happy birthday
happy birthday to those who are in their birthday, whether if its 3 months from now, 5 months ago or anywhere in between, happy birthday
now the reason for this is because I'm quite lonely.
sure i have my family to celebrate with me but my friends didn't. In fact, today is another one of our friends birthday and everyone congratulated her. my birthday passed a few days ago, however non of my friends made posts about it like her nor wished me birthday like another.
my family did and I'm very happy about it, but its just... saddening...
well, i am the replaceable person, i am sad about it, but ill find better friends than them anyway. i told myself to not be sad and forget about them, i did. but they all are wishing her through Instagram and its inevitable i will see it.
Thanks a lot guys, happy birthday Chloe. and a happy belated birthday for me.
if non of you will see me as a friend, no worries, i will leave you all. that's what all of you wanted from the start.
and Cheryl? i know of the insults and rumors' and gossips. you don't have to pretend to be my friend anymore. im fine with it. i have other people than all of you who wouldn't even consider my feelings.
the girl who said they would wish me a happy birthday. i got my expectations a bit too high.
and to the person who i have been with since the start of my secondary school years. i have no words for your betrayal.
you choose them, and maybe i was at fault. non of you were guilty, but non of you will tell me whats wrong, so the best action i could take is to leave. you dislike me, my heart was broken by you. win lose situation dont you think?
i hope all of you live a good life, and i wish for my life to be better as well. not filthy rich or whatever, just rich enough to afford medical bills and expensive art supplies.
Happy birthday, to those who i know and know of me and yet decides to ignore of my birth. i will not be giving anymore chances.
to all of my followers and passerby's who have seen this post, this is not meant for you except the happy birthday part.
Happy Birthday everyone. you all are the reason why i can still survive in this cruel world.
Humans indeed are weird huh? to cry for those who have betrayed us and not seek revenge...
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the human problem : emotion
its been a rough day for me. for self past tense isnt a solution, i have resorted to writing
enjoy this, badly written and not beta read story i wrote about Jerry.
This is jerry.
Jerry is from a species where they work independently
so when Jerry was assigned to an all-human crew, jerry made sure that he is well-informed about this species. Jerry is okay with social creatures inviting him in to join their conversations or help them with teamwork as Jerry knows how important it is.
Jerry is a very nice coworker and is someone that understands the opinions and ideas of everyone.
Jerry.
jerry made all of the necessary research for humans. he found something, weird and not very well known in the Book of All Creatures Known and Signed in The Galactic Union Anatomy and Species. aka the book for an understanding of creatures in the galaxy.
humans have this thing they call emotion. there are many species in the galaxy that shows emotion, it's just humans are... much more sensitive in this aspect.
therefore it is considered a bad omen to be with a human, as so far, none of the scientists in the galactic union has ever made peace with an emotional human.
Jerry thought, it's okay, as long as I have a good relationship with them, I do not think they will treat me badly
Jerry is good. Jerry thinks for others and himself. Jerry prepares well. But there was never a chance for Jerry to be prepared for what was about to happen
it has been three days since the departure of Jerry's new crew ship. The humans have been kind and have been laughing and showing their hunting gears a lot ( aka, teeth and hands, since Jerry is from a place where there was no need for him to be predator nor prey)
however, Jerry realized that the humans, after a few days of talking with him, stopped talking to him altogether.
the humans would avoid him when coming face to face, the humans would move tables when it was meal time. the humans would look at him and show a , what they call, disgusted face.
Jerry didn't min the hostility, he remembers how humans are more emotional than his kind, so they must be missing home. and showing their emotions because they do not know where else to put it.
Jerry is from an independent culture. so he does not tend to work in a team with others until absolutely needed.
but humans, humans are social creatures, they can be independent, but they still require to b in social situations to keep themselves mentally healthy.
so Jerry was surprised when a human was working alone, eating alone and no human is accompanying her.
when asked, the human would just say she isn't feeling well and does not wish to socialize.
Jerry may be young, but Jerry isn't dumb.
Jerry continued to pester the human, the human looked like she is about to cry and asked Jerry, politely, to please return and don't bother her.
Jerry asked one last question.
" are you in bad terms with your crew?"
that was the last straw for the human or so it seems, as she started to leak water ( Jerry has studied, and it is said to be tears pronounced 'tiers'. Usually associated with sadness) and Jerry knew he must have found the problem.
the human then began to tell Jerry how bad she was treated, no one wanted to talk to her, no one wanted to be her friend, everyone treated her like a ghost and she does not know what is wrong
she told others if there is something they are unhappy about her, she can try to see if it is a bad habit or a problem. if addressed and made known about a problem others can see, she can work on it and change
but her colleagues all said she can't change and even if she did, she would become worse.
so she was then ostracized by everyone on the crew. how no one talked to her, no one listened to her and no one give a single damn about her.
she was upset, tired of it al. she just wished to have a better work environment.
