave, Mom. It’s really late.”
“I know. Come say goodbye to Kenji and thank him for today.”
Gohan bowed before Kenji. “Thank you for today, Kenji. I had a lot of fun.”
“You’re wel---” he broke off. Gohan walked off and jumped in the passenger side of the truck. That was abrupt. “Guess he’s ready to go.”
“It has been a long day.” ChiChi bowed. “Thank you for today. My sons enjoyed it. I had my concerns but it was a nice surprise.”
“It wasn’t just your sons. You enjoyed it, too.” Kenji wouldn’t let ChiChi leave without admitting that. “You had fun ramming into me in the bumper cars.”
ChiChi giggled. That was fun. All of it actually. From the rollercoasters, the arcade games Kenji showed her how to play, the bumper cars and the stuffed bear Kenji won for her, ChiChi enjoyed herself. “I did have fun, but I’m happy my sons had a good time. They don’t usually do things like this except twice a year with their Grandpa. Gohan did this with Goku but Goten never had this experience.” She checked on Goten inside the truck. He slept clutching one of the stuffed toys Kenji won for him. “Sometimes I think I spoil him but I want to do things differently with Goten. Gohan never had as much fun as him. I didn’t want to make that mistake with Goten.”
Kenji looked over ChiChi at Gohan. He sat in the passenger seat watching them. Gohan was in a good mood all day. He encouraged ChiChi to let them come to South City. Kenji felt he and Gohan bonded when he taught him basketball but now Gohan seemed cranky. What happened? “Gohan’s a serious kid.”
“He’s been through a lot. Some things were beyond my control but he’s in a better spot now.” Feeling this was delving into business not Kenji’s, ChiChi decided to wrap up their talk. “Thank you for the work and money. I appreciate it. It helped a lot. All I can do now is hope you win the championship so I get my bonus.”
Kenji raised an eyebrow slightly amused. “Sounds like you’re quitting.”
ChiChi met his amused eyes with confusion. Quitting? Her job is over. ChiChi assumed it was when Kenji surprised her today. “You shopped for food and cooked all of it by yourself. You don’t need my assistance anymore. I can still send you ideas for meals but you can do that without me, too.”
“I could, but I’m not sure if I want to.” Only now Kenji saw the flaw in his plans for today. He didn’t expect ChiChi to end their working relationship so suddenly but that was how ChiChi saw this. She missed so many signals it was laughable and endearing but it put the ball in his court. He had to be bold in letting ChiChi know what he wanted.
“If this is the end of our professional relationship, how about we start a personal one?” ChiChi’s eyebrows went up and her kissable lips parted. “I’m attracted to you, ChiChi. I think you are a beautiful woman and a lovely mother with two sons I’d liked to be friends with. I’d like to get to know you more.”
For several moments, ChiChi stared at Kenji. Kenji’s attracted to her? He wanted to date her and get to know her sons? When did this attraction develop?
“I always thought you were a pretty lady,” Kenji admitted. “Even when you were pregnant with Goten but I didn’t entertain the thought of pursuing you. I was with someone else and you were a new widow but since we’ve met again, you’ve been a widow for years and I’m single and still find you attractive, I can’t help but think this is fate.”
Fate?! “I….. I……” ChiChi stammered. “I’m flattered but…..”
“I know you love your husband and I’m not trying to replace him in your heart or take his place as Gohan and Goten’s father. I can’t but I’d like a chance to date you and see where it goes.” Kenji squeezed her hand. “Think about it and maybe you can give me a slow yes instead of a fast no.”
Kenji released ChiChi’s hand and walked away. Why didn’t she refuse him? She’s done it in the past but during those times, she was married or waiting for Goku to marry her.
Goku wasn’t in the picture to be a natural block anymore.
****
“I cannot believe you didn’t give him an answer!”
“What should have I said?”
“YES!”
ChiChi, Bulma and 18 were at ChiChi’s house. 18 stood in the living room in her presumptive wedding dress. They were a week from the wedding and this was the final fitting for 18’s dress before ChiChi adjusted it.
ChiChi preferred to keep Kenji’s request a secret from Bulma and 18. 18 knew about the work ChiChi did for Kenji but when Bulma visited today to discuss the catering for the wedding, she noticed the new refrigerator and asked about it. It led to ChiChi to confess working for Kenji and after a few prods and pushes from Bulma, she told them Kenji confessed his feelings for her. 18 was wary but Bulma was all for it.
“ChiChi, a young, rich handsome man wants you. You don’t say no to that. You’re lucky to get that kind of attention.”
18’s laser gaze went unnoticed by Bulma but she heard the anger in ChiChi’s voice when she asked, “What does that mean?!”
“Nothing bad. Geez, ChiChi, you gotta stop being so offended when I give constructive criticism. Maybe you thought no other guy will look at you because you’re in your 30s and have two kids---”
“You’re older than me,” ChiChi pointed out.
“But I look younger and I have a man.” Bulma missed 18’s eye roll. “This is your chance to have another relationship. Don’t you miss having sex? Don’t you want Goten to experience having a Dad?”
“Whoa!” 18 nearly lost her balance when ChiChi brushed past her to Bulma.
“Who are you to say what my son should experience?!” ChiChi screamed. “I give my son everything he needs! Goten is very happy and my father does a damn good job being a male influence for him!!”
Bulma stood her ground. “Goten is happy with the life you gave him but he’s never had a Dad and never experienced the happiness Gohan had with Goku. This is your chance to give this to Goten and what about Gohan? He’s growing up and needs a strong male influence.”
The words felt like a slap. “Is Trunks happy with Vegeta?” ChiChi fired back. “You complain about Vegeta all time on what he doesn’t do. Has he hugged Trunks yet? Is he working? Does he do anything besides hide in that gravity room?!”
“He’s there. That’s important and it’s a lot more than what Goten and Gohan have right now. Be angry all you want but you know I’m right!”
18 stepped between the fiery women. “That’s enough.” To Bulma, she said, “You need to work on your tact.” To ChiChi, she said, “I normally don’t agree with Bulma but she has a point. What’s wrong in going out with Kenji and seeing if something is there? I wasn’t sure about Krillin but I took a chance. Now we’re getting married and having a baby, and before you say Goku,” 18 warned, “don’t forget you were enjoying this attention from Kenji.”
“I was not!”
“The hell you weren’t.” Bulma was not letting ChiChi get away with this innocent act. “You are the toughest woman I know. If you don’t want to do something, you won’t. If you don’t like something, you’ll say it but you let Kenji buy for you and your kids. You let him fly you to South City when you could’ve said no and went home. Deep down, you loved the attention he lavished on you and deep down you knew he had feelings for you but you pretended it wasn’t there until you couldn’t deny it anymore.”
“She’s right,” 18 agreed with Bulma. “I suspected he had a crush since the baseball incident.”
“So did I,” Bulma grinned. “That’s why I stopped Yamcha from taking you home. ChiChi,” Bulma put her arms around her, “you’ve been alone for so long. I understand you want to be faithful to Goku, but he’s gone. It’s okay to have feelings for someone else and pursue a relationship.”
Cooling down, ChiChi accepted Bulma and 18 mean well. They weren’t coming from a place of malice. “Maybe deep down I suspected but I didn’t want to admit it.” It’s been three days since Kenji confessed his feelings and ChiChi looked back on everything that deemed suspicious. From the day Kenji offered her a job, it was a ruse to get to know her better. It was flattering but she couldn’t accept it. “I love Goku and I don’t want anyone else. Kenji will understand that.”
Bulma didn’t agree with this. “Have you called him to tell him that?”
“I don’t have to. My silence is no. It’s been three days but I think after a week, he’ll understand.”
****
“Seven…. eight… nine…. ten. Ten, Gohan.”
“That’s correct. There are ten chairs, Goten.”