Jerry finally understands, Humans are not emotional, it is because of how much they have kept inside them that made them so.
Humans are capable of a lot of things, but because of other human's selfish nature, they are limited.
Jerry consoles the human, assuring her that everything will be okay and that it's just something new recruits always go through.
then jerry realized
the human is his creator
jerry a simple alien, a simple character
born to be indepandant
was because of this humans suffering
this human was in agony
so she created jerry, to ease the pain
no wonder no one spoke to jerry
because jerry could only bee seen by this human
all problem jerry has faced was the humans problem.
jerry.
jerry felt sympathy.
and for the first time, cried together with the human.
It's okay human, everything will be okay. its just for a little while, bear with it for a little longer and everything will be alright
I'm sorry human. I can only ease a little bit of pain.
yeah this was written when my only friend after everyone abandoned me, told me to help the world by killing myself. because if i want to help fight for my future, it would be useless.
we argued for over an hour and she told me she was enjoying this because I was fighting. I gave up and succumbed to my own day dreams and cried because she told me things about me, and said how i cant change myself.
and that to help this world is by killing myself.
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Okay but let's talk about Dan and Ghost King Danny. Yeah, sure the angst is well and good but what about the sheer hijinks that could ensue?
Thus, I propose the following: Community Service AU. It's exactly as it says on the tin. King Danny who puts Dan through community service in the zone, doing stuff to help his reign, and improve the realm as a whole. Soup time is well and good, and well, Walker is a possibility but c'mon. It's Walker. Community Service sounds much more reasonable. Danny is the Ghost King, it's not like Dan can get into too much trouble.
He gets banished to the dreaded paperwork realm to help sort through the backlog because does anyone think Pariah Dark was any good at clerical work before he went off the rails? Nah, I don't think so! There's certain tedious things that Danny just Doesn't Have The Time for but look! Here's Dan, who's just enough of Danny to be able to do some tedious kingly duties but also not being Danny enough to actually contest for the throne. Dan gets to help nurture and while it's forced at first, he gets to see a positive impact that he has on those around him (Eventually, with good enough behavior he gets to finally see his sister again.)
Smash cut to a JLA meeting where Constantine is there for Reasons and then the whole of the JL members present gets the shock of their lives when a terrifying mass of vicious teeth, a body that doesn't move right, too many eyes, and freezing cold rips a hole in reality.
"J̴o̸h̵n̶ ̵C̴o̵n̴s̴t̵a̵n̴t̸i̴n̷e̴,̵ ̴t̷h̴e̸ ̵t̸i̶m̷e̶ ̴t̸o̶ ̵p̴a̴y̵ ̶y̴o̵u̴r̴ ̷d̷u̷e̴s̶ ̷h̵a̷s̴ ̸c̷o̷m̶e̷."
Dan was helping Ghost Writer find some books that were never returned years before. Honestly, Danny would've just written them off as Lost but Dan had been really good lately and Danny thought he earned a little harmless fun. Besides, those occultists really should've known better than try to steal from the Dead.
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I had the dubious pleasure of learning about the most insane and disgusting person I've heard about in a long time, and I don't want to be alone with this knowledge, so.
This is Christian Weston Chandler (aka Christine aka Chris Chan)
He's an internet personality who was once popular in certain online circles because of his absolutely unhinged behavior and susceptibility to being trolled.
A handful of facts:
He's an extreme incel who, for most of his life, desperately tried to find a partner while claiming that he only needs a woman for sex
At one point he paid a woman so he could rape her
He created and published sexually explicit drawings of female bodies on the internet, including those of women he knew in real life who, of course, did not consent to such things
In addition to being a misogynist, he's also a racist and homophobe. In his own words: if I could have it my way, I'd make it illegal and forbidden to have homo men; women are safe
Surprise, one day he started identifying as a woman and an ally of the LGBT community. He assumed a new identity solely because he thought it would give him sexual access to lesbians. But hey, TRAs keep saying that such things don't happen, so we're good
He thought he was able to magically grow a vagina and showed off his infected taint gash as his new vagina
If you think that's already pretty bad, the worst was yet to come. In 2021 he was arrested for raping his 79-year-old dementia-ridden mother. That's right. If you've ever wondered about the embodiment of evil and degeneration, here it fucking is. The justice system didn't buy into his bullshit identity and treated him as a male. Unfortunately, he was released from jail in March 2023, and in August the same year his incest charge was dismissed as a result of his lawyer having filed for an autism disorder deferred disposition. Which is fucking outrageous and bullshit because hello?? Autism doesn't make you want to rape your own elderly mother??
I don't even have a proper conclusion to all of this. No words in any language can express my absolute contempt and disgust for this moid.
And for TRAs who don't understand why women don't want "trans women" in their spaces - this is why.
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