It was the day of Krillin and 18’s wedding. No clouds were in the sky and the weather wasn’t too warm. Gohan held Goten’s hand as they walked on the beach and checked the seating. The guests were inside waiting for the ceremony to start. 17 and Yamcha were the only guests not here. When Krillin extended an invitation to Piccolo and Dende, he only expected Dende to come but he was happy Piccolo came, too.
Krillin stepped out of the house. He was dressed in white pants and a crisp white button-down shirt. He wore a sea blue corsage that matched the color of his tie. He strolled to Gohan and Goten who counted the seats. “Why are you hiding out here, Gohan?”
“I’m not hiding. It’s a little crowded with Vegeta and Bulma’s parents in there.”
“I can’t believe Vegeta actually came. I hope he behaves but Bulma promised he will be civil.” Krillin looked at his watch. “Where is Yamcha? I need a referee in case it gets messy between 17 and Vegeta.”
“It’s my sister’s wedding day,” 17 coolly spoke as he stepped from the back of the house. “I won’t ruin her day.”
“17.” Krillin rubbed his neck awkwardly as his future brother-in-law approach. How he wished 17 didn’t hear him. “Nice you came. I didn’t know you were here.”
“Thanks to Dr. Gero, you never can.” 17 looked down at Goten who smiled at him. “And this must be Goten. 18 told me about you.”
“Hi!” Goten waved. “I’m Son Goten!”
“Cute kid. Is my sister almost ready?” he asked Krillin. “I have to give her away.”
“ChiChi’s helping her upstairs. Ceremony should start in 15 minutes.” 17 entered the home just as Krillin saw an air car flying towards them. “Guess that’s Yamcha but why is he flying in his car?”
18 rubbed her stomach as she stood in front of the full-length mirror. She wore a sea blue rose in her hair, nude lipstick and light foundation. ChiChi made sure the dressing was flowing to conceal her pregnancy. Just three months and barely showing, 18 hadn’t announced her pregnancy yet. Only Bulma, ChiChi, Master Roshi, Gohan and Krillin knew. She passed the stage of miscarriage and though 18 was still concerned she agreed with Krillin to announce it after the wedding.
“You can’t tell?”
“Since I know, yes, but no one else will. Just a few more moments and you can tell everyone.”
Though maid of honor and not meant to outshine the bride, ChiChi looked stunning in her sea blue halter dress. The fitted dress accentuated her strong arms, legs and bustline. ChiChi kept her makeup to a minimum like the bride with light foundation and red lipstick. Instead of hair in a tight bun, ChiChi wore a top knot with her normally straight hair in loose curls. For jewelry, ChiChi kept it simple wearing her and Goku’s wedding bands in a necklace. It has been kept locked away since Goku died, but events with Kenji convinced her she needs to wear these to show any suitor she wasn’t interested in them.
A light knock tapped her door. “Brother of the bride ready to escort.”
ChiChi opened the door. 17 stood on the other side wearing a charming smile. He dressed in a similar style like Krillin except he wore black pants and a blue silk shirt. “Hello,” his eyes liked what he saw. “Who are you?”
“Son ChiChi. Son Goku’s wife. The man you tried to kill.”
17 smirked as his eyes roamed ChiChi’s appearance. It was the first time he met ChiChi. He heard of her from 18 but aside from meeting Krillin a handful of times, he has kept himself away from everyone. “Nothing personal,” he flirted. “Never thought Son Goku had an---”
“Stop,” 18 warned him. “She’s my friend and not into you.”
“Spoilsport.” 17 leaned against a wall. “I still think you can do better than Krillin but you look good.”
18 picked up her bouquet. “Still can’t admit you were wrong.”
“Well,” 17 thought it over, “he can make you smile. That’s a rare thing so he’ll do until you upgrade.”
18 half rolled her eyes at her brother’s teasing. This was as far she will get of 17 approving of Krillin.
“Mom?” Gohan called from the door.
ChiChi opened the door slightly where her head poked out. Goten looked happy but Gohan looked annoyed. “What’s wrong?”
“Mr. Kenji is outside and he wants to talk to you.”
“What?!”
“Is everything okay?” 18 asked.
ChiChi closed the door. She stood against it with a curious 17 and concerned 18 looking on. “It’s Kenji. He’s here.”
“My silence is no,” 18 teased her. “I knew he wouldn’t give up so easily.”
“Who’s Kenji?” 17 asked but ChiChi left without answering.
ChiChi felt all eyes on her once she descended the stairs. When Kenji saw her, he smiled and her heart thudded nervously. It wasn’t because of him she told herself. It was the thought of everyone’s eyes on her and wondering why this man, who is not her husband, wanted to see her.
“Wow.” Kenji’s eyes gleamed as he looked her over from head to toe. “You look amazing. I’m glad I came.”
“Why are you here?”
Kenji opened his mouth to speak but he noticed everyone looking at them with piqued interest. “Let’s talk outside.”
ChiChi didn’t argue against that. With all eyes on them, ChiChi knew questions were forming in their minds the moment Kenji touched her bare back while ushering her outside. They walked to the side of the house with no windows so no one can listen in on their conversation.
“Why are you here?” ChiChi repeated.
“I haven’t seen you in ten days and I got a little nervous. I thought your silence meant no,” he admitted with a self-deprecating smile. “I’m not used to being on this side, but when Yamcha told me you might be too busy to give an answer because of this wedding, I realized you were too busy to answer. I also realized it wouldn’t be right if you went to a wedding alone. So, here I am.”
If Kenji thought that would make ChiChi happy, it didn’t. It made her angry. “You could’ve come to my home at any time but you came today to steal the thunder on my friend’s wedding day! You’re so arrogant you’ve had multiple women fawn over you, you can’t stand the idea of waiting or maybe a woman isn’t interested in you! If you think this act impressed me, it didn’t! It pissed me off!”
ChiChi expected Kenji to cover his ears and cringe; to step away and never bother her again. Her yelling was something only Goku can handle while his friends hated it. Instead, Kenji stood there and let her yell at him. He didn’t react at all. He stared and stared…..
And suddenly smiled.
Oh no.
“Wow!” Kenji breathed as his whole face lit up. “You’re hot when you’re angry.”
Your anger boils my blood.
ChiChi felt a blush flame up over her face as she recalled her late husband saying similar words.
It went unnoticed by Kenji. “I’m not trying to steal your friend’s thunder. I just wanted to see you and jumped at the chance when Yamcha told me about this wedding. I didn’t come empty handed. I brought a gift for them.”
His eyes made ChiChi nervous. She knew what a man thought when he looked at a woman the way Kenji looked at her now. Goku gave her similar looks and she welcomed it but this time….. “Don’t kiss me.”
“Carnal thoughts about me again?” Kenji joked. “I’m flattered. Now I know the feelings between us are mutual.”
“I didn’t say that!”
“No.” The sudden change in Kenji’s voice was alarming. He no longer joked. He was serious as his eyes gazed into hers. “But I wish you did.” His eyes lowered as something caught his eyes. “Your rings?” Kenji enquired as his hand grasped the necklace around ChiChi’s neck. Two wedding bands were attached to a gold chain. “In the weeks we’ve spent together, I never saw your wedding band or this necklace. When did you start wearing this?”
The weeks they spent together? He made it sound like it was an affair! “It’s not your business.”
“No,” Kenji agreed it wasn’t, “but I think you’re trying to send a message to yourself or you’re trying to convince yourself of something you’re struggling with.” Kenji touched ChiChi’s face. He caressed her right cheek with the pad of his thumb. “Your loyalty is admirable, ChiChi, but is it worth the sacrifice?”
“Ahem.”
ChiChi blessed the higher power who saved her from answering but in that same second she cursed it when she realized her interruption came from Vegeta.
Part 35: Waiting For You: Part Two
AN: Yes, I know I threw a twist not showing Goku and Kimani. There are in the next chapter. This one was getting too long. I had to split it.
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